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alberta-sunrise · 1 year

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Sooooooo… I’m stressed af!!

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xomnus · 5 months

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Avatar: The Last Airbender THE BLUE SPIRIT - June 17, 2005

#atlaedit #avataredit #animationedit #zukaang #avatar #atla #**#**: gifs #listen listen listen. this episode got an IRON GRIP on me #the atmosphere in it is so much more intense and mysterious than the other episodes in s1 #and it ends with that heartrending part with them in the forest. where aang is. so sad and lost in this new world he woke up in #also just wanna say I ADORE the framings and color contrasts in this episode. the slow shift into the night and the harsh reds against blue #is just so cheffs kiss #and the music. omg the music. ive had the tsungi horn track and the blue spirit resque on repeat for WEEKS NOW #ok thats all BYE LMAO #cinemation

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athousandbyeol · 17 days

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oh, wow. i don't know what to say...

this episode feels like a fever dream to me. i can't really wrap my head around it. but everything about it is just beautiful. and painful. but so wonderful.

honestly, i had a hard time breathing during the first 10 to 20 minutes of the episode. just because, maybe i'm not used to seeing jiang tian and sheng wang being this 'cold' with/towards each other. from the previous episodes, even though they're standing or talking or looking at each other at a distance, it's always brimming with warmth. but the opening scenes of this episode feel cold and distant and awkward.

and because of that... i cried. hahaha. weird, right?

i didn't cry yesterday even though (in my opinion) episode five was even more heart-wrenching. but this one... i cried multiple times :( probably because I don't like seeing fights commencing (even in real life). this silent treatment and cold shoulder thing; i don't like it. it breaks my heart.

and then sheng wang no longer wants the model student title, letting go of something he doesn't have control over. and jiang tian doesn't want it too—because they're in this together. they trust each other. they only have each other.

and then the clouds are slowly clearing once teacher zhao talked about living without plans or schedules. that epiphany on both sheng wang and jiang tian's face was so moving. and jiang tian just took sheng wang's hand as they ran to their next class. //that was so beautiful. that was one of my favourite scenes in the trailer :(//

and it's just beautiful. when jiang tian asked, "when are you going to reopen?" and feed sheng wang that hawthorn candy... like this is a sign of them making truths.

and when jiang tian said, "don't be half-hearted with me," and sheng wang's instant reply, "from now on, I'll tell you only the truth," oh, God. oh, Lord. my heart was pounding.

something about sheng wang's smile. something about jiang tian's facial features softening. it breaks my heart. but in a good way. the string of fate connecting them right now feels so fragile but so beautiful and honest and pure. i hope it'll be that way for as long as the universe allows them to be happy—before another gush of wind interrupts—before more plans are written on pieces of tear-stained paper.

#i just want them to be happy #and i'm glad this week's episode(s) ended on a happy note #at least it won't ruin me/us during the weekend... or at least until new episodes air #oh wow this week's episodes are so intense #very emotionally tiring #but i love it. i feel so alive after watching this series #(i hope jiang tian and sheng wang will be happier)#i love them so much :'(#tianwang #the on1y one #na rambles #na discusses

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rushinintolove · 5 months

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#doctor who #doctorwhoedit #myvids #just gave myself a heart attack thinking i'd uploaded the un-pitched version to tt #ANYWAY!#TEN EDIT TEN EDIT TEN EDIT #on this week's episode of “miri gets back into video editing”: i have installed sapphire #i loooove those moblurcurves and s_shakes that gr4vflwr uses so that was the inspo for this <3 #the moblurcurves were especially interesting to play around with #in hindsight i should've made the panning shakes stronger cause they're barely noticable on mobile (they seemed so intense in ae haha 😭)

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girlwiththegreenhat · 21 days

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never thought i would see kitt start beating the honest to god Shit out of somebody but you know what? good for him. thats what you get for making him ATTACK his BOYFRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#liz blogs #kr #knight rider #knight rider spoilers #killer kitt #knight rider liveblog #making him attack his boyfriend however is not nearly as bad as making him say Aint #that meme wasn't lying. season 4 kitt really is like ''that's it.'' he has discovered how to punch people #getting hit with a car door like that looks Hurts #and his fucking ATTITUDEEEEE IN THE FIRST BIT. GOD ??? the girls are fighting (DEROGATORY. ITS NOT CUTE BICKERING)#DIVORCE ARC !!!!!!!!!!!!!#kitt is being bitchyyyy #normally its funny when he gives michael the silent treatment but now he's just being mean u _ u michael did nothing wrong #''plot a course for the thingy'' ''lOoK aT ThE mAp YoUrsElF'' oh my fucking god dude. ''call bonnie'' ''DO IT YOUR FUCKING SELF''#cant believe i got two Intense Episodes two weeks in a row man. you're coming off the last stevie episode into Evil Kitt Territory ??#let me catch my BREATH PLEASE #next weeks episode be kind to me. be kind to me please #something about the woods. the woods please be kind to me

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justyourautarch · 8 months

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Something shifted on tumblr after this newest episode I can feel it in my bones. Everyone went from loving the show with small criticisms to hating the show and (almost) everything about it, what’s up guys

#like yeah the pacings gonna feel weird it’s the first season #they have a lot to live up to its understandable #don’t forget it’s also age ranged for middle school age it’s not gonna be the most quality media ever #and leave the small plot changes alone it gives it variety #adaptation doesn’t equal exact replica #the hate got so intense in less than a week yall were singing a different song in the first few episodes #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #grover underwood #pjo #rick riordan

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butnotbubblegum · 2 months

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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, don’t read them if you’re having a bad day, they’ll probably not help in the slightest.

#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea #like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit #and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble #and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal #and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die #and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide #like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif #like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat #is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself #is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills #feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing #actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub #i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local #and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id #if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like #such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just #is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state #by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about #living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the #urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends #and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so #fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i #hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever #bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc #everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m #father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop #i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak

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books-are-my-life-stuff · 5 months

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I may not reblog about Dungeon Meshi a lot (because I don't go into the tags to avoid myself getting spoiled) but I want you to know that I really, really love and am enjoying this series. It's great, everything I need and so much more.

#personal #dungeon meshi #kabru is my favorite but i also love laios chilchuck and senshi #all the members of main teams are very likable #i immediately love marcille as soon as i saw her but i love falin a lot too!#i also ship both falin and marcille together #i'm an anime only for now #super excited to watch the next episode every week!#this week was very intense!

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pochapal · 6 months

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my dad's starting to come down with another sickness/infection................................

#:)#unproven but exceedingly likely that my prior covid infection was a major factor in the onset of my life threatening hypertension episode #that and maybe the Horrors putting me into an intensely distressed state that pushed me over the edge #so my dad (who brought in the covid infection that maybe almost killed me) coming down with very similar symptoms again is. worrisome!#extremely high doses of blood pressure medication save me.....save me extremely high doses of blood pressure medication.........#on account of the meds and also the fact i gotta have 3x daily blood pressure readings means that what happened shouldn't happen again #but still. i literally almost died less than three weeks ago. the thought of facing one of the risk factors this soon scares me a little!

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firebird-nonnette · 11 months

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I never post, but just finished Loki s2e4 and.... what the hell?

Rant in the tags...

#loki spoilers #spoilers #like i can guess that this is leading up to some kind of TVA timeline branch #where they can get another shot at this #but everything was so choppy and scenes lacked progress or cosnequence #they were only exclamated by intense and disappointing gore or hopelessness #a real tough watch and tougher on suspending disbelief #and im nitpicking but it was only a 'magic dampener' that was keeping magic from being real in the TVA?#seems a little eh... like are infinity stones powerful now?#i had loved the idea of the TVA being a place without magic simply bc it was mysteriously separate from the rest of reality #anyways i just had to rant #old-man-yells-at-cloud style #im hoping that wasnt the end of Timely #i knew something bad was gonna happen to him when he had his cocoa #they only make characters do something that cute if theyre gonna suffer #im banking on next weeks ep being about going back on the TVAs timeline #the TVA used to be timeless but now that timeslipping is possible in the TVA i imagine that meand the TVA is now a part of 'time'#just kinda disappointed in the writing for this episode #but most marvel shows tend to have a episode 3-5 dip in quality for some reason #oh well

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mintmentos · 8 months

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I’m really not vibing with the theme music and the more I think about it the more I think it’s for the same reasons people are having issues with the pacing.

The books are adventures - it’s kids being sent off on their own to complete quests and fight monsters and save their friends. They’re fun and upbeat and scary and exciting.

The theme music is whimsical and magical and completely opposite to the sense of adventure of the original stories, and I think that’s lost in the show as well. The complete lack of urgency and weird pacing makes the stakes seem really low and the encounters with monsters are over so quickly or interrupted by something that brings the tension of the scene crashing down.

#like this week with Grover chasing Augustus that felt urgent that felt necessary and like there were stakes for him to catch up to him. why #don’t we have the same level of intensity in any other encounter in this show?#okay I take it back I remember capture the flag and that had all the things I want in the other fights in this show! it had drama it had #stakes it had excitement and that was all within the boundaries of camp while they were still safe and as soon as they left things just seem #so toned down? idk man #and now that the deadlines passed there’s going to be even less urgency. like we’ve only got Percy’s will driving the quest now and I don’t #think that’s going to make them go any quicker seeing as a deadline before a war kicked off didn’t so idk. I don’t know what to expect from #the last two episodes but I don’t have high hopes …#idk I want to love it I really do but there’s just too many choices the show runners and writers and whoever else made that I can’t get behi #behind #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians

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cringefaildiaz · 1 year

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I don't even know what we know about tonights episode. every new episode since Recovery has sent me into a spiral to the point that I've developed a completely new method of interacting with weewoo I have NO idea what's going on

#to be fair i also didnt watch the sneak peaks this week cuz i had a Feeling the madney plot was gonna be my favorite part tonight #so i didnt wanna watch it all before the episode #but like pre: poker date it was just anticipating poker date #and since then ???#my brain is just a lot of COUCH??? and [insert most recent] INTENSE BUDDIE CONVO????#like i have vague predictions for the finale but ??????? i have no idea what the actual facts are #too busy thinking about what we just saw to have any real thoughts about what we're GOING to see #buddie #911 fox

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non-un-topo · 1 year

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Adding infection to the Sick Siggy Summer 2023 bingo 😭

#it. hurts. SO. BAD.#i am so pitiful #i will not go into detail because ew but i got some antibiotics today after nine days of intense pain and inflammation #and it hurts even worse today like i cannot move #what are the other bingo spots let's see...... 2.5 week cough. fucked up wrist. major depressive episode (x2). back pain is free space.

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m0thkiller · 11 months

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It just hit me that its been a long time since ive self harmed in August. ive cut it close a few times but im getting close to 100 days clean heresoon. thats like, kinda insane to me.

#i honest to god never thought id get this far with so few incidents #ive been doing it for like three years and trying to stop for half of that #never beat 30 days #then never beat 50 #ive finally gotten past 70 days #and sometimes i still relapse and relapse hard #i was at 72 last time #i really really fucked myself up #burned myself easily over a hundred times #and then in the weeks following didnt even bother counting cuz itd be like every day or two #all said and done once my episode was over i tagged myself 148 times #i counted #i felt so fucking hopeless #like any promise of getting better would just be soothing words to assuage my friends and family before inevitably disappointing them again #but now i actually *feel* like im getting better. im consistently beating personal records #im still not hopeful enough to think ill never do it again #but episodes are getting tangibly less intense and less frequent #someday maybe i can be happy #cw ////

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dandelion-and-the-sharks · 2 years

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WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK THE OWL HOUSE

#the owl house #the owl house spoilers #toh #toh season three #BITCH WHAT THE FUCK.#HUNTER MY SON I WANN HUG U SO BAD #CAMILA THE BEST MOM #IM CRYING FROM MY ENTIRE BODY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #FIRST DEAD END ENDS WITH ONLY PAIN AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK FOR THE NEXT OWL HOUSE EPISODE #I FEEL ILL #IM GONNA THROW UP #LUZ MY DEAR I FEEL YOU SO INTENSELY I NEED TO GIVE YOU ALL THE HUGS MY GOD #I FEEL PAIN EVERYWHER #I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM FLAPJACK

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sharp-tooths · 2 years

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Me watching the og Trigun anime after starting trigun stampede 2 moths ago: oh gee those fucking cries sound so realistic and full of pain and hurt. You just dont get that kind of genuine quality very much in newer animes. I hope Stampede delivers the same quality

Me now, having just watched episode 11 and then rewatched it just to propperly process everything: SCREAMING AND CRYING THROWING UP KICKING MY LEGS SOBBING FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT DYING VIOLENTLY SHAKING-

#trigun stampede #The og trigun anime got intense but stampede really hits a whole other level #ooh god #the manga is gonna wreck me just as bad isnt it #on one hand im actually thankful for once to have a whole week to just. process and internalize what the fuck just happened #but on the other hand i want vash to be ok so bad. i want him to get a nice hug and a couple boxes of donuts #and far the fuck away from his brother #Nai I love you honey but What the Ever Loving Fuck are you doing #Someone oughta shoot this guy #Episode 11 freaked me out so much #the body horror? yea ok i can deal with that #its disturbing but like i was expecting it to get worse on that front #the whole. Vash's situation?#im so uncomfortable and thoroughly disturbed #THE GIANT REM PLANT THOUGH #ALSO SOMEONE POINTED OUT WOLFWOOD DIDNT DISSAPEAR INTO THE GERANIUMS AND AND AND #THAT SCENE WHERE THEY MADE IT LOOK LIKE VASH HEARD HIM FROM HIS MINDSPACE?!#Im picking these things apart and rubbing my grimey bloody little hands all over them

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