#this scene fucked my head for a while

[wrinkly-fucking-qtip]

i barely see anything coming from this scene, and it's not like i have enough braincells to write why it affects me so much, but i'd love to see it being discussed and i haven't. so i haven't reached s8 yet but ik based on context and youtube that his mania is a huge part of that season. something about Ian constantly feeling like he needs to be independent, having to deal with shit on his own, and being brushed off in certain moments, and on top being heavily demonized or criticized by people just don't sit well with me. the whole point of this damn show is that everyone has shit, and no one there is by standard a "stand up citizen," so i'll never understand the point of bringing them out of their established context for the sake of shit talking then unless it's for an actual discussion rather than just shrugging it off as "they're bad people and can't be redeemed" (except for Frank and Terry, fuck em, and other people too)

i'm steering away from my point. thing is, this guy has gone his whole life with barely any sort of support, and the little he has had, was taken away quickly. so, there we have this boy, just left the love of his life at the border, finds out his mother died, and it's not like they had a great relationship ofc, but he had scraps of what a mother and son relationship *could've* been. and it's like he's mourning that right here after having to dig up her body for meth for Christ's sake. as if her dying wasn't bad enough. trying to put up that block back, and failing, so fucking metaphorical it makes me cry.

[benevolenterrancy]

May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home

[eerna]

imma be so real with you I did NOT care for all the cutesy ways they presented Vi and Cait's disbalanced social status in arc 3

[astrobei]

byler x jurassic park. thank you for your time.

[spaciebabie]

Where did we go? What did we do? I think we made something...entirely new....

some closeups under cut :)

and here's the first image w/out text :)

im normal. su makes me feel so normal

[anomura]

so. i've been thinking probably way much about bucky's attachment/abandonment issues bc they're soooo loud to me like he clings to people so hard!!! he wants to be chosen!!! him asking gale "did you miss me?" after spending objectively not that much time apart half joking but half sincere bc he's used to people getting tired of him and leaving so he has to make sure.

And it makes gale saying no to london even more of a Big Deal. and paulina leaving him the morning after even when he asked her to stay!!! and lil kissing him but getting with dye!! and once again feeling rejected in the stalag when gale won't leave with him, won't even entertain the thought of it !! andddd not having anyone writing him letters, possibly not even his family for reasons we don't get to know but probably are a big part of why he has attachment issues

i've already said this but i'll say it again even though he's confident/cocky at times he doesn't... like himself . or has a lot of regard for his own life which we literally see in the show. he was Capital S Suicidal – bc of the stalag obviously but come on he drinks like crazy and gambles and smokes even before things get Really Bad. and the plane wing sceneeeee you don't goad your friend !! not even a random person but a Friend into hitting you if you're a well adjusted individual. And he was ready to give up fr when gale went down. he did not want to bail out with brady!!! AND him risking his eye to get gale a bike (which while yeah crazy yaoi moment . to me also ties into him needing to be wanted/needed so people won't leave him) so yeah clearly not huge on self preservation which at least in my perception is something that stems from self hatred

all of these rejections (even if justified at times) are probably a series of blows to his perception of himself/sense of self and just reaffirm to him in his head that he's not good enough and he is right to expect to be left by the people he loves. and he tries to stop that by clinging as hard as he can and not being expendable/replaceable. but if they do leave he can rationalize it because if everyone leaves him clearly it's his fault, he's the one lacking – which feeds his recklessness and self destructive coping mechanisms even more

[soupforsoup]

Soooo late on this but I love how much robby and sam genuinely like demetri and enjoy being friends with him in s2??? like they're all hanging out outside of miyagi-do, they find his neuroticisms funny but they're not laughing at him? They're not just tolerating his company and rolling their eyes when he says something nerdy or complains you can tell they genuinely like being around him they really do just like him as he is and don't make him feel like he has to change I just ughhhhhh

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

[saintlioncourt]

National Treasure (2004) Out of Context:

[saintaviator]

CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY.

[yujeong]

Something that's rarely brought up, if at all, when it comes to the VegasPete sex scene is how Pete had Vegas be a literal weight on his body during it, and how that could potentially be used as a form of restraint besides typical bondage post-canon.

[bloodysparklez]

i redrew one of my favorite scenes from the novel! they're literally so silly. it's comedy central out here in puqi shrine

[riccissance]

taissa is so so tragic in that she literally can’t trust herself to keep her loved ones safe even though she desperately wants to… like, whenever she realizes things she’s done while sleepwalking, all she wants to do is fix it or keep it from happening again (assuring steve she won’t hurt him like biscuit while knowing she can’t actually do anything about it)… and she tries to fight off the other part of herself to keep them safe but only ever manages to make things worse (simone ending up in the icu)…

[possamble]

Its so funny to see the devastating little creature update and then immediately after that seeing a classic possamble horny farcille WIP. You're the best dude 😂

All of my work is just "Putting Marcille in agony" and there's a dial that swings between "emotionally" and "sexually" depending on the hour

[haikyuustuffs]

Those who have seen the movie....

Can we all talk about how they animated the last point?!

[ssruis]

No more fic ideas. Write something for once in your life. This is a demand.