#this was the ex I call ‘normaler’
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this is hyumizisua to me
#hyunas a girlboss but it's also important to understand that she has a soft heart#hyuna is missing mizis gf and they miss her together (hyumizi bonding)#sua meets hyuna and is like wow! hot lady!🥵#that was also mizis reaction tho#the fact that hyuna is the type to call her friends babe does NOT help btw#hilarious when hyuna reveals HER ex tho#mizi: holy shit i beat up that bitch in a parking lot#hyuna: damn fr?😳#sua is considering if she should find this guy and sock him too#for bonding#hyumizisua#mizisua#hyumizi#hyusua#is that their ship name?#idk#alnst hyuna#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alnst#alien stage#i'm normal#textpost#hyuna alnst#mizi alnst#sua alnst
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Vanessa Doodles before work™️
My interpretation of canon Vanessa + her w Snatcher + Someone wanted to hug he <3
#a hat in time#not really an au but ya know not really canon lol#ahit vanessa#ahit snatcher#queen vanessa#demondoodles#my art#ahit#snatcher#my beautiful queen waaaaah#the noodle loser guy <3#the hold she has on me should be studied i swear jssjnwwn#anyways yeah#i know her having a shorter dress makes sense in the context of her wanting to be called princess but#I like long dresses :]#my hc is after the whole freezing she chilled out and felt guilt for some time but then she grew to not care as nobody wanted her apologies#so why bother right?#she and snatcher reconnected and they still dislike each other but still gossip over tea and murdering intruders <3#Vanessa: Can I talk to you like a girl friend for minute#Snatcher: Ya sure give me a sec#Snatcher: Heeey girlie men ain't shit#They have a very complicated situationship but they're essentially stuck together so might as well deal w it lol#I imagine Vanessa wouldn't care about his relationship status but he would be jealous over hers#a mix of 'She doesn’t deserve to move on from ME after what she did to me' and 'I am normal about my ex I swear but-'#He and Van get together for tea and watching 50 kids competing for their amusement lol
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When you're one of the most selfish mc who only saves people because it's part of a job you never wanted and did not get to chose or you would've died, who took your co-workers' morals and ideals because you didn't have any and desperately wanted to fit in somewhere, be it with the heroes or the villains, who's activelly haunted by one the most tragic past to have been created and suffer from a psychosis so bad (dare I say schizophrenia) that even your enemies acknowledged that you are mentally ill and objectively flawed in your judgement, never hesitated to try to kill anyone and has the most egoistic reason to be a good person but the fandom still thinks you're just a kind crybaby "I don't know what a gun is" homosexual twink.
#him being refered as an angel by Shibuzawa is FUCKING IRONIC !!#ASAGIRI IS ALWAYS IRONIC WHEN IT COMES TO LIGHT NOVELS CENTERED AROUND ATSUSHI#Ex : The plot of 55min being parallele to the Decay of Angels arc#He's also called the Man-eating tiger and yes I do think that Dazai lied to him when he said he never ate anyone to preserve his psyche#and was also called “the man who can see the future” and has time travelled with Akutagawa like why aren't we talking about that#his relationship with Mori is also actually good#Mori is one if not the only character who saved and helped Atsushi during their first meeting and kept good contacts with him#because yes Atsushi has seen Mori knowing that he was the pm boss off-screen and they had a normal exchange#I also think that Shibuzawa Atsushi and Fyodor are connected to a form of Holy Trinity#Believer/God/Angel or Messenger#Joseph/Jesus/Mary#or Fyodor and Atsushi as Jesus and Judas#but the instance of trinity in bsd are dare I say extreme#Oda/Ango/Dazai#Sigma/Fyodor/Nikolai#Atsushi/Akutagawa/Kyoka#and so on#and the whole situation around his ability which is unlike any other#It turns him into Byakko (her own being) (similar to Natsume) and nullify his wounds no matter how lethal (similar to Dazai and Yosano)#and enhance him even with his ability off making him constantly stronger than other characters and dare I say equal to the hunting dogs#yk the MODIFIED humans#and the plot of both 55mins and Dead Apple being around abilities and giving us Atsushi lore make me think that Atsushi and Byakko are 1/2#probably a sort of higher being since some abilities are very religious centered (how Fyodor sees abilities and Shibuzawa) 2/2#but I think it would lend toward a “sinner” position which would be crazy because that Atsushi would then probably be the reason why Fyodor#hates abilities so much if Atsushi and Byakko are somehow be connected to the “sin” of abilities#and so you guys know Atsushi's orphanage was a church so yes he's related to christianity#and the Decay of Angels is LITTERALY full of religious people to different degrees#and it would be ironic (once again) if the antagonists were the “Angels” and the protagonist a demon#I just realized that I did a lot of typos sorry I got too excited#but yeah keep calling bsd bad written (we're on barely chap.115 no good manga was finished by chap.115 guys just wait for the rest to drop)
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Y’all’s behavior and attitude towards boycotting in support of an entire race of people going through literal genocide is actually very weird and I’m wishing the worst on you if you can’t put down a 10$ coffee or a random McDonald’s order to show the barest form of solidarity
#pimptalks#because yes yall do call every social movement a trend#and normally you’re proven wrong (ex. BLM) but this time yall really are treating it as a trend and it’s so weird#especially when it’s happening right in front of my face and not even just on social media#seeing ppl who constantly repost in support of Palestine walk around my school w their McDonald’s meals and Starbucks cups feels unreal#and kind of unsettling how they’re so comfortable with being so preformative#it’d be different if they genuinely had no other options but they 100% do they just don’t take them#‘the food ain’t killing people’ like you can’t be anymore ignorant#and the collective ‘im one person what difference do i make’ mentality ruins EVERYTHING#like you are one of many and when one person has that attitude other ppl get it too
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I feel so insane over c!desertduo rn cause y’all will never understand them like I do
Scar was scapegoating this mf the entire time but Grian thought he was in charge, that he was saving this man over and over but it’s situations Scar put himself in on purpose. They hate that they have to be in each others company CONSTANTLY but they hate the silence more.
There’s so many interpretations where Grian’s in denial abt needing Scar but it’s true in reverse. Scar keeps having to convince himself that Grian’s expendable when he knows That’s Not True.
They wouldn’t hold hands or have a picnic (or other romantic gestures) but they find excuses to prove the other person needs them, they find reasons to make the other stay because they’re projecting.
“He’s expendable” “This is temporary” they both project this on the other. It’s a very toxic codependency that reinforces itself over and over because of the nature of the games, and I think it’s something they both realize in LL, but in different directions.
Scar misses it for all the wrong reasons and Grian is determined to never let it happen again.
Grian has shaky alliances all season long due to self sabotage, and Scar consistently tries to get someone else, Anyone Else into the same situation Grian was in. Not out of some power trip but to fill the void that left behind
#they’re queerplatonic in the most toxic way imaginable and I hate them#this is literally copy pasted from my twt but this is going over here#I’m normal I prommy#trafficblr#desertduo#not necessarily shipping?? but it can definitely be read that way#3rd life#grian#goodtimeswithscar#they are friends they are family they are lovers and bitter ex’s#they are at the other’s beck and call but ultimately seek to destroy themselves and each other#it is a connection that binds them across their lives and it follows them for as long as they refuse to let it go#they will only find joy without each other and they must reconcile that they cannot have a bond without trapping the other
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[ID from alt: natsuyuu matonato fanart done with sketched-in shading. natori, casually dressed, is slouching back onto matoba, who kneels behind him in his usual kimono and leans in close to smile at him.]
HELLO. i still love them forever
#art tag#natsume yuujinchou#would you believe i worked on putting color on this for like. possibly three hours#and then decided nothing i was doing looked better than just plain values. so!#and also. matoba looks a little creachery. well he is a little creature. natori who is both the most normal and the most extra#guy of all time and he's married to the creepiest guy on the planet and they have a beautiful life togehter#exe#altho i dont know if this is at the point of them having a beautiful life together actually. i changed up the expressions to be more. ambig#this could be natori playing it extremely cool while matoba menaces at him. this could be natori two seconds away from blowing up#when matoba negs him after natori was trying to put out (end tag) an olive branch a thousandth time#this could be they are inadvisably drunk as hell together. or natori just got his ass kicked on a job.#or maybe they are happily married and hanging out for fun! call in now with your votes
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huntclaire divorce au. everything is exactly the same but wait i was going to make a joke here but i’m actually very invested in this
#just imagine how WEIRDER they’d be about each other. this is crazy#i need them to divorce and then hunt makes a movie immediately after and he casts claire as the lead. and the movie is weirdly personal#and everyone in the cast is like. is this movie about the divorce. no it is not. but yes it also is. hunt and claire are unaware#there's a brazilian director who divorced his wife and then cast her in his next movie andthe movie is the greatest love letter ever.to her#this is what i'm aiming for here. do you see my vision? okay so they argue all the time on set. she does NOT follow his direction#this is why i divorced you by the way you were always like. saying stuff. you're always saying stuff! you're annoying and pathetic and stup#they cannot even be NEAR each other. need to talk to either of them? do not do it while the other oneis in the room.they WILL make it weird#they will start bickering and they will forget about you i am so sorry. if they try to be civil it's like. this was so thoughtful of you!#i wish SOME PEOPLE were like this. i was actually very thoughtful you were the one who was always demanding attentionWHATof COURse I WAS!?#hunt keeps his wedding ring in his side pocket. claire loves calling him her stupid ex husband. ew my wretched ex husband.#whole time they can't keep their hands off each other. which could mean anything#why did they get divorced? no one has any idea. no one knows anything about these two actually. why would he cast her. why would they marry#why are they torturing everyone. is this like A Thing to them. yes. claire gives him cold coffee every time and he drinks it every time jus#so she doesn't get the satisfaction. also you should NOT interfere if they're arguing because then it's going to be YOUR FAULT#you may ask. hsslilly! what's the difference between this and canon huntclaire. well they're actually divorced here. see.#this means something to me. and to them too. plus they actually mean this on some level. normal huntclaire are doing a very convoluted bit#here claire would choke hunt with his tie if given the chance. and then they would make out. this happened like twice.#okay i'll stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#huntclaire#wait the blood necklace should still exist in this au
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this is what i meant with "angst purposes" :')
#if you can even call this “angst”#lmao its just china being an old man missing his dead ex#and accidentally comparing him to his actual bf without him knowing#you know#normal stuff :D#man this is so ooc#but hey its a funny concept#at first i didn't mean to make nyo!argentina so similar to rome. But this idea came to my mind and i went bersek#nyo!argentina is very similar to romano. Who is also the most similar to rome (in terms of appearance ofc)#Genetics. Am i right? (NO)#hetalia#hetalia fanart#hetalia china#hetalia argentina#nyo!argentina#aph china#aph argentina#hetalia oc#argchu#romechu#??????#yao wang#oc x canon#nyotalia#my art
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s4 xmen evo charles stronger than me cause i could not imagine my evil ex husband who i still have feelings for being sent to the color dimension in the wake of an ancient evil being Awakened one week and then The Entire David Situation Happening the next like truly he gets kudos for Not deliberately confronting apocalypse earlier and getting himself sent to the color dimension
#snap chats#i Am calling it the color dimension its what my bro kept calling it dkAONSSN#my last post before i sleep … probably …#anyway yeah i finished evolution tonight //crying cause its over//#ive got thoughts but we focusin on this one and let me start by sayin im surprised david even got an ep#IM GLAD HE DID BUT DOKSK also. super illegal Not giving his wack hair cut but ill permit it this once#only because i keep getting jumpscared by the fact hes scottish sometimes#but no fuxkin …… yeah losing eriks one thing but then imagine if you will#gettinf a random call in the middle of the night and its some bloke saying youre his dad#and then you call your ex wife and shes like ‘yeah i hid him from you and told him you abandoned us. btw.’#and THEN when you try to save him you fuck up Terribly and the son you barely knew for five minutes is gone before your very eyes#like he just gotta be normal bout that ??? Ok. Whatever.#NEVER TO COME BACK HE JUST LEAVES AND THATS THAT girl… i repeat charles stronger than me….#jean shoulda looked at charles when he said he was gonna ‘talk’ to apocalypse and just said her goodbyes there fjWOSJSJ#i mean. he comes back so w/e BUT STILL FOEKSK#ok im sleeping now (lie) byyyyee !!!!
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okay now for a bunch of scribbles im not finishing
#first three are from the fact that i just got blacksteeple castle and instead of playing the game i felt like scribbling#next one is just me trying to get used to drawing ariana shes a lot of fun to draw + tiny interceptor oc idea thingsidk#then what i like to call#leaving your shitty bird husband for his much hotter deer ex wife#which is from the fact that in the room you first meet braixen in theres a book anathea owned calling how to deal with domestic abuse.#wwhy is that there and wow i hate vitus so bad#then idk venilla (?) sleeping headcanon or something#the erin and melia hug from the library that definitely did not make me tear up seeing the first time#melia and her fucked up bird based on gold pokespe and her and patience taking a nap#and finally idk an idea of melia being a shiny hunter with insane luck always in a no pokemon au#which would take place in the normal guys with weird animals au from. i don’t remember when#okayvthere explained everything#anyways i love rhat loser glitter girl and her goofy pokemon
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the day they announce marionette anime is the day i literally die
#yes i know they had a small marionette arc (or whatever you wanna call it) in the anime but#i mean full length lets get DETAIL#i wanna see it#and it will make me sob intensely im so normal about ex valk#enstars#ex valkyrie
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nobody will ever understand the horrors of being 15 admitting you have a girlfriend to your parents because of a public scandal and getting textbook homophobia from your father "you are mistaking friendship for love and attraction we've all had a very intense same sex relationship as teenagers but you'll grow out of it" being like "we had sex yesterday we have sex regularly" and getting"yeah so did I but then I moved and married your mom" EXCUSE ME???
#he acts like we never had my conversation#but worse for me was cornering my mom like 'oh yeah the peruvian dude your father fucked for three years' EXCUSE ME???#great points for bisexuality being genetic why does it have to happen to me#where's that post about the men claiming the pressure difference made him gay 😭#my dad calls it 'being friends with a gay guy' sir that was your boyfriend respect him...#asked my ex if he thought my father was bisexual once and he was like 'no that's a straight men I have to call him straight because I have#triggers from sleeping with men like that' uh do you not hear- what a terrible work everyone#somewhere in the Andes a gay man hates bisexuals with fair reasons I guess#also technically my parents AREN'T married#because my mom is cool and normal#unlike this delusional loser
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Isaactor kiss prompt: 2 ... goodnight. (And make it gentle. 😉)
Isaac was unusually silent, when they returned to their quarters.
On one hand, Hector was grateful for it. His head was killing him, and he was already looking forward to slam it on the bed and disappear from the world. And Isaac not talking... had become a bless, really. His temper and his eagerness to fight had been eroding Hector's stomach and patience.
On the other hand, his lack of temper that day was doing more or less the same. Ever since the very first day that redhead gangly boy had taken Hector by his wrist and dragged him around the laboratory, Isaac had always been a ball of energy, running his mouth about anything that caught his interest, flauting his skills and knowledge, joking, teasing, yelling, arguing, exploding.
The man who was walking beside him, a step back, eyes transfixed on his own feet, was not the Isaac that Hector knew.
He could ask him what was bothering him. He could plead him to please talk. But Hector, chewing his lip, decided it was not worth it. They were both grown men: Hector should not beg for a basic conversation. Isaac knew how to talk, and he knew how to do it better than him.
It did nothing against the constrictions in his chest. Even less did reaching the door of his bedroom.
"Goodnight," said Isaac, before giving him a kiss.
A short, simple kiss pressed on his lips, barely felt.
Hector was a hair's breadth away from shouting at him, doing anything to break the strange atmosphere between them, Isaac had begun to walk to his room and Hector couldn't--
"Wait, Isaac."
Isaac did not turn to face him, but at least he stopped.
"You're... are you..."
What could he ask? How can he justify himself? 'You didn't shove your tongue in my mouth or bite me and it concerns me'? Why wouldn't Isaac just talk to him? Why did Hector have to feel almost made fun of?
"I'm fine. Goodnight, Hector."
He took longer steps to get away from Hector faster.
Resigning himself to a sleepless night, Hector moved his hands to fix his collar... and then he noticed it, and his stomach dropped to his feet.
He had left it open. Or it had opened, somehow, during work. And right beneath it, Lord Dracula's newest bruise smarted, for all the castle to see.
#isaactor#i know the joke was that isaac giving normal kisses would be very wrong#but ngl i had to call back old emotions and conflicts with my ex for this piece#so hector babyboy please dump your passive aggressive bf. trust me. it's not worth it :(
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It occurs to me that my chosen fashion sense for Sascha doesn’t always gel well with official art.
#still not sure why they apparently decided to confront michael in the nude#like how were they expecting that encounter to go#is that why beckett called michael their insane ex-boyfriend?#'aaand there's vykos in the altogether. i am sensing a Dynamic'#as for the fashion sense i normally draw them in#i mean they did spend three nights incognito in a gay nightclub#anyway the romanian text says 'go to hell'#vampire the masquerade#sascha vykos#mx meat crimes#ry draws stuff#sort of
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I tried listening to Olivia Rodrigo and I'm sure this is really good for its target audience of Teen Girls Going Through A Breakup but has she actually ever put out a song that isn't about a guy cheating, breaking up with her and moving on to someone else?
like babe he's not coming back it's been 2 years you gotta find something else in your life
#red said#it's not to my taste. tbh#content aside pop music is going through a very early 2000s breathy oversinging phase#hated it with xtina and alanis hate it with ariana and olivia sorry#it's a personal taste thing but to me however hard you go with the backing track that kind of soft pretty vocal style kind of#drags it back into midtempo sludge for me#also tbh it's just extremely normal music. like i went over to her yt bc people were talking about how Weird vampire is#it's not though????? it's super not????#anyway the only one I've got anything out of is good 4 u cause she sounds more involved and less self-pitying on it#every other Olivia song I've heard sounds kinda the same bc they all have the same earnest self-pity vibe#which is what a lot of people need out of music! music that makes them feel the depth of their anger and sadness!#but idk it's never done it for me i like there to be something of a tongue in cheek or a hysterical edge#i think most of the songs I've heard from her are just too controlled and polished for them to not sound to me#like she's the person who sees you crying cause your partner is in hospital and goes YEAH I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL#MY EX CHEATED ON ME 5 YEARS AGO AND IT REALLY TRAUMATISED ME AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT and then you have to comfort her#like i recognise she's a 20 year old making music for teenagers so that is. appropriate.#but i struggled with the wallowing then too. were i a Teen at school with Olivia's character i would be so desperate to tell GROW UP#and it's not the lyrics it really is the music#heartbreak is a perfectly good theme to write on but oh my god not every song about it needs to be a mouthful call to arms
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Regarding the tags of my last post
I always see people say things like "teehee new hyperfix dropped x3" and stuff like that, which is great! But I never really see people talk about the negative effects having a hyperfixation can cause. I'm sure people DO talk about it, ofc, I just haven't seen it myself.
For me personally, I absolutely hate hyperfixating on things. It's so fucking hard to deal with sometimes.
It's so difficult to maintain any type of conversation without relating it to my current hyperfixation. Some days are easier than others, but the past few days have been INCREDIBLY hard for me. Whenever it starts getting hard to maintain conversations, I start to isolate myself away from others and either talk at a minimum or not at all because I'm afraid of coming across as annoying(this is harder for me to deal with because of what an ex put me through). I accidentally overtake conversations by relating them to my hyperfixation and I don't want to do that at all.
I get so excited and happy when talking about it, but I draw myself back because I don't want to be overbearing. I also draw myself back when people aren't matching my excitement because I feel like I'm just bothering them with things they don't really care about.
Sometimes my hyperfixations get so bad that I start to neglect myself and the space around me just so I can focus on it.
I always buy... Way too much stuff. Related to my hyperfixations. I will spend absolutely ridiculous amounts of money on things.
It's hard to do anything that isn't related to my hyperfixation, like work, sleep, self care, important tasks I know I HAVE to do.
I genuinely was crying earlier because I felt THAT annoying for talking about it. I want to hang out and talk to my friends I've had for years SO badly, but I don't want to take away from what they're doing by bringing up my hyperfixation and making the topic about that, so I just don't talk to them.
I'll go back and delete messages I've sent just because if it goes unanswered long enough I'll start to feel like I'm holding other people up from talking about their interests
Maybe none of this makes sense and it's just a me problem. I don't know.
#idk how much of this stems from how my ex would treat me. I just want to be??? normal#i just want to like things a normal amount.#hyperfixation#autism#?? idk. im not good at tagging.#this post is about gravity falls btw its always been my biggest hyperfixation. until my ex told me to shut up about it and stop relating#everything to it. he called me annoying and got mad at me. so i forced myself to hold it all in and not talk about it at all.#it literally saved my life and he made me stop caring about it.#i think i finally separated from my gf hyperfixation in 2018 because of that.#and now its back and its just as big of a hyperfixation it always was. and im having to deal with all of my normal hyperfixation things#on top of all the added trauma of my ex and its just really hard.#idk. I'm gonna stop talking now before i make myself cry again sorry
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