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acourtofquestions · 8 months ago

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JUST FINISHED CHAPTER 23 OF CROWN OF MIDNIGHT!!!

AND I LEGIT DONT WANT TO READ ANYTHING ELSE — BECAUSE ITS GONNA RUIN IT — THERE ARE TOO MANY BOOKS LEFT IN THE SERIES FOR THESE CHARACTERS TO BE THIS HAPPY AND ALSO STAY THIS WAY — BUT ITS JUST SO PERFECT

AND I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH CELAENA AND CHAOL FOREVER

WHYYYYYYYYY

#crown of midnight #throne of glass #celaena sardothien #chaol westfall #celaena x chaol #chaol x celaena #chapter 23 #chaolaena #I ship it #i just want them to be happy #fangirl problems #throne of glass series #first read #first reaction #I’m not crying your crying #i love them your honor #I just want domestic fluff forever #is that too much to ask #no spoilers please #sarah what are you doing #this series is going to destroy me #i will die on this hill #don’t even get me started #not me projecting my own trauma onto fictional characters and healing with them #this is a dangerous game #the way he looks at her #the way she looks at him #let’s runaway together #I’m a sucker for this trope plot platonic slow burn #she said he was home and he held her on the day her parents died and she threw him a birthday party and they have a poem and they danced an

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benevolenterrancy · 1 month ago

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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)

#svsss #bingqiu #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #lbh #sqq #i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss #the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently #and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything #it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg #as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it #everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person #each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it #at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same #and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical #because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING #aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying #but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line #anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series #i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix #i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship #bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once #bizarre #my art

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queerofthedagger · 3 months ago

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nothing, and i mean absolutely nothing, like starting a long fic and knowing within the first 2k words that it will absolutely wreck you. therapy has nothing on this mwah

#*mine #mona rambles #I'm joking I'm joking #but i did just start these gifts that you have given me #which had been on my tbr for months and i KNEW it'd have high chances of emotionally destroying me #and man. man #i read that first part in the series and then the first chapter of the main fic and on god this is going to make me soooo much worse

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gunsatthaphan · 1 year ago

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"you can yell at me."

#only friends #only friends series #only friends the series #only friends ep4 #ofts #firstkhao #sanray #sand x ray #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #gmmtv #thai bl #bl drama #yas san honey go tell him 😭😭😭😭#theyre destroying me so much help

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getupthestairs · 1 year ago

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started watching star trek and by jove yous were not kidding these men are having wild gay sex every time they so much as lock eyes

#cold war scifi is my least favourite genre of anyfin but hey im likin it so far so im going forwards cautiously optimistic #props to the stranger in a strange land episode for emotionally psychologically spiritually etc destroying me #alastop #star trek #star trek the original series #jim kirk #spock #spirk

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hirakiyois · 11 months ago

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don't touch me. don't talk to me. don't look at me. don't perceive me. don't regard me. don't. just don't.

#pit babe #pit babe the series #i am #speechless #im going to need several minutes #if not hours when this airs #you'll find me wandering the foggy streets of this city #i will freeze and burn and collapse and be put back together #no the promo and the jacket and the hand holding wasn't enough #no now pete has to go and look at him like that #im nothing if not consistent #this has the potential to ruin me destroy me k1ll me #your local way enthusiast is going through it keep her in your prayers #i have so many thoughts and yet no ability to articulate them now #thanks waypete

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manygreetingsfriend · 9 months ago

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i’m sooooooo normal about the god of war series. so incredibly normal i liked it a normal amount and would be so chill talking about it. don’t worry about the sign

#god of war #i’m so so so so so normal about it it’s so whatever it’s so haha you know #something something when it comes to yourself you’ll let yourself drown before you change. you’ll die before you change who you’ve become #to survive this long #up to and until it affects the ones you’ve come to love in this life you’ve made for yourself and you suddenly have no choice but to change #it’s fine it’s ok it’s chill. everyone does this.#it’s becoming a parent and loving your child so much you HAVE to change. you HAVE to be better #we MUST be better. than they were.#who’s they. our parents. the gods that come before us. yes.#i’m screaming i’m crying i’m wasting away im disintegrating. there’s no coming back there no return #you are on your knees. you are gripping your son’s shoulders like they’re the only thing keeping you tethered to the earth.#you are struggling with who you are and who you want to become. you are promising to be better.#i’m so normal about parent(al figures) taking responsibility for their actions and choosing to do better #i’m not high enough to really express what’s going on here. can you feel it? can you fucking feel it?#this series has destroyed me.#dad of boy. dad(s) of boy. i will never be the same (affectionate)#can’t remember the last time i finished a series and went ‘oh well i’ve GOT to play it again Now That I Know’#AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED ABOUT THE BROTHER HULDRA!!!!!!!!!#sindri’s face. has not left my memory #i’m dying scoob #gow #gowr

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pigglepiephi · 3 months ago

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Maybe if they had had an Inception-style end to the last ep of 4 Minutes, where you didn’t know for sure if Tyme & Great were still in the ‘4 minutes experience’ or not, then maybe, just maybe, some part of that last episode would have made sense…

#nothing made any sense #tonkla gets a tragic ending having already been fucked by the narrative #yet great whose a shitty person get a totally undeserved second chance at life?!!#4 minutes series #4 minutes the series #4 minutes #thai bl drama #thai bl #asianlgbtqdramas #tymegreat #inception spoilers I guess #oh well I’m still excited for Spare Me Your Mercy!#if you are going to give characters the real world outcomes do it consistently #basically justice for Tonkla and Dome the poor boys whose lives were destroyed by these rich fuckers

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silvershewolf247 · 2 months ago

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I'm not happy Chucky's canceled, but honestly, I can't say I'm heartbroken or surprised. The show just kind of withered away, and honestly, it had been slowly dying since season 2.

It's a shame that those were the character endings we're left with until the next movie.

I still like to think that maybe Chucky and the legacies will get another chance at long form content because the franchise is really well suited for it.

Anyway, I hope Andy gets some focus in whatever the next installment is.

(And lives without being put into a doll)

#andy barclay #chucky series spoilers #chucky #anyway it's always weird when a show you have a complicated relationship with dies #because prodigal son getting cancelled destroyed me #and this is just like #being told a four hour shift will last an extra 15 minutes #im not happy about it #but it's not going to change my day

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laneboyheathens · 4 months ago

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“The final 3 episodes of Andor will cover the three days leading up to Rogue One”

I AM BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALLS GIVE ME BODHI AND GALEN AND JYN YOU MOTHERFUCKERS AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

#andor #star wars andor #andor series #bodhi rook #galen erso #jyn erso #star wars #actually going insane a2 will destroy me I know it

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swagging-back-to · 5 months ago

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worst trope is found family separating as soon as the antagonist is dealt with.

#yes this is about voltron and it's also about guardians of the galaxy #what james gunn did to gamora in GOTG3 is criminal #i understand why they did it but to end with her GOING BACK TO THE RAVAGERS?#fail end.#seriously #and it doesnt even make sense bc ofc the high evolutionary isnt going to be the last problem they would deal with #in just a few years they encountered 5 people trying to destroy the universe and who were incredibly difficult foes #youre finna tell me there will never be a situation like that for the rest of their lives?#gtfo #and mantis' end was dumb too not even sorry #i can tolerate drax and nebula's ends.#but everyone else?#stupid #even peter's ending was fucking moronic. bro can pop in on the weekends he doesnt need to be a live in nurse for his grandpa #it's just such a major letdown and sucks everytime a director/author decides to split up the found family permanently #at least with voltron you can rationalize it by saying 'oh they never really wouldve hung out with eachother if they werent forced to for #voltron and werent forced to fight a war together.' and i can see it bc none of them DO hang out together before voltron #they barely even hang out AFTER they become voltron #keith and shiro hang out bc of the adoption/fostering/mentoring thing. lance and hunk MIGHT hang out bc they were already teammates #it's important to note that we never really see hunk and lance being bffs. theyre just friendly to eachother.#this becomes even more apparent once hunk and pidge actually become friends. it's very obvious hunk was just being friendly to lance.#just friendly.#(take this with a grain of salt bc ive only watched the whole series one time. i refuse to acknowledge anything after se 2.)#so yeah it does make more sense theyd all go their own ways but not even the small friend groups stay together at the end!#pidge and hunk are in completely different galaxies from eachother. same with keith and shiro #lance is isolated from all of them bc post se 3 writing team genuinely hated him and failed him as a character.#but GOTG3? they CHOSE to band together time and time again. they CHOSE to be a team. they CHOSE to be family #for every single one of them to say 'nah fuck that i want to be on my own bc uhhh reasons!' is a lame ending.#period.#gotg3

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thatrandomblogsays · 11 months ago

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Lmao Zeus & Hades are such bad dads that they think Percy would rob a god for his deadbeat dad who owes Sally 12 years of back pay for child support…

These literal God-Kings sat down and were like hmmm Poisedon hasn’t talked to this child in years to avoid people knowing he ejaculated when he should’ve of evacuated… & has a shitty abusive stepdad now… that child would absolutely Mission Impossible Olympus for him! Let’s kill him :)

Hey dumbasses, my own deadbeat parent can barely get me to text them back, I ain’t stealing shit for them. As a member of Team Deadbeat Parent, that request would’ve caused 12 year old me to cuss out an adult for the first time

#they literally tried to mug a child based on this assumption #the fact your thunderbolt was stealable sounds like a you issue buddy #I’d be too embarrassed to admit to that #hades sent a MINOTAUR after him!!!#what the hell man???#you’re LUCKY no one died!!!#pretty sure even kids who wanted their parents involved in their life would’ve told him to go fuck off #me? i didn’t care #so I wouldn’t probably yelled at them #you don’t even send me a card and you want me to commit a felony for you?#go to hell poisedon #the entire book series I wanted Percy to serve him with child support papers #EVEN AFTER he’s claimed he STILL doesn’t pay child support!!!#sally has to get the money from her murdered husband #low key was rooting for Kronos and the gods to destroy each other #deadbeat dad #mine #pjo #pjo series #hades #Zeus #posideon #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackon and the olympians #Percy jackson

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benevolenterrancy · 2 months ago

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*glances at svsss' vol 4 worth of extras, aka 'the whump and smut pile'* you haven't seen anything yet

You guys are seriously taking an axe to my self-control;;; I'm trying to make this series last longer than a single month!! I'm trying to savour things!!! I'm trying to read something else and give the series a bit of breathing room before I pick up the last book but I want the "whump and smut pile" I want that so much I feel like a dog that's getting a treat waved in front of its face .·´¯`(；´д｀)´¯`·.

#svsss already had a bunch of whump! i wasn't expecting that! it was a really really nice treat #honestly i am going to need to find fics that delve into the whole blood parasite thing cause yall holy shit #that's fucked and i'm very into it #anyway you CAN'T just tell me that the biggest book in the (already whumpy) series is the “whump and smut pile” without destroying me a bit #i've almost finished all mxtx books and what am i supposed to do after that?#i've read the main story for mdzs / tgcf / and now svsss #all i have left are the extras - i've intentionally not read the extras for any of the series yet because i figured i would get to a point #where i'd finished the main series and would want to have something to return to #but that's three books AT MOST because most of the extras aren't a full book #i'm so close to being done them and i don't want this ;;^;;#i'm going to have to seriously start thinking about which danmei/xianxia book to read next because i'm really enjoying this genre #i have a few options i haven't touched yet because i've been busy with mxtx's books... maybe i should do a poll and see what people think #since i don't really know much about the genre or the other books out there or what's good.... hm....#bene speaks

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madokasoratsugu · 8 months ago

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places my hands on dr stone fandom's shoulders. yes sengen is peak yes ryusui and francois have something beyond words going on yes taiju and yuzuriha are living the married couple life we all want but what. what is going on with stanxeno.

#dr stone #stanxeno #GRIPS EXTREMELY TIGHT !!!!#ARE WE GOING TO TALK ABOUT THEM ???#why do they have fairytale motifs. why do they have the protector and not-so-damsel-in-distress parallels with taiju and yuzuriha #but with the 'lets go to hell together' flavours of sengen #why is it that theyre so clinically insane and yet just. such sad individuals.#what kind of life do you have to lead to be able to kill someone you care for so easily? what kind of betrayal did you taste #that you can only trust in the one person you love; that they are your world and you would willingly destroy everyone else's for theirs #which leads me into. WHAT was up with that post-petrification chin touch ???????#literally re-rereading the series just to comb through the details about them #anyway. they are my new roman empire.

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sonnburn · 1 year ago

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Day: The fish is named Little Day. Night named it and put it in my room. I never even wanted a fish.

Don't think about Day panicking because the fish was dying and then threatened to fire Mork if he didn't save it. Don't think about how Night got the fish as a gift for Day and named it after him. Don't think about how when Day takes his eye drops and gets 10 seconds a day of slightly better vision, he uses it to look at the fish his brother gave him. DON'T THINK ABOUT IT!!!

#last twilight #last twilight the series #last twilight ep 2 #sea tawinan #mark pakin #day and night #don't think about it #or you will cry #I may or may not be choking up rn #these brothers are going to destroy me aren't they?#I swear they used to be close #they used to have a good relationship #and now they're both lost and hurting #I can see the tragic backstory coming from a mile away #and I've tied myself to the tracks waiting for it to rip me to pieces #predictions #i guess???

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unhealthyobsessionslol · 6 months ago

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Do I look like I give a sh*t-?

YESSS! I DO BECAUSE I CANNOT WAIT ANY LONGER FOR SEASON 3

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