#this made me so emo 😭💖💖💖💖

[fenharel-archived]

Carry my hope, carry my burden. call my dragons, Quulos and Quuthos, and ride to the Astral Sea. Destroy Vlaakith, release our people. Be our future and our legacy.

[harrywavycurly]

I’m not imagining Malibu Barbie! reader having a crisis like the song What Was I Made For and Eddie trying to calm her down and remind her of her worth.

Hiii lovey!! This just made me emo because just imagining big bad biker Eddie trying to help Malibu Barbie remember who the efffff she is just 😭🥹🥹 so I hope you enjoy💖

-want in on Barbie ask night? Look here✨

TW: cursing

*Eddie doesn’t get why you’re so upset…you’re Malibu fucking Barbie*

“Hey did you use-” Eddie stops talking the moment he walks into your room and sees you sitting on the edge of your bed with your head in your hands. “I really don’t want to ask but what’s wrong?” You lift your head and Eddie wants to rolls his eyes because of course you’re crying, that seems to be one of your favorite things to do besides bother him.

“I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.” Your voice is a little squeaky from crying and Eddie just lets out a sigh as he leans against your doorway.

“Don’t know what you’re supposed to do with what?” He asks as he crosses his arms over his chest, he watches you wipe at your eyes and let out a deep breath, a trick he taught you to help calm yourself down.

“Life.” Is all you say as you lay down on your back and Eddie just shakes his head and lets out a sarcastic laugh as he pushes off your doorframe so he can take a few steps so he’s standing in front of you.

“That’s the whole point of life.” You feel his hand give your knee a light tap making you just groan as you raise your hands up so he can grab them and pull you up so you’re back in a sitting position. “No one knows what the fuck they’re supposed to do so we just do what we’re good at or enjoy.” You close your eyes as a new wave of tears hit you as Eddie talks and you feel bad because you know he hates when you cry.

“I can’t do what I’m good at…there’s no beaches here and…and I’m a surfer.” Eddie rolls his eyes as you open your eyes and look down at your feet as some tears rolls down your cheeks.

“You’re not just a surfer.” Eddie squats down so he can place his thumb under your chin and gently lift your head so you’re looking him right in the eyes. “You’re Malibu fucking Barbie and you can do whatever the hell you want.” Eddie feels a sense of relief when you give him a little smile as you sniffle making him hold back a laugh.

“Really?” Eddie just nods as he stands up and heads to your closet so he can grab your helmet that he notices you’ve added some glitter spray paint to.

“Yes.” You smile as he tosses the helmet so it lands next to you on the bed. “Now come on we have errands to run.” He adds as he heads to your bedroom door.

“Where are we going?” You ask as you grab your helmet and follow him down the hallway.

“The mall.” You raise an eyebrow at him even though he can’t see you. “I heard they are having a sale on swimsuits.” Eddie smiles to himself when he hears you let out your excited squeal.

[ditch-lily]

so I wanna do a little trip/photo dump of my latest jeffy adventure. I may delete this who knows but for now, adventures below!

I tbh wasn't at my best during this trip, I had a bit of a not fun ocd episode while traveling and I do feel like I spent most of the trip trying to get back to my baseline okayness - so to my lovely friends and travel partners thanks for being awesome and treating me with kindness!! I really, really appreciated it 💖💖

okay now time for obnoxious trip slideshow haha

chiang rai was beautiful. we went to an insanely gorgeous garden cafe on the first day

on the second, we went to the white and blue temples

btw I love doing street photography so 2 of my favs from chiang rai:

and now...jeffy day

tbh by the time Jeff was onstage I'd been standing around since 2pm (he got on stage...at 10pm 😭) the things We Do for Barricade. I was soooo sweaty and frazzled by then

it was a very cool set up tho! it was a little music festival, lots of food/etc, and they lit up hot air balloons over our heads

we saw a few performers and slot machine!! who were right before jeff. finally got to see them live and ohmygod did they pop off!! at one point they were in front of us just tearing up the stage for ages, they threw guitar picks at us haha (I did not catch one lol)

and then jeff.....look we all know how that went down

but here's a screenshot of when he Looked at me the first time and i fucking realized if I can see them.....they can see me. no??? jfc i think i like super reacted, flailed backwards a bit I think. i prefer to not beobserved okay?? but anyway and that's why he came for my throat later i believe. demon

then look after jeff it was just jumpscare after jumpscare, bumping into his band member at midnight in our hotel lobby (all the musicians and sound crew were having a big drinking party on the steps of the hotel. jeff wasn't there tho) and then the next morning bumping into rasika checking out etc etc

okay some of my fits on the trip! day 1, then jeffy day and the next travel day, which ended up being the Day we followed Jeff and his team around at the airport, unintentionally

each of these in front of the cupboard nowhere near as good as jeffs lol

some of the treasures i got at the show! these are mainly bread's amazing creations. @patpran thank you so much i adore my jeffy cat stickers ;.;

also (made by another fan) the jeffy pop socket i'm screaming,,,,,should i put it on my phone..

okay now bkk!! i got a few street shots cause i love doing that

then witnessed jeff on the bts and found some cat pants

and went plus size shopping at platinum mall. i knew about the names before hand but oh my god im laughing

and then!!! bang sue junction, which is mile and apo's fav hang out spot for vintage shopping. sadly we didn't bump into them. but it was such an awesome place to explore

we also wrote a lil letter each and wrapped up some presents to send to jeff. i would like to say it takes 2+ ppl to puzzle out a thailand post box and how to put it together (and there was only 2 of us at that point lol ;.;)

okay i was gonna add more but that's heaps, i think. despite my brain being frazzled 24/7 on this trip it was a good one. thank you so much to @patpran who showed me all the cool places and was a very lovely travel partner!!! you were awesome!!!

i'm honestly so grateful i got to go, and have these experiences ahhhhh, i'm gonna treasure it (sorry post trip emo-ness) anyway i gotta get back to work now but, if you've read this far, you're a star haha <3

[minamorsart]

Happy holidays to you 🎄🎁🌟❤️

*whispers* , who do you think deserves better

Lotor or Ben Solo/Kylo Ren

First of all: thank you so much! Happy Holidays to you, too!! I hope you are enjoying this holiday season with your loved ones 🎄🎀☃️💖

And second of all: NOOOO Anon how could you make me choose??! 😭😂😂

My gut reaction is to say both of them, but that's not really the answer we're looking for here, is it? Hehe. So I have tried to seriously consider this and provide a sincere answer to your question.

A quick heads up, I will be mentioning reylo and lotura here and there throughout this little essay!

The most fun part about comparing Ben and Lotor I think comes from the fact that these two are suuuuper similar to one another. I covered this a tiny bit in this ask where I talk about how protective the two of them are, but to reiterate:

Both Lotor and Ben are from sci-fi/fantasy franchises that were released around the same time, both have troubled relationships with their fathers, both are great swordsmen and pilots and engineers, both murdered their fathers, have complicated childhoods, rarely show their true faces to others, killed their dads, fell in love with fierce and powerful women, kissed said fierce and powerful women before shortly dying afterwards, said bye-bye to papa by doin a lil stabby stab, became intergalatic leaders of the most powerful empires in the universe -- oh, and did I mention daddy issues? You tend to find that a lot with long-haired emo boys from fiction. It's just the way it is. And for these two in particular you can also sprinkle in a little "mommy issues" just for funsies.

But in all seriousness, Lotor and Ben share a LOT in common, which is pretty crazy! So who deserves better, really? In order to make a fair judgment my first thought was to take into account their crimes and if they were able to redeem themselves in the end. But this is also fiction. As soon as people slap the label "toxic" on a character or ship, I usually tend to tune them out. This is by no means a hot take, but fiction is a form of escapism. It is a way for people to experience a thing (e.g. horror, adventure, romance) without actually having to experience it. So if we have a couple of sad boys who murder and manipulate people but also want to find love, who's gonna stop us from rooting for them? Absolutely no one!

I digress, but my point is that I usually don't care which character did what and why they're a bad person for it. But even then were Ben and Lotor really all that bad? After all, we learned from "The Rise of Kylo Ren" comics that Ben was ultimately not the one responsible for destroying Luke's Jedi school, and in TROS we found out that he was being manipulated by Palpatine the entire time.

For Lotor, we never really got a clear picture of what exactly he was doing with that Altean colony. To this day I still don't get it! In S6E6 he says, "Many Alteans perished in my quest to unlock the mysteries of quintessence." But then in S8E13 Allura says, "Lotor may have been misguided, but ultimately he wanted to preserve life." Like, what does any of that mean?? There are cracks in the armor, Anon! Cracks!!! Not to mention all of the theories with very convincing evidence that there were a ton of changes made to season 8, and unfortunately I don't think we're ever going to get a solid answer from the showrunners as to what was really supposed to happen.

In the end, the complicated and morally gray choices that Lotor and Ben made throughout their lives are what make their characters so interesting! They did the wrong things for what they believed to be the right reasons. If they didn't come across as the mysterious and devious fellas as they did when we first saw them, we wouldn't be such big fans of them. We would've chosen someone else 😉

So any bad deeds aside, maybe we oughta take a step back and do one last comparison. Most notably, comparing how they died. Ben died saving the person he loved, while Lotor died fighting the person he loved. I would have to argue that Lotor's death was far more gruesome and superfluous than Ben's. Not only did he go mad from all of the raw quintessence coursing through his body, but we find out in season 8 that his body had remained in his ship for three whole years, decayed and melted (seriously whose idea was it to share that imagery? I'm scarred for life) and left to sit there by his own mother.

Ben's passing was also deeply upsetting. I cried in the theater. But you can't deny that it was a peaceful one. From the way his body faded into nothingness, leaving beind only his clothes, the audience is able to assume that he became a Force Ghost (or did he? 🤔). He was battered and beaten, but he brought the woman he loved back to life, and in giving his life to her and helping her defeat Palpatine, he redeemed himself. And not only did he redeem himself, but he was also able to reconcile with both of his parents.

Lotor didn't get to do either of those things. He never got the chance. He was manipulated by both of his parents, and he never had the opportunity to redeem himself on his own terms. You know, for someone who directly influenced the entirety of season 8's plot, Lotor is hardly in it! I suppose he sort of redeemed himself, at least in Allura's eyes, but he was long gone by then. He wasn't around to see any of the stuff going on in season 8, stuff happening specifically FOR him because his mother wanted him back. In season 6 he went out like your average cartoon villain--dying because of his own hubris while the heroes looked on. In season 8 we only get: a flashback episode, him showing up in Allura's bedroom ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°), and him copied and pasted into the background as a ghost in the finale, almost like something is amiss in this scene (cracks in the armor, Anon!!!). UGH. You hate to see it.

But at the same time, I'm not too upset that Lotor died if I'm being completely honest with you. At least not anymore, anyway. Don't get me wrong, at the time I cried when his death was confirmed, and then I cried again when Allura died. But at least they get to be together in the afterlife. Ben had a lot going for him. He was only 30 years old when he died, and that's still very young. He could have had a long, happy life with Rey, and to truly redeem himself in the eyes of the resistance, could have devoted his time to restoring peace and order to the galaxy, as well as teach the new generation of Force-wielders alongside Rey.

Lotor, on the other hand, was 10,000 years old. The idea of having lived that long is not only unfathomable, but the fact that he probably spent most of that time being completely alone is just... really, really sad. If I were him I would have been ready to kick the bucket, too. I think the kindest thing to do for him at that point was to give him a peaceful, as well as justified, departure in the series finale. Allura had suffered as well. She had lost everything, just like him, so the two of them finding peace in the afterlife would be the most merciful conclusion, I believe.

Soooo I'm gonna cheat again with my answer 😂 Who deserves better? I would say BOTH of them deserve better, but in different ways. Ben Solo deserved to live, while Lotor deserved a better death.

Thank you so much for this question, Anon! I really had to think a lot about this one, and even though in the end I couldn't actually choose between the two, I still enjoyed coming up with this long-winded answer haha! If you have any further insights you would like to add, or if you even disagree with any of the things I've said, please don't hesitate to say so! I am always happy to discuss anything Ben or Lotor-related 😁 My love for these boys knows no bounds 💖

[dotted-clouds]

OC Art Dump Down Below!

^ Reference for my main guy, Grimly Nox! He's a Demon guy with a messed up past but he's trying to live his life the way he wanted. Currently, he lives on Earth and has a hottie Angel Boyfriend. 🤭

^ Grimly and his dad, Orinas. Orinas is his father, a man who's very bad man, wants to erase the worlds and become super strong. How will he accomplish that? By his son of course. :(

^ Shitpost Drawing that actually happens in canon in my storyverse. Just know it's for shits and giggles, Orinas is with the yellow horns, Haryd is the one with brown hair AND the one named in the first speech bubble, is my bestie's OC. :3c

^ It's a redraw of an old.. old... 2011 drawing of Grimly. I ain't posting the original just know I improved to hell which makes me smile :)

^ another shitpost doodle. It's Grimly and his first human friend/roommate, Zack! Fun Fact! Zack was actually my first OC ever made in 2009 and I based him off Zexion from KH 358/2 Days. My mind was something else when I was 11.

^ Full Body of Zack... he's my meow meow emo punk.. whatever the heck he is 💖

^ Grimly and his angel boyfriend, Silas! <- That belongs to my bestie @MOOMILK1211 ! I was doing a thing where they were eachothers sun and moon...🥺

^ This guy is named Jiro. I'm cringe as hell so bare with me here: Jiro is a Half Demon-Dragon guy. He's a punk guy who's rude and mean!! Also I hate to admit it but he was made because JJK Toji.. That's enough explanation. 😭

^ Chibi doodles, left to right: Silas, Grimly, Zack, Nora. Both Silas and Nora belong to @MOOMILK1211 !!

Okay that's enough OC doodles! I hope y'all like them 💖

[jkvjimin]

pat fully u are the sweetiest one every single time i post a new set you have the kindest things to say abt it and it makes me so emo 😭💖 thank u for being so kind in these trying times, esp since ur sets are always so Incredible and Immaculate. queen of skin tones frfr.

anyways hi ily i hope you’re feeling better and i am sending you all the good vibes 💜💕

WHAT EM HI!!!! big fan here 😭💜💜💜 what a nice surprise, honestly! my heart is melting whoaaaa 💘 everything i say under your posts if full of love and admiration, you're like a hero for me/here and i appreciate you so much, i really do! thank YOU for those kind words, it truly made my day 🥺🌼 i hope that i could at least made you feel like i am right now some day 😭💜💜

i love you, sweetheart! hope life is getting easy for you and that you can stay always healthy and safe. thank you so so so much!!! 💜

[headdaze]

for your lil ask post: (if that doesn’t work just imagine me flopping around like a fish outta water all sad and emo like bc i hate mobile)

I’M NOT INTO ANY SO JUST ANSWER WITH ONE OF YOUR FAVS (if you wanna <3)

FISH ILYSM YES IT DID WORK LOLLL yeah mobile is a pain (mostly bc I hate texting RIP) so I feel u, like I have to add tags onto posts so they don't get buried but it's so annoying to type out all of them and then add the little hashtag to actually make it a tag so these days I literally just do "reblog now" and then later on desktop i'll add tags 😂

ANYWAYS

now those of you who have been stalking my recent reblogs will probably expect me to yap abt svt and believe me I could & I would but im gonna take this chance to yap about my current fav gg my beloved 💖 KISS OF LIFE 💖 for the ask game - for those of yall who don't know they're under S2 entertainment (not one of the "famous" companies to my knowledge), have four members, and debuted pretty recently in 2023!!

✦ my first bias: belle her vocals literally make me feel like i could die happy. also she's so competent (i love competency) & just so unintentionally funny sometimes and always slays so yes i love her so much

✦ my current bias(es): ot4 😭 i feel like sayinh anything else is a CRIME, imo they're the best when they're together and vibing bc the way they all just hang out and have fun together reminds me a lot of my own friend group 🥹

✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each): they're newer so not too many eras to choose from & also all of them are SLAYS SO here's the best from each for me - kiss of life (debut album): I'm weak for belle's countdown (prechorus SLAYSSS) & shh is surprisingly addictive / born to be xx: all of it. amazing. says it is really beaitufl and calm, but bad news always gets me hyped!! / midas touch: it's a single album so only two songs BUT THEY GO SO HARD!!!

✦ how i got into them: this is a really weird story that I'm just gonna tell bc I can and I will -- I saw Jii (cover artist on Youtube) uploaded a short of her Chinese cover of Midas Touch & Jordan Orme (also a youtuber) analyzed the music video… but tbh I was annoyed to see it everywhere RIP LOL and then eventually watched Jii’s short and was like “wait this is actually so banger” so I watched the Midas Touch MV then watched Jordan Orme dissect it .. then idk how but eventually I just went on a KIOF listening spree, listened to all their discography and the rest is history >3< I will say I feel like the moment I was like "yeah i love them to death" is when I watched their midas touch part switch dance; i feel like it really showed off their fun energy and made them feel very real, in a way.

✦ which member would be my best friend: oh help i actually don't know since i don't know TOO TOO much abt each of their personalities - maybe natty?? maybe i'm biased bc i have a best friend whose name is pretty similar to hers 😂

✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member): shimmery metallic pink, X's, hearts, anything NEAR midas touch/greek mythology as any concept :D

tysm fish again for letting me yappp ily/p 🫶💘

[11queensupreme11]

Thank you so much for not making Percy a hardcore emo putting everyone in their place everyone is shocked and Percy turns dark etc I actually HATE those kind of fics they are everywhereeee like yes obviously Percy is a fucking badass but people take it a bit too far 😭😭

i hate those fics too because those edgy girlboss female main characters were sooooo prevalent during the 2000s and early 2010s, in fics, shows, movies, and books!!! and it's still prevalent now, esp in wattpad!!!

it drives me crazy, i just wanna read about a female mc that's hopeless, nice, goofy, a lil dumb, a bit of a loser, etc etc. i'm so sick of bAdAsS female main characters (most of the time they're not even badass, they're just unnecessarily rude esp towards feminine characters and male characters smh 💀)

no hate to ppl who like those types or writes about them, but i just wanna see something different cuz they're so popular

i love cringy girls like asa mitaka (csm), loser flops like kobeni (also csm), and silly girly girls like athie (who made me a princess). they're my pathetic lil pookies 💖

[catdemonb-tch]

HII!! I wanted to request something if that's ok :D and its something similar to this masterpiece you've done, now... はじめましょう！

could I request a matchup for hazbin hotel? not just any matchup but a wedding matchup maybe :D ?? where you matchmake me who I will be married too and wtv. idea from this person, but lets NOW start!

name/pronouns: my name is joey and I use he/him pronouns!

learn about me!: im a ENTP and extroverted but at first I may be a little awkward so it'll take me time to adjust to a new person but it'll work out as always(there's more infomation abt me but im just to tired to list it all but its all on my main acc here! @averagetoyakinnie), im transgender aromatic bisexual and unlabeled, I also have adhdism and BPD, im 5'6, I have dyed black boy hair with bangs, brown/hazel eyes, I wear glasses, I have piercings on my nose, ear, lips and eyebrow and etc😭, I have a rectangular body shape, I wear a lot of styles like goth(trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth and nu goth), gyaru(himekaji, hime gal, rokku, manba, banba, agejo, kogal, tsuyome) and kigurumi), scenemo/emo and vkei ouji and lolita, also at home/school/work I like to wear a Lot of streetwear clothing like baggy clothing like sweatshirts, baggy cargo pants, etc.

Favorite Color(s): I actually have a lot of favorite colors but to be exact it would be like dark black and red colors, 2nd would be any pink colors(baby pink, hot pink, etc) and that's rlly it

Male or Female?: I don't rlly care if its a boy or a girl but I would recommend if you match me with a male

Hard Pass Characters: I wouldn't want Vox as my husband and I don't want even Husk as a husband either💀 sorry but he doesn't make me feel anything for him in any way at all plus he reminds me of gerry but who's an alcoholic, gambling cat demon😭

What kind of venue(s)?: well I would say a church but I would rather say at home would be best for me

What are you wearing?: definitely a dress, yes I am a FTM trans person but since im gyaru I wanted to take the chance to shine after all, maybe at the wedding party ill wear a tux but when im gettin' married its gonna be a dress, something like this if it helps!

What are you serving?: I would have chicken tenders and fries, grilled cheese, pizza, fruits... and for desserts there will be all kinds of them like chocolate strawberries, ice cream, cookies, pudding/jello, etc....

Who caught the bouquet?: hmmm idk, but you can decide author!

What song are you guys dancing to for the first time as wedded partners?: this gonna sound crazy but any vocaloid song😭 like the OGs, I would also dance to tech/euro music and etc but VOCALOID IS FIRST and these are the songs I would play at the wedding ボーカロイド

anyways that's it! I hope this is alight with you!

ありがとう！¡y que tengas un gran descanso de tu día o noche!

I match you with....

Angel Dust!

He loves the trope yall have, the pink and the goth

However for your wedding, seeing you in that dress, being in his own dress as well, hes in tears

Hes so happy

Everything goes without a single hitch

Alastor made sure that the Triple Vs would not make an appearance

Everything was beautiful, pink and white decor everywhere

It looked like a Valentine's Day party

But it was absolutely gorgeous

Most guests by the end of the night were drunk or high, or both

Especially Angel, he definitely celebrated hard

And at the end of the night, he took you up to his room 💖

[sunnysssol]

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: 　ANON LOVE　 :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

I'm here to deliver something I love about you! And it's your art! Suzie may be Alfred's but she makes my heart go doki doki, if I may be cringe in your ask box ｡*⭒⑅ ˙ྌ˙⑅⭒*｡ The "not safe for work things" joke for the secretary AU made me laugh, and so did Canada's (unfortunate) haircut XD And that art of country boy Alfred and emo girl Suzie laying atop hay bales 💞💞💞 I love that one so much, your art is always a blessing to see.

Now pass along the love! (But no pressure to.) You can tag someone and say something you love about them, or if you're shy like me, leave a message in their inbox! Everyone could always use more love in their lives 💞

I have this thing where I tend to hoard nice things that people tell me and this one has just been yoinked for that specific purpose hshhf,, I've been reading this message over and over for a while now and I really, really appreciate it 😭💖 thank you so much friend <33

[backpocketkazoo]

I need Bob with a scene s/o who still uses tec from the early 2000’s

💖💚🖤Bob x Scene! Reader🖤💚💖

Sorreeyy it took so long hopefully I did it justice as someone in the scene/emo subcultures 😭💖

🥩Personally, I don't think Bob would think much your technology at first. Yeah it's a decade difference? But he's A) been in jail for awhile and B) doesn't strike me as the type of guy to be technologically advanced.

-> Sure it may not have been all the rage before he was put in jail, but people don't always just buy the newest product. The only thing that stood out about your phone were the stickers and charms on it.

-> Like I said, typically he wouldn't think much of it? But he found all the little decorations kind of endearing and cute.

-> Bob strikes me as a Red Blackberry Pearl girlie (& you're obviously a pink motorola razr flip phone)

🥩Listening to music on your ipod>>>

"Oh! I'm listening to this awesome band wanna listen ^_^?" whatever scene/emo band you're feelin atm

-> You always have some form of music with you

🥩Thinking about you having cutesy status updates on your myspace (lots of emoticons!! >///<)

🥩Additionally, thinking about having saved ringtones of his voice on your phone.

🥩Bob thinks your outfits are nifty (though he doesn't understand how you don't get tired of taking everything on and off again) ^^;

-> Frankly he doesn't care what you wear as long as you're happy.

-> Bob the typa fella to go along with most things as long as it makes you happy. You wanna paint his nails? Knock yourself out.

It's not your style that draws him towards you but your passion and energy about it! Like I said before, it's endearing!! (Also he loves your silly personality you're so charming to be around <3)

🥩Wow you made ALL those bracelets? You really have a knack for them!

-> Bob is not a jewelry person but if you make him kandi he will wear it forever.

🥩 While he doesn’t quite understand it, he understands that it makes you happy! He loves you and your quirks and you never cease to fascinate him :P

[fatuismooches]

I just read ur recent fic about the Harbingers being jealous and as always i can't stop smiling and giggling a bit while reading through them, its just too good 🛐💞 gosh i really miss ur content so much, its such a mood booster 😭🙏

I want to talk about jealous Capitano first bcs its been stuck in my mind for a while now after reading that fic lol 🤣 first of all, i want to eat him (affectionally ofc) why he is so cUTEKASJKASJIAKSOWJWIWJWISJ- 💓💞😭PLEASE- second, even though he will never tell reader about this "strange" feeling inside him, but bcs of him being an "action speaks louder" kind of man, i feel like its easy for reader to notice if there's something off with him 👀 poor Capitano, he can't escape them- 😂 Also, i just love the thought of reader teaching Capitano how to convey his feelings on some of ur fics, even though his face are still like these "😶😐", he is still trying his best (and it probably became one of his favorite "alone" time with them), its really cute ngl 😖💞

Now moving to Scara, i love how you make him from 3 different phase: innocent (Kabukimono) > emo (Scaramouche) > mature (Wanderer/Hat Guy) 😂 i feel like you are having too much fun with him. If u are asking which of the three are my fav, i'm choosing Kabukimono bcs omg my heart 😭💞 i feel like floating on the air when he is all pouty, its really cute!

And then Signora.. Why u have to make her so hot? 🛐💞 "Maybe you need more matching accessories? Would a hickey do?" Reading that part made me squeal a bit LOL. U REALLY know what ure doing and i'm here for it 🛐🛐

As always, u served us another amazing meal for us Harbinger lovers 🛐💓 and i can't thank u enough for what u did. I hope u have an amazing day smooches! 💞🙏

-🥝

SQUEEEE WHEN 🥝 ANON ENJOYS YOUR WRITING 😭💖 Also, I 100% agree with you I want to chew on the Harbingers (lovingly) AND AHHH YOUR CAPITANO BRAINROT... He never tells reader about what he's feeling much to your chagrin but it cancels out because you've grown to read him and pick up on cues that no one else knows <3 He's internally cursing himself for showing weakness but your pouty concern over him makes him feel it's not so bad 😔

He's so 😐 on the outside but 😳 on the inside. Capitano's probably given up on showing emotion outwardly but he still loves to partake in these activities with you because of how excited you get and he loves the new crazy ideas you come up with!!

I'm glad you noticed my crazy obsession with Scara 🤭😅 I can't help but spoil my bb... He's sooo adorable regardless and I lobe him very much 🥹 I can't choose which one I love most! They all have my heart!

Signora my beloved 😫😫 I have to treat her as the queen she is, as she deserves everything 🤲 I'm glad you know what my goal is 😏 Thank you for this cute brain rot and I hope you have a lovely day too 💖

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

(oml okay so I know you answered my Great Ace Attorney ask like. three weeks ago at this point, but I'm finally getting around to writing a response. I hope you remember what you talked about or can find that ask again alskdfgjfkd I'm so sorry-) First of all, OLIVE IS SUCH A GREAT FAVORITE CHARACTER YOU HAVE IMMACULATE TASTE!!! I felt SO bad for her oh my god, the moment where she tried to poison herself... holy shit it hit. it hit so hard, it's probably one of the darkest and most depressing moments in the game (and lord knows there's so much heavy shit in this game). 💔 TGAA does a lot of subversions from the main AA series, but I loved how she was an (attempted) culprit but also her "victim" was a culprit as well... it's utterly fascinating, I loved what they did with her character and 2-2 in general. She's one of the most realistic and grounded and subtle characters in the game imo, like she feels so normal: she's depressed, and she's bitter, and hateful, but not too hateful, and still sweet despite all of that... I loved her a lot, I want to give her a hug 😭🥹💔 the scene where she thanks Ryuu for helping her get closure was so touching, it made me cry. 💚 I was also really fascinated by her relationship with Shamspeare, or at least his reaction to her, considering that he didn't have any idea of her existence until the trial (I love him too, he's SUCH an interesting character)?? Idk I just think there's so much potential for their interactions post-series, though to be fair I say that about so many characters in this game alsdfjgkfld there's just so much juicy potential for character dynamics... Susato and Yuujin are DEARS, I love them so much 😭🥹💖 It makes me really sad we don't get practically any Susato & Kazuma & Yuujin family content.... I'm forever mad that their (+ Ryuu's) grief over his assumed death is so glossed over, I really feel like Kazuma desperately needed more screentime in the second game where he was allowed to just... be more vulnerable around them and get some sort of emotional catharsis, instead of just being his emo self the whole time :' ) 🫠 it's not bad by any means, I just think he needed so much more. Cause YEAH, his breakdown fucked me up too, it's my favorite scene of his cause it's really the only scene where we get a true taste of how much pain he's bottling up inside UGH. We needed more Mikotoba family scenessssss (seriously, Yuujin doesn't even react at all to hearing that he's alive again and it pisses me off!!! Like that's his adopted son of his dead best friend!!!)

(re: Kazuma though, my favorite Kazuma relationship is actually him and Nikomina from 1-2, or rather, hypothetical relationship. I wrote a fic about them actually lol I just want them to be brother and sister so bad okay :' ) maybe it makes no sense to anyone other than me lol but I need her to know he's aliiiiiive 😭🥺 he treated her so kindly... my heart)

Barok is wonderful, by far my favorite of the main characters and imo has the best written arc of them. He needs a damn HUG and we were robbed of seeing him smile at the end 😭💔 he makes my heart ache godddddd. Van Zieks brothers make me weep. Barok and Iris make me weep *sobs*

As for Graydon...... ahaha how do I even describe it. To be honest my thoughts on him could fill an entire essay; I'm actually responsible for a lot of posts and content about him on tumblr prior to the release of the localization a;lsdfjgkfdls (though under his Japanese name, Rupert Chrogray, which I prefer because I'm a snob lol), he occupied my brain for at least a year after I played the first game, and I still love him to death. He's just a really, really beautiful and complex character to me despite only being in one case... his story is so incredibly tragic, but realistic, and relatable, and so sympathetic to me, not to excuse his actions but he really does break my heart so, so much. I love the hints of characterization we get with him and his father, with him and the brothers, and I also ADORE thinking about his potential relationship with Gina, because they're foils to each other. I think he has SO MUCH POTENTIAL for a redemption arc after the first game, because imo he really is not a bad person deep down, and could change for the better if he's just given the chance to. I just love him sooooo much, I've written a few fics about him lol and I've delved into the Japanese fan content for him because I just need so much more alsdjfgkfld, he's such a beautiful character to me; he's so human, and flawed, and contradictory, but contradictory in a way that makes so much sense and is so well executed. Honestly he could have his own game/media all on his own imo, that's how powerfully well-written he is in such a short amount of time.

And OMG THAT ART OF IRIS AND KYOUKA IS SO ADORABLE AND WHOLESOME, thank you for drawing it 😭🥺💖🐇 my precious girls ✨

HI I'M SO SORRY. I read this ages ago and then just. Never responded. I have no idea why.

I totally agree that one of the things that makes Chronicles so fun is the way you only get a little of most of the trial-only characters, and yet there's so much there as a foundation to play around with! Olive is a great example of that! I love that you wrote about Nikomina and Graydon! I checked out the Nikomina one but still need to go through your Chrogray stories; I'm sure they're just as good a read :)

I really love it when people enjoy the minor or one-off characters. Nikomina really should get to know that Kazuma lived... that'd be a world of guilt off her shoulders, poor girl. It was an accident... I stick to my headcanon that Sholmes told her at some point.

I do agree that the second game kind of was a whirlwind. I imagined a lot of stuff was happening off-screen that we didn't see, especially with regards to the lingering grief concerning Kazuma. I do kind of wish we'd gotten a little less mystery over Yuujin and a little more just getting to be around the man and getting to know him. His story was just really impactful to me. I adore him so much.

I also have some mixed feelings regarding leaving Kazuma somewhat alone in London without his friends at the end of the game... while I don't really see how else it could've ended (it's more realistic; they can't stay in London forever; Kazuma was the one actually supposed to be on exchange), I can't help but feel concerned over him having very little support after a major breakdown/situation that exposed nearly all of his trauma, and still pretty much on that single-minded drive, just in a different, slightly healthier direction (so he can find himself/challenge Naruhodou). I'll be honest, it's now been awhile since I've played the game and I played it late at night so I don't actually recall the ending in detail - it's possible there's something I forgot about here that changes the context a little. I mean, at least we know Sholmes and Iris are going to look out for him...

Also I am a firm believer in post-canon Kazuma and Van Zieks worsties. They can't forgive each other, they begrudgingly understand each other, they can trust the other with pursuing justice, they are petty little shits to each other...

I also like the idea of Sholmes looking out for Kazuma in his own annoying way, and just coming across as... annoying, lol, while Iris keeps finding reasons to "mysteriously" cross paths with Van Zieks, so he cannot shake this weird, genius little pink child. The doors to the prosecutor's office open and the both of them just go "oh no", and then glare at each other because how dare they have the same thought at the same time ahjsbfvsjdfh

Anyways. They're funny to me. Part of me is happy where the story leaves off, and part of me wants a Kazuma Asougi Investigations game, with Van Zieks, Gina, Sholmes, and Iris. (...I actually came up with a rough outline for that very concept... it's a bit self-indulgent though and I have enough projects started... maybe I'll get to it someday... it's actually more like parallel Kazuma-Susato investigations lol)

Sorry again for this woefully delayed response... :/

[netegf]

can i just say the way you write makes me want to scream into the pillow?? your fics are so tender, so beautifully written, i hope you never stop writing, i've been obsessing over them the whole morning

the way i was having the most emo night last night and u made my whole day 🥹🥹🥹💗💗💖💖💖💖💖💗💗💗!!!!! u are an angel fr!!!! thank u thank u for ur kind words i feel so honoured !!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭

[queenofthepunks]

inner thought:

How is it that I am so attracted to a skrunkly, not so conveniently attractive, DANGEROULY evil, blue goblin looking ass MAN in his late 40s OR early 50s, obsessed with quantum physics/time travel!!!

Whenever ME!!!

An 18 year old, chubby, "Emo" and Gay AF person, with abandonment issues, mommy issues, and childhood trauma, knowing DAMN WELL if he was real he would definitely NOT find me attractive 😭😭😭😭

And y'all's should know (whoever is in the crash bandicoot fandom) man I'm talking about.

Yep it is....

*insert drumroll*

Dr. Nefarious Tropy💖💖💖💖

(little drawing on the sidewalk i made 😁)

And GUESS WHAT???? Do i GAF about what other people think??? HELLLLL NAWWWWW!!!

And to all the other people that find this skrunkly ole fart attractive just like me (including the other people that i follow) don't need to GAF either...

Stay HAPPY with your MANSSSS 💞💞💞💞

Sorry Hopefully i didn't Annoy anyone about my little talk 😭😭😭😭

[kemonosaur]

God this makes me emo its too real...😭😭 Coming back to art with genuine interest since working full time for a few years has made me so happy again, truly reminding me it'll never leave. As much as I wanted to give up it always comes back and im thankful for that 💖🥹

Since I’m back on tumblr I thought I’d repost my old comic from 2018. A lot of things have changed since then and sometimes a dried out ‘never give up’ doesn’t quite hit anymore. But even when burnout sometimes feels less heavy, this brings back some hope.