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(heaven is you,)
(heaven is you,)
(heaven is you.)
everything else was stressing me out so i drew a bunch of hands to relax (thus me not bothering to polish them) (did its job for the first couple hours then i got anxious again)
#dr kondraki#dr clef#clefdraki#scp fandom#scp foundation#scp#scp fanart#fanart#illustration#pushing my prosthetic fingers clef agenda#taking a break from clefdrakiposting after this but dont hold me to that im probably lying to myself#and the song ends there the rest of it doesnt exist god it really does suck#surga itu epep#the third one should get to have its own dedicated post its so much better than rhe other two#thoughts aplenty#its past my bedtime and the beasts are going after me goodnight
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not me writing a mini essay about the relationship between sailor & ship again
#the body of the naval war machine is half dead but more importantly it is half alive.#it is important to me that you know this#also reading stephen taylor's book about sailors and ARRGGHH#thoughts aplenty#echo
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its hard being a silliness-inclined guy drawing stuff in a grimdark setting. i promise i absorb and understand the hard, horrible truthes of this setting, i think that really inclines me more to just. try to smidgen in moments of respite and joy in their miserable lives
#was introspecting about my work and i really dont.. eh.. i dont know#i want to be seen as someone whos respectful and mindful but i also enjoy just. having fun. doing stuff for the sake of 'it makes me smile'#it is very difficult to balance :<#i mean too there ARE aplenty of extremely skilled artists who draw plenty of the Serious more 'in character' works too#pftphtpth. just sharing thoughts
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sorry I'm not here a lot, I've been bedrotting incredibly hard and having my very last additional bits of hope left in my industry being rattled nonstop recently, so we've been doing pretty poorly overall gang!!! but yeah, I'll try to be back a bit more, that might actually help
hope you're all doing well <3
#thoughts#personal#cw mental health#sometimes I feel like...#I don't know I feel so fucking stupid for stubbornly believing in the necessity of solidarity#that it's something that is both good to want and realistic to achieve --and moral to prioritize#attempts at solidarity have been so incredibly destructive to my career and reputation overall and for literally zero benefits at all#it's been costing me jobs and relationships and money and health aplenty#forgiveness and second chances are being constantly proven to be bad ideas --and yet I insist! because I am an idiot!!#I don't know. I just wish I'd feel less heartbroken by the state of it all#I know it's capitalism that gets us there --and I'm just bad at this game and it's the game we're playing so...#a lot of people assume I'm naive and lack experience which is why I'm getting over-invested and burned constantly#but no unfortunately no I'm just a painfully self-aware dumbass who never learns#the definition of insanity etc#anyway.
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if i display even the slightest bit of sickness i shall quickly find a mask and slip it on lest i disgust those near me.
#random thoughts#will be buying masks aplenty in future. i am not typically one to get sick but even so.#i worry.........
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Religious/spiritual bipoc youth who have to grapple with generational trauma, religious guilt, and on top of that their own peers giving them a hard time for being religious/spiritual because it makes them "the enemy" or whatever... yea
#I was having thoughts last night#Usually I don't like stating my details; it makes me feel like I'm trying to appeal to something when my words are too weak;#but I don't want to make it sound like I'm speaking from nowhere; I'm very much speaking from somewhere#I'm African American with an Indigenous Caribbean background and I grew up Catholic with various spiritual beliefs#Separating my beliefs from my race and culture is impossible; at least if I would like to preserve authenticity;#but it seems like not everyone is on the same page about this at all#I'm not saying people should be forced to be happy about religion and religious institutions; they have issues aplenty;#but I am very much saying that religion and spirituality as a whole plays a major role in culture#and that if you want to appeal to poc you need to be willing to at least be accepting of people who practice religion and spirituality#Open-mindedness and respect is very useful; I don't see enough open-mindedness and respect; but that's the old person in me talking#People are too quick to be mean and judgmental; funny enough that's where a lot of microagressions come from#Like I have news for all the people who attacked me as a religious person and not as a racial minority; metaphorically
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I recently re-watched Encanto after a while, and Luisa REALLY reminded me of Kouko, so I figured I'd draw this! I've been insanely busy lately, but I managed to squeeze this in because brainrot LMAO I'll probably draw another happier doodle of Kouko as Luisa later on, because it's so cute, but for now, angst.
Surface Pressure really strikes me as a Kouko song, not just because Kouko and Luisa have plenty of things in common, but also because it's a song about being a older sibling and the immense pressure of trying to protect your younger siblings. A TON of Kouko's character motivation is avenging her little sister she couldn't save when she was a child. I would've drawn Fuyuko in Mirabel's clothing, but I figured it was sadder to make her a silhouette because Kouko has no idea what an older Fuyuko would look like for obvious reasons.
I love how the skirt came out, but the light source layer made it really difficult to shade the shirt, so I may redraw this in the future when I figure out how to tweak it to work properly! Otherwise, though, I really like how it came out!
#fancharacter#inuyasha oc#fan oc#inuyasha#fan character#inuyasha fancharacter#anime art#my artwork#my art#encanto#disney encanto#luisa madrigal#surface pressure had me emotional LMAO#Kouko thoughts aplenty.#More Kouko x Inuyasha coming soon lol
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sunaifen? guinashang? whatever they are, stocks are rising, and id love to know ur thoughts before we see guinaifen in game
the way they clearly have some bond, with sushang giving guinaifen her xianzhou name. protective knight sushang trying to deal with guinaifen and her hazard antics. she's a public menace but also so hot.
i have a lot of respect for sushang after wrapping up aurum valley. she clearly cares deeply to the point of getting herself stuck in messes. mmm. they have some real good solid ground going for them.
also remember when i said "it's cute that sushang has some awkward distance with guinaifen, like she's not sure how to deal with the fact that she's going to outlive guinaifen for centuries to come and while guinaifen will grow ill and old it won't happen to sushang the same way" because i think about it still. like sushang wants to do right so bad she would agonize over this.
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I’ve discovered that I came to Bali at a pretty amazing time - during Nyepi.
Today is the night before Nyepi, and there were Ogoh Ogoh parades all over the island. These scary looking figures are made months in advance, and they’re paraded around with people making as much noise as possible.
The idea is to attract demons to the island. Tomorrow is the ‘day of silence’ - everyone has to stay inside, electricity and data roaming is shut off, and many people spend the day fasting, meditating and staying completely silent. When the attracted demons arrive, they’ll find what looks like a deserted island and move on. Thus Bali is safe for another year.
Since tomorrow nobody is allowed on the streets (tourists included), my friend had two large chickens in her fridge for both of us. But we did get caught out by places closing early tonight and didn’t have any dinner. However, my hosts just informed me that they’ll give us all breakfast, lunch and dinner tomorrow….so hooray, I’m eating that chicken now because I’m starving 😆
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i watched My Neighbor Totoro for the first time, here's my chronological viewing experience:
woo-hoo! dusty old japanese house with japanese architectural details aplenty
these kids got some ENERGY my goodness
family dynamic's adorable. peak quality dad humor
kids: our house is haunted. parents: that's so cool!
hell yeah, wrinkled old lady rep. we need more friendly old women with potato faces and warts like storybook witches. the backbone of society, these ladies
Plot Summary: Small Child Bothers Local Wildlife
sacred tree sacred tree sacred tree
Introducing Totoro! nobody said this fucker's got TEETH???
Uh-Oh! Inadequate Parental Supervision Detected
(you misplaced your four year old! you're not supposed to do that)
4-year-old: i met a magic forest spirit. dad: oh shit fr?
4-year-old: *angrily hugs sister* missed u bitch
this small child has a smile like a toad. like a really really cute toad. like the cutest toad in all existence. i love her she's perfection please just let this child be happy
rice paddies are so pretty....so back breaking....rice is such a prissy crop
*my crush is stranded in a rainstorm* takethisumbrellait'syoursnowBYE *runs away in panic im so good at flirting*
Giant Chinchilla Learns To Hold Umbrella, Is Fucking Delighted By Experience
take this, it will help you on your quest! *hands u trail mix wrapped in a leaf*
LO-FI HIP HOP STUDY LIST!
crouching down to peer at dirt--A++ top notch foundational childhood experience
mom has a big ass forehead
honey! the chinchillas are performing Rituals in the backyard again
help yeah let's jack and the bean stalk this shit
huh so we're all just climbing aboard the giant chinchilla's tiddies now ok
class trip!
the pure adrenaline of Vegetable Gardening
no! the small child is crying! she is bawling her eyes out. no no no. i can't cope with this. emotionally i cannot cope 🥺🥺🥺
i've only had Mei one hour but if anything happens to her i will raze this earth and everyone on it
please someone make this small child smile again
oh no the tall child is crying too
i can't take this. my heart can't take this.
i need a drink
small child running determined to deliver magic veggies to the hospital. this kid is my hero
she is also unsupervised. so, so unsupervised
babe you are FOUR
godDAMMIT ghibli, you cannot give me watercolor sunsets while a small child is missing. u are killing me. my heart is giving out. this is me, experiencing heart failure.
Totoro to the rescue!
no wait CATBUS to the rescue!
i admit i initially thought the cat was a creep. alice in wonderland prejudiced me. i have revised my notions of smiling cats
i've decided the cat is a metaphor for the magic of a robust public transport system
MEI'S OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and so is mom. she's a lovely lady im sorry for what i said about her forehead. it's a noble forehead.
happy ending YES bitch!!!!!!
ok. ok ok ok. that was magical.
(as a first-time adult viewer i was worried i wouldn't be able to Access the Magic. but i could and i did and it was incredible. that was culture. that was ART. joy distilled into animated form. holy rites of childhood. i understand now. how glorious, this world we grow out of. how full of marvels. i'm going outside to smell grass and sun and get dirt under my fingernails. miraculous.)
#mr ghibli please you cannot do this to my heart#totoro#my neighbor totoro#spoilers#?#initially i misspelled Totoro as Tortoro throughout the entire post#i fixed it but dear heavens i was tempted to leave it in. you're WELCOME
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Ghost who wants you—commands you—to have your way with him.
"Use me, sweetheart."
It's your hand clutching his close-cropped hair, pulling him close, and bloody hell, he's right where he needs to be, face buried—no, he's fuckin' smothered between your soft thighs. You don't hear it, you feel it, his hum of pleasure reverberating throughout your body, his greedy tongue making you jump some, clutch his head even tighter, and grab onto anything else you can to keep your balance.
Your soldier couldn't care less. No thoughts. Just wanna be used. Just want to suck and fuck and kiss and make you cum. Want to taste you, want you to invade his senses, love.
It's Simon grabbing your thighs when you try to move away because he knows you're close.
"It's too much, Si..." "Stop fuckin' movin'."
It's Simon upping the ante because he wants you to cum on his face and wants to taste you when he lights up. " 'm right here," Simon coaxes you, harsh grunts aplenty and breathless, "Cum on me, love."
Wish granted.
You're left panting, catching your breath, and trying to keep steady while Simon lights his cigarette on the third try, slightly trembling from the intensity of his own orgasm (fuck, he loved these jeans). It's Simon, dark eyes boring into yours as his ciggy dangles from his lips, sated, used, and ready for more as he inhales the nicotine, tastes your cum, and bloody fuckin' hell, he's intoxicated.
And all his senses are invaded by you.
#2queued4u.#cw: smoking#nsfw.#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern whorefare.#simon ghost riley#ghost call of duty#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley x you#simon riley x reader#cod x reader#cod x you#call of duty x reader#call of duty x you#x black reader#x plus size reader#x poc reader#x gn!reader#task force 141
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Reached tag limit in my last post just thought I should let it known.... beware
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all the kids are asocial and the adults are. unrelatable and loud as shit. fuck do i do
#dreamy chatters#i would like... to find a spider...#thought i found a daddy long legs earlier but no it was a mozzie#rhere's cobwebs aplenty in here. but where are the spiders#edit: ayyyyyyy i found one. 2 actually. but only 1 was definitrly alove#hey lil guys!!
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#random thoughts#made a poll because i have. colors aplenty. and am indecisive#i think that all of them would go well with what i'm wearing. except. maybe the blue#unsure. (':
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My Mom’s Asian Drama Related Rant of the Day
Mom: Why do the women in Chinese, Korean, and Japanese dramas have their heels break?!
Me: It's a trope so the love interest can carry them or something ::gestures at the screen::
Mom: Are they bad shoes?! They pay so much money for those shoes only for them to break
Me: XD
#other people's thoughts and reactions#For the record: my mom tends to skew towards romantic comedies#Where there are tropes aplenty.#TV tropes#Asian dramas#She had a separate rant going asking why women keep ordering sake or soju instead of soda but I stopped her LOL#Just ignore me.
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SHE SAID YES TODAAAAAAAY
Also you wanna know how fucking smitten I am? I actually ASKED my coworker if we could listen to Christmas music today. She said no 😭😭
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