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[ax-haling-blog]

Why I call myself Ax

I started referring to myself as Ax when I had a complete mental break down earlier this year and I felt like I was falling off my axis. I needed a place where I could be free of social norms. Where I could be my own kind of freak and no one knows me.  

My family and friends are also probably freaks too but I’d rather not expose my inner core to them.  I feel shame and fear criticism and abandonment. But my inner goddess and my inner vixen are longing to share themselves - just to myself mostly but also perhaps to voyeurs if they so wish to follow my narrative.  

I welcome true, real and kind people to join my inner circle of anonymity. Interactive and intimate conversations to help dive deeper into ourselves. To encourage the inner freak - allow it to be free and perhaps freeing ourselves in our day to day lives as well. A release. A safe place. Not only exploring sexuality but also inner demons that are not for polite company. I am open and supportive to all loving and kind humans.  I support the down trodden - the unfortunate.