#this was a little too much fun tbh?

[wildskissed]

character info sheet. (Trigger Warnings!)

Name: Eve Willowlark

Name meaning: 'Eve' means 'living one' or 'source of life'

Alias(ses): Eve or Evie

Two pictures you like of your character:

Three headcanons you never told anyone:

Eve has royal blood from a line of Elves that was part of the original Elven Kingdom. She knows this, but doesn't think a whole lot about it given how she lives now and the fact that her father is an archdruid in the forest and it only has ever mattered during skirmishes for power.

She was almost killed once yes (that's not a secret), but it was by an ex-lover who is now dead. In order to save herself from his betrayal, she had to kill him--it was her first kill. It weighs on her, but she keeps it as buried as she can.

Eve has always been able to do magic, she just wasn't aware until a Fey awakened that wild magic spark inside of her. She has always has an affinity for spells and the like, and constantly wonders if she was such a good druid and wild shape because of the magic that was always inside of her. That magic comes from her royal blood from her mother's side of the family but didn't seem to have passed directly to her mother or to her brother or sister.

Three things your character likes to do in their free time:

Reading any books she can get her hands on

Roaming the wilds in her panther wild shape

Practicing her magic

Three people your character loves:

1. Her Parents - I know this is cheating but she loves them both just as much as the other, and she holds them in very high regard. 2. Her Siblings - Also cheating, but she doesn't have favorites between her brother and her sister. They are very dear to her, and she would do anything to keep them safe, especially from herself. 3. Her Pegasi - She loves Thor and Sif very much, and if she didn't have to leave them in the forest because of all the Mind Flayer nonsense, she wouldn't.

Two things your character regrets:

The battle in which she almost died is something she regrets deeply. After all, her lover betrayed her and in turn, she felt like trusting him put those she cared about most in grave danger and blames herself for her inability to see it. From that point on, while she still tries to trust people implicitly and see the good in them, she is much quicker to retaliate if she is betrayed, and will kill for her loved ones without hesitation in most situations.

She does semi regret not travelling more in the last century, but she's making up for it now, so it still counts as a regret.

Three phobias (fears) your character has:

1. Clowns - she hates clowns 2. Losing her family - that includes not just her blood relations, but her found family and her very close friends that she holds dear 3. Becoming a monster - after everything that she has been through and the lengths she is now willing to go for the people she loves, she does worry sometimes that she is just a step away from becoming someone despicable

tagged by: @luposcainus tagging: @parainvestigate, @waterdepths, @miidnighters, @ode-of-odr, @wardenduty, @solomage, and anyone who wishes to do this!

[kasieli]

Teen Titans portraits ft. my favorite birb babes!!!

[wasyago]

we're at it again🕺

[lulu-draws-stuff]

Very self indulgent post that is for basically no one except myself but. my transfem Raz posting :]

[scoriarose]

She came up with a new activity

[b0nelessdoodles]

i keep thinking im gonna like actually finish these but that ain't happening so have some gay people

[sainz100]

Carlos Sainz | F1 London Live in 2017 | x x x x x

[amethystina]

So my brain is at it again...

And this time it wanted to inform me that it would be very interesting with an amnesia fic where Ga On loses his memories but can still detect emotions related to those memories. Just imagine the possibilities.

Quick disclaimer: I'm sure there are several amnesia fics in the fandom already — maybe even one exactly like this — but I haven't read them so I'm just going to tell you all about it anyway because, to me, it's a new idea xD

Anyhow.

Imagine him waking up at the hospital, sometime during the later half of the drama (maybe he got shot instead of Soo Hyun and complications led to him getting memory loss — idk, let's handwave it for the sake of the scenario), and he's met by Soo Hyun and Professor Min. And while Ga On can't say what their names are, he can tell that he knows them. He can't access the memories but he feels the affection and the trust and accepts that they must have been a part of his life previously. And, understandably, they become the rocks he clings to because everything is new and confusing. He can still remember how to do basic things — he could probably even drive if they put him inside a car — but not who he is.

And Soo Hyun and Professor Min are going to have a rough time explaining some of it, no doubt.

Like, imagine the pain when Ga On asks where his parents are and even before Soo Hyun or Professor Min say anything, Ga On feels a rush of grief and anger. Because he doesn't remember them dying, but his body remembers the anguish of that tragedy all the same.

Some things are more humourous, though. Like: "... why is my face plastered all over the city? Am I famous?" Ga On would be so confused because the emotions he feels as he sees billboards with his own face aren't necessarily good ones. He mostly feels embarrassed and self-conscious. But he is kind of proud when he hears that he's a judge. It must mean he's smart.

Anyhow. The real fun part begins when Soo Hyun brings Ga On back to his apartment and Ga On is like: "Yeah, this is familiar." But he can also tell that, no, it's not right. It's not home. It feels cold and stale, as if he's not really living there anymore. And he doesn't understand why. Because, according to Soo Hyun, he's been doing so since he was a kid. But Ga On just shrugs his confusion off because, all things considered, he trusts Soo Hyun more than his own memory.

Also, imagine when he asks Soo Hyun if he has a girlfriend and she looks stunned, then awkward, then shy, and starts giving some mumbled response that no, he doesn't — at least not that she knows of. And Ga On has an "oh" moment because her behaviour makes it very clear that she'd want to be that girlfriend. But then he'd get confused because what he feels when he looks at her is a lot of warmth and love, sure, but not that kind of love.

Because this Ga On doesn't have years of memories to confuse him and muddle their relationship — he just feels the emotions. And, from his currently pretty objective point of view, it doesn't seem like romantic love.

He may love Yoon Soo Hyun very much, but he's not in love with her.

He doesn't tell her that, of course, because that would be rude, but he definitely makes a mental note to be careful with how he acts around her because he doesn't want to accidentally lead her on.

And it continues like that, with Ga On trying to navigate the world with nothing but emotions to go on. Which, obviously, will sometimes become very overwhelming for him, but he's stubborn so he'd still try and, of course, do his best to recover his memories. And some start to trickle in eventually, but it mostly old ones that are very deeply ingrained in his psyche.

Eventually, Professor Min decides to bring Ga On to the Supreme Court. Not to make him go back to work or anything — that would probably be disastrous considering the state Ga On is in — but to see if any of it can jog Ga On's memory. And sure, Ga On can tell that he's been in his office before and he can tell that he's met Jin Joo before — he feels both intimidated and bewildered by her — but nothing really stands out. All of it is just like ghostly silhouettes of a former life he knows he must have had but can't see clearly.

And then he meets Yo Han.

Just sees him from afar at first — Yo Han isn't even looking in Ga On's direction — but the familiarity still hits Ga On like a freight train. That is someone he knows as instinctively as he knew Soo Hyun and Professor Min. And before Ga On can really think things through, he just walks up to Yo Han because, clearly, this man is important. Ga On can tell that this man is important because his heart starts racing, his breaths go shallow, and he's suddenly overwhelmed by such a myriad of confusing and conflicting emotions he can't even sort them out. Some are negative — even outright alarming — but there's also joy and fondness and longing.

Which just makes him even more confused when Professor Min catches up and explains that this is Ga On's boss. And said boss looks at Ga On with what he first thinks is bland indifference. But the longer he stands there — and listens to Professor Min tersely explaining what they're doing there to Yo Han with half an ear — Ga On realises that, no, that's not indifference. There's something underneath it — a spark of something else he can't name but can definitely tell means something. And he desperately wants to know what that something is. He wants to scratch at it until he can peel away the layer of indifference hiding it from sight.

He needs to know.

But then, not long after that thought has crossed his mind, Ga On is reminded of the fact that this is, apparently, his boss. His male boss. And Ga On really shouldn't be feeling any of the things he's feeling. But, at the same time, he can't just ignore it. Because this is what a connection should feel like.

He might not have a girlfriend but, clearly, he has someone he's in love with.

And that's a little daunting, not to mention disorienting. Because Yo Han doesn't look approachable at all, and there is also a lot of frustration and anger mixed in with the much happier emotions when Ga On looks at Yo Han. There's just so much. And Ga On is confused because he can't really see himself falling in love with the man in front of him. Yo Han doesn't look like a very kind man.

And then, suddenly, Ga On realises that he has no idea if Yo Han knows that Ga On is in love with him. Maybe they're even a couple? It sure seems like they could be considering the attachment Ga On feels. He gets impulses to be physical in a way he hasn't with anyone else he's met thus far. He felt comfort hugging Soo Hyun, sure, but this is something else entirely. This is a need burning inside of him, urging him to draw closer to Yo Han.

He kind of wants to kiss Yo Han, right there in the corridors of the Supreme Court.

But Ga On can't be sure because Yo Han isn't exactly easy to read and aside from that spark of something when he looks at Ga On, Yo Han is impenetrable. And, if they were a couple, wouldn't Yo Han have insisted on finding Ga On earlier? Even if they have some sort of secret relationship that Soo Hyun clearly isn't aware of? Shouldn't Yo Han look more worried?

So maybe they're not together? And Ga On is just hopelessly in love with his boss? A boss who, judging by the way he looks at Ga On, might not even like Ga On.

Whichever it might be, Ga On realises he has to find out. His old memories are already trickling in, slowly but surely, but they're all of Soo Hyun and Ga On's parents and stuff that happened ages ago. And Ga On wants to know more about his life now. He wants to know more about Yo Han.

And he desperately needs to know if his feelings are reciprocated.

Even if it will definitely break his heart if he finds out that they're not.

...

SO YEAH.

It would be quite fun, wouldn't it? If I can find a way to make the story relatively short, I might just write it. Because I'm really intrigued by the concept of Ga On still having the emotions attached to the memories, but not the memories themselves. So he'll remember being both frustrated by and attracted to Yo Han. But without all the memories and years of influence from Professor Min and Soo Hyun fresh in mind, he wouldn't understand the negative emotions as much, nor put as much weight on them.

And it would be interesting to see how that would change their dynamic.

Because some of Ga On's behaviour would still be the same — he'd still be stubborn, righteous, a bit awkward etc. — but he'd also be freer. And a lot freer to act.

So that would be interesting, I think?

And now my brain will hopefully let go of this story and let me focus on other things for a while

[flufallo]

What possessed me to make these 😭

[dreamsy990]

just some roxas quotes i like

closeups

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Horse Yaoi trotted so Horsegirl Yuri could fly.

[kiwibongos]

listen. if i drew fuyuhiko as majima, then i have to draw him as goromi.

[avnasace]

honestly even if he is a pretty bad person in the silm i want more curufin content. like this is a guy who grew up with 'everyone sees me as a copy of my father and nothing else' syndrome. he was the son of his father, and the father of his son. thats got to be rough.

and with the oath and the many spirals of bad decisions, he is definetly not the paragon of goodness, but ultimately he is a person who was once loved, by a wife and son and brothers and parents and so i refuse to believe he is completely irredeemable in spirit.

its also interesting to me that he is the middle link between the creator of the silmarils and the creator of the rings of power, its quite sad, for a person literally named little father, and also even sharing a fathername with his father, that he has nothing to show for himself with his own craft is pretty tragic honestly.

[elizakai]

i love the MTTRIO because they are all judgy hypocritical little shits living off of spite and appy juice

[marimbles]

i miss carpisuns sometimes </3

[runyatic]

i'm new here and i'm getting a ton of mixed messages like do you hate kino or not??😭

Welcome !!! I'm assuming you want to be anon for this hehe

It's complicated. I can actually relate to him in a lot of ways, but also I DO NOT forgive him for the time he spilled guava juice all over Yui, made her suck on his finger and called it "practice" cause nahhhhhh💀💀💀💀💀💀

But I like the way hes portrayed in the 4komas, he's so silly. I also like to make fun of him but I wouldn't say I hate him(?)

I like to bully him. Affectionately.

Tldr: yes