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hmm... good detail
hmm... I love this
#flockchard#flockchard 10#also the way Isaac says in this scene âKamen Rider is in danger!â#tickles me brain in a funny way
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iâm pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions thatâs pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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lord of lligtnhing shifts hijz gaze !!! points his strong finger our way !! el ectricity escape s !!!! leave s destruc tion in his wak e!!!!!
god fuckign da,mn it
#i love king gizzard. i love hylics . the lord of lightning is such a good song. i listened to it again today. then i heard one of the#the lyrics. i cannot get over it#this is the fourth time ive been extra into hylics actually. and this is the strongest its ever been lol#i blame tumblr. it has been feeding the beast#i will never be able to listen to kglw the same ever again i will NEVER#and the funny thing is ?????????? i literally made a âaha pogorma songâ joke to my friend around the time i first played hylics#but i never actually payed attention to the lyrics mostly the noises. but recently ive been enjoying looking at the lyrics to songs more#because they tell stories and such!!!!!!!!#apologies this has me like really really energized and excited right now for some damn reason lol#hylics#pongorma#anyways my favorite part about kglw is the âoooooOHHHâ parts they tickle my brain in a funny way#i mean everything about kglw tickles my brain in a funny way but those in particular man..so good#btw the song in question (lord of lightning) has been on repeat this entire time lol :D#because when i like a song a lot i play it on repeat.#im gonna stop now before i go on forever lol
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mostly what you gotta know about me is i LOVE to work through the logic of a ridiculous premise. it's why "crack treated seriously" is my favorite genre of Anything. it's why "random dead dude the party imprinted on so hard he became plot important" is my favorite character in this ttrpg show.
#it's why denim days is the fic of the fucking century to me years later#i LOOOOVE dumb funny shit and even more than that i LOVE!!!!! TO!!!!!! figure out how it would work within the world#i think it tickles the same area of my brain that crossovers do#working out the logic of it#anyhoo if youre reading this and you want to you can feel free to send me the most ridiculous aus you can think of#(whether your own taz thoughts or just dumb combos of aus)#no way to know whatll strike me but#let's fuck around. let's find out.
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been thinking about the new pkmn legends taking place in kalos (especially in lumiose which btw brought so much memories of that place. its a maze. and i just remembered how i used the outer ring just so ik where im going into the inners of the city itself đ)
the more i also had been thinking about risa darrell, my pkmn oc i had since pkmn xy came out. formerly lorissa but now they're Risa, and if i had keep playing as them to this day, they would be a married former champion who takes pokemon racing with tyrant their tyrantrum along with their wife- helga who is a photographer journalist. yes helga doesn't change her name other than, slapping galar as her birth place wheezes
anyway. thinking about risa's family actually, 'cause afaik risa moved to kalos was bc its where risa's mom's family lives in. the only reason for this was bc the old lorissa design i had? i gave that design to risa's mom which had made risa... uhhh their dad is kanto-hoenian and her mom's kalosian but they met and lived in sinnoh which is where risa had met helga there as kids but then moved away to kalos when risa's dad get a job transfer.
therefore. i guess. risa's grandma? grandparent? great-grandparent? could potentially had involved in helping with the city. who knows-
#dorkous ramblings#you know the saddest part is that i LOST my pokemon X file :(#my brother one day borrowed it during a family trip then lost it and i dont blame him since he was a kid back then#so all i had left is my old roleplaying blog that had all of my arts#my old poke team and videos i took back in 2013-2014 oTZ#been thinking of drawing a lil comic where helga saw a photo and was like 'huhhhhhhhh risa its that ur mom?' and risa looks over and goes#'oh thats my grans-'#aNYWAY would it be funny if risa's grandparent is named lorissa.#do you think its funny but funky way to go back to kalos but as lorissa again?#also YES risa's old name is WHERE i got my own name from DJSHGSJDHGHJSG#ppl used to call me lori mun so much then shorten to lori#that it tickles in my brain and i enjoy my own name greatly#so i always credit my name to this goddamn game#aNYWAY if you read all to this here skhfjdhg sorry for my silly ramblings!!!#...and yes i was a pkmn roleplayer. bye-
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God, theyâre funny
#the way that I audibly laughed at this line#medy pocket hello<3#youâre so funnuyy#r1999 1.5#thereâs two characters that just word things a specific way that tickles my funny bone like crazy#and theyâre one of them#just me and my brain juices
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trailerpark!rafe wakes up with one thing on his mind and itâs not what you are baking. đŚđŻ dirty sex below
Your pretty little self loved to bake and that didnât stop even when you were over at Rafeâs. He had just woken up, tall body stretching as he lifted himself off the worn mattress. His nose caught a whiff of something sweet, his heavy footsteps carrying him through the creaky trailer and towards the small kitchen. You were quite the sight to take in, standing by the oven as your pretty eyes surveyed the pan you had just taken out by the looks of it. In nothing but a little pink nightgown with the fat of your ass hanging out and nipples poking through the thin material, had his mouth watering for something else sweet.
âWhatcha doing up so early, sugar?â His raspy voice vibrated through the kitchen as you began mixing the icing together. You got a little startled as when you were baking you were in your own world. You were of course happy he was awake though, bouncing on your feet to face him. âMaking cinnamon rolls.â You told him, his large hands coming to roughly squeeze your waist.
His blue eyes looked over at the stove, before glancing down at you and raking across your body that looked tiny in comparison to his. âCinnamon rolls, huh? You always gotta make somethinâ sweet for me. Donât you?â He asked, voice low as he brought one of his hands up to grip your chin firmly.
You didnât hesitate to nod, eyes wide and lashes long as they blinked up at your favorite person. Rafe let out a throaty laugh, his thumb coming up to rest against your pouty bottom lip. âIâm gonna do somethinâ. Yeah? And donât start worryingâ about those cinnamon rolls you made either.â He rasped out, watching your pretty face frown.
He moved your bowl of icing to the side, your little protest about it being cut short as he lifted you up onto the counter. He pulled you further down, his massive hand yanking your tits out of the nightgown and bunching it around your waist to see your perfect cunt. âShit⌠pussy is begginâ to be fuckinâ touched.â He laughed, his thumb coming out to rub your sweet pearl in circles. He loved watching you shudder, not knowing what to do as you were still new to all of these dirty things. He smirked, leaning down to bury his pert nose against your clit and shove tongue in your hole.
He was addicted, your cunt like a drug to him as he slurped your sweet sugar up. He couldnât get enough, blunt nails digging into your fleshy thighs as he ate you like the poor starved man he was. Your sweet whines above only making him want more. He didnât give a damn how messy he got either, moving his head back and forth as he buried his tongue even further to make you squeal.
His heavy blue eyes watched as you looked down him, your tits swaying as you breathed heavily from pleasure. He pulled back, sliding a thick digit in which you automatically clenched around. âThatâs my good little fuckdoll.â He murmured, his free hand coming up to slap your tits. âIâm about to fuckinâ pound your pretty cunt sweet baby.â
His facial hair was sticky with your juices, tickling your neck as his thick cock rammed into you. He let out a breathy groan against your soft skin, the hard smacks of his thrusts echoing off the trailer walls. You were a babbling mess, his big dick stretching your drenched hole and his words growing dirtier.
He pulled away from your neck, both his large hands coming on either side of your head to hold it in place. His piercing eyes bored into you, making your corrupted little brain spin. âFuck, howâd I get so lucky? Baking me treats and shit. Cleaning up this shithole of a place for me. Gettinâ to breed you with my little trailer park babies.â He said, making your eyes roll back as that funny feeling was growing more in your tummy. Especially the way held you and place, making you take his monster dick and hear his dirty words.
#rafe cameron#trailerpark!rafe#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron concepts#rafe cameron x reader#rafe cameron prompt#rafe cameron blurb#outerbanks rafe#rafe outer banks#drew starkey#drew starkey x reader#drew starkey smut#obx#obx smut#outer banks
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Portrait spamming
Recent discovery. If you click on the portraits of the characters like crazy, they will react to it. And the developers had a lot of fun coding these reactions xD
Tav / Dark Urge
normal - I'm awake! Mostly. - I'm starting to get a headache. - Must be the tadpole. - Quit knocking around in there! - A thousand needlepricks in my rotten skull.
combat -Ahhhhhhhh! Okay, I feel better. - I have an itch in the worst place. - Is being a mind flayer so bad? - Just waiting to venture forth here. - I'm maiming as fast as I can!
stealth - What's that ticking? - Is it me? Am I ticking? - Bomb in my head about to go off. Great. - Ah, well. I had a good run.
Astarion
normal - Why do beautiful people taste better? It hardly seems fair on the ugly - they have such wonderful personalities. - Ugh. Strahd wouldn't put up with this shit. - More like Drizzt Don't'Urden - no. No that's not funny. - Villains! Dissemble no more, I admit the deed! Tear up the floor - here, here! It is the beating of his hideous hea- oh, no, that's his brain. Where did I leave that heart?
combat: - I'm trying to focus on murder. - *Humming.* - I shot a svirfneblin in Menzoberranzan just to watch him die. - I should've been a drow. They have such stylish armour.
stealth - Shhh. Just think sneaky thoughts. - Shut up, shut up, SHUT UP. - Be very, very quiet - I'm hunting idiots. - I've got a brand new torture chamber, so come and play with me.
Karlach
normal - NOTE TO ACTOR/DIRECTOR: Blow a raspberry at the player. - Don't. Poke. The Karlach. - Who am I? - My eye!
combat - Eyes on the prize - we need to win this! - Not every soldier should've made it out of training. - Eyes on victory, tummy on dinner. - I ought to just burn this whole thing down.
stealth - My back can't take much more of this. - Not now, I'm being a sneak! - I'm getting too old for this nonsense. - I'm not built to crouch.
Gale
normal - I hope Halaster takes good care of Tara while I'm away. - Sembian wine; Cormyrian boar; Waterdhavian conversation. It's the little things you miss while on the road. - Oh, what a tangled Weave we web! - All the world's my stage and you're just a player in it.
combat - Just go for the Magic Missile and fire away. Never fails. - Don't make me go all Edwin Odesseiron on you. - Get. Out. Of. My. Head. - I really wish I could cast a Hold spell on you.
stealth - You made me hide, don't make me come seek you. - Gods, it's like trying to sleep with a mosquito in the room. - A little privacy please. - Stop it - that tickles.
Wyll
normal - Could do for a brew. - Where there's a 'Wyll', there's a 'y'. - Ever get the sense that someone's watching? - So two halflings walk under a bar...
combat - Can't hear myself think! - Wear your scars proudly. - As my father once told me: 'Can we get on with it?' - I find moderation is key.
stealth - Bad time for an itch. - Could do for a brew. - So two halflings walk under a bar... - Shush. No, really. Shush.
Lae'zel
normal - Must everyone be so exhausting? - Weapons high. Standards higher. - Is perfection too much to ask? - Pride is a virtue.
combat - I will know my queen! - There is no right or wrong, only truth. - What is the point, if not victory? - You are right to fear me.
stealth - Hush already. - There is no wisdom in madness. - Is perfection too much to ask? - There is but one way. Vlaakith.
Shadowheart
all modes - I wonder how I'll feel when I remember everything. - Strange. I've had more freedom this past while than my whole life... - Have to keep focused. Can't afford to get attached - to anyone. - If I succeed, maybe I'll be allowed a pet... ugh, stop being silly.
Halsin / his voice is currently bugged :(
normal - What I would not give for a chunk of fresh honeycomb... - Such attention... I never realised I was so popular. - Are you feeling lonely, perhaps? - Unwise, perhaps, to poke a bear this much...
Ńombat - Battle is afoot - you can poke me once we are safe. - Perhaps try attacking the enemy? - Admirable stamina, yet terrible priorities. - You are insistent, are you not?
stealth - Most consider it unwise to poke a bear. - My, you are eager, are you not? - Please. I am trying to be stealthy. - Calm yourself. There is plenty of me to go around.
Jaheira
normal - Oh, calm down. I'm happy to see you too. - I would poke you back, but I fear that's what you want. - My, such strong wrists. - Well you certainly have the 'omnipresent' part down, don't you? - Please go poke the ranger instead.
combat - You have my attention - now do something with it. - What? What do you want!? - Do you know, I begin to wish they had never brought me back. - Yes, yes, have your fun. It isn't you they're trying to kill.
stealth - Dry those sweaty palms and let us try this again, shall we? - Argh, my knees! Oh. It was a twig. - Would that I could hide from you, too. - Careful, or I will take your toy away from you.
Minsc
normal - ARGH! My EYE, Boo! They went for my EYE! - Know that if you poke Boo, no higher dimension will keep you safe! - Heehee. Heeheeheehee. - Well, Boo? How do you want to do this?
Ńombat - Are you perchance a squeaky wheel in need of a kick? - I am armed! Armoured! And entirely sick of your foolishness. - I begin to grow annoyed. It is well for you that Boo does not let me learn the bad words! - Ignore them, Boo. Let them gaze deep into their own abyss, and wonder just what it is they are trying to achieve.
stealth - A little to the left? But not so hard you make me giggle. - Boo...? Are you dancing down there, or...? - Hush! I am surprising Boo for his birthday! He is... uh... eh... how old do hamsters get...? - I am the night. A pity, then, that it is so bright out.
Minthara
all modes - You had my attention, now you have my fury. - Phlar Lolth ssinssrickla. - Your suffering will be spectacular. - Stop, or die.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#karlach#gale#wyll#lae'zel#shadowheart#halsin#jaheira#minsc#minthara#funny stuff#bg3 datamine
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HEAR ME OUT
PILLOW PRINCESS!READER X BF!MATT
princess
matt sturniolo x reader
warnings: smut, p in v, cream pie, matt wakes reader up with sex but ALL ACTIONS THAT TAKE PLACE ARE CONSENSUAL!!
a/n: ok so i combined all three of these requests
hope you enjoyyyy :)
hereâs donât stop, go read if you want !!
waking up next to matt was perfect.
the bags under his eyes were more pronounced, his hair messy, and his voice low and raspy.
his face being the first thing i open my eyes to would never fail to make me happy.
nothing could compare to it.
well, maybe one thing.
âfuck, i need you so bad babyâ i heard matt whisper into my ear.
my eyes fluttered open, immediately being met with the sight of a sleepy-looking matt.
he was rubbing his hard dick against my wetness, making me moan out.
âyou ok, baby?â he asked, looking down at me with half-lidded eyes.
âfuck yes, mattâ i gasped as i let my head fall forward, into the crook of his neck.
âyou donât even gotta do anything, baby. just wanna make you feel goodâ
he placed a kiss to my shoulder as he lined himself up, slowly pushing into me.
âfuckkkkâ he groaned out.
i clenched around him at the sound.
âshit, baby. not gonna last if you do thatâ he said as he waited for me to adjust.
âok, you can moveâ i said.
he wrapped his arms around my waist and slowly began to thrust into me.
my head flew back into the pillows, as i held onto his shoulders for stability.
âgod, you look beautiful like this babyâ he whispered to me.
âlove being close to you like thisâ
i moaned in response, clenching around him repeatedly.
âfuck, iâm gonna cumâ he whimpered out, seconds before he shot his load deep inside of me.
the feeling of his hot cum being fucked into me made my jaw hang open, eyes rolling back.
he softly caressed my thigh, hooking it around his waist to push himself even deeper into me.
âdoing so fucking good for me, babyâ he groaned.
âgod, i love you so so much. canât believe youâre mineâ
his sweet words combined with his deep thrusts made my brain fuzzy.
he brought his hand to my clit, rubbing quick circles on it.
âs-shit mattâ i choked out a moan.
âfuck, canât wait to see that beautiful face you make when you cumâ
âiâm gonna-â
âyes, yes give it to me baby. you got itâ he said as he continued his movements.
with that, i released all over him.
he helped me ride out my high, before pulling out of me.
we both took a minute to catch our breath before speaking.
âthank you, matt. iâm beyond grateful for youâ i said, giving him a kiss to the cheek.
âof course, baby. you deserve to feel lovedâ he left kisses across my collarbones.
âyou deserve to be treated like a princessâ he moved down to my boobs, leaving kisses so light they tickled.
âmatt!â i giggled out.
he smiled at the sound of my laugh.
he brought his face to mine, lightly nudging his nose against mine.
âif you saw yourself the way i do, youâd be obsessed tooâ
âoh, so youâre obsessed with me?â
âbaby. i just woke you up by grinding on you like a teenage boy. you drive me fucking insaneâ
âyeah, it was pretty patheticâ i said in a teasing tone.
âalright.â he said as he pulled away.
âno, matttt ! donât be like thatâ i said, trying to suppress my laughter.
he glared at me, âitâs really not that funnyâ
i pursed my lips, trying not to laugh. âno, of course, youâre rightâ
the corners of his mouth slowly spread into a grin, and we both bursted out laughing.
âwhatever, you suckâ he said.
âhm, thatâs not what you were saying a little while agoâ
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The Way You Love Me
Note - I promised never to write a fic as long as what I need again but this is longer by 3k so sorry about that đ this fic would be nothing without @masonmtxo and just thank you so much for all the hours we spent brainstorming this cause I just had so much fun 𩷠this oneâs for you bestie đ¤ this fic is a part two of Like Magnets so if you havenât read that first please do but if you donât want to hopefully you can keep up! Love you guys I hope you enjoy and feedback is appreciated đŠˇ
Pairing - Mason Mount Ă Reader
Word count - 24.2k
Warnings - smut fluff and angst
You still remember that morning you woke up next to Mason for the first time after youâd reacquainted the night before. Youâd been crying like a crazy person and as a result could barely open your eyes but you laid on his chest and watched him intently.
You loved the way his brows were pinched, making him look pissed off in his sleep. It made your heart feel soft and you couldnât help but reach out to touch them to try and smooth them out. Your fingers shifting him awake slightly but it was worth it so see the smile on his face when his eyes landed on yours.
âGood morning beautifulâ he sighed, pulling you in closer before leaving a soft kiss on your forehead. âYou look like youâve been punched in both eyesâ
âVery funnyâ you laughed, rubbing at your eyes to try and do something with them but you knew nothing would make a difference. You could feel they were still swollen from all the crying youâd done last night but right now it was worth it to wake up next to him. âDo you have to rush off or do you want breakfast?â
âIâll probably have to go sweetheart, I need to get to trainingâ he pouted and even though you knew that was probably the case you were still sad about him leaving.
âOkayâ you whispered, a sad smile on your face as he tucked some hair behind your ear and you could tell he was wracking his brain to try and think of something to make you smile.
âDo you wanna come over to mine tonight?â He offered, holding your jaw as he stroked your cheek gently and you cursed yourself at that being all it took to make your face light up like the sun.
âReally? Already?â
âYeah, Iâm not hiding you or anything anymore. I want you to be a part of my life for realâ he confirmed and even though you told him last night you wanted to take things slow you also knew you had more to talk about. âSo youâll come?
âOkayâ you whispered, giddy and excited about seeing him later and you could see from the smile he was giving you that he felt exactly the same.
âIâll send you the address, yeah? And Iâll have dinner waiting for youâ
âI might reconsider in that caseâ you joked and the look of shock on his face made you giggle.
âCheeky, Iâll get you back for thatâ he teased, feeling him move his hands to your waist so he could tickle you relentlessly until you were practically begging him to stop. Pulling him down for a kiss in the end to distract him and you couldnât help but let out a content hum at the way you melted into each other.
So you went to his that night, him texting you the address along with one of the animal facts heâd saved for you just as promised and you werenât sure what to expect. It was just his flat as Robin was still in the house but it was still nicer than what you had and you could tell Robin had never set foot in here. It was a man cave to a T but you could tell heâd tidied up a bit for you. Letting you know heâd ordered food so you were safe and you spent the evening cuddled up on the sofa stealing sweet kisses from each other.
âI like it here, itâs calmâ you commented after a while, watching the corners of his lips tilt up into a soft smile.
âWell whenever you wanna drop by you can, you know I love having you aroundâ
âI might take you up on thatâ you winked and he was quick to kiss you again. The pair of you not able to keep your hands off of each other it seemed but you werenât complaining. Youâd missed his touch more than youâd realised over the weeks youâd spent apart and now you were back you felt that same force sticking you together again.
âI hope you doâ he laughed before his face turned serious as he gripped your chin to look at you. âWhat do you think about me introducing you to some people properly soon?
âOh? Um I mean-â
âYeah I mean some of my mates know who you are and Iâll tell my family about us soon I promise. You know like when the timings good and-â
âMase waitâ you interrupted. Wanting to stop him in his tracks as heâd clearly got a little ahead of himself and forgot that youâd requested to take things slowly, the thought of having to let him down a bit made your heart hurt but you knew you had to be strong on this one .
âWhatâs wrong?â
âItâs just, itâs a bit fast for meâ you whispered, the sudden realisation changing Masonâs expression in an instant and thankfully you didnât get the vibe that we was mad or anything.
âOh no not youâre right, sorry I just got a bit excited. We've got loads of time for thatâ
âI just-â
âYou donât need to explainâ he smiled, cutting you off with a quick kiss. âYou need time and I know that. Iâm happy to wait until youâre ready, okay? And if Iâm this pushy again just tell me to back off. Iâll take what you give me, just like we agreedâ
âOkayâ you whispered, your heart soaring at the fact heâs actually listened to you and was respecting your boundaries but It wasnât just Mason going fast that made you pump the brakes. You were nervous about everything that would come with being in his world and meeting everyone as you werenât sure what people might think of you or if theyâd have something to say, but thankfully you were keeping things on the down low for now. Agreeing that youâd take it slow and since the evening youâd spent at his youâd only physically seen him once in three weeks when he came over to yours for a movie night and you realised how much you loved being around him again.
Youâd kept in touch with messages and the odd facetime but you missed his touch, his kisses and the way your head fit so perfectly on his chest so after your dinner plans fell through one night, you thought it would be nice to surprise him in hopes you could cook for him or treat him to a takeaway. Taking him up on his offer of popping over whenever you liked and heading over straight from work without letting him know you were on the way.
You werenât expecting the door to open to a mop of blonde curls though. Their face eyeing you curiously before they sent you a friendly smile and it finally clicked that youâd seen this person before.
âOh hey, y/n right? It's nice to see you againâ
âY-yeah thatâs meâ you nodded. Face to face with the boy from the first night you met Mason who didnât seem to take too kindly to you. âWoody right?â
âYeah, thatâs meâ he laughed, stepping back and nodding you in but you felt awkward and shy and you stepped inside.
âSorry, I had no idea youâd be here I was just gonna speak to Mase about something but itâs fine I can come back another timeâ you told him, hoping to make it seem like you were just popping in rather than going with the expectation of staying a while.
âNo donât be silly, come inâ he smiled before you followed him into the sitting room, wondering if Mason would be in there but when you turned the corner there was no one else around. âHeâs not stopped yapping about you since Iâve seen him. Weâre only watching a film so itâs fine, heâs actually just ordering some food. You eaten?â
âOh no I um-â
âYou know what heâs like, eyes bigger than his belly so Iâm sure there will be plenty. You might as well stay and eat with usâ he offered and even though his attitude seemed to have done a 180 and he was being more than welcoming you still felt weird about intruding.
âAre you sure?â
âDefinitelyâ he smiled, before he gulped and you knew he was getting ready to say something else. Your heart rate picking up at what might be an awkward encounter but he was talking before you could tell him to stop. âListen, I kinda wanted to talk to you anyway at some point and now seems like as good a time as any. I wanted to apologise for that night, you know when you first met him? I know I didnât come across as very friendly but you know it was never you right?â
âI know, you donât have to be sorryâ you told him, knowing he was just looking out for Mason and it was clear to see he had his back over anything. âIt was weird for everyone, like I knew nothing at the time and I know you were just looking out for himâ
âI was, and I know how tough things have been for him but I canât tell you how happy you make himâ he laughed, feeling your cheeks flush straight away at his confession. You knew Mason made you happy but to hear it coming from someone so close to him meant more than anything. âItâs like having a whole different Mason aroundâ
âWell he makes me happy tooâ you nodded, speaking quietly as you were embarrassed to admit to him. âI know itâs been rocky and weird but-â
âI donât think they understood my southern accent but if my calculations are correct it should be delivered in half an hourâ you suddenly heard Mason shout through the hall, you and Woody turning to look at each other with a smile before Mason rounded the corner and he spotted you straight away. His face a mask of shock but you could tell he was happy and also a little flustered. âHey, what are you doing here? I thought you had plans?â
âI did, but they got cancelled last minute. I was just popping in but I didnât realise Woody was here tooâ
âI told her she can stay for dinner, youâve ordered enough right?â Woody asked him, raising his brows at him. Almost as if he was trying to tell him to act cool but Mason was way beyond that and you could see how giddy he was just at the sight of you.
âYeah I haveâ he smiled, slowly making his way over to you and as if Woody knew it was his que to go, he excused himself to the loo.
âThought heâd never leaveâ Mason laughed, falling down next to you on the sofa so he could wrap you up in his arms and you felt your whole body relax as you held each other. âMissed you, gorgeousâ
âI missed you tooâ you whispered, hiding your head in his neck as you felt too shy to look at him and soon enough he was trying to pull you away so he could see you.
âHey, why wonât you look at meâ he laughed, trying to tickle your sides and his plans worked as you started to squirm away but you moved your hands over your face to hide again. âBaby, what are you doing?â
âStop it, Iâve gone all shyâ you laughed, hoping heâd leave you be but just as youâd figured he did no such thing. Prying your hands away from your face so your red cheeks were exposed to him and the bright smile on his face made you melt.
âWhy are you shy, itâs only meâ he whispered, his own cheeks just as red and you thought it was the most adorable thing in the world.
âI knowâ you giggled, letting him cup your jaw before resting your face in his hand so you could gaze into each other's eyes lovingly before he dipped down to kiss you.
It was like having your first kiss all over again. Slightly hesitant and soft but you could feel his smile on your lips and feel the tsunami of butterflies swarming in your tummy. You loved kissing Mason, and each time you got to kiss him again you remembered how much. Letting him take control as he carefully dipped his tongue into your mouth so he could brush it against yours and in the end you had to pull away as you felt yourself overwhelmed by him. Your heart pounding in your ears as you struggled to catch your breath but his soft smile and kind eyes relaxed you when you were finally able to look at him.
âYou guys want a drink?â Woody suddenly called, the pair of you jumping slightly and Mason answered for the both of you before he came back to the living room with his arms full of cans from the fridge. They both let you have the first pick before you took your coat off to get comfy on the sofa but Mason was giving you the once over before his face scrunched a little.
âDo you wanna get changed, love? Iâve got some things you can borrow if you donât wanna sit in thatâ Mason asked, his eyes trailing over your body trapped in your stuffy work trousers and tight top and you couldnât think of anything better than putting something else on.
âActually yeah, if you donât mind. These trousers are suffocating meâ you laughed but he just nodded at you with a knowing smile.
âYeah come on, Iâll go grab you something�� Mason laughed, reaching down to pull you up before leading you down the hall and even though you were just getting changed, having him lead you to his room by the hand made your legs weak.
You followed him in, watching him pull some stuff out of his drawers and handing them to you with a smile before he nodded his head into the bathroom.
âI won't be long, you can get changed in hereâ he told you. Popping a quick kiss to your cheek before he left you to it.
You were just pulling his top over your head when you heard the bathroom door click open. Turning around to see Mason's eyes already over your bare legs and you gulped as he made his way over to you.
âSorry, I thought youâd be doneâ
âIt's okayâ you whispered, placing your hands on his chest as he wrapped his around your lower back and you felt the air shift immediately.
âSorry about Woody, I know you waited to wait to meet peopleâ
âItâs honestly fine, I think weâre gonna be bestiesâ you winked and the little laugh that erupted from him filled you with pride. You knew he had the prettiest smile youâd ever seen and you loved making him laugh, getting to see him so happy made you feel like you were floating.
âOh yeah?â
âYeah, apparently I make you really happy and you donât stop talking about meâ you teased, letting him kiss your cheek and jaw but you almost lost it when you felt his lips at you ear so he could speak.
âWoody is many things but heâs not a liar, so yeah Iâd say thatâs all trueâ he told you quietly. âWoodys a nice entry level, if heâs on board then the rest will be fine when itâs timeâ
âMaseyâ you whispered, letting him pull back to look at you properly and you could see in his eyes that you both wanted the same thing to happen next. âCan I have another kiss?â You asked, the question only leaving your mouth for a second before he dipped his head and planted lips on yours.
This was nothing like the kiss in the living room. This was slow and steamy and when his hands gripped your bum you let out a faint moan before he hoisted you up to carry you over to his bed. Sitting down at the end so you could straddle him and when you felt his hands on your naked waist as he slipped them under your top you almost lost it.
This was as close as youâd gotten to each other in a while, having not been intimate since he ran out on you after and since you were taking things slowly, sex had been off the table. Ideally you were hoping you could have held out a bit longer and make him work for it, you were drawn back to him like usual. Wanting to touch him and feel him in every way shape and form as you pressed your body into him until you could feel him pressing into you.
âMase! Foods hereâ Woody suddenly shouted down the hall, the pair of you jumping away from each other before looking up at him. His eyes dark and pretty lips were swollen but he quickly pressed a kiss to your cheek before rolling his eyes
âComingâ he called before looking back at you and you both knew you were a little annoyed at being interrupted again but also knew it was for the best. âCome back when youâre ready, yeah?â He nodded, stroking your cheek gently.
âOkayâ you whispered and with one final kiss he left you to finish getting changed. Giving yourself a moment to collect yourself before pulling on a pair of his shorts and wandering back out to find the pair of them in the kitchen and the smell of the food made your tummy rumble.
âI forgot to ask, what did you order?â You asked, coming up behind Mason and placing your hand on his back which made him jump slightly but he was quick to send you a wink.
âChineseâ he smiled. âDonât worry, I conveniently ordered your favourite. Itâs like I knew you were comingâ
âWhy did you do that?â
âWell Iâd consider it our favourite now. Youâve made me see the lightâ he winked before dishing you up two identical plates.
âI feel awful, are you sure thereâs enough?â
âOf course there is love, even got some left overâ he reassured you, planting a quick kiss on your forehead before grabbing both your plates and ushering you into the living room.
You all spoke as you ate, Mason and Woody updating you on some exciting plans and trips they had coming up before Mason was nudging your shoulder and telling you he wanted to take you away at some point but you just blushed as you tried to brush him off. Knowing it was way too early to think about trips when you were still figuring out what everything was.
âSo when can I take you on that first date?â Mason asked once youâd finished eating. Popping your plates on the coffee table as Woody set the movie up and thankfully Mason pulled you into his body without you having to ask for a cuddle.
âWhenever you likeâ you nodded and the smile on his face my your heart flutter.
âOkay, perfect. What would you like to do? Remember I said Iâd take you wherever you wanna go so think carefullyâ
âHmmmâ you mused, wondering if you should say something completely ridiculous to test the waters as he seemed so cool about everything and when you sent him a cheeky smile he raised his brows at you expectantly. âI fancy pizza⌠in Italyâ
âPizza in Italy?â
âYou said whatever I wantâ you shrugged, watching his face scrunch up adorably as he knew heâd walked into that one but he didnât seem phased by your request in the slightest.
âI did say that didnât Iâ he laughed, kissing your cheek sweetly âIâll make it happenâ
âIâm joking Maseâ you told him, knowing if you didnât heâd actually take you there and the cheeky smile in his face wasnât exactly doing anything to calm your nerves.
âNo no, Iâll do it-â
âOi, fingers on lips you two. I canât hear thisâ Woody laughed, the two of you bursting into giggles at how stroppy he seemed but you felt bad enough for ruining boys night so you snuggled into Masons chest as he rested his head on top of yours and kept silent for the rest of the movie. Letting Mason kiss your forehead whenever he felt like it and sneak his hand under your top so he could feel your skin under his fingers.
You fell asleep on Mason's chest with around ten minutes left of the film to go. Mason noticing straight away that youâd turned heavy and your breathing was deeper but he let you sleep. Knowing today had been a long day for you and you were exhausted but he couldnât help but look down at you adoringly. Pressing the softest of kisses to your hairline every so often until the credits were rolling and and he looked over to see wishing giving him a knowing smile that he returned.
âYou gonna wake her up?â Woody asked quietly but Mason was torn. Looking back down at you so peacefully sleepily on him make him not want to move a muscle.
âI donât know what to do. Iâd let her sleep here tonight but I donât know what she wants. Sheâs had a lot on lately I donât wanna wake her upâ
âWell you canât lay there all night, youâll do your back inâ Woody laughed, standing up so he could stretch his body out but clearly heâd forgotten the remote was on his lap and when it crashed to the floor you woke up with a fright.
âShit, sorryâ he whispered, his face turning red instantly but Mason was quick to rub your back and settle you again as your bleary eyes looked up into his.
âHey sleepyheadâ he whispered. âDo you want me to talk you homeâ
âNot reallyâ you sighed, trying to burrow yourself into his chest even further as you were so comfortable and the rubble of Mason's chest as he laughed made you giddy.
âCome on love, we need to get upâ
âNoooâ you protested. Holding your ground as you laid there and you could tell he was amused by your little tantrum.
âWhat do you wanna do then?â
âI think she wants to stay the night, Maseâ Woody called from the kitchen. It making you smile that Woody understood and Mason didnât and when he looked down at you his cheeks were a bright pink.
âDo you?â He whispered, holding you to his chest like he wasn't about to let you go anyway and when you nodded up at him you felt his whole body relax.
âIs that okay?â
âOf course it is, You donât have to askâ he told you. Kissing your hairline a few times before attempting to get up and eventually you moved yourself off of him and let him lead you to his room.
âThank youâ you whispered, ridding yourself of the shorts he gave you so you could sleep in just his shirt and when he eventually climbed in next to you in just his boxers you couldnât hold in the content hum as your skin touched his.
âYou donât need to thank me, gorgeous. You know Iâve been dying to be next to you again like thisâ he told you. Kissing your head softly wherever he could reach. âWhat time do you need to go in the morning?â
âIâm working from home tomorrow so I can just get a cab or somethingâ
âNo you wonât, Iâll drop you on the way to training okay?â He smiled and all you could do was nod and nestle yourself into him further.
This was your happy place and you were so excited to be back.
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He stuck to his promise and drove you home in the morning and by the time lunch rolled around this sight of his name popping up on your phone made you giggle like a schoolgirl.
You knew exactly what this meant, and after your heated make out session that Woody had interrupted you couldnât wait to get your hands on him again. In your mind youâd wanted to wait a bit longer but you physically couldnât at this point as you were once again drawn back to him and now that you knew he might want to make your first time special you couldnât stop thinking about what he might be planning.
You saw him briefly once for a quick lunch date on one of his days off but it was for barely over an hour as you had to get back to work but you both knew what was coming up and no matter how much you asked he wasn't giving in and telling you where you were going so your imagination was running wild.
When the day of your date finally came, Mason's driver came and picked you up around 8am. A horrifically early morning by your standards but you wanted to get there early so you could check in and get settled and ready for Mason and in the back of his fancy car with a movie on, the drive didnât feel that long.
You didnât know what hotel you were staying at exactly, Mason had given you the name but youâd never heard of it and hadnât bothered to look it up but when you eventually stumbled from the back of the car it you thought youâd been dropped off at the wrong destination.
âAre you sure this is it?â You asked the driver as he unloaded your case but he nodded at you warmly as he set it up on the floor for you.
â100%â he laughed. Clearly catching on to your stunned expression. There were fancy hotels and there were fancy hotels and this was definitely the latter. âReception is just through that door, will you be alright or do you want me to come in with you?â He offered and even though you could have used his support, you felt a bit silly so just shook your head lightly.
âIâll be alright, thanks thoughâ you smiled and bid him a quick goodbye before making your way inside.
The reception was huge, a high ceiling with a grand chandelier and you must have looked a bit lost as someone directed you to the check in desk and you were checked in fairly quickly. Taking both room keys as Mason said heâd just text you when he was here so you could let him in and you made your way up to the top floor.
Once the door was open you wondered again if something had gone wrong somewhere. The room was huge with a huge double bed and balcony but the glass walled bathroom that you could see straight into made you blush. The shower being the perfect spot to watch from the bed and your mind was going crazy with all the possibilities.
Mason had told you to treat yourself to room service for lunch before you got settled for a nap, knowing Mason would still be a few hours and once you were awake you took and everything shower before you started getting ready. You were expecting a call from Mason at any moment and just as youâd finished drying your hair you heard your phone ping and you knew he was outside.
âHello gorgeousâ he smiled, cupping your jaw and pulling you into a kiss that made your knees weak before you let him in fully. Letting him dump his bag on the bed before he turned to look at you again and the cheeky smirk on his face was making you blush. âNice robeâ
You laughed as you looked down at yourself, not wanting to get fully dressed after your shower youâd just changed into the rather racy black underwear youâd bought specifically for tonight and thrown the fancy hotel robe over the top so you could get ready in some comfort but you could tell from the look in his eyes that he wanted to undress you right here and now.
âWell Iâve never been in a hotel this fancy, and Iâve always wanted to try the robes on so Iâm just living my little fantasyâ
âTrust me, so am Iâ he drawled, his eyes all over you as he took you back in his arms. Hands trailing down to grab your bum as his lips landed on your cheek before he littered kisses down your neck and you knew exactly what he wanted.
âNuh uh, I need to finish getting ready with no distractionsâ you told him, pulling away so you could walk over to your makeup bag but you knew he was pouting behind you.
âBut I havenât seen you for a weekâ
âAnd we got all night to make up for itâ you reasoned, flashing him a smile before picking your bag up and nodding towards the balcony. âNow Iâm going to do my makeupâ
âSpoil sportâ he laughed, kissing your forehead as you made your way past. âIâm gonna have a shower okayâ
It was probably a good thing that you were doing your makeup outside and away from Mason, knowing that if he was showering youâd be able to see him in all his glory and youâd probably end up joining him so you kept yourself out of the way and only went back in to get changed. Taking a few lipstick options into the bathroom with you as you were still undecided and wanted to be fully dressed before you settled on a colour.
Your outfit was fairly simple, a short black dress that showed off your legs but the long sleeves kept it a touch more conservative and you knew Mason would love the way it clung to your body and accentuated your hips.
Youâd never worn it before, but the tube of red lipstick youâd purchased a while ago and never opened had called your name whilst you were packing last night. Wondering if Mason would like it and since youâd kept the rest of your makeup pretty simple you figured it would be fine to try. Applying it as carefully as you could so you didnât smudge it and once you were done you wondered why you hadnât tried it sooner. You felt sexy and you couldnât wait to go and see what Mason thought.
His jaw physically dropped as soon as soon as he saw you. Eyes trailing all over you as he took every inch of you in and you felt yourself blush under his stare. No one else had ever made you feel this way by just a look and it was like he had the power to make you crumble.
âYou look unrealâ he breathed, walking towards you slowly before resting his hands on your waist. âI wanna kiss that lipstick off you so badâ
âWell you canât, not till later anywayâ you told him as his pout was evident. Kissing your temple and your cheek before pulling back to give you another once over and you felt your tummy flutter at the way he was looking at you.
âThis is like tortureâ he whispered, squeezing your hips but the way you bit your lip as you smiled clearly send him over the edge as he met out a shuddery breath. âThat's it, weâre not goingâ
âMason-â
âNope sorry, I wonât be able to concentrate on anything if Iâm sat opposite the human embodiment of Betty boop. I can barely think of a coherent thought right now so letâs just skip dinnerâ he laughed and even though you knew he was joking the thought of a whole evening between the sheets with Mason was tempting. You were starving though and curious as to what heâd planned so you pouted up at him in hopes heâd finish getting ready so you could go.
âBut Mason, Iâm hungryâ
âMe too, but not for foodâ
âMason Iâm seriousâ you laughed, tapping his chest as he wrapped himself around you again but you could see he was only playing and with a slight roll of his eyes he was smiling at you again.
âAlright fine, let me finish getting ready and weâll go yeah?â
âThank youâ you grinned. Letting him kiss the end of your nose and before you knew it he was ready in front of you. Your mouth watering at how good he looked and now you knew how he must have felt before as all you wanted was to drag him back to bed and have your way with him finally.
You managed to restrain yourself though, the pair of you leaving the room and making your way into the Uber outside and youâd been driving around for around ten minutes when you realised you still had no idea where you were going.
âSo where are we going then?â You asked nonchalantly, hoping heâd forget it was a surprise but the twinkle in his eye let you know you were still about to be kept in the dark.
âI thought you knew? Pizza in Italy right?â He winked, watching a pout form on your lips that he was quick to kiss away carefully. âItâs a surpriseâ
You let him have his fun, driving for another ten minutes or so before you pulled over and Mason helped you get out of the car. This wasnât an area of London you knew very well and when you looked up at him he was smiling down at you sheepishly.
âWhere are we?â
âLittle Veniceâ he smiled as he took your hand and you felt your cheeks redden at how thoughtful heâd been. âI know itâs not Italy but itâs the closest we haveâ
âMason⌠this isâŚâ you mumbled. Lost for words for the boy in front of you and even though this was already the best date youâd even been on you could tell he was still eager to impress.
âIs it okay?â He asked, squeezing your hand as his eyes tried to find yours but you were feeling shy at the way heâd put so much effort in and you couldnât look at him properly.
âIâm speechlessâ
âIs that good or bad?â
âItâs very goodâ you smiled, finally looking back to him before reaching up to give him a quick peck on the lips as you knew he needed a little reassurance. It seemed to do the trick and before long he was guiding you along the narrow path by the canal until your eyes caught sight of a restaurant that was situated above you on a bridge. âIs that where weâre going?â
âSurpriseâ he laughed, letting go of your hand so he could wrap his arm around your shoulder before kissing your head and it was like you were lost for words all over again. Looking up to see his shy smile directed down at you but you were too gobsmacked to think.
âMase⌠itâs beautifulâ
âJust like you thenâ he whispered shyly before taking your hand once more and leading you to the door.
It was just as beautiful inside and your table was outside on the middle of the balcony so you could look over the river. Your eyes filling with tears as soon as you were able to take everything in but Mason was quick to grab your hand and run his thumb over your knuckles to settle you a bit.
âMase⌠this isâŚâ
âJust the tip of the icebergâ he smiled. âIâm gonna treat you the way I should have from the start so youâre gonna have to get used to thisâ he told you sincerely but you werenât sure if you were ever going to be able to get used to it. You felt utterly spoiled and youâd only just sat down.
Thankfully you and Mason liked the same sort of foods so after starting off with some cocktails you ended up ordering a pizza to share and a pasta that the both of you thought sounded nice so you could share that too and you had to stop yourself from getting too giddy as he tried to feed you multiple times throughout the night.
âHowâs the pizza?â He asked, taking a bite out of the slice heâd just fed you with but the way he rolled his eyes in pleasure let you know he thought it was good.
âReally nice, what do you think?â
âI like it, we can compare it to the real thing soonâ he winked but you just looked back at him in confusion until he nodded to a white envelope that was sat in front of the menus that youâd completely missed until now.
You sent him a confused look, but he didnât crack. Waiting for you to open it before he said anything so you took it carefully and opened it with a slight frown. Unsure as to what it could be but you recognised they were plane tickets instantly.
âMasonâŚâ
âItâs not for a few months, have to wait till the season ends, but I promised Iâd make it happen and I willâ he smiled.
âI canât⌠Mase itâs too muchâ you told him. Shutting the envelope as you were too overwhelmed with what he might have done but he was quick to take your hand and rub his thumb over your knuckles soothingly.
âNothing will ever be too much for you, I promiseâ he told you lowly and the intensity of it all was making your tummy flip. No longer feeling confident enough to look at his face so you looked down at your plate as you blushed profusely.
âYou still think youâll be with me in a few months?â you joked and even though he smiled you could he was about to be serious with you and you werenât sure if you could take it right now given his emotional you were.
âI think itâs more you thinking if you wanna be with meâ he smiled. âYou know Iâm in this for the long hall right? You're all Iâll ever need okay?â
âIâm in this for the long hall tooâ you smiled, letting him raise your hand so he could kiss over your knuckles and it was like you could have melted on the spot. You knew tonight was going to be special but Mason really had pulled out all the stops and you couldnât be more grateful for the beautiful boy in front of you. Tonight feeling like a turning point for you both.
You spent the rest of the night chatting and feeding each other. The pair of you too full for a dessert each so he let you pick whatever you wanted and shared it with you. Pulling his chair round next to yours and under the table you felt him tangle his legs with yours before sending you a cheeky wink and itâs as if you felt as light as air. Nothing and no one could stop you tonight and you couldnât believe youâd finally made it to this point with him.
Just before leaving you popped to the loo but when you got back Mason wasnât at your table, wondering if heâd gone to the loo himself but when you sat back down you saw him talking to a waiter just across the room. A concerned look on his face as they talked back and forth before his eyes fell on your and his face softened slightly. Nodding to the waiter and thanking him before walking back to you and when he took your hands in his you knew something was wrong.
âWeâve got a bit of a situationâ he told you calmly but you could tell he was slightly annoyed. âApparently thereâs paps outsideâ
âOhâ
âItâs okay, Iâve got a plan. I think itâs best we donât get caught together just yet, you know? And thatâs not me trying to hide you or anything, I canât wait for the day I get to show you off but just cause of Robin and everything I-â
âMase itâs okay, I get itâ you smiled. âI donât really want to start a shit storm eitherâ you told him and the look of relief that took over his face made your heart thump. Clearly he was terrified of what you were going to say but you knew by now the trick with Mason was to keep calm and reassure him he was doing the right thing.
âOkay, so Iâve called an Uber, one of the waiters is gonna walk you out and put you in the car and Iâve told them to do a few laps before coming to get me. I donât care if they get my picture I just wanna keep you safe, okay?â
âOkayâ you smiled, letting him kiss the back of your hand gently. You could see he was panicking about it all a little bit but you knew youâd be fine and the way he was trying so hard to protect you was making you melt.
âIâm so sorry, Iâm not sure who called them but I know itâs shitâ
âMase, itâs okayâ you reassured him, knowing it wasnât his fault and that heâd tried to keep this as intimate as he could so you tried to keep his spirits up whilst the Uber made its way so nothing could ruin your evening.
âUbers outside okay? If you need me just text me and Iâll comeâ he told you as he helped you put your jacket on.
âIâll be fineâ you smiled. Giving his cheek a quick kiss before meeting the waiter by the door who gave you a soft smile and opened the door to let you out.
You could hear the commotion of the paps outside, around five of them with their cameras poised ready to shoot but when Mason was nowhere to be seen they went back to talking. Keeping an eye on you for the most part and you knew they were watching you get into the car but thankfully no one took your picture.
It was around five minutes later when you pulled back up to the restaurant, a little ways further down but not too far away so that Mason would struggle to find you and you quickly uploaded a few pictures to instagram while you waited for him.
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After a minute or two you saw the flashes from the cameras meaning Mason had left. He walked quickly but calmly, sending them a quick nod before dropping his head down and getting to you as quickly as he could and sliding in next you with a huff but your driver was quick to leave and thankfully the paps couldnât get close.
âThere we go, no one suspects a thingâ he laughed. Finally settling in the seat and taking your hand to he could hold it in his lap and even though you were glad to bet getting away you didnât think you were out of the woods yet.
âDo you think we should let someone know? Just in case they post the pictures of you?â
âNah, no point. Man leaves London restaurant isnât exactly a hard hitting storyâ
âYouâre not just any man though are you?â You laughed, not believing how nonchalant he was being and the cheeky smile he sent you let you know he still wasnât being serious.
âYouâre right, Iâm your manâ he winked before placing a quick kiss to your forehead.
You were almost back at the hotel when a weird noise from Mason's phone startled the both of you and he picked it up with a confused expression as he tried to work out what had happened.
âWhat the⌠I canât believe itâ
âMase? What is it?â You questioned, seeing his expression turn angry and you gulped as his eyes flickered to yours and then back to his phone.
âThink I know who called the paps. Not for certain but Iâve got a good ideaâ
âWhat? Who was it?â
He didnât speak, just showed you the notification on his phone but you werenât exactly sure what you were looking at to begin with.
âWhat? I donât understandâ you whispered, even seeing her name written down sent a shiver through you and after such a nice evening you wondered if this would be the start of the downfall.
âI forgot she was linked to my calendar, sheâs the only person who would have called them cause I added it in there and Iâm guessing she could see we were there. She knows how much I hate it when the paps show up and sheâs bloody notorious for itâ he told you. Your mind wandering back to the photos of him and her leaving the restaurant he was meant to take you to and now it all made so much more sense.
âWell at least they didnât get any of meâ you reasoned but you knew he was still angry about it. âItâs fine Mase, please just forget about herâ you whispered and you watched his face drop as he realised how talking about his ex was probably the last thing you wanted to be doing on your first date so he gently tilted your face to look up at him before leaving a gentle kiss on your lips
âI did a long time ago, I promiseâ he whispered, trying his best to reassure you and the sad smile you sent his way broke his heart a little bit. âIâm sorry baby, come on. letâs not let her spoil our evening. Iâve got big plans for you when we get backâ
âOh yeahâ you asked, one eyebrow raised and you tried to hold back a smile âlike what?â
âJust you wait and seeâ he teased. Kissing the back of your hand before the car came to a stop outside your hotel.
âWill you shut your eyes for me please?â He asked, stopping outside your door with a cheeky smile on his face and you were about to question him but he seemed so excited so you just did it. Letting him lead you into your room until he made you stop completely and when he softly told you to open your eyes, the sight you were met with almost took your breath away.
The lights had been dimmed, a few candles were twinkling away on the sides but it was the rose petals scattered all over the bed that made your cheeks burn and you looked up to see him looking down at you shyly.
âWhatâs all this?â
âPut in a little request downstairs to have it all done for when we got back. I just wanted to make things special for youâ
âMaseyâ you pouted, holding him by his jaw so you could pop a quick but heavy kiss on his lips and even though it was only small you could tell how happy he was youâd finally properly kissed him with your lipstick on.
âCan you imagine if they forgot and I made you shut your eyes for nothing, that would have been so awkwardâ he laughed, spinning you so he could hold you from behind and kiss your neck but you felt yourself melting into him and knew it was your turn to tease him a little bit too.
âYou know Mase, this is very presumptuous. I donât usually put out on the first dateâ
âNo? You put out that first night we metâ he chuckled, his lips right by your ear as he kissed the shell of it and you felt a tingle run all the way down your spine as he loved on you.
âThat wasnât a date though, that was an ambushâ you told him. Your voice already sounding breathy and he began to stroke his hands over your sides and at this point you were finding it hard to stand up.
âWhat about when I took you out for dinner the second time we met. Seem to remember I ended up in your bed againâ
âThat was just two friends catching upâ
âOh is that what weâre calling itâ he smiled, leaning over further to kiss the corner of your mouth and you could have melted on the spot. âSo no sex tonight then?â
âI think I could make an exceptionâ you told him quietly, letting him spin you around so you were face to face again and his soft smile made your breath catch in your throat. No one had ever looked at you the way Mason did and you knew you were putty in his hands no matter how hard you tried to be strong.
âThatâs the spiritâ he laughed, watching his face turn serious before he gently bumped his nose against yours. The action making you smile as you griped his shoulders gently and the need to kiss him became overwhelming. Thankfully you could see it in his eyes that he wanted the same and you couldnât wait to finally have him again. âCan I kiss you now?â
Youâd barely nodded and his lips were on yours. It was messy and frantic as he grabbed at you, clearly not able to control himself after not having you for so long and you knew youâd both be covered in lipstick now but you didnât care. Your need for him was stronger than any of that worrying so you let him have you. Kissing him until there was no air left in your lungs and you had to pull back but the red lipstick all around his mouth made you feel triumphant.
âShall we go clean our faces first?â You asked but he just shook his head before running his thumb across your bottom lip and dragging it down your chin to your jaw. You knew your messed up lipstick was even worse now, letting him grab your neck and kiss along where the mark was and you had to hold onto his shoulders tightly so you didnât crumple to the floor as your legs were so weak. âYou sure Mase? Weâre just gonna make a messâ
âThatâs what I want. I want you to make a mess all over meâ he growled into your neck and you couldn't contain the moan that fell from your lips. Letting him pull you over to the bed and onto his lap and you could feel him through his jeans already as you straddled his thighs.
He eventually let you grab some wipes to clean you both up. Telling him it was like making out with a clown and you didnât want to stain the white sheets so you carefully scrubbed the lipstick off of him as he sat and watched you but you could tell he was eager to have you. His hands massaging your thighs gently and once you told him you were all done he wasted no time in gripping your hips and kissing you once more. This time a little softer and slower and you were glad you were sitting down still as you could feel yourself melting into him.
His little kisses moved across your face and to your jaw, peppering them across until he was trailing them down your neck and trying to attack your collar bones. You could feel his hands pulling at your top, trying to untuck it from your skirt and once he had peeled it from your body his hands were unclipping your bra and throwing that to the side too. Leaving you sat on his lap completely bare from the waist up and the sudden exposure to the cold air made your skin erupt in goosebumps.
Now you were exposed to him he wasted no time in attaching his lips to your chest. Moaning with you in unison as he sucked on the hardened bud and you couldnât help but buck your hips slightly. His warm hands splayed out over your back made you shiver but you loved how he was devouring you like he hadnât eaten in weeks. Kissing down the valley of your breasts before giving the other side the same treatment and when he finally looked up at you his eyes were dark and wild.
âI hope you know you wonât be sleeping tonightâ he told you breathlessly, lips brushing yours as he spoke but it was his eyes rolling in the back of his head as you massaged his scalp lightly that turned you on more than anything else.
âYou better have got late check out thenâ
âIâm nothing if not preparedâ he winked and you knew then you were in for a wild ride.
He stuck to his word and you really didn't get much sleep. Between endless rounds of making each other feel good you found yourselves laying half on top of each other as you spoke. Mason's excitement for your future was contagious and even though you wanted to take things slowly you found yourself wanting to say things to him you never had before.
Youâd forgotten how good it felt to have him in between your thighs, to have him take care of you in a way no one else could. To let him do exactly what you needed him to and as he rocked himself into you slowly with his forehead resting on yours you found yourself wanting to say so much but you were lost for words.
You felt as light as air as he kissed your cheeks, peppering them gently across your jaw and up to your ear where his light moans travelled straight to your brain and made you tingle. Your hands wandering the expanse of his back as you lightly trailed your nails over him and when you finally grabbed a hold of one of his cheeks he growled into your neck.
âI love every single part of youâ you he whispered. You hadn't heard him say that to you since that night in your flat as you werenât quite ready to say it back but clearly he couldnât hold it in anymore. âIâve known from the second I saw youâ
âMase-â
âShhhhh, itâs okay. I knowâ he told you and even though you wanted to speak you couldnât. His lips claiming yours again as he brought you to a high once more and by the time youâd recovered you were barely conscious. Heâd really put you to the test tonight and knew you were exhausted after the hours youâd spent between the sheets so he finally let you rest. Getting you comfortable in his arms so you could drift off and before long you were out for the count.
-
You were awoken the next morning by the feeling of Mason's lips on your cheeks. Peppering soft kisses repetitively until you were squirming in his hold and you couldnât remember ever waking up so happy before.
âGood morning, sweetheartâ he whispered carefully, trying his best not to startle you as you carefully awoke but when you smiled at him softly his lips curled into your favourite smile. âAs pretty as you look when youâre asleep, you need to wake up my love. Check outs in an hour yeah?â He told you and you couldn't contain your huff. Barely opening your eyes to look at him but you could see his pout of sympathy for you. âI know beautiful, Iâm sorry. But it is almost middayâ he chuckled and even though you knew he was right, you shut your eyes again and got comfy.
Even though you were awake he was still pressing kisses to your face, the sound of your giggles mixing together as you tried to hide but he always managed to find somewhere to kiss. Eventually pressing his lips to yours in a sweet kiss that made your toes curl and when he pulled back to rest his forehead on yours you couldnât contain yourself anymore. The words youâd been holding in for a while now tumbling out of your mouth in a barely there whisper.
âI love youâ
You could tell Mason was shocked. Not expecting to hear that from you quite clearly but the smile on his face was contagious. Heâd told you he loved you before but knew you werenât ready for all of that yet so had cooled off on it until he couldnât hold it in last night but you knew he loved you as he proved it to you everyday with all the small things he did.
âYou what?â
âI said, I love youâ you told him again, a bit more forcefully this time as you wanted him to know you meant it and the look of relief on his face made your chest warm.
âAre you serious?â
âYesâ you laughed, kissing him lightly but he was too in shock to reciprocate. Looking back to see his eyes looking a little bleary as his emotions took over and you knew it must have hit him hard.
âI love you tooâ he whispered, laughing as he kissed again but you knew straight away where he was trying to take things and even though you wanted to, you didnât have time for that right now.
âHold your horses, big boy. We don't have timeâ you giggled and when he frowned at you you made the same face back.
âWhat? Youâve just told me you loved me and now Iâm not allowed to do anything about it?â
âYou said weâve only got an hourâ you argued but you knew he was about to argue back and you had to be strong.
âI can be quick-â
âMasonâ you laughed. âI love you, but noâ
âFineâ he huffed, pressing one last kiss to your lips before moving away from you. âIâm just gonna jump in the shower, okay. I love youâ he whispered and you nodded with a smile at him before he left the comfort of your bed to head into the bathroom.
You wondered if this was the whole reason he got this particular room in the first place, the glass bathroom was completely open and as you laid on your side you had a perfect view of Mason under the shower. You knew he wasnât doing it on purpose, at least you didnât think he was, but watching his hands roam across his wet body was getting you right in the mood and before you knew it you were knelt up on the bed completely naked in front of him while he stood and watched you. His mouth hanging open as you brushed your fingers softly over your body in an attempt to turn him on like he was doing to you as a little bit of pay back. Knowing he couldnât get to you easily as the glass wall was in the way but you should have realised by now Mason always got what he wanted.
He was rounding the corner back into the room in a flash. Soap bubbles and splatters of water following in his wake and you squealed as he grabbed a hold of you so he could carry you back into the shower with him.
âYou canât tell me no and then tease me like that, I wonât have itâ he laughed. Setting you down before pulling you under the warm water and you barely had time to think before he was pressing you up against the slippery tiles.
âMase-â
âShhh, I donât wanna hear itâ he whispered, his hand flying straight to where you needed him so he could circle over you gently and his first touch made you gasp. Knotting your fingers through his hair as he rested his forehead on yours and you knew you were blushing from the intense eye contact he was already holding you captive with.
âIâll go slow, yeah?â He told you quietly but you could already feel his fingers inching back towards your entrance and when he finally began to push his digits in you let out a breath you didnât realise youâd been holding.
Even though youâd had him multiple times the night before, it still wasnât enough for you. He would never be enough for you so you took his already hard length in your hand and began to pump him until his eyes were rolling back in his head and he was moving closer to finally get inside you again.
He managed to hook your leg over his arm so you were more open to him and you gasped as he pushed his way inside.
âYou thought you could do that to me and get away with it, huh?â He breathed, not letting you answer as he kissed you deeply as he snapped his hips back and forth quickly.
You knew he was trying to get out both over the line quickly as you didnât have time to mess about but as both your highs approached you felt him slow down. Your leg still hooked up over his arm as his other held you at your waist but you moved your hands to cup his jaw so you could look straight into his eyes.
You didnât know what it was but things felt different. Your wet bodies sliding against each other as you moaned into each other's mouths. Yours eyes all over each other's faces until they settled on looking straight into the others and it was like time was frozen. Just you and the boy you loved as he tried his hardest to push you over the line and you thought you might burst. Stroking your thumbs up and down his neck carefully as you held his shoulders and you wondered how your legs hadnât given out yet.
You could see it was a lot for him, his skin covered in goosebumps as his dark eyes bore into yours and you knew you were feeling the same feelings. An uncontrollable feeling of love ripping through you for the boy who was resting his head on yours.
âY/n.. fuck I-Iâ he stuttered, too overcome with emotion to get his words out properly but you just kissed him in hopes heâd relax and keep going.
âShhh itâs okay. I know Mase, I feel it tooâ you reassured him and the squeeze of you bum let you know he was just as close as you were.
âGod, I love you so fucking muchâ
âI love you tooâ you whimpered, looking back up into his eyes and you could see theyâd become glossy. Clearly too stunned with how he was feeling and when he shivered under your fingertips you knew it wasnât because of the temperature of the water.
You only let yourselves indulge in each other for a few moments longer as you knew you needed to get dry and dressed. Content with holding each other under the water for a few moments before you both got out and packed up. Mason managing to get himself ready a few minutes before you as you were just zipping up your bag when he groaned behind you.
âAh fuckâ you suddenly heard. Turning round to face Mason who was sat on the end of the bed and even though he sounded pissed off, he couldn't hold back a smile.
âWhatâs up?â You asked. Finally zipping your bag up as you were all packed and ready to go but by the look on Mason's face you could tell there was about to be another delay.
âCome hereâ he asked, patting the space on the bed next to him and once youâd taken your seat he passed you his phone and your eyes fell to the photo of Mason immediately. One of him in the same outfit he was wearing last night and it only hit you then that it was last night.
âWhatâs thisâ you questioned, reading through the article as quickly as you could to get a sense of what was happening and every word made you feel cold.
âSome shit someoneâs published about us last night. Youâre my mystery woman apparentlyâ he laughed but you could tell he was a little pissed about it.
âWhat?â
âYeah, my brother sent it to me and heâs not happy in the slightestâ Mason groaned. âBad for my image apparently. I should have listened to you last night and told him this might be coming I guessâ
âSorry, Maseâ you pouted, handing him his phone back but he just wrapped his arm around your back and sent you a small shy smile.
âNot your fault at all gorgeousâ he winked before placing a quick kiss to your forehead. âIâm gonna go call him quickly and clear the air yeah? You finish getting ready and weâll go homeâ he told you and you left him to take his call outside. Watching him pace up and down as he spoke to whoever he needed to but you couldn't tell how it was going as he was keeping his expression blank.
âHow did it go?â You asked as he walked back in and flopped down next to you. Pulling on your waist so youâd lay with him and once youâd settled on his chest he kissed your forehead sweetly.
âHe put me on the phone to my mum, sheâs kinda pissed and I had to tell her about you. I know you wanted things kept quiet for now but I couldnât not sayâ he explained and you could tell he was worried about telling you but you knew it wasn't his fault.
âNo donât be silly, itâs probably better they knowâ
âWell Iâm not sure about that cause she wants to meet you nowâ
âOhâ you breathed, knowing it was quicker than you wanted it to be but you knew youâd have to face them one day.
âDonât worry, Iâll sort it all out okay?â He reassured you, kissing your forehead gently as he stroked your hair and you couldnât help but feel calmer about it. He always had that effect on you. âYou've got nothing to worry about, theyâll love youâ
âIâm not so sure about thatâ
âWhy wouldn't they? I love you and you make me happy so thatâs all they should care about. The rest is none of their businessâ he told you and you knew thatâs how he saw things as heâd feel the same for his family if it was the other way around but you presumed they were protective over the baby of the family. âTrust me, Iâm more annoyed than you are, wonât let me keep my girlfriend a secret for more than five minutesâ
âGirlfriend, huh? Whoâs she?â You teased, looking up at him with a smirk and you saw a look of shock flicker over his face as he realised what heâd said until he smiled it off.
âWell I mean you told me you loved me this morning, I just presumedâ he joked but you could tell he was a little embarrassed about it still and the bridge of his nose flushed red but you reached up to kiss him softly letting him know it was fine.
âI havenât been a girlfriend for a long timeâ
âDonât worry, youâre already the best one Iâve ever hadâ he winked, the pair of you laughing as he pulled you into his body. âCome on, gorgeous. Weâve got a long drive and I think I want some snacksâ he told you and even though you hated to be going you were excited for the drive with him as youâd never been in his car before.
You stopped off in the small Sainsburyâs that was close to the hotel for some drinks and snacks and when you asked what sweets he wanted he demanded one of everything. You let him know he could only have two things though and once back in the car his hand was either settled on your thigh or his fingers were laced through yours.
You were around halfway home when his phone lit up on the dash. His eyes quickly flashing over before you heard him sigh and his eyes flashed to yours.
âEverything alright, love?â
âYeah uh, could you um⌠could you have a look on Robins instagram? Apparently sheâs posted some stories about meâ he asked quietly and you could tell he was upset about it. You didnât want to look but you were also curious yourself so you quickly found her and your heart broke as you saw them and what she was insinuating.
âIs it bad?â He asked quietly and when you didnât reply he sent you a sad smile. âCan you read it to me? Its fine I promiseâ
âFuckâ he breathed, not realising it was going to be that bad and you saw his shoulders deflate as you replayed what youâd said in your head.
âMase, itâs a bunch of bullshit, yeah? We both know sheâs just trying to get sympathy from everyoneâ you told him in hopes it would make him feel better but you knew not much would right now. âWhy donât you post something?â
âBest not, Lew will lose his marbles if he hasnât done so alreadyâ he shrugged. âItâll all blow over soon I promise, I know the truth, so do you and thatâs all that matters to me okay? Iâm done with her mind games and I just want to forget herâ
âIf youâre sure. But you know if you want to say anything Iâll be the first one there to defend youâ
âI know, sweetheartâ he muttered, turning to smile at you sadly and your heart broke once more for him. He didnât deserve any of this and you hated how now she couldnât manipulate Mason she was just manipulating everyone else.
-
You spent the next few days in a slight state of panic until he asked if you were free in the next week to meet his family and you agreed no matter how terrified you felt. Treating yourself to a nice new dress so youâd feel confident seeing them and at this point you didnât even care if Mason liked it you just hoped they would.
You didnât have to worry about Mason though, his eyes hanging out of his head when he saw you just like usual and it settled your nerves knowing whatever happened he would be there. He did his usual though and relaxed you, telling you how excited they were to meet you and that youâd have nothing to worry about so by the time you were finally there and out of the car you were feeling better than you had all day.
The vibes were off though as soon as you were in front of them. Mason's Dad, brother and brother in law werenât there yet as they had to pop out for something so you were thrown straight into the fire by meeting his mum and sister first. The bright smiling faces you were expecting to be looking back at you looked sour and unimpressed and they both appeared to be sizing you up. Unfortunately Mason was either ignoring it or none the wiser, wrapping his arm around your waist as he smiled down at you before looking back at them.
âThis is y/n, guysâ he smiled proudly introducing them to you. Watching them both give you tight smiles and small nods but the two babies made up for it by inviting you into the living room to join in on their tea party. You were a little too afraid to leave Mason's side and you could tell he knew it, but he gently squeezed your hand to reassure you before looking into your eyes. âGo on, love. Iâll join you guys in a minuteâ he assured you and after a quick kiss to your cheek you took Summers outstretched hand and let her lead the way.
He didnât leave you for long but you knew heâd followed them into the kitchen. His face set as he wanted to ask them why they were being so cold but he didnât really get the chance as they started quizzing him about Robin and he refused to talk.
âCanât you just tell us what happened?â Debbie asked, her voice thick with concern for her boy but Mason just shook his head.
âNo, I donât wanna talk about it, okay? Itâs done, I donât wanna see her again and thatâs thatâ he said bluntly but he could see Jaz was looking at him through narrowed eyes.
âWell youâll have to, sheâs coming to mum's birthdayâ Jaz said nonchalantly and Mason felt his tummy drop. There was no way in hell he wanted to see her again and he definitely was not having you and her in the same room.
âYou what?â
âI invited her a few weeks ago and when we spoke the other day she promised she was still comingâ
âLook I donât know what the fuck you thinking youâre doing but if sheâs there then I wonât beâ he told them harshly. The pair of them looking at him like heâd grown two heads as theyâd never heard him speak like that to them before.
âMason-â
âNah nah, Iâm not having itâ he told them. âItâs a dick move, Iâm your brother and I thought I came first over anyoneâ he spat but he could tell they still didnât get it.
âLook-â
âIâm serious, you don't know how hard the last few years have been for me and you donât have any right to do this. So youâve got a choice, her or meâ
âStop being ridiculousâ
âNot youâre being ridiculous, Iâm not talking to you about this anymoreâ he declared before standing up abruptly. His chair making a loud noise as it moved back and scraped across the floor but he didnât give them the chance to reply before he left them to finish lunch and joined you in the sitting room.
His heart broke for you as he caught sight of you sat in a circle with the girls. Mila was currently trying to put a tiara on your head as Summer poured you an imaginary cup of tea and itâs like he was falling for you all over again as you smiled whilst you pretended to take a sip.
He couldnât take it anymore, needing your comfort more than anything else so he walked in and your eyes found his immediately. He knew you were a little embarrassed but with a quick kiss to your forehead he sat with you and joined in much to the girls' amusement. At least there were a few women in his life who werenât disappointed in him.
âThey donât like me do theyâ you whispered, the vulnerability in your voice making his heart break so he quickly grabbed your hand and kissed your forehead again. Wanting to reassure you that it was all fine but also wanting to prepare you for the fact that today wouldnât be as easy as he thought it would be.
âDonât be silly baby, theyâve just got the wrong end of the stick thatâs all, theyâll be fine soonâ
âMasey? Whereâs Auntie Robin?â Summer suddenly popped up and you wanted the ground to swallow you whole. Thankfully it was only the four of you in there and Mila had no idea what was going on but you were still embarrassed and Mason could tell so he took your hand and placed it in his lap.
âRobin wonât be around anymore, Sums. Weâre not friends anymore reallyâ he told her simply but that seemed to be enough for her.
âOkayâ she smiled at him, nodding and pouring tea for everyone before taking her seat in between her bears whilst Mila decided your lap would be her seat today.
Mason's Dad, brother and brother in law turned up only five minutes before lunch was ready. Mason seemed furious at them for being so long but when they came in to meet you they seemed a little more friendly than the women in his life had been. They were just awkward if anything which was to be expected and when they were called into the kitchen Mason let them all go so you could have a few minutes alone together and he could build you up a bit.
When you were both ready you followed Mason into the dining room. Thankful that he hadnât let go of your hand but you could tell he was pissed about something else and you weren't sure what until he was directing you where to sit.
âYouâre sitting next to Summerâ he told, nodding you over to the other side of the table before following you around. You still couldn't figure out why his face was set so hard until he reached across the table to swap the wine glass in front of him with the water tumbler opposite.
âMase-â
âIâm sitting here. End ofâ Mason spoke. Cutting his sister off before she had a chance to say anything else. Pulling your chair out for you to sit down and you knew this was about to be one of the most awkward lunches of your life as Mason planted his hand firmly on your thigh as soon as he was sat next to you. You knew no matter what, at least you had him there for you as he turned to face you with a smile. âWhat would you like?â
Mason didnât let you lift a finger. Pouring your drink for you before serving up your food for you and you were grateful as you werenât feeling very confident at all. He was a gem though and constantly checked in to make sure you had enough and you were okay but it wasnât the food or anything like that that was the problem. It was the company.
If they were trying to make you feel awful then they were doing a pretty good job. Mason had told you they wanted to meet you so they could get to know you but if you hadn't been there it wouldnât have made a difference in the slightest. Not once did they ask you anything about yourself or try to include you in the conversation, if anything they were purposefully retelling stories that included Robin but Mason had a knack for changing the subject.
Maybe it was the fact you were on edge that made everything they did and said worse but you could feel yourself shrinking as the time drew on. Not bothering to say anything or rock the boat but thankfully Summer was keeping you entertained so you didn't feel too much like a spare part.
Mason was getting irate though so you slipped your fingers through his. Giving his hand a gentle squeeze to let him know you were fine and you could handle it and you watched his face soften as he looked at you before dropping a quick kiss on your forehead. The small act making your cheeks burn but you knew it was half for his family too, wanting to show them he didnât care what they were doing and that he was all about you.
When lunch was over you offered to help clear the table but Mason was quick to step in and told you you didnât need to before ushering you into the garden with the girls. You wondered if he wanted to talk to them privately so he could speak his mind without getting you upset but when he joined you outside five minutes later he seemed oddly calm.
You were sitting on the floor with Mila in your lap when he approached you. Resting his hands on your shoulders as he looked down at you with a soft smile before turning his attention to them.
âHey girlâs, mummy just told me sheâs got ice cream for you inside if you want itâ he told them, watching the pair of them scramble up and run inside hand in hand.
You werenât sure if you should get up but Mason was sitting down behind you soon enough. His hands on your waist as he tried to lift you into his lap as he sat crossed legged and once you were settled he wrapped his arms around your middle and rested his head on your shoulder.
You felt your eyes sting immediately, finally alone and able to let your walls down a little bit but when he kissed your shoulder a few times you couldn't help but smile. Yes the whole time youâd been here it had been incredibly tense and awkward but you still had Mason. His head hadnât been turned by anything theyâd said but when he moved you into his lap slightly so he could see your face better you felt your lip wobble.
âIts okay baby, you donât have to hold it in around me. No one can see you, yeah? You can cry if you want toâ he told you softly and it's like the curtain dropped as soon as he said those words. Your hands coming up to cover your face so you could let a few tears free but clearly you were more upset than you realised. âIâm so sorry y/nâ he whispered, feeling your sobs grow slightly before Mason turned you in his arms. Letting you hide your face in his neck as he held you and stroked your back lightly.
âIt's not you, itâs justâŚâ
âI know, gorgeous. Weâll get going yeah? Iâll go grab your bag and we can go homeâ he whispered but you didnât want to back out now. You wanted to stick by him and prove to his family that you were the right one for him no matter how hard it might be.
âNo itâs alright, Iâll suck it upâ you told him. Nodding your head and wiping your eyes as you tried to pull yourself together but Masons hands were on your jaw to make you look at him in an instant.
âNo I donât want you to do that. You shouldn't have to do that. I donât wanna be here anymore either so we can just go okay? How about I run us a nice bath when we get in, yeah?â He suggested, knowing how much you loved sharing a bath together and you nodded with a smile as he attempted to wipe your eyes. Thankful you could draw a line under today early and be alone just the two of you. âCome on then beautifulâ
He walked you to the back door but told you to wait there so he could get your things and you werenât in the state to argue. You were snotty and your eyes were puffy and you didnât want them to see that theyâd broken you so you let Mason go inside. Watching him march straight into the living room and he was met with his mum's guilty face straight away.
âMason-
âI donât wanna hear it. Iâve just come to get y/nâs bagâ he told her. His eyes scanning the room to try and find it but he couldnât see it straight away and it gave her an in to keep talking.
âPlease Mase-â
âIâm so fucking embarrassed of you guys, you know that? Couldnât play nice for a few hours and now sheâs in tears thinking you all hate herâ he told everyone. Finally spotting on a chair across the room and making his way to grab it.
âWe didnât mean for that to happenâ she told him, her voice sounding low and guilty and in the back of his mind he was happy about it. He wanted them to feel shit for what theyâd done to you.
âWell it did. She means a lot to me and Iâm not gonna stay here and let you guys carry on making her feel like shitâ
âWeâve got your best interests at heart always Mason, we werenât awful for the sake of itâ Jaz piped up but he was too angry with everyone to stand and argue any longer.
âI donât wanna hear anymore, weâre offâ he told them nonchalantly, picking your bag up from the chair and turning around but he stopped just before the door so he could stick the knife in again. âYou know I never thought you guys would be like this, she was terrified about meeting you but I told her it would be fine cause I really thought it would be. I thought youâd be there for me no matter what and Iâm so fucking ashamedâ he gulped, shaking his head as the he turned away, walking back out the way he came with your bag in hand before meeting you just outside the back door. His heart breaking once more as he took in your sorry state but he adored the way you smiled as soon as you saw him. âCome on sugar, letâs goâ
âI should say bye at leastâ you told him, not wanting to appear rude and make them hate you even more but Mason just shook his head and pulled you along.
âThe don't deserve it. Come on, you're fineâ he told you, pulling you round the house by the side gate until you reached his car. Opening the passenger door for you to climb into and before you knew it you were off. Your heart sank at the way things had gone and you couldnât stop yourself from silently crying the whole way back. Today had felt like a disaster but Mason kept his hand in yours the whole way home and deep down you knew things would be okay.
The pair of you had your bath, Mason letting you cry a little more until he was trying his hardest to make you smile. It didnât take much as it came natural for you to be happy around him and by the time you were going to bed you were feeling just about okay again.
-
Mason was in the shower the next morning when the doorbell went. You were sat on the sofa in your pjs still as you ate the toast heâd made you a short while earlier and you froze at the sound before Mason's voice rang through the air.
âCan you get that, baby? Should just be a deliveryâ he called so you got yourself up and dusted the crumbs off of your body before answering.
When you opened the door you werenât expecting to be met with the face of Debbie. You knew your face was one of shock but hers was one of sorrow and guilt and you almost felt bad for her so you gave her a tight smile in hopes she knew you were okay.
âHi loveâ she smiled sadly but you didnât know what to say to her. âIs Mason here? I think itâs best we all talkâ
âHeâs in the showerâ you whispered, unsure if you should let her and if Mason would want to see her but she was his mum at the end of the day and you didnât want to make her hate you anymore
âMaybe you and I could talk first then? I think I owe you an apologyâ she gulped so you nodded her in and took her to the kitchen. Offering her a cup of tea that she gladly accepted before you took a seat opposite her.
âSorry Iâm still in my pjs, I donât normally dress like thisâ you laughed, trying to make light of the situation but she just smiled at you softly before her face grew serious again.
âIâm sorry for the way I acted yesterday, well the way we all acted really. Weâre very protective over Mason, too much sometimes, and we were just a bit concerned. Heâs not spoken about what happened with Robin and weâve only had her side of the story so Iâm guessing we got the wrong end of the stick. We just assumed the worst after that article came out and we werenât sure about your intentionsâ
âI get thatâ you nodded sadly, deep down you knew why yesterday had gone the way it had and that you would have to prove yourself so you started here and now while Mason wasnât around to tease you. âI need you to know that I love your son a lotâ
âI knowâ she told you sincerely, âand you know what, after seeing him with you yesterday I can see how much he loves youâ she confessed. âIâve never seen him act that way with someone. Weâve known Robin since she was 14 and sheâs like a daughter to me but heâs never looked at her like thatâ
âHeâs had a lot going on that he should have told-â
âWhatâs going on?â You suddenly heard. Looking over to see Mason walking in fully dressed in his comfies ready for your sofa day but the sight of his mum sat in his kitchen clearly wasnât what we was expecting.
âIâve come to talkâ
âYou better not have upset herâ he grumbled, coming over to touch your shoulder protectively but you just placed your hand over his and nodded to the chair next to you and opposite his mum.
âMason sit down, it's okayâ you laughed, his eyes lighting up at the way you didnât seem sad in any way so he took a seat and kept your hand in his.
âRight, I want the truth okay? I know we werenât the best yesterday but I need you to be honest with me about what happened with Robinâ Debbie told him and you knew Mason didnât want to. You wondered if some gentle encouragement might help and when his eyes met yours you sent him a soft smile.
âCome on Mase, I think itâs for the bestâ you offered, hoping heâd listen to you but Debbie clearly knew her son and was ready to guilt her way into him talking.
âYou used to tell me everythingâ Debbie pouted, looking down and huffing slightly and he clearly knew what she was doing as he rolled his eyes with a little smile.
âYeah well this is shit, I donât wanna keep reliving it and talking about it all the timeâ
âWell letâs make this the last time thenâ she told him, reaching over the table with her hand up in hopes heâd place his in hers and after a beat he did. Looking up to see his eyes full of tears at the thought of hashing everything out again so you took his other hand in yours and gave it a gentle squeeze in hopes it would give him some courage.
âI don't even know where to start,â he sighed. âThings with Robin had been bad for a while but i didnt wanna give up you know? Didnât wanna throw nine years of a relationship away but she made it impossibleâ he gulped. âI know I told you I bought this place for Woody to stay in as an investment but that was a load of shi- sorry a load of rubbishâ
âWhat do you mean?â Debbie frowned and you looked at Mason quizzically too but his eyes were glued to the table as he fought to get his words out.
âIâve been living here. Iâve probably only been in the house a handful of times lately cause I needed my own place to stayâ
âWhy though?â Debbie whispered, confused as to why heâd lied to her and you knew the floodgates were about to open.
âCause I couldnât stay at home. She kicked me out all the time over the most stupid things like I canât even begin to explain but I was always on edge around her. You know, wondering what mood she was in and if Iâd be allowed in my own home that dayâ he told her and you watched as her face dropped.
âShe didnât love me in the end, mum. She loved what I could give her. We were kids when we met and we grew apart but she was comfortable with the life I gave her and didnât want to give that up. You wonder why every time we went out there were pictures? She always called the paps like she wanted everyone to know I was hers so no other girls went near meâ
âWhy did you stick around for so long?â She asked quietly, her voice sad but understanding and you could see how upset she was for her boy.
âLooking back, Iâm not so sure. She had a knack for making me feel awful about her mistakes so I was the one who would always go crawling back to apologise. It was just this weird cycle I couldnât get out of until Iâd just had enough. I get you were trying to protect me yesterday but it was from the wrong personâ
âI think we were just a bit confused. This seems to have happened really quicklyâ she nodded before her eyes were flickering between the pair of you be she was smiling softly. âSo how did this happen then?â
âItâs my fault, Robin ended things with me and I told myself that I was done and moving on but I didnât explain everything to y/n at first and when Robin whistled I went running back like i always did cause Iâm a moronâ
âSo you didnât⌠you didnât cheat did you?â She whispered and even though he knew why she might have come to that conclusion he was ready to defend himself even if he had been a bit wrong.
âNo way, I would never do thatâ he told her. âI get the lines are blurry and it doesnât sound great, itâs not how you raised me at all but Iâd never do that. I hate talking about it cause I sound like a dick but I only went to y/n when sheâd broken up with me and I never told her I had a sort of girlfriend in the beginningâ he huffed.
âIâm not proud of it, at all. Iâm ashamed at how much I hurt y/n when sheâs only ever put me first and shown me love. This thing with us, itâs not what Robin said okay? This isnât just me spreading my wings for a bit, y/n is it for me and thatâs why I thought it would be okay for you to meet her cause I know sheâs gonna be around for a long time. But Robin got you like she got me and made you believe something else. You know if anything I cheated on y/n, went running right back into the fire after she offered to give me everything cause deep down I didnât think I deserved herâ he told her honestly and your heart broke for the boy you loved. His eyes finally meeting yours and the soft look in his eye made you melt. âBut she stuck with me, no matter what I did or how awful I treated her. She was there for me and all I want to do is make her life as easy as she makes mine feel nowâ
âI wish you would have been honest from the startâ Debbie huffed, making the pair of you look back at her and even though you could see she was hurting for him you could see that twinkle in her eye that you knew that she could see there was something special between you. âLook Iâm your mum okay, itâs my job to protect you. But for once I donât feel like I have to anymore. Thatâs your job now, yeah?â She smiled at you and you felt your heart soar at how much she was trusting you.
âI promise I willâ you reassured her, feeling Mason squeezing your hand under the table as he knew this was a big deal after yesterday.
âI know you willâ she nodded. âYou have been for a while by the looks of things. Iâm not going to sit here and say I saw this coming from a mile off cause I really didnât but I could tell something had changed lately. I thought you and Robin had just finally hit your strideâ she huffed rolling her eyes. âI really am sorry for yesterday and Iâm sorry for taking her side. I would say she can expect an earful from me but donât worry iâll leave itâ she laughed and you could tell Mason was happy to put everything to bed.
Debbie stayed for a little while longer, the three of you talking how you imagined you would be the day before and you felt like you made a good second impression. Debbie giving you a big hug before she left and you let her and Mason have a few moments alone while you got settled on the sofa.
You see how much lighter Mason looked when he came back to join you, the smile on his face was permanently etched there throughout the rest of the day as you stayed cuddled on the sofa. Watching all his favourite movies in between naps and plenty of stolen kisses until he couldnât keep his hands off you and you ended up having sleepy sofa sex as he rested his head on yours and told you how much he loved you repeatedly.
It was just before dinner when things went a little south. You knew something was coming as it always did with you two. Like god was testing you to see how much you could take and because things had been too perfect for you all day he was ready to throw a spanner in the works. Youâd just nipped off to the bathroom it finally happened and you felt you heart drop as the shock ripped through you.
âUghhhh Mason! What the fuck!â
âWhat?â He called, his voice getting closer as he ran towards where you were and you smiled as you knew heâd probably find it funny.
âYou left the bloody toilet seat up, I nearly fell inâ you shouted back, adjusting yourself as you laughed it off but when you were finished and you finally opened the door, he was sitting on the bed like a deer caught in the headlights. You didnât take much notice of it at first and made your way over to him but as you got closer you could see the panic all over him. âSeat down when Iâm here rememberâ you teased, trying to get him to smile but your words had the adverse effect.
âSorryâ he gulped his eyes falling to the floor as he played with his fingers and you werenât sure how to take his reaction.
âItâs alrightâ you whispered, taking a seat next to his to hopefully catch his eyes but heâd withdrawn himself completely and didnât even react when you took his hands in yours.
âDo you you, um⌠do you want me to take you home?â
âNo? Why would I want that?â You asked but he just shrugged his shoulders softly.
âCause I did something stupid and annoyed you. I thought you might want to be away from meâ
âMase, baby, you forgot to put the seat down, you didnât kill someoneâ you told him softly, the hurt across his face only really hitting you then as you realised what might be happening. The pain of his past so evident and your heart sunk that you made him feel that way again.
âSorry I just-â
âYou donât need to explainâ you whispered âIâm so sorry, I was just having a laugh I didnât even thinkâ you explained and you watched him take a breath as if he wanted to say something else but the words never came. In the end he just gripped your hand and looked back up at you hopefully.
âLetâs just forget it then, yeah? He asked hopefully, letting you pull him into a kiss that you both smiled into and even though you knew you both felt a bit rubbish about what had happened you knew you could move on from it fairly quick and reassure Mason that heâd never have to leave you.
The rest of the night went without a hitch and you were determined to make it up to him. Cooking him dinner and even making him a special dessert that he sat and ate it with the biggest grin on his face. The happiness was so evident on him and you felt accomplished that you could make him smile by just treating him how he should have been all along.
The treats didnât stop there and you changed the bed sheets whilst Mason was in the shower. You knew he loved the feeling of fresh ones but it was also a treat for yourself as his were much softer than yours and after a little bit of a struggle you undressed yourself down to your knickers before crawling inside as you loved the feel of it just as much.
You werenât in there on your own long, Mason sneaking his way out of the bathroom shortly after youâd gotten comfy and the feeling of Mason pressing himself against you made you shiver. The sensation of his warm skin on yours was second to none and you almost had to hold in a moan at how good it felt to have him next to you.
When you felt his lips on the back of your neck a content hum fell from your lips as you shivered. You knew heâd been waiting to get his hands on you again properly but there was a little voice in the back of your head that was stopping you from getting you fully involved.
When it came to sex, Mason was the king of being unselfish and made sure he gave you exactly what you wanted even at the detriment of his own pleasure. He knew what to say, what positions you loved and sometimes you could tell he wasnât feeling it as much as you were but he was so into making you feel good that he didnât care. Doing whatever he could to push you over the finish line before he took care of himself but you were about to change that tonight.
Because even if he didnât care about putting himself first, you did and as he kissed his way down your back you began to hatch a plan so you could repay him for all the times heâd made you the priority.
As much as you didnât want to as you adored the way he was touching you, you rolled over and sat yourself on Mason's lap. His hands reaching round to grab your bum as your thighs wrapped around his and you could feel he was hard for you already. Only the thin material of your underwear separating you as Mason hadnât bothered to put on anything at all after his shower and right now you were glad.
âWhat do you want, baby?â He asked, pulling you further into him as his hands wandered over your naked back and back down to your bum so he could give it a squeeze and you had to hold yourself back from rocking your hips over him as his touches were turning you on so much.
âWell I was about to ask you the same, what do you wantâ you asked, the question catching him off guard a little but he shook it off and sent you a teasing smile.
âI want whatever you wantâ
âCome on Mase, let me do something for youâ you argued and you knew this was about to be a battle that you wouldnât win easily.
âSex isnât about what I wantâ he smiled but you just rolled your eyes at him cause you knew heâd always thought this but tonight you were going to make it all about him.
âYes it is, come on tell me. Whatâs something youâve always wanted to try?â You asked him but he was frozen and you knew his mind was blank.
âI donât know⌠how about you sit on my face?â
âNo, thatâs not allowedâ you told him sternly and you knew right away he wasnât happy about it.
âWhy notâ he laughed âyou said I can pick what I want, thatâs what I wantâ
âNo you donât, you just picked that cause you know I like itâ you told him, shimming back down his legs before placing yourself in between them. âHow about I get started while you have a think yeah?â You asked but you didnât give him a chance to reply before lowering your naked chest to the mattress and taking him into your hand so you could guide him into your mouth.
âYou really think Iâll be able to come up with anything while my dicks in your mouth- oh fuck y/n thatâs itâ he breathed. His fingers automatically coming to your hair so he could brush it out of your face and when you made eye contact you knew you were driving him crazy.
Mason didnât ask for head that often, only when he was feeling lazy and you forgotten how much you loved having him in the palm of your hand. The way he just surrendered to you immediately as he moaned and groaned with every flick of your tongue made you feel like you were in charge of him and you let yourself get lost in him. Making sure your bum was sticking up high in the hair so heâd have something to look at but when you looked up at him his eyes were fixed in the corner of the room until he was back looking at you.
âCome on Masey, tell me what you wantâ you demanded after coming off of him with a pop. Using your hand to work him as you took a moment to get your breath back but now youâd given him a taste he seemed to be more comfortable with asking for what he wanted.
âI want you on topâ he breathed, rolling you off him slightly so he could lay down a bit as you took your underwear off but you noticed his head was still propped up slightly.
âOkayâ you smiled, attempting to climb over his lap but his hands on your hips stopped you in your tracks.
âWaitâ he suddenly breathed, face cautious as he thought about whether or not he should say what he wanted to but you nodded at him encouragingly to let him know it was fine. âOther wayâ
âOkayâ you smiled, trying to hide your own nerves as youâd never done it this way before but you did as he asked and settled over him your your back to him, trying to line yourself up with him but when you looked up, the first thing you noticed was the mirror had been moved from the corner of the room and Masons eyes looking back at you through it. âYouâve moved the mirror?â
âUh, yeahâ he laughed, moving his head back around so you couldnât look at him though it anymore but when you turned your body slightly to face him you could see how red his cheeks and nose were.
âYou were watching me earlier werenât you?â You laughed and he covered his face with his hands before he was laughing too.
âYeah I wasâ he confessed. âI got a glimpse of you the other night and I wanted to try it today. I like seeing you from all anglesâ he winked and you felt your tummy flip at how hot you found it but before you could say anything else he was sitting up fully behind you. âNow I know you wanna make this about me but I think you might need a bit of help okay?â He told you. Wrapping one arm around your waist before settling the other on your upper thigh and you knew what was coming as he began to kiss over your back.
You watched his hands move in the mirror, gently tracing his fingertips up and down your thigh before touching you exactly where you needed him to. Tracing over your clit a few times before dipping his fingers inside you and the growl that left his lip made your head spin.
âThis wet just from giving me head, yeah?â He whispered before playfully biting your side. And you instinctively felt your hands travel up to your chest as you rocked your hips over his fingers. âYou like it that much Iâll put you to work more oftenâ
âFuck, Maseâ you moaned, a shiver rolling through you at just how turned on you were and you couldnât keep your eyes away from the mirror that was just off to the side. Your eyes constantly meeting Mason's dark ones and the sight of the pair of you was driving you wild.
âYou see yourself, yeah? Can you see what I see now?â He asked. âIâm so fucking in love with you, you know that?â
âMase pleaseâ you whimpered, starting to get overwhelmed with everything that was happening but he knew you were ready now. Laying back down and positioning your hips over him before he was guiding himself inside you and pulling you down further into his lap.
You froze for a second or two, not really sure what you were meant to be doing as you'd never done it this way before but with Mason's hands on your bum guiding you, you began to move your hips and the first moans fell from his mouth.
That was all it took to spur you on to keep going. That mixed with Mason's dirty mouth and the image of him sliding in and out of you in the mirror. Youâd caught eyes with him a few times as his eyes were flicking between looking at you in the mirror and watching your bum bounce up and down on him. His hands gripping your bum every so often and you knew he was getting close as he bucked up into you.
âYou wanna cum, Mase?â You asked, the pair of you staring each other down through the mirror and you could tell he was almost done just by how dark his eyes were. His nose red and flushed whilst his hair stuck up in all directions and youâd sworn he never looked so good.
âI canât fucking hold itâ he whimpered, the sound of his voice pushing you to where you needed to be and all you wanted was to reach your highs and melt into each other like usual.
âItâs okay, Iâm right behind youâ you told him, the knowledge that youâd been able to work him up into this state had pushed you closer to the edge than you realised and soon enough you were fluttering around him as he held your hips and bounced you on top of him until he was shuddering beneath you.
It was awkward trying to get you off of him and laid next to him without making too much of a mess but you managed it. Curling yourself into his side and resting your head over his frantic heart that you felt start to slow as soon as you were both comfy.
âHey Mase?â You whispered and he looked down at you softly. His brows raised as he was unsure about what you wanted to say but as soon as you spoke your favourite smile returned. âIâm in love with you tooâ
-
It was a rare few days that the both of you had off when things took a drastic turn. You knew things had been too perfect lately and something was bound to push you off track but never did you think Mason would be up to his old tricks again.
You were doing your skincare in the bathroom as Mason took a quick shower. His phone face down next to yours on the counter and when the sound of multiple texts came through and yours didn't light up, you realised it must be his.
âIs that my phone or yours gorgeous?â Mason shouted from inside the shower so you quickly flipped his phone to confirm it was actually his.
âYoursâ
âCan you see what it is? I donât wanna get my hands wetâ he told you. Popping his head from around the curtain and his cheesy grin made you giggle.
âJust a load of texts from Lewisâ you confirmed and he nodded at you before disappearing back behind the curtain.
âCan you see what he wantsâ he asked, shouting the code to his phone for you to tap in but you were stood in shock for a few moments at the fact heâd actually told you how to unlock his phone before you did it and to your surprise it worked. âYou done it?â
âOh um yeah, heâs just confirming about the charity event next week?â You told him. Trying to hold on the wobble in your voice as you were so unsure and felt like you were invading his privacy.
âAhh okay, can you message him back for me? just say thanks and Iâll call him in a bitâ he told you and without thinking you quickly replied with what heâd asked you to. Wanting to lock his phone as quickly as you could as it felt so strange to me using it
âOkay, doneâ
âThank you baby, Iâll be out in a minute yeahâ
âOkayâ you told him before leaving and getting ready for bed but you couldnât seem to wipe the smile off of your face.
When Mason eventually joined you, you could tell he was looking at you in amusement. Clearly unsure as to why you were grinning like youâd just won the lottery and when you both climbed into bed he pulled you into his lap so your legs were laid across his thighs with his arms around you and your heart thumped at how he looked down at you.
âWhat you smiling at, pretty girl?â
âYou gave me the code to your phoneâ you whispered, smiling even wider like a cat that got the cream as he looked down at you and soon enough his face mirrored yours. âNo ones ever given me the code to their phone beforeâ
âWell Iâve got nothing to hideâ he told you sinserly, âAnd you can use it or look on there whenever you want to, yeah? Iâll be honest itâs a bit boring but youâve got free reignâ
âIs it just you and Woody sending each other heart eyes all the time?â You teased and thankfully he laughed as he ticked your sides.
âYouâve caught meâ he laughed, dropping a heavy kiss on your lips before pulling back to look at you seriously. âYou can trust me, you know that right?â
âI knowâ you nodded, and you really thought you could.
The fact heâd given you the code made you not want to bother looking. You knew he had nothing to hide and heâd given you no reason to think anything different was going on until one night after work around a week later you were staying with him again. Mason was taking a call on his work phone in the conservatory when his personal one began to ring beside you and when you looked down at the screen your skin prickled uncomfortably.
Robin? Why was she calling? And why was she still saved in his phone with a heart next to her name and a photo of them all over each other? you wondered. Letting it ring until the call ended before a few texts poured in and your curiosity got the better of you. Punching in the code as quickly as you could with your heart pounding in your ears to try and see what sheâd said.
He text her from his other phone? And he was meeting her tomorrow? Surely not this must be some sort of trick sheâs playing but the heart by her name and the picture of the two of them making out was making your head spin and you didnât know what to do.
Mason's voice was soon booming through the house, letting you know he was getting closer so you quickly locked his phone and put it back where it was just in time for him to end his call and take a seat next to you. You tried your best to act casual and like you hadnât just uncovered his secret but you forgot he could read you like a book and gave you a confused look as soon as he saw you.
âYou alright, gorgeous?â He asked, his voice full of concern as he wrapping his arm around you just like always but you hid yourself in his body and nodded your head.
âIâm fine, just sleepyâ you told him, not wanting to say anything and call him out of it really was nothing but you couldn't lie and pretend you hadnât seen what you had so when he offered you an early night you took it. Noticing how he was reading over messages on his personal phone when you slipped into bed but his brows were drawn and his face fallen as he typed out his replies.
âYou still have that meeting tomorrow after work?â He asked as he got settled behind you. His arm laying loosely around your tummy as he spoke into your shoulder and you could only muster a nod. Not trusting your voice in case it broke but he seemed happy enough with your reply. âOkay, well Iâve got dinner with Rasmus tomorrow night so I might not see youâ he told you and you wondered if this was just a lie so he could go and see Robin. If it was a lie he was horribly good at it.
He was asleep soon after you said goodnight, however you laid there awake for hours. Worrying about what tonight might hold and if he was seeing her again behind your back. You knew you should have said something but in a weird way you wanted him to do it. At least then youâd have the evidence and when you didnât hear from him for a few hours at around 5pm the next day you could only think of the worst possible scenario.
Much to your delight your meeting was cancelled and rather than go to Masons flat like you were planning on to surprise him you just went home. Wanting to be in your own bed and you laid there with the hump. Wondering what he was doing now or who he was with but after a quick look on Twitter there was a photo of Mason and Rasmus with a fan from half an hour ago and you felt even more confused.
You knew heâd sent you a few texts to see how you were and where you were but youâd left them all unanswered. Not really knowing what to say and if you wanted to see him but at around 9pm you heard the door open downstairs and you know it was him. Making use of the key youâd given him two weeks ago even though you now spent most of your time at his.
âYou here sweetheart?â He called, hearing him walk around downstairs but you didnât reply, laying on your side away from the door as you pretended to be asleep just in case he came upstairs and soon after you heard him jogging up the steps and your door opening.
âBaby? Baby are you- oh shitâ he whispered, his voice getting quiet when he realised you were asleep before you heard him go across the hall to the bathroom. You wondered if he was getting himself ready to come and join you and shit all you wanted was the feeling of his arms around you to make you feel better you could also feel your heart shattering in your chest.
When he eventually came back you knew you were tense so you tried to relax but you could hear him undressing behind you before he slid behind you and his first touch made you jump.
âItâs okay, itâs only meâ he laughed but when you tried to curl into yourself more so you could hide from him, his tone shifted instantly. âBaby? Whatâs happened? Whatâs wrong?â He asked, trying to tighten his grip on you as you pulled away but you couldnât fight him off. In the end you just face planted the pillows so he couldnât look at you as the first sobs fell from your lips. âHey come on, just tell meâ
âI feel like an idiotâ you told him, giving up slightly and letting him turn you but you sat up so you didnât have to lie down with him.
âWhy baby? What's happened?â
âWhere have you been?â You hiccuped, finally looking over to see him and watching his face drop ever so slightly âJust tell me, donât treat me like Iâm stupid. Were you really just with Rasmus all night? â
âBaby, I donât know what you think is going on-â
âI know you went to see her, or youâre planning on it at leastâ you confessed and itâs like you watched his heart break right in front of you. âHow could you, after everything?â
âLook at me, please baby let me explainâ he whispered. Gripping your jaw gently to tilt your face up and in the end you caved and looked at him. This was the explanation you wanted so you might as well hear him out. âSheâs moving out of the house. You know I said she could stay while she looked for something else? Well sheâs going now and I had to meet her so she could sign everything over to meâ
âWhat?â
âYeah, there was some stuff in her name and we said weâd sort it when the time came. I just didnât want you worrying or panicking so I didnât say anything but now I realise that was stupid of me cause itâs made it all worseâ
âOhâ you breathed, the tension lifting off you immediately but you could feel your tears coming thick and fast as you realised everything was fine.
âI know Iâve still got a lot to prove, but you know Iâd never-â
âIâm so sorryâ you sobbed, head falling into his chest as he took you in his arms but he just held you and let you cry. Knowing you probably needed to get your emotions out. âShe called you and I went through your phone. Iâm so sorry I know you said it was fine but I get if you want to change the code nowâ
âNot at allâ he whispered into your hair before he gripped you tighter. âI told you Iâve got nothing to hide and you can look where you wantâ he whispered. âBut baby if you see something or are worried about anything then please talk to me okay? Cause I can assure you itâll be nothingâ
âI feel like an idiot. I just panickedâ
âI know gorgeous, itâs okayâ he told you but you didnât feel like it was. You felt like youâd royally messed up even if he was looking at you like everything would be okay.
âPlease donât be mad at meâ you whispered. Your lip wobbling as you thought youâd ruined everything but he just smiled at you and held your jaw so you had to look at him and you felt your heart rate slow down as he softly stroked your cheek.
âHey no, no I would neverâ he told you softly. âIâm more mad at myself for just not being honest and getting you in a state. I thought i was doing the right thingâ
âI just didnât want you to think I was insecure but maybe I amâ you shrugged sadly and you could see how much it hurt him to hear you say that as he knew his actions were the cause of it. âIts okay, Mase. Itâll just have to be something we work on togetherâ you told him. Resting your hands on his shoulders so you could stroke his neck as you knew it calmed him but he still looked heartbroken at your confession.
âI hate that Iâve made you feel like thisâ
âMasey itâs okay, itâs just something weâll have to work on together okay?â You smiled at him. âIt's just a blip but weâll get through it. We always doâ
âI promised myself Iâd never make you cry because of me againâ he gulped and your heart broke before you pulled him into your arms. The both of you sad but latching onto the other for comfort and the feeling of him breathing you in made you relax.
âLetâs just use it as a learning curve, yeah? We just need to communicate more and weâll be fineâ you told him. Your fingers getting lost in his hair so you could massage his scalp and when he nodded into your neck you knew youâd both be fine. âI love you so much, Masonâ
âI love you, tooâ he told you. Pulling back just enough for him to kiss you tenderly and when you suggested getting comfy to sleep he let you lay down before resting his head on your chest. âWeâll be okayâ
âOf course we will be, we always areâ
-
You were on the phone to Mason on your lunch break two days later when you bought up dinner with a friend but much to your dismay he couldnât go with you.
âI might not be able to make it baby, Iâve gotta get stuff boxed up and moved back into the houseâ he explained and a feeling you couldnât describe swirled in your tummy.
âOh?â
âYeah sheâs moving out on Wednesday so I can move back in finallyâ he told you and you could hear the excitement in his voice already.
âOh wow thatâs quickâ you told him, thankful he couldnât see your face as you weren't exactly sure what expression you had on right now. Still processing that youâd have to take on this whole new part of his life when you were so comfortable in the current version.
âYeah I thought Thursday maybe we could go there? Stay the night like get settled and get you used to it there. What do you think?â He asked and you didnât know why but the idea filled you with dread. You knew the plan was always to move back in once she was out as that was Mason's home but now the time was here you werenât sure how you felt about moving into somewhere that was so full of her.
You brushed it off though, trying to be positive about the situation, telling him it was a great idea and it was fine until he was pulling onto the drive and you felt awkward immediately.
If you thought his flat was nice then this was a whole different game. Youâd never seen a house like this before and even the driveway felt bigger than your whole flat.
Even from the outside you could get a feel for how nice it would be inside. The size and scale was overwhelming and you knew it was well taken care of as all the plants and lawns on the outside were in perfect condition but you had a sneaky suspicion none of that was down to Mason.
He was dying to get inside though and as soon as the car was off he was jumping out. Looking up in what only can be described as pride at his home before he was searching for you and holding out his hand for you to take.
âWhat do you think?â
âIts hugeâ you whispered and when he wiggled his eyebrows at you suggestively you rolled your eyes at him with a smile.
âCome on, letâs go inâ he laughed but you felt yourself stuck to the floor until he was pulling you forward. âYou want the tour?â
âOkayâ you nodded, trying to send him a smile but it felt forced and he could see you were nervous so he kissed the back of your hand before walking you inside.
It was huge, five times the size of his flat and you knew youâd get lost in there eventually. But it wasnât just the size of it that was throwing you off, it was all of Mason's memories that were attached to it.
It was homely in a way that Mason's flat wasnât. There you could tell it was made for a man to live in whilst this place had a womanâs touch all over it. The empty picture frames a reminder of maybe what used to fill them and the bunch of flowers in the hall made your tummy squeeze.
She was everywhere you looked, from her water bottle that was conveniently left in the kitchen to some of her skincare in the bathroom. You didnât feel safe from her anywhere and the longer you walked around the worse you felt.
It was like taking a tour of his old life, the one you both wanted to forget, but Mason seemed to be in his element. Walking around and finding things he thought heâd lost and telling you silly stories from moments when he lived there but thankfully they only involved him or Woody.
You couldnât deny the house was beautiful, loads of bedrooms so all his family could come and stay and a cute cinema room with massive cushions and a big fluffy blanket but the smell of what you could only presume was Robinâs perfume was lingering and you felt your eyes sting. You wanted to be as excited as he was but you just couldnât.
After the grand tour he went and grabbed your bags from the car. You ordered food in the end, sitting on the sofa as he told you about all the changes he wanted to make that he was never allowed to and you began to relax as thoughts of her left your mind. Hoping you could maybe one day erase every part of her and not think about her being there in every corner of the room you looked.
You could feel yourself relaxing as the night went on but you knew what time it would be soon and your heart was racing but not in the usual way Mason made it.
âYou wanna head up to bed, love?â He asked, kissing your cheek softly as he stroked your arm but you didnât reply. This was the part youâd been dreading but when he pulled you up you went with him, following him up the stairs and into the bedroom and once you were in you froze.
Everything was wrong. The smell in the air did nothing but remind you that this used to be their shared room and it was clear that sheâd been living here for a while. Thankfully the sheets looked fresh but you still felt uncomfortable about it so you took your time in the bathroom getting ready for bed but the empty products of hers in the bin made your eyes sting.
Once you were ready and couldnât waste any more time away from him you joined him back in his bedroom. Watching him undress down to his boxers and jump right in, clearly wanting to get comfortable as quickly as he could so you could cuddle like youâd promised him all day but you were frozen to the spot.
That was their bed and this was their room.
Heâd picked his usual side, was that always his side? The thought of you getting in next to him was too much for you and you just wanted the ground to swallow you up completely.
âBaby? Is everything okay?â Mason asked. His voice soft as tilted his head to look at you, but you kept your eyes on your hands as you played with your fingers.
What were you supposed to say?
In the end you heard him move, climbing out from under the covers so he could make his way to the end of the bed and sit on the edge. Beckoning you over to him again but this time you went to him. Letting him sit you on his lap as he kissed your temple and you felt a shiver roll through you.
âYou donât wanna sleep in here, do you?â He asked quietly, gently tilting your face up so youâd look at him and the understanding look on his face made your heart break.
âSorryâ you sniffed, trying to keep your bottom lip from wobbling âI just-â
You were cut off by the feeling of him sweeping you up in his arms and walking towards the door. A slight giggle coming from your lips that he laughed at before he walked you down the hall and into one of the spare rooms that youâd been in earlier so he could pop you on the floor gently. Wrapping his arms around your waist slowly and only then did you look at him properly, a soft look on his face and you knew you had to explain yourself a little bit.
âI donât know how to say this without it sounding awful but Iâm struggling being here a bitâ you confessed and a sad but knowing look crossed his face. âI know sheâs gone but sheâs everywhere I look, itâs like one in one outâ you joked but you knew your comment had hit him hard.
âI donât mean for you to feel like that at all, babyâ he whispered before kissing along your hairline softly.
âDo you want me to take us back to the flat? I donât mindâ
âNo itâs okay, Iâll be fine hereâ
âSheâs never slept in here i promise. This was my room for a bit when we first started arguing, before I got the flat. It's also Summers room when she staysâ he told you and you felt a lot better about being in there.
âLetâs sleep here then. Make some new memoriesâ you smiled at him and you could see his shoulders relax now he knew you were happier in here.
âI love you so much, you know that right?â He whispered, trying to reassure you as best as he could but you felt a lot better already knowing that he understood.
âI knowâ you smiled, watching his face relax ever so slightly. âAnd I love you just as muchâ
-
You didn't see Mason for a few days as you were both busy with work but when you had some time Mason invited you over to the flat. You wondered if heâd ask you over to the house but you couldnât say you werenât relieved to turn the key in the lock and find him cooking for the pair of you in the kitchen.
Once youâd both eaten you let him find a movie for the pair of you as you went to the loo but as soon as you returned you could hear him finishing up a call and he gave you a sly wink as you sat yourself down next to him.
âWho was that?â
âEstate agents. Theyâre gonna come take pictures of the house tomorrowâ he told you nonchalantly but you werenât about to let him say that without an explanation.
âWhat, why?â
âCause Iâm selling itâ he smiled and you knew your face was one of shock.
âWhat? Mase no I didnât mean-â
âNo no, you were rightâ he reassured you. Wrapping his arm around you and pulling you further into his side. âThat house is too full of memories iâd really rather forget so Iâm getting rid and we can start fresh yeah?â
âMasonâŚâ you whispered, not believing what you were hearing but he was just smiling his usual goofy smile and you knew youâd be okay.
âIâm gonna start looking for some new places but why donât you have a look too? We can go and view them together but thereâs no rush cause weâve got here in the meantime, but this next place I want it to be ours okay? So think about what you want and donât wantâ
âAre you sure?â You giggled. The prospect of living together officially hadnât really crossed your mind yet even though you spent every night together and the thought of looking for a home together thrilled you.
âCâmereâ he whispered, pulling you further into his lap and all you wanted was to kiss him. âWhat did I say on our first date, huh? Iâm in this for the long haul, remember. I know itâs a big step and we can wait until youâre ready but we spend all our time with each other that we can anyway and it can only be better once weâre finally together under the same roofâ
âI canât believe weâve made it to this pointâ you laughed, trying to keep your tears at bay as you seemed to cry at the drop of a hat these days and you wanted to keep yourself in check but Mason's cheeky smile was helping and you knew he was about to make a stupid joke. Thatâs why you loved him though.
âWeâve come a long way, huh? And I canât tell you how excited I am to be so far away from any neighboursâ
âYour neighbours arenât bad hereâ
âYeah but now Iâll get to fuck you without everyone hearingâ he whispered against your cheek and a loud laugh fell from your lips.
âMasonnnâ you groaned, trying to act like you were annoyed with his dirty words but you couldnât ignore the way your tummy flipped at the thought of being able to fully let go with him and try new things. Youâd always tried to be quiet here as you knew the walls werenât exactly thick and as you tried to hide in his neck he just held you tighter to him.
âSorry babyâ he laughed, pulling away so you couldnât hide your face and when you looked up at him he kissed you deeply before chucking. âDo you wanna go and have really quiet sex?â
You didn't say a word, just giggled onto his lips before pulling away and leading him into the bedroom so you could take care of him just how heâd liked it as since youâd bitten the bullet and asked what he liked, you had discovered a new found love for pleasing him.
He still fought you on it, letting you know he wanted to make it all about you but every so often he let you have your way and tonight was about to be one of those nights whether he liked it or not.
You knew he loved it though and when you were both knackered and spent you laid facing each other in bed as he held you to his body. Both sharing a pillow as your noses just about touched and the way he was looking at you like you hung the moon was making you blush.
âI love the way you love meâ he whispered suddenly, feeling his thumb brush along your jaw as his nose bumped yours lightly. âI hope I can make you feel how you make me feelâ
âHow do I make you feel?â You asked, your voice just loud enough for him to hear and even in the dark you could see his eyes twinkling. Wanting to spill the contents of his brain and heart to you as he was feeling everything for you right now and all you wanted was to let him know you felt exactly the same.
âSafe. And understood. Like loving me is easyâ he confessed, your heart breaking at the way he didnât believe he was good enough and you quickly pressed a kiss to his cheek in hopes it would make him feel even a tiny bit better.
âThatâs cause it is easyâ you told him, feeling him relax as he let out a breath heâd clearly been holding for far too long and when you heard him sniff you knew he was getting a little emotional. âWhy do you think I fell for you in the first place, huh? Loving you is like breathing to me. I donât even have to think about it, it just happens and I fall more and more for you every second Iâm with youâ
âI donât deserve youâ
âYes you do. You deserve to be loved just like everyone else isâ you told him and you almost smiled at how emotional the pair of you had become. âI know you've never had someone prove that to you but you do Masey. Youâre the kindest and most gentle man Iâve ever met, you make me laugh more than anyone else ever has or ever will do. Youâre my world, and my life is so much better with you in it Mase. I love you so so muchâ
âI love you tooâ he whispered. His voice thick as he tried to hide in your neck so you turned onto your back a little and let him rest his head on your chest. Your words had hit him luck a truck and he swore heâd never been so in love with anyone or could ever be again. You flipped his world upside down in the best way possible and he couldnât help but spill his guts to you. âI never thought Iâd feel like this about someone, I know itâs early but Iâm gonna marry you one dayâ
âOh yeah?â You laughed, scratching his head gently whilst trying to make out that you werenât as affected by his words as you were but you knew your heart was thumping right under his ear.
âOh yeah, get the proposal in my head alreadyâ he joked as he squeezed you a little tighter. âI just donât ever want us to end, you know? You're my home and Iâve never had that before. Weâre twin flames, remember?â
âI rememberâ you whispered, kissing his head gently before he was looking up at you in awe again.
'Can I tell you something silly?' he asked, his voice quiet in the silent room but you heard him loud and clear and wanted him to know he could tell you anything.
'Of course you can'
'Sometimes when I think about you I feel so full of love I just wanna burst like I can't contain it' he laughed and you squeezed him tightly to your body thinking he was the most adorable thing before he looked away again out of shyness. 'I can feel it right now like I don't know what to do with myself'
'Look at me you laughed, wanting to see his face again as you spoke and when his gentle eyes landed on yours you let your mouth run away with you. 'I feel like that too, a lot actually. I know we didn't take the easy route, but I wouldn't change anything for a second okay? All of this shit we've gone through it's just made us stronger and you're worth every single tear I've ever cried so please don't ever say you don't deserve me cause I love you in ways I can't even love myself' you confessed. Watching his eyes glaze over and you told him everything heâd ever wanted to hear but little did he know you werenât done yet.
âAt the end of the day, itâs all about finding your person and you, Mason, you are my person. The person I want to spend the rest of my days laughing with, crying with. The one who I want to come home to and fall asleep next to every single day and I hope you donât ever forget thatâ
âYour my person tooâ he whispered, overwhelmed by everything youâd said and you knew you had to break the ice a little bit.
âI better beâ you winked but he just rolled his eyes as he sat up slightly so he could hover over you.
âCan I take that as a yes then?â He smiled, referring to him mentioning that he wanted to marry you earlier but even though you knew what the answer would be already you didnât want to inflate his ego at all and you knew he already knew the answer.
âYouâre too muchâ you laughed, pulling him back down next to you so you could hold each other again but as he got settled back next to you on the pillow you knew deep down heâd never be too much for you.
Thank you so much for making it this far and finishing. I really do appreciate it and I hope you loved reading it as much as I loved writing it. Od love to hear what you thought so please do let me know as it would make my day 𩷠love you guys xxx
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UNFILTEREDÂ â ETHAN LANDRY
REQUEST: Secretly dating Ethan for months but you get caught bc you walked with Ethan back to his dorm. He kisses you goodbye before realizing Chad is there.đ
WARNING(S): SPOILERS, um cussing again lmfao. Implications but its pretty okay i guess...
WORD COUNT: 1,162
PAIRING: Ethan Landry x fem!Reader  Â
A/N: Hope you enjoy it! Feedback is always welcomed!
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âYou sure you donât want to stay tonight? I can be the little spoon this time.â Ethan offered. His back pressed against the open door of his room.
âThe last time we tried that you fell off the edge. Youâre a giant Ethan. You hardly fit on your twin sized bed.â You pressed a fist to his bicep. The doorway was filled with echoes of your laugh combined with Ethanâs grimace then followed chuckles.
âThat hurt by the way. I swear I thought we could fit.â His eyes crinkled with an apologetic smile.
âWell, your calculations were wrong. I fit just fine. It was your dumbass whoâs legs hung off the foot of the be-â You were cut off by Ethanâs assaults of tickles. You squirmed in his grasp trying to push him away.
âStop, stop, stop. Pleassse no moreâŚno more no more no mor-'' You break out into another fit of giggles.
âS-Say you're sorry.â Ethan couldnât contain his own fits.
âNo-â Your head falls on his chest in defeat. âOkay, okay. Fine, Iâll stop. Iâm sorry...â You thank him out of breath. Patting his bicep graciously. âGod, youâre mean.â
âIâm not mean.â He chuckles. âJust right.â
âYes, mean. And you are wrong. Like half the time despite having a gorgeous brain.â You look up and push back his curls.
âMy brainâs gorgeous now?â He nodded, a teasing raise of his eyebrows.
âOnly when you're not being a dumbass.â You wrap your arms around his neck. You leaned in and pressed your head against his. Sighing as he pulls you closer up against him.
âStayâŚâ He mutters softly. âOr at least let me walk you.â He suggests.
âIâm literally the building next over.â You scoff out a laugh. Pointing into the hallway for the dorms.
âA lot can happen within that walk.â He shrugs.
âLike what, getting stabbed by ghost face?â You mock with a laugh. Though seeing his shoulders slump let you know otherwise. He didnât find it in the least bit amusing.
âThatâs not funny.â He dipped his head.
âOh, would you stop worrying. Iâll be fine. Iâll even text you when Iâm safe and sound in my dormâŚnot bleeding out from a stab wound.â You smirk and press a sweet kiss to his cheek. He leans into your lips. Then gives up trying to convince you to stay. He leans against the door again.
âYouâll call me right when you get there?â He starts letting the idea of you walking to your dorm process.
âIâll even FaceTime, which you know I hate doing it. Iâll even do the BeReal shit, or whatever itâs called just for the kick of it.â You now hold him at arm's length. âIâm gonna be fine. Just like Iâve been fine for the past few months. Iâm invincible.â You raise your biceps, trying to show your very visible lack of muscles. Ethanâs eye roll only makes you laugh further. âNow, shut up and kiss me stupid, so I can be on my merry way, and begin my daydreaming about you, and those muscles, and that hair I like to pu-â You moaned in delight as he cut you off with his lips. He turned you guys around and pressed you up against the door this time. Your arms now pinned over your head. He kissed you hard and rough, and god it was fucking hot. You thanked all the women that rejected him prior to meeting you. The universe had really been looking out for you, blessing you with a six foot tall, hot brunette, gorgeous brown eyed loser of a boyfriend. But goddamn was he no loser in bed. You were truly blessed.
You pulled back with a gasp. Head tilted as he left trails of kisses up and down your neck. âFuckâŚâ You let out shaken and rocked to your core.
âStill wanna leave?â He breathed out with shit-eating grin.
âPlease leave.â
The yelp you let out was quite embarrassing. You had jumped one inch off the floor, and you had never seen Ethan pull away from you so fast. Yours and Ethanâs head snapped to the source. You both walked further into the room. Your eyes widening as they fall upon Chad, curled over a text book. He wasnât looking directly at you but he was highly aware that the doorway was being corrupted.
âH-How long have you been sitting there?â Ethan closed his eyes, as mortified as you were in that moment.
âEnough to know you two are into some kinky ass shit. By the way, what the fuck?â He scooted his chair back and looked at you two incredulously. âWhen the fuck did this happen? And please tell me it hasnât happened in the sacredness of our roomâŚâ
You and Ethan exchange a look at each other then grimace and wince at Chad who looks at Ethanâs bed grossed out.
âI think imma throw up, but also, why didnât you just tell us. Whatâs with the sneaky around?â
âCause you and Mindy are fucking nosy as hell! Plus I didnât- We didnât want the group to meddle into our lives. I donât need Mindy schooling us on the basis of scary movies 101 every second we want some time alone. Okay? We just wanted to enjoy the peace while it still lasted. Thatâs if you can keep your fucking mouth shut though.â
âIâm offended.â He touched his heart.
âYouâre a goddamn blabbermouth.â You smack him upside the head. Ethan chuckles amused by this whole ordeal. Chad shakes his head. Then looks between you.
âYou trust him?â
âI let him deflower me for three months. I wouldnât let someone go that easilyâŚ.but yeah I trust him.â You nodded surely. Arms crossed over your chest.
âDonât ever say deflower again please. For the sake of our peers and my ears.â
âYou want me to say he fucked me then?â You let out a small chuckle. âDefiled, corrupted my insides? Iâm an English major dude, Iâm loaded with synonyms.â You gesture to yourself.
âNo!â Chad exclaims, mortified. âDonât fucking say shit period! Get the fuck out already!â He points to the door but laughs nonetheless.
âAlright, Iâm going!â You lean over and press a kiss to Ethanâs cheek. âIâll call you later, okay.â Your hands separated as you walked to the door.
âYouâre fucking unbelievableâŚYou put up with her willingly?â He laughs up at Ethan.
âEveryday...â He nods. âYou just have to catch her on a good day though.â
âSee even Ethanâs done with your shit!â Chad leans over to see you halt at the door.
âNot when Iâm offering up my pu-â You shimmy, but dodge out the way as he throws a football at you. Your booming laughter echoing in the hallways.
âFuck you!â Chad yells after you.
âYou wish!â Your voice could be faintly heard.
âThatâs your girlfriend, Landry.â Chad points to the open door. âYouâre unfiltered, crazy ass girlfriend.â
âThatâs my girlfriend...â He laughs out loud.
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roommate!percy blurb because let's ignore that i haven't written anything in a month . . .
the funny scene in the movie should've made you laugh, but it didn't. if anything, it's made you grimace like you're in pain, because it's made percy laugh, and goodness knows what his laugh does to you.
you like percy's laugh. you like the boyish cadence that carries with it, the little roughness around the edges tickling your ears in the best way possible. you like his voice when he talks to you, low and soothing as if his words are secrets meant for you and you only. you like his smile, his eyes, his hair, the way he smells.
shit, you just like him, really.
but he doesn't know that. he shouldn't, he's not allowed to, because he's your roommate. and roommates don't like each other like that, right?
"hey." the single word is a bird's song when you hear it. your eyes snap towards percy's, strikingly blue under the fluorescent glare of the tv. he's so pretty, your brain reminds you, and you forget to listen or respond to him for a second. "... you okay? is the movie boring?"
"what? no." your voice feels weird in your throat when you speak, mouth dry and tongue heavy. it's like you forget how to talk when you're around him, and you want to slap yourself because it's stupid. "no, the movie's not boring, percy. i'm sorry, i wasn't paying much attention.â
"what's going on in that pretty little head of yours, hm?" he taps a knuckle against your temple, the chaste touch feeling like fire under your skin. he inches closer before you can reply, and then his thighs are pressing against yours and you feel close to exploding.
"is something bothering you?"
"no!" silly, stupid. you clear your throat. "i mean... no, no. nothing's bothering me, percy. i'm okay." you wish he'd go back to watching the movie.
percy frowns, a real deep one, as if he's greatly perturbed by your answer. "please tell me, sweetheart. please?"
"i don't like seeing you upset."
you're grateful for the dim lighting, because the blush on your cheeks would've told him everything he shouldn't know.
"i'm not..." you sigh. "i'm not upset."
"then what's going on? did i do something wrong?"
gods, no, percy, you're an idiot! you want to yell, but you don't think it's very fair. you're being an idiot, too.
"you laughed."
percy's visibly confused. you want to run away and hide. "i, what?"
"you laughed. i... i don't like how it made me feel."
his brows furrow like what you said is a serious problem. "you... don't like how my laugh made you feel?"
he chuckles, unsure.
"see, you're doing it again!" you groan, hiding your face in your hands. percy's gone from your sight for all of three seconds before warm palms are wrapping around your wrists, gently pulling your hands away from your face. you feel like exploding again.
"what's wrong with my laugh, honey?"
you don't meet his eyes, you can't. you'll combust if you do.
percy hooks a finger under your chin, tilting it upwards to face him. he's a menace.
"tell me why you don't like my laugh, sweetheart."
"'s not... 's not that i don't like it, it's just..."
"it sounds nice."
the grin percy sports is giant. nothing could've erased it in that moment.
"you're upset because my laugh sounds nice and you don't like how it makes you feel? do you feel good hearing it?â
"stop asking me questions, percy!"
he is a menace, really, because he does what you ask and pulls you into a hug instead, burying his teasing and grinning into your hair.
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hey so i actually don't like this that much because i think i've forgotten how to write but yeah! sorry if it doesn't make a lot of sense, this is just smth off the top of my head :P i'll write something proper soon though hopefully! xx <3
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Not what it looks like - Tendou x Reader
this was just spur of the moment, I don't think I captured him in all his glory, but enjoy... Haikyuu taglist: @lees-chaotic-brain
âWhat do you think Tendouâs girlfriend is going to be like?â
Your whole body locks up at the sound, or rather, the question being asked.Â
âWell, sheâs French, right? So sheâs probably really arrogant. Pretty too.â
âWhat? You think he got himself a model? No way.â Laughter rings out, shaking you out of your state.
You get up from your chair, unsure where to go next. To the restrooms or -?
âAh,â a friendly face smiles down at you, âWeâre here to meet our friends. Table for ten? Semi, did Tendou say who the table was saved under?â
Your eyes flicker to the person behind him. Heâs just as tall, with long, fair hair.Â
âNo,â Semi says, looking at you. âThe table might be reserved under Tendou Satori, or Ushijima Wakatoshi.â
âOr Shiratorizawa,â another voice calls out behind them, âSorry Guys, my shift change ran late.â
Youâre unable to talk, but you point at the table behind you. Thereâs a little sign on it clearly stating it as âreserved for Shiratorizawaâ.
âAh, nice.â The first guy slips out of his coat and hands it to you. âCould you hang that up? That would be nice.â
âSheâs a hostess, Goshiki, not your personal servant,â Semi chides behind him but you shake your head, glad to have a reason to get out of the way.
âOh, itâs okay? Well, in that case-â He and the third guy follow suit and you trudge over to the coat rack to hang them up.
While there, a few other guys address you, all of them asking for the Shiratorizawa table.
You canât help but glare down at your black and white costume that had looked so nice and fashionable at home. Now it only made you look like the hostess of a semi-expensive restaurant.
Maybe you could still go home and change your outfit? Surely no one would miss you for the next half hour until they were all caught up?
âBaby?â Your body locks up again only to relax when you realize Satoriâs alone.
âHey, whatâs wrong?â He pulls you into his arms, smoothing one hand over your back. âYou look sad, everything okay?â
âI look like a waitress,â you whine low in your throat, unable to explain the extent of what just occurred.
âA very sexy waitress,â he points out, squeezing your hips.
âNot funny,â you say and you immediately feel how he leans over a bit to drop a kiss on the top of your head.
âCan I go home and change my outfit?â You ask after heâs swayed you left and right for a minute or so. âYou can just say French people are always late or something like that.â
âThat would be racist and wrong. Tell me what happened, chouchou.âÂ
You sniffle a little at the pet name but tell him nonetheless. He snickers into your hair when youâve finished.
âTheyâre going to look so dumb when I introduce you to them.â
âThey thought I was a waitress.â
âYeah, because youâre so hot they didnât think I could rizz you up.â
âTori,â you chide, though already giggling softly, âIf anything I donât know how I got you.â
âEasy,â he hums, âjust being yourself.â
-
Itâs getting late. Over several courses - and multiple glasses of wine - your anxiety has lost its bite. But so has your focus. Youâre leaning heavily into Satori, listening to a story Goshiki tells you, but you can barely follow along.
âAnd then I smacked the ball and it went WHAM across the court.â He says, finishing the story.
You clap your hands softly to show you listened, but youâre not really sure what this was all about.
He doesnât seem to mind, however, grinning from one ear to the other.
âTired?â Satori asks, lips pressed against your ear.
âMhm,â you nod, blinking.
âYou want a coffee before we leave?â He teasingly digs his teeth into your earlobe and you snort at the tickling sensation.
âNo, Iâm fine. I want to be able to sleep tonight.â
âOh?â You can basically hear the waggling of his eyebrows so you lightly slap his thigh.
âWhat are you talking about?â Shirabu asks from across the table. âFrench makes it sound like youâre having intense bedroom talk.â
âMaybe we are,â Satori teases but you shake your head. You donât want them to think wrong of you.
âYou wanna go home right now?â Satori asks, loud enough that the others can hear him.
You immediately shake your head.
âNo, no, we can stay a bit longer.â
Instead of dropping the topic Satori pulls you onto his lap, snuggling his face into your neck.
âYou sure?â He asks again, quieter this time. âBecause if I have to listen to Goshiki recap his latest game one more time-â
You canât help but snort, but shake your head again.Â
âFine,â he huffs, âBut youâre staying where you are.â
And youâre fine with that, cuddled against his warm chest, one arm holding you close, his fingers playing with the hem of your shirt.
-
At one point you must have fallen asleep because when wet, sloppy kisses wake you, youâre no longer sitting in the restaurant, but on the side of your bed.
âWhat happened?â You ask, groaning and giggling into the kisses.
âWell, you fell asleep and did that adorable little snore you do so I just had to take you home and tuck you in. You didnât even wake up when Goshiki dropped his wallet on the floor.â
âDid you carry me into the car and all?â You ask, tired brain slow on the uptake.
âOf course. And up the stairs. Yamamoto-san says hi by the way.â
âThatâs so embarrassing,â you groan, but youâre not able to hide your face in your hands, Satori still clinging to you like Velcro, nudging your cheek with his nose.
âNot embarassing. Cute. Really cute. Like everyone would want you for themselves cute.â
âYou had too much wine,â you tell him, dragging your hands through his short hair. âI love you.â
âLove you more.â
âLove you most.â
âDang it,â he chuckles, âTricked me.â
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take the edge off. [suna rintarou x f!reader] chapter one.
>>You struggle with your weight and body image, but Suna extensively and thoroughly undoes all the damage done by other guys.
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You haven't gotten laid in over a year, and your best friend takes it upon himself to fix that for you.<<
series status: [complete]
masterlist. || next.
a/n: suna has two brain cells that rub together like little housefly hands when it comes to yn and literally at no other point
[feel free to buy me a cup of coffee!]
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âYou know whatâs crazy? I havenât gotten laid in, like, a year.â
Looking back, there was absolutely no need for you to admit that.
But right now, thereâs a bottle of wine in your system, and youâre about halfway through a trashy rom-com on a Friday night. Itâs not shy on mature scenes, either, which is why youâd said it, your eyes trained almost wistfully on the screen as the two leads stumble through the girlâs front door together and get straight to business.
And itâs only Suna here, also a bottle of wine deep. He wonât judge you for saying it, not when thereâs over ten years of moments far worse than this, very securely tying you two together.
He is, however, far more scandalized by your words than youâd expected.
Suna flies up from his sprawled position on your couch, kicking his legs off the coffee table as he turns toward you.
âI beg your most genuine pardon?â He asks, jaw dropped as he stares. You laugh into your wine glass, incredibly tickled and very tipsy.
âYou heard me,â You answer, nodding pathetically. His eyes bug out of his head, and youâre glad heâs intoxicated enough to be reacting to this with his most authentic self, the one thatâs kind of an idiot and about 150% more expressive than any of your friends could ever peg him to be.Â
âA year ?!â He yells, dragging it out annoyingly. âThereâs no fucking way, Y/n. No fucking way.â
âTell that to my dry spell, Sunarin,â You laugh again, shaking your head. âIâve gotten to know my fingers and also my vibrator rather intimately.âÂ
You certainly would not have admitted that while sober, but Sunaâs just as gone as you are, not skipping a singular beat as he slumps in place.
âThatâs so fucked,â He groans, dropping his head to his hands. âThis has to be illegal â this is cruel and unusual punishment. I canât believe what Iâm hearing.â
âWell, believe it,â You snort, pointing at the ongoing sex scene on the TV. âA year without rain, truly.â
âBut why ?â He laughs pathetically, shaking his head as he turns fully to you and leans against the side of the couch. â Why ?âÂ
âI donât know-â You shrug, waving your hand over your own body sarcastically. âMaybe itâs got something to do with this?â
You watch as he drags his gaze down the length of your body slowly, following the trail of your hand. He shakes his head afterward, finding your eyes with unspoken confusion.
You scoff, lifting your glass to him in acknowledgement. âThatâs funny.â
âWhat?â He tilts his head. âWhatâs your body got to do with it?â
You look down at yourself, wondering if youâd magically become attractive overnight.Â
No, still the same. Thighs too thick, a tummy that pushes against your clothes and bunches up into little rolls, stretch marks and cellulite and all the lovely things guys hate to look at.
Youâd always been a bigger girl. Food had been a happy place, a place of love and care. Ice cream dates with your dad after school, dinners out with your parents on weekends. Standing in your kitchen at the house in Hyogo â the childhood home that had come with the open doors of your neighborhood friends running in and out to play and snack on your momâs cooking â and learning the family recipes, listening to your momâs stern but warm guidance as sheâd told you â Do it this way instead, donât add too much salt â, the crickets buzzing loudly just outside the window.
High school had made food into a more complicated matter, because it had come with girls whoâd poke fun at your uniform, bigger than theirs and still tighter than you were comfortable with. It had come with crushes on boys who would only talk to you to get information about other girls, girls who were worth their time. It had come with a strained relationship with your motherâs cooking, once so safe and kind and pure. Youâd tried just about every diet known to man, and nothing had ever worked.Â
Youâre in a place now where youâre just happy to be able to enjoy food to its full extent, whatever the cost. Good food in the body is more healing for the soul than starving and then binging and then starving again, viciously repeated. You fully believe this, and your mental happiness is the best itâs been in a long time, 26 years old and focused only on feeding yourself with good, clean ingredients and going to bed happy.Â
But it had taken a lot to get here, and youâre still recovering from the damage.
Luckily, high school hadnât been all bad. In fact, Inarizaki High had had a weird way of changing your life. Boys and girls, nameless and faceless now, had ignored you and passed you over, only noticing you so they could use you â their personal entertainment, someone had admitted once.Â
But theyâd also flocked to and thrown themselves at the feet of the most popular boys in school, vying for attention. The Inarizaki High Boysâ Volleyball Club.
The team was nearly legend, despite being just a group of regular teenage boys. Each player had his own group of fans, all unhinged in their own ways. The worst, unsurprisingly, were the girls attached to Miya Atsumu.
When heâd been assigned as your deskmate at the beginning of 2nd year, youâd felt a deep sense of dread. Would he make fun of you, too? If he did it, the entire school would be pelting insults at you by the end of the week. Would his fangirls start targeting you in worse ways, in the bathroom and during lunch?
But heâd been shockingly kind. Not a word uttered about your appearance or the things youâd eat. But not ignoring you like most boys do, not passing over you like he hadnât even seen you.Â
Heâd sat down that first day with a bright grin and a hand stuck out in your direction, all but yelling in your ear that it was nice to meet you and asking why he hadnât met you before, his drawl heavier than your other classmatesâ and a bit endearing, even on first meeting.
â Iâm a bit forgettable ,â Youâd admitted quietly, but heâd just shot you a strange side glance.
â Says who? That ainât nice. âÂ
You hadnât known what to do with that.
You hadnât known what to do with any part of Miya Atsumu, really. Not the daily greetings, screeched down the hall the moment heâd see you. Not the notes heâd pass to you during class, badgering you to become the Volleyball Clubâs manager so you could become better friends. Not the way he could always kind of tell if you were upset by something someone said, because he would somehow become even louder after the fact, distracting you via sheer ear damage.
Not the way heâd become cold and detached the first time heâd actually witnessed someone bullying you, the way his bright eyes had dulled into nothing and held no guilt as heâd made a girl cry in front of the whole class.
â I donât want to switch seats with you, â Youâd told her, shaking your head. â This is the one assigned to me- â
â I donât give a fuck, â Sheâd spit at you, pointing at her own desk, piled high with snacks from the vending machine. â I left you a trail of food, little piggie â go follow it so that I can sit with Atsumu and give him something good to look at- â
â Somethinâ good, huh? â Heâd materialized just beside you, staring at the girl emptily. Youâd almost been scared of the look in his eye. â And whoâs sâposed to give me that, you? â Heâd cast a cursory glance over her, looking entirely unimpressed. â You look like you couldnât get through a single conversation with me.â
Youâd gasped, eyes wide and watching as heâd flopped down into his chair and thrown his legs up on the desk, forcing the girl to scurry back from where she was leaning threateningly over you. Heâd hummed, assessing her through narrowed eyes. â You look like an only child. You an only child? You look it- Oh, no, I got it-â And then heâd clapped, laughing brightly and nudging you, as though you werenât frozen in shock. â Donât she kinda look like a girl you wouldnât introduce tâyour parents? Sure as shit not mine, at least.â Â
The girl had long started tearing up, the entire room watching in varying degrees of horror as Atsumu had just pulled a wrapped onigiri from his bag and offered it to you. Heâd shot the girl a look of disdain when sheâd started wailing, because Miya Atsumu was sharing his lunch with you, the girl that was forgettable.
â Yer makeupâs running, just so you know, â Heâd state plainly, pointing up at her. â My momâs always talkinâ bout gettinâ waterproof shit- â Heâd turned to you, eyes wide. â You know ��bout that waterproof stuff? Mascara, er whatever? â
â I-â Youâd shaken your head. â I donât wear makeup, I donât know- â
Heâd grinned in your face, eyes beaming in that bright way again, the way that youâd thought was guaranteed. You hadnât realized how safe youâd found that brightness before now. â You donât wear makeup?â Heâd leaned back with a smirk, drawing the final line for everyone to hear and making it clear that you were not to be fucked with again. â Naturally pretty, then. Thatâs how I like my girls. âÂ
The rest of high school had been a surreal experience.Â
You were impossible to pass over now, because everyone knew who you were. Girls were still cruel, but only in private, where Atsumu couldnât see. Boys would still mention your weight, but only the ones who were rejecting your quiet confessions, and even then, theyâd tried their best to deliver it politely.
Atsumu had never been more than a friend, of course, but heâd been a good one. The best one, really, considering that not even a few weeks into knowing you, his brother would regularly have to physically tear him away from you so they could make it to practice in time.
â Iâm talkinâ here, Samu! Weâre chattinâ! âÂ
â Save it, fucker, we got shit to do! âÂ
Youâd always found Osamu a bit easier to digest as a personality, and youâd hit it off right away â Heâd been reading a magazine about baking when youâd met, and youâd mentioned wanting to try the cake on page 12, because you had the same one at home. Heâd taken to you like a baby bird, asking you to try the random rolls and cakes and breads he would make at home. Youâd been so shocked the first time heâd shoved a banana roll in your face that you hadnât thought to consider calories or sugar or carbs or any of it. Youâd just taken a bite and then spent the rest of the free hour taste-testing it again and again, using every ounce of your brain power to help him figure out what was perfect and what need improving.
But, if you were honest, youâd been more comfortable in the presence of his twin, in the tornado of genuine and terrifying care that was Atsumu. Heâd always been honest and tactless, and â on the days when someone was unfortunate enough to have been caught saying something to you â he was cruel and mean and terrible, brutal without remorse. But he was your first ever best friend, exasperating personality and all.
And the only person worse than Miya Atsumu, really, was Suna Rintarou.
Your lunch breaks, originally alone and then suddenly with Atsumu, were even more suddenly shaken with the introduction of the VBC. To Aran and Kita and â crucially â to Suna, whose snarky demeanor and lack of a social filter was well-known by the time heâd flopped down into the seat in front of yours.
Suna, whose usual reaction to girls approaching him at lunch was to mumble â Fuck off, please â lazily, through a mouthful of food and without ever looking up from his phone.
Suna, whose introduction to you had come with him pointing at your chopsticks, halfway to your mouth, and quietly asking â Can I try that ?â about your motherâs spring rolls. Heâd leaned over the moment youâd stuttered a response â taking a huge bite right off of your chopsticks, even though youâd just met the boy 30 seconds prior â and then trading you some of his own motherâs cooking in return, half a rice ball set casually in your container.
Suna, whoâd pried your phone from your slightly terrified fingers and entered his number, a steady stream of memes and YouTube videos buzzing in your pocket from that moment on.
Suna Rintarou, who wouldnât only say something when heâd catch someone else being explicitly rude to you. Heâd say something if someone even looked at you the wrong way or whispered to their friend in a way that he didnât like.
â You got a problem? â
â Something you wanna share with the class?â
When heâd come around the corner and find someone making pig noises in your direction or laughing at how your uniform fit-
â Were you not loved enough by your mother?â
âHave you ever thought of seeking professional help?â
And when one boy had pushed at your shoulder â just a prod of his fingers, but rude all the same â youâd felt Sunaâs presence more than heard it, a sudden chill hovering at your back.
â Apologize â on your knees â before I break that hand.â
The boy had hesitated, but heâd dropped to the floor soon after, because Suna had taken a step toward him. Heâd muttered that he was sorry, and then repeated it louder when Suna had crouched beside him and whispered â Again â like you mean it this timeâ while smiling down at the hand heâd just threatened to break.Â
Youâd been properly scared of Suna Rintarou for some time after that.
Heâd noticed, his eyes following you in every room youâd walked into, an amused smirk on his lips.
Heâd skipped practice one day to walk you home, hands in pockets as heâd trailed after you. No words had been shared, but heâd walked you home the day after, and then again. Atsumu had yelled at him for missing practice on the fourth day, so heâd started showing up in the morning instead, leading you quietly to school.
It had been raining one morning, about a week later, and youâd been rushing around your room to get ready, wondering if Suna would even bother to wait in the rain for you. Wondering when youâd started expecting him to be there.Â
Youâd looked out the window, almost 45 minutes before youâd usually leave, and found him there. Under an umbrella, leaning on the gate and scrolling through his phone. Youâd gasped, scrambling down the stairs with your mismatched pajamas and bedhead and yanking the door open.
â Suna Rintarou! â Youâd scolded, and his head had popped up in surprise. It was the first time youâd properly addressed him during one of these morning walks.
â Get your ass in here! âÂ
Heâd lifted his brows but listened right away, pocketing his phone and passing through the gate to your front door. Your mother had stuck her head out into the hallway, shocked at your tone.
â Who- â Sheâd started, but youâd just gestured in annoyance at the boy standing in your foyer trying to find a place to put his umbrella. Youâd snatched it from him and leaned it on the door.
â This is Suna. Suna, my mom,â Youâd grumbled, realizing the state of yourself when Suna had just stared at the mess on your head and then pursed his lips to hide a smile.
â Oh, the stalker boy! â Sheâd clapped excitedly, and youâd barked out a laugh at Sunaâs face of horror.
â I-No, Iâm not-â Heâd stuttered, and youâd saved him by leading him to the living room.
â Sheâs just messing with you. You sit here and wait while I get ready ,â Youâd pointed at the couch and then disappeared upstairs, hurrying even more than before.
When youâd come back down, your mother had been urging him to the table to eat. Heâd followed, clearly feeling out of place.Â
Youâd eaten with him while your mom had been preparing a second bento, loudly exclaiming from the kitchen that athletes should eat more than three times a day. Heâd just smiled gratefully and then eyed you, mumbling â I liked your pajamasâ under his breath and snickering when youâd tried to swing at him from across the table.
It had been monumentally humiliating when, as you were pulling on your shoes, your mother had pulled him aside and very conspicuously thanked him for looking out for you.
â Youâre such a nice boy, taking care of my girl. Kids can be so mean .â
Youâd stood with Sunaâs umbrella in hand, glaring at him over your momâs shoulder, because heâd looked way too pleased with himself. Heâd followed you out, forced to run as youâd stalked off into the torrential downpour with his umbrella. He hadnât said anything for a while, just holding the umbrella and walking beside you for most of the journey. But just as the school had come into view, heâd smirked down at you and said-
â You told your mom about me .â
Youâd run the rest of the way to school, preferring to sit all day in wet clothes over finishing that conversation.Â
Youâd been forced after that to get used to Sunaâs voice in your living room while youâd dressed for the day, and then the knock on your front door after practice, your mother sending him up to your room to lounge on your floor and copy off your homework.Â
You hadnât been able to get rid of him, and more than ten years had passed just the same, college finding him more often in your dorm room than his own and post-grad life finding the two of you and the Miya twins in Osaka. Atsumu had been recruited to the Black Jackals, and Suna had opened a tattoo shop, practicing on himself through college until his skin had been covered in ink and a deposit had been put down on a small shop space not too far from your apartment.Â
You had formed a kind of soul-bond with Osamu over all things food-related, even with your own strained relationship with it, and youâd co-signed on an empty shop across the street from the Jackalsâ home gym. Youâd opened a cafe on one side, your culinary degree put to use on an extensive knowledge of coffees and teas, and Osamu had set up a bakery on the other side, the two of you decorating cakes and testing recipes for hours after closing time. Your shared shop had seen wild success, both due to your talents and due to being located in a tourist and sports enthusiast hotspot.
Youâd each had your various failed relationships throughout the years, Atsumu currently in the midst of a secret situationship with Sakusa Kiyoomi, and Osamu crushing rather pathetically on Hinata Shouyouâs friend Yachi Hitoka, who runs a flower shop down the road. Youâd become friends with her, at first to subtly put in a good word for Samu, but now mostly because sheâs likely to appear at your counter at least twice a day to hang out and try the special of the day.
Suna had had a few short flings with girls in the area, one a model-beautiful blonde whoâd, offhand in the middle of your cafe, offered to be your âgym buddyâ, should you want one. Sheâd been dumped on the spot, Suna going so far as to pluck the iced latte from her hand and pour it out inside her purse while holding eye contact with her.Â
The girls after her had been equally beautiful, but heâd always find something about them that was unacceptable after a few weeks. This one too loud and bossy, that one too quiet and submissive, the other one too everything , as heâd put it. Heâd never been happy with any of them, and you could only watch with bemusement and shake your head, brushing it off as being one of the many things about Suna that you wouldnât try to understand.
All of your boyfriends â a total of three in the five years youâd all been in Osaka â had similarly found something wrong with you. It had always been the same thing, and youâd known it. Youâd known it in the way their eyes would linger on other girls or the way theyâd be less affectionate in public, less willing to hold your hand or put their arm around you.
Youâd known it in the way Suna had hated every one of them, hands left unshaken during introductions and green eyes watching how youâd interact with them.
Youâd always broken things off first, finding it a bit funny that they would get mad at you for it, as though they hadnât just been swiping on dating apps when they thought you werenât looking. Always mad at you for putting yourself first, because they thought themselves above you and couldnât believe you thought youâd find better than them.
Thatâs why youâre sitting here now, on this Friday night with a bottle of wine in your system, wondering how Suna Rintarou is not understanding why your appearance is the barrier between you and breaking your dry spell. After everything , heâs not understanding.
âDude, you clearly know what my body has to do with it,â You laugh. âYou met my exes.â
âWell, yeah-â He waves you off. âBut they were morons, so I donât count them.â
âI feel like you probably should, since they have the majority opinion on girls like me,â You smile, taking another sip of wine.
Suna laughs, shaking his head. âI donât think youâve been fucking with the right dudes, if you think those losers were representative.â
âDo you see guys lining up outside my door?â You offer with a bemused smile. He flops against the couch, sighing.
âI cannot believe itâs been a whole year. Thereâs no way- Not a single one-night stand?â He tries, almost desperate to figure this out. You just shake your head. â Why ? Where the hell are you lookinâ for âem?â
You laugh wholly, reaching to put your glass down and turn back to the movie. âItâs fine, dude. I was just making a passing comment-â
âNuh-uh-â He crosses his arms over his chest, nearly pouting. âWe gotta get you laid. Iâve become invested in this.â
You roll your eyes good-naturedly, ignoring him. He nudges you with his foot.Â
âLetâs find you someone at Miyaâs party.â
You groan, laughing a bit. The Black Jackals had recently had a home game, one where theyâd positively obliterated the opposite team and subsequently sent hundreds of cheering fans into your shop after the match. Atsumu had invited a hoard of people to his penthouse to celebrate tomorrow night. Youâd already planned to try finding someone, but itâs a bit worrying that Sunaâs involved now.
âOkay, you donât have to get so invested. Iâll try tomorrow, I promise.â
âNope, Iâm invested. This is happening. Youâre getting laid tomorrow â itâs been decreed.âÂ
You salute him lazily, mumbling â If you say soâ and going back to the movie.
â
When Suna picks you up the next night, heâs frowning down at you.
âWhat is this, what are you wearing?â
Youâre taken aback, looking down at yourself. Youâd chosen a cute red dress and thrown a cardigan over it â you look fine.
âWhat about it?â
âNo, no, no-â He marches into your apartment, hands on your shoulders as he leads you to your room. âWhat is this nice girl shit? Take this off-â He pushes your cardigan off your shoulders, wrestling you out of it.Â
You cross your arms right away, a bit self-conscious. Itâs a dress with thin straps, and youâre not happy with how your arms look in it. âI wanna wear something over it, though.â
âOh, thatâs fine, sure,â He starts, poking his head into your closet and knocking clothes around. âExcept that this is a party, not a church retreat. Youâre not wearing the sweater or the dress.â
âBut this is my best-â You start, but Sunaâs seeing something all the way in the back and reaching for it, eyes bright.
âA- ha! âÂ
You groan, because heâs pulling out the single sleeveless dress you own. Itâs a body-hugging, little black number, one that youâd bought online when youâd been feeling particularly confident. It still has the tag on it.
âI dunno, Suna-â
âJust put it on and lemme see,â He thrusts it at you, and then heâs gone, leaving you with an outfit you would never have chosen.
You put it on, staring into your mirror with a grimace. The dress is too tight â your hips are too wide, your thighs too on display. Your boobs are too big, making the material stick to your chest in a way you donât like.
âI donât know,â You call. âI donât like it.â You start to reach for the zipper to remove it, since you have no intention of showing Suna. But heâs bursting into the room, a loud â Iâm coming in-â warning you with enough time to not unzip the dress.
He stops short, a pair of black heels swinging from his fingers â apparently, heâd been digging through your collection of shoes at the door for good ones. They dangle at his side, his eyes trained on your body. You watch in the mirror as he drags his eyes down the length of you and then back up, his lips parted in a way you donât understand.
When he meets your eyes, he snapping his mouth shut and swallowing, ears turning a bit red. You frown, taking it to mean that heâs seeing too much.Â
âOkay,â You sigh, turning to usher him back out. He blinks rapidly and backs up. âGo. Iâll find something else.â
âWhat?â He stops, not letting you push him anymore. âNo, youâre wearing that.â
âSuna-â You laugh, planting your hands on his chest and trying to get him out. âI look ridiculous.â
âNo, you donât.â He shakes his head, steady against you. âYouâre wearing that. You look really good.â
You blink, confused. âWhat? Did you see what I saw?â
âI saw the exact same thing you saw. Youâre wearing that.â
âDude, no-â
âYes-â He cuts you short, rounding you and pushing you out toward the living room. You shake your head, trying and failing to go back. âStop arguing with me.â He puts the heels in your hand and disappears to the table for your purse. You stand in front of the mirror by the door, turning this way and that to look at yourself. You donât see what heâs talking about.
He comes to stand behind you, and you examine him, too. Heâs got on black jeans and a silver belt, with a black tee tucked into his pants and a thin chain hanging loosely around his neck. Thereâs a long-sleeve shirt thrown over it, and his lip ring and heavily pierced ears glint in the light. His hair hangs low over his eyes, and he lifts a hand to push it back. Heâs wearing a silver bracelet youâd gotten him a few years ago for Christmas, your matching one sitting in your jewelry box.
He looks really fucking good.
You sigh angrily. âI cannot be seen with you.â
He just lifts a brow. âProblem?â
You examine him again, pointing at his reflection. âTake your top shirt off. Lessen the whole⌠punk-rock, skater-boy vibe, please.â
He grins, handing your purse over and then stripping, the long-sleeve tossed carelessly toward your couch.
You roll your eyes. His black tee is tight on his biceps, and all his tattoos are on display.Â
âThatâs great. Thatâs really great.â
âWhat?â He laughs, and you just shake your head, bending down to put your heels on.
âYou look like an entire meal, feeding women everywhere, and I look like a sausage roll.â
He doesnât answer, and you glance at the mirror, finding his eyes trained very obviously on how youâre bent in front of him, both eyebrows lifted just slightly.
âAre you staring at my ass?â
âHuh?â He jumps, blinking. âWhatâd you say? Sausage roll?â
You stand, leveling him with an empty glare. âDonât force yourself, Sweetheart. I committed to the outfit already.âÂ
He shakes his head, looking a bit dazed. âI have no idea what youâre talking about. But you most certainly donât look like a sausage roll.â He follows after you as you turn off the lights and leave the apartment, waiting behind you while you lock the door. â Like a present that desperately needs unwrapping, maybe ,â He mumbles under his breath.
You pause, key in the door, and look over your shoulder at him with a brow raised in amusement. âWhat are you doing, Suna?â
He blinks lazily at you. âHonestly? Regretting that dress.â
You roll your eyes and pull the key from the lock, following him down the hall to the elevator while he shakes his head with a small sigh.
âWhatever. What time should we come back?â
He laughs, hitting the button on elevator panel thatâll lead to his car. âI thought we agreed. Not until youâve been fucked stupid.â
You canât help the laugh that bubbles out of you at his wording. âI think that was just you decreeing things. Iâm a bit more realistic.â You smile mockingly up at him, and he nudges you as you walk through the parking garage.Â
âYouâll find someone.â
You start to argue, but you see where heâs parked, and youâre not happy.
âYou didnât bring your car.âÂ
He leads you toward his motorcycle, tossing you a curious look over his shoulder. âNope. Bikeâs easier to park on the street.â
You gesture down at yourself angrily, snatching up the helmet heâs handing you. âI cannot sit on a motorcycle with my legs spread in this dress.â
He smiles, glancing down at your thighs. âWhy? Not wearing anything under?â
You smack him with the helmet. He just throws a leg over the bike and holds a hand out for you. You do your best not to flash him as you hike a leg over the seat behind him.Â
Suna waits for you to adjust and re-adjust the dress until youâre sure you wonât be giving anyone a show on the way there. But when you put on the helmet and pat his shoulders to signal that youâre ready, he reaches back and wraps both hands around your thighs, dragging you closer to his back. You scream, slapping his hands, but he just pulls your arms around his waist.
âGotta make sure youâre safe and sound,â He says, muffled through his helmet, but you can still hear the laugh in his voice.
âI hate you,â You state loudly. He just kicks the bike into life with a snicker.
The ride to Atsumuâs penthouse is a nightmare of checking your dress at red lights and praying no oneâs seeing anything. By the time you get there, youâre stressed.
âWhatâd I tell you?â Suna asks, sliding into a narrow parking spot right outside Atsumuâs building. âEasier parking.â
âI hate you,â You repeat, letting him help you awkwardly off the bike and immediately fixing everything. He pulls the helmet gently off of you and brushes your hair out of your face. And then he smiles lazily.
âYouâre so getting laid tonight. I can feel it.â
You donât bother responding, just following him into the lobby. The front desk girl waves you through, recognizing you. Her eyes trail down your body, eyebrows raised, and youâre immediately self-conscious. But she leans over the desk, calling out as youâre reaching the elevator.
âYou look really pretty!â
You blink, looking back and then up at Suna. âShe talking to me or you?â
âYou,â He laughs. âDefinitely you.â
âOh-â The elevator dings, signaling Atsumuâs arrival to get you up to the penthouse with his key, but youâre calling back to the girl with an awkward laugh as the doors open. âThank you!â
âHey-Â Holy shit-Â â
You turn, finding Atsumu inside the elevator, staring at you with comically wide eyes and a dropped jaw. He stares so long that the elevator doors close between you, and heâs rushing to open it again. You give him a weird look.Â
âWhat?â
He shoots you a look of disbelief. âWhat dâya mean, â what â? Look at you!â
You follow Suna into the elevator, mumbling, âI regret buying this dress.â
Suna shakes his head, leaning back against the wall and addressing Atsumu. âShe wonât listen to me about the dress.â
Atsumuâs still staring. âWhatâre you tryna do, get laid?â
Suna looks at you with lifted brows and a pleased grin. âSee? He gets it.â
âDamn, if Omi ân I werenât-â Atsumu shakes his head, whistling. âYouâd have trouble gettinâ rid of me.â
You flush, crossing your arms over your middle. âTsumu⌠I really donât look bad?â
âNo way ,â He laughs, still staring. âI might go break up with âim, honestly.â
You laugh, face warm as you stare down at your feet. Suna scoffs beside you.Â
âOh, sure, believe him but not me.â He smiles when you nudge him, and then he claps once. âOkay, hereâs the plan. We cannot be seen together.â
You furrow a brow. Youâd only been joking earlier. âWhy?â
âBecause-â He gestures down at your outfit. â- you came to get laid, and sticking to me all night will obviously mess that up.â
âBut-â You donât like not being able to stick to Suna â and, by that logic, Atsumu or Osamu â when you feel this vulnerable.
Suna shakes his head. âNope. You gotta put yourself out there. Find someone you like and seduce him until youâre getting dragged into one of Miyaâs spare rooms.â He points at you, eyes sharp. âDonât leave with him, though. I donât need you getting murdered.â
Atsumu nods along, finally peeling his eyes off of you to stare at the panel. Youâre almost at the top. âGot lots of âem, spare rooms. Use one.â
You swallow nervously, watching the last two floors tick away. Suna pats you on the shoulder.
âYou got this. Donât come find me until youâre done.â
The doors open, leading straight into Atsumuâs living room.
Youâre forced to wave goodbye to your safety net â he sends you off with a wink and a mouthed â You look good â. You square your shoulders and shake out your nerves, heading to the kitchen.
After finding a drink, you wander into the living room. Sunaâs on one of the couches, talking to Bokuto. Atsumuâs sitting a friendly distance from Sakusa, looking like he very much wants to be in the manâs lap instead.
You see Osamu near the window, talking to someone you donât know but looking across the room. You follow it, finding Yachi and Hinata, and make a beeline straight for her.Â
âHi!â You say, and they both turn to look at you. Hinata flushes upon seeing your dress, and Yachi squeals as you sit beside her.
âYou look so good, Y/n!â The younger woman hugs you tight, and you flush.
âThanks⌠Iâm really out of my element here,â You laugh, greeting Hinata. âHi, Shouyou.â
âH-Hey-â He coughs. âYou look really nice.â
You warm again, wondering if maybe you really donât look half bad. âThanks! You look good, too.â You point at his arms, seeing that heâs built some more muscle since youâd last seen him. âYou really bulked up.â
Heâs as red as his hair, eyes flicking to your thighs and then away. Your phone buzzes in your purse, and you peek at it.
[10:22 PM]
Sunarin : believe me yet?
You find him, seeing that heâs flicking his brows and glancing toward Hinata. You roll your eyes with a smile and start to put your phone away, but it buzzes again.
Sunarin:Â you got the poor guy stressed out
Sunarin:Â look at him
You glance at Hinata out of the corner of your eye. Yachiâs talking to him about something, and heâs nodding and giving the appropriate number of â Uh-huh âs, but his eyes are drifting toward you repeatedly, gaze on your thighs and chest and hips before heâs remembering to keep his eyes on Yachi. He shifts, swallowing hard and blinking rapidly.
Your stomach flips when you realize that Hinata really is checking you out.
Would you sleep with Hinata? You really like him as a person, and you trust him enough. But youâre not sure that sleeping with any of your friendsâ friends is a good idea, in case things get weird. But â on the other hand â you do trust the people that youâve gotten to know over the years, the Black Jackals all great guys. You donât know if youâre ready to try to snag some guy you donât know at all â thatâs more likely to end badly.Â
You sigh, taking a sip of your drink. You just got here. You should wait it out, test all the waters and see what calls to you. Hinataâs very cute, but you shouldnât jump his bones just because heâs giving you attention.
Heâs a friend , you remind yourself. And the partyâs just starting.
You talk to Yachi and Hinata for a long while, and â when Osamu finally builds the courage to cross the room and engage Yachi in conversation â youâre left with Hinata. You fall into easy conversation with him for almost an hour, laughing and smiling and leaning against him when your head starts to get a little fuzzy. He cracks jokes and tells stories excitedly and asks about your shop and life, and you feel incredibly fond of him.
So fond, in fact, that youâve unconsciously decided that Hinataâs not the right guy for this. You really do like him, and you really do like the energy you have together, but that makes a one-night stand with him incredibly unappealing. Youâre not desperate enough to risk the friendship you seem to be solidifying with him right now.
So when you glance up and find that Kageyama Tobio has arrived and is glancing awkwardly at Hinata while he talks to Atsumu, you smile at the ginger next to you.
âYou shouldnât let me keep you, Shou,â You say, and he smiles at the nickname. âIâm sure thereâs someone here who youâd have a better time with.â
He furrows a brow, so you tilt your head in Kageyamaâs direction. When he sees his old friend standing there, he swallows and flushes.
âMm-â He laughs, shaking his head and looking down at his lap. âI donât know.â
âI do,â You nudge him. âGo.â
He eyes you, seeing that you seem set on not letting things between you go anywhere. And then he nods, snaking an arm around you and pressing a kiss to your cheek. âOkay, fine. But I better hear about whose heart you break tonight.â
You laugh, squeezing his arm as he goes. And then you sigh, a bit resigned. It was the best choice, you know it.
Your phone buzzes.
[12:11 AM]
Sunarin:Â WHERE IS HE GOING
Sunarin:Â GO GET THAT SMALL MAN
You snort into your cup, eyeing him. Heâs still on that couch, but heâs not speaking to anyone, just staring at his phone and glaring at you when he sees you looking.
Sunarin:Â he was ready to risk it all for you bro
You shake your head.
You:Â hes my friend, i couldnt do it
Sunarin:Â you wont fuck a friend?? thats like 85% of the ppl here!!
You:Â NOT THAT ONE
Sunarin:Â christ,,,, okay get back out there, soldier
Sunarin:Â I expect to walk past one of these rooms in the next hour and hear you having the time of your life
You:Â youre so heinous
You stand, heading toward the kitchen for another drink. You feel Suna watching you, but when you glance at him, heâs scrolling on his phone and ignoring everyone who approaches him. You text him when you get to the kitchen, head down.
You:Â should we just go?Â
You:Â i dont wanna keep you waiting
Sunarin:Â i mean this in the nicest way possible
Sunarin:Â stop being stupid
Sunarin:Â bc i will block you
You:Â hello??
Sunarin:Â idgaf how long i sit here
Sunarin:Â find a man and fuck him
Sunarin:Â that is your assignment
You:Â sir yes sir
You look up, intending to scan the room for your liquor of choice. Instead, standing in the corner by the other doorway, in a group of four guys, is one of the most attractive men youâve ever seen. You have no clue who he is, but heâs got dark hair and a cool smile and piercings, and you are utterly stopped in your tracks.
He catches it, glancing over at you and nodding in greeting. You smile tightly and move to the counter, pouring out the first thing you can find. You text Suna discreetly, something incredibly elegant.
You:Â AHAAWEFJAWOIFEJKAE FUCK
The counter where you stand is actually a bar with beams on the side, so the living room is entirely visible from here. You see Suna perk up, his head lifting as he peers over someoneâs head to meet your eyes. He glances over your shoulder at the group, but you go back to pouring your drink while you calm your nerves, so you donât see his reaction.
Thereâs fervent whispering behind you, and then footsteps. You spot three of the guys passing into the living room, so you glance back.Â
The beautiful man is still leaning against the opposite counter, but heâs got his phone out, invested in something heâs looking at. You see the three guys looking generally in your direction, and you wonder if maybe theyâve left their friend here on purpose. You glance at him again and then steel your nerves, turning carefully.
âWhatcha drinking?âÂ
The guyâs eyes flick to yours, his brow lifting. He lowers his phone but doesnât put it away, and he smiles at you. âRum and coke. You?â
âUhm-â You laugh. âI have no idea. I think thereâs tequila in it.â
He grins easy. âOof. Tequila always gets me. Kinda scared of it.â
You smile into your cup as you take a sip.Â
Across the room, Suna watches you talk to a guy he doesnât recognize. Thereâs a weird feeling in his chest, the kind of bad feeling heâd always get around your exes. He watches the group of guys that have just come out, seeing that theyâre eyeing you and whispering.Â
Then one laughs, and he knows this isnât good.
He stands, moving toward Atsumu without taking his eyes off of you. Youâve stepped a little closer to the guy, and Suna feels his heart hurt a bit. Youâre putting yourself out there, and the guy youâre doing it with is bad news.
âMiya,â He says, cutting Atsumu off where he is struggling to keep a good distance between himself and Sakusa. The blond looks up, clearly drunk.
âHah?âÂ
âWho are those guys?â He points with his cup, and Atsumu stands, squinting.
âOh, I dunno. I think theyâre friends of Boâs.â Atsumu points toward Bokuto, whoâs telling a story excitedly to a large group of people. âYou know how he is. Always meetinâ people and makinâ friends. I let them up like 20 minutes ago, maybe?â
Suna swallows, watching how the guy you talk to lifts a brow at you. You must have tried to say something flirty, but heâs not taking it well. Heâs starting to look like heâs looking down on you.Â
Atsumu hums, seeing it, too. âWant me to go over there?â His voice is clearer than it had been a minute ago.
âNo, I got it.â Sunaâs gone before he finishes the sentence, moving quickly.
Atsumu watches him go and then finds his brother in the crowd, sitting with Yachi. Samuâs looking over his shoulder, trailing after Suna, and then he turns. The brothers lock eyes, sharing a knowing smirk. Samu just shrugs, and Atsumu shrugs back.
Whatever Sunaâs about to do, thereâs no stopping it.
In the kitchen, you realize that this guyâs resolutely uninterested in you when a girl comes into the room and his attention is entirely gone.Â
You look, seeing that this unassuming girl is exactly what youâd expected. You glance at the guy again, finding a hungry gaze that trails over her body. Your stomach drops a bit, and you look over your shoulder toward his friends.Â
Theyâre standing at the bar, peeking at you and snickering to each other.
Oh.Â
Right.
You stare down into your cup, wondering when youâd let your guard down.Â
It hurts a little more than expected.
You smile up at the guy one last time, raising your cup to him.
âIt was good to meet you.â
âUh-huh,â He mutters, not listening. You blink and turn away, heading to leave. You canât help but look at the girl as you go, seeing how beautiful she is. She looks up, smiling kindly at you, and you smile back. She seems sweet.
You go to pass her, leaving the way you came in.
âY/n.âÂ
You jump, turning back. Sunaâs standing at the other door, by the guy youâd been talking to, his face relaxed but his eyes sharp. Only now do you realize they kind of look alike.
What is he doing?
âOh-âÂ
âThere you are,â He smiles easily, stepping into the room.Â
Huh?
âUh-â
âIâve been looking for you all night.â
The guy looks between you and Suna. You look between him and Suna. The girl leaves with her drink, entirely unaware.
âOh⌠Really?â You look out toward the living room, finding the other guys also watching Suna with confusion.
âYeah. I was hoping youâd come,â He replies easily, stepping toward you.Â
His eyes flick down toward a spot on the floor thatâs closer to him, and you drift there, eyeing him. He moves around you and reaches for a bottle on the counter, pouring himself a drink. He offers it to you, too.Â
You watch him glance over your shoulder at the group of guys, and you realize heâd turned you around and put himself in view of them. So they could see him.
Why?
âSure,â You say, curious to see where this goes, and tilt your cup toward him. âThanks, Suna.â
âRin,â He responds, tilting his head to smile down at you, flirty and cheeky in a way youâd never seen from him. âYou can call me Rin.âÂ
You almost snort. âOkay. Rin.â
âI missed you last weekend,â Suna says, making a point to drag his eyes down the length of your body before he takes a sip of his drink.
You lift a brow, smirking up at him. Heâs the only one who can see the teasing look you give him before you respond, playing into his game.
âReally? I couldnât tell by the five missed calls. I was sleeping, by the way. It was one in the morning.â
He smiles at your line, and you can tell itâs genuine. He shrugs, holding eye contact and leaning in a little. âWhat can I say? I know what I like.â
âWhat you likeâŚâ You smile down into your cup, nodding. âAnd what would that be, Rin ?â
âWell-â He swallows, running his tongue over his bottom lip as he eyes you. âThis dress, for one.â And then he slides his free hand over your waist, playing with the material. âIt looks really good on you.â
His eyes have darkened by the time you meet them again, and it makes you a little nervous to realize that youâre unsure if itâs real or not. Your mind flashes to how heâd watched you bend over in front of your mirror earlier. Your fingers start to tingle.
Someone comes in behind you, and you use it as an excuse to look away from Suna and glance over your shoulder. The guy youâd been talking to is still there, but heâs got his eyes on your dress, interest lingering around your thighs.
You quirk a brow and turn back to Suna, feeling annoyed that this guy had only found you worth looking at once another guy had. Suna eyes you briefly, and you read the expression.
Want me to leave you with him?
He doesnât look happy about the idea â youâre not happy about the idea â but you can tell heâs hesitating to continue, because the guy is paying you attention now.
He must not realize that youâd lost interest in that guy the moment his gaze had drifted. Itâs Sunaâs attention youâre nervous about now.
Still, you know that heâd only come to show that group of guys that youâre worth considering, so you tamper the feeling and lean into his game again.
You step close to him, watching how his eyes light up a bit, and slide a hand over his bicep. You make a point to trace the outline of one of his tattoos there, watching with a smile as goosebumps form wherever you scratch your nail gently against his skin.
âIs there something you wanted, Rin?â You look up at him through your eyelashes when you ask, wide and innocent.
You see the exact moment that something changes.
Sunaâs eyes widen marginally and drop to your lips, green eyes heavy on you as he pulls his lip ring between his teeth and plays with it. His hand tightens on your waist, fingers pressing into your lower back and pulling you toward him.
âJustâŚâ His gaze flicks between your mouth and your eyes. âWanted to see if we could make up for lost time. Maybe somewhere more private?â
Suna Rintarou means to pull you into one of Atsumuâs spare rooms.Â
You blink, a sudden flush rising on your cheeks as your stomach flips. You squeeze his bicep, anchoring yourself to him. He just stares at your mouth.
You nod after a moment, poking your tongue out to wet your lips. He watches it. âOkay⌠That sounds good.âÂ
His eyes snap to yours, suddenly filled with something that hadnât been there before. When he sets his cup on the counter and steps around you, hand finding yours and pulling you after him, you realize itâs urgency. You barely manage to put your drink down without spilling it.Â
All four guys watch you get dragged out of the room and toward an open door not even 15 feet away.Â
You have absolutely no idea whatâs about to happen.Â
You step into the room, closing the door with your free hand. âWhat are we-â
Suna spins, planting both hands on your hips and pinning you hard against the door. You gasp, eyes wide, and he lifts one hand and sets it on the door next to your head.Â
âI want to kiss you,â He says bluntly, breathing out hard. âDo you want to kiss me?â
You blink, lips parted, searching his face. You only find heat in his eyes, and it makes a spot under your navel tingle.Â
Do you want to kiss him?
âYes,â You whisper, nodding shallowly. âYeah-Yes.â
He breathes slowly, eyes dropping to your mouth.Â
Thereâs a moment of nothing, one where all you can hear is the muffled music and laughter through the door, the space between you and Suna Rintarou completely silent.
And then heâs surging forward.
You cannot, for the life of you, understand why you hadnât thought of doing this before.
He pushes his lips against yours with force, full and impatient. You throw your arms around his neck, angling your head. The hand he has on the door comes to cup the back of your head, holding you tight against him, and you card your fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck, scratching your nails against his scalp.
Suna pulls back with a sharp inhale, his mouth hovering over yours. You blink hazily, your head fuzzy and warm.
â OhâŚÂ â You mumble.Â
â More? â He breathes, sounding just as shaken. The hand on your lower back pulls you flush against him, and you feel something pressing against your thigh. Your skin hums with anticipation, and you nod, your eyes still half-closed.
âMoreâs goodâŚâÂ
Your back hits the door and your hairâs being tangled around his fingers, head pulled to the side as his mouth finds your throat. The ring on his lip is cold between your flushed skin and the burn of his mouth, and his tongue passing over your pulse as he nips at the spot has a weak whimper falling past your lips.
â Louder ,â He murmurs, the vibration echoing through your throat and down to your toes. He sucks harder on the spot just under your jaw, and you moan properly and in his ear. âGood, just like that,â He bites down and then swipes his tongue over it, soothing and warm. âWant them to hear you.â
Your heart pounds, and you cling to his shoulders, letting out a noise of confusion.Â
âWho?â
âYou know exactly who.â
You remember that youâd just been talking to some other guy, that his friends had been making fun of you.Â
Youâd already forgotten.
âWhy do you-â You gasp, shuddering when he pulls your hips toward him, pressing his own against you. Heâs hardâ Heâs already hard, and you havenât done anything. You swallow hard, your mouth suddenly dry. âWhy do you want them toâŚâ
Suna suckles at a spot under your ear before lifting his head and planting his lips on yours. His hand leaves the safety of your waist and slips up past your ribs. You push your chest out, silently urging him to keep going.
âI want them to-â He swears under his breath as his hand closes around your breast, fingers kneading gently. He kisses you hard. â-know what theyâre missing. How badly they fucked up.âÂ
Youâre out of breath when he pulls away, and you circle your arms tightly around his neck so you can lift onto your tiptoes and kiss him again. He touches you urgently, thumb brushing over your nipple once and then again when you mewl into his mouth. He drops his lips to your throat again, freeing you to make as much noise as you need.
You sigh loudly, because his other hand is falling to your waist and tugging at your dress. The material slides up your body, exposing your thighs and then even more to him. He leaves it around your hips, fingertips dancing down to your panties.Â
âCan I-â He hooks two fingers into the band, mouth hot on your skin as he heaves out an unsteady breath. You nod furiously, not a single thought of how you look or feel passing through your head. Not a single thought that he might not want this, because you can feel so plainly against your bare thigh that he does.Â
Later, you wonât be able to name a single other time you hadnât been self-conscious in the exact same situation with different men.
He tugs your panties unceremoniously down to your thighs, fingers trembling just slightly when he presses them against your inner thigh. You whimper as he pushes your thighs apart, cold air rushing against your core and sending a jolt of realization through you.Â
You havenât been touched by someone else in over a year.
âWait, Suna-â Your protest is muffled against his lips. âIâm not gonna-I wonât last long-â
âGood,â He breathes, tugging your bottom lip between his teeth briefly. âFucking good . I donât want you to last-â He pushes his mouth to a million different places in quick succession, almost like heâs losing his mind just as fast as you are. His fingers hover between your thighs, cold against your heated skin. âJust want you to come, just to take the edge off.â He kisses you forcefully and murmurs against your lips. â Just want you to come for me .â
He pulls away just in time for a moan to fall past your lips, ringing through the room. Itâs embarrassing how loud it is, how desperately youâd reacted to his words alone. But Suna just smiles breathlessly down at you, face open and honest and eyes gleaming with a wicked anticipation that makes you tremble a bit.
Heâs still holding eye contact when he presses against your core, his two middle fingers sliding through your folds.
You gasp so loud that it spills into a moan, and your head falls back against the door with a hard thump , his name ripped from your throat in something close to a scream.
â Suna- â
â Fuck, â He groans, dropping his head to your shoulder and sliding his fingers against you again. âFuck, you feel so good-â
âS-Suna-â You cry again, fisting the sleeves of his t-shirt with white knuckles. âOh, my God-â
He latches onto the crook of your neck, kissing and sucking the skin there as he swipes the pads of his fingers against your clit. âDonât call me Su- fuck -â He cuts short, because your hips are moving on their own, rocking against his fingers. The tip of his middle finger catches on your entrance, and you gasp loudly, pushing your chest against his as you stare up at the ceiling with wide eyes.Â
You donât understand. You donât understand why this feels so good, why you canât get this feeling on your own. Why the thought that the man doing this to you is Suna Rintarou makes your nerves tumble and twist and tug at the coil thatâs warping under your navel, under his touch. You hadnât thought to want him before, not really, because heâs Suna . Your Sunarin, your piece of home.
And heâs making you feel something no one before him ever had.
You donât think you can come back from this.
All rational thought flies from your mind when Suna brushes his middle finger against your entrance again, with purpose this time. You gasp, clinging tight.
â Su- â He shoves his mouth against yours, murmuring his own name, murmuring â Rin, call me Rinâ against you, suckling on your bottom lip. He pulls away to watch you again, to find your eyes like he had last time.
And then he pushes his finger into you, slowly and then all at once.
â Oh, â You gasp, your eyelids fluttering. âRin- âÂ
He pulls out, crooking his finger, and then slides back in, nodding as his palm slaps against your clit. â âs good, baby ,â He mumbles, burying his head into the crook of your neck. â Again, just like that .âÂ
You think the scream of his name when he slams his fingers into you repeatedly is loud enough to be heard over the whole party. He laughs against your throat, humming, and pushes a second finger in, drawing another moan out of you as his fingers reach places that yours never can. âThatâs it, let them hear you.âÂ
The coil in your navel twists viciously when something cold and metal slides against your thighs with each thrust of his fingers into you, because youâre realizing that itâs the bracelet â the bracelet that youâd given him those handful of years ago, the friendship bracelet that you have in your jewelry box at home.
You donât think your past self would ever believe this is where that bracelet is now.
Suna pants against your skin, still rock hard against your thigh. âLet them hear how good I make you feel ,â He breathes, and your heart skips, that coil yanking.
âOh, Iâm gonna-â You gasp, fumbling to tug at his shirt, to tell him. He lifts his head to look at you.
And then he promptly yanks his fingers out of you.
You jerk at the feeling, and your heart sinks as your orgasm starts to fade. All you can do is stare up at him with wide eyes, the disappointment written all over your face, because you donât know what you did to deserve that.
It turns quickly to confusion when Suna spins you around, and suddenly your face is pressed against the door, hips pulled out toward him. You gasp, planting your hands on the door to steady yourself, your face rushed with heat at being bent over in front of him.
That moment in front of your mirror had not prepared you for this.
âWhat-â
âPlease-can I-â He asks, the clink of his belt and then the zipper of his jeans loud as he yanks on it, and you nod against the door.
âYes, yes please,â You beg, pushing your hips back more.
â Shit ,â He swears under his breath. âI wanna do this better-â You jump when something hot brushes between your thighs, something hot and incredibly hard. â-Later, when we get home, I wanna-â He pushes the head of his cock gently through your folds, and his groan mixes with the choked moan you let out against the door.Â
âJust wanna get you off once before we go, just wanna make you come once around me,â He finally gets out, hissed through his teeth as he guides himself to your entrance. ââs that okay? Can I?â
You whimper loudly, nodding again and throwing his own words back at him, desperate and begging.Â
â T-Take the edge-jusâ to take the edge off- â You stutter through it, your heart doing leaps and your nerves on fire. You push your hips back against him, whining when he brushes against you again.
Suna groans, and he pushes his hand against the door by your face as he drops his forehead to your shoulder, that bracelet staring you dead in the eye.
âFuck ,â He whispers, shaking his head. âFuck , Y/n. You-âÂ
He slips the head of his cock past your entrance, sliding into you slowly.Â
You stop being able to feel your legs.
Suna moans your name, low and in your ear, and your eyes roll back into your head at the sound.
Why had you gone so long without hearing him say your name like that?
â Rin ,â You whimper, and he presses a kiss to a spot behind your ear.
âYouâre driving me insane,â He murmurs. âWhy didnât you believe me earlier? Why couldnât you believe me? Canât you see now how badly I want you?â He starts to pant in your ear, because heâs drawing his hips back with a hiss and then pushing back in slowly. âFuck, youâre too-âÂ
You suck in a breath when his fingers find your clit, his hips stilling. You moan, feeling yourself clench around him. Feeling, for the first time in a year, truly full in the way that youâd craved.Â
You clench around him again, and he groans into your neck.
âYouâre gonna make me come if you donât stop doing that,â He pleads, breathing hard against your ear.
â Why wonât you move ?â You whine, unable to help it.
He chuckles, pressing a kiss to your skin. âYou want the romantic answer or the realistic one?â
You canât help but giggle, because heâs making a stupid, Suna-flavored joke in a moment like this. âThe romantic one.â
You feel him smile wide, even as the pads of his fingers slide against your clit, the little bundle of nerves that makes you twitch.Â
âI just wanna get you off, I donât care about myself right now.,â He tries, laughing a little. âIt doesnât matter â all that matters is you, and I can get you off just like this.â He circles your clit again, and your laugh is breathy and sensitive.
âAnd the realistic one?â You smile when he bites down on your shoulder briefly.
âYouâre so tight that it actually hurt when I tried to move,â He explains, and you clench unintentionally. âCome on , Y/n, donât do this-â He swipes his fingers against you faster now, trying to get you close.
It doesnât take long, not with Sunaâs fingers on the most sensitive part of your body. Not with him buried inside you, throbbing and twitching with every whine and moan that falls past your lips. Not with his mouth pressed to your ear, his breath sending shivers down your spine and his quiet groans making your toes curl.
��� Come on, baby, â He whispers, pushing his fingertips against you. â Let me take the edge off, just like you said. Let me do this for you. âÂ
Your moan comes out as more of a sob, and your eyes feel a bit wet. The coil in your navel tightens and pulls with every word.
â Come around me, Y/n. I wanna feel itâ I wanna feel you- â
You gasp, your nails scratching against the door as your fingers curl into fists, and your voice is clear and sharp for the first time in a while. âSu-Suna, Iâm-â
-close, Iâm close-
âFuck, I think I am, too-â He admits, even though he hasnât moved an inch. He shudders against you, breath shaky. âYou first, so I can pull out-â
â Mm-mm- â You protest. â âs safe, âs fine, Iâm- â
You donât have the time or energy to explain that youâve been on birth control for years, but it doesnât matter, because he groans. He understands.Â
âAre you sure-â He chokes, and you hear a low whine in his throat. The sound pushes you to the edge, and you teeter there, sobbing.
â Please, please, Iâm-Suna- âÂ
You gasp sharply, because heâs lifting his chest off your back and straightening you up, pulling your back against him. He clamps his hand down tight over your mouth, turning your head so youâre forced to look up into his eyes.
â This oneâs mine ,â He breathes, his fingers swiping viciously against you as he holds that cursed eye contact. â No one hears this but me .â
The coil snaps, and your eyes roll back in your head.
Your vision goes white, and your ears ring, the sound deafening as your body jerks, your fingers scratching and digging into his arms for stability. You feel the scream in your throat, but you donât hear it, canât hear anything except the low, muffled groan Suna presses into the side of your head. He twitches inside you, and then youâre warm as he comes, filling you in a way that steals the last gasp of breath from your lungs.
He holds you tight until you both come down, arms wrapped around you. The hand on your mouth falls, curling around the side of your head and cradling you against him. The shuddering breaths you let out mix with his, and he sets his mouth on yours, unable to put the effort into kissing you properly.Â
After a moment, your arms fall limp, dropping away from him, and your head slumps against his shoulder. He slides carefully out of you, holding you steady when you whimper and sway a bit. Then he reaches down, tugging your panties back up your legs and fixing your dress.Â
You turn in place, forehead pressed to his chest, and straighten him out with your eyes half-closed. He shivers when you wrap your fingers around him and tuck him back into his pants, and his hand cradles your neck, a kiss pressed to the top of your head while you button and zip his jeans.
When you lift your head to look at him, thereâs no need to ask him to kiss you. He drops his head without a word, lips just as soft on yours as theyâd been the first time.Â
âHow you feel?â He asks, quiet against your mouth.
âBoneless, â You say right away, and he smiles against you before pulling away.
â Boneless, or tired ?â He prompts.
You shake your head. You donât feel tired at all, your nerves still humming under your skin. âJust boneless.â
âThen,â He starts. âCan you find your bones on the way down to my bike?â
Thereâs a jolt in your body when you realize what heâs saying. That heâs taking you home.
âYeah, I-â You swallow, meeting his eyes.
He doesnât look tired, either.
âI think I can manage that,â You whisper, staring up at him.
A grin spreads across his face, wicked and terrifying in the way that only he is.
âIâm ready when you are,â is all he says.
You cling to him as he leads you out of the room and to the elevator, unable to process anything but him. Unable to process the way Hinata whispers â Heartbreaker â warmly to you as you pass, or the way the twins give you matching grins of pride when you find them across the room. Definitely not the guy that youâd tried talking to, staring down at you when Suna shoves past him and all but carries you into the elevator.
All you can do is hold tight to him and trust that heâll get you back to his place.Â
He kisses the spot under your ear when the elevator reaches the first floor.
âCome on,â He mumbles against your skin as the doors slide open. âI still gotta fuck you stupid.â
Your face burns as he drags you out of Atsumuâs building and to his bike, unable to imagine how what had just happened doesnât count as fucking you stupid.
Whatâve you just gotten yourself into?
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Imagine petite!human reader literally being used as a living fleshlightđŠ
Like sheâs so small she can just be lifted off the ground and poundedđĽ´
Honestly donât even care who itâs written for feels like a Jake, loâak, or quaritch kinda senecio
Sincerely, a no where near petite girlie
Thank you so much for your patience. I've been working on like a million different things at the same time so I am so behind on requests. But I looove this idea. Something about just being manhandled however your partner wants you to be is so fucking aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhđŠ! Anyways, I hope you enjoy this.
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Smut under the cut.
âMake sure you donât break my bed with your big ass.â You playfully scold Loâak while pulling on your spaghetti strap shirt. He flops his entire body weight onto your bed making it creak. It was times like this when you really took note of just how big of a size difference there was between you. Of course, the Naâvi were much bigger than average humans already, but you were even on the small side for humans. Watching how his body canât fit properly on your bed while you could be swallowed whole by your sheets and blankets never ceased to amaze you. He waves you off with a âyeah, yeahâ while he makes himself comfortable putting his hands under his head. You roll your eyes at him and start to search through all the DVDs you have for something for you two to watch.
âWhat are you in the mood for this time? Something funny? Romantic? Dramatic?â you fire off the different genres as you toss aside disc after disc.
âHmmâŚâ he dramatically hums thinking about his answer.
You donât bother to look at him while he mulls it over and you continue searching. You faintly comprehend the sound of him shuffling and moving around behind you, but you pay it no mind until a pair of big hands find their way on your small frame. Loâakâs lips brush lightly over the back of your neck and it almost tickles when he speaks.
âI think Iâm in the mood for something sexyâ he presses kisses onto your neck and shoulder.
âYou are so cornyâ you say with a laugh, but you still lean into his touch anyway.
âJust put on whatever. Iâd rather watch you anyway.â His low voice in your ear makes your nerves come alive with this intense fluttering all over your body. His impatience is rubbing off on you so you hurriedly throw whatever you can reach into the player without really bothering to look at what it is. Once the movie starts playing, you turn around to face Loâak and he immediately swipes you up off the floor and your legs lock around his waist while he presses his lips to yours. Holding onto him like this gives you the perfect feel of his cock straining against his tewng and poking you right between your legs. Clearly, he can feel it too from how his hands hold your hips and grind you down against him. Every move brushes against your covered clit and gives you small tingles of satisfaction, but itâs not enough. Heâs got you so riled up now that you decide to have a little more fun and push his limits. On any given day, Loâak could, and would, fuck you until your body felt like jelly. But on occasion, he would lose himself and by the end, even your brain would feel numb and fuzzy filled with nothing but him possessing you completely. Thatâs exactly what you need right now.
Without warning, you unfold your legs from around him and let go completely dropping to your feet on the ground. His puzzled expression is nothing short of adorable.
âShit, I just remembered that I have a report to finishâ you say walking over to your computer desk and sitting down.
âBabe, you have got to be kidding me right now.â You were never one to deny Loâak what he asked for. Ever. Not even when you would join the clan for communal dinner and he would pull you off into the dark out of view of everyone else.
âItâs only going to take a few minutes, Lo.â You say sitting down and pulling your hair forward and exposing your neck. Loâak groans behind you. You know how much he loves when you present your neck for him to mark. Heâs starting to catch on to your little game. If he wants it, heâs going to have to take it.
âIf itâs only going to take a couple minutes, then do it afterâ he says pulling your chair away from your desk and over to the bed. He spins you around to face him and heat settles between your thighs at the way heâs eyeing you right now. âI need you, mamas.â
âYouâre doing a whole lot of talking and yet, Iâm still fully clothedâ you say with a sly smirk.
He chuckles lowly to himself, âoh, you are asking for it.â In one swift motion, Loâak pulls you onto his lap by your waist. Your hands brace against his chest to keep yourself from flying forward. His face settles in the crook of your neck and he nips lightly at your skin making you jump.
âNow, am I going to have to rip these cute little shorts off of you or are you gonna behave and take them off yourself?â
âDonâtâŚI like these ones.â You whine.
âThen get rid of them. Right now.â
You shift yourself around so that you can maneuver out of your shorts while he pulls his tewng to the side to expose his thick, hard cock that was already leaking precum from the tip.
âAlready so hard, love. Is that for mââ
âDonât try to get cute with meâ Loâak cuts you off by grabbing you by your waist and slamming you down onto his dick in one quick snap.
It feels like an electric shock is shot up your spine and goes straight to your head being immediately filled to the brim. He gives you no time to adjust before heâs fully lifting your body by your waist up and down on his cock.
âAh! Fu-ck! Lo-ak!â Your words and breaths are broken from how heâs making you bounce on top of him. Â
âShit, your pussy is so fuckin perfectâ he says through gritted teeth.
His big hands on your smaller frame completely take control of your movements and you have no choice but to let him have his way with you. His dick continues to bully its way into your tight cunt and kiss your cervix making your toes curl.
âOh fuck, youâre gonna make me cum inside of you, mama. You want that, hm? Want me to fill you up?â his voice is lighthearted, but you can tell from the look in his eyes and his laser focus on you how close he really is and how badly he wants to give you everything.
âYes, yes, yes, please Loâak!â your vision is already starting to spot as you near your own high while he keeps using you as his own personal fuck toy.
âHng, shit!â he bucks his hips up to match the way heâs moving your body for you a few more times before the heat of his cum starts to fill you from the inside out. It sends you over the edge into your own orgasm and your pussy clamps down on him even tighter if that was even possible. Loâak sucks in a sharp breath feeling how tight you are around him and his forehead falls forward onto your chest waiting for you to stop milking him for all heâs worth.
His hands finally let go of your waist and they fall to sit on top of your thighs while you both try to catch your breath.
Suddenly the TV booms from across the room, âI am Bruce Almighty! My will be done!â making both of you snap your head in its direction.
âWhat the fuck movie did you put on?â Loâak laughs breathlessly.
âI have no fucking clue and I kind of donât really careâ you laugh equally out of breath. âBut it looks like we still have some time before itâs overâŚâ you lightly suggest.
He already knows whatâs on your mind and a devilish smirk crosses his face.
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can't fight this feeling pt.2
ft. leon kennedy x fem!reader
part one, part two
cw: 18+ content, dub-con, stepcest, mentions of past non-con and somno, obsessive behaviour, idek what the tag for this is so um - outercourse?? brief mention of murder n non-con recording
a/n: hiii! originally i hadn't planned a part two of this, but here we are! not sure if i like it as much as part one but we move... hope you all like it :))
word count: 1.7k words
Leon couldn't stop thinking about you. You'd crawled your way into his brain and settled down. His entire body itches when you are near, plagued with the knowledge he'd be unable to touch you how he wanted. How he needed.
He loved how pliant you were when he slipped a sleeping pill into your nightly tea, but it wasn't enough. He needed to know how pretty you'd sound moaning his name. He needed you to be awake. He'd had practice now, sneaking into your room at night. He needed to show you how good it would be, make you crave him as much as he craved you.
The perfect opportunity comes up a few weeks later. Your parents tell the both of you they're going away for a couple of days on a couples trip, leaving Leon in charge of the house. He gives them the sweetest smile as they get ready to leave, an arm casually draped over your shoulder as he promises to take care of his baby sister.
âLeon!â You start as soon as they're gone, smiling up at him excitedly. âWe've got the place to ourselves! What d'you wanna do?âÂ
Oh, he can think of a few things, alright. But he's gotta ease into it. It wouldn't do him any good if he scared you off, so he shrugs, playing it casual.
âI dunno.â He replies, using the arm that's still wrapped around your shoulder to guide you into the living room. âPlay some games or something? Have a movie day? Up to you, sis.â
âGod, you're so boring.â You whine, playfully pushing at his chest with a giggle. He grins at that, squishing you close with his arm and ruffling your hair, ignoring your protests.
âYou sure you wanna start a fight with me? You know I'll kick your ass, right?â He says with a playful grin, sliding an arm down to your waist, his hand gripping you there.
âNo you wouldn't. You're a big baby.â You say with a laugh, looking up at him and sticking your tongue out. He cocks an eyebrow at your display, and before you can react, he's pinning you to the couch and tickling you.
âLee!â You exclaim, laughing and trying to kick him off of you. Your arms push at his shoulders, but he's using all of his body weight to pin you down. You wriggle and squirm as much as you can, but nothing seems to get you loose.
âCome on, I give up, alright?â You manage to force out between giggles, using all of your strength to tug at his fingers and try and get his hands off of you.
âNah, too late for that.â He says with a grin, pressing himself against you as he continues to tickle you. His hips meet your stomach, and he seems to realize that's a mistake as soon as it happens.
His cock is rock hard, and he can see the exact moment you feel it. The way your eyes widen and you freeze up. His own movements halt, his breath hitching as he finds himself unable to move away from you.
âOkay, seriously. Get off now, Lee. That's so weird.â You say with a frown, pushing at his chest. When he doesn't budge, your brows furrow, and you try and squirm away.
His grip on your waist tightens, and you find yourself panicking slightly. âLeon! What the fuck? Let me go.âÂ
âM'sorry. You're just so pretty. Can't help it.â He all but whines, grabbing your arms and pining the above your head with one hand, the other pinning your hip to the couch. âYou got me so hard, princess. Just let me deal with it, yeah? Promise I won't hurt you.â
âLeon, this isn't fucking funny-â You start, your words being cut off by his lips meeting yours. Your eyes widen, and you jerk your head to the side to separate them.Â
He whimpers, pinning your thighs down with his own instead so he can use your free hand to grip your jaw and keep your head still. It hurts a little, but he tries his best not to grip you too hard.
He kisses you desperately, digging his fingers into your cheeks slightly to pry your teeth apart so he can stick his tongue into your mouth. He's never been able to kiss you like this before, always too scared of waking you. You're so soft and warm everywhere, it drives him insane.
He begins to rock his hips against you, shifting so he's rubbing over your clothed pussy. You moan quietly into his mouth as he brushes your clit, already feeling your panties dampen.Â
Your heart beats rapidly in your chest, the thoughts about how fucking weird this all is on the forefront of your mind. You let yourself be kissed by Leon, no longer trying to fight it. You find yourself kissing back before you even realize, tongue sliding against his as your eyes flutter shut.
When he pulls back, you feel a heat rising to your cheeks, and your breath comes out a little heavier than usual. He's still grinding against you, and you're doing your best not to show how much you like it.
âLeon, come on. That's enough. Mom and dad will kill us if they find out. This is so fucking weird.â You protest weakly, brows still pinched together as you look up at him.
âYou're the reason that I'm so hard. The least you could do is help.â He grunts, dropping his head to suck bruises into the skin of your neck. You don't stop him when he reaches for your pants to tug them off, or when he starts fiddling with the bow at the top of your panties.
âCute.â He says with a grin, sitting back on his heels between your legs to look at you. He dips the tips of his index fingers in the waistband, slowly pulling them down.
âLeon⌠we can't.âÂ
âHmm? Why is that? It's not like you're actually my sister. And look. She likes it.â He says with that cheeky smile you've grown so accustomed to. You never thought you'd see it in this scenario.
âI'm a virgin.â You say quietly, eyes darting to the side like you're embarrassed to admit it to him.
No, you're not. He thinks to himself, trying his best not to give anything away with his expression. He almost feels bad lying to you like this, but it makes it so much sweeter knowing he's the only one that's touched you like this.Â
Figured out you were taking the pill when he snooped in your room one day and assumed you must have been sleeping with someone else. He's happy to know he was wrong about that.
âS'okay, sis. I'll take it slow. Won't even put it in, pinky swear.âÂ
You pause, swallowing hard as you look up at him. You had no reason not to trust Leon, right? He'd been nothing but nice to you⌠it's not like anyone had to find out.
âYou promise?â
âYeah. Promise. I'll make it feel good for both of us.â He replies easily, leaning forward to kiss you again. He could be patient. It would feel so satisfying when you finally let him fuck you willingly. He doesn't mind taking it slow.
He frees his erection from his boxers as he kisses you, adjusting your panties so he can slip in them. He pushes himself between your folds, sliding back and forth. His tip brushes your clit every time he pushes forward, his thumbs holding his dick firmly against you.
You gasp softly at the feeling, hips bucking towards him as your hands grip his shoulders. He moans into your mouth as your nails dig into his muscles through his shirt, rutting against you faster.
Your moans are ever prettier than he imagined. His kisses turn even hungrier, his teeth nipping at your bottom lip before he sucks it into his mouth.
You're even better when you're awake. He can't believe it took him this long to gather the courage to make a move on you. You're so wet, dribbling all over his cock and making the slide even easier.Â
He's not gonna last long like this, so he focuses on grinding the head of his dick against your clit, trying to get you to cum. Maybe if he makes you feel good enough, you'd let him fuck you before your parents got back.
âLeon⌠Leon, fuck.â You whimper, breaking this kiss and burying your face in his neck. It doesn't take long for you to be pushed over the edge, coating his cock ever more.
Just hearing you moan his name is enough for him to coat your pussy in cum, making a mess of your cute panties until the fabric is transparent.
He collapses on top of you, pressing his weight against you. He tucks his face into the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent with a sigh. He feels his heart start to race when you try and press closer to him.
He's finally got you where he wants you. He knows you so well, knows he can make it so you'll be ruined for anyone else. He wants you with him forever. He'd kill anyone who tried to come between the two of you, and he's not above using his badge to scare off any men who so much as look in your direction.
As much as it pains him, he knows he's gonna have to wipe the videos he's taken of you off his phone. He can't risk you coming across them one day and ruin what you have going. He'd get some more, convince you to record a proper home video with him.
âTold you I'd always look after you.â He mumbles into your skin, rolling off you only to tuck you into his side, running a hand through your hair.
You smile up at him, your eyes shining with affection that only serves to drive him insane.
Yeah, you'd be his. He'd make sure of it.
Whatever it takes.Â
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