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pairing: Max Verstappen x reader
summary: Now that he secured the title, you feel like the flight leaving Vegas might be your best chance at telling Max a little secret.
note: Just a short thing. Inspired by that recent 911 scene.
âYou know, Iâve been thinking. Now that we have Donatello, Sassy and I are outnumbered by you boys,â you note.
For the first time since you took off, Max puts down the can of Red Bull heâs been holding onto and gives you a curious look. Heâs still hungover, so it takes him a minute to register what youâre referring to. âYou want another cat?â
Shaking your head with a sigh, you flash a smile at him. âI wasnât thinking about a cat, actually.âÂ
You can spot the confusion in his blue eyes as heâs trying to figure out what you mean, but you give him time, hoping he would figure it out on his own. Minutes pass, yet he doesnât seem to get closer to the answer. âA dog? You want one like Leo, donât you?â Heâs laughing, and you join in while you roll your eyes at him. And then the laughter dies and his face turns serious all of a sudden. âOh. You mean, you want a child?â You nod, the smile on your lips tighter than you wish it was. âWell⊠I⊠I mean⊠that would be great.â
âAre you sure?â you ask just to double check.Â
With a smile, Max reaches out for your hand. âYes. Iâm sure. And youâre already pregnant, arenât you?â he asks, his eyes shining from the sudden wave of excitement. When you nod once again, he suddenly moves to hug you, then leans back just enough to kiss you. âAnd I thought last night will be the best for a while,â he mumbles against your lips. âAnd what if it will be a boy? Then youâll still be outnumbered. You wanna try again and again untilââ
You playfully hit his arm and push him back into his seat. âI asked my doc to do a test to see if there are any genetic issues, and it also happened to tell us the babyâs gender. Itâs a girl.â
For long seconds heâs only sitting there, his eyes watching you intently, and for a moment you canât decide if heâs happy or not. You know heâs happy about the child, but what if he would prefer a boy? Youâre suddenly feeling anxious, and he can probably see it on your face, because not three seconds after you tear your gaze away from him, he returns to kiss you again. âIâm happy either way. Whether itâs a boy or a girl, Iâll be the best father I can be, okay?â he asks with a warm smile.Â
After a gulp, you nod. Youâve been hiding this from him for a week or so, but maybe it was worth the wait. Now that he won the title, his focus can shift a little.
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sometimes you say and do stuff that makes gojoâs brain short circuit because of how cute you are. for example:
he could be complimenting your look for the date he had planned out and youâd smile bashfully, murmuring, âwanted to look nice for you, toruâ and he is gone, literally barely keeping himself from smothering you in a hug.
or like the day you did his laundry for the first time; he found you folding his clothes in the bedroom â not just clothes, no, clean and ironed clothes(he wasnât even sure if he had an iron at home) â he glanced back at the bathroom suspiciously, where a full basket of dirty stuff was supposed to be, and then at you with a curious question of, âhey, just asking, did you do my laundry, sweetheart?â
you stopped folding and looked up at him unsurely, your eyes wide with weariness, âdo you think i shouldnât have?â and gojo is on his way to tackle you down onto the bed and pepper your face with kisses because what the hell.
your fingers always find their way into his tresses whenever satoru lays his head on your lap and when you see his thoroughly pleased expression you always let out that specific kind of giggle, looking down at him so lovingly that satoruâs heart might just explode from how happy he feels. itâs crazy how you donât even realise it.
or when youâre changing clothes and satoru passes by, gaze catching your figure through the small gap between the wall and the door to your shared bedroom, and he pokes his head through it to smirk at you, waiting for you to register his presence. and when you do, with a surprised squeak and an embarrassed chuckle following it, you try to make him leave with a weak whine, âtoru! leave, iâm changing!â
satoru canât help his own chuckles, âi saw you naked last night, baby!â you only hug your clothes to your body and jump closer to push his head away and shut the door. gojo catches the red dusting your cheeks and feels his heart skip a beat before relenting to the pressure of the closed door and leaning against it with a hand on his heart.
subtle things you do also make him want to kiss you senseless, like when he wraps his arms around you from the back and you always put one of your hands on top of his, fingers weaving between his. or when you plant a fleeting kiss on his cheek before you run off because you are late for something. or when you fix his clothes for him â fuck, you donât know what you do to him.
you make him act a lovesick fool, unaware of the heart eyes he gazes at you with 24/7, and satoruâs more than okay with it.
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prove you wrong | alexia putellas x reader
You carelessly tell everyone you've never been sexually satisfied to piss off your fuck buddy, Alexia. She decides to prove you wrong and make it known to everyone just how wrong you are. | Inspired by these requests: (1) (2)
tags / contains: wc: 5k, friends with benefits, jealous!alexia, rough sex, strap r!receiving, fingering r!receiving, breath play, a lot of dirty talk, usage of degrading language and names, a bit of orgasm control, dacryphilia if u squint, set when lucy was in barça, semi-public sex kinda
masterlist | please do not repost or plagiarize.
It's been months since you last saw Alexia.
Sheâs been extremely busy with football, brand deals, and events. As her friend, it made you incredibly proud to see her achieving so much. Sheâs worked so hard and it was about time that she was able to reap her benefits and gain the recognition she so badly deserved.
But as her fuck buddy, the feral, needy side of you was just writhing with sexual frustration and yearning, wanting her to fuck you after every time youâd watch a game of hers.
You tried touching yourself, trying every new vibrator and toy available in the market but not a single toy could replicate the way Alexia made you feel. The way she moved her tongue, her fingers, her hips â it always drove you insane. Every single time with Alexia left you in a dreamy state for days. The sore muscles from all the positions she put you in always left you aching for days, but you loved every bit of itâeach ache serving as a lingering reminder of that night.
On different occasions, you wanted to just text her and beg her to come over and fuck the living daylights out of you but it just felt like you might be crossing the line. You two usually just fucked whenever you had free time to spend together; asking her to make time from her busy schedule just felt personal and⊠intimate. So, instead, youâd sulk at home and try every single possible way of fiddling with yourself to no avail.
Feeling desperate and horny, you made the mistake of making out with Alexiaâs friend and teammate Lucy Bronze. You bumped into her during a night out with friends wherein she recognized you as Alexiaâs friend from college. A couple drinks down and one thing led to another.
Even if Lucy was an excellent kisser, you didnât feel the same electric connection with Lucy that you had with Alexia. Though, since then, youâve maintained close contact with the Brit.
Despite several attempts of hitting on you, you never really responded to any of Lucyâs booty calls. You knew Alexia and you were just friends with benefits but somehow, you felt like it was wrong to do anything more with a friend of hers. It wasnât as if you two were exclusive⊠but you still felt hesitant.
Although, after a while, you grew more and more frustrated with Alexia. How was it possible that Lucy had enough free time to hit you up but Alexia seemed too busy to even send you a naughty pic or even just a cheeky message? You felt neglected and increasingly sexually frustrated.
Little did you know that word had gotten to Alexia that you made out with Lucy.
Ever since the two of you started hooking up, Alexia had grown increasingly infatuated with you, craving the feel of your skin and the taste of your lips at every waking moment. If she could, she'd have you beneath her every day of the week. But as life got busier for both of you, she held back, reasoning that it would be selfish to hit you up randomly in the middle of a busy week just to scratch an itch. Besides, she had always been the one to initiate before, and this time, she decided to wait. She waited to see if you wanted her as desperately as she wanted you.
But the silence from you was deafening.
No late-night texts, no "I miss you," not even a casual "wyd." At first, she convinced herself you were just busy. Then she heard through the grapevine that you'd been kissing one of her teammates at some club.
The news hit her like a punch to the gut, leaving her pissed off and bitter. If you'd moved on or decided to have fun with some other girl, fine, you werenât in a relationship anyway â but it didn't make it sting any less. And to top it off, she had to find out from someone else that you were attending the teamâs victory party at Lucyâs place.
The audacity, Alexia thought bitterly. Even if it technically was Lucyâs party, she thought youâd have the decency to refuse or to even just give her a heads-up, knowing that it might be weird to be around Alexia and Lucy. No decency at all.
When you got the invite, you hesitated. But then you decided this was your chance to remind Alexia exactly what she had seemingly forgotten about. After all, she'd ghosted you out of nowhere, leaving you high and dry after giving you the best sex of your life.
So, the night of the party, you slipped into a tight black dress that hugged every curve and sprayed on the perfume you knew drove Alexia crazy. If she thought she could move on so easily, you were more than ready to remind her of what she'd lost.
As soon as you entered Lucyâs place, she was the first person you saw.
It wasn't hard for you to see her. She was usually taller than most girls and she always just exuded a confident energy that never failed to catch everyone's attention. She was wearing a black cap and a black jacket, with the sleeves pushed up to her elbows exposing her muscular forearms. Your mind tried not to remember all the times you watched the veins in her arm bulge out so slightly as she pumped her fingers in and out of you.
You locked eyes and her jaw instantly clenched. She looked upset. You would have felt a bit bad about never reaching out to congratulate her on all those winning games or even checking up on her if you didn't see her arm around a shorter girl you didnât recognize.
Great. I've been replaced.
You rolled your eyes and headed to the corner of the house where Lucy and her other friends were seated.
"Hey, mami." Lucy greeted you. She stood up and gave you a kiss on the cheek, immediately snaking a hand around your waist. You loved how Lucy was never secretive of her finding you irresistible. Once or twice, you thought about riding that strong jaw but you figured you had to see out a complex friends-with-benefits relationship before entering another one. "Looks like we're all out of seats. Why don't you sit on my lap instead?"
You smirked. "You just would grab any opportunity to have me on top of you, huh?"
She smirked, biting her lip. "You know it."
You sat on Lucy's lap sideways, arms around her to secure your spot as your legs dangled on her side. She put her hands around you with her left hand on your back and the other drawing small spirals on your bare lap.
Alexia must have caught sight of this because you saw her looking over, jaw clenched and eyes darkened.
âIâm just so glad this season is done. I seriously need to go out to the clubs and get laid⊠get all that tension out of my body.â Patri, who was sitting on the floor beside Pina and Salma, complained to the group before taking a swig from her beer. âNothing like unwinding to a girl between your legs.â
The crowd chuckled. Ingrid playfully threw a rolled up paper towel at Patri calling her gross. You smiled and nodded along as you let Lucy run her hands up and down your leg. âThirsty, pretty girl?â She asked.
You shook your head. âYou?â
âHmm, why donât you grab that beer and help me out?â She asked. You smiled as you grabbed the beer with your free hand and put the bottle against Lucyâs mouth, tipping it a bit as you let her drink from it. You bit your lip as the older girl maintained intense eye contact as you did.
Alexia was practically seething from the sight of it but continued to ignore you, staying at the other side of the room. The girl in her arms was trying to chat her up, asking about football or whatever, but all she could focus on was you.
The conversation continued with the group. âIâd hate to be single right now. How do you have the energy to go out and exert all that effort just to get laid?â Mapi exclaimed as she put an arm around her girlfriend who was sitting beside her. âIf I were single, Iâd rather just grab my vibrator and call it a day.â
Patri rolled her eyes. âYouâre just saying that cause you have Ingrid.â She retorted. âIf you were single, youâd be out there in the clubs with us too.â
You could feel Lucyâs body vibrate against you as she chuckled. You grabbed Lucyâs bottle of beer, drinking from it as you continued to listen in on the conversation that was unfolding.
âI agree with Patri.â Irene chimed in, swirling a plastic cup with her hand. âIâd hate to be single and always end up masturbating at night. That would make me miserable.â
Patri nodded, as she raised her bottle high up. âExactly, exactly!â
âThe orgasm you get from a girl does not compare to one you get alone.â Irene added on, garnering a slow clap from the drunken Patri.
You laughed at the interaction. Lucy turned to you with a small smirk. "How about you? What do you think?"
You paused. You noticed Alexia move closer to our group. You hummed in thought, returning your gaze back to Lucy. "I don't know. I feel like it depends. It's a case-to-case basis and it just depends on who your partner is and what you want." You said, loud enough for others to hear. âSo, yeah, I donât have a clear cut answer.â
Mapi nodded to what you said. âYeah, but having to find someone who suits you⊠it just takes too much time. If youâre single, youâre basically gambling every single time you decide to sleep with someone.â She said as she shook her head. âBesides, why would you want someone you barely met handling your precious goods?â
âWe get it, Mapi. Youâre in a loving relationship where you have sweet, sweet, compatible sex.â Patri said, rolling her eyes and making the crowd chuckle.
Before the two could continue debating, Pina chimed in. âCapitana,â She called Alexia over. "Settle the debate for us. What's a better way of unwinding after football season â masturbating or going out to have someone take care of it for you?"
Alexia moved closer to the group, an arm wrapped around a girl and her other hand wrapped around a red cup. She looked serious with her eyes still fixed on you. "She hasn't actually answered the question yet." She responded, looking at you as she tilted her cup at your direction.
You rolled your eyes and sighed, defeated. "I guess, I'd choose just making myself cum."
Mapi nodded smugly at Patri who felt annoyed.
"Really? I always pegged you as a pillow princess type. Like... the type who has to be pleased by someone else?" Lucy asked, fingertips still suggestively grazing your thighs
You hummed in thought. "Well, I havenât found anyone who pleases me better than I do myself.â You lied with a shrug, looking directly at Lucy and avoiding Alexiaâs gaze. âWhy bother trying to find someone to aimlessly poke at me until I fake it when I can just take care of it myself?â
The group laughed at your statement but Alexia remained stoic and stiff. "Really?" Her voice dripped with thinly veiled annoyance. "Are you trying to say that no one has ever made you cum before? You always just fake it?â
âYeah, no one really comes to mind.â You shook your head. "Besides, I'd much rather spend a night getting tired out by my vibrator rather than to be disappointed by some tryhard who fingers like they have carpal tunnel or eats me out with the same limp energy of an old man with his porridge."
The crowd laughed even harder but Alexia looked even more annoyed. If everyone was sober and in the right mind, they'd catch on to her reaction to your bold statement and figure out there was definitely something between the two of you.
You tried to laugh along but you felt weirdly nervous about lying. Alexia didnât seem too pleased with your statement. Why is she so pissed off? Itâs not as if anyone here knows weâve slept together.
You were pulled out of your worries when you felt Lucyâs hands move higher up your leg, skimming the skin under your tight dress.
"Why don't you give the poor vibrator a rest from tiring you out," Lucy whispered, playfully using your own words. "And have me give it a try?"
You moved closer to her. "Hmm, I donât know. Arenât we just friends now?" You said softly so that the group wouldnât hear too but still loud enough for Alexia to hear, if she tried hard enough. âSex might just complicate that.â
âCâmon, we already kissed.â Lucy smiled with eyes that flickered from your eyes to your lips. "Besides, isnât it worth risking it? I know I can pleasure you better than anyone else ever had.â
You smiled and playfully caressed her strong jaw with your fingers. âWellâŠâ You trailed off seductively in a low voice, moving closer to Lucyâs face. "I've always wanted to feel that strong jaw againstâ"
Your flirting was cut abruptly when Alexia angrily threw her crumpled red cup to the ground and walked out of Lucyâs place. Everyone looked around confused, including the girl she was with. She blinked curiously as her eyes stuck at the door, wondering why Alexia had left so abruptly; the poor girl was just talking about her new manicure.
"Damn, I guess, no one's making her cum either." Patri joked, garnering a bunch of playful slaps and chuckles from the group but the room still seemed to be confused; Alexia was never the type to storm out in anger out of nowhere.
You tried to just shake off Alexia's mood swing and returned to flirting with Lucy but just minutes later, Alexia was storming back into the living room. She stomped her way to you and grabbed your hand, basically yanking you off of Lucy. You nearly tripped over your own feet as she grabbed you.
"What the fuck, Alexia?" You exclaimed as you were pulled by the arm by the tall blonde. "That fucking hurts. What's your problem?"
She didn't speak up. She basically dragged across the house until you reached what seemed like Lucyâs bedroom. She slammed the door loudly and locked it behind her.
Now that you were alone, you could see the annoyed look on her face, the redness across her cheeks, the tightness of her expression⊠and the slight bulge in her pants. Oh... that's what she had to get from her car when she stormed out.
She slammed you against the bedroom door, towering over you and trapping you with her arms. You gulped as you felt your back press flatly against the door.
Alexia suddenly grabbed your face with one hand, gripping so hard your lips were almost puckering out. "Why are you running your mouth about how no one's made you cum?" She said with a low, threatening voice. Her hazel eyes had darkened under the dim lights of the bedroom.
You stared at her, blinking your eyes in fear. She was so frightening when she was mad; it was like she was a completely different person. Her eyes, which were usually warm, were staring at you pointedly. All of the muscles in her face clenched as she slightly grit her teeth. And, while you were actually scared, you were also getting incredibly turned on.
Alexia squished your face harder, slamming her other hand on the door. You felt the wood pressed behind you vibrate with the force. "Answer." She leaned in and aggressively bit the side of your neck, sinking her teeth into you.
You gasped loudly in shock. "Ahh, Alexia, that really hurts."
She ignored you. She moved her head back to stare you in the eyes before she wrapped her hand around your throat. "Tell me who makes you cum." She asked.
You gulped as you felt her hand tighten slowly. "I'm sorry, Alexia." You responded, feeling incredibly nervous and intimidated. "I'm sorry I lied. I was just joking. I just missed you so much and I was frustrated that you never contacted me and I just wanted to see you react to â"
You gagged as her hand suddenly got tighter. "I didn't ask for an explanation." She growled. "I asked who fucking makes you cum."
You gasped for air as her hand loosened a bit. "It's you, baby. It's just you." You croaked out.
"What did you just fucking call me?" She growled in your ear; you felt the familiar electric tingle in your spine as she breathed heavily against your ear. âYou donât get to fucking call me that when youâve been such a brat.â
"Alexia," You moaned, correcting yourself. "It's you, Alexia. It's you who makes me cum. Only you make me cum, Alexia.."
You felt like a blubbering mess but Alexia seemed pleased because she let your throat go, and fondly touched your cheek instead with her thumb. You inhaled deeply before leaning towards her to kiss her but she moved away.
"Bad girls don't get kisses." Her mouth quirked up into a smirk. "Bad girls get on their knees instead and offer their mouth like a slut."
You looked down again and you were once again reminded of the strap poking against the front of her denim pants. You gulped but got on your knees and slowly unbuttoned her baggy jeans which revealed a harnessed strap-on above her Calvin Klein underwear.
You bit your lip. You gasped when Alexia grabbed a chunk of your hair and looked down on you. "Open your mouth." She said as she tilted your head back with her hand.
You opened your mouth, obediently. "Now, stick your tongue out, you fucking slut." She ordered in a low but firm voice.
You didn't let a second pass before you followed her instructions, opening your mouth wide and sticking your tongue out as far as it could go. She smiled at your obedience before leaning over and spitting in your mouth. You nearly moaned just from the action but before anything could escape your mouth, she slammed her hips against my throat and fucked your mouth with her silicone member.
She grunted and cursed as she watched you suck and gag on it. "Thatâs right. Suck like a good girl."
You moaned in response as you eagerly sucked on the strap as if your life depended on it. You were gagging a lot with Alexiaâs force and your face was streaked with tears but you felt incredibly turned on by the sight and the feeling.
Alexia was gasping and groaning as the base of her strap pressed against her own clit, forming a dark pool on her grey underwear. You moaned at the combination of the sound of her guttural moans and the smell of her wetness. You could practically feel your core grow more and more moist by the second.
"Fucking suck harder, you fucking slut." Her voice sounded venomous with all the expletives she was hissing out. "You don't get to flirt with other bitches in front of me. I own you."
"Or do you just let any other bitch fuck you like this?" She grunted out, looking down at you. Alexia never went this rough with you before but she was starting to enjoy it, especially the sight of your tear-stained face and puffy lips wrapped around her strap. "Are you that much of a pathetic whore? You just let anyone fuck your throat like this?"
You shook your head, unable to speak as she was filling your mouth with the silicone. She moaned out as she pushed your head even further.
You felt tears sting your eyes as she thrusted in your throat with such vigor and roughness. For a moment, you felt like you were just a doll made to satisfy her lust and oddly, it made your core ache more for her.
Alexia tilted her head back, thrusting against your throat. The base of the strap was perfectly hitting against her clit. It felt satisfying knowing she was getting off of fucking your mouth with her strap even if that meant that your throat would be sore in the morning.
"That's right, cariño." She moaned out. "Take all of me.â
It didn't take long until Alexia moaned out. She pulled your head off of her, making a satisfying sound as it exited your mouth. You coughed and wiped the tears and saliva off of your face, clutching your throat as you started to feel the discomfort spread.
Before you could even do or say anything more, Alexia yanked you up immediately and pushed you towards the bed. You fell backwards on the bed, feeling your dress ride up on your body, pooling together near your hips which meant your underwear could be easily seen by the blonde gir.
You felt so exposed and vulnerable.
She took off her jacket and her shirt, revealing her Calvin Klein sports bra and her toned stomach glistening with sweat. You bit your lip as she walked closer to the bed. The dim light entering the windows from the street lights outside and the small night light in the corner of the room was accentuating every contour of her body.
"Strip. Now."
You frantically tried to remove your tight dress. It made it so difficult to remove as some of it clung to your sweaty skin. You felt unsexy wriggling out of it in bed. But, you also felt nervous, knowing Alexia wasn't always the patient type in bed.
"Hurry the fuck up." She groaned. You tried but she grew more frustrated. She took your dress and pulled it off your body roughly. You heard some seams rip as she did but you didn't give a fuck. You were more concerned about her impatience and how it was gonna affect you.
You were mostly bare in front of her, only wearing a pair of lacy black underwear which was now glistening with your translucent nectar.
She chuckled. "You really are a little slut." She said as she used a finger to graze your core, making you whimper. "Look how wet you got just from getting throatfucked by me. I haven't even touched you and your cunt is all drenched."
"Yes, Alexia." You moaned out as she pressed a finger against your clit.
"You really were talking your shit about how no one makes you cum while your cunt is quivering and soaking wet just from giving me a blowjob." Her fingers were so delicate against your core â a weird juxtaposition with the roughness of her words. "I wonder what everyone else would think if they heard you moaning out my name just after you lied out there. They'd think less of you... they'd think you're a dirty liar who loves to provoke just to get fucked. Isn't that right?"
You gulped and bit your lip as she gently moved her fingers up and down your opening, teasing you with the pad of her fingers.
You were broken out of a trance when her hand was squeezing your face again. "Answer me."
"Yes, yes, Alexia." You responded, almost out of breath. âIâm a liar.â
"And I donât like liars. Right, cariño?" She let go of your face and backed away slowly.
Before you could respond, two fingers were thrust into your hole, roughly fucking you. You moaned out loudly as you felt Alexia's fingers rapidly move inside you with complete disregard of letting you adjust to her fingers. She leaned over to your breasts, sucking on them so roughly that it was almost painful.
"Alexia," You moaned out. "Please give me your strap. Alexia, please."
Alexia ignored you as she continued to fuck you with her fingers and suck on your torso, leaving you branded with bruises all over and glistening with a mixture of your sweat and her saliva.
"Alexia, please." You whimpered.
She groaned loudly before pulling her fingers out of you. You don't know how but she managed to get you off of the bed and pressed against the door again in a swift motion. This time, your front was pressed against the door â hands against the cold wood â with your butt sticking out.
She grunted out curt instructions for you to steady yourself against the door as she positioned herself behind you. She gripped your waist roughly with her long fingers as she rubbed your cunt with the length of her strap. You bit your lip, holding back your moans, too afraid that your proximity to the door would mean everyone out there would hear you, even with the music they were playing.
You grunted out when you felt her grab your hair and mutter in your ear. "You better not choke down those moans, cariño."
She let go of your hair before slamming the entire length of the strap inside you. You moaned out loudly, struggling to grip yoyr hands against the flat door.
"Baby, it hurts.â You winced as you felt her begin to thrust.
"Who said you can call me baby again?" She practically shouted it before raising her hand, landing it on your right ass. It made a loud sound, quickly followed by your loud cry of pain and pleasure.
"Iâm sorry, Alexia." You responded. Alexia grabbed on to your waist again, thrusting her silicone dick in and out of you. You were feeling the pain in your core as the silicone stretched you but it was such an addictive pain. It felt so satisfying being filled by Alexia like this.
Alexia must have sensed how close you were to an orgasm because she picked up the pace. The base of the strap hitting your slick vagina which made a loud sound, accompanying your loud moans and Alexia's grunts.
"Alexia, don't stop. I'm so close. Please." You moaned out, hands and legs shaking.
"Don't cum until I tell you." Alexia's voice was strained as well. You knew the base of the strap was rubbing against her own clit too. "If you cum before I do, I will take you out of this room and fuck you in front of everyone else so they can see how much of a fucking, lying whore you really are."
You moaned at that statement, making it even harder for you to delay your orgasm. You felt your walls clench against the strap. Alexia picked up the speed even more, driving you into a frenzy. You were practically a blubbering mess â face pressed against the door and hands trying to cling on to the flat surface as a string of incoherent moans and words left your mouth.
"Alexia, please." You felt like you were going to collapse any moment soon, struggling to keep your clammy hands from slipping off of the door.
Alexia slammed her dick into you a couple times more before saying, "Cum."
You almost shouted in pleasure as you felt the orgasm ripple through your body, making your legs feel like jelly. You felt the warmth spread through you as you exclaimed her name another time as Alexia thrust a few more times to ride out her own orgasm.
You wanted to fall on the floor and just lay there but Alexia's grip on your hips remained firm that it was almost impossible for you to fall over. She put you upright again, one hand firmly on your hips and the other cupping your chest as she helped you up. She gently guided you back to bed.
You laid on your back, out of breathe as she crawled on top of you. "No one makes you cum right?" She teased.
You rolled your eyes to playfully smack her but she caught your hand smoothly and put it above your head. "I'm not done with you." Her serious face was back.
Your eyes widened. You felt like your body would give up on you if you werefucked again but that didn't seem to stop Alexia.
Her hand found its way to your cunt. You felt her thumb and index finger gently fiddle with your clit before pressing roughly, then pinching it.
"Alexia!" You yelped, instinctively pushing on her shoulders a bit
She let go of your clit and began roughly rubbing instead. You put your arms around her shoulders, holding her closer as she rubbed your core. She moved closer to yoy before kissing and sucking on your neck, leaving more bruises for you to worry about the next morning.
"Oh, Ale, that feels so good." You said in a hum of pleasure as your eyes fluttered shut.
Alexia managed to push the hood off of your clit and began gently rubbing and flicking against the tiny, sensitive part of it, overstimulating you. You moaned out again and tightened your hold of her.
"Who makes you cum?" She asked in your ear.
"You."
"Say my name." She ordered before sinking her teeth on your collarbone and sinking her two fingers back into your vagina.
You gasped before you shouted. "Alexia! Alexia! It's you, Alexia!"
She continued to kiss your neck as she fucked you with her fingers and rubbed your clit with her thumb.
"Alexia, I'm close! I'm so close!" You moaned out as she pumped in and out. "Alexia! Please!"
"Cum for me, cariño." She whispered so gently and as she did, you shouted out her name as you held on to her, experiencing the most intense orgasm of your life.
She chuckled. "Hmm, I don't think you've squirted this much before."
Yoy blinked a bit before sitting up to see that Lucy's bed was completely drenched. You felt your face become red as you realized the mess you two have made.
Alexia was smiling, satisfied at her work. You pouted your lips as you looked at her. "Baby, can I have kisses now?"
She leaned close to your face again. "Only if my princess promises she's going to be a good girl from now on."
"Yes, Alexia." You said, pouting your lips as you looked into your eyes. You gave her an irresistible wide-eyed innocent look â the kind you knew she could never resist.
She smirked before she leaned in and captured your lips in a kiss. You grabbed on to the back of her neck to deepen the kiss but just a while after, she pulled away. "Why don't I take you back to my place and then you can let my neighbors hearyour pretty little moans too?"
You chuckled. "Okay, Alexia."
You got up from the bed, and got dressed with Alexia. She apologized for ruining your dress but she didn't really look sorry for it. She actually looked proud and smug. You straightened up your appearance as much as you could before Alexia and you stepped out of the room.
To your shock, a few people from the group earlier were hovering near the bedroom door with mixed expressions of horror and amusement. They tried to not make it obvious that they heard you get absolutely wrecked by Alexia.
âDamn,â Patri shook her head as she turned to Mapi. âI want whatever those two are having.â
a/n: i barely edited this and proofread it once. i might have fucked up with some pronouns and would appreciate if anyone dms me to correct hehe. anyway, i hope you guys liked it esp since this is more intense and rougher than everything iâve ever written before. tags: @micaluvssoccer @buzzinrusso @hermen0404 @mrcat77 @oh-thats-cute @iamagoddess1 @noone-find-me @zairaaaa @vlt4845 @oakwave @sam23114 @louxbloom @ppx004 @serynsworld @oohtobeagooner @daylightisa @xxforeverinadayxx @itsandreaca @liagracexx @julesthegreatsimp p @mysticfalls01 @maddiewrites11 @besitosakusa @alexiputellas-protector @wosoloverthings @alexiaswiftie @katycat0811 @femmefataledotcom @footygirl114 @baddestbittyontheblock @wosolipa @mpileons @girlmineis @a-pute11as @hella-hecka-gay @alexiaputellasera a + more but i couldnt tag u all aaa
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Sevika is on the council now, GO.
Council member Sevika
thank you for this ask ive been WAITING for this !!! i love council member sevika (the only council member with a lip piercing)
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You fought in that war with Sevika. You had her back, and she had yours.
At the end of that day, you went home together, injured, and exhausted.
The war had ended, but at the cost of so many losses. Peace was finally in sight.
Until enforcers knocked at your door. Sevika snapped at them, telling them to "Fuck off." But they had to be here for a good reason, right? Right.
Sevika was an important figure to Zaun. People believed in her. She is loyal to all Zaunites. that's a trait not many people have. So, of course, the council wanted her. The enforcers were there to deliver that important message
She growled at them, telling them to leave. You knew she needed time to think, even though in the back of your mind, you already knew what her decision was.
You waited an hour or so for her in bed, hearing her grunts of frustration and her pacing around the living room.
It pained you to not go comfort her but you knew this was a decision she needed to make on her own.
Sevika entered the room with a determined expression. She kneeled at your bedside and put a larger hand on yours.
"I know this is going to be a change, and you might be upset butâ"
"Im so proud of you, Sevika." Your eyes glimmered with hope.
Her brows furrow at your words, and you reach up to rub the crease from her expression. "You've made it so far. You're going to do so well." She is the voice of Zaun and speaks for you all.
You know there couldn't be a better person for that position. With Sevikas loyalty, she would never make a move to put the undercity in jeopardy.
Her eyes soften at your encouragement. It's all so new to her. She knew it was going to be a hard start, but not as hard knowing you had her back. You would always be there with open arms at the end of the day.
At that thought, you hold her warm face between your hands, and she closes her eyes at your touch. She's exhausted but still relents. That's one of the things you admired about her.
That night, you held her head to your chest, comfortingly. She deserved no less. Your fingers raked through her hair gently. Her heavy arm was draped over your waist softly, and your sweet voice lulled her to sleep. There was a long day ahead of her.
In the morning, she was more affectionate than usual, kissing your forehead before she got dressed. (And then again after). Laying her head on your shoulder as you finished up your breakfast. Hugging you from behind tightly while you brushed your teeth.
She was nervous, and this was the first time you saw her this way. Albeit not the last. But it was weird seeing Sevika, who was oh-so-big-and-strong get worked up over this.
People eyed you both on your walk there. She didn't make eyecontact with anybody and stared straight ahead with a firm look. Unlike her, you waved and smiled at some curious people, holding onto Sevikas arm.
When you got to the most important building in Piltover, she insisted that you walk her into the council meeting room. At first, you refused, but at her defeated and almost scattered look, you relented.
Even though you knew it would be hard to see with the topsiders, you knew it was for the best. The council members eyed you as you stood in the doorway with Sevika. You gave her an encouraging look, and she put a hand on your shoulder, lovingly, before stepping past you.
Taking a step back, the doors shut, and you waited for her on the other side.
Sevika was a part of the worlds new beginnings. Even though she held an important role amongst the people, she could argue that your role was more important.
You kept her sane through it all.
i absofreakinglutey love council member sevika in all her 5 second screentime glory !! and i will definitely be writing for her so look out for that in the future..
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SEVIKA X CAMGIRL!READER !!
finally convincing your girlfriend to join you on your stream you realize later on how much of a mistake that was..
a/n â i didnât like how this turned out but enjoy âșïž it has usage of strap on, overstimulation, and kind of in public because your being recorded
three times a week you stream videos for your viewers in the office of the apartment you and sevika share, wearing the most gorgeous and revealing lingerie as always. just a one hour show gaining you about 200 bucks to just do stuff you and your girlfriend do every night for some randos. when you started dating her you had only just started to test the waters of cam shows and hadnât gone all in yet, so when you told her about your recent hobby she was surprisingly not against it at all. in fact itâs how the two of you started to explore your sexual relationship with each other, trying out stuff you never thought you would do, but being comfortable with anyway because it was just the two of you. eventually you grew into the routine of your streams and wanted sevika to join you, always whining and pouting about wanting her to play with you but she would always decline, saying it was a nuisance.
however when you asked her to at least watch you she said yes, the show lasting a whopping 20 minutes before she told you to turn it off just so she could have her way with you, messing up all your pretty clothes and leaving you with tears in your eyes. you told sevika how you really wanted her to join you, pleading and letting her do anything she wanted to just so that she would agree. and she actually gave in after a couple of weeks of begging as she usually does because she could never resist when it comes to you, talking over it with her and making sure she 100% was okay with it. the two of you decided to do it next week when she came home from work and you would have a new set of lingerie coming in from the mail, courtesy of sevika as per usual!
when the day came you were nervous for some reason when you were putting together your set up, this routine had became normal to you but now that your girlfriend was joining you - your nerves were on 10. and it wasnât a bad nervous feeling, no you just know what things people suggest to you in your chatbox and you just know how it might make your girlfriend a bit dramatic and jealous. you hear the front door close and your stream is about to start in 15 minutes, giving you enough time to gather yourself. walking out of the office you greet your girlfriend with open arms to give her a hug, âhi baby.â sevika says, kissing your forehead as the two of you rock together side to side at the doorway. âmissed you seviâ nodding into her chest you feel a wave of relief rushing through you when your in her arms and all your nerves come down as you take in her scent.
you guys get started in the room, the stream starting as soon as you hit the red button, you look to sevika to see her leaning back on the desk, watching you set up. âgo on.â she mouths to you as she puts out the cigarette she had, taking a gulp you turn on your camera to face you, your viewers flooding in going from 10 to 100 in mere minutes.
you greet them as you always do, of course added with the introduction of your special guest. âon tonights show we do have a special guest so get ready..â turning around you motion for sevika to come closer, walking up to the camera with that sway in her hips as she arrives on the screen.
telling your audience all about your girlfriend and what to expect for the stream, âdonât forget to hit the like button and enjoy the show!â you say as you look back to sevika, seeing her sat in the chair of the vanity that your camera is placed on as she watches you, âcâmere and sit down.â she says and you immediately walk to her with a smile, climbing onto her lap. making yourself comfortable while you hold her face seeing how cute she looks looking up at you, examining your face as she always does until you lower your lips to hers, kissing her so deeply and passionately. your girlfriend raises her arms to your ass as she breaths into the kiss, its always crazy how just a quick make out session could make you soaked and needy for her. and in this moment is when sevika realizes why she declined so many times when you asked her to join the stream, it was just the thoughtless âno.â each time but now she knew why.
she didnât want to share this side of you with anyone, she didnât want everyone to see how dumb she would make you by only shoving her tongue down your throat. the pathetic pretty sight of you that only she could make you experience was only for her eyes, deciding to make this quick even if it would end with tears. sevika still had her hands gripping the globes of your ass tightly as the puddle in your panties kept getting damper, moans coming from you as you moved on to your girlfriends neck. sucking and making bite marks all over her while sevika looked at the chatbox, people commenting âthatâs so hot..â and other lustful thoughts while they watched you did much more than tick sevika off, making her scrunch her face in annoyance. sevika switches back to you taking your jaw in her hands gently, âlets go to the bed yeah?â making you nod your head while you get up from her lap to prop the camera next to the bed. crawling onto the comforter you face sevika at the end of it, lifting your chin up for a kiss as she slides down her boxers to reveal her strap underneath. it was a black dildo that was about 7 inches long with some girth around it, it was always a struggle to take all of it but sevika makes sure all of it fits every time. âget it nice and wet for me like you always do babyâ following you with her eyes as you lower your head down, taking the silicon in your hands as you put it to your mouth giving it kisses at the tip.
taking the whole thing into your mouth stretches your jaw open, sevika bucking her hips forward a bit to force it down your throat a bit more, it makes you gag. gripping at your girlfriends thighs as you suck her dick, tears already trickling from your eyes when the rubber reaches as far as it can in your mouth, taking a bit more than half of it. âthere you go baby, just like that.. my pretty girl.â that last part is said while she holds your jaw up to face her, your mouth still filled with her dick inside as she slides it out. by this point you have already long forgotten about your stream, which had previously never ever happened to you before, you were always in control when it came to your streams but sevikas presence in itself is enough to cloud your judgement.
thatâs how you know end up laying on your back as you grip and pull at the sheets your currently laying on, with sevikas dick pushing deeper and deeper into your cunt. moans overflowing from your mouth as your stomach tenses,your hips rocking back and forth with your girlfriends large hands holding them harshly. your in missionary position and your lingerie is long goneâ facing her but avoiding her piercing eyes by squeezing them shut, a series of pleads coming from your mouth. âhngh vika sâtoo much!â her name falling out your mouth so easily brings a smile to sevikas face every time face. âsuch a fucking crybaby, relax..â you donât know how she can tell you to relax when sheâs thrusting into you so hard, hitting that same spot repeatedly that she knows makes you go crazy. moving her hand from your hips sevika brings her fingers to your neglected clit, circling the bud crudely when your hands fly to your mouth.
itâs way too much for you and sevika knows that but itâs what makes it all the more fun for her to watch, seeing you struggle and cry because of her hands on you like this. âdonât cover your mouth, let em hear you câmonâ she says pulling your hands from your mouth, tears welling from your eyes as she holds your hands to her stomach with one hand. âknow how much i like to hear that pretty voice..â still rubbing at your bud you feel yourself cumming, your face scrunching up and your chest heaving up and down. âmâcumming sev please..â pleading for her to help you get there, sevika rocks into you deeper as your hips flow together. your so soaked that your cunt can be heard loud and clear on the camera, a harsh plap-plap-plap echoing in the room even though the camera is more than a few feet away from the bed, you canât even imagine what the people in the chat are saying and you honestly couldnât care at the moment.
you are too focused on how good sevikas making you feel and it almost makes you forget how to breathe but sevika can just tell how close you were. âyeah you gonna cum for us sweet girl? you love it when im deep inside you like this huh..â she says looking at the camera, turning back to see you nodding your head as your eyes go half lidded, feeling the coil in your stomach snapping with the help of sevikas words. legs quivering on her shoulders you coat the black silicon in your slick, a white ring covering the base. you twitch as your back arches off the bed, sevika watching you with praiseful eyes, if she wasnât so focused on getting her baby to cum she probably would have came herself.
but sheâs âkindâ enough to let you catch your breath for a couple of seconds before sliding her dick out of your messy pussy, a uttering cry pulled from your throat as you instinctively close your legs from the loss. she pulls your legs to the edge of the bed as she kneels down on the floor, âopen your legs.â is said with a impatient tone, waiting for you to defer to what she told you. âmm sevi I canât! already came just now, I need a break..â instantly feeling your cheeks get hotter as you watch sevikas face, a stare you donât get too often but when you do, you know that your doing something your not supposed to be doing. âyou know im not gonna repeat myself baby..â a quiet whimper coming from you as you do as your told, shyly opening your legs for your girlfriend. she holds your thighs down to your stomach, they already ache and she hadnât even begun to torture you yet.
lowering her head down, sevika laps at your soaked cunt, slurping and licking up stripes to your clit. you canât even attempt to keep your moans to yourself, gripping at the sheets below you as you cryâs fill the room, your babbling to her about how itâs too much while your legs quiver and hesitate to close on sevikas head. âso fucking wet..this is all for me huh baby?â she says as she thrust her fingers into your hole, already soaked from the strap that was deep inside you just moments ago. leaving you panting as she holds your thighs down to the bed, licking up all your slick as if she hadnât eaten for days, the sight alone was more than enough to make you overwhelmed as you feel yourself cumming again. âvika, vika sevika- please mâcumming again!â you hiccup, gripping at the dark brunettes hair, uncontrollably grinding your messy cunt against sevikas face trying to chase that sweet relief. she rolls her tongue against your clit while leaving trails of praise every time she comes up to kiss at your thigh or look at you, with her focus fixated completely on you as your legs shake around her head, squeezing your teary eyes shut with a cry. âtaste so sweet..â is whispered as sevika gets up from in between your legs to give you a kiss on your forehead, âdid so good for me baby.â you hear from her, walking over to your camera set up. in the midst of all this you completely forgot you were even filming, your head way up in the clouds of pleasure and you were completely embarrassed. you watch as she grumbles to the camera and signs off of it, walking back to you with a smile. sitting on the edge of the bed with her hand cupping your face while her thumb rubs across the soft flesh of your cheek, âdo you usually make 1k everytime you stream? I didnât know I was missing out on miss celebrity over here.â she says with a chuckle and your just laying there with shocked eyes, you never made that amount of money before for a show, in fact you just barely started to make 200. âand I love you baby but im never doing this again.â your girlfriend says with her stern tone as usual ending with a kiss on your forehead, nodding to her, you knew you were definitely gonna make her do this again.
#sevika x reader <3#sevika x reader#sevika smut#sevika arcane#sevika#I didnât know how to end this tbh#ok so this is buns but I wanted to get smth out while I work on the logan plinks and my requests đđđ#bear with me#arcane
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Bed chem - Q. Hughes
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song: Bed chem - Sabrina Carpenter
pairing: Quinn Hughes x fem!reader
summary: Three stages in Quinn and his girlfriend relationship: how they met, how they had crush on themselves and how they sex life looks like
warning: mentions of sex (nothing graphic), swear words
words: 1.0k
note: ahh this week songs masterlist will be done, i'm gonna miss it but exciting things are coming in december!
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Your friend hit me up so we could connect
Brockâs girlfriend, Bella, and she were friends since they were kids but now, she finally moved to Vancouver. When Bella met Quinn, she knew that she had to set up her friend with him. She believed that they had the identical personality. The same lame jokes, the same awkward laugh and the same commitment to their jobs.
Bella told Brock about this idea and he immediately agreed. He knew her friend and totally saw her and Quinn as a couple. Both of them set them up on a blind date. She and Quinn were skeptical about this. They havenât been looking for a partner, at least not at this moment and to be honest, they didnât trust their friends in this field. Eventually, they agreed and went on a date.Â
I digress, got me scrollinâ like
Out of breath, got me goinâ like
She adored Quinn. One date and she was all over heels for him. At first, he was giving her weird vibes but when he opened up to her, it turned out that heâs talkative and funny. She couldn't remember the last time a guy made her laugh this hard like he did this one night. When she got back home, she went on instagram and followed him. She started looking at his profile and looking at every single photo. She enjoyed what she was seeing. In her opinion, he was super handsome.Â
Quinn, who wasnât sure about this date, was thankful that he agreed to go. She was different from other women who tried so hard for him because he was an athlete. She didnât care, he was certain that she didn't even watch hockey because she was asking him the most basic questions when he mentioned this sport. He came back home and saw that she followed him on instagram. He did the same and started looking at her pictures. He couldnât believe how pretty she is.Â
Are you free next week?
The next day, Quinn wrote to her asking if she had time next week. Now, he was leaving but he wanted to invite her to his match. Maybe even go on another date if he gets lucky. Impatient, he was waiting for her response the whole day. He was checking his phone every five minutes to see if she wrote him back. Thankfully, she did. She said that sheâs free and it would be a pleasure to go to his game. Quinn was relieved.Â
For a moment, Quinn thought that she might not be into him but this message changed it. He said that heâll give her all the information when he gets back home. She thanked him and in that moment, she asked him about his day. They started writing every day about everything and nothing. His teammates caught him smiling on his phone when he got a message from her.Â
Whoâs the cute guy with wide blue eyes and the big bad mm?
Quinn wasnât a big fan of taking photos of himself, but he loved doing this for her. He tried to keep her updated while being away as much as he could. She was sending him pictures of what sheâs doing, which was watching tv shows, cooking and working. On the other hand, he always took pictures of himself in a suit and sent them to her. When he was coming back to Vancouver, he took a selfie on the plane and sent her a message coming home, canât wait to see you soon.
She received the photo when she was out on lunch with her coworkers. She right away opened the message and saw him looking good as always. She stared at her phone too long and one of the girls noticed this. She looked on and saw Quinnâs face. The questions started floating around about her mysterious boyfriend. She felt embarrassed at first but talked about him with love in her voice.Â
How you pick me up, pullâ em down, turn me âround
She and Quinn havenât wanted to label themselves. They just went with the flow and if they are made for each other, theyâll end up together. Although, this hasn't stopped them from having sex with each other. Both of them loved this kind of deal. The sex was always incredible, especially when he was coming back pissed.
Quinn was manhandling her like a personal sex toy. She was more than willing to agreed on everything he was giving her. He was throwing her around the bed in every position that he wanted her in. Often, he would bent her over the couch or kitchen island and fuck her roughly.Â
How you talk so sweet when youâre doinâ bad thingsÂ
She adored Quinn. He was always a well spoken guy who couldnât miss a day without giving her a compliment. Always showing up with flowers and gifts from his trips. He knew how to make her feel better after a bad day. His words were always on point and she felt loved and adored. He treated her like a princess knowing that she has a low self confidence. He was her hype man.Â
Quinn was changing completely when it came to a sex. He was dominating her, doing whatever he wants and likes. In his movements, he remembered about her boundaries but this hadnât stopped him from treating her like a whore. As much as she loved his quiet and calm side, there was something so tempting and hot in his bedroom side. He enjoyed that she was there for his every beck and call.Â
And I bet weâd both arrive at the same time
Despite the fact that Quinn was setting the pace and treated her like he wanted, he always made sure that she cum. He didnât want her to feel like sheâs just for his pleasure. He never denied her orgasm, sometimes controlled it but most of the time, he was overstimulating her. He was giving her at least two climax every time they had sex. His favorite part was when both could cum at the same time.
When it happened for the first time, it was a mind blowing orgasm for Quinn. He couldnât keep his mind straight the minute he felt his release and her tightening muscles around him. Since that, he made this his own mission to end their sex with them cum in the same moment. She loved when this was happening, when their moans filled the bedroom after reaching a climax.
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the cup holds the tea
it hits you all at once and youâre out of the booth in a flash, spencer right behind you. youâve barely made it to the sidewalk when the drinks betray youâstraight onto spencerâs shoes. the world blurs, and all you can think, mortified, is that youâve just broken one of the cardinal rules of dating.
pairing:Â spencer reid x fem!reader (second person, no y/n)
genre:Â fluff
content: bau!reader has too much to drink and its up to bf!spencer to get her home. and brief mentions of puke... oh reader...
word count:Â 3k
note: well personally i don't know if i could ever love someone enough where i would lay on my bed in my 'outside clothes' but good on you spence! once i slipped and fell in someone's puke and cried all the way home.
a line: Theyâve seen Spencer look at a thousand things with fascinationâbooks, theories, puzzles, statistics. But this? This is something else entirely.
It is a kind of love, is it not? How the cup holds the tea, How the chair stands sturdy and foursquare, How the floor receives the bottoms of shoes Or toes. How soles of feet know Where theyâre supposed to be. - pat schneider
The room hangs on your words, the perfect moment of suspense stretched like a tightrope. You let it linger, savoring the pause.
âAnd they ate every last drop of it!â
The punchline lands, and laughter spills out around the table, loud and easy. You beam. Spencer watches you, his gaze warm, almost reverent. Heâs always known you had this giftâhow you could spin a story, command a room. If he werenât so completely in love with you, he mightâve envied it. No amount of books or degrees could teach him your knack for recounting stories with such flair, or your ability to whip up comebacks at speeds that leave even Derek speechless.
Spencerâs lucky, and he knows it. His eyes trace the curve of your smile as you sip from your glass, your thirdâor fourth? Heâs lost count. He notices youâre not wincing at its taste anymore and well, you know what they say when the drinks start to taste like water. The fact that youâre tearing up at something Garciaâs showing youâa sloth video, from what he can tell, doesnât ease his worries in the slightest either. He's not entirely sure what Emily has been ordering for the table but whatever it is, itâs clearly doing its job.
Itâs one of those rare nights out, the kind where the team sets work aside and pretends, for a few hours, that the weight of the world isnât on their shoulders. Rossi had insisted, his treat he said, but Spencer suspects it was just an excuse for the team to watch you two loosen up, to let your guard down. A carefully orchestrated opportunity for the team to see something they hardly ever got to see. Theyâve seen you two in the field, sharp and focused, in sync like clockwork. But tonight it's the way you lean into Spencerâs side without realizing it, the way Spencer gently moves your glass out of harmâs way when you gesture too wildly. This is a glimpse of something sacred, something rare.
Itâd only been about a month since you and Spencer had made it official. Everyone saw it coming long before you did, but that didnât stop the teasing once the news broke. They could barely pick their jaws up from off the floor even tonight when Spencer had his hand resting lightly on your waist, steadying you through the crowd as you laughed yourself breathless, stumbling. At work, you both keep it professional, steering clear of anything that might make Hotch raise an eyebrow. But the dim light of the bar is ever so tempting. The bar is full of loud laughter and clinking glasses and you just canât help but take Spencer's hand into yours, fingers laced without hesitation.Â
Spencer catches the way Derekâs eyes light up at the sight, the subtle nudge he gives Emily. He knows theyâre going to bring this up later, probably all week.
But he doesnât move his hand. He doesnât let go.
The booth is packed tight as youâre all wedged together, shoulders brushing. Everyoneâs smiling, unwinding in a way you rarely allow yourselves to, laughter bouncing in overlapping bursts. Spencer sits nursing his water, content to observe. His eyes are drawn back to you over and over, catching on the way your eyes crinkle when you laugh and the animated gestures you make as you speak.
âCâmon, pretty boy, live a little,â Derek teases, âJust one drink.â
Spencer gives a sheepish smile, waving it off. âIâm fine,â he says, eyes flicking over to you once more.
He canât keep his eyes off you tonight, it seems. Youâre laughing, and Itâs unmistakable, the adoration in his gaze, something so un-Spencer-like that makes Derek smile.
He knows Spencerâs not one to drink. You, on the other hand, seem a little too eager, maybe encouraged by Emilyâs coaxing, and youâre already on your next drink, cheeks bright and eyes sparkling. You lean into Garciaâs cheers, your glass lifted high. Your laughter is bright and unrestrained, pulling everyone else along with it.
Spencer considers saying something when you're giggling a little more than usual, laughing too hard at a joke that doesn't warrant it. But he knows how youâd take it. Youâd wave him off with that familiar insistence, the same as always. It wasn't like you couldn't hold your own, Spencer knows that. Youâd held your own at Rossiâs birthday last year just fine, outlasting nearly everyoneâeveryone except Rossi of course. And thatâs probably why heâd already taken his leave tonight, not wanting to get caught in the tail end of whatever chaos this night will inevitably bring.
But that was then and nowâ Well, itâs different now. Now, the role of boyfriend sits heavier on his shoulders, a title heâs all too happy to hold. And tonight, itâs a card heâs all too happy to play. It gives him leverage, an edge that makes him feel like he has a little more room to step in without you pulling the I donât need anyone to take care of me speech.Â
Spencer sees his opening as lean back into his side a little too comfortably. âHere,â he murmurs, pressing his glass into your hand. âDrink this.â
He hopes youâre just tipsy enough not to ask too many questions, as long as itâs something from the bar. For a moment, it seems like it worksâyou sit up, eyeing the glass cautiously, then take it from him with slow deliberation.
Almost there, he thinks.
You peer into the glass, squinting at the clear liquid, then give it a small sniff. Spencerâs heart sinks as your expression shifts.
âThis is water,â you say, suspiciously.
âYes, it is,â he admits.
Your brow furrows, the faintest pout tugging at your lips. âIâm drinking vodka.â
âAnd now youâre drinking water.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I love you, and Iâd rather not carry you out of here tonight,â he says softly, the faintest flush colouring his cheeks.
You look up at him, unimpressed, but he stays firm. âJust drink the water, sweetheart,â he says quietly, his voice barely cutting through the noise.
He braces himself for your resistance. Instead, you huff, give him a pointed glare, and drink it. He watches as you sip, your nose scrunching at the lack of a bite. Spencer lets out a breath he didnât realize he was holding.Â
The night winds on, the team louder than usual, swept up in Derekâs overly dramatic retelling of the prank war that once took over the bullpen. But youâre quieter, Spencer notices, the drinks maybe finally settling in a little too fast. Your smile slower, your laughter softer, head resting on his shoulder now and again.Â
And then, suddenly, youâre not looking so well. It hits you all at once. The queasy welling in your stomach, the cold sweat prickling your skin. Youâre out of the booth in a flash, Spencer right behind you as you stumble toward the door, your hand clamped over your mouth.Â
Youâve barely made it to the sidewalk when the drinks betray youâstraight onto Spencerâs shoes. The world blurs, and all you can think, mortified, is that youâve just broken one of the cardinal rules of dating.
Of all people it had to be Spencerâgerm-conscious, always-prepared Spencerâyour lovely boyfriend who at this moment youâre not sure you can ever look in the eyes again Spencer.Â
You donât have to look up to see the teamâs reaction as they round the corner, wide-eyed as they process what just happened. Derekâs mouth falls open in disbelief, Emily stares in shock, and Garcia whispers a dramatic, âOh, noâŠâ
Theyâre frozen. Because SpencerâSpencer, who uses hand sanitizer like itâs an extension of his arm, Spencer whoâs the first to scrunch his nose at anything remotely messyâhas just had his shoes christened in the worst way. You know theyâre waiting for Spencerâs reaction, the tense recoil, the carefully contained grimace.
But it doesnât come.
Instead, Spencer pauses, takes a measured breath, and steps closer to you, his hands steady on your shoulders. âHey,â he asks, voice low and soothing as he crouches to meet your gaze. âSweetheart, you okay?â He brushes your hair away from your face, his touch careful and kind.
âSpenceââ you mumble, your voice cracking with embarrassment. Your hands fly to cover your face. âIâm so sorry. Your shoesâoh my God, your shoesââ
Spencer shakes his head, a quiet laugh escaping as he crouches to steady you. His voice is impossibly gentle, calm in a way that eases the edges of your shame. âItâs fine. Theyâre just shoes,â he says softly, brushing a strand of hair away from your flushed face. âLetâs get you home, okay?âÂ
You nod, eyes shut, clearly mortified but he doesnât let you dwell on it. He takes your hand, his grip firm but gentle. For a brief moment, Spencer contemplates asking the bartender for a glass of water to rinse off the mess, but he glances at youâyour slightly swaying frame, the way your head droops just a littleâand decides against it.
Getting you home safely takes precedence over everything else. Shoes can wait. You canât.
Emilyâs mouth falls open slightly as she watches, âDid Reid justâŠ?â she murmurs, half to herself, as Derek gapes beside her. âDidnât think the kid had it in him,â Derek says, shaking his head, a grin slowly spreading. Garcia sniffs, dramatically dabbing at her eyes. âI knew he loved her, but this? This is another level.â she says letting out a dreamy sigh.Â
They linger, watching as Spencer guides you steadily toward the car with careful patience. He helps you in, crouching to fasten your seatbelt. Youâre still mumbling apologies, your voice thick with embarrassment, but Spencer doesnât falter. Instead, he shrugs off his jacket, draping it over your shoulders even as the mess on his shoes remains. Thereâs not even a hint of disgust on his faceâif anything, heâs focused, caring, murmuring words of reassurance as he tucks his jacket around you. His hand lingers on yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles in a silent promise that nothing about this has shaken him.Â
âIâm so sorry, Spence,â you whisper again, your voice small and heavy with guilt. âI ruined your shoes. And your jacket. Andââ
âItâs fine. Youâre fine. Besides, I was planning to throw them out anyway.â
You shake your head weakly, your tone petulant even through your embarrassment. âNooo, donât throw them out because of me.â
His lips twitch, amusement flickering in his eyes. âWell, what do you suggest I do with them, angel?â
âIâll wash them,â you declare, your words slow and sleepy.
Spencer raises an eyebrow, clearly entertained. âYouâll wash them?â
âMhmm,â you murmur, already halfway to drifting off against the seat.
âHow about we get you home first and then worry about the shoes, okay?â he says gently.
ââKay,â you whisper, your voice barely audible as sleep begins to take hold.
Spencer stands, glancing back at the bar where the team is gathered. Theyâre not even pretending to hide their stares anymore, and he knows heâs going to hear about this for weeks. He raises a hand in a small, sheepish wave before climbing into the driverâs seat.
Derek shakes his head, laughing softly. âHeâs gone,â he says, his voice carrying just enough awe to balance the humor. âKidâs completely gone.â
Emily doesnât need to ask what he means. Neither does Garcia. Because theyâve seen Spencer look at a thousand things with fascinationâbooks, theories, puzzles, statistics. But this?
This is something else entirely.
The ride home is quiet, save for the occasional slurred apology from you. Spencer reassures you with the same soft patience each time, his hand steady on the wheel and his gaze flickering to you every so often, checking to make sure youâre okay. By the time he gets you home, your protests have faded, replaced by the heavy pull of exhaustion.
His arm remains firm around your waist, steadying you as he helps you inside, careful and methodical in the way he moves. He guides you to the bathroom, where you try to freshen up, fumbling with the faucet and splashing water on your face. Spencer steps in without hesitation and takes over when your movements falter. His touch is featherlight, but thereâs no mistaking the care in every movement. The closeness makes your cheeks flush, though whether itâs from lingering embarrassment or something else entirely, youâre too tired to decipher.
âYou donât have to,â you murmur, your words sluggish but sincere.
âOf course I do,â he replies, his voice light but firm. âI want to.âÂ
He guides you to the bedroom with careful steps, his hand steady on the small of your back. Once there, he sets a glass of water on the nightstand, the gentle clink breaking the quiet.
âDrink,â he coaxes softly, his tone patient but firm.
You take the glass without protest, sipping obediently. Spencer watches, a small smile tugging at his lips. He considers making a playful comment about how quickly youâre drinking it nowâso much easier than earlierâbut he decides against it.
Youâve been through enough tonight, he thinks.
When he finally tucks you into bed, youâre too tired to resist. You mumble something incoherent, your hand brushing his as he leans in. Spencer pauses, his gaze lingering on your faceâpeaceful now, the traces of the eveningâs mishaps melting away. He presses a light kiss to your forehead, his lips lingering for just a moment longer than necessary.
Spencer steps out of the room, leaving the door cracked just enough to hear you if you call out. He lingers in the hallway for a moment, his shoulders sagging slightly now that the nightâs adrenaline has begun to wane. He glances down at his shoesâstill damp and stained. With a resigned sigh, he makes his way to the kitchen, grabbing a plastic bag. He slips the shoes inside, tying the bag tightly before heading outside. The cold air bites at his skin as he steps toward the dumpster behind his building.
He stands there for a moment, holding the bag. The sight of the shoes, oddly enough, makes him smile. Itâs ridiculous, he knows. Theyâre just shoes. Ruined, stained, completely unsalvageable. But theyâre also a reminder of tonightâa reminder of how heâd taken care of you, how youâd let him take care of you.Â
With a soft thud, the bag lands in the dumpster. Spencer dusts off his hands, turning back toward the building. When Spencer steps back into his apartment, the soft hum of the heater greets him, a gentle reminder of the warmth waiting inside. And there you are, standing in his shirt in the doorway of his bedroom. Spencer thinks it's a sight he'll never get tired of.
There's a pout tugging at your lips. âWhereâd you go?â you ask, your voice thick with sleep and just a hint of a whine.
âHad to throw out the shoes angel,â he says as he steps into the kitchen to wash his hands.
Your gasp is exaggerated like heâs just committed an unspeakable betrayal. âI thought I told you Iâd wash them!â you exclaim, your voice rising.Â
âAnd I thought I tucked you into bed,â Spencer counters, his laugh soft and full of affection. âWhy are you out of bed sweetheart?â
You shuffle closer, blinking up at him with drowsy eyes. âMissed you,â you say simply, your earlier outrage regarding the shoes already forgotten. âWanna cuddle.â
Spencerâs expression softens, but he gestures to his clothes. âIâm dirty,â he reminds you gently, âOutside clothes, remember?â
âChange then,â you reply stubbornly, tugging at his sleeve as though thatâs the simplest solution in the world.
âI need to shower first,â he says, his voice patient as he begins to guide you back toward the bedroom.
âI didnât shower either,â you argue, leaning heavily into his side as though that somehow strengthens your case.
âBecause youâre drunk,â he replies with a small smile.
âAm not,â you insist, though your tone is far from convincing.
âWanna tell that to my shoes?â Spencer teases, raising a brow.
You ignore him, brushing past his comment with a huff. âYouâll take too long,â you complain, your bottom lip jutting out in a pout. âIâll miss you.â
âAnd Iâll miss you too,â he replies, his voice tinged with amusement as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear.
âThen cuddle,â you plead, your tone slipping into that sing-song quality you know he canât resist. âPleaseeeâ
Spencer hesitates, the logical part of him warring with the sight of youâsoft, vulnerable, and looking at him like he hung the stars. He knows youâre usually the enforcer of the outside-clothes rule, a stickler for order when sober. But right now, youâre anything but sober, and he canât find it in himself to deny you.
âPleaseee,â you say again, drawing out the word for emphasis, âIâll buy you new shoes,â your eyes wide and imploring.
He knows you probably will.
âEnough about the shoes,â Spencer rolls his eyes fighting back a smirk, âJust help me change the sheets tomorrow,â he relents, his voice warm with affection.
He knows you probably wonât. But he lets you drag him toward the bed anyways.
You beam, looping your arms around his waist in triumph. âKnew you wouldnât say no,â you mumble into his chest.
Spencer laughs softly as you settle against him, burying your face in his chest with a soft, muffled sigh. He feels his heart swell in a way he canât quite put into words. Heâs never been one for messâfor dirt, grime, or anything out of place. Heck, he hadn't even wanted to shake your hand the first time he met you. Itâs in his nature to keep things neat, orderly, clean. But now, with you?
His shoes could be ruined, his clothes crumpled, and the night an absolute whirlwind. And still, all he can think about is how peaceful you look now, your eyelids fluttering shut as sleep starts to claim you.
Spencer presses a kiss to the top of your head, his hand moving in slow, soothing circles along your back.
For you and only you, he thinks, heâd make an exception every time.
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nobody knows - rafe cameron
summary: a secret relationship between the kook king the sweet innocent kook & bathroom sex
warnings: 18+, cursing, reader being jealous, alcohol, SMUT, slight choking, semi public sex, pinv
an: hiiii hope yâall enjoy <3 this is a lil shorter than my usual stuff. I need drew starkey bad !! Might turn this into itâs own lil universe
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This party was going to kill you. The scene in front of you calling for you to do something irrational. It was almost as if he wanted you to accidentally spill wine on Lindseyâs head.
The way her hand constantly found a place on his bicep has you gripping your glass a little tighter. The friendly smile on Rafeâs lips not helping ease your jealousy. Neither was the way he kept leaning down so he could hear her better, as if they were at a rave. It was a fairly small party for crying out loud there was no need for that.
If you had super powers the entire back yard would be lit up in flames with the way you were glaring at the pair. Of course he also wore that shirt you loved on him. The one you had mentioned on multiple occasions that it was your favorite.
You wished you could go over there and yank him down by the collar and smush your lips against his. Let everyone know that itâs your name heâs moaning at night and his lips and body that have your coming undone almost every night.
You wished everyone knew exactly what was going on between them. Then you wouldnât have to disguise your jealousy as a head ache. You knew it was because of you that the two of you snuck around but youâre starting to want things to change. You couldnât stand the sight of your man giving another woman attention.
âGarrett is such a dick I canât believe I didnât dump him sooner,â Her friend Nessa mumbled.
She hummed and nodded in agreement while finishing off the last of her wine. Not really paying attention to what her friend was saying.
âYouâve been quiet today. More than usual, all good?â Your friend Nessa asked.
You nodded, âYeah just have a head ache again.â
âThen lets get you another glass, being drunk will help with that,â Nessa grabbed your hand. She led you back over to the small cocktail bar that was set up which was right past Rafe and Lindsey.
As the pair of you passed them you pretended not to see Rafe. Obviously Rafeâs eyes followed you, not really paying attention to whatever the girl in front of him had been yapping about.
He was trying this new thing where he wasnât going to be an asshole to people. Unless they deserved it obviously, but it was really fucking hard when all he wanted to do was talk to you. The old him would have just ditched her mid sentence but thatâs not who he wanted to be.
He watched as you poured yourself some more wine, your friend going on about something as you nodded along. His pretty girl always being the best listener.
After a minute you said something to your friend before walking into the house. After a few seconds Rafe said something about going to the bathroom and left the babbling blonde behind. He didnât care he wanted to find you.
When he stepped inside he saw your half empty wine glass on the kitchen counter. He walked down the hall to the guest bathroom and knocked.
âIâll be out in a minute Ness!â You shouted from behind the door.
âItâs Rafe,â he said.
The locked clicked and the door opened to reveal your pretty frame. You had chosen to wear that dress he loves in the color he loves on you. He wasnât the only one who chose what theyâre wearing for a specific reason. You poked your head out and looked both ways before tugging him inside by the collar of his shirt. He chuckled at your antics
âDonât you think it looks more suspicious if weâre in here together?â He smirked with a raised brow. In all honesty he didnât really give a fuck if people saw you two together but he knows you arenât ready.
You rolled your eyes, âItâs not like you were flirting it up out there with Lindsey.â
His smirk widened at the realization that you were jealous. He liked how around everyone you were always sweet and polite, sometimes even a little timid. But with him it was a different story. He loved the way you talked back to him and rolled your eyes at him. He loved the dirty things that sweet innocent mouth said to him when he was relentlessly fucking you.
âYou jealous baby?â He stepped forward so the small of your back hit the counter.
Your scowl deepened as you crossed your arms, âNo.â
He reach up stroked your cheek gently. His eyes going down to your lips, âYou being a tough girl now. Come on baby you know she doesnât have anything on you.â
Your scowl softened, âWell it doesnât matter because itâs not like she knows that.â
Rafe leaned forward and kissed your cheek then your jaw and continued his way down to your pulse point, âIâll let her know, we can let everyone know princess. I can fuck you right here right now.â
You gasped at his words and at the scrape of his teeth on the sensitive skin of your neck, âRafe,â you practically moaned.
âDoesnât sound like youâre too opposed to that,â His finger slipped under your dresses strap and pulled it down. His lips kissing the newly exposed skin as he went down to your chest, âMake you scream my name as I bend you over.â
You wanted to talk back to him but you couldnât as your eyes fluttered shut. His hands had moved down your waist and to your thighs. Slowly dragging his fingertips up them until he plucked at your stringy underwear letting it snap back against your skin. He made you such an incoherent mess and you loved it.
With everything in you you mustered back a reply, âYou sure you want Lindsey to hear.â
He chuckled against the top of your breasts that were exposed. His fingers now pressing against your wet clothed cunt.
âIt seems like you want her to hear baby,â He pressed his fingers against your clit and rubbed soft circles, âlook at how wet you are huh. My dirty girl.â
A whimper escaped your lips at the sensation. His fingers slipped under your tiny panties and he slid them through your sopping cunt and groaned against your neck, âGod I love how you feel.â
You tugged his face up to meet your desperate eyes as you pulled him in for a kiss. You both moaned at the feeling. You loved when Rafe fucked you but you loved kissing him even more. His fingers picked up the pace a little against your throbbing clit. You could feel your wetness dripping down your legs.
âPlease let me fuck you right here baby,â He mumbled against your lips, âIâll do it so good. Iâll make you cum all over my cock.â
That whole being more nice thing Rafe was working on never applied to you. You were probably the only person on the island who had ever heard the kook king say please and thank you. Sometimes he even practically begged to fuck you or eat you out. You lived for it. It made your skin tingle and your tummy flutter.
You nodded your head, âYes Rafey.â
He pulled his fingers away from you and practically shoved them into your mouth. You loved it though, tasting yourself on his long thick fingers. Your tongue licking them clean. He bit his lip and groaned with hooded eyes. Rafe was utterly obsessed with you.
He pulled his fingers out with a pop and leaned in capturing your mouth in his in another searing kiss. It was sloppy and made your head spin. He pulled away spinning you around. Your hands landed on the counter to steady yourself as he hiked your dress up to your waist.
Rafe gave your ass a firm squeeze and took a few seconds to admire you on this position. He loved that he could still see your pretty face in the mirror, he could see just how fucked you were for him. Your swollen lips, hooded eyes, and messy hair all because of him. It made his heart beat faster and his ego grow. He loves that no one else has known you in this way until he came around.
You watched as he began to undo his pants and pull his thick cock out. You whimpered at the sight of him stroking himself a few times. Grabbing the tiny string of your panties he pulled it to the side before lining himself up with you.
âYouâre a fucking dream,â He groaned as he slipped his tip in. The warm wetness of your pussy making him throw his head back. Slowly he slotted himself in you. The feeling of you clenching around him already getting him so close.
âFuck youâre coming home with me,â He groaned as he began moving in and out.
You nodded with hazy lust filled eyes. Youâd do anything he asked of you. The feeling of him stretching you out was out of this world. You didnât understand how he was always able to hit that spot that had your back arching and mouth forming into an o.
He fucked you as quietly as he could. Rafe didnât give a fuck if people heard but he knew you did. Itâs not like you were embarrassed of Rafe and he knew that. It would just make things complicated if people knew. Thereâd be constant prying and knit picking at everything you two did and how you acted.
âOh Rafe,â you mumbled standing up so your back was against his chest. He groaned and wrapped one of his hands around your throat. Your head fell back against his shoulder.
Rafeâs other hand found itâs way to your chest. He pinched one of your nipples and squeezed your breast. He did the same thing to the other one before sliding down your stomach and to your clit. He rubbed circles as he continued to thrust into you.
He moved the hand that was around your throat to hold your jaw. Tugging your head down to look in the mirror.
âYou see that baby, He nodded towards your reflection, âsee how good you look when Iâm inside you. My girl takes me so damn well.â
âI-I mmmph oh Rafe,â you mumbled incoherently but he knew what you were trying to say. He could tell you were close by the way you tightened around him and the way you dripping down him.
âI know,â He groaned, âIâm there too.â A loud moan began escaping you but rafe moved his hand up quickly to cover your mouth.
âShit look at you, no one will ever compare. Fuck Iâm all yours,â He grunted.
Your moans were muffled by his big hand as you came. He wasnât farm behind as he buried his face in your neck as he came inside you.
âWell weâve never done that before,â you giggled.
He huffed a laugh, âIâm pretty sure weâve done that plenty of times before.â
You shook your head, âWeâve never done it in a bathroom at a party.â
He smirked as he pulled out of you and adjusting your clothes for you. He gave your ass a gentle slap, âI should make you jealous more often.â
You rolled your eyes and turned around to face him, âSo what if I was jealous.â
He kissed you, âYou have nothing to be jealous of. Iâm yours.â
You smiled softly as your heart swelled, âRafe maybe we should tell people.â
His eyes widened slightly, âReally?â
You couldnât help but laugh at his excitement, âmhmm I want to go on dates here in town. I want to be the one who has your attention all night and when I get too drunk you drive me home.â
He smiled, âSounds perfect.â
After fixing yourselves to look presentable again you opened the door and led Rafe out not really thinking. But before you could even step through the doorway you were face to face with Lindsey who had a scowl on her face.
âFinally,â she rolled her eyes but then she saw the person standing behind you, âoh thatâs where you disappeared to?â that scowl never leaving her.
Rafe nodded with a smirk, âMy girl needed me.â
You blushed as you stepped past her with Rafeâs hand in yours with smiles plastered on both your faces.
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FYBF (javier x f!reader)
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javier takes you home to prove that he can fuck you better than your boyfriend
this pwp was inspired by me having FYBF stuck in my head and the line "I prolly wouldn't treat you better, but I'd do you better"
tags/warnings: 18+ gratuitous smut, infidelity!, no condom, no editing, no y/n, no plot
đ€ i just wanna say that this one goes out to a special baddie and i hope she likes it when she reads it (happy belated bday @gothcsz this for u)
He canât take his eyes off of you. Every time the lights flash, illuminating your glowy skin and the fluid roll of your hips to the music, he tries to see everything all at once. Tries to map your body, plan exactly how heâd make you sing for him.Â
Youâre a vision. Feminine and fierce in a way that calls to him. The balance to his masculinity and the tenderness that he wears on his sleeve.Â
You arenât alone. Your friends are gorgeous too. The two of them surround you, smiling, twirling, and mirroring your rhythm. The three of you dance like the rest of the room is watching; like the rest of the room doesnât exist.Â
Youâre a playful trio, a dangerous trio. Grinding against each other. Bouncing between each other easily. Maybe youâre more than friends, he wonders, as you tease each other, tangling limbs, and winding your sweating bodies together. You all have magnetic energy. A gravity. The rest of the room orbits around the three of you.Â
But, Javier is drawn to you. Youâre graceful, yet powerful. Devastatingly sensual. He leans against the bar, shifting his weight on his feet, and wetting his lips. He surveys the rest of the club but always comes back to you. Itâs dark, loud, and hot with all of the bodies in the building.Â
He knows itâs a slim chanceâinterrupting the three of youâmaybe this is your girlâs night out or something. But then, the song changes to something more melodic. You thread your arms over your head, accentuating the lines of your body, exposing your smooth skin and your curves.
You might as well have a spotlight on you like itâs your revenge dance in a romance film.
Javierâs fingers are itching to touch you. He can feel the weight of your tits in his palms, taste the soft spot at the hinge of your jaw on his tongue, and feel the swell of your ass rubbing against â
Yeah, his dick can feel it, too. Twitching in his jeans. Javier tightens the fist at his side and he slams down the last of his drink. Discarding it on the bar without a glance backward. He canât turn away from you; he refuses to lose sight of you.Â
Your dress ripples, shining when the light hits you as you shift. It looks like it would be soft and slippery to the touch. Just like the rest of you. As your eyes shut and you sway, he decides youâre a fucking killer. You could take him apart moving just like thatâbut on his lap. You could end him with a look, fuck, he wants to see for himself.Â
Heâs on the move now. Compelled. You see him, running your eyes over his body. Itâs like a rose-colored path pulls him closer with every step. Javier knows itâs his chance to strike.Â
Heâs on you in a second, slipping in front of you with a compliment and asking, like a gentleman, if youâd give him a song. He doesnât miss the way you run your eyes down his body and back to meet his gaze. You like what you see, baby? It hangs on his tongue and crooked grin.Â
âSorry,â you murmur into his ear, not slowing down the roll of your body. âIâve got a boyfriend.â You grip the back of his head tightly, fingers woven into his hair. As if the strength of your grip is the only thing keeping your lips from finding each other. As if sharing the same breath with your noses nearly brushing each other isnât intimate.Â
âA boyfriend,â he repeats, not backing off. The club is dark, loud, and filled with hot, sweaty bodies. But when he dips closer and his lips brush your ear, you can hear every ounce of lust and challenge behind his next words. âIf you really want him, why are you apologizing?â His rich voice makes your veins buzz.Â
âSeems like youâre wanting me,â you retort in a silky voice, âI canât be what you need.â He runs his wide hands down your sides, wrapping around your waist. Itâs all too much, but fuck, you canât stop. Proving your point, he guides you, and youâre pliant for him. He turns you, pulling your hips towards his until the swell of your ass rubs along the hard line of his cock. âFuck,â you breathe out, imperceptibly.Â
âJust once,â he murmurs, his breath hot against your ear, making your skin prickle and your resolve falter. âJust tonight.â You almost laugh, almost scoff, but his hands tighten on your hips, guiding your movements like heâs already claimed you. The thrill of it, of how badly he wants you, sends a shiver down your spine.
âJust once,â you repeat, but it doesnât come out sharp or mocking. It sounds like surrender.
He tilts your head back, making you meet his eyes. His gaze is molten, the corners of his mouth curling into a smirk thatâs too knowing. âWhen you want more, weâll figure it out,â he says, so confident, so sure, it makes your chest tighten.
The nerve. The arrogance. You should roll your eyes, but instead, you find yourself staring at his lips, imagining how theyâd feel.
âYou think you can treat me better?â you ask, your voice sharp, deflecting, desperate to push him away before you actually fall into him.
âNah,â he admits with a small shake of his head, his honesty so casual it catches you off guard. It shouldnât make you laugh, but it does, softly, a sound that feels dangerously like complicity.
âBut Iâll fuck you better,â he adds, dead serious, the weight of his words crashing down on you.
Your breath hitches. Your cunt clenches around nothing, suddenly feeling devastatingly empty. Your body answers him before your mind can catch up. Rubbing against him, searching for more.Â
Your silence stretches, but it doesnât feel like victory. It feels like a test. Javierâs smirk deepens as if he already knows how this is going to end. His thumb brushes over your jawline, a featherlight touch that juxtaposes the ferocity in his gaze.
âYou know itâs true,â he murmurs, his tone dripping with amusement. âYour boyfriend,â he pauses, letting the word linger like an insult, âdoesnât even know how to make you look like this.â
âLike what?âÂ
âLike youâre thinking about how fast you can get me alone,â he says, cocky and unrelenting. Javierâs fingers slide lower, skimming across your waist. âTell me Iâm wrong.â
You donât. You canât.
âYou think youâre irresistible?â you fire back, your voice sharp, trying to cut through the haze heâs wrapping around you.
âI think you want to find out,â he murmurs, his lips hovering near yours. âI think youâll let me prove it.â
The heat in your stomach coils tighter. You want to push him away, but your body betrays you, pressing closer instead. His scentâspicy and richâwraps around you like a trap. The club feels suffocating, the music distant. All you can focus on is him.
âQuit playing,â you mutter, though your voice lacks conviction. âYouâre not that good.â
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his expression equal parts amused and predatory. âLet me show you.â
Before you can answer, or argue, he grabs your hand, lacing his fingers with yours. His grip is firm but not forceful, the silent question in his eyes daring you to say no.
The rational part of you screams to stop this. But the rest of you? The part thatâs been craving something more? That part wants to find out if he really is as good as he claims.
You part from him briefly, giving your friends a flimsy excuse. Then, turning back without a word, you let him lead you out of the club.Â
The car ride is quiet but electric. His hand stays on your thigh the entire time, the pressure just enough to keep your pulse racing. He doesnât talk. Doesnât need to. The smug tilt of his mouth says it all: he knows heâs won.Â
When you get to his place, he steps aside to let you in first. The door closes with a soft click, sealing the tension between you.
âYou want this?â he asks, leaning casually against the wall, like heâs giving you a choice but fully expecting your answer.
You should leave. Go him to your empty apartment. Call your boyfriend. But instead, you turn to Javier, arching a brow. âYour mouth only good for talking?â
His grin sharpens, all teeth and promise. "Oh, Iâm gonna ruin you." He pushes off the wall, arms unfolding and drawing you right toward his broad frame. You can feel the heat radiating off him, the strength in his body like a slow-moving tide, pulling you under.
Before you can fire back, heâs on you. His hands grip your hips, pulling you flush against him, and a shiver runs through you at the contact. Your body feels like itâs on fire, every inch of you hyperaware of him, of the weight of his hands on your skin, the hardness of him pressing against your stomach.Â
His lips find your neck first, trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses down your skin, his breath warm and intoxicating. Your pulse quickens. His touch is so deliberate. Knowing. His hands are everywhereâspanning your waist, sliding down to grip your ass, pulling you tighter against him, holding you like he canât get enough.
You feel the desire flooding through you, the way your body melts into his with such ease. You should stop. You should push him away, tell him you donât need this. But then his fingers dig into you, and your body responds before your brain can catch up. His grip on you is possessive, like he owns you already. You canât fight it. You donât want to fight it.Â
He walks you backward until youâre leaning against the wall, your heart pounding in your chest. You swallow, trying to steady yourself, but you feel weak. And then, he drops to his knees in front of you and you think you might actually combust.
âYou look good up there,â he teases, his voice husky, low. God, it does something to you when he speaks like that. His hands push up your skirt, his eyes locked on yours, daring you to look away. You donât. You wonât. He pulls your panties down and youâre on fire, aching for him. âBut youâre gonna look better after you come for me.â
The words make your cunt throb. Before you can think to respond, his mouth is on you. His tongue glides against you, the first slow, deliberate swipe making your knees buckle. You gasp, an involuntary sound that escapes your lips before you can stop it. Fuck. He works you over, teasing and tasting, sending shocks of pleasure through your body. Every stroke of his tongue feels like a sin, a slow burn that builds in the pit of your stomach.
His grip on your thighs tightens, fingers digging into your flesh, and you realize heâs holding you steady, keeping you in place. His hands feel so sure, so confident, pulling you deeper into him, his lips pressing against you with a hunger that leaves you breathless.
He doesnât rush. Of course he doesnât. Javier never rushes. He seems determined to take his time, to savor every moment, like heâs proving a point. You can feel the tension coiling tighter and tighter, his teasing strokes making you dizzy and needy.
âFuck, thatâs good,â he murmurs against you, the vibration of his voice pulling you in deeper. His breath fans across your skin, setting you alight, as he pulls back just enough to look up at you. Maddeningly confident, lips glistening from how wet heâs had you all night, his smirk is predatory. A warning. A promise.Â
A sight you know you wonât forget.Â
âAlready forgetting how to talk?â
You steady yourself against the wall, trying to summon some strength, some defiance, but your body is already betraying you. The heat in your core is almost unbearable now, and every flick of his tongue only makes it worse. You bite your lip, your eyes meeting his, willing yourself not to give in completely.Â
âYou think this is enough to ruin me? That you proved anything just by getting on your knees?â you challenge, your voice surprisingly steady, though your pulse is hammering in your ears. You donât want to admit it, that youâre already close, that youâll be getting off to the memory of his lips wrapped around your clit for weeks.Â
His eyes darken, a predatory glint flashing in them. He doesnât say a word, just grins. Slow, knowing, and dangerous the curve of his lips has you swallowing hard. He presses in closer, his body a wall of heat against yours. âOh, no,â he says, his voice low and dark with promise. âThis is just the beginning.â
Youâd roll your eyes at him for being cliche, but he dips his head back down and you know that heâs right. Youâre already lost, and itâs too late to turn back now.
His tongue and lips work with an intensity that leaves you breathless. He alternates between broad, sweeping strokes and more focused attention that sends lightning through your veins. The slick heat of his mouth is overwhelming, and every time you think youâve hit your limit, he finds a new way to drag you closer to the edge.
Your hands find his hair, tangling in the soft strands, holding him to you like youâd collapse if he stopped. âFuck,â you breathe, your voice breaking as his teeth graze you lightly, just enough to make your hips jerk.
âEasy,â he chides, pulling back just enough to flash that debased smirk. His face is flushed with exertion and the sight alone nearly undoes you. âStay with me.â
You manage a shaky laugh, tugging at his hair in retaliation. âStill right here,â you bite out, your voice laced with defiance.
His tongue works you in slow, torturous circles. He moans against you, the sound vibrating through your core, and the sheer pleasure of it has you arching into him, chasing the friction heâs so generously giving.
âYou taste so fucking good,â he groans, his grip on your hips tightening as he pulls you impossibly closer. âI could stay here all night.â
The thought makes your knees threaten to give out, and he notices, of course he does. His hands shift, one sliding up to steady you.
âDonât you dare stop,â you whisper, your voice a desperate plea.
He chuckles darkly, the sound muffled against you. âI wasnât planning on it.â
And true to his word, he doesnât let up, working you over with a skill and focus that makes you dizzy. Every flick of his tongue, every scrape of his teeth, every hot, open-mouthed kiss drives you higher and higher until youâre trembling. He adds his fingers, increasing the pressure, and multiplying the intensity. He uses them expertly, fucking into you with them and working in tandem with his mouth to flood your senses.Â
When you hit a peak that makes your muscles spasm, and euphoric waves radiate through you, itâs not quiet. Itâs a gasping, desperate sound that echoes in the room, and the satisfaction in his eyes as he watches only makes it ring deeper in your ears.
Before you can catch your breath, he rises to his feet, his lips curling into that same cocky smirk that got you here in the first place. âTold you,â he says, his voice low and rough, like heâs savoring every second.
âNot bad,â you manage, though your voice wavers as you lean back against the wall for support.
âNot bad?â he repeats, his grin turning wolfish. He steps closer, his body pressing against yours.Â
Javier doesnât let you recover. He brings you to his bed, stripping clothes off in such a frenzy you donât get the chance to really admire him. Heâs urgent. On a mission. Pulling you on top of him and hooking his hands under your thighs.Â
 âCome here,â he orders, his voice a low, commanding growl. âIâm not done.â
You start to protest, but heâs already moving, guiding you down onto him as he lies back against the mattress. He looks up at you, with clear desire, his hands gripping your hips like he owns you.
âRide my face,â he murmurs, his voice so dark itâs a weapon. âDonât get shy now.â
The challenge in his eyes leaves no room for hesitation. You settle over him, your thighs wobbly as his mouth finds you again. This time, thereâs nothing gentle about it, heâs relentless. Encouraging you to move, to use him, to drown him underneath you.Â
The sheer intensity of it makes your head fall back, a strangled moan spilling from your lips. The way he groans against you sends vibrations through your core until youâre barely able to hold yourself upright.
âIâm close,â you gasp, your voice raw and desperate.
That spurs him on. His hands tighten on your hips, guiding your movements, and when you finally break, itâs hot, overwhelming, and all-consuming. You collapse forward, panting, as he slowly eases you down from the high, his lips and tongue still working gently, reverently.
When you manage to lift your head, his grin is smug, his lips shining as he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. âHow was that?â he asks, his voice thick with satisfaction. âAm I still all talk?â
You glare weakly at him, but the fire in your chest betrays you. âShut up,â you mutter, collapsing beside him on the bed.
But Javier isnât done. He shifts above you, his body covering yours, his weight pinning you down in a way that makes you feel deliciously trapped. His hands roam your skin like heâs memorizing every curve. He presses kisses to your shoulders, your collarbone, the swell of your breasts, murmuring soft, filthy praises between each one.
He notices how sensitive you are and you can hear the delight in his discovery. âYou like that,â he declares. You can only hum in agreement as he rolls your nipples between his fingers. He takes his time, testing the ways you respond to his fingers, tongue, and teeth. Heâs quick, learning exactly what makes you gasp and whine.Â
Repeatedly working you up with soft swirls of his tongue over your hard nipples and rough pinches that make you squirm. He uses his teeth sparingly, but with finesse, keeping you on edge.Â
âGod, youâre perfect,â he says, his voice rough with awe.
Your breath stutters, his words striking something deep, but before you can respond, his mouth is on yours. His kiss is a slow burn, deliberate, his tongue darting out to taste yours.
âNot perfect,â you whisper.
Javier lifts his head, his dark eyes piercing. âWrong,â he purrs, his lips curving into a dangerous smirk. âYouâre perfect for me. Iâll make you believe it.â
Without another word, heâs back down between your legs, his mouth finding the sensitive skin at the juncture of your thighs. His tongue is hot and insistent, dragging every ounce of pleasure from you with ruthless efficiency.
He groans against you and your back arches off the mattress, a helpless cry spilling from your lips. âThere she is,â Javier murmurs, his voice muffled but dripping with smug satisfaction. âLet me hear it.â
âPlease,â you gasp, your hands gripping his hair, holding him to you greedily. He chuckles darkly, the sound reverberating through your body. âPlease, what?â
You need him to get over his oral fixation and fuck you already, but you canât find the words and your hands canât seem to let go. Heâs relentless and tapped into some sort of self-restraint and stamina you couldnât fathom. You strain your neck, tipping your chin to your chest to watch him work.
You canât tell if heâs this set on getting you off on his tongue to prove his merit to you, or if itâs more for him at this point. He uses everything. Nose, lips, tongue, chin. Inundating you with all of him. With one wide, heavy hand splayed across your lower stomach, he keeps you in place. His other hand keeps your thigh spread wide for him.Â
What does ruin youâthat you would never admit to himâhas nothing to do with his mouth or his hands. Itâs when you prop yourself up on your elbows, and you can see his hips rutting slowly into the mattress. It makes your eyes roll back. It confirms how badly he wants you in a way that feels more raw and vulnerable than any words he could say.Â
That knowledge obliterates you. Stealing your breath, and any control you have over your own muscles. You sink, body rolling and contracting with relief and satisfaction. Javier doesnât stop. He rides out your high, his tongue and lips coaxing aftershocks that leave you breathless and whimpering.
You relax, your hazy, pleasure-drunk mind is quiet and empty for a moment. He takes advantage of your pause, his fingers stroking over your sensitive skin, making you jolt, gasping his name.
His hand slides between your thighs, fingers slick and knowing as they stroke over the spot that has you gasping, your resolve crumbling with every second. âJavier,â you choke out, louder this time, your back arching off the bed.
âI know,â he murmurs, satisfaction dripping from his voice. The sound sends a thrill through you. He kneels between your legs, his body so broad and overwhelming as his hands grip your hips, positioning you just right. His cock presses against you, teasing, demanding, too much, too soon, yet it feels like the only thing your body craves.Â
He shifts his hips slightly, and the tip of his cock nudges against your entrance. Your breath hitches. You feel the heat of him, the weight, the promise of how he intends to ruin you.
âGoing to make sure you donât forget me,â he says in a low, gravelly voice, and your body responds to the dominance in his words, buzzing for whatâs next. He pushes into you slowly, inch by inch. His eyes never leave yours, dark and intense, watching you as if he can see straight into your soul.
Holy fuck. The stretch is overwhelming but it feels so right, so perfect. Every nerve is on fire, each sensation magnified as he moves deeper. God, he feels good. Sinking in so slowly, you canât breathe, canât think. Just the feeling of him inside you, claiming you completely.
âFeel that?â he murmurs, his voice a low growl, the vibrations of his voice reverberating through you. âI want you to remember every second of this. Every inch of me.â
You try to hold on, but itâs impossible. His voice is lethal. The heat of his body against yours, the way his cock fills you completelyâitâs all you can do to stay lucid, but you want more. Your nails dig into his shoulders, your head falling back as he reaches the end of you, as deep inside of you as he can get. Your chest rises and falls with shallow breaths.
Javier groans, the sound almost painful. Hungry. His hands grip your hips like heâs holding himself back, the tension in his body taut, coiled, ready to snap. Heâs holding back? The thought is enough to make you moan again.
âPerfect for me. Just like I knew you would be.â
The words make your walls clench and flutter around him. Heâd use that against you if he wasnât trying desperately to keep it together now that he knows what it feels like to be inside of you. Thereâs nowhere to look to steady himself. Your face glows, drunk from the orgasms and his praise, your tits glisten with sweat and his salivaâhe slams his eyes shut only to see every detail of you just the same. Another deep breath and he presses on.Â
His pace is slow at first. Sawing into you with torturous precision. Each thrust designed to make you feel all of him.Â
It doesnât stay slow for long. His pace picks up, a steady rhythm that makes you writhe. You want to beg, but you donât know what it is you need. He gives it to you hard, hips snapping as he grunts from the effort. Knocking all of the guilt youâd been smothering right out of your mind.
His force overwhelms you, destroying you with bliss and a floaty time-warping joy. Altering your future, distantly you know youâll be forever changed because of him.Â
He doesnât stop. Oblivious to the seismic impact heâs having on your pussy and future.Â
He shifts his position, pulling you upright with effortless strength. Just like in the club as he rolled against you, you fit together so perfectly itâs obscene. You instinctively wrap your legs around his waist, mindless as he fills you with his cock again, deeper at this new angle. Youâre at his mercy. Intoxicated by the way his length tortures every nerve inside of you.Â
His face is still steeped in concentration and satisfaction, but thereâs something else that makes you study his eyes. The more of a mess you are the more his pride swells, but itâs not about proving his point to you. Itâs about proving something to himself. A whisper of vulnerability hides behind his words. Youâre too out of it to understand what it means. Just aware thereâs something more.Â
âYou feel that?â he growls, using his deliciously bruising grip to give you the support to bounce along his cock. His lips brush your ear as you flicker between the sensory overload and the clawing, hot need to come again. âThis is what youâve been missing. What youâll be thinking about when youâre with him.â
You know heâs right. You can only nod your head, chanting yes in rhythm with his hips snapping into you.Â
You bury your face in his neck, your breath coming out in short, desperate bursts, the sweet torture of him driving you wild. His hand slides between your bodies, his thumb finding your swollen, sensitive clit and rubbing, and you break again, your body shattering, surrendering to him.
Your nails rake down his back, desperate for release, as you bounce against his slick, toned body.Â
But heâs not done. On a warpath. If he only gets one night, heâs going to make it a guarantee.Â
He lays you back down with a shift of his body, his hands sliding under your thighs to lift your hips, angling you perfectly. The new position sends you into another realm, your body is his and all he wants to do is wring out every last ounce of pleasure within you. Over and over again.
âLook at me,â he commands, his voice low, rough, and dangerous. You force your eyes open, your gaze meeting his, dark and hungry, and in that moment, you know thereâs no turning back.
âI want to see your face when you come for me.â
Each word will be etched into your mind forever. When you dream of him, when you touch yourself, every time you close your eyes.Â
His thumb presses against your clit again; itâs rapturous. You come undone beneath him, your body trembling violently, your voice hoarse as you call out his name and a string of curses.Â
He follows seconds later with a broken groan. He buries himself deep, giving himself over to you, his cock pulsing with the same urgency to fill you as your cunt clenches in desperation to milk him dry.Â
He collapses onto his forearms above you, his breath hot and uneven against your skin as you both come down, the room heavy with the sound of your ragged breathing.
âThatâs it,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your temple. âBreathe.â
The affection and tenderness soothe something deep within you, and for a moment, all you can do is bask in the connection and the depth of something you canât name. Until it shifts.Â
The haze begins to clear, reality creeps back in.
His laugh is low and dangerous, a sound of pure victory.Â
Javier shifts beside you, his hand sliding possessively over your hip, but your mind is already racing.
Panic bubbles up in your chest as you sit up, reaching for your clothes. Javier watches you with a satisfied smirk, clearly unbothered by your sudden urgency.
âYou donât want to stay?â he teases, his voice lazy and smug.
You shoot him a sharp look, your hands trembling as you smooth down your dress. âYouâre insufferable,â you mutter, but he sees through you.
âMaybe,â he says, propping himself up on one elbow, his gaze raking over you with dark amusement. âBut youâll still think about me when you see him.â
His words hit like a gut punch, and you bite your lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response. You wonder if youâll ever be able to stop thinking about him.Â
âSee you Monday?â he says, his tone deceptively casual, but the smirk on his face is anything but.
Your stomach flips at the reminder. Monday. At work. Where Javier works. Where your boyfriend works.
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Silent strain | part vii
outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader
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summary: Joel still holds on to the idea of ââgiving you the world even though everything feels broken.
w.c: 9k>
warnings: angst, mentions of murder, mentions of death, panics attacks, fluff.
a/n: Hello! I have to be honest. I don't feel really connected to this story since I stopped thinking about it for 3 weeks. I don't know if this chapter makes sense at all. I went to my drafts and tried to join all the different ideas I had written for this chapter đ I didn't want to end this story here and there will be one more chapter đ„ș thanks for your patience and sorry for my outbursts. By the way thank you so much on all the love you had given to my marcus acacius fic that one was carefully written haha âš Reblogs and comments are always appreciated. Happy reading đ
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For the last few days, the house had been quiet.
Unbearable quiet.
The air seemed to be charged with some kind of machiavellian aura. You could breathe the fear coming out your lungs mingling in it with it in some kind of joke. Because after a long time of surviving and doing everything, you could to arrive to a place where you could come to close your eyes at night without the fear of being murdered. The dream faded.
After a long time, you felt hopeless and scared.
After a long time, you had to face the imminent death of someone you loved.
Your biggest fear.
You had seen your sister died before your eyes when the world became mad. You saw Tess died sacrificed for you all, and now, you almost lost your daughter.
Joel hadnât left your side since you were dismissed from the infirmary.
He had been watching you. At nights when you were finally sleeping, he kept himself awake just to see you sleep and making sure you were fighting your demons in your dreams.
It cut him deep in the heart to feel it, to hear it, and to acknowledge. The sight of you, every day in front of the window with your arms crossed around your middle as a shield from the outside broke his heart. Joelâs heart ached as he watched you, your usual force now cloaked in fear.
The soft light from this morning highlighted the bruise on your face, the purple and blue tones reminding the events that had happened just a few days ago. He hated it, the mark on your skin, the haunted look in your eyes, the way your hands shook no matter how tightly you tried to hold yourself together.
The ring he had given you laid on your finger, shining as the only light you could see during the clouding morning.
He hated this. He hated that someone had dared to put that mark on you, hated that he hadnât been able to stop it before it happened. But more than anything, he hated seeing the fire in you dimmed, replaced by this trembling fear he didnât recognize in you.
You had been holding Rosie close every day. The grip on her became almost desperate, like you were afraid she might slip away if you let go, and Joelâs chest tightened at the sight.
And the moments like this, when she was lost in sleeping dreaming about butterflies, you were gripping your arms around your middle, again and again.
Joel cleared his throat softly, not wanting to startle you, but enough to pull you from whatever dark thoughts were haunting you. âHey,â he said, his voice low and gentle, like it was meant to keep the fragility of the moment intact. âYouâre gonna wear a hole in that spot if you keep standinâ there.â
You glanced over your shoulder at him, the tiredness in your eyes making his stomach churn. But you didnât speak, just offered a faint smile that didnât quite reach your face before turning your gaze back out the window.
He stepped closer, his boots barely making a sound on the wooden floor. âHey,â he said softer this time. âYouâve been standinâ there all morninâ. Come sit with me.â
âI donât want to.â You replied, âIâm lookingâŠwhenever he comes back. Iâm going to kill him.âÂ
Joelâs breath caught in his throat at your words. The cold, steely tone in your voice sent a chill down his spine. It wasnât just the anger, heâd seen you angry before, it was the edge of pain buried underneath it, sharp and raw.
He studied you for a moment, the way your jaw was clenched, your arms still wrapped tightly around yourself like you were holding something in. Joel sighed softly, stepping closer until he was right beside you, his hand brushing against your arm. âI know youâre hurtinâ,â he said carefully. âI know youâre angry. Hell, Iâm angry too- â
You didnât look at him, your gaze fixed on the horizon like you were waiting for some shadow to reappear. âHe hurt her, Joel. Hurt Rosie. And he-â Your voice cracked, and you swallowed hard, fighting to keep it steady. âHe tried to kill me.â
âI know,â Joel said, his voice heavy. He wanted to reach for you, to pull you into his arms, but he didnât. Not yet. âAnd if it comes to it, Iâll be the one to handle it. You donât gotta carry that on top of everythinâ else. That ainât who you are anymore.â
Finally, you turned to him, your eyes blazing with a despair âYou donât get to tell me who I am, Joel,â you snapped, your voice trembling. âYou think I donât know what killing him means now that we are here? But do you think I care? He almost took Rosie from me. I canât--I wonât let him get away with that.â
Joelâs jaw tightened, the weight of your words cutting into him. He reached up, brushing a strand of hair from your face with a tenderness that contrasted the fire blazing for your words.
Tears welled in your eyes, and you looked away again, shaking your head. âI canât sleep well, I canât breathe, knowing he might come back.â
Joelâs hand moved to your shoulder, grounding you. âWeâll protect her,â he said firmly. âIâll protect you. I swear to God, heâs not gonna hurt either of you again. I wonât allow that.â
You blinked and turned to look at him, your eyes glassy with tears. âI just... I canât stop thinking about what couldâve happened,â you murmured, your voice trembling. âIf you hadnât been there, Joel... if Paul had...â
Joel shook his head quickly, cupping your face gently, his thumb brushing over the unbruised side. âBut he didnât. I was there, and Iâll always be there. No oneâs gonna hurt you or Rosie again, you hear me?â
Your lower lip quivered, but you nodded, the tears finally spilling over. âI feel so stupid. Iâve faced worse before, but now... I canât even step outside without panicking.â
He wrapped an arm around you, pulling you into his chest, holding you as if he could shield you from the world. âYouâre not stupid,â he said firmly.
You buried your face in his chest, breathing in the familiar scent of him, and for the first time in days, you felt a flicker of safety amidst the storm. âI donât know what Iâd do without you,â you whispered.
Joel kissed the top of your head, his lips lingering there for a moment. âYouâll never have to find out, darlinâ. Never.â
âNever leave me, pleaseâ you whispered, your voice trembling as your eyes locked with his. The love in Joelâs gaze was overwhelming, deep and steady, like it could ground you even in the midst of your unraveling. In that moment, it felt as though he could heal every wound in the world just by looking at you like that.
He didnât say anything right away, but his hands cupped your face gently, his thumbs brushing away the tears that clung to your skin. His touch was so tender, it almost broke you all over again.
âIâm here,â he said, his voice rough but steady. âAlways. I ainât goinâ anywhere.â
The weight of his words, the sheer promise in them, weakened you. You leaned in, pressing your lips to his with all the love, fear, and gratitude coursing through you. The kiss wasnât hurried or frantic; it was deep, purposeful, filled with everything you couldnât put into words.
Joel responded with equal intensity, his hands steadying you as if anchoring you to him. The kiss deepened, and you poured every single feeling you had for him into it, your love, your fear, your desperate need for him to know just how much he meant to you.
When you finally pulled back, your forehead rested on his neck. His eyes stayed on you, dark and filled with so much love it left you almost breathless.
âYou are my world,â he murmured, his voice rough with honesty. âThere ainât nothinâ thatâs ever gonna take me away from you.â He paused, âNo Paul, not even Tommyâ he said, finally allowing himself to be angry with his brother for not acting properly when you needed.
You smiled softly, your fingers lifted, tracing the familiar lines of his face. âYou heal me, Joel,â you whispered. âIn ways I didnât think were possible.â You sighed, âIâve slept just because you are by my side,â you whispered, your voice trembling with the vulnerability you rarely showed.
Joel's eyes softened at your confession, the lines of his face etched with worry and love. He pulled you closer, wrapping his arms securely around you, as if shielding you from everything outside your small, shared world.
âIâll always be here,â he said, his voice firm but gentle. âNo oneâs gonna hurt you again, not while Iâm breathinâ. And Iâm not goinâ anywhere.â He tilted your chin up slightly, meeting your gaze with an intensity that both comforted and steadied you. âYou believe me, donât you?â
You nodded, a tear slipping down your cheek. âI do,â you whispered. âI just... I donât want to lose you, Joel. Not again. You mean everything to me. Rosie and Ellie need you. I need you.â
His lips pressed into a firm line as he kissed your forehead, lingering there for a moment before speaking. âYou wonât lose me. Not to this world, not to anyone.â His tone carried a weight of conviction that made you believe him, despite the dark corners of your mind that tried to tell you otherwise.
You let out a shaky breath, your fingers clutching the fabric of his shirt as if holding on to him could ground you further. âI love you,â you said, the words spilling out with a mix of desperation and relief.
Joel tightened his embrace, his hand cradling the back of your head. âI love you too, darlinâ. More than Iâll ever be able to say.â
The days that followed, the tension between Joel and Tommy hung in the air like a storm cloud, heavy and unrelenting. The anger in Joelâs chest refused to leave and every time he thought about Paul, about what he had done to you, about Rosie crying in your arms, about Tommy and Mariaâs insistence on letting him live because he was the most capable doctor in Jackson, made his blood boil.
Joel stayed distant, avoiding Tommy whenever he could. But the inevitable day came when Tommy finally showed up at your door.
The sound of footsteps outside was followed by a knock. You opened the door cautiously, seeing Tommy standing there, his posture tense, but his face holding a mix of determination and concern. He wasnât going to let this go.
âCan we talk?â Tommyâs voice was low, almost pleading, as he stood at the threshold, not pushing any further without an invitation.
You glanced back at Joel, who stood in the corner of the room, his arms crossed, jaw clenched. His posture was rigid, his anger simmering just beneath the surface. You could feel the weight of his gaze on Tommy.
âYouâre here now,â you said quietly, your gaze flicking between the two men. "Letâs just talk. Itâs time to sort this out.â
Tommy looked at you, grateful for your willingness to listen, but then his eyes moved to Joel. âIâm not here to argue,â he said, his voice steady but carrying a hint of frustration. âI just want to make sure you both understand why I did what I did. Maria and I- we thought it was best for Jackson.â
Joel stepped forward then, his voice tight, filled with a simmering anger. âBest for Jackson?â he spat; his words heavy. âYou think keeping Paul around is what's best? After what he did to my family? After what he did to her?â His gaze flicked to you, and his face twisted with pain and rage.
Tommyâs face faltered slightly, but he stood firm. âWe canât just murder people, Joel. Weâve got to think about the bigger picture here.â
âThe bigger picture?â Joelâs voice broke through the silence, louder now. âThe bigger picture is you letting him get away with what he did. You think a doctorâs skills are worth more than the safety of someone?â
You stepped in between the two men, your hand on Joelâs chest, trying to diffuse the tension that had only escalated. âJoel.â you said softly, your voice firm yet gentle.
Joelâs anger didnât subside, but he took a deep breath, his gaze hardening as he met Tommyâs eyes. âI get it, Tommy. I do. I get you donât kill people. But this is not about you or me. Itâs About her, about Rosie.â He nodded toward you, his voice softer but still filled with that quiet fury. âYou failed us, and Iâm not gonna forget that.â
Tommyâs face tightened, but he didnât flinch. âIâm not asking you to forget,â he said, his voice growing quiet, but steady. âIâm asking you to try to understand. I had to make a choice. And Iâm sorry it hurt you. I didnât want that. But we canât just act on anger. Itâll destroy us all.â
The silence between them was heavy, the weight of their words hanging in the air. Joelâs eyes narrowed, and for a moment, the two brothers just stood there, glaring at each other. You could feel the tension in the room, the hurt, the unresolved conflict.
âIâm gonna kill him, Tommyâ you say, leaving no room to even think about an answer. The words left your lips before you could even stop them. You meant it, if you were just speaking out of fear, anger, or something deeper. But in that moment, it felt real. It felt like the only thing that made sense.
Tommyâs face paled; his eyes wide in disbelief. He took a step back, as if your words had physically hit him.
âDonât say that,â Tommy said, his voice shaky now. âYou canât mean that. No matter what Paul did, thatâs not-â He looked to Joel, who stood silent, his jaw clenched tightly as his gaze fixed on you.
Joelâs expression didnât soften. His eyes were filled with an intensity you knew all too well, but it wasnât just anger anymore.
âI canât let him hurt us again,â you continued, your voice steady. âNot after what he did. To me. To Rosie.â Your hands tightened into fists at your sides, the thought of what Paul done still fresh. âHe canât be allowed to walk away from this.â
âI get it. I know how much you hate him. How much you want to make him pay. But thatâs not the wayâ he said, trying to open a door to your own feelings and make to see you beyond the anger.
You shook your head, the frustration bubbling up. âYou donât understand. You knew what he did and you did nothing to stop it.â You could feel the tears threatening to spill again, but you fought them back. âI canât just let it go.â
Joelâs gaze softened at you, and he gently cupped your face, his thumb brushing against your cheek. The tenderness in his touch was a stark contrast to the rage that was building inside you.
âI donât want you to become like him,â Joel whispered, his voice cracking with emotion. âI donât want you to lose yourself in this. Youâre better than that.â
Tommy stood quietly behind Joel; his face pained. He opened his mouth as if to say something, but the words caught in his throat. He looked between you and Joel, his hands rising in a gesture of helplessness.
âPlease,â Tommy said softly, the weight of his voice more sincere now. âI donât want to lose you both. Not like this.â
There was a long silence, the tension between the three of you palpable. You could feel the storm brewing in your chest, the fury, the fear, and the loss. But looking at Joel, his eyes filled with that quiet, unshakable love, something in you began to still, just slightly.
âJoelâŠâ You whispered, your voice cracking as you tried to hold onto your resolve. But the reality of the situation hit you, the sheer weight of everything that had happened.
Joelâs hand never left your cheek, and he pulled you closer, his body shielding you, his love steadying you. He didnât need to say anything more. The silence spoke volumes, louder than any words ever could.
For the first time in days, the raw anger inside you began to dull, if only for a moment. And in that moment, you knew what he was trying to do.
 keep you whole.
You closed your eyes, letting out a shaky breath as Joel held you, his strength grounding you in a way words never could. The storm within you hadnât passedâit was still there, simmeringâbut his touch, his love, gave you a moment of clarity.
âI donât know how to let this go,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. Your fingers clung to the fabric of Joelâs shirt, desperate for something solid, something real. âI can still feel it, Joel. What he did. How he made me feel powerless. How he put our daughter at risk.â
Joel nodded, his jaw tightening as he pulled you closer. âI know, darlinâ. I know.â His voice was thick with emotion, his own rage barely contained. âBut youâre not powerless. Youâve got me. Youâve got Rosie. Weâll face this together. You donât have to carry this alone.â
Tommy shifted uncomfortably in the background, his hands shoved into his pockets. He looked at the floor, at the walls, anywhere but directly at you. When he finally spoke, his voice was hesitant but firm. âPaulâs gone. I made sure of it. Heâs not coming back here. He doesnât get to hurt you or your family again.â
You opened your eyes, pulling away from Joel just enough to look at Tommy. âGone where?â you asked, your tone sharp despite the exhaustion in your voice.
Tommy met your gaze, his face solemn. âOut of Jackson. Banished. Heâs on his own now. Thatâs his punishment.â
It wasnât enough. Not for you. But the flicker of guilt in Tommyâs eyes told you it was the best he could do under the circumstances.
âBanished?â Joelâs voice cut through the tension like a knife. âThatâs supposed to make up for what he did? You think thatâs justice, Tommy? Letting him walk away alive?â
Tommy winced but stood his ground. âItâs all I could do, Joel. You know that. Maria and Iââ
âMaria.â Joelâs voice was laced with bitterness, his lips curling into a sneer. âOf course, Maria had a say in this. She always does.â
âDonât do that,â Tommy shot back, his tone defensive. âDonât make this about her. Sheâs trying to keep this place together, same as me.â
Joel shook his head, his grip on you tightening protectively. âThis ainât about Jackson. This is about family. And you sure as hell didnât act like it when you let him off easy.â
The tension in the room thickened, the weight of Joelâs words pressing down on all of you. Tommy opened his mouth to respond but stopped himself, his shoulders slumping in defeat. âIâm sorry,â he said finally, his voice low. âI didnât mean to let you down. Either of you.â
You watched him carefully, the sincerity in his voice softening your anger but not extinguishing it. You leaned into Joel, your voice steady but quiet. âWe needed you to protect us, Tommy. And you didnât.â
Tommyâs face fell, and for a moment, he looked lost, like the younger brother Joel used to shield from the world. âIâll do better,â he said after a pause. âI promise.â
Joel didnïżœïżœïżœt respond immediately. Instead, he looked down at you, his eyes searching yours for any sign of what you wanted. You gave him a small nod, your fingers brushing against his hand.
âFine,â Joel said gruffly, his tone still heavy with distrust. âIf he comes back, if he so much as looks in our direction, I wonât wait for you to make the call.â
Tommy nodded solemnly, knowing better than to argue. âHe wonât,â he said. âIâll make sure of it.â
With that, Tommy turned to leave, pausing at the door. âI meant what I said,â he added, looking back at both of you. âIâll do better.â
Joel didnât respond, his attention already back on you as the door clicked shut behind his brother. His hands cupped your face, his thumb brushing away the tears that had spilled during the heated exchange.
âYou, okay?â he asked softly, his voice a stark contrast to the anger heâd directed at Tommy moments ago.
You nodded, though the ache in your chest lingered. âI will be,â you whispered, leaning into his touch. âAs long as I have you.â
The sun hung low in the sky, casting a golden hue over Jackson as you stepped outside for the first time in days. The cool breeze felt foreign on your skin, and the familiar hum of life around the town was both comforting and unnerving. People moved about, their voices mingling in the air, but it didnât take long for you to notice the glances, those fleeting, pity-filled looks that made your stomach twist.
Joel had left early for patrol, a reluctant decision that youâd seen weigh on him. Before leaving, heâd turned to Ellie, handing her the silent responsibility of looking out for you. She had protested initially, grumbling about not being a babysitter, but her eyes had softened when she looked at you. Joel knew, as did you, that Ellieâs sharp wit and unwavering loyalty were exactly what you needed to ground yourself amidst the whispers of the town.
âCome on,â Ellie said now, falling into step beside you. âLetâs go to the stables. I think is time to introduce you to Shimmer.â
You gave her a small smile, grateful for her enthusiasm. âThink so? I havenât exactly been good company lately.â
âDonât start with that,â Ellie replied, her tone firm but not unkind. âPeople in this place donât know what theyâre talking about half the time. Who cares what they think? Youâre way tougher than any of them.â
Her words stirred something in you, a small flicker of strength you hadnât felt in days. âThanks, Ellie.â
She shrugged, her usual smirk returning. âYeah, yeah. Donât get all mushy on me.â
The two of you made your way through Jackson, the familiar paths slowly feeling less daunting with Ellie by your side. She talked about anything and everything, her rambling stories pulling you away from the stares and murmurs. By the time you reached the stables, you almost felt like yourself again.
As you ran your fingers along Shimmerâs mane, Ellie leaned against the stall door, watching you with an expression that was rare for her, soft and patient.
âYâknow,â she started, her voice quieter now, âJoel worries about you a lot.â
You nodded, your hand still brushing against the horse. âI know he does. I worry about him, too.â
Ellie hesitated, as if weighing her next words carefully. âYou donât have to be okay all the time. Itâs fine if youâre not. But...youâre important to him. And to me. So, if you need anything, just...say it, okay?â
The lump in your throat was back, but this time it wasnât from fear or sadness. It was gratitude, pure and simple. You turned to Ellie, her usual tough exterior softened just enough to let her sincerity shine through.
âThank you, Ellie,â you said, your voice steady. âFor everything.â
She grinned, her cocky demeanor sliding back into place. âYeah, yeah. Donât mention it. Now letâs get moving before Joel gets back and freaks out because youâre not at the house.â
You laughed softly, the sound surprising both of you. For the first time, you felt like you were taking a step, however small, toward reclaiming the part of yourself that Paul had tried to steal.
Joel would come home later, his expression softening the moment he saw you standing in the kitchen, Ellie at your side, and Rosie cooing softly in your arms. The sight of you holding her, your face showing a glimmer of the strength he had always admired, eased the tension in his chest.
âHey,â he said, his voice low and warm as he stepped inside, shutting the door behind him. His gaze lingered on you, taking in the small smile that graced your lips as you bounced Rosie gently.
âHey,â you replied, meeting his eyes. There was still a shadow of everything youâd been through, but there was also something moreâhope.
Rosie reached out a tiny hand toward Joel, her soft babbles filling the room as she wriggled excitedly. Joel couldnât help the grin that spread across his face as he walked over, pressing a gentle kiss to her head before turning his attention back to you.
âYou been good today?â he asked, his hand coming to rest on your waist, grounding you in that quiet, unshakable way only he could.
âIâve been okay,â you admitted, glancing at Ellie. âEllie made sure I didnât completely lose it.â
âDamn right I did,â Ellie said with a smirk, though her tone was laced with affection. âYou should thank me. I couldâve let her go feral.â
Joel chuckled, his fingers brushing your cheek. âThanks, kid. Knew I could count on you.â
Ellie shrugged, playing it cool, though her smile betrayed her pride. âYeah, yeah. Donât get sappy on me.â
Rosie giggled in your arms, her tiny hands now tugging at Joelâs shirt. He let out a low laugh, taking her from you and cradling her against his chest.
âYou been keepinâ your mama company, huh?â he murmured to Rosie, his tone soft as she babbled in response.
You watched the two of them, a warmth spreading through your chest. Despite everything, despite the weight of the past days, there was this, your family. It wasnât perfect, and it wasnât easy, but it was yours.
And as Joel wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close while still holding Rosie, you realized that no matter how rocky the road ahead was, youâd face it together.
Later that night, the house had settled into a calm quiet. You and Joel were in your bedroom, the soft glow of the bedside lamp illuminating the space. Joel sat on the edge of the bed, running a hand through his hair while you folded Rosieâs tiny clothes, setting them neatly in a small basket by the dresser.
A knock on the door broke the silence.
âCome in,â you called, glancing up to see Ellie poking her head inside.
âJust wanted to say goodnight,â she said casually, but the softness in her eyes revealed more.
You smiled warmly, setting down the clothes. âGoodnight, Ellie. Thank you for today.â
Ellie waved a hand, brushing off your gratitude. âIt was nothing. Just, you know⊠donât go all weird again, okay? Makes me feel like I gotta be responsible or somethinâ.â
Joel chuckled from his spot on the bed, his gruff voice carrying a note of fondness. âYouâre plenty responsible, kid. More than you give yourself credit for.â
Ellie scoffed but didnât argue. Instead, she gave you a small smile, her gaze lingering on you for a moment. âNight, guys.â
âGoodnight, Ellie,â you and Joel said in unison, watching as she closed the door behind her.
The room fell quiet again, the air filled with a comfortable stillness. Joel shifted, standing to walk over to where you stood. His hands settled on your waist, his touch firm but gentle.
âGot somethinâ I wanna ask you,â he said, his voice low.
You looked up at him, curiosity flickering in your eyes. âWhat is it?â
Joel took a deep breath, his eyes scanning your face as if searching for the right words. âYou know⊠maybe we couldâŠâ He paused, seeming almost unsure, then continued, his voice quiet but filled with a flicker of hope. âMaybe we could find a farm. Somethinâ out there, for us to live together. Rosie could grow up there, maybe Ellie could come too.â
A small smile crept onto your face, the idea warming something deep within you. The thought of a place away from the constant need to survive, a place where Rosie could learn what it meant to grow up safely, it was more than youâd ever thought to hope for.
You squeezed Joelâs hand, meeting his eyes. âIâd love that,â you murmured, imagining the life you could have together on that farm. âBut maybe⊠letâs give Rosie a bit more time. Let her grow a little. Sheâs just starting to get to know this world, and Jacksonâs safe for now.â
Joelâs face softened; his eyes filled with a warmth that made you feel completely at home. âYeah,â he said, nodding thoughtfully. âAinât no rush. Just⊠itâs good to have somethinâ to look forward to. Somethinâ better for her. For us.â
You leaned into him, letting the silence settle over you, both of you holding onto that shared vision. A little farm, a life of peace, a future beyond the fight, one that you could finally believe in.
âWherever you go, Iâll follow you, Joel. Always.â
He let out a breath, his shoulders easing, and a quiet smile formed on his face. âGuess Iâm the luckiest damn fool in this world, then.â
His words made you smile, and you closed the small space between you, resting your head on his shoulder as his arms wrapped around you. The warmth of his embrace felt like the safest place in a world that had taken so much, yet somehow, you had found each other. And that was more than either of you had ever thought to hope for.
His lips brushed over your forehead, your cheeks, your nose, each kiss tender and deliberate, as though he wanted to mark every part of you with the love he felt.
âWeâre gonna get married,â he repeated, his voice low but steady, as if speaking it aloud made it more real. His fingers traced soft circles on your back, his touch reassuring and protective. âThen weâll make that farm happen. A place for Rosie, for us. Maybe some chickens, a couple of goats. Weâll figure it all out.â
You laughed softly, the sound light in the quiet room. âChickens and goats, huh? You planning on becoming a farmer, Miller?â
âDonât see why not,â he said with a small grin, his eyes twinkling with a rare spark of humor. âFigure I can learn, long as youâre by my side.â
Your hand came up to rest on his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heart beneath your palm. âThat sounds perfect.â
His gaze softened, his arms tightening around you.
You smiled, lifting your head to look at him fully. âDream as much as you want. Just know that wherever you go, Iâll be right there with you. Always.â
His jaw clenched slightly, emotion flickering across his face before he leaned in, pressing a deep, lingering kiss to your lips. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours.
âYouâre my whole damn world,â he said quietly, his voice thick with sincerity. âNow get some sleep, baby. You deserve it,â Joel murmured, his voice soft and soothing as he brushed a strand of hair from your face.
You felt the exhaustion finally catching up, the weight of everything settling down now that you were safe, here in his arms. His hand traced gentle circles on your back, a calming rhythm that lulled you closer to sleep.
With your eyes closing, you whispered, âI love you, Joel.â
He pressed a kiss to your forehead, his voice a low, comforting rumble. âI love you, too. Now rest. Iâve got you.â
And with those words, you let yourself drift, knowing that, for once, everything was exactly where it needed to be.
A few weeks later, the world outside your home didnât seem as suffocating as it once had. You found yourself stepping out more often, though each time felt like a small battle. The whispers of pity had dulled into occasional glances, but you didnât care much anymore. What mattered was reclaiming pieces of yourself, the parts that had been shaken to their core.
Joel had noticed the shift in you. It wasnât just bravery returning; it was something darker. There was a hunger in your eyes, a quiet, burning thirst for vengeance. He didnât need to ask to know what you were thinking. He had seen it in the way your grip tightened on your gun when you joined him on patrol for the first time, in the way your eyes scanned the horizon as though searching for someone. Searching for him.
Paul.
âI donât know if this is the best idea,â Joel had murmured that morning, watching you strap on your gear with determination. Rosie was with Ellie, safe and sound, but Joel couldnât shake the unease in his gut.
âI need this, Joel,â you replied firmly, your voice leaving no room for argument. âI canât sit in that house anymore, feeling helpless. I need to do something.â
Joel hesitated, but he couldnât deny you. He knew the feeling of needing to act, of needing to take back control. So, he let you come, though he kept a protective eye on you every second.
Now, as the two of you rode along a quiet path outside Jackson, the sun dipping low in the sky, you felt the weight of your riffle against your shoulders, silent reminder of the decision youâd already made in your heart. If Paul was out here, if by some chance you found him, you wouldnât hesitate. You couldnât.
Joel glanced at you from the corner of his eye, his jaw tight. âYouâve been quiet,â he said, his voice low.
You turned to him, your expression guarded. âJust thinking.â
âAbout what?â he pressed gently, though he already had a good idea.
You hesitated before answering, your fingers gripping the reins of your horse a little tighter. âAbout what Iâd do if I saw him out here.â
Joelâs hand twitched on his own reins, his eyes narrowing slightly. âAnd whatâs that?â he asked, his tone careful.
You looked straight ahead, your voice unwavering. âIâd finish what he started.â
Joelâs breath hitched, and he pulled his horse to a stop, forcing you to do the same. He turned to face you fully, his expression a mix of frustration and concern. âYou really think thatâs gonna fix this? Killing him?â
âItâll fix the part of me that still wakes up at night hearing Rosie cry,â you shot back, your voice sharper than you intended. âThe part of me that canât shake the image of him grabbing her, hurting her.â
Joelâs face softened, but his eyes remained steady on yours. âI get it,â he said quietly. âGod, I get it more than you know. But that path? It doesnât end. You take that step, and it stays with you. Forever.â
You swallowed hard, his words hitting deeper than you wanted to admit. âYouâve done it,â you whispered. âYouâve done what needed to be done.â
âAnd itâs carved pieces outta me Iâll never get back,â Joel said, his voice rough with emotion. âPieces I donât want you to lose, too. Not when Iâve fought like hell to keep you whole.â
âHave I ever told you about how my sister really died?â You asked, stopping on your tracks.
Joel froze at your words, his brows knitting together as he watched you. The rawness in your voice, the way your shoulders tensed, told him this wasnât something youâd ever shared before, not with him, not with anyone.
âYou donât have to-â Joel started, but you cut him off, your tone firm yet fragile.
âNo, I do,â you said, gripping the reins tightly, your knuckles white. âIf I donât say it now, I donât think I ever will.â
Joel dismounted his horse without a word, grounding himself on the dirt path, his full attention on you. He didnât try to stop you again. He knew you well enough to know that this was something you needed to let out.
You took a shaky breath, your eyes fixed on the horizon. âShe wasnât just sick,â you began, your voice trembling. âShe didnât die because we ran out of medicine or supplies. She died because someone decided her life wasnât worth saving.â
Joelâs jaw clenched, his fists curling at his sides as he listened, his heart sinking at the pain in your voice.
âWe were desperate, starving. Iâd gone to trade what little we had for anything that could help her, food, medicine, something. But the man⊠he said no. Said it wasnât worth it for someone who was already on their way out. I begged him, Joel. I begged him with everything I had.â Your voice broke, tears threatening to spill as the memory clawed its way back. âHe just walked away.â
Joel took a step closer, his chest tightening at the sight of you, so strong yet so broken by the weight of the past.
âWhen I got back, she was already gone,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. âAnd Iâve hated myself ever since for not doing more. For not forcing him to help her. For not-â You stopped, your breath hitching as tears slipped down your cheeks.
Joel reached for you then, his hands gently cupping your face, pulling you to him. âIt wasnât your fault,â he said firmly, his voice steady but laced with emotion. âYou did everything you could. Donât carry that blame, not for a second.â
âYou looked up at him, your tears reflecting the fading light. âShe was Ellieâs age, and Iâve carried it every day, Joel. And now, with Paul... I canât let him walk away like that man did. I canât let him think he can take something so precious from me and just go on living.â
Joelâs gaze softened, his thumb brushing away your tears. âI understand,â he said, his voice low and unwavering. âMore than you know. But listen to me, youâre not the same person you were back then. And this time, youâre not alone. You have me. You have Rosie. Ellie. Weâll make it through this together, but not like this. Not by lettinâ that hatred eat away at you.â
You let out a shaky breath, his words sinking in, though the fire inside you still burned. Joel leaned his forehead against yours, his voice barely above a whisper. âPlease, donât let him take any more from you than he already has. Donât let him steal the light I see in you every day.â
âIf it has to be done,â Joel paused, âItâs gonna be me the one to do it for you.â He finally said.
You stared at him, your breath catching in your throat as the gravity of his promise hit you. His hands remained steady on you, grounding you, while his eyes held that unyielding intensity, a mixture of love, pain, and determination.
âJoel,â you whispered, your voice trembling. âI donât want you carrying that. Not for me.â
His jaw clenched, and he shook his head slightly. âIt ainât about what I want to carry,â he said firmly. âItâs about what I wonât let you carry. You donât deserve to live with that weight, and Iâll do whatever it takes to keep it off you.â
Your heart ached at the sheer depth of his devotion. You reached up, your hand resting on his cheek, feeling the familiar scruff beneath your palm. âYou think I canât live with it, but Iâm not sure I can live with you doinâ it either,â you admitted, your voice cracking.
Joel exhaled sharply, his forehead pressing harder against yours. âI know youâre stronger than you think, darlinâ. But I also know what itâs like to live with somethinâ like that. I wonât let it twist you up inside. Youâre the one thing in my life thatâs still pure. You are carrying my secret already.â
The weight of his words settled over you like a blow. Your hand faltered slightly against his cheek.
âYouâre carrying the only thing I canât tell Ellie yetâ he murmured, his voice thick with unspoken emotion.
âEllieâs carryinâ that guilt without even knowinâ,â Joel said, his voice cracking. âAnd youâre carryinâ my guilt. I see it in your eyes, darlinâ. Youâre strong enough to hold it, but it doesnât mean you should have to and I canât let you to carry this responsibility.â
Tears welled in your eyes as you cupped his face, your hands trembling. âJoel,â you breathed.
He shook his head slightly, his forehead brushing against yours as if he couldnât bear to pull away. âThatâs my burden to bear,â he said quietly. âNot yours. Not Ellieâs. You didnât ask for this, darlinâ. I brought it to you, just like I brought so much else.â
Your hands steadied on his face, thumbs gently tracing the lines etched deep from years of pain and survival. âYou think I canât handle it,â you said, your voice soft but firm, âbut I can. Joel, Iâm not breaking under this. Youâre not dragging me downâyouâre keeping me standing. Weâre carrying this together, even if you canât see that yet.â
His eyes closed briefly, his breath shuddering as he let your words settle over him. âI justâŠâ He exhaled, shaking his head as if trying to push away the weight of his guilt. âI just donât want to lose the parts of you that make me believe thereâs still good in this world. Youâre my light, darlinâ. I canât let this world take that away from you like itâs taken so much from me.â
You leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. âYouâve lost pieces of yourself to protect the people you love, Joel. But you didnât lose your heart. You didnât lose the ability to care, to love. Thatâs what I see every day. Thatâs why I love you.â
Joelâs hands slid up to cradle your face, his eyes glassy as he gazed at you. âYou make me wanna believe we can have somethinâ better. You and Rosie⊠EllieâŠâ He trailed off, his voice cracking under the weight of emotion.
âAnd we will,â you whispered, your own tears slipping down your cheeks.
For a moment, the room was filled with the quiet hum of your shared breath, the weight of Joelâs secret and his pain hanging between you like a fragile thread. Then, as if finally surrendering to the truth in your words, he pulled you close, his arms wrapping around you tightly.
âIâll do my best,â he murmured, his voice muffled against your hair. âBut Iâll never stop tryinâ to protect you. Thatâs who I am. Thatâs who Iâll always be.â
You nodded against him, your own arms wrapping around his waist as you clung to him. âAnd Iâll protect you, too, Joel. Always.â
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The next morning, you woke to the quiet sounds of the house, birds singing outside, the soft rustling of the wind through the trees. But as you blinked awake, a familiar sense of unease settled deep in your chest. You turned to find Joel already up, getting dressed in his patrol gear, his movements steady and practiced.
But there was something about the way he moved this morning, something that made your stomach twist. The sense of calm youâd felt the night before had faded with the dawn, replaced by a gnawing feeling in the pit of your stomach.
You sat up in bed, rubbing your eyes, trying to shake off the unsettling feeling that lingered. âJoel,â you called softly, watching as he fastened his boots.
He turned toward you, his expression softening when he saw you awake. âMorninâ,â he said with a small smile, though there was something in his eyes that you couldnât quite place.
You frowned, pushing the blankets aside as you slowly got to your feet. âYou got patrol?â
Joel nodded, adjusting the straps on his jacket. âYeah. Gotta keep an eye on things, make sure no oneâs out there stirring up trouble.â
The unease inside you only deepened as you stood there, watching him. You wanted to say something, to voice the feeling that gnawed at you, but it was hard to put into words. Youâd been through so much together, and you knew the risks. But there was something in the air this morning, something different.
âBe careful,â you finally said, your voice low. You moved closer, your eyes searching his face. âPlease.â
Joelâs eyes softened at your concern, and he reached out to touch your arm gently, his fingers warm against your skin. âDonât worry, darlinâ. Iâll be fine. Iâve done this a hundred times.â
âI know,â you murmured, but the unease refused to leave you. It settled deep, a cold weight you couldnât shake. âItâs just⊠I donât know. I have a bad feeling, Joel.â
He gave you a reassuring smile, though there was a glimmer of something in his eyes that made you wonder if he was hiding something. âYouâre just gettinâ anxious, thatâs all. Ainât nothing to worry about.â
You didnât believe him, but you didnât press further. He could see it in your face, the doubt, the fear, but he didnât acknowledge it. Instead, he leaned down to kiss your forehead.
âLook, Iâll be back before you know it. And Iâll be careful, promise. I told Ellie to check on you when I get out there. Everythingâs gonna be fine.â
You nodded, though the worry still clung to you, heavy in your chest. You watched him grab his rifle and head for the door, your heart tightening as the unease only deepened.
âCome back safe,â you whispered, though he was already out the door, the sound of it closing behind him leaving you with nothing but the silence of the house.
The day passed in a haze; your every step weighed down by the gnawing feeling in your chest. Rosie was a constant, her small hands gripping onto your fingers as you walked through the house, but even her giggles and soft coos couldnât shake the sense of dread that clung to you.
You tried to keep busy, shifting from one task to the next, preparing food, tidying up, organizing things in a way that felt normal. But it wasnât normal. It wasnât right. Your thoughts kept drifting back to Joel, to the way heâd left this morning, and to that unsettling feeling that something was going to happen.
Rosieâs tiny laugh broke through your thoughts, and you turned to her, forcing a smile as she looked up at you with her bright, innocent eyes. âWhatâs so funny, huh?â you whispered, leaning down to kiss the top of her head, but the sensation of unease lingered, like a shadow you couldnât outrun.
You carried her around the house, humming softly to calm her, but the tension inside you only seemed to grow. You tried to focus on the present, on her needs, but your mind kept returning to Joel, to the patrol, to the feeling of something wrong.
You spent hours moving through the motions, your hands busy with Rosie, but your mind was somewhere else. You couldnât shake the weight of the silence. Even the usual comfort of Jackson, the rhythm of life, the sense of safety felt distant. You wanted to believe that Joel would come home safely, that everything would be fine, but every part of you felt like it was bracing for something.
Every time you heard a sound outside, whether it was the wind brushing through the trees or footsteps in the distance, you jumped, your heart hammering in your chest. You knew it wasnât rational, but the dread wouldnât leave.
You glanced at the window once more, eyes scanning the horizon. The day stretched on, and you couldnât shake the feeling of being stuck in limbo, waiting for something you couldnât see or name, but could feel settling deeper into your bones.
By the time the sun began to set, casting a golden glow over the house, your nerves were frayed, the silence between you and Rosie growing thicker. She had fallen asleep in your arms, her little breaths gentle against your chest, but even her calmness couldnât settle your mind.
You tried to push everything aside, focusing on her, but as the evening wore on, the darkness began to close in. The sounds of Jackson, usually comforting, seemed muted, everything felt distant, like you were separated from the world outside, and the only thing that existed was the growing ache inside you.
You forced yourself to sit down on the couch with Rosie, running your fingers through her hair, trying to lull her back to sleep. But all you could hear in the back of your mind was the warning, something was wrong, and you couldnât ignore it.
The clock ticked on, and the hours seemed to stretch impossibly long. Joel shouldâve been home by now.
Your eyes drifted to the door, and for the hundredth time, you found yourself wondering if he was okay. You could feel the weight of the night pressing down on you, the silence now suffocating, and no matter how hard you tried to focus on Rosie, the bad feeling wouldnât let go.
You couldnât ignore it anymore.
And then, it came, the knock at the door.
The sound shattered the quiet like a thunderclap, and your heart leaped into your throat. For a split second, you stood frozen, staring at the door as the sound of it echoed in your chest.
Rosie stirred slightly in your arms, her small body shifting against you, but you didnât move, didnât speak. The knock came again, more urgent this time, and it felt like the world was holding its breath.
You slowly set Rosie down on the couch, her sleepy gaze not yet aware of the tension in the room. You walked toward the door, each step heavy, your mind racing with possibilities, none of them good.
When you finally reached the door, you hesitated for just a moment, your hand resting on the cold metal of the doorknob. Your chest tightened with each breath, and you could almost feel the weight of whatever was about to happen bearing down on you.
With a swift motion, you swung the door open.
Standing on the other side was a familiar figure, one you didnât want to see right now. Tommyâs face was grim, his posture stiff and anxious. The second his eyes landed on you, he froze, his expression darkening further.
You swallowed, trying to keep your voice steady, but it trembled nonetheless.
 âWhereâs Joel?â The question was simple, but it felt like it would crush you to ask it out loud.
Tommy looked down, unable to meet your gaze, his lips pressed into a thin line. His silence was enough. You could feel your chest tightening, your breath coming shallow.
âTommyâŠâ you said, your voice barely above a whisper. You needed to know, needed to hear him say it wasnât what you feared. But the way he held himself, the way he refused to look at you directly, it told you everything you needed to know.
âHeâs⊠heâs not coming back right now,â Tommy said, his words falling like a weight in the room.
Your breath caught, a sharp, cold wave crashing over you. âWhat happened?â you forced out, each syllable like a blade.
Tommyâs jaw tightened, and he glanced over his shoulder as if searching for something he couldnât find. âHe⊠got caught up in a situation. Weâre trying to find him, but-â He stopped himself, eyes flicking to the ground. âHe wasnât alone.â
Your heart skipped a beat. You barely heard him over the rush of panic flooding your mind. You reached out for the doorframe to steady yourself, the cold wood grounding you as everything else around you seemed to blur.
âWhere is he?â you managed to ask, barely able to hold back the tremble in your voice.
Tommy looked at you, his eyes softening with regret, and then he finally spoke the words you were dreading to hear. âI donât know yet. But weâre looking. Weâre gonna bring him back.â
But it didnât feel like enough. Not nearly enough.
The dread youâd felt all day was now a full-on tidal wave crashing through you. And the silence between you and Tommy stretched on, thick and suffocating, as your world began to unravel again.
You looked at Tommy, but his expression was distant, haunted by the same dread that clung to your own heart. His eyes were hard and red, but there was a flicker of something beneath them, something that looked like guilt, like he had already resigned himself to the possibility of losing Joel. And you couldnât bear that. You couldnât let it be true.
The world around you seemed to fade away, the noises of Jackson growing muffled, distant. It was just you and that empty space in your chest.
Where is he? Why canât they find him?
âPlease,â you whispered, your voice barely a breath. âHe canât be-he canât be gone.â
Tommyâs silence was enough of an answer. You felt your knees go weak beneath you, your vision blurring, and for a moment, the world seemed to close around you. You barely caught yourself against the nearby wall, your body trembling violently as a cold sweat broke out across your skin.
âNoâyou gasped, shaking your head. âNo... No, no, no...â
Everything around you shifted, the edges of reality blurring like the melting colors of a fading drawing. The walls seemed to warp, stretch. Your breath was quick and shallow, heart pounding in your chest.
Tommyâs voice reached you, but it felt like it was coming from miles away. âWeâre gonna bring him back,â he repeated. But his words felt wrong, distant. The hollow tone of them echoed in your mind.
And then it all snapped into place.
A flash of bright light, too bright. A sharp pain in your chest. Joelâs face. Blood. The unmistakable scent of the forest. A scream, raw and panicked, splitting through the air.
You felt yourself falling, your vision spinning. The world kept shifting, twisting in strange angles you hadnât seen before. Memories of Joel, his soft brown eyes, his smile, his touch. They all merged into one blurry mess, until they were impossible to separate. You reached out instinctively, your hands clawing at the air. But there was nothing there to hold on to. Just emptiness.
Was it real? Was he really gone?
A jolt of pain sliced through your head, and you gasped, your whole body seizing with terror. You could hear your voice, but it was distant, like someone else was screaming your name, calling for you to wake up.
"Wake up!"
Your eyes snapped open.
The room was still. The silence was deafening. Your chest heaved, each breath sharp and jagged as you fought to understand where you were. Everything felt wrong, like it didnât belong. The cool air caressed your face with calloused fingertips.
You were still in your room.
But where was Joel?
Was he really-?
You turned, heart drumming against your ribcage as your eyes scanned the room, your pulse ringing in your ears. And there he was. Joel. Alive. But he wasnât moving. His form was just an indistinct shadow in the moonlight, still and silent as the night itself.
Your breath caught in your throat as you reached for him, hands trembling.
âJoel?â
You whispered his name, too afraid to speak louder, afraid that it would shatter the fragile illusion you were holding on to. Your hands brushed against his arm, and the relief that flooded you was instant.
His skin was warm. He was real.
But as your eyes adjusted to the darkness, you noticed something odd.
Joel wasnât looking at you.
The way his body was turned, half-covered by the shadows, the slow rise and fall of his chest... it wasnât like him. Something felt off.
And then the silence broke. His breathing was ragged, strained.
Your heart stopped in your chest.
A voice, barely a whisper, weak and broken. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to..."
And with that, everything slipped once again.
Was it real? Was this a nightmare you hadnât woken from yet?
You couldnât tell anymore.
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tu me manques . ê° jungkook ê±
a certain someone that i know has been sick soo.. i wanted to write this
warnings : slight smut / mdni.
waking up, you sense a heavy weight on your body. your small, chubby arms wrap around jungkook as you pull your aching head up to plant a warm kiss on his fluffy, vanilla-scented (from his shampoo), hair.
jungkook whimpered and groggily looks up, plastering a warm smile as he whispers. "g'morning love"
"good morning, i have a headache and i need to pee, scoot over my love." you chuckle softly as he pouts, reluctantly getting up and rubbing his eyes before giving you one last kiss.
you smile, his muscular arms provided a moment of warmth to your shivering body before you enter the bathroom. doing your usual skincare and brushing your hair, you exit and try to find your fuzzy robe since you can feel the headache getting worse and you started to feel a little feverish.
before you can reach for the robe on your bed, the familiar musky vanilla scent and feeling of a muscular chest engulfs you. his tattooed arms wrapping around your waist and pierced lips find your neck. even though you were cold, in this moment you hold still. the feeling of your boyfriends body and scent embracing you make you close your eyes and smile sweetly. feeling his kiss near your ear, you chuckle.
"hm.. jungkook. absolutely not honey."
jungkook chuckles breathily. "dont want me?" he rasps.
"i do, you know that." you turn around and cradle his face in your tingly cold hands, your vision turning slightly blurry at the burn in eyes and dizzy feeling.
your precious boyfriend looked like a dream, attaching your lips gently, jungkook kisses you back. not roughly nor anything too long. sweet and gentle. his lips were so so soft, the feeling of the metal making you give in to the intimacy. his eyes were hooded, but opened. staring at you so dreamily and holding you like you're the most fragile thing in his world.
you pull back softly and stare into his eyes before letting your shoulders slump forward, your body going limp against his chest.
"dont leave kook, please. i need you home." you say in a broken whisper.
his heart clenches, his arms wrapping a little tighter around you as he walks forward and sits on the bed, grabbing your delicate waist and sitting you on his lap. his thumb caresses your cold hand, softly speaking. he hates that his favorite girl has to ask for his presence, and that the reason he walked in last night with you sobbing on his side of the bed- was all because of him.
"i won't amour, i-im so so sorry. im home now" he gently ran his fingers through your thick, soft hair. his warm fingertips reston you neck, press small kisses to your ear. "i love you, im so sorry baby" he rasps, reaching for the small blanket on the edge of the bed and draping it over the both of them. laying back against the bouncy white pillows with the pink lace that you begged him to sew on. the soft material was nothing compared to your skin, so warm against the crook of his neck.
"does baby want me to make love to her?" he gently whispered, his other hand going further under the lacey long slip.
"i might get you sick too" you say shyly, looking up at him as he licked his lips, raising his brows. god.. he was so hot.
"youre forehead is too" he chuckles. you widen your eyes realizing you said your thought too loudly.
as he leans forward his lips getting ahold of your lower lip, his fingers knead the soft skin of your inner thigh. you whine softly and squirm, a familiar buzz between your legs and he smiles against your lips.
"lets get rid of this mess, yeah?" he rasps, his fingers pulling the soaked panties aside.
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dont repost, copy, or translate my work
all credit to @dolligguk !
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Idk if ur requests are open but here's mine. I really need Sol, Geo, Hyugo and Crowe (seperated) with a bubbly and slightly chaotic, troublemaking s/o! I know it's probably in contrast to the mc/us in the game, but it's just a thought I really like to think abt! <33
Love ur work btw, no need to take my request lolll
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I am aware this is shorter, but I hope you like this Anon! <3 (also not me showing blatant favortism for Geo like naur I'd never)
-- Signed solemnly by @biggest-geo-oogami-enjoyer AKA Sky Fort(resse)s and Burning Citadels <3
Sol always found you cute, your aura was one ofâŠpeace. Which was ironic considering youâre the last thing most people think of in terms of peace.
Youâre a menace to society, an adorable one sure, but a menace nonetheless.
Youâre often seen (totally not by Sol, no heâd never-) squawking at birds and doing a little dance in hopes they mimic you. Many pray that will never happen again. The first and only time such an event occurred, you skipped three classes just to teach it the Macarena.
âIt was so fucking worth it though, like did you see it? Iâm asking you Bethany DID YOU SEE IT!!!!â (Bethany is scarred to this day).
Sol finds you so beautiful, you might act zesty and a bit out of pocket, but to him youâre perfect. Youâre not embarrassed about being yourself and youâre just unashamedly you. What more is there to love, apart from literally everything about you?
Heâll miss class just to spy- sorry- observe you interacting with things, pet rocks, frogs, birds, a tarantula, your eyes sparkle with that love for the world that he canât get enough of.
When you partnered up with him for the art projects, Sol was (s)creaming inside, you immediately lit up his mood and you had such a boisterousness in you. Usually he hates such vivid personalities, but yours wasnât intended to be fake or attention-seeking, it was just you. And he loves you.
Youâre like the ball of sunshine x menacing storm cloud ship.Â
Heâll often fight the urge to smile, not just from seeing you but how happy you look when you see your friends, and especially him. He wants nothing more than to look into your eyes each morn, eve and night and see that beautiful sparkle and light inside them.
Gets carnal urges to rail you every damn time you express glee at something, or just grin at him. Heâs so down bad you just smiling is more than enough to make him bust a couple times.
When youâre together, he finds things to make you as happy as possible, does little things that he knows youâll appreciate, etc. Mans wants only the best for his partner.
Considering how he's already committed heinous crimes (for you, allegedly, but you don't know this), he'll give you crucial advice on how to avoid getting caught doing dodgy shit. Like. Hiding a body. Mayhaps. Not that he'd ever do that nooooo he'd neeeveeeerrrrrr.
Geo finds you immeasurably irritating.
He canât stand you, he doesnât know why you exist. It makes him very sad inside. He often wishes you would get magically gagged so heâd never have to hear your voice again.
Itâs not that he hates you, you just bother him. Youâre stupidly nice, stupidly bubbly, stupidly energetic, stupidly existent, stupidly silly, stupidly everything.
In fact youâre so stupid he questions how youâre alive, along with why you take up so much space in his head.
When youâre in the group, he winces internally because youâre so loud and itâs so annoying and stupid and dumb.
Unfortunately you decide you like him, so you try to befriend him. And you turn into a literal barnacle. Youâre not clingy, no, but youâre definitely pleased when you see him, much to his dismay.
Youâre often very cheery, and weirdly enough itâs authentic. Youâre authentic in this odd boisterousness of yours, and he doesnât know how to feel. So he gaslights himself into finding you bothersome.
Deryl often laughs at him about it, he finds Geoâs distaste comedic.
Anyway Geo side-eyes you consistently, you pay him no mind however, youâve been told heâs like a cat. And a cat poses no threat. Unless it has rabies. Can cats have rabiesâŠ?
Anyway, the both of you are toying with each other, well, you with Geo. And to be fair, the fact that heâs a delinquent as well makes you more inclined to befriend him.
He only gains respect for you when you start pulling shitshows on people who bullied others, especially if itâs the girls who screw with Brittney and Deryl. He begins to feel more intuitively safe around you after that. Although he doesnât like your unpredictability. It reminds him of Hyugo.
Blatantly will never admit to having feelings for you. Denial is a river in Egypt and he canât swim. (I hc that now.)
Although if somehow one of the others hints to you that he does (nobody ever reveals who, to his ire), you take a chance with him.
Heâll probably accept after 7 months and 3 days of avoiding the topic, but he does feel a slight warmth when youâre nearby.
If you give him a pet rock with a smiley face heâll have no clue what to do with it, but he keeps it safely hidden on his windowsill in his bedroom, smiling at it in secret.
110% a nasty blusher, his face goes so red, so if he looks straight up into the sun, heâs def hiding smth. If youâre short, start growing. Take Viagra but for height instead of dick.
Anyway if you two date heâs silently death-staring people who insult or threaten (or God forbid, harm) you. Thunder and lightning shipcore.
Heâll never be open about his feelings, but you just make him look up at something via distraction and smuggle something out of nowhere to give to him.
Decides after a bit your bubbly personality isnât that stupid after all. <3
Hyugo immediately takes a pretty potent liking to you, although with a hint of caution. Heâs energised by your energetic nature, by your boisterousness and sheer optimism.
He sees you as a kindred spirit, youâre both more on the popular side of things (him for his reputation, you for your very well-knownâŠâpresenceâ), yet despite such clear similarities between the two of youâŠhe sees you as a threat.
Itâs always the sweetest exteriors that hide layers of hard, serrated bitterness far beneath; after all. Heâd know.
But Hyugo learned to be more in-tuned with his intuition, to trust his gut overtime, and said gut doesnât feel alarmed when near you. If anything it feels safe, warm, content.
So he begins to feel a bit disarmed, he even allows it, to a very minor extent. He eventually begins to befriend you (or at least he tells himself that), and soon enough youâre both dragging each other (and Sol) places.
He develops feelings very slowly, very gently. Like a Jenga tower, it stacks higher and higher, but always prepared for the sudden drop thatâll lead to him reverting back to his regular self. One he hides from the world.
But it doesnât fall. If anything, itâs soaring, heâs soaring.
And one day he realises he loves you.
It takes him a long set of months to gather up any bravery to confess; which annoys him. Heâs murdered people, been on the verge of death more times than fingers on his hands, yet heâs scared. Of this. Of how vulnerable he truly is in this situation.Â
Some part yearns for it. So he confesses. And you accept.
Heâs blushing profusely (he and Geo 110% are heavy blushers donât you dare fight me on this), and even more so when you lot first kiss (weâre not even gonna get into what happens when you inevitably have very carnal very kinky very loving se-).
Anyway, in terms of your chaoticness, you serve as self regenerating chaos bombs. You constantly are lighting each othersâ fuses and doing all sorts of wacky shit together. He shows you all the hidden places he knows and you show him how to commit minor offences without getting caught (he didnât have the heart to tell you he already knew that but shh).
YĂĄll are gremlins. The masses fear what youâre both capable of.
Crowe knew from when he first met you that you had interesting ways of entertaining yourself.
Especially when you committed acts of vandalism against your alleged nemeses. Considering how you come off more calm and composed as a first impression he was definitely shocked when you pulled little-shit-esqe moves against people who annoyed you. Little graffiti drawings in their victimsâ lockers, conveniently placed stones and bricks, etc. You were vengeful, but alsoâŠcute. You had a kindness to you. One that threw many people off, considering how see-saw your personality and behaviour was.
He often uses his reputation to try and get you out of trouble or telling you why you should stop being such a silly goober. But do you listen? No!
Youâre still a bubbly person, and despite your...methodsâŠyouâre liked. Youâre authentic in your own way, and Crowe can respect that in a world filled with lies upon fraudulent lies.
He developed feelings for you since the day you met, but they amplified when he sees you defending people, openly showing your care for others, because despite your allegedly ditzy aura, youâre a very smart and capable person. He sees a lot in you, and you make him feel alive.
Youâre impulsive, spontaneous and he loves that. Heâs used to rigidity, to caring about his reputation, but you donât. Itâs refreshing, itâs soothing, itâs a balm to the soul.Â
Youâre both often complimenting each other (not just verbally lol), oneâs more calm and composed while the other is having an aneurysm because of some wacky thing they saw. Itâs amusing.
Anyway Crowe wouldnât confess his feelings, because he canât tell whether your hints are serious or not, but if he feels like he canât take it anymore, he definitely will say it and plan to make it a joke. You both use this back and forward method until you snap and yell it at him. Then you have se- sorry coughs- a moment of shared reconciliation and bonding time.Â
Youâre both very happy together, youâve already been friends for a long time, so dating isnât all too different, you can just be a bit more open about your feelings andâŠdesires. ;)
Deryl absolutely appreciates you; to him youâre like a twin flame.
Youâre both having an absolute blast together, even before you were friends.Â
Mans is actually tweaking that youâre the way you are. Youâre both supplying candy to one another and getting on massive sugar rushes.Â
If youâve found something cool, youâre showing it to him, same with him to you.
Youâre both going batshit insane over small wacky things, whether it be food sales, candy stores having new things (much to Geo and Brittneyâs dismays) or deciding to do a new sport together for funsies. Or even stalking Geo and Hyugoâs archery tournaments. Geo often gets pissy if he notices you two waving at him.
Youâre typically the quiet one when alone (not without some rebelliousness or mischief though!), but around Deryl youâre both bringing each other up and essentially formulating plans to shit around as much as possible.
He doesnât notice his feelings until when Brittney starts poking fun at you both.
You both donât care though, youâre just chilling and causing shit to go down, whether it be dissing other sport teams, crafting goofy ass insults or just piggybacking on each other (well, mostly you on Deryl, you tried to lift him once and uhâŠyeah, not repeating that).
He loves your bubbly energy, especially if you like studying too. It makes him more motivated to actually do something, considering how he hates it.
You both see the other as a twin flame, a once-in-a-lifetime connection that you both canât explain. Itâs justâŠthere.
Anway in terms of dating youâre both actually conked up on something 24/7. Mostly sugar, you smuggle it in for each other, you eat it when observing something entertaining, you even share gossip and people-watch. Itâs magnificent. And itâs peaceful, in its own way.
Also you guys share food. Food is everywhere. It is being produced out of thin air.Â
Banger relationship, banger vibes. <3
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off the court
paige bueckers x azzi fudd
themes: angst, pining, light jealousy
word count: 3.6k
tw: swearing, talks of alcohol use
a/n: very proud of myself for finishing this as quick as i did. ngl i was so giddy writing this chapter, it might be my favorite so far! please lemme know how yâall are liking it, enjoy! đ©·
CHAPTER FOUR
paige wakes up in her bed, in the same clothes as the night before. her pounding headache is evident, and her memory is foggy. she recalls drinking far too much, but thereâs still a gap in her mind regarding the last few hours. how did she end up in her dorm?
she came to the conclusion that nika or aubrey had brought her back home. i mean, they did witness her drinking more than she should on a thursday night, so itâs a solid assumption.
paige reaches for her phone; thereâs three missed calls from nika, two from aubrey, and one message from coach auriemma. fuck. sheâs late for practice.
the memory of azzi rejecting her floods her mind, which makes paige contempt staying in her bed for the remainder of practice.
as paige scrambles to get dressed and head out, sheâs physically off balanced, still dizzy from all the alcohol she had consumed. she grabs an advil and quickly shallows out before throwing her basketball bag on and rushing out the door.
heads turn to look at paige as she strides through the gym door, already out of breath.
nika is the first to pull paige aside; âgirl, where were you? are you good?â she questions, concerned.
paige fakes a smile, âiâm good nik. i just overslept.â
âyou sure youâre okay? you were drinking a lot yesterday.â
âreally, iâm okay.â
nika gives paige a reassuring squeeze on her shoulders, âalright. if you say so.â
paige begins to walk to the lockers rooms, purposefully avoiding coach, who calls her over anyway.
âwhere were you?â he asks, clearly furious at paigeâs absence.
âiâm sorry coach, i overslept.â
âyou should know better, paige,â he says firmly, âeveryone, run 10 laps.â
loud groans come from each of the players. coach auriemmaâs eyes widen in challenge, âdonât like that? make it 20.â
paigeâs lips curl; she receives dirty looks from her teammates, annoyance bouncing off them. she desperately wants to run away, go anywhere but here, yet she sets her bag down and runs with her team.
practice is the slowest itâs ever been for paige. and the pounding headache she continues to have doesnât help one bit. she remains out of sync, constantly missing easy layups and wide open 3 pointers. all she wants is for this damn practice to end so she can sleep the rest of the day away.
sheâs been intentionally avoiding azzi, not meeting her eyes, building distance between the two, not even passing her the ball, regardless if she was open or not.
but when azzi throws a soft glance at paige does she meet her eye contact. azzi wears a concerned, light expression on her face, with an ounce of sadness in her gaze.
paige shoots a glare at the younger girl as she remembers the events of yesterday. azzi and paigeâs bodies flush together. their lips inches apart. azziâs rejection. azzi running away from her.
paige is first the break eye contact, going back to shooting. or atleast, attempting to shoot.
once practice comes to an end, everyone is eager to leave. itâs been a long day, and they all needed rest.
as azzi was about to exit out the gym door, paige pulls her into the locker room, quickly and swiftly.
âjesus, paige-â
paige places her hand on azziâs forearm, âlook, azzi. about yesterday,â she begins.
azziâs cheeks flush, âpaige-â
âlisten, i was drunk out of my mind. i didnât realize what i was doing or who i was doing it with. i hope youâd know i would never do that sober.â
pain hits azzi like a brick. she knew paige would regret it in the morning.
although azzi had been the one to pull away, it didnât mean she didnât want to kiss paige- she did. she desperately did. she still does.
âi.. okay,â azzi whispers, eyes flicking to the floor.
paige pulls her hand away from azziâs arm, while continuing to look at the brunette.
âalright then,â she nods, âwe good here?â
azzi opens her mouth, then shuts it and nods as well.
paige flings her bag over her shoulder and casually moves for the door. azziâs not far behind her, placing her bag on her own shoulders and leaving the locker room.
the two girls walk in opposite directions, not bothering to glance back. paige closes her eyes as regret strikes her hard. she had lied to azzi. she wanted to kiss her yesterday, still wants to, but what else could she do? azzi pulled away. she pulled away. she had to at least try to act like it was a mistake.
later that evening, paige is in bed, with her phone in her hand. ever since practice earlier in the day, she had been completely worn out, still suffering from a terrible headache.
paige scrolls on tiktok for while, before switching over to her favorite app, instagram. she views her teammates stories and likes a few posts. she sees caroline posted a photo dump, and as she scrolls through the photos, observing each one, she notices azzi in the last photo.
it was a picture of her and caroline in one of their dorm rooms, arms around each other, and azziâs lips on carolâs cheek, in a friendly manner. it doesnât settle the blinding jealousy paige feels, though. her fingers tighten in her hands, causing marks on her palms.
god, azzi looks so good in that photo. her hair was loose at her shoulders; she had on a bright pink hoodie paired with black leggings. paige never wished more to be someone else in this given moment.
paige clicks on carolineâs photo, causing azziâs instagram page to pop up. she quickly hits it to reveal lots of posts from throughout the years.
she scrolls through all her posts, way back to 2015, and sheâs reminded of USA basketball days. when azzi dmed her about accidentally liking an old photo of hers. red covers her cheeks in embarrassment.
she views azziâs most recent photo dump; it was a few pictures of her playing basketball and some with their teammates.
with a slip of a finger, paige likes the photo. again.
âgod fucking dammit!â paige exclaims, shifting up in a sitting position while nerves stir in her stomach.
she shuts her phone off and tosses it on the bed. paige covers her face with both hands, shaking it head at her stupidity.
her phone buzzes against her bed; paige already knows what itâs going to be. and as expected, itâs an instagram dm.
iâm getting deja vu, it read. paigeâs lips tilt up, somewhat pleased that azzi still remembers their interaction from years prior.
would u believe me if i say it was another glitch? paige texts.
anxiously waiting for azziâs respond, paige fiddles with her fingers, a nervous habit of hers.
iâd say these glitches are awfully convenient, arenât they?
a soft giggle escapes the older girlâs lips, as she swiftly replies.
they most definitely are, she sends.
after a couple minutes, azzi finally replies: sooo watcha doing?
paige arches an eyebrow, surprised to find azzi continuing the conversation.
laying in bed, what about u? she types almost instantly.
yeah same, iâm so bored, azziâs message read.
an idea arises in her mind: same. wanna maybe come over? dorka isnât here rn.
minutes pass without a respond from azzi. was that too much? does azzi not want to hang out with her? does azzi still hate her?
and do what? azzi finally sent.
paige tilts her head- what would they do? she hadnât thought that far ahead.
not really sure. we could watch a movie or something, whatever you want.
seconds later azzi responds. sounds good, iâll be there in 5.
paige scurries off her bed, frantically trying to make her room look somewhat presentable for the younger girl. not that she wanted to make an impression, or anything.
she stuffs dirty clothes in her bed, throws away old water bottles and miscellaneous wrappers before lowering the lighting to appear slightly darker.
as she replaces her current hoodie for a cuter one, she hears a quiet knock at the door. her head whips in that direction while nerves erupt in her stomach.
she opens the door to reveal a smiling azzi. she has on a simple white sweatshirt, baggy black sweatpants, with a pair of nike slides.
âhey,â azzi says, looking into paigeâs eyes.
âhi,â paige replies, holding eye contact, âcome on in.â
paige moves to the side, allowing azzi to enter her dorm room, cautiously. azzi observes her room better than she previously had when they were first in here alone, taking in the posters, books, decorations. it was all so paige.
paige gently shuts the door before going to sit back on her bed.
âyou played really well yesterday, you know,â paige compliments.
azziâs smile grows, revealing her dimples that paige loves a little too much, âthank you. that means a lot.â
blush reaches paigeâs face, âyeah, of course. but iâm sure you already knew that.â
azzi arches a brow, âwhat do you mean?â
âhow coach compliments your game all the time. youâre the teamâs princess, practically,â paige notes.
âwell, i wouldnât-â
ânot that i can blame him, though. your skills are undeniable, az,â paige cuts her off, the tips of her lips lifting.
azzi brings a hand up to cover her wide grin at paigeâs compliment and the use of her nickname.
âgetting soft on me, bueckers?â
paige playfully rolls her eyes, âyou wish.â
paige shifts over on the bed, making enough room for azzi to sit as well. âyou can come sit, yâknow.â
azzi is hesitant, but regardless, walks over to paigeâs bed and sits alongside the older girl. their thighs brush against each otherâs, sending butterflies to azziâs stomach.
the two girls settle on a movie, the notebook, to watch for the evening.
âwant something to drink?â paige offers.
âum, water is fine, thanks,â azzi answers.
paige simply nods and walks out the bedroom, out to the small kitchen her and dorka share. while sheâs gone for a quick moment, azzi decides to get more comfortable, allowing herself to lay out in paigeâs medium sized bed.
paige comes back to the room and brings herself to a halt. god. azzi laying on her bed was not one sheâd imagine actually happening, but is damn grateful it is.
âthought iâd get more comfortable for the movie,â azzi says, like the answer is obvious.
âthat makes sense,â paige replies, breathlessly. she sets down azziâs requested water and her own on the bedside table, while she carefully crawls in bed next to azzi, laying out as well.
the two girls bodiesâ are side by side, full on touching one anotherâs. and paige couldnât be happier.
âyâknow, youâre a really great player too, paige,â azzi whispers, a couple minutes into the romantic film.
âthank you,â paige begins, âi thought iâd never hear those words come out of your mouth.â
azzi snorts, âyeah, well, me either to be honest. iâve always hated you.â
paigeâs lips turn slightly downward, yet is unsurprised at azziâs comment. she knew azzi had hated her, ever since USA basketball. she hated azzi, too. well, tried to hate her.
âi hated you, too,â paige lies right through her teeth.
azzi turns her body to face paige, âdo you still hate me?â
paige scoffs, because how could she, or anyone for that matter, ever hate someone like azzi? paige shifts her body, facing the brunetteâs; âi donât know, my opinion on you changes everyday,â she teases.
azzi smiles- her brown eyes roam paigeâs face, then drop to her pink lips. she knows better; paige literally said mere hours ago she would never kiss azzi sober.
âiâm kidding. i donât. i could never hate you,â paige mutters, barely loud enough for azzi to hear.
just as azziâs about to respond, exhaustion washes over her, causing her to drift to sleep. in paigeâs dorm. in her bed.
paigeâs eyelids flutter open as the remnants of sleep faded. the warmth of her bed surrounds her as she was the first to wake. she glances at the body in front of her, taken aback at the sight of the curly headed brunette. her breathing is steady and peaceful, lips slightly ajar. paige lays motionless for a moment, listening to the gentle rhythm of her own heart, before carefully, slowly reaching around to grip her phone.
paigeâs eyes widen as she views the current time- 3:01 am in the morning. they had been asleep for several hours at this point, right alongside of each other.
paige looks over at dorkaâs empty bed and is surprised not to see her. she figures sheâs staying at one of their teammates room.
paige sets her phone back on the bedside table, takes a swig of water, before returning to her laying position in front of azzi, who remains asleep. she slowly reaches her hand out to graze azziâs cheek, then twirl a loose curl around her finger, careful not to wake the younger girl.
minutes later, with paige continuing to stare at azzi, her eyelids finally open. she stretches slightly, lets out a faint yawn, before making eye contact with the blonde.
âhi,â azzi whispers, still dazed from her long rest.
paige gently smirks, âhey.â
âwe fell asleep?â
âguess so. i donât think i watched past 10 minutes of the movie,â paige laughs.
âsame,â azzi shares the laughter.
the two girls shift into a sitting position, not caring enough to move when they touch one another.
âpass me my water?â azzi asks.
paige nods, grabbing azziâs water bottle, as well as her own.
âthanks,â azzi says once paige hands it to her. she downs the entire bottle as paige silently watches in admiration.
âthirsty?â paige teases.
âyou have no idea,â azzi replies, out of breath, âcan i have some of yours?â
paigeâs eyebrows rise, kind of surprised at the question. âyeah, âcourse.â
she passes her water off the azzi, who gratefully takes it. she takes several sips.
âwhat time is it?â azzi questions the older girl.
â3 am,â paige replies.
azzi turns her head at paige in surprise, âare you joking? we slept for that long?â
âi know right,â paige says, equally as shocked.
âi should probably get going then,â azzi says, beginning to get off the bed.
paige turns her head to azzi, âwhat? you donât have to. itâs the middle of the night, azzi.â
âyou want me to stay?â
paige looks away, flustered, âum, i didnât say that. iâm just saying youâre allowed to stay if you want to. dorkaâs probably at one of the girlsâ room, so we have enough space.â
âalright then,â azzi nods, âdo you have a shirt i can borrow? i hate sleeping in sweatshirts.â
âdidnât seem to have a problem with it earlier,â paige notes, âbut yeah, i do.â
the blonde rises off her bed, scrambles in her messy closet, blocking it with her body to avoid azzi seeing the clutter. she pulls out an old USA basketball t-shirt that she figures azzi would be fine with.
âthis good?â paige questions.
glancing at the shirt, azziâs lips turn up, âthatâs great. thanks, paige.â
she throws the shirt to azzi, who also pushes herself off the bed, easily catching it. paige exits the room, going to get more waters for the two of them. azzi lifts off her sweatshirt, tosses it to the ground when paige quickly returns.
paige nearly drops the bottles of water at the sight of azziâs bare back. her eyes widen, her breath hitches. she wasnât wearing a bra this entire time?
azzi pulls on the t-shirt paige kindly let her borrow, before turning around, noticing paige staring at her with her jaw dropped.
âi- iâm sorryâŠâ paige stammers, shaking her head at herself.
azziâs heart is basically beating out of her goddamn chest. she smiles gently, âyouâre fine.â
paige finally moves from her spot at the door and places the bottles down. she stares at azzi, wondering if theyâd continue to share the bed or if one of them would move to dorkaâs.
azzi stares back at the older girl, thinking the same think but not voicing it.
eventually, paige breaks the silence. âi can sleep on dorkaâs bed.â she walks over to the empty, made bed, slightly disappointed azzi isnât protesting against it.
panic soon sets in for azzi, âwhat? no, itâs your bed, paige. you should sleep it in.â
âreally, itâs fine, i donât mind,â she lowers herself on the bed.
âpaige, cmon. iâm not making you sleep in a different bed,â azzi argues.
âokay then..â paige says, confusion setting in.
azzi plops back onto paigeâs bed, moving over so thereâs enough room for the older girl, âjust come back over here.â
paigeâs cheeks blush against her will, a smirk settling on her face. âif you insist.â
the two girls get comfortable on the bed, legs touching ever so slightly.
ânight,â azzi whispers.
ânight, az.â
azzi, this time, is first to wake. paige is much, much closer to her than she had been when they first fell asleep. azzi suddenly feels an arm wrapped tightly around her waist that has her pulled practically flushed against paigeâs body. paigeâs hand is underneath azziâs shirt, on her bare back. azzi allows herself to admire a sleeping paige for a quick moment.
she checks her phone- 8:30 in the morning. azzi carefully takes paigeâs arm and places it gently on the bed, then crawls out of the warm bed, trying her best not to disturb the blonde.
with her phone in her hand, she glances back at paige, and exits the room.
later that day, in the afternoon, the entire uconn womenâs basketball team is scattered in paige and dorkaâs room. thereâs players on both beds, on the small couch, on the floor. azzi is planted against paigeâs bed, while paige is seated on the couch.
the team had been chatting about a variety of things when kk comes up with an idea for the girls.
âguys, we should play spin the bottle!â kk announces, loudly.
âwhat are we, 10?â paige scoffs, rolling her eyes at the game idea.
âcmon, p, donât be blame. plus, iâm so bored,â kk whines.
âiâm down,â nika agrees.
âsame, why not,â jana says.
soon, each player agrees to a game of spin the bottle, even though paige is convinced itâs a stupid idea. they all sit in a circle, tight enough so theyâre all touching, due to the size of the dorm. kk places a bottle in the middle of the circle and gives it a gentle spin.
it lands on aubrey and lou. nika lets out a soft chuckle, causing aubrey to laugh as well.
âpucker up, lou lou,â aubrey smiles before swiftly placing a kiss on louâs lips, not lasting more than 2 seconds.
the bottle is once again spun, fast this time. it lands on nika and jana, who smirk and touch lips.
paige shifts in her seating, silently wondering if the bottle would ever land on her. she doubts it.
kk gives the bottle a good spin, making it travel faster than before. paige anxiously watches the bottle, fidgeting with her fingers as nerves take over her body.
the first spin lands on azzi. oh jesus. whoever this next spin lands on should consider themselves lucky, paige thinks. she then takes in account that azzi still is wearing her USA basketball shirt.
itâs azziâs turn for nerves to overpower her. her heart quickens, palms begin to sweat in anticipation for whoever sheâs about to kiss.
the next spin seems to last an eternity. paige swears it goes in slow motion. but eventually, it points directly at the blonde.
azziâs eyes practically bulge out of socket. her jaw drops as she locks eyes with paige, who looks equally as surprised.
ignoring the oâs and ahâs she receives from her teammates, paige makes her way over to the curly headed brunette, careful not to show how nervous she is to kiss azzi.
the older girl settles comfortably in front of azzi. her gaze roams azziâs flushed face, which causes paige to smirk knowingly.
there is a heavy silence, the air between them electric, both eager and tentative. slowly, paige places her hand on azziâs hot cheek, and leans in. when their lips finally brush, it was gentle- hesitant at first- but the warmth between them quickly grew, the kiss only deepening as both hearts speed up. a soft, trembling sigh escapes azziâs mouth while paigeâs deepens the kiss even further. she slips her tongue into the younger girlâs mouth, swirling and testing the waters.
after what feels like forever but not nearly enough, paige pulls away, disconnecting their lips. she removes her hand off azziâs waist- which uncontrollably moved there from her cheek- and crawls back to her original spot, besides dorka and jana.
she glances back at azzi, whoâs lips are pluffy and a darker shade of pink, while her cheeks are a softer pink.
the room continued to buzz with energy, the laughter of her teammates echoing from the game, but all paige could hear is the steady of her own heart. her pulse quickens when azzi meets her gaze, heat and want in her lingering eyes. for a moment, the noise of their friends fade away, leaving only the weight of a shared silence between the two.
the blonde didnât take her focus off azzi. she didnât smile, didnât do or say anything. just watched.
azzi clears her throat, trying to act as casual as possible, but her hands betray her, nervously fiddling in her lap. she quickly flicks her eyes to the ground, but not before noticing paigeâs lips twitch softly, as she was fighting off a grin.
then, without a word, paige turns her attention back to the silly game her teammates were continuing to play, yet azzi couldnât shake the warmth in her chest or the growing electricity still intensely present between them.
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I saw this and thought of Ari and his Bird right away đ Now how would he react? đ
Dinner is Served...
Summary: You surprise Ari with his favorite meal: You.
Warnings: Mature Themes, Implied Smut, An Appearance from Bucky Barnes, Ari Being A Menace, Brat!Reader, Brief Discussions of Body Image, High Heels, Naked Fun in the Kitchen, Manhandling, Clothed Male Nude Female (CMNF), Pussy Eating, Very Mild Chase Kink, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: I think someone actually asked me this a while ago. Maybe. I vaguely remember my answer. However, instead of rehashing that, this is how I think that would go - with a twist! Part of my Sweet Renegade Series. Semi-proofread, not beta'd. All mistakes are my own. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!
âI sent you the files this morning, Buck.â Ari winces as he shoulders his way into your house from the garage. âItâs not my fault you donât know how to open âem.â
âJust resend them in a different format.â His friend and business partner responds, sounding frustrated.Â
âWhy donât you just give-in and ask Pixie to help you already?â
âBecause sheâs been giving me the silent treatment since Tuesday. Why would I want to risk breaking the streak?âÂ
Rolling his eyes, he drops his bag by the door â only to be surprised when he spots a pair of your panties laying innocently on the floor. Upon closer inspection, he realizes that itâs actually one of his favorites. It was part of a set heâd bought you just last month.Â
âWhatâd you do, Barnes?â
âUhâŠâ A heavy sigh can be heard coming from the other side of the phone. âI accidentally broke her fancy little coffee maker.â
âWow.â He responds, disapproval evident in his tone. Â
âHey! I just said it was an accident. She said she had a bad night and so I tried to make her one of those latteâŠmacchiatoâŠthings she likes. And then I broke it.â  Â
âMake it right, Buck.â After toeing off his boots Ari begins making his way towards the kitchen, following the sound of music in the air. He frowns when he spies your blouse in the middle of the hallway. Closely followed by a pair of black leggings.Â
âHow?â God, his buddy could be so goddamned obtuse sometimes.
âFucking apologize. And then buy her another one â a better one.âÂ
âUgh!â The former soldier whines. âI wouldnât even know where to start looking for a replacement. How about Iâ?â
Wait. WAIT. Was that your bra? Just what the fuck was up with this strange trail of clothes?
âBuck, youâre a grown man. And google is your friend.â Ari snaps as he picks up your fallen undergarment, his confusion growing with each passing second. âRestore peace to the land before that woman feels compelled to drop a nuke.â With that he ends the call, now ready to solve whatever mystery heâs just stumbled upon.Â
But what itâs he sees when he rounds the corner that has him stopping dead in his tracks.
âWell, shit.â His mouth goes dry as he watches your hips sway to the music pumping out of the speaker.Â
A low whistle of appreciation has you glancing over your shoulder.Â
If you were being honest, youâd known he was home the moment youâd heard your garage door open. Which was also why your bathrobe was now hastily balled up in your pantry.Â
âWelcome home!â You chirp, not missing the way your manâs eyes darken as they drink you in. âDid you have a good day?â
âWhatâs all this?â Ariâs already deep voice dips an octave as he holds up your previously abandoned bra, dangling it from his finger. But you know heâs not mad. This question is coming from a man who clearly likes what he sees.
Which just so happens to be you. Happily cooking in your kitchen. Wearing nothing but a little makeup and a pair of red heels. Oh, and oven mitts. Canât forget those.
Youâd come across this scenario while aimlessly scrolling on Instagram. And since you were growing more comfortable with the body you saw in the mirror these days, you figured that it might be worth trying your luck. If only to see your manâs reaction.
âOops!â You gasp, trying your best to look apologetic. âI just havenât had a chance to clean up yet. Iâm sorry.â
âBabyâŠâ Ari drags a stunned hand over his jaw. âThatâs not even â ah fuck. Cleaninâ up is the absolute last thing on my mind right now.â Dropping the undergarment on a nearby table, he begins making his way to you â only to come up short once again when he catches sight of your heels.Â
âWhat? Iâm just tryinâ to break âem in. Thatâs all.â
âFuck meee.â He groans under his breath, his eyes going wide at the sight of your latest surprise.Â
âHold that thought, sugar.â With a wink, you turn back towards the stove before bending over to retrieve tonightâs dessert from the oven. Youâre forced to bite the inside of your cheek when you hear your bounty hunterâs sudden intake of breath at the sight of your bare ass.Â
âThere we go.â You hum, playfully fanning yourself with a checkered mitt. âHope you like homemade cinnamon rolls with whipped cream cheese frosting." Tendrils of feminine pride unfurls in your belly when you notice Ariâs impressive hard-on tenting his jeans. "Theyâre the perfect after-dinner treat.â
âThatâsâIâm notâŠâ He cuts himself off, surprising you both with his inability to speak. âWeâthat ainât the kinda treat Iâm hungry for, little Bird.â
âHm.â You nod as you stretch your arms above your head. Giving into temptation, you rise up on your toes before giving a little shimmy, calling attention to your breasts. âNo problem. Whatâs the point of talkinâ about dessert when we havenât even discussed the main course?â
âHuh?â Ari clears his throat, his rapt gaze now focused on your pouting nipples.Â
âTonight weâre having roasted potatoes ââÂ
âI donât give a good-damn about no roasted potatoes, woman!â The bounty hunter rumbles, cutting you off before you can finish telling him your menu. âYou donât need to cook nothinâ else. I already know what Iâm hungry for.â He takes a decisive step in your direction. âItâs just a matter of where Iâm eatinâ.â
âBut you donât even know what weâre havinâ yet!â Comes your incredulous laugh as you bat away his eager hands.Â
âThis right here.â He growls, broadly gesturing at your naked body. âAll of this. Thatâs what I want.â Without warning, he grabs the edge of his t-shirt with both hands before yanking it over his head, revealing his muscled chest. âI'm fuckin' starvin'.â
âBut Iâm not on the menu!â You shriek, throwing a dish towel at him the next time he gets too close. The next thing you know, this man is now chasing you around your own kitchen, his long legs quickly eating up the space between you.Â
Fuck it was hard to run in heels!Â
âNow I donât mind where I dine, darlinâ.â Your man purrs, his already sexy voice pitched to arouse. âWe can take it to the bedroom. The living roomâŠâ
âBeast!â You burst into a fit of giggles as you attempt to fend him off with the help of a chair. âNeed I remind you that we are in the kitchen?â
Now that makes him pause. But only for a second.Â
âIt ainât the first time Iâve had you in here.â The chair youâve been holding is gently ripped from your grasp. âPretty sure Iâve devoured that pussy in every room of this house.â You watch in defeat as he sends your last little bit of protection skidding across the floor. âDid you forget how wet you got the last time I splayed you out on this-here table? Because I havenât.â
One rough, slightly calloused hand grips the back of your neck â drawing you closer.Â
âRemember how I made you hold yourself open for me?â His lips ghost over yours â the sharp nip of his teeth causing your heart to beat erratically in your chest. âRemember the way your thighs shook every time you gushed around me?â He moans softly, the erotic sound going straight to your dripping cunt.Â
âIâIf you donât want the potatoes, weâre also havingâŠumâŠâ You canât help but whimper when he abandons your throat in favor of grabbing a hearty handful of your ass. âHerb roasted chickenâŠâ
âI get so hard whenever I think about the way you drenched my fuckinâ beard, baby.â Ari gives you a playful squeeze before lifting you by your hips and depositing you on the table as if you weigh nothing. âMy good girl always makes such a mess for me. Donât you?âÂ
âCould I perhaps interest you in some honey glazed carrots?â However, your weak attempt at redirection is completely ignored.
A heady thrum of excitement courses through you when you feel your back connect with the cool, wooden surface. And then Ariâs hands come to rest on your knees, gently prying them apart, baring your most intimate flesh.Â
âLook at you.â He rasps, tenderly stroking your slick folds. âFuckinâ soaked already. And here we are just gettinâ started.â He parts you with thick fingers before leaning down to press a kiss to your puffy clit, making your hips buck.Â
âYeah,â he continues. âThis is the only honey I give a fuck about tonight.â Gripping your ankle, he drapes your leg over one broad shoulder, opening you up to him even more. And then he reaches for the remote to your speaker, turning up the volume of the music that had since become little better than background noise.Â
âDonât want any interruptions while I enjoy my meal. Especially since you spent so much time preparinâ it.â Ari drags your body towards the edge of the table before taking a seat in a chair and placing a napkin across his lap. âAnd donât worry about me needing any silverware, sweet BirdâŠâ He murmurs as his mouth descends upon your vulnerable, quivering pussy.
âI don't mind gettin' my hands dirty.â
END
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i love yous and what not
you tell james you love him for the first time
words: 940
genre: fluff
cw: kind of reserved!reader (?), james is an annoying sweetheart
a/n: didn't realise this is another confession blurb. ive been getting too many negative posts (fanwars and all) in my tl so i needed get my head clear. i need to start blocking people don't i.
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You were never a vocal person. To tell someone something vulnerable made you recoil into yourself. You liked seeing it through actions. James knew that. But James had always been an expressive person. He liked showing his love, and proclaiming it, and sharing it. Basically, any form of affection.Â
Your reluctance had never stopped him.Â
He had said âI love youâ a month into dating, you hadn't minded it. You already knew he did, and you felt the same. You had only kissed him later, but next morning, it was as if he could predict your words,
âYou really don't have to say it. I know you have a hard time with these things. I know how you feel, it's hard not to know. I feel all fuzzy inside when you smile at me" He had grinned down at you as you hid, your face half under the blanket but he knew you were smiling. He could see it in your eyes, and who wouldn't know, he did feel all fuzzy inside.Â
So you hadn't said it. At least not as a confession.Â
James is terrible company. Terrible because he rubs off on you. You were never someone to wake early in the morning, you still aren't. But your body seems to wake itself to bid him goodbye in the morning, âI'm only going to the gym" He'd say as he kisses your forehead, your body going back to sleep again.
And you had peppered in âlove you's in your texts, when bid him goodbye, in your notes, magnetic letters spelling out âLYâ under his growing collection of pictures etc. etc.
Today's different. He's still annoying with what feels like a weekly routine to cuddle you with cheesy romantic sentences, that you know he means -he knows they make you squeezy- but he says them anyway.Â
âThis isn't a joke my love, I really would let you stab me,â His arms squeezing your waist as you squirm in his lap, "I'd just be glad you'd be the one to do it."Â
You try to be annoyed, but laugh as you make more futile attempts to escape.Â
âI feel as if you were made for me. You know that one line," His eyes light up in excitement, your movements still as he concentrates, âI don't believe in God, but I truly believe God made you for me. It's from a book, I think."
âOh my god, James," You chuckle, your hands pushing on his bicep, but you really only feel them flex under your fingers.Â
âWhat do you want for lunch?" He asks, pressing one last kiss on your lips as he lifts you off of him and goes to get his phone.
âHe really needs to stop doing that to meâ, you mumble to yourself.Â
The next morning, you had woken up as you usually did on the time James left the house. But today he was staying in, you knew this after he proclaimed he's gonna be too tired after last night's activities. You had laughed him off, but you guess he was telling the truth.
You laugh, because he is fast asleep and his lips a little puckered, nose cold to touch. You adjusted his blanket before pressing a kiss to his nose. Then another -then another, deciding those would be the only way you'd warm up the cold.
James was half- awake, he knew you were there, but he didn't dare wake up, his sleepy mind scared that it might be a dream and you'd stop.
Your fingers traced over his eyes, his forehead, his chin, mindless activities to spend time, to rid your mind of the pestering feeling.
It had been present since yesterday, or last week, maybe a month, maybe more. You wanted to say it, but every moment felt too casual, or too formal, or maybe too inappropriate, or too serious. You didn't know what to do.Â
You didn't know how he'd react, if he'd resort to his teasing proclamations, or ignore it, or say it back. It was silly to worry about this, there's nothing to fear, it's James.Â
You didn't know what made you say it, maybe because he was sleeping, or well- pretending to sleep, or it was the quiet, maybe something else. There was nothing all too romantic about this moment, but you had said it anyway,
âI love you." A quiet whisper, not hesitant or unsure, just nervous. Your pinky finger runs along his nose, it's quite warm now, his whole face is, âI hope you already know that."
He half opens his eyes, just to see a glimpse of your face, it's zeroed in on a curl of his, falling to the side of his face.
 James had known you liked him before you knew. Your love isn't something non- detectable. It was out there, for everyone to see. Unintentionally or not. He had no doubts. He has a million questions if you're saying it because you feel obligated, or pressured or anything else, but he's afraid he might ruin the moment. So for now, He only pulls you impossibly close, his whole body thrumming with excitement, he'd freak out about this later on. Right now he only wants you.
His arms wrap around you, and buries his face into your neck, his warm breath on yours, âI love you, too. So,â- a kiss, âSo,â-another one, "much."
He nuzzles into you, and let him, of course you do, fingers brushing out his curls, he continues, âBut I think you already knew that."Â
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How are the emotions on this Saturday evening in Las Vegas? Is it an overriding relief? Is that the main thing?
An immense relief, but also a little bit more emotional than I was expecting, actually. Both from Max on the radio and I let Christian give him, well, let's say carry out all the complimentaries on the radio, because I choked up a little bit as well, and I think it just comes down to that relief at the end of what has been actually quite an intense year. Not quite as intense as 2021, but it at times ran it close.
Why is this one so special?
They're all special, don't get me wrong. Last year was special for very different reasons, but this one's special because of the effort and commitment that not only Max, but the whole team has had to put in to make it happen. Ok, the first half looked like it was a bit of a cruise, but actually we entered quite a difficult period, as everybody knows. But we had to work day and night to really try to understand the source of the problems and I think we've started to come out the other side, which is great news for the team, but it's also meant that our performances on track have improved and we saw the combination of that in Brazil as well.
Tell us a little bit more about the job that Max Verstappen has done this year. Would you say it's his best season so far?
The worrying thing for the grid is that Max is improving every year, which is frightening really because he's at an incredible level as it is, but in all areas he's working hard with the team, his racecraft on track, his qualifying laps, his consistency and also his ability to give up when you need to give up, and we saw that today, you know, he raced for what matter today rather than the final place on the podium.
In all of those areas you've just described, where has he made the most progress this year?
I think ultimately it just comes down to maturity and experience. Having been there three times before, I guess 2021 laid the foundations and now he's just becoming a very, very, very complete driver.
Since Miami, McLaren have been running you close. They've quite often been faster than you. Has there ever been a moment this year where you've doubted that you were going to win this championship?
I wouldn't say doubted, but certainly you don't take anything for granted. And as I said earlier, we took one race at a time, there was bit of a trend towards the middle of the year where things weren't going our way and we could see that other teams, not only McLaren, but other teams were making progress on us, relatively speaking and we had to do something. We had to make some changes and the team has come through on that. So kudos to them.
And how is your bond with Max evolved this year because it feels like this is the first time since you've been winning championships that you've been under a lot of strain together. And we did hear a few flare ups along the way, didn't we? Has it always been all sweetness and light or have there been-
Hungary springs to mind. We had actually a very quiet week after, I don't think there was a word spoken in the 3/4 days after the Hungary race, but we had a really good meeting in Spa together with Christian and Pierre just clearing the air. Not that there was ever any animosity, but I think sometimes when adrenaline is running that high, it's best just to leave things alone. Max and I are very similar in that respect. We're not one to bow down and give in very easily. So, yes, definitely that portion of the year springs to mind. But for the rest, again, it's a relationship that's grown over nine seasons. So we know each other very well. We work together very well. So long may that continue.
Well, let's throw it forward to 2025. It looks on paper like it might be incredibly close. Does that actually help someone like Max Verstappen because he makes no mistakes?
I think it helps him knowing that he has the ability to pull off results that perhaps aren't always there. And I think at the same time that maybe hurts or dents some of his competitors psychologically, not all of them, but perhaps some of them. But, you know, 2025 is a few months away. Now, I think more importantly, we need to finish the year on a high to keep morale in the team up over the winter because again it's been a really hard, hard year. And I think this was a bit of a unique, as everybody knows, it was a bit of a unique event with the temperatures and the tyres behavior, et cetera. So I don't think it's a true reflection of the car performance out there today. We'll do our best to finish Qatar and Abu Dhabi on a high and hopefully grab another win or, or two. And then, yeah, next year is next year.
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