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Probie Buck 🫶
#911#911edit#evanbuckleyedit#buck#911 abc#911 fox#911 on fox#flashing tw#my edit#this w2as an EXERCISE in color correcting#jesus#why is season one so warm???#its funny because the site i got the episodes there's a call for the show in the beginning and the call for the show is color corrected#they so know they fucked up they corrected it apskokasokasokaoskaoksoaks#anyway#hes so pretty i wil cry about it#he could ruin my life and id say thank you#baby boy 🫶🫶🫶🫶#evan buckley
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long lived sw races must be so extra about their hobbies. imagine you live for thousand years and a century of that time you decide to dedicate to making a single big af carpet
#a neti jedi that loves crocheting so much they spend a decade to make enough ponchoes for an entire generation of initiates#your village's local funny uncle that has his own special moonshine recipe that is insanely strong#with the only downside that it takes 20 years to brew#a long lived linguist that dedicates their life to creating the most accomplished detailed research of a specific language family#and all of the dialects contained within it at the span of several thousand years making the research both synchronic and diachronic#re: my old space defunctland post the host of the spyoutube channel is from a long lived race which allows him to dedicate years#and even decades for video research which creates a lot of controversy because some people think that its an unfair advantage#archeologists coming to an excavation site to do research on the ruins of a house that was built 5000 years ago#unaware that the person that built it is still alive but moved to a neighboring town#so on so forth the world is beautiful the possibilities are endless you get it#star wars
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idc what u say !!!!!!!!
#clarence#fanart#clarence fanart#is clarence even popular on this site is it popular anywhere ???#i like clarence#art#elon musk ruined my life#digital art#help me dear god please#i don’t want to get a job#please let me keep drawing furries for money
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yknow sometimes the way trans women talk about testosterone and being on estrogen is indistinguishable from the way terfs try to convince afab people not to start hrt
this is not a criticism mind you, their experiences are their own and completely legitimate, it's just a matter of competing needs - they need a safe space to talk about their dysphoria and how testosterone makes them feel and i need to not hear about how i am destroying my body with hrt
ordinarily these things are pretty insular to transfem circles but since instagram has been feeding me transfem content i'm seeing it more and more and yet again the algorithm is fucking me
#ransomrambles#like a friend of mine in absolute genuineness told me how my skin was gonna stop being soft and my hair was gonna thin out#and she obviously wasn't trying to dissuade me from hrt .... but like ..... thanks for leading with that mate#with estrogen it's the - no downsides- people often say there aren't many downsides to taking e - save some erectile dysfunction#but when it's the other way it's - make sure you're really sure cause you're permanently ruining your body forever#like i get that - my skin feels so soft now - is an estrogen experience ..... but the reverse framing is not helping anyone here#that's just all you hear about testosterone hrt - a list of downsides you'll have to cope with#idk this isn't a fully constructed thought#like i said trans girls deserve the space to have that conversation#i just need to not be in that space cause it obviously hits me differently#but man the sheer volume of trans girls talking about the /damage/ t has done to them .... in dis tinguishable#the aside to this is also a lot of girls being like i realized i was a girl cause of xyzq#and the list is the same as the one my mother used to be like - see you must be a girl#so it's just tough#competing access needs are hard to manage#and that's why life is best on the curate your own experience webbed site
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GOD I love drawing those stupid jorses 😭😭
Straight up made an infection AU bcs it was going around tiktok and now I keep drawing those little fuckers and making new ones it's becoming a problem
Art under the cut, tw for gore in general in some
There's so much more but omg it's becoming a problem 😭😭
Anyways if yall wanna see the infection it's @/mlpchronicwastingfiles on tiktok and updates are slow and actually kinda mediocre because I made the first parts and the next one I have in drafts before I had the progression figured out, so it's all sorts of boring and full of plot holes rn but I promise it will get better!
#mlp#horror#gore#mlp infection au#mlp infection#my art#god these stupid ponies are ruining my life (joking and affectionate)#i need to learn how to draw LotR too but ill figure that out later cause going from realism to illustration is HARD (for me at least)#also#funfact#google will just show you images of necrosis no issue#but my stepmom had to dig through like 8 sites for the temps of antarctica#soooo#(we were watching Return of the King and both went on tangents that bounced off each other. my Dad loooooves watching movies with us lol)
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Anyways
#truly a curse#hell site#spn#supernatural meme#supernatural#destiel#curse you destiel#you’ve ruined my life#cant even enjoy getting older without you serving as a reminder of my mortality#spn memes#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#I don’t even go here#but I’m reminded of you constantly
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This year, MCC is going to be as old as Halo 2 was when MCC released.
And 2 is going to be 20.
#midnight existential crisis you know how it be#Also WoW is going to be 20 that’s. No that’s not allowed actually.#halo 2 and WoW being released in the same month is actually the most insane thing. casually changes online gaming forever no big deal#in 2 1/2 years halo 3 will be 20. and we will still not get h3a its never happening guys#How is that even possible man. I was posting about the 10 anniversary on this cursed site like. Surely only 2 years ago surely#oh. oh..#shout out to WoW for tricking 3 year old me (about to be 4) into learning to read too well and accidentally throwing me into ‘gifted’#I will never forgive it for ruining my life in such a way
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OH SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED KAREI IS ON NETFLIX NOW
#jk i got notif on a karei post..hello from my void and thank you [since ur probably in the tags lol] 🫶#unfortunately i won’t make more gifs of her which is…….actually really unfortunate lol#but i didnt become part of a microscopic fandom (on this site) for notoriety or anything 😭😂#everyone watch karei it’ll ruin ur life i mean its /fantastic/ i mean…koji’s in it question mark?#ramblin but not a gamblin man
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So, AO3 is apparently gonna be down for awhile, huh? Then I guess... there’s probably going to be no excuse to keep putting it off, is there?
I’m gonna have to finally catch up on my anime watching.
#my life#ao3#I'm upset this is happening but I refuse to let these bastards ruin my fun#I will simply use this time to add MORE fandoms to my list#and return STRONGER THAN EVER when the site goes back up properly!#my deepest sympathies to everyone who updated a fic today#may you get your word count in reviews when this all gets fixed
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i have this gif of a distorted griffin mcelroy with gamzee horns and makeup edited on and not only do i have zero memory of saving this to my computer but it will not let me delete it
#prattle#what is the context or origin of this gif i do not know/remember#but i press delete and its still there i close out of the files and reopen and its still there#homestuck griffin mcelroy is ruining my life rn#also when i first noticed it was in my folder was while i was looking for a profile pic to use for a website so i pressed on it to make it#the pfp for a second just so i could see it clearer and it caused a server error#and now i cant see or change anything on the site rn
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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.
i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.
except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.
#girl's mind fanfic#clena's writing progress#just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch#still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump#because while most people dont mind#some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things#and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup#i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling#but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it#but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting#except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so#ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better#if i didnt have such thin skin#i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into#an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words#which is double my average chapter length#and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is#ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD
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I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!
It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.
Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)
Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-
#i think the one i just used didnt even have a separate billing address option which makes no sense#guess they dont want anyone giving any gifts making the buyer pay twice for shipping like that#maybe it was a fault of the mobile browser but i highly doubt it since many desktop sites look like mobile browsers these days#just so fucking frustrating. what if i lived somewhere where my legal name would out me? (im in the closet rn so doesnt matter)#i dont want to fucking see my legal name. im already forced to see it everywhere else.#i dont wanna ruin my mood on a day when im supposed to be getting a package which should be a happy thing yknow#vent#transphobia#speaking of like i would change my name but i dont want to and cant afford the fucking ridiculous price for it#and i dont wanna advertise it in a newspaper either! shits expensive as fuck on top of the hundreds to file the court paperwork!#i already tried to do it once with money in hand and the receptionist told me that even tho it was for gender identity i could not...#...avoid the newspaper thing unless i also changed my legal gender marker. and i had to back out bc i have reproductive health problems#i dont want a gender marker change to fuck with my getting healthcare#(i did change the gender letter on my ID card later tho which only took a signature on a paper no hassle with anything)#it really really fucking sucks how all these little things add up all the time#especially when im closeted while living w family who wont even use my preferred name#the real kicker is that. both my dad and his dad used preferred names. my dad used his middle name#and i use part of my middle name. yet my dad even in death still gets the dignity of being called his preferred name and i dont#sexism at its finest#reasons why i dont even hint at being trans around my moms side bc i already got bullied by them for wanting to use my middle name#ive literally been asking them to call me my mid name since i was 12. and theyve been acting like im trying to be someone else#its the same middle name on my birth certificate they gave me. i dont understand why they wouldnt want me to use it#but yeah i stay closeted bc i dont wanna deal with the name drama amplified exponentially for gender#prob get kicked out too cuz theyre queerphobic as fuck and i cant work rn and dont have a car#id have to just go full feral and live in the woods with the lizards where i belong#Cori.exe#Post.exe#fuck lol just looked it up and u cant change ur first name if u get married. i cant avoid the fucking fee man. let me be cori#literally why is it cheaper to get married than change ur first name! bullshit! marriage has so much more legal implications#transphobic queerphobic aromanticphobic privacyphobic poorphobic shit ass fucking state ive literally been cori most of my life ffs cmon
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I'm leaving Tumblr forever. Bye.
#I love the friends I made here#but I hate the site it's poisonous to me it makes me throw up#it makes me see the world in a violent extremist black and white#it ruins my life in the real world because I don't have my own opinions#I'm still on discord and ao3 please read sonic bad guys au and all#but I'm completely done here#bye
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last night i had a dream that i went on a trip to argentina with a guy for some particular reason and it was really nice tbh like i dont know about what argentina is actually like but i was excited about the food and the hotel we were at was shitty in a charming way cause it was like small and unpolished and i think there were doggies but our room wasnt very secure but it was kind of everything and the walls were a lovely shade of green and chipped especially off the door and it was just somehow striking to me in retrospect and i was looking at a menu before we were gonna try to sleep and outside wasnt crowded at all, it looked deserted in that hot-cool reddened afternoon way and the people we did pass were pleasant and chill wherever they were going and he was telling me about the place and like "yeah its nice isnt it" and he said the place lights up so beautifully at night and i wondered when mardi gras was and we impossibly drove down a very vertical long hill and it wasnt that scary cause we was chilling generally obviously and i subconsciously probably knew i was in a dream therefore wouldnt die idk and he turned it to the right at the bottom as well as you could hope for and we were like nice move and now im like god i wish i had someone i trusted that much
#never had a dream even a trip dream that was really like that i want to go back there with that guy instead of my stupid life my baka life#also rarely have a vivid dream back to back- you know what dream i had the night before? whatever the lead up was i dont remember but i#accidentally let my blogs get hacked and essentially immediately removed of all former content and i was looking at the settings page which#had nothing it should but had a scale of idk blog template? outreach? i dont know what it was for but i set it to twitch (as in the site)#and i was like dont cry ill just hhhh and i fell asleep and woke up STILL IN THE DREAM and checked the app and it was the same and i was#omfg it was real i ruined everything and then i woke up for real and knew in seconds it couldnt have really happened which obviously it#hasnt and i was like that dream was fucked up
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NICHOLAS CIRILLO as BARRY OUTER BANKS 2020 | SEASON ONE
#my brain said there's not enough barry content on this site so here <3#i would let him ruin my life i truly would#nicholas cirillo#nicholascirilloedit#obx barry#outer banks barry#outer banks#obxedit#outerbanksedit#*scuddish.gif#mine#characters#tw blood#cw blood
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