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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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back on my shit
bonus: it worked (idea by my brother n friends lol)
#actually posted this on twitter first but it was 7am when i did and i forgot to post it here so uhm#I always think vhad is a really unpopular ship until i post it on twt and i swear they come outta the woodworks#I MEAN. im happy to see these two more its just funny to me slkjfsdf#also Cyn/The Solver was the flower girl btw and yes she wears two bows <3#ok enough rambling for now#i wanna make more stuff after this. apologies on bein absent !!!#murder drones#murder drones thad#serial designation v#vhad#serial designation n#uzi doorman#murder drones lizzy#sentinal? does he have a name?? hes a registered priest now. with a cowboy brim hat obv
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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profiling the paranormal [2/?] criminal minds + the x-files
#ok y'all are loving these and that makes me v happy#hotchniss#aaron hotchner#aaronhotchneredit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminal minds imagine#criminal minds moodboard#cmedit#the x files#txfedit#txf#msr#dana scully#fox mulder#mine*cm#txfcm#cm
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this is content entirely for me these 3 have nothing to do with each other except for i love them ^-^
#my art#free!#llsif#kisshu#makoto tachibana#kotori minami#its my birthday gift to me ok these 3 make me so happy#i havent drawn koto in for e v e r#and i think its been even longer since i drew makoto#and ive never drawn kish at all looks away in shame............#but now all is well :)#tmm
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if drawing silly goobers was a profession that paid i'd be racking it IN bay bee
#murder drones#murder drones N#n murder drones#uzi murder drones#murder drones uzi#nuzi#tooth rotting fluff i am so sorry#genuinely i didnt even mean for this to turn into a shipping thing#the demons took over its not my fault ok#they make me happy#if i ever make this an actual fanfic thingy with my shiny new ao3 account i promise there'll be an actual really intriguing story and stuff#and if V is alive she'll be hella important and if she isnt then big grief themes#and all the things!!#i really hope N doesn't die this finale i will never recover
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ok, but, darling and duchess. is this anything??
darling wants to save someone, duchess wants to be saved.
what if duchess isn't the odette of her story?? what if she isnt the odile either?? what if duchess is siegfried?? what if she and darling love each other?? what if odile and siegfried's child, rothbart's grandchild, is the wedge driven between lovers??
duchess has to choose between marrying him or being cursed to be a swan forever. the story unfolds, but it unfolds in a way the girls didnt expect and darling was planning to swing a sword at any problem that came her way but she cant with this?? darling was supposed to be siegfried, she was supposed to be tricked with an odile and then run to rescue her odette. but what if she was odette??
what if rothbart and co. are also cursed, and their only way to stay human is to get a love confession (via they force duchess to marry the grandson) or pass the curse on to a willing host?? what if darling makes the choice for duchess and takes her place as the swan princess?? what if darling offers up herself so that duchess can be free?? is this anything
what if duchess wins, she gets the guy and keeps her legs and her ability to dance and still lives happily never after because she realized how much she loved too late. what if the cost of her happy ending was a price she wasn't prepared to pay.
#eah#duchess swan#darling charming#does this even make sense#duchess deserves to be happy#but also#what if she wasn't#love me some tragic wlw#darling: what if i saved someone and it was v heroic#me: ok but what if you saved someone at the cost of yourself#and thus this idea was born#ever after high
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online friendships ars so bittersweet
#ok STORYTIME 🥁🥁🥁🥁#so in 2020 i think? i saw this girls profile on wattpad and i was like yoo she seems so cool so i dmrd her and we started talking#she had just turned 17 at fhat time and i was a baby so anyhow we started talking and got super duper close she was the NICEST purest perso#person ever man itni yaad aati hai sometimes lol#ok so we decided to write this wattpad book tgt#we would stay up just creating mood boards and joking abt the plot#and we decided that the names of the main characters would be our nicknames lol#ik its all very cringe but uss time it seemed so funny#AND she was a big music nerd and had rlly good music taste so she was like ill make seperate playlists for the characters and im listening#to them rn she still hasnt removed them from her profile and its so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#we grew up as she got busy w boards and i also starting nerding super hard#i miss her itna BUT i followed her on insta from my abhi wala insta (she doesnt know its me) and thankfully shes doing so well abh#shes v pretty and seems like shes having fun so IM VERY HAPPY FOR HER#bohot lamba rant hogaya thanks 🙏
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everybody say happy birthday to my favorite blorbo :>
#the bad batch#tbb#star wars#tbb crosshair#sw#crosshair#artists on tumblr#cryiling art#I AM STILL ON TIME. IT IS 5 MINUTES TIL MIDNIGHT#ok these were actually so hard ngl. I don't pretend I don't have same face syndrome#so I reallyyy tried to make his face look as accurate as possible#it was v hard bc I normally don't draw that kind of face shape 😭#and ykw as I was drawing I realized. crosshair literally looks like tech just without glasses and with more wrinkles#i always forget they're literally clones of each other#but going through the process of drawing him made me remember 😨#anywayssss happy birthday to my fave skrunkly sopping wet 60 year old man !! 🥰
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argh. This comic writing is taking me way longer than usual. I keep editing things and it doesn’t feel right.
#wip#i think I finally got it#The issue is usually plots come to me formed yk#But for this one#I did have a plot but it was more related to Chil having a v bad experience and Mei hearing about it and then him telling her#Not to go thru with her plans to become involved with adventures in a sort of threatening way#So I had that all sketched out and then randomly I decided I wanted more drama#so initially I extended it and had it be that maybe she tried to hug him or something but he reacted Badly bc of his aforementioned shit#But I didn’t like that and it felt jarring and sort of…over dramatic. Too much.#So then I got rid of that. And then I was like well maybe he and Mei should actually have a conversation about it#Like he brings it up#So I wrote that and I had him get really mad at her and let that sit around for a minute bc uh-oh there’s another problem#Seee the issue with doimg multiple rewrites of something is suddenly the part that was initially meant to be the focus. Is not important#Anymore and is actually distracting from the main point#So OK I delete all that and rewrite that to make it less distracting#Still keep the important buildup in that scene but focus on Mei more bc this is a comic that’s from her pov#Ok ok yeah. I like that. But THEN#UH OH NEW PROBLEM. ! Remember that He gets really mad scene? The one I let sit to go worry about the middle section#Well. Haha. I read the whole comic back again to check for flow and shit#Get to the end#WOW ITS OUT OF CHARACTER AND JARRING. He’s not mean or anything I just don’t think he’d yell in that sort of emotional way?#I got so lost in the sauce I forgot to write good#So now I’m stuck. It’s so out of character so obviously I get rid of that problem.#Change it so he does still yell but less and also differently. and also now Mei gets to be pissed tf off#and tied it into several previous comics since I like things to be connected to each other#I think?? I think I’m happy with it now…but Jesus Christ#I don’t usually have to do Any rewrites#And the number of other comics I want to do is piling up so I take breaks to sketch those out for later#Then return. To my undoing.
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IN THE MOST LIKE. /nm /npa WAY, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE THIS WRONG OR NEGATIVELY
I’ve noticed that you tend to like …. ask us if it’s okay to do certain things? and like, that’s totally fine and acceptable, but … like. this is YOUR blog, it is whatever you want it to be, you can post whatever, and if people don’t like that then they can just ….. idk, unfollow lol?
if you want to keep a following, sure, then you are 100% free to do what makes you believe you will keep it, HOWEVER if you don’t mind, then you can just do what you want, right ?
you’re not here to entertain anybody if you don’t want to. it’s always your choice to make, and you deserve to have it
ah but you misunderstand. my self-worth is directly tied to the validation of whether people recieve my products well or not! /hj
#jibber jabber#not tickles#serious#?#maybe delete later#i sat with this ask for a little while i'm ngl#and like. i'm gonna trauma-fart a little bit in the tags here since i know not as many people look these days#the fun part of having adhd and rejection-sensitive dysphoria is that my emotion and logic is consistently at odds#logically. yes. you're right! i can do whatever i want on my blog!#emotionally. i love the engagement. and if im not making something that people enjoy what's the point#i am a little jester on a stage and making people happy makes me happy#but not everything that makes me happy makes the audience happy#so the dopamine gets halved#if that makes sense#ew. sorry i hate getting real especially here#but i figure a candid ask like this deserves a candid answer#and i appreciate the sentiment! i really do /gen#as an aside i am fully aware that this isn't like. healthy. necessarily.#again. emotions v logic thing. its a constant struggle. sometimes its harder than others#ew ew ew ok no more seriousness i'm so sorry
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,,,, i am sad now. H:SR Kaeya is in this one haunting this image like a fucking ghost.
#from another realm ━ (ooc)#riddle me this; is everything that you remember real and nothing but the pure truth? ━ (H:SR V.)#there's SO many things you can learn if you just observe hsr kae.ya.......#the little things he likes. the subtle spark in his eye when he sees something he likes. how the same eye softens when hes talking to#someone he likes or wants to be in the presence of. the rapt shimmer in his eye when he looks at shiny things. all of his soft spots#hsr kae.ya firmly believes that he isnt human but all of these things make him /wonderfully/ human and full of emotions#like i could talk about this for HOURS. whenever ur muse observes him u can come and ask what theyd notice#so i can yap for 1.2 hours#GOD THE WAY HES. momentarily taken aback when someone does something nice for him. that little pause#where hes just both in awe and surprised before he can recover?#LAUNCHES HIM DOWN THE LAUNDRY ROOM. YOU ARE CAUSING ME EMOTIONS. PERISH#THE WAY HE LAUGHS WHEN HES GENUINELY HAPPY............. THE LAUGH THAT UNPOLLUTES WATER AND WATERS THE CROPS#BITES HIM RABIDLY#hes such a melancholic fellow. that every happy thing drawn out of him is precious ok.#drops mic and leaves
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Where did you get four months? They were very much together at the Grammys right before her tour started.
Not Physically! And not seen at a party with her! If you look a the pr removed timeline (multiple breakup/falling apart songs recorded for and then cut from/bonus tracked for midnights esp YLM hits different and dear reader, the lover house packed up/burning imagery in the visuals that likely took at least over a month if not more time to create considering the complexity of the tour, the end of the Lavender Haze and Bejeweled MVs implying a breakup as well as the Karma vid that was likely filmed pre-tour around jan-feb which includes a visual reference to the breakup, the fact songs from TTPD was being worked on before midnights was even released) It's far more likely they broke up at an unconfirmed time likely before or around the release of Midnights, possibly earlier considering how private they were as a couple.
I also want to note that if this is the case, i am not at all begrudging taylor for this. I fully think that keeping the breakup under wraps until the eras tour was about a month in progress, allowing for the tour (and midnights as an album) to stand separate from personal strife or potential PR drama, as well as giving her time to grieve and at least start to recover. I'm not always a fan of her PR and her death grip on the narrative but in this case it was necessary for her to not just for her sanity's sake but also for her art and her career. PR work and creating relationship narratives is just another part of her job and her art, it doesnt make her "fake" or anything it just makes her an image conscious celebrity which she has always been.
Unless Taylor or some reliable source close to the situation releases a tell all with exact names and dates, we'll likely never know, but I think its important to take Taylor at her word that she is artistically a narrative builder and professionally a shrewd marketer, and that her public persona and its story is as much apart of that as her writing and songs.
#ask#anonymous#taylor swift#shes been in this life arguable since the age of 13 and has been a true public figure since 16-17#shes an expert of public presentations of private relationships its part of the job of Being Famous#her and travis dont get spotted on public dates by accident#<- honestly i include the bahamas swimming beach shots/paps catching a private kiss in that which shes been utilizing since harry. Her#desired vs undesired pap shots are v different and i dont think shes had an undesired one since rep imo. Shes very much in control#she knows how to dissappear#she seems happy w travis and i think she wants everyone to know that! its PR utilization#Built public narratives allow for a separated private relationship where people dont have to dig bc they already have ''private'' beach pic#like this is part of what makes taylor interesting! its a delicate tightrope that she walks and she walks it w precision#thats all sorry for the long response to a short question i just have a lot of thoughts on taylors pr work as of recent#2 clarifications 1. i do not think travis is some sort of beard or prship at this point however i still do not care about him#and 2. i still understand why people would be upset w the pap candids esp if they disagree w me on thinking its preplanned paps#ok thats actually all.
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someone just commented on my physical appearance UNPROMPTED????
#havent even been talking to him for months and he just suddenly pops up to say something insensitive bc he saw my sister's ig story of her-#-going to the gym#just when i was feeling v good abt myself!! lmfao 😭#both physically and mentally too!!#i've genuinely never felt this shitty wow don't think i ever got this insecure abt anything anyone's ever said to me???#but any hoot!! i got into one of my dream management/graduate trainee programs today so 😋#ok but honestly i'm just mentioning this to make myself feel better bc at least!! that part of my day genuinely made me feel so happy (to an#extent i havent felt in a while)#but to end my day on this shitty note... wow#HE SAID ALL THAT AT 1 AM TOO LIKE??? genuinely out of nowehere#*nowhere#anyway#men really r something huh#y.txt
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WAKE UP NEW BURKE CONTENT-
#im a burke lover first a person second and an artist rock bottom#genuinely hadnt had much interps or ideas at all on his younger appearance so honestly this is everything to me im just love him#his face is so shaped!!#the colours!! thank u sm to the artist who rendered him u did amazing!!#given his attire im assuming rn that this could possibly be his iteration had he accepted the uni's invitation? i'm wondering;;#also side note wondering what they did w the emissary figure that was previewed before or if its just gonna be in game furniture now ;v;#still happy tho aa AND THE LAB RAT HUNTERS GETTING BUFFS#sorry luca and tracy ur gonna have to take one for the team OTL#idv ramblings#burke lapadura and his power to make me happy#OK I GO NOW-
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no birthday letter or any new content for ely, just this mei line and the old ely/eden bday lines 🥹
#hyv this is ely's happy day and youre making me v sad about it actually </3#im so glad mei gets a line for it though bc ely was part of her herrscher awakening for this suit sobs#oh bUT WAIT WHY DONT MOBI AND PARDO SAY HBD TO ELY >:( THATS UR BESTIE and i dont have aponia and villv so i cant check but SOBS. JUST EDEN#anyway. hyv bring her back :(#Honkai Impact 3rd#Elysia#Honkai Elysia#Eden#Honkai Eden#Raiden Mei#hi3#ok but i love eden's line sm bc i know shes rich rich but she just. sees so many things ely would like and buys them all#and before she realizes it- its a mountain of stuff that ely loves. or smn like that. i think its cute of them <3#UPDATE: IVE SEEN IT FROM SOMEONE ELSE BUT APONIA HAS A BDAY LINE FOR ELYYY <3#update 2: HUH??? MOBI DID HAVE A LINE FOR ELY WHAAAAT
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