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Over the past 13 years, Tom Hiddleston has died more times than he can recall. “Let me think about this,” the actor tells us, pausing to count in his head. “I think, officially, there were two big ones.” 

He’s referring to his many exits from the Marvel Cinematic Universe, the blockbuster franchise in which he’s played shape-shifting Norse god Loki Laufeyson since Kenneth Branagh’s 2011 film “Thor”—the son of Asgardians Odin (Anthony Hopkins) and Frigga (Rene Russo), and the half-sibling of Thor (Chris Hemsworth), the god of thunder. 

The character has since bounced between villain and reluctant antihero across five films, a handful of post-credits scenes, and Michael Waldron’s Disney+ spinoff series “Loki,” which Hiddleston also executive produces. The show wrapped its second—and supposedly final—season last November. The finale presents an end for the character, but not one of the aforementioned “big ones.” 

Hiddleston’s first “official” farewell came in Alan Taylor’s 2013 sequel “Thor: The Dark World,” which saw the god of mischief take a sword to the chest to save his beefy brother. “As written in the first script, it was a true sacrifice,” Hiddleston says. Unfortunately for Marvel’s long-term plans, the actor had done too good a job playing the trickster.

“When Marvel [executives] were testing the movie, they’d given [viewers] questionnaires that said, ‘Is there anything you didn’t understand?’ ” he remembers. “Literally every single audience member said, ‘Well, obviously, Loki’s not really dead.’ ” 

In classic comic-book fashion, the character did return, gallivanting alongside his brother in Taika Waititi’s 2017 follow-up “Thor: Ragnarok.” He died again one year later (“big one” number two) in the Russo brothers’  “Avengers: Infinity War.” There were no smokescreens or questionnaires this time; audiences watched as Loki’s neck was crushed by the purple fist of intergalactic warlord Thanos (Josh Brolin). 

Hiddleston remembers arriving in Atlanta to shoot his final scene and immediately bumping into Brolin. “He came up to me, gave me this huge hug, and said, ‘I’m so sorry, man.’ ” 

He meant it, too; everyone meant it. The sun, it seemed, had actually set on Hiddleston’s MCU journey. “At the end of that scene, I got a big round of applause, and everybody was so sweet and kind and gracious,” he says. “I got notes and emails saying, ‘Tom, you’ve done so much for us—what a journey. Come and see us anytime.’ I really thought that was the end.” 

And it was, for real, right up until it wasn’t—when the time-traveling shenanigans of 2019’s “Avengers: Endgame” blasted a younger version of Loki out of the established canon and into his own series. Over two seasons, the multiversal storyline envisions the title character as a figure who exists outside time and space. Across all there is, was, and may come to pass, there will always be a Loki, in some form, wreaking havoc. 

Hiddleston has long since accepted what this means for him as an actor. Maybe “Loki” Season 2 really was his last time in the role; or maybe he’ll play him until the sun burns out. “I’ve realized that, in human consciousness, that’s who Loki is,” he says. “Loki is this ancient, mythic character, who, in our collective mythology, represents the trickster, the transgressor, the boundary-crosser, the shape-shifter—somebody who’s mercurial and spontaneous and unpredictable who will always confound your expectations and wriggle out from underneath your certainties and convictions. Someone who we need and [who] is necessary.”

Hiddleston pauses, getting emotional. “Maybe Loki escaping death a couple of times is sort of an emblem of who he is in our culture,” he says, grinning at his own gusto. The actor has a habit of being self-deprecating about the depth of the character’s lore. “I spend a lot of time thinking about Loki. You can probably tell.”

You can tell, and it’s incredibly endearing. Talking to Hiddleston about Loki feels like discussing Shakespeare’s Richard III with Laurence Olivier or Tennessee Williams’ Blanche DuBois with Jessica Lange. They were actors who put their definitive stamps on those roles by returning to the well and constantly digging deeper. 

In conversation, Hiddleston is equally as likely to reference comic-book arcs as he is the ancient, anonymous Old Norse scribes of the “Poetic Edda” or Richard Wagner’s epic four-cycle opera “Der Ring des Nibelungen.” He speaks reverently of actors who embodied the trickster god before him, like Jim Carrey in Chuck Russell’s 1994 comedy “The Mask” and Alan Cumming in Lawrence Guterman’s 2005 sequel, “Son of the Mask.” He also heaps praise on those who played the part after him, such as his “Loki” costars Sophia Di Martino, Richard E. Grant, Deobia Oparei, and—in one very surreal Season 1 moment—“some alligator they found somewhere.” He cites legendary Marvel creators Stan Lee, Jack Kirby, and Walter Simonson alongside the likes of English essayist Walter Pater and Irish playwright George Bernard Shaw, who once wrote of life as a “splendid torch” to keep burning for those who follow.

“Loki is ‘a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment,’ ” Hiddleston quotes, “and I want to make it burn as brightly as I can before passing it on to future generations.” 

This level of study started before he even landed the role. He recalls the 24 hours leading up to his “Thor” audition, when he was 28 years old. After graduating from the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art in 2005, he quickly earned small-screen and stage acclaim—but he hadn’t yet achieved a major breakthrough. When he received the script for “Thor,” it felt familiar. “I remember thinking, This is almost Shakespearean, this language,” Hiddleston says. “What’s the best example I can [look to] of an actor who managed to humanize and make real this elevated world of myth?” 

He found the answer in Christopher Reeve, who played the title role in Richard Donner’s 1978 blockbuster “Superman.” “He’s masterful in that film,” Hiddleston says. “In a way, it’s a similar premise: He’s a god or he’s a being from a different realm, and it’s not naturalistic in the way that we might expect. He does it so truthfully, and it’s so clear and clean and open and honest. I thought, If I can even approximate or get close to the kind of clarity that Christopher Reeve had in those films, I’ll be lucky.” 

And then, the morning of his “Thor” audition, Hiddleston went for a run, “which is my habit before doing anything unusual,” he explains. 

Running has remained a constant throughout the actor’s MCU tenure. At any given moment over the last decade, the god of mischief was likely doing laps around Marvel’s go-to shooting location, Pinewood Studios (now Trilith Studios) in Atlanta. “Life is movement; I really believe that,” Hiddleston says. 

“I find when I’m running or walking, the repetitive nature of it relaxes the mind and allows ideas and inspiration to come from a deeper place. I see my work as an actor—especially in preparation for a project or a scene—as almost preparing myself to be open and ready to receive ideas, to receive energy from other actors, to receive energy from my imagination.”

Hiddleston found the technique particularly helpful when he was filming a scene for the “Loki” series premiere that he calls “one of the most thrilling challenges I’ve ever had as an actor.” In it, Loki has been poached from the flow of time itself by the temporality-policing Time Variance Authority and forced to watch what is, essentially, a highlight reel of his entire MCU arc. It’s one of the most deeply existential moments you’ll ever find streaming alongside the likes of “Bluey” and the “Cars” movies. Here is a man watching the sum total of his life—his hopes, his dreams, his failures, his own death—play out in a 30-second clip that ends with the cold, clinical words: “End of file.”

“I just kept imagining: If you were afforded the opportunity or forced to watch your own death as a bystander, it would bring about an existential shock and crisis unlike any other,” Hiddleston explains. “It was a scene where I thought, I don’t have a reference for how to play this. I just have to allow shock, disgust, disgrace, shame, disbelief, acceptance, incredulity, and sorrow to exist in the center of me.” 

As an executive producer on the series, Hiddleston had a say as to which of Loki’s many misdeeds would play in the sequence. He chose clips like Frigga’s death in “Thor: The Dark World” and his father’s final words in “Thor: Ragnarok”—moments Hiddleston knew would most fill the character with regret. As production was preparing to shoot the scene, he asked first assistant director Richard Graves for a 20-minute warning.

 “I decided to jog around the stage and internalize as many of those memories of those people, those characters, those actors [as possible]—to try and find the center of my own vulnerability,” Hiddleston says. “Part of the joy of it was just going back to basics, trying to simplify this very complex thing…. Go for a jog, get into your body, allow yourself to be open, and just be there; just feel it.”

One “Loki”-like time jump later, Hiddleston found himself in a similar situation as he was preparing to shoot his final moment of Season 2—a scene that effectively caps Loki’s 13-year arc. Across 12 episodes, the show guided its title character toward a truly heroic end: With all of existence on the verge of collapse, he steps out of time to tie the strands of every reality together. As the credits roll, Loki sits at the center of time, holding in place all that is—alone. 

It’s a lot for any actor to internalize, especially one who’s performing solo in front of a blue screen. With 45 minutes to cameras rolling, episode co-director Aaron Moorhead made a suggestion. “He said to me, ‘Why don’t you go back, if you can bear it, and watch some of your work [over] the last 15 years?’ ” Hiddleston remembers. “ ‘Take it in, see what it means to you, and then carry it when you step out onto the stage.’ ” 

The actor took Moorhead’s advice to heart. And suddenly, without meaning to, he was mirroring the moment that started the series: absorbing the sum total of Loki’s MCU run. But this time, his regret had been replaced with gratitude. Hiddleston watched clips from “Thor,” remembering a time when he and Hemsworth had yet to ascend to the A-list. He recalled working with powerhouses like Hopkins and Russo, and the bonds he forged with the “original six Avengers” in 2011. He thought about how fun it was to film “Thor: Ragnarok” with Tessa Thompson and Jeff Goldblum, and of the more recent friendships he found with his “Loki” castmates Di Martino and Owen Wilson. 

“I thought, What Loki is doing, he is doing for his friends. And so, Tom, why don’t you do it for your friends?” Hiddleston says. “That’s where the two of us met in that moment. And then I was so grateful I had this most amazing crew, and we did it together.”

The actor is, of course, noncommittal as to whether this is actually the end of his MCU run. The franchise is scheduled out until at least 2027, and Hemsworth has mentioned his desire to make another “Thor” film. And if Loki’s past has proven anything, even the most official endings can be undone. 

Either way, it seems to Hiddleston that something significant has ended, even if it’s just Loki’s full-circle arc. “I hope it feels redemptive because his broken soul is partially healed; and you see that this character, who is capable of love, has made a decision from and for love,” he says. The actor cites the “beautiful prologue” of the first “Thor” film, in which Hopkins’ Odin tells his two sons: “Only one of you can ascend to the throne, but both of you were born to be kings.”

“At the end of Season 2, Loki is sitting on a kind of throne; but it’s not arrived in the shape he expected, and there’s no glory in it,” Hiddleston explains. “There’s a kind of burden, and he’s alone. He’s doing it for his friends, but he has to stay there without them. There’s a poetic melancholy there which I found very moving.”

For now, Hiddleston “can’t even conceive” of his life without Loki. He only hopes that he’s lived up to his guiding ethos as an actor, which he sums up with a plea from E.M. Forster’s 1910 novel “Howards End”: “Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be exalted, and human love will be seen at its height.”

“The feedback loop for actors is that we get to inhabit a fiction,” Hiddleston says. “But hopefully, that fiction bears the shape of a truth that we recognize about life—that what we do reflects the ups and downs, the peaks and troughs, and the breadth and profundity of all of our lives.”

Hiddleston exists in that space between fiction and reality, the work and the resulting art, the prose and the passion. Long after we’ve moved on from our interview and started casually discussing the cherry blossoms blooming in New York, his eyes light up. He’s made another connection, remembered one more thing—just one last thing he’d like to impart about Loki. 

He spends a lot of time thinking about Loki. You can probably tell.

“I’m so aware that the reason I’ve been able to play him for so long is because of the audience’s curiosity and passion,” Hiddleston says. “I’ve been delighted to find that for a character of such stature, he’s remarkably human. Many of the characteristics that people connect to in Loki are deeply human feelings. That’s been the pleasure, is infusing this elevated character with humanity.”

Even then, honestly, it feels as if Hiddleston, like Loki, could go on forever. Unfortunately, outside of the MCU, time moves in only one direction. Once again, he has to run.

This story originally appeared in the June 6 issue of Backstage Magazine. Subscribe to In the Envelope: The Actor's Podcast to hear our full conversation with Hiddleston (out 6/6). 

[herssian]

there's a frightening collective dissonance when it comes to what people consume in forms of daily entertainment and realizing. remembering, finding out that artists of various levels and mediums have worked on it. the heavens didn't open in thunderous uproar as cherubs played upon their golden harps to deliver your favorite movie, show, comic, animation, book, digital or otherwise art piece to you

every time i say how artists deserve more respect, especially in the last few years where every platform and industry has seemingly been making it a personal goal to remove or silence us, i get some comment or another among the lines of "get a real job" or "you just scribble lol" or "internet artist get an actual living challenge" and every single one of those people's blogs is filled with reblogged art from various media they enjoy, or happened to come across and liked enough to share. someone made that. it's not in a vacuum. someone used their practiced (for years, most of the time) skills to produce that. this is the object impermanence olympics and you're getting all golds

[eloras-account]

not annoying at all, go ahead

AAA okay

music : acid bath, primer 55, the cure, lebanon hanover, skeletal family, bauhaus, siouxsie and the banshees, christian death, alien sex fiend, red aunts, the breeders, bikini kill, hole, sonic youth, system of a down, insane clown posse, nirvana, lunachicks, babes in toyland, bratmobile, misfits, joan jett, slipknot, korn, coal chamber, mortician, cannibal corpse, xavleg, crywank, excuse 17, weezer, radiohead, nine inch nails, 7 year bitch, jack off jill, l7, veruca salt, alice in chains, the cardigans etc etc

movies : zero day, slc punk, august underground (all three), thirteen, lolita, dorian gray, buffalo 66, la belle personne, the dreamers, american psycho, cannibal holocaust, the rocky horror picture show, but im a cheerleader, the craft, twilight, scream, nowhere boy, jawbreaker, ringu, mean girls, scott pilgrim vs the world, hocus pocus, the amazing spiderman +

tv : downtown, supernatural, the maxx, merlin, batman the animated series, skins

books : THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY MY BELVOVED LITERALLY NOTHING ELSE NEEDS TO GO HERE <333

food : tacos, mochi, tanghulu, uramaki, rice, i love zucchini sm its not even funny, anything spicy

drinks : boba, coffee, redbull, monster, tea (esp macha or earl grey), iced tea, lemonade, vodka, wine

weather : rain, thunder, snow, fog

styles : pretty much any alt style

hobbies : flower pressing, writing, music shit, drawing, making phone wallpapers n shit

collections : shopkins, beanie babies, soda/beer tabs, bones

colours : red, green, black, white, teal

+ misc of shit i think is cool or like : trye crime, gore, stuffies, astronomy, piercings tattoos hair dye etc, cigarettes, messy rooms, old cemeteries and buildings, vinyl records, mythology, animals, chipped nail polish, comics, bruises and scars are so pretty idk why

i would add the 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 stuff but thats off topic

[cienie-isengardu]

Bi-Han and Shang Tsung seen through the various "timelines", p.1

Or: Cienie collects data about how Shang Tsung and Bi-Han's relationship looked in different source material through the years. And by "Bi-Han" I mean all incarnations of Sub-Zero that took part in the tenth Tournament or were Shang Tsung's hired assassin around that time.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT (1992)

Sub-Zero’s Ending:

"After receiving the title of Grand Champion, Sub-Zero disappears back into the shadows from which he came. His only goal in the tournament was...the assassination of Shang Tsung. He was paid a large sum of money by one of Tsung's wealthy enemies. With his mission accomplished, Sub-Zero will collect his fortune and retire from his dangerous profession."

>> MORTAL KOMBAT: BLOOD AND THUNDER (1994)

Issue #0

"It is true that there are those who would thwart my plans. Their mission is only common bond they have. Save for the exceptional fighting prowess [...] I'm uncertain of Sub-Zero's background, but based on the markings of his uniform, he probably belongs to the Lin Kuei, a legendary clan of Chinese ninjas. [...] Each of them has his own agenda, but they all wish to stop me. To do so, they must fight their way through my personal guards and they must do the impossible and defeat mighty Goro. And then... should they somehow accomplished all of that... they would have to deal with Shang Tsung himself.

Issue #2

"Representing the Outworld province of Katala... this is Grum. And battling for the Lin Kuei clan... Sub-Zero.

Sub-Zero: Where are you taking me? Goro: We're going to escort you to special "quarters" to await your next match. Do not be so jumpy, my friend. There is nothing to worry about.

Sonya: Look! I want to know what's going on here! I demand to speak to Shang Tsung! Sub-Zero: Is it not obvious, woman? There is no end to Tsung's treachery.

Issue #6

Sub-Zero: I came to the Island of Shang Tsung to claim the title of Grand Master of Mortal Kombat. The time has come for the Lin Kuei clan to rise to its place of power.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT BATTLEWAVE (199-?)

*This comic book is followed by "A cold day in Hell" in which at the end we met younger Sub-Zero, which is why I count Battlewave as the source for "Bi-Han". There is not much direct information of Shang Tsung & Bi-Han's interaction, but the elder Sub-Zero helps Kitana who opposes Shao Kahn, so by default they are enemies.

Issue #6

Shao Kahn: The CHallenge has been issued and it may not be refused. Two teams shall do battle, seeking a goal of my choosing. Shang Tsung will lead the forces of Shao Kahn, battling for Outworld and Rayden shall lead the forces of Light, representing Earth and those sympathetic to his goals.

Team Outworld: Shang Tsung, Goro, Kintaro, Scorpion, Reptile, Kano, Mileena, Smoke, Jade, Siang.

Team Earthrealm & allies: Rayden, Liu Kang, Sonya Blade, Johnny Cage, Kitana, Sub-Zero, Jax, Kung Lao, Baraka, Bo.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT: TOURNAMENT EDITION - "A COLD DAY IN HELL" (1995)

Some of them are from Earth realm. Others are from here on Outworld. They have been separated by the whims of the Dark Emperor... into two teams lead by opposing personalities.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT CARD GAME (1995)

Sub-Zero is a member of the Lin Kuei and one of the deadliest assassins alive. He joins the tournament as one of Shang Tsung's hired mercenaries in exchange for the secrets of Tsung's arcane magic.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT MOVIE (1995)

Shang Tsung (to Sonya, Johnny and Liu Kang): "Scorpion and Sub-Zero. Deadliest of enemies. But slaves under my power."

Shang Tsung (after Sub-Zero's demonstrated his ice powers and killed a man): Flawless victory.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT (novelization of the 1995 film) by MARTIN DELRIO (1995)

“You!” Shang said. “What are you doing here, old one? This is my domain. Here the emperor pronounces the law.” “Indeed.” “Then tell me, Rayden, god without miracles, why do you come? To see your fighters destroyed, your realm lost, and you yourself humiliated? Is it really worth the price you must pay to come here, to see those things?” “I have reason to expect a slightly different outcome,” Rayden said mildly. “Tell me, if you are so confident of the results of the tournament, why do you go even now to visit Prince Goro?” “I pay my respects to Outworld’s greatest champion,” Shang Tsung said. “What is so odd about that?” “Nothing, if you did not travel with your ninjas,” Rayden said. “Did you think I would not recognize Sub-Zero and Scorpion? If you go to visit a friend and ally, you have no need of those two.”

Shang paced in, Sub-Zero and Scorpion at his side, never breaking stride.

Another gong sounded. Shang Tsung stepped forward, a line of monks pacing him on either side. Sub-Zero and Scorpion, the two ninjas, kept their usual pace just behind him.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT NOVEL by JEFF ROVIN (1995)

“You may be right,” Shang Tsung said. “Tell me again why Kano was the best man for this job – why we couldn’t get the man I wanted.” Goro reached into the smaller of two bamboo cages set before him, pulled out a small struggling horny toad, and put its head in his mouth. He bit down. “Because the man you wanted, Sub-Zero of the Lin Kuei ninjas, was not available.” “I know that,” Shang Tsung said, his reedy voice impatient. “Why wasn’t he available?” Goro used a thick finger to push the rest of the horny toad into his mouth, and after shaking the cage to see what else was in there, he dug through a wriggling layer of garter snakes to pull out a newt. “Because he killed an assassin by the name of Scorpion, and went into hiding. No one knows where in China he is, not even other members of the Lin Kuei.”

The wizard’s fingers curled into a tight ball, and he rattled it at the circle of ooze-covered powder on the floor of the shrine. “I haven’t come this far to be stopped by a mortal… even a mortal who is aided by a deity!” “Then you must act… against Liu.” Shang Tsung nodded. He would love to find a way to act against Rayden himself, but he dared not step into the circle to consult with Shao Kahn. He didn’t want to face the god’s ire now that they knew the blundering idiot Kano was being followed – and by three members of the White Lotus Society no less – men, women, and even children who were masters of the martial and ninja arts. Even if he were to send Goro out to intercept them, that was no guarantee of victory. The giant Shokanite might have no trouble stopping one of the White Lotus members, but three? For that, Shang Tsung would need special assistance. Help that was sly and moved like the hornet, quietly and unseen. “Where is he, Ruthay? Where is the only one who can help me?” There was a long pause. “I… am looking.” Then, the disembodied voice said, “I see him… Shang Tsung. He is hiding.” “Where?” “In a cave… in a cliff… north of Wenzhou.” “That’s just like him,” Shang Tsung said. “With the fees he charges, he could live in splendor. Yet he chooses a life of hardship and study.” “And death!” Ruthay said. “Yes, death,” Shang Tsung admitted. “Don’t be too harsh on him, Ruthay. Some people deserve to die. I will summon him–” “Wait! Be warned, Shang Tsung. He is cursed!” “Cursed? By whom?” Ruthay wailed, “By the immortal Yu.” Shang Tsung felt cold spiders crawl up his spine. “The demigod Yu?” “Yes… he who is said to dwell in the underground caverns of Horse  Ear Mountain… which is sacred to the goddess Kuan Lin. He who protects the canals… and the tunnels… and looks after all who use them, human and animal.” “What did our brash friend do to Yu?” “He… killed a man,” said Ruthay. “What man?” “A toll-taker… one who had given up a life of crime… one who had been a partner of the man… you… seek.” “And how did that crime come to the attention of the spirit of Yu?” Shang Tsung asked. “The man was killed… slowly disemboweled with a sword… while accomplices forced his wife and his son to look on! After his murder… the man’s remains… were dumped into a canal!” Shang Tsung raised an eyebrow. “Is that all? I was expecting something truly terrible!” “It was!” Ruthay shrieked. “When he disposed of the body… in that way … he profaned one of the sacred waterways… of Yu!” Shang Tsung smiled now. “Then he is definitely the man I want,” he said. “Anyone who is impudent enough to insult a demigod won’t be afraid to attack a member of the White Lotus Society, or the gods who watch after them. I will send Hamachi, Ruthay. When he nears his goal, see through his eyes and guide him!”

Opening the door, the wizard pushed past the two hooded souls that were attending to the many birds in the palace aviary. The bulk of the collection of birds from around the world, and their ornate cages of balsa and steel, of bamboo and ivory, of twigs and even string, was for Shang Tsung’s own enjoyment. He luxuriated in the specimens, which ranged from the common nightingale to the imposing pine grosbeak, from the rufous-sided towhee to the glorious yellow warbler, from the black vulture to the red-tailed hawk. But some of the birds were kept more for practical purposes. His falcons were trained to fly to the mainland and kill with claws of poison, while his beautiful white pigeons were trained to carry messages to spots all across eastern China. Going to a small writing table tucked in a corner of the stone chamber, Shang Tsung lit a candle, dipped a fountain pen in red ink, and wrote in small, tight characters on a slip of rice paper: LIU KANG AND TWO OTHER MEMBERS OF THE WHITE LOTUS SOCIETY ARE CAMPED TO THE WEST OF WUHU, HEADED EAST TO INTERCEPT A BAND OF BLACK DRAGONS. THESE INTERLOPERS MUST BE STOPPED. YOU ARE MY LAST HOPE. RETURN THE BIRD WITH A TOKEN SO I WILL KNOW THAT YOU HAVE GONE AFTER THEM. SHANG TSUNG After finishing the message, the sorcerer went over to one of the cages, carefully removed a pigeon, rolled the paper around its right leg, and fixed it there with a length of red string. Holding the bird in both hands, he made his way under and around the many cages to the window. The black shutters of the window were closed, and one of the hooded servants scuttled over, released the catch, and threw it open. Shang Tsung bent close to the bird and said softly, “I know you won’t fail me as my fellow humans have, devoted Hamachi. Fly true and take my urgent message to the region you know so well. Ruthay will see through your eyes and guide you from there. Then return to me, my delicate servant. Come back safely and soon, and I will offer up a human sacrifice to you.” With a last look into the black-pearl eyes of his precious messenger, Shang Tsung threw the pigeon out the window and watched the bird bat its white wings until it was swallowed by the starlit sky. “Fly, my precious. Fly! You who do not need the waterways, the tunnels, or the favor of the arrogant Yu to accomplish your mission!”

He dwelt in a cave two hundred feet up the face of a cliff by the sea. The mouth of his home was barely wide enough to accommodate a slender adult, and was accessible only by climbing the sheer wall of rock, a feat that was impossible for most adults and daunting even to the few arachnids and marsupials that tried it. Maybe some of them were even sent by Yu, he thought with a smirk, little assassins who would chastise me for having spilled blood in his precious canal. The smirk faded as he thought back to the murder. The blood of a traitor… one who took the oath and then turned his back on us. One it had taken two decades to find. The traitor Yong Park had committed the ultimate crime: even if Yu himself crawled into the cave, he would find the killer unrepentant and willing to kill the former ninja again. The cave was located two hundred miles south of Shimura  Island, though it was still hours before dawn when the pigeon reached it. Landing in the narrow mouth, the bird cooed once then stood still, as it had been trained to do. The ninja was awake and beside it in an instant, crouched beneath a ceiling that didn’t allow for him to stand. Dressed only in a white loincloth, despite the cold floor and chill air in the cave. He was reading the message by moonlight a moment later. A smile crossed his lips, lips so pale and claylike that they appeared dead. His small, very narrow eyes looked from the message to the bird to the moonlight that lit just the entrance of his dark abode. He ran the back of an index finger up and down the bird’s breast. “Good Hamachi. Return to your master so he will know that I have received his message and am on my way to do his bidding. For a price, of course,” he said. He glanced at the several pyramid-shaped stacks of scrolls in the rear of his cave. His fee was another manuscript from Shang Tsung’s library, one of the many scrolls that were centuries old, dating back to the dawn of the days of the first ninjitsu and containing arcane secrets of the league of assassins to which he belonged, the widely-feared Lin Kuei.

>> MYTHOLOGIES: SUB-ZERO (1997)

Story mode:

Sub-Zero: I vow to serve and obey the Lin Kuei. Grandmaster: Welcome back, my warrior. I have a new undertaking for you. It seems your recent exploits have caught the eye of yet another sorcerer. I'd like you to meet the retainer of your services. His name is Shang Tsung. He would like you to compete in a small tournament... called Mortal Kombat.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT 9 (2011)

Chapter 2: Sonya

Shang Tsung (to Sonya): You will face Sub-Zero, of the Lin Kuei clan of assassins.

Chapter 3: Scorpion (Bi-Han's death)

Chapter 7: Smoke

Smoke: Tell me what you know of Sub-Zero's death. Shang Tsung: *shapeshifts into Bi-Han* Smoke: What-? Shang Tsung: Despite his failure at my tournament, I'll wager he was more powerful than you, Lin Kuei.

>> MORTAL KOMBAT 11 + AFTERMATH (2019-2020)

Shang Tsung's Official Gameplay Trailer

Story Mode: Fujin's chapter

Shang Tsung & Noob / Bi-Han using similar looking attack in the same chapter:

Intro dialogues: Shang Tsung vs Noob Saibot

Shang Tsung: No more haunting my island's shadows. Noob Saibot: Your island is Kronika's property. Shang Tsung: So she is your master now?

Shang Tsung: It's astounding you survived a Soulnado. Noob Saibot: My darkness is immutable and unkillable. Shang Tsung: But is it transferable, Bi-Han?

Noob Saibot: Take your place in the Netherrealm. Shang Tsung: I would rather raise Onaga. Noob Saibot: That would be most unwise.

Noob Saibot: I have no soul to steal. Shang Tsung: I'll kill you, just to be sure. Noob Saibot: You may try, Shang Tsung.

Intro dialogues: Shang Tsung vs Sub-Zero (Kuai Liang)

Shang Tsung: You lack your brother's efficacy. Sub-Zero: Because I maintain my integrity. Shang Tsung: Integrity is no weapon, Kuai Liang.

Sub-Zero: My brother paid a high price serving you. Shang Tsung: He knew the rules of Mortal Kombat. Sub-Zero: But then you rigged the tournament.

[agentnico]

Deadpool & Wolverine (2024) review

I recall when I watched the first two Deadpool movies in the cinema, it was so difficult to catch all the jokes over the constant laughter of the audience. In Deadpool & Wolverine I heard every single joke.

Plot: A listless Wade Wilson toils away in civilian life with his days as the morally flexible mercenary, Deadpool, behind him. But when his homeworld faces an existential threat, Wade must reluctantly suit-up again with an even more reluctant Wolverine.

So Deadpool finally makes it into the Marvel Cinematic Universe due to Disney’s acquisition of 20th Century Fox, and as such there’s hope that the X-Men may breath new life into a franchise that recently has shown strong signs of wear and tear. Since Endgame the MCU has really struggled to reignite the magic of what made these movies so special, and aside from certain exceptions such as Spider-Man: No Way Home and Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 3, it’s essentially been adequate at best if not straight up terrible. I myself have checked out of the cinematic universe for a while, however hearing the return of Deadpool and the promise that this movie will pay homage to the 20th Century Fox era of superhero films and the surprising yet welcome return of Hugh Jackman as Wolverine with the director of Free Guy and the Night at the Museum films attached, I naturally had to see what all the fuss was about.

Deadpool & Wolverine isn’t really a movie. It’s primarily a collection of crass and silly jokes mixed into a messy narrative thread-line involving multiversal mumbo-jumbo as an excuse to get these two popular comic-book heroes in a film together. There’s practically no substance here, and relies heavily on endless fan-service to get by, and not going to lie I found it exhausting. Even the humour for the most part did not hit for me, as it was mostly a repetitive load of f-bombs and Deadpool making a million jokes about Disney which first or second time was amusing, but when you keep saying the same joke endless amounts of time it loses its flavour. It’s disappointing as the first two Deadpool movies are both hilarious comedies in their own right, yet here the jokes were being thrown at you with every single line that it felt more so like a parody. Not to the extent of Thor: Love & Thunder but it was getting annoying. As for any kind of emotional depth, the few scenes where there is that is quickly overshadowed yet again by some unfunny gag.

Ryan Reynolds’ and Hugh Jackman’s buddy cop energy is easily the film’s strongest suite, which I guess is a good thing seeing as the movie is titled after their characters. Even though not every joke lands, Ryan Reynolds is riffing quips at such a relentless speed it’s actually impressive how much bull-crap can come out of that man’s mouth. Hugh Jackman is massive. The guy’s in his 50s yet manages to achieve such a ripped physique for this movie it’s hard to not be lost in awe. It’s also delightful seeing him back all grizzly and rage-filled, and again he reminds us why his Wolverine is one of the best on-screen superheroes to ever exist. The villains of the movie are very one-dimensional, and though there are some cool visuals used with Emma Corrin’s superpowers, there’s not much else to them. Matthew Macfadyen is essentially a walking piece of exposition, constantly trying to catch audiences up in case they didn’t watch the Loki series on Disney+. Then Rob Delaney returns as Peter, and who doesn’t love Peter, am I right??

As you may have heard there are also an abundance of surprises in the film, including a crazy amount of cameos that are sure to make fans feel nostalgic over a bygone era of the superhero genre, and I will say for the most part I enjoyed the cameos, even if they were there literally there for the WOW factor. That being said one cameo I did absolutely love, as this actor truly deserves to finally get their moment following all the issues in the past, and seeing them in this movie was a delightful surprise and really cool.

Deadpool & Wolverine is an over-stuffed and bloated threequel that as a film is really messy with terrible pacing, hardly a cohesive plot, tiring jokes and a myriad of other issues, but also this is the kind of summer popcorn fare that is guaranteed to be a money maker and will certainly entertain audiences for the time they watch it, even if it won’t last 5 minutes of shelf life. Will say though I did enjoy the action sequences. It was odd seeing the R-rated gore in an MCU movie, but it was done really stylistically and especially a fight scene inside a car stands out as something that was really entertaining and fun. Oh, and the end credits were really sweet and definitely pandered on the nostalgia factor but I dug that crap up.

Overall score: 5/10

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Review: The Avengers (2012)

The Avengers (2012)

Rated PG-13 for intense sequences of sci-fi violence and action throughout, and a mild drug reference

<Originally posted at https://kevinsreviewcatalogue.blogspot.com/2023/04/review-avengers-2012.html>

Score: 5 out of 5

Eleven years and dozens of movies and TV shows later, The Avengers still stands as arguably the greatest achievement of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Even more than its best standalone films like Guardians of the Galaxy and Black Panther, this was the movie that demonstrated what the "idea" of the MCU could produce and accomplish, a shared universe that brought together characters from different popular movies for a big crossover in which they all got a chance to shine as a team. Looking back, the legacy of the MCU on Hollywood as a whole has been mixed, such that it's increasingly come in for backlash in the last few years to the point where hating the series is no longer necessarily a contrarian take, the genuinely divisive reception to recent movies and shows in the franchise not helping its case. (I've been nicer to Marvel's recent output than most, and even I can't help but feel that there's a bit of malaise there.) Which makes it all the more impressive to see that, watching the original Avengers again with a group of kids who were either in diapers or not even born yet when it came out and experienced the series mostly through home video and streaming, it still absolutely holds up, and moreover, it reminded me of what Marvel's strengths were back in its 2010s imperial phase when it was firing on all cylinders. It's got an all-star cast, probably the best direction of Joss Whedon's career, and a use of continuity that enriches the experience for those who've seen the prior films in the franchise but doesn't detract from it if you haven't -- the secret sauce that, if you ask me, allowed the MCU to succeed for so long where other, similar attempts at big, modular franchises failed, and something that it's lost sight of recently. Once we're past the backlash phase and old enough to be nostalgic for the MCU (won't that be something), I think that this movie and "Phase One" more broadly will get its due once again.

The plot feels like it could've been lifted out of any number of Big Event crossovers from the comics. An alien race called the Chitauri, led by the Norse trickster god Loki (the Norse gods in this universe being aliens themselves) with a chip on his shoulder, is planning to invade Earth, and Nick Fury, director of the secret government agency S.H.I.E.L.D., has a plan to stop them: assemble a collection of exceptional individuals with unique skills to lead the fight. They include: Tony Stark, the egotistical billionaire CEO of a weapons manufacturer who built a suit of high-tech "Iron Man" powered armor to fight terrorists; Steve Rogers, the product of an American World War II scientific program to create a superior fighting man who wound up frozen in ice for decades and thawed out in the present day; Bruce Banner, a brilliant physicist who, thanks to an accident during an experiment with gamma radiation, developed a monstrous Jekyll-and-Hyde alter ego called the Hulk that comes out when he's angry or stressed; Thor, the Norse god of thunder seeking to stop his adoptive brother Loki's warpath and return him to Asgard for judgment; and Natasha Romanoff; a deadly spy codenamed "Black Widow" who defected from Russia and is now one of S.H.I.E.L.D.'s top agents. Unfortunately, Loki, using his own supernatural gifts, has seduced a number of humans to his own side, most notably Erik Selvig, a physicist who was researching an alien artifact called the Tesseract that Loki needs to open a portal to bring his army to Earth, and Clint Barton, another S.H.I.E.L.D. agent codenamed "Hawkeye" who knows his employer inside and out.

The underlying theme of most of the first two acts of this movie is a reflection of what people in real life, from critics to comic book fans to much of the movie's audience, were thinking in 2012: "can this actually work?" Can you do this kind of superhero team-up in the movies the way they do it in the comics? It's here where you see why Marvel producer Kevin Feige sought out Joss Whedon to write and direct this movie, and not just because he was already a geek media legend by then. Whedon's style has unfortunately been caricatured over the years as revolving around jokey, flippant dialogue, thanks in no small part to the many filmmakers and TV show runners who've tried to imitate it, and the man's own personal controversies in the last several years have made him an easy punching bag. That said, anybody who's watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, or Firefly knows that his real strength as a writer, the thing that separated him from the countless writers making jokey, flippant Shane Black ripoffs back in the '90s, was working with large ensemble casts in which there often wasn't a singular protagonist.

Whedon tackles the question of whether this will work head-on by making the real "arc" of the movie revolve less around stopping Loki than around having Iron Man, Captain America, Thor, and the Incredible Hulk, the four marquee superheroes who each had their origin stories told in prior movies, learn to put aside their differences and work as a team. They each bring their own larger-than-life personalities to the table, and while Tony and Bruce hit it off immediately over their shared love of science, Tony's ego and gung-ho attitude clash with both Steve's Boy Scout values and military code of honor and Thor's own ego as a superbeing of ancient legend, while Bruce's volatile temper and the end result of such threatens to get them all killed if he can't control it. Loki knows all of this, and for much of the film, a good chunk of his plan, as befitting a trickster god, is to play mind games with the heroes and convince them to tear each other apart so that he can move on and conquer Earth in their absence. Black Widow and Hawkeye, the relative newcomers to the MCU (the former had been a supporting character in Iron Man 2 but wouldn't get her own movie for nearly a decade), serve as surrogates for audience members who know what superheroes are but may not have seen every (or even any) prior movie in the series, while Nick Fury, the authority figure looming over them all, is the ringmaster who introduces us to them and brings them all together.

It helps when you've got a bunch of A-list (or soon-to-be-A-list) actors at the top of their game, the kinds of people who feel born to play these sorts of figures. Robert Downey, Jr.'s great gift as Tony Stark was making him just unlikable enough that you want to see him humbled but not so much that you want to see him lose, Chris Evans always knew how to make Steve Rogers feel like a good-hearted average Joe given extraordinary abilities but never forgetting who he used to be, Chris Hemsworth was exactly the kind of chiseled, Ahnold-style hunk you'd need to play the mighty God of Thunder, and Mark Ruffalo, replacing Edward Norton after some complicated backstage politics, brought an almost Jeff Goldblum-style energy to Bruce Banner, a squirrelly nerd who's visibly hiding a shameful secret. Scarlett Johansson, meanwhile, made her scenes in this movie as Natasha a demo reel for her as both an action hero and a femme fatale, while Samuel L. Jackson brought his usual BAMF energy to a PG-13 version of such as Nick Fury, a man who most of us would happily take orders from. Last but not least, Tom Hiddleston as Loki is exactly the kind of classy-yet-subtly-off-putting British theater actor you want playing a hammy, egomaniacal villain straight out of mythology, like a young Alan Rickman, standing as one of the best villains the MCU's ever had to this day and only failing to steal the show out from under everyone else because, again, this is a Joss Whedon ensemble piece where everybody gets a moment in the sun.

(And Hawkeye seems cool, like a really nice guy. Okay, I kid, Jeremy Renner was alright in the part. He was much better in later movies, though. There's a reason why people used to make fun of him so much.)

The quality of Whedon's work here doesn't stop at his writing, either. The MCU has never been known as a visually inventive series, and a lot of people blame Whedon for that, accusing him of bringing a flat visual style straight out of network television to the biggest blockbuster franchise in Hollywood and relying on his writing as his main creative thumbprint. I'm convinced that they got Whedon mixed up with the Russo brothers who handled the later Avengers films, because Whedon actually does a lot that's interesting behind the camera. Noting that scenes in superhero movies look like they were pulled straight out of a comic book is practically a cliché at this point, but in this case, it's a perfect description, as Whedon seemed to understand exactly how to bring a comic book splash panel to life on the big screen. This movie looks and feels epic, with action that's not only well-shot and easy to follow but also downright massive in scope, often having several things going on at once in the bigger sequences like the attack on the helicarrier and the climatic third-act battle in the streets of Manhattan. The effects were top-notch and felt like they had all the love and care in the world put into them, especially in comparison to some of the rush jobs that more recent Marvel movies have been guilty of. This was the kind of movie they make movie theaters for, and even watching it at home, I was consistently enthralled by its action sequences. There's a reason why so many sci-fi blockbuster action movies in the 2010s had their villains shoot big beams of light into the sky as part of their plan, or featured armies of faceless alien monsters for the heroes to fight without feeling guilty about killing people, and that's because this movie did it so amazingly well that everybody else couldn't help but copy its notes.

The Bottom Line

The Avengers is a movie that still holds up even after countless superhero movies, including in its own franchise, that tried to top it. I don't know if I'd call it the best movie in the MCU, but it's certainly the most impactful, the one that everyone's gonna remember above all else (barring maybe Black Panther) years from now as the movie that made the whole enterprise worth it.

[thunder-the-ranger-wolf]

Author's note starts

I just had a thought that started with "I wish I could write Superman going to Batman for a hug." And then I was like "wait a minute, I can write whatever I want!" So here's superman going to batman for a hug.

Author's note ends

The cafeteria was pretty packed when Clark trudged in. It had been a long night, and for most of the team members, it showed.

The worst part had to be that there wasn't anything to fight.

There was no enemy, nothing sentient to talk to or attack. Just... wind. Just dust. Just water. Just the things that could create and destroy in equal measure.

Apparently Mother Earth woke up and chose violence today. And yesterday. And the day before that. And the day before that. And-.

"You're spiraling." A familiar voice reached his ears. Bruce sounded as tired as he did, for different reasons. Gotham hadn't been hit by the elements any harder than usual, but Gotham's usual involved feet of snow and blustering winds that would freeze even the hardiest of dogs solid, let alone a person. So Batman was dealing with his own problems. And Clark wouldn't be surprised if Bruce Waybe had a completely different set of those to cap it all off.

Clark doesn't envy any of the Bats.

But he doesn't envy himself either.

"Still spiraling." Bruce noted, mildly amused.

Clark groaned and leaned forward so that his head met Bruce's shoulder with an extremely soft thump.

"Bad day?"

Clark hummed once to answer affirmatively.

"Same. Want some hot chocolate?"

Clark hummed again and Bruce snorted.

"If you want hot chocolate, you have to get up so one of us can get it."

Clark knew that voice. He'd seen it used on multiple children trained (and partially reared) by the Bat. He did not like that voice being turned on him.

"Not a kid." Clark grumbled.

"You don't have to be. Just know that I will dump you on the floor and goabout my day."

"Cruel and unusual punishment." Clark objected in a lo3, exhausted breath.

"And yet..." Bruce trailed off playfully.

A few moments passed before he spoke again.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all that today."

"I think..." Clark trailed off. "I think the worst part is, there's nothing to stop in case like this. We go out and fight supervillains who are determined to fuck up someone's day, but a change in the wind can do the same amount of damage and I'd get maybe twice the amount of property damage and half the people out of there. What's the point of having all these powers if they can't fight the forces of nature too?"

"You know better than anyone what the true purpose of your powers are, Clark Kent. But I doubt that even a god could stop the wind rising if they were so inclined. Another would take their place."

"I figured. But damn, is it frustrating."

"Ain't it just." Bruce scoffed in a weak imitation of Clark's thickening accent. "Now, there's more snow in Gotham than I know what to do with. Feel like putting that heat vision to use?"

"X-ray might be better for search and rescue." Clark mumbled absently.

"You're the one with the powers. But first, hot chocolate. Stewart knows how to make it almost as good as Alfred and the kids would never forgive me if I didn't bring some back."

"So the heat vision is good for something." Clark snickered quietly.

The two men straightened up and got to their feet.

[thunder-the-ranger-wolf]

they gotta deal with Calendar Man too

Two-Face: *checking the calendar* it's February 2nd 2022, 2/2/22

Gotham vigilantes: it's gonna be a long day *downs coffee*

[1-800-amortentia]

Random James Potter headcanon

He loves the smell of his mums perfume so much, for christmas one year all he asked for was a bottle of her perfume to take to hogwarts just so he can smell it when he misses her.

He hates thunder/the dark and tends to crawl into Sirius’ bed during thunder storms.

If he’s home, he’ll crawl in bed with his parents and curl into a little ball by his mum, so she can rub his back to fall back asleep

His love language is definitely touch, weither it be high fives, hugs, cheek kisses, he’s a very affectionate person especially to his friends, significant others, and parents

He hates watching other people cry, so so much. He’ll start crying if you cry.

James really like clothes because he grew up watching his mum be the best dressed woman he knew. He adored watching her dress up, and has carried on that trait by wearing high end sweaters and trousers. He’s very proud of his closet. He also finds it very attractive when someone can dress bold and be confident in it.

Along with pride, he loves the color of his hair because it the same color as his mums

All around, he’s a huge mamas boy.

James will never admit to anyone the extent of his skincare routine. He double cleanses, and uses serums, and moisturizing creams and face oils and spf.

And DONT even get me started on his strategic HAIR CARE routine.

It takes him forever to get ready.

He’s a really light sleeper, and tends to get very restless and hot when he sleeps. He ignores it tho, and sleeps with a pile of blankets because he loves how soft they are.

James likes to read comic books and collects them. He has hundreds of them.

He’s extremely sentimental, and has a hat box full of random knickknacks.

He remembers every detail about every item though. If you asked where he got the acorn from, he’d tell you exactly why it had meaning.

Along with collecting things, he has a big vinyl collection. Like huge.

Hundreds of records line the shelves in his room at home.

He loves written letters. Specially, love letters. He thinks they’re romantic.

He also loves post cards from around the world.

He’s a big fan of the Beatles and Elvis Presley.

He’s secretly loves romance movies, specially Audrey Hepburn (even though he pretends I force him, he still happily watches Roman holiday, and breakfast at Tiffany’s with me)

He’s loves skirts and dresses on girls, his favorite are high waisted bell bottom jeans, though.

He’s has absolutely no preference on body type , skin color, height, hair color, or blood status. At all. If you’re confident and appealing to him, it truly does not matter what you look like. His one weakness though, is glasses.

James loves parties because he likes planning his outfits for them, and being around lots of people at once.

He’s such an Aries.

James is deeply afraid of being alone/dying alone.

He has nightmares about being alone.

James hates getting drunk around anyone else beside the marauders

If they’re not there, he doesn’t drink

He was nervous high when he smoked for the first time, then he got the munchies.

This boy is hungry all the time. All. The. Time.

He loves talking with anyone who will listen.

He’s also fascinated by tarot, and astrology (cutest thing ever)

He gets pissed at anyone who messes with his friends, and will happily put them back in their place with a little public humiliation.

He’s very popular but constantly gets scared no one likes him

He has a huge soft spot for his friends.

No one else sees it except the people very close to him.

He’s a pretty good baker. Cooking though......not so much.

He burnt water in a pot once.

He’s doesn’t like how he looks in his glasses, and tries to not use them, but ultimately fails and has to use them anyway.

“I look like bloody buddy holly”

[wienerbarnes]

Movie Night

Pairing: Bucky x Reader (Cheek to Cheek)

Word Count: 1,769

Warnings: nightmares, canon violence, mentions to some comic bucky info

A/N: 👀👀👀 peep some comic bucky facts in this one

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“I have a surprise for you.”

“Oh?”

Bucky arrives at your apartment Friday night in sweats and a backpack hanging off his shoulders. You can’t imagine what surprise he’s talking about, you already made dinner for the two of you.

It’s the beginning of a routine. For the past month, Bucky has shown up to your apartment on a variety of days. Except Thursdays, you notice, but you’ve never asked him about it. Sometimes he comes with food, sometimes with board games, sometimes with notebooks and maps to plan out finding people on your list, and sometimes with nothing except his presence. You don’t mind it at all; it’s nice to have some company.

He plops his backpack down onto your card table and unzips it, pulling out a laptop.

“You did not.” You immediately refuse.

Bucky glances at you and sees your disbelief, glancing down at the laptop before making your connection and looking back up at you, chuckling, “I didn’t. This is my laptop. I was thinking we could watch a movie.” He explains.

“How fun!” You smile brightly at the reveal of the surprise, not having seen a movie in years. Sometimes you browse the collection at the library, but even if you checked one out, you didn’t have a computer or television to play it on.

“What’d you bring to watch?” You ask.

“I figured we can find something on HBO Max, I just got a subscription for it.”

“What’s that?”

“A streaming service for movies and shows. Like Hulu?” He looks at you from the laptop, seeing your furrowed brows.

“Netflix?” He tries instead. Your brows soften in understanding as you nod.

You watch a movie Sam had recommended for Bucky to watch, and when the credits finish, a loud crack of thunder disrupts the calm and warm atmosphere the two of you have created with a pillow and blanket fort.

“Would it bother you if I stayed for a bit? Until the rain stops? I came on my bike - I’ll sleep on the floor if it bothers you.” Bucky asks, slowly pulling off blanket after blanket to claw his way out of the cotton cave.

“Of course not, Buck, we can have a sleepover!” You respond, excitement flooding your body before realizing you’d have to sleep with Bucky. He doesn’t notice your change in demeanor as he moves to the bathroom, and you choose to make yourself a tea as an attempt to calm yourself down.

You’ll only have nightmares if you focus on having nightmares. Just don’t think about it. You’ll be fine. You’ll sleep perfectly throughout the night.

You make Bucky a tea too, if only to busy yourself and occupy your hands as you stir a bit of sugar into the warm liquid.

“Thank you,” You jump as he approaches from behind, grabbing the steaming mug from your small countertop.

The two of you complete your nightly routine, Bucky following you like a shadow and helping where he can; locking the windows as you lock the door, accepting your face wash and moisturizer when you offer it after applying your skincare.

“Can I ask you something?” You say, leaning against the doorframe of your bathroom as Bucky stands in front of the mirror, rubbing the moisturizer into his skin.

He hums and you continue, “Where do you go on Thursdays? You’ve never come over on a Thursday, is that just a coincidence?”

His hands pause for a split second and he glances over to you before returning his eyes to the mirror, “I, uh..”

“You don’t have to tell me, I was just curious -”

“No, no, it’s fine, I, uh… I see my sister.”

Your eyes widen briefly, “Your… sister?”

“Yeah. She lives in this retirement community for elders with Alzheimers. I take food and some books and games and usually just spend the day there. I’ll go other times throughout the week, but I reserve Thursday’s for her.” He explains, rubbing any excess moisturizer on his flesh hand, wiping his metal one on a small towel.

“I see. Cool. What’s her name?” You ask, intrigued about this new information that’s been uncovered.

Bucky doesn’t normally talk too much about himself with you, and when he does, it’s usually very vague. But now, he’s giving you locations and names. It’s new for him.

“Rebecca. Do you have anything else to do before bed?”

“Not really. Rebecca and James. What were your parents' names?”

“George and Winifred. Can I keep some water next to the bed?”

“Sure. What about your grandparents?”

“What is this, twenty questions?”

He turns to look at you from where he reaches into your cupboard to grab a glass.

Your mouth snaps shut, thinking you’ve overstepped, but the smirk on his face tells you differently.

“I don’t remember, I only ever met them when I was a baby before I moved and then I think they passed away.”

“Moved?”

“I was born in Indiana before moving to Brooklyn.”

“What?!” You gasp.

He chuckles, and takes a sip from the now full glass of water.

“Everything is a lie. You’re not even a New York native? What the fuck, Bucky?!”

“I might as well be, I moved here before I even started walkin’.”

“Doesn’t matter. In fact, I don’t think I have space for you to stay over after all.”

The two of you lie next to each other on the bed, you under the covers and him above. Laying next to him, you realize quickly that Bucky’s body runs very warm, and you’ll probably uncover yourself soon as well.

“Thanks for letting me stay. Breakfast’s on me tomorrow, I’ll go get it and bring it back.”

“Sounds like a plan. Goodnight, Buck.”

Your anxiety returns as you close your eyes, and you choose to ignore it, attempting to count as many sheep as you can.

…

You ignore the rotten smell of the concrete as you wait underneath the car parked in the alleyway. The mask you wear is tied tight against your skin, but it doesn’t do anything to mask the smells around you.

You finally hear the back door open and close and you slowly take out your knife as the feet approach the driver’s side door directly next to your face. You quickly swipe out, slicing the man’s achilles and he screams, falling to the ground.

You roll out from under the car and quickly cover his mouth, holding the same knife up to his neck. His eyes are clouded in fear and you’re not sure why HYDRA wanted you to find him and bring him back. It’s not like you have any kind of a choice, but you can’t help but wonder.

All they told you to do was find him. You used your powers, saw him at work, and came. Bring him back alive, they told you. You didn’t want to know what they’d do to you if you didn’t, so you obey.

You adjust your footing next to him and hear a wet sound, glancing down to see he’s pissed his pants. You look back up at his eyes through your black goggles and he looks even more scared than before. He couldn’t have been older than twenty-five.

You slowly take your hand off of his mouth, and he grunts from the pain in his ankles, but doesn’t try to scream again, not while you have a knife pressed against his throat.

You reach into your belt for a syringe of strong sedative. He whimpers and gasps as you quickly plunge it into his neck, making it easier for you to take him back to the facility. You notice the last thing he does before his eyes close is glance down at the large octopus on your tactical uniform.

Who knows what they’ll do to him. Your job is done. For now.

You gasp awake, air tight in your throat as you blink harshly to reorient yourself. You push out a shaky breath as you glance to your nightstand, the 3:34 staring back at you.

“You okay?” Bucky’s groggy voice next to you causes you to gasp again.

You sigh, “Yeah, fine, go back to sleep.” You stand and quickly go to the bathroom, where you can compose yourself a bit better.

You lock the door behind you and prop your hands on the counter, trying to control your breathing. You feel the panic rise up in your chest and try to stop the tears from collecting in your water line. You continue your breathing and luckily, don’t begin to hyperventilate.

It takes about ten minutes, but after a few splashes of water to your face, you’ve calmed yourself down a bit.

You hesitantly unlock and open the door, going out into the main room to get back into bed, praying that Bucky’s fallen back asleep. He’s laying on his side now, facing where you were sleeping, but you can’t tell if his eyes are open or not.

You slowly climb back in, laying on your back to stare up at the ceiling.

“Wanna talk about it?” He asks quietly, voice no longer sounding so raspy, so you know he’s been awake all this time waiting for you.

You wait a moment before responding with a question of your own, “Does it get better? Easier?”

Bucky studies your side profile as you continue to stare up, not meeting his eyes when you talk.

“Yeah, it does. It takes a while, though.”

You sigh deeply.

“I used to have to sleep with all my lights on, and the television. I’d sleep in my living room on the floor with a gun under my pillow. I’d barely sleep, I’d wake up every hour from nightmares. And that was after getting help from Princess Shuri.” He tells you.

“You’re not really making me feel better.”

“What I’m getting at: You’ve only been on your own for a short while now. Away from your old life. And you’ve done a helluva lot better job at taking care of yourself and healing than I ever did. It’ll take time, but it gets easier. Eventually.” He tells you.

You don’t respond and instead choose to chew on your lip. You finally turn on your side, facing Bucky, and close your eyes. You feel his own eyes staring at you, and you face him for this reason, knowing the feeling of him watching you will make you feel a bit better, a bit more secure falling asleep again.

He stares until he hears snores fall from your mouth, and you don’t wake up again until morning.

[taiinted-a]

THE  LITTLE  THINGS  MUSE  QUESTIONNAIRE

favorite tea: Iced strawberry tea / hot cranberry tea infused with cinnamon. favorite coffee: Black coffee favorite sweet snack:Sticky candied toffee apples favorite savory snack: Salty popcorn / burger rings ( a Australian snack that reminds him of home. ) favorite flower(s):  Red roses, poppies.  favorite color(s): Oxblood red,burgundy,  black, white favorite fruit: Strawberries, cherries favorite vegetable: Garlic, beetroot favorite season:Winter favorite time of day: Dusk favorite kind of weather(s): Thunder and lightning, a blizzard, foggy rainy days love language(s) to give: Touch, words of affection, love notes and gifts love language(s) to receive: Physical touch, words of affirmation. specific niche love language:Forehead kisses, sharing food with his lovers. ( He rarely shares his food so when he does it means he is completely besotted with them )  favorite hobbies: Painting, drawing, cooking and reading. favorite book(s):Terry Pratchett Discworld collection, Bram stokers Dracula, classic horror novels favorite movie(s): Anything comic book related, nightmare before Christmas, lilo and stitch, Indiana jones ( the whole series ). favorite song(s): All coming back to me now by Celine Dion. favorite musician: Celine Dion, Evanescence, Green day, Meatloaf and Freddie Mercury. favorite animal(s): Turtles, wolves, magpies, kangaroos. favorite insect: Cicadas, ladybirds favorite terrain: Red dusty landscapes that remind him of the Australian outback and frigid icy landscapes

Tagged by: No one.  Tagging: @takemetochrch @sihnon @sabiyi​ ( Shepherd ) @iincantatorum​ ( Devlin ) @blccdharmonyx​  @conzierge​ ( Moa ) @caffeinehorrors​ @endlessdrifter​ ( Chris ) 

[humanityinahandbag]

Sonic the Hedgehog: sickfic headcanon

I can’t help but think that sickness was a risk Sonic had to be wary of pre-movie. Before he met Maddie and Tom, Sonic was living in a cave in the woods which, I’m sure, presented a few key issues. Including the fear of being caught. 

I headcanon that when he’s sick, he’s not as fast. And just as there are risks to being him day to day, there are risks to being him when the aches and chills of a fever set in. 

So he has to stay in the dark of the cave. Huddled and shivering. He’d do his best to keep safe. Push the bean bag and the comic book stacks into a makeshift fort. 

One spring, a cold leaves his legs a little wobbly. He sat, glum and bored, behind a little nook in the cave walls, flipping through comic books because his arms wouldn’t move as fast as they usually would. He set up a few empty cans outside as traps. Just in case someone was sneaking around looking for the Blue Devil. 

There was a summer where thunder and lightning flung downwards, and Sonic sat beneath it, under the dripping ground. His fur soaked through as water poured in through the cave mouth. Hungry. Tired. He’d gotten a flu, and his stomach was in knots, his head stuffed with cotton and bees. He wanted so badly to go down and sleep on his bean bag, but he’d brought everyone from the cave floor up to rock ledges, including himself, as the floor flooded and turned to mud. He’d spent two days sitting and sleeping and sick on the ledge until the rain finally stopped. 

There was a winter where a fever raged. Hot. Burning. He was on fire. Sometimes when he blinked, he thought he saw Longclaw. But it was a shadow of clouds across the moon. Snow and frozen air blew through the cave, and he huddled under mildew and molded blankets, legs aching and useless. He had managed to follow his survival protocol and wedged himself beneath a little cave ledge, watching the snow collect on the cave floor. He was afraid. Afraid he’d be caught like this. Afraid the fever was lasting too long. Afraid each time he went to sleep he’d wake up worse than before. 

It passed, eventually. All things did. But his recovery was lonely and silent and slow. 

But at least he’s not captured, he reasons. Because there are risks to being sick. When he’s not fast. When he can’t fight. It’s a miracle to wake up in the same spot he fell asleep in. And he’s grateful for it. 

And then Tom and Maddie happen. 

There would be a winter near in the future where he’d wind up sick. It would strike early in the night. Maddie noticed it first when Sonic seemed quieter than usual. Slower. She’d lift him onto the kitchen counter and take his temperature before ushering him to the living room and grabbing a stack of blankets, calling out for Tom to run to the store for pedialite and broth. 

It all gets a little blurry after that.

I wonder, too, if there would be moments then when Sonic would think he was back in the cave. He had survival instincts in place for it. Get hidden. Get away from the entrance. Where he’d forget where he was. Who he was with. Where this was as good as him being taken, and his first move is to try and get out. Stumbling towards the back door, not sure how he knows where it is, but searching it out nonetheless. 

He’s caught within minutes. 

“Hey...” says a voice above him. He blinks. Frowns. Well... he knew eventually someone would find his cave. Find him. Sickness was a risk. It always was. “What are you doing off the couch. Come on.” Hands were under his arms and he was lifted up. Walked somewhere else. 

Well... if he was being caught, this wasn’t too bad. Whoever had him smelled like sea salt and lilac. Slim fingers brushed down his spine. He pressed his face into the crook of their neck. 

"Aw, sweetheart. You’re really not feeling good, huh.” 

Wherever he’s been caught, it’s also warm. There’s no snow or mud or wind. He squints at a light, but it’s not the sun through the cave entrance. It’s the television being turned on. “How about one of your favorites. I’ll get you something to drink.” Someone presses a warm kiss to his brow, checking his temperature. “Lie down. Do you need another blanket?” 

He nods to his supposed captor, whose face is blurry. 

The door opens at some point. Another captor is there. Checking his temperature with the back of their hand, grabbing a cold face cloth. “Hey there, bud. How about we stay down here with you tonight?” 

He doesn’t know what that means. Why captors would need to stay near... Maybe they’re afraid he’ll regain his full speed and get away when their backs are turned... He gave his legs a little experimental kick, but they wouldn’t move. He was stuck there. Captured. Another round of chills made it hard to care. 

He’d wake up at least a little more lucid later. Achey. Tired. Worn. Burning. He’d blink awake for a moment early in the morning. He was in a house. The winter storm was still raging outside, but he was in a house. And below him, on the floor, beneath blankets with their pillows, were two humans. 

Tom and Maddie. 

Not captured. Safe. Warm. Being taken care of. 

Sonic turned his face into his pillow, willing himself not to cry, but did anyway. And when that eventually got tiring, too, he wiped his face, grabbed his pillow and blanket, slid off the couch, and wiggled his way between them on the floor. Tom’s arm draped over him instinctually. Maddie woke up for a moment; enough to notice him, touch his forehead, and brush away the dried tear tracks under his eyes. “Feeling any better?”

“A little,” he whispered. “Still achey. Dizzy.”

“Don’t worry,” she whispered back, wary not to wake her husband, “we’ve got you.” 

Which they did. 

Anyway. 

That’s my headcanon about sick Sonic. 

[all-that-tmnt-jazz]

Random Headcanons

Prompt: Just some Headcanons about the boys I’ve been thinking about.

Warnings: Censored swearing

Incarnation: Bayverse

All:

They leave for their patrol around 10 PM and come back around 2-3 AM.

They are all big on consent toward each other and their partners/friends

They all know English, Japanese, and Italian, and learned them in that order from Splinter.

They used to sleep in a clump when they were younger- especially during storms and the thunder would echo through the sewer line

Leo:

He loves romance languages. That being said, he also knows Spanish

He appreciates the arts and seeing exhibits

(He’d go to museums more often if he could)

He’s a pretty good cook but has a lot of trouble with baking

He’s always felt like Beast/Adam in “Beauty and the Beast.” He feels cursed and trapped where he is.

He’s not a great dancer. He tries sometimes, but… No.

He has a secret stash of men’s magazines that only Raph knows about

He loves to tell stories it is just his brothers never truly listen so he stopped

Raph:

He also knows Russian. The only way everyone found out was when he got drunk and started arguing with Donnie in Russian about Russian politics.

(Who knows why)

He loves horror movies and novels- mostly Stephen King’s work. He loves retelling them.

He hides his pornos with Leo’s Men’s Magazines

He has a soft side that others only see when he is around kittens or in a life-or-death situation

(Look to the “I Love You” Scene in the 2014 movie)

He is still afraid of thunderstorms. Only Mikey knows.

Donnie:

He also knows Russian, French, Swahili, Hindi, and Portuguese. He is learning Chinese and Spanish.

He has photographic memory

(But pretends he doesn’t)

He loves horror movies because he loves figuring out the climax or a twist ending

(if it has one)

He f*cking loves Star Wars and Percy Jackson

He found “Nations of the World” from Animaniacs online at age 8 and had it memorized three days later.

He is a perfect speller

I feel like he has OCD or ADD- he either hyperfocuses on one project or physically cannot make himself touch for months

Will secretly sneak out to people watch because of his love of psychology

Mikey:

He watches old animes because those are his favorites. And JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure.

He bakes a lot.

He has ADHD and dyslexia

The most curious out of the turtles

Has a comic collection and a video game collection

He is very touch-starved

He always has been a more auditorial learner when it came to reading

Not the biggest fan of horror, though, because Raph has scarred him for life

Makes spray paint portraits like those guys you’d see in Times Square or somewhere on the streets of NYC

He would’ve been the one who had the most trouble sleeping when the turtles were younger, and so he would have Splinter read him old novels and books from/about ancient Japan.

(Now, his knowledge of Ancient Japan is comparable to Splinter’s)

[thunder-the-ranger-wolf]

What

[thunder-the-ranger-wolf]

Dragon!Bruce, among others

AU where Bruce is a dragon in a world where dragons hoard concepts instead of just material things and Bruce's hoard is the concept of being happy but it's basically all of Gotham who's nice to him. So like Two Face is part of his hoard and so are all of the people who joke with him as Matches. Two Face, being a dragon himself, hoards the ability to make choices.

I'm considering making Joker a dragon who hoards laughter but whatever fucked him over turned him into a "get it by any means necessary" kinda dragon.

Hm... I really want to say Martha and Thomas were both dragons but I gotta make sure there's nothing antisemitic about dragons before I touch that. They would both hoard the very specific knowledge involving what made humans tick but Thomas's would be physical and Martha's would be mental. Alfred's would be, like, competence or giving. @whetstonefires (A friend in a discord server I'm in) said purpose and I like their rationale so likely purpose.

Who else should be a dragon and what should they hoard?

[aunty-venom]

Tag some mutuals you want to get to know better

Favourite time of the year: summer (I know! But I like it)

Comfort food: egg’s Benedict

Favourite dessert: That’s so hard 😫 probably cheesecake?

Things you collect: comic books, Lego, cat themed art, beanie babies, US state quarters

Favourite drink: coffee

Favourite musical artists: currently SceneQueen, my chemical romance, Pierce the veil, Lizzo

Last song you listened to: Everywhere - Fleetwood Mac

Last movie you watched: I think it was Love and Thunder

Last series you watched: Umbrella Academy

Series you’re currently watching: Transplant

Current obsession: Adrian Chase/Vigilante (comic book and peacemaker version), Eddie Munson, bubble tea, making themed playlists

Dream place to visit: Australia and Japan

A place you’ve been that you want to go back to: Banff and New York

Something you want: money lmao. My own place

Currently working on: saving money to get my own place lol.

Thanks for the tag @nellethiel-aranel sorry it took me like 5 days to respond

No pressure tags: @aprilfire18 @dionboop @wolfie-doggo @hillaryroadheadcllinton