#throwing love you >B) ilu

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“ I have never met anyone like you. It is maddening, how much you consume my very being . ” ( from azriel <3 )

&    𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐍    𝐕𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐒    𝐎𝐅    𝐒𝐏𝐘𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 ,   flush    cheeks    /    heat    𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭    off    porcelain    skin.    oh    how    the    color    of    rosy    hues    𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕    the    blushing    seer.    beneath    the    surface,    her    heart   ｔｈｒｏｂｂｅｄ   with    a    mixture    of    excitement    and    longing,    revealing    her    true    emotions    toward    the    other    person.    withinv her    human    home,    the    ʟɪɴɢᴇʀɪɴɢ    presence    of    other    fae    overshadowed   their    first    meeting,    causing    her    to    feel frightened.    yet,    when    she    encountered    [    𝐇𝐈𝐌   ],    the    feeling    of    terror    simply    vanished.    a    polite    conversation    𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗱   by    herself    to    him.    as    the    events    unraveled    before    the    three    sisters,    three    brothers,    &    all    the    courts    with    the    war    against    hybern;    a    victory   &   long-awaited    peace.

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄    𝐎𝐅    𝐓𝐇𝐄    𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖    𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑,    he    was    the    one    who    had    made    elain    forget about greyson.    the    heartbreak    of    her   fiancee,   who    turned    a    ｂｌｉｎｄ    eye    in    𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓰𝓾𝓼𝓽    at    the    cauldron-made    body.    the    agony   that   𝕕𝕖𝕧𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕    her    human    heart,    a    ˡᵒᵛᵉ    she'd    thought    she    would    never    have    𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗱   again,    til    now.                               an    embodiment    of    HADES    &    PERSPHONE.    darkness    &    fawn.

𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆    𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇    𝐎𝐅    𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑    fingers,    confirmation    from    the    seer    to    spymaster.    intertwining    her    fingers    with    his    scarred hand.    never    flinching    away,    but    in    acceptance    &    never    seeing    it    𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓸𝓾𝓼    but    ｌｏｖｅｌｉｎｅｓｓ    itself.   beauty & the beast.   "    I    feel    the    same    way, "    she    spoke    softly,    doe-eyed    large    &    brimming    with    𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀.    elain    took    his    hands    with    hers,    lifting    them    to    place    'pon    her    cheeks,    leaning    in    against    his    touch.    what    she    had    heard    from    others,    a    touch    of   [    𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇    ];    coldness    that    coats    his    entire    flesh                               is    𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮    towards    her.    &    only    her.    "    my    heart    beats    for    you.    only    you.    i    see    you    in    my    dreams,    azriel.    the    way    I    feel    towards    you    exceeds    that    of    greyson.    you    mean    more    to    me    than    you    think.    i    see    you,    I    love    you.    "

                              memes ° ⸻ @feyras

[beiasluv]

hi im in love with ur writing

anyway

my bby boy neteyam and aonung need to be happy because that last fic destroyed me, what would happen if reader survived and the sully family just cling to her for days same with aonung

a/n: glad to hear that people are suffering (just joking 😳, writing that took a part of my soul as well) anyways, fluff to the rescue 🤍 / this would be a continuation of part 1 but just imagine and do your own editing that you survived

masterlist

enjoy! :)

surprise, the sullys were doubting if they would be able to save you in time. neteyam sprinting to the village on his ilu and holding on to your body as fast as he could

while his family are fighting against the demon-blooded na’vi, he couldn’t muster up a will to go one glimpse away from you. your boy was holding on to his dear lifee

ronal, the tsahik, sighed once more of the sight before her. another sully for her to save; but she waited no second, and dove right into it.

“boy, put pressure on her chest …now!” neteyam got into work as his shakiness submerged to his hand. as if everything was a blur, ronal finished her ceremony on your body and stitched up your open, now opened chest. the herbs and the smoke lingered in the air after ronal went out, but her spirit never left the marui. the tsahik, herself, cared greatly for whom her son adored.

your boi, neteyam is panicking to the panicking. he washed a cold cloth over your face every minute and every second he sees a sweat running down your face. big brother mode to the max. swatting every flies that dared to touch you.

he would tell stories, make jokes, and laughing by himself to preserve his sanity. admiring your face, something he wouldn’t do while you are awake. unexpected sobs and tears, here and there. he waited for you until the end.

jake and neytiri came rushing through when they’ve finished. jake holding on to your body as tight as he could. pressing his hand against your chest, making sure there is still a heartbeat in you.

neytiri’s eye fluctuated between anger, sadness, and love. she couldn’t decide whether what to feel in the heat of the moment. her daughter, the daughter of the clan, the awaited daughter, was sleeping mindlessly on the mattress. she didn’t know what to feel. neytiri often broke down quietly in front of your marui and the sullys would comfort her.

our boi, lo’ak, peaked at your marui every. day. he would be too shy to go in alone and express his feelings towards you. when he doesn’t even know if you are aware or still coming back, he would break tf down. 😭

kiri and tuk, the girlss. taking care of you everyday, slayed. they would do your hair and singing lullaby. kiri would occasionally sobs but she had to stay strong for tuk. tuk would cry and lay on your stomach, maybe sometimes curling under your arms ;-;

SPIDER 👁👁 nah, he ain’t surviving. in the heat of the conversation, he did not choose a wise choice of words. now, he’s regretting his life choices. neteyam giving him disgusting looks everyday. lo’ak almost gifted him with a chance to go see ewya.

he still thinks you should’ve been left for good. quaritch made it clear to him blah, blah, blah. “if only one dies for jake sully, then we’re done.” no, we are not having any of your shi

ao’nung sad boyy. a certified lover boy, caring for your condition, as he should. always always ask his mom how are you and if she could help you again. tsireya started getting sick of him, slay

“mother, are you sure that’s all you could do?” he marched swiftly after her. “there must be something you could discover.”

“no means no, ao’nung, it is up to the great mother,” she replied swatting his arm. “you worry for no good, she is strong, i can feel that her spirit is mighty.”

“a sick lover boy, i see,” tsireya giggled. “don’t worry, she’s going to make it.”

ao’nung bringing snacks and flowers to your marui everyday as. he. should. i mean, placing them nicely by your bedside, and throwing them at neteyam. almost cost them a fight but for the sake of you, they agreed to seize the war.

he will definitely kill anyone who mocks you and your condition 100%

until the moment they have waited for arrived, you twitched.

neteyam almost got a heart attack. he was as excited as a mom to a baby’s first kick.

“y/n! y/n! thank the great mother! yes! my baby sister! I knew it!” he jumped around the marui like a maniac, earning looks from the villagers around him. the news traveled far and fast; moments later the sullys and ronal’s family were filling the marui.

“y/n, if you can hear me, squeeze my hand two times,” jake spoke softly. “one…c’mon babygirl…one more…two! yes!” the whole marui celebrated as if you were running and flying, but that’s what family is for, right?

everyday you healed more and more. your first walk out of the marui was like a flashback to your first walk. jake holding your arm, neytiri holding your other arm, and lo’ak holding your waist.

“guys, i can walk” “we know.”

lo’ak feeding you foods, 10/10

jake will spoil you, amen. his baby girl wants, she will get. you don’t even have to move an inch to get something you want.

kiri and tuk are not as protective, which you appreciated a lot, but they are always supportive. kiri will encourage you to take a dip in the ocean, playing in the forest, or doing the things you love to do.

hugs and kisses every moment they could. aaaaaa

family cuddling time. jake will hold you in his embrace and snuggled you close to him. neytiri holding you two. the rest snuggled in and you guys are basically a family ball.

the family overall is clinging on to you to make sure you’re okay. as they said, sullys sticks together, am i right.

ao’nunggggg

they day you woke up he was so happy, running down the village to your marui. got him blushing and shi when you met his eyes in the corner.

tsireya is so relieved when she heard you woke up, she thought have to comfort her broken brother while being broken herself.

ao’nung just clings to you wherever you go. he will get anyone out of your way if it is necessary.

he just loves to bring you out to the ocean and spend time with you, awh. practice breathing underwater and chasing underwater is a must.

once he realized he almost lose his chance. one day, he managed to muster up a courage to ask you OUT.

“y/n, you wanna see baby ilus today?” he guided you through the village. “today is their first day coming out.”

“sure, are you luring me to somewhere private?” “are you doing to kill me?”

“of course not,” he tucked a hair behind your ear.

…

“y/n, i gotta tell you something,” he gazed into your eyes. “i- i…”

“yes?”

“i see you, but i don’t know if you see too,” he sighed. “I know, i have been a bad friend to your brothers but i am trying so hard for you. and you sleeping unconscious for weeks had me dying-“ you placed a peck on his soft blue lips and held his hand.

“i know, thank you,” you giggled at his red cheeks. “thought you were cold blooded but your face is so red now.”

“hey! it’s just so hot here!” “i guess this calls for a slash in the ocean,” without a second word, he pulled you into the ocean and called his ilu. you guys rode it into the reefs and entered a hiding leaf.

“i see you, y/n”

“i see you, too”

lost of love ❤️ happy new year and have a great time! today’s a great day to take care of yourself 🤍

@rosaryos / @bumblinbumblvee / @loudcolorwolfgarden / @nyotamalfoy / @fangirl-2610 / @astablacksword / @lokisblueskin

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Neteyam & Lo’ak Sully SFW alphabet

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A- Activites/ Their favourite actives to do with you

Neteyam: He loves walking on the shore, hand in hand just talking. He loves talking to you without feeling judged and he loves that he can act like himself around you and can relax and not worry what his father thinks.

Lo’ak: He loves taking you to see payakan, he loves seeing you communicate with him, understanding the tulkan. He finds that is your best feature,understanding and loving people no matter they’re past. You guys will just lay on him talking while he slowly swims at the top of the water.

B- Body/ Whats their favourite body part on you.

Neteyam: Neteyams favourite body part of yours is definitely your hands, he thinks your hands are so soft and small. He always compares your guys’s hands and makes fun of your small hands, he calls them baby hands. He always loves placing little kisses on your palms or on your fingers.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak ADORES your thighs. He loves how soft and squishy they are, hes always running his hands across them softly caressing them or squeezing them. Hd loves laying his head between them feeling your body heat radiating off onto his cheeks as you play with his hair. Your thighs are also his favourite place to leave marks so only he can see them, knowing your all his.

C- Cuddling/ How do they like to cuddle.

Neteyam: Neteyams favourite cuddling position is when your laying on top of him, your head on his chest, legs tangled between his and his hands resting on your lower back softly rubbing your back. He loves that you guys are so close, he feels safe and he feels he’s keeping you safe.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak loves spooning, most of the time you’ll be the little spoon, your back to his chest with one of his arms around your waist, and you hugging his free hand to your chest. Whenever he is feeling down because of his dad or he’s just had a bad day he will be the little spoon. You clinging to his back holding him, placing kisses on the back of his neck as he drifts off to sleep.

D-Dates/ Do they take you on dates and if so what do they look like.

Neteyam: Neteyam loves showing his love for you by taking you on dates so they happen regularly, his ideal date idea looks like you guys cuddling while watching the stars as he tells you stories about how his father came from one of the stars, you guys have a little picnic set up too with all kinds of fruit, you guys always muck around and feed eachother but you guys both end up with your faces covered in fruit, lying on the ground laughing in each others arms.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak isn’t the best at planning dates for you, he normally gets help from Neytiri or Kiri. When he does plan dates which is rarely, he takes you out on his ilu to a cave. Inside he’s got paint for you guys to paint on the walls of the cave, but you guys just end up throwing paint all over eachothers faces and arms while laughing hysterically.

E- Emotions/ How do they express their feelings to you.

Neteyam: Whenever Neteyam is feeling down he tries to hide it, him being the oldest had made him feel as if he must hide his feelings from his siblings. But whenever he feels down he finds you and talks out hes feelings, he makes it feel closer to you especially when it turns into a deep conversation of you guys sharing your emotions.

Lo’ak: When Jake is harsh on Lo’ak he always comes to you, he doesnt like talking about it though. He just walks over to you with his gaze facing the floor and his arms open wide, you embrace him in your arms while he softly cries on your shoulder. You dont want to say anything so you let him cry it out. He feels so vulnerable with you like this, he would never let anyone else see him like this but your an exception. After he cries it out he then tells you what happened then you guys end up cuddling.

F- Family/ do they want a family with you anytime soon.

Neteyam: Neteyam loves the idea of you being the mother of his kids. He thinks you will be an amazing mother especially when he sees you playing with the children of the village, your so gentle and understanding with the children and he loves it. But he thinks you guys should wait a few years before starting a family together.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak isnt a big fan of children, so he can definitely wait for you guys to start trying for a baby, but he is the same as neteyam, he adores the love you have for helping children and looking after them, he knows you will be the best mother to his children.

G- Gifts/ How do they feel about receiving gifts from you.

Neteyam: Neteyam loves when you give him gifts, he feels as is if thats your way of expressing your love for him, whenever you give him a gift he hugs you tight and kisses all over your face, you mainly make him bracelets, anklets or necklaces. He always loves the little rocks or trinkets you put on the gifts and he never takes it off once you give it to him. He loves showing off whatever you get him “hey look at this necklace y/n made me”, “look at the crystal she put in this” he loves showing your gifts off and you do too.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak appreciates the gifts you give him but he feels bad if he doesnt have anything to give you in return, he thanks you constantly for it but you tell him its your way of showing him you love him, he gets all flustered when he opens the gifts.

H- Holding hands (how do they like holding your hand)

Neteyam: Neteyam prefers his arm over your shoulders pulling him close to his body rather then holding hands, but when holding hands he loves when you hold his fingers, since your hands are smaller then his he finds it cute when your hands wrap around his fingers.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak loves when your fingers are intertwined with his, your hands warming his, his warming your hands. He loves it, he feels closer to you.

I- Injury (How would they act if you got injured)

Neteyam: Whenever you got hurt during a battle Neteyam was the first by your side, making sure you injuries weren’t fatal and making sure you were conscious, he’d reassure your going to be okay and he’d try his best to not stress you out, he call for people to come help you get to safety and he’d be by your side the entire time.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak would rush to your side and check your injuries, his hand would be gripping yours tightly squeezing it hard. Once help arrives and takes you away to heal you he breaks down, hitting surrounding trees and blaming himself for your injuries.

J- Jokes (do they like to joke around with you or prank you)

Neteyam: Neteyam likes to think hes good at telling jokes but really he only tells dad jokes 😭. You only laugh at them because theyre dad jokes “You laughed y/n see im funny” is what he says every joke.

Lo’ak: Oh my, Lo’ak loves pulling pranks on you, but not pranks where it puts you in danger. Him and tuk always prank you, tuk will ask you to help her with something and lo’ak will be waiting behind a tree with a bucket of water or something.

K- Kisses (how do they like to kiss you)

Neteyam: Neteyam loves kissing your cheeks, forehead and temple, he says it feels more intimate and loving.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak loves placing kissing on your hands, thighs and lips. Like I said he LOVES your thighs cant get enough of them. He loves long passionate kisses on the lips, he says you taste so sweet.

L- Love language (what is theyre love language)

Neteyam: Words of affirmation. Neteyam loves reminding you constantly how beautiful you are and how he got so lucky with you.

Lo’ak: Physical touch 100%, that boy always has to be touching you, either its a hand on your back, holding your hand, having your hand on his arm. You just have to be touching one another, he expresses his love by placing kisses all over your face or hands.

Memory- (their favourite memory with you)

Neteyam: When you guys had your first picnic date, you guys had so many different kinds of fruits laying out in leaves. You guys looking up at the stars while he holds you, you babbles on about anything and he listens to your every word.

Lo’ak: When you guys first met, how your eyes locked with his and your tail swishing side to side while staring into his soul, he will never forget how beautiful he thought you were that day.

N- Nightmare (what is their worst fear)

Neteyam: Neteyams worst fear is letting his parents down and disappointing them, he feels as if his parents are putting too much pressure on him so he fears he will let them down.

Lo’ak: Lo’aks worst fear is losing his family, besides you they are the only people that love him, even though his father is hard on him he knows he loves him and he is scared to death he will lose them before proving himself worthy.

O-Oddity (one weird quirk they have)

Neteyam: Neteyam has a weird habit of purring whenever he is comfortable, play with his hair? he purrs. Rub his back and he purrs. He gets hella embarrassed when you point it out but you love it.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak has a weird habit of biting you, not hard enough to hurt you but he will randomly start nibbling on you. You guys will be talking and he’d randomly lean over and nibble on your shoulder.

P-Pet names (pets names they call you)

Neteyam: Neteyam likes to call you love, darling and sweetness 100%

Lo’ak: Lo’ak likes to call you ‘my princess’ and baby all the time 100000%.

Q- Quality time (how do they spend quality time with you) Kinda already did this one

Neteyam: Neteyam likes walking on the shore having a deep convo with you.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak likes to take you to see payakan and talk ti you while riding on his back.

R- Rhythm ( what song reminds you of them)

Neteyam: any slow chill song reminds you of neteyam

Lo’ak: any songs by like Nirvana or the weeknd remind you of him.

S- Secrets ( how open are they with you)

Neteyam: It took Neteyam a bit to open up to you, but he eventually told you everything about him wanting to be perfect for his father and feeling as if his father’s expectations for him are too high. He feels as if he can tell you anything.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak hasnt fully opened up to you yet, he opens up to you slowly, telling you secrets here and there. He loves how patient you are with him. He feels as if he can trust you with anything.

T- Time ( how long did it take for you guys to get together)

Neteyam: It took about 5-6 months, Neteyam only just moved to the reef and then he met you, he didnt want to rush into a relationship and he wanted to know if he truely liked you. After the 5th month of living there snd you helping him every day he finally free the courage to ask you to be his girlfriend.

Lo’ak: Well you and Lo’ak had been bestfriends since birth, but he gained feelings for you when you guys turned 14 and you guys are currently are 18, you guys started dating when you were 16 so it took him 2 years.

U-upset (how do they act when your upset)

Neteyam: Neteyam instantly pulls you into his arms once he notices something is wrong, he asks you what is wrong and he comforts you until your ready to talk. After you told him he assures you everything will be okay “i love you y/n”.

Lo’ak: When Lo’ak sees you walking towards him with tears rolling down your cheeks he runs towards you “are you okay y/n did someone hurt you?” he examines your body making sure your not hurt then he pulls you into his arms, once you explain he softly kisses your head and holds you until you feel better.

V- Vaunt (Are they proud of you? do they show you off)

Neteyam: Neteyam is so proud of you, hes so proud of how strong and beautiful you are, he loves showing you off to all his friends and family “isnt my girlfriend gorgeous”

Lo’ak: Lo’ak treats you like a shiny medal, he is also so proud of you and he shows you off like crazy. He is so surprised he pulled someone like you so of course he shows you off “my girlfriend y/n is better then you all he giggles as he kisses your cheek.

W- Warrior (how do they feel about you fighting in the war against sky people? do they fight along side you or fight for you)

Neteyam: He hates the idea of you fighting in the war, he is terrified of you flying off on your Ikran for war and never returning, he tries to talk you out of it but you dont change your mind so he tells his father he will fight for you.

Lo’ak: He was hesitant at first but once he thought about it he loved the idea of fighting beside you and having a badass warrior girlfriend.

X- X-ray (how well are they at reading through you)

Neteyam: Neteyam can read you like a book, he can tell when your upset, mad or frustrated just by looking in your eyes, he always pulls you aside and asks if your okay and you always lie saying your fine “i can read you like a book y/n whats bothering you”

Lo’ak: It takes him a bit to examine yout facial expressions and your body language to realise. He’ll lean down and whisper into your ear “whos annoying you” he places his hand on yours and squeezes it.

Y- “Yes” (How would they propose to you)

Neteyam: Neteyam is a big romantic, would definitely go ask your father for his blessing first, then practise a whole speech. He puts a lot of thought in it, he brings you deep into the forest, then takes you to the tree of spirits, gets on one knee and pops the question.

Lo’ak: Lo’ak is also a big romantic but doesnt really show it, he rehearses a big speech but ends up winging it when he gets on his knee. definitely cries when you say yes

Z- Zen (what makes them calm down)

Neteyam: Put a bow in that boys hand and he will instantly calm down, he’ll shot a few markers on a tree then he will be back to normal instantly

Lo’ak: I feel like Neytiri would be the thing to help him calm down, idk i just feel like at heart hes a mamas boy.

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Aonung - NSFW ABC

A= Aftercare (what they’re like after the act)

This man loves you to death, but once he’s done the act, he’s asleep in minutes. He’ll try and take care of you, but most likely, you will be cleaning yourself up to the sounds of his snores.

B= Body part (favorite body part their own or their lovers)

For Aonung, it’s gonna be his hair. All throughout the movie, Aonung’s hair is in pristine condition, and salt water does some damage to your hair, yet he always looks shiny and healthy; he definitely cares for it well.

For his lover, he loves their hips. Lovely wide hips that sway as you walk. Totally not thinking about how those hips will hold his child…

C= Cum (anything that has to do with it)

Aonung isn’t specific on cum; he prefers to do it inside but is also fine cumming anywhere.

D= Dominate (how dominate are they)

Acts like a tough man with strict rules, but is a complete simp for you. You can see the hearts in his eyes even when he scolds you. He is more likely to pout and sulk than actually dominate or scold you.

E= Experience (do they know what they’re doing)

At one point was 100% a playboy, so many girls and gut were throwing themselves at him, and Aonung didn’t say no. So, in theory, he is physically. But before you, Aonung never had an emotional relationship. So while he can rock your body into next week, he’s still learning the emotional ropes.

F= Favorite position

69, Aonung loved being able to eat your pussy while you please him. It doesn’t matter if you’re Na’vi or human; he will scrunch up to fit in a 69.

G= Goofy (how serious are they)

Surprisingly, I think Aonung has a bit of a funny bone. He won’t hesitate to giggle a bit when he’s kissing you. Why wouldn’t he? Aonung is giddy to be able to kiss you.

H= Hair (grooming habits)

Just like before, if the Na’vi have pubic hair, then Aonung is probably going to be in pristine condition. Perfectly shaped, shaved, and not a hair out of place.

I= Intimacy (in the moment romantic or rough/dirty)

Definitely loves having a romantic moment with you, sweet lovemaking (with the goal of breeding you), but if he gets the chance to dick you down on the beach, on an ilu, Aonung doesn’t care he’ll do it.

J= Jack off (do they masturbate and how often)

Absolutely, Aonung will jack off multiple times a day if he can’t find you. Aonung has mastered sneaking away from the crowd so he can handle his problem.

K= Kink (kinks they like, possibly unusual)

100% breeding kink, but he also secretly loves anal. Something about it being forbidden, and knowing that no one else has been there before.

L= Location (where they like to get it on)

Aonung has no preferences, beach, ocean, his marui, or someone else's marui… he doesn’t care as long as he has you.

M= Motivation (things that makes them tick/turn ons)

Anything. Aonung is always ready to go; just the change in the wind and Aonung is itching to go.

N= No (turnoffs or absolutely won’t do)

Hurt you. Aonung will never lay a hand on you, not one spank, rough hair pull, nothing. The idea of seeing you hurt because of him is enough to make him sick.

O= Oral (receiving or giving and how skillful they are)

Like I said, this man loves to 69. He is an overhyped puppy when faced with your pussy, eager to please, and never wants to leave from between your legs.

P= Pace (how fast they are and how long they last in bed)

I don’t think Aonung knows how to stop? He will keep going until his cock is raw and then will still try and fuck you a bit more.

Q= Quickie (do they prefer fast and hard)

While Aonung prefers a nice romantic time with you, he will take what he can get. And if that means bending you over outback near a cove, he will love every minute with you.

R= Risk (do they like to try new things)

Yes! Aonung is willing to try almost anything with you! There are quite a few things he’s interested in but is waiting for you to bring up because he doesn’t want to risk pushing you into it.

S= Stamina

Stamina for days, will fuck you until his cock is raw, and even then, will still try and fuck you some more; fyi, you will need to tell him to stop.

T= Toys (are they game for using sex toys on themselves or lovers)

Aonung will definitely be weary about using human toys; this is the first time having seen human technology. And may take some convincing before he tests them. But once he does, Aonung definitely appreciates what the toys can do but ultimately prefers skin-on-skin and not a toy.

U= Unfair (how do they tease or do they enjoy suspense themselves)

Aonung has to be in the mood to tease you; most of the time, he isn't. But if you find him in the mood, then his go-to is edging. Bringing you close to the edge again and again is a dream of his. However, Aonung can't resist making you cum.

V= Volume (are they loud, what sounds, and do they talk)

Aonung is very vocal during sex; between moans, whines, growls, purrs, and talking, Aonung is always in your ear.

W= Wild card

Aonung loves to do it in the water. This boy is an aquaphiliac. Seeing you pose for him in the water gets him going like nothing else.

X= X-ray

Aonung has nothing to be shy about, packing a good 22 inches (56cm).

Y= Yearning

He doesn't stop, if you even look at him with the hint of bedroom eyes, and his tewng is on the floor. Aonung is ready morning, noon, and night; doesn't matter. And if you even think about falling asleep horny because you didn't want to wake him up at 2 in the morning, you will have a sulky boy on your hands.

Z= Zzzz (do they sleep after if so how quickly after)

You have maybe 4 minutes if you're lucky...

🎶And another one bites the dust🎶

Still sick and bored, send me an idea?

Dividers by: @cafekitsune

[stevie-petey]

it's been almost 24 and i've collected my thoughts:

1. this was insane (as i've stated)

2. the eddie munson hare was not what i was expecting (although i should have seen that coming), i was definitely thinking bug was thinking he was selling to dustin. it was heartbreaking. her little brother! her code blues! i've been WAITING for bug to be on lucas's side about this and i've been WAITING for steve and bug supporting lucas (i definitely don't have top secret plans to write my steve fic as a parallel to lumax...)

3. the arguement was insane. i had forgotten that you said it was coming and i was SHOCKED AND APPALLED to say the least. it genuinely killed me. this is what i am still speechless about. it hurt my heart to see them actually fight, with both of their abandonment issues!!!

4. the phone call? was nuts. in that state i would not be as strong as bug. i would be questioning everything. also... FINAL? words to your best friend? is this foreshadowing? is bug dying? i don't exactly know how one would continue an x reader fic without the reader but i feel like you could do it tbh. i definitely think this is unlikely but i do have questions that i don't expect you could answer rn and i needed to raise this.

i loved this chapter and i am so excited for everything yet to come!!! ilu

eddie and bug are just gonna be the duo where character a is just like lol hey and character b throws a book at them. as it should be tbh

/"TYYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy\666666666666666666666666666666666666 <- my cat walked across the keyboard pls ignore her

anyways YES the fight </3 i told yall season 4 stug was in for a rough ride. with everything going on and bugs ,,, issues ! well. good luck charlie

now the phone call . unfortunately that plotline has to be put aside for a whiiiile but my word choices were intentional :) thats all i can say !

[mossymultiverse]

upd4te

me: yeah im gonna revamp the theme maybe thatll make me want to go back to pokemon ::]

me now: me now: ah.

ok, so, dont worry, im not gonna abandon this blog. i am, however, going to change it. as much as i love this community and have had a great time here, i do not control the hyperfixation, and i think instead of fighting it, im going to come up with a new solution for it.

technically, ive HAD a solution for it for a very long time- that solution being the very character i rp as on this blog now. moss is not confined to any one world, nor even to the same flow of time. that allows my brain to jump around and do whatever the got darn heck it wants to, because i can throw my little guy / self insert / persona / myself into as many worlds and situations as i want, and nobody can tell me im wrong. well, they can, but they can also suck my

anyways.

if you were following me for pokemon irl stuff, feel free to unfollow, i wont be upset. i will still do some pokemon stuff from time to time (as well as a lil in-character transition/explanation of the blog change), but tbh i doubt its gonna be for a while. i AM going to do a bunch of silly interdimensional meta multiverse bullshit, because the undertale fandom (among others, but that was my first and tbh strongest fandom, so) changed me, and i am trying to learn to embrace what makes me happy again, even if it is Cringe(tm).

i dont really have a proper story planned out per se, so its not gonna be super coherent all the time.. altho tbh i never really did, so ig thats not gonna change much :skykid_giggle: itll mostly just follow moss thru whatever they happen to be goin thru! which will usually be whatever i happen to b thinkin of, so.. ye! gonna b a bit.... odd.

so uh.. yeah. expect a theme change, prolly just back to the default tungle theme cuz im lazy rn, and expect a few posts where moss explains whats happening. or dont, and if you're unfollowing, i hope you enjoyed the ride! stay safe have fun ilu ::3

oh, one more thing. since i will no longer be confining this blog to one world (and tbh it had long since left the old chateau) i will also be changing the blog's NAME. that will be an in-character post, so dont worry too much, and im also gonna add that to my pinned, which.... also needs updating, actually. guess we're gonna be under construction for a while, huh. ....anyway.

if you do decide to stick around.... enjoy!

[bratkook]

bratkook’s follow forever !

[credits]

I recently hit a milestone I didn’t think I ever would and this month marks the year anniversary of me returning to writing! I can’t believe after years of abandoning it I somehow managed to spew out 354k words in twelve months lmaooo. Just wanted to say a quick thank you to everyone who’s followed me, liked/reblogged my stories, left a sweet comment, or sent an ask my way. You’ve all made tumblr such an enjoyable space for me to be on and I’m so grateful to be able to share my stories on here 🤧🖤 If you’re in search of amazing content creators I’m listing all of my talented moots below along with some of my favorite writers that I’ve been following for a very long time !

[#-b] : @1kook, @arcticguk​, @artistkoo​, @aureumjeon​, @baepsaesbae​, @bangtanlalaland​, @bangtantaegi 💌 @bimbo-jk​, @birthofvcnus 💌, @bloomsuga​, @brightjimini​, @btssavedmylifeblr, @btssmutgalore, 

[c-e] : @chateautae, @coepiteamare 💌, @cosmoguk​, @crazy4myself​, @creameryyyyy​, @cremeandsuga​, @cupofteaguk​, @curly-bangtan, @cutechim💌, @dewykth, @dylanxmin​, @extravaguk

[f-h] : @fetchingtae​, @floralseokjin​, @flowerkth​, @fortunexkookie, @foxybread​, @gamerkooks, @getmemyfries​, @ggukkieland​, @guklore​, @gukluvr​, @gukslut, @guksweet​, @gukyi, @gyukult, @hansolmates, @heejinnien​, @himbojk, @hobi-gif, @hobidreams, @honeiibeehobi​, @honeyj00ns,

[i-k] : @imaginethisbts, @ironicarmy, @jamaisjoons, @jeonstudios​, @jeonsweetheart​, @jeonsweetpea​, @jimidol, @jinings, @jinpanman, @jinsearthh​, @jintae​, @jjkxla 💌, @joonsgalore, @jungblue, @junghelioseok, @jungkxook 💌, @kimnjss, @kimtaehyunq, @kithtaehyung 💌, @kkulmoon, @koo-zy​, @kookies-princess​, @kookiesjoonies​, @kookscrescent​, @kpopstories,

[l-n] : @ladyartemesia, @lavenderlattaes​, @lovetrivia, @lurejoon, @meowstea​, @mercurygguk​, @minjoonalist​, @mintseesaw​, @missgeniality​, @mlkydrms​, @mono-kookie, @monvante, @mygsii, @nomseok, @noteguk, @nvmguk​

[o-s] : @obscenitae​, @opaljm, @pantaemonium​, @papillonsgf, @parkmuse, @pars-ley, @periminkle, @pjmsdior​, @ppersonna, @propinqxity, @r-m, @rookiegukie​, @rougebangtan​, @sahmfanficbts​, @salvejoon, @sketchguk, @softguks, @softyoongiionly, @stayjimin​, @suga-kookiemonster, @sugaurora​, @sugaxjpg​, @sunshinekims​, @svenotes​

[t-y] : @taegularities, @taemaknae, @trustingofwinds, @ttaechwita, @ttttaehyungie​, @ubemango, @underthejoon, @victonite, @writtenwhalien, @xiaokoo​, @xjoonchildx, @yehet-me-up, @yeojaa​, @yeoldontknow, @yoonia, @yslkook​, @zibermuda​

@bangtantaegi : danni you are absolutely an angel on earth, theres literally no other explanation for it okay. i’m so glad my newfound dependency of tumblr somehow lead me to you and your blog askdjal. thank you for blessing us with your thirsty asks and amazing reactions that leave me all 🥵 ilu!!!

@birthofvcnus : ma’am...i fking adore you ahhhh! there’s nothing i love more than sending each other thirst pics of bts and coming up with the most random au’s together. i’m so thankful for you and your beautiful mood boards, so just a psa that i love u lots ❣️

@coepiteamare : violet *screams* let me try to put this into actual words. i honestly don’t know how much good karma i must have racked up in order to find you and form a friendship with you. you are such a gem and i’m so grateful to know your beautifully talented self (i’m still waiting for covid to get its shit together so we can bake and go on little adventures !!) thank you for being such an amazing friend, i got a lotta love for u<3

@cutechim : hana !! i think you were one of the first moots i had the courage to start talking to last year, i just remember sending you a dm and locking my phone immediately after LMAOO. i’ll always be in awe of the stories you write and the worlds you create in them. you are honestly sososo talented and i’m so honored to be able to have the chance to go you with ideas or for advice with anything. thank you for being such a supportive person on this website. i can’t wait to see what other amazing things you’ll do !

@jjkxla : dan...the loml...no cap. honestly, your ability to write absolute filth blows me away!! i found you through down the rabbit hole and each chapter would leave me screaming into my fist it’s wild and amazing. any time you comment on any of my stories i stg my heart stutters because just knowing you approved of it has me feeling like i succeeded askdjl. i know life’s been busy af for the both of us so we haven’t talked much but just know ilysm and im so happy i found u on here (also..was i gonna type some of this in spanish...yes..but then i got nervous and shy and said nope) 🖤

@jungkxook : i don’t even know what to say here without full on exposing myself as the number one member of your fanclub adasdkla. alyssa...dude you know i have a heart-on for you (and have for a long time but lets not talk about it) i love talking to you so much !! just being able to talk about absolute nonsense together puts the biggest smile on my face. you are such a talented writer and every single one of your stories just makes me squeal and turn into a puddle. thank u for throwing random ideas back and forth with me, let’s go continue to manifest things for jungkook 😌🕯

@kithtaehyung : ryen!! you total mf babe ahhh. i don’t think i’ve ever met such a welcoming person, talking to you just feels so easy because you are such a sweetheart it makes my heart melt<3 i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, jungkook and taehyung can kick rocks while we skate off into the sunset. so happy i found you and your amazing stories on here !! thank you for being so supportive, ily lots and hope we continue sending eachother thirst trap selfies HAHAHA🖤

[matan4il]

Thank you for the meta pieces, they are increasingly becoming the nessesary part of experiencing 9-1-1 this season for me!

(sorry for the incoming rant)

Now, my own read of Buddie leans more towards the "Bromance excellentos"-side, and I usually comfortably ship long-established pairs (Bathena forever, and looove me some Hen and Karen). The way Buck and Taylor's "romance" is developing so far, though... I'd say, "uncomfortable and disconcerning" is the best way to describe it.

Last week, I had given it yet another go, as in "OK, 5.09, show us some damage, some good acting from Megan in a meaty backstory scenes; some emotional family/courtroom drama and maybe even some cool resque parallels, heck, SOMETHING to make us feel for Taylor". And I know, people would've complained that there's too much unrelated drama again. But honestly, if we were to become truly sympathetic to Taylor and/or to come on board with BT as a potential endgame r/s we kinda really needed something like that right there.

Instead, what we got was that measly wooden "tell not show" bit at the bus stop, and then the unearned and weirdly ominously shot ILUs after. Yeah, nope. At best, I'm still seeing a self-centered frenemy who had been ready to exploit and throw the entire 118 under the bus; someone shown throughout the seasons to not be a good match for Buck in terms of values and needs and too similar to the worst version of himself both. Still not making amends, not creating any connections to the firefam besides Buck himself, nor doing anything to balance out the scale even slightly (if the cringe-inducing "I'm going for the truth" bits earlier in the series were supposed to retcon the character and endear us to her, they failed miserably).

Idk what 5.10's got in store for us yet, but this lazy approach, cutting corners, and the general lack of care from TBTB make BT r/s feel cheap, inorganic, and hollow. If it's meant to come off that way—fantastic job, FOX, 10/10, mission accomplished. But if it's to be the endgame—man, will it be a tonedeaf one.

Hi Nonnie, thank you SO MUCH for the kindness! I'm so happy my meta posts are bringing you joy and enhancing your 911 experience! *hugs BIG* And I think in a sense, especially because you lean towards reading Buddie as a bromance, I appreciate your kindness and openness in reading my posts!

And for that same reason, I'm so happy you shared your own take on B/T, because it means your view of it is less hindered by the Buddie goggles. And you're confirming exactly what I suggested in my 509 meta, that the way this r/s is being told is unsatisfactory in and of itself, even for people who aren't heavily invested in Buddie as a romantic ship.

I especially wanna highlight what you said about the way Taylor got her backstory revealed to us: we had a screen showing her dad's story (yeah, I zoomed in as soon as I had the ep downloaded, read the 'article' and guessed its subject was her dad), then like you pointed out we didn't get even one scene that was just about her (a scene with her and her father excluding Buck would have been that, but instead all of her scenes were about what would Buck say and do in reaction to her. Which is why her backstory fell flat, because it was never about her), plus add to that the fact that since her return in 408, not once has 911 so much as dedicated a single set just to her (even Ana got that one scene in her living room in 408). So what I'm trying to say is that usually getting a Love Interest's backstory is a sign of how they are becoming a character in their own right, not just being a LI, and endgame couples tend to be the ones where the audience cares about both characters in their own right. Yet everything about Taylor so far shows that even after we got her backstory, she's still just a LI. It's a part of what makes 509 feel off and not hit the emotional marks that are supposed to be reached when a couple faces a challenge together. So yeah, in conclusion, I just find it hard to believe she will be Buck's endgame when she's barely a character.

Thank you for the ask, lovely! I hope you continue to enjoy my meta posts for 510 and in season 5B! xoxox

To anyone else who sent me an ask, I am going through all of them, thank you so much for your patience! If you wanna check whether I've replied to yours yet, you can have a look at my ask tag. xoxox

[zwritestuff]

okay but rosenali with 7 tho 👀👀👀 thank u ilu

Lets ignore this took me so long pls, I hope you like it bub!

7. The apartment is perfect and both Person A and Person B are desperate to move in, but then the landlord lets it slip that he is very conservative and only wants couples in a stable relationship living in his house, so maybe Person A and Person B have to act a little, so that they can both have a roof over their head.

Denali never meant to catch feelings for her best friend, it just happened.

It all started when they had the first meeting with the landlord of the place they wanted to rent, and while he seemed nice enough, it was more or less implied that he will only rent to people in stable relationships.

They could’ve kept looking, seen other places in the city—in a place like New York, there’s no way there weren’t more accessible apartments somewhere. But it just so happened that this was the perfect place; it was spacious enough, the rent was relatively cheap when split between two, it was near Denali and Rosé’s workplaces, and they allowed pets. They just couldn’t let it slide.

So, they put on their best faces, and told the landlord they had been together for four years, and were planning to get married as soon as they could afford a luxurious wedding. The man had smiled, saying he’d be happy to give them the apartment keys as soon as they signed the lease, and thus, their joint acting career began.

It was awkward at first, but now Denali doesn’t think twice before giving Rosé a kiss on the cheek as she waves goodbye to go to the rink, doesn’t bother correcting herself when she tells Donut to stop stealing her other mom’s shoes, or even thinks about correcting her mom when she calls her to check on her and her girlfriend.

Denali is well aware that the lines of friendship have been blurred long ago, having stepped into uncharted territory as soon as they lied to get this place, but now she’s too far gone to care.

“Dee, I’m home,” Rosé shouts, closing the door behind her, and Denali’s heart melts a little when Donut jumps from the couch to greet her.

“Hi honey,” she says softly, patting next to her on the couch. Rosé unceremoniously throws herself on the couch, putting her head on Denali’s shoulder, and Donut is quick to climb on their laps. “How was the audition?”

“Pretty good, Jan was auditioning for the same role, so that was… Something. I swear she wanted to push me down the stairs when I told her I was also aiming for Heather Chandler,” she tells her with a chuckle, and Denali laughs a tad too loud imagining it.

“Oh, fuck no, Jan won’t leave me a widow if I can help it,” Denali jokes, butting heads with Rosé.

Rosé is quiet for a moment, just stroking the back of Denali’s hand with her thumb, when she speaks, “Funny you say that, Jan said to me, ‘I won’t touch even if I want to, your girlfriend wears knives on her feet for a living,’ or something like that.” She looks away briefly, and Denali’s heart skips a beat when she notices the discreet blush spreading on Rosé’s cheeks.

It’s not uncommon for Rosé’s friends to call her “Rosé’s girlfriend,” and vice-versa, but it always makes her heart speed up. If only.

She laughs to not make it awkward, like she always does.

“I also am a third degree black belt in karate, so that's probably the best decision she'll ever make,” she teases, moving just an inch closer to her, grabbing her hand and giving it a squeeze. “Nobody touches my Rosie and gets away with it,” Denali swears, and her heart tugs only a little when Rosé smiles appreciatively, placing a kiss on her jaw.

Denali looks back at the TV, thinking that's it, but Rosé looks at her with a feeling she can't quite put a finger on.

“You know, about that…” she starts to say, leaving the sentence in the air, and Denali frowns.

“What? Are you going to tell me Jan decided to take self defense classes now?” She tries to joke, but Rosé shakes her head, suddenly serious.

“No, about them calling you my girlfriend,” Rosé finally says, all in one breath, and Denali tenses. “I always wonder--doesn’t it bother you? Because it does bother me.”

Denali just stares at her, speechless, as she feels a lump form in her throat. Since when does she feel like this? Has Rosé always been ashamed of having to fake date her?

Donut pokes her abdomen, bringing her back to reality, and all she can do is frown, visibly troubled.

“Uh, why--why does it bother you? I don't mind, personally,” Denali stammers out, blinking repeatedly.

Rosé moves so she's facing her, and her demeanor is so different from Denali's; she's calm, as if she doesn't notice how thrown off Denali is, and there's the hint of a smile at the corner of her mouth.

Who smiles when they tell their best friend they're embarrassed people think they're dating?

“Because we're not a couple,” she says simply, and Denali could try to get a word in about her not being all that bad, maybe make an empty promise to not cook any more pozole on Wednesdays for being so offended—but she doesn't get a chance to do any of that before Rosé continues. “But I would like to. I would love to. I don't like half-assing stuff.”

Denali blinks repeatedly, again, not really catching on what Rosé just said. Rosé's rambling, trying to tell her about these feelings she's been suppressing ever since they moved in together, and the only thing Denali can think of is how tired she's of Rosé's love for the drama.

“You corny bitch,” she mumbles, interrupting her rant, “I like you too, dumbass.”

Rosé exhales in relief, making Denali chuckle. “Great, because now I can do this.” She cups her face gently before going in for a kiss—the first of many, Denali hopes.

They only let go when Donut starts to bark at them, and Denali doesn't have to speak dog to understand even Donut is happy they got their shit together.

[vaguely-concerned]

The Mandalorian Chapter 15 reactions; *nobby nobbs voice* ‘s all gone a bit percychological, sir

 - so from both chapter 6 and now this: rick famuyiwa is incredible at portraying prolonged discomfort and tension (and also at getting din’s endless love for that baby across through the stress of being separated from him. this is the very first episode with no baby in it at all, isn’t it? wow that’s a heartbreaking milestone to reach im crying)

I liked this episode SO MUCH but I had to pause it pretty often and take a breather because it all made me so viscerally uncomfortable on din’s behalf -- not just the armour and having to take the helmet off and be seen for the (almost, ilu IG-11) first time in decades, people keep touching him in this episode when he clearly doesn’t want them to but can’t stop it and it makes me want to claw my own skin off in sympathy, it’s so awful. that’s really neat film making to manage to keep that tension steady almost all the way through!!! 

honestly this episode felt a little bit like psychological horror, with the cheering storm troopers and din in the wrong armour and clearly not digging it and there’s the palpable absence of baby and that ever present dread of being Perceived when you’re not ready for it; everything’s turned upside down from how it should be. and it’s playing with that discomfort both in the main character and in us, the audience, in having the familiar be made unfamiliar and also introducing these questions that shake up everything (that feeling you get of ‘but... if it’s not the helmet, and not the armour, but there’s his face, but we’ve only seen that face once before so it’s still basically new to us, is this... is this still him. is this still Dad’ (oooh I wonder if we’re... sort of getting some of the ??? the baby would be feeling about it too?) we’ve all imprinted on that t-shaped visor like little baby birds, and this was a very clever episode to break us out of that and start to really get used to the thought of him having several faces that are real simultaneously, in a way, and not just a voice. it’s all very smart and interesting and I’m sure I’ll have a lot of incoherent thoughts about this in the weeks to come lol)    

- the actual reason din can’t take off the helmet is that if people were able to see his wide confused puppy eyes they would no longer find it in themselves to send him on long arduous side missions and would help him immediately just so he’d feel better, and that would rob us of like 80% of the content for this show 

mayfeld in this episode: clearly a casualty of this. he literally sees one glimpse of the vulnerability there and then within five seconds goes on to materialize a few redeeming character traits after being a complete jackass for an episode and a half. (I mean. he was 100% still an imperial so I’m a bit ‘hm.’ about how easily especially cara let him off the hook, but with the way it was set up I guess it would have been quite shitty of them to just throw him back in prison so I mean I GUESS. I would be endlessly grateful someone got my awkward bff out of there alive and well too I suppose)

- I actually think din’s sense/integrity of self has gotten so much stronger and more resilient (though probably still quite fragile pls handle with care precious cargo within); if this had happened in the first season I think it might honestly just have killed him (and if it weren’t for IG-11 it probably would have lol)

- can you beLIEVE din is so bad at lying that they literally should plan for contingencies over it fjkasdlhfskajdhfsdj     

- very grateful for the scene with the spear throw that’s basically there to reassure us ‘uh-huh, he absolutely knows how to use it, don’t worry about that part at least’

I want to make a whole post about that fight scene, though, it’s just so GOOD! there’s so much storytelling and characterization in it! even out of the armour din has some real hand to hand MOVES!! he clearly came out of that aching all over, he can barely get back in his seat!!!

- so what I’m mainly taking away from this is that din absolutely cuts his own hair and you know what? he does a good job considering the conditions he has to work under, I love him  

I still find it so goddamn darling that he meticulously maintains that little mustache/stubble combo under there even when there’s every reason to believe no one will ever see it 

I suppose we can also gather that he did not ask cobb about whatever insane feat of magic he’s come up with to avoid helmet hair, but I don’t care looking a bit frazzled and tousled is exactly right for him (he’s so put together when he’s in the armour and a MESS when he’s out of it and I  l o v e  it) 

- boba fett is honestly so fucking hot in this I don’t know what to do with myself haha. he’s so CALM and CALCULATED and COLLECTED in his newly painted armour and he’s GOT THIS and he made that ‘I’ve got one of those faces. one of jango’s many, many, many faces’ joke and he’s so thicc now, he looks like he could easily lift me over his head with one hand and he’s just quietly steady and undramatically supportive and sdalfhsdjhfsa 

- ...din does know who the clone troopers were, right. I mean of course he does. he has to. but does he though. I’m sure he does and just wasn’t thinking. 

- no matter how stressful it was I’m still really grateful that in the end taking the helmet off was something din got to do himself -- it’s under some duress, but it’s still his choice and for the sake of the baby, and almost in two more manageable steps between putting on the storm trooper gear for a different helmet before taking it off altogether. it’s not something done to him by gideon, for example, that would be. so much yuckier and worse. he still has that control and agency intact, even if it’s been tested really hard, and now gideon doing that doesn’t hold the exact same nightmarish power anymore because there’s already a little space opened in din’s mind for different things it can mean, if you see what I mean. I’m not sure I see what I mean actually I just have a lot of feelings haha. so I guess thank you mayfeld for being decent about it and helping him towards that realization that he can still be himself outside these really really inflexible structures he’s set up around himself for like. stability and keeping himself upright for a really long time, and that even someone halfway decent won’t disrespect the boundaries he still has about it at any given moment. man there’s a lot in this episode isn’t there

- the sigh din gave when he saw even more pirates coming and knew he had to get back up... never has a single moment in cinema better captured how I feel about being alive. most relatable man in the world din djarin

- it was really cruel of them to make me listen to din’s dead bleak voice say ‘the child is gone’ again, it wrecks my heart every goddamn time 

- again... I wish carano wasn’t Like That in real life because the cara & fennec scenes should have been everything I could ever dream. ah well fennec was still wonderful and if I just allow myself to think in-universe for a few seconds it was really touching that din would entrust cara with his entire armour, that’s some prime BrOTP energy right there

I love that we got two female characters who were just allies and working together, no competition or nothin’. listen the bar is low but it’s nice to see something actually leap gracefully over it as well lol

- this was one of those with some pretty big open plot holes (why, exactly, would a scan of a completely unknown face be helpful to get into this classified system lol), but a) I don’t care, the emotional storyline was so sound it doesn’t really matter and b) eh handwave handwave let’s say mayfeld programmed that little stick with the good shit and overrode the code saying there needed to be an identity match within the system, it’s all fine 

- I know I joke a lot about this but din really is one of the most relatable characters I’ve ever had. just watching him struggle with eye contact and going pretty much nonverbal under enough stress is like. wow a bit close to home there could we, perhaps, nOT?? (honestly though these are trauma/anxiety things I really don’t see portrayed a lot, especially in protagonists, it’s so odd but healing to see it in a character I love and who’s EXTREMELY competent in many other settings)

- din repeating gideon’s speech back to him word for word (except for the crucial detail that he calls grogu ‘him’ instead of ‘it’ 😭😭😭) and saying nothing else is truly Everything. I’ve said some stuff about din’s deliberate and thoughtful relationship to language in the past and this is such an amazing example of it; he’s remembered that pitch perfect all this time, he’s kept it around in his head and mulled it over and then redeployed it to change the meaning of it completely from dehumanization to love. can you. can you even imagine. and it’s yet another example of his hilarious wonderful petty streak and I can never get enough of it fasjhdfkjalhs    

- din always noticing the children first and foremost Y_______Y (the kids running by is the only thing you see him sort of acknowledge when he’s walking into the covert in season 1 too)  

- please... please I just need him to be able to hold that baby against his chest all safe and sound and okay again I can’t it’s........ hh

NO SEASON END CLIFF HANGER ON THIS I AM  B E G G I N G  YOU 

- I would be having some thoughts about how much space there actually is on slave 1 and what that might mean (do not kill boba again please don’t kill him again), but honestly there’s only ‘GET BABY’ hours in here now, I can’t speculate about anything

[fandom-hoarder]

Ok, so. I had that nice little detour of imagining Cersei!Sam, but now I've navigated back to today's original brain worm.

I just keep thinking about Sam's, "Sammy is a chubby twelve year old," comment (when we've never seen a chubby sam past like age 6 with the apple cheeks) and the hints or references to Sam being a late bloomer and how fucking short 14 yr old Sam is compared to Dean (thank you show runners for using Colin Ford, ilu for that) and thinking about how chubby he'd have gotten before a HUGE growth spurt and like...

Thinking about boys in the locker room at high school teasing Sam about his chubbiness by throwing bras at him or stuffing them in his gym locker/backpack and like, maybe there's one Sam doesn't notice until later, or maybe he's so embarrassed he runs out still with it in his bag/hands. And he gets "home" to the motel and no one else is there yet and he goes to the bathroom with the bra in his hands and pulls off his shirt and angrily looks at himself in the mirror and cups his chubby little tits. And he looks at the bra...and puts it on. Let's say it's a sheer red demi-cup number, b-cup. He's not quite a b-cup, and he knows that already because he's worn bras. He likes them. DEAN likes them. But this one... with the demi cup style he fills it pretty well. And now...

Now he's just thinking about how gross it is that he can fill a bra and that he really only wears the a-cups still because he almost overfills it in an aesthetically pleasing way. And he's always a little self conscious about his body or his weird kinks, but now he's super overthinking it. Maybe he should stop wearing the bras..and the panties. Maybe he should train more. Visit the weight room at school and talk to the coach about building pectoral muscle to lose the fat...

But thinking that also makes him angry. He LIKES the bras and panties. He likes how they look. Likes how they feel. Likes that feeling he gets when he's wearing them under his clothes sometimes and no one knows and sometimes the fabric of his clothes will move just right to make him think about it; especially if it's a sheer or satiny material. He likes how Dean looks at him in them.

And as his thoughts start to spiral and he starts to question Dean's exact feelings for him and his body, Dean's suddenly home and right there behind him, one hand splaying low on Sam's belly while the other slides whisper-light fingers up Sam's chest, feeling the fabric and teasing Sam's nipple just a little before he cups it and squeezes--gently, teasing; it's a tease to both of them. And Sam focuses on that so he can resist the urge to suck in his tummy with Dean's hand on it.

And Dean kisses Sam's neck and stares at him in the mirror. "Got a new one, huh, baby boy?" He says, teasing the edge of the cup just against the swell of Sam's skin with his fingertip, dragging at it back and forth so sometimes Sam's nipple peeks out and the gentle friction of it makes it perk up almost unbearably.

And everything derails--no thoughts, only Dean--but later Sam's insecurities WILL come up and Dean will try to assure him he just wants Sam. That Dean loves Sam's body cuz it's SAM'S BODY. That any day now Sam is going to shoot up like a weed and all that baby fat will probably disappear and Dean will STILL want him, but even if he's still got chub Dean will STILL WANT HIM. And he likes the bras and panties, too, either way, but only if Sam does too!!

I just. Have a lot of soft angsty feelings about Sam in bras.

[allbrodennis]

any chance we can get some alpha dave fic recs? any works but esp ones w lil dirk. thank u in advance ilu

i have a couple alpha davekat fics to rec you but none of them have lil dirk unfortunately. if anyone has recs for that pls link!!

(Alpha Dave as in post-scratch Dave, not related to A/B/O if that wasn’t clear... i assumed thats what anon meant b/c of the lil dirk mention)

All I Know Are Sad Songs by BlackHolesandUnicorns

30th-Century Night by Asuka Kureru (Askerian)

30th-Century Night: Four Weeks In by Asuka Kureru (Askerian)

Out of the Frying Pan (and into the lube fountain) by carnivorousBelvedere

Fuerza by carnivorousBelvedere, notwest

throw your mercy down by notwest

Love in the time of Juggalos by sburbanite

[probablythevaria]

Scenario (i guess jealous scanario too?) with squalo, tsuna, and xanxus where female s/o is being eyed at a lot at a vongola party? so much so that a lot are asking her to dance, some making comments about the dress, etc. (ilu guys and i hope you're all doing great! \;v;/)

He was seated just for aI do love me a good jealous / possessive scenario. ♥ Support me here. ♥ ))

Superbi Sqaulo: 

      He could hold quite the scorn in his eyes at times, reserving his gaze, not upon his loved one who stood lavished in far too much affection, but on the ones who dared swarm her. And Squalo hated every last second of it- approaching tensely with his blade revealing itself between the crowd.

     “Oi, step aside,” he sounded rather calm in his demands, though his temper was boundless, sure to come out if the wrong thing was spoken even under their breath as she was the first to remove herself from their reach instead. Slipping out from the one who tried to hold her hand, and whisking towards her lover with a grateful smirk. “You must all have a death wish over here.”

     She was far more mature than few of the other’s chosen dates, standing as though they were more associates than partners, admiring him with a certain gleam in her proud eyes rather than clutching at him unbearably. Not with her cool persona at large. 

     Squalo would have loved the challenge them, frighten them off with all ounce of his power she knew he had, but…her touch was simple and soft on his shoulder, soothing him out of rage and into her romance.

     “Ignore the boys,” She calmly proclaimed, tilting her head smugly. “They never had a chance, hon.”

Tsunayoshi Sawada:

     “You look lovely- I can hardly believe you’re all alone,” Tsuna had overheard it in passing, making light of the little conversation in prior moments until he was forced to tear his eyes off business and into personal matters. And there he was- a guy setting aside his wine glass determined to take her hand. 

     The love of his life’s hand- the very same one who denied with a twist her expression and a slightly shy refusal. “No, b-ut thank you anyway.”

     “You don’t dance? With that pretty shape?” He tried again, a weasel with bad intentions that wanted only one thing that fueled a certain fire Tsuna felt like he’d last seen in combat when the crowd seemed to divide for him unknowingly. “A shame.”

     “I’m not here alone-” She began, but it didn’t matter- her face had turned violently rosy, seeing Tsune before her, arm folding smoothly across his chest when he dropped formally into a kneel and gazed up to her. She was stunned silent.

     “Excuse me,” Tsuna apologized himself, playfully with a half-smile that poked through like he was a kid all over again at a dance. “You look so lovely over here- can…can we dance?” 

     She had to force away the laugh, nodding excitedly nonetheless as he took her away.

Xanxus: 

     She was beyond gorgeous; there was a heat that radiated from her body and expression as strong as his flames. She was grace and strength- daringly abusing her looks over the crowd that hounded her heavily for whatever they could paw at desperately for her attention. 

    A few drinks for her to drink if they could find out what she liked, a few dances where she would press on them- maybe a taste of her lips dyed brilliant red. Perhaps just as fiery as her retorts towards her suitors. “Go fuck yourself,” She had spit out lashingly at the bar, standing to disentangle herself from their touches and disgusting words. 

     And she could see him looming in the distance across the room, watching her, actually…watching them. He was seated just for the few moments it took him to down the rest of his glass, throwing his coat further over his shoulders before the room seemed to boom with his steps. A walking threat whose hand was practically already on his gun. 

     “Xanxus,” She murmured, striding to him only to feel how he pulled her rapidly to his side. Nothing meant to be aggressive, but enough that she was deemed his without warning. But the rest deserved nothing but his anger- his fist rushing out yo slam whatever it met between his own haze and jealousy. “Xanxus- stop!”

     “Oh,” he growled lowly, blood decorating his knuckles where he cracked one hard in the nose, watching him tumble and recoil into the tables as the room fell awkwardly awed and silent. “I’ll make them stop.”

[waynedunlaptheorgandonor]

alpha/beta are carol/daryl foils: an analysis no one asked for; twd s10 spoilers, obviously

hoo boy. okay, so i’ve been intending to write this for days, but i had to let it marinate, and also i haven’t been sleeping and couldn’t concentrate long enough to write it down, but whatever, i digress. “we are the end of the world” was something, wasn’t it?? it is so weird to have a plotline in twd that’s like...good? and SO refreshing to have a villain who isn’t a macho, rapey, white dude. i personally believe that all showrunners should be women from now on. oh, i’m digressing again, my apologies.

here’s the actual content, under the cut bc it’s a fucking novel:

so, from alpha’s very first episode, when i saw her shaving her head, i literally thought, “oh, so she’s carol’s foil and they’re going to have an inevitable showdown, huh?” guess who was right? this bitch. but what i didn’t catch right away was how beta is also daryl’s foil, and how the main focus of this season is alpha/beta vs carol/daryl.

let’s take it apart individually first, yeah?

carol vs. alpha:

like i said, the scene that made me instantly aware of what they were setting up was when alpha shaved her head. carol’s hair was a big thing in season 9, and the fact that we had just had henry talking about carol growing her hair out long, juxtaposed with alpha shaving hers off, is what set the alarm bells off for me. i have said over and over that i don’t believe kang does anything unintentionally, and girl loves her symbolism, so those two opposing scenes was a taste of what she was setting up.

carol and alpha are both near-indestructible forces who also happen to be mother’s suffering the loss of their children at the hand of the other. (carol isn’t directly responsible for lydia, but she’s included with “the others” that took lydia from alpha, so i think alpha still sees her as part of it.)

carol and alpha both have transformed themselves to fit within the confines of the world they currently live in, while recognizing that their children weren’t meant for it, even within their own grief. let us refer to figures a and b (lol) below.

figure a:

here in “the grove” we have creepy girl who i hate and am terrified of asking carol if sophia died because she was weak, and carol straight up is like, “yes.” she doesn’t even sugarcoat it. she accepted that her daughter wasn’t going to survive from the jump, because “there wasn’t a mean bone in her body.”

figure b:

here we see alpha losing her goddamn shit, because she’s having a come-to-jesus moment with beta about losing lydia, because she can’t have lydia and be the alpha at the same time, because lydia “is not like” her. 

conclusion: carol and alpha both mourn for their daughters, but have accepted that to be the people they need to be in the apocalypse, their children needed to die (or in lydia’s case, be dead metaphorically). in short, carol and alpha are two sides of the same coin. they’ve both found ways to survive, except one is for the good guys, and the other is for the bad guys, and now they’re head-to-head, and it is d e l i c i o u s.

moving on.

daryl vs beta:

idk why the parallels didn’t occur to me when they had daryl fighting beta. i blame henry, he was distracting me by being a delightful idiot (rip my dumb bitch), but that seed was planted in season 9, too. go kang for continuity. who knew twd could do that? anyway.

the big thing that compares daryl and beta is who they were before they found carol and alpha respectively. we obviously don’t know a whole lot of details about beta’s life, but we have enough to extrapolate and compare, and extrapolate and compare we shall.

alright, so we got our favorite lovable, filthy redneck, who grew up abused and isolated, and then here comes the apocalypse, and the only person he has left is his brother, and that’s what defines him until he loses him, both when rick chained him to a roof, and then again, after a brief relapse, when merle sacrificed himself. 

next we have beta, who again, our info is limited, but he does not become “beta” until after whoever that walker alpha puts down is gone. judging by the size, approximate age, and the closeness beta had to him, i’m betting on, you guessed it, his brother. 

observe:

figure a:

figure b:

these are both turning points for these men, where they Fully Become the dudes that we know. daryl couldn’t be the daryl we know and love until merle was gone for good, and whatever his actual name is couldn’t become beta until smiley face shirt guy was smooshed. 

(side note: how fucking rank does that t-shirt have to be by now? at least the mask dries out, but do you think that t-shirt is just like, melded into beta’s skin at this point? gross.)

so time for the fun part.

alpha/beta and caryl in season 10:

season 10 finds both duos in similar circumstances, by which i mean, alpha and carol are losing their minds, and beta and daryl are like, “uhhhh, you ok?” the men are these women’s confidants, their person, the one they trust and love above all others. carol saved daryl and brought him into a community, and alpha did the same thing with beta. you want more visual aides? well, sure thing, scout!

figure a:

we’re carylers, we already know carol’s the reason daryl has the confidence and self-esteem to become part of the group, but juxtapose this with the following pic, which i will label

figure b (again):

and you will see that alpha sees something in beta that no one else does. she sees this lonely, talented man, who’s adrift and in solitude, and she essentially calls dibs. sound familiar? inorite?

so daryl and beta are now loyal to a fault to their women, and this season already has them being wary of how they’re acting. yes, i have more pictures. i like taking screenshots, okay?

figure a:

one of the first scenes we get with caryl is daryl asking carol if she’s still thinking about alpha, and if she is Dwelling, which is interesting, because...

figure b:

...that’s exactly the same thing we get with alpha and beta. the first scene in “we are the end of the world” with the two of them in present day is him questioning her motives, and then later on he’s like, “fuck, are you Dwelling?” 

and both women immediately are like:

and neither dude knows wtf to do about this, because they’re used to the women being the strong ones. carol’s whole, “you’ve got to feel it, but not me, i’m good repressing, conceal don’t feel” thing, mixed with alpha’s, “we’re living like the dead and the dead don’t feel emotions so obviously I Am Fine” motto is what their boys are used to, but suddenly carol is hallucinating dead children, and alpha is making shrines, and our poor dudes are like, “plz stop???” esp bc they know these women are FUCKING TERRIFYING, and should never be left to their own devices if they’re being crazy crackers.

ergo, both men are clinging to the hope that they can bring the women back from the brink. my last visual aides, yes i know, how sad:

figure a:

figure b:

both scenes have these dudes reaching out to their women and essentially expressing, in their own way, “i’m worried about you, can you plz stay within eyesight at all times, ilu,” bc neither daryl nor beta is equipped to have a nice long sit down conversation about feelings, and obviously carol and alpha wouldn’t bother to entertain it in the first place, so like  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. they tried. 

will it work? unlikely! because after that showdown at the end of both eps 1 and 2, these bitches ain’t about to stop for nothing. they just straight up made enemies for life, and they’re going straight harry potter with this shit, neither can live while the other survives, someone has to die, and while beta and daryl are not super on board with this whole “being bonkers and bent on revenge” thing, you better bet your ass that they’re going to make sure their woman is the winner, which means they automatically are paired up against one another as well.

so in a nutshell: we could have just stuck goatees on mmb and norman reedus, cast them as alpha and beta, and called them mirror!verse caryl (star trek reference, yay/nay?), because they’re mother fucking foils setting up for the mother fucking fight of the century, and oh my god, can you feel it in your bones how exciting it is that it’s not going to be a rick + negan dick measuring contest again? i am So Hype.

and ofc, as a hardcore caryl shipper, i obviously have to throw in that alpha and beta are totally in love (which is esp fun, bc whisperers aren’t supposed to feel love, uh oh, vulcan violation, yes i made another star trek reference, bite me), and if they are paralleling caryl, well...extrapolate from the evidence.

i love kang, you guys. i love how she tells a story. i love that she knows how to tell a story. this show is good again, and idk how she did it, but damnit, she did.

thus endeth my pointless critical analysis. forgive me. i was an english major and have absolutely no other use for my degree.

i’m ashamed too. 

that’s all. tomorrow is the early release of the caryl episode, i mean the new episode. looking forward to dying a valiant death with the lot of you. until then, friends.

deuces,

-diz

addendum: i was editing this, and was trying to think if there’s a parallel to the bracelet scene, and the only thing i could think of that alpha gives beta is his mask. she encourages him to take the face of his brother(?), and that keeps him grounded, which is interesting, bc my prediction for the bracelet is that it’s going to end up being a grounding device for carol when she’s dissociating. i don’t have a solid conclusion drawn there, but i thought i’d mention it before posting, just to plant the seed. 

k, done 4 real, bye

[rocketonthemoon]

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[letteredlettered]

Which episodes of Schitt’s Creek do you find most inspiring for your fics? I’m always interested in what parts of a show grabs a fic writer’s attention and how that influences their characterization. Thank you! LOVE your writing by the way!

Thank you!

I kind of feel like this is two questions--one is what inspires/grabs my attention and one is what influences characterization.

The reason I started writing Schitt’s Creek was the first two episodes of season 4, where Patrick tells David he wants to take things slow because a gay relationship is new for him, and then in the next episode they appear to be sleeping together. I loved it, but that was why I needed to write fanfic, because I had to see how they got from point A to point B.

As for what influences characterization, I try to keep everything in mind while writing, but obviously that’s hard! Here are moments that stand out to me:

-”The Cabin.” This was the episode where I fell in love with David. The way he was SO SPECIFIC about how game night should be and wanted it to be small and quiet and nice and EXACTLY FITTING HIS EVERY DESIRE instead of letting anything happen naturally made me feel instantly in love.

-”Town for Sale,” when David was so desperate to not live alone when he moved back to NYC

-"Estate Sale,” the way David tries SO HARD not to say that the clothes at the Dress Barn are tacky. He knows it’s impolite! He wants to be polite! He wants to not say it! He can’t not say it.

-Driving Test, when David explains how anxious he was about Alexis while she went off on adventures

-”Motel Review, “ the way Patrick CAN’T STOP SMILING and keeps covering it up because he doesn’t want to look like he’s laughing at David

-"Sebastien Raine,” when Alexis described David’s reaction to his breakup with Sebastien. The fact that David had thrown himself so deeply into a three-month relationship to be that emotionally upset for that long, when canon had already suggested he had many relationships, made me feel like David just threw himself into every relationship whole hog without really stopping to consider how much it might hurt him.

-”Friends and Family.” I loved Patrick already, but the part where I was entirely sold was when he told David he had a sloppy mouth. “That boy is a troll,” I said to myself.

-”Grad Night.” Patrick never having kissed a guy before is a plot point that obviously has to be remembered.

-I’m trying to figure out why I felt so strongly that Patrick was a “take charge kind of guy” long before he said he was, and four things come to mind: 1) “Oh, I’ll get the money,” (”The Affair”) 2) “We’ll take the room,” (”Pregnancy Test”) 3) he didn’t wait for David to agree before getting the permit for open mic night, (”Open Mic Night”) 4) he got himself invited to the BBQ (“The Barbecue”). I suppose pretty much all four of those could be seen as kind of running roughshod over David, but I feel like all of them too are about not letting David get too in his head about things. When he thinks David really doesn’t want something, he backs off, as evidenced by:

-”The Olive Branch,” Patrick’s speech to David about realizing he had been pushing David and that it was unfair. Patrick likes to push, but realizes it is completely inappropriate in some situations and sometimes has trouble navigating that.

-”The Barbecue,” David saying he saw himself as damaged goods was something I think the show had hinted at strongly but never stated so baldly.

-”Singles Week.” In light of what I thought after “Sebastien Raine,” David saying he’d never said ILU surprised me, and I had to recalibrate my thinking. It became even sadder to me to think about David throwing himself whole hog into relationships without ever telling the other person he was doing it--knowing he shouldn’t get so invested, not wanting to be invested, being invested anyway, and thinking if he just didn’t tell anyone maybe his heart would stay safe. It never stayed safe because no one ever kept it safe. :o(

-”Housewarming” solidified my belief that sometimes David and Patrick have trouble talking because they joke and tease so much they can’t convince the other to be serious when they want to. It surprised me that Patrick just let it go, and reinforced the idea that he just doesn’t like to rehash things that have already happened. Always forward! Sometimes it’s not good.

-”The Hospies” solidified my belief that Patrick is somewhat uptight.

-”Meet the Parents” of course shows how caring and solicitous and even selfless David can be of Patrick, but “Rock On!”, the way he reprimands Moira for not being supportive of Patrick’s audition in “Whisper of Desire”, and the way he keeps hovering just behind Patrick and put together the basket in “The Hospies” all suggested the same things earlier and I ate them with a fucking spoon.

-”Life is a Cabaret” calls back to “The Cabin” in an important way to me. Lots of people talk about Patrick being a planner who likes things to go his way, partly because the show makes a point of establishing that about Patrick. For some reason I don’t see people talk about David as much that way? Maybe because it’s such a given in David’s character, whereas it was kind of a surprise with Patrick because Patrick seems so laid back? But David saying he didn’t care about the marriage announcement and then having dreamed EVERY SINGLE DETAIL and trying to act like it didn’t need to be that way exactly but then so desperately trying to make it happen really just clarifies, especially adjacent to “The Hike” as it is, that both of these people are SUPER invested in things happening according to plan. I think it makes it that much nicer that they are there for each other, because they plan on and get invested in different things, and understand how upsetting it is when things DON’T go each other’s way, but are also able to say, “Hey, it’s okay, I’m here for you, how can i make it better?” And that is unf, really satisfying to watch!

I just did the highlights of Patrick and David, but obviously there’s a lot more to think about with both of them as well as other characters too when considering something like what influences characterization.