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#to make a long fuckin story short. my mom is jere
sharkdays · 2 years
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don’t mind me just about to have a panic attack 🥰
#to make a long fuckin story short. my mom is jere#no one told me. i didnt even know where my dad was bc#he did not tell me he was leaving and did not respond to my texts or calls#and i had to cancel therapy today bc of it. so um *explodes*#and i go back to school tomorrow. so.#i was doing so well#i wa s literally just cleaning my room some more#and now all my energy is gone.#please dont do this to me i cant live with her again#i dont know how i did it before but i certainly cant now.#please let this be a temporary visit.#though her definition of temporary is questionable#she was only supposed to leave temporarily and was gone for like 2 years#and then ended up staying for. like 2 years.#why why why did she have to come down#i’m trying to be positive and maybe itll be ok but idk#she still deadnames me and misgenders me and its been like what 5 years#and tells me constantly i ‘killed her daughter’#i don’t want my siblings girlfriend to hear her say my deadname or anything#i was literally just talking to my dad abt medically transitioning and idek if he told her#or what her reaction was. but i dont want to have a big fight with the siblings here.#im so tired of my family giving me no warning at all for these thinhs#even though i told them explicitly that i need warning in advance so i dont fucking freakout#my dad doesnt even take my mom’s transphobia seriously. so uhm….#sorry for the rant if anyones even read this but um !!!!!! im gonna fuckjgn uh freak out#shark speaks
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