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Just a side note, I've been a bit under the weather lately. Got some kind of head cold, so returning Johnny to normal size may take a bit to write out as my brain feels very stuffy. So it'll happen.. just whenever my brain wants to cooperate.
Until then, these last few days have been real fun for me. G/t stuff has been a very enjoyable indulgence with Johnny and I hope to maybe do more in the future. Though that all depends on whether ya guys also had fun with it too. Wish I could have done more but I'm always leery of Tumblr TOS and what they do and don't like...
Anyways, just a lil update on me and my health, but I'll do my best to answer any asks when I can between naps. Thank you all in advance ♥
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it is pretty nuts that once you realize you shouldnt be working the standard fulltime then you can never see it the same fjshf
i want more people to be paid more to work less and have more rest and less pressure and im not kidding. besides it accommodating less abled people everyone should have more time on their hands. i hate greed and money and capitalism
#i am more motivated to go to work when i clearly will not waste half of the entire day there#it makes me irritated enough to want to claw my brain out of my skull yano#at this rate my only wish is to be able to work part time and still afford to live. i will try my best regardless#tldr: i am getting sick of this#txt
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I have a question about how you designed Slickpaw.
The sprite looks like it has spots, but the final design doesn't. How come?
Good question, he’s a black tabby / sokoke (?) with white patches technically.
I left out the darker black spots and stripes on him because they would add unnecessary detail to his design, and it’ll be faster to draw him and not have to worry about the tabby pattern.
For patterns I try to simplify them for ease of drawing. That’s actually why I chose Heron to be a patternless cat!
#I hope this makes sense I am still sick and half asleep#TLDR im lazy and don’t wanna add extra details that don’t matter#jcooc
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i should probably be practicing how to draw yuder given i'm having a hard time w/ him but kishiar,,,
open for better quality | no reposts
#kishiar la orr#turning novel#터닝#fanart#myart#doodle#almost 200 chapters in and i am frothing at the mouth about the sword scar scene where kishiar explains why he needs yuder by his side#the tension and loyalty and guilt between them makes me sick (keep it up guys)#i have so much going on today and i definitely spent too long on the screen reading yesterday so i probably shouldn't continue today#however. this story hasn't left my head for a second#i even went out for a walk yesterday and my mind kept drifting back to it#truly i have not felt this level of insanity since i read t.gcf#tldr. i need somewhere to scream about this but instead i drew kishiar#he is not a green flag he's a literal forest and i love that about him#edit: just read chapter 200. good lord. i am never gonna be over this
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i drew (and headcanoned some of) people's courtneys. too out of it to tag the specific ppl these courtlets come from so if you see your courtlet say hi i guess? wanted to post this since i love this piece so much and i love seeing how people interpret concepts.
and a bonus featuring my own courtlet. thank you.
#pkmn#rse#oras#magma admin courtney#team magma#hiii here's the silly commentary part lol so. uh. lately ive been so out of everything lately and ive been between amazing and a mess#as i figure out my own courtney's character i've given up on a thing ive been at with for several months. ive met some good friends too.#but even as i give up that thing im still cooking up new things like me FINALLY coming up with my continuity's events and stuff YAY!!!#i really really wanna share some stuff but 1) i don't have a lot and it's hard to really discuss stuff with the way i think#2) it's been hard to draw lately. idk why. 3) im worried ppl will go after me because this story is kind of edgy to an extent and#we are far past the edgy emo dark story stuff and I'm worried ppl will chock it up to “look into my sick and twisted mind” and not#like. something i am happy with and love and like. want to do so much with!!! idk!!!! i wanna make a narrative that is so crazy. that is al#if anyone wants me to talk about my continuity and ESPECIALLY about my courtney please send asks i am realizing that#the loneliness and my disconnect from reality is starting to get to me and i need to think about other stuff. i just like talking to people#and bouncing off ideas and stuff. it would be fun. you guys have no idea how good of a writing exercise making your own pkmn continuity is#ANYWAYS. tldr. please please talk to me about these things. i love talking about headcanons and silly stuff. thank you.#too tired to tag with my tag. goodbye.
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Do you know of any resources or posts specifically about captioning comics? I am very new to this, but I love comics and I make comics so I want to learn how to caption them properly. Thank you for your blog and all you do!
Delighted you asked this, since it gives me the excuse to share one of my top favorite posts about exactly that!!! I used @/TheQueerWithoutFear's addition in this post as a personal bible when starting out with art IDs! I think this post also has advice which is generally applicable to lots of comic IDs, since people can get bogged down writing every single detail of a piece when the broad strokes would do and thus detract from the overall comprehensibility of an ID. I also really appreciate this site as a great resource for examples on how to write concisely and with an audience in mind, and this post also lays out a lot of good tips! I'll round out this post with some general advice/guidelines:
Neither alt text nor caption IDs are better or even necessarily more accessible than the other; what matters is good formatting (so please don't put IDs below a readmore or use anything but plain text, use sentence case and primarily formal language, use brackets and "ID/End ID" formatting for caption IDs but omit them from alt, etc!)
For comics, especially long ones, I personally favor conciseness over strict fidelity to art, though this is highly subjective and depends on the piece and sometimes my mood. What I would boil this down to is that you don't need to include every detail in a piece to write a good ID, and using narration/prose is often more understandable than transcribing visual techniques (Ex: "She notices something to the side" is clearer and more succinct than "Action lines next to her face indicate she saw something to the side")
Organizing an ID's information in a top-down format is best for comprehensibility: start with who/what is featured (and where they're from, if applicable) and what they're doing, and then move on to background, style, and details
Last, you're welcome, and thank YOU so much for reaching out!! Artists like you make the world go round!! Please feel free to reach out if you ever have more questions, and have a wonderful day!!!
#i really hope this helps anon!! godspeed with all your future projects!!! :DDD#i wish this could've been a bit more in-depth and included a tldr but truthfully i am sick and quite tired 😔#that said if you ever have further questions not only my askbox but my dms are open! i'm always happy to answer!#shoutout also to nik peachygos for suggestions on what to say here :)))) ily king#asks#anonymous#accessibility#kay talks#also anon consider checking out my personal id tag on my fandom blog (linked in my bio) for examples of how i personally write comic ids!#ALSO!! the doc in my pinned post has a section dedicated just to resources!! not all will apply but sone surely will!!
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every day i kick a rock and bash my head into the wall because i'll never get to go on a big space adventure and become tightly close-knit with my new found family up there <//3
#re lrb..........#i mean realistically if i was in the voltron/quintenary stars universe chances are i would probably NOT be one of the people#going on the space adventure.#i'd be roped into the plot when the aliens invade and earth almost gets destroyed. spoilers for arc 2 btw sorry#but man. child soldierism aside i wish that were me so so so bad#sadly kicks a rock when will EYE have a deep and mystical connection with a giant ancient cat :(#its not even that i want to interact with the main cast bc i dont really i just. wanna be in their position man#i think one of the reasons why voltron grabbed me so hard (among MANY) is how badly i wanted to do what the main characters did#i remember when i was first watching it while it was coming out i would CONSISTENTLY daydream about being launched into space#with a handful of other people and having to fight a war and grow up far away from home and all the suffocating stuff that came with it#and then coming back years later already solidly knowing who i am and being confident in that#so i'd actually be brave enough to be unapologetic about it. and i'd be found family with the people i went to space with also#that parts important#idk man just. i dont like saying i was abused when i was younger because i really dont think it was like that and it isnt even close to#what how people who have really been abused have had to go through#but sometimes i really do wonder. like now that im (mostly) out and able to review everything with an outside perspective#not even getting into the cult survivorism stuff this is JUST family dynamics im talking about here#bc that shit is a whole other can of worms#i think my parents were genuinely doing the best they could with the cards they were dealt but. jesus christ.#i would have given ANYTHING to be able to run away from all that. and throw magic cats into the equation? brother im GONE#anyway this tags ramble has derailed in a MAJOR way. tldr i wanted to be a paladin sooooo fuckign bad bro#like it actually makes me SICK how much i want a lion. red you are my forever girl even if only in my heart <///3#i still do want to do all that out of principle but its not as desperate now i just really love space and really want a big kitty friend#winter speaks
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#my video lol#my audio lol#vocaloid cover#synthv cover#synthesizer v cover#genbu#genbu synthv#evil food eater conchita#i am forcing everyone to look at this. look at my guy ehehehhkjnjkhgmlb AFTER TWO WHOLE ASS YEARS FINALLY#i couldve probably put more effort into this but ITS BEEN IN HERE FOR 2 YEARS i wanna be done w/ it already 😭#so regardless if it kinda sucks a little bit; its wayyy better than the covers i made like ~4? years ago when i was first starting out#was the iku drawing i posted before this foreshadowing?? not necessarily but its rly funny to think abt in hindsight#also rip genbu in a dress that i was gonna draw for this originally 😔✌️ i'd really love to draw more stuff for these covers i make#but it usually never comes out the way i want it to and i figure editing some sorta visualizer like this is better#than keeping some things trapped in my files for so long purely bc my extra ass wants a cool pv. some day maybe but not now#some sick fuck unsubscribed from me after i posted this BYE BITCH i dont miss you at all. live laugh love genbu in this house /j#im not the most obnoxious genbu stan i'd say but you WILL respect him in my house i do not tolerate genbu slander i love that man your hono#yes im extremely based bc he (and eleanor) were THE very first vsynths i ever actually fucked around w/ programwise#but WHATEVER!! idc he is so dear to me i do not regret buying his full version at all (it was impulsive)#the only synth i'd actually consider myself kinda good at tuning LMAO ik people hate how he sounds and have issues w/ him but not me...#these tags are too long girl stfu. anyways tldr; look at silly thang i made w/ my silly man#i love genbu and i love songs about cannibalism <3#Youtube
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it’s always when I have things to be doing that this happens but it’s like. I don’t know I’ve gone so far into weird love territory and I’ve been here so long that when I go back and really look at canon it’s like it’s new to me. because like do you ever think about how hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club. like it wasn’t a recommendation or anything that decision was made. and absolutely if tashiro genuinely GENUINELY didn’t want to do it nothing bad would have really happened, someone else could have done it, sure. you know? but at the end of the day tashiro, in the midst of his running away, had that thought, like. not in a thought bubble but in a b Hold on
in the narration box. like it’s not a fleeting in-the-moment thought like the whole poor shmuck thing. I’m not explaining this well. it’s just you get the impression that tashiro thinks about things a lot and also tangentially kind of thinks about his hanzawa senpai a lot and that realization of burden is so significant to tashiro that he takes on the position of captain
and he doesn’t look him in the face when he does it, and I love it. I love when things are indirect and subtle and sort of reluctant because it’s human and speaks to sincerity and tashiro’s grounded…ness that he isn’t unflinchingly happy to do it. he still doesn’t really want to do it. but he will. and he’ll do it WELL. because and this so matters hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club because he knows tashiro and has been watching tashiro as a fun kouhai who he likes a lot and who makes him laugh like literally no one else in the world, and he knows that he would be a good president because he is, amongst other relevant things, a good person. the right kind of good person! he wouldn’t have forced tashiro to do it because frankly he couldn’t REALLY force tashiro to do it, tashiro has a way of getting around things (pudding head….) but he decided tashiro would be captain, because he knows tashiro, and tashiro decided to take that on, because he sees hanzawa. he decided that tashiro would be captain, and tashiro decided to accept that decision because hanzawa decided correctly.
and tashiro cares, and encourages his senpai to rest, and we get the FUCKING.
that just speaks VOLUMES. hanzawa masato who notoriously stays busy for at least one of two known reasons that sound a little contradictory but aren’t actually is resting right now. hanzawa masato who is so weird and so unknowable to his juniors is wearing a small smile that, unlike so many of his other ones (ominous as they are, usually), shows for only contentment. he’s resting right now. like the tashiro gonzaburou hanzawa masato dynamic IS so weird I’m not delusional for that. but my favorite thing that I think I do a really bad job of showing is that their exchanges go back and forth and are so much fun for the both of them, and it’s exactly like PING PONG. well matched and silly and hanzawa masato knows tashiro gonzaburou and if tashiro gonzaburou doesn’t know hanzawa masato he sure as hell sees him, and wants to know him, just a little at least, and it’s all so much. I’m resting right now. fuck. anyway
#bangs fist on the floor. is on the floor.#hanzawa to tashiro#hanzashiro#and really the fact that tashiro is hiding around the corner to hear the milk tea exchange with miyano. and then brings him some#ASSUMING HE DIDN’T ALREADY KNOW. it’s just like. i wish i was more comfortable writing tashiro he’s so much to me#silly little guy for sure. but intentionally taking on a burden for someone else when it’s explicitly something he doesn’t want to do#(or maybe just something he felt he wasn’t qualified to do. depends. probably both)#and doing well at it. the person hanzawa masato is trusting in the most.#just. someone who doesn’t want to be responsible but will be and someone who old people LOVE and someone who accepts things without judgment#and someone who will hide in a box on the floor to hide from his senpai and just as well walk right up to him and hide his face#and accept the trust masato was putting in him.#like this of all things isn’t really a burden to masato because he’s. he’s RESTING right now. of all the pies he has fingers in#this might actually be his favorite. for a number of reasons that are mostly speculative#but it’s SYMBOLIC of a burden. am i making any sense at all. i might not be#masato is giving this one away because it’s not really a burden to him exactly. but tashiro is taking it because he feels it’s a burden but.#how do i say this. it’s not a burden to masato but it IS a weight on his shoulders whether he realizes it or not#and tashiro takes it from him—not unreluctantly—because he cares. because he wants masato to rest.#i think talking this long is manifesting a tin cap on my head. i should go#dirtbrain digression#tldr it IS weird love. but just not AS weird or the KIND of weird that i’d have it be. haaaah i’m sick
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an important skill is recognizing my oppositional media consumption habits approximately a week or two before they hit catastrophic levels; this is a skill I have painstakingly developed over the years but I can now say with confidence its a skill I've mastered. I now know when to start filtering tags for something before my brain closes off any future avenues of media discovery.
#TLDR is I'm always 7 yrs late to shit so in order to make sure I'll be able to watch Dungeon Meshi in 7 years or so and#enjoy it instead of being sick of it/annoyed I need to start filtering tags now. I am fermenting at prime interest levels (lightly amused#and intrigued but not invested) and they shall likely rise no higher until approximately a decade from now. in order to keep them from#plummeting off the ledge into 'I dont want to see any more of this' I need to stop seeing any more of this. you get it.#<- this is also why I dont take people filtering tags personally btw...
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disliking kids is not a moral failing thanks for coming to my ted talk
#the fucking kids in this apartment building are annoying af#and their moms are even worse#i cant fucking stand these people stfu and quite rushing up on my dog she doesnt like kids you scare her#and they run around the parking lot like theyre the only ones who live here#and one of the moms had the audacity to yell at me “this isnt a parking lot kids are playing here”#girl stfu#this is LITERALLY a parking lot#im allowed to park my car outside my fucking apartment#there is so much grass area for these kids to play in we live in rural bumfuck#but no they have to play IN the parking lot ALL DAY from 7am to 11pm they are outside literally#i am going to lose my shit#and they keep letting their dogs off leash#my dog is so timid and anxious - shes a shelter dog shes been through a lot#and these big ass dogs (shes small af) run up at her and want to play but like no lmfao#and pick up their shit and your cigs im so sick of all of you#anyway tldr single moms and their kids are annoying af idc
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Im going to kill like 10 different people if i hear another peep about payjay because oj ans paper interact in the trailoR IM GONNA LOSE ITTTT IM GONNA GO FERAL STOPPPPPPPP
#ii neg#payjay neg#URGHHHHH FUCK I HATE PAYJAY SO MUCHHHHHHHH#sorry mooties who love payjay.... but like.... i fucking hate it with my entire being..... block me unfollow me do whatever#idm#its just i am SICK and TIRED of everyone saying payjay or thinking payjay because THEY INTERACT LIKE TWICE IN THE TRAILOR#i am gonna CRY#love what you love it just makes me mad and angry and i just . i cant stand payjay rn. it infuriates me that it is THE MOST POPULAR SHIP#IT WOULD NOT WORK IN CANON!!!! OJ HAS LITERALLY USED PAPER MULTIPLE TIMES FOR HIS OWN GAIN#he also left him on that cactus in s1ep10 [even if he told him to.. wtf at least try to take him with you????]#dude paper did EVERYTHING for oj and what did oj do? give him some hugs and be like “thanks paper! i forgive you!!” and then go be ableist??#dude. bro.#oj triggered paper multiple times [s1ep11. s1ep13 [TWICE].]#he LITERALLY used him to win in the penultimate poll [even if paper said “nice idea!” how could he have known that he would be ok with it??]#dude. ok. i need to sit down.#i am geeking out#i am NOT ok rn i need to. i need to go do stuff.#ughhhh im sorry for the rantttt i just. i am VERY passionate about this#tldr fuck you oj and if i see payjay i will kill myself 40 times in my head over it#ghhhhgh
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I deserve a little ink. as a treat (said because im feeling drawn to squid ink completely ignoring the fact that i darken spaces when i walk into them and seep into reality as black)
#peripheral self is just so. pay attention to me today i want to do things. i do want to do things. i guess that - oh! right. the selfhood#seeking. tldr ive gotten so sick of not having a nonhuman form thats Me bc i just filter through everything i relate to and am#in individual instances but. im not. everything separately. i am everything at once. so. alright. hey Asunder you want body time#ramblings //#s //
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taylor idk who chappell roan is i think that makes me disqualified from being queer forever (←sapphic girl)
She's a musical artist! She's pretty up-and-coming right now and is seen as a wlw queer icon in the music industry, but I've never been able to get into her music even though tons of other sapphics love it. I probably just haven't given it enough of a chance. Casual is a good song though!
#big ol' personal opinions disclaimer down here in the tags. also lisia this is soooo unrelated to your question sorry lol#i also kind of hate a very specific subset of chapelle fans and i can't listen to her without thinking of them dkjfsdkjfnkdsf#which is a really stupid reason to not listen to her music and i know it but alas brains work in weird ways#i don't judge her by her fans! but i just have that tainted association. like how sometimes you feel ill after eating something#and even if that didn't cause you to be sick- you still refuse to eat it afterwards? it's like that#it's not her. she did literally nothing wrong. it's just an unfortunate little brain link that i can't get rid of#saw a couple of fans talking about toxic bisexuals and their 'inferiority complex' and that put me off of her music as a whole tbh#in regards to debates about her sexuality#one was talking about how bisexuals 'marry the patriarchy'.#quote-'bisexuals have freddy mercury. that alone is all you need' :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) i'm going to bite someone.#it's like these few specific fans were tailor made to put me off of her#unfortunately i have not gotten past that yet but if i ever can undo that brain association and enjoy her music i will let yall know ksdjks#unfortunately as of right now i am programmed to see her name and think of the (probably very few) jackasses in her fandom#just kinda made me feel unwelcome when i was trying out her music a bit more sadly#it was never her as an artist or a person. just a few idiots but it was enough#idk. i should try again though. chapelle fans. which songs should i try to start again with?#anyways i should probably stop swinging the bat at the biphobia nest lest it come back to bite me but dkjfdksjf yeah tldr she's a musician#a very talented one! just one that i cannot enjoy quite yet. i hope i can kinda defrost about it though
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Hey lime!! This ask is gonna be sad, just in case you don’t have the spoons for it rn and reading this makes it worse. Take care of yourself!!
I haven’t read the orv side stories yet (because I’m a coward) but I’ve seen some spoilers and it got me thinking.. what if this is about grief and living on with it(for the kcom). The stages of grief. With the side stories ending with acceptance. Knowing that they tried everything and in the end he was still gone.
I desperately don’t want him to be gone. But he has already been reincarnated.. and they are living somewhat happier lives than he had. I feel like I’m being selfish by wanting him to come back.
Just wanted to hear your thoughts on the whole stages of grief thing
so! i had this in my drafts for a while. trying to figure out how to word my thoughts, and maybe think of how things might go. but then the newest chapter came out, and ah! it addressed (part of) this.
they know they can't get all of kim dokja back. and they know that when someone is lost, grief cones through several steps. it's normal for humans to mourn, but eventually they would have to accept that fact and live with their absence.
that is, if they were normal. kim dokja, and kimcom, are not ordinary beings. they were saved over and over, there's no way they can just grieve normally. while acceptance may have been feasible at some point, maybe, it's clearly not the case anymore. in the same way han sooyoung said she'll write for eternity, all of kimcom are willing to be 'characters' for as long as it takes to get him back. they will not be able to move on. maybe that's not healthy, but. that's just how they are.
also, about the fragments. they are collecting the scattered fragments, but only the pieces that haven't been reincarnated into new people yet. <- also kim dokja is kinda. confirmed alive? at least some part of him..? he did leave them a note saying he'll be back (????) anyway they're not like attacking reincarnated kim dokja fragments (as of now) so there's no need to fret over that.
#tldr: kimcom will never be able to move on. how could they‚ after everything kdj has done for them?#my original answer was.. much more negative! but i am fully on the side of a happy ending#i did plan to answer this earlier but i got super sick when i did want to answer it so 😭 at least this latest ch directly mentioned grief#ask#orv side story#orv spoilers#i do recommend reading the side story!! i can't say it's happy but god is it a fun read#side story spoilers
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If u thought I died you thought incorrectly <3
Still kickin and scuttling. Like a roach
#pea art#oc Mason#oc Nick#oc Rory#oc Frankie#my art#traditional art#my ocs#ocs#oc#my oc#original character#original characters#my characters#anyways if u wanna. tldr if what the hell happened to me: had an awful autism bpd fusion meltdown episode#went from crazy anxiety depression to mania anxiety to depression again in one day#spent the entirety of the next day feeling like someone on the lamb. went on hiatus. had a conversation and came out feeling better#was meh for a day or two. felt sad for a few hours. was almost fine again and then#got actually literally sick. that’s where I am now ✌️ have a cough and the most horrid nose blowing experiences#anyways yea. I’m not diagnosed bpd but looking through literally every article and study and what have you over it made me realize that hey!#maybe. watch that or smth idk. keep it in mind less you. go insane like you did a week ago#anyways I’m just literally sick but don’t feel like I’m on an emotional roller coaster anymore so that’s cool#kinda insane to think how I literally went from crying my face off to bouncing off the walls in a few hours bsgsgsbjs#you could probably. tell from the posts I made GAHSJSBH but I’m cool now just. back to my normal procrastination shenanigans#and uh yah. back to reality op there goes gravity and what have you
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