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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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Tag drop: Aventurine.
#aventurine. [ mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing. ]#aventurine: ic. [ they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life. ]#aventurine: inquiries. [ time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets. ]#aventurine: countenance. [ now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well. ]#aventurine: introspection. [ “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest. ]#aventurine: meta. [ the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction. ]#aventurine: little notes. [ you will keep winning; having never lost before. but why you? why... must it be you? ]#aventurine: wishes. [ even if the chance of winning is close to zero. well... you can't win if you don't play; right? ]#aventurine: etc. [ the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble. ]#aventurine: ipc. [ … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want. ]#aventurine: trio. [ three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family. ]#aventurine: astral express. [ friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to. ]#aventurine: fate. [ if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it? ]#aventurine: past. [ our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha. ]#aventurine: luck. [ he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ but since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. ] immobiliter.#aventurine: jade. [ it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too. ]#aventurine: veritas ratio. [ unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here. ]#aventurine: black swan. [ nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper. ]#aventurine: sunday. [ is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion? ]#aventurine: acheron. [ only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager. ]#aventurine: v. youth. [ but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc. ]#aventurine: v. penacony. [ i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time? ]#aventurine: v. future. [ the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed. ]#tag drop#[ ... i wanted to add in a tag for robin. but i think that may have to come personalized. ]#[ /rubs hands together. lets see if any of these are broken. ]#aventurine: robin. [ so she sings; but does she dance? ] avaere.#[ okay i changed my mind-- there's a robin tag. ]
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want to cut my hair again like you wouldn't believe. What are the possible consequences of going bald
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#actually i dont mean bald i just mean all one guard length#but hhhhh maybe i'm in an awkard stage maybe not i just CANNOT live like this#middle part is frustrating because it's not perfect in the way it sits side part is frustrating because i look like a girl#i feel like i could go all in with the 4 and then sorta texture a bit with the 2 guard HOWEVER having used the 4 previously. i know#how short that is. it might not look good so i worry#the bright side is it would grow out a bit by the time of the parade but augh i hate this#i'm currently a tightly wound ball of rage sorry. i didn't eat much of anything 2day#tried to call the hospital to get help with the letter/consulation thing preceding top surgery and they were NOT OPEN so idk if they will#be open tomorrow or not. the passage of time has gotten very vague all of a sudden#iiiiiii do not think i am doing well. lol. idk why though! god forbid any of it have a reason#i almost wish i'd relapse just so i could like. eat food again#idk i don't think it would solve it but i feel in my heart it might make things easier#buuuut because relapse is Bad For Me i guess i have to avoid it. well i want to anyways.#one bad day would not a reset make but my previous day happened this year already so...#i dunno it's been so long that i feel like it's not valid or whatever cause it was at an age where i can say it was a 'phase'#.............. i dunno what to do with that information. anyways.#i mean so what if i went all in on it again anyways? i kinda miss it lol. it's not like i could do any serious harm??#(potential infections aside.)#i just want to be creative and i CANT because my stupid brain will NOT think of anything#and the majority of what i have concretely written of this was written... get this .... right when i was trying to stay clean at first#correlation does not equal causation ........ sighs#i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle because i WANT IT to be that bad again#i've never really regretted it & it's never really been because of anything#i just started because i was curious about why someone would do that. that's all#i dont think i've EVER had any of the mental distress i see people in when theyre in these spaces#in one journal entry i made this big deal about wanting to kill myself but *i didn't want to*. i never did.#like sorry old me but it is REALLY hard to believe i've ever been depressed depressed#i just want things to be better and they never are :/ this should be everything i wanted and its just ... not#i'm not really sure how to ....... oh tag limit ok hold on
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tomorrow-me's gonna hate tonight-me, part 3522
(an incoherent work-related rant in the tags, read if you will but it's boring lol)
#due to bus schedules i go to work every morning almost two hours before my actual work starts#and i always use this time to plan the day's lessons etc.#(in case someone's somehow missed this i'm a language teacher 👩🏫)#which is convenient but often i underestimate how much time i'm gonna need#and so i end up in a race against time to finish everything before i actually need to be ready (=my classes start)#so far i am yet to go to class without having prepared all the stuff. more or less at least lol#but it really sucks to have this rushed feeling to everything 😩#and so every single fucking day i'm like ''when i get home i'll do this and this so that i can for once be ahead of myself''#but the second i actually get home i'm like ''...nah 🙂''#because goddammit i'm HOME pls don't make me work there 😭#but some stuff i just don't have the time to do at work. such as marking student essays 😟#at least that i COULD do at home if i wasn't so protective of my free time 🤧#but lesson planning? lots of the materials are at the school anyway#so that's sort of my excuse to NOT do any of that at home but. sometimes i know i should 🤡#because tomorrow-me would appreciate it#however tonight-me tends to be a lazy fucker who wants to just imagine blorbo nonsense or stare at a wall doing nothing 😭#i have regrets about this career choice lol don't become a teacher kids istg
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#i need someone to talk to... or to stop me from doing something i'm going to really regret tomorrow#today i missed some shit that really hurt me#and to top it off i replied to a months-old forgotten message from my ex who wasn't my ex#so now I want to send a message to someone I haven't spoken to in a long time#but it's not going to end well#arghhhh *biting my wrists*#i was doing well these last few months but then these fucking symptoms of the disorder want to destroy everything
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𝐂𝐗𝐕𝐋. Following with the post series of breaking down a bit every AQ in which Dain appears, here is the first part of AQ: We Will Be Reunited. Given its length and more density in what I find interesting to comment, I'll be splitting this in two or three posts.
✦ For all the centuries Dain has been thwarting the Abyss Order's plans, he claims that he has never seen an inverted Statue of the Seven holding Abyssal power in its hands before, although he did have his suspicions on the matter.
✧ ◜There are no coincidence in the world. Everything is the fruit of seeds planted long ago. [...] Time is just waiting for those seeds to sprout. [...] The connection between the Abyss Mages and the Ruin Guards is by no means incidental. Rather, they are both branches that have grown out and up from the same roots below.◞
I think that these quotes are the first time he ever teases his connection to Irminsul as a Bough Keeper. But putting this aside, and as I discussed briefly in the previous post about AQ: Dainsleif, this cements even further that it is possible to know if something is preordained through Irminsul and make educated guesses of what may happen in the future, just as Fontaine's prophecy was actually carved in Irminsul a very long time ago. This, alongside the established power that Irminsul may or may not provide of foreseeing events to happen in the future solidifies even more that Dain's appearances aren't coincidental either and are product of either estimations of his own or direct clues of a time and place where something will happen.
✦ ◜Khaenri'ah was a nation without a god— not because it had a god that died or abandoned them, but because it never had a god to begin with. It was a powerful nation built purely by humans, an unprecedented flourishing and glorious civilization— it was the pride of humankind. [...] 500 years ago, the gods descended upon the world and brought desolation to Khaenri'ah. The "pride of humankind" was uprooted and crushed, like a weed removed from the garden of the gods...◞
It's interesting to revisit this explanation about Khaenri'ah after a significant amount of time without doing so. Mainly because I have read in the past countless of times people saying that Dain is biased in regards of Khaenri'ah and, while he, himself, admits to have his own opinions and is not above falling into subjectivity, this description is strangely objective. As someone who advocates for everyone being masters of their own fate and praises the heights people and creatures alike can reach without the aid of the gods and in view of the way humans were treated and "babied", what those who built Khaenri'ah did was praiseworthy. So much that it attracted even the gods' attention to mimic some of the things they did for themselves (Guizhong is a clear example of this, and so is Ei who created Kabukimono and later Raiden Shogun via the Art of Khemia confirmed in one of Wanderer's stories as a point of interest for Dottore to replicate himself). There isn't any moment that alludes to him pitying the Abyss Order too as I've read in many instances people saying. Overall, he says two things here that are entirely accurate:
Khaenri'ah's magnificence could be considered the peak of humankind for doing it themselves without gods and the gods destroyed the nation.
✧ ◜After the destruction of Khaenri'ah, these masterless "Field Tillers" went completely out of control. They wandered aimlessly over the centuries, gradually spreading to every corner of Teyvat. Perhaps resonating with the sorrow of other civilizations lost to time, they found their way to various ruins across the land, where they lie dormant.◞
It's interesting the thought that these automatons, as they began to be built with Abyssal energy as their sustenance, have some manner of sentience because of just that of echoes of the past that still surround these ancient civilizations. This wouldn't be far-fetched at all as Kazuha's quest shed light on the possibility that even a sword can gain some sentience and be possessed by the Abyssal darkness, but still have its own divided part untouched by its negativity.
◜Once you understand more, those details won't mean much. But no matter their past, all that remains of them now is the danger they pose... so destroy them all.◞
This quote here in conjunction with the moment of empathy Dain showed for these Ruin Guards is worth mentioning as well as it can be easily extrapolated to Abyss Order creatures (I'll touch more on this when I reach to AQ: Requiem of the Echoing Depths) and it feels like he had a hard time to come to terms with this, despite how much he can feel for the automatons and most likely Abyss Order creatures that were once humans, that he has to do what must be done nevertheless and that a tragic background doesn't erase the current situation of both automatons and Abyss Order members.
#◟༺✧༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊#it's also getting late#and I should go to sleep soon#tomorrow I have an exam#so I'll need to revise it before it's time#but I have no regrets of revisiting this scene by scene#and see everything he has to say#while putting it into context given the additional lore#we've been getting in later patches#I found a new pet peeve of mine#in regards of part of the fandom's take on Dain can you tell#specially regarding on their so-called “bias” towards Khaenri'ah#and extrapolating that to the Abyss Order#or whatever shenanigans that seem to be popular#like he serving the Abyss Twin or K.aeya#if he were to choose Khaenri'ah over Mondstadt#it should be an understatement by now but#we close our eyes in this house at those takes#they don't exist
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“The suns’ positions change as we walk,” Praedyth notices while they are tearing their way through a grove of tangled shrubbery. Elsie’s sword hisses with every strike, leaving a trail of branches and charred vines in its wake. “It’s like we’re physically moving through the day.”
The sky above them is azure-pink now, bright with aurora. Streaks of orange haze span across it in irregular patterns, seeming almost separate to the suns’ placement or the physics of how their rays should disperse. The result comes off as something like a conceptual approximation of daybreak, rather than a quirky but nonetheless naturally occurring phenomenon.
Chapter nine: Northwards
#‘i regret nothing’ she said regretting everything#i’m sorry it took almost a year. i’ll post chapter 10 tomorrow as a consolation prize#my fics#come in time#destiny 2#the black garden#exo stranger#praedyth
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things i am missing for a 90/90 full blizzard strayer triple crowned ayaka with 90/90 mistsplitter reforged:
14 bloodjade branches
3 golden branches of distant sea
69 philosophies of elegance
ayaka
the mistsplitter reforged
#tomorrow ill get another 2 bloodjade branches and the last 3 golden#tuesday ill get more philosophies#and Hopefully Ayaka Also#mistsplitter reforged is unlikely BUT even if i DONT get it ill get the#amenoma kageuichi <- had to look it up i always forget how to spell it#and i have everythign i need to get that to 90/90#plus everything i need to forge it#philosophies are my greatest enemy but tbf i also need another like 2.6 million mora for the triple crown anyways and a lot of the-#-philosophies are for that so.#okay just looked it up#for 9/9/9 i needddd#another 500k mora roughly#another 21 philosophies#and another 6 branches#so over the next 4 weeks i should be able to get that#and then in the time it takes to get the last branches i might actually have enough mora and philosophies for the crownings#i unlocked azhdaha SO FUCKING LATE and i kinda regret that but at the same time.#the weeklies forcing me to space out leveling talents does really help with letting me focus on other shit and giving me time to build more#mora#rather than having almost everything i need and being forced to sit and wait for the cash money to roll in#and by sit and wait i mean do quest after quest but yknow#aly.genshin
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while i have known for a while that this new job in the clinic would almost certainly take up time on my (up until now) free wednesdays, yesterday when they told me they still weren't sure when i'd be starting i thought that meant that i would probably still have tomorrow off. today was already stressful bc of an exam tonight and then i got an email right before seeing a client that they want me to start at 10am tomorrow (and work 8-5 weds going forward after) and i just. i hate change lol. i knew this was coming but not this soon and today when i was already stressed about other stuff... i'm just not having a great time rn
#i feel like i've been scrambling ever since i moved and i haven't been able to catch my breath yet#some of that is my own poor decisions tbf#but this was out of my control and feels frustrating#last minute changes and my brain do not mix well!!! i get so irrationally upset#anyway the exam went okay i think#i just had really looked forward to relaxing after the exam and now i need to get a lot more work done tonight#since i won't have the time tomorrow before it's due#at least i'll start getting paid soon#j.txt#also my activity feed really is fully unusable now#i tried scrolling down to get to where it was this morning and i scrolled for forever and couldn't get there#i don't regret the poll but i do wish i could cordon off responses lol#i wanna look at them sometimes not all the time and to the exclusion of everything else
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auuuugh
#i cant breathe bc of my stupid sinuses and im finally tucked into bed and i cant sleep bc of it#and also the anxiety#im not as funny irl what if mason and amber and any other of ylas friends dont like me. i know the answer i am training myself to feel is#life will carry on and continue#and youll regret not doing it if you don't#but im still like. i want her friends to like me#i want everything to go well#i want to breathe through my nose again#i can straight up taste blood in the back of my throat yay <3#im try to sleep now for the clopen tomorrow. i rly am doing those shifts#pulling those shifts every day 👍#i didnt finish my zine tonight so i have to tomorrow 👍#im so funny online. and in real life actually. but sometimes the anxiety gets me. i shall be Calm and Collected and i shall get myself a#sleepy medication so i can sleep my way through most of the first flight to lax and then i can be awake for the last half of the flight and#i have to stop planning stuff#ihave to go to sleep. just dew it#next time im going to plan a trip with more flexibility though. i rly said if everything goes perfectly then there will be no problems so#itll be alright
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$80 is a lot of money....
#im thinking about buying a new tablet#anyone i try to cry at will just tell me to buy it but i dont trust their advice#because its all 'but you want it right' and like yeah but i also want hot running water#and one is more important#and yeah i have money in my account but will i still have it tomorrow? will i regret it? idk idk idk#i thought $50 was gonna be a guiltymaking amount but i didnt see anything so i went to 60#and mom said no look this is the newest system#and im like mom its the same tablet just $10 more#but it comes with a free keyboard#idk idk idk idkkkkkkkkk#just freaking out over nothing and everything#litterally brought about by a panic attack over the fact I'm blowing off my hobbies to spend more time with mom#she's not doing great so. you know. i love her and shit.#ughhhhhhhh I'm probably gonna get it i just gotta stop crying first
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why do applications feel like your soul is being lightly roasted at 180C
#I’m applying for. a thing that is very much a once in a lifetime opportunity. and I don’t know if I want to do it.#like I cannot overstate how huge this could actually be#the problem is I don’t know if I actually wanna do it. and I can’t tell if that’s for good or bad reasons#the worst part is I actually have a decent shot. it’s far from certain this is gonna be competitive as hell but I can Do This. theoretically#and on top of that my current boss and HIS boss have connections there that they said they would talk to. I didn’t ask. and I feel like I’m#gonna wither away into a tiny little ball and float off#i know that almost everything is gotten by connections now and I’m only HERE on the fucking poor kids scholarship already that’s why I have#this internship in the first place but oh my god. oh my god.#it’s a three year long thing. that’s so much time. and it’s so much work. it’s work I can do in theory and they’d help me but#god I don’t know how to feel abt this#it’s also a field which I’m definitely interested in but in a way where I’m not sure if I’m That interested yknow. but I think I also am?#I’m terrified that I won’t like it and I realise I don’t want it but get offered it and cannot turn it down bc of how big it is#genuinely the worst part of this is I have a shot. my boss’ boss recommended it to me and she’s fucking insane#I have the draft ideas for what I think is a decent application I just gotta write it but again. it feels like I’m dying.#but I gotta do it by Thursday and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#I’m terrified and I think it’s also something I can’t not put an application in for or I’ll regret it. so I’m going to do it scared.#I’m going to do it sososososo scared. like. literally had to stave off a panic attack at work after talking to my boss abt it today.#I haven’t had one of those in a while#if any of you are reading this and have the space to talk abt this rn pls text me i know I’m allowed but I didn’t wanna bug anyone rn#okay. it’s 10:30. I think I can let myself do this tomorrow. and I’m working from home so I will do it on the clock <3#for now I’m allowing myself to think abt dnd.#luke.txt
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There's also the impulse to be like "women ain't shit" but that's a lie I love our women. Not women as a whole's fault that one of them turned out a selfish bastard of a coward.
I just need to find a woman who doesn't treat me like That. Get me a good butch. I need me a good butch.
#speculation nation#id love a good butch who can pick me up and help move my furniture#and who is so sweet and treats me like im someone valuable (& not immediately replaceable ...)#the bar is actually so low. god why do i keep ending up dating assholes?#ex before this ex wasnt an asshole. i was the asshole in that situation.#but that's where the whole. wanting to find someone right for me comes in.#god 'ex' really is such a vague term for me. i got bad ex goth ex uhh other good ex but still sucked#nothingburger exes 1 2 3 4#and the gay awakening ex who i really shouldve given more attention to but unfortunately i was a stupid 16 year old#and broke up with her for my bad ex. alas.#and then theres milquetoast ex and uhmmm. well i actually dont know what im going to label my most recent one.#i dont think it's fully sunk in yet what happened. bc it really was so sudden.#i last saw her on thursday and everything was normal and nice. just like pretty much the whole of the 6 months with her.#and then she started hanging out with the coworker i guess. and the rest is history.#i think she lied about being busy spending time with friends to excuse why she was so distracted on the weekend.#she was probably busy spending time with that girl. who she apparently feels like shes suffocating if shes not in the same room as her#it does suck in a lot of ways. but also with her friends. i was trying rly hard to spend time with them and be liked by them.#one of them's moving into my building this next year. across from my unit. so i wonder how thats gonna go.#my ex mentioned how she'd be spending twice as much time here then just last saturday.#and now. well. like fuck she's coming in here anymore. but i wonder if i'll see her going to visit her friend.#id been kind of excited for it. looking forward to spending time with a neighbor too. but probably not anymore.#i do wonder what her friends will think. i hope she tells them the truth and they chew her out for being such an asshole.#literally breaking up with me over text. who fucking does that??? she didnt have the guts to hear me cry???#i'll make sure she sees the full force of my displeasure when she drops my gifts off tomorrow.#she used to like how rough around the edges i am. well she's gonna see just how rough around the edges i Really am.#i kind of. dont really want to see her. but i also do. i want her to look me in the face and talk to me#to see who it is she's dropping. to see how it has affected me. even if she didnt see my heartbreak as it happened.#i laid into her Hard so she knew just how badly she hurt me. so that she would feel even a fraction of my hurt.#so she would feel Guilty. she apologized over and over. said she knew she'd regret it. but she just Had to do it.#'this will be my life's regret' then why'd you do it? fucking impulsive dumbass. what bullshit.
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Wanting to be in a relationship but not being able to bring yourself to hurdle all the reasons your brain tells you not to be in one is weird.
#It's like being cold but not wanting to put on a coat for whatever reason#I need to sleep#gottta do stuffff tomorrow#it gon rain :(#at least it wont be hot#But like yeah#my brain keeps telling me to wait for the perfect time and telling me that everyone else has their shit together and I'm the only imperfect#one#I tend to believe my brain and ignore my heart#sorry for the random post#I totally am not laying on a couch at 1am on a Saturday thinking about how nice it would be to have a person to go through life with.#People keep telling me I should have “relationships” before I get too old#biological clock and all! Can't get time back!#but yet my brain is like naaaaaah#just.. Don't. It'll be fine. You won't have MASSIVE regrets over that decision.#Wait until everything is perfect and it won't be too late or anything!#my father is 75 and im worried he's gonna pass away soon and that I wont have my life “together” before then.#Post isn't about anyone particular
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#having A Time tonight#super very emotional talk with my dad and sister#said some things i shouldn't have and im regretting saying anything at all#i really should have just apologized and shut the fuck up#instead i got the knowledge that i cannot tell my dad anything in confidence#and tgat even my siblings can see my parents treat me differently#like to the point where if i pissed off one of my parents enough they wanted to kick me out my other parent wont stop them#literally something my sibling brought up#and what am i doing tomorrow? immediately backtracking and apologizing for everything!#because yes i was abused and neglected but i hurt my dads feelings and made my mom angry so i need to say sorry#honestly i just need to keep it all in until i can get out of here#just wait until then and i wont ever have to speak with them ever again#might still talk ti my dad but idk probably not. i think im too upset with him rn to make that decision#i mean he did pretty much tell ms to my face that he will always side with my mother so#i want out someone help me please#i need a job a place to stay and some way to get places (i cant drive)#just a little bot longer and my schooling will be done and i will have my license and i can work#i cant wait im so excited to work again and be able yo save up and LEAVE
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なみしぐさ / Gesture of the Waves | Yojiro Noda
「絶対」なんて 簡単に口にしてはいけないことを 知ってはいるけど 君以外の誰に使えというの? 「絶対」の意味を い��か君に聞かれたとしたら 迷わずに言うよ ここにあるこの気持ちのことだと 次はどんな二人で生まれよう 恋人なのか、はたまた 無二の友か 君とならば どんな二人も 生きてみたい 抱きしめてみたい
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Don’t use ‘never’ or ‘forever’ so casually, as nothing truly is Yet, with whom else but you do I find myself in certainty? If one day, you ask me, ‘What is for sure?’ Straightaway, I’d say it’s this feeling that’s here now What would we be in our next lives? Would we be lovers or friends for life? With you, either would do I want to live as two, I will embrace
#なみしぐさ#gesture of the waves#野田洋次郎#yojiro noda#パレード#the parades#音楽#gif#my gifs#march madness has a whole new meaning this year#completely unrelated to basketball - just the utter chaos of this godforsaken month#only a few things getting me through it#the quick weekend trip to chicago with mirte#(before she heads home 🥲)#and ofc all the radwimps news !#the interviews ! blt live dvd ! the tourrrrr !!!!!#and this heartwrenching yet hopeful mv#having okudaira-san as the focal point#reprising his role of ryo#really seemed to tie everything together & make it that much more meaningful#the single shot up until the title screen was really cool too#but yeah#thinking a lot about yojiro's commentary on the film & regrets in particular#how it's not necessarily a bad thing to have them bc they can be evidence of relationships we've formed & fostered#maybe it's ok to have a few if it leads to a fuller life#also! i think it's crazyyy how he spent what sounds like every free moment working on this soundtrack in between touring 😭#in a way experiencing his own parade all around the world#i just hope he's taking some time for himself too#seems like the latam tour has been super fun so far tho#hope everyone has just as much fun during the rest of their travels & at tomorrow's show :)
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