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stop putting posts making fun of eds on my dash challenge
#i feel so shitty being mad about this#like diet culture definitely needs to be mocked and ridiculed and torn apart#and i cannot stand coquette/waifspo bitches they're such an issue#but mocking obvious ed behavior feels cruel#'all you do is post about diet coke and your broken love life' YEAH THEY'RE PROBABLY SPIRALING JACKASS#like i get it I GET IT proana and edblr and the coquette bullshit is genuinely harmful#and people continuing to endulge in those thoughts are only gonna cause more long term damage#to their mental health and posting it is only gonna affect more people#BUT MOCKING THEM WON'T HELP#and it sucks coming from people who're like 'support mentally ill people with ugly symptoms' yknow??#mickey.txt#ed tw#like its not even that i find it offensive necessarily#but i was in a deep ed pit for almost 7 years so they trudge up painful memories more than anything#its doesn't help that rn i feel really close to a relapse but that's besides the point#tldr: im a sensitive little bitch
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i did start typing up about my battery acid spaghetti experience but saved it to drafts so i could go to bed bc it was. uh like 7am haha
#toy txt post#staying up to 7am after drinking that sounds like its related but actually lately im just incapable of going to bed before fucking 5am?#and it was maybe a LITTLE late for me to have caffeine but i didnt have THAT much and also its not that much later from when i normally#have caffeine. the tldr tho basically is that while its not Good. the Badness is pretty overhyped imo. maybe i didnt do it right by not#drinking the whole monster but like. you cant really blame effects of that on the combo of the sour candy and monster?#my review of drinking monster IS dont do this/semijoking#disclaimer drink it if you want it didnt taste that bad and the caffeine isnt that crazy but for me specifically: dont do this lol#reason: caffeine sensitivity ass bitch i am trying so fucking hard not to repeat the bone bees.
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i adore how mxtx sorta flipped the idea on the whole top/bottom thing with svsss, and just BL relationships in general.
making bingqiu very open to switching, not making the "bottom" super feminine and actually leaning more to the handsome side compared to the "top", how luo binghe is manipulative sensitive and cries easily, etc. one of the main themes in svsss is literally about sexuality (and possibly even about gender roles).
as a queer asian man myself, i absolutely despise the "yaoi archetype" and it was one of the reasons why i avoided consuming BL media. hell, years ago when i first saw heavens official blessing, i mentally groaned and went, "ugh, let me guess, the bottom is super feminine and innocent, while the top is masculine and experienced." of course, that's not the case now, but it's disappointing how that thought was there purely because of the god awful way fetish-y media portrays homosexual people and couples. because, believe it or not, we are not assigned male/female typical gender roles just because one likes to top/bottom (and even then, it's not even like that! some people have preferences, sure, but it's not so strictly "i'm top/bottom")
so, while i absolutely LOVE the english novel designs (especially luo binghe's cute curly hair, gongyi xiao, etc, and personally believe a lot of the takes from the western artist on the designs are an improvement), i am greatly saddened by people subconsciously assigning shen qingqiu as someone more delicate and feminine and luo binghe as someone super masculine and muscly. like, if you're going to have luo binghe depicted as the western design (i believe this stems from binghe being applied to more western ideals for men, and, admittedly, i actually really love his design), at least don't make shen qingqiu feminine and delicate? don't have his appearance play into the stupid yaoi thing?
i get that people have different takes on svsss, especially how the western version depicts it. but, people just... seem to very over exaggerate the top/bottom roles when it comes to bingqiu (again, these two are, canonically, VERY open to switching).
it's weird, it's uncomfortable, and it comes across as, "so, who wears the pants in the relationship?"
so, can we please have more canonically handsome shen qingqiu? canonically beautiful and pretty boy luo binghe (they literallly state that binghe looks EXACTLY like his mom, su xiyan! while a more handsome woman, is still very beautiful!! plus it is stated several times that binghe is slim, and that shang qinghua made him that way!) or at the very least, a BL couple who actually look like normal people (ok thats a little hard considering binghe is literally supposed to be perfect) and not just a stupid fetishized version of themselves.
and no, i'm not saying that queer men shouldn't be feminine or men who are feminine shouldn't be in a relationship with guys who are masculine, etc.
TLDR: please stop twinkifying shen qingqiu and going against what mxtx defied for us queer men (the stupid yaoi roles). and for the love of whoever you believe in, do NOT think that i hate the english design or people's personal interpretation of characters, i just hate the subconscious assigning of gender roles to bingqiu and how media portrays and fetishizes LGBTQ+ relationships in general.
edit: also i love teardrew's (check them out on twitter!) interpretation of shang qinghua. while i do really like the the eng novel design's tiny scared hamster vibes, teardrew's version just radiates "up to no good, paranoid but suspicious looking bitch" rat man and i love it so so so much. i'm not gonna repost their art bc i don't know how they feel about that but perhaps you can search up "svsss designs" on here, you'll see it pop up eventually lol.
edit 2 (1/16): i just saw someone reblog a post (that im pretty sure was referring to this one because, well, if you saw it i think it'd be a little clear kahxj) that was about how bingqiu switching and completely eschewing traditional top/bottom dynamics was a fandom idea or smth? so now i'm wondering, since i swear i remember that they were open to switching, but it's just that sqq preferred to bottom and/or was just a little too lazy to top. plus, sqq is a pretty unreliable narrator who says he doesn't want something one moment and then he does. how could he say no to bingbing? esp if he seems to wanna try bottoming too. perhaps i'm mixing things up though, idk? so if anyone can find that passage that says he only and strictly wants to bottom or whatever please show me! but i think the point of this post still stands haha (i wanted to ask about it, actually, but when i clicked on the og post's user it turned out that they blocked me ? so that was a little surprising oops. hey if ur somehow reading this, im... sorry for making you want to block me bc of this post? akdhxjj)
#JOIN THE 'STOP TWINKIFYING SQQ' GROUP#did i make sense? i have no clue i just wanted to rant about this#i really pulled a cucumber bro there huh#this also applies to GL#thinking about it more#there should be trans men and women bl and gl#and not in a fetishy way#of course luo binghe is still the big strong protag and taller than sqq but come on#i dont believe luo binghe is a twink exactly?? maybe?? but just feminine in a historical chinese male ideals way#for edit 2:#i was just saying how it made me happy that mxtx didn't follow the yaoi archetypes and how i lov her for it <3#never said bingqiu was never done before and COMPLETELY flipped it over skdhjx#but i do believe that bingqiu did a good job providing variety and such :)#same goes for mxtx's other works as well i love her stuff sm#svsss#mxtx svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#luo bingge#shen yuan#luo bingmei#bingqiu#luo binghe x shen qingqiu#danmei
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The Beauty of Entrapdak: Lab Partners in Love!
“Imperfection is beautiful.”
A masterpost full of links to Entrapdak-positive posts!
Masterposts
Cruelfeline's Hordak Bleatings Masterpost
Soranis-Sunshadow’s SPOP Masterpost
Catra and Hordak: The Parallels
A Special SPOP Announcement!
A Loving Relationship
Season 3
S3 Gifs - Entrapdak Moments
HORDAK TRULY CARES ABOUT ENTRAPTA IM SO 🥺😭💞💖💗💖💘💞💕
They’re So Great Together
So She Wants to Be There for Him
S3 Gifs - What’s the Rush?
She’s Not Afraid of Him - He is Not Afraid of Her
They Make Each Other Stronger and Happier
Entrapta’s Neurodivergent Symptoms Are Not Repressed
S3 Gifs - Entrapta on Imperfection
Let’s Talk About: The Love/Friendship Entrapta and Hordak AKA Entrapdak/Hordapta Part 1
His Last 3 lines in the Season are ALL about Entrapta
But One (1) Person Implies Entrapta is Meh and He’s Down To Fite
Tldr Yeah It Was His Intention to Shield Her
She Put Thought and Emotion Into the Crystal
Entrapta Has Never Been Afraid of Him
Let’s Talk About: The Love/Friendship Entrapta and Hordak AKA Entrapdak/Hordapta Part 2
It’s Easier to See that She’s Trustworthy When Someone Trusts Her
And Then He Meets Entrapta
He Takes a Moment to Reflect on Entrapta Before Fleeing With Catra
He Does Need Her!
S3 Screenshots - Hair Touch
I Love Them So Much and I’m Not Even Sure Why
Things That Make Me Emotional
No Reason to Get in a Tizzy
S3 Screenshots - He Showed Her the Stars
S3 Screenshots - Look at Them. They Just Want to be Together
Asking the Crew-Ra About Entrapta and Hordak at the Power Con She-Ra Panel
S3 Screenshots - Neither of Them Is Willing to Activate It Without the Other
I’mma Wrap You Into a Blanket, Make You Soup, Spoon Feed You Like a Baby and the Soup Is Served From Teeny-Weeny Cute Cups
It Hurts So Much
Season 4
S4 Screenshots - Blush!
S4 Gifs - Hordak’s Tears
S4 Screenshots - I Just Need to Point This Out
Please Fix This, S5
Both of These Very Intelligent People Are Fooled by Internal Fear, Insecurity, and, in Entrapta’s Case, Social Difficulties
S4 Screenshots - I Need Her Notes, Her Recordings
S4 Screenshots - His Face
S4 Gifs - Hordak Misses Entrapta
Goth Bat Boyfriend Is Head-Over-Heels for His Gamer Girlfriend Whether He Realizes It or Not
He Definitely Thinks She’s Dead
S4 Screenshots - Hordak's Grief: The Finer Details
Season 5
S5 Screenshots - Hordak/Entrapta Moments!!
I’m So Fucking Proud of Him. Hordak Is Officially Free From Abuse and Cult
S5 Screenshots - Your Imperfections Are Beautiful!
S5 Screenshots - She Loves Him So Much💜
This Is a Love Arc
We Can Tell She’s So Happy to Finally Be With Him Again That She Won’t Let Him Go
A Bit of Thoughts About the Mind Control in She Ra…
S5 Gifs - THEY DO NOT WANT TO BE SEPARATED YOUR HONOUR
S5 Gifs - Did You Not Hear Me Little Brother? Do It Now!
S5 Gifs - So, Are We All Just, Like, Okay With This?
S5 Screenshots - Entrapta?
Let Me Explain How Powerful the Writing for Entrapdak Is
Entrapta and Hordak Parallels: Then and Now Part Two
There Ain’t No “OWO I cAn SaVe HiM~~” Here Bitches, Just Good Old Respect
She Could Have Just Scurried Out of There
You Know Why I Love Entrapdak?
I Need Everyone to Realize That Hordak Actually Told a Successful Lie
They Love Each Other, Your Honor!
Hordak/Entrapta Parallels
Damn Straight He Wouldn't Do That!
Debunking Anti-Arguments
Entrapta
Entrapta’s Age
More Age Discourse & Other Arguments
I’ve Seen the Age Discourse Floating About Again, Though It’s a Bit Different This Time
Entrapta is Not a Child!
Entrapta is an Adult
Entrapta's Autism: The Manipulation Argument (Again)
The Only People Who Think Hordak Has Any Kind of Actual Power Over Entrapta Are People Who Don’t Like Their Dynamic
Hordak Isn’t Using Entrapta
Did Hordak Actually Manipulate Entrapta?
Assertive Entrapta
Screenshots - Entrapta the Innocent. Such Manipulation
“Entrapta Deserves Someone Better for Her Than Hordak”
No One Respected and Valued Entrapta the Way Hordak Did
More Respect
Really Makes Me Think, Again, About the Way the Alliance Only Seems Interested in Entrapta for Her Usefulness
Entrapta Doesn’t Hold Back Around Hordak
Entrapta Did Not Fix Hordak
Entrapta Doesn’t Fear Hordak
Hordak
"Daddy Issues"
Horde Prime Character Analysis (Heavy and Sensitive Topics Ahead) - Long Post
Hordak's Mental/Emotional Age
Antis: Hordak’s Abusive! He’s Done So Many Bad Things!!!!
Wrong Hordak and Hordak - Indoctrination & Support Systems
Can we stop forgetting that Wrong Hordak Wasn’t “Baby” Until Bow Fried Him?
People Don’t Want to See the Horde Clones as Slaves, Because That Makes Some People Uncomfortable
Just a Friendly Reminder That Hordak Did Not Commit Genocide
She-Ra Fandom…Words Have Meaning
Another Example of Genocide
There Was No Scorpion Genocide - Irrefutable Proof
Hordak Is Not a Fascist
Hordak Is Not a Fascist - More Details
SPOP’s Themes
Here’s an Unpopular Opinion!
The Way Hordak Treated Others Doesn’t Ruin His Relationship With Entrapta, Period
Excusing vs. Explaining
Debunking the Medium Article About Hordak
The People Antis Are Actually Attacking
Identifying With Hordak
Why Hordak and All of His Brothers Are Cult Victims Suffering From Religious Trauma Syndrome
Hordak Never Left His Cult
Hordak Is Not Horde Prime
Hordak: The Power-Hungry Warmonger
Catra & Hordak
Why Not Both?
It's Not About Deserving Redemption
I Don’t Understand How People Can Wax Poetic About the Depth and Trauma of Catra’s Abuse, Only to Just Sort of… Brush Off Hordak’s
Catra and Hordak are Parallel Characters
Okay, Antis. If Hordak is Committing Genocide, Then Catra Was Committing 400% Times More Genocide
Hordak and Catra’s Crimes
Entrapdak & Catradora
Catradora - Abuse
Screenshots: Catra’s Abusive Actions
Catra Abused Adora
Yes, Catra Was Abusive
Entrapdak & Catradora - Important Differences
Entrapdak Did Not Overtake Catradora
The Show is Still for You. That Hasn’t Changed
Entrapdak in General
It’s Not Problematic to Ship Entrapdak!
Don’t Take Your Anger out on an Entire Group of Fans Over Their Opinions Concerning Fictional Characters
But Isn't Entr@p/dak Like.... Not a Good Ship...
Noelle Confirmed Entrapdak
Noelle Doesn't Hate Entrapdak
Not All Conflict Is Abuse
Addressing the Same Anti-Arguments - Again
Hordak and Entrapta Are More Than Just Friends
#she ra and the princesses of power#she ra#entrapdak#hordak#entrapta#my posts#masterposts#pinned post
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For the ask game: 6, 13, 16, 27, 30!
6: a game that’s changed you the most?
i'm not gonna get deeply into this both because it's a very personal thing + I have a friend playing through AI: The Somnium Files and I don't wanna spoil them, but i WILL say.
motherfucking ota. hate this bitch. terrible little dude. also one of my favorite characters in this game and a strangely important comfort character for me because the subject matter in his route hit one hell of a raw nerve i did not expect this game to hit, nor did i even realize it was such a sensitive subject for me
but it got me thinking about how i've been living my life tbh, and some realizations i had because of that have served as a bit of a wake-up call and a HUGE motivation for me to kick my ass into gear, improve as a person, and like... actually take more proper responsibility for myself, i guess.
im gonna die mad about the fact i have that lil simp of all characters to thank for this tho
13: a game you were the most excited for when it wasn’t released yet?
So I was REALY excited about Octopath when it was first announced - I'd been really craving a good RPG, the I was really digging the aesthetics, and I did really enjoy the demo! I was EXTREMELY hype...
Buuuut by the time it actually dropped, I couldn't afford to pick up a new game, especially one that no one else in my household seemed to care much about, so I just sorta forgot about it and stopped caring tbh. only picked it up recently
16: character you’ve hated most? from what game?
I have... issues with the characters in R*ging Loop in general (issues in that I find them boring AT BEST and the worst ones INCREDIBLY unlikable and uncomfortable) but I think the objective worst of it all tends to be saved for like,, "lets drop this plot-twisty shock value somewhere : ) " so you don't actually have to deal with certain characters being so actively unlikable for a good chunk of the time?
....Except Haruaki, since he's the protagonist, which meant the player has to stick with him the WHOLE TIME. fucking hated that dude. Like I'm down for playing games that have morally ambiguous protagonists, or even outright shitty people as protagonists, but the writers for the game need to have more awareness then the writers for this game had if you want it to not get really uncomfortable/feel unintentional
27: has there ever been a moment that has made you cry?
Admittedly, I'm not much of a crier - never really have been. I've been emotional enough over games where you'd expect someone to cry, but I don't think there's been any moments that actually brought me to tears?
Hatoful's BBL route got me close though. tldr I couldn't listen to Death Tone without feeling like I might tear up for the first several months after going through BBL my first time. also there's this BBL fan-animation that hits a lot of the emotional beats that ABSOLUTELY choked me up and idk if that one counts since it's not the game itself BUT.....
OH ALSO last time i ranthrough TTYD, the ending with Mario leaving all the partners and Rogueport did choke me up a lil bit but that was absolutely just the nostalgia blasting me in the goddamn face tbch, since that game really means a lot to me
30: a game that hasn’t been localized in your country that you think should be localized?
The original GBA Rhythm Heaven. I know, there's supposedly a good english ROM, but I cannot get it running without just a bit too much lag for it to be playable, but I really love the three rhythm heavens that are out in english!! I'd love to see where the series started
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ayooooo! so, this is friday (frida, if you like), a geumseong senior and **your** very. own. quidditch commentator!!! she’d technically be starting the semester late (by one month) as she ran off to frolic in the magical rainforests of australia over the summer and wham! bam!! was bit by a magical creature (rip) within the 1st month and shipped off to st mungos for three months where she then fell in “deeply” in love with the nurse treating her but had to break things off when she was discharged/came back for school bc what good is a bf you can’t hug!! :( ff NOW present day, she’s trying to lose her 4kg breakup weight (rip^2) and keep up with her self imposed boy-ban till she gets her hot girl summer bod back (ik it’s fall but like work with me here).
currently, she’s in her fourth year as a wandmaking major/magical creatures minor (not including the first two years where she flip flopped between potions and aurology) — but uh yeah, this is totally what she wants to be for the rest of her life!! fr this time.
oofie that was really long but you can read more about her +some plots under the cut but first HERE is her profile! smash the like if you’re into plotting!!!
bio tldr; (not me going tldr like i wrote a bio to begin with)
was born into this world as a means to keep her dad from leaving them, but evidently that wasn’t good enough since dad left when she was ~6 and her brother was 3 anyway.
mom’s a pretty witch, so never found trouble in remarrying—thing is she has incredibly bad luck, so from then on it has been a trail of broken hearts, marriages, half siblings, step siblings etc + moving around a lot (from seoul to nz, england etc)
kid friday really watched it all go down but took nothing from the example her mom set (to do better, live smarter yk) and instead only took on the must be loved, must find love bits (till she chickens out because anything too real is kinda :) Scary!)
anyway, she was enrolled in hogwarts after mom remarried (as a ravenclaw, actually) and graduated with a small trail of broken hearts in her wake as well (like mother like daughter)
currently in her last year at mokseong and living it up! (ish)
anyway onward to the juicy bits—
friday kang??? big ole freak flirt. for the 4 years she’s been here, she has never been single for longer than a month.
thinks she’s number one in dating/flirting (all tricks and hacks, need advice?? she’s ur girl!) but she doesn’t know too much about love (ofc)
romantic at heart, though she tends to be incredibly fickle, falls in and out of “love” way too quickly (or she’s just scared of the Real Thing yk)
little bit tactless, very much so thick-skinned — sometimes ur just not sure if she doesn’t get it bc she doesn’t get or bc she’s ignoring it
bit sensitive, can and will a) cry or b) bitch or c) both depending on the situation, though rlly only applies to close friends/s/os (she’s clingy/touchy too)
loves to eat sweets, visits aesthetic cafes frequently
since she dated a muggle that one time she ended up making an instagram and now she’s getting a hefty amt of followers who knew???
unrelated but she likes them tol uwu bc they give the best hugs (very comfy to sink into 🤗)
loves learning new things, a total keener. has tried out for every sports team just for the hell of it (did get into any but, you know, thats okay too)
currently on the look out for select ointments to get rid of the scar on below her knee from that little incident in aus (looks haphazard, blue-like, has a sheen to it; akin to a giant vein or smth like that)
connections
EXES (this is obv tho but it doesn’t hv to be anything too serious, went on couple dates etc but if u want saucy ex plots… im ur girl)
FWB that didnt end up as just fwb bc she highly romanticizes any chance and it didn’t work out and now yall aren’t really even friends anymore
BEST FRIEND/GIRL GANG plsplspls she needs to be dragged back to reality like twice a week
CRUSHES one sided???? but never found the chance bc shes alw taken? pls? or vice versa and they’ll always be her maybe *looks off wistfully*
STEP SIBS…. please - can be former or current (whichever)
HALF SIBS ,, , possibly one or two, if anyone is into it. very likely when mom had her heartbroken she just left with friday (to hell with the rest of her kids) so angst? mb?
ENEMIES she’s too flirty and its annoying :-(
ANYTHIING ELSE im open to anything so throw me all your saucy!!!!
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first of all i haven’t been in a group for some time so excuse me if i’m fuckin’ slow but omg im!!!! so excited to be here!!! i’m lea ( 22, she/her, gmt+8 ) and this is my baby nam sujin, who is the leader & lead vocalist of june. tbh i’m still in the middle of figuring her out so pls bear with me. here are her stats / profile / biography if you wanna read, but i’d also talk about her more under the cut!!! no plot page bc we don’t do that here aka im actually lazy rip please give this a heart if you would like to plot and i shall slide in your ims soon <33 if you’d rather plot on discord, feel free to ask for my username or give yours so we can talk there!!!
tldr bio:
nam sujin, 23, idol, leader & lead vocalist of june
she came from a middle class family, is the second & youngest child, has been living in her older sister’s shadow since she was born bc her mother thinks her sister is better than her :’)
she grew up trying to impress her mother but nothing she did was ever good enough, so by the time she turned 14 she’s like im over it and started to do things just to piss her mother off
literally just a nice kid turned bad bc Life Made Me Do It
music has always been a huge part of her life and she genuinely enjoys singing - another thing that pissed her mother off bc she thinks singing and listening to music are a waste of a time, but that’s the only thing that makes sujin happy so she’s like sorry mom can’t hear u im busy listening to music
never thought of becoming an idol bc she didn’t think she’s good enough for it but she accompanied a friend to bde audition one day and was encouraged by the company to give it a try, so she sang for them and surprise. she passed the audition!!!!
her mother wasn’t too happy about her decision to become an idol, thinking it wasn’t even a real profession to begin with, so she left home and never looked back bc she’s determined to make her dream come true (and also bc she just hated being home)
one of the ace trainees in the company, but it took her multiple delays of debut and two survival shows for her to finally become an idol - she had almost wanted to quit when she failed the second survival show but she ended up staying when bde announced they would be debuting the first girl group!!! and she’s in!!!
kinda upset that she’s not the main vocalist and hated the idea of being a leader at first. she thinks it’s Too Much work, but somehow managed to suck it up and did her best anyways
still hates her role in the group, but girl is Trying Her Best. keyword: try
wants to produce her own songs one day
etcetera:
sujin was bright as a child, but eventually she grew bitter and jealous of her sister (mostly bc she always gets everything and is absolutely better than her, but she’d never admit it out loud)
actually a smart kid. she’s not that far behind her sister, but her mother always makes it seems like sujin is 1000x worse than she is, so bc of that she becomes really insecure and thinks she’s never good enough for anything but also at the same time she’s like i’m better than u
which means she fakes self-confidence bc she has none and to quote marina and the diamonds: 'cause i feel like i'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best
due to her upbringing and the constant failure she went through during training, she’s gotten a little cutthroat in her ways of doing things, so if she’s set her mind on something, she’s gonna get it no matter what it takes
although she seems calm and relaxed on the outside, she can get hella competitive when she needs to be bc she hates losing
often misunderstood as cold and unapproachable bc she’s usually quiet and distant, especially with strangers, but she just needs the right people to bring out the goofy side of hers sometimes
on-stage persona: playful, flirtatious, sometimes sensual, girl crush
off-stage persona: quiet, distant, could be chaotic when she wants to, savage
has definitely twerk on tv several times before bc she can
loves her june girls to death, and it shows from the way she takes good care of them, but won’t deadass admit she cares for them
about her rumor that she hates her members: sujin just naturally has bitchy expressions on her and some netizen has called her out for being unprofessional or whatsoever bc she definitely has been giving looks or stares at her members and staffs on camera before, and sometimes her actions or words get mistaken for her hating her members (she used to be on bad terms w some of the members and was the Biggest Bitch to them but nope you didn’t hear that from me)
also the type to rarely express her affection in words bc 1) she doesn’t know how to do that shit and 2) she’s a huge tsundere so all she’s got is tough love to offer
will definitely 10/10 judge you bc girl can have opinions, she said
she’s quite blunt when it comes to her opinions, doesn’t really like to sugar coat things
skill-wise she’s a great vocalist, is also quite decent in dancing but again it’s a Lot of Work, she would rather just sit down and sing her heart out instead
would deadass self-sabotage when things get a little too happy and peaceful for her bc she thinks she deserves nothing good :(
which is why shes always caught up in toxic relationships but they usually start with her bc shes a Messy Bitch
instead of talking about her feelings she would just rather lash out at someone bc that’s easier and that’s how she copes with stress, except now she goes clubbing and gets her ass drunk when she needs to unwind
has a nasty temper especially when she’s super tired, but would totally try to keep it lowkey when she’s in public bc she has a Reputation to maintain but will likely go off if it’s in private
really likes to go out and spend time w her friends whenever she has off days
looks like a bad bitch but she’s actually rly sensitive and just wants to be loved
i repeat she’s a messy bitch so if our plot suddenly goes from soft and wholesome to angsty out of nowhere it’s her, it’s ALWAYS her
with that being said pls gimme angst plots bc i live for them <3333
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I WISH I COULD EXPRESS MY LOVE AND APPRECIATION FOR U N UR WORK IN BETTER WAYS BUT ALL I KNOW IS EAT HOTCHIP, BE HORNY ON MAIN AND LIE DYRVJFDRY
My dumbass just reread those tags on the last thing you responded to of mine and !!!!<3 omfg. I have the blog itself up and ready to post (I was gonna take myself off anon for this but tumblrs only letting me send in stuff from my old account ):)
I made a navi (posting da actual rules n shit soon <3) by ur suggestion AND IM SO FUCKING EXCITED DHDYR
Right now I'm working on a teacher suga x single mom reader and it's taking me alot LONGER TO WRITE THEN I WANTED TO BC LIKE FUCK IDK. I just want to publish one big piece to start off but honestly im thinking of just redoing n publishing my old yamkeda fic that I never finished djdkfkfk BUT YEAH OMG <3
Also, my dumbass (who's never been high in my LIFE) keeps writing thirsts abt weed and shkt and I wanna post them so bad but I'm scared I'll look like a DUMBASS. I just wanna write abt skaterat tendo making reader smoke with him to "prove her love" for him before diddling her while shes all sensitive and dazed off her ass after like one hit in peace </3
OKAY SORRY I RAMBLED TOO FUCKING MUCH AHHHH THIS IS SO LONG BUT TLDR: MY @ IS @saekogun AND UM YEAH THATS A THING AHHHHH HOPE YOURE DOING WELL MISS NADS<3 -keda keda keda
bitch me too lmaoo BUT YAMKEDA BRO STOP 🥺COME OVER HERE AND LET ME GIVE YOU A BIG SMOOCH!! hmm if your new blog is a side blog, then you can only send in asks from your main account (which i’m assuming is your old blog)! which is really dumb and stupid. ;((
YES YAMKEDA IM EXCITED TOO OMG but yes! make sure you have your rules and everything up first and then start posting your work so people can get a little looksie. suga and single mom???? i am looking. OOOO THAT YAMKEDA PIECE!! WAS THAT THE ONE YOU SENT ME??? BC YES OMG AND ugh, i felt that so much. i’ve been wanting to write semi making reader snort some coke along with some other stuff and i just... i have to find someone to ask or i’ll probs ask my brothers friend kskssjsj but tendou would do that! he’d be all ‘come on baby girl. just for me.’
don’t apologize for rambling! it’s totally fine! i love talking to you guys sm ♡! and i’m doing well! just my brain is all blehh. hope you’re doing good, yamkeda!! AND I JUST LOOKED AT YOUR BLOG AND ITS SUPER CUTE!! i love the navi and omg whenever you post your first work let me know!
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i just finished how to get away with murder, so under the cut for in depth discussion and yes it has spoilers.
tldr; if you like murder shows and you like well written characters & plot PLEASE watch it. it’s amazing and it became one of my favorite shows in the span it took for me to finish it.
i remember first watching how to get away with murder years ago when everyone was still on the very start, around 2016 or something? and i was younger then, obviously, and it’s so much clear to me now how so much went over my head. tbf tumblr was on a OMG THIS SHOW HAS GAY CHARACTERS!!! so i think thats why i started watching it? but i ran out of episodes really fast so i dropped it, not remembering about it until years later.
now that i watched it again nd finished, i find myself being so entranced by annalises character, her qualities and faults and how it very much clearly takes a black woman to portray another black woman w the care & love they deserve. to be watching the iconic scene when viola davis takes out the wig and make up, how touching it is. to watch annalise w open and raw and angry and sensitive, watch them desconstruct the idea of the strong powerful black women stereotype but not transform her into anything she isnt. its like so so so touching and so moving.
how the plot twists, if made by any other show, would be ridiculous and a reach and over the top but htgawm makes it work. it makes sense, it rolls, it sticks. how slowly we learned more about each character, sam’s back story really really messed w me bc it did come a bit out of left field and still made sm sense. michaela as well, who is a bitch but it still is so meaningful w her background, her own past nd story nd truth.
obviously this show has a lot about the african usamerican experience, and i can only see it as an outsider, but from all the media i ever saw (as a non black foreign of course, my access to usa media is lesser than that of a native), i think this was a first that a ~~popular with the mainstream show had such a loving and careful descption of black woman not only as side characters but as the main.
i really really like shows w murders, they are my favourite thing ever, but i hate when its just the detective doing awful cop things like NO i dont care about cops! shut up about cops i dont care about cops being corrupt and doing unlawful things
and how to get away with murder hits all the spots for me. great representation is nothing without great writing, and it has both and so much more. connor and oliver are such a lovely incredible couple, nd them ending up together made me go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. so so so so so so so happy. to see annalise finally accept herself as a bisexual black woman, to allow herself to be w tegan, even for a bit, for nate to get justice... maybe not everyone got what they wanted, but what they deserved.
i dont know how i particularly feel about bonnie nd frank dying like that, but regardless it was a great ending and it was so so so so incredibly well done. i also really liked ashers and michaelas relationship as well, i thought i wouldnt but i did. very sweet. gabriel wasnt my favourite, annoying dude obsessed w his father. even though i understand why hes like that, i still think it shouldnt take two different black woman telling you a white man was awful for you to believe it so he absolutely isnt my favorite!
but the thing w this show is that even if you didnt like a character you CANT say they are badly written, bc theyre not. there isnt 1 single lose end on this end it shows
also to finish it off i LOVED the editing, the format of the episodes, the forward and backwards thing... perfect!!!!!!!!
franks whole italian mafia type of thing always felt a little corny but then when you get to the end and realises........ and then you dont stop realising....... its all a lot !!!
anyway i loved it so much (: im so happy!!!
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Y'all got any other anime recs?
i can just give ya all my fav anime fdfhdghk
TLDR;
sailor moon*
inuyasha
digimon*
Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne
Ao no Exorcist / Blue Exorcist*
Puella Magi Madoka Magica (16+)*
Kill la Kill (16+)*
My Hero Academia (duh)*
Danganronpa
Tiger and Bunny*
(anime with a * have GREATLY influenced my art and or writing style and idea of what a good story is; AKA THOSE ARE MY ABSOLUTE FAVES)
longer explanations under the cut
Sailor Moon (the oringinal one from the 90s; watch as sub if u want to go in all serious, but the dub is fun too if u like watching it more relaxed ((or with friends bc shits funny)))it has 200 Episodes and 5 MoviesThere IS a remake but I’d say watch that after you’ve seen the original.Summary:Usagi Tsukino is a normal 14 year old girl.. she’s like you and me... sleeps in, loves to eat sweets, loves to play video games, has bad grades, kinda nervous about making friends, kinda broke and just wants to have a good time. But one day her life turns over when suddenly she’s supposed to become a magical girl to defend Tokyo from evil and find a mysterious princess from the moon. (this also involves a talking cat how cool is that)Noteworthy mentions: gay and trans characters? hell yeah! (even if they join the party really late)
Inuyasha! I never saw the english dub, nor japanese dub so no info on which one to watch. just go with preferencehas 193 Episodes.Summary: Kagome Higurashi is yet again an average girl; but she lives at a shrine that has been home to her family for a long time. One day she falls into the well inside the shrine when trying to get her cat (iirc i didnt watch it in 10 years oops) and ends up waking up in feudal japan. She doesn’t really know what happened but thats when she meets inuyasha, who is nailed to a tree with a magical arrow. She saves him and that’s kinda how their destinies collide. again; inuyasha is a half-demon who jumps into fights with a huge fucking sword and its a tru adventure.
Digimon!All digimon seasons should be watched in japanese (or german or latinx spanish (because other languages like english and french did not use the japanese soundtrack. and the english soundtrack is HORRIBLE. bad. hideous. please watch in japanese, german or latinx spanish.)You should start watching Digimon Adventure (1 and 2 and 3)but those two together will be 130 Episodes (and this shit is 3 seasons) jkafhaskjafter seeing season 1 and 2 you should watch the Digimon Movie (my fav movie of all times) and THEN move on to Digimon Adventure triThis is the original digimon series and you don’t NEED to watch it to udenrstand the many reboots, but it’s nice to have seen it to get the references (plus its just REALLY REALLY GOOD!)[theres a lot of gay tension between certain characters but canonically ofc its not happening I GUESS but whatever them gay]Once u got all those down you can watch Digimon Tamers!It has 54 Episodes and is my personal fav season! Takato is a dreamer like you and me and he wants fictional characters to be real! He makes a fucking digimon OC and!?!? IT COMES TO LIFE!!!!!!!!! this season is so fucking good yall. It’s so good.I personally don’t like Digimon Frontier but if u want to give it a try go ahead! The kids THEMSELVES turn into digimon here! idk how many episodes it has tbh but the soundtrack is a bop.Digimon Data Squad is also really good!! the characters are more grown up and the approach is generally a tad more mature (to tamers is also pretty mature considering those are like 12) data squad has 48 Episodesanything after that i didnt rly bother watching but if ya want u can check it out
Kamikaze Kaito Jeannea magical girl anime that i liked a lot as a kid? didnt watch it anymore since 2012 but i have fond memoriesimagine that god himself assigned magical girls?44 episodes, watch in japanese
Ao no Exorcist / Blue Exorcist25 Episodes of the original anime; after epsiode 17 the anime does it’s own thing, not following the mangaWatch season 2 after episode 17 (or finish the first anime first, and then watch Kyoto Saga; and then read the manga (it’s still ongoing iirc? my adhd ass didnt finish the manga yet so idk))The anime is about Rin Okumura, who turns out to be the son of satan. Instead of accepting his fate though, he decides to become an exorcist, and not just any normal exorcist, but an exorcist so powerful that he will defeat satan personally.
Puella Magi Madoka Magica12 episodes and a movie of magical girl adventure.it will get VERY FUCKED UP so if ur very sensitive or death/unreality triggers u then us houldnt watch it.I’d say u need to be very mature to stomach this.But it’s oh so worth it. One of my all time favourite anime!!!!!!
Kill la KillAgain for mature audiences (mostly because of the very suggestive outfits and the high amounts of blood. also trigger warning for pedophilia and parent abuse and incest :((( its all just one episode where it happens but its. its bad. (the evil doer dies in the end tho. die bitch.))24 episodesand an OVA!amazing soundtrack, characters and story! (we like to joke that this is basically SA2 but with lesbian human shadow the hedgehog jakshfaskj)
If ur following this blog ur already watching My Hero Academia, and if not wHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ON THIS BLOG IN THE FIRST PLACE???????????
if u want to u can watch the first dangan ronpa anime (and after that watch playthroughs of the games) !warning theres lots and lots of blood and death and the first game/anime is a little transphobic, and Girls Stop Having Giand Bobbies Challenge but i promise its a good series with a really in depth story and characters!!(if u want to know more about what order to watch all the shit hmu after u finished the anime)
if you like My Hero Academia you MUST (i repeat MUST) watch Tiger and Bunny25 Episodes and 2 movies of super hero goodness. It’s MHA but with adults. Gay and trans characters? Hell yeah! Did the creators of the anime drink respect poc juice? YES!
i bet theres more but im so tired.................... ask me fore specific genres and i’ll have a rec some other time
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SW-VERSE AUs
If you guys want a different flavour of Orson ( do you really ... ? ) in the SW verse, I do have some alternate AUs available! All are still in testing mode since I’ve never tried them so do expect it to be a little clunky.
POST-SCARIF AU : Bitch lived R1. T.arkin pulled up in his shuttle with a Starbucks and said ‘Get in loser’. The R1 cast may or may not be alive as well ( thread-dependent ). I do have an idea that the Imps didn’t use the DS on Scarif. But the R1 crew failed to transmit the data , was caught and imprisoned by the empire , but they escaped ; so now Orson’s pretty pissed and is on the hunt for them. He’s still director albeit released from the project.
REBELS AU : Subset of Post-Scarif. Orson was stripped of his rank , and forcibly discharged from the Imp military. He’s just a tiny bit upset by this so he promptly defects to the rebels and promises the entire trove of classified military secrets in return for safety , a fancy rank ‘befitting someone of his position’ , and the chance to assassinate T.arkin. Unfortunately — he’s not the best ally. He will try to assassinate R1 crew ( if they’re still alive ) and will betray the rebellion to the empire , if given the chance to return to his former post.
FORCE-SENSITIVE AU : TLDR : Orson is a Sith / inquisitor. I don’t have anything more than that though I can tell you that he’s still a drama king. While I contemplate a Jedi background but h m m.
SPACE CEO AU : Ok , I have no working name for this one since it’s brand new. In the novel ( around or sometime after the war ) , Galen asked him to leave his post and join him in starting their own company. They were supposed to work on renewable kyber crystal energy. He said no in canon so this AU explores about what happened if Orson had said yes. It’s basically a modified version of his Modern AU as CEO except in space. He’s still a gremlin here.
But anyways , if you guys want something from here — please feel free to IM me or otherwise. ☆ ~('▽^人)
#﹝ he who controls the spice controls the universe » ego ﹞#(( the last one came to me in a dream tbh. And you know sometimes gremlin brain does give good ideas ))
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PART 2
aka.them shittalking the incident in their “safeserver” kek.
This has just become a remake of the Candii drama.Well,whatever,let’s get on to it!!!!!!!!
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:06 PM
I'M TRIGGERING CHAT AGAIN
THIS IS GLORIOUS
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:08 PM
im not part of that
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:09 PM
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:09 PM
everytime
i see retards like that\
i lose 10 minutes of my life
thats why i fucking hate americanongs and tumblrinas
fucking over sensitive little bitches
that need their SAFE SPACE
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:10 PM
yo search up injured tkrb swordsand see which is the most "goriest"
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:11 PM
uh idki had too many "warnings" on that chat lmao
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:12 PM
actually tbh dont prove a point at allyoull just get flamed
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:12 PM
ye
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:12 PM
me at chat right now
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:12 PM
im not part of that, just establishing
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:12 PM
eh you dont need toi like fighting with retardsif yo udont like it you dont need to do itnobobodys forcin ya>discord about swords >they have a bloody history >one of their discords rule is dont post gore
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:13 PM
but I wasn't posting gore????
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:13 PM
idk what you posteddthey deleted it
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:14 PM
fags
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:14 PM
yepbitch you gonna get banned
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:16 PM
how many warnings have been shot at you
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:16 PM
uhhh3?lol2 for cursing i think
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:17 PM
>Can't find other places to get a thrill?I know wheremy dick in ur ass lmao
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:19 PM
that bitch talking about gore not being allowed while having a gore avatarits literally hasebe being injured and in blood
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:20 PM
lol baconokay you may stoplul
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:20 PM
>the sarcasm flew over their head
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:20 PM
ikr
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:21 PM
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:21 PM
pop team epic pics are good(edited)
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:21 PM
thats why i hate female fandoms fucking suckbecause females are the worst fucking shit evereven though i am a female
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:21 PM
pop team epic pics are good(edited)
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:21 PM
thats why i hate female fandoms fucking suckbecause females are the worst fucking shit evereven though i am a female
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:22 PM
I have tits and I'm ashamed of my fellow woman
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:22 PM
sameits 2017and they cant take bloodbecause it may TRIGGER themi guess there were no wars in a while
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:22 PM
I can't handle the chat's mental retardation anymore
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:23 PM
you leavin?
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:23 PM
@heiNNO [hoemaru hell] @Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」 you two niggas are my source of game info from now on
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:23 PM
i can update you on stuff if ya wantk
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:23 PM
I trust u
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:23 PM
ok
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:23 PM
same here
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:24 PM
i still dont understand how is talking about gay porn allowed and fucking gore notill say im gonna get triggered if they wont stop
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:24 PM
because there's no bodily fluids involvedOH WAIT
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:24 PM
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:24 PM
because gays are being acceptedand gore is notbut what do i know
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:25 PM
not in my country
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:25 PM
later wiki chat
see you never
the fact that these dorks can't get sarcasm even if it was in front of their fucking face is a testament to how sheltered they are
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:26 PM
they think that everything is a safe spaceand they waste their life on tumblr
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:27 PM
the irony of all this is that they're fans of a thing about SWORDSSWORDS made for MURDER AND DEATH
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:28 PM
yegore not allowed but gay porn WITH SWORDS is allowed
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:28 PM
I think murder comes with the territory when you're a bladed object
Kirin//キリン 「大典太光世」-Today at 9:28 PM
lul
1#halloffame
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:29 PM
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:30 PM
anybody react to it?
heiNNO [hoemaru hell]-Today at 9:30 PM
openope
Pullforbacon-Today at 9:33 PM
you know
if you think REALLY hard
>901 people have left the wiki chat
>901 people had enough sense to leave a hugbox behind
my head hurt from all that autism -- tldr;reprise of the candii drama we had.It’s also hilarious how they keep saying tkrb chat is a safespace whatever when they created a “private” tkrb server just to keep the strict tkrb rules away...which can also be called a “safespace for the cool people who doesn;t care about gore and all swag”.I do hope they find out about me posting this sooner!
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