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After watching a random celebrity “What’s in Your Bag?” video, I got curious (or maybe just nosy, lol) and started asking everyone the same question. So, what’s in your bag? Or, if you’re not the type to carry one, what’s in your pockets?
Hi anon ^^
Thank you so much for your question, it's actually a pretty funny one! 🥳 Alright, I'm going to try to satisfy your curiosity by answering in detail.
First, my bag. At the moment, I often use one of these two:

1) Bag from Beara Beara London (Model: Lila)
2) Suede bag found on Vinted for 10€
And now, let's see what's inside the bag. I just emptied my bag on the floor and, as you can see, there's everything and anything. Here's a full picture and some close-ups:



1) Sunglasses. I think they are Prada knock-offs bought on eBay about 10-15 years ago maybe.
2) Hydroalcoholic gel, highly needed in Paris. It's hard to keep your hands clean in this city. 😶
3) First aid kit because I am THAT clumsy and wearing Dr Martens shoes even with big socks has a price (*ouch*)
4) An old pencil and a Funko Harley Queen ballpoint pen (I used it the other day at the bank to sign some documents, you should have seen the face of my banker 👁👄👁)
5) A small personalized case with the initials "P.M" engraved on it, for my lipstick (Rouge Baiser, L'Authentique Le Rouge n°405, if you are interested)
6) House keys with key rings that have witnessed WW2, it seems.
7) Medicine in case of vertigo episodes (Tanganil), we never know 😶
8) A cute brush hidden inside some compact mirror (from Pylones)
9) Wired earphones for my phone (I hate wireless earpods, I prefer the good old wired earphones)
10) A small bottle of perfume, personalized with the monogram "P.M", because I am that extra 🎀
11) My Navigo card (Paris transportation card) inside a Harry Potter card holder found on Aliexpress pour 4€ 🤓
12) Two chestnuts I found at a park last October-November. I still have them in my bag, I have no idea why.
13) Some old receipt from Monoprix (I bought a bottle of Coca Zero, apparently)
14) A card from a Dyptique shop with some perfume sprayed on it. I hate it, I've never understood the whole craze around this brand.
15) My phone, with a home made Liam and Noel Gallagher from Oasis phone case ✌
16) My Karl Lagerfeld wallet featuring Kaaaaarl and Choupette, France's most famous cat.

17) ANNNNNNND I was about to forget the most important thing when I took the picture above, my iPod Touch because yes, Little Miss Fossile Me is still listening to music on her iPod touch. No Apple music, no Spotify, like men, we ride at dawn, like in 2010. 🤓🤘
No book! I don't read in the means of transportation, it gives me headaches so I practically never bring a book or a Kindle with me.
Oh but wait, that's not my only bag, I also have this one for food! So:

1) Totoro lunch bag, present from my friend @vegetadaily 💗
2) Paris 2024 Olympics limited edition lunchbox featuring the one and only Phryge, the official mascot, I love her!
3) Hello Kitty bentô box (lunch box) bought in Japan in 2010
4) Burger-shaped lunch box, bought on Aliexpress, absolutely amazing 😁✨
Et voilà! As I told you, you really have everything and anything in my bag(s).
I hope I answered your question! Have a great day 💗
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my favorite scully moments from s7
her friendship with amina ngebe in the first 2 episodes of the season - the honesty between them; talking both science and faith as they translated alien language together; their badass coordinated attack on barnes and the ensuing escape
(and bonus points for her friendship with that machete that she kept at her side at all times!!)
praying with albert in episode 2- waking up on her floor the next morning after begging long hours into the night (and eventually learning that he was never really there because he had already passed away… divine messengers really love to visit scully)
saving mulder when he was locked in the basement with a bunch of zombies in episode 4, coming in with her gun blazing and her excellent aim
scully feeling bad for the teenager tony who got roped into the murder case in episode 5, then gently explaining to mulder that teenagers changing is like, their whole thing
saying “hot off the presses!” as she pins up and analyzes x rays and scans... lmaooo. nerd!
when they’re underground in episode 6, bickering about how that guy could have survived falling wayyy down there, she says “so... we’re looking for wile e. coyote?” and then quickly flashes her light into mulder’s eyes with a smile (and he giggles) (she was feeling silly) (and she is ALWAYS going to compare something to a cartoon, trust!)
she was DONE with that case: “so, here’s the plan as i see it: we inform the chicago field office about weems, leaving it to them to secure his testimony, you change your clothes, we fly back to DC by sunset, and all is right with the world” (which i love because 1. she is such a homebody, let her get back to that cute apartment! and 2. despite saying she wants to go home, she is still blatantly hitting on him, which i admire)
introducing herself as dana to the sick child who made his way onto the crime scene (GOD. it kills me when we get a “dana” out of her… when it is on her own terms… it is such a sharp contrast to that episode last season where she’s partnered with that horrible detective, and she tells him to call her “SCULLY”, and that the conversation is OVER… the duality of woman. stop me before i write a dissertation on how she uses her own name)
she gets the kid away from the dead body and tucks him into bed, asking him about his favorite sports (she tells him that she likes baseball!), and she then gets excited about the contraption weems built him :,)
(later in the episode, she sits with the same boy in the hospital while he is dying - until there is a miraculous donor. something about her and those traveling between this life and the next...)
her dedication to staying on the pfaster case in episode 7 despite how it affects her, because she has to do the morally right thing: “mulder, that man does things to people that no one should ever have to think about. it’s not a question of if i should stay. i don’t have a choice” <- GOD, i could write an ESSAY on her need to do the correct thing at all costs, personal suffering be damned, because that is just What She Does and how she operates and the basis of her whole worldview
scully reviewing the camcorder footage in episode 8, finding the angry heckler in the background, and then his DNA on a soda cup… in her detective mode!!!
they’re investigating the snake church guy in episode 9 and they come across a bunch of empty cages… mulder says “don’t worry, they’re empty” and she realizes that is even MORE reason to worry, because if they aren’t in the cages, then where tf are the snakes?! queen of logic
and the way she is very gentle with gracie, who was in such a difficult situation- kicked out of her culty church because she had gotten pregnant, and then her fiance died- scully tries to get her to think for herself, gently questioning her, and riding with her to the hospital
(but there is nothing gentle about the way she demands to know where gracie’s baby is- she had that gun LOADED)
scully making the connection in episode 10 between the very vague clues - the number 74, santa - and realizing it refers to the specific north pole village
the way she was hiding from the cameras at first in episode 12, yelling at them, covering the lens with her hand, kicking the camera guy out of their car… later, she tells all the cameramen hiding in the closet that she hates them, bahahaaaa
despite having earlier said she didn’t want to look like a fool on national TV, she defends mulder’s idea that wetzel was stung by some sort of insect- she starts to say it’s a ridiculous concept, but then sees the cameras in her face and corrects with “although… it was an understandable conclusion that i’m sure anybody would have made” and he SMILESSSSS
she was hiding in the back while mulder tried to talk steve and edy through their lover’s spat, looking SO incredibly tired, lmaooooo
when she can’t shake the cameras during the autopsy, she smiles and declares that “the FBI has nothing to hide” (meanwhile, she is trying so hard to not lose it on the assistant who was asking too many questions, and then handles her suddenly dropping dead very well)
when they go to the witchcraft shop in episode 14, the lady shows them a little guy and scully excitedly proclaims “a voodoo doll!”, but the lady shoots her down: “no, they’re called poppets” <- poor thing, she was so excited! she wanted to prove she knew her occult vocab!
managing to shoot peattie despite being temporarily blind… yeah. talk about a sharpshooter. sheesh!
and then her wordless admission that she wonders if perhaps peattie really did have the power to save lives… she really does keep you guessing
coming in with tea for two during their stakeout in episode 16, then lounging about as she insults the suspect’s outfits
once mulder leaves to go on his own case, she calls him repeatedly to whine that she is cold and wants to go home, which escalates to “mulder, when you find me dead, my desiccated corpse propped up, staring lifelessly through the telescope, at drunken frat boys peeing and vomiting into the gutter, just know that my last thoughts were of you… and how i’d like to kill you” <- TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL!!!
(and when she solves her case, she happily declares that she can shower for 8 or 9 hours and sleep until spring <3)
when she first visits the taoist center and meets colleen in episode 17, she is all stressed out from the waterston situation and nearly hitting someone with her car, so she comes off rude- but she drives back the next day and apologizes, asking to learn more about what they do at the center, because she is fundamentally a kind and curious person 💗💗💗
and colleen makes them both tea- scully explains she is worried about a sick friend and admits to being biased, and colleen recounts her work as a physicist- how nearly dying prompted her to be open about her relationship with her girlfriend, how a healer helped her release shame- and points out that scully may be more open to the unknown than she thinks she is - “it’s just a matter of what you do with it” (GOD)
following the woman she nearly hit with her car until she finds herself in a temple, sitting before the buddha and experiencing a vision- and then bringing a healer to waterston, opening herself to extreme possibilities
and when waterston wakes up and makes more of his signature nasty comments, asking what will happen between them, she tells him how she spoke with his daughter and it is time “you took responsibility for the hurt you caused in your family”... when he tries his “you’re all i live for” manipulation tactic, she replies “maybe the reason you’re alive right now is to make up for that”
(GOD, the strength in that statement… after how he hurt her… i need to shake something up and down)
they are investigating mystery bugs in north carolina in episode 18, so she calls up an entomologist she happens to know in the area (i want to know the backstory on how they know each other and who else she knows in random academic positions SO badly!) (and scully looks so beautiful as she asks if this bug could be weird because of transgeomics)
refusing to let the surgeon cut mulder open because she knows it will kill him and instead deciding to wait- and then realizing that a high level of nicotine will save his life… medical doctor <3
(and when he has withdrawals, she refuses to let him light the cigarettes he bought)
in episode 19, she reveals her knowledge of tricks forgers use to make papers look old AND that she can read ancient greek!! how cool!!!
telling mulder the story of sister spooky from catholic school (and later he calls her that over the phone <3)
chatting with mulder on his couch as he watches plan 9 from outer space for the 42nd time: “maybe true faith is a form of insanity” “are you directing that at me?” “no! i’m directing it at myself. and at ed wood” <- oh my gosh... and this coming fresh off the heels of all things and her own wrestling with belief… god. i just LOVE it.
later, she tries to ease mulder’s worries about who will tell the stories of the dead: “i think the dead are beyond caring what people think about them. hopefully we can adopt the same attitude” (and she laughs!!)
having so much fun piecing together a theory from mulder’s clues in episode 20- when she gets it right, she yells “YES!” and claps her hands (later, she decides to play internet detective and pieces together the truth about lulu and betty’s father, which killed meeee)
when she walks into their office in episode 21, she sees someone is sitting at their desk, and so she points and mouths “who is that?”, which i thought was SO endearing
and then when she sees the guy’s scars from having a mouth carved into him, she gasps- but then really quickly plays it cool with a “nice to meet you”, because she is polite!!! dammit, not even a lack of mouth can stop her from trying to be polite!!!
(later, she launches into medical reasons to try and explain the man’s mouth-less condition, even if they are all quite implausible)
when the agents knock on the door, leslie starts explaining that this isn’t their boat, it belongs to someone who pays the taxes, to which she replies “oooookay”, lmaooo
and when they go investigate the storage unit, she is surprised by how nice and expensive the furniture inside is. i NEED to see her queen out over interior design!!!
she is SOOOOO excited to discover an invisible corpse- smiling and laughing; refusing to leave it; taking a million pictures; talking about how important it will be for science while she is covered in that yellow powder... and then when she has to finally depart from the body, she tells it goodbye (!!!)
when she hears the genie might be… well, a genie, she asks if she was a witness to 500 years of human history, because she is a nerd
then she declares that the genie is free to go- it isn’t like they can arrest her for anything!
she asks the genie to give her and mulder a minute to talk in private, and she takes her sweet time to move along, so scully whips around and asks “like, today?” <- bahahaaa
but then she explains her theory to him that their whole lives are about making the world a better place, and it isn’t something that should be circumnavigated with a wish, because she is wise
when they return to oregon in episode 22, she has a big smile on her face as she recalls mulder painting the x on the ground where they first lost time <3
and last but certainly not least, her conversation in the hospital with skinner- how she tells him he already knows when he can’t get out the words that mulder is gone; she is so confident they will find him because they have to…
and then she calls skinner back before he can leave, tears still in her eyes, asking him to keep it to himself- she can’t explain it or believe it- but she’s pregnant. and she smiles.
#last scene killed me. i am dead. typing from the grave.#so many great moments here......#dana scully#txf#the x files
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hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags
#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things#first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards#the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased#plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”)#solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow#personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession#second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name#cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life#it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts#since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt#also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j#im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me#murder drones#murder drones nori#artori? that sounds cool#ill probably just stick with nori though#i have so many solver heart refs now#art#episode 7#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it#murder drones spoilers
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i am so tired of female characters being inherently written as ‘terrifying’ or ‘scary’ w no respect to their characterisation.
for one, it feels so fake. i know so many women irl (i am one!!!) and there are very few, of any, that i would categorise as ‘scary as is’. heck, even if we go by tempers—the numbers just don’t match.
but somehow in fics, every single woman is a terrifying force of nature bc that’s…somehow…the only way we can think of women? idk?
and also just, it’s such a two dimensional characterisation that i only see w the female characters. all men aren’t angry and hex-happy and scary all the time. they’re affable, chill, respond to situations thoughtfully instead of always resorting to violence.
i think it also bothers me bc the anger thing flows neatly into the v gendered carefree man child/stuck up fun sponge stereotypes that so many relationships are forced into. it’s just an icky dynamic all around.
and lastly,,,i don’t think it’s even normal for a character to be latently terrifying everyone all the time??? unless it’s a specific quirk of theirs??? like women aren’t dementors bro chill tf out
#i just get. so frustrated by how women are written#and ofc this isn’t just limited to fics#all books have these gendered tropes#and i get so annoyed#the whole thing anger also#is it just feels so disingenuous#bc womanhood & anger (and performing/displaying it) is so complicated bc of socialisation n patriarchy#women are simultaneously not allowed to be angry and portrayed as screechy harpies#and so when characters are written like that it just seems to reinforce these ideas#clearly it bothers me a lot haha#u just can’t escape it ykno? that’s my issue#it makes it’s way into writing on such a subconscious level#and people think they’re writing a strong female character#when really they’ve just introduced someone with anger issues#like. it’s NOT normal to always be scared of someone and their reactions ok?#and it’s not okay for women to always be parenting the people (men) around them#constantly checking to see if something is dangerous or if they’re fucking up or do all the responsible things like#how can u not see ur reproducing gendered notions of personality 😭😭#like plssss#and it’s fiction!!!#we are writing about magic and fantasy#but it’s hard for us to conceive of an alternative perception of womanhood? be so fr bruh#like. i guess what i’m getting at. is that women are also just. People. ykno? we can write them normally#just look at the woman around u for one and you’ll get so many ideas 😭#even if we just take anger#9 times out of 10 a fem character will be screaming and hexing and throwing her weight around#but you can be angry in so so many ways#and u can even be someone who doesn’t GET angry. not in such a way. who can’t hold a grudge.#just. i really wish we diversified the way we wrote women. s’all.#pen’s yapping
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I support girls but NAH THIS IS REACHING “if you look carefully LIKE REALLY CAREFULLY 🤓☝️”
#the same people who would shriek like the witch of the north melting her skin off if I tell you haikaveh / kavetham isn’t implied because#if you actually look into our culture they’re being normal and not everyone having rivalry and caring about each other means they’re 💅#in fact Arabs are some of the worlds most hospitable people alhaitham letting kaveh live with him#is the most Arab thing I’ve ever seen#heck if kaveh was a stranger it wouldn’t be unusual for an Arab to let him in their house ☠️#goddamn#“if you look in the internet you can see how they’re implied!🤓☝️”#maybe if you had any respect for my culture or any desire to be educated when I’m handing this to you for free you wouldn’t be your mistake#your mums greatest mistake 🤗🤗🤗*#dora daily#if only ppl dedicated this level of detail to actual culture compared to pulling out their microscope at level 100x magnification lens to#observe robins spots under her eyes the world would be a better place 🙀#let me tell you btw this whole I hate you meh meh meh ( I’m so in love with you ) trope is the most whitest booktok millennial plant growing#basement dweller nonesense I have ever heard in my life don’t do that to my pookies ☹️#( the pookies in fact were 11 and 9 years older than her respectively )#guys my dad is the straightest man alive ( oh the trauma lowkey wish he wasn’t ) and he legit was putting his hand on his best friends lap#LMAOOO even I as a very logical person was like bro this is so zesty rn I am SO uncomfortable#anyways live laugh love boothill x Baizhu they’re the most canon things I’ve ever seen in my life#<- this is a joke btw it’s an ironic ship I saw on tiktok ☠️
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What we thinking of the setup /j

I spent all day making my desktop look like this & love it sm lol it was so much fun doing it and looking and learning all the stuff.
Anyways im back from my midterms break and hopefully im gonna start back up again!!! Yay!!! But first i have to finish a section of the reference sheet i was working on :-)
#thats his habitat. Enrichment.#oughhhh dont get me started on the little rabbit hole i went down when getting windows media player 9 skins#now i need to make one of those ‘character on default computer background’ wallpapers with spamton to get the whole deal#…don’t analyze my desktop.. its barebones because im still getting stuff back on from my old computer#and this sudden motivation to change the entirety of my windows to look like XP was all because my family member showed me an old tower with#XP he was working on and i got to look around and explore it and even draw spamton… and i realized#Wow. I am missing out. I hate the windows 10 look but i never fully took in how fucking lame it is.#so i took it upon myself to research everything to make it look like XP. Even the windows menu!!!!#if you guys (the one person reading the tags) want to see the spam i drew on XP i can post it :-)
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Do y'all understand the deeply Nevarran shame Cassandra experiences when she realizes she knows nothing about how Vestalus wanted to be buried or any of his last wishes or anything, she just has to rely entirely on what he put in his will
#OOC / HOLLY.#I imagine there is a lot of pomp and ritual and tradition surrounding the death of a prelate#but she knows nothing of what he personally wanted#and imo she only knows the basics of a traditional funeral for a prelate if that#because well. she was like 9 when the last one died and she wasn't really involved#and her whole deal with Vestalus and [gestures] everything is so complicated she didn't dig for details#it is so so so embarrassing and shameful to have to rely on the Mortalitasi to handle so much of his funeral#especially his chief apprentice who'll basically take his place who actually does know#about how he wants to be buried and any final wishes and his plans for his estate and where his will is etc#Cassandra can feel the weight of her uncle's disappointment and disapproval from beyond the grave#she can't even pull the 'he didn't know my wishes in this regard either' card because like#yeah that's true but that's still so embarrassing and shameful that the only close relative you have left#the man who vouched for you to save your life and raised you since you were 7 and got you into the Seekers#is estranged enough from you that neither of y'all know each other's end of life plans
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I go through life trying not to upset anyone ever and I fucking hate it, it’s so goddamn exhausting
#personal#when you’re so in tune with other people and their expectations and needs#and the slightest change in behavior or attitude makes you feel like you have to fix it#every time#and I’m a whole grown adult who understands that peoples feelings are their own and they can be upset and I don’t have to drop everything to#make it better#but my god when it happens it’s like all common sense goes out the window and I just panic#suddenly I’m 9 again wondering what I did wrong and what I can do better#suddenly I’m 16 and cleaning to make myself seem worthy and valuable in the house
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i hateee when ppl on here act all high and mighty for being on tumblr. "haha we're so much better than the tiktok fandom god they're so chronically online lol annoying" like ooh yeah youre so quirky and special. i bet you bring books to concerts. should we tell y/n
#this is literally such a non-issue but it annoys me so bad 😭#especially since like. the average tiktok user that these people are refering to is like 13.#like SHOCKER the 13 year old is cringe and annoying /sar#thats literally how theyre supposed to be leave them aloneee#sure i like a little joky joke about tiktok users but some of you people are actually for real. uhm.#also throwback to when i was in the mcyt fandom and every week i'd see posts on here like#“ohhh did you see the crazy twitter/tiktok stans are cancelling x creator lol theyre so dumb and chronically online”#“thank god us tumblrinas arent like that”#and then i'd go to see what the problem was and 9 times out of 10 the “crazy twt stans” were just black ppl saying “please dont be racist”#cant remember how i got here uhhhh#my point is dont make having a tumblr your whole personality okay bye#i need to lie down its not that big of a deal but im a hater#stella's horoscope
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is there anyone else out there who has so much respect for people who make insane, out-there aus/ships that are so far from canon that all of the content for it is supplied by their own mind and if yes do yall see ME as one of those people
#sorry i’m so high and i just realized that when people who haven’t been following me the whole time see my tags they feel like they’ve#accidentally walked into the middle of a novel and they’re missing ALL of the context#if that makes any sense#like since i’ve made javieran as a ship i have been brainstorming and building them and their dynamic up VIA POSTS HERE and so those who#have been following me for a while have the full context and we’re on the same page. as i post more and more about them i post about them in#situations where you NEED the full prior established context to understand literally anything that’s happening#like i can’t post content that isn’t basically a continuation of everything else ive ever said. for some reason i cannot make anything that#can be perceived out of context. i think i just said the same thing 10 times. but j guess that also makes sense as to why when new people#find my account 9/10 times they will go and scroll through every post LMFQO they’re like “’i know what happens to them months in but i need#to know how it starts !!! i’m INVESTED !!!!!!!’ LMFAO wow i’m actually insane#thank you to anyone who follows me and has kept up with the lore. i don’t think anyone who actively interacts with me now has been around#since i MADE the ship in 2018/2019 but there are a few who followed me almost immediately after i came back last year (earlier this year(?))#shoutout oizy pete and moss my goats#i wouldn’t consider myself a creative person by any means but idk. like i used to be but i feel like ive lost it but maybe im just insecure#anyway. i’ll probably delete this later but i was just thinking. it’s very rare that i will be allowed to post things that are outside of my#‘brand’ because for some reason i always have to be a brand when im posting. or anywhere. but when i get really high i turn into a human#being#weird. anyway. i’m going to go play cowboy game now.#text#hero's talking to himself again#hero talks about himself for 40 hours#i think that was my ramble tag. i can never remember.
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i got a sleep token ticket haha <- has experienced the trials and tribulations
#i almost got pittt but ticketmaster RIPPED it away from me with the whole ''your browsing's paused'' bs and when i reloaded the page#EVERYTHING WAS GONE#but i messaged my friend who i was planning on going with and he said he bought an extra so i still got one 😔#and you'd think that was the end of it but i tried to venmo him and it sent it to SOME RANDOM DUDE#and venmo's customer service is atrocious it kept sending me in circles on the website and the robot on the phone#but i googled it and there was some reddit page that was like call the number#and then press 4 and then press 9 and it'll let you talk to a real human person#and it's all good now it's fine everything's fine#ticket got. money in the right spot.#it was just a lot to go through before noon as someone who usually doesn't even wake up til like 1-2#kyra's ramblings
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Btw in all the chat about Dot & Bubble and racism has anyone like. acknowledged that it's kinda weird that in the series featuring the first ever Doctor of colour we have seen uhhhhh:
3 specials in which the new Black doctor appears at the end of the last one for like 5 minutes after being replaced with a previous (white) Doctor for the big event episodes (a thing that has never happened before)
3 regular episodes
Episode in which the Doctor is mostly tangential to the plot except as a bomb
2 extremely Doctor-lite episodes, which are a common feature of Doctor Who but are pretty much never stacked back to back
FOR THE AVOIDANCE OF DOUBT. I like all these things:
Russell T Davies' work on Doctor Who
Ncuti Gatwa's fucking masterful acting
Doctor-lite and companion-centric episodes (which honestly are some of the best New Who episodes. Turn Left? Human Nature?)
but. it is notable that this series - which I would consider so far to be 9 episodes in which Ncuti Gatwa has had a reasonable cut of screentime in like... MAYBE 4? - is a) by far the least Doctor-focused episode ratio that I've ever seen, b) the only one where an actor's actual onscreen regeneration has been pushed back by the return of an old actor, and is c) COINCIDENTALLY the first ever season starring a Black Doctor 🤔
(because like. this could be a coincidence. there are often Doctor-light episodes to give the actor a break, for plot reasons, etc)
(buuuuut. two in a row? and they're both genuine Doctor-light episodes, ie one which is Turn Left style where the Doctor only appears to bookend the episode and is otherwise taken out of the universe, and one which is Blink or Love and Monsters style where the Doctor only appears in brief bursts, on screen, through the episode, with one monologue near the end, while we follow another character around for the bulk of the time. I can't think of many series of New Who with 2 Doctor-lite episodes, especially not in the first half of a season. In Davies' original run there were what, 4 Doctor-lite episodes in 5 years (and that's IF you count Fathers Day which I kinda don't)? and we've had half that many in one season, back to back, only 4 episodes after we DIDN'T SEE THE NEW ACTOR FOR ALMOST 3 FULL SPECIALS?)
(and I do know that Gatwa had shooting commitments with Sex Education but the thing is. back to back in the first 5 episodes???? it's not a good look! it's just not! you don't have to shoot in series order, you can literally space them across the series if you need to work with his shooting schedule! like I am sure it's not intentional but COME ON.)
#red said#i have been SO HYPE FOR NCUTI GATWA and he is doing SUCH A GOOD JOB when he's on screen#i never expected to be the person saying 'i want more doctor-centric episodes' i have always felt that the show shouldn't revolve around hi#it is BETTER and STRONGER for episodes to largely focus on the less Time Lordy characters. a thing Davies has always done well.#buuuuut also like. kinda 6 (or 9) episodes into this season#i feel like i know a decent amount about Ruby but i really don't have much sense of the Doctor except in snippets#and i kinda just. want more.#and honestly i have been waiting SO LONG for them to cast a British actor of colour as the Doctor#and the whole stopoff with David Tennant kind of left a bad taste in my mouth because of that#fairly or unfairly like yeah you WILL get a Black Doctor but first we have to stop for the nostalgia tour of when the Doctor was a white ma#and i didn't dislike those specials. but i didn't like them enough for it to not feel like putting off Ncuti Gatwa to stay in the#'remember when Doctor Who was popular' zone#and so to follow that wait up so quickly with 2 back to back Doctor-lite episodes is. ok man it's sus.
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Fuck you Shadow you useless piece of shit always falling in paint all the time. I'm sick of you man
#codacheetah#my art#yeah this gets the vip tags#most of my art from when i was likeeeee 5-9 years old is lost media now bc my dad's hard drive got wiped and i never uploaded it#except apparently. shadow falls in paint#i remember the context for this over a decade later btw it's because i really really wanted to make one of those like#god idk if this is a thing other people remember but there was this whole genre of youtube videos by children where they would#steal images off of d/a of usually eevees and make dramatic ass romantic stories with them in windows movie maker over pop music#there is this one eevee romance story that is my personal white whale abt a deaf (iirc) eevee who eventually turns into a leafeon.#they were the finest cinema to me as a child. but i guess i had principles bc i refused to steal art for mine. i think i only ended up#drawing like 5 panels though bc it was a lot of work. don't remember why shadow fell in paint#but we should all point and laugh at him mercilessly
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shirley curry retiring is kind of giving me a huge reminder that time passes and things don't last forever
#like i'm not even a fan of hers per se but yk. cool gaming grandma is obv gonna be the kind of person i'm fond of#it's nice that she knew when to stop because she wasn't enjoying it anymore & all like. good for her#it's just the realization that 9 whole years have gone by since she started being known and that like. stuff doesn't go on forever#like in the corner of my mind ''there's a nearly 90-yo woman making skyrim let's plays'' felt like a universal constant#and Ah Right it isn't it's just something someone decided to do and they can just as well decide not to do it#i wish her the best she was so sweet and i truly love what she brought to the gaming community#+ it's nice that her goodbye is. how to put it. a deliberate one rather than waking up to hear she passed away ykwim#which is what i thought happened when i saw a headline beginning like ''shirley curry 88-year old 'skyrim grandma'...'' gkfjd
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I am not well 🤧🤒🥺😴
#personal#last night beba went to bed at 8 pm#I was like okay let’s get started with night time routine because it’s gonna take at least an hour I’d like to go to bed as soon as he does#and legit I started rocking him in my arms around 8 and he closed his eyes around 8:05 and started whining#when he does this he wants me to put him down so he can fall asleep on his own#which just breaks my heart but it’s a good thing#anyways he starts whining so I put him in his bed#and then close the door and leave the rain sounds on for him#and I anticipated giving it about 10 minutes before he thrashed around a bit and started crying because he can’t fall asleep#that’s usually when I come in and pick him up and rock him again and we do the same song and dance for about an hour#and literally I set him down to sleep at 8:15 and he just…slept through the night#I went to bed at 830 and fell asleep by 9 and he slept the whole night#my goddddddddd#I needed that sleep so bad#it didn’t fix me entirely but it’s a start
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making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#Ough... oooooggghhhhh..........#unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately#is... kinda insane! silly <3#like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting.#ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and#i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend.#def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god.#and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise#and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does#i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO#and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn.#it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing#even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO#it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult#^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me.#and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me!#and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL#but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid#but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the#kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly#cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun.#i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs#i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :((#rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc.......#and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who#were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o#and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh!#silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!!#anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.
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