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#i HATED thermodynamics class but that was mostly because i had a shit prof#anyway it proably doesnt matter ill throw all the formulas in the background of the drawing regardless of if it makes sense#the prophet speaks
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CHAPTER ONE : MIST
❝ first meetings & other cliches ❞ previous | masterlist | next wc | 1.2k
as you step off the train, a cool autumn breeze sweeps past you, lifting the soft flowy sleeves of your top. the train ride from your new aparemnt to work was only about a half an hour, and now you stood down the road from the used bookstore. the streets are quieter than you're used to—and the light of early morning filters through the trees, casting shadows on the pavement.
you countined to walk down the sidewalk, only a few cars passing you on the slow road. as you apprach the bookstore, you stop. it was older, a hand painted sign that had seemingly start to chip away over the years. the wooden exterior—weathered by seasons of sun and rain, gave off a sense of warmth and welcoming.
the doors were glass, you peeked inside. you saw nanami at the front coutner—his focus fixed on a stack of papers he was carefully sorting through. you looked to the right, seeing a younger boy around your age with striking pink hair that caught the light in an almost unreal way. he was on a ladder, sorting through books on the higher shelf.
you walked in, a small bell hanging above the door letting out a small ring. nanami looked up, giving you a small smile before speaking.
"ah, y/n, there you are! right on time."
"goodmorning."
you looked around the store, it was cozy—older looking books lining the walls. a few movie posters—classic films with faded edges, and framed photographs adorned the other walls. the lighting was warm, the store being lit by natural lighting and a few lamps across the floor. the cash register where nanami was standing was wooden, there was even a type-writer on the counter and a few trienkets.
your gaze drifted to the pink haired boy you had saw in the window earlier. he was lost in the rhythm of whatever song was playing in his headphones, his head bobbing to the beat. he was wearing baggy jeans that were swallowing his sneakers and a red oversized hoodie. he seemed completely absorbed in his own world as he restocked books. you wonder why he choose to dye his hair pink but you on't want to stare, so you just look back at nanami.
"yuji."
nanami spoke, bringing his glasses up with his finger. he looked but also tired—wearing an oversized-ish collared sweater and khaki pants. defintly more mature then shoko, even though she mentioned he was in the year before her in school.
the pink-haired boy, yuji, dosen't reply, you assume he can't hear over his music and you wonder how safe it is for him to be on a ladder while not being able to hear. nanami groans and clears his throught twice.
"yuji!"
he says, much loader this time, almost even startling you. yuji finally looks back—moving his headphones down to his neck. he looks over to nanami, then to you, and you think you see his eyes widen a bit when he glances at you.
"yo, you must be the new employee!"
he jumps down from the ladder, you make another mental note of something that is proably not very safe that he's doing and he runs over to where you're standing in front of the cash register. you open your mouth to begin to speak, but nanami instead introduces you.
"this is y/n l/n, she's moved here all the way from the city and she'll be working with you."
he smiles a bit to bright for your liking and moves his hand forward to shake yours. you're caught off guard by the gesture, hesitating for a moment, then reach out to shake his hand, and he grips yours firmly.
"im yuji itadori, nice to meet you!"
"nice to meet you."
"yuji, can you show her the ropes please? i have to make a few calls about the next shipment."
nanami spoke, heading into a door which you assumed was his office. for a moment, you were confused as to why he would leave the register unattended—but it was only 8:30 in the morning, there probably won't be many costumers.
"sure thing nanamin!"
yuji replied cheerfully as he made his way to the back corner of the store. you followed behind him, trying hard not to be annoyed by how effortlessly upbeat he seemed.
"so, all we have to do is unload these boxes of used books. it's pretty easy—but i'll show you how, 'kay?"
you nodded in response, mentally cursing yourself for forgetting your headphones—now you'd actually have to talk to him.
he picked up a book on the top of the box, his fingers brushing off the dust with a quick sweep.
"there will be a tiny sticker on the spine that says the genre, look at that and find the section for it! pretty easy, huh?"
"sounds fine."
you replied in a monotone voice. you looked around the store once agian, seeing a small handwritten sign next to the diffrent sections. you decided that you liked the charm of the store—most if not all of the furniture and decorations being vintage.
"its nice right? i love it here. i've been going here for ages even though i don't read a lot, been trying to get nanami to sell comics for like ever but he says that they're not real books."
you watched Yuji as he spoke, pulling a few books from the box. as you observed him, you couldn't help but wonder about the dynamic between him and nanami—they clearly knew each other well, probably for quite some time. you decided that you probably needed to start conversation with him.
"so you like comics?"
he sparked up, as he grabbed a few books also. "yeah! my favorites spiderman...but you can probably tell from my hoodie."
you glanced back to his hoodie and then up to his smiling face. it was sort of...cute, but you quickly pushed that thought away. no way.
"i liked across the spiderverse, the animation was nice—i've always loved animated films."
you replied, placing a book in a shelf as you spoke. a hint of annoyance stirred within you—why did you have to find something in common with him? after all, you weren’t here to make friends.
"you like movies, what's your favorites? i love movies."
"i like studio ghibli stuff, anything tim burton, human earthwo-"
"you like human earthworm! those are my all time favorites."
you turned around as he spoke, his face lighting up in excitment. You nodded, feeling a slight spark of excitement yourself. turns out, you had more in common with him than you thought.
"hold on, wait."
he quickly ran over to the register, rummaging through the drawrs untill he grabbed what seemed to be a peice of paper and a pen. he clumsly scribbled something down before rushing back to you.
"here's my number, please text me after work! i've never met anyone here that likes the same movies as me."
you hesitated for a moment. you'd never had anyone seem to eager to be your friend before, it made you slightly...happy. and you thought he seemed not to bad to be friends with.
"alright."
you took the slip of paper from him and slipped it into your pant pocket.
the rest of your shift went supprisnly well, you spent the day restocking books while yuji chatted with you intermittently. nanami came back and seemed pleased the two of you were getting along. as costumers started coming in, the pace went by fast, and before you knew it, the day had flown by.
once you were back home, you sank onto the couch and pulled out your phone, carefully typing in yuji's number.
notes / extras :
yuji's backstory will be reveled in later chapters :3
the store is very vintage, nanami got all the furnite from antique shops and thrifting (he probably thrifts his clothes for the most part aswell)
yuji LOVES spiderman
yn is a bit scary at first...yuji was 100% nervous around her untill she started talking about things they have in common
yn reminds nanami of his younger self
a/n : chapter one !!! i love writing this sm already guys, yuji & nanami are so fun to write! you guys are in for a wild ride w/ the yuji and yn backstory lore drop coming soon hehe, also not proofread shh
taglist : ask/comment to be added @brideads @stillnotherapy @solaqes @chososcamgirl @yuu-via @mikikkoo @gumims @hel-lhound @m1ndfulsorrows @fushiguruuzzzz @kiss-my-asscheeks @rreveurdoll
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I was actually wondering what the Sep Au Brothers feel about fashion? I read an analysis the other day about Rise Donnie and he seems to have the best fashion sense out of them all (and may or may not have his own fashion line?? Idk but I love that idea)
So I was wondering if it was the same or different for your Donnie? Do the Drax brothers have more of a yokai fashion sense or like- idk, what do they think of human fashion?
I have no idea is that makes sense but words are difficult
I think I've seen the same post actually, haha! Yeah, I really like the idea of Donnie being into fashion, and I don't see why it would be different for AU Donnie. As for the Drax Bros, I mentioned it in This Post but their outfits are mostly inspired by what Draxum wears, which in universe would be explained by them wanting to be like their father by emulating his sense of style. After the whole Redemption Arc thing and the Draxum family decides to abandon their Evil Plan, the trio might start exploring and developing their own taste in fashion.
Leo I feel like would be quite excited to try out human clothes, considering he already has an interest in human stuff. It might actually end up being a bit of a bonding experience for him and Donnie when they properly become friends, with Donnie helping Leo find the right outfits for him!
Mikey and Raph would proably still mostly stick to yōkai clothes, while they do eventually become, not just more open-minded about humanity, but also curious about it, they'd still wanna stick to what they're familiar with.
Actually, with Raph it might be more of a necessity. It would be really hard to find human clothes that'd fit his size, and also work with his spikes. Yōkai on the other hand are a lot more diverse physically than humans, so the people in the Hidden City who work with designing and creating clothes would take that into consideration. So needless to say it would be easier for Raph to find yōkai clothes that fit him rather than human clothes.
Seasons probably don't effect the Hidden City that much, I'd assume? Cuz it's underground? So the Drax turtles might not have that much experince with seasons. Still, I don't think they'd love winter considering the fact that they're reptiles and as such are more sensitive to cold. (I think Draxum would've made sure they're more resistant to cold than normal turtles, it would be quite inconvinient if they started brumating in the middle of a fight just cuz it was snowing lol, but they're still more susceptible to it than mammals)
I think Mikey would appreciate autumn, when all the leaves turn a vibrant orange. Both because as an artist he'd appreciate the autumn aesthetic and because... y'know, orange. I think all the bros would like summer cuz, again, reptile biology, they'd like the heat.
I'd assume yokai would have their own unique holidays that the Draxum family would celebrate, no idea what those would be, though.
Draxum has definitely informed his sons about how dangerous Big Mama is and how bad it would be if she found out that they were literally created with her favorite champion's stolen DNA. They don't like her and know to avoid her, if any business is being done between their family and Big Mama then Draxum is the one who handles most of the negotiations.
And lastly - episodes like Todd Scouts and Snow Day, and then The Mud Dogs - none of these I have figured anything out for of how they would be handled in the AU sooooo no answer for ya there, sorry!
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Another VERY important pet question but please bear with me it will take a long way to come to an end....
Since being called "ice queen" (i think) by hayden i see mc as a mix of esdeath and toshiro, and after the prequel update with small mc we have a reason why lil has trauma and is possibly cold.
BUT even playing a cold mc my mc really, really loves her dragon and proably makes hayden and nix jealous how sweet she is to the dragon. Cause we can have a dragon etc. as our "main creature" and still adopt other please say we can have a Private zoo/ garden with Lots of adopted/ saved and treated animals/ creatures. Ot is now already a headcannon how mc is cold and a monster... comes home, gets into it and turnes in a newt scamander while being with her pets.... now i kinda have nsfw thaughts about hayden and a collar 😅
Okay, the headcanon of Hayden and a collar caught me off guard 🤣😁 but it makes sense, Hayden would definitely be the type to do that just to provoke, be provoked, and have fun.
P.S.: I found it cute that the MC is like a Newt Scamander and is a sweetheart to their pets❤
And to answer: Well, you won't be able to have exactly a garden, I'm afraid 😅( The Duke and Papa Eleazar would probably freak out pretty badly.), but you will be able to find certain types of creatures and interact with them. However, most of them will only be seen again if the MC goes to a specific place again. As for the creatures you can adopt and the one that will stay in a certain place, it will be either the direwolf or the white tiger, which could stay in the castle or around it but won't be used in combat (I'm afraid it will only be one of them, not both). The dragon and the griffin cannot stay like that; they will only be available for adoption and a permanent bond.
I'm still figuring out how everything will work, but that's the initial idea of how the pet situation will be. Could this change? Maybe, but for now, that's it 😁
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grabby hands
I would like to see your alterna theories im invested
OKKK OK SO
you see all this? all this "snow"? thats ash. how do i know this is ash? oh well mY dEAR alternan citizen, we know that the rocket essensially exploded, making the liquid crystals rain down from the cave walls. this combine with the rising sea levels during the 12000 year period that alterna sat dormant is proably what caused alterna to flood.
now we know that the snow in alterna isnt real snow, being mentioned that its outright "fake snow" by Agent 2 in Cryogenic Hopetown. we also know that the snow wasnt always there, as shown by the below image
[image id: a photo taken directly from the Alterna logs. it depicts a group of humans standing inside of a small, dome-like room, with a sunny landscape projected on the walls. the image is very grainy and pixelated, as if taken by an out-dated camera. /end id.]
i dont see why Alternans wouldve made fake snow and completely covered their land in it, unless they didnt put it there. at least, not on purpose.
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this brings me to another theory, which is that the test chambers were made to train Alternans who were going to board the rocket.
now, we dont know where the kettles came from (ill get back to that) but wouldnt it make sense? why else would there be a clean room, if not to prepare Alternans for what theyre going to have to do on the rocket, on the surface, in space? we see O.R.C.A. specifically state that their purpose is to test Alternan's physical and mental abilities
[image transcript: "My circuits are designed to measure your intellectual and physical prowess as demonstrated by your ability to complete missions throughout Alterna. In each mission, you must reach a goal mechanism or complete an objective. Extraordinary citizens will complete many missions and receive many Power Eggs! You can expect a substantial Power Egg payday in particular for this first mission... May your enthusiasm result in success, citizen!" /end image transcript]
but i KNOW what you're thinking. "Twip, if O.R.C.A. was testing Alternans for the rocket, then why are they designed around inkfish's abilities like squid surging, squid rolling, swimming in ink, and shooting with ink?"
i raise your question with a question: who was in a desperate enough situation that he kidnapped an entire army, and needed only the smartest employed under him to monitor ever corner of Alterna to make sure his planes went off without a hitch?
Grizz. its always Grizz.
this explains the fuzzy rival octolings, who appear different from how fuzzy inklings appear in the game
[image 1: a screenshot of a promotional render of a fuzzy rival octoling at a 3/4ths angle, with a hand on their hip. /end id.]
[image 1: a screenshot of a player character after they have touched the fuzzy ooze. the character is laying on their back, covered in fuzz with only their hands and feet sticking out. their eyes are wide. /end id.]
this shows the difference from those properly treated with the fuzzy ooze, vs those who merely touched it.
tl;dr of that entire section: the test chambers used to be a way to test Alternans that were going to board the ship, but were converted to test octolings who were to work under Grizz to help with the rocket plans
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So, um...I have made another countdown blog. Whoops?
Anyway, I made one for Creativitwins because they haunt me (/lh). I already run the Intruality one, but I mean...I'm not called the CEO of Creativitwins Fluff for nothing!
(I don't wanna just promo all over ya, but if ya want the blog, I can send the name :3 )
ANYWAY: some headcanons with Dukexiety (and also Roman, I guess).
Remus doesn't care who knows about their relationship, but Virgil's still a little hesitant about telling people, so he respects that
Remus will flirt with Virgil openly. Virgil is okay with this. The Others are like "in front of my salad?" (except maybe Janus, he's too used to Remus to care)
Roman especially notices how Remus seems to only flirt with Virgil, which has his Romance senses tingling
Sometimes Virgil flirts back. This flusters the Duke with glee every time it happens.
Snuggle buddies! Especially is Virgil is recovering from/dealing with a bad spiral or Remus' thoughts are getting too loud or if either of them is upset about something
Remus is a hoodie-stealing gremlin. Virgil knows this, and has a spare hoodie just for Dukey to steal.
Mr. Fuzzy will purr because it's a sentient creature-plushie-thing. Virgil found this out one time when Remus was over in his room and they were cuddling. Mr. Fuzzy was nearby on the bed and purred at seeing them relaxing for once. It jumpscared Virgil.
When Roman figures out "oh shit, my brother and my bestie are dating, proably", he decides to ask Remus about It (he doesn't wanna freak Virgil out). Remus is like "ha, what?" just as Virgil comes into the room and hears what's going on. Virge is kinda suspicious of how Roman figured it out before he's like "I'm literally Romance, what-" and then yeah. Virgil and Remus tell him they're dating and Roman's supportive. His first response is along the lines of "okay, but like, why my brother?" (lmao)
Roman now knows about Dukexiety. The Others still don't. He uses this to his teasing advantage without giving things away. Virgil wants to throttle him (/aff).
Eventually, Virgil's okay with everyone knowing and so they tell the Others. Janus is mostly unfazed. Patton is a little confused but also gushy. Logan's like "...was that not common knowledge??". Apparently, he also figured it out. He and Roman bond over the fact that they figured it out before everyone else. More teasing ensues.
(c!Thomas) Thomas has no clue. No fucking idea. The twins will use this to their advantage of vaguely joking about it. Virgil now wants to throttle both of them (/aff).
Roman sees how happy his brother is with Virgil, and sometimes will get a little sentimental over seeing Remus happy. Remus doesn't get to be happy a lot of the time, so it's nice to finally see him just get to be happy.
Thomas once summons Dukexiety in the middle of kissing each other and that's how he finds out. He just stares for a solid five minutes like "wait, what?" (Remus finds this funny. Virgil makes sure they didn't break Thomas.)
Uhh, that's I have for now. Have a good timezone :D
( @oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat )
Y E S Y E S Y E S fucking D E V O U R I N G A L L of this it's S O damn D E L I C I O U S and cute P L E A S E!!! I absolutely A D O R E Ro being supportive of the Spooky Beloveds (You can't spell "Romance" without "Roman" after all) Also I fucking L O V E Mr. Fuzzy being a sentient creature-plushie-thing their child has come to L I F E Your Honor and it's what they D E S E R V E <3
#also Oatmeal you can't just announce a new countdown blog and N O T drop the @ /light hearted#dukexiety#creativitwins#remus sanders#roman sanders#janus sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#ts remus#ts virgil#ts roman#ts janus#ts logan#ts patton#sanders sides#thomas sanders#asks#answers#oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat#not a countdown
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Hi Bug! I wanted to ask about Sylvia. Specifically, what does she think of queerness?
You've mentioned that she's very religious (not that that necessarily means she has to be anti-lgbtq+ but it is common) but you've also mentioned that she'd pretty much be okay with anything Gene wanted to be or do. When she was alive, did she spare any thought for the kind of person Gene might fall in love with? If she was alive at the current point in the story and knew he was in love with Cassidy, how would she feel about that? (And not just because of the queerness aspect! What would she think of Cassidy in general?? Is he good enough for Gene???)
OOOUH THIS IS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION ANON UGHH
slightly long post incoming because i got sidetracked.. (≧▽≦) i touch on sylvia's ideals, gene's ex girlfriend (ooouh) and what sylvia would think of cassidy
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okay so. while it is true that sylvia was religious, it was honestly more of a cultural thing (since she grew up in the south) than a personal thing if that makes sense
more than she was religious, she believed in kindess and love. that was why she never ever judged or faulted gene for being the way he was as a child. she loved how soft he was
she grew up around extremely homphobic ideals though, and part of why i love her as a character is because she was always so stubborn, even when it came to defying her family. the sad truth is if her father (gene's grandpa) knew how gene was being treated by clint, he wouldn't have too much of an issue with it. he'd proably agree with it, but sylvia was never one to not voice her opinions.
when it came to gene as a whole, the most important thing to her was that he lived a happy, long, and safe life. she would have been heartbroken to see how her death affected him but thats a topic for a different time.
when it came to who gene married, she did try to set him up with a friend's daughter. the girl was named vanessa, but everyone called her birdie (also a topic for a different time), and her and gene were childhood friends (she's the one who gave gene the name idea for calliope! they're still good friends!) . sylvia died before she ever saw gene and birdie begin to date, and then break up 7 months later when gene proposed to her. gene is kind of a disaster when it came to dating women. there was more to their breakup than that.
BUT I DIGRESS. all this is to say that sylvia did want gene to find love someday. despite her and clint's arguments, she did fall in love with him and she hoped for gene to experience that same early stage love that she did. i truly don't believe she would have cared if gene found that love in a man.
and now for if she was alive in the current time and met cassidy. i think her problem with cassidy would come less from the fact that he's a man and more from the fact that he's an outlaw that kills people and robs for a living, she would think its vulgar and dangerous and that cassidy should be locked away.
but then she sees the way gene looks at cassidy.
and its over. how can she argue with that? how can she say anything when her son is looking at cassidy like he'd the most precious thing in the world?
her opinion of cassidy also greatly changes when she hears about what kind of people he kills and what he does with the money he steals. and then, of course, it changes when she finds out about cassidy's past and montana. she starts to feel a bit protective of cassidy. once she sees how sweetly cassidy treats gene, shes sold. cassidy is a part of the family.
all sylvia has ever wanted for gene was for him to be free and happy and to be himself. when she sees that he's able to do that with cassidy, all reservations of gender or profession fizzle out. her son is happy and that's all that matters.
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hope this answered your question! it got a little convoluted because i have so many Thoughts. sylvia is so special to me. UGH i love her. thank you for the question anon!!
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This is proably going to be rude and petty as hell. Hence why it's not going in the tag but-
I love how some of the reaction to the information from Deep Cover has been people just want to frame her in a bad light without considering or even attempting to analyze the reasons behind her behavior. As though these same individuals weren't literally just harassing people for analyzing her character in ways they did not like.
Yet, now, they're asking for people to analyze her more to find out what?
What people were able to fucking discern from her previous statements regarding children before she just blatantly said she jumps kids?
20/06/18 Amane: Thank you very much for teaching me. ……but, though I realise it’s strange me saying this after I asked you, I must admit it’s kind of unexpected. You give off the impression of someone who wouldn’t want to get involved in things like this. Kotoko: ……well, you’re not wrong. I’m surrounded by people who could all be murderers, so I don’t plan on going out of my way to talk and make friends. I can’t let my guard down. But I like ambitious people like you. If you want to study more, then I’m happy to teach. Amane: I see…… You look scary at first impression, but I quite like the way you treat everyone equally regardless of whether they’re older or younger than you. You don’t just treat me like a child or anything like that. Kotoko: Treat you like a child? Hah, you’ve got to be kidding. Back when I was your age, I was already the person I am today. I don’t have any plans to let you get away with something just “because you’re a child.” ……remember that. There, I’ve finished marking. 83%. How do I put it… Even though you act like this, it’s not like you’re super brilliant at studying or anything, huh.
The fuck- How does that make any sense? What are people supposed to analyze? Shit that isn't there?
I can look at a cube for several hours but that's not going to make it a sphere.
Get the fuck out of here. Like no it is not okay to go crying about nuance now when it's convenient to a character you like while ignoring it in Amane's case. All while people who do take the time to analyze these things and take them seriously get continually harrassed for doing so in ways that frame prisoners too negatively. Yet, now that the negative part has been blurted out for all to see we need analysis.
No, people just need someone to find a reason why she's still redeemable. As I've been saying and will continue to say if your forgiveness is contingent upon someone being a good person who you can morally agree with that is not forgives that is just an agreement. That is just a deal.
By forgiving for that reason one is going I expect this other person to behave in ways that will be pleasing to me so I think what they did is fine. Something that only leaves room for disappointment when that person does not turn out to be as moral as one believed them to be.
Add to this that others have been continually harassing people within this community that theorize about characters in a way they personally don't find appealing or see as framing them too negatively. Like yeah no one wants to analyze her. Yeah people are happy she just went on her voice drama and said the quiet part out loud again for the people in the back that didn't hear her when she said it in 2020.
That ship has sailed it's left the harbor because-
"Kotoko isn't a real person, she doesn't actually have thoughts and feelings. Come on; it's not as serious as you're making it. Of course, she's going to be reduced to being violent when she acts violent. She's just two dimensional after all. I mean did you hear her in Mikoto's voice drama when she attacked him? Did you hear her new voice drama?! Or see what happened to the prisoners she admits to attacking during the intermission-"
"Amane aside she even threatened Mikoto and Kazui too."
22/08/05 (Kazui’s Birthday) Kotoko: ……Mukuhara Kazui. Thanks to you, I wasn’t able to properly serve justice to those who did something unforgivable. I’m currently acting as an agent for our prison guard Es. Don’t get in my way next time. Kazui: Oi oi, don’t be silly, Yuzuriha-chan. There’s no way I could just look away from your outrageous display of violence. Anyway, even disregarding the fact violence against those voted guilty isn’t a part of Milgram’s system, what you’re doing is just acting recklessly based on a broad interpretation. As long as I’m free myself, I’ll stop you. Kotoko: ……what a pointless argument. Hmph. Since Es forgives you, I have no choice but to forgive you myself too. If you're to keep to your word, then you’d best do what you can to keep being forgiven. If you’re not, then next time you’ll be one of my targets. Kazui: Oh, how scary. That girl truly is frightening. ……well then, I wonder what the guard will decide to do with me. That’s the one thing I really can’t make out. Honestly…… 22/12/15 (Kotoko’s Birthday) Mikoto: Ah, Koto-chan. It’s been a while. Both of us have kinda split off from the group, but how’ve things been? A lot’s happened, but fr now let’s try to get along. I mean, it’s your birthday today, right? I got the feeling nobody else was going to do anything, so I came to celebrate. Kotoko: ……how carefree. It doesn’t matter, a villain like you won’t be forgiven next time either. And when that time comes, it’ll be the end for you. I’ll make sure of it myself. Mikoto: Ahh?? Just try and do it, you nutjob. I’ll crush anyone who hurts me…… You’re gonna be totally beaten at your own game……![TN: The word “me” here uses first person pronoun “boku”.] Kotoko: Hm. The border between the two is getting a lot vaguer. Your entire existence is a crime. And I will see you’re punished for it. That is what Milgram, and Es, and I have chosen.
"I mean she's even heavily armed."
"We've gotta think about safety- Right~?"
People should keep the energy they gave in mind before it gets returned to sender.
I don't want to see anyone asking for nuance now that was behaving the way I saw before when it came to other trials. It's not that serious it's all in good fun, my verdict doesn't say anything about me, keep that energy. Then on top of that don't expect people you've consistently met with hostility and disrespect to make your case for you when you need it.
Just because it would be helpful for the characters you favor. Literally no one wants to analyze her because some people within this fandom have made analyzing Milgram feel like a wholly unsafe thing to do. The people who like Kotoko's character regardless of her flaws have something that none of the others who favored the prisoners before this point did-
A full month before her music video releases and her trial starts to figure out how to explain this behavior. I say let them figure it out. However, people claiming no one wants to look at Kotoko's situation with nuance are either being disingenious or haven't seen the constant bullshit people who analyze these characters actually go through.
For people like that I only have one thing to say,
Do it yourselves then. It's a lot of work, it's thankless, but analyzing things is fun. Exploring the media one enjoys and figuring out why they enjoy it is fulfilling. Not only that it's something anyone can do. Be the nuance you want to see instead of complaining about people not giving you the answers you want to hear.
Because again I can look at a cube for several hours but that is not going to make it a sphere.
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hey, i realized a few months ago that i definitely wasn't cis (but I've known for way longer than that if that makes sense) and about two months ago realized that the pronouns they/she/any and being genderfluid really fits, like its kinda crazy.
anyways, im 17 and out as a lesbian to close friends (not school friends cause christan school and not family) but I'm kinda nervous about coming out as genderfluid cause i dont want people to think im weird or like judge me. i've only came out to a digital friend and she really shrugged me coming out to her off and said i'd proably just figure out that im actually cis or nonbinary so i shouldnt bother telling people a lable that isn't permenat but I don't know, i think it might be. anyways, ignoring that little tanget lol...
How should i come out to my friends as genderfluid when they've known me for like a long time and always supported me?
Hi, it really depends on your own preferences!
Do you want a big coming out or would you rather keep it casual?
Do you want to tell all of them at the same time or would you prefer to tell each one of them separately?
Do you want to come out to them in person or over text?
Do you want to tell them that you're genderfluid or would it be easier for you to write a note and give it to them to read it? In that case, do you want to be present when they read it or would you rather wait somewhere else?
Some other things to keep in mind for your coming out:
Tell your friends your pronouns as well if they don't already know about them
If your friends don't know the label, be prepared to explain it to them, maybe send them some resources so that they can learn more about it
Don't feel pressured to do it if the moment doesn't feel right. Announce it on your terms whenever you want
(optional): Pick a time and place and tell your friends that you want to tell them something/that you have good news. Tell them that you're genderfluid and use they/she/any pronouns and that you're more than happy to answer any questions they might have :)
Also, I'm sorry that your online friend made you feel that way. She shouldn't have done that, it was really disrespectful towards you. Don't let her unsettle you! Anyways, it sounds like you have great friends, so I don't think you need to worry about them being unsupportive! I wish you lots of luck for your coming out!!🩷🤍💜🖤💙
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[image ID: 10 screenshots of quotes on white or dark grey backgrounds.
image 1: “i would leave if only i could find a reason / i’m mean because i grew up in new england / i got dreams but i can’t let myself believe them / spend the rest of my life with what could have been / and i will die in the house that i grew up in”
2: “kai isn’t used to ppl doing nice things for them!!”
3: [verse 3] “saint calvin told me not to worry about you / but he’s got his own things to deal with / there’s really just one thing that we have in common: / niether of us will be missed”
4: “in the clutch fell of circumstance / i have not winced nor cried aloud. / under the bludgeonings of chance / my head is bloody, but unbowed.”
5: “really drinking coffee at one a.m.?” he asks. kai shrugs. “not the latest i’ve had it before.” they take another sip, keeping eye contact with tuck.”
6: “i left some dreams i had to rot in boston / ‘cause i saw myself shine brightly in your eyes / and if all my dreams came true i’d proably wreck it... / but i don’t care”
7: “grief is not a feeling, but a neighborhood. this is where i come from. everyone i love still lives there.”
8: “i don’t think i ever pictured kai to be as compassionate as they ended up being. especially when i was first making them. they have a lot of reason not to be tbh, but it just came naturally for them i think. it makes sense with their character”
9: “but an echo of a person is not a person at all / and the memory of a memory is a light at the end / of a never ending tunnel. / we can never go back to who we once were.”
10. [verse 2] ‘i was far too scared to hit him / but i would hit him in a heartbeat now / that’s the thing with anger, it begs to stick around / so it can fleece you of your beauty / and leave you spend with nowt to offer / makes you hurt the ones who love you” / end ID]
something something kai webweaving bc i have worms in my brain (thanks faun <3)
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A sense of normalcy
Left work without asking just telling my new supervisor citing my excruciatingly stressful 2 hours in daycare with a shit ton of dogs and 2 co workers with no dog behavior knowledge one of which showed up 50 mins late.. was on the verge of having an anxiety attack and didnt love the idea of powering through it (like usual) with the risk of yelling at someone when i proably would not mean to. It definitely happens, it feels like you're the only one in there. Imagine how difficult 1 or 2 high energy or poorly behaving dogs can be to keep calm or maintain a regular daycare flow.. now imagine over 50 all various breeds and sizes and you're the only one who knows the body language its absolutely exhausting. Sooo i explained it all and then left without making sure it was completely ok and ill probably get written up and given a speech on my own mental health and how to deal with my own shit from someone who is not meeee haha. cool.
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Rambles on Transformers 7 plus the other 3 energon universe issues I was behind on
Man, these comics continue being so so good aaaaaaaaaaah. I don't have anything smart to say I'm just hype lol.
First of all SOUNWAVE SUPERIOR YEAAAH. vEry interesting development, Soundwave got to lead the Cons in Marvel too but he wasn't like your G1 Soundwave. "You kicked my Ravage" so good. He's been questioning Starscream this whole time so this was the natural development (also the summary spoiled it months ago lol) but still, it makes perfect sense. I think it'll be interesting to see a Decepticon leader who is as brutal as the rest of them but also genuinely cares. He's probably stepping down as soon as Megatron shows up, but I'm eager to see his time at the top. Very good dynamic with TC
Starscream is too iconic to be killed of for real so soon, so he's proably coming back. That's fine because this is how I like my Starscream (unhinged little shit), but if DWJ actually had the guts to off him that would be a very bold move, mis respetos.
Speaking of, I do think they need to dial a bit the introducing characters only to kill them right away, any more and it'll feel tedius. I really hope Kup isn't permadead, I like him.
Elita is glorious and perfect.
We love to see an Arcee who regrets her own adept at violence, yes. I love this idea of Magnus as her mentor, it's a good role for him, we get varied dynamics between the bots and it links her to the movie cast she was originally a part of event tho she's on Earth with the season 1 guys.
It also works to get to know other Autobots better like I said last time. Oh, and the Decepticons too! Really good they're being displayed as characters.
Like I said last time, Cliffjumper not killing Starscream is less about it being the moral choice and more about CJ as a character and introducing conflict with his relationship with Carly. She's certainly having a time. Spike is too. I am liking the children very much.
Interesting to see that Optimus apparently has Spike's memories now. If the Matrix contains the memories of all previous holders it makes sense his would be added to the bunch, I made a joke about Spike hanging with the previous Primes last month lol. Anyway, it could help to bridge OP and the Autobots to the human experience.
Ok so the rest of it
Void Rivals: The Hunter guys is Solila's brainwashed brother which is pretty cool but this series continues to be so slooow. Like, look at how much Transformers gets done per issue. The art remains great so the pacing can be forgiven to a degree but still.
Cobra Commander: Coco makes for a pretty good villian, the series does a good job selling him as eerie and disturbing
Duke: Oh my god, they really aren't doing anything to make me like Duke. Like
When the military stuff shows in TF, it feels like it's there to create parallels and bc of genre, DWJ tries to keep it vague so I'm willing to play along and let it be. I was willing to do the same for the Joe guys since it seemed they were going to become some sort of anti-Cybertronian unit, but unlike Transformers this series seems to have a genuine hard on for the US military and all the macho 'murica stuff and god... it's also by fa the weakest of the EU titles and doesn't offer anything to counter balance and keep my interest. At least Baroness is cool (and she's also right)
Anyway Soundwave good,
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Soooo many parents being Like That makes sense when you realize that they proably had children not because they wanted children, but because they wanted a baby. They love being a parent when the thing relies on them 24/7 but as soon as that child gains sentience they grow evil. I would say "just get a pet" but I also don't want these people responsible of pets
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Bond with the tramua of his parents and the navy and everything... god. Wow. I feel like he's just like. Still a weirdo ? But now since that he isn't a spy but a instegative journalist so he's does not even bother to hide it. Just autism and bipolar on display (I'm projecting shush).. also he's definitely more book smart/ like uh. How do I put it.
Just look at mikael ending up in Martin's dungeon in girl with the dragon tattoo. All I'm saying is he's smart but also like that shit happens.
In other ways, he's not as much of a presence as bond is on like missions or just disappearing off of them because shock shock he's actually well adjusted.
He proably meets Q because he's like. This looks suspicious and inadvertently runs into some megalomaniac that mi6 is chasing ( or more likely, some illegal immoral shit they're covering up ahem ahem heracules ahem ahem ).. or because he sleeps with an agent lmao that could also happen.
Now that I'm talking about aus and listening to les mis.... les mis au but who would be who even hmm.
Yes! I know what you mean re Bond not being as street smart - without feeling like he had to survive on his own out there from a young age, he would definitely not have those laser sharp cat like assassin instincts nor the experience that comes from being in the field for years, so he would totally walk head first into a situation he knows is not the best idea rip. You also make such a compelling point about him being a weirdo on the main!
I love all of your ideas for how he might meet Q but my fave is indeed MI6 covering up something sketchy. Maybe, like Herakles, it's something done without Q's knowledge/blessing too so that Q goes from being very annoyed aggressive at this journo poking his head in their business to realising there is truth to what he is saying! If you are onboard, Mallory can be the chief antagonist they work against together but I know not everyone shares my sentiments re the two Ms so I am also amenable to a different villain :D
Absolutely want Q, who is used to his agents having a modicum of sense, yelling at him like WHAT WERE YOU EVEN THINKING when Bond puts himself in needless danger and has to be rescued. Bond should also somehow still destroy at least one expensive car or prototype.
I also love how your brain seems to be working just like mine in the way it hops from one AU to the next with gay abandon 😆
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for the oc meme: i’m curious about how my girl Andrie would get along with your ocs! I know you read her intro post, but in short she’s a force sensitive farm girl turned rebel who Went Through Some Shit growing up. she has a hell of a temper, but she’s also extremely loyal to the people she loves and super determined to see things through. also if you dare to lift a hand against her bf she’ll end you
thank you so much asjghgqpughqerg rgb I love Andrie she has such a facinating life from start to finish
Well Lets see!!!! so we are going to have to assume that Crisis Company managed to survive order 66 (they did not make it long enough to even see it in timelines where it happened, and their main timeline is an o66 fix-it. its complicated. if the time travel bit never happends, they likely would have deserted when Kix was taken by the separatists after the brain chips thing, with no reason to stay with the republic) in a way that leaves Andrie the same woman that she would be if history takes its natural course
Andrie is a good, strong willed person who tries to do right by those she loves. Eventually, she becomes a wise and powerful Jedi.
bit long, under the cut
I think that Mary Ann is the Oc of mine that would get along with her the best, or at least, I think they have a good shot of understanding eachother in a deeper sense, on finding common ground from their pasts. If they got off on the right foot, Mary Ann would probably like to keep her as a friend, because she's a true socialite at heart, and damn good at it too.
Mary Ann originally left her homeworld because her Mother and her Mothers and their Mothers believed it was her job, her duty, to settle down and birth as many children as she could until she was no longer fertile. That's not what she wanted out of life, though, and she didn't want to put her body through that even once. Eventually, sometime after Mary Ann took Jet and Margo on as her mates during the clone wars (humans with no chance of direct procreation with her) her mother and a cousin travel to coruscant and try to.... irrevocably ruin Jet's life to force her to come back home. Mary Ann is also fairly friendly, even if she's got a rather sharp tongue and critical eye, it takes a lot to actually get under her skin. She's also a killer cook who used to run amazing resteraunts on the coruscant upper levels before the end of the war, she says, and is always out to impress. If Andrie can dish out a compliment for her dishes direct to her face, she may find herself suddenly with more free baked goods than she can take home with her. If any harm ever came to her little family, though? well. there is a reason the Jedi held a little fear in their hearts for the rage of the gurlanins
Captain Jet would like her, almost certainly and from the start, even if she would definately disagree with his choice of company. He's got a soft spot for the tempermental ones. He's trying to be a good man, so he would understand any reservations she would have about Nihlus being... a sith, even as a leashed one. (or Heron and his... proclivities)
If they did manage to survive the order with Nihlus alive, She would probably meet the Squad in the Rebellion, because Jet would be unable to let a FASCIST EMPIRE run by a SITH LORD continue without trying to do anything at all. This war, at least, he chose to fight. He chose this cause, and he believes in it in the way he hadnt had with the republic since he was a shiny. Believes in this Skywalker kid in a way he never quite did with the mans (he considers) reckless father. And Jet would respect anyone who makes the same choice and commitment to the rebellion, regardless of why they do it, regardless of their personal opinion of him. There are bigger enemies to face than the people fighting by your side. Though if she could not find it in herself to tolerate Nihlus, he would proably try to minimize his time around her. He gets it, but that's still his 'little' brother by choice.
Nihlus.... The biggest challenge to getting along with most of my ocs is just tolerating this guy. Nihlus Brek is a tried and true old academy style sith lord. Like he was genuinely trained in an pre-kotor era sith academy (whom he then slaughtered for all of their slights against him during his training). Just because he's more of a benign sith, an archivist, and a leashed one at that, doesnt mean killing voilence murder mutilation bloodshed isnt like.... his favorite pass time.
Nihlus isn't a threat to Andrie so long as Jet says he isnt, and Nihlus will quite literally die if he disobeys Jet's orders (blood oath, a sort of sith alchemy they use to guarantee his absolute loyalty. yes, it is by choice). He doesn't hate jedi or their sympathizers on principal, they generally kept the galaxy from burning. No galaxy, nothing to archive. He respects her for being willing to fight alongside them, that it makes her strong regardless of her skill level in the force. The more she gets in touch with the light, though, the less willing he would be to cooperatively be in her presence. Lightsiders give him a tinnitus like sensation. Skyrim ninroot bass boosted ass sound effect. So great, go be a goody two shoes or whatever the fuck, just do it.... over there. He would help provide her and her academy research material about jedi from his archive, if she was so inclined to it. Sith too, though he has no interest in taking on a sith apprentice himself. The galaxy does not need more people like the emperor, or even himself, he will say by his own admission, though he he is almost entirely unrepentent for all the suffering he himself has caused so long as it has furthered his goals or protected those he cares about.
The Rest of Crisis Company are a mixed bag all depending on how... willing Andrie is to letting Nihlus' killing bloodshed maiming mutalation murder torture of imperials thing slide. Like however she reacts to watching a stormtrooper get turned inside out by a laughing sith probably would set the tone of her relationship with the rest of the company
Margo leans towards tolerance of even some of the more abhorrent of Nihlus treatment towards their enemies and their prisoners, so the more Andrie is willing to turn cheek to unnessisiarily violent cruelty, the greater liklyhood she has for getting on with Margo. She doesn't believe in Skywalker like Jet does, but she'd follow any of them into hell with only mild complaining, Cynic doesnt much care for outsiders regaurdless of their opinions. Respects her fighting skills, then later would respect her willingess to become a jedi "despite what happened to the rest of those sorry saps" he would probably say directly to her face. Would probably not form anything close to 'like' though, as he jut doent care to make friends. Lake and Torch often come as an inseparable sniper unit, even after all these years. Decidedly more willing to befriend people who chose not to tolerate Nihlus, because everthing the sith does often serves to make them a little bit squeamish, although Torch has a bit more of a stomach for it (though not by much). Lake would like more 'normal and sane' connections, and Torch would be interested in hearing about Andrie's homeworld, cause even after over 20 years he still cant quite believe a place could exist that is the antithesis of Kamino's vast oceans. Heron is.... Heron is a a brutal killer who has an occasional taste for what he butchers. He held too many lives in his hands during the clone wars and developed both a god complex about his medic shit and a taste for blood, and he's had his fair share of fun with Nihlus and some of their imperial prisoners. Even if Andrie had never seen his work directly, she's likely heard rumors. If she can get past that, though, he's actually nice enough, and surprisingly amiable to boot. Sprig is always around. and he's always listening. If crisis company has a spymaster, he's it. He's probably met the rebellions concept of Andrie long before he's met the woman himself. Also respects her regaurdless of wether or not she tolerates Nihlus, but his regaurd for likeablity would fluctiate based on how vocally she dislikes his 'little' brother, if at all. if she actively dislikes Nihlus, he listens. If she doesnt, he speaks in equal measures. He does love to just chit-chat, too.
#thanks again for the ask <3#<3#<3 <3 <3#ask game#nihlus tag#jet tag#mary ann tag#margo tag#cynic tag#lake tag#torch tag#heron tag#sprig tag#crisis company tag
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Sleepi i think i need a moment im honestly incorporating this idea into a bigger plan with a semi-friend and im reconsidering their morals with the plan to begin with can can i have a moment
i wanna make virabot virus real
#its a long story but essentially they want to make the red army from eddsworld but irl and im kind of one of their main assistants to it#but considering their whole dictatorship they want to do i honestly cant morally support it#but also we're actively making ideas and plans that would improve the world under our rule#i know it proably wont go anywhere but if it did#its like putting bandaids on someone you're mutilating alivr#i cant do this shit man but i cant tell them that outright#hhh fuuck sleepi wht do i doo ive been onboard with this for a while#sure theyre on break rn but im still gibving ideas in that time#but then i forgot it for a while#but this idea made me remember it and honestly#everythings crashing down i cant do this shit sleepi#ive gotten myself into something bigger than just a virus idea and i need to incorporate#the virus idea into it for their sake#but their sake is a sake i cant fucking support like this#and honestly considering their state i might have to be the one to carry on this idea as the leader when we can do it all#but i dont want to do that#i can do world domination but not as a fucking dictatorship#it needs to be equal i cant do this sleepi i cant do this#i wish i cuould explain it better but its complicated#but its fucking with my morals rn since if we do this i would have to give all the info and knowledge to them for their use too#its my obligation in a sense#but i just dont know if i can do that#imsrry man shit went from 0 to 100 real quick on my end you dont get it
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