#thousandth time saying this

[hungwy]

salad can be so good if people dont make stupid and bad ones. god damn

[s0up1ta]

i'm normal about this franchise

[cosmicourple]

Feral! Logan in Scogan ship this, animalistic protectiveness! Logan in Scogan that- NO‼️‼️‼️ FERAL! SCOTT IN SCOGAN‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ APESHIT! SCOTT LETTING LOOSE IN ORDER TO PROTECT &/OR RESCUE HIS STINKY BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

[thekidsarentalright]

and i'd promise you anything for another shot at life is kinda one of the most fucked up lyrics ever if u really think about it. why would he say that

[mhaynoot]

[orv spoilers]

for most of orv, kdj fundamentally believes that he does not deserve love nor that his selfworth was greater than the survival of his companions.

he was forged in boyhood with a mother who hurt him for the sake of her love for him. his foundational years instrumentally shaped his perception on what is love - on what someone who loves does for the one they love, on the one-sided sacrifice of love. his mother's actions were so fundamental on his perception of love that it was forever changed after her sacrifice, becoming the core of who he was as a person. not only that but his mother's sacrifice had also probably been the last act of love he knowingly received for a long, long time until the scenarios began. kdj, a lonely existence who went through school, college and work at arms length away from others, who grew up on books and his protagonist and bore only pain from other human beings, grew up to possess a selfish expression love and the ideal of unconditional self sacrifice. for kdj, love was pain and sacrifice and the person you love will end up hating you.

and, thus, his acts of love become acts of violence towards himself and unknowingly violence towards the bonds he has created with others. his lack of selfworth and selflove, his harmful understanding of love, hurts the companion he leaves behind in sacrifice much like his mother had done to him.

which makes it all the more heartbreaking when, in the war between good and evil, he wants to live. wants to stay. wants to be saved. wants believe in the love of his companions. wants to believe in his own self worth. and so he asks yjh, hsy and jhw to rescue him, reaches his hand out to his loved ones and he finally, finally goes "please save me".

but this all breaks apart. later, when the doors to the train doors open and he is confronted with OD and all the underlying suspicions (self-hatred) he had so far are reaffirmed, everything shatters. any sense of self-love he might of had collapses at the sight of his "sin" and he is broken down into the character he believes himself to be: an unlovable and unforgivable being.

he leaves behind 49% of everything he believes the others love, the best parts of himself, the part he believes they would love only. and what are these parts? his memories together with them, not the one who read wos, not the one who hates tomatoes, not the one who survived on his own, hurt and lonely. the best parts of himself were the ones he had with the others, of their time together. (because who would love whats left in the 51%? they dont even know those parts after all.)

but he's wrong of course. kimcom loves him, loves the idiot who hates tomatoes, who could only live because he read a crappy webnovel, the one with a shitty way of speaking, and had starry eyes that sparkled. they love him. and they wrote all of that love into ORV.

which is why im going insane cause if you want a happy post-epilogue for orv, this only happens because kdj (and in turn the small % in every reader) wants to be saved, wants to be happy, knows that he (and us) deserves to be saved, to live and to be happy to be able to truly, wholeheartedly imagine and want for his story to continue. and kdj has to know that he is loved, entirely.

[deadboyfriendd]

[caffichai]

@as-easel 's Easel!

Hey mutual, I don't think we've ever spoken before but thanks for your support!

[tkfluff-fanatic]

I LOVE PROVOKING PEOPLE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🤍

[deeplovelydark]

I'm sure I'm paraphrasing someone else's post but: garak doesn't deserve better and he doesn't deserve happiness but what if he got it anyway (or the closest possible version of it that he's capable of)

[fraddit]

Ready for it to be tomorrow, so I can do more editing on my fic.

[tethered-heartstrings]

if you told me two years ago i'd be nearing 1k memes for a gay cannibal show.... i would honestly not say much because i avoid talking to people as much as possible irl

[rockybloo]

I need to make a whole doodle dump of just Jack BUT SPECIFICALLY expressions as an excuse to draw his fangs

[emtmercy]

Both conservatives and leftists who think all that matters is whether or not Aaron bushnell was “insane” are so wild to me

Like my hope that we can build communities in which we prevent each other from burning ourselves alive in the face of desperation at evil power structures rly has nothing to do with whether or not the person is “insane”

Also I do think it’s offensive for leftists to use that language in these cases like regular suicidal people are also not “insane” even if they do suffer from mental health issues

I think many people are revealing that they don’t understand more average suicides either

suicide is not about “insanity” however the fuck you would even define that

[jensen-frackles]

I don’t know why but hearing Richie say “no, please, Max” when he’s begging for his life—like calling out to Max, saying his name—just makes it so much more heartbreaking than just saying “no please no” the usage of Max’s name makes it so much more personal; just devastating and tragic. it hurts

[in-death-we-fall]

"Covid causes brain damage" suuch a controversial statement among people who suddenly in the past few years just read things wrong, and can't find words, and mix them up, and forget their blinker

[fipindustries]

yeah this story just sucks now