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i’ll be 26 in two months 🤥🤥🤥🤥
#that makes me nauseous#time is passing too quickly#had a little one at work yesterday tell me#‘i just want you to know im one of those teenagers that doesn’t think 30 is old’ like 😭😭😭😭 okay thanks kid
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The character intro posts are all written up 🎉 I'm just waiting on the artists to finish up on the last sprite (Misha) and the bg which I will use for the graphic (Jeb)
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#forest floor#forestcore#woods#forest#mushrooms#fungi#plantcore#moss#fern#amanita muscaria#bay bolete#imleria badia#nature#naturecore#nature photography#original photographers#photographers on tumblr#i don't want time to pass too quickly yet I can't wait for the autumn shrooms
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Vanha Kauppahalli date: en full, a 2 minute 50 second masterpiece...
Primetime Panthers | 11.6.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2425#the global series is a gift#“alright talk to me what do we got?” with the camera following behind them makes it seems like theyre spies doing reconnaissance#the start to a thriller where they got sent to finland stake out for intelligence#maffhew not even waiting for sasha to answer before hes asks about chocolate#“the purple one you always bring” maffhew has been charmed by sashas leaving choco in stalls as gifts when he comes back from finland huh#you can tell he says that with depravity of a man who finally realises he doesnt need to rely on his supplier he can get it himself now#“uh oh [laughs] okay... what is this?” maffhew was not prepared for all the food to already be ready for him he just hopped off a plane and#expected to have to wait more and did not and absolutely does not trust the situation in the same way you get romantic candlelit-dinnered#and youre like alright whats all this then whats your angle what are you doing#“this is salmon and rye bread 😄” “(with the eagerness to prove hes smart and engaged) so is that 👉” “(charmed) and so is that 🫱”#“ill try your favourite first” GURL RELAX OKAY SETTLE DOWN YOURE IN A NEW COUNTRY JUST CHILL MAN#“salmon and rye bread—thats the famous one 🤓” [sasha nodding along because he has to reassure maffhew but also hes in the middle of eating]#maffhew choosing the most inopportune time and you can TELL sasha is like [swallows quickly] because he wants to answer but also BIG BITE#“herring” “herrin' 🤠?” “eating all this her-RING” no notes#“is this just another salmon on rye bread” he says with hope because he likes salmon but also disappointment (he wants to try more foods)#“different salmon? smoked?” the amount of questions hes askijg because hes so terribly engaged he wants to know and sashas like [shrug]#he has to get an A+ in experiencing finland which is normal to want and possible to achieve#“i still love your country though” and sasha explodes into the mirthful grin ive seen in my life like he just won the damn jackpot#he speaks at 100 mph like please take a deep breath sweetheart youre excitement is papable but PLEASE#THE WAY HE GETS SO UNSURE WHEN HE MENTIONS BARKY HATES THAT FOOD WHEN HE LIKED IT SO MUCH#MAFFHEW YOU CAN GET A PASSING GRADE IN EXPERIENCING FINLAND IF YOU STICK TO YOUR GUNS I PROMISE#SASHA HELP A GUY OUT HERE MAN THROW HIM A BONE#SASHA ONLY LAUGHS AS MAFFHEW THROWS HIMSELF INTO A TIZZY OVER THIS YOU ARE SOOOOOO#the chuckle when sasha mentions he had runebergin torttu in school... id like to know what was funny there#we call out sasha for being too lovesick and laughing at all of maffhews “jokes” BUT HES JUST AS BAD???#“what the hell do i do with this thing?” MAFFHEW HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN MERENGUE IN YOUR LIFE???
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happy birdyyyyyyyy to this one <3
#wow time passes quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too quickly#anyway I could write a cheesy paragraph but instead of embarrassing myself just know this people:#I’m gonna try to travel hundreds of miles and pay ridiculous amounts of money to see him live this December#not another musician in the world I’d do that for. old billionaire take all my money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I imagine this is what religious people used to feel like when they sacrificed their goats right before winter came#Paul McCartney as your deity etc#ok enough said#paul mccartney#the beatles#john lennon#george harrison#ringo starr#classic rock#beatles#richard starkey
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OH YEAH BTW AS A MINI PSA
I HAVE COMMISSIONS OPEN‼️‼️‼️
im gonna be moving for schooling in like less than a week so it would be super super awesome if i could get some extra funds for that !!!
my prices , examples and form can be found here!
reblogs are appreciated !!!! thank u!!!
(ill be taking about this on my art acc too eventually when i find time ! this post is just for those who follow this acc)
#ill definitely rb this when my slots are closed#hopefully ill be able to get these done quickly either before i leave or after#i wont be doing too much after i move so ill have a good chunk of time where im passing time#this isnt urgent or anything either just as a reminder i suppose!!!!!! i have comms lol#link's lectures
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Ok mutuals and people who are interested, which costume comes next next?
#I'm on the making train I gotta make the most of it before it disappears#I have terrible decision making skills ok#please help me#not like a spread it around too much sort of pill yk?#they're both happening it's just a matter of priority#I'm leaning jadzia but I don't have all the materials#I feel like I have enough momentum to get time and again done quickly though...#but san francisco 2024 jadzia for stsf is too good to pass up
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There are only 3 days left until my birthday...
#and then December arrives. then Christmas.#new year too...#I can't believe time has passed so quickly.#art sona#doodle#my art
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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mutuals send me the strength to get through tomorrow
#the situation is#i pass as a guy about 95% of the time#60% once i speak#i needa start correcting people at school before they get the idea in their heads that i'm a girl#but its FUCKING SCARY#ive genuinely never corrected anyone ever#bc before starting at this school monday i've only ever been out iwith family (too scared)#and at work with other employees or customers (too scared + one-time interaction or low stakes interaction)#whereas school. thats not 6 hours a week thats a lot mroe#fuucck#scary shit#i ahve a stomach ache just at the thought#i was meant to bring up hrt at the doctors a few months ago as a secondary thing at an appointment but i didnt#but now. for next week i have an appoinment where its the primary focus#still unlikely considering the whole process yadayada and most of all parental consent from BOTH. 😒#and my dad is. a 'bit' of a prick#but if he hasn't made any progress by next month. well. perhaps it's time to look elsewhere#anyway fingers crossed for hrt which ive wanted for the past two and a half (three?) years 😔 but i can't rely on that#so i just need to correct peoplenow. quickly. while im still new#ueguh
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Paul is, to this day, a houseplant king 🙏🪴
#he had houseplants in the pic i posted of his new york appartment in the 80s#and i love that he remains a plant dad#i subscribed to the telegraph to bring you this content#i somewhat fail to believe that he replies quickly#he seems like he would leave you on read for 4 months and then reply one day like no time has passed#but him replying instantly is funny too#the thought of 82 year old paul infodumping about his cacti made my day#seven psalms#paul simon
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I am so glad emergency vets are a thing
#tw for dog injury and mention of blood#Obi my dad's cattle dog cut himself super bad on some scrap metal in the neighbor's yard#Obi just barreled through it without any hesitation#i think my dad is going to ask the neighbor to clean it up bc it's right next to our yard#but anyway Obi was in bad shape#he was bleeding more than ive ever seen anyone bleed#he hit a vain in his back leg and i had to hold pressure the whole way to the vet#which was about a half hour (which was the closest one)#Obi is okay now#he's still at the Vet under observation#they had to sedate him so they could sew him up but I'm pretty sure he's going to be fine#he'll just have to take it super easy for the next few weeks :(#but god there was so much blood guys#i was covered in it by the time we got to the vet#i had my hand wrapped around his leg pinching the artery as tight as i could#which poor Obi did not enjoy#mind u i used to rick climb so my grip strength is above average#he also had a bad cut on his front leg and my mom was holding that#i didnt even have shoes on we rushed out the door so quickly#at the vet i left a bigger blood trail than obi did bc it was on my socks and clothes#my hands were coated in blood too :(#we grabbed a towel but i wasn't able to get it on the wound bc i was basically using my hands as a shitty tourniquet#my husband got left at home and he ended up cleaning all of the blood off the floor and he's surprised he was able to without feeling faint#my youngest brother was with him and he did almost pass out#my dad is in rough shape he just wants Obi to be okay#my dad said “i dont care how much it costs please save my dog”#which like same but also we're not exactly well off x_x or even okay financially#so it's gonna be a hard few months as we work to pay it off#so anyway how was ur Saturday night? x_x
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oh shit. ive got an hour left before i leave for work and i havent done my makeup yet
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I feel like I vent too much on here, so I'm sorry for that. Life has just been a massive mental struggle for me lately and with a more major recent event happening (I don't want to go that much into detail) its been extremely hard and draining. Between that, my memory issues, seemingly something bad happening every other day, feeling more socially isolated from my friends, there's just a lot all at once and I'm never really sure how to cope with it. Art feels too hard most of the time now and when I work I just get angry at myself. I have a hard time reaching out to people and its worse when I'm up late and none of my friends are awake. I don't even know if they would consider me friends too sometimes. I feel like I talk a lot and fall on deaf ears. I feel like I love too much for people who would never care. I feel tired.
#the world isnt falling apart but it feels both slower and faster by the day#time passes too quickly because i cant remember it passing#but the days go by slow because i so often feel alone#its complicated#and i never know where to go from here
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Many, MANY things about dysautonomia suck, but one of the most annoying is that I cannot regulate my body temperature in any meaningful way. And all the extremely well intentioned advice people give me is useless because my body genuinely does not work that way. I'm too cold until I'm too hot and there's barely an in between, but even when I'm too hot my feet are often still icy cold, and things like "put on socks/a sweater/your feet somewhere warm" do nothing because the heat is literally not there to be caught and my circulation is rarely good enough for the applied heat to actually stick around and circulate and warm me up. The only things that work are things that warm my whole body and keep heat enclosed, and then I'm almost always too hot and have to lay out spread eagled and wait for the environment to cool me because I literally can't cool myself. More than once I've had to stumble out of my bed to lay naked on the bathroom floor because I was so hot I almost passed out and my built in cooling just *didn't work*. I spend half my inside time in the summer under a weighted blanket because the air conditioner makes me too cold.
#and then i also almost pass out because i have to sit up and move very quickly#it's um. very fun.#i spend a lot of time in the winter with both fan and heated blanket on switching which parts of me are exposed to try and temp balance#and then swapping out the freezing limb with whatever is hottest#i spend a lot of time in the *summer* boiling outside for half an hour when it's in the 90s and then sitting in front of a fan#for ten minutes or so trying to gage the magic moment when I'm cooled off enough to be mostly comfortable and not too cold yet#it's not my worst symptom but it is one that's very hard to mitigate#even heated things at my feet under blankets literally only warm the part of my feet touching them and only while I'm touching them#it does not meaningfully warm me up
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doing maths hw at 1 am cuz ive been procrastinating and i solved everything wrong then opened the calculator for 3 times 4 oml how am i gonna pass im so serious rn
#my brain is empty rn#i knew it wasnt 16 cuz rhats like 4 times 4 but#ill just finish this quickly so i can sleep#bro#im done#😭😭😭#and im using the phone s flash to see the paper#i cant even use it anymore tho cuz my phone s on 5 percent#but hey#tomorrow is a new day#🥰🥰#kisskiss#happy life#sunny#landscape#thurst day#and i lodt my pencase at school too#wowie mamas!!!!#wtf is a pencase i meant pencilcase goodbye#i need to sleep#iriurrgghhhh#im genuinely gonna pass out..........
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