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Vanha Kauppahalli date: en full, a 2 minute 50 second masterpiece...
Primetime Panthers | 11.6.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#the global series is a gift#“alright talk to me what do we got?” with the camera following behind them makes it seems like theyre spies doing reconnaissance#the start to a thriller where they got sent to finland stake out for intelligence#maffhew not even waiting for sasha to answer before hes asks about chocolate#“the purple one you always bring” maffhew has been charmed by sashas leaving choco in stalls as gifts when he comes back from finland huh#you can tell he says that with depravity of a man who finally realises he doesnt need to rely on his supplier he can get it himself now#“uh oh [laughs] okay... what is this?” maffhew was not prepared for all the food to already be ready for him he just hopped off a plane and#expected to have to wait more and did not and absolutely does not trust the situation in the same way you get romantic candlelit-dinnered#and youre like alright whats all this then whats your angle what are you doing#“this is salmon and rye bread 😄” “(with the eagerness to prove hes smart and engaged) so is that 👉” “(charmed) and so is that 🫱”#“ill try your favourite first” GURL RELAX OKAY SETTLE DOWN YOURE IN A NEW COUNTRY JUST CHILL MAN#“salmon and rye bread—thats the famous one 🤓” [sasha nodding along because he has to reassure maffhew but also hes in the middle of eating]#maffhew choosing the most inopportune time and you can TELL sasha is like [swallows quickly] because he wants to answer but also BIG BITE#“herring” “herrin' 🤠?” “eating all this her-RING” no notes#“is this just another salmon on rye bread” he says with hope because he likes salmon but also disappointment (he wants to try more foods)#“different salmon? smoked?” the amount of questions hes askijg because hes so terribly engaged he wants to know and sashas like [shrug]#he has to get an A+ in experiencing finland which is normal to want and possible to achieve#“i still love your country though” and sasha explodes into the mirthful grin ive seen in my life like he just won the damn jackpot#he speaks at 100 mph like please take a deep breath sweetheart youre excitement is papable but PLEASE#THE WAY HE GETS SO UNSURE WHEN HE MENTIONS BARKY HATES THAT FOOD WHEN HE LIKED IT SO MUCH#MAFFHEW YOU CAN GET A PASSING GRADE IN EXPERIENCING FINLAND IF YOU STICK TO YOUR GUNS I PROMISE#SASHA HELP A GUY OUT HERE MAN THROW HIM A BONE#SASHA ONLY LAUGHS AS MAFFHEW THROWS HIMSELF INTO A TIZZY OVER THIS YOU ARE SOOOOOO#the chuckle when sasha mentions he had runebergin torttu in school... id like to know what was funny there#we call out sasha for being too lovesick and laughing at all of maffhews “jokes” BUT HES JUST AS BAD???#“what the hell do i do with this thing?” MAFFHEW HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN MERENGUE IN YOUR LIFE???
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Mood
Something something gifted kid burnout something
#gifted kid burnout#gifted kid syndrome#gifted kid problems#gifted kid things#gifted kid shit#or i guess just overworking yourself in general huh#or a depressive spiral#feel it that way too#like when you’re just#stuck in your room all say every day with no goals or dreams#and time keeps passing by either too quickly or too slowly like time has stopped being a concept at all#tadc episode 4#tadc ep 4#tadc#tadc gangle#the amazing digital circus#vent#not really just rambling and pondering but it could be a lil heavy so#depression#depressive episode
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Headcanon that Seven of Nine and Naomi actually find Neelix’s cooking to be fine because it’s the only food they’ve ever eaten/their first introduction to food and when they get to Earth everyone’s so excited to show them Alpha quadrant foods but neither of them likes anything they’re offered very much. Seven doesn’t really care either way except that she has to get used to a whole new palette and Naomi likes the obvious (Ex: candy, cake) but frequently complains that nothing tastes ‘right’. Naomi: -pushing away a slice of pizza- I don’t like it... Tom: You’re kidding me. You don’t like pizza? Naomi: It doesn’t taste right! Make it how Neelix used to. Tom: You want me to put gerhalorian beets and yuk mushrooms in the sauce so it congeals into a lumpy, slightly sour mess? Is that what you want, Naomi? Naomi: Yeah :( I want Naomi and Icheb to work tirelessly together on a side project for years until finally doing it - being able to communicate clearly with those in the Delta quadrant! Icheb uses it to speak to the other borg children (now adults) and Naomi immediately uses it to call Neelix and ask him to find the nearest time portal and toss a big box of leola root into it. She’s been craving it for years! No one told her the Alpha quadrant didn’t have leola root, she wouldn’t have gone otherwise!
#Naomi's suffering through the worst case of 'food you had ALL the time as a kid but can't get as an adult'#Her next goal is constructing some way for ships to pass through the quadrants quickly and safely so Neelix can come visit her and also#Voyager's crew can stop getting themselves hopelessly lost and presumed dead out there#Naomi's favorite joke is that if she knew the alpha quadrant had/didn't have X she wouldn't have come! Her mom doesn't love it v_v#st voyager#Naomi Wildman#Seven of Nine#Neelix#I also think every member of the crew has a certain food they really loved but can never eat again v_v either bc alpha quad doesn't have the#ingredients or the replication abilities or bc it was something that was given as a gift by a delta quad alien or Neelix was only able to#make it once etc#I believe Neelix's cooking is a mixed bag. Some of his dishes are earnestly not good and some of them are for a palette that#the crew doesn't have...but after seven years you develop a palette. Like they still PREFER alpha quadrant food but every so often they're#like DAMN...do you remember when Neelix made-? and it's always a happy conversation#OH and also he has limited ingredients bc of Voyager's situation and doesn't know what the human foods they ask for are or what they should#taste like so it's trial and error babey!!!
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life comes at you so fast
#tw personal#tw death#tw cancer#not my usual silly goofy post but it’s hard to remain that way when there’s a lot weighing on your mind#cancer sucks#and it’s unfair how quickly it can take people from us#one moment they seem fine and the next they’re in the icu with a week left to live#he passed two nights ago#i wasn’t planning to post about it but i have the tendency to disassociate from my grief#so here i am instead of wherever the hell!#it’s heartbreaking because he and his wife weren’t just my mum’s bosses - they were long-time friends#i have clear childhood memories of playing at their house with their son#his youngest child is only 3 years old#as soon as he found out he started giving his final messages to his staff#obviously nobody wants to die in that situation#but you could feel how much he *wanted to live*#when i was told about his death it was in the morning and it didn’t feel real#every time i had seen him in the last year he always had a smile on his face#it’s always been hard for me to deal with the prospect of death#and understand how fragile life is#how REAL mortality is#it hits even harder when it happens to someone who was so FULL of life#sighs#life comes at you fast#sometimes in all directions and in every possible and testing way imaginable#i’ve been trying to write and feel any sense of normalcy this evening but for a multitude of reasons i have a sinking feeling in my stomach#sometimes when i’m upset i try recycle the feeling into excitement or happiness over something else#yeah … i can’t really do that tonight#apologies if my energy is bleh. hold your loved ones close. now i return you to my regular scheduled programming
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what do you mean 2024 is ending in two months
#hello......#with how quickly time passes it hasnt really sinked in for me until now#i feel each day i havent been as motivated in drawing as i did last year despite having a tablet#before that i was using my phone + finger to draw.. IDK man i think it's the same way when video editors prefer editing on their phones ->#rather than on their computers#maybe it's taking me a while to fully adapt to it since the drawing apps available are still awful and doodoo#went on a tangent um hope every1 has a nice day
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beloved mutuals. i have a quastion . do i try and get myself into film school w a rough draft of my thinly veiled rpf.
#and by that i mean. writing death notice into a very short film (under 10mins) and submitting it#another option is taking. other rpf.... from way back (vampstille .....) and refining the concept a bit more#bc i cant come up with anything original like ik i have a whole year to do it all but the time will pass quickly#piksla.txt
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everything sucks so bad i'm afraid
#i feel like everyone is leaving me but i can't do anything about it because finals are around the corner😭#like. a master's degree ended up being WAY more demanding than i thought i feel so stupid#i got through all my readings just fine but the linguistics portion of the curriculum is so intense and technical#and honestly it's SO interesting. i really do enjoy it. but the fact that i have to take a final for it is stressing me out#because the material is so rigorous and i'm afraid i won't be able to give it the time it deserves#meanwhile all my friends are drifting apart and my fuckarse sister has decided to go no contact with me/us so i'm lichrally just.#by myself all the time. working and studying#please god bring decemeber quickly and give me the strength to pass everything with flying colors so i dont feel bad about all the people#i lost on the way💀#don't even get me started on my work-related anxieties#how does anyone get by in this world i'm so tired i'm SO. TIRED. AND NERVOUS😭
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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Realizing how old any piece of media released in 2005 will be this year… no…
#2005 is still so vivid to me. that was yesterday. there’s no way. no way.#time is passing too quickly. i am too young a woman to be feeling this old.
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Is there any other fandoms you have made fanart of before genshin?
before all this i did art for a certain fandom on my former art acc but it got stolen and reposted and when i spoke up i got yelled at and bullied by random adults and it kinda drove me away from sharing my art online until i was 22 or so lol (i was 17 or smth at that time)
did lots of art for FFXV, owari no seraph, P5, overwatch, nier series and nitro chiral games (shhhhh) in private before i made this acc now in 2019
my first fandoms here were great priest imhotep and magi, then i did art for fgo ~2 years before i got into genshin 2 years ago
#reply#i just realized i was 22 when i msde this acc. im 26 now. no way????#time pass this quickly???
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I am So Good at this game
Defeated one of the champions (recommended level 30 to fight them) at only level 14. Fuck yeah.
#speculation nation#it was hard as hell and there were a number of times i almost died#was out of potions for over half that fight. but with the pilfer skill and lucanis' healing potion i pulled through!!!!#at one point i was at 0 and neither of those skills were charged and i was just dodging like Crazy#if u cant hit me u can kill me. wahoo!!!#this bleeding dagger thing is so good. it makes normal fights pass SO quickly#dependent on being a rogue that likes to get all up in it. good for me im that kind of rogue.#this guy being resistant to necrotic was definitely a hindrance. but lucanis has a thing thats supposed to make them vulnerable?#idk whether it activated tho. but clearly either way i pulled thru.#helped that i just got this skill that allows Me to apply sundered. so i can combo with neve and leave lucanis for the potions.#this mightve been easier with bellara and harding bc im closer to them. still have neve at only rank 1. but i Still Pulled Through.#anyways ive explored like all of arlathan forest (that i can currently access) and same for treviso#so i guess im gonna go to dock town next?? level up neve's relationship finally. get a lil shadow dragon action up in here.#i really didnt need to do this fight this early. but i wanted to. wahoo!!!!#i love fighting wildly difficult battles and pulling through. this is why i got so into dragon hunting in inquisition. it's just fun!#fanny plays dav#datv spoilers/#maybe lol. vaguely.
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I am so glad emergency vets are a thing
#tw for dog injury and mention of blood#Obi my dad's cattle dog cut himself super bad on some scrap metal in the neighbor's yard#Obi just barreled through it without any hesitation#i think my dad is going to ask the neighbor to clean it up bc it's right next to our yard#but anyway Obi was in bad shape#he was bleeding more than ive ever seen anyone bleed#he hit a vain in his back leg and i had to hold pressure the whole way to the vet#which was about a half hour (which was the closest one)#Obi is okay now#he's still at the Vet under observation#they had to sedate him so they could sew him up but I'm pretty sure he's going to be fine#he'll just have to take it super easy for the next few weeks :(#but god there was so much blood guys#i was covered in it by the time we got to the vet#i had my hand wrapped around his leg pinching the artery as tight as i could#which poor Obi did not enjoy#mind u i used to rick climb so my grip strength is above average#he also had a bad cut on his front leg and my mom was holding that#i didnt even have shoes on we rushed out the door so quickly#at the vet i left a bigger blood trail than obi did bc it was on my socks and clothes#my hands were coated in blood too :(#we grabbed a towel but i wasn't able to get it on the wound bc i was basically using my hands as a shitty tourniquet#my husband got left at home and he ended up cleaning all of the blood off the floor and he's surprised he was able to without feeling faint#my youngest brother was with him and he did almost pass out#my dad is in rough shape he just wants Obi to be okay#my dad said “i dont care how much it costs please save my dog”#which like same but also we're not exactly well off x_x or even okay financially#so it's gonna be a hard few months as we work to pay it off#so anyway how was ur Saturday night? x_x
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act 3 is so overwhelming 😩 i am kind of lost in which order to do stuff since there are always timed quests that fail after some amount of long rests 🥲
#are you supposed to go to gortash's inaguration as soon as you cross wyrms fortress?? ive got the pass from that toymaker dude#i went there as to check what happens and gortash tells me about that orin might've infiltrated my camp#i go to lower city and quickly long rest 2 times and she disguised as lae'zel and kidnapped her😰#< i just get overwhelmed and do long rests when i want to fast forward and see what happens and then reload and try to pace my playthru#is there a way to not trigger the kidnapping until at least i do some sidequests??#i really feel like i should deal with orin after gortash she seems much more dangerous to me and story wise#but if i go to gortash's coronation he said to deal with her first abd so i am torn#but i also dont want to kill neither of them cause they are very entertaining villains too 👉👈🥺#but im playing as a goodie tav so i cant not deal with them of course#i also rushed to cazador's palace and tried to fight him i guess i need at least 1 level more to deal with him 😵💫#so i reloaded again 💀😩#maybe i should take a break from this game idkvcmccmvmz#bg3 spoilers
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I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Why is it always one thig after another thing after another thing. I just want everything to stop for a while. I want to stay in bed as long as I want. I just want a break.
#tw.vent#allie's diary#im so tired#im procrastinating#so many things right now and i just cant bring myself to do any of it#and time is just passing by#not quickly like the wind or summer break when you were a child that files by and before you know it its autumn again.#each day feels slow and painful miserable and everlasting#until the day is already over#its way past my bedtime yet ive still gotten nothing done
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daughter of communists - divinekangaroo - Peaky Blinders (TV) [Archive of Our Own]
Ch 1 | Ch 2 | Ch 3 | COMPLETE
Audrey spoke careful, slow. ‘You’d like to borrow an Italian suit for your brother Thomas Shelby. So he might attend the funeral of poor Greta Jurossi. Who he was out walking with, for a few years.’
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The ever-widening spiral of consequence from Greta Jurossi's death pulls a conflicted Vicente Changretta into the whirl.
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Vicente Changretta/Audrey Changretta, (past) Greta Jurossi/Tommy Shelby, (very casual friends with benefits) Freddie Thorne/Kitty Jurossi, (briefly) Tommy Shelby/Freddie Thorne, Angel Changretta, Ada Shelby, The Jurossi Family (Peaky Blinders), Arthur Shelby, John Shelby, the Small Heath branch of the Birmingham Communist Youth Gang | Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Grief, Casual Sex, Catholicism, Italian Mafia, Racism, Italian Regionalism, Generational Politics, Fear, Rage, Love, Classism, Racist POV Character, Italian Political History (1930s-1940s), Immigration & Emigration, Racist Language, Antiziganism, Past Abuse, Fist Fights, Father-Son Relationship, Mother-Daughter Relationship, Strained Friendships, Intense Friendships, Involved Bystander, Fat Shaming, Gratuitious Background Screening of the Godfather, Violence, Curses, Complex Ethnicity, Unreliable Narrator, Foreshadowing, Dramatic Irony, Family
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(For the Dragon Age followers who also overlap a PB fannish interest, Freddie and Tommy's relationship, if it had been able to grow in the series, will forever have bloomed into an on-again, off-again Anders & bloodmage!viscount Hawke style of rivalmance.)
#peaky blinders#peaky blinders fanfic#my writing#vicente changretta#freddie thorne#audrey changretta#greta jurossi#the shelby family#Tommy shelby#angel changretta#mildly embarrassed about this one but it has been burning at me for a long long time#can't even tag these relationships on tumblr they make no sense to the tumblr crowd lol#vicente so overloaded by his enculturated racism that you throw a m/m kiss into the mix and his brain entirely shuts down#am i really going to add to the misery of this family he thinks#they are so miserable already look at them#in my head i have decided that what vicente prays when Tommy's working himself up to torture in S3 is the misericordia (prayer for mercy-#-which is worded in a way that doesn't step away from the guilt or consequence but just says: God be merciful and let it pass easily)#it's a prayer you say by the bedside of the terminally ill because death can't be avoided; the kind of mercy that only ends in death#something you'd pray to end unavoidable torture quickly. hence it's repetitive spiral here
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im rewatching the no one else like me music video bc the brainworms are writhing, and it keeps randomly hitting me, over and over again, that
a) those flashbacks happened. they HAPPENED. soundwin actually DID THAT, in ACTUAL CANON?? THEY CANONICALLY ARE IN LOVE WHY DO THEY KILL ME SO MUCH
b) SOUNDWIN ARE FREAKING BOYFRIENDS NOW?????
c) NEXT EPISODE IS THE LAST EPISODE?????????
idk how the flip im supposed to survive without this silly little band every single week
surely theyll renew it for a second season
or just a soundwin spinoff pls
so many of us have asked for it I NEED IT OH MY GOSH
like. this show has killed me twelve times over. but without the show, i think i might literally cease to exist. i know ive said it a lot, but i genuinely dont know how the flip im gonna get through life without new canonical soundwin content filling my screen and brain every single friday night / saturday morning
(and literally while i was typing this out, captain posted this
HE FREAKING GETS IT BRO)
#sorry this post is a mess i just genuinely dont know what to do with myself#how the flip is it already nearly over#in the past ive been glad for time passing quickly bc IT FEELS LIKE LAST EPISODE JUST CAME OUT AND THE NEXT ONE IS IN TWO DAYS#but now i just want time to slow down please#not just cos the last three years have gone way too fast and i still feel like im five years younger than i am#and not just cos im still trying to process 2020 and its literally nearly march of 20freaking23#but also cos the show like. just started. and now its gonna be freaking OVER in THREE DAYS???#it genuinely doesnt make sense in my mind and it physically hurts to think about and i cant process it and im so scared for it to be over#this is my comfort show. comfort characters. comfort actors. comfort ship.#im never gonna feel comfort again when its gone#(thats a lie ill find a new hyperfixation and then ill be fine BUT between hyperfixations is always pure hell)#soundwin#winsound#satangwinny#winnysatang#my school president#my school president the series#no one else like me#help im not okay
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