#to go home and live another life
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moist-von-lipwig Ā· 1 year ago
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the way the regular non-extended LOTR essentially cuts out all the Eowyn/Faramir romance scenes is a crime really
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chaoticbuggybitchboy Ā· 3 months ago
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ā€œIf you dont like it, moveā€ how fuckin dare you tell me to abandon my home because fascists. I love my home and I will make it better. I do not want to leave my home. I will not abandon it until it is very blatantly apparent to me that my options are to leave or to be killed and even then I’ll probably stay and do my damn best to fight back anyways. I don’t want to leave my home, this is a place I love full of people I love. Do not ever tell me to ā€˜simply’ leave it.
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mangocurist Ā· 27 days ago
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shalom-iamcominghome Ā· 1 year ago
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Something interesting I've noticed about conversion stories is many people seem to have both a rebellious streak and a deep-seated, insatiable desire to learn everything.
One of my shul's well-respected members (who runs the hebrew/judaism class that will start soon) talked about how, when he lived in my town, he would sneak out of the house just to go to shul. That's what I'm doing now, and it's funny (I'm not sneaking out per se, but I am also not telling anybody I'm going to shul). There's an aspect of free-spiritedness that I notice in many converts, and it's fascinating to hear each of their stories. And you know the funniest part? They sound like my story.
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blood-starved-beast Ā· 10 months ago
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Not dissing on anyone in particular but it's interesting to see people trying to retroactively justify or otherwise "call out" on the fact that Melinoe has no connection to her birth family. It's the Point I'd say. And thematically, she's likely never coming "home" for real. Cause it was never home. Can no longer be home and all.
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i-am-iz Ā· 3 months ago
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AYO GUESS WHOS GOIN TO A BILLY JOEL CONCERT????? MEEEEEEEE
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IM SO EXCITED!!!! IM GOIN WITH MINE FATHER
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I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW EXCITED I AM RN
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dreamlogic Ā· 13 days ago
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E has dubbed this spring the "season of pain" and she's. not wrong.
#ctxt#shit chat#less than a month after gibby died one of our other rats (sable)#has started showing symptoms of the exact same rapid neurological decline (probably a brain tumor)#we have a quality of life evaluation appointment for her this afternoon that. she will not be coming home from most likely#if not today then she's gonna pass soon and neither of us want to wait until she gets as bad as gibby was by the end#it's too soon. it's not fair. i'm not ready. i don't want winky (our last rat) to be alone.#we adopted sable & winky together from the humane society last january and both were unsocialized & poorly treated in their last home#they've come a long way but they still don't rly trust ppl & don't like to be touched. and they're soooo closely bonded#poor winky is not going to handle it well i think cuz neither E nor i can handle getting another rat to keep her company#they're such wonderful animals and they break my goddamn heart with how brief their lives are. every time. can't keep doing this#so winks is gonna be alone and she's gonna have to learn to take mammalian comfort from humans#THIS FUCKING SUCKS.#also within the last month:#bones almost dying of lily ingestion (2 days in hospital but he's fine now) and the resulting bill decimating my finances#my dad got unceremoniously laid off at the university where he's taught for the last 36 years#my mom's disabilities are worsening to the point where her doctors are stumped on how to help her#(but at least she's housed now)#and E has had bad news about loved ones this month too but it's not my place to share#like can the universe please stop killing my pets and fucking over my family for FIVE MINUTES????????#i'm so sick of grieving like my poor nervous system truly cannot handle any more of this shit i'm gonna snap
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bruiisedfawn Ā· 3 months ago
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Ė™ . ź’· šŸ° . 𖦹˙—
#im currently at my sister's place. she wanted me to take care of our dog while she and my mom goes home to sort through their stuff#i have a very unpleasant headache after waking up early after no sleep. walking to the psychiatric for an appt. then having minor issues to#get here bc the train tracks were... smth?? and the train was late and idk. it ended up being painless to get here#then i went to buy groceries and then took the bus here. since i've been here once it is easier for me to navigate skskks#now im here and im happy to be with my dog :3 i havent seen him for an entire month :(((((#but it feels weird to be all alone.... i dont like it actually :// i mean if i didnt have my dog here it would be AWFUL#i dreaded a bit to take my dog outside bc she lives on the third floor and he cant walk down the narrow stairs. so i have touse the elevator#but that went fine!! its still not as easy as just opening the door and then go straight outside tho T-T!!!!#idk. i realize that im just.. a person who dont like change. i have lived in the same place my ENTIRE life. i havent moved once.#and even if it isnt as nice anymore bc um literally thousands of ppl have moved in the past couple of years... it isnt as calm at all anymor#BUT. i fkn love the environment and scenery. there are so many beautiful and pleasant places to walk. and sit. i just love and need to walk#i know every road and walkaway there.. i know which trails are calmer and nicer etc. we have parks and forests and all that#here is like just housing areas. like apartments and houses and stores and schools. and roads. roads everywhere... cant find a path without#a road next to it ://// it isnt calm at all bc there are always cars :( and um idk how im supposed to go for walks when there arent anywhere#to go. so yeah what im saying is that even if the place i live has gotten worse.. i still feel. like thats my home.#idk how to live anywhere else. and to think this might be the year i HAVE to move. i .. dont know how to adapt and settle into another place#i LOVE where i live. i love how its built and the neighborhoods and everything. i feel so so attached to that place. i know this is life etc#but since i have lived there my entire life and just now being away from it in a place that has 10% of what my home has im like.#idk it feels really bad and im just not into life at all rn. i wanna live in a place i like and just rot into it. never leave.#i dont like change... im realllyyyy homesick rn T-T esp being alone without my family sucksssss i hate it
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xxplastic-cubexx Ā· 2 months ago
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Gotta check your blog daily but I’m also at work so I gotta check it carefully… never stop
'gotta check it carefully' sorry for the flashbangs of old man yaoi on your feed it will continue to happen šŸ˜”
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angy-grrr Ā· 3 months ago
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I don’t get why ppl keep saying bkdk is dead or Horikoshi broke off bkdk. If that were true, this extra would look very different as you pointed out multiple times. The extra was still heavily focused on them and I hate how ppl are letting one no dictate the entire relationship. Izuku asks him to be a special lecturer too. I think the no just needs more clarification but other than that it is mostly fine. If a ship were to be shut down by the creator, it would look very different. Same logic for if a ship were to be canon, it would look different than what we got in the end for izu///ocha. This extra was bad in different ways from ships. It was just a whole lot of nothing that doesn’t meaningfully add anything to the story but I guess we shouldn’t be surprised since it is an extra. It is still an ambiguous ending that can be pretty fixable by one shots by Horikoshi in the future or even better by fanfiction lol. Except for the Toga part. That is just inexcusable
himiko-chan :(
and yeah! like even tho 431 is terrible not only for pairs but also for the whole story, it only confirmed Katsuki feels something really strong for deku and he doesnt notice bc he doesnt consider himself to be that great; they keep talking, and they keep being in each other's lives with no problem -they also imply they will work on communicating their feelings, as the special lecture is about this topic and deku also thinks katsuki doesnt see himself in a high regard. This is actually something that could be used in the future, as their relationship and arc isnt completely finished -in the way that they arent at a point of no miscommunication, no yearning, etc. They still need something to work with in regards to themselves and each other in the process. When it comes to midoriya and uraraka, idk what exactly could develop from what 431 tell us -seems to be mostly about paying attention to the ppl in your life instead of just letting life happen I guess? But idk what conversation or arc they could have together that wasn't resolved already, it was a really weird choice to focus on them as if there needs to be more explored -which is why choosing to not make them talk to each other nor think of the other in these years is potentially interesting, like the only way they could actually need to talk things up or have a separated special moment is if they just stop being friends and want to talk more from now on. Like, if they kept their friendship these years and were part of the other's life, there wouldnt be a moment like this at all.
I think it hurt mostly ochako -and deku if we interpret it as "deku just wants to be teacher, he is super happy about it, and loveeees so much his ex bestie after 8 years of no contact and never thinking about her"-, more than the bkdk relationship.
It would be interesting to see those one shots, if he does them -I know he said he wanted to do more things and little drawings and content for it, but idk if he will do something elaborate or just one page of something silly. I think he still has to opportunity of working with the material and make something at least not this bad -or completely ignore 431 and just continue with their adventures like 430 implies lol If he wants to double down with the "romance" I have no idea how he could do it with what he has tbh, unless he just ignores the plot and their personalities.
#grrr talking#thanks bc I was getting a little crazy like wowowowow am I just making things up in my head???#I think bkdk keep having romantic connotation even if deku is so clueless#and while is sad to see them be insecure about themselves I think they do have reasons to do this more than ochako#she did learn her lesson with 429 and talked things with deku already -which is why you had to make them go no contact for them to even#have a ā€œmomentā€ -there was no need for them to develop anything with their friendship. and it still ended in a friendly note#while katsuki and deku never got to actually talk about their feelings alone#nor discussed all the trauma related to each other -the quirklessness the war shigaraki killing him the guilt over so many things#deku on another hand doesnt really have much to tell uraraka that would fit them as there wasn't a moment the war actually involved them tr#truly besides the himiko moment -which would lead to himiko's love for ochako and while this could be used to make her confess#its really... bad honestly considering thats the only thing that relates them -another girl who loves both#there wasn't a moment of him paying special attention to her in a romantic coded way and everything was just... pretty friendly honestly#while the war directly involved katsuki being targeted for being the closest to deku of them all#I makes sense for them to need to talk about this in comparison#what deku as a character needs is to consider why he doesnt see himself as important and why isnt he allowed to accept more for him than#what he got#and I just dont see how this could work with her considering they dont have a real friendship anymore#I cant see neither trying to push the other into being honest about hidden feelings for the other bc... why would they have that?#and why wouldnt they just talk about it before? as I said their arc was really done before the extra#which is why you had to make them lose their friendship and want to talk more from now on -bc if they keep being friends there wouldnt be#any moment that could be ambiguous enough#but with katsuki there are things left unsaid even when keeping in contact that involve each other and their self esteem#meaning they need to work in their communication#with 431 deku ā€œgoing forā€ uraraka doesnt come off as ā€œhim choosing himselfā€ and ā€œliving his lifeā€#bc it was a decision that didnt involve any internal discussion about why he is the way he is#its not framed as him finally choosing for himself or being selfish -he just found her in his way home and wanted to talk more after no con#contact#he is still insecure about his needs and doesnt understand what katsuki means when he talks in such abstract ways#its not like he understood ā€œoh I have to choose someoneā€ or ā€œI have to find my special personā€ bc he wasn't embarrassed about wanting to t#talk to her -he loves everyone yeah but he wants to talk to her more (they haven't talked to each other in so many years!)
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onesnoopyaday Ā· 6 months ago
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Snoopy #33
3/11/2024
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forestgreenlesbian Ā· 1 year ago
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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad#we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic#was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though#it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything#also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't#tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer#both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first#time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been#making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said#i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly#implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me#bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication#we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked#& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol#which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't#even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around#a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins#literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww#am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely#concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know
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abimee Ā· 5 days ago
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there is NO person on earth who is gonna be able to tolerate me long enough to date me and those who are either disappear on me or do that. and theyre always boys šŸ˜­šŸ‘
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lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar Ā· 1 month ago
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enterstellars Ā· 1 month ago
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been reaaaaaally struggling with the whole disabled thing as of late
#i just got back from my trip and my god i just. the reason i like going home or going on these trips or whatever is because i have help.#i don’t have help whenever i’m at home and it’s fucking exhausting. i live by myself and while i love that autonomy it’s not feasible#i definitely need help on the living day to day end of things and for the majority of my life i just thought of it as#i like people doing stuff for me so i have no responsibilities which like. fair. living is hard. but like…no it’s not just that#there’s this whole other disability layer and it’s so clear when i live with someone else for even just a few days#i currently live by myself because i really do hate roommates and i’m not a good one but like. goddamn. maybe it’s time?#maybe i go back to having a roommate idk. i just. now that im understanding that i’m actually disabled it’s hard to#come back from a trip and not notice the difference you know?#also on another note very tough to see everyone like. already finished with sunrise on the reaping and i know it’s gonna take my ass a month#minimum to finish that book. easily. and like. idk that just sucks! cause i wanna talk i wanna engage but usually no one waits#idk i just. it really fucking sucks. people have always been ā€˜smarter’ than me because hey howdy hey i have a learning disability but i#didn’t know that’s actually what it was for years so i just kinda. didn’t speak up? and then now when i finally have an idea#i’m second guessing myself because no what if i got it wrong what if i read it wrong#like. it’s just not great and it’s really hitting me today just how fucking disabled i am and how that’s impacted my life drastically#anyway. it’s been rough mentally so i’m gonna do some laundry which is surprisingly a simple thing for me usually#and then relax by playing zelda or writing idk which. maybe both???#ask to tag idk if y’all want something extra on this.#i'm rambling again aren't i
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trans-reynolds-woodcock Ā· 4 months ago
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Trying to reset my sleep schedule by staying up for 24 hours and we've passed eepy into 'I'm perfectly fine unless I have to move my body in any way or have any active thoughts' so yeah I fucking wish I could work night shifts again bc my circadian rhythm is just NOT built for early to bed early to rise!!!
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