#this was sad to think abt ngl
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RAMBLES ABT THE YUMI GANGG
ngl I've been keeping my tangents away because they have so much potential and I'm kind of gatekeeping them for my personal stuff... But here's one that just pains my heart:
Alec interacting with Yumi's gang is very interesting because they're people that don't seem to mind killing people.
here are my HCs kicking in but:
- mood tempered Yumi
- chatty Celeste who has very sensitive ears which makes her be able to hear from very far away (hence the fact that she's good at gathering intel and knows all the gossip at school without having connections)
- Elijah who's well intentioned but eventually just thinks that his life just had to go down this path
I like to think that Celeste and Elijah are people who never got help and eventually just kind of feel dependent on each other. They hurt each other because they don't know what else to do... They're there for each other but they just don't get how the other feels.
In general I think they give the vibe of a circus' freakshow. Alec both pities them and also thinks that... in terms of social status, is he also like them? Is he as hopeless as them?
And here I feel like Alec would just go on a spiral where he decides that maybe the hard work he's been tirelessly doing is vain. That everything he does means nothing. That what he is as a person, is worthless as well. His future does not exist. I mean, I don't think he can go on much longer knowing that he's been helping a murderer.
and I feel like he would get more reckless and try to test his limits- EXCEPTT THAT HE HAS FRIENDS!!! WHO CARE ABOUT HIM!! Kyran, Gold, Funneh, Evan, pls show up #mlp #mlp:Fim #friendshipismagic
OHHHH AND THERE WOULD STILL BE ANGST BC THEYRE ASKING HIM WHATS WRONG, BUT HE HAS TO LIE ANYWAY BECAUSE HE KNOWS THEY WILL LEAVE HIM IF HE TELLS THE TRUTHHH
Anyways here are my suggestions plot-wise for this element to develop: Yumi makes them go on a fun (not fun) car trip for her Yandere endeavours (and pays alec a crap ton since yk he'll have to be away for a few days). Maybe it happens in the middle of a normal school period and we get 2 stories; Alec going on the van thing and getting frustrated with this but eventually has to mingle with Yumi's gang, and Funneh and her friends doing... whatever that could be parallel to what the other group is doing. (hope that made sense)
This means that we'll get some off handed sass and resentment from Celeste and Elijah against... whoever hurt her or just did her wrong. Idk just that type of stuff. I think Alec would obviously still not like them but this backstory shit did contextualise things for him. I feel like he DOES feel bad for them but then when they all go like "so Alec do u want to see us chop off this person's head? LOL!" he just... backs off.
#im ngl this involved a lot of head canons bc we see elijah for like 2 seconds#rambling#this was sad to think abt ngl#LOLL AND DURING THEIR TRIP they would have matching outfits for no reason#I think alec would see elijah like a little bro bc he reminds him of his little sister when she was younger#but also not rlly#bc elijah kills ppl and buries them#anyways...#itsfunnehYHS-vinh
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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no oneās surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#letās talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#sheās selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think itās rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around ājusticeā#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesnāt deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being āi was so stupidā which trumps her previous statement of āthereās no way iād regret thisā#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ā¹ļø#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayakaās wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of ājusticeā or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain theyāre in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that theyāre both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#iām gonna shut up now but theyāre soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh š
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āIāve done the math, thereās no solution. Weāll never lastā
#that one ref#ouh ouuuuhhhhdhheb get these children OUT of my head. they are not paying rent smh. EVICTED#theyre so cute i will keep them safe in my pocket actually#hjwbewhwjwhjsjsjebsjdns#ive just been. listenjnf to sad songs and thinking abt them ngl.#hear me out. cop car is so gregory. HEAR ME OU[i am forcibly dragged offstage]#ššš man#beckory
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Seraphina and Arlo: The Brainwashing of High Tiers
Exposition:
ā Remi, Episode 50.
There is a heavy implication that Seraphina and Arlo were raised in much the same way. The pressure on Seraphina comes from her parents, so Iāll extrapolate that the same goes for Arlo. This raises the question: how do the authorities create such a strong societal pressure on such a small percentage of the population? Most high tiers will probably not know any other high tiers besides their parents. Take Wellston Private High School for example: itās the most prestigious private school around, and canonically has the āhighest concentration of high tiers in the regionā. There are six high tiers in Wellston. Apply this to god tiers specifically, and there are only three. Not to mention that this current group of students is uniquely strong, even for Wellston. In Reiās senior year, he was the strongest at 5.8 max.
So much of this brainwashing relies on the parents to do all of the work, and it only takes one or two people to break the cycle. So how are the authorities creating this immense pressure? One tactic could be by isolating high tiers. There is a very widespread concept that one shouldnāt associate with those outside their level range. A caste system like this that affects everyone is much easier to create and maintain than an expectation for a small group, and it also means that high tiers are only being influenced by those who are also high level. This creates an echo chamber. Iāve researched cults and how they brainwash victims, and the first step in the process is isolating them in exactly this way.
But, if there are so few high tiers, how the hell are they supposed be isolated from other groups? The answer is that high tiers are just isolated in general. Take a look at Arlo: his only friend is Remi, and even her, he keeps at an armās length. Arlo is only close with Remi in the first place because he was close with Rei, who, at the time of meeting Arlo, was presumably close in level with him. [EDIT: I forgot about Holden, which I think says a lot about his relevance. He is kept at more than an armās length and doesnāt seem to have any actual influence on Arlo, let alone a deep relationship. He is also not presented as an equal.] Take a look at Seraphina: before meeting John, she didnāt seem to have any friends other than possibly Arlo. Seraphina and Arlo pre-John seemed to have had more of a professional relationship, and while they were not close in level, Arlo did fit the bill of being a fellow god tier, and strong enough to also be brainwashed.
Now letās look at Remi. In episode 60, Cecile says to Remi: āAnd yet here you are... Always hanging around those two monkeys, Blyke and Isen. Letting them treat you as an equal even though youāre in a completely different league.ā This struck me as odd because, aside from Cecile herself, the Wellston students closest in level to Remi were Arlo, Blyke, and Isen. And who is she friends with? She actually was doing a pretty good job at following that social convention, unless Cecile wanted to be friends with Remi, which she clearly didnāt. But... her friends were still not close enough to her level. Was she supposed to just not have friends at all? The answer seems to be a resounding yes. Can you think of any genuine friends that Cecile has either?
Friendship simply isnāt considered a necessity for high tiers.
But... why is it that Arlo and Seraphina were brainwashed differently? Creating a societal norm for an isolated group of people is one thing, because those peopleās mindsets feed into each other. Putting pressure on individual families to keep them in line, but doing it all in different ways? That would be near impossible. My theory is that Seraphina recieved the typical high tier brainwashing, and that Arlo was raised differently because he was being groomed to work for the authorities. Seraphina didnāt have a set career path planned out for her, but if sheās trying to be āperfectā by the standards of those controlling her, sheās bound to end up going in a direction that pleases them. Arlo on the other hand was specifically planned to become an authority figure. Thatās why his brainwashing is so centered on leadership. Also, growing up with direct contact to the authorities makes it more possible for them to customize his brainwashing in this way.
But does all of this apply to high tiers in general, or is it specific to god tiers? Letās take a look at the high tiers in Wellston. We have Seraphina, John, Arlo, Terrence, Remi, Cecile, and Blyke. John is a unique circumstance because he wasnāt raised by high tiers, so weāll cross him off the list. Terrence was also unique, so we can cross him off as well. Remi was different from the norm as well. Why is that? Well, Remi actually wasnāt raised by high tiers either. Rei said on screen that both of his parents were elites. We can cross Remi off. Blyke doesnāt fit the bill either, but thatās easy to explain. He was an elite for a large part of the story, and he shot up rather quickly. We donāt know much of his family, but he probably wasnāt expected to be a high tier at all, and was raised as an elite. (All of this also serves to emphasize how much of this brainwashing comes from a personās parents.) That leaves only Seraphina, Arlo, and Cecile to look at.
Cecile does seem to have high tier brainwashing, but itās not nearly as intense as with Seraphina and Arlo. She doesnāt seem āobsessiveā, and she wasnāt one of the examples Remi mentioned in chapter 50. Itās clear that high tiers are brainwashed in general, but god tiers are kept on a much shorter leash. This makes sense, obviously, because keeping a population in control like that is less necessary the lower the level. However, itās also a chicken an egg situation: god tiers are both more important to keep in control, and also easier to keep in control. Itās important to note just how many exceptions we had to cross off. People like Remi and Blyke arenāt actually that unusualā a lower leveled high tier is much more likely to have non-high tier parents, or to have not always been a high tier themselves, or just in general, to have way more day-to-day interaction with non-high tiers. The brainwashing gets more and more diffused the lower down the ladder you go.
#UnOrdinary#Arlo UnOrdinary#Seraphina UnOrdinary#no one else is really relevant enough to tag tbh#analysis#in this world the best thing to be is an elite imo#high tiers and low tiers suffer the most from this system#and elites have it better than mid tiers#so youād probably have the best time as around 4.6 ish#upper elite but not too close to high tier#Ngl the isolation of high tiers is rlly sad#no wonder sera latched onto john like that after her character arc#makes me think about arlo and rei also#Ouch#there are more high tiers in the story i couldāve looked at but this wouldve gotten really long if i extended past current Wellston student#I did not know I had this much to say until I started typing#I was coming to conclusions as i was writing like#āOmg THAT explains what I was wondering abt w/ Remi and Cecile!!!ā#Now i still donāt know how the authorities would go about creating these societal expectations to begin with#so Iāll leave that open ended#propaganda? Idk#Ykw should i tag remi too? Maybe i should tag remi#sheās kinda important here#remi unordinary
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now that i have aventurine i'm just left wondering how the fuck was i doing anything beforeššššš
#he's making everything SO easy#he's the bestest boy:33333#well actually no he isn't#he refuses to give me his fuckass lcššššš#but yeah overall i am so fucking glad i got him#acheron too#penacony is so easy now lmao#ngl i was struggling just a bit before..#but let's ignore that i just needed some backup alright#sampo is really fun too he is now part of my main team too:333333333#now i have set my eyes on boothill and firefly and black swan#yes i REALLY fucking want jy too but i already have three lightning charas..#i hate itššššš#i would love to just secure him and then not use him bc i want him to just rest#he's staying at home while i work#that would be sooooo lovely wahhhhhhhhh#i can't think abt this too much or i'll actually get sad#I HAVE BIG FEELING OKAY LEAVE ME ALONE#ššššššššššš#mayor of loserville
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donāt think about possessed q!forever actually locking up the all islanders in prison. donāt think about them trying their hardest to get out so they can get back to their kids. donāt think about richarlyson seeing his family of tios and tias and dads and mom incapable of fighting back and thinking heās the only one who can help his dad because he thinks heās beyond saving. donāt think about richas being as self sacrificing as some of the other eggs and trying to put himself in harms way thinking his dad forever would never hurt him but his dad is far too buried under the black virus possessing him. donāt think about the potential of richas actually going down and his family is stuck behind bars desperate to get to him with no way out of their cells
#his conversation with his tio has me sad and angsty ngl#idk why every kid just wants to throw themselves at horrible things all alone#qsmp#qsmp richarlyson#richarlyson the egg#q!forever#forever player#no i donāt think this will happen but iām sad so youāre all gonna hear abt it
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Random Sorta-long Rambling abt MLP
Okay I haven't watched every episode of FiM, I do rewatch a few eps time to time, so maybe this was said somewhere I didn't know or forgot about,
But honestly was it ever really said that Twilight canonically became immortal and will outlive her friends when she became an ailicorn? I see this all the time in fanworks, I even hear ppl act like this is 100% canon when I don't remember if it was??
Tbh I haven't rewatched MYM in a long itme, but from what I remember it was extremely vauge on anything to do with specifics of Twilight and her friends in the future. Maybe I forgot but I really don't remember there being any hint that Twilight outlived her friends or was immortal specifically, for all we know they could all be dead.
And don't get me wrong I don't mind or care if it's used in fanworks/fics or whatever, but it just seemed weird to me how sometimes I'll hear someone talking abt Mlp and bring this up as if it was 100% something that is canon and idk it kinda bugs me a little bit
#Ngl I never liked the idea of Twilight outliving her friends#It just seemed unnessarily sad for a show like Mlp and never believed they would have that be canon#I don't wanna yap too long even more already but you could also even make an argument that it would suck narratively too?#Like Twilight went through a whole character arc on growing to apperciate friendship#with her friendship bonds being so strong it can literally create magic and power things like the elements of harmony...#...only for her apparent destiny to be like āLol actually you're gonna outlive all your friends/family and never get to reunite with them!ā#Like thinking abt it doesn't even make sense bc she earned becoming an ailicorn and the princess of FRIENDSHIP#yet doing this leads to her forever leaving and missing the friends that helped her earn it??#She'd ironically feel more forever alone from normal ponies who aren't ailicorns after a while?#Compared to if she was still a recluse bookworm at least she'd have her family and eventually get to reunite with them in the afterlife??#Idk where I'm going with this anymore LOL#mlp#mlp fim#ramblings#text#twilight sparkle
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i watched wickeddddddd
#all i can think abt rn tho#is that i didnāt have time to eat beforehand so i ate dinner at like 10:30 or 11 or smth#and my stomach rly hurts now lolol š« #like this always happens when i eat too late like after kinda skipping the usual meal time#maybe ate too fast maybe ate too spicy lol#ANYWAY WlCKEDWAS GOOD#there were a bunch of kids in front of us who started singing along to popular lol š#and the last note of defying g/ravity šš#i was like trying not to be annoyed bc like i understand iām not even a huge previous fan or anything and i wanted to sing along to popular#but it was kinda funny bc my hand just involuntarily shot out in like a āwoah chill shushā gesture lmao š#also i am like slightly familiar w the musical and have listened to the soundtrack a couple times#but never enough to look into the lyrics and the story#so it was cool to finally get the whole context behind the songs iām somewhat familiar with#esp like defyi g gravity which i actually know all the lyrics for lmao but just never what they actually meant in the story LOL#iām familiar enough w the music that as soon as for good even looks like itās starting in the next part#iām just gonna burst into tears going to drown in tears#it was rly good i cried twice ššš#also LOL i have only ever seen jo/nathan b/ailey in h/eartstopper his little guest role#and ngl having only seen that i was like#i mean yeah heās conventionally attractive but why r ppl so obsessed w him#but now i kinda get it LOL#kinda sad bc i saw it w friends and i wonāt be able to see the next part w them probably š„¹š„¹#idk ig never say never bc i don actually know what my job and time off looks like#i probably could like i probably have access to that info but idk it LOL#but yeah š at least we saw this part and it was fun yay#anyway š some random thoughts for ya for tn LOL#jeanne talks
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havent drawn her in 900000 yrs so sorry queen
#wip#oc: tmf#ngl. like yes this is pose practice. the other part of this is that i got sad thinking abt how i hadnt drawn any hot women lately
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i am soooo good at getting emotional over children's media but not in a fandom way in like a. oh god i care about people so much way
#its shel silverstein this time kldfjhd#watched a good vid essay abt his work and going through the comments of the vid and oughh theyre getting me to tears actually#ive gotten this emotional abt dragon tales and fraggle rock before lol#idk man maybe im super sappy but i find myself so very touched by media made for kids that is made with a genuine care#whether its a desire to teach people how to deal with emotions. to āend warsā in fraggle rock's case iirc#or just having such a respect for kids to want them to have these profound messages that stick with them into adulthood#ogh. ogggh. maybe this is why im an education major lol#rando thoughtz#edit additions bc im thinking abt it now after i already hit post#silverstein's poem Whatif like. particularly hit me hard rn when i heard it now#bc im like. well not to divulge into in a public setting but ive been really struggling with anxiety lately#its been p fucking bad#and that poem was like. ah thats literally how its been for me so many times ive been left alone with my thoughts in my bed#and it was like that a lot as a kid too ngl. so it makes me a little sad that i dont think i ever read that one as a kid#or if i did i didnt remember it. but its here for me now and its. comforting to have what ive been going through be in text for kids
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i wish characters w addictions werent treated so poorly by their fandoms. straight up either villainized or ignored, example being roy harper
#stfu kory#roy harper#i think about his addiction a lot and how people will only ever make jokes abt it when they bring it up#ngl its a lil sad to see ppl only treat it as something to be laughed at
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@teethcritter Adventure Time mutual Teethcritter do you ever think about who thereās like three people who got divorced bc God yoinked their S/Os away into a fabric of un-existence
#paypurr speaks#SPECIFICALLY#minerva campbell#normal man#and#simon petrikov#thereās literally been people whoās wife/husband went into nonexistence and it happened like three times#if we wanna go for the general [[divorced]] pile aunt lolly would go there too#gumbald I guess TECHNICALLY also doesnāt exist anymore if u think abt it???#neither does chilcle#her husband is Punchy nowā¦#and thatās sad ngl#adventure time#atimers
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thinking abt luka's self-sacrifice and the fact he gives up literally everything for his friends happiness & safety
#im thinking abt that one episode#dont remebmer which one or the details of it ngl#just.. that episode#where all he does is help others#how is he not sad#he could lose literally everything and hed still make sure his friends were okay first like???#and hes just so CHILL???#i dont understand#i would like to explore the fact he MUST be internalizing some things...#altho actually im sure he probably just talks to people if hes upset but also i feel like hed just take a deep breath and bottle it up#ćthatās right everybody. itās your favorite boy.ć ā out of character#ćheās faster than sonic!ć ā misc
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I love Stardew Valley so much. Everyone in this town wants me carnally (I've been married and have had kids the majority of my time living here)
#just saw Maru's 8 heart cutscene for the first time#which 1. girl dont try and confess to me you were AT my wedding#2. ouagh. ngl. maru's 8 heart cutscene is maybe the only time ive regretted romancing emily#i ALWAYS romance Emily bc I love her <3 and also bc marrying Emily in SDV was my first ever time-#-really accepting my sexuality and acknowledging I DON'T have to be with men#so i genuinely feel kinda sad when i think abt romancing other NPCs... but also Maru... fuuuuuck#I didn't like Maru that much before! I didn't DISLIKE her by any means#but I practically never go up to Robins shop or into the hospital so my schedule doesnt often overlap w Maru#and ooouagh. im such a sap for stargazing. i love it so much#sorry for overlooking you for all these years maru. still married tho
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i could show you every iteration of my s/is for Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss but that's almost 3-4 years of increasingly varying designs and I was only ever satisfied with a handful
#š§¤ through the void || ooc#theres some specific ones that i ADORE and will NEVER be able to recreate#like i HAVE decided to use some of them for separate ships#like my Mammon design? mwah. i think i peaked then#then i have the one for Valentino who I used to use for Angel and might eventually pair a specific version#of that character for Angel again but. i got sad abt canon Mammons design ngl#like its gonna be fantastic but it discouraged me from making more art of mine despite me literally ADORING someones fanon Mammon#i literally have a keychain of him and the artists Ozzie keychains because mghgmgh I'm homo
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man i have soooooo many thoughts abt the sasaki to miyano authors rules on reposting their manga panels š„²
#because like .. at the end if thatās what the artist wants then thereās no way you can go against it because they Made the manga you Have to#respect their wishes because itās their work and thatās obvious#but also . idk it diminishes all the excitement abt the manga#like you can no longer talk abt specific scenes or expressions or cute panels etc#this is what kinda made me lose interest in this authors works ngl it just .. doesnāt hit the same#but that is the artists wish so nothing can be done#like i get altering panels even by colouring and stuff but not being allowed to repost (without the official hashtag ofc) is rly sad. š#and iām not talking like the entire chapter ofc but rly just little panels etc to help when youāre talking abt a specific scene#i do that sm with witch hat and jjk lol and it really elevates my excitement and love ?? and i love when other ppl talk back to me abt those#scenes#i think itās also jarring because iāve never seen other authors post abt this many specific rules but ig itās common in japanese fandom but#weāre just not exposed to it#itās like when you read a book and you wanna post abt certain quotes and lines#like how else do you reference that exact thing yknow other than showing it when itās manga panels š
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