#this was kinda stupid tbh
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âThe Exitâ by Conan Gray, and Galuna Island
Feels like we had matching wounds // But mine's still black and bruised // And yours is perfectly fine now
Lyon and Gray lost the same person, were there when she sealed the demon away, when she was killed. they shared that trauma, reason for it be damned, they shared that experience.
From what Lyon saw on Galuna, Gray had âhealedâ as to speak; He had friends, he was apart of the strongest guild in Fiore, one that pridefully spoke of being family. He had his happily ever after;
But what about Lyon? Where was his? He very clearly hasnât healed, his wounds are still bleeding for all to see. He spent every waking moment since Urâs death searching for for vengeance, for a way to prove himself.
He hasnt allowed himself the chance to heal, he wasnt saved, it still hurts. So why does Gray, the boy who killed his master get to be happy?
Feels like we buried alive // Something that never died // So, God, it hurt when I found out
Gray and Lyon never had closure, how could they? They never go to say a true goodbye to their master, to each other. They were both witnesses to the same atrocity.
Ur made a selfless sacrifice that costed her life, and they had front row seats for the whole thing. That memory, that trauma, will never die. They cant put that away, cant bury it, no matter how desperately they try.
When Gray saw Lyon on Galuna, saw what he was doing, it was a gut punch. He was trying to free that fucking demon, the one that devastated cities, killed thousands, tore his world apart, took away their master. He was trying to reverse the last thing Ur did, the last thing she did for them.
and God, was that a realization painful.
#this was kinda stupid tbh#but its been in my drafts for so long#i needed to get this out of my system#i feel like those specific lines fit them#the introspection was kinda lazy but#it is what it is#fairy tail#gray fullbuster#lyon vastia#fairy tail angst#i think#sun strickens ft#i might flesh this out a bit more at a later date
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my deer arthur
#my art#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#arthur morgan#arthur morgan rdr2#rdr2 fanart#arthur morgan fanart#anthro#anthro art#idk what compelled me to draw stagthur but#i did and this is what we got#i dont draw anthro art so dont judge me#might just be a one time thing but this was fun regardless#this looks kinda stupid tbh but I DONT CARE IM CLOSING MY EYES AND POSTING
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always makes me uncomfortable when wc fans genuinely seem to think mapleshade is an entitled cunt for being in a halfclan relationship and wanting her children to grow up in thunderclan without issue
#i get ppl are angry about frecklewish misogyny but like. you dont fix that by being misogynistic towards maple#tbh i kinda wish we never got mapleshadeâs vengeance and they just left her backstory to interpretation#bc it did unfixable damage to the fandom#its always so frustrating to me too bc like. why are we acting like shes a stupid evil bitch for THAT and not the murders#i repeat my old post: ââthis character is bad bc they broke the code!ââ what are you a cop
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i actually think ppl dealing with religious trauma by having an edgy atheist phase is fine. I actually think maybe the kid who makes sorta cringey jokes at the expense of a cult they're trapped in should be allowed to do that. Yes I roll my eyes when I see people calling it "the book of moron" but I also remember being fourteen and seeing someone do that and how incredibly powerful it felt so I think maybe it being a bit cringe in retrospect is fine.
#no one ever fucking. mentions that part of cringe culture. when theyre criticizing it#like no one's willing to defend teenagers who are maybe kinda annoying abt their religious trauma!! worst crime in the world i guess#oh noooo the kid who's forced to attend a church that tells them theyre evil for existing said god is fake and they were SMUG abt it!! đ±đ±#who caressss if u think its stupid its not FOR you#ties into my feelings about teenage rebellion being 'cringe' in general tbh. like sorry the person who has zero autonomy is acting out#maybe you should! treat them like a person! that might help who knows!#exmo#exmormon#religious trauma
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(totk rewritten/botw 2 wip)
yes i am making 'new' arrow types that you craft with material in bulk (essentially like the new types in totk but crafting them instead of having to fuse it for each single one- to be specific, ZELDA crafts them for you bc i think its great to give her more stuff to do, the same will work with weapons and repairing weapons but that i will lock behind quests as i mentioned before, maybe you will select the stuff and then keep playing while she does a lil animation and then throws it back to you when in combat, otherwise you can make multiple at once so it doesnt take too much time- or you approach her and open an extra menu for crafting/repairing)
what are the best effects i should include? :3
#ganondoodles#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#botw 2#wip#concept art#yeah you cant fuse a piece of meat to an arrow#but honestly drastly reducing the stupid arrow scrooling and not having to fuse each single one AND new designs is worth it#i also want to do this with weapons like combining a shiled and an ice fruit makes a low lvl ice shield etc#its kinda fun tbh#and since im more leaning into making it just like i want it regardless if its sth nintendo would do#id like to take into consideration what other people like too#making this a community thingy in a way#though i wont do everything obviously
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In bbc merlin you hear all the time about the Old Religion - which implies existence of the New Religion. Only recently i worked out what it's ought to be.
It's Christianity.
#it's bloody christianity#and i'm stupid#how could i not have realized earlier?#christianity and not even a chapel#that's scandalous tbh#you don't even have to comment on it#just put it there#but yeah#king arthur and the knights of the round table were looking for the holy grail#and... i knew it at some level#some but not conscious#hell#which reminds me#how long i've spent trying to come up with things people can swear onto when concepts of heaven hell and (big singular almighty) God+#+are foreign to them#(for fanfiction purpose)#(completely in vain as it turns out)#i... kinda refuse#honestly i'm flabbergasted#merlin bbc#as we're putting unexpected shit into internet's vastness today#the adventures of merlin#merlin#Q
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My Headcannons for how Infected and Kasper operate
Buckle up, this is a long post. Thinking about how characters function in relation to the world around them is basically a hobby of mine, so expect more. (I have others planned for both lampert and unpleasant at the very least)
(Not ship related) (angst heavy sorry)
Kasperâs infection is a brain-rooted/cognito-hazardous parasite
He got it after purposely ignoring a chainmail curse, both as a sort of âfuck around and find outâ as well as an outright form of self-harm/self-sabotage.
The parasite is the one that primarily controls all the conscious actions of infected, while kasper now acts sub-consciously.
Its less of a split-mind situation and more of a Venom + Eddie or Gundam + Pilot situation they are two separate entities inhabiting the same body that can potentially act at the same time
It just so happens that the parasite from the chainmail curse has VERY similar desires/interests/motivations to Kasper, so the host/parasite relationship actually works very well.
Infected accidentally makes Kasper lose a decent chunk of weight after it takes over, due to it not being able to feel when Kasper is hungry and forgetting to let him eat
Kasper and Infected can be addressed separately (Lampert, UnpleasantGradient, Folly and maybe a few others know this) and Kasper tends to choose not to respond due to his own apathy, instead opting to let Infected take the lead.
Being able to respawn/no permadeath on the regretevator is the reason why Kasper opted to infect himself, as he saw it as the next closest thing to death/suicide.
Allowing infected to enter his mind has radically reduced Kasperâs lifespan. (Heâd be lucky if he made it to his late 30âs)
His nose bleeds when Kasper and infected try to act at the same time
Infected is only transferrable via chainmail
Infected doesnât feel any of the bodily necessities that kasper has, so its not uncommon for him to collapse of exhaustion, dehydration, hunger, ect. If someone doesnât remind him.
Infected doesnt feel pain either
Kasper feels it though. A lot.
In fact the whole process of infected entering his mind was incredibly painful as is.
Infected isnât the reason why things in the elevator/on his own body suddenly lose their texture, neither of them know why that happens now.
They personally arenât physically effected by it and both find it cool, so neither are bothered.
Itâs probably just the result of infectedâs malware (thats only technically supposed to effect machines) managing to attach itself to a human. Or maybe Kasper could do that and never previously knew. Who knows. ;)
Kasper/infected can phase through objects that are textureless, including parts of his own body. Anything else will collide as it normally would, and take damage.
Infected will always talk with full leetspeak, (L13k D1$) while Kasper will only have one letter/number substitution (L1ke Th1s)
UG unintentionally named infected that. Basically just looked at Kasper, who had just let a parasite into his mind, and looked at the chainmail virus on his computer, and it went âhuh⊠Broâs Infectedâ
Bro is, in fact, infected.
#if anyone wants to know#regretevator#regretevator infected#regretevator kasper#infected regretevator#kasper regretevator#also if anyone has thoughts on this lmk i wanna hear them#i am gonna be posting a fic about this btw#two actually#its a confusing dynamic and tbh thats the point#this guy is actually genuinely seriously messed im im so deadass#i might do a more lighthearted sequel to this if you want it#angst#sh trigger#tw sui ideation#tw s3lf harm#tw sui implied#please feel free to yell at me in the tags#and also to tell me any more tw tags to add to this post#that way i can add them#bc tumblr has a stupid amount of tags for what is basically the same thing and its kinda annoying. just pick ine so people can block it.#my personal cannon
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One of the best things about the cunning hares is you think Anby's the smart one and Billy's the dumb one but then Billy realizes Anby is quoting the plot of a movie like it's a real-life event and you realize they're both fucking idiots.
#zenless zone zero#cunning hares#and of course nicole is there too#tbh theyre all kinda stupid thats why they work so well together#theyre different kinds of stupid so it balances out
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So what do you fellas on tumblr think about rarry??
aka i binged a few potter movies (with this one I had gof in mind) and itâs on my mind, also I really like this fanart I think itâs rad and itâs my best one yet I think
Also please keep in mind I obviously do not condone or support anything jk Rowling has said or continues to say about trans people, I hope thatâs apparent because I am a trans person
#harry potter#ron weasley#rarry#ronarry#fanart#digital art#ehhehehe#theyâre kinda adorable#although quite a few people would disagree#Iâve seen ppl rage in disgust over this ship#itâs stupid#bruh#and then they turn around and scream about how drarry is meant to be#tbh though#I was a drarry boy at heart#I did ship that one for a while#I might ship both actually#idk#maybe youâll see some more of this in the coming days and weeks#depending on how long this fixation stays in my brain#anyway#ronarry is a comfort ship#drarry is a ship for people lusting over mlm relationships just because itâs mlm#which is donât really condone#but they are fictional characters so itâs whatever#drarry is whatever ig#I can see it working better in the fanfic aspect#Iâm not sure#anyway I really like ronarry#iss adorable
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It's always "Shou and Ritsu need to blow stuff up with their minds for mental health reasons" or Ritsu and Teru or even Shou and Teru!
But what about Mob? When does he get to blow stuff up with his mind for funsies? For shits and giggles? He didn't go through all of those meltdowns and character development for nothing, let him go ham on a junkyard car or something smh
I believe in Mob's narrative given right to fuck shit up sometimes
#im hungry i should do homework i should also finish all of my other drafted posts BUT I AM LAZY#ive been starting to write fic tho at least thats productive. fic thats kind of relevant to this actually hm#listen i just want more Mob content where he does smth reckless or stupid with his powers he deserves it#or just in general tbh i need more content of mob being kinda mean or having arguments with ppl like to a healthy degree ok#but i still want him to. yanno. lash out and stuff. experience emotion. have him get angry over petty stuff#the first mp100 fic ive ever started writing/drafting had mob and ritsu having a proper fight post canon#i just need it for my OWN mental health. let them have dumb sibling fights and have mob express his annoyances#itd be funny and cathartic. for me at least. ill finish that shit one day its been assembled and disassembled but ill figure it out#eventually#let mob feel and express all of the ugly emotions he didnt allow himself to acknowledge for years pls#its my favourite thing#anyway.#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#cine te a intrebat
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I'm trying to think up a concept for a stellaron hunter Sunday and I just needed to share the mess of a drawing board I have...
#fanart#hsr#wip#he kinda looks like a yugioh character tbh...#sunday hsr#stupid hyper detailed mhy design philosophy im gonna pull my hair out
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i adopted this guy from a cardboard box on the side of the road
^^^^ he says this then instantly eats shit
#sunglasses guy -> sunny#nate was said by madi hjakfhkfs#ppl call him sunny night 2 annoy him bc he SUCKS#my failboy my cringefail boy#sunglasses guy#parkour civilization#sunny nate#evbo#im not drawing iron boots rn noooooooooooooooo#get leather instead#puppee art#NOBODY SAID THAT THOSE WERE PANTS#THEY COULD B A SKIRT WHICH IS Y HE SUCKS ASS @ PARKOUR#IM JUST SAYING HEY LISTEN 2 ME LKISTEN#y did i get attached 2 like the 1 guy who does not matter#i gave him long hair bc fuck u minecraft doesnt decide hair length I DO#parkciv#i rlly do just yap in my tags huh#im so srry 4 this cause tbh i think im the only person in the world who sees him like this#bc @ 1st i was liek damn im going 2 make him emo hehehehe#then i got bored bc he just wears a stupid hoodie so i drew more shit & then it progressed#then i gave him long hair bc cOUGH reasons#now im here & he looks nothing like his minecraft skin & thats fine i find it funny LMAO#my neck hurts#kinda#its more my shoudler cause im drawing @ a weird ablge
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i was wondering what would have happened if ianthe had successfully cut her own arm off and regrown a flesh magic one on her own, so i did some doodles to play around with different concepts for it.
my thoughts on the matter below....if u even care
my initial idea was like, to do a very noodley string of flesh. something very rubbery, sticky, and stretchy. because anything she created wouldn't have the support of bones, i thought maybe it could be very flexible to compensate. she doesn't have a regular hand, and so the "string" wraps around the base of objects to give her a grip on it. for heavier objects, she fuses the veins on the string to the handle of the object, as well as adds more veins on the "shoulder" and "elbow" sections for more support. also i thought it'd be funny to watch her try and slap someone, so she winds her shoulder back and smacks them like an arcade sticky hand which is hilarious to visualize for me LOL
^ arcade sticky hand
anyways, i figure she made the noodle arm as a Oh My God I Just Cut My Arm Off I Need To Replace It Quick type of solution. it's temporary, but sort of works. then it's like. okay we need more muscle on this because this is kinda impractical, so she adds onto the base (near the shoulder), and it eventually forms into a weird tentacle thing, throbbing and veiny and gross, that tapers into a thin strand near the end, to keep the whole Wrapping Around Objects To Grab Them (although this sacrifices some of the stretchiness in favor of strength) but it is kinda interesting to have her switch between the two (and perhaps other shapes i didn't think of yet) based on which is more appropriate for the situation, sort of like a swiss arm knife but made of meat.............. and so yea that was just my idea on how she would have done a flesh arm as opposed to having harrow's bone arm (: lots of fun concepts and much more to explore but this is just my first attempt .. for now maybe
#the visual comedy potential is off the charts with the idea of a flesh only arm... i didnt even scrape the surface. maybe another day#had soo many ideas and forgot half of them so i didnt end up drawing all of them LOL#and my description below kinda make no sense bc im stupid these days but hopefully u get what i meant#anyways...#the locked tomb#tlt#harrow the ninth#htn#/ tw body horror#ianthe tridentarius#harrianthe#harryanthe#my art#procreate#wish i had drawn more tendriltarius arm art but it was hard to draw tbh! so i ended up doing more noodley stuff even tho its less practical#oopsies!
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Harry Crosby in Algeria following the Regensburg mission
ft. the crew of Just-a-Snappinâ
Photos are from the collection of Edmund âForkyâ Forkner, Radio Operator of Just-a-Snappinâ
#hoping thereâs a lot of Just-a-Snappin in part 4#that pic with his sleeves rolled đđ«Ą#just-a-snappin#Harry Crosby#regensburg mission#b-17 Flying Fortress#masters of the air#mota#wwii#fun fact; Crosby thought the name Just-a-Snappin was stupid well he thought all names were kinda stupid tbh#Croz referred to them by their number#mota musings#Just-a-Snappinâ#real mota
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Shout out to that stupid little doodle I did of Shuichi during school because it's like the only thing keeping me sane rn
#I swear Kaito is still my favorite character it's just that I felt like doing a stupid little thing Shuichi because he's kinda fine tbh#danganronpa v3#drv3 killing harmony#danganronpa drv3#danganronpa v3 killing harmony#drv3#danganronpa#shuichi saihara#saihara shuichi#shitpost
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... and however hard I try to integrate IÊŒll always remain alien
lowkey inspired by thiss
#rvb#red vs blue#locus#sam ortez#rvb locus#samuel ortez#mine#*23#art#i kinda cant stop staring at their short hair locus... the slight grayish hairs... wrow#i barely even recognize my version as locus tbh lol. he's like a stranger 2 me... maybe thats what he feels like too after cutting it.#i had to give him shitty long broom hair just to check that it looks like locs and like. it does. that's him officer! wh#also i suddenly thought of that 'there comes a time when u look in the mirror + realize what u see is all u'll be. and then u accept it.#or you kys. or you stop looking in mirrors' quote (paraphrased lol) so i had to repaint the eyes completely. it doesn't even matter. o woe#anyway. do u think short hair locus would have like silky hair or would it be sticking up? im partial to both#(felix's sticks up btw and it looks stupid as shit (i would know)) u knoooww his hair smelled like cheap gel 24/7 during s14 merc episodes!
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