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rook falling asleep on the red couch in the lighthouse dining room while lucanis is making dinner....... they were helping out by keeping him company and peeling and chopping potatoes for a while there but then the potatoes are done and the room is so safe and warm and smells like coffee and good food and lucanis is trying to explain something to spite and his voice is low and soft and good to listen to and rook's eyes only slip closed for a moment. they'll get up to save the world again or whatever in a second just. one moment. while the world is warm and kind. and then they're being shaken gently awake an hour later because it's time to eat and everyone's starting to drift hopefully dinner-wards
#lucanis looking down at peacefully sleeping rook like '...I *have* to figure out more things I can do for them than kill or die#because that's a bit limited long-term and one of those will probably mostly make them really upset. (also you only get to do it once.#just not good value for the price as gestures of love go.)#but maker I WILL also do that' as he drapes a blanket over them. and maybe strokes their hair. don't look at me#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#do you guys ever yearn. are you filled with unspeakable longing. are you ever brought to your knees humbled and wrecked#before the altar of the mortifying simplicity and lack of grandeur of your own impossible desires. anyway#at one point rye is going to tell this man in a sort of bewilderment of joy and relief 'you make me feel so safe'#and he'll have to go 'you may be surprised to hear that that is not a sentiment a man in my profession gets to hear a lot usually'#'well get used to hearing it (bitch)(infinitely affectionate)'#and then they hug or something idk don't speak to me do not look at me
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this project is gonna be the death of me it is never ending but I’m locking in we ball
#long awaited update#hit a rough ass patch in recovery from my Many Things#feeling good for the first time since August tho#fingers crossed i AM recovering fr but time will tell in several months when it’s time to face the unspeakable terrors again#ah well worst come to worse I’ll have another wild tale to accompany the next batch of brain damage I get dealt by god#cosplay#soulsborne#bloodborne#ludwig the accursed#fromsoftware#ludwig the holy blade#horror#monster#fromsoft#dark souls#bloodborne cosplay#puppetry#practical effects
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Maybe the poison drips through. (2.07 / 4.07)
#do you ever just feel the unspeakable horrors about it 😔#succession#romangerri#roman x gerri#roman roy#logan roy#gerri kellman#mine#long post
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i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago
#like if buck had a kid and he said to eddie “theres no one in this world i trust with my kid more than you” eddie wouldve given him head#if buck had written him into his will and said “because eddie (cuz im sorry but buck loves eddies name too much to not use it)#you act like youre expendable but youre wrong“ eddie wouldve been like on his knees begging for buck to move in already#or if eddie did something reckless and after told buck he had to do it and buck just looked at him fondly and said “i know you did”#eddie wouldve dragged his ass to the nearest jewelry store to get them matching rings#or if someone off handedly mentioned how long he was dead/underground/uhhh bleeding out from his gunshot wound#and buck corrected them and said “um no actually it was 3 minutes and 17 before we got to the hospital” eddie wouldve done unspeakable#things to him in the bathroom of that underground poker club#or if eddie came out to buck and buck gave him a similar supportive little talk and said “this doesnt change a thing between us”#eddie wouldve been like “uh no actually it does get in the fucking car rn” and driven them to the courthouse so they could get married#basically#eddie says the gayest shit to buck all the time but buck just hears it as Normal Bro Things because hes never had a normal friend before so#he had nothing to really compare it to#but if buck were to say this kinda gay shit to eddie#eddie would immediately be like oh youre in love with me because eddie is a romantic and knows declarations of love when he hears them#however#buck communicates his feelings with flirting but eddie is fucking stupid and has no game and no rizz and doesnt realize hes flirting#eddie communicates his feelings with grand declarations of love but buck is fucking stupid and doesnt realize people actually care about hi#they need to flip communication styles and then theyll realize#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#get him out of there#let eddie free so he can finally have game#omg no or if eddie had done something that kinda pissed buck off and buck just looked at him after eddie apologized and said “ofc i forgive#you“ well there wouldve been something freaky going on in the firehouse closets that halloween
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Vincent Price as Maximilian The Great
The Long Night (1947) dir. Anatole Litvak
#vincent price#the long Night#henry fonda#film noir#black and white movie#black and white#magician#i fucking love him#hes so evil in this...#i want him to do unspeakable things to me#he makes me feral#so sexy#bicon#bisexual#god#horror#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome#gif#gifs made by me#gif set#gifs
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IT'S ALL OVER NOW, ALL OUT TO SEA. @thetroubletones, i love you!
#gleeedit#glee#finnhudsonedit#finn hudson#gleesource#ehmuh#userjustine#userneptune#usermd#addys-beth#*#re: gfx#re: ts lyrics#*gleemidnights#the second instalment in the els midnights glee saga and it only took me 4 months !!!#veryyyy proud of this and i had a lot of fun experimenting (just like i did the first time) even if it did make me. unspeakably sad. HSJHSJ#and really. what other choice was there for this song ??#anyway. PEAK OF MY CAREER. shjshjs (the set i drop next week will also be the peak of my career stay tuned)#istg this was inspired by another set but it's been so long i literally cannot remember and it's killing me 😭#as always. for emmakins <33 I LOVEEEE YOU
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What if Danny and Jason met in the infinite realms when Jason was dead and started a relationship?
Jason gets brought back to life, with or without memories of what happened while he was dead, and Danny has no idea where he's gone.
Jason is going through his whole training for vengeance thing. Danny is searching high and low, calling on all of the ancients and all of his rouges, doing whatever it takes to get his boyfriend back.
Jason meets up with the Bats. Does his whole 'kill Joker if you actually care about me' thing. Heads in a duffle bag and what have you. Danny still can't find Jason, but is starting to figure out that Jason was Robin. Like, actually Robin and just a concept spirit like Clockwork.
Jason starts making amends with the Batfam, but his "pit madness" is still a massive issue. Tucker and Sam help Danny figure out that Robin was Jason Todd and he lived in Gotham.
Jason wakes up one morning and feels like crap. He keeps having random sharp pains in his chest. He goes to the Batcave to get Alfred to check him out. Danny gets to Gotham and starts searching for Jason when he senses something odd. It's like someone is calling out to him, so he follows the feeling.
Danny arrives just in time to see Jason "giving birth" to their child.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dc x dp#dp x dc prompt#i guess it's actually more of an outline than a prompt#danny fenton#jason todd#jason x danny#dead on main#double dead#the pit madness was just pregnancy hormones#yeah he still tried to murk tim#but to be fair#he was pregnant and going through a lot emotionally#the baby took a long time to develop because of lack of ectoplasm#he calms down after the baby is out of him#danny's freaking out because holy fuck he's a dad!#danny does unspeakable things to the joker#he was not about to let the guy that murdered his boyfriend live in the same world as his baby#could be changed to jason and danny being from different universes#that's a better explanation for why it takes danny so long to find jason#need to queue#i already posted something big today
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enthralled by the implications of what we could have had
#they couldnt put this in because edgeworth wouldve tried doing unspeakable things to lang right after 😔#shi long lang#shelly de killer#so much of de killer's concept art is him shirtless and honestly grandpa could get it
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every time rye hears lucanis really laugh he has such a mortifying '*sick and harrowed with longing to the very depths of his soul* alright :)' moment. I just got the banter where taash talks about stuff their mother told them about crows as a kid and it was a 10 on the soul quaking richter scale event
#he was existentially jumpscared by lucanis' genuine happiness (hitherto unspied) when he bought him a cool wyvern knife#and his heart (and his libido) went 'target aqcuired. seek at any cost' and now he's just stuck like this forever probably. poor guy#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#rook x lucanis#rookanis#in some ways I think they come from very similar backgrounds in that they've had lives defined by their work and been incredibly lonely#while telling themselves the work is enough. people distressed and shocked to find they're people. with people needs and longings#(when you do the little puzzle with the bells in the memorial gardens lucanis actually comments that the strict training watchers get#sounds very familiar in some ways. and yeah there are some parallels you can easily build if you feel like it. family trouble man)#the fact that they already have a relationship where they casually yes and each other comedically. unspeakable. all I want and need for the#I want to shower them both in a frivolousness of joy and silliness haha#the little codex that pops up with 'things shathann said about the crows' tho. I'm. crying.
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MOB GWYNRIEL??? 🙋🏻♀️
Yeah, once I finish mob nessian. Gwyn with her shotgun, Azriel just experiencing L after humiliating L.
#first he gets his shit rocked by elain#who absconds with an fbi agent capable of ruining everything#and on his way to get her back hes accosted by nesta and her deep georgia girlfriends#one of whom puts a shotgun in his face#and hes been around long enough to know when someone will pull the trigger#naturally hes unspeakably turned on because no one ever told the batboys about therapy
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”come over here and make me” kanej
(1 2 or make up your own) (ask)
Sankt Emerens is not someone Inej was really familiar with before she was brought to Kerch.
As part of a traveling circus, living in a wagon, her family hadn't had a lot of need for harvest festivals. They'd usually taken advantage of them to set up a tent and earn coin in one of the smaller Ravkan villages they passed through. But they never stopped at the shrines or left offerings to him. Why would they, when they didn't grow anything?
Her first autumn in the Barrel, Inej was surprised by the revelry on Emeren's feast day - the sheer number of drunk people in the streets, the fireworks, the raucous laughter and the stream of men whose inhibitions were low enough to stumble into the Menagerie and spend their kruge on girls who couldn't say no.
She thought she might hate Sankt Emerens. She had never hated a saint before, but she was willing to bend a little for someone who inspired such chaos.
Which is why, in her second year in Ketterdam, Inej climbs up to the roof of the Slat with a bottle of whiskey and resolves to not think about anything even remotely religious instead of participating in the celebrations. She decides to pretend that it's a normal night, and that no one on the West Stave is being sold in the name of someone who died in a grain silo.
It doesn't go great.
She's only a drink or so into the whiskey, the amber liquid just kissing the top of the label as she lowers it from her lips, when she feels his presence on the roof with her.
"Hello, Kaz," she offers, giving him a little toast with the bottle. It's about time she got to greet him without looking.
"What business?" he asks, which just makes her snort through her nose. He's come to see her. On the roof. During a festival. Why would she be bringing him business? Sometimes Kaz is just the absolute worst.
"Getting drunk," she replies, though she doesn't think she will. She's had enough whiskey. She doesn't even like the stuff, it's just what Kaz had in his stash that she could take. Plus, if she's going to get drunk, she should do it with her feet on the ground. Nothing good has ever come of trying to get shitfaced on a roof.
Probably her father has a saying about that. Something profound, and wise. She misses him in a way that aches.
Kaz comes to sit next to her, close but carefully avoiding any contact between their bodies, and holds his hand out for the bottle. She takes another sip before she hands it to him.
"This is mine," he says, but he wipes the rim of it with his sleeve before taking a swallow. He winces a little, and Inej can't help but smile. He doesn't shoot whiskey well. It's something no one else seems to ever notice. He sips it, drinks it for status instead of enjoyment. She files it away in her mind, a secret she can sell when he's rich and powerful.
"I borrowed it," she replies, watching him out of the corner of her eye. "You weren't around to ask."
"Someone had to arrange for the fireworks," he shrugs. "There's always profit in this city, if you know where to look."
Somehow, Inej thinks her father would disapprove of that as a proverb. But it does sound like the kind of thing you would say while shaking the hand of your pewmate at a Ghezenite service. Good morning, there's profit to be made. Heathens.
"Of course," she shakes her head and reaches for the bottle again.
Kaz doesn't hand it over, instead making a show of taking another deep drink. This time he coughs, and Inej feels vindicated by it. What an asshole he is.
"Why aren't you out there?" he asks, gesturing with his chin towards the revelers below. "You could get drunk on another man's alcohol."
"Other men want payment for free drinks," she says, before she can consider it. It's true, of course. If you let a man buy you a whiskey he asks for your company. And Inej can't be bought anymore. Not like that. With Kaz, there may still be a price for things, but it's a price she knows up front. A price she can say no to, and know that he'll let her.
That seems to put him on his heels, and she uses his moment of distraction to take the bottle back, swallowing deep. She should stop. She should get down. She doesn't want to.
The alcohol is warm in her stomach, and Kaz is warm at her side, despite the barrier of air and clothing that will always keep them apart.
"Give that back," he demands, his brow furrowed. "Go buy your own whiskey, Wraith."
"Why don't you come over here and make me?" she replies, and when their eyes meet in the darkness, she can feel something coming from him that she's never felt before. Something like want or need. It scares her. It scares her to think that she's on a roof, far away from anyone who can help her, with this boy who she trusts. Who has earned her trust. Who lies and cheats and murders and probably doesn't deserve that trust.
He opens his mouth to reply, but she doesn't hear what he says, because something explodes over the harbor.
It's a firework, a shower of gold and red sparks like a small sun that blazes into existence for a moment. It's breathtaking, and she turns to look at Kaz, watching as the next one goes off, the reflection of green and blue in his dark eyes. He's beautiful, and the way he's looking at her makes her think that maybe- maybe- he thinks she's beautiful, too.
Probably not. Probably Kaz Brekker doesn't have feelings about beauty, unless it's something he can get money from. And he promised her she would never have to do that. So what use would her beauty be to him, anyway?
"Here," Inej hands him the bottle and gets to her feet. "I'm done. Good night, Kaz."
"Stay," he says, his voice warm in the chill of the air. Or maybe it's the alcohol. "Just - just until the fireworks are done. They're good fireworks. I would know."
Inej pauses, looking away from him to where a series of three explosions is going off, one after the other, a high whistling sound giving way to the bursts of color. It is pretty. It reminds her a little of the ones her aunt and uncle used to set off at the solstice, meant to scare back the night and show the way for the sun to return to them.
"Okay," Inej breathes, and returns to sitting an inch away from Kaz, their bodies never touching. If it's payment for the whiskey, well. She's willing to pay it. For now.
Neither of them speaks again as the explosions around them start to pick up, colors and sparks dancing down the firmament. She leans back on her palms, the rough shingles of the roof biting into them. Something soft and firm brushes over her fingers, a split second of contact that feels for all the world like leather.
She doesn't react, schooling herself to stillness. If Kaz touched her hand, she knows, it was an accident. It's not something he would do on purpose. Not to her, and not to anyone. So she won't make a big deal of it.
Kaz doesn't say anything either, just takes another gasping drink from the bottle and sits with her as the sky turns to light.
#meme#talkback#anonymous#kanej#six of crows#I feel like you wanted something sexy but the next two are bound to be unspeakably horney#so have some longing#several birds book#my fic
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Thinking about Mithrun angst unfailingly gets me like
#Dungeon meshi#mithrun#has ID#Feel free to review it and rewrite it to be more efficient or pleasant or smth#This face should become a common reaction pic/emote. Source: I would use it a lot#Putting together my Mithrun playlist and torturing myself through the process. Pausing every minute to recompose myself on the verge of#Crying and/or writing out a long emotional rant about him#Him and the winged lion being an abusive relationship allegory. I’m fine.#Feeling abandoned. Feeling empty. Feeling forever changed and for what? There’s no peace to be found like this. No closure. Not here.#Me thinking about Chainsaw Man again. “I love you please humiliate me/ Rob me of my dignity and laugh my honey” sung with that raw intensit#Thinking about Tablet. Thinking about Deep Down.#Thinking about Ghost and pals songs. Pathological Facade and Novocaine.#“Who will I become?”#Anyways fun reaction pic for blorbo angst#I have unspeakable monsters in my drafts. Including perhaps maybe a web weaving#Fumi rambles#(in tags)
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Vincent Price as
The Last Man On Earth (1964) dir. Sydney Salkow
#vincent price#the last man on earth#i am legend#post apocalyptic#last man on earth#zombies#zombie#vampires#vampire#horror#he is so sexy...#that tight T-shirt.....fuckkkkkkk#i want him to do unspeakable things to me#omgfgdkdkkskdksnsnskskkskskekes#his long legs#god i want him#bicon#bisexual#god#old horror movies#vintage#movie#actor#handsome#gif#gifs made by me#gif set
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other people's theories on why illusen and jhudora became enemies: angsty, well thought-out, full of lore
my theories: maybe one of them stole the other one's favorite lipstick and it was a limited edition holiday exclusive that was never sold again???
(presenting exhibit a! which is...the only exhibit i've got, really!)
#neopets#neotag#shitpost#there's probs a gay reading somewhere about how they wear similar lipstick and that's definitely cute#that said the idea of faeries elevating petty roommate drama to an unspeakably long grudge just sends me lol#my post
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Hit a nice round scary big number of kudos on ao3 so I'm gonna be sappy for a min. I fucking loved writing as a kid -- I wanted to be an author, bc ofc I did -- and I wrote ceaselessly, hundreds of thousands of words, both fanfic and original stuff. I would cram folded bits of plain paper in my pockets and write in tiny tiny handwriting on each side (bc you can fit so much more on the available space that way!) and I'd type in the shitty notes app of my cheap shitty smartphone once I got one and I went through countless notebooks and refill pads and what have you. Sixth form was very bad for me mental health wise and I burnt out really hard, and for a very very long time after I thought that was it. I couldn't get more than a handful of paragraphs done on something, at best, and I wasn't really happy with anything I was doing.
And then I played through a video game as a murderous demigod overflowing with religious guilt and, well, here we are. According to ao3 I have published 37.2k words in the past eight months -- not a whole lot, esp by other people's standards, but for me that is a staggering amount, esp for someone who has struggled a lot w writing anything at all for the past eight years.
I've never really been active in a fandom before (not that I really am now, I stay in my lil corner and you cannot make me leave) but I have made so many incredible friends over the past few months and I am so, so grateful to know you all.
To everyone who has liked my fics, thank you. To everyone who has commented, thank you. To everyone who has talked to me about my writing, about Labrys, about anything...I really cannot thank you enough. Things are still not great for me, honestly. But knowing that there people out there who enjoy my writing is wild, and I am so, so grateful to all of you. <3
#very tempting to undercut this with a funny haha cool guy joke to save face. but I will be vulnerable just this once#I love you all and I am SO unspeakably grateful to have met so so many wonderful people#I am tempted to quit like. almost every day lmfao#so if you have ever said anything nice about my writing: thank you. I love you.#ash.txt#ik everyone is moving onto da4 but I will still be here long after everyone has gone <3#there's So Much I want to write and I have tragically little time and energy#and I'm not naming names but SOME PEOPLE keep giving me new ideas lol#so#here we are and here we will hopefully remain <3
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This is written for the song “how you get the girl” by Taylor Swift from @drarrymicrofic
Word count: 243
Drarry microfic: welcome home
The knock on the door was quiet, yet Draco still heard it. He looked up from the book he was reading, a steaming cup of Earl Grey tea in his hand. Who could possibly still need him at this ungodly hour of the night?
Slowly, he made his way over to the door, a warm blanket wrapped securely around his shoulders. Even after a long day of work, people couldn’t leave him alone, could they?
He pulled open the door. The words that were ready on his tongue, disappeared as quickly as they came when he saw just who was standing on his doorstep with an umbrella in his hands and a sheepish smile on his face.
“Hi.”
Before he could think twice about it, Draco slammed the door shut. He stood frozen in the hallway, pulling the blanket closer around his shoulder. Surely, it couldn’t be?
After a few seconds, Draco carefully opened the door again, peeking outside to see if he was still there. To his surprise, he was.
“Draco?”
His voice was so familiar. It hurt to hear it again after so so long. But still…
An unexpected warmth spread through his veins. He was back. He was finally back. After months of silence. After months of Draco trying—and failing—not to worry, Harry was finally back home.
A tentative smile lifted the corners of his mouth. He stepped aside to let Harry back in the house. “Welcome home, my love.”
Prompt from May 5th
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#drarry#drarry microfic#drarrymicrofic#drarry fic#drarry fanfic#drarry fanfiction#draco malfoy#harry potter#draco x harry#harry x draco#my writing#cp writes#cluelesspigeons#may 2023#song: how you get the girl#taylor swift#reunion#harry came back home#after a long highly secret Auror mission#or unspeakable mission#whatever you prefer#tho draco can’t be happier to see his lovely partner back again after so long apart
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