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cheese-crusts · 7 months ago

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ask game! current nine fav albums: chose 9 then tag 9 people

tagged by @a-bed-of-moss

In no particular order:

An Evening With Silk Sonic by Bruno Mars

Its Bruno Mars

Unreal Earth by Hozier

An album based on Dante's Inferno?

Without Fear by Dermot Kennedy

One of my all time favorites, its so incredibly soul crushing.

Believe in Me, Who Believes in You by Aries

Not much to say here, I really like this one.

Shadowglow by Flipturn

Really, I love all of their songs. This one is really personal.

Tim by Avicii

Yeah no I really dont have much to say here.

Doom Days (This Got Out Of Hand Edition) by Bastille

Every song in this is a banger no I will not be taking questions

Wild World (Complete Edition) by Bastille

EVERY SONG IN THIS IS A BANGER NO I WILL NOT BE TAKING QUESTIONS

All This Bad Blood by Bastille

EVERY SONG-

No pressure tags! @fuckterfs-deactivated20221212 @the-second-visitor @stargazing-enby @shredded-cheese-wizard @gec-co @joaniejustwokeup @/anyone who sees this!

#is it clear that i relisten to the same shit until the day i die #is it clear that my music taste hasnt changed in years #shout out. my shit music taste #thank you for the tag!!!#this was really hard i wont lie #so many albums but not enough albums #also ngl ive been listening to the same playlist on repeat for ages so i have no idea what to #yeah #almost none of these artists are even in that playlist soob #Some Honorable mentions!#Love and Happiness for when i really want to feel my religious trauma #The Fool Ryn Weaver #Montero #Solar Power #Hot Fuss

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freyadragonlord · 1 month ago

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I will freely admit it when I am wrong.

Reading the manhwa, I didn't think Lout of the Count's Family would actually ever get to the war part Cale has been talking about since the beginning.

And I sure as hell didn't predict the battles would be this brutal and badass. Holy shit.

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a-oct0 · 2 months ago

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I didn't get a chance to doodle them at work since I was too busy so quick doodles before bed instead lol

#wont lie- their eyes are sooo hard to colour on paper- i really should get my computer set back up again to draw #also defo got how I wanna draw V down but the others ehhhh not yet #murder drones #md v #md n #md uzi #md cyn #serial designation n #serial designation v #uzi doorman #cynessa #tessa james elliot #art #fanart

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ribbononline · 2 years ago

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neo champions

#‚where is hop‘ idk ask dena #in all seriousness i just. didnt know what to do w him #i dislike the outfit he has but there’s also nothing to work off there to improve since its just #leon. its just leon. ksjdhfskd #rival marnie #rival bede #pokemon masters #swsh #ive made attempts for hop i just dont have anything i like #also i wont lie his hair is just really hard to draw LMAO

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aurazoo · 2 months ago

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i feel so fucked up over losing those girls that I think I'm self sabotaging everything else

#i feel really numb most days i wont lie #this week is extra extra hard though and i dont know why

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satoruxx · 2 months ago

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RHEYAAAAAAA 🥹🥹🥹 my beloved bday girl!!!!!! how i adore you so!!!!!!!!! me, sashisu and toji are baking you theeee biggest cake rn and serving you the biggest slice!!!!!! we love you!!!!!!!!!!!

you mean soso much to me and i’m so lucky to be able to call you a friend :’) you are such a warm & welcoming person … maybe i’ve said that before but i need to say it again . i love seeing you on the dash!!! & talking to you!!!!! going insane over blorbos with you!!!!!!!! hope you know i am smooching you and cheering you on every second of every hour of the day <33 i hope you enjoy your bday in all the ways you deserve!!!! with lots of tasty treats and presents and kisses from your selfship blorbos :333 ily!!!!!!!!

you have been visited by the bday mouse . . .

ARI.... STOP THIS MADNESS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! my number one fr i would do anything for you :33 greedily nomming on that cake and smothering all of you in the most amount of smooches possible!!!!!!

i am...so glad we found each other here bc i genuinely cannot imagine being here without you around??? i love seeing you on my dash and giggling with you over our faves and randomly going on rants about silly things (sashisu...who said that??) like i said i am fr your biggest fan and i'm sending you all the support in me bc you are genuinely??? so cool????? anyways ty for being the sweetest ever i'm so honored to call you a friend!!!!! my birthday was amazing bc i got to celebrate with you :333

i love you so so much ari <3333

(me to you and the birthday mouse)

#[𐐪— lovely mutuals. 𐑂]#— ari <3 #got a little emotional reading this i wont lie #you are such an angel #and the sweetest most genuine person #you give kindness so freely and thats....#really hard to come by #so thank you for that #i still randomly think about how we first interacted #and it was all bc you left the sweetest tags on something i wrote #(again probably sashisu tbh)#but yeah #you are the best #i love you sm ari #MWAH MWAH

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whimsyscrying · 2 years ago

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So chapter 7 huh...

#twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #twisted wonderland spoilers #not really but to be safe lmfao #I feel like michael mouse is going to snipe me through my window for this one #danganronpa #this stems from me and my roommate having a powerpoint night where he infodumped at me about dr and I infodumped at him about twst #nothing productive was done on that night but it was pretty fun i wont lie #trying to draw in the dr style is such a vastly different style from my own that it was incredibly hard to draw his eyes so large LKDSFSLDK

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yang4ever · 3 months ago

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am i good or what

#I PASSED MY SPANISH TEST!#first ever one hahaha #i waited for my score for a week STRAIGHT #i was so anxious i was so sure i got a b or a c #i worked really hard on this one it feels so good i wont lie #im happie i hope u guys are feeling happie right now too #NOT BC OF MY TEST LOL i meant i hope u guys r happie in general lmao #am i fluent in spanish or what!:)#alina's thinking cap is on! ദ്ദി(⎚ ⎚) 💭❓#yayy celebrate tag everyone let's go to hotpot #yangyang.. if ur out there.. watch out....#gonna pass that silly guy in language fluency just watch

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ofcowardiceandkings · 3 months ago

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the sinus headaches are already not great but Extra Shit has been added to the pile and im just sat on that right now trying to figure out what the fuck to do

#ive uh not processed it yet and it also wont really shake out for a little while now i guess but .. yeah #long story short my friends who ive been A Trio with since we were 11 might be done with each other #theres a LOT of additional factors but theyre splitting a house share so one can go live with a boyfriend #and in the process it sounds like theyve made a lot of selfish choices for some unknown reason #ngl theyve pissed me off a little bit for being so weird and reclusive since theyve had the boyfriend as well but only with us #its ... yeah i dont know what alls happened because i dont live with them #but i just cant fathom how they got to this point quibbling over the contents of their shared house of 5 years #over a boyfriend whos been around for 2 or 3 years ..... to ruin a friendship of 18 years ????#again i dont know the whole story but i trust what the friend whos still good at talking to us to not lie about them being screwed around #i just dont get it at all how to reconcile what ive been told with who ive known over half my life #theyve felt off .. or wrong for a while now tbh ... i miss them #i havent seen the other one since before may ...#the thought that mightve been the last time we all hang out is kind of killling me inside lol #and it was also pretty weird and stilted again because it was very boyfriend-centric #this always happens to me lol ive lost count of all my school friend groups who end up basically fighting over me after they fall out #its a MAJOR trauma point for me and i thought we kind of grew past that but i guess i was wrong #ive been catching myself with a weepy eye or a single sob all day #i dont know what to do i wanna know what the fuck happened and what was worth doing this for #i wanna confront everyone and ask for a fucking explanation as to why my single life solid bedrock is falling apart #i mostly wanna dig a hole and die in it ... im fine im safe but im bothered by like ...#what a total fool ill look like if i just melt down at work ... i might find the mental health first aiders list and write an email lol #im like not okay cksbdkssj fucking hell #i have some hope but its ... its hard out here #i need to go to bed fuck #id dont neeeeed thiiiiisss im gonna choke on life agaaaiiinnn #the battle to keep my shit together enough to at least not self-sabotage ??? its testing my patience #rory's ramblings

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tinylittlebab · 2 years ago

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ill be skinny. it will happen. ive been trying for so long now. once it was just trying to eat less and be smaller but not much real focus on my physical appearance. now its all about that. 11 years of my ed and 7 years of wanting what i want now. i dont live with my parents anymore. i have more control. i will achieve it.

there was a time where id eat 300-700 consistently. ill get that back. i will.

#most of the years ive had an ed i had no access to a scale so it was very jard to track progress #maybe i did lie my ass off and fool ppl around me into thinking its actually healthier for me to have a scale bc ill restrict worse without #one which is half true. not that kts anyones right to make that choice at this point. at least not in 2 months when im 18 its not #part of the problem im having is i wanna be small but i have so little muscle that ill have to be very dangerously underweight to look even #close to how i want. many peoples ugws are under that line. mine was once. before i learned that its genuinely very very dangerous #and a lot of the people who look the way i wanna look are only just below that line which is where id like to be #they look that way bc they have more muscle. most ppl cant maintain a bmi of 14 or less for that long. eventually your body freaks out #ppl use instances like eugenia coonie as proof that you can actually do it but like. most peoples bodies wont hold out that long #and many of the ppl in thinspo pics eother only maintained it for a short bit before gaining or getting really sick or they weighed more #and had more muscle. and like. my goal isnt to be all bone. i dont wanna push it that far. bony people arent physically nice to hold anyway #i just wanna be light enough that somwone cpuld carry me and people might view me in a certain way #i wanna be seen as cute and fragile and shy and like. young and sweet. ots hard to explain exactly what i want peopel see see me like but i #want when people look at pictures or videos of me for them to think i look sweet and wanna be gantle and nice to me #and when i walk around places instead of seeing an awkward weirdo they see a timid cute girl whos really tiny and pretty #i know ill never be that but. maybe if i lose enough weight and dont have much acne and leave my hair down then maybe i can come close

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bericas · 2 years ago

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she feels no control of her body. she feels no safety in my arms.

#twedit #twrarepair #josh x violet #violet x josh #spikeface #bericas winter break*#thank you for the request!!! i love lying!!!!!#this is only Kind of Sort of the vibe plot wise its just hard to lie too much with characters who have never interacted JKDFGHJKDHGDFG #cause it becomes a little like unrecognizable! BUT! violet can still begrudgingly march him out of the chimera pack later in the fake 5a #my Vibe for this stage of fake 5a is just that violet survives s4 by becoming a nagual and like evrey other villain she just kind of.#becomes vaguely part of the pack.#which would lend more tension of sciles earlier in the season too bc violet literally just tried to kill scott and now shes hanging around #i think violet likes to stay busy so she kind of gloms onto something she can do that wont end up with her dead #and also does whatever else she can do to distract her from her dead bf #enter clubbing! enter josh! enter violet knowing hes full of shit from the get go!#but she doesnt know how much!!! she just knows hes doing the same thing she is; hes just distracting himself from smth else #she doesnt know that they have throat-slashed solidarity or that would josh also died one time #just that hes a liar who likes to club. and same!!!!#and they end up a little flirty just bc its fun and feels good to have something their respective packs dont know #and they both dont rly feel aligned with those packs anyway. and suddenly theyre really close and both trying not to smile #but for josh it feels too big and heavy to start something up with someone rn so when violet makes a move he backs off #and then they probably dont talk. until. both packs go to break lydia out and they see each other there #oh im out of tags for my blog now. im gonna tag jsut in case #tw #josh diaz #violet #anyway this was so fun such a good lie thank u for this spike #lie josh and violet would have sooooo much to bond abt in terms of. obviously the throat slashing and the death #but also josh is a boy who died and came back and garrett died and stayed dead. so thats. you know. a lot.#and then also just the loss of autonomy. both of their bodies are unrecognizable and their rage disguised as nonchalance is wearing thin

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beansnpeets · 1 year ago

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I see a lot of complaints from people in photography groups that they struggle with the focus tracking in their camera or just focus in general and I'm not gonna lie, I just can't relate. My DSLR is too ancient to have that kind of thing so I learned to do everything the hard way and did so for a decade. Plus shooting film teaches you a lot about manually shooting. Too many photographers are too reliant on the tech and need to go a little more old school/manual because I strongly believe it makes a better photographer.

#personal #like the tech is cool and convenient #but it really stunts a person's growth in a way #like everyone should know how to grab focus fast without the fancy tracking in cameras now #like my dslr does have servo i wont lie #but i still had to track my subjects manually #like i got by okay shooting sports with that slow as fuck camera #so idk just feels silly i guess to see so many people complaining #when its really not hard to compensate for the camera 🤷#maybe its just people expecting the tech to pull more weight than it actually can #so they just dont understand that theyre supposed to do more than just press a button??

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princekirijo · 1 year ago

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Are there any interests of your mutuals that you're kind of tempted to check out because of how much they post about them??

Honestly yeah there's a few! I'm kinda having a brain fog rn so the only one I can think of is Sonic. One of my mutuals posts about it a lot and I really enjoy the content! I've only ever watched the Sonic Boom show and I've played the first two levels of Sonic Adventure 2 (same mutual's recommendation). The show is hilarious and I did really enjoy the game! I think I stopped because it was in the middle of university but once I've cleared my gaming backlog I'd love to play it again because it's really fun.

#asks #anonymous #yeah sonic just looks like a really fun series #ive been thinking of snagging frontiers too when it goes on sale again that game looks fun #sonic adventure 2 is really fun #i think i got super confused on the first knuckle level so i think thats another reason why i took a break 💀#the first boss fight in the sonic level was fun but hard #that was because i didnt understand the mechanics though wont lie i didnt figure out you could hold the jump button til i looked it up 😭💀#there's def other series too #oh i think its project sekai? yeah that series looks nice im just not a fan of the gameplay so i wouldnt like play it myself #all my mutuals interests are really cool tbh #thanks for the ask :]

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studiousbotanist · 2 years ago

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something that sucks as i get older or maybe just health things but my focus with my eyesight gets worse and it can make me really self conscious playing games and having people point out like “howd you miss that it was right there ??” so having resident evil 4 remake have such an INTENSELY good sound design really, really made the game shine for me . my processing problems didnt affect my gameplay nearly as much as it can for games like dead by daylight . like, i Never felt like an enemy really came up out of nowhere cause the directional sound cues did a GREAT job !!!!

#it just Sucks cause like . my eyes get tired and then i just cant process or colors blend in together its really upsetting #and its been bad lately which is why i ahvent really been playing dbd #and i wont lie the direcitonal audio on dbd has been really lackluster lately so ive had a very hard time #especially on survivor trying to figure out what the terror radius is telling me like WHAT direction the killer is coming from #and i love my friends truly but its hard not to feel self conscious #so not having as much an issue in re4make made me really happy :)#resident bearvil

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ahatintimepieces · 2 years ago

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While Mari continues to try to get closer to her friend, the prince starts trying to dissuade her from sending any more letters. Things get heated and the florist is left out in the cold.

#a hat in time #ahit prince #ahit florist #ahit vanessa #fey prince au #my writing #i wont lie im so happy with 54 #it was really fun to write and i have a hard time usually writing those kinds of confrontations so it was a good experience overall!#anyway thank you so much for reading!!! it means the world!#I hope you're having a wonderful day and I'll see you next week!

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note-boom · 2 years ago

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Are u a bsd manga reader :D ??

Unfortunately, I am not. I might have time in a few months to sit down and read it (if so, I'll probably spam this poor and currently sleeping blog with rambling reactions/analyses because I can't control myself). Or, if I get too impatient, I'll probably just go what responsibilities? and read it anyway...

BUT. I have read all of Volume 20 and a few of the arcs that caught my eye, and they were REALLY fun.

#thank you for the ask anon! this was a pleasant thing to see getting on this here site #but yeah....itll def take a while for me to read the manga #i havent even caught up on season 4 yet.....#and during my time of exile my draft folder just keeps getting bigger and bigger....which is pain #but i wont lie this was kind of a flattering ask #like you ask me if i am a reader?? as if me being a reader of the manga is something you want to know about??#i get flattered by the strangest things XDD #also thank you to everyone who's following me and i feel a bit bad for gathering people when im on a semi-hiatus #but yeah i DEFINITELY have to read the manga. i have no hard feelings towards the anime...#...but i really want to see the manga storytelling. different mediums and pacing and all you know?#bsd #random fandom spamdom #spitting nonsense #and once again that you for the ask anon!

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