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attractive things that the blue lock men do.
itoshi rin, itoshi sae, nagi seishiro, michael kaiser, oliver aiku, yukimiya kenyu
itoshi rin sends you gym pics without you having to ask.
it initially took a lot of convincing, at first, to get rin to send you a picture. in his eyes, it was embarrassingâ the idea of pulling his phone out mid-workout, taking a picture, sending it to you, and then going back to whatever he was doing. his mind would drift off to the weird stares he would probably get from others, and the fact that he also wasnât exactly known for knowing how to pose to begin with. as much as he loved making you happy, there were just some things he was not willing to do.
it took a lot of begging, and for the first few months, the answer was always, âno.â
the first picture came unexpectedly. your phone was thrown off to the side of the bed, not really anticipating any texts from rin for the next hour or so, given the fact that he was at the gym. so you were surprised when you heard a familiar tune come from your phoneâ one specifically assigned to his contact. you had no idea why he would be texting you.Â
youâre absolutely floored at what you see; jaw left hanging and eyes practically bulging out of their sockets, almost dropping the phone.
it's a gym picture. he's doing a normal pose, nothing too special. heâs standing in front of the mirror, one hand shoved into the pocket of his shorts, and the other holding onto his phone. his face was partly covered by his phone, but you could see the blush spread across his cheeks and the tips of his ears. but it wasnât that that got your attentionâ no, it was something entirely different.
he was wearing a sleeveless compression shirt, giving you a full view of his arms. they were glistening in sweat and perfectly toned. the arm that was propping his phone up was slightly flexed, from the position it was in, adding to the bulk and definition in his biceps. and you could see the veins traveling up the arm of his hand, the one that was shoved into his pocket, crawling up from the back of his hand to his forearm. the bright overhead lighting, with a combination of the dim background lighting, served to emphasize every line and crevice of his exposed skin.Â
âthis what you wanted?â came a message right after, âi know youâre reading this right now, respond.â you felt weak. he definitely researched how to do this.
words couldn't describe how you felt. so, your immediate response was to send him a flurry of incoherent texts; a mixture of randomly pressed keys and crying emojis. but thatâs what feeds his egoâ your reactions are what makes smile smugly to himself, covering his lips with his hands as he reads your texts over. he starts to send you gym pictures more consistently after that, patiently waiting for your response after each one. at this point, itâs become a part of his gym routine.
itoshi sae drapes his arm over the back of your seat while reversing.
driving with sae was a true test of controlâ specifically, yours. it had become increasingly hard to focus whenever he was driving, with every little motion of his body seeming to pull your attention away from the road. he was just so distracting, to the point that you had started offering to drive instead. yet to no avail, because he always insisted on being the driver, furthering your silent suffering in the passenger's seat. but, there was nothing more testing than whenever he was reversing the car.
itâs an internal battle; it takes everything in you not to ogle him so openly. and somehow, youâre losing a battle to yourself.
itâs as if your eyes instantly become magnetized to saeâ the way he moves when he rests his arm so casually, yet so securely, on the back of your headrestâs frame. and it doesnât help that this position gives such a perfect view of him. the way the muscles in his arm ripple and flex ever so slightly, but visibly, under his loose dress shirt. the way his folded sleeves ride up every time, and the exposed part of his forearm constantly taunts you to take a peek. you hate that you suddenly become hyperaware of everything he does in that moment. especially his fingers, and the way they tickle the back of your neck, almost touching you but not quite there.
you have to hold back the subtle shudder that sweeps over your body.
it feels like heâs taking up so much space, demanding you to notice him. the way the scent of his cologne wafts over to you, the bergamot and sandalwood notes of it slowly overwhelming your senses. the faint shift in his posture, emphasizing the subtle stretch of his neck, giving you a view of his collarbones and necklace. and the way his lips curve ever so slightly when he speaks, his voice in a low tone, with his eyes flitting over to you momentarily before theyâre back on the road.
it has to be intentional, he has to be aware of what heâs doing. âyouâre doing this on purpose,â you mutter under your breath, willing yourself to turn away and look out the window.
âdoing what on purpose?â he asks, but the mirth in his tone is evidentâ you can practically hear the tiny smirk thatâs splayed on his lips. youâve concluded that heâs sick in the head, that heâs playing with you right in your face. âiâm just making sure we donât get into a crash, you baby.â and you willingly fall for it, every time.
nagi seishiro becomes clingy when it's just the two of you.
laying in your lap, while youâre absorbed in your own hobby, is one of nagiâs favorite pastimes. it keeps him close to you, but allows you both to do your own thing. sometimes, heâd take a nap while you work, one hand loosely holding onto yours in his sleep. other times, heâd play video games on his phone, making sure his volume is turned all the way down to not distract you. but most of the time, he likes to just lay there and admire you, with a barely noticeable smile on his lips.
but he becomes somewhat miffed whenever your hair falls in front of your face, blocking his (initially) flawless view of you. and it annoys him more whenever you donât push it out of the way.
so, he decided to take it upon himself to move it for you, arm lazily stretched up to reach for you. you barely noticed it at first, so absorbed in the book that you were reading. the sensation of his fingers ghosting over your cheeks doesnât register in your mind, and his touch is barely there. and then you feel it. his fingers are in your hair, gathering the strands on the back of his hand before heâs brushing it out of the way. itâs so gentle, the way he locks your hair behind your ear, and the way his hand lingers a little longer on your skin after. his fingers then travel from your ear to your jawline, finger lightly tracing the side of your jaw, and it makes you curl in on yourself at the feeling. (it tickles, but also oddly comforting.) and then, heâs pulling his arm back down to reach for your wrist instead, fingers wrapping around it.
your skin is tingling, and the surface of your skin feels warmâ taken aback by the sudden act of affection. you glance down at him with a curious look, only to see that heâs already staring attentively at you, and you feel his hold on you tighten. âyou know,â you begin, âyou couldâve just asked me to do it for you.â
"you always get so lost in whatever you're doing," he mumbles slowly, his voice sounding almost whiney at the fact. his hand, the one firmly holding onto your wrist, is traveling up until itâs wiggling the book out of your hand. (you donât miss the small furrow of his brows when you jokingly grip onto the book, before giving in and letting it fall to the side.) he takes this chance to intertwine your fingers, his larger hands completely enveloping yours. "i don't mind it, but i hate when i canât see you."
michael kaiser holds intense eye contact with you when you're talking.
at times, you found it hard to talk to kaiser. he's constantly exuding such an intense confidence, one that's often present in his gaze, that you could never truly hold face-to-face conversations with him. you're always shying away from it, crumbling under the intensity, and he finds twisted pleasure in how flustered it makes you. the way the words always die on the tip of your tongue whenever your eyes meet, when you see that his focus is locked on you
it makes you look away, because it's the only thing you can do to escape it. but kaiser doesn't like it when you're looking away from himâ he wants your attention. he wants to see you when you talk excitedly about your day.
heâll get that attention however way he can. from where you're seated on the couch gives him quick access to you. you can feel his tattooed hand crawling up the skin of your thighs, sliding up slowly, leaving a trail of goosebumps as he goes. he stops short of the hem of your shorts, planting his hand firmly on the spot. he gives it a firm squeeze, fingers digging into the plush of your thighsâ trying to get you to cave into him. âwhy wonât you look at me when you talk?â heâs leaning into you, invading your personal space despite the spacious couch. you can feel his breath on the shell of your ear with each word, âmein liebling, i want to see you when you talk. look at me.â
âyou can listen to me talk without needing me to look at you,â you swallow, and his grip tightens ever so slightly at your words.
you're shifting awkwardly, trying to ignore the way your heart beats a little faster at the proximity, at the fact that his voice has started to sound almost pleading. almostâ because he would never admit to something as desperate as pleading. itâs hard to focus when heâs this close, when heâs right there. his fingers remain on your thigh, tracing deliberate lines over your skin, and despite the way you're trying to resist, you can feel your resolve crumbling.
itâs not every day that you see someone like kaiser be on the precipice of begging for your attention.Â
âi promise, iâll stop teasing you. lookââ his other hand is hooking under your chin, coaxing you to look at him. and you doâ his eyes, once intense and teasing, now holds a softer and almost guilty looking gaze. âkeep talking, yeah?â
oliver aiku likes to loosen his necktie with one hand after a formal event.
neckties are the worst, an opinion oliver will stand by âtil the end of time. he absolutely despises having to put one on for formal events, and heâll do his best to charm his way out of having to wear one. it never works, so the second he puts it on, heâs already thinking of the moment he gets to pull it off of himself. he doesnât think much of it when he does itâ one finger looping in the space between his neck and necktie, and heâs pulling at it without care.
but recently, heâs started to notice how intently youâd been staring each time he did it.
oliverâs got a keen-eye; not even the smallest thing can get past him. he drinks in the sight of you when he does it, eyes fixed on you, and taking joy in the fact that you donât even seem to notice. youâre too busy being fixated on his hand, and the way the vein on his hand becomes prominent when he flexes it to pull, or the way his fingers seem to play around with the fabric. your eyes are so sharp, but somehow so unfocused, all at the same time. he loves how it gets you worked up.
itâs entertaining, so he takes it up a notch.
he drags his fingers, slowly, down to the first button of his shirt. and then heâs unbuttoning it with one hand, putting in extra effort in exposing his collarbones. he canât fight the grin that makes its way to his lips, at your reactionâ your eyes are widening, and he can visibly see you gulp at the sight. and then your eyes are shooting up to meet his, and his grin becomes impossibly wider.
âlike what you see?â the teasing and flirtatious lilt in his voice is unmistakable, and you canât help but draw your eyes back down to where his hand is twirling the tie around his fingers. he makes you tick, but heâs also so attractive, and you hate that he can easily make you blush with his words.
âyou wish.â you choose to look away with a scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. âitâs gonna take more than that.â that makes him oddly excited, brows raising in mild surprise, and you honestly shouldâve known better. itâs like youâre offering up a new challenge to him, and he gladly accepts.
oliver still hates neckties; thatâs an opinion that will never change. he still looks forward to the second he gets to pull it off. except now, he gets to play a little game with you while he does it.
yukimiya kenyu keeps a hand on your back at all times, in public.
itâs a habit formed purely from the fact that the streets of shibuya have the tendency to become really crowded, and yukimiya hates it when you get separated from him in such a crowd. he likes it when youâre right by his sideâ he can keep a close eye on you at all times and protect you from getting pushed around. and originally, it started off with holding your hands. it was fine during the colder seasons, providing the two of you with extra warmth. but you had both quickly realized that it could become quite uncomfortable during summer, making your hands all sweaty and sticky.
so he experimented. he let his arm drop from your shoulders to the small of your back, his palm hovering over your skin, initially unsure of how you would react.
âis this okay?â he would lean down to whisper in your ear, and his voice was so gentle and so concerned about you. even when he was the one getting shoved around by the crowd, with people constantly running into the sides of his shoulders, he was still only thinking about you. you and your comfort. âtell me if this is uncomfortable, and iâll figure something else out. okay?â
it made you shiverâ you felt a heat crawl up your spine, and your stomach was immediately fluttering with butterflies.
you nod, âno, this is okay.â more than okay, actually, but you keep that to yourself. âthank you for asking.â he flashes you one of his pretty smiles, and he leans up to look straight ahead in the crowd again. but this time, his touch is more presentâ his palm is now firmly planted onto your skin, and heâs actively weaving you through the crowded streets.
whenever someone would get too close to you, or if he anticipates that someone is about to crash into you, his hand would travel to the side of your waist. and yukimiya grips on it, pulling your body flush against his side, effectively pulling you out of the way. âsorry,â heâll whisper an apology, not having intended to hold you so tightly. his hands will go right back to where they initially were, not without trailing his fingers on the way back, leaving sparks tingling across your skin where he touched. âdid i hurt you?â
âno, iâm fine,â you can keep your hand there, you almost tell him. it drives you insane that everything he does is unintentionalâ but maybe, one day, you'll be able to tell him exactly what youâre thinking.
note. yukki debut on my acc ??? do we fw the casual, less poetic writing cuz there was really no way to make this poetic đ©â𩯠just astronomically down bad writing all around
© rindreamery, 2024
tags. @choccorin @mininji
#blue lock#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#itoshi rin#itoshi rin x reader#itoshi sae#itoshi sae x reader#nagi seishiro#nagi seishiro x reader#michael kaiser#michael kaiser x reader#oliver aiku#oliver aiku x reader#yukimiya kenyu#yukimiya kenyu x reader
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Yandere! Mr. Crawling
Content: SFW hcs + Established relationship + Overprotection + Manipulation + Baby trapping + clingy! Mr. Crawling + Gaslighting + Somnophilia + Stalking + Death + Breeding kink + Slight size difference.
Summary: Human! Mr. Crawling who tries to keep his deep love secret from you
Note: I hope all of you are having a good day!! I'm trying to do my essays but they're so boring... Let me know if you have any suggestions/things you want to say to me, I love answering to people!!
SFW:
Human! Mr. Crawling who falls in love as soon as he sees your face.
Human! Mr. Crawling who decides to try and keep you safe and protect you from all possible dangers. This ranges from leaving small gifts for you, buying you something to eat when he hears a rumble close to him, or buying you a drink if he has seen you working so hard on keeping up with all the classes, to sometimes intimidating the other guys that kept trying to get closer to you.
Human! Mr. Crawling who tries his hardest to speak to you, even if it's just a few words to make sure you know he's listening to you. Nodding his head and keeping his eyes completely focused on your face.
Human! Mr. Crawling who tries to make himself look smaller, crunching a bit and walking with his back a bit arched, not something that can be easily noticeable for others, but just enough to reduce the height difference between the two of you.
Human! Mr. Crawling who is finally able to make you feel safe with him, allowing him to get into your bedroom, even to the point of making a sleepover. He just had to try his hardest not to act in any weird manner.
Human! Mr. Crawling who keeps following you like a lost puppy. You can almost see two ears and a tail appear when he acts like a small puppy, being easily excited when you compliment him, even if it's for the smallest things.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who begins to feel how his pure love becomes something more twisted the moment he realises more people keep getitng interested in you. He looks so kind when you look at him, but as soon as you turn your head, his gaze becomes much darker, his expression is always serious, his brows slightly furrowed as he tries to keep himself restrained.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who takes advantage of you great "friendship" and starts to try and get rid of your friends. He keeps on interrupting when you meet with your other friends, creating different reasons why he just couldn't wait to meet you, as he truly needed you.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who takes advantage of his sickly aspect to make you worry about him, calling you to ask you for small gestures, making sure that they are small enough to avoid you from refusing him.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who is finally able to ask you out. He made sure to get rid of each and all your friends who could get in the way of your relationships, after all, he is everything you need, right?
NSFW:
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who had already seen you way before both of you met each other in class, his phone filled to the brim with pictures of you. The fact that most of them involve you in embarrasing positions while the rest are of your sleeping face. They definitely have no effect on him, hell no (just ignore the raging bulge he gets from seeing your lips slightly parted, totally normal reaction).
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who put a small chip on your phone while you were sleeping. How was he supposed to keep you safe if he didn't know where you were the whole day? Don't be so dramatic, he was just doing it for your sake :((
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who killed someone in front of you. He was stalking you around town when he saw that strange man grabbing you by your wrist and taking you to the closest dark alley. Before he could think, his hands were already gripping his throat, his face turning blue as his grasp got even stronger. When he finally was sure that man was no longer alive, he turned around, a happy smile on his lips as he waited for your compliments. He was now on his real height, allowing you to notice how he was over one head and a half taller than you, despite that, he made you pet his hair, forcing you to smile as the body of the strange man got colder.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling whose obsession only increases the moment the two of you decide to date. His arms are now always around your waist, his hands always touching you, no matter if you are alone or in front of other people. He just loves hugging you from behind, his dick rubbing against your ass, grinding against you as soon as he saw you do something he didn't like.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who forces his cock inside you, filling you load after load just to prove that you're truly his one and only. He doesn't stop until he sees his seed dripping from your hole, your eyes rolling to your skull with fat tears rolling down your cheeks from the overstimulation.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who keeps blabbering about impregnating you during sex, he doesn't even care about your gender, he WILL impregnate you. He will defy Mother Nature for you, filling you one after the other and not pulling out until the next morning.
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who masturbates with your clothes the moment he misses you, he doesn't care if you have been away for barely a few hours, he just misses his sweet darling so much :(( Not his fault that your clothes are filled with your sweet scent...
Yandere! Mr. Crawling who masturbates to your sleeping face while the both of you sleep together. He loves feeling you close to him, all relaxed as your expressions sometimes change to one of pure bliss... He hugs you from behind, beginning to grind against your ass as an attempt to keep himself in check. This of course doesn't work, which forces him to use his own hand to masturbate, slowly getting on top of you so he can get an extremely detailed view of your sleeping face.
#fanfiction#x reader#smut#homicipher headcanons#homicipher smut#homicipher#mr crawling#mr crawling x reader#mr crawling headcanons#yandere smut#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#male yandere
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Steb x Reader Headcanons
Warnings: nsfw (below the cut)
Being a paramedic, Steb's protective instincts always kick in, even at home. He's hyper-aware of potential hazards and is often worried you will get hurt. He is always happy when you ask him to teach you some first-aid stuff
While Steb perfectly understands you, he cannot communicate verbally. He uses sign language, and truly appreciates the fact that you learnt it to understand him, even though you believe that is the least you could do
Because of the way he communicates, Steb is very sensitive to physical contact, and he can read expressions and body reactions extremely well. He adores holding hands with you, or simply brushing his fingertips against your skin (he very much enjoys the way you tremble under his touch whenever he does it)
Steb expresses love through acts of service. He loves cooking for you, especially seafood. He often does the fishing himself, picking the very best ingredients for you
Steb is definitely more on the introvert side, very calm, but also very attentive to the people around him. He is quite discreet and gets a little anxious in very noisy or crowded spaces
If you're comfortable with water, he WILL take you swimming whenever he can. His favourite thing is having you climb on his back while he swims as fast as possible
He absolutely cannot dance but always finds himself moving to the beat due to feeling the sound vibrations very strongly, he also just loves music in general. And he does have a playful side, doing extra awkward moves to make you laugh. He loves your laugh
Now about that fish stick...
Because he can't tell you what he wants, he likes to guide your hands and movements. He himself is very deliberate and exploratory. His nipples are highly sensitive, and you've made him cum a few times just by licking and sucking on them
It gets extremely messy when he cums, you weren't prepared the first time. Buckets after buckets of hot sticky fluids. Needless to say the sheets were done for. Also, the gills under his eyes move when he orgasms, they do so until the aftershocks have passed. Sometimes they even keep moving in the afterglow if he came particularly hard, it always mesmerises you
Shower sex is a big thing for him, it gets him going like nothing else. He loves coming up behind you as you shower, he starts washing your back, but then his hands are all over you, your nipples, your chest, between your legs. There's something about your naked wet body that makes him go absolutely crazy. But he's aware shower sex it's not the best for your species, so you don't do it often.
Steb doesn't speak, but boy oh boy does he moan. And being hyper sensitive doesn't help. Whether you're teasing his nipples, sucking on his cock or fucking him, you're gonna hear him whine, groan and whimper. He gets a little embarrassed about it, but knowing how much you love it make him feel a little better
Steb's species have extremely sensitive genitals, especially the males. For that reason, his cock is normally tucked away in a genital pouch. It opens naturally with arousal to release his sex
Steb's cock is also equipped with small gills that are only here for one purpose: pleasuring his partner. And they do their job very well
Ever since Steb came into your life (literally and figuratively), you've stopped buying lube. His species produces a ridiculous amount of lubricant that is more than sufficient for the two of you
Steb loves giving you oral, loves seeing how much pleasure he can give you with his mouth alone. His tongue is much longer and stronger than a human's. He'll never forget your reaction the first time he plunged it deep inside you. He is not against receiving but he always gets scared about the idea of cumming in your mouth and basically drowning you
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We wonÂł
Summary: The war is won, yet you lost too much. And well â how much can you still win?
Note: And here we go, part 3! Since I have all of it already finished, might as well make it a daily update. And THANKS a lot for every like, comment and message! I see you and I am THANKFUL. If you have more ideas, for stories or anything, hit em into my little box on my profile. I also have a Silco Story rotting on my phone since season 1, but idk if anyone would be up for that.
The rebuilding continued, and life finally found a rhythm that felt normalâor at least as close to normal as things could get. Ekko worked tirelessly with the Firelights, but the urgency of survival had faded into the background. With it, so had the moments he used to share with you.
At first, he didnât notice the shift. You still checked in occasionally, bringing him food or teasing him about overworking. But those visits became less frequent, your easy laughter and steady presence replaced by quick smiles and polite excuses.
One evening, he sat alone in the Firelight base, absently tinkering with a small device. His thoughts drifted to youâhow you used to be there, sitting across from him, filling the quiet with your chatter or just the comfort of your presence. The realization hit him suddenly: you werenât around as much anymore.
And it scared him.
Ekko spent the next day looking for you, his mind racing with possibilities. Had something happened to you? Were you hurt? Or worse, were you pulling away because heâd taken you for granted?
When he couldnât find you, he turned to Vi.
âHave you seen Y/N?â he asked, trying to keep his voice steady.
Vi raised an eyebrow, leaning casually against the wall. âYeah, theyâre out.â
âOut where?â
âOn a date.â
Her words hit him like a punch to the gut. A date? He blinked, stunned. âA date?â he echoed, his voice betraying his surprise.
Vi smirked at his reaction, though her tone softened. âWhat, you didnât know? Theyâve been trying to move on for a while now. Guess itâs working.â
Ekko stared at her, the weight of her words sinking in. Heâd knownâon some levelâthat youâd cared about him. He wasnât blind to the way youâd looked at him, the way you were always there when he needed you. But heâd never let himself think too hard about it, too focused on the mission, too afraid of what it might mean.
Now, the thought of you moving on left him feeling... hollow.
Vi clapped a hand on his shoulder, snapping him out of his thoughts. âDonât screw this up, Ekko,â she said, her voice firm but not unkind. âIf you donât want to lose them, you better figure out what you actually feel.â
He nodded absently, her words ringing in his ears. For the first time, Ekko realized what he might lose if he let you drift away completelyâand he wasnât sure he could handle that.
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Billy and Freddy along with Mary watches gacha reaction videos (if you don't know what that is your missing out). But they can only do it in the watch tower and stuff due to the lack of technology in Fawcett. This ideas been going around in my head for a while and I KNOW Freddy would love it.
Hal was having a normal day. The sun was shining, the Earth looked beautiful from the Watchtower. He wanted to go watch the game on one of the Watchtowerâs gigantic and beautiful TVs.
GL: *on his merry way to one of the rec rooms, whistling a little tune*
Marvel and Junior: *occasional gasps*
GL: *thinking theyâre watching a horror movie and decides heâll just watch it with them until itâs over* âHey guys-â
Marvel and Junior: *sitting right in front of the screen, staring like iPad babies and watching a Rivals react to Ayano Aishi vid*
GL: *stares for like a solid second* âWhat- What the fuck are yâall doing?â
Marvel: *pauses it* âHuh?â *looks back to Hal*
GL: âWhy are you guys watching this baby content?â
Junior: *sounds offended* âItâs not baby stuff.â
GL: âUh yeah. It is.â
Marvel: âNo, it isnât. Stop being a hater.â
GL: âMarvel, youâre a grown ass man. And Junior? Youâre at least 14. Why are you watching this??â
Junior: âItâs entertaining.â
GL: âEntertaining. Really?â
Marvel: âYeah! Come on.â *pats a spot next to him* âWatch it with us.â
GL: âDude, no.â
Marvel and Junior: *share a look* âWatch it. Watch it. Watch it.â *chanting*
Hal eventually caved.
Thatâs how he found himself sitting on the floor with them, and watching a surprisingly entertaining âmha reacts to deku as kokichi videoâ. A couple minutes later, Mary came by with snacks and joined them.
Mary: âI brought some Cheetos and popcorn- wha? You guys started without me?!â
Marvel and Junior: âSorry, Mary.â *in unison and in shame*
Mary: *sighs and just sits down with them* âWhyâs Green Lantern here??
GL: âI just found the fact that a grown man finds this entertaining very interesting.â (Heâs actually completely enthralled in these but heâs too embarrassed to admit it)
Mary: âUh huh⊠sure.â
Halâs a little ashamed to admit that they spent like two hours straight doing this until they transitioned into the GLMMs.
GL: âWait, I donât get it. Why does the Mom just not love her child?â
Marvel: *shrugs* âCause sheâs mean.â
A couple minutes laterâŠ
GL: âWait, why did the dad die?!â
Mary: âFor story progression!â
Like ten minutes laterâŠ
GL: âSheâs a wolf-cat-angel-demon-unicorn hybridâŠ?â
Junior: âYep, sheâs special!â
GL: âHAH! Her bitch of a sisterâs just a cat!â
Marvel, Mary, and Junior: *all just happy Halâs invested*
After a couple GLMMs such as Bad Girls vs Gangsters, Emotionless Girl, and The CEO is my Boss, (shout out to everyone who watched these) they moved on to even more kiddy content. Such as Fnaf videos, but not just any⊠no no no, these ones
After the Fnaf thingyâŠ
GL: âDamn.â *stands up* âMy ass hurts from sitting on the ground for so long.â
Marvel: âDangâŠâ *pauses their next gacha vid* âSo youâre out?â
GL: âYup.â *stretches*
Mary: âIt was nice having you Mr. Green Lantern Sir.â
Junior: âYeah, thanks for letting us put you on.â
Marvel, Mary, and Junior: *same blinding smile*
Also, by the way, they were definitely watching GLMVs and singing along to âIâm a bad girlfriendâ and âSheâs crazy but sheâs mineâ and âCopycatâ and âQueen.â All of which were and still are peak and I stand by that till this day.
#billy batson#shazam#dc captain marvel#captain marvel dc#fawcett city#fawcett#fawcett comics#hal jordan#green lantern
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Hi hi! Can I request Rise Donnie seeing his s/o wearing a "I <3 nerds" shirt?
Hiii!! Of course! I love it when y'all send requests! At first, I was thinking of making headcanons... But then my mind came up with a much funnier idea, so I present to you this Oneshot (â Êâ áŽâ Êâ âżâ )
I <3 Nerds âŻ
[Rise]Donnie x gn!reader
Slightly Suggestive
It had been sitting in the back of your closet, waiting for a good use for it. You were always teasing him, whether it was moving some of his things only a couple centimeters, or sitting in his lap while he's working.
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April gifted you the shirt as a gag gift, a white shirt with black writing that said "I <3 Nerds"
So, you wore the t shirt and some comfy pants and went down to the lair.
You randomly remembered the shirt while getting dressed and thought, why not?, you didn't think you'd actually get a reaction from him.
You said hi to Mikey and Leo who were in the living room, and waved to Raph who was training, and made a beeline to the lab
When you opened the door and walked in, you noticed Donnie was standing and working on his jetpack. You walked over to him and tapped him on the shoulder
He turned to you, giving you his full attention, "Oh, hello dearest, I don't remember you notifying me of your visit?" "Sorry Don, it's just my schedule cleared up, so I thought I'd come see you!" Your happy grin made him relax a bit. "Well in that case, allow me to finish up here, and I will accompany you to the kitchen for some pizza" "aaaaaalrighty don" he quirked an eyebrow at you elongated word, a clear sign you were up to something
While he was working, he kept shooting you suspicious glances, almost as if to tell you to feed up what it was you were up to
But you stayed quiet, albeit, grinning like the Cheshire cat, but quiet. Once he finished, Donnie walked over to you, and gave you a hug, allowing his head to fall onto your shoulder.
"Doooooniiiieeeee" oh no he thought, what did you do... "Yes, my love" "Did you see my shirt?" He looked at you curiously, then looking down, reading it, taking a second to process it, and saying "Oh, well now, so you love Nerds, hm?" "It's what the shirt says" "hmph well, it's totally inaccurate"
You had seen Donnie jealous a couple times, he'd normally end up with his hand on your waist, and him telling you about all the amazing things hes done, but this was a feeling you couldn't quite place
Donnie grabbed your waist, hoisted you up into his desk, standing between your legs. He reached over you, your face all too close to his plastron, grabbing a black permanent marker. He proceeded to scratch out the "Nerds" part of your shirt while saying "I am not a nerd, I am a genius, there is quite the difference dear"
After scratching out "nerd" he wrote "My Genius, Donnie" on it , only in purple marker instead. And since he already had you here, he might as well take advantage.
You were blushing, definitely not thinking he'd react this way. Donnie closed the distance between you two. He kissed you until your lips were red and puffy, then started to trail kisses down your neck. Once he reached the base of your neck, he stopped, and he whispered "Do you want to be mine?" you were putty in his hands, too lost in how much affection he was giving you, you just nodded. He proceeded to leave little bite marks on your shoulder, and then licking and kissing them better.
Once your shoulder was covered in Donnie's bites, he pulled away, satisfied with his work. "I suggest we hurry if you still want pizza, surely Leo will have no issue finishing a box by himself, so let's go My Love" you were still a bit hazed from his onslaught, but followed anyway.
You will be getting more of these shirts for him to "correct"
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I loved this idea! Maybe I went a little overboard, but... I regret nothing. I really hope you enjoyed it! I love y'all <3
#bluberri writes#tmnt x reader#tmnt#rottmnt donnie#tmnt donnie#tmnt donatello#rottmnt#tmnt donnie x reader#rottmnt donnie x reader#rottmnt donatello#rise tmnt x reader#rise donnie#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie x reader#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt x reader
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Sure, episode 7 doesn't really have much time to spend on Ekko's disorientation in this new reality and everyone else's reactions to it. But I have to respect that the writer's solution to this was to make AU Ekko pretty mentally unstable.
From Powder's perspective, she startles him, he throws something at her, becomes hostile, tries to defend himself with a screwdriver, and then just starts staring into space and goes nonverbal while giving clear signs of a panic attack, and Powder and Benzo's reaction to that is a benevolent and casual "One of those days, huh?"
Given where they leave off, and pick up in the Last Drop again, it's implied Ekko has his crisis the entire way over, and probably didn't react much to either of them the whole time. When Claggor and Ekko remain at the table while Vander and Powder have their conversation, Ekko is ignoring Claggor and drawing repetitive circles over his notes and constantly clutching his head in pain. Right up until he gets up, which is when Claggor finally reacts to what he's doing but is waved off easily, and stumbles outside throwing up in a dumpster. And no one seems to notice or care about him acting weird or being in pain.
Everytime he says something off-colour or outright concerning it's met casually or chalked up to his sleep deprivation and imposter syndrome. Man's dissociating like nobody's business and everyone just claps him on the back in understanding. If that's normal for AU Ekko, or everyone thinks that's normal for AU Ekko, that's uh, pretty concerning actually.
I mean, given context clues and Powder's conversation with Vander, all the kids (or at least Ekko and Powder) withdrew pretty heavily and keep themselves on the down low. I assume they both blamed themselves for Vi's death to some degree and became overly cautious and more quiet. Powder prefers to support her siblings similarly to how Vi did, but there's fewer problems to solve with violence as they grow up (and they all know how that ended) so Powder plays emotional support and prefers to stay in her familiar bubble (The Last Drop, close to her family).
AU Ekko seems to be overcompensating with his inventions, focusing on (academic?) success and productivity. Between his fancier clothes (even fancier than the others, who all have newer outfits, but stick more to zaunite dressing sensibilities than him) and his AU friendship with Heimerdinger it's reasonable to assume that he's involved with the academy in some way, maybe gunning to become a student if he isn't one already. That's a lot of pressure for a kid from the undercity, nevermind that academia itself is pretty competitive even if the deck isn't staked against him.
That all is to say, I don't think the AU is all sunshine and roses, for either of them. AU Ekko and Powder are both way less extreme versions of their canon verses, but especially AU Ekko is apparently way more quiet, withdrawn and insecure (and not at all active within his community?? I'm gonna be honest, I'm a bit mad the Firelights weren't even mentioned that episode, they've been Ekko's main family for the better part of a decade now, they deserve some focus, damn it).
So yeah, I don't think AU Ekko is doing too hot.
(And now I want a fic of him waking up in canon Ekko's body, lmao).
#i'm assuming AU Ekkos instability is the byprotect of the writers not wanting to spend too much time on everyone getting too worried overhim#but it's uh pretty noticable#it kind of makes sense tho#the firelights are ekkos source of identity and stability#AU Ekko probably didn't have much of an outlet for his grief over Vi since everyone else was grieving her too#so he like in canon gets his purpose out of it#but where the firelights are a community and there's a lot of practical staying alive work to be done#AU ekko's laserfocus grieving purpose leads to overcompensation that is largely encouraged by his environment#(brilliant inventor working on projects and participating in competentions)#and if that's were he gets all his identity and validation from#yeah#well that and the sleep deprivation#like damn bro take a nap#arcane#arcane season 2#timebomb#ekko#jinx#ekko arcane#jinx arcane#arcane season 2 spoiles
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Tf 141: Mafia AU!
Chapter 4: Its Happy Hour for them, Not for you
A/N: Link to masterlist is here ! And under is the prev chapter epilogue~
Preface:
Finally at a place where you can bunker down, you'd think that sleep would come easy-- but nope, that also seems to evade your grasps.
A life away from trouble seems to do the same, when you find yourself regretting again the choices you've made under the pretense that the old man was a poor ol' guy looking out for his kids, and you happened to be the most convenient person to help them out.
In actuality, you wonder if its vice-versa, when you see them helping you more than you are with them. Especially in the moment of being held at gunpoint, barrel right between your very eyes that went cross looking at it.
'The past two days were a blur. '
You realized this, staring up at the popcorn ceiling, arms spread out and your legs dangling over the edge.
Your life, as you know it, didn't quite make sense-- even after taking a long shower to calm yourself down. Though it was to mostly rid of grime that stuck to your skin and crevices for two days now.
That's besides the point, the more important one being that it kind of seemed like you just signed yourself to some cursed contract. Again.
You weren't surprised by actions anymore, just appalled at how easily you made did them without even a single thought crossing your mind of the future consequences it would bring you.
Balance out the pro's and con's? Nope, didn't do that.
Think before you speak? Nope, didn't quite do much of the former and more of the later.
Decide that getting a job and some food in your stomach was more important than getting involved with people that does crime?
Yes, you at least weighed the most important factor and agree to yourself that it was the priority-- well, at the moment in the least, because hearing that dreaded country twang past your co-worker's apartment door was making you think twice of putting food over your livelihood as a person.
"C'mon sugar! Nonno and Nonna are waiting~!"
If you didn't know this man as a mafioso, you would definitely think he was some rich bastard that tries to act normal by "doing" regular things, even when his palate doesn't get placated by the food that he ate.
Sadly, you do know him and ever regrettably so.
If only he wasn't a mafioso, you would have already threatened him awhile a go and have a go at where-the-sun-don't-shine spot. Alas, you do, and in addition to that, the son of your bosses and part of the contributor to your payroll-- so you'll play nice.
For now.
The raps on the door seems endless, and at this point, it was futile to try and sleep past the mumblings of a dead person (in your head, which you stabbed and kicked multiples as he writhes in the ground.)
"Waiting for who-- for me?" You shout a reply back from all the way the bedroom, quickly putting on a more suitable outfit and combing out the nest that seemed to form on your hair.
"Yes!"
You could hear his eyeroll from him so you quickly shouted a quick, "Ok! Be there in a minute!" before returning to the rest of your morning routine.
"That took more than a minute, shortcake."
The teasing grin Graves gave you as he leaned by your doorway made you sneer, unable to hold back the initial reflexive reaction to both his jab at you and the nickname.
"Well," you huffed, "you kind of just stopped by my place out of nowhere."
Shoving him with your hip, it puts him off balance and reflexively catch himself by the wall. It makes him react with a 'wHoA!" that made you giggle while closing the door to your co-worker's apartment. Turning the knob again to check if its properly locked, you hummed happily when it did because of the state the place was in. It was nothing short of being dilapidated, you only hoped last night- in your tired and sleepy stupor- that no one would go to this corner of the city and check out an abandoned building (as mentioned by Gaz) and ransack your place. This thought, of course, kept you slightly up as well- besides the ever looming issue that you are now tied to the mafia.
Although...looking at the easily frazzled state Graves was in, you wonder if it is that much of a concern you lost sleep over it.
"That's some strong hips you got there, sweets." He pointed out, now fixed up again from his mini-disaster of being caught in surprise. (He swears to himself that he has to watch himself and be on guard with you more often.)
You gave him a grin behind your shoulder, "thank my hula-hoop skills that got me the number one spot in kindergarten."
This gets a bark of laughter from him again, and he just has to curse himself for acting such a fool with you. Yet, at the back of his mind, he doesn't mind it.
"Right," his left-over laughter lingers, "thank God its still transferred after all those years!"
"Hey!" You whipped your head around to glare at him and poke at his chest, "I'm very youthful mind you." You pressed and continued, " especially when compared to you."
You watch him let out an offensive gasp, hand on his chest and the other over his own mouth.
You only managed to maintain the stare down for a couple moments before breaking down in fits of giggles and questions of like, "kindergarten really?" and you replying with, "its was the best thing I could come up with!"
"You better awake now?" He asks, breath finally stable and eyes wiped of all the tears that came out, and you nod in response-- still recuperating yourself.
"It's just so silly," you sigh with a smile, "but yeah, feelin' more up at 'em-- ready to take on the day!"
You threw an enthused fist in the air then turning to give Graves a confident grin of your own, which he returned in kind.
"Good to hear that then," he approaches the car in front of your apartment and opens the passenger car door, "shall we?"
You give him a look that made him rolls his eyes, quickly ushering you in.
"Nonna told me to pick you up," he explains once inside the car as well, "said that they were worried you'd get lost and mugged along the way."
You crossed your arms, denying the claim, "I wouldn't."
"As much as I don't want to say this," Graves begins as he turns out to the street, "but they are right."
You toss him an offended glance, "you think I can't handle myself? I'm an adult-- I've taken care of myself this far."
You hear Graves sigh, waiting for him to reply but only the sound of his fingers tapping on the wheel occupied the air.
"Its..." he bites his lip, ".. its not that I- or we to an extent- think you can't handle yourself."
You nod, letting him continue.
"This city," he clicks his tongue, "its just different from where you came from.â
âI know,â you quickly chipped in, âits nothing new for me.â
You could see how his eyebrows raised on his forehead, but as quickly as it came, it was gone; and instead, substituted with a furrow.
âIâm sure you know all about petty crime,â you hear him grumble and was about to retaliate until his next words stilled you, âbut youâll be seeing scums who wouldnât even blink at shooting someone who just looked at them wrong.â
The light hearted tone he had posed onto you earlier was gone.
Now, it was cold, devoid of any emotions.
His eyes, previously reflecting the early shine of the light now looked dim, muted. Flat.
âAh..â you think to yourself, âso this is who they are.â
You kept your mouth shut after that. Realizing, once again and reality slapping across your face.
These were not silly sons in a make believe found family, under one happy scene at a fun family-run bakery.
These were men--
Men with experience of being involved with the deepest darkest depths of seeing humans at their worst.
Men who are willing to shoot someone without batting an eye.
Men who arenât opposed to killing those who go against them.
Men who can be brutal but choose not to.
And that to you, seemed scarier than someone who openly did so; because, when you think about it, âwhy were they being nice to you right now?â
"Hey sweets?"
You barely register Graves' voice but unconsciously hums in response.
âHey,â he pokes again, âlook here for a second.â
You didnât realize but the car already stopped, parked just a block away from the bakery and you see the grip Gravesâ had on the wheel. It was trying to hold backâ they all were⊠but, why?
âUp here sweets.â
You finally make eye-contact with him and you see the color back in his eyes, the iris slightly dilated, and the crease on his forehead now furrowed in concern, rather than⊠irritation? Frustration? A mix of misunderstanding of both youâd presume.
âDid I scare yaâ?â He asks softly, smile crooked with the tilt barely convincing you that it was one of being genuine honest with you, but you put that asideâ it wasnât your business to know why he did so.
You shook your head, âjustâŠâ you pause, trying to frame your words in a way that showed him that you werenât afraidâ just stunned of the situation youâre in, moreover how much its changed the past week.
âShock,â you finally answer, âyou saying that just made everything clicked.â
âClicked?â He asks, âwhat did?â
âMy life,â you slump on the reclined chair, eyes now diverting to the sleeves of your jacket and your hands that were fiddling with it. âHow everything just came crashing and changing so much in such a short time.â
He nods and you hear him open and close his mouth for a minute before sighing, combing a hand through his now slightly messed hair.
âI get that feeling,â you hear the empathy seeping through his words, âso, my bad for pushing that onto yaâ.â
You shook your head, ââs not your fault.â
âBut I triggered it, yeah?â
You see his hand reaching out to you and for a moment, you think again if you should.
Should you be closer to these mafiosos?
Should you be closer to their family?
Should you work their parents at the bakery?
Your actions opposed your thoughts, deciding for you as it tentatively reached halfway before you see Graves connect them himself, intertwining it in such a gentle way that made your thoughts halt for a moment. His thumb slightly stroking the side of your hand actually made you felt at ease, breathing less intense.
âSee,â he chuckles, âyouâre affectedâ now donât tell me you arenât.â
You roll your eyes but squeeze his hand in appreciation for his offer of comfort.
âNot saying I wasnât,â you defended, âjust that it isnât entirely your faultâ you damn opened the gates, thatâs what you did.â
He laughs again more lightly, and somehow you wanted to see this Graves more than the other a moment ago.
âI did.â He admits, crooked grin more believable now.
âBut its fine,â you reassure him by squeezing his hand, âmightâve needed it.â
You mutter lowly, still unsure of the reason why yourself but you donât blame Graves. Like you admitted, he just opened pandoraâs box in your head, it was already there and you were just keeping it. Denying the reality you were in, just because facing it was too much.
âGotta ask something tumbstone,â you had to ask him why they were taking care of you so well. For fucks sake, you guys just metâ its just not connecting!
âWhat is it?â He hums patiently, squeezing your hand back.
âWhyâŠâ
ââŠâwhyâ what..?â
ââŠwhy.. ugh- youâre gonna think its weird.â You try letting go of his hand but he doesnât let you, pulling you in closer right to his nose.
His gaze, more hardened than before but you can tell that heâs encouraging you.
âCâmon sugar,â he urges, âI promise I wonât.â
You squint your eyes, your voice- thinking it was coming off confident- was more withheld and vulnerable that Graves knew he had to tread carefully.
âPinky promise?â
He chuckled and links his free handâs picky with yours, âwell, you got me wrapped around yaâ pinky so a promise it is then.â
Your mouth tilts slightly upward at that.
âIâŠjust wanna knowâŠwhy- why you guys are so quick look out for someone like me?â
You see his eyes widen but mouth still shut, so you continueâ trying to explain yourself.
âIts just,â you fumble trying to tie coherent words together, âI-iâm just figuring why Iâm being treated so well?â
He stares at you for a moment before smiling, continuing to rub his thumb on your hand.
âWhat? You think we canât be nice to people?â
You shook your head at his insinuation.
âNo its not that! Ugh- feelings are so hard to explainâ.â
âThen donât,â he shrugs, âI can wait.â
He finally lets you go and you stare at him, contemplating, trying to ingest the meaning behind his words.
Maybe it was too early for this.
So, you nodded, going for another deep breath.
âOk,â you sigh, âyeah- iâll sort out my head first.â
You feel him pat your head, âthatâs good.â
You feel your face heat so you looked away, grabbing the door handle to leave the car.
âIâm going then!â
He waves, âsee you sometime then.â
You turn back to that, âyouâre not coming with?â
He couldnât help the coo that came out and pinched your cheeks.
âIâve gotta job to do sweets,â he then subtly pushed you out of his car, âso donât miss me too much, yeah?â
You huff, seeing yoursef caught slacking by him of all people, so you slammed his door.
âNever in a million years!!!â
You walk away with a middle finger in the air, and you can just hear his cackles echoing down the street.
You see the bakery in a couple of steps, and the lights signaling that it was open is still closed.
The plants, oh dear you should personally add that to the list yourself really, were still wilted as much as you saw it the first time.
The windows, all caked up with uncleaned water droplets, were foggy and unclearâ another thing to do on the list.
The trash, the pile never ceased reallyâ another to thing to do on the list.
You decided that you should take your mind off the issue you brought up with Graves for laterâ now, you gotta earn the money their pooling into you. (Another thing you wanted to ask them about as well.)
âCara!â
You turn around and smile at the old couple, arms hooked by their elbows and covered head to toe in warm clothing.
And you realize its freezing from the way you were just in some shorts, a shirt, an old flannel over it, and some old sneakers.
No wonder they looked so concerned and rushed over you to wrap a scarf and beanie around you.
âArenât you cold, dearie?â Nonno asks, fixing the scarf around your neck. âI can hear your teeth chattering from all the way down the street.â
You chuckle, âjust now- I swear I wasnât a moment ago.â
Nonna clicks her tongue, getting the bakery door open to push you two inside.
âYouâre gonna get sick wearinâ that!â She scolds as she sits you down in front of their fireplace that Nonno was trying to start, âdonât you have warmer clothes?â
You shook your head, offering to help Nonno but was forced to sit again by the pointed glare Nonna had you as she stared you down.
âI-uhâŠâ you swear you were already sweltering from the heat of her gaze, ââŠnever thought I needed it, never grew up at a place that became this cold.â
She nods, sighing with a rub to her temples.
"I'll check if the boys have their old warmers around their rooms."
You stand to protest but with a hand raised from Nonna, you clamped up and just thanked her.
Nonno sees this and chuckles, strolling up to you to pat you on the head.
"Don't worry," he reassures, "she's just worried."
This makes you question him, "why though?"
"why, what?"
You place your head in your heads, fingers tangled up in your already messed up hair.
"Why are you all worrying about me so much?"
Even if you couldn't see it at the moment, Nonno smiled sadly at the fact of seeing react to their worries. He wonders what happened to you that made you question the kindness and care people show you. Were you so unused to being exposed to it that you suspect that there's always an underlying intent behind the niceties people show you?
Or were you questioning it because of them being involved with the mafia?
"You think we can't worry like normal people?" He jokes and he sees you perk up in recognition.
"No-!" You were quick to deny and feel frustrated being misunderstood but, you knew you weren't explaining things properly on your end either. "Its... not like that."
"Well, why don't you think about it like this for now." he stands in front of you, making you look up at him finally, and he tuts, rubbing those unshed tears at the corner of your eyes.
"We're just your bosses worrying about our only employee," he pats your cheek, "and we don't want to them to skip work because they got sick."
You bit your lip and take your time processing his words-- yeah you could look at it that way, but wasn't it unnatural to care that much? Or were you just looking into it too much?
'No, remember what Graves said.'
Just... give it time, no need to get to an answer right now. If he can wait for your answer, then you'll wait to figure out one for yourself too. You'll metaphorically hang it at the hanger called the back of your mind and focus on the now.
The now being the list that started from your head to toe.
"Hey Nonna," you hear a hum from the cash register as you stand in front of the pin board, "why is the list as long as me now?"
"Well, new day new list of things to do!"
"Fuck."
'I should've just maybe thought about it a little more.'
The day goes by quickly, faster than you thought as you accomplish one task to the next, barely taking breaks unless it was an offer of food or drinks from Nonno and Nonna.
From tackling onto that trash pile bit by bit to send it off with the guy who's quite disappointed to see you again, cooking dishes with Nonno and serving the tables during lunch rush, cleaning up all the dining areas and the kitchen, washing the glass at the front, clearing out all the dead plants, bake some pastries with Nonna, to serving once again during come merienda time.
"Hey, lovie."
You sigh, seeing the usual four at their regular table but surprisingly in more casual outfits. You don't know why but you smile at how comfy they look compared to their constrained suits you saw them in twice.
"Hi," you greeted tiredly, "how's it going?"
"You look worse for wear."
"Is that you're tagline for me Ghost?"
This gets a round of chuckles from them whereas Ghost huffs, but from the slightly crinkle at the corner of his eyes, you could tell he was smirking from under his mask.
"You really do this time, nest-head." Suds points out and you huff, turning to Grickky.
"I don't look that bad, right?"
He frowns then sends a sympathetic glance, "well..."
"Have you recuperated yet?" Price asks and you nod.
"Just lots of things to work on 'round here."
They all nod sympathetically.
"Thanks for helping them out-- we know how much it can get a lot with them." Price explains, offering a hand and you stare at it.
Mind buffering at how... similarly they acted and you just, did what your instincts told you to do and hold his in yours.
Price stares at you in shock and you did now as well.
It then clicks in your head that he was just talking with his hands.
So you try to retract it but he keeps a firmer grip in yours-- not letting go.
"I-i'm so sorry Price- it's been a long day and I thought you guys do this for comfort and I just assumed---"
"Shh," he hushed you and rubs his other hand on top of both of yours, "breath."
You take a shaky breath in and out.
"Guess that answer's your question boss." Suds chuckles, hands behind his head in a lax position.
"I'm okay."
You say such but none of them are convinced.
"Right," Ghost quips, "and I'm the Queen of England."
You glare at him, "you think you're so funny huh? Mr. I'm-the-clown-of-my-own-circus."
The tables explodes into laughter once more but this time Ghost isn't as amused as you, grin now plastered on yours instead.
"Why don't we bring 'em with us boss?" Gaz asks, once his laughter died out and wiped the invisible tears from his eyes.
"Bring where?" You ask, a bit curious. You turn to look at your tugged hand to Price who subtly pulled your attention to him.
"Just a social club down the street," he explains, "similar to a club but less of the party aspect and more of the drinking, snacking, and chatting part."
"Ya' 'tis not too stimulating and more like chillin' like its a game night," Suds adds on and you nod in understanding as you let out an interesting, "ooh~."
"Maybe it'll help you wind down," Gaz offers up his one cent as well and you nod.
"I think it would." All of them perk up, "but my shift's not over."
"Its over now!"
"Oof-!" You suddenly got hit in the back by a bag which made you stumble and Price catch you so that you wouldn't fall flat on your face. Again.
"Go have fun!" Nonna bids farewell while you look at her all offended, seeing just how easy it is for her to just use you and throw you away with a flick of her hand.
"You're just going to make the list longer!" You complain and try to go back to her and confront her, but the unexpected lift by the armpits from Suds made you all the more hissy.
"Hey!" you try slapping but he laughs and dodges. "you're not even letting me choose if I want to go or not!"
Gaz slides into your peripheral, booping your nose and instantly stopping your struggles like your mind just halted from the metaphorical button that switched it off. (The three are highly amused by discovering this about you but try their best to keep their giggles to a minimum.)
"You already did by saying, "I think so!'" He copies your voice and you just had about half a mind to whack him if Soap didn't haul you over his shoulder, exiting the shop with his other mates while they all said their thanks to Nonno and Nonna.
"I can't believe I'm getting kidnapped by mafiosos," you grumble, "what a time to be alive."
Ghost, who was walking behind with Price, ruffles your hair.
"first time?"
You swore you swacked him so hard that it echoes in the alleway you guys were passing by and the comedic echo of it made the others just crack up and die.
"You're my drinking buddy?" You ask Suds who sat across from the loveseat you were sitting on at the side of the room, where it was a bit secluded from the main hall where there was some games going on at the moment.
Soap shrugs, taking a swig of his drink before replying. "Just happened to see your lonely ass brooding."
You frown, taking a swig of your own beer before gagging at the taste.
He sees your reaction and offers his hand, and this time you don't take it so readily- and Soap connects the dots.
"Your bottle," he chuckles, "if ya' don't like it then let take it out of ya' hands."
"Oh," you embarrassingly handed it to him, "thanks. I kinda like more fruity or spritz-y type-a drinks."
"A zeltzer?" he asks cackles loudly and you snap at him.
"No! Yikes- hate those."
You continue watch him bellow and you notice how his face was more relatively red than usual, and you think that he's less put-up about his walls once the alcohol was in his system.
"Why don't I try and get you something then?" He offers, finally calming down and you cross your arms in suspicion.
"... What's in it for me?"
He shakes his head, an obvious smirk on his face. "A free drink on me of course."
"Hmm," you hum and fake-think about the proposition, "sounds tempting, good sir."
He catches on. "No need to pay a pretty price for a pretty person like ya'."
You both giggle and you just relent, letting him get you one as a surprise.
As he left though, you decided that sitting here made your bowels act up from the two bottles you already had in you. You bought your first one and regretted it so you downed it immediately, not wanting to waste it, so Price- thinking you really liked it and needed another- offered to get you one himself.
You couldn't deny the man when he already slotted another in your hand, and so you did the same thing- downing it like a champ but this time, Gaz catches you right as you finished it, watching the whole spectacle.
Hence, that's how Soap found you in the corner, inebriated with a pleasant buzz but almost puking at the taste of your third one for the night.
And all of that is begging to go out another way.
So, you try your best- with crossed gait- to get the bathroom as fast as possible.
Until you bump into some guy who was blocking the restroom, you thought he was gonna stand aside once he saw you but no-- he just stood there like a wall.
"what the fuck dude," you mutter, holding onto your forehead where you made contact with his hard chest. "can you not block the toilets?"
The man, hidden behind a mask quite similar to Ghost, stared down at me.
"Occupied." This behemoth simply says and this makes you irk.
"Look," you poke at his chest, "I need to go."
He stares down at you before looking at his companion, a mask covering the lower half of his face as well with sunglasses covering his eyes, said partner shook his head.
"No."
"No?" You scoffed, "you think you can control my bowels?!"
The man besides him sighs, "its occupied alright, there's another down the other hallway."
You whip your head at him so fast that he flinched.
"I fucking said," you stalked up to the guy and shouted-- "I NEED TO TAKE A SHIT!"
"what the hell is going on out here?!"
The bathroom door slams open and the two immediately step aside to bow to this man, gruff with whites in his hair. The man was busy fixing his clothes, whereas the girl in his arms was so giddy that she didn't care that her bra was literally slipping off both her shoulders.
You gagged.
"Nothing sir, someone just wanted to use the bathroom--" The tall guys explains but gets cut off the man screeching out orders.
"Then take fucking deal with it quickly!"
"yes sir."
Both of them then turn to you, who almost gagged at the second time seeing the girl turn around with the man, barely able to catch up with him with her panties hanging and... dripping.
"Leave." They both commanded and you rolled your eyes, about to leave until Soap appeared down the hall- asking for you.
"Where are you pretty-? What the fuck?!"
You see him running and by the time you turn around again as you hear the click of something familiar--
a gun was in between your eyes, straight at your forehead.
So close that your eyes went cross-eyes, made you dizzy and gagged for a third time.
Even worse so, that went Soap tries pushing you out of the way, it pushed you forward and land on the behemonth- taking him off balance and throwing you in another dizzying spell.
This time, confirming that the beer did come out of your system one way or another.
Right.
On.
His.
Suit.
"Konig!"
Note to self, never buy beer again.
A/N: Well, this one was in the drafts for a while but-- we finally get to put some special peepo in this chapter hehe~ Next is the epilogue with it featuring two POVs this time, as always- will be cookin' up the next one soon ~
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OKAY so hereâs the aforementioned essay. Keep in mind I am a bad writer, I do not edit, and Iâm writing this through the power of caffeine and two hours of sleep.
So I wanna start with Grayson and Drake, kinda comparing. Starting off, we donât get a lot of history from Drake. The guy exists mostly in the information we gather from Andrew and Higgins. He seems to have a great mom and Andrew called his dad âharmless.â Drake as an adult targets children. The classic disgusting predator. Besides Andrew we know he targeted six more kids after him. However we donât know much about his actions before that. The guy was insane, going after everyone available.
Grayson is very different in a lot of ways. We get a lot more information about him because his little brother gives us information and Jean seems to know a lot about him. He doesnât have any jarring details about his home life. But Lucas says that he changed after becoming a Raven. As Jean puts it, âheâs not your brother, heâs a Raven.â A very cult-ish situation. We all know coach Moriyama basically beat a bunch of kids into becoming his perfect cult of exy players, so itâs safe to assume Grayson didnât have it easy. Somewhere along the way, he starts targeting Jean. It seems to start with the intention of gaining Rikoâs favor. I think this motivation continues to exist, even after Rikoâs death because he wants to be Perfect Court. He wants his cheek tattoo. Now I donât know if itâs just me, but I think his attitude went from simply being ruthless in his pursuit for success to a desperate need for control. Maybe some sadism. Remember Jean notes that Grayson seems to take some pleasure in the fear he can so easily instill in him.
Now look at Jean and Andrew; Andrew has long escaped his abuser by the time we arrive at The Foxhole court. Heâs going to therapy, heâs on medication, and despite the odd violent assault against the foxes, heâs healing. Andrew is very much a fighter. Not always for himself though. Remember, Andrew took the step of GOING TO JAIL to escape Drake once Drake threatened to harm Aaron. He also saved Nicky from getting a beating with that move.
Jean, compared to Andrew, looks very normal from the outside. Heâs not having violent outbursts and threatening people with knives lmao. But by the time we get to TSC bro is a disaster. He hates Riko, he canât survive without him. He hates the Ravens, but theyâre all he has. Jean does not leave willingly. He is saved by the people who care about him. Thatâs a parallel in my opinion. Jean is saved by the people he loves. Andrew saves himself for the people he loves. Jean doesnât want to speak to a counselor/therapist. He doesnât want to tell anyone about anything having to do with him, but he doesnât actually push back when people find the truth. Thatâs a parallel with Andrew, who may share information, but does not allow it to go beyond who he chooses to impart it to.
Okay are you still with me? We have four people(two Humans) who all have their own starting points in AFTG.
Now let me get to the moment of implosion Jean and Andrew both experience.
Grayson and Drake both return to inflict more trauma on their victims. For Jean, he thinks heâs going to have a sort of reconciliation with Lucas. Andrew goes to let Nicky have his reconciliation with their family. Both have similar goals, but again, Andrew is only doing this for his family. Jean is almost bullied into it. Unfortunately both of them get ambushed by their abusers. Interestingly enough, if we dig far enough, we can blame Riko for all of it. Grayson targeted Jean because of Rikoâs Perfect Court. Drake goes back for Andrew because Riko convinces him to. For Andrew, he basically relives the trauma. In a huge way. Jean relives his trauma in a smaller way(note Grayson biting). Jeans reaction is to withdraw into himself, to go cold. Andrewâs first reaction is laughter. And then he immediately checks to see if his family is okay.
An interesting thing to note is Drake uses Andrewâs family against him. Grayson uses his OWN family against Jean. (Iâll touch on this again in a minute)
Something I find super interesting is almost immediately after both of these traumatic events BOTH men have to interact with Neil. For Andrew, heâs surrounded by his family. Neil, Kevin, Nicky, and Aaron. His twin, Aaron, has just murdered his rapist with Neilâs racquet. Jean is simply patched up and shipped home, where Neil picks him up and provides him with a LOT of peace one way or another. Andrewâs recovery process is basically âgo sober up so you can properly heal,â while Jean therapeutically destroys the hateful messages the Ravenâs left for him.
Now Id like to talk about the motives and underlying causes for Andrew and Jeanâs lives. For Andrew, bro is actually very selfless. Everything he does is for family. He gives off ânothing to loseâ vibes but in reality everything he does is for his people. This is something not even his own twin realizes until Neil points it out. I think Drake mustâve known this. He doesnât corner Andrew somewhere, he uses his own family against him. Andrew protects Cass by not revealing her son as a rapist, protects Aaron from that rapist, and in general goes around making sure the foxes are safe and healthy. We see a measure of trust he puts in people. He gives Neil his armbands before heâs taken to the hospital, he has various foxes drive his car for him. Jean is quite the opposite. He has no one. And this is why Graysonâs methods for getting him arenât super strategic. He simply barrels through a gate, his little brother, and attacks Jean. All of this to say that Jean has no one to worry about but no one to save him. When Neil reveals that they are now owned by Ichirou and NOT Riko, Jean doesnât actually have any sort of joy from that. Heâs lost, heâs confused, and even worse heâs angry. Throughout TSC itâs revealed that Jean is actually kind of Jealous of Kevin and Neil. Because they have people to live for. Jean feels kind of like a boat lost at sea. Heâs not selfish in that heâs not throwing himself into danger like Andrew does, he just has no one. All he had was the Ravens. Everything he does is for himself and because of the whole âI am Jean Moreau, I have always gotten exactly what I deserveâ his progress is slower than we may be used to. But honestly bro is doing so much. Heâs got nothing, but heâs trying anyway. In a way heâs kinda right? Neil, Andrew, and Kevin are lucky. Because they have family. Jean is only existing for himself. Andrew and Jean are SO different but also thereâs those shadows of similarities. Enough that even Jean sees it, as is revealed in the âSo Drake wasnât a biter,â line.
Lastly Iâd like to consider the man the myth the legend Neil Josten. Because he has an important role in both of these menâs lives. Not to mention Drake and Graysonâs lives(or lack thereof) Now donât get me wrong, Aaron deserves ALL the credit for bashing in Drakeâs skull. But also letâs not forget Neil literally handed him the weapon. Neil witnessed the carnage of the death. And more importantly Neil learned a lesson on how devastating people like Drake and Grayson are. Even though he did not experience this particular trauma, he watched Andrew (the person constantly describe as a STEADYING person) crumble. So then Neil comes across Jean, the man who took Rikoâs wrath in his and Kevinâs stead, the man who SHOULD have been his partner. And this guy reveals he has his own Drake of sorts. Itâs safe to make the assumption that Neil can see Andrew in Jean. Only itâs worse because Jean doesnât have anyone. Thereâs no twin carrying a racquet flying to his rescue. Jean is alone and his attacker is still out there, a threat hanging in the air. Neil, the FASTEST striker in the NCAA, was not fast enough to save Andrew. He was outrun but Aaron the midget. Well now itâs HIS turn to take out a rapist. đ„° Only Neil isnât much for smashing in heads. Heâs a mafia kid, so ofc heâs gotta hire someone. Over DINNER no less. He provides Jean with support. Even better, he gives him discretion. Jean has just stepped into a very different world from Edgar Allen. TSC leaves us with the start of something that actually gives me shivers. Jean had no one. Now, he has the potential to have everything Kevin and Neil have. And not to be cheesy but I donât think heâs letting that go any time soon.
THATS ALL! Didnât expect anyone to read this but sorry for my scattered brain theories and ideas.
I could write essays on Drake vs Grayson and Jean vs Andrew.
#andrew minyard#jean moreau#aftg#aftg au#aftg fandom#aftg trilogy#aftg tsc#aftg fanart#aftg fanfic#neil josten#essay
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please. i need alastor with his hair up so we can see the side of his head. second set of ears or smooth flesh prairie?
#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor ears#alastor's flesh fields#bc husk has the ears on top as well#but his head is shaped like a cat and he has all the fur so it works#but alastor is mostly human shaped when he wants to be and his face head is distinctly skinful#so.#like imagine he's uncomfortable or embarrassed by it because it's *yet another* physical difference that#invites the taunts and abuse and humiliation he faced in life (and is thus very sensitive about in afterlife)#he already faces being a PREY animal of all things#so. imagine. he always ALWAYS makes sure his hair covers the side of his head. in his twisted victim mind the lack of ears makes him#Wrong and Disgusting and Untouchable and A Monster (and not in the satisfying fearful way he enjoys)#so he pushes it away. doesnt let anyone learn about his ugly disgusting mutation because surely SURELY if they saw it...#he could lose everything he's worked so hard for. because who would fear him? who would respect him? who would bother looking in his#direction? he would just be another lowlife Freak undeserving of love and attention andâ well#thats what he would tell himself. but then one day niffty's doing his hair like he sometimes lets her#and he's just enjoying letting her have her fun. kinda spaced out; mostly just enjoyjng the rare sensation of a touch he doesn't despise#it doesnt even register when she pulls his hair up (maybe into lil space buns or smthn idk) that it leaves his empty face on display for all#i can imagine angel being the most outwardly shocked. some loud exclamation that turns everyones attention to alastor and his earless face#just. everyone staring at him. and he realises. and he hates himself for slipping like that and oh no theyre going to hate him and tellâ#â everyone and he will lose all that hes been working towards with the hotel and he is just. So. mortified. think shameful reactions:#averted gaze; flushed cheeks; figeting under their stares; or perhaps the classic deer-in-headlights look as he freezes in shock#just as he feels everything crashing down around him. the others get ahold of themselves and share their reactions too#shock; confusion; endearment (charlie would 100% do a big AWW/want to touch it); reassurances galore when they see him retreat into his mind#they tell him it's normal (he's in hell; no longer a human but a demon; everyone looks odd by some standard)#they tell him it makes sense (he's a deer after all). they tell him his appearance is nothing to be ashamed of and that everyone is still#super intimidated and frightened by him âĄ; that it doesnt change anything; that theyre sorry for whatever led him to believe otherwise
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i know it's 2024 and i have no doubt this point has been made a million times before by a million people more eloquent than me, but here i am again, wishing there had been an
"okay, and...?"
dialogue option during blackwall's big reveal, like...........................what if my inquisitor truly did not care???????? the drama in that!!!! the drama!!!!!!!!
#queenie rambles about dragon age#i know there are SO many bigger and more glaring issues w the dialogue choices in dai and how youre railroaded into treating certain charas#i dont want to minimize those in the SLIGHTEST#but like????????????? idk dude like my inky was a mercenary/sellsword for a hoT MINUTE before the conclave like#she would narrow her eyes like edgar allan poe in that kate beaton comic#idk all the veilguard talk has me thinking about dai again and since im a blackwall girlie i find myself returning to that scene a lot#and i GET that HE feels wracked with guilt and can't live with it - THAT part i get!!! but my inky would just be like ????? okay????#and wouldnt THAT have been a crazy reaction to explore??? he's beside himself w guilt and getting this horrible thing out in the open#only for the inquisitor to like shrug and act like it's a normal tuesday???? idk i'm deep in it tonight lads
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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man đđđ
#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2#like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit#anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion#and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it#dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG#because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO#dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it#i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer#but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide#but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place#because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back#(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out#killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio#dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually#like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am#but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do#yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific#all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right#should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty#dust sans#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule rant#this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things#having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER
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it's so weird after your break-up.
it's a bit hard to tell with him sometimes, butâyou thought things were okay. good, even. until he suddenly stopped returning your calls and canceled all your upcoming plans and then showed up at your door, late at night, to say i ain't a coward so 'm doin' this face to face.
and that was it really. no explanation besides a weak just don't think it's working out and a not right for each other. comical, that he had the nerve to say he wasn't a coward when he could hardly look you in eye and wouldn't even entertain a more in-depth conversation. wouldn't even come inside. stood on the front porch with his hood up and his hands in his pockets. like a little boy.
you're trying to be angryâand most days, you are. at him, at the time you wasted, all the warning signs you excused. your friends dive headfirst into how toxic of a partner he was, that you needed someone that could be there for you, that didn't grumble and groan and roll his eyes, andâmost daysâyou think they're right.
but the nausea always comes back like a dead weight in your stomach. whatever future you had imagined with katsuki in it justâvanishes, and you can't even be sure why. dramatic as it sounds, a piece of you feels like it's missing; you never thought you'd have to mourn him while he was still alive.
when katsukiâbakugouâreturns to your doorstep, it's to return all your things, packaged nice and neat in a cardboard box.
you stare at it dumbly for an embarrassingly long time, before taking it. all the stray clothes inside have been freshly washed and reek of his detergent and are diligently folded; you can't tell if the care he took makes it worse.
"thank you," you tell him, simply, before casting a look over your shoulder to the half-empty tote sitting in your living room. it's easier to stare at than him, if only by a little. "i haven't, uh, had the chance to get your stuff together so, umâi'll try to go through everything this weekend."
you can see the shrug of his shoulders from the corner of your eye. can feel his own intent on your face.
"'s'fine," his voice is low, but even. unaffected, you thinkâbut maybe you just don't know how to read him anymore. "no rush."
you let out a little sigh and return your attention back to the contents of your box, poking around to see what else has lived in his apartment for the last two years. "well, just let me know if there is anything in particular you're looking for, and i can try to find it and bring it by."
again, the shape of him jolts with another quick shrug. "can bring it by the agency."
you don't know if he means it dismissivelyâyou don't know, you don'tâbut it feels hurtful. your weak heart latches onto the thought that he doesn't even want you in his home anymore, and you have to press your lips firmly together to stop them from quivering.
you haven't looked at him once, and he hasn't stopped staring at you. it's almost funny, considering.
"okay, yeah," you nod. "i can do that, too."
"ifâ" bakugou hesitates, "if that's easier, or whatever, don't matter t'me."
"no, yeah," you shake your head, finally casting him a quick glance that has him straightening. "whatever works, we canâfigure it out later, i guess."
he looks okay. fine. not really any different than normal. unaffected.
bakugou only holds your stare for a moment before it drops away, down to the box in your arms. "bought you...somethin' for your birthday 'few weeks ago, so i threw that in there, too."
"uh," you furrow your brow before peering inside a little closer, sifting through until you find a long rectangular case. it'sâstupid of him to do, you think, and you hold it back out to him immediately, like it will hurt less if you don't touch it for long. "that's okay, you can keep it."
he makes no move to take it back, his own expression twisting. "no, iâwhat 'm i gonna do with it? bought it for you, so just take it."
an inkling of anger surges through you and you grapple for it like a lifeline, desperate to rid yourself of the heartbreak. whatever is inside the case rattles when you shake it lightly at him. "i don't know, return it? i don't think i should take it."
he snorts. "well, 'm tellin' you it's fine."
"and i'm telling you i don't want it, bakugou."
the air between you goes thin. evaporates, almost, and you can't breathe when he looks at you the way he does. when you look at him the way you do. you may have gotten into arguments or bickered during your relationship butâthis anger feels so foreign on your face, directed at him.
for the first time, bakugou looks hurt.
you grapple onto that, too.
his hands dig into his pockets again; a firm refusal to take what you're holding out. "there ain't nothin' i can do with it, soâ"
"give it to your mom."
"fuckâi bought it for you. don't need to make it some big deal."
"bakugou," you grind your teethâand he does, too. "at best, this is gonna sit at the back of a drawer somewhere for years until i come across it by accident and decide to give it away to someone." you rattle the box again, but it only prompts him to take a step back, stubbornly. "get your money back. i don't careâ"
a laugh barks out of him that sounds hollow and bitter. "you think i need to get my money back? what theâ"
"i don't care what you do with it, bakugou! i'm notâ"
he straightens again, finally pulling a hand out of his pocket just to point his finger at you. "you know, you sound real comfortable callin' me that."
and you can't believe him, his massive, stinking audacity. all your frustrationâand your misery and your loneliness and your denialâcomes to a rolling boil and you drop the box in your arms and you don't care that it hits the floor with a frighteningly glassy sound.
his glare drops down to it, mouth falling open just a tad, and then he looks at you like he can't believe you. like somehow you're the one acting so fucking irrational.
just to be spiteful, you kick the cardboard once, until it scoots across the floor and grabs his heated attention again. "yeah, about as comfortable as you were packing up all my things."
"'s'cuse me for thinkin' you'd want your shit back."
"i don't want any of this!"
you erupt, finally. voice reaching a pitch that hurts your ears, too, that gives you away entirely. all at once, the grip you'd had on your anger tears away until you're left alone, once again.
your tears are hot on your cheeks and you don't even bother to wipe them, because it'll just smear your makeup around on your face andâstupid as it isâyou don't want this to be the last image he keeps of you.
"fine," you groan, pathetic and wimpy and congested, before tossing the case down into your box in defeat. "you win, katsuki, like always."
and you tell yourself you don't care about the look that crosses his face, just before the front door slams in it. you don't care that he's suddenly a bit haunted, horrified, even, at the kind of dismissal he's never received from you. that he takes half a step forward before you shut him out.
that his anger melts down, instantly, into something you've never seen on him: fear.
i am feeling a soft angsty bakugou tonight
#you've always been so patient and kind and understanding that the minute you're not he's like HEY WAIT A MINUTR đĄđ„đĄđĄđĄđ„đĄ#WAKE UP AND FACE REALITY BIG BOY#GOD he would be the worst person to argue with#when your relationship is over and all the cards are on the table#whew#to himself he's just having a normal reaction#but YOU đĄđĄđ„đĄđĄđĄ you're not supposed to be mean to him đ„ș#âż willow writes#âż thoughts: bakugou
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Via
âMet alex after today in Chicago, thanked him for the show yesterday, he was very kind and friendly, he also asked if we wanted a picture and I could not contain my shock. I saw Nick later on but just said hi and thanked for the show he was very kind as wellâ
âSo funny to me that he walks around town wearing the same stuff he wears on stage. Dude is the epitome of coolâ
âdoes he wear a nice aftershave?ââyesâ
âIt was a dream, we also were eating next to each other, he was with Nick, and when we were leaving we said goodbye and he was smiling the whole timeâ
âI was telling him I love the last shadow puppets submarine and I pointed at my shirt and his eyes opened wide and said "oh nicee!" While looking at it and I said he thanked me when I said I liked his job on that record, I wish I had more time to ask a little bit more about his job in itâ
âââ
Also just looked into the official site of 3arena in Dublin and I nearly cried when I saw this
instagram
Via
âWhat did you guys talk about?
we didn't want to annoy him while he was on his own time, so it was a pretty short interaction. he was very sweet though!!!â
Via at Soho House Chicago
#Alex at Au Cheval in Chicago#28/08/2023#he looks and sounds so relaxed and happy#Nick OâMalley#Instagram#Matt Helders#Tyler parkford#Ben Chappell#imagine sitting next to Alex turner himself and getting to experience his reactions to a whole ass baseball game#also Alex next to Ben and some stranger next to him means that Matt and TYLER sat separately probably because they couldnât get four tickets#in a row#do you understand how much I love them for just taking normal seats probably stressig over getting them (Iâd bet Ben had to find them)#and then deciding fuck it well take separate ones as well and not buying a box or some vip seats just cause they can#they are fuckin down to earth#I love them all#lol I just realized he didnât wear sunglasses thatâs what kinda felt off about it đ€Ł#holy fuck what happened in Chicago like never before have we gotten that many fan pics of him and the guys in one city#heâs keeping on his persona constume at all times no matter who heâs with#gonna be interesting to see what heâll be wearing in Ireland
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I don't think y'all understand just how ROBBED we got in the break up scene. Viktor is towel drying his hair, WE COULD'VE GOTTEN THIS
#towel dried hair does not look like viktors did in that scene#trust me i have the same hairstyle as him IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THAT#it looks like this#all fluffy and scrungly and we were ROBBED#yes his normal hairstyle is easier to animate and it wouldve thrown off the seriousness of the scene BUT#please i just need scrungly viktor we get so little of him#he deserves to be scrungly#i couldnt help myself when someone mentioned that viktor having messy hair around yuuri would be like a big sign#of him being comfortable enough around yuuri to just be himself and im#i just had to draw a very smiley viktor because he deserves to smile that wide always and yes he has smilelines but you cant see them#his hair is too fluffy#just the right amount of fluffy*** sorry#also i am yuuri#that reaction is just me#yuri on ice#yoi#yuri on ice fanart#yoi fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#katsuki yuuri#sketch#i am very much considering turning that smiley viktor into a finished illustration because i need this mans smile everywhere all the time
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Just a toddler Ven and his teddy bear, based off sims 3 screenshots (some below)
Literally let him be tiny and loved, okay?
#kh ventus#my art#digital art#traditional art#letoasai literally is the reason why i ship Strifehart now and theyre the parents of the heart hotel#literally cant change my mind on that now its canon in my heart#sims 3 screenshots#how Cloud is dressed is thanks to liverpepper btw my cc wouldnt work#i have so many screenshots from this save but heres just four for now#mason art#mason plays: sims 3#still need to share my ff7r reactions because i was DYING#the last ss is just funny to me because at least he put a coat on the toddler when he didnt on himself#i guess this could be a modern/normal au version of Secrets kept#literally keep fixing this post because tumblr keeps fucking it up
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