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is this your card? ♦️♣️♥️♠️ it isnt but you dont wanna hurt his feelings
#this was supposed to be a warmup but i got carried away.... i havent drawn in so long that its been hard to focus orz#im testing a new brush for fun. again.. i think i can use this for clean lineart..?? im surprised i went as long as i did with the#narinder brush honestly... but i wanna try something new so here we are again#if i could get my shit together id love to draw a model of his van because i have smth really cool in mind..i was looking at pictures#of old wooden caravans like the horse drawn ones and i wonder if i could combine that with the shape of an RV#i like the ones with a door at the rear bc it kinda lookslike a train caboose.. maybe he'd get someone to weld him a custom ride!!#idk how intricate and detailed i can design it without making it a pain in the ass to draw every time BUT i have a general idea#it would probably have a door on the side but idk if itd flip down to make a stage or upwards to make a roof?? and then theres a#curtain behind it where he would come out and do his show methinks.. ive been looking at pictures of camping vans on pinterest for ideas#i dont think he LIVES in the van since i mentioned his home is an old run down theatre when he isnt on the road. i wanna draw that too#but the RV should have enough for long travels like a bed and cabinets..? maybe a net hanging on the ceiling where all his props go#id like to think of ideas for a hometown.. toronto has a huge entertainment district so it would make sense for him to live there#although id also love to base parts of it from vancouver since id love to go back and visit </3#..would there be furth names for those places?? nyancouver... clawronto... whinnypeg (like a horse whinny)...#pawson creek.... purrlington... otterwa.. i love coming up with names lol#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sleight#laikas comet oc#fan character#fur#furry art
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i dont have any trigun mutuals so i'm just gonna ramble my thoughts into the infinite void of tumblr. and im sure others have touched on this same topic but
it almost seems like vash is getting softer with every new installment of trigun? like incredibly consistently and incredibly specifically.
let me explain.
i'll start with tristamp and work backwards; the tristamp vash we all know and love there is incredibly adverse to violence.
more often than not he ACTIVELY refuses to fight and just WON'T draw his gun. this post loosely counted the amount of bullets that he shot throughout all of season 1, and almost ALL of them (like to an insane degree) were dished out against knives, who vash knew was strong enough to take the hit.
the few times vash does draw his gun against a human in tristamp, it's as a blunt force weapon (against the badlads gang and livio, for example) or to disarm others/save someone with ricochet (like shooting the punisher before wolfwood can kill livio).
he just doesn't shoot people. at ALL.
then if we look at 98 trigun, things change drastically.
here, vash isn't afraid to hurt people a little if it means more will be saved in the end. of course he never kills, but he actually shoots people here. not only that...
he holds a casual, sarcastic conversation while pointing his weapon at people.
he constantly shoots at limbs to immobilize people, fires warning shots extremely close to peoples' vitals, and performs several very insane trick shots throughout the show to wound those with armor.
tristamp vash wouldn't even draw, but 98 struts around firing warning shots into the sky and singing about bloodshed for intimidation! i'm not sure there's a single episode where he doesn't shoot someone at least once.
...so what about trimax, then?
(PLOT SPOILERS AHEAD)
he is so. shockingly. violent.
of course he never kills. of course he's still trying to save people, but there's this anger in him that i was completely taken off-guard by reading for the first time.
tristamp vash is so soft he's painful to watch. 98 vash makes a heartbreaking effort to be as silly and nonthreatening as possible, constantly making himself out to be the fool. but trimax?
he's... literally grief-stricken and out for revenge. explicit revenge. he's angry and he's hurt and he lays his intentions out so clearly. he's making THREATS.
seriously:
hunting legato. HUNTING him.
it's not even a matter of drawing his weapon anymore. he does it constantly, and fires just as much. never to kill, but he doesn't joke around the way 98 vash does. the most he'll offer is a sunny smile to reassure others and nothing more.
i'm not that far into the manga, either. i'm sure there's countless more (and probably better) panels to convey this side of trimax vash, but i suppose it also says something that i've found so many panels depicting this so early on.
but the progression of vash's personality is fascinating regardless.
from a tortured, angry loner desperately trying to cling to his morals for rem's sake
to an equally devastated man who devotes himself so completely to acting the role of the fool
and finally to the sad, chronically depressed shell of a person in tristamp who refuses to so much as draw his weapon.
#trigun#trigun stampede spoilers#tristamp spoilers#trigun 1998 spoilers#trigun 1998#trigun 98 spoilers#trimax spoilers#trigun maximum#trigun maximum spoilers#vash#vash the stampede#ok god just trying to cover my bases with all those tags#the last thing i wanna do is spoil anyone#this is such an incredible series and i want everyone to enjoy it in its purest form#but yeah i could ramble about the different vashes aaaaaaaalllll day#i kinda wanna compare all the ww's too cuz even if the differences arent so violently distinct theyre like twice as intricate#but vash's relationship to violence over the years is the most fascinating thing. he's so quick to fire in trimax and 98 for the safety of#others- both with wildly different mental states behind those bullets- but tristamp just. doesnt. Period.#tho admittedly this s1 tristamp has kind of turned out to be the prequel. i wonder if he'll be quicker to the punch in s2#anyway god gonna stop rambling now. this post was mostly just for me anyway cuz i wanted to put my thoughts in order#ill be surprised if this goes anywhere#trigun spoilers
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hi mutuals im just curious.
#im a ggy lover myself and would obviously love to see it realized in a game#but i also like gregory as a character more than his semi-canon backstory#and have complicated feelings on if i want them to confirm ggy at all.#i love ggy but dont want it to take screentime away from gregory#who alongside vanessa havent been focused on in years#(ruin was mimic basically the whole time#doesnt count) and need the screentime desperately.#personally#after THIS long (2 and a half years since gregory screentime and over a year since GGYs release)#i cant help but always wonder if theyve just. waited too long and they shouldnt confirm it.#at least just that they shouldnt release something just for the sake of confirming it and just leave it as book knowledge.#if they did focus on ggy in a game i'd want it to serve the plot involving multiple characters and progress slowly#i dont want it to be confirmed then its just background knowledge i would want there to be a plotline of#gregory remembering it throughout the plot of a game and dealing with it.#it'd confirm it then but it'd also still be wholly focused on Gregory alone and also be a natural reveal for people who dont read the books#for me its option 3 i guess. by all means its for sure canon at the moment im just talking about how it would be revealed in a game#or if at all and left as knowledge someone who read the books would know#my idea is wishful thinking we'd never get something that intricate#i can hope though#i could be so cool#but damn theyre just handling the story so strangely rn#pandas.txt#pandas talks#poll#thoughts#pre hw2 dlc#jic
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lawrence and adam both looking at each other and thinking "he deserves better".....
adam thinking that he's a little creep still, even more pathetic now that the fucking bathroom traumatized him, that he's not good enough. lawrence is a doctor for fuck's sake! adam's barely a step above a stray he took pity on, surely. he'll find someone better soon enough and adam will pretend to be okay with that
lawrence seeing this funny, spunky, beautiful young man and not seeing why he would ever want to be with the disabled, broken man twice his age who also damn near blew his arm off on the worst night of their lives. he still hasn't gotten past the stage of wanting to cry every time he sees adam's scar. why on god's green earth WOULDN'T he find someone better?
#saw#don't touch me don't TOUCH ME#they still wonder these things even as they engage in their intricate rituals of domesticity#like adam massaging and kissing lawrence's stump on bad pain days#and lawrence starting the shower for adam and feeling the water warm up so adam doesn't have to think about being in that tub#chainshipping#adam stanheight#lawrence gordon
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#not being a hater but#just having midnight thoughts#about sokai and how it’s been handled#as someone not steeped in the lore of kh much at all#yet at least#I’ve heard all the excuses#nomura’s a bad romance writer#they’re just queerbaiting#and there was a time when I’d say that was true#but now I’m not convinced#I mean saying nomura is a bad writer is just… such a bad faith take#the guy’s got one of the most intricate stories out there#he’s made it clear that everything he does is very intentional#so it makes me wonder if sokai has such little development for a reason?#I think we can all agree that the lack of dev for kairi sucks#but perhaps nomura doesn’t want us to root for her and sora as endgame?#I’d love to see kairi have a self discovery journey of her own without sora tbh#probably not the first person to say that but it does make sense#I went from thinking soriku could never happen#to thinking like wow holy shit this could actually be a thing#within a weekend#aided by the famous riku is gay vid ofc#usually I could care less about canonicity but#soriku endgame actually#and if I’m wrong well…#I’m already a clown so it can’t get more delulu than that#tragic clowning#soriku#kingdom hearts
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Hanbok hobbits!
Elves in hanfu: https://at.tumblr.com/royaltea000/tolkien-elves-in-hanfu/oyhaen7whge3
#I love hanbok they look so round and comforting#fun to draw ☺️💕#pt 2 I guess cuz I drew elves in hanfu before#the hobbit#lotr#lotr fanart#lord of the rings#bilbo baggins#frodo baggins#baby frodo#i wonder if I should have made it more intricate or2#samwise gamgee#merry and pippin#merry brandybuck#pippin took#digital art#my art#Digital Illustration#tolkien#I hate feet so I gave them paws and tails instead#just what I always imagined for them
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| | THE MANY FACES OF WES BORLAND | |
#his video looks are just as iconic as his playing style#the way he strings together ideas for looks from the face & body paint to his wardrobe is just incredible#and like his fucking skill to transform his face so much with the intricate face paint designs... absolutely unreal.#it's no wonder why I seriously thought he was a real ass alien as a gullible little kid watching TRL.#he popped in a set of contact lenses and I was convinced Fred Durst just had friend who was an alien and played guitar.#Oh Wesley... how you managed to fool none-the-wiser 7 y/o me.#anyways he's still an alien at heart.#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#Black Light Burns#Wild for Wesley on Wes Borland Wednesday#down the rabbit hole
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For the first time in a while, I had myself a snz dream~
Sadly wasn't completely focused on the snz, but it was starring D/azai (feat. C/huuya as a supporting role) and man... I'm gonna be replaying it for days in my mind... >//<
All the surrounding details aren't important but... let's just say D/azai chose to be tied to a suspect, and have his loyal assistant C/huuya (who did not care for that title) place the cat in his lap, D/azai's eyes watering within seconds.
The results were... itchy <3 and through some wonderful ~dream logic~, each time D/azai let another powerful, desperate, itchy sneeze out, the chains he'd tied himself to the suspect with would pull tight, and the suspect would find himself crashing into D/azai, powers being stripped each time (something that, in this dream world, was highly unpleasant)
A lot of it was fairly dream logic-oriented, so the plot itself doesn't make a ton of sense, but the image of a hitching, smirking, sneezy D/azai, with an eye-rolling, cursing, but slightly concerned C/huuya... yeah that's gonna be on repeat for awhile~
#waterfalltalks#waterfalldreams#that's now a tag- i dont know if I'll have many to share but I'm gonna share this one#I just... they were SO well voiced you guys like- that was literally a key moment in the dream#where even in my subconcious i recognized “wow- those are well voiced. i wonder if he was REALLY sn--zing??”#why did i censor snz when i didnt in the post? no idea i got self conscious i think#since its so dream logicy i probably wont attempt to fic or wav it or anything#but i am gonna share it just incase anyone wants!#my dreams are always SO intricate and vivid so this was a chapter in what must have been like a 20 chapter dream#but it's still the ONLY one i care to replay and will be replaying for dayyysssss#i also usually find myself watching my dreams either AS one of the characters (not myself)#or just a third person spectator point of view (like this one) so in the dream i didnt react but#ohhhhh i definitely have thoughts now that im out of it <3
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List of Why The Fuck Didn't I Realise I Was Into Women Sooner #2: Catherine Zeta Jones's sword fight with Antonio Banderas in Mask of Zorro.
That part where her hair was hanging loose and wild and he'd cut the shoulder off her nightdress and she disarmed and advanced on him like an avenging Fury, eyes ablaze and breathing hard— fundamentally altered my brain chemistry. Haven't been the same person since.
#granted i only caught it on tv for the first time years after it was released#i think i was in my later teens#but i remember being struck dumb when CZJ appeared on screen#and then the fight scene#i don't even care that she's fucking Welsh and was essentially playing brownface like the entire rest of the white main cast#(although seriously fuck Banderas's white Spanish ass)#it was 1998 and good mother of fuck that was Elena#i was small and ace and very bi and had a heart boner. a heart-on if you will#i wonder whether i'd hate The Mummy so much if I had watched it before I knew it was racist af#although i think baby Rachel Weiz in the Mummy has a spot on the top ten of this list too#how did she look so completely different and elfish in the first movie. i had no idea it was the same woman in the rest of all her films#you could stick her on a music box. blow her away in the wind like a dandelion#although to be honest i have no excuse whatsoever for loving the Prince of Persia. Gemma Atherton. Jake Gyllenhaal. so hot#idk. maybe because they werent playing plunderers of a colonizer fever dream. the rituals are intricate#knee of huss#catherine zeta jones#mask of zorro#just bisexual things
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ridgeback, aether, undertide, wildclaw pixel pink capricat was made for arcane curiosities
#art#flight rising#ridgeback dragon#aether dragon#undertide dragon#wildclaw dragon#maybe i should make more pixel art#in case the words on the last image are unclear they read 'my daughter' and 'isn't she wonderful'#really though isn't she wonderful#probably my best work ever#pink capricat <3#maybe i should stop picking up dtday thread claims of dragons with complicated intricate markings#drawing the patterns alone makes up like 80% of the time taken#the spots on the undertide took me so long
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y'all bandai themselves is assigning me with the apocalymon autism
[ID: A photo of a someone holding a copy of the parallel art of Apocalymon from the Exceed Apocalypse expansion of the Digimon Card Game. The alt art depicts Apocalymon's humanoid body with an intense expression. The card itself is in a gold sleeve.]
we only bought four packs (the first time we have bought packs since 2021) and this was the last card in the last pack
we're getting the whole pizza with this one fellas
#sky talks#digimon card game#yes i know apo is a restricted card#but i have that apocalymon autism real bad right now so even though i barely know shit about DCG#i'm like determined to make it work#also the dcg tutorial app is really good for what it is but. god damn.#i am remembering why we stopped playing card games in college because worrying about interactions is a pain and a half#one game takes me like 30 minutes minimum even with the app making the flow easier for my brain#anyways#when i tell y'all i screamed#i could not chill for about an hour after this#he came home fr#now i feel like i HAVE to find a FLGS that actually has people playing digimon lmao#(as if i wasn't already gonna try to)#ALSO having not played card games since like? 2018?#(and considering the only card game we really played was MTG)#i am losing my mind over how pretty and intricate foil cards are nowadays???#like i also collect pokemon cards and YES there are some very gorgeous older pokemon foils#(there's this one pidgeotto card with starburst sparkles that is dazzling)#but the intricacy of the pattern work in some of these foil cards is nutty#i have to wonder what kind of tech goes into making card art do that#anyways uhh#i'm going to bed now that i've spent 6 hours riding this high#download the DCG tutorial app
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yknow i do think rigging is fun but its also real intricate. and the mistakes get on my nerves
#wind howls#oh so you forgot to press ctrl and hit S to save so now you have an animation frame that Will fuck you over ? Die#RAGH !#its so incredibly satisfying to watch the controllers actually move the parts around because it means you did something right#and i think im finally getting the difference between IK and FK movements and it feels good to learn#but i feel like im not learning a lot and just doing step by step work since im just doing the same work as the teachers recorded videos#i wonder if maybe thats the only way to learn how to rig. i do know now what constraints are and to bind skin and stuff like that#and i know how they work !#but i dont know if i would be able to do the assignment im doing right now with my knowledge alone. without the teachers videos#well. were only halfway through. theres more time to learn...#im just glad i think its fun still. rigging is the part that people seem to have a hard stance either for or against it#but i do like it ! its just intricate work...
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SHIN MEGAMI TENSEI V MANIAX AND NEW ENDLESS OCEAN GAME WE ARE SO BACK FOLKS
#I AM SO SO SO EXCITED GENUINELY AND FULLY AND BEYOND#I HAVE SO MANY INTRICATE THOUGHTS ON NEW SMT ESP WHEN I WAS ALREADY BRAIN COOKING ON V ALL THE TIME#BUT THIS IS HUGE. THIS IS GREAT. THIS IS WONDERFUL IM SO EXCITED WAOAUGHGHGH
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holy FUCK you guys with the pizza questions HJKHJKSHFGEHJKHG since i am now the Pizza God i'm gonna answer all of these in 1 post to not go crazy over too many asks
1st: what the fuck. what is that. why don't you just make a salad
2nd: i know this is to be expected of me to say but pineapple pizza just sounds like the most gut wrenching thing i'd ever taste as an italian HJKSGHJKEHJKEHG don't ever show that to my face
3rd: IF YOU MEAN THE CHUNKY CRUSTS????? that's the shit. istg i LOVE CHUNKY CRUSTS i'm the person who fucking consumes all the pizza crust. it's so good
4th: honestly fair HJKSGFHJKEHG sometimes i don't like certain veggies too and mushrooms make me wrench cus of the texture but I AGREE MOZZARELLA IS THE BEST GODDAMN CHEESE ESPECIALLY FOR PIZZA
#asks#honestly i have so many intricate opinions on pizza#i just wonder why yall are so curious HKJDGHJKEHJKEG#ISTG I GOT ASKED MORE ABOUT PIZZA THAN MY GODDAMN OC 😭😭
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I think having 2,000$ to spend at a fiber festival could cure me
#melon rambles#went to a fiber festival today and it was so much fun and so cool to see all the wonderful crafts and art people have made#but it also deeply saddened me that I could in no world justify spending 500$ on a handmade tapestry of a cat#or blow 300$ on an alpaca wool cloak#(It was so soft!! So incredibly soft!! And so beautiful!!!)#tbh some of the things there were probably underpriced for the amount of labor that went into them#but I am simply a broke college student#My sister and I did find some incredibly nice scarves though (the fabric was silky and soft and had absolutely stunning colors and designs.#they looked so fine and fanciful#but still had a bit of weight and warmth)#and they were on sale for 15 bucks!! I got a gorgeous rainbow colored one and my sister got an intricate black and white one#between that and the skein of merino/angora wool yarn I splurged on I really do feel incredibly fancy#rich people really do need to get their priorities together about what they frivolous spend money on
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#theres this feeling i get sometimes. i find it very hard to articulate. its part despair and part awe. dispair at how beautiful the world is#all those intricate little process coming together to organize the chaos. i dont kno y i feel it so deeply or y it hurts so much#because its just. no matters what horrible things r going on in the world. ur body is this miraculous collection of chemicals and reactions#mobile containers of water with a history that spirals back billions of years. and you can hear and see and experience and reflect#and when you die the world goes on spinning without you. if we as humans destroyed this planet past the part of our ability to inhabit it#it wouldnt even matter. there would be continued life past humanity. cosmically we r tiny and insignificant and we dont matter#but were beautiful and wonderful and infinity complex and knowing that leaves me in agony. because i want to kno everything right now but#mind is too small and i walk around with the disorientation of someone whos just been hit in thr face ans i cant focus enough to read#cant make the words make sense and i cant justify the time it would take to try. so i sit on my deck. in the sun. crying as i think about#how the light hit the grass in my front yard the last time i was home. how the cliffs in the backyard are ringed with red lines of iron#separated out as the water leached through the sandstone. how every avaliable surface is stained green as organisms reach upward toward#the sun. and its beautiful and i dont kno y im crying. maybe its bc i cant just throw everything aside and chase that feeling. im not#allowed to feel it. im not allowed to talk abt it in the way i want. bc im afraid no one cares as much as me in the same way. bc when i#talk abt what i study its obscure and academic and so far from what most ppl think abt that they get intimidated and dont try to understand#so i just try not to talk abt it. or maybe im just afraid. bc i have my 1st TA meeting tomorrow and i meet with my new advisor friday#and im worried and im afraid i wont b able to do this in a way that doesnt make me feel like im dying. bc i like to b busy and i like having#a strict schedule but if u throw me that knife im going to stab myself with it bc i dont kno how wield it as a tool without hurting myself#sure ill get the job done. but at what cost? whatever. ill try to b better this time. try to hold tight to the wonder. but that feels like#reaching out into forever. knowing ill never make contact. not knowing what im reaching for.#the closest approximation to the feeling i can find is that scene in the terror. where go0dsir is asking if god is there. any god. and it#doesnt matter bc he can see god in the landscape. in an environment that's so harsh and barren that its killing him slowly in the worst of#ways and its beautiful. its still beautiful to him. there is wonder here. and im wasting my time laying in a dark room crying bc i put#myself into a container so constrictive that the surface snaps and i come spilling out as an angry liquid. smearing away into nothing#unrelated
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