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Speedpaint, trying to feel out working digitally again :3 About 50 minutes in total, ~7 minute clips edited together sped up 16x, so flash warning Finished piece under the cut
#cw flash warning#speedpaint#valtteri bottas#f1#f1 art#f1 fanart#continuing with the quick portraits#caption says 50 min but with real time breaks about 4 hours#this post has failed to post 3 times#I'm trying to get back into digital work cause I've felt a bit off#so here is this
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I don't have the time at the moment to write a full essay but someone should definitely remind me to write a post later on the phenomenon that is Ratio's assholery being sanded away by well-meaning fans.
In a quest to fight against the "Ratio is a condescending jerk" stereotype from Ratio haters, pro-Ratio fans have now swung too far the other way, making him into a saint who loves everyone, isn't disdainful of failure, and believes every single person can equally pull themselves up out of mediocrity.
None of those things are actually true based on the game itself, where Ratio is, in fact, a judgmental person who struggles to accept the mundanity of those around him, believes in an educational elite, and can be exceptionally condescending, whether he means it or not.
He's a flawed character. His own flaws are absolutely central to his character, in fact. And yet none of his flaws preclude him from being meaningful, nuanced, and likeable.
It's okay that he's not actually that nice.
In defending a character from one extreme ("he's a bad person"), we don't have to jump all the way to the other side ("he's an angel").
He can be a little bit of a dick and still be a great character, promise.
#honkai star rail#dr. ratio#character analysis#well not a finished one#but the spirit is there#I keep seeing posts like#“Dr. Ratio wouldn't insult you for failing that math final!!”#I'm sorry to tell you this friends#he absolutely would#the fact that he might apologize afterward#will not stop him from insulting you at the start#Ratio is a character that is best understood through the concept of projection#He has never come to terms with his own personal failings#and that is absolutely projected on how he handles the world#failure is a sign of lack and is only redeemable in how people respond to it#if you pick yourself back up he'll respect you#if your failures overcome you#that's a you problem#I promise that the man with a 3% pass rate is not about the#“everyone can succeed academically” life either#the fact that Ratio recognizes his own shitty behavior#and apologizes for it multiple times in the game#but doesn't make any effort to change#should tell you just how rude his behavior is supposed to come across
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" He made you. "
more versions :3c
#this failed to post like 3 times#this has loss and among us hidden in it#dont ask its an instagram thing#object shows#osc#inanimate insanity#osc art#ii#object show community#ii suitcase#ii knife#inanimate insanity knife#inanimate insanity suitcase
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if i should fall, will it all go away?
every damn time .. love u saint of the grindset <3
#a reattempt at the last g1deon drawing i did#its based off the Seals Greatest Hits album cover bc i love how it looks. its so simple but effective and i failed to do it well last time/#and Seal (the singer that is) kinda has g1deon energy to me. at least in how he looks. maybe its the face scar idk#also the colors looked so nice n vibrant on my ipad but theyre dingy on my computer. SAD!#also Kiss From A Rose is one of the best songs ever made sooo#need to work on my painting skills for sure but at least ive made some progress since my last painting#my art#the locked tomb#tlt#harrow the ninth#htn#/ tw gore#g1deon the first#gideon the first#htn g1deon#tlt g1deon#wanted to do more rendering and add more detail but like. its so boring and i cant focus long enough for that so </3#almost all my drawings i do in one day and whatever i get done before i go to bed is what gets posted LOL
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WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL!!! /POS. ATTACKING YOU.
Xemnas and Xigbar for 37 if that number hasn't been done? If it has, how about 74?
no puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal // ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti.
[ID: a mostly black and white drawing with a purple overlay of xigbar and xemnas shown from the hip up on the left side of the image. the background is black and has some diagonal lines with a bit of transparency on the right side. the shadows are harsh, with only a bit of light falling on their faces.
they stand before each other turned to the audience. xigbar, holds the handle and the middle of No Name before him, head tilted down as he looks to the audience. xemnas stands a full head taller behind xigbar, his left hand held some distance below the bladed tip of No Name, his left eye is covered by his fringe.
xemnas visible eye is painted ochre with a white pupil, while xigbar's eye is white and gold. The eyes on no name's handle and the gazing eye on the blade are a vibrant cyan. the caption reads the spanish lyrics "i can't ask a simple mortal for a forever" and "oh, everything i've done for you." /End ID.]
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#capisnotonfire#PUTS MY HAND TO MY STERNUM AND FALLS TO THE FLOOR ON MY KNEES /affectionate#warning to whoever might open the link; there's a slightly suggestive several 'ay's at the beginning porque shakira it's also bass heavy#OBJECTIVELY THE FUNNIEST SONG THAT COULD'VE COME UP. it's the gift that keeps on giving!!#this specific remix's been on my top list... several years; top five for a couple. i've loved it forever. top radio edits ever.#it's basically about a guy that makes up excuses to hide he's cheating and a gal that's fed up with his bullshit and is like. okay. bye.#i briefly considered going with............ right now i know my heart is yours <- in regards to i'm already half-xehanort#as per usual not ship art but it would be HILARIOUS if it was. it would've been able to go so many incredibly funny tragic ways#nano does reqs#my doods#xigbar kh#xemnas kh#IT TOOK SO LONG. putting this out there because i WILL lose my marbles if i do anything more. it's not as polished as it could.#fret not if you've asked for a req i am still doing 'em this one just. kicked my ass (been busy). i tried a couple of things and failed#THEN the file corrupted like 9 hours in and i wanted to die a little (thank the heavens my drawing app has a#thing to get back corrupted files through their screen recording) but i GIVE UP (affectionate)#Does this make sense thematically? Fuck if i know. i forgot all lore (half serious). it looked cooler in my head (jesting)#anyways. mwah tysm for the ask<3#i love posting at mystifying times (i finish at terrible hours and get excited)#described#74
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lmao get picked up idiot
#elipsis#the creature#drew this earlier but forgot to post it </3#i regularly picked up and carried around my younger dog since she was a puppy (she's a slightly larger than average kelpie)#and she's very chill about being handled/touched so she just kinda sighs and goes boneless#my older dog who has since passed Did Not like being picked up#i only ever did it a couple times to get her in the boot of the car when her leg strength started to fail#any time i did it for the next couple weeks she would remove herself from the situation if i started to wrap my arms around her#she was very very affectionate but had some definite Nope Zones (her feet were the biggest one) and she would bite you if you ignored growl#but she never growled about being picked up and she never struggled either#she definitely didn't like it but she was moreso like the meme#for reference she was a lab crossed with what we suspect was something like a maremma or pyrenees#so kinda large and chunky and shed a ridiculous amount#ahh... juno i miss you :(
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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i'm seeing three times as many people bitching in the tag about the very idea that someone might not like this breed than i see people actually expressing unambiguous dislike for this breed
#the preemptive counter-bitchers are consistently orders of magnitude meaner and more uncharitable about it too#like i'm convinced at this point these people just have these counter-bitches ready to go on launch regardless of actual reception#it's starting to feel like they just fill out a generic “what moral failing can i accuse the potential idea of dislikers of” template#and post it as soon as the thing's out whether or not anyone actually complains much less the way they accuse people of#these people are getting to the point that even when it's about something i unambiguously *like* i still have to resist the urge#to comment “fr staff aren't gonna fuck you bro”#there's like 11 different posts all insisting that the only reason anyone could dislike the new breed is fatphobia#meanwhile i scrolled down the entire tag and found like 2. maybe 3 people that even mentioned it in the same post as disliking the breed#before anyone gets ideas i'm generally-neutral-to-appreciative of the attempt at moldbreaking on the breed#and am completely indifferent the weight of dragons. the only thing i care about is if the design is original and interesting#a vast majority of the dislike posts i've seen so far have been in the vein of “nah man this one's just not for me” or “too maggot”#or “i hoped for an eldritch horror”. and there's not that many of these dislike posts in general. especially compared to normal.#meanwhile the counter-bitching has all been like “YOU'RE ALL JUST GREEDY UNPLEASABLE ENTITLED WHINY BABY FATPHOBES DIE MAD”#it's like this every time and i feel like it takes less and less to get people going like this every time#it almost feels like they get angrier faster the *less* anyone actually complains in the first place#a behavior pattern i'm well versed in from experience with my mother#and they always seem to get angriest at the most mild polite complaint posters rather than any of the actually questionable ones#like they'll ignore someone spouting clear fatphobia to go fling bigotry accusations at someone who just said “eh i kinda hoped for scary”#they also consistently have a bad case of “fr players are a monolith who all ask for the same things”-brain#i don't know what it is that makes it so fr players are so insecure about liking anything that the possible existence of anyone who doesnt#makes them feel like they're being directly attacked#flight rising#i suspect it's downstream of a similar kind of “we know if we don't get what we want we lose our chance because the devs are fickle” thing#to the fundamental flaw that doomed the minecraft mob votes
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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Okay sure just split the group again I'm sure nothing could go wrong this time dividing them into sub-groups to sting at high levelled and relatively unknown areas with high risk and high threat of boss level enemies in the vicinity and then go on another break to make us stew on that, it's fine IT'S FINE!
#critical role#bell's hells#cr spoilers#c3 e89#critical role spoilers#the volition#ruby vanguard#the imperium#ruidus#unseelie court#universe really gotta hit me with Frieren season finale and CR going on a break AND One Piece going on a break!#it's like you want me to have nothing to do on Friday#honestly how many times in all 3 campaigns has splitting up worked? Not a lot Matt it's just evil PCs have died#my Callowmoore heart of course is relieved that Ashton and Fearne are in the same group this time - they're not gonna lose her again#maybe we can sneak in some combo moves for Bearne and Bashton - play a bit of holies#but still it's difficult to gauge how to deal with Athion plus maybe a dragon indoors plus Ira's willingness to leave people behind#Otohan and Ludinus can be lurking anywhere too#we still have no idea where Ryn is being kept either#the Liliana assassination attempt is doomed to fail and as much as it's a terrible choice I think Imogen needs to let her go#she talks about Ludinus like an abusive lover but acts blind to the cries of the people she says she's protecting#like woman go home! If they need you then removing yourself from the board stops them that's why there's a target on your back#but we all believe in Gaz supremacy at least#and more moon lore always gotta have the moon lore#tag reader's bonus: turtles live in every continent except antarctica#idk usually I have this many tags in ship posts so I drop a headcanon but this is more just panic so you get a nice turtle fact
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horrific news. i loved rex is not your lawyer and i'm sad there isn't more
#i would kill rex if he existed in real life but he is so entertaining to watch#tbh he has all the traits of a Quintessential David Tennant Character#a) neurotic little freak b) probably autistic c) bad at masculinity d) terminally bitchless e) genuinely intelligent behind the cringe fail#like the 'smart but terrible around other people' trope can be done VERY wrong a lot of the time#but whenever david does it it's so good. that one post was right he could play sherlock but b*nedict c*mberbatch couldnt play the doctor#edit: i probably need to clarify beyond the 'horrific news' but there are so many issues with just this pilot writing wise#and i get why it didn't get picked up. but in the alternate universe where this show is real#i wouldve watched it. loved it. rated it 3 stars on letterboxd
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I may have a lot of criticisms about the No Kid Left Behind policy changes, but in hindsight, at least theyer the reason I can proudly say I'm a highschool drop out instead of a middle school drop out.
#anyways the Gringito post made me go dig up some old school records and stuff since my memory of the time is toasted#and finding my old report cards that my parents didn't let me see were something#you can really spot the exact semester i started dying. i went from straight As to getting fails in every class due to not showing up#andnnot turning things in#I still tested higher than any of my peers and got As on everything i did turn in but fuck was i sick#You know its dire when you're flat fs report card only has teachers notes about you being lovely to have in class and hoping you get better#anyways dont try to treat EDS with chemo it doesn't work <3
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vigorous typing
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COME ON UQUIZ! YOU’VE HAVEN’T FAILED ME YET! 🙏🙏🙏
#I completely understand the practical use for a quiz like this-#but also#it sounds like a uquiz shitpost#and I love that#uquiz#has never failed me in my time of need#save me uquiz!!!#this DEFINITELY qualifies as a#shitpost#I am in the middle of an actual health crisis AND an insane uptake in my intrusive thoughts about my health.#THEYRE PLAYING MIND GAMES WITH ME! YOU CAN’T JUST GIVE ME AN ACTUAL HEALTH CONCERN WHEN ALL OF MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS ARE TELLING ME IM#ON MY DEATHBED. ONE HEAD ACHE AWAY FROM A TUMOR IN MY HEAD GROWING JUST BIG ENOUGH TO FINALLY BE FATAL AFTER LYING UNDETECTED.#okay okay- I’m calm and reasonable and also suuuuuuuuper normal and fine and great#I’m coming to the rapid realization that this may in fact have turned into a post about#ocd#and#health ocd#this. is. a fucking nightmare.#so sorry I’ve been crashing out on here to some degree. T_T#my bad guys#I prommy it won’t happen again. <3 (I’m a fucking liar(gimmie like a week and I’ll be soooooooooooo normal))#kk! bye bye! muah.#<:]
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i Think Cookie9 plays games like this on occasion but ONLY like this .
#hi welcoem to the post i will ramble on . this should be a warning on every post i make ever .#this is for you cookie ... can the crowd differenciate (guy who cant spell) Cookie from Cookie#THIS WAS ACTUALLY BETWEEN COOKIE AND BUGLIVIA#Sorry about The Illness but imagining them being an asshole on skate 3 makes me giggle so hard#also they dontn KNOW EACHOTHER but i like imagining cookie and buglivia playing really shitty modded minecraft together#buglivia plays Spore ... ????#(<- isnt sure . debating .)#i am still figuring The Dynamics out here but they make me think of finding framed darkiplier fanart at the goodwill Real Event#trying to drag myselkf back to canon and Failing Every Time .#cookie9#buglivia#sorry for main tag maybe..#i have Never been normal about this game but my insanity has only been available in private for 2 Years . This is CHANGING
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Totally normal 10 year old mindset
#i don't know if I posted this already...#i like how I drew them here#I don't know how fucked up Luci should be at age 10. sure she lived with a fucked up family for 3 years#then formed very wrong negative opinions about many things in the next 3 years until this happened#but would she. at 10. would a ten year old actually say or think that?#hmmmmm#well. I guess it's fine. it's just a garden. who wouldn't want the world to look pretty?#it's ominous coming from her because her garden has several skeletons in it.#it's like a foreshadowing on how she's going to kill for him in the future.#it's just an example on how far she's willing to go regardless of the feasibility of the task at hand#it's also irony because in the end it's enea kinda turned into garden. and how she rejected it. him. what he's become.#well ene turned into a giant tree but at the base of the tree is a city wide area filled with vegetation that people call garden.#lolol I make so many oc comics of just snippets of their story I like. no build up whatsoever#if Luci is ever offered to get Ene back in exchange of her own life she'd refuse the offer#because according to her Ene is kind and he'd just die to save the world again if given the chance. he wouldn't fail the second time#and Luci has enough hatred for the world to choose to live an Enea-less life if it means the world will suffer too#lol she's 19 at that point. sometimes I think I should give her and Enea more time in the world#but part of the tragedy of it all is that they were just 19 when it all went down
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a song that i associate with my muse meme!
AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3
hozier - who we are.
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icehouse - crazy.
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depeche mode - personal jesus.
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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh#i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3#and also that you enjoy the tunes!!
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