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crunchchute · 6 months ago

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my attempt at a bunch of my fav artists styles :] idea by sootnuki!!

i would love to do more but this was already a huge challenge

if any artist here dislikes this/is uncomfortable with it/any reason i can take it down or turn off reblogs etc. otherwise i hope its ok 🫡 im not gonna tag anyone just gonna let it do its thing in the wild lol

#crunchchute art #my art #sam and max #sam & max #i hope it will be viewable as i dont know how much tumblr will crunch it #in any case i have it up on twitter also and it seems to be in good quality there #it looks like a 'the 7 human souls:' meme hfhdhf #hey i can put more thoughts in the tags right? so first i didnt really put enough effort into my own one and i kinda realized my style #is kinda mid ngl. cause im lazy + this coloring style might not really fit them. anyway.#for sootnukis style i adore the rendering of the clothing folds and stuff but i couldnt get it just right it remains a mystery to me #silcrow i tried to do a traditional drawing but kinda messed up some of the coloring especially on the pants #also couldnt figure out if its just markers or markers + pencils or what. so i kinda did my own take of 90% markers 10% pencils #mtsodie i love the color palettes and the shapes so that was a lot of fun to try; i like the outcome #narnour i absolutely love the tiny little eyes and how goofy and round they look so that was fun to try to replicate too #as well as the colors which i mostly color picked cause i couldnt get a red overlay right #zembo was a nice way to revisit a chalky brush that i havent used in ages not sure if i got it right though #applettoast i feel like theres some gorillaz influence or its at least something i used while coloring. as you might know i used to draw #gorillaz a lot and tried to replicate the coloring etc. and i think it fit here. correct me if im wrong lol #snuckeys was also hella fun cause i love the cartooniness and the details like the teeth showing gums and stuff. hope i did it justice #also the eyes! i love the big highlight and that the eyes are brown its cute #it was nice to branch out for a bit

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copia · 5 months ago

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THIRTY-ONE DAYS OF GHOST ⛧ DAY ONE

first song you heard — Mary On A Cross

September 1969; Papa Nihil and the beginning of the Ghost Project take to the stage at the Whiskey a Go Go club in Los Angeles, under the watchful eye of Sister Imperator. Fifty-three years later, in Tampa, Florida, Papa Emeritus the Fourth performs Mary On A Cross, unaware that he is singing the story of his parents—and that of himself.

#note: i'm aware this song is about so much more than the fictional ghost story. just really enjoying that aspect of it rn #very nearly didn't do this series because some people are a bit silly about fans who heard moac as the first song. i'm owning it sdkjcksh #it wasn't the song that made me a fan as i will show in the next post but moac slaps so hard and #if you only like moac and nothing else you're still a ghestie to me <3 #not my fault i was on instagram in autumn of 2022 #i was going through some stuff then and listening to clips of this pretty song on random videos was something i enjoyed #didn't know the name of it or who sung it but kept hearing it at 4am when i couldn't sleep and everything was falling apart around me #when all i could do was try to escape it until the morning #i feel a bit stupid saying this but when i listen to it now and remember hearing it back then #it's like ghost was there for me even when i didn't know it #waiting for me to find them and everything their music would teach me #until the time was right #ghost31 #papa emeritus iv #the band ghost #papa nihil #sister imperator #mary on a cross #user copia edits #user copia all tag #wait for the next tags i'm also tagging:#rite here rite now spoilers #i'm emotional about their messed up little family finding each other right at the very end. they never let each other go #flashing gif #<- ig

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tumblweeds-omegaverse · 4 months ago

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random omegaverse thought:

There must be people who experience specific instinct things with indifference or boredom.

Procreative cycle coming up? "Crap, I've got plans this weekend...stupid skip weeks."

Caught an intriguing scent while walking? "But I need to get to work! Shut up brain."

Had a snap response to a distressed sound? "Who was it?! ...right, it's my day off, I can go back to sleep."

Somebody growled at them? "Kid, I'm not a rival, that's my sibling."

Super cozy cuddle session happening nearby? "I'm gonna pass tonight guys, no social battery left, maybe next time."

Group of friends heading out to flirt and check out other singles? "I'm coming with you but only to make sure you all get home safe."

Setting where fated mates or soul bonds or permanent marks are a thing? "Meh. I don't really want one or care if I ever get one."

People in the actual omegaverse would get as bored of their stuff, as we do of ours, you know? It could be interesting to see that kind of vibe in fics. Biological demands faced with all the excitement of paying bills or doing laundry or tying your shoes.

Even if that kind of energy might not drive a plot, it could be interesting to have as a contrast to the people who do have big feelings about them - good or bad.

There's the friends who can't wait til they have a pack of their own, and the one friend who isn't against it but couldn't care less. There's the group in the office who are all about scent compatibility tests and figuring out one's best match and what sprays most highlight it, and the coworker who has no intentions on putting that much effort in. There are parents who hover and protect their offspring by scenting them multiple times a day, and others who don't see what the fuss is as long as it's done in the morning.

...also: packs with introverts who show care by giving each other space. So often, closeness is depicted through physical touch and tactile affection, but comfortable silence is meaningful too. Knowing people are near, but not having to interact until you're ready. Sitting in the same room doing different things, knowing that all it takes is a "hey, look at this" to share what you're up to. People understanding and accepting each other's differing or fluctuating needs for how and when to recharge. Seeing somebody reaching out or sharing space, beyond what's their norm, as a signal of the fact that they care.

#omegaverse worldbuilding #a/b/o worldbuilding #a/b/o dynamics #kinda #not gonna tag sfw though it mostly is #heat/rut mention #twovvie chatters #hi its me im introverts #a version of me in omegaverse would love to live in a pack house #as long as i could have a space to myself #people nearby? good! people around all the time? uhhhh #even my family knows that after so many hours of fun family party #i'm gonna disappear to whatever room has the fewest people in it #or find a random corner and start reading #“oh! i didnt know you were here” yes that was the plan #also i just find the idea of someone #who couldnt care less about pairing up #to be funniest in a setting where that's a big deal #“too bad you havent found a mate yet” “no i already know who it is”#“congrats! when do we meet them?” “oh i didnt mean that i'm going to date them. i just know who it is.”#“but i thought you were single?” “yup.” “don't you want a mate?” “nah too annoying.”#cycle day? nice i get a free day off work #cycle day? ugh not this again #the duality of man (a/b/o edition)#granted i hc heats/ruts as heightened libido and greater fertility #because i dislike elements of heats/ruts that (imo) mess with people's ability to freely consent #if the only non-sexual options are pain or solitude and the species needs compaionship as much or more as regular humans #then not being able to or being unwilling to is like a punishment for those people #sure stress or other needs can short circuit it (irl) but theres plenty of reasons to not be interested that arent “you have a problem”#surely i'm not the only person who reacts to various body requests with “later i'm busy” right?

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tunemyart · 1 month ago

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also: I cannot believe that they went through so many bad titles (that they even announced!) before finally settling on Agatha All Along

isn't marvel known for its exhausting self-references? this one is really, really good! so good I assumed it was always the title once I had the context and heard the song from Wandavision? What could possibly be more perfect than to title the spinoff after the actual title that Agatha gave her own fake sitcom whilst revealing herself as the villain? One that EVEN HAS ITS OWN CATCHY THEME SONG??

#the work was already done ppl! what on earth were they thinking. thank god they finally landed here at the obvious.#also like from a meta perspective! it's SO GOOD #'who's been messing up everything? it's been agatha all along!'#her declaration of her own villainy/antagonism is right there waiting to be subverted in her own show's title!#there's so much potential commentary on how she sees herself in her own show!#not to mention the potential for commentary on her character growth between the villain in wandavision and the protagonist of her own show!#idk guys it's increasingly ridiculous to me the more i think about it that 'agatha all along' wasn't just a working title that stuck #bc it was so fucking perfect!#of COURSE this is agatha all along!!!#agatha all along

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freebagels · 2 months ago

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In case you needed something depressing to think about, think about how if they went through with making Hater a skinny skeleton twink, he'd be popular in the fandom. But alas he is not.

#wander over yonder #woy #lord hater #hater woy #lord hater woy #he checks all the boxes for being the fandom's little babygirl: he's a failure obsessed repressed pathetic a bit messed up but also silly #with a mysterious past hinted at in the end of the series he's definitely bi and adhd and he plays guitar #(with visible progress shorts to 2nd season) he's dumb and arrogant he has an arm prothesis he might be monke #his whatever was that with empr awesom was quite fruity #he's a nerd and a loser but because he's a buff metalhead (however possible that is for a skeleton) he'll never be as popular as peeps #even though he was much more explored in the show than him #look I like peeps he's a very fun character but he should have never be the main bitcg of the fandom it's just not right #and I could start ranting about how Sylvia is often not only overlooked but also unincluded and not mentioned by the fans at all #but you've heard me yell into the darkness about it already #so I'll just leave it here and remind y'all about how important she is #to me #and to the whole universe #rant tag #rant #i am so fckn pissed peeps don't deserve attention lmao jkjk

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 3 months ago

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Sick again/the same time but longer

#today's symptoms: super sore legs and nasal weirdness #and tired #honestly this is my immune system's right after the two weeks i have put my body through #and i must just be grateful that it took a break over car smash/family vacation #(i've taken to just saying my car got smashed by a tree because it's more evocative and the drama must be milked while i have it #people are so sympathetic it's so nice not one person has tried to tell me worse things happen #which given that my metric of terrible things happening to me returned to baseline after a few days #is really nice! even my roommates have been super sympathetic and talked about what a horrible week i've had)#anyway the POINT is yesterday i decided to not do tv after 8 cause that's the tipping point into messing up my bedtime plans #and the sickness is what put me over the edge into actually doing it #and here i am showered and lights out at 9 :)#lights out doesn't mean much cause i still need to read my Bible #but it's good. we're good. we're thriving and i had 14 kinds of vegetables and kombucha and a zicam today so i'll be fine

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andy-clutterbuck · 2 years ago

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Simon Casey | Teachers | requested by Anonymous

#here ya go! 💚#Andrew Lincoln #Simon Casey #Teachers #*#sc #you're right it had been too long #an absolute mess of a man child that i would have let ghost me past the level of any self respect #*obligatory 'i would have put up with his shit too maggie' tag*#Maggie: *roasts him to death* *still bangs him like a screen door in a hurricane* my aesthetic #if you're an andy fan and you've never seen teachers i don't know what you're doing #i will use any excuse to gif the scene of him drinking wine in bed because that is so much my aesthetic i can't even tell ya #that massive jumper in the last gif 💓💓💓#one day your lips will not make me want to bust through a wall like the koolaid man #but today is not that day #can't believe tumblr is letting the gif of him adjusting the wedding vegetables post #normally they hate it #fuzzies ✨#his impression of crabs makes me laugh every time

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angelsdean · 1 year ago

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Jack: Yeah, he-he wasn't all bad, my dad. Uh, that's what makes our parents loom so large in our heads, I think. They're… a million things to us all at once.

And even after they're long gone, we're stuck with them. Can't help it. They're inside of us. You know, my whole life, I promised myself I'd be nothing like him, but…I ended up just like him.

Kevin: No, Dad. You're way better than him.

Jack: Thank you, my son. And you're gonna be way better than me.

— 5x07, This Is Us

#this is us watch #gonna rb this in a sec to say exactly this but. scenes that could've been dean and jack. scenes that ARE dean and jack. 2 me.#the father son relationships on this show are soo good and rich and they GET the complexity of the dynamic between fathers and sons #and it's the exact same complexity dean has for john. that ability to hold both love and hate for a parent #and neither feeling cancels the other out. they both just. co-exist #and that's what jack (this is us) is getting at here. that your parents can be a million things to you all at once #that you can love them for the good times and hate them for the bad and you'll carry them with you forever #you imagine them to be one way all your life then you grow up and realize oh. they were just a flawed person like anyone else.#or you become a parent and you worry you're becoming like them. and at the same time u realize how hard it is to be a parent #how easy it is to mess up without even trying #and you'll talk to your son about it. and you'll fear you're doing everything wrong #and your son will look at you and say 'no dad. you're way better than him'#and you'll hope that your son turns out to be an even better person #because you just want the best for your kids.#and just. this is a scene dean and jack could've had. another time they go fishing and john comes up #and dean tells him how bad it was sometimes. but how it wasn't all bad. because it wasn't.#and he'll worry he isn't doing things right with jack. and jack will look at him like he's his hero #because he is. because jack loves dean so much. loves the quality time they spend together. it's their love language #and he'll tell him 'no you're way better than your dad'#and dean will do the ol' face pat. like he's done before. like bobby used to do with him. and draw him in for a hug #anyways. i feel fine abt it.#fathers and sons !!!!!!!!!!!!

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averlym · 1 year ago

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,,, little lemmings in line...

#adamandi #needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok #something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy #yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this #since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better #mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals #yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess #... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones #like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl #the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o #.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the #academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following #following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea #quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm #i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it #outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and #below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i #found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear #anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin #.

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floral-hex · 9 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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goblin-enjoyer · 7 months ago

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Ok I think I’m too far gone. I had a dream where izutsumi was demanding I eat better in a gift shop connected to what seemed like some sort of dark iron dwarf raid entrance. I know “haha watching/reading dungeon meshi makes the characters pop up in your head and tell you to eat better” is the funny joke around here, but were you gits not 100% joking or something? Am I just looking too much into a random dream? (Probably)

#and it was oddly heartfelt too #like I was all like ”yes izutsumi i will help us eat better”#after I woke up #she JUST showed up last episode at the end how in the world did that happen so quick #I mean I get I don’t eat well(or much. I eat like maybe one meal a day) but why the location????#like did I accidentally witness a future raid for the war within (the next wow expansion)#why was there a gift shop with fishing gear right above it?#did my brain get the idea from watching the knuckles show yesterday or something??#jeez why did this dream leave such an impact on me #I am going to BEGRUDGINGLY tag this mess because from what I’ve seen on here things like this are decently common #dream #delcious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #izutsumi #not tagging the other side of that dream Warcraft fans will think I have gone crazy

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thewhumpcaretaker · 4 months ago

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When it comes to drawing the line between “moral” and “immoral” stories I think whump and BDSM lead to particular difficulties because much of the time, what is best practice in real life is not what makes for the hottest, most dramatic, most emotionally compelling, or most well-characterized story. Especially when we’re talking about villainous, criminal or otherwise fucked-up and/or assholish characters, as opposed to nice, healthy, stable, law-abiding folks who just happen to have some private bedroom kinks. I think this all leads into the absolute necessity to distinguish fiction from reality…an increasingly rare skill…

Signed, a real-life Domme who writes $h!t that would get me fucking arrested if I did it…

I'm just going to post this because I want you to be heard. But my response is not that articulate and I apologize.

TW: discussion of the ethics of writing SA and of doing CNC play

What's right has nothing to do with what makes for the hottest, most dramatic, most emotionally compelling, or most well-characterized story. What a person finds hot can be wrong in itself. The fact that something is desirable doesn't make it bad or good. But, I do agree that it complicates these discussions.

The fiction-reality distinction is something that I’ve talked about before. I find it really odd that this is perceived as a difficulty in distinguishing the two, because it’s so obvious that the fictional character isn’t really being harmed - they don’t exist. That’s not the issue at all. If you want to know what I think the actual issue is, look at this post I made that talks about participatory fiction (fiction that arouses the reader is participatory). The short version is that it says something about who a person is.

The distinction is in fact part of the problem. I support BDSM of most kinds, including CNC play. BDSM is different because there is a real person, the sub/bottom, really enjoying it and really consenting. They're absolving you of wrongdoing, which they can do because they exist, unlike a fictional victim. Fiction is just a person being an asshole, alone in their head (and perhaps in front of unrelated other people if they write it down and share it). Which I don't like personally, I think it's bad. I don't even know if I'm right and I promise you I don't trust myself! I'm so sorry! This is just how I truly feel about it, which I am saying only because I was asked.

#I accept all responsibility for the way that I'm messing up and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to say the right thing.#I'm genuinely so sorry. There have been so many of these asks and I don't know how to make things right.#I also know that an apology doesn't mean much unless I can actually figure out how to communicate better.#No matter what I say I'm either betraying my own beliefs or my community and that is on me.#Clearly something is wrong here because so many people think I'm wrong but I can't figure out what it is or how to reconcile. I'm sorry.#// sa mention #ethics in whump

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earl-grey-crow · 8 months ago

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okay lads what did we think of that