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hey u know how mk only calls wukong by his title and never his name? and how wukong rarely if ever calls mk "mk," instead usually opting for "kid" or "bud?" and how both of those things are kind of representative of their relationship and how both of them care about each other a lot but they aren't honest with each other or with themselves about the other and how neither of them really wants to confront the fact that the other is a person with flaws and struggles? haha yeah <- normal <- lying about being normal
be glad i have been released from class now :) [narrator: she would later find herself late to her 2nd class while writing this]
so happy you have given me this excuse to talk aboutâ i mean, yes! it is super normal to be thinking about this all the time and be comsumed by it and let me explain why:
i will start by going off on a tangent about names and labels and their narratove importance in stories because i love them and have a problem. (idk the word count here. viewer discretion is advized. i just wrote. it is long. beware)
In the Case of Names: a Sunburst Duo Essay
by Yours Truly <3
In the Case of Names in LMK: a Summary (please for the love of pete be a summary)
Ok, so, let me give y'all a quick overview (i failed. this is you're only warning. i failed, and this became a monster of an essay. run while you still have the chanâ) of names in the literary sense. When studying novels and books and shit in your literature classes, you will notice that your professor might discuss the importance or ill-importance of characters' names in the story. For example: in the classic novel Fahrenheit 451, the protagonist's name is fucking Guy Montage to illustrate how he's just some fucking guy, a John Doe, a man stuck and complicit in the dystopian world.
You get me? No? Sorry, you want more examples? Fine then :3 let me introduce you to a story called Hard Times by Charles Dickens. It is an allegorical novel that criticized the utilitarian movement going on in dear old Great Britain in the 19th century thanks to the Industrial Revolution. Some fun characters were Johannes Bounderby and Thomas Gradgrind. Tell me, what images did you imagine when I gave you those names? Did you think of a bouncing ball for Bounderby? Were you imagining something square or maybe a mechanical grinder for Mr. Gradgrind?
Remarkable isn't it. The way choosing a name has on a reader/audience's perception of the character. Names are not just placeholders for a character. Names are the identity of that character. Names can establish their starting arc or their ending. Names can be visual in the sense that they invoke a strong idea of what a character might resemble or what themes they will present the audience with. Removing a character's name also removes their identity.
Remember that.
Anyway, I have talked enough about names in the general literary sense. Let us move on to LMK.
Given that this show is based off of Journey to the West (JTTW), many of the names of the antagonist are already provided, and their English translation is pretty literal (Demon Bull King, Lady Bone Demon, Red Son) with some exceptions (Jing & Yin, the Gold and Silver Demons), but their names all provide a description of what they are and how they should be viewed. Spider Queen is a spider demon and views herself as queen. Pretty solid characterization there. Lady Bone Demon, she's a bone demon and has enough rank to be considered a lady (or that could just be to ID that she is a woman but eh). Princess Iron Fan: she's a celestial princess and wields an iron fan. Got it? Good. These examples are simply here to show that a majority of the JTTW antagonists are still fulfilling their roles as antagonistic characters. What I mean is this: since "A Hero is Born," MK has been fighting against the Monkey King's old enemies from the JTTW book. It's like the moment MK inserted himself into the role of successor, the antagonist themselves were inserted to redo their old role of fighting the "Monkey King." It's almost as if nothing has changed beside the fact that their new op enemy is a "human" wielding the legendary staff.
[hmmmm, wait i actually never put this into words until now and it's fitting very well with the whole "MK's fight against Fate/the Narrative" but we'll just put a pin in that.]
However, when it comes to MK's friends (Pigsy, Tang, Sandy, Mei), they all share different names from their reincarnated/ancestral counterparts (Zhu Bajie, Tang Sangzang (they just give Tripitaka a last name lol), Sha Wujing, and Ao Lie). Their identity is separate, distinctive from who they are meant to reflect to the audience. (But look at how Tang still shares the same 1st name to the blessed monk, see how he's the one whose powers are the most similar, see how he being pulled into the direction of emulating the monk, see how much Tang fights it, seeâ)
Fascinating huh? But let us move on before I forget myself.
In the Case of MK's Names: a Paragraph (DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT GO OFF THE RAILS)
So, in the English version, there is a running gag about how MK's "real" name is long and complicated, and we don't actually know it. All we know is that MK switched it long before the pilot. And even before MK has that talk with Master Subodhi in s4ep7 (or 6? 8?), I would chuckle at how on the nose his name was. MK the Monkie Kid... how silly of the show writers....ahaha, what a funny little decision to make :)
Do we know why MK changed his name? Other than his original one being long, no. Do we know why MK specifically? We don't know. Maybe, in his fanboy brain for all things Monkey King, MK thought it would be cool to have a name that identified close to his idol. A name that identified with someone he wished to emulate and be as powerful as and felt so connected to. But what do I know? I am a mere local gal who feeds off of metas and theories and all things relating to my beloved sunburst duo.
Then, we have MK's many titles: Monkie Kid (IDs him as the new generations Monkey), Successor (IDs him as the one who will succeed Sun Wukong in both the title of Monkey King and power), Noodle Boy (pronounced "New-dle Boi and IDs as the boy who works in his surrogate/adopted dad's noodle shop), Delivery Boy (his actual job for the noodle shop), and last but not least, Harbinger of Chaos.
What makes a harbinger? What is chaos? What are their intentions? Are they good? Bad? Neutral?
So, I've already defined harbinger before and many others have as well, but to sum up: a harbinger is a being/person/thing that announced the coming of something be it good or bad but most of the time the focus is bad. A "Harbinger of Chaos" then, would be the one to announce the coming of Chaosâ˘ď¸ and the disruption of world order. Is this a bad thing? Well, the show presents it at the moment as so, but that doesn't mean it will be. Honestly, the show has shown order and fixed structures more in a bad light and promotes free will and choosing a destiny that fits you as the good thing đ (another thing to pin in the MK might to go war with Fate)
But now I have established MK's names and must shut up and move on before I no longer can.
In the Case of Sun Wukong's Names: some Paragraphs (STAY ON TARGET PLEASE)
I will admit that my knowledge of names in China is very low, and by low, I mean I know nothing (most of what I do know comes from asking friends and informational sites). So, let me begin this segment with an excerpt of Sun Wukong gaining his name from the book itself :) and break it down with my interpretation and how that is applied to LMK.
When the Patriarch heard this, he was secretly pleased, and said, âWell, evidently you have been created by Heaven and Earth. Get up and show me how you walk.â Snapping erect, the Monkey King scurried around a couple of times. The Patriarch laughed and said, âThough your features are not the most attractive, you do resemble a pignolia-eating monkey (husun). This gives me the idea of taking a surname for you from your appearance. I intended to call you by the name Hu. If I drop the animal radical from this word, whatâs left is a compound made up of the two characters, gu and yue. Gu means aged and yue means female, but an aged female cannot reproduce. Therefore, it is better to give you the surname of Sun. If I drop the animal radical from this word, what we have left is the compound of zi and xi. Zi means a boy and xi means a baby, and that name exactly accords with the fundamental Doctrine of the Baby Boy. So your surname will be âSun.ââ When the Monkey King heard this, he was filled with delight. âSplendid! Splendid!â he cried, kowtowing, âAt last I know my surname. May the master be even more gracious! Since I have received the surname, let me be given also a personal name..." ..."You will hence be given the religious name âWake-to-the-Voidâ (wukong). All right?â âSplendid! Splendid!â said the Monkey King, laughing. âHenceforth I shall be called Sun Wukong.â
What a fucking cutie <3
So, what can we gather from this excerpt? Sun Wukong just gained his official name. No longer is he a monkey with descriptive titles, no longer is he a monkey without a surname to be referred to as and respected for. He now has both a surname and a personal name. And while I don't fully understand everything Master Subodi listed when naming Sun Wukong, it is important to note the importance of it and how happy Wukong is to receiving it.
Before this, the book would simply refer to Wukong as Shihou (stone monkey) or the Handsome Monkey King. Both of these are descriptive titles that just inform you what Wukong is rather than who, just like with the other demons met in JTTW. But now, we get to know him as Sun Wukong, someone more than his titles and such. There's even an explanation in the preface how Wukong's own personal name has significant meaning or relation to Buddhism, but I won't get too much into that since my knowledge is of that is 0 and I want to try and stick to LMK.
Now then, let us examine Wukong's name in the LMK sense. Literally everyone in the show call him either Monkey King or "simian" (and if he really pissed them off, Sun Wukong). The only people to refer to Wukong by his personal name is Nezha, Macaque, and Peng. It is literally just these three. And while we could argue all say it like "Wukong (derogatory)," I believe Peng's the only one who means it. Meaning, I think Macaque says Wukong because he was the closest friend of SWK, thus that's the only name Macaque would ever call him (sure, he said Monkey King and shit in s1 but that was when he was duping MK soooooooo). Nezha calls him Wukong because after the whole Havoc in Heaven and journey stuff, he is the new oldest member to befriend Wukong and not be enemies with him (yes, he will get annoyed and aggravated by him, and he will not always believe Wukong's intentions are great, but he still cares and is his 2nd closests living friend).
Peng, on the other hand, does not give a shit. I fully believe that guy never cared for Wukong. They only joined the brotherhood because of Azure (they even offered for Azure to be the brotherhood's leader). I do not think Peng cares for formalities when it comes to people they dislike. We could argue that maybe Peng cared for Wukong in the beginning, but I do, honestly, not believe it. The only reason Peng even felt betrayed was because it messed up Azure's plan. Not because the two were sworn brothers.
But yeah, very few characters actually call Sun Wukong by his name, and when they do, it establishes not just how close they are/were, but also how long they've known each other. It's the same thing with how Wukong refers to others. He barely calls Pigsy, Tang, and Sandy by their names. He will give people nicknames and shit just to place a safe distance from them because of his own very unhealthy attachment issues.
In the Case of MK and SWK's Names for Each Other: the Actual Sunburst Duo Essay (you are free now.....)
Speaking of attachment issues, let's talk about the Sunburst Duo and how much these two need to sit down and talk.
So, we have discussed how names are integral to identifying a character's purpose, thematic journey, description. We have discussed how a person's title can clue in on certain characterization, present or future, and how they demonstrate the way others view them. Now let us apply this to our beloved sunburst duo.
As mentioned in your ask, @gumy-shark, both MK and Sun Wukong barely call each other by name (MK never has as far as I am aware, and SWK has done so only a few). It's "Monkey King" from MK and "kid," "bud," "buddy" from SWK. Rarely do the two ever think to say each other's name.
In the beginning, I originally thought MK only calls Wukong "Monkey King" as a way to be respectful, and with Wukong, I assumed he called MK "kid" simply because MK was very young to him. However, as we get into s3, and especially s4, MK and Wukong have grown a lot closer. Neither of them see each other as just a mentor or student but as friends. And yet, they cannot seem to stop calling each other by their title or nickname.
Thus, the distance is still there. S3 ends with Wukong promising to do better as a mentor and be more honest with MK, and we do seem him attempt this. He gives out more praises, he's more open about his feelings and then gets sucked into the memory scroll. But here's the kicker: the two are doing a reverse in their dynamic.
When it starts out, it is Monkey King who establishes the line between the two. He will simply be MK's mentor and teach him all the kid has to know in order to succeed him. MK is ecstatic to even be near SWK. This is his idol, the guy he's had a special interest in for years probably. He now gets to train under the Monkey King. He wants to do good. He wants to kickass. He wants to be just like him.
But as the story goes on, we see SWK open up to MK more and care for him deeply and want to protect him, and we see MK uncover the skeletons in SWK's closet and feel so alone and learn that the power he used to wish for is not what he expected. And in the aftermath of s3, it is now SWK who is opening up and trying to help kindle and safely guide their friendship in a healthier path(ish). It is SWK who is placing his own protege on a pedestal because "loook at him! isn't he so great and powerful! he will help this world a lot more than i did". It is SWK who is disregarding th original rules he placed. But now ,it is MK who is keeping the distance more than SWK. It is MK is trying to force some kind of distance. He feels like he shouldn't burden SWK with his doubts and worries. He is terrified of his own powers and their capabilities and worries his actions will make the same mistake as his mentor.
With s3 and s4, SWK has called MK by name quite a few times. Especially in s4. It's not a lot, but it's definitely more than before. And yet, MK cannot call Wukong by name. Personally, I think he might still feel like he's under Wukong's shadow. As his successor, there is a legacy that he will carry when Wukong actually retires and gives his title to MK (which is what I assume Wukong will do??? It is still unclear what exactly MK's succeeding SWK of). And that legacy is quite the burden. I would not be surprised that MK is unable to place himself as being worthy of taking Wukong's place just yet (if ever).
This guy was his idol for a long time. And with that, you tend to place a high pedestal for those people. MK has given Wukong such a high pedestal, and Wukong is very aware of it. It's why the guy even keeps his distance in the first place, and why he's scared to disappoint him. But, MK has learned so much, has been told of the tales and pain his mentor inflicted on others in the past (a past SWK greatly regrets), and yet cannot find it in himself to lower that pedestal or even allow himself to think about it. Because if he does, then he will have to acknowledge his own pain and his own disappointment in someone he not only admires but has come to love like family. And it is very hard to reckon with the hurt and pain caused by someone you consider family.
So yeah, they are silly monkeys who cannot communicate to save their life and need to just sit down and talk or else this will continue to boil and explode and we'll have a SWK and MK showdown (fuck yeah! i will be crying so hard).
[end of essay]
#was late to my next class because of this#got lost in the sauce that my friend had to text me for me to remember i have CLASS#sigh#hope you enjoyed my scholarly account on names and how they pertain to the sunburst duo#also barely anyone even refers to Tripitaka by name#it's always 'the monk this' or 'the monk that' he only gets called by name if someone is being very formal about it#LITERALLY TRIPITAKA ISN'T EVEN CALLED TRIPITAKA AND IDK WHY#WHY ARE YOU HOLDING OUT LMK EXPLAIN#EXPLAIN YOURSELF#WHY IS TANG'S ANCESTOR BARELY REFERRED TO BY NAME#anyway#there you go#hope you're happy#i used all my brain energy for this#this took me 2 hours to write in total#and that was simply because i chose not to include screencaps from the show itself out of self restraint#lmk#lmk analysis#lmk sunburst duo#lmk sun wukong#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian#sunburst duo#asks#read more#long post
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my tycutio vampire/werewolf one shot taste the iron on his lips is now on ao3!
drew a scene from it, had a ton of fun working on this
#sims 2#the sims 2#tycutio#mercutio monty#tybalt capp#veronaville#my art#mine#my writing#took me roughly 10 hours total which is an insane amount of effort for one single drawing for me#i dont draw butts often lol but mercutios turned out so good im genuinely so proud fhshfhgfd#i feel like the fic ends abruptly but i seriously cant keep working on it or ill go insane#ao3
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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oh wow I actually finished writing one of my wips?
#this is like the fastest I finished writing too#took me 2 hours total I think?#I don't get the time to write much in a day#I spend most of my time studying#or playing gacha games like an addict that I am#will I post this fic? maybe.#if I reread it a couple more times and still feel like it's worth posting#I will
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Me: I want to write something a little lighter that might appeal to a wider audience
Also me: *writes a fic about body-swapped Nancy getting a NARB*
#so far it does actually seem to be appealing to /significantly/ more people than the fic i poured six months of my life into#took me a solid 2 hours total to write it so that tracks
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Special Level: "DPăźONE HOLE" for Kinktober.
âĄPHASE 2: gojo & dazai x afab! reader. *nsfw audioâŹâŹ*
Synopsis: sandwiched between dazai and gojo, you didn't see it coming when they proposed to share a single hole.
Warnings: Ĺsfw, mdni, smĹłt with plot, double penetration, size kink, mild degrading kink, voyeurism, reader has a female anatomy, orgasm control, oral sex, rough sex, praise kink, mild psychological manipulation, masturbation, ovulation, pet names used: angel, sweetheart...etc.
Word count & a/n: 3.9k, okay this took me 3 days to write no joke- a special thank you and a kiss to my sweet bbg rem @remlionheart for helping me out to finalise this part, i don't know what i would've done without her xx.
READ: PHASE 1: geto & chuuya x afab! reader.
âno way... itâs not gonna fit!â you exclaim, wide-eyed as you take in the two men standing before you, both packing unbelievably huge cocks.
âoh, weâll make it fit,â the brunet purrs with a sick smirk curling into his lips. are they serious? you nearly passed out last time when it was with geto and chuuyaâand that wasnât even in the same hole.
you shift slightly, feeling a twinge of nervous excitement as they exchange a deranged knowing look. no way they're actually about to try thisâdouble penetration in one hole?
you canât help but wonder how you ended up in this situation. uh, well, you need to rewind a few hoursâŚ
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âyouâre going to miss the after-party if you donât hurry up!â suguruâs voice comes from the other side of the opulent hotel suite door. he stands there sighing and rolling his eyes as he adjusts his tailored dark grey suit that complements your dress perfectly.
âi know!â you bite back, desperately fumbling with the zipper on your dress. the more you pulled, the more it seemed determined to stick in place. well, you didn't expect less from a sleek, form-fitting black dress that falls to just above the knee with a deep v-neck and a backless design.
you huff in frustration feeling your face heat up. why was it always so much more complicated when it was your turn to shine? you could practically hear the chatter of geto and chuuya outside, and yet here you were, trapped in a battle with a stubborn zipper for the second time
the door cracks open, and geto pokes his head in with a pitiful smirk already forming. behind him stands chuuya, eyeing you with a raised eyebrow. given that heâs a good head shorter, he practically has to lean up to get a look around geto's shoulder.
âneed help?â geto asks, not even trying to hide the amusement in his voice. classic.
âoh, totally fine! just a⌠minor uh..malfunction,â you lie, completely ignoring the way your hands are still locked in a losing tug-of-war with the dress. they don't need to know how close you were to waving a white flag.
geto tilts his head, obviously not convinced, but before he can offer again, a crewmember flags them down from the hallway, urgently needing both of them. geto sighs looking a bit hesitant as theyâre called away, and you can hear chuuya muttering something about ânever a damn break.â
âokay, but shout if you need someone to rescue you,â geto calls chucking over his shoulder as they head off.
you nod, giving an overly enthusiastic thumbs-up while praying the dress will cooperate. once theyâre gone, you turn back to the mirror, wrestling with the zipper once more and muttering in frustration. just as youâre about to give up, a pair of warm hands appear on your back, gently tugging the zipper up with ease.
âthank god youâre here,â you sigh in relief, not even bothering to check whoâs behind you, assuming itâs someone from wardrobe.
âi was just about to say the same thing,â comes a voice, too close, and way too amused.
you freeze...oh no, that voice!
âg-gojo!â you falter, finally twisting around to see his saccharine shitty grin.
âi... um... thanks? but i didnât know i was getting a personal stylist??â you reply, pink hue colouring your already flustered face.
âwell, I do charge by the hour.â he says, raising an eyebrow with that all-too-smug grin.
is he serious right now?
you roll your eyes but canât hide your smile. âyeah? iâll make sure you work for every cent.â
âhere you go! all zipped up and ready to go.â he pats your shoulders gently.
as you check yourself in the mirror, you hear gojo muttering under his breath, ânow, where the hell is my bag of bandages?â
needless to say that the suicidal freak is trying to negotiate his way onto the rooftop by slipping a hotel staff member a crisp 100 yen bill. âjust let me through, and I wonât mention how youâre the staff's designated crack dealer, alright?â
with that, he strides confidently down the corridor, only to collide with chuuya, whoâs leaning against the wall with his arms crossed chatting with geto with a sceptical expression on his face.
âwho the hell let you back here?â the redhead barks, glaring at dazai not bothering to hide his frustration.
âuh who the hell let you wear that outfit?â the brunet retorts, taking in chuuya's ensemble, a sharp tuxedo that is a true work of art, complete with a black satin lapel that gleams in the light. beneath it lies a deep crimson shirt, and of course, no look is complete without his stylish new fedora, adding the perfect finishing touches. âdid you lose a bet? now, shut up, iâm looking for someone.â
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once youâre finally ready, you and the four hotties head up to the hotel rooftop for the after-party. the view of the city skyline is breathtaking, with all the lights twinkling like stars against the night sky. needless to say that the vibe up there is so lively, you can practically feel the energy bustling around you. everyone's laughing, chatting, and the clinking of glasses fills your ears with the upbeat music that makes you want to dance.
you spot some of the cast, all dressed to the nines, mingling and celebrating the movie premiere like it was the best night of their lives. itâs hard not to feel a little caught up in the excitement yourself.
as the night goes on, youâre hanging back in a quieter corner of the rooftop, drink in hand, watching gojo and dazai do their usual routine, with the white-haired freak launching into his jujutsu tales about being the âstrongest sorcerer in historyâ to anyone whoâll lend an ear. heâs practically flexing at this point, not that anyone asked about his sorcery skillsâbut that doesnât seem to stop him.
as for dazai, well, he's in his own world of smooth-talking, tossing just the right lines to make every woman he chats with laugh like he's the funniest guy in the room, nodding along to gojoâs wild stories as if heâs actually been there, backing him up with just enough charm and sly touches on the arm or shoulder to keep his female audience wrapped around his finger.
it goes without saying, that geto and chuuya are just standing there, looking like theyâre about five seconds from yanking them by the collars and dragging them away.
âkeep them in check,â you hear the redhead mutter to suguru, who rolls his eyes in agreement.
âhey, do you wanna get a drink?â the brunet suddenly suggests, sidling up to you with a playful glint in his eyes, and as usual, gojo is right beside him, grinning like a cat who just caught a mouse.
âoh, i-i donât think i should,â you hadnât planned to drink tonight, especially since you were ovulating and wanted to stay clear-headed. but the glimmer of pleading in their eyes makes it hard to resist.
âoh, câmonnn! just one drink?â gojo pleads, leaning closer and brushing his fingertips on yours. âitâll be fun.â
with a sigh, you relent, knowing they wonât let it go easily. âfinnne, just one.â
oh, agreeing to this was a crucial mistakeânot because you're getting drunk, but because you're literally a giggling mess, flirting right back with them more than usual. with the increase in estrogen, making your skin feel more sensitive, and you canât help but notice how the fabric hugs your curves perfectly, leaving you feeling uncharacteristically sexy. every playful touch and cheeky comment from the two men sends your heart racing, as if itâs the first time anyone has ever admired you like this.
you finish your glass, you can feel the heat creeping up your cheeks, the effects of the alcohol hitting you faster than you expected. the two men's playful banter becomes way more extreme, you find their hands roaming your body in tandem, too shamelessly.
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the brunet brat chuckles lowly snapping you out of your thoughts as he leans in closer until his long slender fingers slide between your slick folds, parting them as he plunges two digits deep into your sweet soaked hole. âoh, see? pretty sure it will fit,â he coos, spreading his fingers inside you just enough to draw another desperate moan from your throat. âyouâre already making it easier with how wet you are.â
your back arches againts your will as your head lolls back, mouth falling open in delight. and you can clearly hear your pulse racing in your chest as he keeps his fingers inside you, curling and spreading them while keeping his gaze fixed on your pouty face.
âjust relax, yeah?â dazai whispers, pressing his palm against your chest to guide you back onto the soft, white blanket, relaxing your tensed body.
to the side, gojo leans back into the leather couch across the room, his own gaze heavy-lidded with arousal as he strokes his cock in long, slow, lewd motions, eyes completely locked on the way you writhe beneath dazai's touch. the six eyes man whore is absolutely shameless, letting every inch of his thick length slide through his hand as he watches you with a smug grin spreading across his face. âfuck yeah, look at you,â his voice drops an octave.âalready fucked out, and we havenât even fucked you yet.â
your gaze flickers to gojo, watching as he tightens his grip around his deliciously lengthy cock, hand moving in slow, teasing strokes, you bite back a whimper and tugging at the brunet's sleeve as some sort of a plea. as soon as the sorcerer catches your stare, he chuckles darkly picking up the pace and rubbing his seed-soaked tip with his thumb, little blue-tinted veins running up and down his cock, a shade dangerously close to his own hungry eyes.
you should be ashamed of how much your mouth starts to water, saliva pooling and connecting the roof of your mouth to the pad of your tongue.
âgetting all wet just from my fingers?⌠how are you gonna handle both of us?â his fingers continue their sedulous rhythm as he stretches you open, a rushing river of slickness pooling with every teasing thrust of his digits. he pulls his fingers out only to plunge them back in again, spreading them inside you, relishing in the way your walls flutter and clench around him. âItâs like you were made for usâ
âdazai,â gojo calls, from across the room, âgo faster, yeah? look at how desperate they are.â
without hesitation, the brunet speeds up, curling his fingers deep inside your gummy walls, soft thumb rubbing your abused clit firmly, sending shockwaves of dopamine across your brain. you can feel it build rapidly, hips rocking salaciously against his fingers, feeling the sex loaded air pressing down on your chest, as he works you closer and closer to your release. but just as youâre about to tip over, the brat pulls his fingers out, leaving you trembling and on the brink. you mentally curse him, more tears filling your eyes as you look up at him, lips wet and pouty, parted in a desperate, wordless plea.
âoh? you want us to make you come?â gojo chuckles, voice almost mocking you pathetically as he stands up and strides over to loom over you with that infuriatingly smug grin. âthen kiss me,â he leans down, face so close that you can feel his minty breath ghosting over your lips.
you know better than to listen to him, but desperation consumes you as you silently mourn the loss of your neglected release, you shift, reaching up to capture his lips, loud heartbeats drowning out your hearing. but just as youâre about to press your mouth to his, you hit an invisible barrier, his infinity keeping you just millimetres from him. he chuckles darkly, watching the frustration build up in your eyes as you let out an exasperated whimper, practically aching to close the gap.
âthatâs not fair!â you cry in desperation as you press harder against the invisible barrier, lips hovering so close but unable to reach him.
gojoâs sick smirk only widens. âlifeâs not fair, sweetheart,â he drawls sultrily, âbut maybe if you let us both fuck youâŚâ he lets the sentence hang out in the sex charged air between you both, his glances over at dazai with an amused grin.
âoh, câmon, angel. that look in your eyes is begging for more. you know you want us to fill you until you canât take it anymore.â the burnet's hand tilt your chin slightly so that you're facing him, his other hand still on your thighs, fingers idly trace patterns on your sensitive skin, keeping you needy like a bitch in heat.
âplease,â you whisper as you try to push again though his invisible barrier but to avail, fuck it! you need to taste him to feel his sweet lips on yours, âplease, i need itâi need both of you.â your voice cracking, dignity slipping as you look from one to the other, unable to resist any more teasing.
the white-haired freak hums in satisfaction, and as soon as his infinity is turned off, you find both your lips pressed together, tasting your shared breath, and oh god the taste of him makes you melt drawing out sounds from you that you didnât know you could make. his tongue sweeps against yours, coaxing you into a messy, open-mouthed kiss that leaves you dizzy.
just as youâre sinking into him, lost in his sweet taste, dazai's firm hand cups your jaw, tilting your face toward him with a look that leaves no room for patience. his mouth is on you before you can take a breath, teeth catching your bottom lip and tugging, then his tongue slides in, leaving a slick trail of spit that mixes with gojoâs. a needy groan rumbling from his throat as you part your legs even wider, inviting him to slip between your inner thighs.
dazaiâs hands settle firmly on your waist, fingers digging in as he lifts you effortlessly, guiding you until youâre straddling him, pillowy thighs spread around his hips. he shifts, positioning himself so his achy tip is bumping your clit, until he reaches right between your inner folds, running the meat of his shaft along the length of your soaked pussy. you lean in to tast the faint salt of his skin, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breath. a shuddered breath escapes him as the soft warmth of your heated cunt welcomes his length, angry tip nudges into you, slipping past that tender threshold.
âoh fuck baby mngh..suck me in like that, fuck yeahh,â he growls as you sink down to drive his delicious cock into the deepest parts of your sex, inch by fucking inch, your cunt already fully lubed up with all your sweet juices. the world around you fades, leaving only the exquisite sensation of being filled by dazaiâs meaty cock.
and just when you think that you're already too full of dazai, you feel gojo's strong arms wrap around your waist from behind, slowly pushing deep within you, his girth sliding alongside the brunet's and into your ruined hole, filling you to the brim in a luscious stretch.
âohâfuhhh-ck âtoruuu, itâs too muchâtoo much!â you gasp, voice breaking as your body struggles for a few seconds to take them both, a sweet ache blossoming within you as they thrust deeper, cunt instinctively clenching around both their cocks, as if trying to pull them in, to take them impossibly deeper.
âfuckk! you feel incredible. mmngh yeahh just a little more, sweetheart⌠you can take it.â the sorcerer groans against the shell of your ears while palming both of your breasts from behind, you never imagined taking one of them, leave alone both of them together, every inch of your now-stretched cunt is filled to the brink, and yet craving more, even as it borders on unbearable.
âshh, youâre doing so well,â dazaiâs voice came through softly, lips brushing delicate kisses along your collarbone. âjust breathe, angel⌠iâve got you.â his words are meant to soothe you, but youâre too spent in that momentâutterly lost, trembling as their cocks drives you to the edge of your own universe.
obscene noises mingling together as gojo fists a hand in your hair, tugging your head back and exposing your throat for his hungry lips. his other hand presses firmly on your back, pushing you down until your belly meets the solid warmth of dazai beneath you. the brunet's arms circle your waist, holding you steady, each of them guiding your trembling body into a perfect arch, pushing you to take them fully. so that they can bottom out inside you.
âfuck shit- shit shit feels so good.â his words are slurring together, drunk off the way you feel around him.
âsee? you're taking us so well haahh you should cut out the nonsense next time mghhâ saturo lets out a throaty hybrid noise, a lewd mix between an amused laugh and a deep moan.
incoherent curses slipping past your wet lips as saturo prods and pinches the sensitive skin around your nipples. it's too much, the pleasure is too much, the pain is too much, the lewd squelch of your sexes as they slip in and out of you, feeling your orgasm build up again.
âmmuph yes please fuuuck don't stop âm clos-eâ your pleading whimpers betray you, just like your body does filled with hormonal lust pooling right into your core.
âfuck oh fu-ck keep squeezing me like that- ahâ âhngh yes angel cum all over our cocksâ
their voices blur together, indistinguishable as they both sound the same, each word flows into the next. and all you hear is the wet plap plap plap of their balls slapping against your sensitive skin.
you bounce back on their hardened lengths, finally riding out your sweet release. both men moan in unison at the sight of your lewd expressionâeyes rolling back, tongue slipping from your mouth as drool and tears streak down your mascara-smudged cheeks, oh, such a beautiful sight to see, body flushed and trembling with sweat trickling down the valley of your breasts.
theyâve ruined you quite literally and turned you into thisăźa wrecked mess, quivering each time their thick lengths press against every sensitive spot. with broken cries spilling from your bruised lips, they angle their hips just right, hitting your g-spot over and over.
as their hands glide down to press against the bulge in your lower belly, a wave of intense pleasure unfurls through you, stealing your breath and lighting up every nerve in a blinding crescendo. your vision blurs, flashes of light dancing behind your eyelids as if a galaxy has burst open within you, stars scattering and colliding in the depth of your being.
your juices gush against gojo's firm thighs and dazai's abdomen, soaking them in a glistening sheen under the low hotel lighting. both of them follow suit feeling how your walls flutter and tighten around them so perfectly, two loads of thick, hot cum paint your insides pearly whiteâthe milky liquid reaching deep to your womb, though some of it inevitably leaks out, trickling down from your velvet walls.
once they pull out, they gently place you on the feathery pillows, but not before glancing one last time at your absolutely wrecked and dripping pussy, dripping with their mixed essence. they settle beside you, both of them relaxing into the plush bedding, they take deep breathes trying to calm down from their own high as they cast affectionate glances your way, ensuring you're comfortable and cared for after such an intense release.
âhey, are you okay, baby?â gojo is the first to ask, brushing a damp strand of hair away from your face, âdid we go too far?â
then dazai leans closer, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. âyou did well, angel, but we want to make sure youâre feeling good. do you need some water or anything?â
âjust... hold me for a bit.â
you never would have guessed they could be this gentle, let alone attentive. youâd always imagined this would be wild and chaotic, maybe even a bit reckless, but here they were, treating you like you're the most precious thing in the world.
âof course, angel,â dazai replies softly, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you closer to his heaving chest. âweâve got you.â
gojo follows, chuckling softly as his fingers trace gentle patterns on your skin. âif you need anything else, baby, just say it. weâre here to take care of you.â
you close your eyes, nestled between them, you never thought that you'd feel this safe and cared for as they whisper sweet nothings, ensuring you know just how much youâre adored.
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hiw Abt a marauderers x FEM reader, like where it's after a double moon or smth and Remus is EXTREMELY clingy to the reader, snuggled in her, doesnt let her move, literally anything...and sirius on the other hand is in an awful mood cuz he had some family problem or some thing...he needs support and the reader or Remus aren't there to help him out..and jamesie? Well he had a quidditch match and lost that and is in an equally depressive mood...they all need the reade..but she isn't able to comfort them all...
Sirius becomes and and shouts at the reader...rmeua shouts at sirius for shouting at the reader and James (he can't shout, he's too sweet lol) argues with Remus for being to clingy to the reader...
And so they all get mad and stuff and go to other rooms of the house (lol)
This keeps on continuing until the reader lashes out on all three of them!!!
(p.s: u can totally not do it, if u don't like it lol)
my first request! I'm kind of nervous. My requests are open, and while writing this I realized how much I love them! So feel free to send them <3
Love can be overwhelming | poly! marauders x reader
slight angst / a bit of fluff
word count: 1.8k
CW: mention of abusive household
part 1, part 2 , part 3
When you started dating the Marauders, the first thing that your friend Dorcas said was to beware, polyamorous relationship could be tough. At first, you brushed her off: you knew that, but your love for the boys would have overcome everything.
Or at least you thought so.
You have been experiencing the worst week of your whole life, you were stressed over your head with schoolwork, wanting to stay on top of your class but, also, struggling too, and this time, your boyfriends werenât helping at all.
It all started with the fact that, obviously, it was the week before the full moon, meaning that Remus was extremely on edge, but also clingy. Having an afternoon for yourself was a luxury: the werewolf had to stay by your side all of the time. You didnât quite get this clinginess, because he behaved this way only with you; he wanted to have the other two marauders near, of course, but he was fine as long as you didnât wonder off, and sometimes he seemed to be a bit possessive over you. So, letâs say that if you felt the need to have some practice lessons for potions, he had to be there, and it didnât matter if the professor didnât want anyone else in the room with you: you had to choose between having him near you, or skipping the extra lessons you so desperately needed.
âRemus, I know itâs stressful for you, but you must understand I have to take this class. Itâs not like Iâm going to be gone all afternoon, Iâm asking you for two hours maximum. You know that Slughorn doesnât like having other people during these lessons, and heâs doing me a favour hereâ He looked like you just might have kicked him.
âI donât understand why my partner suddenly doesnât want me around.â You took a deep breath: truth was, you knew that he wasnât being unreasonable because he wanted to. If his werewolf instincts werenât acting up, he would have probably pushed you to take even more lessons, but now he wasnât in his right mind. You had to chance tactic.
âBaby, you know that I love you, right? I love you so, so muchâ You took his face into your hands, you saw his expression visibly shift. âAnd I know it isnât easy for you, I know that. I swear, if you go napping now, you wonât even notice Iâm goneâ
âBut napping is way more fun with youâ His voice turned sultry, his hands now groping your ass lightly. You couldnât help but feel a pang of need, but now was not the time.
âTell you what, Iâm going to lay down with you until youâre asleep. Iâll give you some head scratches, then, when Iâll be back, youâll have me all to yourself. Does this sound good?â His pupils were now a little bit wider; he nodded and hauled you on his shoulder, making you yelp when he made you fall on the bed. He positioned his head on your chest, a hand crawling underneath your shirt to grip one of your tits possessively, while the other one stayed underneath your ass, the tips of his fingertips hovering dangerously close to your core.
You knew that his hold wasnât casual: he was trying to make you stay, knowing the effect that he had on you, but you couldnât give in: you had to stay strong, because deep down you knew that, if you failed this exam, you wouldnât be in the right mind to help Remus during the full moon.
You just had to get through this week, it was only 7 days, right? And most of today was gone, if the other boys would be helpful, as they always did, everything was going to be just fine.
You wandered off to the Great Hall for breakfast, exhausted. After the lesson with Slughorn, you came back to a very needy Remus, who took all of his clinginess out of you, leaving you sore and tired; while he slept soundly, though, you had to study and make up for the hours lost being supportive for your boyfriend, leaving you with about two hours of sleep in the last forty-eight hours.
âHey girl, didnât see you in our dorm room yesterday, oh what the fuck-â Dorcas looked at you like you might have grown another head during the nighttime. âBabes, have you slept? Like, at all?â
âNo, I havenât. Remus is being extremely clingy, and you know that Iâm not the best when it comes to Potions. Given the fact that the test is going to be next week, I barely have time to restâ She scoffed, but you interrupted her before she could start. âI know that James and Sirius should help, but heâs being this clingy only with me, and they canât do much about that; plus, the upcoming game is stressing them out so much, yesterday they came to bed after practice, they didnât even eat anything. I just want to support themâ
She sighed. âI know baby, but try to not burn out, okay? If you need any help, Iâm here, you know? Now, letâs go eat somethingâ
You were happy to share some time with her and your boyfriends, but when you sat next to Sirius, one look at him told you anything that there was to know.
He didnât greet you, didnât sport his usual smirk: he was looking down at his plate like it might have held the answer to all his problems, while James looked at you preoccupied. Remus just held you close to himself. You tried to peel yourself away from his embrace, to not avail.
âSirius, baby, do you want to talk? We can skip the first few hours and go on a walk to the Black Lake?â Now he was looking at you, his eyes were red and puffy, you tried to not cringe at his expression.
âItâs okay, Y/N, just the usualâ You hated how he always seemed to shut down, not wanting to share his problems with you. As you tried to reach for his hand, Remus snatched you back, holding you close to him: you could see the moment in which Sirius shut you out for good, and you wanted to kick Remus for it.
âIâm going to handle this, youâre going to think about Remus, okay darling? Then I will report back to you, I swearâ James whispered in your ear, You took a deep breath, nodding: you were thankful for him, but you still didnât want to make Sirius feel like he couldnât count on you.
You had the time to eat a biscuit before you had to head to class, Remus trailing behind you. You just had to wait for a few days, a few days and all of this would be over, and you had James to help you get through this week. You would be fine, you told yourself.
On Wednesday, you were thankful that Remus had an important herbology test, which gave you enough time to check in with Sirius. You entered their dorm room, spotting his curled frame under piles of blankets: you felt a pang of guilt, you swore your heart broke just a little.
Without making any sounds, you peeled the blankets off and wrapped your body around his, he startled in his sleep.
âShh, baby, Iâm right here. Youâre safe, you know that? And Iâll always be here for you, no matter whatâ It was like you opened a faucet: his body started trembling, and then came the sobbing, he turned around and hugged you back, you caressed his head and back softly. After he quieted down a bit, you took his face into your hands, forcing him to look into your eyes. âWould you like for me to sing for you?â He nodded eagerly, burying his face in your chest, while you sang him a lullaby.
After a bit, you heard his breath even out. Your heart ached for your lover, you didnât know what living in an abusive household felt like, and you sometimes even felt guilty over the fact that you had the most loving parents someone could ever asked for. You knew it was silly, but if you could, youâd swap family in a blink of an eye, everything to take this burden off of Siriusâs shoulders.
âIs he okay?â James whispered, startling you. He bent down, placing a soft kiss on your head. âI donât know, Jamie. He had a breakdown, now he is asleep. I donât know how to help him, I donât want him to suffer like this every month.â
âI know, love, I know. Youâre doing your best, and he appreciates it. Butâ He looked at you embarrassed, and you already knew what was going on, you sighed. âRemus just finished his test, and heâs going kind of nuts, he wants you by his side. You should goâ
âCanât he just come here, so we could cuddle?â
âI donât know, love. This moon seems different, he got a lot more possessive over you. He just wants you for himself, I think weâre going to fix this before the next month, but for now, I think you should goâ
You nodded, looking down art Sirius for the last time, before looking for Remus.
You prayed Sirius didnât feel abandoned by you, Â but you still had James to count on.
On Thursday, you stayed in bed all day with Remus. You studied, of course, and he seemed happy to have you around. You didnât see Sirius at all, given the fact that you stayed at your dorm, but you thought that James was handling him well.
Exactly, you thought, because, as you and Remus took your seats for the Fridayâs night Quidditch game, after having studied all day in the library, you felt a bit anxious. You told yourself you were being paranoid, but deep down, you knew something was off, and when Sirius entered the Quidditch pitch, you knew he wasnât okay. He didnât come to greet you, didnât even look at you, and when you shoot a glance at James, he just averted his gaze: you were fucked.
You took a deep breath and snuggled closer to Remus, his clinginess now comforting, as the game begun. From the first actions, you knew that they were going to lose: Sirius looked like he wasnât even trying, while James was too preoccupied to check on him to score a single goal.
And as the game ended, you knew your night was going to be an awful one: Gryffindor just lost the game.
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Found this old fic concept in my notes, I doubt I'll ever get around to writing it or that I could do it justice if I did, but it still makes me laugh so I wrote it up as a little blurb. Perhaps it will make you laugh too.
Mega Popstar Dream and Hob, his extremely non-famous celebrity crush
So in this universe Dream is an extremely famous musician. He's like Taylor Swift level of famous, if you walk up to any random person on the street they would know who he is. Meanwhile Hob is an actor but really not very well known, he was in a few small projects and is in the core cast of one TV show that's well-regarded but not super popular.
It's Dream's FAVORITE TV SHOW and Hob is his FAVORITE ACTOR that he's ferally OBSESSED WITH. Everyone knows about this too, Dream is really obvious about it. In interviews people will ask him what he likes and he's like "this is my favorite TV show" "have you seen Hob Gadling in that show isn't he incredible", They'll ask him if he has a celebrity crush (as a joke) and he's like "YES HOB GADLING đ" like it's become a meme in Dream's fandom how much he has a crush on this random actor.
They've never met though, probably Dream was afraid to -- 'never meet your heroes' and all -- and never let his team book any overlapping events. So he's never seen Hob in person, only watched his favorite TV show 65 times in a row and memorized every inch of his face. Like a stalker.
So then a Buzzfeed-esque YouTube channel is running a special edition of their usual challenge show, "People Meet Their Celebrity Crush", except this time it's "CELEBRITIES Meet Their Celebrity Crush." Dream's entire team conspires against him to book him on this. Dream doesn't know what it is until the very moment since the whole point is to surprise people with their crush. Needless to say, Hob was REALLY dubious when the channel reached out like "do you want to come on as Dream's celebrity crush" but what's he gonna do say NO? say NO when Dream is so pretty and cute? So yeah he goes.
Anyway during the moment in the video when they revealed his celebrity crush to him -- aka Hob just looking like a totally normal and random guy -- Dream literally tripped over a chair and fell on the floor and then fainted. Instant meme and it became the thumbnail of the video. When Dream woke up to find Hob crouched by him all concerned asking if he was okay he nearly had a panic attack, he was never more flustered and nervous in his whole life not even performing for crowds of millions.
Hob fell in love instantly. He doesn't even know much about Dream, he hasn't even listened to Dream's music other than what's just playing ubiquitously on the radio all the time but all it took was watching Dream fall over a chair and then look up at him with his huge starry eyes and he was like 'This one's mine forever idc. I gotta protect this nerd he won't survive in the wild.'
Anyway they did start dating after that and Dream never leaves the honeymoon phase for the rest of his whole life, he truly thinks Hob is the most handsome man and best actor in the entire world and will tell anyone so at any opportunity, he goes around saying things like "see if you believe really hard you too can marry your celebrity crush đĽ°" with zero irony, he might have skipped the Grammys to go to the premiere of season 3 of Hob's show (Hob didn't ask him to do that) (Dream won the Grammy but had more fun staring at Hob's face for 2 hours than he would have had at the awards show). Meanwhile Hob never talks about Dream in public because Dream already has negative 500% privacy in his life, he's extremely protective of him, and he allegedly punched one of the paparazzi in the face when they tried to take stealth shots at their wedding which was supposed to be a private affair. ALLEGEDLY. No charges were filed.
Dream did post one photo of the wedding on insta for his adoring fandom in which he described Hob as his knight in shining armor and then denied any knowledge of any 'alleged' events when asked about it in the future. Because Hob was so much more private about their relationship than Dream, for a while Dream's fandom had been like HOB DOESN'T DESERVE DREAM but after the (alleged) story about Hob punching someone in the face came out they were all obsessed with him. So that solved that problem.
(Despite Hob's efforts a paparazzi photo did come out of them the morning after the wedding, Hob sitting on the terrace drinking coffee, Dream sitting on his lap wearing Hob's shirt and looking thoroughly ravished. Dream might have framed it.)
Then they lived happily ever after. Dream put Hob in every one of his music videos regardless of whether it made sense for the story. Hob got one of Dream's songs put in his favorite TV show which made Dream's whole entire year. The end :)
#another absurd little narrative for you all#dreamling#the video thumbnail for 'celebrities meet their celebrity crush' of dream falling over the chair is so vivid in my mind...
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Blondie - Call Me 1980
"Call Me" is a song by the American new wave band Blondie and the theme to the 1980 film American Gigolo, starring Richard Gere and Lauren Hutton. Produced and composed by Italian disco producer Giorgio Moroder, with lyrics by Blondie singer Debbie Harry, the song appeared in the film's opening scene and was released in the US in February 1980 as a single. It spent six consecutive weeks at number one and was certified Gold (for one million copies sold) by the RIAA. It also spent four weeks at number 2 on the US dance chart. The single was number 1 on Billboard magazine's 1980 year-end chart. It also hit number 1 in the UK and Canada, where it became Blondie's fourth and second chart-topper, respectively.
Moroder had originally asked Stevie Nicks from Fleetwood Mac to perform a song for the soundtrack, but she was prevented because of a recently signed contract with Modern Records. Moroder turned to Debbie Harry of Blondie, presenting her with an instrumental track called "Man Machine". Harry was asked to write the lyrics, a process that she states took a mere few hours. The lyrics were written from the perspective of the main character in the film, a male prostitute. In 1981, the song was nominated for a Grammy Award for Best Rock Performance by a Duo or Group with Vocal, as well as for a Golden Globe for Best Original Song.
"Call Me" received a total of 93,4% yes votes!
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you stared at your kitchen counter, sheets covered with song lyrics scattered all around you. each one sweeter than the next. mark had labeled the songs, each one with a date and the song title written on the top of the page.
03.15 no names, just us
he talked about how you both met, on that stupid site. how he knew from the start that it felt just right. he didn't need to see your face, the words you spoke making him feel like he found his place.
03.16. my juliet
he said he'd never read the book, hadn't even taken a look. but that day he asked hyuck for a copy. he finished it only in a couple hours, laying on his bed, wondering what the hell he just read. he hoped that his love story wouldn't reach that tragic end.
03.22. just lips
you blushed as you read the next song, a very detailed description of your first kiss. he talked about his roaming hands, feeling your ass, soft and plump, described how it made something other than his heart jump. how by the end of the night he was dying to see you, but all that you left him with was his balls blue.
04.07. ms. librarian
this one was about when he finally found out it was you. how he tried to deny that his neighbor was the one, but fate brought him to you, not just anyone. so he'd have to find his way into your heart, even if it meant he'd have to keep a secret that could pull you two apart.
04.12 soft sweet scent
this song was supposed to be about the first time you two hung out. but mark started to ramble about how you smelt, how it made him wonder how you felt. the rest you'll keep to yourself, but it's about the thoughts he had when he locked himself in your bathroom, lets just say he had a lot in mind of what he'd want to do to you.
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the rest of the songs went on about the dates you both had, about the guilt he felt for keeping the secret, the jealousy he felt when he saw you with his friends. there were 64 songs in total, some short some long, but each one filled with nothing but pure love. the 64th was the shortest, but just as special.
05.18 come over
i can't believe it took me so long to realize what was right next door. the perfect girl for me, the one that always leaves me wanting more. just with one kiss you had me hooked, even before i knew how you looked. so come to me baby, i'm right next door waiting, be mine please, don't just stand there debating.
right as you finished you heard a knock on your door, you didn't even think twice before opening it, lyric sheets still in your hands. mark stood there fist up in the air, shocked at the speed at which you opened the door. a blush crept onto his cheeks as he chuckled awkwardly,
"oh, um, hi, hi i know in the, uh, song i told you to come over, but you were taking kinda long, so i just wanted to see if um, you were okay."
you smiled up at him, blushing like a school girl, a light giggle escaping your lips,
"you do know you wrote 64 songs right? i'm an english major but i don't read that fast."
he scratched the back of his neck,
"oh yeah, right, sorry, i like, i don't know dude, i haven't slept in days."
you raised a brow at him,
"dude? is that how you refer to your girlfriend?"
"oh no i'm sorry i just- wait what? my girlfriend? you'll be my girlfriend, really?"
he leaned down to wrap his arms around you, pulling you into a hug, the paper in your hands crinkling as you squeezed him back,
"god, it's only been 2 days but i missed your smell, you just smell so-"
he inhaled deeply, as he leaned into your neck, placing light kisses there.
"mhmm, i know, i think i read about it in the 'soft sweet scent' song. something about wanting to know if i tasted just as swee-."
he moved his attention away from your neck, deciding to place a soft kiss on your lips instead,
"okayyy, that's enough. i will actually die if you read anything that i wrote out loud."
you giggled as the blush on his cheeks grew darker, clearly remembering the dirty words he spent all night writing. he cleared his throat, backing away from the hug,
"so, i kinda prepared something if you wanna go see, it's kinda corny but, i don't know, i don't know, i got it off pinterest."
you nodded quickly, excited to see what he planned, squeezing his hand tightly as he led you out of your apartment and into his.
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as you walked into his apartment you felt your heart fluttered at the scene in front of you. the room was dark, only the light from the tv illuminating the room. his couch was adorned with soft blankets and pillows, snacks laid out on the coffee table.
"i know it's not much but, i got your favorite snacks, and- wait, look-"
he reached for a blanket on the couch, stretching it out in his arms, showing it to you, you laughed at the image on the blanket.
"wait- can you see? did i get it right? that's nanami right?"
"yes mark, you successfully bought a blanket with nanami's face on it."
he threw the blanket back on the couch, smiling proudly as he walked towards you, wrapping his arms around your waist. you brought your hands up to hold his face bringing him down for a quick kiss. he smiled wide as he pulled you towards the couch.
"guess what we're gonna watch. it starts with romeo and ends with-"
you stopped in your tracks,
"wait you don't expect me to sit on that couch right? the one you used to fuck all those girls on?"
he laughed nervously,
"uh, actually, how about you meet me in my room."
you gave him a thumbs up before making your way to his room, giggling as he gave your ass a light pat as you walked away.
"oh, and don't bring nanami! he touched the weird sex couch!"
mark let out a laugh as he watched you make a disgusted face at the piece of furniture. not like he was gonna bring him anyways, he was getting laid tonight, and he didn't need some old anime guy watching.
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omg what about Logan being like the softest with a sensitive/shy reader. Idk in what context like maybe sheâs just overwhelmed with life and kinda closed off in terms of voicing whatâs wrong and you know heâs usually very stoic but heâs the BIGGEST softy. Totally not projecting btw.
YEsss Logan is such a fucking softie, no matter how hard he'd want to try and hide it. thank you for being my first request for this fandom i hope i can do it some justice 𫶠and pleeease, we love to project here so please, go right ahead.
warnings: darkness. anxiety. loneliness. alcohol. fem!reader. reader's mutation specified. mentions of past [implied toxic] relationship. so some angst but also bunch of fluff at the end. also please don't come for me if he's a bit out of character. this is my first time writing Logan so it will be trial and error.
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It was the dead of the night. Quite literally. All around you was so quiet and dark that the rest of the world might as well have ceased to exist. All you heard was the floorboards creaking under your footsteps as slivers of moonlight illuminated your path through the corridors of the mansion. It was the rare instance that you felt at peace.Â
Yes, you knew almost as soon as you stepped inside the large building and saw all these mutants walking around happily and carelessly that you had found a true safe haven, and yet, months later, you still had not found your bearings. It did not help that you were not exactly in the age bracket of most of the residents here. Having the mansion double as a school meant most of the mutants were in that school-going age range, and while they were lovely (for the most part), you had no desire to befriend children. Then, those who you felt more drawn to socially, like Storm or Jean, were all apart of that special ops team, which always left them busy, if not completely absent, while away on missions.Â
Thus, most of your days went by in solitude. Something you had gotten used to throughout your life. Over the years it had become natural for you to simply disappear into your surroundings. Wether you wanted to or not, people simply overlooked you. In hindsight, it explained your mutation perfectly⌠or was that just an aftereffect of it? You had always wondered if it was oneâs personality that influenced the mutation or the other way around.
Either way, for you, it all merged into one dark abyss.Â
By now, you had gotten a hang of all the floor plans of the giant building, especially the route between your room and the kitchens.Â
You hadnât checked the clock when you got out of bed, but it must have been around 2 am, if not later. You didnât expect anyone to be up at this ungodly hour. Especially not walking out of the dark kitchen exactly as you were coming through the threshold. The two of you bump, chest to chest, and the contact immediately made you burst out in a high-pitched scream. From the other side of the impact, you heard a muffled grunt and the sound of a blade being pulled. That was enough for your flight or fight mode to activate. You almost choked on the deep breath you took. The blade swung in your direction, but it only slashed the air where you once stood.Â
âWhoâs there?â it was a male voice. Hard and deep, almost wild. In your other form, your eyes adapted much better to the dark, and so you could see him looking around himself wildly. You counted the sharp appendages in his handsâ no, they were coming out of his armsâ six long claw-like blades ready to impale the very first thing thatâd move.Â
There was no doubt about it that this must have been the infamous Logan everyone around the mansion talked about. From what you had heard, he had been away for almost a year on some top-secret assignment for the Professor, but now he had apparently returned.
And what a comeback he has made, nearly stabbing you in the hallway.
âWhoâs there?â he repeated his question louder, still looking around.
âJust me.â Your voice came out as the exact opposite of his, soft and weak, and you immediately regretted your words. Just me, as if he was supposed to know what that meant.
But it must have done the trick, as Logan retracted his claws. His shoulders visibly slacked at the lack of imminent danger.
âWell, Me, you can come out of hiding. Iâm not gonna hurt ya,â he grumbled, âlet me just turn the light onââÂ
âWait!â You squeezed your eyes shut and let the cool air of the night brush over your bare arms. When you opened them again, all you could see was Loganâs large frame standing inside the kitchen, most likely hovering over the light switch, surprised at your sudden call.
âSorry, you can uhmâ turn the lights on now.â And like that, with a quiet flick, the kitchen illuminated with a soft orange glow.Â
Loganâs eyes were immediately on you, scanning you up and down for any sign of recognition, but you already knew there would be none. Even if he had ever seen you before, there never was.
âDo I know you?â he cocked his head with the question, and all you could do was shake your head.Â
âI doubt it.â No one knew you, but that didnât feel like a smart response.
âCare to introduce yourself, Bub?â He leaned against the wall with the light switch, and maybe it was his overall greatness as he practically towered over you, but you felt a rush of heat fall over your face as he looked down at you in expectance. Awkwardly, you pushed out the sounds that formed your name, with a bonus of an extended hand for him to shake.Â
âAnd you must be Logan, right?â
He confirmed your suspicion with a grunt as he took your hand, squeezed firmly, but not painfully, and shook it once. Then, silence fell between you.Â
Two strangers who met in a complete, nearly fatal accident. It was only to be expected you would have nothing to say to one another. But you were, after all both awake this late in the night, and that was enough to compel you to talk.Â
âCouldnât sleep?â
âJust got back, actually.â His eyes glanced to your side and that is when you noticed the duffel bag that lay in the corridor. Then, only when you looked back at him did you take in what he was wearing. Not the expected gym shorts or sweatpants with an old shirt. Instead, Logan was dressed in a black button-up under a dark motorcycle jacket. With that, he had a boot cut-jeans and the boots to match. From the tiny dark dotted pattern on his shoulders and the light pitter-pattering that was occurring outside, it was visible he had just come from out of the rain.Â
Immediately, a parade of questions entered your mind. Where had he been? Why did he come back so late? What was he doing in the kitchen? And so much more, though none of it would leave your mouth as you doubted he would talk to you about his secret mission.Â
âYou alright?â His brows furrowed as he looked down at you, and you realised how you must have looked. Staring up at him with wide eyes, not saying a single thing. Another heat flare hit your cheeks.
âYeah, Iâm fine.â
He cocked his head in an examinatory fashion. The disbelief evident in his eyes.Â
âYouâre new here, arenât you?â
âRelatively,â you shrugged. âGot here a few months ago.â
âParents kicked you out?â He assumed the most common backstory that comes with the residents of the mansion.
âNot exactly,â you kept your response short. After all, you could hardly tell a stranger you just met that your boyfriend had kicked you out of your shared apartment when he found out about your genetic abnormality. You had never been sure how he would have reacted, but the events that unfolded were even beyond your imagination. But the past was the past, and you didnât want to dwell on it. The important part was that not a day after this conversation, you were crying in your car with nowhere to go. It was by chance that weeks after your break-up/eviction, you stumbled into some other mutants who told you about the Professor. You werenât too sure about going to seek shelter at a school of all places, but in reality, the Academy was much more than that. Though it did give you the perfect opportunity to safely train your abilities.
That and so much more was what went through your head, but you didnât say any of that to Logan. Why would you? He didnât know you. He didnât care about your problems, and you didnât blame him for it.Â
On the contrary, you appreciated that he didnât press you for more details. When you answered the way you did, he simply nodded in understanding and made his way over to the fridge. The blue glow illuminated his tense features. Strange, for a man who had been a year on the go on some secret spy adventure, you would have expected him to return at least a bit beaten up. But besides maybe some signs of a bad sleep schedule, no form of strain was visible on his face.
âYou want something?â he looked over at you, making you realise you had been, in fact, staring and not very subtly either.Â
âIâm good, thanks.âÂ
âSuit yourself,â he went back to inspecting the contents of the fridge before sighing with disappointment. âThey still donât have anything stronger around here?â
âOh, if youâre looking for beerââ you walked over to a cabinet at the other end of the kitchen. You tapped a corner, and a small code pad appeared. You tapped in the code, and the cabinet opened to reveal a fully stocked mini-bar. âScott had it installed over the summer,â you explained when you saw Loganâs confused expression.
âExplains the babyproofing.â He walked over, and you handed him a cool bottle of beer.
âWell, it is a school after all.â You held in a smile as the thought occurred to you that the kids might not have been the only ones who werenât supposed to know about the secret compartment. The rivalry between Cyclops and the Wolverine was known all too well around the whole campus, even for newcomers such as yourself.
Logan smirked, taking his beer. You were about to offer a bottle opener, but he hit the neck of the bottle against the edge of the table and with a pop and a clink, the cap came right off.Â
âHere,â he exchanged your bottles, giving you the open one. You watched him repeat his actions with the second drink. Your eyes were still on him as he chugged down half of the beer in one go. He probably could have downed the whole thing if it wasnât for his look down at you, most likely noticing your entranced look.
âThat staring a part of your powers, too, then?â he commented, and the acknowledgement immediately made you turn your head in the direction of the window.
âSorry. I justâ I tend to do that, I guess.â You wrinkled your nose. Being on your own around so many people, you had gotten used to people watching, observing them from a distance like a show on TV that you kept on for the background noise.
âWhat do you do, anyway?â He asked bluntly, âI thought I had done you in good back there.â
âYou would have,â you chuckled, remembering just how close his claws had come into contact with you. âItâs hard to explain. I just kind ofââ You noticed the shadow that fell over the floor from the table and lightly grazed it with the tip of your toe. With a deep breath, the world in front of you changed. Except the exact opposite was the truth. âDisappear.â You finished the sentence, punctuated by your new state.
Loganâs eyes widened as you disappeared in front of his eyes. Where the shock came from, he couldnât explain. He had encountered these sorts of mutants before. But this felt different than regular invisibility or teleportation. With his heightened senses, he could always detect those sorts of hijinks. No one ever disappeared to him. But youâ as soon as you had faded away, it was as if you had completely fallen off the face of the earth. Not a single trace of you lingered behind. When you spoke, just as you had in the hallway, your voice didnât seem to be coming from one place. It was all around him, almost like a whisper, a voice inside his own head.
With a blink of an eye, you reappeared before him. Just as you had stood there moments before.
âThereâs not really a name for this, I think; at least no one around here could come up with anything that made sense.â Not that you had any conversations that made people interested enough to do the research. âBut from my own understanding, I kind of become one with the shadows.â
âAnd what about the light?â he recalled your yelp when he had tried to turn on the light.
âI merge with the dark, and so when new light sources interfere⌠itâs not pretty.â
Logan simply nodded as he took the last swig of his beer.
For a moment, the two of you stood there in silence, you leaning against the counter and he against the large table.Â
âYouâre doing it again, Bub.â He smirked, calling out your lost stare.Â
âSorry,â you hadnât even realised you were doing it. You had just been looking around the room and may have, perhaps, accidentally lingered a look at his frame for a few seconds. And then you caught sight of his hands. More specifically, his knuckles. There was a faint pink glow on the skin, but besides that, you would never be able to tell that deadly claws could grow out from there. You blinked. âSorry.â You were doing it again. Quickly, you drank the rest of your beer. The bitter taste lingered in your throat, suffocating the burning questions that you wanted to ask.
âSpill it out.â He hit you by surprise with the command.
âUhâwhat?â
You knew there were plenty of mindreaders around, but you had not thought it was one of Loganâs abilities. âHow did youââ
âItâs all in your face, sweetheart. You think just âcause youâre quiet, youâre hard to read, donât you.â His assumption left you a bit stunned. It wasnât that you had thought exactly that, but more so that you never considered that you were making any expressions that were that easy to interpret, as you never really had anyone pay that much attention to you to point it out.
 âIf you want to say something, just say it.â Logan said the corner of his lips lifted in a small smile. âIf youâre wondering if it hurts,â he looked down at his knuckles, âit hurts just as any other one-foot-long knife cutting through skin.â
âThatâs awful.â You gasped, considering what it must be like to have such a mutation that inadvertently harmed you any time you used it.
âYou get used to it after a while.âÂ
Another round of silence. This time, the longer it went on, the more you started thinking how you must be inconveniencing him. With the beers drank, there was little for you both to still be doing here, but also didnât want to be rude by just up and leaving. After all, you didnât know Logan very well.Â
âYou sure youâre alright?â He asked, coming out from behind the table.
âYeah.â You tried to smile but could tell it probably did not reach your eyes. Logan moved with a sense of apprehension, unsure of how to approach you. Being a year on the road, not to mention the years of solitude before he had joined the Professorâs team, had not exactly prepared him for these kinds of situations. He didnât know the right things to do or to say. But to you, just his presence was enough. Just him being there, talking, or in this case, just seeing you, was more than you could have asked for. âIâm good.âÂ
And yet, ironically, though you had actually meant it for once, you really did feel alright, but something about the situation caused tears to prickle in the corners of your eyes. Maybe it was the sleep deprivation that made you overly sensitive. Or the alcohol.Â
You blinked the tears away and smiled awkwardly. âItâs just been a long day.â or week. Month. Year. How about your entire life?
âYeah, tell me about it.â There was that quirk in his lip again, that ghost of a smile. And you couldnât figure out if his response was just a sarcastic quip, understandably referring to his past days, which you were sure did not consist of a walk in the park. Or did he actually mean it, and he did want you to tell him more? Well, your moment of contemplation brought on another wave of silence, and the heavier it fell, the worse you felt to go back to your problems.
The sudden sound of footsteps pulled you back into your world. People must be slowly waking up; meanwhile, you hadnât had an hour of sleep yet, and the effect of that started to hit.
âI shouldâ should probably go.â You muttered, taking small steps in the direction of the door.
âWell, the offer always stands.â Logan followed you with his eyes, turning in his spot as you passed by him. See you around, Nightshade.â
âWhat?â the nickname caught you off-guard, stopping you in your tracks.Â
âSorry,â Logan winced, âI donât knowââ thatâs what he gets for trying to be cute.Â
âNo, donât apologise. I like it.â Your smile finally found its full form. A âthank youâ almost slipped past it, but you held yourself back. It felt too cheesy to get all sentimental about something as silly as a nickname. Especially since he didnât know what it meant for you. He didnât need to know didnât think youâd ever belong amongst these people enough to get a moniker.Â
And maybe it didnât mean anything at all, maybe he had just said it as a mindless comment on your powers. Or maybe not. Maybe he had really tried hard to put that smile on your face.Â
You would never know.
Unless you took that one small step. Because, of course, all you had to do was ask, just like he had told you, but maybe another time. For now, you just bid him farewell, hoping for that next opportunity to certainly come sooner than later.
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Sleep didnât come too easily for her, but she felt absolutely wired when she woke up. Her coffee only made it worse as she wrapped herself up in the dark wash denim jacket sheâd borrowed from Harry when he drove her home a few weeks back. His truck pulled into the driveway and she was grabbing her tote bag and phone, making sure to lock up before turning to face him.Â
There was a weird expression on his face- something she couldnât place. It wasnât quite angry or mad, but it was a little darker as his eyes ran over her face and then body. He remained quiet until she got down her porch steps. âSâthat⌠my jacket?â He asked lowly. The tone was strange to her as he stepped closer, tugging on the collar of it.Â
âYeah, itâs really cute and I figured I could wear it around today and give it back to you at the end. Is that⌠is that okay?â She worried her brows. âI can take it off now if you want to wear-â
âNo.â He cut her off. âNo, itâs totally fine. It just⌠it looks really good on you, is all.â He mumbled, squeezing her shoulder. âYou look beautiful, as always.â His compliment was genuine, feeling his finger tap her nose, making her crinkle it. âPut the shiny stuff on it again? Your fairy sparkle?âÂ
Y/N laughed out loud at his nickname for her highlight on her cheeks and the tip of her nose. âMhm. I got a new pink one, think it suits me.â And maybe sheâd been a lot more meticulous about her makeup now that she had a feeling this may be a more-than-friends situation. âI really like this look.â It was a tease, considering he wore the same thing off duty. Jeans and some sort of tee shirt with a quirky phrase or obscure musician on them. Todayâs was relatively tame with a bee surrounded by some words about honey and health. Cute. âI actually like the tee today. A bit muscle-y.â His arms looked real fucking nice in this one. Of course he would have some considering he worked with his hands and was a pretty physical person but⌠damn. She allowed herself to admire it, respectfully.Â
It wasnât something sheâd caught before but a slight pink brushed his cheeks at her compliment. âThanks, petal.â He smiled. âI⌠I got us some coffee, got your favorite. Itâs only half an hour away but I figuredâŚ.â
âYou know I love coffee. Youâre the best, as usual.â She sighed, leaning into him to have a hug. It wasnât usual for her to do it first but he reacted quickly, pulling her close as he rubbed her back, content to keep her there forever. He was never the first to pull back from a hug, but Y/N would happily stay like this for hours if the option was there. He smelled good, was so warm and sturdy and he knew exactly how to play with hair. Unfortunately she did have to pull back, shooting him a shy smile as he took her by the shoulder to the car.Â
Of course he opened the door for her, made she she was in properly before jogging to his own side. He ever did the whole hand on the back of the seat while backing out move, which⌠wow. It never missed. The weirdest turn on, but something about it just elevated a man.Â
His car smelled ridiculously good, and judging by the little clips on his air vents, he had just changed them. He had a few lanyards for access to work yards and membership cards to certain stores, but no fun little fuzzy dice, or a air freshener with a kitty on it like she had. There and then, she took a mental note to get him one. Maybe a puppy one, though. His German shepherd was his best friend.
âAre you getting any books?â She asked him after a little time passed. The chatter had been casual so far, easy. The tension she felt since last night wasnât bad in the car if she continued topic switching and slight gossip.Â
âMm, I dunno. I havenât done much reading lately. What are you gonna get?â He questioned, sneaking a peek at her as they stopped at a red light.Â
âProbably romance. Iâve been most interested in that. Iâve seen some good book recommendations online and the girls sent me some, Gia and I wanted to do a book club thing for one of the books by our favorite author. Itâs a bad boy romance but itâs called Reaper.â She figured heâd have no idea what that was, but she watched his brow raise as he gave her a look.Â
âWell⌠you do have a naughty side, donât you?â He snickered, watching her eyes widen. âThink mâclueless? Just because I donât read a lot doesnât mean my ears donât work. Tony told me his wife was reading that and itâs full of sex. Basically erotica.â He licked his lip, looking her over.Â
âOh- well, yes thereâs sex but thereâs plot to! Just because a book has sex doesnât mean it isnât good!ââshe crossed her arms, huffing at him. It was a bit to rile him up a bit considering he was doing it to her and it worked. She watched his mouth open and close before rushing out an explanation.Â
âNo! No, mânot saying that. Itâs not bad at all. Itâs empowering, but uh, I was just saying I didnât expect you to read books like that.â He had to pull away as the light turned green but he looked a little stressed that he offended her.Â
âIâm joking, H. I know you didnât mean it like that.â She snickered, watching his face turn to a bit to a scowl. âWhat, you thought Iâm a nun or something? Just cause Iâm not spilling all my stories at the table doesnât mean I donât have them.â She knew a lot of the group was very open about their sexual experience which was more than fine with her. Y/N was nosy and loved knowing other people's business, But in her life she didnât share sex related things. It was private, for her and her partners. She didnât want to betray their trust either, regardless of the terms they were on.Â
âIâŚ.â His face was more pink now, hands flexing around the wheel as he cleared his throat. âI just thought maybe you didnât care as much about it. Which is fine, by the way! Itâs cool. I just wasnât sure you cared too much. You never talk about it when we have our confession nights so I⌠I was being a bit presumptuous. Iâm sorry. It just shocked me a little.âÂ
It was funny to make him squirm a bit but he didnât need to feel bad. âItâs fine. Promise. No one really asks anyway, so I donât offer it up first. Iâm usually private about it because some of our friends are loud mouths but you can ask me stuff if you want. Maybe after we get our books you can ask me whatever questions come up.â She knew there would be plenty based on his face alone.Â
âReally?â He seemed surprised. âYeah, sure. I mean, Iâm not trying to be weird or anything but you know about the time I called someone by the wrong name and the girl who put her tongue in my ear soâŚ.â He shrugged one shoulder.Â
âOh, god.â Her giggle was muffled by her hand. He had shared some of his horror stories and sheâd found out he was a bit of a bondage fan and dabbled in kinky stuff but until now that info had been locked away in her brain under padlock and key. Suddenly someone had taken nippers to the lock and it was spilling out again, staining the floor. âYeah⌠I suppose that is fair.â Angling her knees towards her, she stirred her coffee with the straw. âI think the worst thing thatâs happened to me⌠hm. Probably the time I went home with a guy after a few dates in college and his place was really gross, but he was even more so. LikeâŚâ her nose scrunched. âTook his pants off and there was a smell coming from them. I couldnât do it.âÂ
âOh, fuck.â He hissed, wincing at the thought. That was pretty much a nightmare situation. Harry always smelled good and never seemed to be anything but hygienic so she knew he gave a shit about it but still. No one wanted to think of that. âThatâs⌠unfortunate for both of you. Was he embarrassed? How did you get out of it?âÂ
âHe wasnât, is the thing. Said âgirls should like a natural muskâ and I told him that it wasnât a musk, it was a stench. He wasnât happy with that so he didnât refuse when I left. I had to take a long shower after that.â Shuddering in disgust, she hated recalling that. âAt first I felt really guilty too, cause thatâs such a hard thing⌠but he ended up being such a dick. It was surprising considering he had been sweet on the dates but apparently men change a lot in the bedroom.â That was an understatement.Â
âI can agree with that, but Iâd hope itâs a positive change.â He shook his head at the thought. âLike, sweet in the streets and freak in the sheets or whatever the saying is.âÂ
A laugh peeled from her throat, leaning her head against the headrest with her face turned towards him. âYeah, close enough. But ideally they would be. I dunno, you donât have to be crazy to be good in the bedroom but Iâd hope for the same level of respect. Some men have no idea how to actually handle women so itâs partly why I stopped dating.â And why she had stayed up looking at his Instagram last night and thinking about how sheâd look inserted in his life. Harry seemed like a man who could potentially handle her.Â
âI wish I could disagree but I canât. Iâve heard many horror stories from girls, way more traumatizing than men. Itâs whyâŚâ he stopped himself. âSorry, was gonna overshare. But I can only imagine how it is and if itâs any consolation, Iâm sorry for all the men.âÂ
God, he was cute. But⌠wait.Â
âNo no, you can definitely overshare.â She perked up. âIf you want to, anyway. I donât mind.â Blinking at him, he cut a look at her and let out a laugh as he lifted a hand to run it over his chin, the slight sound of skin scratching stubble audible in the cab of his truck.Â
âWell, I was gonna say itâs why I try tâbe aware of that when Iâm with someone that their comfort is first. If thereâs anything they donât like they can say it, that mânot gonna be mad. I donât want someone to walk away from something with me and feel uncomfortable.â Seeing him a little shy was really fucking adorable. âI donât really do hookups anymore. Theyâre not fulfilling, at least not to me. Lost their appeal a few years ago but, the few relationships Iâve been in the whole goal was to make them feel good. I think thereâs a lot of selfishness thatâs mainly revolved around men and sex, which I noticed a lot. The fact that a lot of women arenât getting off at all is fucking ridiculous.â He scoffed, looking truly bothered by it.Â
Another point added to his growing list.Â
âYeah, it is. It was rare I could because for me, and I think a good amount of women, there needs to be the foreplay aspect of it. Mentally, I need to be stimulated. Yâknow, like teasing or not so clean talking.â
It was her turn to feel a little shy but she powered through. âAnd men can dive right in. Itâs where we differ a lot of the time. I think part of it is biological too, I guess. I tried hooking up for a while but it never did anything for me either. I prefer someone with a connection so itâs easier to get to that point.â Now she was the one oversharing.Â
âI understand that. I like those things too. A bit of cat and mouse can be funâŚâ he pushed his hair back before returning his hands to the wheel, squeezing it. âItâs laziness and selfishness. Iâd say for me personally, Mâmore of a giver. Not saying it to praise myself or anything but itâs just⌠itâs what I like.â There was a pause. âSorry if thatâs a bit much.â
No, it wasnât enough. She wanted to know more. Her neglected cunt was more than interested in how he was in bed and if heâd like to be a giver for her, but she had to at least try to behave.Â
âItâs not. Weâre just being honest, right?â She placed a hand on his knee, giving a daring squeeze and let it linger for a few moments before peeling it away. Again, testing the waters of initiating touch. Once sheâd realized last night that she hadnât shown her own interest much she had vowed to at least try today to see how he'd respond.
In this instance his smile grew and he couldnât look right at her, but he nodded at what sheâd said. âYeah. I jusâ donât want to seem like some creep. But uh, what other sort of books do you like? Romance, yeah, but what sort of tropes?â He did know some of those.Â
âOh, Iâm pretty adventurous.â A double meaning. âI like the grumpy and sunshine ones, the billionaire romances, mafia is a guilty pleasure. Meet cute is something else I enjoy for a light read. I dunno, I think I mainly go for what the summary calls to me for. I do read some darker stuff but itâs nice to have a little fantasy world to escape to. And the fantasy men know how to find a clit.â Throwing the joke in there was meant to diffuse some of tension but somehow it seemed to make it grow.Â
Not in a bad way, per say, but he looked at her curiously. âDonât tell me that all of them couldnâtâŚ.â
âNo, no. Some of them did, but majority no. They rub the side and think theyâre doing something. But Iâve never faked it, I refuse to give a man an ego boost for something he didnât do.â
âGood on ya, petal. Sâbullshit that they get off and you donât.â He genuinely seemed bothered by it. âBuncha pricks is what they are.âÂ
âThey are.â She snickered. âBut Iâll let you read some of the blurbs for the books I pick out today, you can get a read on what sorta books I like.â It was yet again, another way to experiment.Â
âIâm very intrigued to see what youâre into.âÂ
Y/N hopes that held a double meaning too.Â
â-
Harry was hovering a bit.Â
Normally that would annoy her. Sheâd huff and tell him to sit in the cafe, or go look at his own books- but she hoped that it was because he was paying attention to what she picked up.Â
Plus, he was holding the basket for her.Â
The store was earthy and rustic, exposed wooden beams running along the ceilings. There was a little cafe that served teas and coffees which she definitely planned on getting after her shopping, and from her nosy look over when Harry greeted the owner she had seen a blueberry scone. That would be coming home with her too.Â
The shelves were high and they had multiple different sections. It was far bigger than any indie bookstore she had been to in the past , and that lead her to quickly realize quickly she was going to make a monthly trek out here. Maybe Harry would be interested in joining her in them.Â
Maybe heâd be interested in doing a lot more with her.Â
âIâm almost done.â She promised, plopping a used copy of a vacation town romance into the basket. It had to be a little heavy but Harry didnât complain. It didnât even look like the weight bothered him, the basket hanging off his arm. Theyâd stuck mostly to the used section considering they were far cheaper, but she was ready to go for the new ones now.Â
So what if she took a little bit out of her savings for this? She deserved a little treat for once.Â
âThereâs no rush, Flower.â He assured her, following closely behind her as she moved towards the new books. âI was wondering ifâŚ.â There was a pause as she looked up at him. It seemed to make his brain buffer for a moment, his eyes looking over her face before he blinked out of the stare. âUh, it you wanted to have lunch or something after?â
Why was he so cute, and why did he look so nervous? Maybe Y/N wasnât giving the signals she needed to. That would be her own fault, but it was hard to flirt when she was as serious as she was about her books.Â
âOn the condition that the iced mocha with a pump of caramel and the blueberry scone I get for the car ride doesnât count as lunch, yes. I would very much enjoy that.â She chirped, watching the nerves melt off of his face. It was mind boggling that her of all people could cause him to be nervous in the slightest but you learned something new every day.Â
âIâll agree, because thatâs more suitable for a dessert.â He drawled. Harry did like to tease her about her sweet tooth which always made her roll her eyes. So what if a girl liked to have a brownie with each meal? Life is nothing but spinning on an orb in space. You may as well enjoy the creature comforts.Â
âIf thatâs your dessert I donât think youâve had a true one in a while.â The flirtation was light, testing the waters as she looked over the book covers. His eyes could be felt on the side of her face as he was quiet for a moment before letting out a little laugh.Â
âSuppose I havenât. Youâre right. Maybe Iâll need to try yours and see what you mean.â
And oh. Oh. She did everything in her power not to react besides a little smirk, though she could feel the heat radiating off her cheeks. Harry could most defintely try her dessert whenever the fuck he wanted.Â
âShould you be so lucky.â Was her slightly snarky reply, but he followed it up quite quickly.Â
âOne could only hope, Petal.âÂ
And yeah, maybe she felt her new heartbeat between her thighs as the newly heavier silence settled on them like oil in water, but it wasnât necessarily bad. The anticipation was in her stomach as he got a bit closer, looking over her shoulder at the book she had picked up and was currently reading the back of.Â
âWhatâs this one?â He asked, so close that she could feel the heat of his body against her back.Â
âItâs called The Highest Bidder. Itâs about⌠a girl who goes on an auction block at a BDSM club, he is one of the owners? Well heâs one of the richest. Anyways, I saw someone recommend it saying it has sugar daddy vibes and thereâs some juicy stuff in it.â Y/N explained, taking the moment to lean back into him as she held the back cover for him to read.Â
If he was surprised he didnât show it. Instead, his hand came up to rest on her shoulder, pinky finger nearly grazing the side of her neck as he looked over to read. Such a casual touch of affection, but he seemed to like it. âAnd youâre gonna get this one?â It was a bit weirdly arousing feeling the vibrations of his words through his chest and onto her back.Â
âI think so. I havenât read an age gap for a while. Just hope the sex scenes arenât shit. Itâs hard to tell with books sometimes, even if theyâre more kinky oddly enough. Iâve seen books that have the best summaries and seem super steamy have a two pump sex scene- or fade to black. Which, you know, is fine. Not all books need to have that, but whatâs the point of making the book seem like it then?â She muttered. Clearly she had been victim to it a time or two. âThen the authors get mad about low goodreads reviews. Itâs like, cmon! Donât mislead the readers about the book then.âÂ
It was something the woman did get passionate about when provoked, but Harry had opened that can of worms in the car when he had given his go ahead that he didnât mind discussing things like this with her.Â
âMm. I see.â He nodded and she swore she could hear the smile in his voice. âShow me the others you want to get.âÂ
Y/N felt increasingly more comfortable as she went through the next five books, letting him read the back covers and giving him the low-down about what she had heard about them. Each time they moved their position would go back to where it was, with his hand on her shoulder and her back leaned into him, only he had gotten a little braver with running his smallest finger back and forth over the side of her neck.Â
It nearly made her choke when she first felt it. She definitely stuttered when he did it, but she didnât comment on how the little action felt incredibly intimate and soft, yet charged with an unspoken sexual energy that would probably kill her if she thought about it too long. Harry was being casual about it, but he always had been. Heâd been the first to initiate most touches with her that Gia said were abnormal. Of course he didnât start off their friendship by being super grabby and touchy but it had morphed into that, and it definitely did take him by surprise when she had initiated last night and again today. Kind of like she was reinforcing that it was more than okay to touch.Â
âAre you sure youâre done?â He asked after placing her final book in the basket. Y/N felt like if she didnât stop this weird, hot position of him asking questions about the books earnestly and his chaste-yet-sexy touches she may bend over the book table and get inappropriate really fucking fast.Â
âMhm.â She assured him. âPlease, Iâm gonna have to dip into the rainy day fund to afford all the stuff from today but itâll be so worth it.â The sun shone through the windows and highlighted his features which, god, had her testing her own willpower. Of course she was far too shy to be super direct with him verbally, but she didnât hide the fact that she was admiring him.Â
Considering she had already been successful in her little experiments today, she saw the lock of hair that had flopped over his forehead and decided to push it back. Letting her fingers card through his hair, she pushed the strands out of his face and back into place. If she hadnât been looking so intently she wouldnât have seen the shiver he had from the action. His hair was so soft and obvious that Harry took care of it, and she had never really touched it all that much but the temptation had been too much. âSorry, it was bothering me so it must have been bothering you.â She said simply, giving him a small smile. âIâm just gonna run to the restroom quickly and then we can check out. Okay?â
âCourse.â He cleared his throat, nodding his head as if the question had taken a moment to load in his head. âIâll be by the cafe then.â
Y/N really hated that bookstores made her have to go in there but it was a right of passage. Taking care of her business took only a few minutes, but when she came out she didnât see him at first.Â
He wouldnât just leave her, so it took her a second to realize he was leaving the counter, two bags of books hanging off his arms and two coffees in the little tray. A brown paper bag clutched crumbled in the hand he used to balance the drink tray, making her eyes widen.
âHey! I was gonna pay for our coffees and stuff.â She pouted as he approached. âYouâll have to let me get lunch then.â Her eyes went down to the two tote bags with the store logo on them. âOoo, thatâs so nice that they gave you these to hold them in. Let me just grab my wallet and we can go to the till to-â
âDonât worry about it.â He cut her off, shrugging a shoulder. There was a pregnant pause, her eyes blinking rapidly before her eyebrows crinkled.Â
âWhat do you mean? I have to pay.â
âTheyâre paid for.â The reply was simple and matter of fact. Again, words escaped her as she looked between him and the books.Â
âDid you-â
âI paid. Itâs fine, Flower.â
âUh, what?â Her eyebrows shot up as her stomach dropped. It did the weird thing that had her feeling a little lightheaded as he stood there, like he didnât just spend probably close to two hundred on books. âNo way I can accept that.â
âIf I told you I got a discount for building this place will it help?â
âHarry.â She said quietly. âYouâŚ. Why?âÂ
âBecause Iâm happy you agreed tâspend the day with me.â The reply was so to the point, not hiding anything at all that it almost felt unreal. Hell, it did feel unreal because who the fuck spent two hundred on books for a friend? Granted, she had a feeling-or a hope- there was a crush in there, but it felt like a huge gesture.Â
âYou already do so much for me.â She swallowed the lump down her throat. âYou help me at my place and you drive me home from get togethers and you buy me drinks when we go out and⌠I feel like itâs a lot. I surely donât do as much for you.â
âIâd do even more if you let me.â He stared honestly, nothing but truth on his face. âSo jusâ let me do this for you. I want to. It makes me happy.âÂ
Y/N didnât know how to argue with that. Instead, she nodded, and reached to take the bag and coffee tray from him since he had the much heavier books. âThank you. I could cry, probably.â That wasnât a joke. Her eyes felt like they were stinging.Â
âNone of that, Petal.â He shook his head. âCâmon. Iâve got plenty of questions and youâve got answers you promised me on the way here.â Without thinking twice, he grabbed her free hand with his own, tangling their fingers before leading her to the truck.Â
Y/N had no idea how so much had changed in 24 hours,
But she had a feeling it was about to change a whole lot more.
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It's Bothering me so much that Taylor Swift is so fake smart-girl coded, I need to say this:
I have a degree in both Philosophy and English Literature....
She used the term Soliloquy wrong in her song by using it to refer to people espousing nonsense while complaining in an echo-chamber about her.
Instead, a soliloquy is the most honest and introspective a character will ever be. Often the character will stand to the front center of the stage and, as if in a dream, speak openly to themselves (and in respect to the audience) lay out the truth, or the agony of whichever conflict haunts the plot. So, anyway she's just plain wrong in her usage of the term.
I am not giving a sanctimonious soliloquy. Miss Taylor Swift, you are wrong, and I am speaking honestly.
She finishes the lyric "sanctimoniously performing soliloquies I'll never see" and I just want to mention that a soliloquy requires an audience... so she does not know what she is talking about by saying that there is no audience for a soliloquy.
Also, for the record, I don't think Taylor Swift knows anything of substance about Aristotle. I, on the other hand, took a three-hour long oral exam over Aristotle's life work while out-of-my-mind-high on Dayquil and pain meds after a surgery. I got an "A", and, somehow, I lived through that, I doubt the validity of Swift's claims to know anything at all about philosophy. Especially, considering how all her songs are about as deep as a puddle.
She's completely lost her credibility.
The woman did not even finish High School in a traditional, well-rounded way. I think she read a handful of Joe's books and now thinks real highly of herself.
Edit: I don't mean to make fun of her for being dumb. I'm frustrated that she's "stepping on my lawn" and making her legion of fans think that she totally knows what she's talking about when it comes to literary references in her work or philosophy. It's obvious that she does not actually understand the concepts she attempts to engage with.
Her only real literary skill is name dropping actually talented writers or philosophers in her songs.
Edit 2: Since some people want to come on this post and tell me that I am being needlessly pedantic about her use of words. Go away. A soliloquy is an ancient literary form, one which transcends cultures and centuries, and I, as a scholar of English Literature, am in the position to say that Swift is speaking about the form incorrectly. She obviously did not even google the form, it's clear she has very little real acquaintance with half the literature concept or authors she names drops.
Sure, soliloquies can be unreliable (Hamlet's "To Be, or not to be" is the most obvious example). However, the fact of the matter is that soliloquy hinges on the Honesty of the character. Swift writing that it's actually the opposite of honesty proves to me that she has no real idea about the literary form.
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Making Porn With The Number One Pro Hero
Pairing: Toshinori Yagi (All Might/Skinny Might) x Fem! Pro-Hero! Reader.
Warnings: NSFW, Smut, Jealous sex (?), Mirror sex, Oral sex (fem receiving), Secret ((established)) relationship, Recording sex (so y'all make porn), Minor hair pulling, Semi-public sex, Intercourse (P in V), Daddy Kink, you two are almost caught in the act, mention of you two previously being caught in the act, I finally used a condom!! (I usually write about creampies but this time I didn't), Some bitch tries to touch our All Might but fails, We accidentally punch her in the face, Toshi is pussy whipped.
Summary: You have a sex dream about your boyfriend which leads to a fantasy, All Might wants to achieve that fantasy with you after you punch another All Might slut in the face. The fantasy doesn't TOTALLY go to planned.
Format: Kinktober Fic, Day 2.
Writing Time: 7 hours (with no breaks, longest amount of time I've ever spent on a fic).
Word Count: 3,308.
A/N:
Day 2 of Kinktober! Enjoy!
The introduction is ridiculously fucking long, idk why but skip to the first â-//â if you're like me and only interested in the sex. I hate the beginning part anyway and it's very obvious my writing has suffered from my hiatus, but oh well. It will get better.Technically you get railed by Skinny All Might in his Silver Age suit, hope that's ok.I have to give this thing a part 2 at some point, this is way too hot and I'm so proud of it.
I kept writing then deleting then rewriting this shit (which is why it took 7 hours) so y'all better let me know if you like it :)
Here is the masterlist for all my Kinktober 2023 works.
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Being in an secret relationship with the Number 1 Hero was difficult to say the least.
Having to sneak around everyone was fun and slightly erotic at first, but slowly became annoying and a bit painful at times.
You had recently told Toshinori about a sexy fantasy you had of him. To have him fuck you in his dressing room right before an interview, ideally from behind in front of a mirror whilst you record, you two had made porn before (for only you two's eyes, no one else's!!) so recording sex wasn't new to you guys.
Toshinori had giggled like a little schoolboy and covered his growing erection when you told him about your little fantasy, and said it sounded very hot. But after you kissed him and gave him a handy right then and there, he calmed down a bit and explained to you how unlikely it was to happen, he feared someone would walk in and catch you both (one person had before) and possibly tell someone.
Sadly your lover had made it clear countless times before he didn't want a public relationship for the sake of protecting you and others. You understood completely and was happy Toshinori valued protecting you over everything, but that didn't mean you didn't long to hold his hand in public.
Very few knew about you two; Young Midoriya, David Shield, Sir Nighteye (RIP) and Aizawa (Aizawa finding out was an accident, he had caught you two in a compromising position in Toshinori's classroom after school hours). But you both was content with those who knew about you two, you trusted all of them, and didn't plan on adding anyone else to the list.
Early on into your pro-hero career, you were introduced to one journalist and news reporter who you honestly couldn't remember the name of. She was young and very attractive, no doubt becoming the face of her news station because of her pretty face and impressive figure. She was well known to interview pro heroes and flirt with them, and unsurprisingly lot of them would flirt back.
She had interviewed All Might a few times and like usual she would flirt a lot. He'd see straight through her and politely respond in a professional way, so you had no problems with her because you trusted your boyfriend to shut down her advances. She wouldn't be the first girl to throw themselves at the Number 1 Hero and definitely wouldn't be the last, so you were used to seeing Toshinori be placed in uncomfortable situations which made you feel bad for him but due to your relationship being a secret you didn't feel like it was your place to cut in. But Toshinori always handled it well.
One interview you didn't see coming though.
It was a standard scheduled interview on set of a news station, like Good Morning America or something. Several pro heroes were in to be interviewed, including both you and All Might. With All Might becoming weaker and weaker by the day and unable to hold his form for long periods of time, this was his last scheduled interview. And you were so happy you could be there with him.
You were lucky enough to be able to be interviewed with your boyfriend.
"So, Mr All Might, I'd love to go over some of your best fights of your career..." The news anchor smiled and batted her eyelashes at him.
"Of course! I'd love to!" All Might grinned.
For the millionth time? Really? You rolled your eyes.
"BUT before we do that, I'd like to talk about your more personal life first..." She grinned back, moving closer to him on the long couch you were all sharing.
You moved uncomfortably in your seat and looked around, not really knowing what to do with yourself.
"Ok, sadly I can't promise I can all questions about my personal life but you can absolutely ask." All Might smiled.
"Great! So... you have had quite a long career as a pro hero who is very much so in the public eye, I imagine forming and keeping relationships in your personal life can be difficult?" She asked.
All Might moved his head to both sides as if he agreed and disagreed with her assumption, "Well it's definitely not easy forming them, but keeping the ones I have been lucky enough to form is easy. I'm very lucky to be surrounded by friends and family who I know care about me both as All Might and Toshinori."
The reporter nodded, "Right. As you mentioned family, are you planning on starting a family?"
You raised an eyebrow, feeling although the question was a bit strange.
All Might laughed, his laugh boomed loudly in your poor ears, "HA HA! Oh no Dear, I don't so. I am an old man now, I unfortunately missed the opportunity for a family years ago."
You and Toshinori had only briefly discussed children, you desperately wanting a child later on in your career and Toshinori feel although being Number 1 Hero made having kids not an option and that by the time he retired he was too old. It wasn't really a conversation you two had managed to find a conclusion to, so you were a little annoyed All Might was talking as if it had been decided.
"Well a lot of young ladies like older men, Sir. I know I sure do. And a lot of young ladies would be more than willing to bear The All Might's children." The reporter giggled and moved closer to him and placed a hand on his shoulder.
She had never actually touched him before.
All Might chuckled uncomfortably and carefully leaned back to make her hand fall off him, but her hand stayed put. Without really thinking, you leaned over and picked up the foreign hand on your boyfriend's shoulder, and threw it back into the reporter's face. She almost punched herself in the face with her own hand.
You gasped and stood up, "Oh I'm sorry!"
You really didn't mean to do that. You were only trying to get her hands off your man. You hadn't meant you almost punch her.
She quickly fixed her hair and glasses and glared at you for only a split second, before laughing nervously and looking into the camera in front of all of you, "Oh Dear! No worries! We can edit that out, this isn't live."
The cameraman nodded at her and three of you continued your now incredibly awkward interview. All Might breathed a small sigh and grabbed your hand, you couldn't tell what the sigh was for.
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Backstage you were sat at your vanity table with your head down on the desk, sighing sadly. You felt so embarrassed, you should of just left Toshinori handle her unnecessary touching. The interview went terribly after that and the reporter remained cold to you until the end.
You were also concerned about people questioning your actions, why were you so concerned about some girl touching All Might? It was such a obvious sign of jealously. Oh Well... at least she didn't touch him again.
A small knock was pressed against your dressing room door and without a response it was opened, "Darling?"
All Might.
He stepped into your room and closer the door behind him as you turned to face him. He immediately deflated in front of you, leaving his skinny scrawny figure in place.
"Hi Love." You sighed and walked over to him.
He quickly wrapped his long arms around you, pulled you close and began kissing your neck.
You blinked in shock, "Toshi?"
"Oh my Love. I never thought I'd ever see you jealous." He whispered against you before biting down on you skin.
You moaned in delight, "S-So you're not mad?"
"Why would I ever be mad Princess?" He laughed a bit, in his Skinny form his laugh sounded so good and didn't burst your eardrum.
Toshinori carefully walked you back over to your vanity table and placed you down in your vanity chair and stared down at you. You looked up at your lover with nothing but love and lust and crossing your legs, feeling yourself get hot down there.
With you sitting down and him standing in front of you, you could see the massive bulge in his pants. Whilst shamelessly staring at his covered dick, you hiked up your legs and pulled everything covering your lower half off and happily showed your lover your wet pussy. You felt no shame (he had seen it all before anyway), only the desire to be fucked. Finally, your filthy fantasy was coming true.
"Oh my Love..." Toshinori sighed again at the completely lewd sight of you and dropped to his knees.
He grabbed your thighs in his massive hands and gave your pussy a sweet kitten lick. You threw your head back and moaned again. He started kissing and licking you slowly before sucking.
God, his tongue felt good. You were going to lose yourself to it.
"Oh baby I want you so much..." Toshinori whispered in between eating you out, whilst pulling you closer and closer to his hungry mouth, scaring you for a brief second into thinking you'd fall out of the chair.
It was dangerous but Toshi wouldn't let you fall, ever.
You pulled his head up from your heat and he whined, "Toshi... I'm so empty now...you need to just fuck me..."
Your lewd expression and hushed tone only made him strain against his suit. Without thinking much, Toshinori stood up and ripped a hole into the crotch area of his Silver Age suit.
You gasped, "Toshi! Your suit!"
"This suit can be fixed, Dear. But later I'll need you to go to my dressing room and bring back something to wear when we're done." He smiled softly while pulling you up and out of the chair.
Toshinori picked up the chair by the armrests and placed it against the door, locking you both in. He turned back to you and smiled again.
You smiled back before turning against and bending over against the vanity table, giving your lover another nice view of your ass and pussycat. You watched him in the mirror grin at your behind and give you a nice loving smack. You bit your lip from the harsh contact and moved your legs further apart for him.
"Fuck..." Toshinori whispered, he was incredibly turned on by the sight of you bent over showing him everything you had to offer.
He quickly reached into his pocket and pulled out a Trojan, ripping the wrapper off with his teeth and pulling it down his proud length. You could tell by his fast movements, he was just as eager to get inside of you as you was.
Toshinori then rubbed your aching entrance with his great throbbing cock. You whined for him to just put it in and he was happy to appease you.
Toshinori always started with slow gentle strokes only with the tip but that wasn't good enough for you now, he had already worked you up from eating you out just a few seconds earlier and the idea of your fantasy had you too desperate now. So you whined again and tried to fuck yourself on his cock at the pace you need. Toshinori caught on pretty quickly and grabbed your hips and pulled you fully around him.
Both of you groaned from the sudden action. Toshinori began moving again, this time fast and rough. You managed to pick up your phone that you had left on the table, turn on the camera, point it at the mirror in front of you and hit record.
The sight was beyond erotic. The Number 1 Hero drilling his secret lover from behind in dressing room on set of a news station. God, it made you so wet. The grin on your face with your moans made it evident.
Because of the mirror, both of you were able to see each other's faces. Toshinori's brow full of sweat and mouth covered in your cum and his own salvia was godly. Not to mention his look of determination as he continued pounding you brought you closer and closer to edge.
"All Might!" You cried, not really hearing yourself over the sound of his balls slapping your cheeks.
But he heard you (and possibly some others in the building) and he groaned in your ear, "Princess! Oh my good little girl!"
Fuck!
He knew calling you 'little girl' made you crazy.
"Oh All Might please!" You begged.
You knew you sounded like a bad pornstar, but you didn't care. You knew Toshi loved it and was about to give into your begging.
But before he could, the worst thing you could imagine happened next. A loud knock on the door.
"Miss?"
Both you and Toshinori froze and stared at each other in the mirror in fear and shook.
"Y-Yes?!" You answered.
"Miss, your driver is here waiting for you. They are outside." It was likely one of the crew members of the station. They turned the door handle, shooting fear through you so bad you could scream, but it didn't open.
The chair Toshinori had put against the door temporarily saved you two. Realising this, he slowly began moving inside of you again. You moaned softly at the feeling and quickly covered your mouth with your free hand (hand not holding up your phone that was still recording).
The crew member must of wondered why the door wasn't opening, considering none of the dressing room doors had locks on them for safety reasons, but didn't ask why or for you to open the door and instead just let go of the handle.
"Oh o-okay...t-thank you. Out in a miiintue!" You quickly choked out.
"Great. Do you happen to know where Mr. All Might is? His car arrived first but he isn't in his dressing room."
"Nooo!" You whined.
You could see the see the evil smile on your boyfriend's face in the mirror. No question, you were going to (try to) kick his ass after this.
"Ok, no worries. Thank you for coming Miss!"
Footsteps were heard leaving the door, presumably to go find your man. Toshinori laughed slightly and pulled your head back by your hair and started moving at the same fast pace he was before.
You groaned at the small pain and glared up at your soulmate, "You like torturing me, asshole?"
"Maybe a little." He smiled.
"Oh please just make me cum, Toshinori." You sighed, giving him your best doe eyed desperate-for-sex expression.
Your lover was more than happy to fulfil your request. This was definitely by far would be the best sex tape you two ever made.
â///â
Later on the two of you were getting ready for better, you had finally finished your night skin care routine and was headed back to you and Toshinori's shared bedroom. He was still up reading a book in bed like usual, he looked and smiled when you walked into the room.
"Toshi," You began as you got comfortable in the bed, "What changed your mind today?"
"About what, Love?" He asked and put his book away to pull you closer to him.
"When I told you about my sex dream, you said it wouldn't happen." You pouted at him.
Toshinori's cheeks darkened, "Well, you got me all hot and bothered during the interview."
"How?" You raised an eyebrow.
"I like to see you handle touchy women for me." Toshinori smiled shyly now.
"Oh really?" You giggled, "You like having a jealous girlfriend?"
"A bit, yes." He admitted.
"Aw... maybe I should set them straight more often." You grinned and kissed his neck.
Toshinori shivered, both from the idea and the attention you was suddenly showing his neck, "Yes please...good girl."
You felt your heat burn at his words as well as his erection grow under the duvet and you eagerly wanted to head down under the duvet. But you both still had something to say.
"I'm sorry love, I was just a little scared about people finding out about us, and being intimate outside our home has got us caught before...and I feel like we already take a big risk with recording our moments together." Toshinori sighed.
"So you don't want to record anymore?" You looked heartbroken.
"Oh no, Princess! Of course not!" He pulled you into his lap and wrapped his arms around your waist (you could feel his lover's boner, which you wonder if he forgot about), "I love have something to remind myself of our best moments."
"We don't have to record anymore if you're worried it could get out." You replied, still looking sad.
"Honey, that's not what I was saying.." Toshinori kissed your head, "I love you and I love how excited you get by the camera. And I love watching our little videos."
You looked up at him, "I love you Toshi. And I just want you to be comfortable."
"I am comfortable, I'm always comfortable when I'm alone with you." Toshinori smiled.
You turned to look at him and kissed one of his sunken cheeks, "Ok... so if I keep your female fans in line... what will you do for me?"
"What do you want love?" Toshinori asked.
"I want a reward, All Might." You grinned and slowly stroked your lover's excited friend.
He shivered again. Mustering up all his strength, Toshinori transformed into All Might. His erection underneath you went from poking you ass to almost straight up penetrating you. A loud moan came from your throat, the ending of it was muffled from All Might gently pushing you off his lap and all the way down till you were face down onto the end of the bed and ass up.
The muscular blonde Silver Fox gently rubbed your ass with one hand whilst the other fought off this sweat pants (that did absolutely nothing to hide his lower reigns). Once his pants were off and his length was fully exposed, All Might picked up his phone from his nightstand, pointed the camera down at you and hit record.
"Little Princess... do you think my cock at full size is a good enough reward for being such a good girl for me?"
The camera got a very lovely shot of your wetness soaking through your sweatpants just from his words. You felt your cunt clench around nothing and you looked back at your lover.
"Yes please Daddy."
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when he finds out you're sick through the internet
A/N: idol!au. OC is also a celebrity though I don't explicitly say what. tiny teensy angst bc cheol is a worried Boyfriendđ 1.5k words! another random word vomits bc that's the only way i know how to write now lol idk why but everytime i write this kinda fic it's always seungcheol looooooooooooooool. not proofread, but enjoy!
[part 2]
Seungcheol doesn't really get angry.
For the three years you've known him in which you've dated him for two, you've only seen him actually get angry a total number of three times. None of them was directed at you, and all of them are for reasons that you would've exploded upon way before he did.
Seungcheol is patient and rational.
Seungcheol is normally patient and rational.
But he's never normal when it comes to you. And even though the patient bit still stands, nothing about his feelings towards you is ever rational. He's a little too emotional, a little too rash, and a little too worrisome when it comes to your wellbeing.
So when he's relaxing in the practice room during a break with his members, for once not on his phone because he's charging it somewhere on one of the tables, and he hears Seungkwan gasps a little upon his phone, he thinks there's another scandal blowing up upon the industry. But when the younger guy's blown out eyes meet him, colors drained from his face, Seungcheol hates that he knew it could mean one thing: something happened to you.
He shoots up almost immediately, not registering any words that come out of Seungkwan's mouth. His hands shake a little when he unlocks his phone, and his heart drops when he reads the official post from your company's twitter account that states your current condition, that you might need to pause your activities for the time being due to health reasons, apologizes for the worries, and asks for the fans' understanding.
He wants to get angry.
At who, heâs not sure.
At your company, for pushing you even though they know your schedule is practically inhumane? At your manager, for not making sure that you have decent rest in between schedules? At you, because heâs been telling you to fucking stop running towards whatever goal you have in mind but you insist that you know your limit and youâll know when to stop?
Apparently, no you fucking donât because else this wouldnât have happened.
The rest of the members look at him in worry, and Jeonghan silently walks to their manager and the other staff to let them know about the situation at hand, that Seungcheol would probably not be in his best state to continue practice at the moment. The leader would probably insist that they continue anyway, but theyâve practiced for almost five hours already anyway and they could spare an hour or two for the leader when itâs clear that heâs worried beyond measure.
Seungcheol bites his lip as he tries to call you, his concern skyrocketing by the seconds the longer the beeping sound goes, no sign of you picking it up. He tries one more time, but you still donât answer and heâs about to hurl his phone at the wall when your manager calls him instead, tells him that he sees his name flashing on your phone, informs your whereabouts, and that he should just drop by your place in a few hours if he wants to see you because right now youâre still sleeping in the car and heâs taking you home.
He finds it hard to say anything, a lump growing in his throat until he manages to swallow it down and ask how youâre doing right now.
âSheâs⌠exhausted.â Your manager says quietly. âI know itâs my job to take care of her but⌠you know her. She didnât tell me that sheâs been having a hard time sleeping at night the past few weeks and it finally took a toll on her.â
Itâs hard to suppress his anger, his breath heavier than usual though itâs not too noticeable unless they know Seungcheol. He wants to scream at your manager, but he knows it wonât do anyone any good and itâs really not the time nor the place for that. So he mutters a quiet âthank youâ before he hangs up, his members looking at him with a mix of worry and understanding when he looks up at them.
âGo.â Soonyoung says. âWeâve practiced enough today. Take care of your girlfriend and tell us later.â
Seungcheol nods and sprints out of the room, beyond thankful that his members always have his back.
Seungcheol is glaring at you when you wake up, though the way his thumb is still softly caressing your head and the worry in his eyes clearly tell you that his anger is nowhere near his distress.Â
You offer him a weak smile, unable to defend yourself because you know what his eyes are scolding you for.
âSorry?â You whisper and immediately cringe at how dry your throat feels.
He doesnât say anything as he helps you sit down and hands you your favorite mug. Taking in the moment, you frown at how weak you feel, though you really only have yourself to blame because you genuinely thought youâre okay and you can take it.
You know itâs on you for taking as many schedules as possible, practically everything that your company offers you even when your manager says he doesnât think itâs physically possible for you to do all that in such a short span.
Thinking about it now, you realize that your manager and the rest of your team also gets the short end of the stick through your decision. Him, your make up team, and your stylists would all need to be with you and your ambition forgets to consider their wellbeing even when you wrongly claim you would be able to handle it.
Guilt starts to eat you inside out, and it grows even larger as you see Seungcheol in front of youâdidnât he say he had practice today?âhis face screams distressed and his shoulders tense since God knows when.
âHey, talk to me.â He says softly when he notices youâve been spacing out and youâre nibbling on your lip like you would when youâre anxious, taking away your mug before enveloping your hands with his.
You tear up almost immediately, and he moves to sit on the edge of your bed to usher you into his chest, patiently listens to your nonsense as you try to talk through your tears. He gets the gist of it: sorryâmanagerâcompanyâwellbeingâmy teamâdidnât think it throughâmade you worryâoverestimated myselfâsorryâand the list goes on. He exhales as he hugs you tighter, both understanding and upset at the turns of events.
Being in the same industry, he gets what youâre trying to do, understands that you feel the need to keep on running while youâre able to, relates that youâre doing everything for yourself and your fans. But still, itâs hard not to be upset to know youâre pushing yourself too hard when heâs been telling you thereâs no need to run as fast as you are without resting; that youâll only hurt yourself one way or another and he hates that the one time he needs to be right, itâs this.
You end up laying down against his chest on your bed, hiccups and sniffles filling your bedroom along with a random song heâs humming against your head. You pull away to properly look at him, the first time youâre doing it since you woke up earlier, and his hum stops in question.
âThank you.â You manage to whisper, your fingers grasping the front of his shirt without even realizing. âFor being here when I woke up.â
He shakes his head like he doesnât understand why youâre thanking him, simply leans down to plant a long, chaste kiss against your forehead before he pulls up your blanket so itâll cover you properly.
âJust⌠donât surprise me like that again, okay?â His breath is warm against your face, pleasantly so, and you nod as you promise him that youâll take better care of yourself moving forward.Â
âAre you staying the night?â
âYes, Iâll return to the dorm the day after tomorrow. Theyâve given me a day off.â You cringe at his words, though thankful that heâs been in the industry long enough to attain that kind of privilege. But still, you feel bad that youâre obstructing his practice and his members just because youâre foolish enough toâ âHey. Stop. I know what youâre thinking. No need to feel bad. Iâm actually glad I get to rest with you.â
âButââ
âNo buts. The kids can do without me for a day.â He playfully bumps his forehead against yours, his lips hover above yours merely centimeters apart. He doesnât meet your lips, though he kisses their corner sweetly and wraps you back into his embrace to the point where thereâs no space between you two. âSleep. Iâll be here when you wake up.â
âGood night, Cheol.â
âNight, baby.â
âSee you in my dream?â
âIâll see you anywhere you want me to be.â
He hugs you tighter, and you try your best to return the gesture despite the awkward position of your arms. Itâs uncomfortable and youâre sure your arms will be sore the next morning.
But you wouldnât have it any other way. Not when you succumb to sleep and find Seungcheol smiling at you on the other side of your dream, as real as he can be.
cont.
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SVT Reaction to yelling at you for the first time/saying something hurtful pt. 2
a/n: ok here is pt. 2! i got a ton of asks/comments asking for a pt. 2 and honestly I kinda hate this. its totally unedited, as usual, and I really don't feel like I gave all of them justice. some of them feel kinda rushed, but anywayssssss, send me your others requests for SVT while I'm on this writing kick... hehehe.
w/c: 8,000~ sheeeeeesh
warnings: angsssssssssst, like a lot of angst, female reader (for a couple of the boys), pet names (good girl), hurt/comfort, mentions of previous slap and bruising, just overall angsty as per usual. no smut but this blog is 19+ MDNI as always.
Seungcheol (S.coups)
Just like Seungcheol promised, he stayed up against the wall by your bedroom door all night. He tried his best to fight sleep but eventually, his exhaustion got the better of him and he fell asleep sitting up, head dipped down so his chin touched his chest.Â
When you finally decided youâd locked him out long enough, sometime in the middle of the night, you quietly exited your bedroom to find him in this state. A wave of guilt rushed through you at seeing him like this. He was probably exhausted from non-stop practice, and you knew he shouldnât be sleeping in positions like this, his physiotherapist would probably kill him. But you also knew that you were incredibly hurt by his words and until he properly apologized you couldnât allow yourself to feel that guilty.Â
Instead of waking him up, you walked out to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. But the small noises of clinking glass and running water woke your boyfriend up from his slumber. Stumbling into the kitchen, one fist rubbing the sleep out of his eyes and the other massaging his knee, he found you standing there sipping from your glass, eyes red and swollen from crying.Â
âBabyâŚâ his voice was rough, you could tell he had been crying too and it made your heart clench. He took a few steps towards you and you didnât resist, letting him get close. âHoney, Iâm so sorry.â Seungcheol reached both his hands out to you but didnât dare touch until he got your permission. That permission came in the form of you setting your glass down on the counter and opening your arms for him to fall into.Â
The relief he felt was immense as he sunk into your embrace. âIâm so, so sorry baby,â he was sobbing without realizing it, soaking the front of your sleep shirt with salty tears, âI didnât mean it, you know how much I love you and I c-canât believe I s-said something like that to you.â
You hugged him closer as your own tears started to fall again. âItâs ok Cheol, I forgive you.â You whispered into his hair as you held him. His embrace was warm and felt like home and of course, you forgave him, he meant what he said, and you were his entire world, as he was yours. âI love you so much, Cheollie.â
âI love you, too, baby, please never leave me.â
JeonghanÂ
Itâs been three days and Jeonghan is losing his absolute mind. He has never gone more than a single day without some form of communication with you, and if your sister Nayeon hadnât texted him yesterday to let him know you are in fact fine, he wouldâve probably filed a police report by now.
Heâs sent probably hundreds of texts and he calls you at least a few times a day. Each and every one has gone unanswered and Jeonghan just doesnât know what to do with himself at this point.Â
He had just gotten home from practice, as he was sent home early by Seungcheol, stating he âneeded to take a breatherâ after sulking around the practice room for hours on end. When he dropped his keys on the kitchen island he startled at the sight of you standing at the stove, stirring something in a pot.
âLovey?â Jeonghan asked as you turned around to look at him. He sounded as if he didnât really believe his eyes and thought maybe he was hallucinating you standing in your shared kitchen. âYou - youâre home?â
You gave a tight-lipped smile and nodded twice before turning back around to finish whatever you were cooking. It smelled delicious and Jeonghan suddenly couldnât remember the last time he ate. But that didnât matter right now. Youâre home.
âBaby, Iâm so sorry, I didnât mean any of that, you know that right?â He asked, desperately, as he moved closer to you, reaching out like he wanted to give you a back hug. Any other time he wouldâve been clinging to you as you cooked, but now he hesitated. Were you still upset? Of course, you were, how could he ever think you wouldnât hate his guts after what he did. âLovey, please⌠please look at me.â Jeonghan was on the verge of tears now, thoughts spiraling to all the worst-case scenarios. It was his sniffles that finally made you turn to face him, tears already falling from your own eyes.
âHannieâŚâ your voice was quiet and choked, and the look of exhaustion on your face broke Jeonghanâs heart even further.Â
âBaby⌠can I please hold you? Please?â The tears were flowing freely now, he didnât even bother to stop them. When you shyly nodded he wasted no time in scooping you up in his arms and placing you on the kitchen countertop, arms wrapped around your middle as he sobbed into your chest. You werenât faring much better, arms wrapped tightly around his neck and you cried into his soft hair. âPlease, pl-please donât leave me. Please, lovey, I was so, so worried. I donât know what to do without you, an-and Iâm so fucking sorry, Y/N.â
âI know, Hannie. I know.â
âN-no, please. Let me make it up to you. I mean it, I donât know what came over me, and I will spend forever making things right again.â All you could do was hold your boyfriend and nod, knowing that he would indeed keep this promise.Â
Joshua
âY/N! Wait!â Joshua snapped back to reality right away, watching as you rushed down the sidewalk back toward your workplace. He shut his car off quickly before grabbing his keys and phone and rushing out after you. âY/N!â
He caught up to you quickly, you being much shorter than him, in a few long strides. He grabbed your elbow lightly, not allowing you to walk any further. âBaby, I know youâre upset. Fuck, Iâm so sorry, but do not rush off, itâs not safe.â
You halted your steps but didnât turn around to face your boyfriend. Tears were threatening to fall, but you held them back as you waited for him to continue.Â
âF-fuck, Y/N. Iâm sorry, I have no idea what just came over me. You are not a slut, and I donât believe anything that just came out of my mouth, please baby, please believe me.â His grip loosened on your arm once he was sure you werenât going to run again. âI know youâre mad, but please get back in the car, we can go home and you can scream at me all you want. But I want to make sure youâre safe.â
You finally turn to face Joshua as the tears started to fall. There werenât too many people around, but it was enough to make your face heat with embarrassment, making Joshuaâs heart shatter. On top of hurting you with his words you were embarrassed and it was all his fault.Â
âCome on, sweetheart,â he urged gently, offering you his hand, which you reluctantly take. âLetâs talk about it on the way home.â You nodded and followed him back towards the car, allowing him to open the door for you and click your seatbelt into place before taking his place behind the wheel again.Â
You wiped your tears with the sleeve of your sweater as Joshua began to drive. You mumbled something softly that Josh didnât quite pick up. âSay that again, baby?â He looked over at you with soft eyes, waiting for you to repeat yourself.
âHeâs gay.â
Joshua took a moment to realize what you were talking about before it clicked. Your coworker. The gay one who just got engaged to his fiance. Their wedding is this summer and youâve been talking about it non-stop since he asked you to be in the wedding party. Joshua felt like the biggest idiot on the planet.
âShit. Sweetheart, I knew that. Fucking hell Iâm an idiot. Iâm so fucking sorry, Y/N.â He ran one hand over his face, blinking rapidly to try and hold back his own tears of embarrassment now, not letting them fall so he could get you both home safe.
You wouldnât look at him the rest of the ride home, but when you got home that night Joshua groveled and babied you until you forgave him for his shitty words.Â
Jun
The next day, Jun kept the promise he made in the last voicemail he sent. He was on the first flight home after his schedules and the entire flight back to Korea he was wracking his brain with what he was going to say to fix this, if he even could fix this. The thought was tearing him apart. He did his best to sleep on the plane, but he couldnât get his mind to stop picturing the worst case scenarios of you leaving him when he got home.
Once he was finally standing outside your shared apartment door, bouquet in hand, he knocked quickly three times, despite having the passcode. If you needed space, he was going to give that to you, his feelings be damned.
After a moment you opened the door, surprised to see your boyfriend holding a rather large bouquet of flowers, though you guess he did tell you he was coming home today in his voicemails. You almost felt guilty for making him come home a few days earlier than he should have, but that thought quickly evaporates when you remembered his words from last night.
âWhy are you here?â You ask, not allowing him to pass you and enter your apartment, despite him also living there. You could tell Jun had been crying, you could tell he was miserable, and while you felt a pang of heartache for your usually loving boyfriend, you couldnât help but feel some sort of satisfaction that he had been up all night crying just like you had.Â
Junhui frowned at your words, but pushed the flowers towards you gently. âThese are for you⌠and Y/N, please. Iâm so sorryâŚâ He was wearing the most forlorn look on his face as he stared down at his feet.Â
You took pity on your boyfriend and took the flowers, turning on your heel to bring them into the kitchen, leaving the door open so he could finally come in. As you set the bouquet down on the countertop, you turned back to the doorway, watching as your boyfriend stayed standing outside, still staring at his feet.Â
âWell, are you just gonna stand there, or come in?â You asked snippily.
Jun looked up at you, large doe eyes watering with unshed tears, before nodding and entering the apartment and softly closing the door behind him. He still couldnât bare to look at your face and the remnants of dried tear tracks and puffy cheeks. He felt immeasurable guilt for the things he said last night and how he made you feel. So he continued staring down at the floor out of respect for you.
âY/N, I hope you know I didnât mean any of those things I said last night. I love you and your family so, so much. There is nowhere in this world I would rather be than with you, in your arms, making you the happiest person on the planet. I love your family, and one day I know theyâll be my family, too, so, of course, I love them, of course, I will do whatever it takes to make them happy too, because-â Jun let out a soft âoofâ when you collided with his chest, stunned for a moment before he gently closed his arms around your middle, resting his cheek on your soft hair. âI love you more than all the stars in the sky.â
You were sniffling now and Jun could tell you were on the verge of full-blown sobbing when you said with a watery voice, âAnd I love you more than all the fish in the sea.â
Soonyoung
When Soonyoung entered your darkened apartment, there was silence, and that scared him more than the noises you made when you ran out of the practice room. With his thoughts spiraling to all the worst-case scenarios of what could be happening, he quickly searched through your shared space, checking all the rooms and bathrooms to figure out where you were hiding.Â
When he reached the guest bedroom, he heard it. A small sniffle and a gasp for air. Without thinking he launched himself onto the guest bed, thinking heâd find you, but you werenât there. Looking around again, he finally spotted you, squished in between the corner wall and the old dresser you two had put in here last year. Your head was between your knees and you were attempting to take deep breaths, but he could tell it was futile.Â
Rushing over to you he dropped to his knees, ignoring the pain in his knee caps as he did so, and reached out to put his hands on your shoulders. Your head shot up as if you hadnât heard all the commotion before and stared up at your boyfriend with a red, puffy face, streaming with tears. The sight broke Soonyoungâs heart even further, but he needed to help you through this first and foremost.Â
âBaby, I need you to breathe, ok? Can you do that for me?â You shook your head no, an action that he mirrored, âI know youâre upset, and you should be, but right now Iâm more worried about your breathing. Ok, deep breathâŚâ Soonyoung took an exaggerated deep breath in which you were reluctant to mirror, âCâmon baby, please breathe with me.â You could tell from your boyfriendâs tone that he was actually starting to get scared and in turn that scared you, so you followed along with his instructions. âThere you go, good girl, againâŚâ
After a few minutes of following Soonyoungâs deep breathing, your own started to even out, satisfying your boyfriend enough for him to properly sit down and pull you into his lap, cradling you like you were the most precious thing to him in that moment. As you started to move to get out of his embrace, his arms tightened slightly around you as he murmured into your hair, âPlease⌠please baby, please donât leave me.â
His panicked tone set you on edge again, having thought you were both calmed down from before, but clearly he needed this now.Â
âPleaseâŚâ he was sobbing into your hair, your shoulder, just trying to be as close to you as possible, even though he knew he didnât deserve it. âIâm so sorry, baby. Iâm so fucking sorry, please, please donât leave.â He was begging now.
âSoonâŚâ You whispered, taking one cheek in your hand and raising his face to meet your eyes. You could see the anguish there, he really thought you were about to leave him for good. âSoon, Iâm not leaving. Iâm just really upset with you, you said some cruel things to me.â
Soonyoung cleared his throat slightly, but the tears kept running, âAnd you should be! I was horrible, baby, and Iâm so fucking sorry. I was in my head about practice and nothing going right today.â
âI can see that Soonyoung, but it doesnât give you the right to treat me that way.â
âYouâre right, Iâm not making excuses. I was wrong, and if youâll let me I will make it up to you, and prove to you it wont happen again. I love you so much, and all I want is to cherish you.â
You slid your hand down his cheek, his neck, his shoulder, until you wrapped both your arms around him, squeezing him tightly, which he returned without a second thought. âAnd I love you, too, Soonie.â
Wonwoo
Wonwoo had been knocking on your friendâs door for the last five minutes, he knew you were in there. You told him last night where you were going, but you hadnât answered any of his calls or texts all night, finally prompting him to drive over here himself and make sure you were alright.
Finally, after what seemed like hours, Sunmi answered the door wearing a robe with her hair up in a towel. It was clear she had just showered and she looked like she was about to tear Wonwoo a new one, until she saw the crazed look in his eyes.Â
âWonwoo? What are you doing at my door at,â she looked behind her at her microwave clock, â6:53 am? Is it Y/N?â Now she was starting to panic, wondering why your boyfriend is at her apartment looking like he just went through hell and back.
âSheâs not here?â Wonwooâs eyes widened, âWhat do you mean sheâs not here? She didnât come over last night?â Sunmi shook her head, not understanding what Wonwoo meant. She talked to you yesterday, but made no plans to come over. âFuck. Fuck fuck fuck!â Wonwoo ran both his hands through his hair and turned on his heel, running down the hallway of Sunmiâs apartment building. âCall me if she shows up, please!â He yelled over his shoulder, and all Sunmi could do was nod before he disappeared down the corridor.Â
Now, Wonwoo was actually panicking. How could he let you go last night? What if something horrible happened to you? What if- he needed to find you. Now.Â
Wonwoo started calling all of your friends, your brother, even his friends, to see if you were with any of them, only to be met with the same answer: No, they hadnât seen or heard from you. Wonwoo walked through the streets near your shared apartment, every scenario of what could have happened to you running through his mind. The picture of you sitting somewhere, cold and sad with your duffle bag absolutely sends him spiraling. Heâs calling your phone over and over, sending texts that are becoming more crazed as time goes on.Â
Wonwoo is nearly home, resigned to finally calling your mother and the police, when he gets the text.Â
From: Y/NÂ iâm home
Fuck. He shoved his phone in his pocket and started sprinting the rest of the way home, not taking even a moment to catch his breath before heâs bursting through the front door, finding you with your face in your hands, sitting on the couch of your shared living room.Â
âY/N, oh my God, Y/NâŚâ Wonwoo dropped to his knees in front of you, reaching out and smoothing his hands over your shoulders, needing to feel that you were real, âY/N are you ok? What happened, where were you?â Wonwoo we crying from relief at this point, trying, and failing to hold back his sobs.Â
You sniffled again and finally pulled your head from your palms, looking at your boyfriend, who looked absolutely pitiful. You wouldâve chuckled if the situation wasnât so serious. His glasses were askew on his face, his bedhead sticking out in different places, and tears running down his face, making his eyes red and puffy. He looked like he fared no better than you last night and the thought made you feel better somehow.Â
Wonwoo was still looking up at you expectantly, not bothering to wipe the tears from his face. âI was in the subway station.â Wonwoo furrowed his brow and reached out to grab your hands, you let him, knowing what he was doing.
âYour hands are freezing, Y/N.â Wonwoo reached up, brushing his knuckles lightly over your reddened cheek, âShit. Youâre burning up. You stayed down at the station? All night?â
You nodded, closing your eyes at the sensation of his cooler hand against your warm skin.Â
Without asking, Wonwoo stood up and scooped you into his arms, bringing you to your shared bedroom and settling you comfortably on the mattress. He stripped your coat and shoes off before wrapping you in the warm duvet. He left momentarily to grab some medicines from the bathroom and make some hot tea. When he returned, you were curled in on yourself, sniffling and coughing from the cold Wonwoo presumed you had.Â
Setting the tea and meds on the nightstand, he took a seat on the bed near your huddled form and rubbed his hand up and down what he assumed was your back. âIâm really sorry, you know. Like⌠Iâm such an asshole. I didnât even realize what I said until Cheol told me I was being a dick. Which I was.â
You let out a slight chuckle at that, which made Wonwoo smile. Maybe all wasnât lost. His eyes softened as he watched you cough again. âIâm so, so sorry, love. You are my entire world and Iâm so sorry I made you feel like that wasnât true last night. Iâm sorry you felt like you needed to get away from me and it got you sick.â A few more tears fell as he finished, âI hope you know Iâm not letting you out of my sight until you're better. This is all my fault and Iâm going to show you how much you mean to me if itâs the last thing I do.â
Wonwoo leaned over you, hugging you the best he could in your prone position. You turned onto your back slightly, reaching up and wrapping your arms loosely around your boyfriend's neck, hugging him back, and leaning your face into the crook of his neck. He placed light kisses all over the side of your face as he whispered into your ear, âI love you so much, Y/N. Always.â
Jihoon
Jihoon stayed in his studio that night, not having the balls to face you. Though he did send a few texts, updating you on what he was doing, asking if you were alright, and checking in throughout the night. All of which went unanswered.
When morning came, Jihoon couldnât sit still any longer. He hardly got any work done throughout the night, which was the entire reason for your fight, which only made him feel even more guilty. So after he powered down his computer and locked up his studio, he headed down to the cafe to grab breakfast and coffees for you before heading home.
When he unlocked the front door and walked into shared apartment, he was shocked to see you still awake, working on something on your laptop as you sat on the floor of the living room, back against the sofa. If the bags under your eyes told Jihoon anything, itâs that you didnât get any sleep either. He winced at the thought of you up and working all night, though he figured he deserved to feel the heavy guilt on his shoulders.Â
When he approached you with a bag of food and coffee, you finally looked up at him with red-rimmed eyes. You could tell he felt miserable, his hair was sticking out in every direction as if he had run his hands through it all night, his glasses were smudged from his fingers pushing them up over and over, and he had what looked suspiciously like dried tear tracks on his cheeks. Jihoon set the bag and coffee down on the table before taking a seat next to you, his eyes never leaving your form.
âI brought breakfast.â Was the only thing he could think to say. Jihoon felt like such as idiot. âI didnât expect you to be awake.â
You scoffed at that, looking away from him and back to your laptop. âOf course you didnât. Apparently you donât think I work very hard in the first place.â You slammed your laptop closed with a little too much force, making Jihoon jump slightly. He winced at his own words, going and fucking up again.
âY/NâŚâ he started, closing his eyes and taking in a deep breath, âI am so⌠so, so fucking sorry. I know how hard you work. I let my stress get the better of me and that is not an excuse. I fucked up. I know I did.â
âYeah⌠you did, Jihoon. Coffee and breakfast isnât going to fix this.â
âNo, I know. I just wanted to make sure you ate, since you never let me know last night if you had dinner.â Jihoon put his head in his hands. âI have no idea why I said those things when you are the hardest working person I fucking know. I canât take it back, but I will continue apologizing for it for as long as youâll let me.â
You sighed, you knew Jihoon didnât mean what he said. That didnât mean it didnât still hurt. But you could also see how sorry he was. Hell, the fact that he was home this early in the morning was testament to that. Deciding that you had forgiven him, but not wanting to make it too easy on him, you reached over the coffee table, grabbing the bag of pastries.Â
âIf it means I get breakfast every morning, I guess I can forgive you.â Jihoon looked up at you, a smirk playing at the corner of his lips.
âWhatever you want, baby.â
Seokmin
Seokmin had been at the dorms for approximately 20 minutes when he just couldnât take it anymore. You had texted him to let him know to give you some space, and that you could talk tomorrow, but he just couldnât take it anymore. He knew he fucked up bad, especially once he got to the dorms and Jeonghan had asked him what happened. When he explained it to his hyung, Jeonghan has scoffed and chewed him out for being such a dumbass, before he finally showed Seokmin that the website he was looking at was a fanmade troll website.Â
Seokmin had never felt so guilty, so horrible in his entire life. You, the love of his life, his literal sunshine on a cloudy day, was hurt because of something he did, something he said, and he was really spiraling thinking about it.Â
Without thinking too hard about it, he grabbed his things and left the dorm, ignoring Mingyuâs questioning shouts behind him.Â
Seokmin ran all the way to your shared apartment, which wasnât all that far from the dorms, but far enough that when he reached your front door he was winded. Pressing the passcode to the door, he fumbled a few times before he finally got it right and burst through the door.
He found you lying under the covers of your shared bed, quietly sobbing, and his heart shattered at the sight. âBabyâŚ.?â
You startled and sat up in bed, letting the duvet fall around you, not expecting Seokmin to be back so soon. âSeok?â Your voice was scratchy and it made Seokmin feel even worse. At this point, he wasnât sure how much worse he could feel, but he knew he deserved every last ounce of the guilt he was feeling.Â
âFuck.. Iâm so, so sorry, baby.â Seokmin stumbled his way over to the bed before resting both palms on in, not wanting to join you on the bed if he wasnât wanted. âI couldnât - I couldnât stay at the dorms, I canât be away from you right now. Fuck! Iâm so stupid, Iâm so, so fucking stupid!â He cried, not bothering to stop the tears now that you were in front of him.
Your face crumpled and your tears fell again, not wanting to see your usually upbeat boyfriend so distraught, despite him of being deserving of it. âSeok, it wasnât realâŚâ
âI know, I know, sweetheart. Iâm such a dumbass for confronting you like that. I will never, ever forgive myself for the things I said to you. For making you feel like⌠like this.â He gestured at you wildly, not knowing fully how to convey his thoughts. âI⌠I talked with Jeonghan-hyung when I got to the dorms, he chewed me out,â Seokmin looked sheepish as he continued, âhe showed me it was fake⌠baby, Iâm so fucking sorry.â
âItâs okay, Seok⌠I understand, I would probably have reacted poorly too if I was-â
Seokmin violently shook his head, âNo, no please, Y/N. Donât let me off the hook that easily. How I reacted was wrong, so fucking wrong, and you donât deserve that. Especially not from me. Please, please let me show you how sorry I am. I will prove to you that you are safe here, with me, and I will never, ever let my temper get the best of my like that again.â
A small smile tugged at the corner of your lips as you opened your arms for your boyfriend to fall into. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he tackled you back onto the soft pillows, kissing your cheeks, your nose, your eyes, everywhere he could reach, making you giggle. âOk⌠ok, Seok. I believe you.â
He pulled away slightly to look into your eyes, his big brown orbs sparkled back at you, and all he could say in response was, âThank you, baby.â
Mingyu
When you got to your brotherâs house, Joshua immediately sat you down and made you explain everything. Through tears you explained how Mingyu had accused you and yelled at you, and how you were so confused at the text messages because you swear you didnât send them to him.Â
Joshua was livid, he was seeing red when he called Soonyoung over to his apartment and made him also explain what had happened. Through all your revelations it was discovered that you actually had sent those texts to Soonyoung, only you were drunk, and you thought Soonyoung was Mingyu. Apparently it happened last weekend when you were out with your friends for a bachelorette party and as stupid as you felt, as guilty as you felt for putting Soonyoung and now Mingyu is such an odd predicament, Mingyu was still out of line for the way he spoke to you and accused you.
Joshua helped you ice your back after Soonyoung left, wincing when you showed him the bruise that was forming there. It only fueled his anger further, making his decision to call Mingyu over final. Once Joshua had you comfortable in the guest bed, he called Mingyu to see what exactly was going through is head.Â
Once he explained what had actually happened, Mingyu was in tears, sobbing to him over the phone, hiccuping and making it hard for Joshua to understand anything he was saying. Joshua asked Mingyu to come over but to stay quiet, as you were napping after the emotional afternoon you just had. Mingyu agreed and showed up not even 15 minutes later.
Joshua and Mingyu had a long discussion about how Mingyu should be treating you, with your boyfriend silently crying throughout the whole thing. Neither of them realized that you were in fact awake, and listening just around the corner from the living room. When Joshua and Mingyu were done talking, you came around the corner and immediately went and sat in Mingyuâs lap, hugging tightly around his neck. Mingyu was stunned for a second, but wrapped his strong arms around you just as tightly.
âBabyâŚâ he whispered into your hair as he watched Joshua get up and leave the living room with a slight smile on his face. âIâm so sorry for reacting the way I did.â
âItâs fine, Gyu,â you sniffled as you pulled back to look him in the eyes, âIt was all a stupid misunderstanding and Iâm sorry, too, for sending those texts.â
âHey, baby, no - donât apologize. You thought you were texting me. Itâs me who should be apologizing for how I treated you. And I am. Iâm so fucking sorry, baby.â Mingyu cupped your cheek in his large hand, thumb running over the apple of your cheek to catch your tears. âYou are my entire world.â
âI forgive you, Gyu.â You whisper as you lean down to kiss your pouty boyfriend.Â
Minghao
Steeling himself, Minghao took a deep breath and walked back out into the kitchen. He knew that he needed to own up to how he just treated you, but honestly all he could think about the moment he sees you hyperventilating on the kitchen floor, is making sure you were safe. Pushing the fight and his need for apologies to thge back of his mind, he sunk down to his knees in front of you, putting one hand on your shoulder and the other on your cheek, bringing your face up to look at him.
âY/N, look at meâŚâ he said quietly, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible. You shook your head violently, trying to get away from him, âHey. Hey hey, baby, itâs ok, youâre ok, weâre ok. I just need you to breathe Y/N.â Your boyfriend did his best to take some deep breaths, gently nudging your cheek again so you would look up into his eyes. You look so small and scared and even though his heart was breaking, he knew you needed him right now. âDeep breath, there you go. Good girl. Tell me five things you can see.â
You hiccupped when you tried to take a deep breath and Minghao made exaggerated motions with his chest to show you how to breathe. Once your breathing evened out a bit you started to mumble, looking anywhere that wasnât him. âT-t-table⌠a- a mug.â You pointed weakly to the kitchen counter. Minghao didnât need to look, didnât care if you were right, just needed you to keep talking.Â
You looked down at his hands, âRing,â his eyes softened when you mentioned the team ring on his pinky and grabbed at his wrist. âY-you.âÂ
âWho, Y/N?â
âH-Hao.â
âOne more.â
You took another shaky breath in and looked around, âThe p-plant.â You motioned with your eyes to the pothos plant sitting just above the kitchen sink.Â
âGood. Iâm right here, baby. I got you.â Minghao whispered as he moved to sit down right next to you, letting you hold onto his wrist still, he gently picked you up and moved you so you were situated on his lap. âNow, four things you can touch.â
You rested your head against his shoulder as you started to calm down. âYour hair,â you whispered as you ran your fingers through his long hair. âYour sweater,â you mumbled as your hand reached the soft material of his sweater. âMy jeans,â you said as you shifted in Minghaoâs lap and he chuckled softly knowing how much you hated wearing denim at home.Â
âOne more, baby.â He whispered softly into your ear.Â
âHeartbeatâŚâ you murmured quietly as your hand rested against his chest. Before he could continue with your calming techniques you cut him off. âIâm fine, Hao.â He wasnât sure if he believed you, but he couldnât hear the tremble in your voice anymore, so he chose to just hold you tightly.
After a moment of silence, Minghao whispered in your ear. âI am so, so incredibly sorry, my love. Iâve been stressed lately, and seeing you so stressed just freaked me out.â His voice was so soft like he was trying not to startle you. You nodded against his neck and he could feel the wetness from your remaining tears gathering near his collarbone. âI hate seeing you hurt, and I canât believe Iâm the one who hurt you this time.â
âYou didnâtâŚâ you trailed off, pulling back to look your boyfriend in the eye. He gave you a look that told you that was a lie, so you added, âI mean, not initially. Sometimes I justâŚ. Get this way and I donât know how to fix it.â You looked down at your hand still resting on Minghaoâs chest and sniffled.
âThatâs okay, my love. Thatâs why Iâm here. I shouldnât have yelled, I shouldâve helped you in whatever way I could, and I am so sorry that I didnât do that.â
You looked back up at his big brown orbs, noticing the wetness there. Minghao rarely cried, especially not in front of others, so without hesitation you wrapped your arms around his neck and buried your face in his hair. âI forgive you.â
âI promise you are safe with me.â
Seungkwan
When 3 a.m. hit Seungkwan couldnât keep his cool any longer. He refused to go to sleep without speaking to you, regardless of how mean he was to you earlier, he wasnât going to break the promise the both of you had made to each other.Â
He had called you several times by now, but at this point, your phone was off. Either that or you blocked him, but he was refusing to believe that just yet.Â
Grabbing his coat and keys, he made his way out of your apartment complex and started walking towards your best friend Minjiâs house. It wasnât too far from your shared place, and Seungkwan figured that would be the best place to start his search.Â
While he walked he continued to try and call you in hopes that your phone would be on, or you unblocked him, he supposed, but each time it went straight to voicemail. As he rounded the corner to Minjiâs complex, he saw a slumped-over figure sitting on the edge of a flower planter, and immediately he knew it was you.
You sat there, in the dark, slouched over with your elbows on your knees and your head in your hands. You were clearly shivering, having only been in your work clothes and light coat, only stockings covering your bare legs under your pencil skirt. Without hesitation Seungkwan ran over to you and crouched down so he was in your line of sight.
âY/N?â His voice was so small and timid, so much unlike the tone he used with you on the phone earlier that it made you look up at him. His heart broke when he saw you were crying, probably had been crying his whole time and it truly made him hate himself in that moment. âHey, baby,â he whispered, a light smile gracing his beautiful features when your eyes met his, âWhat are you doing out here all alone?â
âSeungkwan⌠why are you here?â
âI was worried about you. You didnât come homeâŚâ
You scoffed and turned your head to look anywhere but at him. âYou told me not to.â His heart sank to his feet at your words. Because yes, that is exactly what he told you earlier.Â
âI am so sorry, Y/N. I donât know what came over me, you know I can lose my temper sometimes, but⌠but that is no excuse!â He reached out and grabbed both your hands in his, wincing at how cold they were. âBaby, youâre going to get sick, please let me take you home?â
âNow youâre concerned? Earlier you didnât want anything to do with me, but now youâre worried?â You scoffed again, pulling your hands from his grasp.Â
âSweetheart, please. You can yell and scream at me all you want when youâre home, and safe, and warm, okay?â Seungkwan looked up at you with pleading eyes and you finally, finally graced him with your gaze. It was hard, and sad, but at least you were looking at him. He tried his best for a smile again, but it came across more as a grimace as he watched your body shake from the cold. âPlease, Y/N. I didnât mean what I said earlier, it was said out of anger, but Iâm not angry anymore. Iâm worried about you. Please, let me take care of you and make up for my words.â
You looked at him now, really looked at him. His hair was mussed, his cheeks were red and puffy, and you could tell he hadnât slept. âYou havenât slept?â You voiced your thoughts and he shook his head immediately.Â
âWe made a promise,â Seungkwan said softly, reaching for your hands again. This time you let him take them, âWe never go to bed upset.â
The corner of your mouth quirked as you allowed your boyfriend to pull you up from the ledge you were sitting on, and wrapped his arms around you, pushing his face into your hair, kissing your ear before whispering, âI will never break that promise.â
Vernon
Vernon had been sulking all day, not just from his ruined lyrics, but from the way he had spoken to you this morning. Why did he have to take his anger out on you? It wasnât even your fault, it was the catâs fault, really. But getting mad at the cat wasnât going to solve anything. No, if he wanted to fix this he needed to take responsibility for his actions.
He had left you alone all day, not wanting to bother you at work, but as soon as the clock reached 5:05 p.m., he called you, knowing youâd probably be on your way down from your office, heading to the bus stop. You picked up on the third ring.
âWhat do you want, Vern.â Your tone was sharp and he figured he definitely deserved it.
âHeyâŚâ he started dumbly, âCan you - can you please come home?â His voice was tiny, so different from how it sounded earlier. It was like he was a pleading child asking for his mother to come home. It tugged at your heart strings hearing your usually confident boyfriend sound so small.Â
âAre you sure?â You asked, voice still clipped.Â
âOf course, Y/N. Actually, where are you? Iâll come get you.â Immediately Vernon was up and grabbing his keys and wallet.Â
âIâm just outside work at the bus stop. You donât-â
âIâll be there in 10 minutes.â He didnât give you a chance to finish your sentence, determined to make up for whatever he could. âPlease, babe, let me do this.â
âOk, Vernon.â You said as you hung up and waited at the bus stop for your boyfriend. He pulled up exactly 9 minutes later, having broken at least a few traffic laws to get to you.Â
As soon as you got into the passenger seat of his car, he awkwardly leaned over the center console to wrap his arms around you. âIâm so sorry, Y/N.â You reached up your hands to lay over his arms, not wanting to ignore the comfort he was offering, not when you needed it so bad.Â
You both stayed like that for a moment before Vernon finally pulled away, only to see you trying your damndest to fight the tears that were threatening to fall. âOh, baby.â He whispered, reaching out and wiping the tears from your cheeks as they started to fall, âPlease donât cry, Iâm not worth your tears. Iâm so fucking sorry, you have no idea.â
You nodded your head and bit your lip, but Vernon was having none of it as he gently pried your bottom lip from your teeth with his thumb. âDonât let me off the hook, what I said was awful. I was awful.â
âI understand, Vern.â You whispered, tears still falling, as you reached out to grab his hand. âIâm sorry I left the water out, I-â
Vernon shook his head, eyes closing as he felt another punch of guilt to his gut at what you were about to say. âNope. No, donât apologize. Not your fault, not even a little.â
âBut-â
âNope. Letâs go home and Iâm going to show you exactly how sorry I am, babe.â You looked at him as he slowly sat back comfortably in the driverâs seat, not letting go of your hand, and started to drive. âYou arenât allowed to lift a finger for the rest of the day. And I donât want to hear any apologies from you. Iâm the sorry one.â
Chan
Chan listened to your quiet sobs for what felt like hours but realistically had only been about 30 minutes. He never left his spot right outside your bedroom door, not even to grab ice for his steadily bruising cheek. He didnât care about the pain, he deserved it and more for what he had said to you.
Chan would spend the rest of his life groveling and making up for those words if youâd let him. He knows how wrong they were, how awful they sounded coming from someone who is supposed to love and protect you. Protect you from shit like that, but instead, heâs the one spewing it.Â
After another few minutes, Chan couldnât take it anymore and crawled over the the door, rasping his knuckles on the wood frame a few times. âY/N?â he asked over your sobs. You quieted for a moment, letting Chan know you heard him, at least. âY/N, I am so fucking sorry.â Chan finally let his tears fall, full force, as he continued to apologize. âJ-just, please, let me in so I can make sure youâre okay, p-please.â He begged, still lightly knocking his knuckles onto the door.Â
It took a few moments of silence before he heard the lock click. Immediately he was scrambling to stand up and open the door. He was expecting you to be standing there waiting to possibly slap him again, but instead, he stumbled over your hunched form on the floor, right next to the door. Catching himself before he could face plant, he quickly crouched down so he was at eye level with you.
âBabyâŚâ his voice was distraught at the sight of you hunched over and sobbing. Sobbing because of him, his words. It broke his heart all over again. âWill you p-please come sit with me?â He asked, holding his hand out in offer for you to take. You stared at it for a moment before giving in and settling your hand in his, allowing him to pull you to standing.Â
You didnât look him in the eye, instead looking down at the floor as he led you over to the edge of the mattress and sat down. He wanted to pull you into his lap, but decided against it, opting instead to keep holding you hand as he spoke.Â
âY/N, I donât even know how to explain myself. I canât explain myself. What I said was so fucked up, that I wouldnât blame you if you never forgive me. I wouldnât blame you if you slap me again and leave me forever.â He sounded so distraught that you finally looked up at him, a small gasp leaving your lips at the sight of his bruised face.
He looked at you surprised, only to realize you were tearing up again at the sight of his face. âNo, no Y/N, you didnât hurt me, I swear. I deserved this, in fact, I deserve more,â he pleaded with you, not wanting you to feel guilty for the slap. âI promise, baby, Iâm fine.â
You werenât sure you totally believed him, but you nodded anyway, not really knowing what to say.Â
âCan I please, please hold you? I know I donât have the right, but-â
Before Chan could finish his sentence you had your arms around his neck. You could tell he was truly sorry for what he said. That didnât mean you were going to forgive him right away, or possibly at all, for the awful way he treated you. But right now you both needed a little comfort before you had a serious discussion. You werenât going to deny yourself of that, so you sunk into his arms as they wrapped around you, burying your face in his neck.Â
âI donât want to say I forgive you, Chan because I donât know if I do, but Iâm not leaving. I love you, Chan, and I know you didnât really mean it.â
âYou donât have to forgive me,â he mumbled into your hair, âBut Iâm going to keep apologizing for the rest of our lives if you let me.â
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