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twinknote · 1 year

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this song is So lawlight to me

especially:

gonna crack a rib when i get home / i’m gonna bury you in my favorite hole

i made a bloody mess in the kitchen sink / i tried to fix myself but i didn’t think

and

i don’t want to see you babe, i wanna be trapped in you / i don’t want to be me, but i’m gonna pretend for you

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in his room, in his bed / you can’t hear what he said

looks like dirt, tastes like trash / honey i know you could float right past

#this song is not loud at all btw #it’s actually v soft #guy who found new underground music from one of his favorite artists #lawlight #dn #death note #alex g posting #music #Spotify

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zivazivc · 7 months

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Sorry if this has already been asked before but why did the band break up? And did they break up on decent terms? Do they still talk to each other sometime?

It has been asked before, I just never answered jshfbdjcbh I'm still piecing everything together and stuff is changing or getting tweaked all the time, so I'm always super hesitant about answering these types of questions, afraid that people will take whatever I say as the final answer. So basically what I'm going to answer now will already contradict what I told some people already. And maybe in the future the story might go a little differently too (although I'm pretty satisfied with the current events)

Uhhh, get ready for a long info dump. I didn't expect I'd write this much...

Floyd basically stayed with the band for 8 years (from 14 till 22) and got pretty messed up in the process. The rest of the guys are all quite older than him so I guess I could say they were more responsible, or at least had a better understanding of their own limits (also they grew up in this kind of environment or grew up aware of it, while Floyd was oblivious and naive about all of it) and while they do get drunk and do drugs often, none of them are really dependent on them. They are also pretty good judges of character and know how to avoid trouble. Floyd on the other hand drove in with no breaks and constantly got himself in trouble that the rest (mostly Les) had to drag him out of. He also developed bipolar during this time (in my story Floyd constantly fluctuates between being saturated and being desaturated because of this) and his manic and depressive episodes started getting out of hand after his teenage years. (None of them are aware it's a mental disorder that's making him act so out of character.)

Floyd was becoming miserable because of this and all of his problems pilling up, and started blaming Les for the way he was. Les never argued this which only fueled Floyd to blame him more. In the end he was getting so frustrated and irritable that Floyd constantly tried starting arguments with him, even putting him down and getting aggressive at times because Les gets very unresponsive and closed off during personal conversations (guy is a giant onion of suppressed trauma that Floyd is hellbent on peeling open).

Eventually there was one fight too many, terrible things were said, some objects flew through the air, and Floyd walked out (or Hed kicked him out, I haven't decided yet) with the promise of going home and never seeing them again.

So, yeah, it was very messy and Floyd was the primary asshole, even though he's not really to blame either...

But Floyd didn't make it home (was too scared to sneak through Bergen Town to get to the tree (i don't think i can judge him for that either)) and he just returned to the reckless lifestyle, this time without anyone being there to keep him safe. So if he was messed up before, this is the time period where he got absolutely fucked up. This is also when he got heavily addicted to sour worms. And when he chronically slept around (half the time just to get offered free worms or have somewhere to sleep, other times because he was having manic episodes and was feeling hypersexual). (This is also potentially the period when he had the two eggs with that techno troll, but I'm still thinking if I want that to be canon to the story or not.) During this time he also grew to become very anxious and his self-confidence went to shit when he was being himself.

Then after about three years of that, he bumped into Les at some party. He wanted to dodge him out of shame but Les grabbed his arm and manhandled him outside to talk. Floyd felt like shit about the way they had split up and tried apologizing for all the stuff he had said and done to Les, but Les wasn't having any of that because he wasn't angry at Floyd, he was just worried about him. Les is also insanely empathetic like Floyd, and he knew that Floyd never really meant any of it, and that he was just looking for an outlet when he was hurting. Also he does think he is to blame for the way Floyd ended up.

Les wanted to know why he didn't go home like he had said (because that was the only reason Les had even let him walk out in the first place). A few exchanged words later and Floyd broke down telling him all the awful things he'd done, and Les promised to help him, feeling insanely guilty. Floyd wondered if he was allowed back in the band but Les made it clear that the band wasn't good for him and that he was never taking him back. Instead Les helped him go though rehab. I don't think trolls have those institutions (or at least not many are aware of them or how they work (I'm sorry but I refuse to believe the Trolls world has internet and cellphones, Mountrageons can keep that for themselves lol)), so it was more or less just Les finding Floyd a job and his own place to stay in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where he had no option but to detox, and constantly checking up on him to make sure he was doing okay. During this time they grew pretty close again. Or maybe the better term would be that Les slowly started putting his walls down again.

Hed needed a while to warm up to Floyd again. He's almost as protective of Les as Les is of him, and he resented Floyd for the way he had treated him.

Flea is pretty phlegmatic when it comes to any sort of arguing or drama. He was casual about seeing Floyd again, they were never super close anyway.

And Liv, she left the band when she and Hed broke up (haven't decided if that happened before or after Floyd left), so Floyd didn't get to see her again after bumping into Les at the party. And I haven't thought yet if they'd ever meet again somewhere later in life. But if they did, I think they'd both be happy to see each other.

Anyway...

Floyd managed to detox and successfully kept the job for about a year, but then he became manic again and messed it all up. After that he returned to his nomadic lifestyle, but he never fell as hard as those three years again. In my story Floyd's life is a constant cycle of getting his life together and fucking it up and booking to the next place. And he and Les are trapped in a never-ending cat and mouse game where they're both trying to fix each other.

So, uh, Les and Floyd are still very close and see each other somewhat often...

(sometimes monthly, sometimes yearly)

Yeah...

I am so fucking obsessed with them I'm gonna hurl. Please take this song before I combust:

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#btw the status of Floyd's and Les's relationship is forever set on 'complicated'#but they are as obsessed with each other as i am obsessed with them #the song is too soft and vulnerable to be something les would sing out loud but inside he does feel it #papa roach is nu metal btw. tho idk where this song stands exactly #trolls #dreamworks trolls #ex bandmates #trolls floyd #trolls oc #les #answered #my art #btw I am only self educated on the bipolar disorder from what i've read and watched on the internet so have that in mind #my intention is to be respectful but i might not understand all of it. especially not the personal experience of those who have it #i'm just some random nerd #so in a way you could say floyd was diagnosed by a nonprofessional lol #i stayed up until 3am last night writing this #today i made the sketch that is no longer a sketch #should i put this post under a cut? it is pretty long #long post

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cal4hysteria · 10 months

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what made you think i could ever love you, even if i could

#my art has been really bad lately idk what's going on #im guessing like all of my followers like tv girl #I dislike this alot #has an aneurysm #there is lore behind this drawing btw #I made an evelin playlist #I put a few tv girl songs on there that reminded me of her #and like they all reminded me of her like that's what she listened to when she broke up w adam #anyway #ily tv girl #loud smooch sound #btw I don't draw evelin enough even though she is my 3rd favorite tmc character #makes me sad #mandela catalogue #adam murray #evelin miller #tmc #tmc evelin #tmc adam

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stargazer0001 · 6 months

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"Wow!! Star finally posted art!!! I bet its gonna be rainworld :3"

WRONG old oc art.

Its ghost cat AKA Buddy. The human you see there is J.J. No lore reveal bc I forgot the lore I had but it had somethin to do with a cult sacrifices murder and demons. So. Theres that.

#oufh Buddy my beloved my wonderful son #you can make him into any shape u want they can literally be a liquid #also its voice is 100 percent sounds something like the fucking eeaaooo song because. Hes just. Quirky like that #also when surprised Buddy does kinda go all funky. But he can also do it at will if he just wants to be silly #I also imagine if music is loud enough he also goes all quirky. Like you know when you listen to music #and theres that weird little wiggly line in the middle? Yeah it does that #also his pronouns are he/they/it in no particular order #also bitch is LOUD they will ramble about anything and everything all of the time #poor J.J. Having to deal with this funny little fellow wherever they go..... btw J.J is NB and their pronouns are they/them <3 #oc: [Buddy]#oc: [ghost cat]#oc: [J.J]#cw eyestrain #cw bright colors

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dirt-str1der · 2 years

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Saejima and majima are so guys that walk around the city for hours and then ask okay where are we going / idk i was following you / but i was following you

#Yakuza loveblog #their desire to hang out transcends common sense. thats my belief #i think that two guys who got separated for a long time and thought of each other daily deserve to be permanently reunited #oh i just looked it up and saejima has no karaoke songs. he songs baka mitai and machine gun kiss #thats kiryus songs. why are they the same person #kiryu and saejima will just be equally matched in strength and have the same music taste. like whats up with that #majima loves guys who can sneeze whilw hugging him and break his spine #do you think its a bit crazy that saejima has such a relationship with majima that he took like five seconds to be upset that majima died an #then was like okay whatever he deserved it. and then went on a hunt for majimas killer to find out his last words #and when kiryu heard that majima died he got mega pissed off and needed to punch something and possibly scream as loud and long as possible #at least thats how i saw the car honking scene he was punching the honk and yelling because he was fucked up over it. then he just ent home #im so fucking redundant btw i have literally said all this before. i just adore the thought of majima coming home to these two ns theyre #discussing things like. sports and. workout routines and hes like oh god theyre the same

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pitske · 5 months

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Here be monsters again

#noooo yimo look behind you right there FUCK SHE CANT HEAR THE GHOSTBOX'S TOO LOUD #genuinely I love this song btw. yes I know it from Silent Hill downpour. No I have not played silent hill but I desperately intend to #I'll prolly be able to play the games in about two weeks actually #well sient hill 2.3 and downpour. wont play the others for a bit. I really want to play 1 tho #ocs #digital art #original character #oc art #pitske’s art #pitskederdoenerhaendler #goldtooth trio #goldtooth yimo #honestly goldtooth are all self inserts to some degree. i actually made yimo a silent hill fan like way before I was ever interested #just cause I thought it'd be funny. and look at me now. goddamn prophecy. so excited to play silent hill #THE MUSIC IN SILENT HILL IS SO PRETTY OMG-#anyways. really hyped for the fucked up stories #Spotify

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mcybree · 10 months

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would you guys forgive me if I made a lyric post or no because um. https://open.spotify.com/track/6JL8mUoFALRbQ8uDiOKqmy?si=VjS0l4yxQkSgrCa1gYX3sg WHOOOOO SAID THAT…

#deranged.fh.posting #this migjt be too on the nose. it’s okay though #scott loved jimmy. kind of. in a fucked up way. in a symbolic way post death but not in a person way #loved what he meant not who he was and loved the pretty things he said #loved the idea of who he mightve been if he’d been able to truly love him in return #didnt love. much anything else about him imo #this is all to say that scott covets his warmth like a wolf at a corpse so its fair to assume his intents to consume him #sorry for posting bullshit btw I need things to talk about as I try and finish this essay which is actually backed up by the source materia #And isnt me just #(gestures above) spouting headcanons with extra steps nonsense… but this is also the headcanons with extra steps series. so. you know #Afraid to post this tbh bc I thjnk if I saw this a month or so ago I would have vehemently disagreed bc scott isnt really like that #But he also. kind of is? at the same time?#maybe I’ll write something more coherent about this later #essentially. a lot of what in the song applies to him isnt as intentional as the song makes it out to be. and I also think that adds to it #bree barks so fucking loud #i have once again added ten million tags on accident

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faaun · 2 years

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i once looked at the warped sky and only later did i realise the clouds superimposed were not a holy manifestation of my retinal cells dying but rather an image cast in the glass facade of a building so tall that my mind paused in its computation. i wake up to this window each too-late afternoon except today i couldn't look away at the colossal tree in my neighbour's front lawn. i have been greeted by a twice-centenarian each day - today i said hello back (hello, long-time host of a thousand molecular and thousand-legged angels). the corners of my bones grow sharper around whirring machinery. express gnash and divinity in modal logic. green preacher, reverend with the variegation, love affair with a mycorrhizal network. one day my overclocked quartz-hearted lovelies with the arithmetic logic units and machine-code choirs will commune with you.

#listening to next year by jaguar sun #get it wrong get it right feel in love feel alright feel your hands through my hair breathe it in feel the air #to me that song is about love because it is about the sanctity of machine learning and switchboards and philosophy and mycelium #anyway decided to write this out loud instead of in the tags #going insane with love for a thing that doesnt love back. absolutely wonderful feeling !!!!! sanctification becomes an emotion #when presented with this love ! i missed all this veneration !#this is ok to rb btw

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dutybcrne · 11 months

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Thinking about Bby Kaeya teaching Diluc Khaenri’ahn dances in their childhood, just as Bby Luc taught him Mond games

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Bby Kae singing as best and loud as he can to keep rhythm; perhaps not the WORDS bc he can’t remember/doesn’t know exactly what they are #//But the melody for sure; even if he’s still so shy to share his voice and just THIS #//Luc; being precocious enough to pick up the rhythm/melody anyways; and takes up singing louder so Kae isn’t so shy #//Prolly missing a few notes or getting it wrong; but it’s enough to ease the anxiety Kae has until they’re more worried abt the steps #//Eventually getting Jean in on it; the three of them doing these Khaenri’ahn dances; singing these Khaenri’ahn songs #//And Jean’n Luc are none the wiser; but it doesn’t matter bc it’s THEIR thing now #//Up until Le Confrontation and everything goin to Heck #//Present day though; Kae might teach Klee those very dances and melody #//Definitely does not remember any words to its song; but singing that melody for her either way #//After meeting Dainsleif; he might try and ask if he’d know it too #//Idk; I just love the idea of Kae having given Luc pieces of his heritage all along; and being SO happy he accepted them all #//Then when Le Confrontation happens; Diluc’s reaction; while expected; ends up being what drives the wedge btw Kae & Khaenri’ah #//Becoming averse to it and his mission bc one of the most important people in his life wound up Not accepting him as part of it #//Averse; save very particular circumstances/things; like the dances; bc of the ties he’s made to them

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sappymix1 · 11 months

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i thought it was ur name wahts a nirvana

thats true actually the word sappy doesn’t exist outside of me it’s just my name

anyway this is nirvana

#picture of all time to me #anyway sappy is a nirvana song but it was never finished so there’s multiple versions and one of them begins with someone saying out loud #the phrase sappy mix one #and that’s where my at comes from :D #asks #good morning btw #nunki tag

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woolydemon · 2 years

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uhhhhh. i'd copy me too

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#loud warning #flashing #eyestrain #<- HEED THOSE WARNINGS!!#original stuff #woolymation #ocs #video i made on impulse last night featuring my ocs whom ive never shared here #I'll probably post my art of them eventually but rn all u rlly need to know is theyre the Hellzings and they are triplet siblings #in order Claude (red/youngest brother) Carmila (purple/middle sister) & Castor (blue/eldest brother)#the only place ive uploaded them is my artfight lol #anwyay i rlly enjoyed making this vid. its smth thats been in my head for a long while until i just couldnt handle it not existing anymore #it works within my limitations of animation (ie: i have like no animation skill)#and i got to compress the video using my various fun tricks to fuck up video quality <333 #genuinely love vid compression its so fun #oh btw the song is the one remic of Hand Crushed by a Mallet by 100 gecs. heavily associate it with the hellzings ajshdkjf

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aropride · 2 years

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wouldve couldve shouldve was like.. scientifically designed to make me insane. it’s got nearly every single box checked on the List Of Things In Songs That Make Me Fucking Crazy. top 10 music moments EVER it’s practically lethal

#text #this is positive btw like yeah it makes me sick sometimes KSKVKSF but thats only cuz its good 😭#like okay. relationship trauma song + self blame + connections to other songs so i can be insane abt those too +#religious imagery + what-ifs + emphasis on youth & loss of innocense…#can listen to it very loud without hurting my ears #theres another. motif? idk if thats the word. but theres another metaphor she couldve used that wouldve made me just as insane #but i think id have killed myself #or if the word nineteen was chsnged to sixteen Like id actually have had to end it all #suicide joke

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aubstacle-of-course · 2 years

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Today on Echomentia: “Goncharov” sung to the tune of “Chelsea Girls” just repeating in my head over and over lol help 🥲

#echomentia #which is not an official term btw but it makes sense #it’s not echolalia bc I don’t say it out loud usually #but I get words or phrases stuck in my head all the time like they’re songs #just repeating over and over for days on end

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butchdykekondraki · 11 months

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i have like 3 playlists just about moore and all of them have completely different vibes to eachother its awesome

#[ren]#one of them is just songs i feel fit it another is songs it would completely seriously listen to without a hint of irony and another is-#-songs it'd listen to ironically to piss off its coworkers by blaring them obscenely loud #and all of them fuck. btw. (they all suck) ((that's ok that's the point they're all meant designed specifically to suck to listen to))

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