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Y'all wanna see something I'll never finish? [It took me 5 hours] also small blood warning and spoilers for Objectified
It's really ugly
It's so bad uh.. how do I tag this?
#objectified comic#wtdw#i guess#Frick#do i put tag warnings? uhm...#tw blood#?#lollipop wtdw#uhg#i don't know what is going on help#harlp#time to disappear forever
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hes gonna be soooo embarrassed when he wakes up
#lmk#lego monkie kid#sun wukong lmk#six eared macaque lmk#my art#shadowpeach#sun wukong#six eared macaque#i havent posted art in forever and boom. hey guys#i got lazy w rendering. teehee#ok time to disappear again
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HELLOOOOOOO i got super into vocaloid (GIANT EXPLOSION)
#sorry for disappearing!!!!! i had some personal stuff going on#and wasnt feeling good at all :( but i am back now B) hello#the last one is a redraw of a symphony keychain i want it soooo bad#IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO VOCALOID BUT NOT LIKE. TO AN INSANE DEGREE LIKE I AM RN#AUUUUAAAUUUHGHGHG#i love gumi btw ive been listening to a lot of gumi and luka songs THEYRE AWESOME#hoping that my brainrot lasts a long time LOL#i want to be sick in the head over an interest again + theres so much to vocaloid#liek ill be here for forever#EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO LOVE ANATOMIA BTW#BUT ANYWAY YEA THATS ABOUT IT OK BYEREEEEE#vocaloid#kasane teto#megurine luka#gumi megpoid#kaito#kagamine len#hatsune miku#初音ミク#巡音ルカ#鏡音レン#カイト#重音テト#felix art
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a beautiful sight 🌟 concavenator
gonna be the last art of this year. it was a tough one, but with a glimpse of hope for the future, for which i'm really grateful. i've done a lot of art this year, personal and for the studio too. manifesting next year to be a dream come true (please let me be happy and free) happy new year everyone! 💙
#strangely this art for me is about the past and the future at the same time#a ghost of the past?#a sign of a happy future?#or just hope?#depends on how u see it#ah as usual my personal paleoart is about dinosaurs and my silly delusions :D#i wish i could see that in person. i'd probably cry for days#a pretty ghostly dinosaur silhouette in the fog. that is here for a second. and then disappears forever#making u think did i really see that or it's just my imagination#things...................#anyway!#barghestland#paleoland#paleoart#art#artists on tumblr#concavenator
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girl help the people I have been friendly to irl want to keep being friendly
#when the consequences of my own actions.....#why is it so different online and i like speaking to the people here but in my own face to face life i am like i need to become a Tree#time to disappear forever! 👌
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more of chayanne getting so close to forever to greet him because I AM WEAK.
#qsmp#qsmp forever#qsmp chayanne#im looking forward for the next time those two can speak like. in a more peaceful context#due to their talk pre eggs disappearing#i need it to happen so much cause like wow
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Complicated Relationship with God (As Seen Through Lyrics in the Character's Playlist)
#my art#wc#weirdos class#seth#hes SO weird abt religion it drives me insaaaane every time i listen to his playlist im like aughhhh#the complicated relationship is basically 'god never answered my prayers im done trying to believe. i shall take his place#and burn this whole place to the ground to create a new world' hes not okay if u were wonderin <3#anyways. this collage is an epic rama vulnerable moment ( i am very reluctant to share what music i like beyond certain bands)#(its bc i got made fun of so much for my bad taste </3 so now im embarrassed abt every single thing i like)#showing someone music i enjoy is like. such a big thing for me its like. im entrusting u w rama secrets...#and if ur mean or dismissive i WILL be sads forever. that applies here btw <3#if any1 is mean abt my lyric choices ill. delete my blog and disappear off the internet forever. okay?#HOWEVER on the same vein. ur invited to tell me if u know the songs...and if u know more than 5 of them we shall have a summer wedding
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something kinda foul about being an adult that nobody warned me about is how often i’d do something that i really really don’t want to do, i am not talking about like the laundry but sometimes at work i take on a task that is like completely unnecessary and doesn’t benefit anyone or anything and is just clearly something to pad numbers or make a leader look good and i just. Do it. because i have to, because i need to keep the job, because i can’t get fired, etc and it not only is a useless waste of everyone’s time but i personally feel rotten because i have so much less control over very small details of my life as an adult than i ever thought i would. like if i cant say no to this small task then who am i. what am i doing. don’t work in corporate
#also worst of all is when the tasks add up and you realize you have done nothing actually useful for years and years#i mean at least im getting paid but it would be nice to be idk actually performing a service? actually helping somehow? not wasting my one#wild and beautiful life on earth doing things that no one really needs or cares about?#and then you get laid off by algorithm and all the energy you put into anything for all these years and years just? disappears forever???#don’t work a corporate job!!!!!#it will kill your soul!!!!!!#im trying to leave but the market is so bad rn what if im stuck here forever#time to reblog 1000000 posts about thanatos to help me cope with the horror of being alive
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I feel weird giving out unprompted permission statements because I'm making a big assumption that anyone's going to want to use my work. That said I also know people do like to build on other people's art and can't always work up the nerve to ask, so: Anyone is free to use this design if they want to for any reason- I don't own this character anyway. (Although I am hopeful that you do not, you know, monetize it, because i cant do that and if you do that its not fair ;_; ) Feel free to remix, improve, use as basic inspiration, etc. I would appreciate a tag/mention if you use it so I can see what you did!
This design has evolved a little since I first started drawing it, and I will see people reblogging the original design notes and think 'oh no! those are out of date and I don't have new/accurate ones!'
Reblogging the old one is still an honor- and the first take on a design just sometimes has a different appeal because it's less refined and more chaotic (especially with a character that should be chaotic), so I suspect some people will just prefer the older drawings & they'll still get shared, which is great! But I felt as if the project was a little bit incomplete without an update, since I think I've reached the point where if you see that old post & then come to my blog and look at my current content, there's a noticeable difference.
Also I kind of like making design notes.
If anyone's wondering why things changed, the answer's really simple- 90% of it is just the result of him settling into having more consistent anatomy and facial structure so that I can keep him looking accurate across different angles and poses. If you look at the old drawings you may notice that Gollum has an inconsistently shaped squishy head. That's fine for a concept post but doesn't work as well for maintaining him across different comic panels or in an animatic, at least not the way I work.
In the same vein, while my art is still & will always be heavily stylized, I started giving him more structured semi-sorta-realistic anatomy so that he wouldn't look entirely out of place next to less bizarre-looking characters such as Aragorn. (I feel that's also helpful in nudging Gollum into the uncanny valley where he ought to be, rather than leaving him so abstractified that there's a risk you won't see anything wrong with him having noodle arms.) He also acquired the new-style 'garbage bag' outfit because I found a reference in LOTR to his arms and legs being bare/exposed (it's in one of my favorite passages, the 'an eagle would think Gollum was dead if it came by right now' passage in The Two Towers):
Not even an eagle poised against the sun would have marked the hobbits sitting there, under the weight of doom, silent, not moving, shrouded in their thin grey cloaks. For a moment he might have paused to consider Gollum, a tiny figure sprawling on the ground: there perhaps lay the famished skeleton of some child of Men, its ragged garment still clinging to it, its long arms and legs almost bone-white and bone-thin: no flesh worth a peck.
#long post#blobart#lotr#lotr gollum#lotr fan redesign#i really do love that passage because it says so much and implies more#sam and frodo are sitting there invisible because they are being protected by the gift of love and honor galadriel gave them#gollum who has been busting his butt to hide all of his life#issplatted out there like a frog entirely exposed. he has nowhere to hide and no protection- not even proper clothing#and even a carrion bird would think he was 1) dead 2) of no value#...and then we have tolkien drawing the allusion to a starved/abandoned child#it's eerie and deeply empathetic at the same time#It's also funny. why would there be an eagle here pondering gollum#same energy as 'a fox wondered why these hobbits were bobbling around in the woods' and then the fox disappears forever#also same energy as 'there was a thrush nearby. bilbo was in such a bad mood that he tried to kill it'#body horror#eye horror#unsanitary/#bones?....#tw: gollum#there#I will be doing a morning reblog of this because i only do this once every two years so postblock it if once was enough
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Having fun with no strings attached, hm?
@eyenaku HI IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR HOW LATE THIS IS BUT I WAS YOUR SECRET SANTA AND HERE'S YOUR GIFT HHHH
id in alt and under the cut!
[id: a shaded and colored drawing of harlequin sun, columbine y/n, and pierrot moon standing around a carousel coyote.
going from left to right; harlequin sun has a gold, six pointed jester hat resembling sunrays, with a bell at the end of each point. he's wearing a black mask with a line through it following his crescent. his eyes are simple white dots on a gray-ish sclera. sun has large blue and red ruffles around his neck, with a blue frill under the ruffles. he's wearing a blue, long sleeved shirt covered in alternating red and yellow diamonds, with blue ribbons wrapped around his wrists with a single bell on each. he has a barely visible blue hip drape, that sits on top of his red jester pants. he's hanging off of the carousel pole, and standing leaned over with a bent knee to look at Columbine. his other arm hangs limply at his side.
Columbine themselves has their curly brown hair pulled up into a half-bun, with a crown of white pointsettias behind their bangs. large triangle shaped earrings hang from their ears, and they have long wavy eyelashes with brown eyes, a small amount of blush and brown lipstick. they have brown eyes with large black pupils and a small white dot in the center of each pupil. around their shoulders is a large fur half jacket, held together by a sparkly moon shaped clasp. they have long, fluffy pink sleeves with blue ribbons wrapped around their wrist. while most of columbine's dress is obscured by the wrap, a gold band can be seen underneath, with then flows into their dress skirt. the skirt is blue on the outside, with an inner strip of pink bordered with red ruffles. they're sitting on the carousel animal, with both arms extended. one is held out and the other is resting on moon's face. they have a smile on their face and their head is tilted slightly towards moon while they look over at sun.
the coyote is multiple shades of brown, starting out dark on the back and getting lighter towards the white underbelly and muzzle. the inside of the coyote's fluffy ears are also white. the coyote is standing in a half running pose, with one paw pulled up. each paw is wrapped in flowing red ribbons with two bells on each leg. a red bridle and rein sits on the coyote's face, held together with a star shaped metal piece. the bridle is embroidered with simple green and gold floral patterns. a long golden pole extends from the coyote's shoulders.
pierrot moon is entirely black and white, and he wears a long nightcap with two black puffs on the tail and one at the very tip of the cap. he has large eyelashes and three jester stripes cutting through his black eyes. he has a single white dot in the center of his eyes. he also wears large neck ruffles with fluffy black trim. his shirt resembles a long sleeved pajama shirt, with black trim. his wrist is wrapped in black ribbon. he has a black band around his waist and he wears plain white jester pants. he's looking at Columbine with his hand on top of theirs, holding it to his face. he has one eye closed and he has a large smile on his face with black lipstick over his smile. he's standing mostly behind Columbine, but he's leaning slightly to the side.
the background is a blurred carousel at night, with glowing golden lights. the entire image is covered in white sparkles. end id.]
#hi im absolutely mortified by how late this is#im SO sorry that this took so long i genuinely hope you enjoy this!!#your au is gorgeous btw i love it so much#disappears off tumblr forever after this one omg#it would've taken me even longer but i made myself get to a decent stopping point bc id already taken so much time i didnt have dlkfjl#pantomime au#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#eyenaku#dcass2023
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sits up in bed. so lana and ema definitely thought they were responsible for edgeworth "choosing death", right?
(the rest of this post was supposed to go in the tags, because it's not very well organised or written, but it got too long so. here are the slightly edited tags for your reading pleasure (or otherwise)):
i was going to make this solely about ema because she's the obvious one with her open adoration of edgeworth, but the thing about rfta is that it goes to great lengths to emphasise the connection between lana and edgeworth as well.
the sl-9 incident showed that lana grows attached to people deeply, hence angel starr's comment on how, when neil marshall died, 'she (lana) felt like her own brother had died.' with edgeworth, i think it was similar but worse. because he's not just a coworker or subordinate who's dear to her. he saved her life. and it cost him his own.
at the beginning of the case, edgeworth says he was mistaken for thinking that lana was always looking out for him post sl-9 (a statement interesting on its own because that's when everyone else says she grew distant), and, later on, he brings ema fingerprinting powder because lana asked him to. then, of course, there's the 'lady luck' comment he makes.
similarly, on lana's side, you obviously have the end of the trial when she says he did well, but there's also that additional moment post-trial where she's the only one to notice — in a group comprising her, ema, phoenix and gumshoe — that he's 'hiding', listening to their conversation. point is, there's enough to suggest that she might have been the nearest thing edgeworth had to a mia; his 'chief prosecutor' to phoenix's plain 'chief'. they're as close as two people can be in a relationship where one of them is constantly lying and the other is von karma's star pupil.
rfta is pretty straightforwardly depicted as the case which solidified edgeworth's resolve to do what he did; i don't think i have to prove that. rumours about him have reached new heights, his car and knife were involved in goodman's murder, he makes an unprecedented mistake in court by failing to connect the evidence room and carpark incidents, thus forcing the chief of police to enter the trial to do so himself, and he's publicly revealed to have relied on falsified evidence to secure a conviction in the sl-9 case, all of which only happened because of lana. jake marshall even claims that from the beginning — that if you trace edgeworth's rumours back to their source, you end up meeting one person: lana skye.
and it gets worse because at the end of rfta, she thinks he's fine!! she literally says, 'i was afraid the pressure would break you, but you rose above it,' and reminds him he's nothing like gant because he's not alone. she leaves the case thinking he will be okay. and then, what, like a week passes, and she finds out that he wasn't, and that he's gone, and it's her fault. even after she was freed from gant's control, even after she had finally stopped lying, she couldn't prevent herself from claiming another life. so much for 'lady luck', i suppose.
and the game reiterates this multiple times. gumshoe states at the start that edgeworth's ties to those higher up in the department have made him the subject of constant rumours, and phoenix says (in front of ema) that he shouldn't be held responsible for the forged evidence because that was all lana's doing, which then leads to edgeworth commenting (again in front of ema) that he feels as though 'something inside him has died.' it all goes back to lana. we can argue and say that it was technically gant's doing that caused all of this, but lana still took actions that led to it. even her complicated friendship with edgeworth isn't spared; it's that closeness between them that exacerbated those rumours. how could she not feel responsible in some way?
and with ema, it's rather obvious, isn't it? if she hadn't gone poking her nose into things, none of this would have happened or come to light. and, of course, she'd never choose anyone over her sister, not for anything in the world — it's simply not a question, but that's the problem, isn't it? it's not a question. it's not some hypothetical moral dilemma. it just is. she may not have killed neil marshall, but she still has one king of prosecutor's blood on her hands. and now she has to live with that. she just. has. to live with it. no matter if he chose otherwise.
moving on from that a little, i think it's actually wild how much of ema's journey to becoming a forensics investigator is paved with bad memories. neil marshall's death and her subsequent inability to testify are what drives her to begin pursuing it, her first proper investigation results in her idol's "death" and when she finally graduates, the person who saved her sister has been disbarred, and she can't even help because she isn't allowed to. all that pain and constant pursuit of her goals, and she's still the same ema skye, still that girl shrouded in darkness, always one step behind the truth, one step a little too late. no wonder she was angry in aa:aj. i would be furious.
#and then like a year later they find out edgeworth's fine and if that happened to me i think i would kill him fr#WKSHDKAHDKS#lana skye#ema skye#miles edgeworth#the skye sisters' relationship with one dramatic depressed prosecutor is something that can be so personal...#ive literally never thought this much about lana or ema ever. they never occupy my thoughts but somehow.#everyone else: man edgeworth's vanishing must have had a real impact on franziska and phoenix. me: what about these 2 side characters who#technically only appeared once in the whole trilogy. in a dlc. what about them.#it's actually so interesting how much lana is set up to be important to edgeworth. phoenix even says she reminds him of mia and when i#first read that i was like ??? bc of the scarf? there's more to mia than a scard phoenix. but then you pay attention to how she interacts#with edgeworth and it's like oh. i see it now. and then she disappears forever.#mind you i dont think she or ema were like. destroyed by the news of edgeworth's supposed passing. not in the way phoenix was anyway.#for better or worse both lana and ema are shown to have a tight hold over themselves emotionally speaking. lana keeps a lid on them for#years and ema is told she might have killed neil by accident and is functional after a brief faint and recess. like those women are strong.#but i do think it would have had a deep impact regardless of how well they were able to cope. like i've said i dont see how it wouldnt.#anyway this concludes my rfta moment. time to go back to being unable to say a thing about susato-san even though she occupies my every#waking moment. if you read all this ily <3#it's also past midnight so if this is all a bit everywhere im sorry
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once again kazuha continues to be the only good turkish rep in genshin despite literally being from fantasy japan
#01#Every time i open the character menu and see dori i get pissed the fuck off god i hope she disappears forever in the next patch
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hhhhhghgg... jason grace thoughts... [my telekinetic powers make every wall in my house explode]
#jason grace#during the time after the titan war and before the events of the lost hero there was a that period of 3-4 months when leo and piper were#under the influence of the Mist and believed they were spending time with jason. right? yeah okay so#jason is still at camp jupiter but occasionally he has blackouts in which he is sort of present in the wilderness school with leo and piper#when he comes back he thinks theyre just like#weird dreams or whatever#but they feel real and he starts to remember specific moments and behaviors with the two strangers in his dreams#however#by the time jason wakes up on the bus. he obviously has no recollection of his life#or those weird blackouts that happened all the way up to his disappearance#back at camp jupiter. reyna would be there for jason when he blacked out and would bring him to somewhere safe and comfortable#for him to rest until he woke up#and sometimes jason would talk when he was unconscious#it was always indistinguishable but sometimes reyna swore she heard him say names#anyways im completely insane about jasom grace and i am forever attached to this kid
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nico robin my lover
#art#fanart#nico robin#one piece#one piece robin#digital art#save a horse ride a cowboy#i love her alabasta outfit forever..#enough drawing for the month time to disappear!
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BRO LET ME GET PASS OCTOBER PLEASE WHY AM I STILL STUCK IN SEPTEMBER, IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT BRO, I DIDNT GET TO EXPORT YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#dol#degrees of lewdity#very sane meeku behaviour#I SWEAR MY SAVED FILES THIS TIME DIDNT LAST LONG UNLIKE LAST TIME#HOW CAN I MAKE MY BROSWER NOT CLEAR CACHE BRO#IM TIRED SCREAMS#IM FOREVER STUCK IN SEPTEMBER BECAUSE MY SAVED FILES KEEP DISAPPEARING SOBS
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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