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The horrors persist but for today at least I have homemade brownies. With browned butter even.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

I don't remember ever deciding that racism is bad, that sexism is bad, that homophobia is bad. As far back as I can remember I just knew.

The entire rest of my immediate family are trumpvoting racists. I cut off all contact with them in 2016.

Tonight I find myself wondering why I turned out different. Why aren't I like them? My brother and sister watched the same tv shows growing up. Had all the same experiences and cultural influences, the same parents. Why me and not them? How did I escape?

[keitrinkomfloukru]

Making yet another attempt to get the medicines prescribed for me on October 22, for the breathing problem I first reported on May 28.

Wish me luck.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

I could be making things in Blender instead of job hunting rn.

[rook-seidhr]

Take it to LJ you dumb fuck

I haven’t read or posted to Twitter in years. Probably five or more. So when 40404 texted me with a tweet from someone I didn’t need to hear from, saying that they’d added a fourth to their closed relationship and were wondering how long after a negative test before they could go to fluid with contraception, it was not a welcome thing.

I have now turned off notifications completely and deleted that text thread, but I am crying and feel like someone just tore my guts out with a hook.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

Well that's a bit on the nose...

[keitrinkomfloukru]

Early 20s. That sure would be nice. Nothing hurts, I can walk from the bus stop to the grocer store without breathing hard, and I have enough energy to do hobby things.

the amount of letters in your full name is now your forever age. what is it?

[keitrinkomfloukru]

rereading one of my favorite webcomics, Get Medieval, and this struck a chord.

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my utter exhaustion vs my need to go to the grocery store, fight.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

I am really really not okay rn, please share cute images and good news stories.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

In the midst of a health crisis I also have to deal with renewing my housing assistance and inspectors who don't show up on time and then 'fail' my apartment inspection because I had the temerity to be at work.

all this on top of the 'can barely afford food' thing that's been going on since October of 22.

we have GOT to do SOMETHING to make existing while poor easier. Basic income maybe idk, but something, cus i'm not sure how much longer i can hold on.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

kikplei laik gonplei. taim yu gaf kik thru, taim yu souda gon daun.

deyon ai gonplei nou ste odon.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

Almost a year of not being homeless anymore, and the sound of yard workers just outside my tent hidden in the bushes bedroom window still sends my anxiety soaring.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

god same

controversial opinion but ive suffered enough and should get everything i want for forever from now on and also im pretty cute

[keitrinkomfloukru]

"Fire alarm going off. The idiot next door must be cooking again." --my neighbors, probably.

[keitrinkomfloukru]

Holidays suck when you’re homeless. Every place is either closed or packed. There’s nowhere to sit. :(