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fall out boy has a song for every situation
#lord give me strength to not vaguepost on instagram notes..#the demons are winning#hello my heart is the worst kind of weapon#ok I posted the song but refrained from posting the ‘ok!’ which would’ve roused suspicion but I did post the most violent part of the song#to compensate yknow#did you hear the news that I could dissect you and gut you on this stage.. not as eloquent as I may have imagined but it gets the job done#sorru guys I’m mentally ill but I haven’t had a therapist in like 2 years so..#sorru but if I’m not responded to I automatically assume that you hate me and want me dead 😁#& I start spiraling and try to find signs where it all led up to this moment#I also get defensive#oops#it’s the kinda thing that puts ^_^ in a hateful light and I’m so sorry ^_^ you don’t deserve that
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my sister and i just yapped for almost three hours and we were just talking about how genuinely weird people in fandom are surrounding characters who have explicit mental illness. like they can never ever be normal. there are characters who are romanticised and glamourised for their mental illness (eren. wanda. joker. kaneki. nico. almost any danganronpa/ddlc character). characters who are consistently ridiculed for their mental illness either because it simply isn’t getting taken seriously (reiner) or because no one takes the character seriously (armin). and there are the characters that get blatantly outright DESPISED for it (basil, harry potter, korra, gale, also eren etc etc). like yes im seeing a correlation but its still so astounding how selective people are about where they draw the line with mental illness and what traits they can accept.
#*like yes this can be about ootp harry but this post is ESPECIALLY about older harry potter from the cursed child#this post was originally gonna be about basil because damn he does not deserve the hate he gets#omori fandom PLEASE stop policing how children react to their own trauma PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEA#theres also definitely a gendered aspect to it cuz yknow for sure that catra wouldve been a poster child if she was a guy#+ annie leonheart & korra & katniss & aubrey & (controversial) akito. ppl like women spiralling into madness without redemption tho. hnm#all these characters need compensation for this its not even funny#disclaimer: this is not a criticism of the way each characters mental illness is depicyed but a criticism of fandom etiquette towards it#omori basil#harry potter#cursed child#aot#attack on titan#reiner braun#eren yeager#armin arlert#wanda maximoff#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#gale hawthorne#legend of korra#avatar korra#dc joker#kaneki ken#danganronpa#tokyo ghoul#nico di angelo#pjo#percy jackson#rewriting#yall when mental illness makes someone who is suffering so insanely a bit unlikeable: 🤯🤯
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go go gadget gay people
#art#fanart#oc art#oc#bg3#bg3 fanart#oc x canon#tav x dream guardian#bg3 tav art#baldur's gate 3 tav#tav art#bg3 tav#tav#baldurs gate tav#baldurs gate 3#tav x emperor#bg3 spoilers#bg3 art#baldurs gate#baldurs gate fanart#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#OC: Aelric#baldur's gate 3 dream visitor#tav x dream visitor#bg3 dream guardian#bg3 dream visitor#dream guardian#mizora wont let them go to their date in game so i guess i gotta draw them being cute to compensate#Also walker's hair is weird on purpose. If yknow ya know.
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because we got top 5 freddy facts can we get top 5 cuntress facts
OF COURSE
1 she is literally just transgender. like textually. stanley and i have joked about how its kind of written in the "cowards way" in that shes just a reincarnation that is basically a cis woman but considering this show came out in 2016 and the fact that there's like never any weird jokes about her gender i think this is like the best possible outcome. she has a few moments where she brings up like her old life and never really seems to think much of her weird little trans circumstances. casually talks about women she loved and theres never any jokes like "AHAAA but i am a girl nowww" or whatever. someone once wrote an entire article about her and this whole thing much to my surprise (same person picks up on tchaikovsky's trans implications as well but i forget if thats in this article or another one on this site. i digress) its great
for some reason her being trans made her also become blonde. its funny putting the two designs side by side
2 this is my favorite screenshot of her
3 shes got a job as a pianist for a local bar or something of the sort. kind of just implied she does random gigs i think? anyway theres some cute art of her playing the piano about it
theres a few instances where shes shown playing in the show and i think each time they use piano renditions of actual franz liszt pieces so she's literally just playing her own songs for people without them really knowing.... very very cute little detail
tangentially she's also shown to have a bit of a thing for alcohol which is a trait really only shared with schubert (her orange friend) and it never comes up in the show but GOD i wish they had a little scene of them getting blasted together i know they would.
thinking about it this actually comes up with tchaikovsky who's not allowed to drink on account of being like 15 and the way she prevents her from drinking is simply by stealing any drinks from her and chugging them
she rules
4 ive made the comparison before of white woman isel but she literally. just is. she has an entire motif about love and romance and gets excited when people's relationships are weird and complicated in a very like. "oh i am here to observe a story that will entertain me" way. very much has a penchant for the theatrics. and all of this is kind of surface level so the fact i bring to the table is that each time she has a fun little fancy outfit she always corresponds it to like. some kind of stereotypical archetypal fictional setting. her magical girl outfit is pirate themed and there's an entire episode about her literally constructing a fake cowboy au of all her roommates in her mind where she's a badass sheriff who made a pact with the literal devil. charms me A LOT that she kind of terraces around schlocky fiction that's all about drama. it's a cute little parallel to freddy's own dependencies on creating dogshit comics
5 this is not so much a fact as much as it is simply an earnest recommendation but she has an entire episode about challenging a guy to a piano duel where she spends all her prep time just working out. i cannot say any more about it because its genuinely just better experienced outright. if youve got like 20 minutes to waste just dip into season 2 episode 10 its probably the best episode in the show from an objective point of view and its all about her and its all you need to see
#honestly theres not as many fun facts about her because shes literally just like. maybe the best written character#and all the exciting stuff about her is literal Plot stuff because shes not as much of a narrative waste of space as like#for example. freddy is. i love that guy but he does nothing so they had to compensate with a lot of fluff LOL#or like. not necessarily plot stuff but a lot of information about her is just like. genuinely well-expanded on that it doesnt so much#feel like an aside as much as it feels pertinent to her entire development. yknow. anyway. shes sooo cool. i watched this show for her.#ask
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god I love seeing the og homies in my notes. it’s always so good. I love that I still have active followers that have been here since the literal beginning, y’all are the real ones fr 💪💪💪
#I think of y’all as the bar regulars yknow#like oop. got all the regulars in my notes :))) all the ogs#if you followed me back when my blog was orange and I loved Loki raise ur hand#you may be entitled to financial compensation#chatting tag#idk it’s just fun bc like. it’s one thing to have mutuals that you’ve talked to for years#it’s a different feeling entirely to just have the same little icons liking your posts for years while you almost never exchange one word#truly the best example of unique internet connections lmao#but genuinely heartwarming :)
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au where bretus kindom took marias selmore as hostage to blackmail casey and have her track down heathcliff van bretus for them
#academy's undercover professor#academy's undercover professor spoilers#like come on they gotta have other plans than relying on grander to agree to become their bait#fresh idea that has yet properly developed but i just think it would be fun to chew on#i might add more later as it comes#this could have happened in place of the fake fiance arc/timeline (but lbr all roads lead to rome)#instead of coming to ludger w a marriage proposal she told him abt the kidnapping of her sister and what bretus kingdom wanted in exchange#ludger: what does that have anything to do w me?#casey: you. you are him arent you?#which rendered ludger speechless bc how tf could she even deduce that#anyway they eventually negotiated to infiltrate bretus together to extract marias#they also found out marias was brainwashed & casey had to subdue her herself (while ludger dealt w his sibs) which led to her enlightenment#this obviously is gonna out ludger as heathcliff but the holy war has to happen somehow#yknow whats more fun. after casey and ludger got away they r both branded as wanted criminals by bretus lmfao#(ludger used this opportunity to joke abt how he had made casey into a false criminal therefore they are now even :D)#exilion empire got dragged in and eileen + terinna had to pick a side (casey & terinna angst!!! <2)#ludger and casey had to deal w the opposing force while on the run themselves#(later marias who was saved clocked their closeness and stopped bothering casey w arranged marriage)#(meanwhile ludger got the intel of the relics from marias as compensation)
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yarrow's fun bc he's a doctor bc he wants to help people but then you peel that back a little and the reason he wants to help people is bc he would want others to do the same for him, then you peel that back and realize it's in parts a manifestation of his inability to ask for help in outright as well as feeling like he has to be "worthy" of receiving "good things" (re: outsources his self worth on how much he can help others). so he doesn't ask for the things he wants/wants to see in the world, and instead gives and gives hoping that people will see what he's doing and be inspired to do the same, but he's doesn't communicate this to anyone so he's left perpetually feeling like he's giving more than he receives and that doesn't become an arrogant sort of "i'm better than anyone else" but instead warps into a "i must not be doing enough" that starts the cycle over again. and he's at least semi-aware of this and how it's probably slowly destroying him as well, but doesn't know any other way to be so he just. continues.
guy who asks via actions and not words except nobody knows that so he's constantly left wanting for more. i don't have a conclusion for this i just wanted to talk about them
#shit like this is why i have so much fun with p2 bc it's where a lot of their personal issues come into light bc of the absence of (much)#external conflict#it's worth noting that he IS compensated for his work as a doctor. sometimes in the form of money or a warm meal or an exchange of services#there's this whole thing where grimm's money paid off the rent on his house/clinic deal so he and the other doctor he apprenticed#under can afford to charge people less and operate more on a sort of 'pay what you can' basis#then the other doctor dies and yarrow's gotta take over everything. they get help but. it's. idk it's not complicated i just gotta tease#more of the specifics out of all that prolly. i've been operating under that scaffolding for the past ~year#and all that's not to say they absolutely can't ask for anything at all. they can be like 'hey can you take care of this while i have a#quick smoke break' with no issue. it's the whole 'how does one ask for kindness' of it all#yknow? maybe? am i just sounding insane? prolly#<going mad thinking abt the Running Themes in most of my work regardless of media#rambles#yarrow#and naturally this plays onto their whole deal with intimacy and sex and being 'stone' as well. bc of course
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Love your art and I'm generally curious as to what the appeal of Dante/Vergil is to you? Do you have any hc that you're drawing from or is it just personal preference? I struggle to imagine the right conditions for them to be involved in that way and would like to know what inspires you.
I will premise this by saying, that I’m actually not a MASSIVE fan of just DV for its own sake, if Nero isn’t also included (or like, with the assumption he will, 100%, be included once he’s in the picture). To me it’s kind of a baseline pairing?
As in, I don’t even have to think about it. Of course they’re in love, of course they’re together, of course they’re fucking. It’s almost an afterthought to me, the way the married parent couple of the protagonist in a story inherently are. It doesn’t necessarily interest me by itself, that fact, it’s just a certainty, it just is. I guess, for me, the interest in DV specifically comes more out of what other people make of it, because for me I’m almost always approaching first from the perspective of Nero being there also, haha.
There’s also the fact that I have a lot of hc about just like, the way demons function as a species, I guess. I took a lot of things dmc canon gave me and went like, “alright, time to project this into the most self indulgent, non-human society but humanoid looking species I can think up in my brainhead”. To me a lot of the appeal comes from it being not necessarily a predestined thing as much as like, a biological inevitability - (going to speak in definitives about my own hc from here on, so not making any statement about canon dmc lol) demons mate with their kin, and with whoever deems worthy - and twins from the same litter would inevitably end up being the other’s first partner, their first choice, their other half. In a sense, to me, they’re soulmates - though honestly I prefer to think of it more as two halves of the same soul, following the implications in 3 and the 3 manga that them being twins comes from the spawn of Sparda being too powerful to just be born in one body. That might sound like I’m just saying they’re soulmates in a different way, but not really - to me, if I had to go the soulmate route, Nero would be both of their soulmate - because the two of them make one single soul, and the match to that would be Nero’s.
I kind of just go off of the assumption that they are in love and have been since they were in the womb, you know?
That colors the way I see their every interaction. To me, in their fighting, their squabbles and their feuds, there’s always love at the source. Familial, yes, but romantic and sexual as well - and to me, when I think about them, it’s all one and the same. To love each other like family is to be intwined, is to be mated, is to be a pack and is to be one.
That’s the more deep thoughts I have about it, I have more shallow/surface thoughts (and specifically ship dynamic thoughts about like, what appeals to me about them sexually lol) but if I had to quickly sum it up that’s what I would say, I think.
#Sorry if this is a bit jumbled/all over the place lol#I actually never really stopped to think about it besides just liking it i guess#Like to me things like dante’s lines to vergil read as flirting the fights read as full of tension#every time I see them fighting I could very easily picture them just stopping mid stab to make out yknow#I guess it also comes down to how much you personally like conflict in a ship#or how much rivalry/fighting reads as charged or tension to you#Plus again the whole demon thing#And in a way also ig I just really like thinking of demon twins as a mating pair#I like them hybrid the best but in that context I do like to hc vergil as super fertile and Dante as near infertile#and them navigating this nature in a sense of like. It’s not what they want out of life.#It’s not what they naturally gravitate towards nor what they would choose if it were up to them.#But its nature and its playing cruel tricks on them#and ig in a way to me that’s a feeling I like to project as a trans allegory#I don’t often veer to making characters trans in a realistic human way bc it hits a bit too close to home#And rather I prefer adding a lot of things that are exactly like being trans but not in a human way#And I think that’s that to me yknow?#Nature + instinct imposing something on you that you have to actively struggle against for the rest of your life#And compensating and making yourself be perceived as who you feel yourself to be despite of it#Yes this is still all about weird demon pseudo omegaverse bullshit no I cannot physically hold myself back from getting into it#asks#vague mpreg allegory/mention#thank you for the question! lots of food for thought lol#spardacest
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please can we bring back the early 2000s trend of everybody making escape/point-and-click games im so serious. Im running out of games to pLAY
#because 95% of the good ones i played when i was like 7-10. so. yknow.#i just finished catching up on dark dome's newest games and truly them and rusty lake keep me alive#i need more!!! i need more!!!!! all the suggestions ive found for more are not good!!!!!#i cant play the neutral or robo-mimi catelogue again for the thousandth time. i cant do it.#please would someone make a new game oh my god#it requires SIGNIFICANTLY less game developing knowledge than most genres. its art heavy. cmon artists pspsps#also the ones being developed now are. so ad heavy. we used to release these things just for fun#obviously i know like. people should be compensated for their hard work and talent but kyaaaaaaa i need my tiny escape games#sigh. I'm off to try and remember this one larger point n cock game cOCK????? POINT AND COCK???????#SWIPE TO TEXT THAT IS N O T WHAT I WANTED!!!!!!!!!!!#i mean. in this context anyway#im fuckin delirious i should go to bed lmao#before i fall asleep on the couch#anyways. if you have any Good suggestions (esp rusty lake mutuals) lmk#but i am very picky lmao
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having a perfect memory would be so cool except youd literally never get over anything ever. i have dogshit memory and i already dont get over anything idk how you could live w being able to recall EVERY interaction w perfect clarity and ever let go of anything
#posts brought to you by todays episode of house md#i did a kind of weird compensation thing where i dont have actual memories just Feelings from when i was a kid#and i held onto them and let them fester and saturate and then i had to double down#to be like. well no ive spent years being hurt and bitter over this it HAS to have happened EXACTLY this way.#or else ive just become a bitter miserable person for nothing#its fine i fixed it now but yknow. thats where all the fish tag comes from btw dfghjcn
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Staring into his dark eyes, she felt the doubts she had nurtured slipping away on a single breath. She reached out to him again, pulling him toward her. Their bodies met, two galaxies subject to the inexorable outward pull of the universe, both determined to remain connected, if only by a bridge of stars.
#i thought my anatomy on this was kinda cringe so i just COMPENSATED ELSEWHERE LOLOLOL#idk it was fun! i know its not SUPER accurate to the book's setting theyre in :/#but i guess the idea of them swimming in a more POOL-light setting sounded fun to work with#as opposed to just a forest body of water yknow#yeah they contaminated that water THEY CONTAMINATED IT#its cute in the context of the AU them taking a little break from EVERYTHING#like them just having had liam too heehee#IDK IM CRINGE BUT IM FREE!!!!!!!!! :D#she would ABSOLUTELY catch fireflies with her tongue :))))))))))))))))))#and chakotay would be like I LOVE MY WIFE (platonic)#My Art#Kathryn Janeway#Chakotay#Architects of Infinity#Star Trek: Voyager#Threshold#AU#Human
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i need to expel the silly guys in my brain . but i forgot how to draw and writing is hard... much to think about
#vwoop.noises#I am thinking about cool war again. there is no tangible reason for this#Tge only rita summers stan in the whole world.. I think somethint could be done interesting abt her#I'm not sure whether shes bad bc of misogyny or bc none of the side characters were good#I hesitate to be mean bc Just a guy wrote that. Got no compensation for this. Etc etc. It's like conceptually advanced fanfic is my way of -#understanding this space#This being said.#It is very edgy for the sake of kt#And I want to play with your stock characters#Anyways Rita. Why is a child hanging out with the magic terrorists#They give off college dropout vibes but i think shes a little younger than like normal Knew them in highschool vibe. Hmm. Maybe#But regardless. She has to do highschooler chores . She has homework..#its just silly to me. Esp. bc shes just a goth little teenager#I think she's edgy on her own. Not even because the whole thing is edgy. She doesn't get toned down in my mind she believes she's#playing + winning 4D chess#In my beautiful mind palace she wasb rlly good friends w/ jessie b4 Average Tragic Backstory and is kind of like. sus abt the whole thing#very Yesterday was a terrible tragedy. You have classes today#As well as like. She's a bit younger and can cope a bit worse with everything. I think. As is her right as a goth teenager#she's just like. Angry.#Which is yknow. Why magic terrorism#but also w/ like jessie a) Her sibling is coping worse* and then b) Nobody says anything ever so as to not upset joey#*I have rewritten this whole thing in my mind Heart . He mitosis'd and then unmitosis'd as timeline course corrections and this is#quite difficult on a person.#but in the downtime.. shes just a bit silly....#magic terrorists and their princess of darkness (Also a magic terrorist)#I've also decided shes close w og just because I say so . They look similar and people r like Oh how sweet You are looking after yr little#sister. And she wants to do murder.#they both have dark hair; she dyes hers to look gother. and similar faces I Guess < The faceblinder but I'll decide when I draw them
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bad news everyone. i started thirstwatching leverage for CK but it turns out my weird fascination is actually with lindsey mcdonald, buttmonkey of ats. apparently the most compelling quality a fictional man can have to me is a poet's heart and a chip on his shoulder the size of a small country.
#i mean he's still hot and the show is good but i don't feel the need to be. yknow. abnormal about him#(...yet)#this is also about. sp*ke#bad boys? nice boys? well-adjusted boys? OUT#boys ashamed of who they are/once were yet are incapable of repressing their feelings for unattainable women in their lives#in order to live up to the false image they attempt to project of themselves in order to compensate?#SMASH- i mean- IN.#*studying angel through the scope of my projection sniper rifle*: yeah i could work with this.#(that's a joke)#(...or is it?)
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cant remember if i’ve said it on this blog but casper rarely wears anything more than a t shirt and shorts no matter the time of year. thanks desolation for making him look insane during quebec winters.
#if he owns pants now they’re really lightweight to compensate for being a Warm Boy#same w jackets and stuff#it would make him nice to cuddle if not for the yknow. skin melting thing
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Draws Shake with a generic blue background for the 500th time
#keese draws#oc#ocs#oc art#furry art#furry#furry oc#I actually drew this a couple days ago but shhhh#also I decided to test giving it paw scars and I kinda like it? idk if I'm gonna stick with it tho#mostly cause Im not sure its entirelyy realistic#like her recovery did take much longer that it was supposed to and even afterwards she tended to chew at the general area a lot#but also I dont think theres any real reason the fur around the scars wouldnt have grown back yknow?#its one of those situations where it rly is just abt how much I think they add to its design#and with me more or less removing its glowy rings I do like the idea of adding new splashes of green to compensate
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W359 JONTIM AU HELLO????
dfgdfg its from a Loose and only Flavored w359 au/crossover but yeah! thinking about the parallels between jon & tim and minkowski & eiffel the question was What if jon and tim had the space and circumstances that made minkowski's and eiffel's bond so tightly yknow? what if they were the ones stuck together in a crumbling spaceship while one of their friends is offline and the other lost in space? what if they learned to rely on each other and jon did everything on his power to keep tim alive and, fuck, succeeded?? (at least at first but yknow) what if tim managed to make jon laugh? 😭😭😭😭😭
anyway i made some silly art of it back in 2019! but i really should do more Q_Q
#its basically what if the world of w359 had Much more horror and what if tma had way more wacky shenanigans yknow?#eventually its also poly w/ jon tim sasha and martin but its mmmmostly jntm bc im a jon/tim and min/ffel truther#tani's personal shit#also i talk abt the pair's parallels but what abt the characters?? i immediately liked jon when i started tma bc#he reminded me SO much of minkowski! harsh professional whos compensating bc they feel they're not good enough/unfit for the job#whereas between eiffel and tim are the group assigned silly guy (whos still p fucking good at his job)#AND have a dark backstory and reason why they're there#gosh! anyway!#sorry this is rambly and not nearly enough but im on a schedule here ;o; point is what if jon and tim were in mins and eiffels shoes kinda?
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