#which 1. girl dont try and confess to me you were AT my wedding

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I love Stardew Valley so much. Everyone in this town wants me carnally (I've been married and have had kids the majority of my time living here)

[ichinoue]

You're probably not gonna answer this but i need to vent a little lmao So recently i saw a post where an IR shipper wanted to discredit IH using the WDkALY novel part where renji asks ichigo if he loves orihime, and he says "you shouldn't keep such a nice girl waiting for so long" and ichigo replies "i know" and saying that he knew she liked him all along but ignored it cause he wanted rukia and that once she was married he went to the next best person orihime, that had me shook yo like?? 1/?

continued: That literally makes ZERO sense to me?? Nevermind the fact that kubo literally hinted at ichigos feelings for orihime for years but think about all the shit that would’ve/could’ve happened to her if he let people know he liked orihime. Even before he admitted it in WDkALY ichigo had all kinds of people using/hurting orihime to get a rise out of him. He obviously knew this and didnt want her more caught up in the cross fire than she already was. Besides we know all he ever wanted/s to do is protect her even if it means dying in the process, so he would’ve felt a need to hide his feelings to try and avoid her getting hurt. Like isn’t that just the most obvious thing??? Do people really not get that? Like it doesnt make me mad it’s just confusing??? Like?? I dont know maybe its because im biased,but even if i wasn’t I’d still probably idk get it?????? (Any way i love your blog so much my dude it’s just an amazing plethora of IH love)Thank you :) But yeah, that argument is extremely weak, and it’s taking the Renji quote completely out of context. First off, if Ichigo liked Rukia all along, you would think that he’d be heartbroken and moping around and beating himself up at her wedding of all days, and yet he spent the whole ceremony not giving a single shit and pining over Orihime instead lmao. The novel states that he was staring at her from afar, obviously in a longing manner because that’s what prompts Renji to then approach him and say “isn’t it about time you made things clear, too? Don’t play dumb, I’m talking about Orihime.” The implication there is simple: Ichigo was hoarding feelings for Orihime for a long time, and Renji, having hoarded feelings for Rukia for a long time, recognizes that in Ichigo and tells him to hurry up and confess, just like Renji himself did. Which confirms that they were both pining after their girls for a long time, hence the word “too” and Renji being the one to give him this talk. Which proves that Ichigo’s feelings for Orihime existed long before Rukia’s wedding day (which we already knew because we didn’t read the manga with our ass).The “you shouldn’t make a good girl wait” quote isn’t about guilting Ichigo to be with Orihime; we know this because it’s already confirmed that he’s in love with her from the implication I just mentioned above, and the “you’re in love with her, right?” part of the quote which basically proves that he is. Being asked that makes Ichigo flustered and nervous—and if he doesn’t actually love her, why is he so flustered again? And what exactly gave Renji the impression that Ichigo loves Orihime if he’s actually in love with Renji’s wife? Don’t you think Renji would have caught onto that at some point, if Ichigo truly loved Rukia all along? But nope, Renji only picked up on the truth: that Ichigo loves Orihime and has for a very long time. So, sorry antis, but he never loved Rukia. Hell, he spent Rukia’s wedding pining over another girl—a girl he fell in love with of his own heart and freewill. No guilting required :)Honestly though, antis who make arguments like this have terrible reading comprehension. They don’t know how to pick up on context clues or subtext or implications. Or maybe they do, but they just ignore the whole of a scene and cherry-pick bits and pieces that they can then twist to work in their favor. Hence, this argument.

[deztinywarriors]

ES Spectre Interlock Chapter 11-20

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iM GONNA PUT THIS UNDER A READMORE BC ITS LONG…

   1. What is you middle//full name?

i’m not gonna say my full name for privacy purposes, but my first + middle names are Tristen Mackenzie

   3. What is your birthday?

May 23rd!

   5. What is your favorite color?

aw man like… light pink? dark purple? cerulean blue??? all good.

   7. Do you have any pets?

yes!!!! i have a cat and her name is rose and i love her

   9. How tall are you?

5′3″-ish? i’m not exactly sure

   11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

uh… 3 i think? 5 counting both pairs of character shoes though!

   13. What talents do you have?

as a lot of ppl who follow this blog, i’m pretty good at writing! other than that, i like to think i’m pretty decent at singing and acting, and i draw a lot. other than that??? idk

   15. Favorite song?

i answered this but i’ll just add more: A Soft Place to Land from Waitress

also Teen Idle and Primadonna by Marina and the Diamonds!!

   17. Who would be your ideal partner?

alright so like my ideal partner is definitely someone who just loves me for who i am and doesn’t force me to change, y’know? someone supportive who’s kinda ready to take me as i am with all the baggage i have and still loves me in the end but doesn’t take any bullshit? like, they accept i have problems but won’t let said problems excuse my actions. someone who can help me improve on who i am, i guess?

also someone sweet and gentle and just understands, y’know??

idk i haven’t put much thought into a person past that, since i guess all i want is someone who actually gives a shit?

   19. Do you want a church wedding?

uh personally i don’t really care even tho it’d probably piss off my family i guess??? like, it could be or it couldn’t be and it probably wouldn’t make too much of a difference for me because imo it’s a wedding either way???? idk man

   21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

like, me being in the hospital? no. visiting people? yeah

   23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

uhhh i met a guy off of broadway once he was cool i think his name was andrew or matthew or something and he was in pippin and actually was charlemange the night we saw the show!! i wish i could remember his name because he gave me really good advice about basically sharpening what i wasn’t good at when it came to theatre

   25. What color socks are you wearing?

none

   27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

like… i mean, i wouldn’t be against it? as long as it’s for something i’m proud of, i guess???

   29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

nnnope

   31. What position do you usually sleep in?

i usually lie on my stomach when i sleep!!! idk why it’s been kind of a recent thing??? like i use to sleep on my left side for years and over the last year or two i’ve started sleeping on my stomach for whatever reason

   33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

i usually don’t wake up early enough to actually eat breakfast but i like to make scrambled eggs and toast!! because effort

   35. Have you ever tried archery?

no but i want to :’O

   37. Favorite swear word?

eh, probably just ‘fuck’ because i’m not creative

   39. Do you have any scars?

i have a reaaaaaaally faint scar going up my leg from when i did something stupid and was scratched by a wire!!!

   41. Are you a good liar?

depends on the lie and who i’m telling said lie to, honestly.

   43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

uh i can kinda do a russian accent like Stereotypical Russian and i can do a southern accent (which works because i’m from the south but i have no accent i swear), and i can do a kinda posh accent??? idk man i should sit around and just attempt accents one day.

i’m good at mimicking mercy from overwatch sometimes tho but only when i’m playing her because it’s more of me just sitting there echoing whatever she says i guess

   45. What is your favorite accent?

idk my russian accent is at least fun to sit around and say shit in

also just??? idk what you would call it other than Stuck Up White Girl but that’s also kinda fun because i literally will sit around and say stupid shit

   47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

that’s honestly a good question and i couldn’t tell you because i barely remember anything like lemme check amazon because i have this dress??? that was probably expensive

it actually wasn’t too expensive it was only 35-ish dollars??? idk then i tend to not buy expensive clothes

   49. Are you an innie or an outie?

innie

   51. Are you scared of spiders?

hhholy fck yeah i nearly panicked yesterday when there was a spider in my car like i was almost gone but my brother got it

   53. Favorite foreign food?

honestly that’s hard but i??? fukn???? love??? chicken enchiladas????

also does fondue count bc it’s from switzerland and i love fondue like cheese??? good. chocolate??? heaven.

   55. Most used phrased?

probably like “idk man” because i just Don’t Know

   57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

depends!!! sometimes it can be around 30-40, sometimes an hour, sometimes i’ll be ready in 10 minutes i don’t do makeup and throw on something decent

   59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

i tend to mostly suck???? that doesn’t sound sexual i swear why does everything have to sound sexual jfc

   61. Do you sing to yourself?

i think we all know the answer to this one. it’s a definite yes and anyone who thinks otherwise doesn’t know me tbh

   63. Biggest Fear?

dying young, i guess? it’s something that kinda haunts me still and idk of anything that’d be a bigger fear than that for me rn

   65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

idk i rarely watch movies????

   67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

i mean i’d probably leave a few out but i can

i took a thing and i got like, 35-36 out of the 50 so that’s good i guess

   69. Extrovert or Introvert?

def an introvert

   71. What makes you nervous?

what doesn’t make me nervous tho

uh i guess just??? driving in silence makes me nervous

honestly any silence makes me nervous because i need at least some sort of constant noise??? tests are hell, man.

   73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

depends on the mistake??? i tend to but if it’s just something really minor i won’t bother the person.

   75. Have you ever started a rumor?

nah i dont think so. if i have then??? whoops. i know a guy who started (or at least tried to?) rumors about himself tho it was weird

   77. Have you ever drank underage?

not rly??? i’ve had sips of stuff but that was usually with my parents and it wasn’t enough to make me feel anything. altho next time my friend and i hang out without her parents there i might drink a little, just to be able to say ‘i did the thing’ since i kinda wanna do teenage shit while i still can i guess?????

   79. Who was your first real crush?

guy i knew/know (we’re kinda friends??? like we talk but we don’t make extra effort to do so imo???) named jacob!!! he let me down gently because he was also the first person i confessed to, and altho i kinda regret it, i still had that rejection so at least i don’t have to deal with that shit with someone else being “that first rejection” or w/e

   81. Can you roll your Rs?

aaaa sadly no i wish i could tho!!!

   83. How fast can you run?

i don’t think i’m fast but i think i’m fast enough

   85. What color is your eyes?

blue!

   87. Do you keep a journal?

i kinda used to??? i stopped writing in it for a while…   89. Do you like your age?

ehh kinda??? like…? i’m still technically a “““teenager”““ (even tho i technically count until i’m 20 but legally i’m an adult at 18) but it kinda sucks because being 17 is lowkey kinda stressful because woah ur a senior in high school time for u to be forced into thinking you need to choose a good college that will get u a degree for a job you’ll always be in for the rest of ur life and just the fact i’m kinda inexperienced in shit??? i just wanna be smooched before i turn 18 man

   91. Do you like your own name?

i mean??? i don’t like ‘tristen’ but i do like ‘tris’! which is why i go by it online and i try to get ppl to call me it. there was someone i know who was like “no one even calls you that” when i said something about being called “tris” to someone and i’m like… that’s because i never said anything about it before…??? no one calls me tris because i never really went by it before….???

but anyway “tristen” is fine but i will always prefer to be called “tris”

   93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

i’m gonna say i’d love to have a girl but honestly? i don’t really care? if i have a child or if i have children, i just want them to be happy and healthy and feel they can trust me with anything - or at least almost anything, since i never really had that person growing up.

   95. What are your weaknesses?

uh i’m not the strongest person when it comes to physical activities but that’s also because i’m a dumb egg who sucks when it comes to shit like dancing because i kinda throw myself down a hole when other ppl get things and i don’t and i get really self deprecating over shit

also self deprecation by itself is a pretty big weakness.

other than that, i’m kinda messy?? like my room itself is a mess and there’s clothes on the floor and i really just need to take a day and clean up

   97. Were your ancestors royalty?

not that i know of

   99. Color of your bedspread?

uh its too hot for one rn but i have a white one that my grandma bought for me and i use it when its cold af outside

i want this galaxy one that i found tho….

(I SPENT AN HOUR ANSWERING THIS BUT IT WAS FUN OMG…)

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lmao legit like. this is just me being gay n whining out of nowhere cuz i just need to vent that badly n feel like im telling someone this so feel free to ignore.

cuz basically whats happened was me n this girl (one of my friends) liked each other at the end of fall quarter back in november > i was leaving for study abroad n we didnt wanna do long distance so we said wed wait til i got back in march > we agreed there was no pressure for either of us to stay interested > i legit got 1 week into my study abroad n realized i loved her (nice) > she was dating around a little which id already said was fine so i just had 2 be chill > i dont remember how but around like late february i figured out that she loved me back n was dating around to distract herself (that still hasnt rlly been addressed jdkgjfk) > i got back and saw her for the first time again at the end of march > spent the first weekend of the quarter w/ her n everything was amazing and we were both Hella happy > she got slammed w/ work after that n i couldnt see her for the next two weeks > on the day she was gonna be free i had planned to ask her out officially but she got in an accident that put her in the hospital > she ended up having to leave school for the rest of the quarter > cue me being the saddest motherfucker on the planet > i confessed to her Again at the hospital > she said she was gonna take summer classes > cue me getting a summer job at school n getting hype > we talk online abt the things we wanna do together this summer > she has complications w/ her recovery n has to cancel her summer classes legit a week before shes set to move in > im @ school and alone

and uh thats the situation. i only really have one close friend but shes aro and not the best at sympathizing n doesnt rlly like talking abt romo stuff so i cant talk to her about it n im just :) i need a wider support network i know. i just feel so tired n lonely n alone at this point it rlly sucks n i only rlly have good days when i can properly distract myself from how empty i feel

and i know its like ‘hey if ur so close to this girl why dont u just tell her how you feel’ but i mean she still hasnt even been able to tell me explicitly that she has feelings for me (she Shows me plenty but words arent her strong suit) and overall theres so many stressful things going on and i know shes upset about it too and trying to stay positive so i dont wanna make her feel like shes disappointing me for making difficult but necessary health decisions.

jfc this is getting so long but yeah essentially: im lonely n lowkey constantly in a state of suffering but hopefully saying all of this will help lighten the load a little. idk i havent even gotten to hold her hand yet and i feel like im gonna die before i ever get the chance so Rip. ill delete this later if i feel like it its. a lot lmfao