#three different thibgs

[minecraftbookshelf]

Marriage of State AU: Character Playlist Game

Whose playlist do you think this song is on?

(These playlists are not “music i think the character would listen to” they are “music that i think fits the characters vibes/themes/i loop when writing this character”)

(Organized alphabetically by username, Xornoth not included since I’ve shared the link to their whole playlist on here already)

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[lonestatus]

you should invite me on dates. you've heard double date well how about triple date except instead of three couples it's you and your girlfriend and meeee 😁 and it's a little obvious that i'm third-wheeling and everyone recognizes it especially me and i feel really bad about it so i keep trying to slip away but you both feel really bad for me cause i keep guilting you two about how bad i've been doing lately (and i feel bad about that too) so you're both like "what? nooo we love having you do you wan to get ice cream next?" and i'll keep tagging along cause it's been so long since i've been with other people and i hate myself for ruining your night but i'm scared of what i'll do if i do go home (tbh i don't really feel like it's home but that's a different story) and sometimes even we have fun and you can forget about me and thibgs might start heating up between you two and you start kissing and touching eachother and i'll sit across from you two at the table and try poking at my now-cold pasta trying to ignore you amd me and the waiter's eyes will catch and i can't read what emotion they hold because i won't look long enough and you end up dropping me off at the end of the night and we hug and you two want to get home since it's getting a little chilly and you won't see me but i will be standing outside for a little too long after you leave

[bokunosoul]

i’m gonna need you to elaborate on ceo lau 🙏🧎‍♀️

CEO Lau x Reader

You bit your lip as you look at the most biggest high rise building on town. Kong Rong Corporations, one of the biggest pharmaceutical companies in all of the world.

Having too many companies extend their hand onto you offering opportunities for your impressive skills it seemed like a fantasy. But you are an indescisive person and ended up making a roulette to make the choice on which company to apply.

That's when you made the dumbest decision of your whole existence.

I did not knew what i was getting into.

Just playing a long with it you were offered an secretarial position that was weirdly a high salary despite you were new.

It paid a whopping $130,000 a year. You can't say no to that money after you paid off your debts.

You have read and watch in the news that the CEO, whos name you forgot is an really impressive person whom donates to charity and reportedly is a playboy and the heir of the company Kong Rong.

Well the nasty thibg about him he was rumored to be a hard person that's why many people quit on his company.

I don't really now since the media is full of trolls right now.

Setting that aside, the company's boss seemed to have weird taste. Noticing as i first went inside the building every employee was dressed in a casual suit and pants.

Meanwhile i look like an first lady watching my husband spout nonsensical lies and stand there being pretty.

But you did not mind the cute gray suit top and the pencil skirt you are wearing. But you must admit these loubotins are like daggers going through my feet.

Entering the department you will be managing you get all those kind of weird concerned looks.

The same goes as for everyone else you met.

"Why does everyone stare at me like i'm going to get killed or something?" you smiled akwardly and asked the girl showing you around.

"W-well that's beca-."

The girl suddenly stopped by a smack coming across her face causing her to fall down on her butt.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" i shouted as i help the girl stand up.

You glared at the woman. Yet you were so taken aback causing your jaw to drop.

An beautiful asian girl wearing red satin cheongsam and her hair perfectly in fingered waves and angelic face glared at you back.

Your eyes widened as you also recognized who she was. The famous supermodel and designer Ran Mao!

"You must be miss y/n l/n, you are late follow me."

Ran Mao said, she was different in the magazines and the news. I thought she was kind and shy but this was shocking and disappointing at the same time.

"U-uh miss-."

"Get this report done before 8pm tonight, it's about the report on our monthly sales and stocks, chop chop."

She said and pointed over at my workspace filled with paperwork.

"And, also if the clock strucked at exactly 7:30, do give coffee to the top floor for Lau."

"Uh sure, on thing is this office mine?"

"Yes it is."

She replied annoyed before shutting my office door.

Looks like im going to work the shit out to get my 130 grand.

_____

Typing the third to last page of your report you are already exausted. Lights are starting to go off in each departments as each employees clock out.

Standing up to your feet all sleepy and getting your 8th glass of coffee on the day you sighed.

You looked at your watch and suddenly remembered what the supermodel has said to you. Give a "Lau" guy some coffee when the it turned 7:30.

"FUCK."

You hurriedly stirred the coffee and went to the elevator headed top floor.

You were out of breathe when you reached the top floor.

There it leaded only to one big hallway and one big wooden door.

Knocking three times you said.

"Coffee for Lew?Lu?Lo???? Aha LAU!"

You can't prounounce the name well but managed.

"You may come in."

A man's voice behind the door.

"I-i'm sorry sir i'm late a bit, hehe this is your coffee."

You put the coffee on his table and sighed in relief as you've seen he's not mad.

The swivel chair turned around and there appeared a handsome tall man smirking.

You blushed, expecting an old fat man to welcome you.

"Is this the coffee?"

He said while stirring it.

"Yes sir."

"Why don't you come closer dear."

His deep husky voice gave you the chills and have no choice but to come closer.

In a flash the warm coffee was already in your white polo shirt drenching you.

"WHAT THE F-."

You stared at the man in disbelief as you can't believe what just happened.

"You are approximately 4 minutes late miss y/n."

he said coldly before laying the coffee cup again on his table.

"I'm very sorry sir, i was-."

Your eyes fell to the ground and come across at a shiny thing. A golden name plate which engraved the world "Lau, CEO of Kong Rong."

"Do you realized your mistake now darling?"

Still shocked from what just happened he just smiled and said.

"I'm going to make your life hell."

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[pechaberriesandsoju]

🎫🎫 gush pass time!!

HELLO???? DIAMOND????? DANGEROUS THING HERE YOURE GIVING ME???? I DIDNT EVEN REBLOG THE GUSH THIBG????? AJAAAAAAAA

Okay okay ill try to keep it together.

This is gonna apply to all my main three: 10th, 11th, 13th Doctor- all the Doctor different versions.

I love how silly the Doctor is. How even in the middle of danger, there's always a chance of hearing something silly from them. I love how sassy and petty the Doctor can be, too. How the Doctor has been through so much has tried to close themself off as much as possible , but their companions keep pulling them back. Always bringing back their hearts and soul. No matter what, they can't help but care. They can't help but intervene. Especially if it's a kid crying. Just a little upset kid. They have to step in and try to help. They just care so much. Their eyes have seen so much. Their hearts felt so much loss and heartbreak, but they still care. They can't help it. No matter what, they still have kindness, love, and care in them. And I just love it so much about them.

I gotta stop now, or then I'm gonna cry, actually. I get emotional about this. It's silly, but god. I love the Doctor. And I want to rewrite the narrative, just a little. Just enough that those they care about live and survive and are happy. Just enough so that the Doctor doesn't feel alone.

[raspberrysmoon]

hey you okay?? you should probably get some rest

im having a night thata for shre. its a morning. its three thirty. ive cried four times since 11 over three different thibgs man im not even sure i am awake rn. this might be a dream. im. youre right. im gonna go to bed. i hope. love u 🫶🫶🫶

[hopefullystillatheatrestudent]

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[toomanyfandoms02]

Writing prompts!

So I just reached 100 followers and I am BEYOND happy YALL. So heres 100 prompts for people to send me asks with! Send as many numbers as you want in one and I'll make a blurb from it. (And by blurb I mean I will grow attatched to your request and write a whole fic on it probably lmao) THIS WAS PREVIOUSLY MY 100 FOLLOWER THIBG BUT IM BRINGING PROMPTS BACK FOR REQUESTS.

FYI no matter when you are seeing this, request. I don't care. I'm always up for inspiration. :))))

If it has a star next to it, I came up with it on my own.

These probably wont be blurbs and will be longer!

I'm currently writing for >>>>

Breakfast Club

HARRY POTTER

Spencer Reid / MGG

The Maze Runner

Buzzfeed Unsolved

Spiderman

Barry Allen

Theres a list of who I write best for on my page!! ^^^^

1. "I told you not to read that."

2. "Sir, this is for children only."

3. "Are you kidding me? We're not 'fine'!"

4. "Whatever you're going to ask, the answer is no!"

5. "Hey... what's wrong with your face?"

6. "You look a lot different from your profile picture."

7. "Are you going to keep walking by my house, or are you going to come in?"

8. "Dude, it's three in the morning."

9. "I can't believe I use to think he was attractive."

10. "Actually, you *are* speaking to the manager."

11. "This isn't going to be a typical best man's speech."

12. "According to this, you owe them eighty thousand dollars."

13. "That's the worst reason I've ever heard to have a baby."

14. "I didn't even recognize you!"

15. "You're Satan."

16. "I need a place to stay."

17. "It's six o'clock in the morning, you're not having vodka."

18. "Safety first. What are you? FIVE?"

19. "This is girl talk, so leave."

20. "You're bleeding all over my carpet."

21. "Just smile, I really need to see you smile right now."

22. "Hold still."

23. "You're not interested, are you?"

24. "Oh honey, I'd never be jealous of you."

25. "I'm telling you, I'm haunted."

26. "Touch her again and I'll break your wrist."

27. "Don't look behind you, hurt that guy is checking you out."

28. "I need you to pretend to be my boyfriend."

29. "Quick! Kiss me!"

30. "Just shut up and kiss me."

31. "I hate high school reunions."

32. "I think I picked up your coffee by mistake."

33. "I've never felt this way before... and it scares the shit out of me."

34. "Wait a second, are you jealous?"

35. "This is by far the stupidest plan you've ever had. Of course I'm in."

36. "You never told me you had a fucking twin."

37. "Am I suppose to be scared of you?"

38. "You're hiding something from me."

39. "A wedding?"

40. "Where would someone hide in a town like this?"

41. "H-how long have you been standing there?"

42. "Is this skirt suppose to be this short? I kinda feel like a french whore" *

43. "Oh fuck off."

44. "When did you take that?"

45. "I hid it."

46. "Stop trying to look cool in paparazzi pictures, you look like a dumbass." *

47. "Can you stop laughing?"

48. "You look like a reptile from this angle. Lizard? Snake? Turtle? I just can't decide." *

49. "You have a dirty mind."

50. "You guys are lame."

51. "I don't know. Resurrection maybe?"

52. "This is a safe space." "What the hell are you talking about?" "SAFE SPACE!"

53. "Just stab him."

54. "I'm in dire need of assistance."

55. "I'm gonna die in an elevator full of idiots."

56. "Shoot me."

57. "I feel like you know." *

58. "You're making me dizzy."

59. "I don't want any excuses, they must have the hottest date ever."

60. "Are you with him because it's easy?"

61. "Dibs!" *

62. "If we die, I'm going to kill you."

63. "Do you think you could just go *one* day without pissing me off?"

64. "Your hands are really soft." *

65. "We've become the clingy newlyweds you've always complained about."

66. "Pregnant?"

67. "We are SO much cuter than them."

68. "Wanna go for a drive?"

69. "Is there a reason you're blushing like that?"

70. "Sleep over? Please?"

71. "Are we on a date right now?"

72. "Am I your lockscreen?" "You weren't suppose to see that."

73. "Well I think you're beautiful."

74. "Your feet are so cold!"

75. "You come here often?" "Well I work here, so I'll have to say yes."

76. "You met me yesterday though?" "Yes, and I would die for you in one second. Next question."

77. "I can't stop smiling."

78. "Did you see it?"

79. "Don't leave me alone."

80. "Have you ever kissed anyone before?"

81. "You didn't tell me your friend was cute! Now what am I gonna do?"

82. "How can you drink that stuff?"

83. "Stop apologizing for other people! You aren't the shitty one!"

84. "I just wanna be swept off my feet. Is that so much to ask?"

85. "Oh, my ankle! It must be broken!" *wink wink*

86. "These heels are peeling off my **skin**. But yes, keep complaing about your tie you whine ass." *

87. "I don't want to ruin your party."

88. "Could you just come get me?"

89. "Now I have to start counting all over again!"

90. "Do you talk to your mother with that mouth?"

91. "You are very endearing while you are half-asleep."

92. "But I want to hear you sing!"

93. "No- Mom- don't tell him I said that. Wait!" *

94. "And you wonder why you are still single."

95. "Somebodys cranky." "Somebody needs to shut up."

96. "She's hot. But she's evil."

97. "Pinky promise!"

98. "I'd rather jump out that window. But thanks." *

99. "Hello, sunshine."

100. "I have no idea what you're talking about."

BONUS:

Prompts based on things my best friend has said (changed a little bit for context)

1b. "Man, I hope this ice melts soon."

2b. "Holy SHIT the Disney World parking lot is packed."

3b. "Those tree lights are burning my retinas."

4b. "These are fun to work with." "Not to eat." "No!"

5b. "I mean, I could hit a kid with a car."

6b. "You up? I need to call you! It's not bad it's just kinda funny!"

7b. "Wow I can't imagine being that rich! How old are the kids, maybe I can date one."

8b. "The oldest I would go? 98 I think, for money purposes."

Thank you guys so much. I love you all. SEND ME THOSE ASKS!!!

[primatechnosynthpop]

jim kirk for the character thibg

How I feel about this character: He's pretty cool! I didn't really like him when I first watched TOS several years ago because I thought he was stupid but now I see that he's a great guy with a lot of courage and love in his heart, and it was I who was the foolish one for not liking him

All the people I ship romantically with this character: Spock and to a lesser extent McCoy, mainly within the context of the three of them being in a poly triad

My non-romantic OTP for this character: Just the whole crew, I guess!

An unpopular opinion about this character: Maybe that he actually is pretty smart when he needs to be? I mean, he managed to make a miniature cannon from scratch that one time. And, like, even if he gives off that classic himbo vibe sometimes he was canonically a huge nerd at the academy so... idk I guess he's just large and he contains multitudes

One thing I wish would happen/ had happened in canon with this character: Gosh, I don't know... TOS is one of those shows that's fun and I like it a lot, but I don't spend a lot of time wishing that things about it could have been different.

[ants-personal]

*whispers* could I get some j squad as college roommates headcanons pretty please? 🙏🏼

I can def try disclaimer i have no idea how colleges work

Jerome is a art major, Jonathan a psychology major and jervis an is english major

Jerome got kicked from his last dorm and jonathans left cause honestly jonathan freaked him out so the two got stuck with eachother jervis is that lucky bastard that got the singles dorm

Jonathans that person that when finals come is standing in the snow in the middle of a pentagram jerome taling a picture from the dorm

Jervis is the one who makes them eat actual food not just junk food and ramen he makes meals for himself and pits the left overs in their mini fridge

Jerome has stayee up many times with joanthan finishing costumes or projects he forgot to do weeks ago many the has a cup for paint water and then his actual drink ... he always drinks the paint water

Jonathan has made coffee with an energy drink and was up for nearly four days finishing a paper that got deleted jervis was the one to force him to finally go to sleep

They are the group that sets up the table in the elevator to play cards

Jerome and Jonathans room is honestly a fucking mESS between jeromes complete disregard for thibgs and Jonathan just not wanting to you barely can see the floor

Jerome forces jonathan to go out to dorm parties just so jerome can distract others while jonathan snatches whatever abd they quickly leave with their new bounty

Yeah they have their own beds but they end up either just passing out in different parts of the room or collapsing ontop of eachother jervis isnt sure if they are a couple or not honestly

Jonathans the guy who wears baggy ass clothes and no one has ever seen him otherwise jerome dresses so bright and chaotic jonathan complains he blinds him jervis looks like his wnglish professors

Jervis does leave for holidays jerome and jonathan dont neither really wants to talk about it jerome makes an offhand comment about how his mom is probably stoked its just his brother probably wont even notice hes not there jonathan just well we have that in common than

They are always wearing each others clothes tshirts and such they are the same size and barely notice half the time till jervis points it out

They all three work out a way to hack vending machines to get quarters for the laundry mat till jervis gets one of those portable little ones and lets them use it

One time jerome had stayed up to long and decided to see a egg to a shirt why he isnt sure jervis found it one day jonathan thought it was a good idea at the time

Jerome has to sketch alot of things and well jonathan ended up doodling on many of his things when thinking so now theres just a sketch book they bith use to just doodle whatever when jeromes bored jonathans working through problems jonathans always ends up being way more dramatic next to jeromes cutesy colorful ones

They are the trio that goes out to steal traffic/fast food signs jerome got a McDonald's M jonathans got a starbucks one and jervis has a road work ahead sign

Uhh idk what im doin bUT i hope this is somewhat what ya wanted fksllfd

[tumblunni]

I feel like I have too many friends...

I have trouble even dealing with just three or four close buddies cos I wanna spend ALL MY TIME with my friends but I can't do it with all of them simultaneously. So I just end up having really long in depth conversations with everyone and then they try and have even longer more awesome ones back to me but it means my inbox is full of four of them at once and by the time I finish reading and responding to one there's even more from the other person and then the first person replies to my replies and AAAA! Or I get paralyzed by worrying who to talk to first and trying to remember who I've talked to most often this week so I can balance it equally and show them all I appreciate them. And then I feel awful cos I'm online but I'm not talking to them,cos I'm being all stupid and anxious.and sometimes I talk to other more distant acquantences cos we might just say one or two sentences or something and it's easier to keep on top of those messages. And then I just feel awful cos the best friends can see that I'm online and see that I'm talking but I'm not talking to them and AAAAA it's hard to explain why...

And whenever I have a stressy day IRL it just compounds it all, I end up missing some prime talk time and then the conversations get even longer and I have even more to read thru before I can start replying...

Alas the curse of too many amazing perfect wonderful friends who all have so much stuff to say!!!

I think maybe I should follow less Tumblr blogs so I have more time for just the friend ones. It'd cut down on my 'mandatory chore time each day'. Cos I have the stupid compulsion to read EVERY post on my dashboard and I feel like I can't get my day started until I've read and responded to everything everyone posted since yesterday. I have a stupid tendancy to make everything into a chore in my head, or like..a thing where If i don't do it I'm a bad person even of it doesn't make any sense. So all the fun goes out of it and I'm only doing it because of my anxiety yet I just can't stop... I have a lot of blogs I follow not even because I like them but because I "have to" see all the things they do. same as how I have a backlog of 100 YouTube videos I haven't finished and I'm not "allowed" to watch new ones I actually like until I finish them, and I have like 200 steam games I got in various sales over the years and I haven't finished and I keep punishing myself for not finishing them which only makes it less fun and gives less reason to actually play them...

Basically I suck at dealing with big quantities of things no matter what it is. And four best friends feels like two much when I spent so long not even having one! Gahhhh

Nd then real life stuff has been so much more busy since I moved house and I need to also set aside time to remember to practise drawing and to buy groceries and wash all my clothes and just maybe this is actually an issue with me sucking at repeating things every day?? I seemt o have the opposite of routine, the more often I do something the harder it seems to be to remember it. I've gotta try and do it at different times or spice it up with different ways? It's so dumbbb why am I such a mess of executive dysfunction...and why does it keep happening with stuff I enjoy and I know I'll enjoy it but I just get so anxious about it that I don't enjoy it and I just sit here like a sad sack instead...

So umm yeah this is just an apology post for my stupidness,and I don't even know how to explain my stupidness, and umm yeah this is why I'm probably gonna be less active on Tumblr. Well, that and also a friend invited me to twitter and I've been trying to be more active there,and also trying to spend some time every day playing a videogame so I can cut down on the 200 game pile, and also spending some time a day cleaning and painting and furnituring so I can get the house sorted, and also trying to go out more often and explore the new neighbourhood and just GAH there's so much to do every day I just get all dumb and scared and end up doing nothing...

I guess it's just a side effect of making so much progress with my mental health this year, stuff has gone a bit too fast and I feel like I'm in over my head. I honestly kinda only used to have so much free time for blogging cos I was depressed AF and stayed indoors all day. Was too depressed to even do any of my indoor hobbies like gaming or drawing either. Not that blogging is a bad thing or anything, I think finding comfort in blogging helped me make my progress, because I found a lot of kind people here and different kinds of odd lil encouragement to try again at the stuff I was scared of. Like shit posting helped me start making art again???

Man it's just so complicated and I'm trying myself in knots trying to figure out the reason why I'm nervous about having so many friends and I guess it's just something I might never know. Anxiety isn't exactly rational, after all...

But umm yeah I guess I'm weird cos im less of a 'talk every day' person and more like 'talk once a week but when we do I talk SO MUCH and it takes seven hours', lol. I'm such a weird mix of introvert and extrovert where I both REALLY ENJOY talking but also am SUPER SCARED OF IT????? And I suck at making future plans cos i can never predict if my anxiety is gonna happen tomorrow. I'm always like HELL YEAH I WANNA DO THE THIBG TOMORROW and then oh no I am actually tomorrowing into a black hole of depression.i guess I should start being more "can we do it today" but then again that'd be rude aaaa...

God how do I manage to deal with my dumb head, I wanna stop being a rude friend.

I don't know why so many people want to be my friend in the first place aaaa!!!!

I love you all so much and I just get anxious I'm not doing everything perfectly right to show you I care,so I end up doing nothing and sending the opposite message...

[youn9racha]

bestieeee 🎥📻 for the ask game 🤧

ask game

🎥 Fave film

my favorite film as of rn is house of wax,, although its not the greatest production wise but something about 2000s horror just does thibgs to me <3333

📻 Fave song currently

funnily enough i have three songs that all have different vibes;

me gustas tu—manu chao

god complex—VIRA

mary on a cross—ghost

[cloudystevie]

I binged all of blood and honey last night like all three parts and it was sooooo good!!! - 🧸

EEEK thank u so much honeybun🥺🥺🥺 i try to use a different writing style for blood and honey so im really glad u like it because its one of the only thibgs that makes me wanna keep writing lolzies

read: blood and honey (3)

[ihavethewanderlustdisease-blog]

What I learned from dead people

WARNING: this may trigger some of you, so if you don't feel like reading further, don't. It is for your own good. A friend of my father has recently died. He committed suicide last night, after a stupid argument with his parents (about the plans he had for the weekend) he hung himself in his bedroom. His parents found him, dead, at 2:30 am. They blame themselves. They are so hurt, so dead inside. He had struggled with depression and social anxiety for years, but he seemed to feel a bit better recently. I guess he was gathering all his strength to commit suicide. His parents were so relieved, and now he is in a coffin, already laying six feet deep. His grandmother, who is in hospital, keeps asking why he didn't visit her. What I am trying to say, is that SUICIDE IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM. It is as if, killing himself, he murdered his family with him. I am not sure anybody will ever be able to accept this. A friend of mine, which I love and encourage on any decision she makes, is still suicidal after years of therapy and tons of pills. She is the most beautiful human being not related to me on the entire planet: she is kind, sweet, loving, the artist's spark in her eyes makes her almost look like a child who has just discovered how amazing the world is, she is beautiful, she has three cats that love her and along with them her extended family, people she may not be related to but that love her as if she was their own blood. She reads so passionately and does whatever is on her mind and always speaks the truth and she is just so so human. I can't even imagine a day in which she may just not be here any more. There can't be a day like that. There won't. Because I always try to think it through differently, but I can't tonight: I know how it is being depressed, I have taken meds and talked to psychiatrists too, but it gets better eventually, I know you can't see it now and proof is all you need but I can't give it to you right now, so you have to trust me on this, IT GETS BETTER. If you do that, of you abandon all hopes, not only you deny yourself the chance of growing old, of having kids, of making new friends, of getting married, of travelling the world, of watching the next most amazing film, of listening the your favourite band's new album, of having grandchildren, of getting paid for the first time on your dream job, of getting your fist job, of seeing your children grow up and accomplish great thibgs, of accomplishing great things yourself. They dont have to be great things for the world, but for yourself: surviving another day, and another, and another, until surviving turns into living. You also deny your parents all of the things you denied to yourself. You take away from them everything they have loved the most in their whole entire life, and I hate to say this but it is selfish. If you can't live for yourself, STAY ALIVE SO OTHERS WILL KEEP ON LIVING. Your life is so mich more than you, it is all the connections you willingly or not have made with people. If you cut a thread, it hurts a bit but you don't feel too guilty. If you cut all the threads, it will hurt so so bad and everybody will hurt too. I don't want to get hated on alright? I am just saying that no matter how bad you feel and think you are, no matter how much you hate yourself, TRY TO LOVE OTHERS. At first you won't realise how big of a change it makes, but it will. Focusing on others makes you feel like you matter. Personally, I have overcome depression by volunteering in my village's library. I hated it at first because I couldn't much, but I learned quickly (it is not such a difficult job, it is rather lazy and quiet) and when kids and elderly people came and asked me to suggest them a book to read, well, it made me feel good, a bit better, at least. The more I stayed in that library, the more I felt confident and my self esteem and happiness increased. Love your family, love your friends, love everybody. Even if you feel like they hate you, even if you feel like it is not worth using up all of your energy by volunteering. Try to do, try to make something. Try to make stuff and sell it on Etsy, try to sing and put your music and covers on YouTube, try to write stories and put them on whatever writing social network you like. You don't have to do it in person, just try to do something. Try to love others in whatever way you think you can. Just do something good. And remember that I love you. You can send me messages whenever you feel like talking. I care about you.

[just-sofie]

Lmao people still using the Affenzirkus thing to justify his behavior, I mean sure the author could've used a better word but that's never been the issue with him anyway. He got kicked off the team under three different coaches, 2 where the affenzirkus thibg didn't even happen.

Also his apology is ridiculous, I wanted to leave in the summer but it didn't work out so that's why I behaved that way.. what an apology smh

Lmao Auba actually wrote that he behaved like he behaved because he wanted to transfer and there are still people who defend him because “racism”…

[snowsong-family-soap-opera]

So. Current campaign is on hold so I’m gonna post about the one we’re doing in the meantime

The party: *gets fucking obliterated in a fight due to me getting trapped in a temple I can’t open the door to because it needs NINE DIFFERENT SPRLLS TO BE CAST INTO IT AND IM A LEVEL THREE TIEFLING RANGER I HAVE LIKE FOUR THIBGS I CAN DO

Me: IM GONNA PUT THE MAGIC DEMON RING I GOT ON THE ROOF TO THE HANDPRINT IN THE DOOR AND SCREAM “PLEASE DO SOMETHING I CANT OPEN THE DOOR AND MY FRIENDS ARE GONNA DIE”

Dm: percentile dice????

Me: {insert whatever it was}

DM:... the door fucking explodes? And you get thrown back, stunned for three rounds

The rest of the party including the npc my character is low key crushing on: *get fucking wrecked fighting gnolls while I’m near unconscious in a now busted aasimar temple*

Our aasimar rogue: CAN I JUST... GO GET PYRA??? CAN I DO THE MEDITATION THINGY AND GO TO THAT SCARY DATK PLACE I WENT KAST TINE I TRIED TO TALK TO MY DAD????

The dm, struck with inspiration: YES, YES YOU CAN! CAUSE THAT WAS AN AFRERLIFE PLANE! LETS FUVKIN GO! You’re gonna meet her parents and it am gonna be weird as fuck!

My tiefling ranger, casually watching her friend meditating beside a dead body in an angelic temple: so I’m gonna go get what’s left of the artificer npc’s pet mechadog... have fun I guess? I got my spell slots back cause temple bullshit so I can use my cure wounds if you get hurt being a dumbass

[thehowlclub]

(1/3) So I'm having a rough time right now. I'm starting college this monday, which I'm really excited about and I know it's a great thing. However, the three people I actually care about are all going to different colleges and are moved in already. I got slapped in the face with a depressive episode today and need someone here with me right now because I can't stop  crying but they're all gone. And now I can't stop worrying about the future.

(2/3)I’m potentially giving up doing something that I loved doing because now it only causes me anxiety. I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel so lost. I’m sorry if this seems chaotic but I can’t think straight. I don’t know what to do. If this keeps happening, I don’t know how I can make it through college. I have a terrible time making friends and it took me years to open up to those three people, I don’t know if I can do it again(3/3)And I’m really frustrated with myself because I know this doesn’t matter and that thibgs could be so much worse, but I don’t feel anything except sadness and anger and I don’t know what to do. I just don’t want to disappoint anyone, but I already know I will.