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2P!Poland MarukaituĀ ChikkyuĀ -Ā CzesÅaw
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HeyĀ heyĀ Tato,Ā pleaseĀ helpĀ meĀ out
HeyĀ heyĀ Mamo,Ā heyĀ heyĀ Mamo
TheĀ thingsĀ IĀ experiencedĀ before
IĀ alwaysĀ seemĀ toĀ forgetĀ aboutĀ them...Ā
PowerlessĀ struggles,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
CountlessĀ deaths,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
HopelessĀ prayings,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
'CuzĀ iĀ amĀ theĀ Poland...!Ā
TheĀ "weakest"Ā one,Ā theĀ soĀ calledĀ "immortal"
TheĀ oneĀ thatĀ suffersĀ becauseĀ ofĀ otherĀ countries'Ā greed
'CuzĀ IĀ amĀ Poland...Ā
("Ah!Ā I'mĀ sorryĀ I'mĀ sorry-")Ā
Ah,Ā suchĀ splendidĀ worldĀ inĀ myĀ mind
It'sĀ completelyĀ differentĀ fromĀ theĀ reality
TheĀ onlyĀ thingĀ onĀ myĀ mindĀ
It'sĀ allĀ onlyĀ aboutĀ KÄst...Ā
("IfĀ IĀ alwaysĀ haveĀ toĀ goĀ downĀ withĀ myĀ country,Ā thenĀ maybeĀ IĀ shouldĀ beĀ stronger..Ā butĀ whenĀ willĀ thatĀ happen?")
("IĀ heardĀ thatĀ RussiaĀ isĀ veryĀ strictĀ toĀ Lithuania...Ā He'sĀ fine,Ā right?Ā Right..?")Ā
BegĀ forĀ repentance,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
RecycleĀ ofĀ life,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
AllĀ forĀ nothing,Ā that'sĀ theĀ earth
'CuzĀ IĀ amĀ theĀ Poland...!Ā
TheĀ patheticĀ immortal,Ā theĀ burnt-outĀ phoenix
BeingĀ partitionedĀ atĀ manys,Ā I'mĀ forcedĀ toĀ revive
TheĀ never-endingĀ hardĀ life
'CuzĀ IĀ amĀ Poland...Ā
("PleaseĀ endĀ myĀ sufferingĀ fromĀ this...")Ā
WhenĀ IĀ seeĀ myselfĀ inĀ theĀ mirror,
IĀ can'tĀ helpĀ butĀ toĀ feelĀ guilty
IĀ canĀ feelĀ myselfĀ rottingĀ byĀ theĀ minute
It'sĀ anĀ endlessĀ tragedy!Ā
UntilĀ iĀ foundĀ theĀ oneĀ I'veĀ longedĀ for,
aĀ veryĀ importantĀ personĀ inĀ myĀ heartĀ
TheĀ personĀ I'veĀ beenĀ with,Ā duringĀ theĀ hardestĀ times
MyĀ Lithuania!Ā
("Nonono-Ā pleaseĀ don'tĀ leaveĀ me...")Ā
HeyĀ heyĀ Litwa,Ā wouldĀ youĀ helpĀ meĀ withĀ this?Ā
HeyĀ heyĀ Litwa,Ā heyĀ heyĀ Litwa
TheĀ memoriesĀ iĀ hadĀ withĀ you
TheĀ mostĀ preciousĀ treasureĀ I'veĀ everĀ had
IĀ promiseĀ I'llĀ neverĀ forgetĀ them,Ā never!Ā
(IĀ wishĀ IĀ couldĀ neverĀ forgetĀ them,)
It'sĀ likeĀ aĀ miracle!
(Honestly,Ā theyĀ alwaysĀ seemĀ toĀ slipĀ whenĀ I'mĀ back.)Ā
(KÄstutis:Ā Let'sĀ stayĀ together,Ā CzesÅaw)
(CzesÅaw:Ā Really?)
(KÄstutis:Ā IĀ don'tĀ knowĀ whereĀ I'dĀ beĀ withoutĀ you.)
(CzesÅaw: Y-you think of me that highly?!)
DrawĀ aĀ circle,Ā dearĀ friend
LitwaĀ myĀ dearestĀ friend
AnĀ important,Ā dearestĀ friend
MyĀ oneĀ andĀ only,Ā Irreplaceable...Ā Ā
We'veĀ wentĀ throughĀ multipleĀ wars,
It'sĀ anĀ agonizingĀ memoryĀ
EvenĀ whenĀ weĀ can'tĀ seeĀ eachĀ other,
OurĀ strongĀ bondĀ won'tĀ breakĀ
Ah,Ā suchĀ splendidĀ worldĀ
theĀ wishesĀ hadĀ comeĀ true,
HeyĀ heyĀ listen,Ā LithuaniaĀ
ThanksĀ forĀ yourĀ hardworkĀ allĀ theseĀ years!
#2p poland#czesÅaw Åukasiewicz#2p hetalia#2ptalia#jojo's 2ptalia#this was also written in june#trying so hard not to cringe myself#2p lietpol
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My followers: And is this āwritingā youāve been āworking onā in the room with us right now?
#writing#writeblr#writer things#writing humour#textpost#writing humor#relatable#funny#I genuinely am writing for the first time in a long while#but itās uh itās for an angst fanfic for a fandom one wouldnāt expect fic for necessarily#and Iām embarrassed but Iām not because itās good but youāre never seeing it itās between me and my ao3 when I finally do finish it#itās at 6000 words but fr thatās the most Iāve written on a single thing in a long time and itās still going!#last time I wrote/finished anything in forever was also for this fandom back in November <3 nature is healing#itās slow going but Iām hoping to finish it before June š
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Youāre in a League of Your OwnĀ -Ā hawkbootyĀ on ao3
Buck/Eddie ā Currently 60K+ words ā Rated: M Hockey AU meets Tattoo Shop AU
When āStarkās Ink Parlorā owner Evan āBuckā Buckley first moved to Los Angeles several years ago, he brought with him a singular ambitionāto establish his own unique tattoo parlor in a city already teeming with such establishments. Despite the fierce competition, Buckās artistry swiftly gained traction, thanks in part to the glowing endorsements of his satisfied clientele. He skillfully manages the ins and outs of his thriving tattoo business while also devoting his time to supporting his sister Maddie by assisting her flower shop and at her booth on Saturdays at the bustling local farmerās market.Ā One day, Eddie Diaz, a defenseman for the Los Angeles Kings hockey team, unexpectedly strolls into Buckās tattoo parlor. Little did Buck realize that this fateful meeting would significantly alter the course of both their lives. ā¬Ā [[Ā Chapters 1 through 14 currently on AO3Ā ]]
#911 fan fic#buddie#buddie fic#evan ābuckā buckley#eddie diaz#hockey au#tattoo shop au#911 fanfic#911 Hockey AU#911#911 fanart#buck x eddie#evan buckley#911 Buddie#911 show#911 buddie#911 hockey au#I started this fic in June and cannot believe I've written so much!#ALSO PEEP THE NEW COVER#New Chapter - New Cover#kenna writes#yialoyo
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cw: harry potter, jk rowling, transphobia
I occasionally see posts/get messages about the various harry potter references in the bright sessions, etc. and I've gotten a bunch of new followers recently so just so any new/younger listeners of my shows know:
jk rowling is a terrible transphobe whom I hold zero respect for and I haven't given a dime of my money to her since she revealed who she truly is. I want the whole bright universe to be a safe space for trans people (including the trans folks in our cast and crew!) and if I could go back and remove those references, I would. but I can't! harry potter was an extremely significant part of my life until...well, until it became very clear who she really was. it makes me so sad to think that folks might be finding TBS now and get thrown out of the story by these references, but just know that the people who made the show do not stand by jk, and that in many ways, the show is a product of its time.
#the bright sessions#harry potter#jk rowling#transphobia#I know there's PLENTY to say about the bigotry in the actual books and I think there's a lot of merit to those criticisms#and I'll own to choosing not to see some of that stuff before all this went down bc the books were meaningful to me#(this is not HP specific - another beloved childhood book series that was EVEN more formative to me growing up)#(is also something I've grappled with in recent years bc I think the author is actually probably wildly misogynistic)#(even though he's never behaved badly (far as I know) in his public life - there's stuff in the text)#BUT ANYWAY#it can be so hard to remember that we didn't have ANY inkling of her bigotry in this regard until 2018#all of the original run of TBS was written before that#and I'll admit I gave jk the benefit of the doubt in 2018 re: her liking that tweet! I wanted to give her a chance to learn and grow#and she did....not do that#but TAMA was written in that little grace period#and then a few references in TCT were taken out during recording bc june of 2020 was when she really started to go mask off#and so we were making changes in real time#we didn't know what to do about quidditch#bc we were like 'this is a sport that people play in college and it's just called that?'#'and it's already canon that caleb plays?'#and it wasn't called quadball yet#anyway not trying to make excuses!#just know that none of those references were put in with any malice#and I guess I *could* go back and rerecord all those lines and replace them#but I know enough about my original audio engineering to know that it woudl be VERY hard to make it sound natural#and idk I do think there's something to be said for not covering up errors in old work#I'm not going to try to pretend HP wasn't important to me#EDIT: I've turned off reblogs for this post#also this is not me trying to tell other people how to approach their own HP fandom#fanworks especially - there's no benefiting jo in that - and I think it's totally legit for ppl to want to take HP as their own!
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guys if the next n25 event is kanade5 and kanade helps mizuki in a way no one else could because kanade is what brought n25 together in the first place and gives mizuki strength to face her fears can you all go "alma you're so smart" and "alma we love you and your infinite wisdom" and "alma i'm going to draw kanamizu for you"
#proseka#project sekai#mizuki akiyama#kanade yoisaki#kanamizu#mizukana#i also accept written kanamizu i accept all forms of kanamizu š¤#'any reason you brought this up' THE CARDS!!!!! THERE'S A FRILLY STRING OF FABRIC IN EVERY CARD EXCEPT KANADE'S!!!!!!!#KANADE IS HOLDING MIZUKI'S BOW INSTEAD!!!!!!!!!!!! IT MUST BE FORESHADOWING!!!!!!!!!!!#it's also me manifesting kanamizu because i swear we haven't had a proper kanamizu event since carnation#which is my fav niigo event and it's not even CLOSE#also i've lost hope on them continuing kanade's dad's storyline#also kanade focuses are sadly never kanade focuses at all#like colopale will probably go 'oh wasn't kanade4 nice? wasn't it nice how it ACTUALLY was a kanade focus?' and then go 'fuck you lol <3'#seriously though kanade4 was so good.......... even the 4koma catered to me lmao kanamizuena best niigo ship i love them so much#ever since i guessed the mfks dynamic i am a bit too proud#but to be fair i also guessed tsukasa and saki would be on the same colorfes#and that mfks would meet at an anni event but have an event together on june and that it'd be a lim#and that tsukasa has an underlying moon motif#and that shizuku is the only person who can fluster tsukasa#granted all of those are tsukasa related but THAT MEANS NOTHING I'LL BE RIGHT ON THIS ONE. TRUST#i'm saying also a lot in this post jgbhjgfj#my other theory is that it'll get solved in a mix event w rui and an (and maybe the other kamiyama guys (gender neutral)#WAIT I ALSO GUESSED THAT KAITO WOULD DEBUT ON A KANADE FOCUS. THERE'S HOPE FOR THE THEORY KANAMIZU IS WELL AND ALIVE AND IT WILL HAPPEN!!!
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alright that last post had me thinking. i understand a ton of people wish penelope and colin got more screen time directly. believe me, i get that! i am always the first to say we should have gotten ten episodes, not eight, just to let the other plots and especially scenes with colin and penelope breathe a little more. but. i keep hearing a lot about how some of the other plots were "completely unnecessary" and "didn't add any value" and that's just plain incorrect. i think a lot of people who i see saying this just sort of... don't understand? narrative foils?
for those uninitiated, a foil is "a literary device that compares and contrasts one character with another to reveal their traits, values or motivations of one character through the comparison and contrast of another character." think of this like a mirror, or a photo negative.
if you are looking for foils of only penelope and colin, we've got plenty, though many other characters foil each other, too. this is bound to happen naturally in a show with so many characters, but for this post i'll focus on them first and foremost: - the mondriches: many wondered what the point of the mondriches plotline was, and though i simply enjoy having them on my screen, (they are incredibly cute together) their narrative purpose is very clear. their son is now a baron, and they must navigate the world as not someone with title, but as the mother and father of a titled lord. penelope and colin, we learn by the end of the season, also have a son, who will be the new baron featherington. it is the very same solicitor that delivers the news to alice and will, who threatens to take away the chance at keeping the estate from the featheringtons. the titled son plotline was clear from the beginning, though it was a "mystery" which sister would turn out to be the mother of the new lord featherington. (mystery is in quotation marks since i doubt anyone actually believed that it wouldn't be penelope). either way, they are foils to another family, and other main characters.
still, they are not finished in their role, as they also serve to illustrate the struggle of working members of the ton, and the argument to give up a business you love in order to remain in good standing. in this, will is penelope's foil, and alice is colin's. though i love both alice and colin, they initially do not understand what it means to give up something you have worked unbelievably hard for, and see their partners giving up their businesses as the easy, clear choice. alice contrasts colin by winning her argument, and convincing will to let go of his bar. will contrasts penelope in the same way, by letting go of something that was important to him in order to make room for other ventures. while will and alice come to a compromise that prioritizes alice's desires (hosting balls to entertain rather than keeping the bar) penelope and colin come to a compromise that prioritizes penelope's desires (revealing her identity as whistledown and getting permission from the queen to continue writing). yet, both pairs have made the choices that are right for them, and both feel satisfied by the compromises.
and the last note on the mondriches' purpose: they show us what is expected of families of the ton, to inform penelope and colin's arguments later in the show. we are shown alice and will being given separate bedrooms, as many of the other families have been shown to have, though it hasn't been quite as clearly remarked upon until now. in their plotline, it is quite a big deal that they are expected to sleep separately, as they haven't before, and do not wish to now. they ultimately decide that they will share alice's designated room ā and later, we see that after they argue, it is likely penelope's room that colin is sleeping in front of, rather than going to (presumably) his own. now, it is unclear whether this was simply a set limitation or not, as we never see an interior of colin's bedroom, but it's likely that he had long since decided they'd be sharing penelope's, as that is the room he chooses to introduce to her in the mirror scene, and the sitting area of that room is where he places his desk, whereas hers is inside the bedroom proper. (we only see this and their drawing room, but i don't doubt that the house is larger than was shown, given the size of both those rooms and the hallways that connect them.) - violet, agatha, and marcus: let's see, a brother and a sister, where the sister's best friend wants to be romantically involved with the brother, and all three of them are being weird about it. now where have i heard that one before? in these moments, agatha is a foil to eloise, marcus to colin, and violet to penelope. through them, we can extrapolate ways eloise may be feeling about penelope and colin's relationship, as violet and agatha talk it out, whereas eliose scampers off to scotland quite quickly. the contrast here is that violet and marcus are very timid and reserved in their relationship until they obtain the 'blessing' of agatha to pursue it, whereas penelope and colin dive headfirst into marriage before eloise and penelope reconcile their damaged friendship. however strangely, though, the foils here seem to swap characters often: marcus also mirrors penelope, as it is him who wronged agatha, not violet. another comparison within these three are violet and agatha mirroring penelope and colin, as violet has to outright state to agatha: "i hope you know that my care for you is not contingent on your aid. i am here for you, agatha, always." which shares a sentiment with what penelope states to colin later: "it is not what you do for me that makes me love you. [...] just being you is enough, colin. i do not need you to save me, i just need you to stand by me." agatha and colin, here, both assume their value lies in what they can do for others, rather than simply being themselves with those closest to them. - benedict, tilley, and paul: what, do you not want to see benedict kiss a guy? the fuck?
#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#colin x penelope#txtly#(!! don't read tags past this point until you read the post !!)#guys it's three in the morning. can you maybe tell#im laughing i actually do have things to say about tilley paul and benedict as foils but it's so fuckin late im just gonna be done with thi#and also it's funny. ok. im allowed to be a silly goofy guy#i might go back but for now like. the value of their plot is pretty clear i fear. we love a polyam bi/pan king#(written from 12:00 a.m. - 3:15 a.m. on the 29th of june)
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O'Knutzy Week Day 3
Hoorayyyyy, we've gotten to day 3 of this absolutely awesome O'Knutzy week filled with barrel loads of glorious content! (This post was written in June and was scheduled, just btw)
Credits to @lumosinlove for creating this story and character, and to @oknutzy-week-2024 for organizing this all!
This is a fic based on the racing prompt, and also has two parts, the other officially coming out tomorrow. No Leo, only Harvard era finlo + background characters.
Summary: When the Harvard Hockey team goes car racing on an old dirt track, Logan ends up riding passenger to Finn, and then makes some heartbreaking decisions.
Characters: Logan Tremblay, Finn O'Hara, Percy Lastname, Cole Lastname, and a few OCs I threw in there just to say a few lines and have a Leo reference
Warnings: Cursing, mentions of recent injury, bucket loads of "FUCKING GET TOGETHER ALREADY" and they don't
Word Count: 2,154 (Preview of 371 under cut)
It started with a one off question: āHey, have you guys ever been racing?ā It was what Percy had asked OKN while they were crowded together in the small living room watching Fast and Furious. Now the entire Harvard hockey team was crowded around a renting booth for the nearest race track they could find. It was a dirt track, and dirt cheap too, so long as you had a car. Currently, Logan was staring at Finn, leaning against the chain link fence around the track and talking to Will and Percy about something or the other, probably what they were going to do for the upcoming summer. The late afternoon sunlight hit Finn, backlighting him and making him glow like a god. Logan on the other hand, was standing with some of the other guys a little further back and away from the fence. He was also completely checked out of whatever conversation they were having. That was until a hand was waved repeatedly over his eyes and Cole beside him said, āYo, Logan! Earth to Logan!ā āQuoi?ā Logan questioned, eyes snapping away from Finn and meeting Coleās, āWhatād you need?ā āJust wondering if you wanted to drive first or not,ā Cole said, pointing towards the cars lined up on the track. Logan remembered someone noting that they only had about 12 cars between the twenty guys that ended up going. āOh,ā Logan laughed, hands reaching up to fiddle with his hat, āI-ā āHe canāt drive!ā A voice chirped from the fence. Logan turned his head up to see Finn walking towards them. A warm, late spring breeze tossed Finnās hair into his face, and he pushed it away quickly, shooting Logan a deadly smile. Deadly not because it was sinister, but because it was fucking gorgeous. Because it flipped Loganās stomach into a million knots. āWhyād you come then, man?ā Nolan Ari, a freshman winger, asked, sidling to the side to make room for Finn in the circle. āFigured Iād fuck around here instead of being lonely at OKN,ā Logan replied, shrugging. āHey,ā Finn remarked, ādonāt worry about Ten here, NOLA. Heās riding with me anyway.ā Heād said it so casually, as if it didnāt make Loganās heart stop.
#logan tremblay#finn o'hara#finlo#o'knutzy#vaincre lumosinlove#breakaway lumosinlove#coast to coast lumosinlove#sweater weather lumosinlove#lumosinlove#o'knutzy week 2024#the pain of trying to schedule posts#I did not think it would be this hard#and my internet is messing around rn so it took +20 minutes longer to get together#anyway#the next part is literally already out but please for the sake of continuity wait for my post tomorrow#you can schedule posts on tumbler all you want but not on ao3#this was written in june#the fic technically came out in june#we don't need to talk about that#also I originally wrote it in docs#so transferring it to archive and to here was hell#the amount of times I had to redo the italics was WILD
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#.txt#poll#time to hang up the eminem era#gonna refresh the layout and try to motivate myself to be active/write/post again#also this is easily top 5 favorite films ever#i saw it for the first time in june this year#and ive already rewatched it 5 times (literally rewatched it the night before last)#i made a 'red flag this film radiates comfort 3x3' but i dont know if you lot are ready for those hot takes#I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANY HARED LETO SLANDER HERE#I KNOW WE ALL MEME ON HIM NOW- AND HE WOULDNT BE WHO I WOULDVE CAST FOR HARRY-#BUT HE KILLED THIS ROLE AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL#all the 4 leads were flawless in this movie. on God.#i have abt 30 pages left in the novel and i dont like it quite as much as i liked the film-#but very happy i decided to give the novel another shot after at i decided to shelve it indefinitely back in 2022#it is very surrealist and written intentionally hard to follow#but it gets a lot better after the first 50 pages or so
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goooood morning friendz and happy monday !! sending everyone lots of love during our lil start to the week, i hope it starts off wonderfully ! Ł©(^į^ )Ł Ā“-
#damn he looks good . anyway .#itās the busiest week of the year at my job and iām just glad i got a lot done in advance bc LMAO#june in general is crazy but once this week is over i can relax and im supaaaa ready !!!!#going to rot on the beach every weekend in july fr#i feel like i havenāt properly written anything in weeks :( !!!#going to try and post a draft laterzzz#of who ? i dunno T^T !#also wanna update my theme this week but is it lazy if i go back to the one i used last summer LMFAOOO#i just rlly like it :ā)#weāll see#queue is going to be queueing today and i shall be back !#not being able to go on tumblr during work sux i feel like im smooching yall and walking out to the door >_< LMAO#luv uuuuuu#āĖā¹ į° xoxo aims#š£ļø the daily yap .
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guess who started writing pt. 4 of complicated!!!
#it's been 84 (3) years...#spideyflash identity reveal here we come#my goal is to have this done before the end of june#bc i posted my first peterflash fic (aka pt. 3 of complicated) in june 2021#and so it feels appropriate to post the final part in june as well#also pride bc peterflash are gay af#anyways#i have just barely started lmao but starting is the hardest part#my writing has changed a lot in three years but also?? sometimes feels like not at all#i'll probably post excerpts once i have more written#this fic actually alternates between peter's and flash's povs for... reasons...#my post
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is it literally the worst idea imaginable to develop a crush on the boy who lives literally two doors down from you halfway through fall semester? yeah. but like. youāre only young once or whatever
#heās a soccer player which makes it worse I think??#but heās also rly nice and offered to help me connect my tv to the school wifi so#weāre planning a june wedding#forest.txt#OH also his best friend lives between us and is arguably more hot but nowhere near as nice#have I been written into a netflix teen soap opera or smth
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They really should have given Benedict a little boyfriend this season
#he deserves to have a sweet boyfriend#also written june 9th i WINNN#benedict bridgerton#bridgerton s3
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i have a wip idea that iāve been thinking about for 3 days straight and i know!!! iām going to actually have to lock in to ever actually get it written. but gee itās making me giddy!!
#my notes app has a new entry so thatās something#mind the fact i have numerous on hold wips#and have basically not written for 3 entire months#(bar a teeny tiny amount of sentences i managed to congure in july)#hurtling towards a 4th š#scariest is i also know im going to need a plan for it instead of just flying by the seat of my pants#screaming crying throwing up tearing my hair out etc#i miss writing i miss sharing i miss reading#i miss it all i miss you all ā¤ļøāš©¹#sorry iāve missed so much#literally feels like iāve been on another planet since june š#life has been.. a lot#d stuff
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Re relatableness in yellowface; perfect victim syndrome has turned everyones brains to sludge. Every person has to be a saint or a martyr we can cry for so the crime can be portrayed as Evil....buddy she stole a womans life work and race faked her way to prestige. Then stole from her STUDENTS. Athena sounds unpleasent sure but like....she didnt deserve that? And does that Justify what june did? Tell me its okay just because Athena was an asshole. Tell me. To my Face. The fear of accepting that people who are abused/victims of racism are complex humans and not concepts to make an insta caption about is strangling society as a whole.
YOU BETTER SPEAK!!!!! and it adds to the meta narrative bc yellowface knows how ppl are abt ~perfect victims~ and you're meant to be horrified that the general public will try to turn on a writer and say oh idc she got plagiarized bc she was 'problematic'. but readers IN REAL LIFE have the same fucked up standards and suddenly do not care abt athena or her work being turned into a fucking white savior novel AFTER SHE DIED. and reading reviews ppl were trying to imply r f kuang was shitting on her critics but 1. it's not shitting on critics if that's just literally how ppl are 2. the author is right self insert or not if you're not the perfect victim ESP as a woc you can be brutally murdered and ppl will be like um um but she wasn't innocent and recall you being a bit of an asshole 12 years ago likeeeee ok and Athena isn't even close to being as bad as the mofos we got irl šššš r f kuang was like im gonna write a book so full of two wrongs don't make a right and the ppl that get it and the ppl that don't probably have a child's grasp of morality and victimhood and are actively a threat to public consciousness hgfdhhjjj
#i don't even think the moral complexity of yellowface was that hard#everyone and i mean EVERYONE has issues and the publishing industry takes advantage of that#and it fosters a hostile environment but june deffo the worst one#ignoring athenas possible political leanings bc nothing's confirmed and june admits to wanting to see her get ripped to shreds#nothing athena does is beyond the usual scumminess of publishing#she doesn't want to help other asian writers well june also says she doesn't want to help other writers in fear they surpass her#she only helps asian writers to look good#and coopting pain from your personal life is soooooooo common and if you're not an asshole you change details to not be weird#but copying a situation and a quote is sooooo different from stealing written work and saying it's yours ššš#you don't have to like athena but nothing she did would ever justify how june obsesses over and hates the girl#kendras bookclub#i guess i should start a discussion tag
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okay i actually cannot be normal about the mask changes with sleep tokenā¦ especially iiiā¦ like that slenderman looking fucker had me in a chokehold (lol) from the very first video i ever saw of them (what can i say? i love weirdos and bassists are always weird as fuck š„° i may have been too afraid to actually look at him when i saw them but still. i adore him.)
but now?! with his new mask? and the hair? god i will never be the same again. like iām gonna be fuckin feral about this for awhile. and desperately searching for tickets (and hoping for a tour date closer to me š)
anyways. iām just having big feelings about the boys and iii and i cannot believe how deeply into this iāve gotten since january
#ramble on exie#sleep token#sleep token iii#idk i know theyāve been polarizing but i am sooooo into the new masks#but iām a slipknot fan (donāt come for me theyāre clearly visually inspired. no theyāre not the only masked band but itās the aesthetic)#(also not like super into slipknot- itās pretty casual listening but they were incredible in june)#and also a hardcore horror fan (hello every masked murderer ever!!)#so the new look is really doing it for me. plus i love the individuality of each of them now#and despite having written a few papers about the quasi-religious aspect of the band i do like the idea of them rebelling against sleep
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O'Knutzy Week Day 4
AHHHH DAY 4 MY FAVORITE OF EVERYTHING, ALL OF THESE FICS ARE SO GOOD Y'ALL!!!! [Again, this is a scheduled post and was written in June :')]
Credits to the writer, the myth, the LEGEND, @lumosinlove for all of these lovely characters and to @oknutzy-week-2024 for just being wonderful, (I'm sure they are, I don't actually know them, I've put them through enough at this point with the hell it is to schedule these things, and they haven't yelled at me yet, so I take that as a win)
Part two of my racing fic When We Can't Pretend (the name will probably make more sense now, poetic title and all) is out officially now, congrats to everyone who didn't read it yesterday as well. To all those who did, how'd ya like it? As with all Harvard Era FinLo, things are good and happy until they really aren't, this is the "really aren't" part, fair warning. ANYWAY, enjoy!
Summary: Finn confronts Logan about what happened in the car a few hours earlier and he gets his soul crushed.
Characters: Finn O'Hara, Logan Tremblay, Percy Lastname
Warnings: Cursing, Pain, Mentions of Past Injury, and emotional damage
Word Count: 2,096 (Preview of 238 under cut)
āNow explain to me again about this ānatural talent?āā Percy questioned as they all settled at a table. They had decided to go to the nearby country club for dinner: it was large, doubled as a weird rich hangout, but it was supposed to have some good food, with a nice eating area. āI told you, not natural,ā Finn retorted, rolling his eyes, āMy grandparents lived next to a track up in Maine. Me and Alex would race all the time when we were up there for the summers.ā Focus, focus, focus, Finnās mind screamed at him as Percy kept talking. God, Finn couldnāt stop thinking about Logan, his mouth, his hands, the fire in his lips. It didnāt help that Logan was now pressed up against him in the tight booth. A waitress came up to get their drinks, and soon the conversation moved on from the racing. Finn could feel Logan beside him, reaching his hands up constantly to mess with his hat. It drove Finn wild, but he kept his eyes anywhere but Logan. He couldnāt look. Something, something, simmered inside of him; he couldn't name what, though. It got stronger every time Logan elbowed him, or threw his hand around his shoulder, or simply acted like everything was normal. Like Finn couldnāt still feel Loganās hand in his hair and his teeth and tongue. It hurt, this game of pretend they were both playing.
#finn o'hara#logan tremblay#leo knut#sweater weather lumosinlove#vaincre lumosinlove#coast to coast lumosinlove#breakaway lumosinlove#lumosinlove#o'knutzy#o'knuzy week 2024#do you ever just want to throw yourself off a bridge?#I've been planning my O'knutzy week posts since 7pm#it is midnight now#can't believe it took me this long#I'm a mess but I got it 90% of the way done now#or technically 80 Ig#this was still written in June#anyway#angst is a bitch#but it's too fun to write#also I think I took that one line in one of the fics about Logan kissing with Fire WAYYY to far#but for the aesthetic yk#personally the work title has infected my brain and I love it so much#but it literally only makes sense in the context of pt2
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