#this kinda makes me wish he always dressed like this but I don’t think men find these tuxedos to be particularly comfy though so 🤷🏻‍♀️
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justmeinadaze · 1 month ago
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Hey could you write a fic with a chubby plus size reader with Gator Tillman and Michael (Hoard) plzzzz
As you wish... 😘
Push & Pull (GatorXMichaelX Plus Size Y/N)
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Warning: Plus size Fem Y/N, Sub/Dom dynamics, degrading (whore, slut), bondage (handcuffs), praise, light spanking, dirty talk, jealous, possessive (kinda toxic) boys, aftercare with a fluffy ending (I guess lol)
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Your wide lust filled eyes shifted between both their angry frames as Gator and Michael towered over you while you remained bound with your hands behind your back on your knees.
You had known both men for years but you wouldn’t exactly call them friends which was part of the reason you agreed to this causal relationship the three of you found yourselves in occasionally. 
One drunk night, flirty glances, and a few orgasms in the back of Gator’s cruiser led to an understanding that you were semi friends with all the benefits. 
You three barely even spoke when you met up but you picked up little tidbits from the dirty talk during. In your small town, the officer loved having the power to wield his badge wherever he wished but within his own home however struggled with any kind of control. When he fucked you, he always had you pinned in some way. Whether it be holding your thick wrists above your head or positioning you on your stomach so he could lay his muscular, lean frame on top of your curvy, plump figure as he roughly pounded his hips into yours. 
“You like that don’t you, little slut. You don’t touch me. I control you. You cum because I allow it. I could fill you up and leave you a needy mess. Fuck, baby. So fucking pathetic aren’t you?”
Michael was slightly the opposite in the sense that he could still be forceful and rough but it leaned more towards passionate than anything else. His thick gorgeous hands would constantly roam your body until he was close to his release, clinging to you as if you would disappear. 
“Mmph—fuck. That’s it, love. So fucking beautiful… I’m gonna fill this pussy cause I know she needs it, yeah. Have me leaking out of you as you struggle to walk…feelin’ me for weeks…”
You love it; loved the push and pull of your dynamic with them. Anytime they needed you, you were there whether it be in the middle of a workday or 2 am, you opened yourself willing for them and thanked them for the pleasure. 
There were no rules on seeing other people. Hell, you saw them with women all the time and said nothing. So, when Gator yanked you out of your dates car after pulling him over, you were completely taken off guard. Even more so when he handcuffed you and brought you to Michael’s house instead of the police station. 
As soon as he dragged you in, he tossed you onto the floor where you found yourself now. 
“What were they doing when you found ‘em?”
“Driving. As soon as they left her house, I pulled them over. You think I’d let him get very far with her in the car?”
“Wh-what’s going on?”
“Wh-wh-what’s going on?”, Gator mocked. “Why didn’t you say you were going on a fucking date? Didn’t think we’d catch you?”
“No? I didn’t think about it. We didn’t set that rule—”
The officer roughly took hold of your bicep and tugged you to your feet before shoving you against the wall where both men crowded your space. 
“Look at the little whore here. Really went all out with the tight fucking dress that shows off her tits.”
“And the overwhelmin’ smell of perfume.”, Michael added as his nose pressed to your neck. “Or is that your cunt I’m smellin’?”
Pushing open your legs, his hands roughly slipped under the damp silk of your panties and his eyes widen playfully as he glided his fingers between your folds. 
“Oh yeah. Little girl is so wet.”
Gator’s own fingers took hold of your cheeks, tilting your head to face him. 
“Is that because of us or that pathetic boy who picked you up tonight?”
“You.”
A firm palm slapped your face makes Michael chuckle as he crumbled the bottom of your dress to lift it higher up your curvy frame as his thick digits pressed into your tight entrance. 
“Don’t fucking lie to me, Y/N.”
“I’m not. I p-promise—fuck—I’m not.”
“Then why the fuck were you with that asshole?!” When you took too long to answer, he smacked you again and his friend smirked as he felt your pussy clench at the action. “Answer me!”
“He asked!”
“Oh? Is that all it fucking takes, you little whore.”, Gator growled as he gripped your hair and walked you to his bed where he threw you on to your back. 
Michael climbed onto the mattress above you and yanked off your dress while the officer ripped apart your panties leaving you exposed for both men. 
“You want to act like a little slut, baby, then we can treat you like a fucking slut.” After tossing his vest and gear to the side, you listened as Gator messed with his belt buckle and shimmied his pants to his ankles before grabbing your chunky thighs in his massive hands to pull you closer to him. 
The obscene sound of him spitting into your cunt fills the room and you moan loudly as he aggressively guides his cock inside of you setting a brutal pace.
“Open.”, Michael commands as he taps your lips with his own dick and you oblige as the salty taste of his precum hits your tongue.
“Fuck—look at her. That’s right…take our cocks like a…good…little…whore!”, Gator growled, slamming his length deep inside you between every word causing your eyes to roll as the other boy does little thrusts of his own as he slides effortlessly along your flat tongue. “Do y-you think he can take care of you as well as we have?!”
When you try to shake your head, Michael’s fingers cling to your hair as both boy’s seem to match frequency, pumping into you at the same time causing you to clench and choke over them both. 
“Good—good girl.”
“You’re ours. Do you understand?” The time between the other man pulling out and Gator’s patience is short as he grips your chubby cheeks roughly between his fingers as his hips roughly pound into yours. “I said do you understand?! When I ask you something you fucking answer, little girl.”
“Y-Yes, Sir. I-I understand…oh—”
“Don’t you dare. Don’t you fucking dare cum yet. We’re in charge of you and we decide when you get to cum.”
“Please…”, you whimper, feeling his stern eyes scan over your face as you struggle to control the need to let go. “I’m sorry.”
“Cum, baby. Squeeze my fucking cock when you do.”, the officer whispers as his upper half falls flat on top of you.
You do as he asks, now with permission, and your body trembles underneath him as you come undone. Palms splayed out above your head, he rolls his hips till you feel them sputter and his spend warm your insides. 
You wait patiently for it…the pull that follows the push. 
After Gator tenderly kisses your cheek, he moves out of the way to allow Michael to maneuver you however he wished. Once you both were further up the mattress, he clung to your back and spun you around till you were on top of him, straddling his waist. 
Lifting your body up with your knees, he held his shaft for you as you gradually sunk down onto his length. 
“Mmph, fuck.”, Michael groans as he balances his palms on your hips to help guide you as you steadily begin to bounce. “Fuck, you feel so good, babe. Why would you even want someone else?”
“I-I-I don’t.”
A palm spanked your behind making you wince and on impulse, you picked up your pace. 
“Liar.”, Gator scolds.
Emphatically, you shake your head as you feel the coil begin to wind once more within your belly. 
“You never—mmph—never…”
“Never what, love. Tell us.”
“You never…t-truly m-make me…yours.”
Falling into the nook between his neck and shoulder, you inhaled the man’s cologne and cigarette smell as his hold on your waist tightened and he thrust up into you as you groan in his ear. 
Michael overwhelmed your senses as he pumped his cock firmly inside you at a rigorous pace.
“P-Please, baby, fuck.”
“Yeah? Cum for me, sweetheart.” Holding you tightly to his chest, a string of ahs leave your lips as the coil snaps and your pussy quivers around him. “Fuck, pretty girl. That’s it.”
Continuing to whisper small praises, his grunts of pleasure soon follow as his release spills inside of you. 
As soon as you feel the metal fall away from your wrists, you shakily push up onto your knees as Michael adjusts himself to a sitting position. 
“Jesus, Gator. I fuckin’ told ya we need to stop using your deputy issued cuffs.”, he huffs in annoyance as he takes hold of your wrist and displays the little indents in your skin. 
“She’s fine.”, he replies lightheartedly as he takes your hand and guides you to the shower. 
Once you’re clean and in one of Michael’s large tank tops, Gator places you between them before quickly checking his phone to make sure no one on the force had called or needed him. 
“I see you with girls to.”, you blurt causing them both to glance your way. “I assumed it would be ok to go out on a date because…you’re also seeing other people.”
The officer blinks as he sighs, placing one of his arms behind his head.
“My dad schedules dates for me. ‘Suitable women to start a family with’ he says.”, the man growls as he rolls his eyes. “I fucking hate it. They are so goddamn boring.”
“Same, kinda. Michelle thinks I need ta settle down.”, Michael adds as he turns to face you. 
“Why didn’t you tell me anything?”
“Why didn’t you?”, the man countered making you smile. “We’re allowed to be shy, love, but…we do like you.”
“A lot.”, Gator confirms. “We weren’t sure you would want to even be seen with assholes like us.”
“Speak for yourself, mate.”
You giggle at their banter as both men smile at the sound. Scooting towards the officer, you rest your head on his chest as you tug Michael’s arm around your waist. 
“I don’t mind being seen with asshole’s like you.”
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This is my first Michael story so I dont have a masterlist for him :P
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withonly-sweetheart · 4 months ago
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Not Quite Right
You're Leon's mystery, he's your mystery. He defends your honor without hesitation, but being around you has him questioning his own morals.
a/n: k personally i didnt deliver with this one i kinda sold but im some kinda block rn needed tk get smth done 🤨😔 (useless core) might rewrite later if ive got inspo
there IS a part two with both a happy and sad ending because i cant let sadness take over but i also just read "if he had been with me" and so yeah ill update this with the links when i post those
tw: angst?? age gap if you squint really hard and look between the lines but nun too serious (theres also suggestive content but wtv)
" if you couldnt tell
they said teamwork makes the dream work
hell i had some help "
wc: 1.8k
The saloon was always bathed in a hazy lemon glow, glaring back at Leon’s squinted eyes as the sawdust kicks up under his boot heels. He peels away from the rowdy crowd and nods to the barkeep for another whiskey. He never really was able to read the small, messy names of absurd drinks scrawled onto the curling paper.
Groaning in frustration, he slams it down, digging his nails into the yellowing parchment. Across the table, he catches your eye, specifically those of which narrow directly at him.
Leon admires your uniform; short, tight-fitted burnt hazel dress. It’s always been ugly to him, but you look… ravishing in it, though his eyes are cool as they flit your way.
And he realizes something else, snapping through his mind rapid-fire.
No one looks at him like that and gets away with it.
“Another round?” he calls out as you saunter past. You eye him sideways but say nothing, shifting your stance at the regulars’ raucous shouts. Not the slightest bit bothered, Leon presses, “Looks like you know your men.”
“Is that so?” you smile, knowingly. “Well, I know that folks say you’ve been ‘passing through’ a while.”
Leon chuckled. “And what do folks say about you?”
“That I know things.”
Intrigued, Leon leans forward. “And what do you know?”
You lean in as well, voice low and intimate. “I know a desperate man when I see one. What are you running from, cowboy?”
“What do you think?”
“That you’re a no-account drifter always poking your nose where it don’t belong.”
Leon chuckles, tilting his hat to adjust to the sudden shift in light. “Reckon I’ll be poking around a while longer then.”
You consider him a long moment. Strangely, Leon wishes he knew what you were thinking. “We’ll see, cowboy. We’ll see.”
Leon smiles. "And what do you suppose that means, miss?"
You chuckle drily. "I’m sure you know exactly what I mean, sir.” And with that vague answer, you turn away, step away, linger in front of him for a moment longer before sauntering away, leaving him with pink ears and flustered thoughts.
If it were anyone else, Leon would’ve been irked. But something about you is different. He doesn’t know why, in a town full of women who adore him, you’re the one to entrance him. He also doesn’t know why instead of pushing you further away, he wants to get closer, unravel your mind like tangled yarn.
So when he walks in the next week, he sits in his regular seat and raises his hand, already spotting you swaying to the music in the back. He knows you see his curled fingers first, before you zero in on his face and the corner of your mouth lifts.
"You seem to have me all figured out." Leon says as you walk past, one hand balancing the drinks on a tray. He tilts his head, studying you curiously. "You’ve done your homework, haven’t you, sweetheart?”
"I sure have,” you reply with a slow, lazy smile, leaning over the counter so only he can hear. “It might come as a shock, but I actually might be using my senses.” You lean away, completely unaware of the effect your husky voice has on him.
He blinks once, twice, before a broad grin spreads across his face. “Well…”
“I’ve got your regular?” you offer, twisting over your shoulder to check the drinks. “On the house?”
“That’s my girl,” he praises as you hand him the cool glass, somewhat back to normal. But your words linger in his mind for an indefinite amount of time. Everywhere, anywhere, whoever’s talking, he wishes it was you whispering weakly into his ear.
Especially when he comes in, as if on a schedule, the next week. His eyes are on you but his thoughts elsewhere, his senses stepping in, flashing warning signs and ringing sirens in his head.
He watches you walk past a group of men he usually sees at this particular bar, in that spot, assuming they’re regulars. What really messes with his temper is when one of them whistles appreciatively and all their eyes immediately switch from your face to a lower area.
“Pay them no mind,” you say dismissively, snapping him out of his trance. “This town has its share of fools.”
Leon pretends to glance you over before returning his stern gaze to them, recognizing one of the rowdy patrons. “Like him?”
The man catches his eye and scowls. “You got something to say, drifter?”
Leon turns back to you with a roguish smile. “Reckon it’s time I shut them fools up, what do you say?”
You sigh resignedly. “Just try not to get yourself killed.”
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You perk up at the sound you already recognize as his boots shuffling across the wooden planks. You glance back down at the drink in your hands, slightly warmer than usual because he returned so late.
When he excused himself a few hours ago, you assumed he had work to take care of. He always came back, anyways, so why bother yourself with the details when you knew that if he wanted you to know, he would’ve told you.
“Well, where have you been-” You immediately stop talking at his appearance. Blood drips down the side of his face, staining the stubble he’s been steadily growing, trickling down his neck. A bruise lines his jawline, maroon and vivid against his pale skin. He staggers over to you, slumping onto a stool, an awkward lean to the right the only sign of his pain.
“Is that mine?” he rasps, reaching for the drink.
“Kennedy!” you exclaim, gesturing to his state and yanking the glass away from his outstretched hands. “What did you get into?”
“Nothin’.” But you hear the sharp inhale he takes before continuing, “Now, did you get all this ready for me?”
“Mhm,” you mumble, gripping your glass tighter, slightly concerned.
“Use your words,” he chides. And now you aren’t concerned as much.
God, he makes you feel so stupid.
“Yes,” you grit out, struggling to be heard against the bustling crowd.
“How ‘bout this?” Leon hums, not waiting for your answer. “Drinks are on me.”
You can’t help but let a smirk tug at the corner of your lips. “Yeah? Anything I want?”
“For a pretty little thing like you, yeah,” he muses, fully turning to face you. You get a better look at his soft, baby blue eyes, fluffy, sandy hair, the way the ivory lights cast shadows across the planes of his face.
“How about not getting into fights?” you joke. He arches an eyebrow as you pass him napkins. He smears the blood across his chin, right under his lips. You can’t help but stare as he tosses his head back to swallow the drink, imagining the liquid burning his throat. “Did you actually fight that guy? You know I was just jokin’ right?”
Leon rasps something you don’t hear, eyes glazed over. “This… is different. What’d you put in it this time, sugar?”
“Just somethin’ special,” you respond vaguely. “Thought you’d like it.”
“Tastes like shit,” he comments, gingerly pushing the glass away. “What, you going around assuming everyone likes what you like?”
“Last guy did,” you mumble, slightly dejected that he didn’t take well to your concoction. To be fair, you did mess up the first guy’s order, mistaking his single for a double and decided it wouldn’t bother Leon if you got him a different drink, right?
“Last guy’s taste ain’t mine,” he says simply, humming in compliance. You wonder exactly what happened on the way here, why he shows up every week without fail. “Tastes stronger than usual.”
“Can’t handle your drinks?” you jab, the corner of your mouth lifting. It’s always amusing to you when you watch a guy stumble out of the bar, so affected by something you made. It sent a feeling of power rushing to your head, like you could potentially control everyone here.
Or more specifically, the one person you wanted wrapped around your finger.
Leon.
So what if you kept him coming back, glancing up at him every time he left, silently begging him to stay for one more drink? You grew up learning that if you wanted something, you had to work for it.
“I can handle anything,” he slurs, words connecting themselves to the sounds he makes, small purrs escaping his throat and going straight to your head. “It’s just… heavy…”
“Heavy?” You chuckle. “Right.”
“What’d you put in this?” he repeats.
“Just the scotch.” Leon immediately snaps up.
“You know I can’t-”
“Can’t what, Leon? Because you know what I sure can’t do?” His surprised and somewhat curious expression spurs you on. “I can’t sit here and pretend that there’s nothing between us, keep you coming back here every week and have you leave me on the other end of your string.”
You poke him square in his upper chest, digging your finger into the little dip between his collarbones. “And although all the other girls you take to bed can handle that, I sure can’t.”
“I’m… leaving you, sweetheart?” Leon chuckles dryly. “As far as I can tell, you’re the one walking away from me.”
“You walk in here and call me your pretty thing, then leave like it’s nothing!”
“My pretty thing?” The swinging lights dance across Leon's face as he turns, searching my gaze as if seeing new things.
“How much longer? This isn’t how you treat-” In the midst of your rambling, something switches in the air between you and Leon grabs the side of your face, leaning forward, eyes defiant yet demanding.
Quicker than the setting sun through hot summer dusks, he bends his head until your breath mingles, hot and sweet.
And when his lips meet yours, they taste sweeter than you expect, fuller than you see on the outside, like you’re tasting what you can’t see. At the touch of his other hand cupping your head, your doubts slip away.
He doesn’t need words to tell you what his pride had kept tied up tight before. You hear yourself make a sound of protest as he pulls away, suddenly, harshly, eyes shadowed by… regret?
“I… shouldn’t have… shit,” he seethes under his breath. Leon pushes back from the table, the legs of his stool grating against the wooden planks. His brows are knitted tight, like he’s wrestling some demon you can’t see.
You reach for him again but he flinches away, not meeting your imploring gaze. You realize it’s like looking at a stranger wearing Leon's face.
The thought wrenches your heart, so desperately, you plead, “Don’t go. Please. Stay. What do you need to say?”
“I… need to go,” he says, voice trembling. “This was wrong…”
"Don't do this," you beg, hating the tremor in your voice but powerless to still it. Weeks of yearning lead to one perfect moment, shattered before your eyes.
"I'm sorry." The words break on Leon's tongue like he doesn’t mean much to them. He backs towards the door, unraveling with every step while you watch, helpless.
Moonlight throws his anguished profile into sharp relief as you plead, "Stay. Tell me what's got your hackles up, cowboy."
But Leon only shakes his head, hands drawn tight. "You know this won’t work. Us… we can’t."
The words land like blows, stealing your breath. You stagger after him onto the porch, heart cracking down the middle at the distance in his eyes.
"You're running scared is all." Your own voice sounds small and far away. By the set of Leon's shoulders, you know this was a battle you've already lost. “You think you’re not the right one.”
“That’s it,” he says, eyes crinkling at the corner with his smile. “Atta girl.”
“Why?” you insist. “If the shit between us is mutual-”
“Because you’ve got your whole life in front of you, girl!” he says, exasperatedly. “I’ll just fuck everything up for you.”
“But-”
“No buts,” he cuts you off, voice final. But you can hear how it hurts him too. “I’m not heartless. I’ve got a conscience, and as much as it eats away at me, I won’t let it have this one too.” His dull eyes find yours. “I won’t let it have you, too.”
He pauses at the top of the stairs, silhouetted against the inky sky. When he turns, there’s no trace of warmth left in his smile. "Take care of yourself, sweet girl."
Then he’s gone, swallowed up by the dark. You sink onto the creaking steps, tasting tears and the agony of loss, the stars uncaring as they sparkle down at you.
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pessimisticpigeonsworld · 3 months ago
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Do you think that the Red Keep is haunted (In the books of course), like Harrenhal is said to be? I need someone to discuss ASOIAF lore and concepts with but I don’t have anyone so I’m asking here 😩 I like to imagine that since the Targaryens who are a more magical family built and lived in it for 300 years, the castle would be more susceptible to be affected by all the atrocities and events that have gone on there. The dead all leaving behind an imprint, their spirits and memories haunting the place, echoes of memories from a time long past.
I can imagine some random servant jumping out of their skin as they pass the throne room, later swearing up and down that they saw a figure sitting impaled on the Iron throne, blood dripping down to the floor, but that it disappeared in the blink of an eye. Another one swears they saw a young woman with silver hair standing dangerously close on a windowsill, but that it was too far away to make out who. A woman wearing a dark gown and long black veil is seen lurking around the corners, but her back is always turned to the observer and she slinks away into thin air before anyone has the chance to catch up to her. A woman in a green dress, chains rattling about her wrists as she runs down the corridors. The distant laughter of a little girl running after her black cat. Pounding and clattering behind heard from the Maidenvault at night, despite it being empty at the time. A little girl with silver hair in a white nightgown walking around the halls, looking for her mother to tell her she’s cold. A woman with a long braid being seen amongst the mist of the training yard early in the mornings, when no one else is there, practicing her swordplay. People swearing they saw the fearsome shadow of a dragon flying overheard, even a hundred years after their deaths. If you look at them out of the corner of your eyes, you could catch the portraits of the former Targaryens following your every move, their gazes burning into you. A woman dressed in red and black, crown on her head, seen walking the corridors at night and leaving trails of blood behind her. Hues of green fire illuminating windows of empty rooms as seen from outside, distant yells echoing through the corridors, screaming to burn them all. Worst of all is the little girl in a ragged red dress, hair matted and tangled, body emaciated and eye sockets empty, unspeakable creates crawling all over her tattered body, seen peeking out from behind the corners.
I don’t think it’s actually haunted like this since there’s nothing in canon to support it, but I love the idea so much!
Anon I absolutely love this idea!! I'm a huge fan of horror and this just totally speaks to me! I have to admit, I kinda wish GRRM would go more into the gothic horror themes he has in some parts of the story. The Targaryens definitely have a lot of potential for some great horror stories. I would love to see like a fanfic that focuses on something like this.
I think the idea of Dany encountering spirits of her ancestors when she goes to Dragonstone would be awesome. Especially since she's already had visions of her family members (except Rhaella), so it'd be interesting to see her actually interact with them as she is now.
Jon also has some great potential for horror, especially after his resurrection. Like he could have a connection to the dead and be able to see ghosts or something. I feel like him being literally haunted by Ygritte and Jeor could have some great angst potential.
I could totally see the same thing happening with some of the other houses. I feel like the Starks are a pretty obvious answer, what with their connection to the Others and the Old Gods. Plus Bran is basically already living some gothic shit.
Arya though, I could definitely see her encountering ghosts in the Trident when she returns to Westeros. I think her connection to the Faceless Men could definitely lend some great horror themes, especially if combined with ghostly encounters.
One family that definitely has some major horror vibes is the Boltons. Like the family being haunted by the spirits of their skinned enemies. Guards in the dungeons hearing screaming from unoccupied cells; prisoners having surprise cellmates. The ghost of Roose Bolton hanging over Ramsay slowly driving him to insanity (well more than he already is).
Related to that, Theon also is someone who, like Bran, already has some major gothic horror themes. However, there's still so much more we could lean into. Like him literally being haunted by Robb, Balon, and his brothers. Maybe meeting the original Reek during his time as Ramsay's prisoner.
I think there's soo much potential for this idea anon! These are all just some surface ideas, but I would love to talk about this more lmao!
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starryriize · 7 months ago
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Hey Queen! Since you like and know stuff about F1 : I'd like to request your opinion on how &Team would be as a racer.
Which sponsor would they have? What kinda outfit would they wear? What would their racing style be like?
P.s. : feel free to include pictures we love men in racingsuits.🙏🏻
how &team would be as… | F1 drivers
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〔 author’s note 〕 oh my god. racers…yes. this…yes. this ask actually helped me get my motivation to write up and running :(( pls nonnie ilysm <3
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fuma - aston martin
i feel like he’d fit so well in formula one. he strikes me as the more experienced driver who teaches the rookies how it’s done. he’d be an aggressive, competitive yet clean racer. you’d never see him deliberately force people off the track, but he’d definitely switch up his speed in order to get first place.
he’d wear typical aston martin race suits but would switch up to his regular style when he enters the paddock for media appearances! very classy style~ i think he’d have a style similar to ej with a “boyfriend” look!
kei - mclaren
i am definitely not being biased when i say that mclaren lowkey has fast cars…anyways i could 100% see him in mclaren. i feel like he’s a bit on the “daredevil” side when racing because he tends to race according to his instincts. he gets competitive when overtaking and curses at drivers who don’t know what they’re doing. i mean…you can’t expect racers to be sunshine and rainbows with each other all the time!
he said usually enters the paddock with his buddy, fuma. even their managers are good friends! they have quite contrasting styles as to what they wear besides the racing suits. kei is more playful and expressive in his appearance. he can be seen in bright colors, patterns, etc. overall, he’s incredibly eye-catching hence why the cameras pan towards him instantly.
ej - mercedes
ej radiates class as a racing driver so it’s obvious he’d be part of mercedes. now mercedes isn’t doing that well this season, so best believe he’s making complaints to the chief engineer. it’s all in good faith that his team can improve, but he knows he’s not going to be in the podium anytime soon.
despite this sad outlook, he does race his hardest against aston martin and pushes the car to its limits. when he enters the paddock, he has a typical “boyfriend” style that includes backwards caps. of course, when he does mercedes events, he’s dressed in a full suit.
nico - red bull
anyone who says that nico isn’t redbull is lying. i mean…the recklessness and the killer instinct is 100% there. he’s so intentional about his racing lines and he separates personal life from his work life. red bull is known for having drivers willing to go above and beyond for the podium and for their team.
his typical style is something you’d see on the runway. the world is practically his runway and it’s obvious in the way he carries himself with the kind of confidence you’d see in movies! most drivers always say they wish they had nico’s fashion sense too!
yuma - ferrari
“you have to be devilishly handsome to be in ferrari” and yuma takes his seriously. he’s a reckless driver, willing to do whatever it takes to get on the podium. does it seem cold? heartless? possibly. but does he get results? hell yes. his driving style is ruthless. he pushes the car to its breaking point and then asks the engineer to improve the speed. he knows when the car is not performing as it should on the straight.
people underestimate him because they think he’s just a pretty face so he loves proving people wrong by getting win after win. when he comes into the paddock, he’s decked out in full “typical celebrity crush” style~
jo - mclaren
jo drives for mclaren because he loves the sport and knows it’s not the car that matters but the driver. he’s been practicing and perfecting his skills just for this moment. his favorite race is the Suzuka circuit because it’s inspiring for him to see all his fans and family at his home race. he doesn’t drive for the fame or the money, rather he drives for himself. it’s more about proving to the world that he’s more than capable of being an f1 champion.
i feel like his outfits would be street style/chic mix because he has the proportions of a model. due to his height, he doesn’t need to do much to stand out (it’s a bonus with his striking visuals)! he can pull off virtually any color scheme so he likes to switch it up and wear outfits to match the vibe of the country he’s in.
taki - ferrari
anyone who can’t see taki at ferrari is probably lying because he fits it perfectly. he has that raw talent to be able to adapt to anything the race brings. bad weather? he’s already asking to switch tires. race restart? he’s already planning who to overtake after the safety car lap. he has that motivation to win at all costs.
i think taki’s style would be similar to nico only because i feel like he looks up to nico, especially when it comes to having fashion sense. he’d look so good in his classic red race suit but when he changes to what he wears in between the race weeks, he’s so much more attractive. he pulls off the “bad boy/leather jacket” style so well!
harua - aston martin
the class? the elegance? the iconic legacy of aston? it’s perfect for harua. i think he’s a careful, calculating driver. he knows how competitive it is but he knows not to be rough on the track. he knows exactly where to best utilize the car’s speed and power which gives him an advantage to overtake drivers who are falling behind.
i feel like him and maki have a cute, out-of-the-box style that leaves everyone speechless. more often than not, he has a seemingly simple outfit, but he adds his personality to it! whether it’s an accessory or it’s the layering of the clothes, everyone loves harua! at events, he’d be more dressed up with a classic black suit, perhaps channeling his inner james bond.
maki - red bull
now you can tell me all you like how he should be on a german team but hear me out: he’s perfect for red bull! i think he’d be a big inspiration to little boys in both Japan and Germany. his racing style is unique in the way he’s patient. he’s competitive but he thinks logically about his next move.
as i said above, i think his style would be similar to harua’s. they’re both creative, but i feel like he’d lean more towards a soft palette. i could see him having a style where he always looks as though he’s going on a date after the race!
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Pt. 2 of That’s Gay Tay — a list of 🌈 lyrics Taylor has written (that are either queer-coded, implicit, or otherwise explicitly gay)
*disclaimer — this is a massively long post but that’s precisely the point. I hope you enjoy the richness of her music through this lens as much as I enjoyed compiling it. And be sure to click Keep Reading for the full, thorough, beautiful list. (ps. it may glitch and not show the full list, but it should end with Daylight) ☀️
Wonderland — “Too in love to think straight”
I Wish You Would — “We’re a crooked love in a straight line down”
Love Story (original) — “This love is different, but it's real”
Welcome To New York — “Kaleidoscope of loud heartbeats under coats”
Me! — “But one of these things is not like the others, like a rainbow with all of the colors."
The Very First Night — “We broke the status quo”
Better Off — “We don't have to do things their way”
Forever Winter — “It’s not just a phase I’m in”
invisible string — “Time, wondrous time gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies”
Welcome To New York — “And you can want who you want, boys and boys and girls and girls."
ME! — “And you're the kinda guy the ladies want (And there's a lotta cool chicks out there)”
long story short — “The knife cuts both ways”
Vigilante Shit — “I don’t dress for women, I don’t dress for men”
Out Of The Woods — “The rest of the world was black and white. But we were in screaming color”
illicit affairs — “You showed me colors you know I can’t see with anyone else... You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else”
Daylight — “I once believed love would be black and white, but it's golden“
Crazier — “You showed me somethin' that I couldn't see, you opened my eyes, and you made me believe”
Question…? — “We had one thing goin' on I swear that it was somethin' cause I don't remember who I was before you painted all my nights a color I've searched for since”
State of Grace — “So you were never a saint, and I loved in shades of wrong. We learn to live with the pain, mosaic broken hearts. But this love is brave and wild”
A Place In This World — “Trying to see through the rain coming down even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do”
Holy Ground — “Yeah, you skip the conversation when you already know”
cowboy like me — “Takes one to know one, you’re a cowboy like me”
So It Goes… — “'Cause, baby, I know what you know. We can feel it”
Message In A Bottle — “I know that you like me and it's kinda frightenin' standin' here waitin', waitin'”
Crazier — “I'd never gone with the wind, just let it flow, let it take me where it wants to go 'til you open the door, there's so much more I'd never seen it before. I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings, but you came along and you changed everything”
Treacherous — “Forever going with the flow But you're friction”
the 1 — “We never painted by the numbers, baby, but we were making it count”
The Other Side of the Door — “All I need is on the other side of the door”
invisible string — “And it's cool, baby, with me”
Don’t Blame Me — “Something happened for the first time”
Holy Ground — “We had this big wide city all to ourselves. We blocked the noise with the sound of, "I need you" and for the first time, I had something to lose”
Cruel Summer — “And it's new, the shape of your body”
You’re On Your Own Kid — “I picked the petals, he loves me not. Something different bloomed”
Hits Different — “Movin' on was always easy for me to do. It hits different, it hits different 'cause it's you”
ivy — “I wish to know the fatal flaw that makes you long to be magnificently cursed”
Getaway Car — “I knew it from the first Old Fashioned, we were cursed”
ivy — “Tarnished but so grand”
Don’t Blame Me — “For you, I would cross the line”
Don’t Blame Me — “I would fall from grace just to touch your face”
Question…? — “Do you wish you could still touch her? … Did you realize, out of time, she was on your mind”
cardigan — “But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs”
Labyrinth — “I'll be gettin' over you my whole life”
Bigger Than The Whole Sky — “And I've got a lot to pine about. I've got a lot to live without”
ivy — “I just sit here and wait, grieving for the living”
the 1 — “It would've been fun If you would've been the one”
Hits Different — “And I felt you and I held you for a while”
‘tis the damn season — “And the road not taken looks real good now, and it always leads to you and my hometown“
Midnight Rain — “So I peered through a window, a deep portal, time travel, all the love we unravel”
The Great War — “I drew curtains closed, drank my poison all alone”
Death By A Thousand Cuts — “I look through the windows of this love, even though we boarded them up. Chandelier's still flickering here”
illicit affairs — “And you know damn well, for you, I would ruin myself a million little times”
dress — “Inescapable, I'm not even gonna try and if I get burned, at least we were electrified”
I Did Something Bad — “They say I did something bad. Then why's it feel so good?”
Treacherous — “This hope is treacherous, this daydream is dangerous”
gold rush — “I can't dare to dream about you anymore”
Mastermind — “Once upon a time, the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned. You and I ended up in the same room, at the same time”
King of My Heart — “And all at once, you are the one I have been waiting for”
The Archer — “Combat, I'm ready for combat. I say I don't want that, but what if I do?”
22 — “You look like bad news I gotta have you”
gold rush — “Walk past, quick brush I don't like slow motion, double vision in rose blush”
I Know Places — “It's a scene and we're out here in plain sight I can hear them whisper as we pass by... Something happens when everybody finds out. See the vultures circling, dark clouds”
Cornelia Street — “You hold my hand on the street”
All Of The Girls — “We’re sneakin’ out into town, holding hands, just killing time”
Wonderland — “Haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds?”
Sparks Fly — “And you stood there in front of me, just close enough to touch”
Enchanted — “The lingering question kept me up 2AM, who do you love?”
the 1 — “I persist and resist the temptation to ask you if one thing had been different, would everything be different today?”
Treacherous — “Put your lips close to mine, as long as they don’t touch... And I'll do anything you say if you say it with your hands”
Untouchable — “Untouchable like a distant diamond sky. I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why I'm caught up in you”
Message In A Bottle — “I'm reachin' for you, terrified”
The Great War — “My hand was the one you reached for”
Delicate — “Sometimes, when I look into your eyes, I pretend you're mine all the damn time”
Gorgeous — “There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have”
You Belong With Me — “Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time”
Angelina — “He’s got everything you’d wanna be... Watch him run across to Angelina, But I won’t cause I have always been a bit reckless”
ivy — “My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand, taking mine, but it's been promised to another”
august — “Your back beneath the sun, wishin' I could write my name on it”
Gorgeous — “You've ruined my life by not being mine”
willow — “Lost in your current like a priceless wine”
ivy — “Oh, I can't stop you putting roots in my dreamland. My house of stone, your ivy grows and now I'm covered”
You All Over Me — “I've still got you all over me”
Maroon — “And I wake with your memory over me”
Delicate — “Is it cool that I said all that? Is it too soon to do this yet? ‘cause I know that it's delicate”
Cruel Summer — “And I scream, ‘For whatever it's worth, I love you, ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?’”
Snow On The Beach — “You wanting me, tonight feels impossible”
The Other Side of the Door — “All I really want is you To stand outside my window throwin' pebbles, screamin', "I'm in love with you"
Glitch — “We were supposed to be just friends… I think there’s been a glitch”
Welcome Distraction — “I can’t win, so I give in. The more I fight, it just gets stronger. You’re an inconvenient kind of satisfaction, welcome distraction”
The Very First Night — “And so it was, we never saw it coming. Not trying to fall in love but we did like children running”
You Are In Love — “Pauses, then says ‘You’re my best friend’”
Paper Rings — “I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this”
Maroon — “Laughing with my feet in your lap Like you were my closest friend”
Dress — “Say my name and everything just stops. I don't want you like a best friend. Only bought this dress so you could take it off”
Dress — “All of this silence and patience, pining and anticipation. My hands are shaking from holding back from you.”
Don’t Blame Me — “Shaking, pacin', I just need you”
illicit affairs — “clandestine meetings and longing stares”
ivy — “How's one to know? I'd meet you where the spirit meets the bones In a faith-forgotten land”
Delicate — “Come here, you can meet me in the back”
willow — “Wait for the signal, and I'll meet you after dark”
Lavender Haze — “Meet me at midnight”
You Are In Love — “One look, dark room, meant just for you”
So It Goes… — “See you in the dark, all eyes on you, my magician”
We Were Happy — “No one could touch the way we laughed in the dark”
Gorgeous — “And you should think about the consequence of you touching my hand in a darkened room”
ivy — “Your touch brought forth an incandescent glow”
Mastermind — “And the touch of a hand lit the fuse”
It’s Nice To Have A Friend — “Something gave you the nerve to touch my hand”
Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve — “If you never touched me, I would've gone along with the righteous. if I never blushed, then they could've never whispered about this”
willow — “I'm begging for you to take my hand, wreck my plans”
Death By A Thousand Cuts — “Quiet my fears with the touch of your hand”
…Ready for It? — “In the middle of the night, in my dreams, I know I'm gonna be with you, so I take my time”
gold rush — “I don't like anticipatin' my face in a red flush”
Dress — “Our secret moments in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you”
Dress — “Everyone thinks that they know us, but they know nothin'”
Hits Different — “I slur your name 'til someone puts me in a car”
Cruel Summer — “I'm drunk in the back of the car And I cried like a baby coming home from the bar. Said, "I'm fine, " but it wasn't true. I don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you”
Invisible — “We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible”
Crazier — “Baby, you showed me what livin' is for, I don't wanna hide anymore”
King of My Heart — “Your love is a secret I’m hoping, dreaming, dying to keep”
Dear Reader — “Dear reader, the greatest of luxuries is your secrets”
All Of The Girls — “Secret jokes all alone”
Dancing With Our Hands Tied — “I, I loved you in secret, first sight, yeah, we love without reason”
…Ready For It — “Lights down low, no one has to know”
Wildest Dreams — “I said, ‘No one has to know what we do’”
I Can See You — “What would you do if they never found us out? What would you do if we never made a sound?”
The Very First Night — “No one knows about the words that we whisper, no one knows how much I miss you”
Last Kiss — “The words that you whispered for just us to know”
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things — “I'm laughing with my lover, makin' forts under covers”
Paris — “Privacy sign on the door and on my page and on the whole world. Romance is not dead if you keep it just yours”
You Are In Love — “You can hear it in the silence, you can feel it on the way home.”
peace — “Give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other”
Dear Reader — “I prefer hiding in plain sight”
Don’t Blame Me — “In the darkest little paradise”
happiness — “Showed you all of my hiding spots”
The Archer — “Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?”
Cruel Summer — “And I snuck in through the garden gate, every night that summer just to seal my fate”
Love Story — “So I sneak out to the garden to see you. We keep quiet, 'cause we're dead if they knew, so close your eyes. Escape this town for a little while”
Question...? — “Did you lеave her house in the middle of the night?”
You’re On Your Own Kid — “I see the great escape, so long, Daisy May”
Our Song — “Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window”
willow — “Head on the pillow, I could feel you sneakin' in, as if you were a mythical thing”
Daylight — “Back and forth from New York (Sneaking in your bed)”
All Too Well — “And there we are again when nobody had to know… you kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath”
Cornelia Street — “Sacred new beginnings that became my religion”
False God — “The altar is my hips, even if it's a false god, we'd still worship this love”
So It Goes… — “And wear you like a necklace”
I Know Places — “I know places we won't be found, and they'll be chasing their tails trying to track us down, I know places we can hide”
cardigan — “But I knew you, playing hide-and-seek and giving me your weekends”
‘tis the damn season — “You could call me "babe" for the weekend“
King Of My Heart — “You try on callin' me "baby" like tryin' on clothes”
peace — “All these people think love’s for show but I would die for you in secret”
hoax — “Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in”
ivy — “I'd live and die for moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time”
Wildest Dreams — “Let's get out of this town, drive out of the city, away from the crowds”
gold rush — “And the coastal town we wandered 'round had nеver seen a love as pure as it”
Hits Different — “Freedom felt like summеr then on the coast”
Getaway Car — “It was the great escape, the prison break, the light of freedom on my face”
Run — “Darling, let's run, run from it all. we can go where our eyes can take us, go where no one else is”
Love Story — “Take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run”
Just South Of Knowing Why — “She looked at her keys and found a reason to run”
Call It What You Want — “You don't need to save me, but would you run away with me?"
Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince — “Voted most likely to run away with you”
Better Man — “I know the bravest thing I ever did was run”
Blank Space — “Love’s a game, wanna play?”
…Ready For It — “Baby, let the games begin”
This Is Why We Cant Have Nice Things — “I want to wear his initial on a chain 'round my neck, because he owns me, but 'cause he really knows me, which is more than they can say”
King of My Heart — “'Cause all the boys and their expensive cars, with their Range Rovers and their Jaguars, never took me quite where you do”
The Lucky One — “And your lover in the foyer doesn't even know you”
Cruel Summer — “Bad, bad boy, Shiny toy with a price. You know that I bought it”
exile — “I can see you starin', honey, like he's just your understudy, like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me”
right where you left me — “Wages earned and lessons learned”
All Of The Girls — “Fake love out on the town”
You’re On Your Own Kid — “The jokes weren’t funny, I took the money, my friends from home don’t know what to say”
Midnight Rain — “He wanted it comfortable, I wanted that pain. He wanted a bride, I was making my own name, chasing that fame”
Hits Different — “I used to switch out these Kens, I'd just ghost”
Better Than Revenge — “Soon she's gonna find stealing other people's toys on the playground won't make you many friends”
Blank Space — “Got a long list of ex-lovers, they'll tell you I'm insane. But I've got a blank space, baby and I'll write your name”
Getaway Car — “I wanted to leave him, I needed a reason”
Don’t Blame Me — “Toyin' with them older guys, just playthings for me to use.”
Bejeweled — “And when I meet the band, they ask, ‘Do you have a man?’ I could still say, ‘I don’t remember’”
All Of The Girls — “Cryin’ in the bathroom for some dude whose name I cannot remember now”
Gorgeous — “And I got a boyfriend, he's older than us. He's in the club doin' I don't know what”
cowboy like me — “Now you hang from my lips like the Gardens of Babylon. With your boots beneath my bed, forever is the sweetest con”
cowboy like me — “I've got some tricks up my sleeve”
Dear Reader — “Dear reader, if it feels like a trap, you're already in one”
long story short — “Now I'm all about you I'm all about you”
I Did Something Bad — “I never trust a playboy, but they love me. So I fly 'em all around the world and I let them think they saved me”
I Think He Knows — “I am an architect, I'm drawing up the plans”
Mastermind — “What if I told you I'm a mastermind? And now you're mine. It was all by dеsign”
willow — “Every bait-and-switch was a work of art”
long story short — “And he’s passing by, rare as the glimmer of a comet in the sky”
Snow On The Beach — “I saw flecks of what could've been lights, but it might just have been you”
cowboy like me — “And the ladies lunching have their stories about when you passed through town”
False God — “We might just get away with it”
cowboy like me — “Perched in the dark tellin’ all the rich folks anything they wanna hear like it could be love, I could be the way forward, only if they pay for it.”
Glitch — “I'd go back to wanting dudes who give nothing”
Lavender Haze — “No deal The 1950s shit they want from me I just wanna stay in that lavender haze”
Blank Space — “New money, suit and tie. I can read you like a magazine”
cowboy like me — “Never wanted love, just a fancy car”
Midnight Rain — “I guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted”
cardigan — “Chasin' shadows in the grocery line I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired”
Lavender Haze — “Talk your talk and go viral I just need this love spiral. Get it off your chest, get it off my desk”
This Is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things — “And here’s to my baby. He ain’t reading what they call me lately”
Blank Space — “You can tell me when it's over, mmm. If the high was worth the pain”
… Ready For It? — “I see nothing better, I keep him forever like a vendetta-ta”
long story short — “If the shoe fits walk in it ‘til your high heals break”
cowboy like me — “ And the old men that I've swindled really did believe I was the one”
Hits Different — “Rip the band-aid off and skip town likе an asshole outlaw”
Lavender Haze — “All they keep asking me iIs if I'm gonna be your bride. The only kinda girl they see is a one-night or a wife”
Dear Reader — “To a house, not a home, all alone 'cause nobody's there”
High Infidelity — “Storm coming, good husband, bad omen. Dragged my feet right down the aisle. At the house lonely, good money. I'd pay if you'd just know me. Seemed like the right thing at the time.”
Sweet Nothing — “All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothin'”
Out Of The Woods — “Are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet?”
You Are In Love — “You two are dancing in a snow globe, 'round and 'round”
I Know Places — “'Cause they got the cages, they got the boxes and guns They are the hunters, we are the foxes and we run”
So It Goes… — “Gold cage, hostage to my feelings”
Dancing With Our Hands Tied — “Picture of your face in an invisible locket”
Run — “And the note from the locket, you keep it in your pocket since I gave it to you”
cowboy like me — “And the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up”
seven — “And I think you should come live with me and we can be pirates. Then you won't have to cry or hide in the closet”
this is me trying — “They told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential”
champagne problems — “Your hometown skeptics called it champagne problems”
Midnight Rain — “My town was a wasteland, full of cages, full of fences, pageant queens and big pretenders but for some, it was paradise”
dorothea — “skippin' the prom Just to piss off your mom and her pageant schemes”
New Romantics — “The rumors are terrible and cruel, But, honey, most of them are true."
End Game — “Reputation precedes me, in rumors, I'm knee-deep”
End Game — “Big reputation, big reputation. Ooh, you and me would be a big conversation”
Dancing With Our Hands Tied — “People started talking, putting us through our paces. I knew there was no one in the world who could take it”
Paris — “I want to transport you to somewhere the culture’s clever, confess my truth in swooping, sloping, cursive letters”
Run — “We shouldn't be in this town”
You’re On Your Own Kid — “I didn't choose this town, I dream of getting out”
the lakes — “I don’t belong and my beloved, neither do you”
the 1 — “You know the greatest films of all time were never made”
The Archer — “'Cause cruelty wins in the movies”
exile — “I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending”
The Archer — “And all of my heroes die all alone. Help me hold on to you”
Message In A Bottle — “'Cause you could be the one that I love, I could be the one that you dream of”
Dancing With Our Hands Tied — “I loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us”
Better Off — “Somehow it feels like we're flying, don't want to come down. But they make it so tough cause everyone we know is trying to push us apart hide it down in our hearts”
Question...? — “Did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room and every single one of your friends was makin' fun of you? But fifteen seconds later, thеy were clappin' too?”
the lakes — “I'm not cut out for all these cynical clones these hunters with cell phones”
Run — “This thing was a shot in the dark. Say you'll never let 'em tear us apart”
tolerate it — “I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it”
ivy — “What would he do if he found us out?”
Ours — “Seems like there’s always someone who disapproves, they’ll judge it like they know about me and you”
New Romantics — “'Cause baby, I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me”
ivy — “So yeah, it's a war. It's the goddamn fight of my life, and you started it.”
You Are In Love — “And you understand now why they lost their minds and fought the wars, and why I've spent my whole life tryin' to put it into words”
Change — “Can you feel it now? These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down. This revolution, the time will come for us to finally win.”
Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince — “And I'll never let you (go) 'cause I know this is a (fight) that someday we're gonna (win)”
Afterglow — “This ultraviolet morning light below tells me this love is worth the fight”
long story short — “When I dropped my sword I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door. And we live in peace but if someone comes at us, this time, I'm ready”
dorothea — “Are you still the same soul I met under the bleachers?”
betty — “If I showed up at your party, would you have me, would you want me?”
Maroon — “The lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon”
So It Goes… — “Lipstick on your face”
Dancing With Our Hands Tied — “Could've spent forever with your hands in my pockets”
You All Over Me — “With your hands in your pockets and your "Don't you wish you had me?" grin. Well I did, so I smiled and I melted like a child”
champagne problems — “November flush and your flannel cure”
gold rush — “What must it be like to grow up that beautiful? With your hair falling into place like dominoes”
Style — “You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt”
Gorgeous — “You’re so gorgeous, can’t say anything to your face, ‘cause look at your face”
Paris — “I'm so in love that I might stop breathing”
I’d Lie — “I'm holding every breath for you”
Crazier — “Feels like I'm fallin' and I am lost in your eyes”
gold rush — “Gleaming, twinkling, eyes like sinking ships on waters, so inviting, I almost jump in
Delicate — “Do the girls back home touch you like I do?”
Tear Drops on My Guitar — “I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about”
I’d Lie — “His sister's beautiful”
Me And Britney — “Me and Britney used to sit on the front porch drinking lemonade, talking 'bout things no one else was ever supposed to hear in the summer shade”
seven — “Cross your heart, won't tell no other, and though I can’t recall your face I still got love for you. Your braids like a pattern. Love you to the Moon and to Saturn”
Cross My Heart — “So I cross my heart and hope for you, knock on wood and rope the moon”
This Is What You Came For — “Lightning strikes every time she moves and everybody’s watching her but she’s looking at you”
Hits Different — “Dreams of your hair and your stare and sense of belief in the good in the world”
Angelina — “Angelina’s got a pretty face And really long brown hair”
dorothea — “It's never too late to come back to my side, the stars in your eyes shined brighter in Tupelo. And if you're ever tired of bеin' known for who you know, you know that you'll always know me”
I Know Places — “And you know for me, it's always you”
Hits Different — “You were the one that I loved”
ivy — “He wants what’s only yours”
Me and Britney — “That boy she ran off with, well, I thought he was crazy. Maybe I was just jealous that he'd come between me and Britney”
Vigilante Shit — “Now she gets the house, gets the kids, gets the pride Picture me thick as thieves with your ex-wife”
betty — “Slept next to her, but I dreamt of you all summer long”
Haunted — “And he just might make me smile but the whole time, I'm wishing he was you instead”
Just South of Knowing Why — “I could tell that her smile was only something to hide behind, she felt so out of touch, because she just felt too much”
‘tis the damn season — “And wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles I'm fakin'“
The Way I Loved You — “He can't see the smile I'm faking and my heart's not breaking, ‘cause I'm not feeling anything at all”
Teardrops on My Guitar — “fake a smile so he won’t see”
Nothing New — “And my cheeks are growing tired from turning red and faking smiles”
exile — “I can see you standing, honey with his arms around your body, laughin', but the joke's not funny at all”
Mine — “I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter. She is the best thing that's ever been mine”
King of My Heart — “Up on the roof with a school girl crush”
Karma — “Sweet like justice, karma is a queen”
How You Get The Girl — “And you were too afraid to tell her what you want... I would wait forever and ever And that's how it works. That's how you get the girl”
cardigan — “Chase two girls, lose the one”
Hits Different — “Bet I could still melt your world argumentative, antithetical dream girl”
The Man — “What's it like to brag about raking in dollars, and getting bitches and models?”
The Great War — “And maybe it was egos swinging, maybe it was her”
The Other Side of the Door — “With your face and the beautiful eyes, and the conversation with the little white lies, and the faded picture of a beautiful night. You carried me from your car up the stairs. And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess? After everything and that little black dress, after everything I must confess, I need you”
Our Song — “Man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have”
Tim McGraw — “I hope you think that little black dress, think of my head on your chest, and my old faded blue jeans”
evermore — “sending signals to be double-crossed”
Anti-Hero — “I should not be left to my own devices They come with prices and vices I end up in crisis”
exile — “I gave so many signs”
The Archer — “And I cut off my nose just to spite my face, then I hate my reflection for years and years”
Anti-Hero — “I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror. It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero”
Dear Reader — “Never take advice from someone who's falling apart”
coney island — “And do you miss the rogue Who coaxed you into paradise and left you there?“
mirrorball — “I'll show you every version of yourself tonight”
The Archer — “I’ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you”
evermore — “I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone, trying to find the one where I went wrong. Writing letters addressed to the fire.”
The Archer — “The room is on fire, invisible smoke”
Clean — “I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing”
The Great War — “Sucker punching walls, cursed you as I sleep-talked, spineless in my tomb of silence”
long story short — “Misery Like the war of words I shouted in my sleep”
peace — “I never had the courage of my convictions, as long as danger is near”
Sweet Nothing — “And the voices that implore, "You should be doing more" to you, I can admit that I’m just too soft for all of it”
Dear Reader — “Dear reader, you don't have to answer just 'cause they asked you”
this is me trying — “And maybe I don't quite know what to say, but I'm here in your doorway”
Anti-Hero — “One day I'll watch as you're leaving ‘cause you got tired of my scheming, for the last time”
long story short — “I tried to pick my battles 'til the battle picked me”
coney island — “Sorry for not making you my centerfold”
High Infidelity — “You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love. The slowest way is never loving them enough”
coney island — “But when I walked up to the podium, I think that I forgot to say your name”
Dear Reader — “These desperate prayers of a cursed man spilling out to you for free, but darling, darling, please, you wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking if you knew where I was walking”
Daylight — “There are so many lines that I've crossed unforgiven“
High Infidelity — “You said I was freeloading … I bent the truth too far tonight, I was dancing around, dancing around it”
coney island — “Will you forgive my soul when you're too wise to trust me and too old to care?”
this is me trying —“Pouring out my heart to a stranger, but I didn't pour the whiskey”
Picture To Burn — “So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy. That's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay.”
High Infidelity — “Lock broken, slur spoken”
You Need To Calm Down — “Can you just not step on our gowns?”
You Need To Calm Down — “Why are you mad when you could be GLAAD?”
You Need To Calm Down — “Cause shade never made anybody less gay”
the 1 — “Rosé flowing with your chosen family”
Maroon — “And I chose you The one I was dancing with In New York”
peace — “Family that I chose, now that I see your brother as my brother”
right where you left me — “I swear you could hear a hair pin drop”
The Great War — “Your finger on my hairpin triggers”
willow — “They count me out time and time again”
Hey Stephen — “I'm waiting alone now, so come on and come out. And pull me near and shine, shine, shine”
Dear Reader — “You should find another guiding light, guiding light But I shine so bright”
Daylight — “I've been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night. And now I see daylight"
Daylight — “You gotta step into the daylight and let it go”
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applejuicefruit · 2 years ago
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Hello ! Because you love Adrien as much as me, can you make one with him where he’s jealous of your man best friend ? Thank you so so much :)
I love Adrien so much 😭
Also I changed it a bit I hope you don’t mind😭❤️
Thank you for requesting this ❤️ I hope you like it ⭐️
Let’s pretend Juve didn’t just lost 5-1 to Napoli okay 🥲
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Are you jealous?
Adrien wasn’t the jealous type. He was calm, always, in every situation he never lose control. It happened a few times that some men made some comments but Adrien always let it slide because he was sure you wouldn’t lose your time with other men.
You, on the other hand, were very jealous. This was your first ever real relationship and you still had no idea how everything worked so yes, you were a jealous type. Especially now that your boyfriend is famous. Girls messaged him every single day on instagram, models tried to flirt with him and fans threw themselves at his feet. You were happy for him - of course - but sometimes you couldn’t stop thinking about what would happen if one of the girls won over you. You were a very insecure person and even if Adrien tried to reassure you in so many ways you still let your thoughts have the best of you.
Tonight you were supposed to go to this club with some of his teammates to celebrate juventus winner last night and honestly you wished you could stay home.
But instead you were getting ready. You decided to wear a black short dress. Not too short of course, you still haven’t that much confidence and it wasn’t too revealing either but it fit you so good you were kinda proud of you. You opted for black heels and a very soft make up. It would be all dark so no one would see your face - you thought.
When you left Adrien wouldn’t leave your hand, not even when he was driving and you couldn’t ask for more. You were both very affectionate. He didn’t mind kissing you or hugging you in public and you loved it.
When you arrived at the club you got welcomed by loud music, people jumping and dancing and an awful smell of alcohol, all things that made you feel uneasy and uncomfortable.
You went straight to your group friends when you saw them and started talking with each other. At least you weren’t in a crowded part of the club.
“Mon amour do you want to dance?” Adrien asked you and you had no idea of what to answer. You weren’t a club fan. You hated loud music - only concerts were allowed - you hated people dancing on each other and jumping and this question made you speechless
“Mon amour?” he asked you again
“It’s fine…you go and have fun. I’ll get something to drink first…” you said
“But you don’t drink…” - fuck he knows you very good
“I think I’ll need it tonight” you smiled at him
“You don’t mind if me and the guys dance a bit?”
“Absolutely no! Go and have fun!” you said kissing him and he left for the dance floor.
In that moment you got up and went straight to the bar, sitting on a bar stool waiting for your order. You were kinda lucky that this part of the club wasn’t full of people so you could actually hear people talking.
The barman handed you your drink and you began to drink not before taking a deep breath.
“Not a fan ah?” a man asked you smiling sitting next to you
“Nope” you continued drinking your martini
“Me neither…but friends dragged me here”
“Same…” you said finishing your drink in two shorts
“Get me the same one she had! And…for her another one” the man next to you said to the barista “I’m Mark by the way” he introduced himself and you shook his hands
“Y/n”
“So…y/n what are you doing here all alone? Drinking your problems away?” he joked a bit and honestly you laughed, he was funny and he had a positive energy
“Wishing to be home instead…so I drink”
“I feel you…I don’t know maybe it’s the loud music or the fact that people get so wasted with drinks and dances but I do really hate clubs…” he said trying to break the tension a bit
“Yes I know!” you said while the barista handed you both your drinks “I’m not even an alcohol drinker but I think desperation made me do it” you said holding up your drink and he laughed
“I wish I was at home watching some movies…”
“Harry Potter on Channel 5…that is what I was supposed to do instead of being here” you said drinking
“Or Deadpool on Channel 9” he said smirking and you couldn’t help but laugh
“Yes well…next friday I’m definitely staying at home”
“Watching Harry Potter?” he joked and you laughed so hard you were sure everyone in the club heard you.
In fact, Adrien heard you.
His eyes haven’t left you since the moment you started talking with that man.
He tried to be calm, thinking maybe you were only friends but he had no idea of who that man was and he knew that not even your friends could make you laugh so much.
He was jealous.
He was so jealous he wanted to take you away from the club and go home, only for him to be with.
But he also knew how much this kind of places made you uncomfortable so he was relieved to see you laughing a bit. But he couldn’t think straight because it was a man who was making you laugh.
He decided to go at the bar.
But stopped the moment he saw the man touching your arm. He waited for you to do something but you didn’t even moved.
“C’mon do something…” Adrien whispered to himself but truth was you were too drunk you didn’t even know he was touching you.
Instead you kept laughing and talking and Adrien was fuming.
“Hey” he said approaching you
“Adriiii!” you said grabbing his hand “have you met Mark? Mark this is Adrien, Adrien this is Mark” you introduced them, forgetting a little detail - he was your boyfriend
“A friend?” Mark asked
“Her boyfriend” Adrien stated with a strong voice
“Yes he’s pretty handsome don’t you think?” you asked Mark and in that moment Adrien realised you were too drunk to even comprehend what was going on
“Ohh y/n you didn’t told me you had a boyfriend” Mark smirked at you putting his hand on your thighs, right in front of Adrien’s look
“Yes she has a boyfriend and I wouldn’t touch her if I were you” Adri stated with a strong voice and a hard look, if he was jealous first, he was pissed now
“She doesn’t mind, right baby?” Mark said touching your thighs going up and up
“What?” you asked getting out of your trance. Yes you were too drunk even if you only had two drinks, but everyone knew you couldn’t handle alcohol.
“Get your fucking hands off of her now before I make you” Adrien shouted and a few people turned around. Adrien’s friend Dusan came to see what was going on and calm the situation down in case anything happened.
“Okay I won’t touch her, but man you need to take more care of her, poor baby was left alone all night don’t be surprised if she looks out for other man” Mark said and even if you were kinda drunk understood what he said
“You’re the one who approached me first jerk!” you shouted drunkly and Adrien couldn’t help but laugh a bit
“Because you looked like you needed a good fuck baby” Mark said to you and you felt sick, you thought he was actually a nice person and not dickhead
“Okay that’s enough. Don’t touch her, don’t talk to her, if I ever see you again next to her it won’t end up good for you!” Adrien shouted while you stood up and tried to get him out, with the help of Dusan.
You got him out of the club and he tried to calm down but he was so pissed at what that man did and said.
“Let’s go home y/n” Adrien said reaching for his car, you thanking Dusan for his help and following behind
“Adri…” you called him
“That man got you drunk! What a dick!”
“Adrien calm down please”
“I can’t! The way you were laughing at his jokes…I can’t get the imagine out of my head! The way he touched you!”
“Adri I’m sorry-wait! Are you jealous?” you asked him smirking
“Of course I am! That man couldn’t keep his hands off of you!”
“Yes I knew it!” you said laughing
“What?”
“That under that calm presence of yours you needed to be a little bit jealous”
“A little bit? Y/n my love that if homicide would be legal that man wouldn’t have lived another day” he said seriously but you couldn’t contain your laugh
“I love you Adri”
“Moi aussi mon amour” he said taking your hand and kissing it.
You fell asleep in the car while he was driving back home.
You were too tired you didn’t even heard him picking you up and letting you in the house. He gently removed all of your clothes and dressed you in one of his hoodies, he proceeded to remove all of your make up and then he put you in bed.
“Je t’aime mon amour” he said to you while he wrapped his arms around your body and put you closer. That’s how he fell asleep, with you in his embrace and his head on top of yours.
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sketchy-rosewitch · 2 years ago
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Officially Us: Bobby Cobb x f!afab!reader
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Warnings: dumbasses in love, pussy eating, PinV
18+ minors dni
A/N: You know I had to write this!!! So like 14 people were interested and that’s good enough for me so here it is!
Little taggies too cause I know you guys showed interest in other BvH characters: @fluffy-little-demon @modern-greek-tragedy @crumb @visceravalentines
Girls day, something you didn’t think was possible with the way everyone’s lives worked. It was something you were so happy about though. You loved hanging out with Jules, Laurie and Ellie (even if Ellie could be a bit mean to you sometimes, but everyone was kinda mean to each other so it was okay.)
You sip on your wine and do a little happy wiggle on the steps of the pool, only feeling like getting your lower body wet right now. Jules and Ellie sat on the edge while Laurie was on a floaty all too sipping on their wines.
“You and Grayson doing good?” You ask, looking over to the raven haired woman.
“Yes! He’s opened up about so many things now. Still kinda sucks at comforting me but he tries.” Jules says leaning back. You smile. “What about you Laurie? How’s your dating life?”
Laurie rolls her eyes, making you chuckle at her. “Ugh, I wish it was going well! I mean seriously! All of these men are so BORING. Always trying to change something in me. Saying I talk too much and my clothing style is too bright. Like that’s not my issue!” Laurie huffs and takes a huge gulp of her wine, then pushes herself over to Ellie and Jules. “Fill me up sister!” And Jules does just that.
“Don’t even think about asking me bumble bee.” Ellie rolls her eyes and turns her head away sipping on her wine. You nod and kick your feet in the water, watching as it ripples and dissipates near Laurie’s floaty, which was somehow already on the other side of the pool.
“What about you?” Jules asks, you look up at her absolutely confused.
“What do you mean?” You furrow your brows and set down your empty wine glass, leaning against the stairs.
“You and Bobby, duh.” Laurie answers, you snort. What?
“What about me and Bobby?” You fumble nervously.
“It’s obvious you two are dating and didn’t tell us.” Ellie replies. You laugh loudly.
“What?! We aren’t together.”
“But you like him don’t you?” Jules tilts her head at you. You let out another nervous laugh as you look at the water again, feeling like you want to drown in it.
“I mean yeah but I’d only have sex with him like, platonically.” You snort and shrug hiding your face from your three friends.
“You can’t have sex with him ‘platonically.’” Your blonde friend says doing her air quotes. You open your mouth to defend yourself. Your next words bring regret immediately.
“Sure you can! We’ve had sex like so many times! Friends with benefits!”
“Oh my god.. she’s being serious.” Ellie looks over at Jules. You huff and cross your arms.
“I am, friends with benefits exist and that’s all we are. Even if I am in love with him.”
You watch as each of the girls eye each other, in some type of silent conversation. Ellie rolls her eyes and they all nod.
“We’re gonna plan a date for you and Bobby.” Jules declares. You shake your head.
“No! You won’t cause he doesn’t like me like that! So it’s not happening!”
-
“This is gonna be awful.” You mutter, smoothing out your dress. Laurie looks more excited than you do as you stare at yourself in the mirror.
Did Bobby Cobb really like you how you liked him? Or was this all some stupid joke set up by the cul de sac crew.
No they weren’t that mean… Maybe Ellie was but she’d usually apologize in some way.
A knock is heard at the door and Laurie grabs your hand, practically dragging you down the stairs. “He’s here!!” Laurie squeals. Everyone was downstairs waiting, god you needed to puke.
“Go on.” Laurie pushes you towards the door, making you almost trip ver your feet. You open up Jules’ front door and Bobby stands there with flowers in his hands and his amazingly goofy smile. Your heart swells up.
“Hello.”
“H-hi!”
God you’re pathetic. You take the flowers and loop your arm around Bobby’s. “Don’t have too much fun!” Jules shouts. You roll your eyes
“BYE MOM!” You joke and shut the door.
“Where are we going?” You ask, getting into his golf cart. You set the flowers in the basket behind you.
“Fancy restaurant about 45 from here.”
You look over at him with a brow raised, his shit eating grin says it all and you two start laughing. “Nah, they tried to plan that. Told them it wasn’t our thing. So it’s Thai food and a picnic on the beach!”
You clap your hands together excitedly and he presses on the gas pedal, you two take off.
-
“You got me chocolate strawberries too! Oh my gosh! You’re like, the best!”
You reach into the cooler and grab them opening the container and taking a bite from one, doing a small happy wiggle.
“Picked out things you like and places you like. I know we’ve been to the beach several times but you love it so much why not.” Bobby shrugs. You pick another strawberry out and shove it close to his mouth. He opens it and takes a bite. Your heart is beating so fast right now. He’s so amazing. You toss the leafy bits over to come seagulls. You watch as the sun dips over the horizon.
“You know, this doesn’t feel any different than us hanging out.” You admit, a frown comes across Bobby’s face. You continue smiling though. “That’s a good thing. I - I was so scared of my feelings for you. I know we were doing stuff already but I didn’t want you to not be in love with me. Only way I felt sure of that was to hide how I felt. I didn’t want to ruin our friendship. You’re such a cool person and you’re so nice and friendly. Rejection by you would’ve hurt like a million times more. But I’m happy we agreed to this. Cause now we know both of us like each other.” You explain, Bobby nods his head, you’re sure he only got some of what you said and shove him playfully.
“No, I get it, I understood every word. I was scared too and I ain’t ever scared of nothin’. Losin’ you would’ve been the worst thing in the world for me. Don’t know how I would’ve bounced back or if I would’ve. I’m happy we’re doin’ this too. You’re an amazing’ gal and even though I can’t quite spoil you I’m gonna try to still.”
Your face scrunches up in embarrassment at Bobby’s confession. You two laugh it off and you get up, taking your flats off. You eat another strawberry, throw it to the crowd of gulls and shove Bobby before running into the sand.
“Hey!”
He chuckles and takes his sports coat off before running after you.
You run into the water, the tide only reaching to your knees and blow raspberries at the older man. He laughs, not caring a bit about getting his dark jeans wet. He runs in after you and somehow trips, falling onto your bringing both of you into the salty water.
You sit up and laugh at Bobby. His hair going over his eyes. You shove him again, playfully. The waves hit your bodies, but don’t bother to pull you into the ocean, instead they push you two a little further towards shore. The sandy haired man takes your waist and puts you between his legs, holding you so tightly. He kisses your cheek. You two watch the night sky as you hear him hum lightly.
“So, my place or yours?” You ask.
“Yours.”
-
You practically drag Bobby through your house and to your bathroom. Sandy and wet you chuck your clothes into the laundry basket to wash tomorrow. Then you two get into the shower. The warm water hits your skin, making you feel good. You run your hands through Bobby’s hair to get it wet. He runs his hands up and down your body. You smile and he leans down to kiss you.
“I love you.” You mumble.
“I love you too.”
You feel him getting hard beneath your touch and you smirk squinting your eyes at him. “You’re gonna have to wait. I’m not having sand in my bed.”
The blond kisses you deeply and you two continue to wash each other.
The towels aren’t even on for a minute before Bobby is tearing them off, he holds your face and kisses your lips roughly. You fall onto the bed and he crawls on top of you.
“You’re so pretty.” His voice rasps out, Bobby trails kisses down your body, his calloused hands lightly touching your skin, feeling every inch of you. Bobby touches between your thighs making you spread them further apart he bites and kisses them. You watch as he licks against your clit and you grip onto his wet hair. His fingers find their way into you and you arch your back pushing his face into you. Bobby groans and continues licking your cunt.
“Your tongue feels so good. Please don’t stop.”
Bobby grunts and you feel his tongue work faster to get you to your release. Watching as he starts grinding against the bed.
“Gonna, ah. Cum.”
Your body releases and you moan, gripping onto his hair as hard as you can and riding his face. His stubble rubs against your sensitive flesh but it doesn’t stop you. You look at Bobby absolutely dazed and smile, making grabby hands, he smiles too after a second of looking pussy drunk himself and he hovers over you, kissing your mouth.
You lick his face wanting to taste yourself and he snorts, making you laugh too. You kiss his nose.
“Can I fuck you now?”
You nod. “Please.”
Bobby likes himself up and slowly slides into you. Your mouth opens in a silent moan, he kisses your jaw and pulls out until just the tip is in you. Then he slams into your cunt. Both of you moaning simultaneously.
Bobby thrusts in and out of you and your wrap your arms around his neck, wanting him so much closer to you. “Feel good. So tight for me.” He grunts, you scratch up his back making him let out a small growl. Something you’ve never heard out of him. Bobby’s cock twitches inside of you. “So pretty. And you’re mine now. Can give you as many kisses as I want to. I-“ he lets out small groans, every time his skin slaps against yours.
Your cunt pulsates and your eyes roll back. “Please cum on my cock. Fuck. You’re so beautiful when you cum on it. Such a pretty face.” Bobby mumbles. You can’t help but smile at him. A squeal comes from your throat. Your eyes roll back again as white flashes over your eyes. Your thighs shake, you grip onto Bobby’s back harder. He lets out small grunts and cums not long after, thrusting his hips over and over again into you, you let out soft whines, feeling his cum filling you up.
Bobby takes a second to breathe before pulling out and flopping onto the bed. Cum leaks out of your cunt, you watch in your dazed state as Bobby cleans up his cum with his tongue and let out little squeals.
“Hey!” You giggle, and bite your lip. He smirks and kisses you and you taste him and you together.
Bobby wraps his arms around you and pulls you so you’re as close as you can be. “Are we officially together Bobby Cobb?”
“Hell fuckin’ yeah.” Bobby smiles into your neck and kisses it.
“Good.”
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omg-im-such-a-masochist · 2 years ago
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Hi 👋 I love your Jay White stuff and I’d like to know if you could give us literally anything with him? Thank you.
Hi, darling 🌹 Thank you so much and of course! I haven’t written Jay in a while and I miss my bitchblade 🥰 You’re welcome 😘
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🎶He told me I belong in a churchyard
He told me I could walk away but I wouldn't get far
Tell me how do people know what is hurt, what is love?
He told me I belong in a churchyard🎶
He hated when she used those clothes. Clothes that made her beauty appear even more ethereal, she looked like the personification of some ancient and powerful yet soft and divine goddess. One that could make you either kill or get killed for her love, she held power in her eyes, the kind of imposing silent power that did not require words to make itself frightening. But Jay knew exactly how delectable that power tasted, how warm, thick and rich it felt on his taste buds. And although he was the one that left, he couldn’t help but be drawn to it every time he was close to her.
They all surrounded her, practically throwing themselves at her feet. They begged for her attention like lovesick dogs, trying to get her attention enough to make her choose one instead of the other. Jay knew that pathetic scene all too well, having witnessed and even participated in such scenes many times - much to his dislike.
Her thin, creamy dress flowed around her ankles with each small breeze that passed by the balcony. The sleeves fell down her shoulders, forming small amounts of flowy fabric down her arms and leaving only one - barely visible - thin stripe of material on top of each shoulder, holding the chest area in place. Her back was straight and her hands casually rested in front of her stomach, a silent warning of how cruel and secure yet calm and comforting she could actually be. Her hair was pulled back in a tight bun at the nape of her neck, and a few strings of clear gems fell from her silver hair stick down her back. Her makeup was soft as always, adding even more to the ethereal effect she already naturally possessed. Her earrings were discreet, a pair of dangly moonstone earrings Jay had randomly gifted her back when they were still together. The small casualty made a discreet smirk grace his lips, perhaps he still stood a chance after all.
Her eyes caught a glimpse of Jay the minute he stepped a foot out on the balcony, and she held his gaze as she always did, never backing away from a silent power contest, even more, if it was with him.
“I didn’t think I would find you, of all people, in here” He stated. Jay’s eyes roamed both her face and exposed neck, secretly wishing he could just nibble the soft skin once again.
She placed her hand on one of the men’s forearms before she softly asked “Would you mind giving my acquaintance and me some privacy, please?”. And just like little soldiers, the four men got back in the penthouse, leaving only Jay and her out on the balcony.
“Always the same, huh? So polite, reserved, imposing yet sweet” He scoffed before taking a sip of his bourbon “Does it ever get tiring? Of dealing with them I mean” and pointed towards the inside of the penthouse “Don’t you get sick of them throwing themselves at you like that? So easily. It’s kinda depressing, really” He mocked as she took a seat in one of the chairs, completely unphased by his statements.
“It gets…predictable” She shrugged “But I’m afraid you’re all too familiar with that, no? The amount of worthless, sad, bitter, and drunk women that wait for you at the hotel lobby just so they can fake orgasms in order to have a place to sleep, a story to tell, and a free breakfast in the morning is alarming” Her gaze held his “If you even let them stay long enough to see the sunrise, that is. You’re quite the ‘get lost’ type after all is said and done, if I remember correctly”.
Jay ignored the sting her words left in his chest and only smirked “You still have my earrings, I see”
“Well, you gifted it to me so technically it’s mine, not yours,” She said quite nonchalantly
“I thought you had thrown it away after I left” He murmured
“And why would I?” She frowned “It’s beautiful jewelry”
“Do you keep a piece of jewelry to remind you of all your ex-boyfriends then?” Jay asked with a hint of jealousy in his timbre.
“I did not keep this because of you, love” She chuckled “Don’t be so pretentious, you know me better than that”
Jay wanted to allow himself the delight of hearing her call him ‘love’ again, as it used to be, but he knows he needs to keep it together around her. She already has too much power over him for him to allow himself to be this weak in front of her. She always had a way with her words and that was enough to make him want to crawl back to her.
“Are you sure, honeybee?” He smirked “Aren’t you lying to yourself?”
“The only person who lives in wonderland here is you, Jay” She stood up from the chair and closed the distance between them. Her heels made her tall enough so her forehead could rest on his lips, and Jay’s body begged for her to touch his skin with her own.
“You’re always lying to yourself, my love” Her hands cupped his cheeks and pulled his head down so he could look into her eyes “Always hurting people and yourself with your arrogance and superiority complex. Always either pushing people away or abandoning them when you catch too many feelings” Her thumb traced his lips as she did so many times before “Isn’t that what you did to me? To us?”
Jay gulped hard, trying to keep some kind of control over his mind and body as she kept touching his bare skin. “I was sick of you, that’s why I left” He lied
“Then why are you here? Why didn’t you stay inside once you saw me out here? Why are you still here, and above all: why do you seek my touch if you’re so sick of me?” She asked once he nuzzled his cheek against her palm.
“Because you haunt me!” Jay groaned “You cursed me so I could feel this way! Do you think I don’t know that? You cursed me so I could crawl back to you whenever I see you”
Jay felt her warm breath upon his lips when she cackled “Are you trying to tell me that I put a spell on you? And how did I do that, Jay? Perhaps with a few red candles?” She teased as her nails softly scratched his nape “We did use a lot of red candles, but wasn’t for spells, was it?” Her body pressed against his, offering the same kind of warmth the melted wax had given his skin some time in the past.
Jay’s eyes opened slowly, and stared into hers as he growled “I hate you, honeybee”
She chuckled back and let the pads of her fingers caress the apples of his cheeks. And when he momentarily closed his eyes to fully savor her touch she whispered “Do you really?”
Before Jay’s arms tightly closed around her waist.
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vintage-bentley · 2 years ago
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ik they arent even in the trailer and their story is done but im kinda bummed out thatin the good omens tag basically nobody is ever talking about the them or the human characters anymore like they make up most of the book and half the show but always get the side lines in fandom content :/ like ive never seen an anathema focused piece of anything shes always like crowleys bestie or something nobody cares to explore a female character deeper than is shown in canon like raphael doesnt exist in canon and yet had more people explore his intricacies
I’m guilty of this too, and I think aside from regular fandom tendency to focus on a ship and let that be all that matters, A/C’s story is so interesting and unique that it outshines the others.
But I love Anathema! I really like her storyline of following something for her whole life because she was told she has to, and having to navigate not having that guide anymore—after choosing not to have it. I wish we got to see how she deals with going about life without knowing what comes next, I can see it being a great source of stress for her. And it would’ve been neat to see it paralleled with Aziraphale going through something very similar, now that he’s abandoned his trust in Heaven. I saw a post a while ago talking about how both human couples were mirrors of A/C—Newt asks questions of Anathema’s unwavering faith and helps her to leave it behind, just like Crowley does for Aziraphale. Shadwell ends up with somebody he’s supposed to believe is an embodiment of evil and sees he was wrong about her, just like Aziraphale does with Crowley. That was really interesting to see and I have a feeling that season 2 will do the same thing with Maggie and Nina (of course I hope they’re more than just mirrors of the male characters).
But as far as fandom goes, I have to admit that I understand wanting to focus on A/C since they’re the most interesting. It does annoy me though, that Anathema often falls victim to the typical fandom treatment of female characters, where they only exist to mother the male characters. In fan fiction she tends to be the voice of reason and the “smartest one in the room”, which seems great because yay a woman is smarter than the men…until you realise she’s only “the smartest one in the room” because people can’t imagine a woman being silly and fun, only responsible and maternal. I think so much more could be done to explore her whole conspiracy theory thing.
As far as the trend of her being Crowley’s bestie, I think it’s cute, but it feels like people reduce her to being a “goth bestie” and don’t really pay attention to her interests. I feel like she’d really get along with Aziraphale and they’d bond over interest in/knowledge of books of prophecy. I’m sure Aziraphale would be absolutely fascinated to hear from an actual descendant of Agnes Nutter, and despite having left the descendant lifestyle behind I’m sure Anathema would be eager to share her history with somebody who’s knowledgeable and interested. Like imagine you dedicate your whole life to following in the footsteps of a historical figure that not many people know about except prophecy enthusiasts. And then you meet the enthusiast of all time. That would be exciting!
And, y’know, I’m sure she’d be more fond of Aziraphale over Crowley, considering A’s the one who healed her and treated her kindly while C didn’t care that he’d hit her with his car and instead focused on un-denting said car…
That being said, I’ve found that a lot of content with her being friends with the husbands, especially Crowley, ends up treating her like set dressing. I’d make a feminist analysis of this, but tbh I notice it with all the human characters, so I don’t think it’s specific to Anathema because she’s female. It’s possible it happens to her more though because of it.
Anyways. I agree it’s sad that the other characters don’t get much attention! They’re great, especially Anathema and Pepper who are my favourites. But like I said, I get it, when they’re up against the competition that is ineffable husbands.
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abcdosaka · 1 year ago
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lately i’ve been feeling all kinds of nothing but also feeling kinda good. i feel like my life is so limited and there’s so much to open up. when i move out i think i’ll try to get out more but only a little bit, at heart i’m still kind of a homebody hehe
also i wore makeup to meet sp (i almost never wear it) and i did that lip combo i came up w recently and tbh i felt like a hot girl. it felt like i was playing dress up or i was in drag or acting in a play as if i was a baddie. i could maybe get into it since it’s fun to act like someone i’m not and try something new but also my makeup gives me a headache. maybe bc it’s all from like 2017 lol. it kinda makes me appreciate that i go barefaced everywhere one thing abt me is i have a pretty strong sense of self when it comes to my body. i don’t care about being ugly or pretty that much bc it’s not like smelling bad or something. like my arm hairs and dark under eyes are me, what would i do if i didn’t have those as a part of me
i was a little scared bc there was a guy who was acting a lil sus sitting in front of me on the bus and i was like ? why are you being so weird? but also idk maybe it was just me being paranoid. he stopped being weird when someone sat down next to me though so
idk thinking that men might be looking at me in any sort of way, whether it’s positive or negative, makes me feel very uncomfortable. it’s why i don’t wear my cute kinda low cut shirts or dresses/skirts or do makeup. it gives me this weird feeling of wanting to hide and become invisible. idk if it’s the lesbianness of it all or if i should talk to a therapist.
it’s not like i hate them but it’s like that fantasy i always have when i’m driving or in a passenger seat and there’s traffic. i wish that every single car would disappear so that i can cruise down any road i please and ignore signals and signs. the men are traffic in this case.
sometimes it’s hard to see men as people and not like unpredictable mammals that provoke at a single glance. NO OFFENSE BTW there’s plenty of women i hate too but at least they’re easier for me to read. like i’ll think a guy is pissed off but turns out he’s joking, or i’ll think a guy is joking abt being pissed but turns out he’s serious. then again it’s women who have the most emotional damage to me so maybe i’m just not that good at reading ppl. or is it?
the thing is i think i’ve trained myself to not dehumanize women just bc it feels too easy to do that, like turning them into evil manipulators or bitter weirdos. with men it’s like they’re so dime a dozen that it’s just bound to happen that they turn into numbers for me. it’s unfair but unfortunately society and whatever. well i know deep down everyone is a unique person with everything good and bad that entails. maybe it’s a me thing.
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myakkun · 3 years ago
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BONTEN AS YOUR BODYGUARDS
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character(s): bonten x gn!reader
notes: tbh i’m not sure how i like this & it’s kinda all over the place but we are gonna roll w it :’) + this isn’t rlly a romantic relationship between them all but could be implied !!
warnings: boys jus being their normal semi-aggressive selves, reader is kinda a “daddy’s baby” (not spoiled tho) just for the sake of the plot pls jus let me have this
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having the bonten boys as your bodyguards means three things. constant observation, twenty four hour protection, and most importantly: never having to open a door for yourself.
it doesn’t take long from the moment they’re hired that you make sure to blur that professional line, just a little. after all, if they’re going to be on your ass constantly the least they can do is address you by your first name.
eventually, as all things do, one thing leads to another and it doesn’t even really feel like you’re their boss anymore. you’re friends, close, depend on each other more than just an employee employer type thing.
having them around makes you feel safe all the time, not just when they’re on duty. you decide that blurring the line is a great decision when it comes to your relationship with certain bodyguards of yours.
others... maybe not so much.
not that they’re bad! but you quickly learn that if you give sanzu an inch he’ll take a mile and if you offer ran a bite he steals the whole meal. they mean well, they just need to watch it sometimes.
like when they won’t stop making cheeky remarks to you in front of your father. (seriously, it’s almost like the two of them have a death wish or something).
you still remember when you went to your father to ask his permission to go out with some friends, sanzu and ran in tow. because you figured they’d be the best to accompany you on your night out, right? they’d fit in at a club well, you thought.
your father was a little hesitant to say yes, eyeing the two sharply dressed men behind you before finally sighing with a nod. it was good, it had went smooth.
and then the dumbasses decided to open their mouths.
“don’t worry sir, we’ll take very good care of them,” ran said, lips tilting up a little too devilishly.
sanzu hummed in agreement, gaze flicking over to you, “we’ll have our eyes on them all night long.”
your cheeks flushed with a mixture of frustration and embarrassment and you’re pretty sure you saw the words “murder alert!!” hang over your father’s head for a few seconds before he huffed out a “right” and left the room with clenched fists.
now you’re used to it, your father is used to it, everyone else is used to it. but it doesn’t stop the icy glares your father throws or the way the two idiots’ smirks grow wider in the moment.
if they weren’t some of the best in the business you’re sure they’d be fired by now, but luckily for them you put in a good word to daddy, so they get to stay.
your nights out with them really are fun, but they always try to butt in to steal you away from your friends way too early into the evening.
“c’mon, yn. dance with me too,” ran smiles, lips curved upwards in a way the club lights illuminate. he pulls on your hand, trying to nonchalantly tug you away from your friends.
“have a drink with me,” sanzu offers, pulling your other arm in an attempt to drag you away to the bar. he’s not supposed to be drinking on the job, but one glass won’t hurt.
you were foolish for thinking the two of them would be good choices to accompany you during club nights because it always ends with them bickering, making off handed comments, and throwing punches that get the three of you thrown out.
they make it up to you by stopping for your favorite fast food before you go home though, so it’s sort of a win.
another menace in your little boyband is none other than the leader himself.
mikey’s a great bodyguard, one of the best you’ve ever met really (which is why he was the obvious choice to be captain) but he has these moments about him that are just a little… careless?
like how he scored you both a lecture from your father because he didn’t put a helmet on you before taking you out on his bike.
you weren’t even going far! just a few corner turns and mikey hadn’t really thought about grabbing your helmet off the shelf in the garage. and you didn’t worry about it either, you were just going right down the street.
by the time the two of you got back from your little joyride—laughing and joking, you holding onto mikey’s arm as you walked into the house—your father was already waiting for you.
after your father’s lecture, mikey was rewarded one from you too for getting you in trouble in the first place. but he was pouting and looking at you through his lashes with his hair falling in his eyes and..
well you’re strong willed but you’re not that strong willed, so you can’t help but cut your lecture short to go get mr. leader a snack to cheer him up.
(he doesn’t forget your helmet anymore after that. but his memory still doesn’t serve him well when he keeps losing his walkie talkie).
he sneaks into your bedroom a lot too, always scares the hell out of you when you walk in to see him there, to borrow—read steal—your hair ties. because, guess what, he’s lost his.
it’s a miracle he hasn’t lost you yet.
it becomes rather obvious rather quickly that there are certain boys you should bring with you and have tag along for specific events or outings.
and certain boys you should not.
(mostly because the first time you brought takeomi to the animal shelter and learned he was allergic to dogs but didn’t want to say anything, you learned your lesson. poor guy didn’t stop sneezing for days).
(or that one time you took mocchi with you to your little cousin’s birthday party and he accidentally scared all of the kids when he was just trying to ask where the drinks table was at).
(then there was that instance with kakucho where he accompanied you to a haunted house and you learned the hard way—which was by him punching one of the poor workers in costume in the jaw—that he does not do well with jump scares at all).
needless to say, you’re a little more picky now with who you choose to bring with you so as to not run into any problems.
rindou is your go to when you’re wanting to disappear for a few hours. like, literally disappear.
you don’t tell anyone where you’re going because that obviously defeats the purpose of alone time, but rindou always tags along. someone has to be with you constantly and he’s just the best option for this sort of thing.
the two of you don’t even leave your family’s estate, you’re just insanely good at hiding. it’s become like a game to you two, watching all the others frantically search as you sit out in the garden.
it’s always hard to stifle your laughs as their panicked voices call over the pager on rindou’s hip.
(have you seen them? / they aren’t in the house i’ve searched a million times / oh god their father’s gonna kill us).
the two of you duck behind bushes as kakucho runs past and clasp your hands over your mouths when ran calls out your names from somewhere across the property.
rindou always whispers at you, hisses little “shh, you’re gonna get us caught”s even when he’s doing his best to stifle his laughter too.
“me? you’re the one that keeps rustling around!” you retort, voice just as low as you knock your shoulder into his from where you’re crouched beside him.
maybe the whole thing is just a tad bit evil, but it’s fun. and you always show back up before they make the worried call to your father anyways. so what’s the harm in it?
(the rest of the guys always give rindou a hard time after, though. chewing him out and shoving him around. but he just smirks at you as he tries not to laugh again).
they fall for it every time, it’s never not funny.
sometimes, you have to attend these stupid, huffy, boring galas. you hate them, so much, they make you want to scream.
and kokonoi elects himself to be the one to escort you to these things—nights like this he doubles as your bodyguard as well as your date.
“stop fidgeting, yn, you’re going to wrinkle it,” he hisses at you, prying your hands away from where you’re toying with your outfit as you step out of the car.
you pout as he loops his arms with yours and walks you up the stairs. then an elbow is in your ribs that has you plastering on a smile as cameras flash and snap pictures until the two of you enter.
you’re bombarded most of the night. kokonoi tends to keep his distance a little during these things—scoping out the room, remaining a few feet away as you chat with friend’s of your fathers and suitors who you have no interest for.
he swoops in when he needs to though. like when one of said suitors tries to slip you another glass of champagne when koko has already cut you off for the night.
he’s smooth as he slips up beside you, sliding an arm around your waist to tug you closer to him and farther away from the guy and using his free hand to snatch the drink away from you before it even has a chance to reach your lips.
he’s smiling as he turns his attention back to the douche—i mean dude—but his eyes don’t reflect that faked kindness.
“i believe i told you that they wouldn’t be having anymore tonight,” he grins, though his voice is icy. “run along before i shove this champagne glass down your throat.”
you always huff at him, try to make a feeble attempt to reach for the drink again in an adorable way that has him chuckling at you as he sets it on a passing waiter’s tray and starts leading you towards the exit.
on the car ride home he lets you lay your legs across his lap as you pull the fancy jewelry off of you and toss it to him to hold.
(the other guards always grumble at him about how he has the “easy” job out of them. he just simpers because he knows they’re right).
grocery shopping seems like a mundane sort of thing—and takeomi tells you that you should just have them delivered—but you love doing it.
it’s domestic! fun! you get to throw random things in your cart as you pass them just because they look good in the moment!
takeomi hates going for groceries with you, so he’s not really sure how he’s the guard that gets looped into it. every. damn. time.
he’s begged and pleaded the other guards to take his place, he’ll do anything, he swears! just no more supermarket trips.
but no, fate is not aligned with him and your sweet smile is too hard to say no to. which is how he always ends up right here without fail: pushing the shopping cart as you walk in front of him and toss random items into it.
he leans his elbows against it, slouched as he pushes it along after you, sighing dramatically every now and then. it feels like he’s been there for hours.
(in reality it’s only been fifteen minutes).
takeomi also hates getting groceries for another reason: men see you in the cereal aisle and start making half-assed attempts at hitting on you, using cereal as a pickup line of all things.
now, your father gave the boys three rules when he hired them.
one: no getting handsy with his precious little baby (which some of them fail, accidentally of course).
two: protect his precious little baby at all costs, no matter what (which they all do religiously, without a doubt).
and three: keep men away from them at all times (and that is something that all of them can most definitely agree to).
rule number three gives a little ‘ding ding ding!’ in his head as he watches some guy chat you up, his eyes a little too daring as he looks you up and down. and it would be wrong to not uphold your father’s wishes, wouldn’t it?
“oi,” takeomi clicks his tongue, jerking his head as you look over to him. because you’re oblivious to it, you wouldn’t know if someone was flirting with you if it smacked you in the face. “nuh uh.”
and you know what that means, so with a sigh and a roll of your eyes you trudge back over to the cart and slot yourself beside takeomi as he resumes his pushing it down the aisle.
“we were just talking,” you mumble, leaning your head on his shoulder as the two of you walk.
he scoffs at you, shaking his head. “you were just talking. that fucker was undressing you with his eyes. sick bastard. y’know what? maybe i should just go back there and teach him some manners.”
you aren’t sure why you pick takeomi to go get groceries with you either, because it always ends up with you having to restrain him from beating up some poor innocent civilian who didn’t mean any harm.
as part of learning to take over your father’s business, you have to attend business meetings alone, run them yourself.
which is scary, and honestly you can forget to be serious at times, which is why kakucho comes with you to help keep you in check.
in the nicest way possible, of course.
he stands to your right as you sit at the head of the long table, the business’ board seated all the way down. you’re nervous, who wouldn’t be?
you’re trying to explain the numbers, but honestly you’re about a third of the way through this meeting and you’re tired of it. “so, like, if we don’t step things up then this is all gonna start to suck.”
a throat quietly clears from beside you and you look up to see kakucho raising a brow, a signal that you’re letting your professionalism slip.
“what i mean is, if we don’t work hard and focus to get back on track, then profits are going to start declining before we can stop them,” you correct yourself, immediately, fingers fiddling while straightening out the papers in front of you.
you feel giddy as you glance back up for a sense of approval and catch the ghost of a grin twitching the edges of kakucho’s mouth.
but he isn’t just there to stand beside you and remind you to speak and act correctly. sometimes these meetings get heated, board members step out of line, and if you were your father then it would be fine.
but you aren’t.
when one of them stands up, pointing an accusing finger at you and raising their voice til it booms throughout the room, kakucho’s real job begins.
instantly, he leaves your side, taking swift and rhythmic steps up to the shouting employee, and clamps a hand on their outstretched arm in a way you know has to hurt from how strong he is.
“speak to them that way again, and i’ll kill you,” he states, calm and steady, tone just as serious as ever, “they deserve your respect. apologize.”
and it really isn’t necessary—your father has told you countless times that people getting fumed during meetings is rather normal—but when the board member hesitates, for just a split second, kakucho is tightening his grip until they immediately blurt out sorrys.
he takes his spot next to you again once the member sits back down, and this time his grin isn’t so hidden as he holds his position smugly.
needless to say with kakucho around, outbursts during meetings you hold happen a whole lot less.
your absolute favorite times with your bodyguards though are the times when they technically aren’t your bodyguards at all—off duty days.
it’s such a stereotypical thing, but mall days are like your tradition during off duty days now. they’re fun, relaxing, and not to mention you get to see the boys in their normal clothes and not just their suits.
(though their suits and dress shirts are absolutely nothing to complain about).
you all drift through the mall, stopping in stores and trying on clothes or shoes or looking at new dvds that you guys could watch for a movie night sometime.
it’s funny, though, how even when they’re off duty like this—without their holster and guns, not signed on right now—they still act like they’re working.
like when a random guy starts to approach you in the food court and ran walks up to sling an arm around your shoulder to pull you away instantly.
or when that one worker in the fragrance shop leans in too close to you, in mikey’s eyes anyways, so he takes a step between the two of you to block them.
or when sanzu notices someone checking you out while you look through sunglasses and steps behind you to block their view with a snarky sneer.
or when rindou and takeomi walk on each side of you with mocchi trailing right behind as if they’re preparing for someone to run up and attack.
or when kakucho stares down the person behind the register ringing you up, analyzing their every move, just to make sure they don’t make a wrong one.
or when kokonoi keeps a hand pressed to the small of your back as he guides you through a crowded store because he needs to make sure you’re right there with him.
they’re always looking out for you, on and off the clock, even in ways you don’t see or don’t particularly pick up on. and it’s in the moments that you realize that when you’re hit with the reality that they’re so much more than just your bodyguards.
along the way they’ve really become your best friends—something much closer than even family—and created a bond that is so natural and sweet you don’t think it could ever break.
you aren’t sure what to call them, but guardian angels seems a bit too sappy and a whole lot too pure of a term, so for now you’ll just settle for bodyguards.
and they’re really, really good at their jobs.
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engie-ivy · 2 years ago
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(This fic now has a sort of sequel, after a timeskip, which you can read here!)
(Short and simple, but I kinda like how it turned out! @wolfstarmicrofic)
“That boy is in love with you,” his mother says, and upon seeing Sirius’ face, she continues “I’ve seen the way he looks at you, and I am certain of it.”
10th: Party
Enlightening
Sirius is relieved to step into the foyer of the Black estate. It has been a long day, and he’s glad to be home. He shrugs of his coat and passes it to a waiting servant, as he strides through the hall, ready to retreat to his private chambers.
“Sirius, is that you?”
Sirius stops and turns, walking back and stepping into the parlour, where his mother is sitting in a chair, having a cup of tea. Of course, even alone sitting in her own parlour, she is impeccably dressed, in a satin dress of a rich, dark colour that contrasts beautifully with the paleness of her skin, and an excessive necklace around her neck.
“Ah, it is!” She says with a smile. “Join me, love. You simply must tell me all about the party.”
She holds out her hand, elegant as always, and Sirius takes it and brings it to his lips for a light kiss. He sits down in the chair across from her with a deep sigh.
“Come, come, my dear,” his mother says. “What has gotten you so dejected? Did you not have fun at the party?”
“As a matter of fact, I did not,” Sirius replies. “It was tedious, and Rabastan was once again very condescending towards me. Mother,” Sirius takes a deep breath. “I am going to end things with Rabastan.”
His mother presses her lips into a tight line. “That is not a decision to make lightly.”
“And I am not!” Sirius insists. “I have given him a chance as you requested of me, but there’s nothing there, nor will there ever be. I simply do not care for him.”
“But he speaks ever so fondly of you!”
Sirius scoffs. “I do not know what he is fond of, but it certainly isn’t me. My last name probably, my looks possibly, but certainly not me as a person. He knows nothing about me! He does not wish to know anything about me either, as he never shows any interest in learning anything about me. There’s only one topic that interests him, and that is himself.”
“That’s just how those men are, Sirius. Your father was just the same. Their egos apparently need it,” his mother shrugs. “It’s really not much trouble to indulge them.”
Sirius frowns. “Maybe that was enough for you and father, but don’t you wish something more for your children?”
His mother raises her eyebrows. “Something more? What could there be more than a respectable marriage and financial security?”
“I don’t know. Love?”
His mother waves her hand dismissively. “Don’t be such a child, Sirius.”
Sirius sighs. “Alright, maybe love is too much to ask for, but someone I like, someone I can at least stand, surely isn’t, and Rabastan is neither of those things. He thinks he can make all decisions for me, he never asks for my opinion, and when I do give my opinion, he only belittles or ridicules me. He’s disrespectful towards me and rude to my friends. They don’t understand why I’m with someone like him, and all say I deserve better.”
His mother purses her lips. “Have you considered that your friends might not be exactly objective in the matter?”
Sirius snorts. “They better not be! They’re my friends, they should be completely biased towards me.”
His mother shakes her head. “No, I mean they might not have your best interest at heart, but rather their own.”
“How do you mean?” Sirius asks.
“That Lupin boy...” His mother begins.
“Remus?”
“That boy is in love with you,” his mother says, and upon seeing Sirius’ face, she continues “I’ve seen the way he looks at you, and I am certain of it.”
Sirius stares at her. “...Remus? In love with me?”
“Think about it and you’ll know I’m right.”
So Sirius does think about it.
Remus, with that soft smile he only ever seems to give Sirius.
Remus, who looks at him like he’s the best thing that’s ever happened to the world.
Remus, who makes him feel like he’s everything whenever Rabastan made him feel like he’s nothing.
Remus.
Remus, who’s always there for him, Remus, who makes him feel valued and appreciated, Remus, who loves him.
“Thank you, mother,” Sirius says, abruptly getting up from his chair. “This conversation has been very enlightening.”
His mother nods. “I trust you will make the right decision.”
“Don’t worry, I will.” Sirius leans in and kisses his mother’s cheek. “Now if you’ll excuse me? It has been a long day, and I very much like to retreat to my private chambers.”
His mother waves her hand in assent, and as Sirius walks away, he can’t help the smile forming on his face.
Remus.
Part one was Enlightening for Sirius, part two will be Enlightening for Walburga!
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Hi,
I saw your other post for the match up and was wondering if you could do one for me to please? :) I’d prefer TWD if that’s alright. I’m relatively tall and slim and British tho I’ve lived abroad a lot. I don’t really have a type except for broken guys 🤦‍♀️ it’s problematic ik. I like overprotective guys but I’m also pretty protective too, especially when it comes to my family. I can get jealous but I try not to and I always get really attached but don’t show it until I think it’s reciprocated, at least a little. I hate if I’m excluded from things that I can actually do and I can be clumsy. I’m not really a girly girl but on occasion I do like to dress nicely.
I think that’s everything.
Thank you so much and if you can’t or don’t want to do it, I totally understand :)
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I match you with mr. Rick Grimes.
Request are open, send ‘em in!
You met Rick when the apocalypse first happened. You were trying to get some supplies when she ran into him.
When Rick seen this woman his first instinct was to take her in. He didn’t even know her, but from first glance he felt something there.
You two kinda danced around each other for months. You would long for each other from a distance.
You tried to keep a safe distance from everyone for the longest time. You didn’t want to get to attached to anyone, cuz tomorrow isn’t promised to anyone. Especially, in an apocalypse.
There would be times when you would think Rick was flirting with you. You craved for his attention, but that overwhelming feeling that these people were just going to ripped from your hands caused you to feel.. overwhelmed.
Rick is very protective of his group. He would always look out for the group and do whatever it is that needs to be done.
You loved how Rick protected his group. Rick didn’t treat his group like another number of survivors. He genuinely cared for them and considered them to be his family. Hell, they were raising his kids with him.
You could handle yourself. You could fight off the flesh eating monsters. That didn’t bother you one bit. You were very, very protective and strong which is one of the reasons Rick falls for you.
He always included you with anything they did. If someone left you out he included you. -he would go out of his way to include you.
Rick knew you were the one when the two of you went on a supplies run. Y’all ended up at a small strip mall. You cleared the store while Rick watched the front of the store for safety.
You collected supplies in your bag, clothes for the men and women of the group. Clothes for some of the little ones. But as you collected the clothing supplies you came across a dress untouched by the destruction around it.
Rick didn’t expect what he saw next.
Rick heard clicking of shoes and turned around. Seeing you in a (f/c) summer dress. It was beautiful and flowy.
“Wow, I was not expecting that.” he says as he looks you up and down. “Oh, this?” you would question as you twirled around. “I found this dress and I just couldn't help it. It's like a finding a diamond in the rough.” he smiles when he sees her smile. Not a fake forced smile, a smile that just tells everyone you're okay for the timing being and an actually genuine smile. “Well, you look beautiful.” He would tell you making you blush.
It’s not because you dressed girlie and he thought you were the one. But because you are so optimistic, living in the moment type person. Rick loves that when he is around you the whole world around him is no longer dangerous. You made him feel like there was no flesh eating monsters out there. You make him wish that it was you that he met first before his late wife Lori. You he wished he would’ve had kids with. A life with before shit hit the fan.
He loves your “badass-ness”. He has seen you take out 10 walkers alone. Did he like that he had to watch you take on 10 walkers along. Hell, no. But he had no other choice.
This was after the fall of the prison. You were trying to make it out alive. Rick was in no position to fight off the dead. And Carl.. well you made him help Rick keep standing ad you killed off the walkers. One by one with just a knife. You praised God that you came out of there unscathed.
So yeah, you and rick are the power couple of the apocalypse. I hope you like it. Sorry for any mistakes.
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nagirambles · 2 years ago
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Rambling about Fairies - Manga Chapter 165
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So it’s something that’s bothered me a bit-- Aries has a belt and pouch in the manga, and it makes her look a little more resourceful and workman-like than her anime counterpart. I like the contrast between it and her simple white fluffy dress, because it gives her a good design balance. 
(She has it in the Angel fight and in her Edolas appearance in the anime, but I don’t believe she has it anytime else including all future appearances and the Karen flashback. She always has it in the manga.) 
It makes her look a little younger and cuter, I think? 
As it is in the anime, her scenes are always more emphasized on her offshoulder top and curves which annoys me because, she’s so cute and sexy already, you don’t need to emphasize her boobs and hips, geez. It’s like “wooly cute wooly cute” was the only thing they wanted to tell the audience about her, not the literal work pouch she has to express her sincerely hardworking side. 
It’s a different appeal, you know? The cute thing about her is how meek and shy she acts, so she doesn’t need three times of badoonkazoonkas. Her first appearance in the anime looks kind of wonky because her boobs were bigger than her face, and she had a One Piece reminiscent pencil waist. That is not a good thing. 
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Her later appearances are fine, they fixed the proportions to look more reasonable and petite, but first impressions matter, you know? 
Anyway, with the belt in the manga, it’s almost like she’s actually here to work, and I like that. She emphasizes firsthand, in both of her appearances thus far, that she takes her job seriously despite the odds (against Leo) and she is not here to do things outside her job description like service men (against Karen). 
I wish that this part of her personality, which shows she’s not just a damsel in distress but also a genuinely earnest worker, was developed further. But alas. 
Anyways, I went off topic. I wanted to talk about everyone. 
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Can we talk about the fact that Scorpio’s tail is clearly a fucking machinegun???
I think he uses it to shoot sand, but, literal ability-type magic looks like that. He could have been shooting it out of his tail and we’d believe it because we’ve seen hands and vases shoot out similar vortexes of elements, so why does it look like a machinegun? Heck, Lucy can do all this with just her hands in her star dress, too! 
I want to see him prepping and charging up a energy laser blaster of sand, at least.
I understand now why the Scorpio-Aquarius dress went in the mecha direction, but in the exact same way, Like, you can make it look like a gun or a mech all you want, it doesn’t feel like it works like one, you know?? Scorpio has a gun that doesn’t need to be a gun. SxA has huge machine limbs, but Lucy can’t even heavylift or efficiently tread terrains in it, so what’s the point? A cool design is pointless if it's clearly just a whimsical decoration! 
I kinda want Lucy to have sci-fi laser guns in her star dress, if only just to shoot sand blasts with. Honestly that would have been better than the weird clunky metal parts. And it would feel like Rebecca, with twin guns, so it's in Mashima's nature to do as a reference for readers of both.  
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tricksters-captain · 4 years ago
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Helmut Zemo (TFATWS) imagines - Craving
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AN: Okay I’ve given in and become a Zemo simp but Bucky is still my number one don't worry.
Summary: After playing the part as Zemo's arm candy in Madripoor, Zemo tries to confront you on your unspoken connection, only to be rudely interrupted...
Pairing(s): Zemo x Fem!Reader, very slight Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 2,326
Warnings: Some small spoilers for Ep3, lots of sexual tension 
“I still can’t believe I agreed to do this.” You grumbled as you climbed the stairs, falling behind at the fear the men could see straight up the skirt of the dress Zemo had chosen for you. 
“I, for one, think you have the easiest job of us all. James must be someone he detests, Sam must be a notorious criminal he doesn’t know and you must sit and look pretty.” Zemo spoke under his breath as you came to the entrance of Selby’s HQ. 
You glared at the man but he didn’t care. He was too busy worrying about Selby. 
The door was opened for you by one of Selby’s men. Zemo nodded curtly at the guard before entering. 
You went ahead of Bucky and Sam to stay close to Zemo, following your role as his current inamorata. 
It was a short walk into Selby’s office but with every step you could feel the fear rising in your chest. You weren’t convinced that you’d get away with this; Sam wasn't exactly the most kosher criminal and Zemo’s story didn’t quite add up on just how he managed to have the Winter Soldier in his mitts again. 
“You should know, Baron. People don’t just come into my bar and make demands.” Selby spoke as she came into view. She was an expensively dressed woman with a short white pixie cut. 
Zemo sat down opposite her but you remained next to Sam. 
“Not a demand. An offer.” Zemo waved his finger as he spoke. It was a small yet dominant motion directed towards you. You tried not to clench your jaw as you walked towards him. 
“A lot has changed since you were here last.” Selby’s eyes followed your every move as you made your way over to Zemo. “By the way, I thought you were rotting away in a German prison. How did you escape?”
“People like us always find a way, don’t we?” Zemo held out his hand to you, guiding you to stand behind him.  “I’m sure you’ve already figured out what I’m here for.” 
“You’re taller than I’d heard, Smiling Tiger.” Selby cocked her head towards Sam. 
Sam’s only response was a quick nod of his head. Selby purred at Sam, a wolfish smile on her face. 
“What’s the offer?” Selby turned back to Zemo. Her eyes flickered up to you before landing back on Zemo’s face. You weren’t stupid you knew what her gaze meant. 
“Tell us what you know about the super-soldier serum.” Zemo pushed himself out of his chair. You watched him cross behind Bucky, placing his hands on Bucky's shoulders. “And I give you him, along with the code words to control him, of course. He will do anything you want.” 
Selby grinned widely as Zemo wobbled Bucky’s chin with his forefinger and thumb, showing just how under control the ‘Winter Soldier’ was. 
“Now that’s the Zemo I remember. I’m glad I decided not to kill you immediately.” Selby seemed to be convinced. “Yeah, you were right to come to me. Arrogant, but right.”
Zemo returned to his seat before Selby continued. 
“The super-soldier serum is here in Madripoor. Dr. Wilfred Nagel is the man you wanna thank. Or... condemn, depending on what side of this you’re on. The Power Broker had him working on the serum, but... things didn’t go as planned.”
“Is Nagel still in Madripoor?” Zemo asked. 
“Oh. The bread crumbs you can have for free, but the bakery is gonna cost you, Baron. And before you get all cute, don’t think you can find Nagel without me.” Selby rose from her chair, finding a place beside Sam as she very openly let her eyes roll down your body now that you were in her full view. 
“What else do you desire?” Zemo questioned. He had clocked onto Selby’s behaviour and didn’t really need to ask to know what the answer was going to be.  
“Her.” Selby pointed you out. She gnawed on the inside of her cheek as she awaited Zemo’s response. 
“No, no, no.” Zemo tutted, holding out his hand for you to take. “This little bird only sings for me.” Zemo guided you round the side of his chair and pulled you gently onto his lap. You crossed your legs as you tried not to seem uncomfortable. The scent of the Baron’s cologne, mixed with his strong grip on your waist was making your heart race. You had never been this close to Zemo before and now you were sat on his knee with his arm around you. 
“Well, you’ll make her sing for me or you won’t be getting what you want now, Baron, will ya?” Selby wasn’t playing games. She folded her arms across her chest, cocking her eyebrows at Zemo. 
Zemo titled his head as he thought. 
You felt yourself tense up when he placed a cool leather clad hand on your thigh. His fingers started to draw circles on your skin, edging your skirt higher, drawing Selby’s eyes down to your legs. 
“She is very dear to me.” Zemo stated. He retracted his hand from your thigh to brush your hair from your shoulder, his finger traced a line from your jaw down your neck to your collarbone. Zemo, being so close, could see the goosebumps that covered your skin at his touch.  
“Unless you have something better to offer other than your two play things, Baron, I suggest you hand them over to me... unless you don’t want the whereabouts of Dr Nagel.” Selby let her smile drop. 
“I will––” Zemo was cut short by Sam’s phone going off. 
“Answer it.” Selby suddenly lost all interest in the deal and only desired to prove the authenticity of the Smiling Tiger. “On speaker.” 
That’s where things went wrong. 
For the rest of the trip in Madripoor, you didn’t get the time to confront yourself and Zemo on what happened back there. 
You were so confused to why you reacted the way you did. You had never been attracted to Zemo before but you couldn’t stop thinking about the way he smelt, the way his breath tickled against your arm, the way the heat radiated out from under his thick coat. 
You knew he was thinking about it too. 
Every time you let yourself glance over at him, he was watching you and not in the same way as he usually would. You knew too well that Zemo often studied his surroundings like a hawk. He was silent and observant; he always knew where he would go next and he often watched you, Sam and Bucky as if he were calculating your next moves. 
It wasn’t until you arrived in Latvia that you were confronted by your feelings again. 
You were sat at the island in the kitchen as you ran your hands over your face and hair. You were tired. 
“You should rest.” Zemo’s voice suddenly snuck up on you. 
He had been so quiet walking into the kitchen that you hadn't even noticed he was there. 
“I should but insomnia kinda comes with the job.” You sat up, trying not to act any different from how you usually would. 
“Ah. My time in a cell has acquainted me with such the dilemma.” Zemo confessed as he moved towards the cupboards on the back wall. 
You didn’t respond. You couldn’t help but watch his hands as they reached for the coffee pot, his fingers gripping it lightly. You could still recall the feeling of the cool leather on your thigh, his touch climbing higher as he pushed your skirt up...
“Coffee?” Zemo offered, interrupting your thoughts as he raised a mug and an eyebrow at you. 
“Please.” You folded your hands together as you leant on the island. 
There was a brief comfortable silence as Zemo fixed up some coffee for you both. He could feel your eyes on him but he didn’t say anything. He just let the corner of his lips tugged into a smirk as he poured you a cup. He let the smirk drop when he turned to face you.
He slid the cup along the countertop and you thanked him quietly. He pushed a thin smile onto his face for a second before returning to his usual stoic expression. 
“There was something I wished to discuss with you actually.” Zemo announced as he picked up his own cup. 
You almost choked on your drink at the words but you hid behind your mug, hoping he didn’t notice. He did.
“About what?” You asked. 
“I wanted to apologise for Madripoor.” Zemo surprised you with that. 
“Apologise?” You were confused to what he was talking about. 
“I am aware that it was merely a role, that we were undercover, but I touched you without your consent. I wanted to apologise for when we were with Selby.”
You were completely shocked. You didn’t not expect this from Zemo at all. 
“It’s okay. We all have to do stuff we don't want to do on missions like these.” You tried to brush it off. After all, Bucky had to become the Winter Soldier and Sam had to drink a cobra’s heart back in Madripoor. There was definitely worse things that could’ve happened. 
“I never said I didn’t want to do it. I am simply apologising for not asking for permission first.” Zemo’s eyes were glued to your face as he sipped his coffee. He was watching for a reaction. 
You felt your mouth go dry, you tried to swallow as you began to rise from your seat. 
“Uh, t-thanks for the coffee, Zemo but...” You tried grabbing your mug but you only knocked it to the floor by accident. 
“Shit!” You hissed as you bent down, picking up the broken bits. You felt your heart racing from the look Zemo had just given you.
Zemo rushed around the island with a rag, he placed it over the split coffee before taking hold of your wrist to stop you from picking up the pieces. 
Electricity shot up your arm and your head snapped up to meet his eyes. 
“No use crying over spilt coffee.” Zemo muttered, a smile tugging on one corner of his mouth. 
“I-I wasn’t––”
“––Is there a particular reason you are so jumpy tonight?” Zemo inquired. 
You rose back to standing; Zemo let your wrist go as you did but followed your action. 
The air was thick between you as you withheld your answer. 
There was no way you could admit you were worried of being close to him because of the undeniable pull he had on you since that night. 
“I think...” Zemo stepped over the soaked rag which only made you take a step back. “...You enjoyed being touched and now you are confused to why.”
Your chest began to rise and fall heavily as Zemo continued to walk towards you until your back hit the wall behind you. 
“But forgive me if I am wrong.” Zemo held his hands up with a smile, taking his final few steps until he was close enough for his cologne to engulf the air around you.
“You are.” You whispered but your voice had failed you in sounding convincing. 
“Is that right, little bird?” Zemo used the pet name he had given you in Selby's office. He lifted his hand to brush your hair from your cheek behind your ear. “Because I believe you haven’t stop thinking about it. Just as I haven't.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” You only just breathed out your words. If Zemo hadn’t been so close, he wouldn’t have heard them. 
“Don’t you?” Zemo titled his head at you. “Because I am at liberty to remind you that I once worked for Sokivian intelligence. It was my job for a long time to study people, learn them, read them.” Zemo let his eyes drop down to your body before coming back to meet your eyes. “I can tell how a person is feeling just from observing their body. The way they move. The way they are breathing.” Zemo placed his hand in the centre of your chest where your silver necklace sat. The metal burned against your skin underneath Zemo’s warm flesh. 
Your slow deep breaths lifted Zemo’s hand up and down as you stared back at him. 
“I can feel your heart racing.” Zemo uttered. “Are you afraid?”
“No.” You shook your head as your eyes flickered to the man’s lip for just a second. 
“Good.” Zemo smirked. 
Suddenly Zemo was ripped away from you. 
Bucky had teared Zemo back and pushed him across the room. Zemo staggered backwards before standing and adjusting his sweater from how Bucky had grabbed him. 
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Bucky growled at Zemo with a look in his eye that could kill. 
“I was merely having a conversation with (Y/n).” Zemo shrugged, acting as if everything was perfectly innocent. 
“Oh yeah it looked like a real polite conversation with (Y/n) backed up in a corner and your hands on her!” Sam was stood behind Bucky. The both of them were squaring up in front of Zemo to protect you. 
“I didn’t need your help.” You stepped forward, trying to intervene. 
“You put your hands on her again; I won’t stop myself next time. I’ll turn you into a new coat.” Bucky warned Zemo as he ignored you. 
“I apologise.” Zemo lifted his hands up in defence. 
“No.” Sam pointed back to you. “Apologise to her.” 
Zemo turned his head to you. When your eyes met, he smirked just ever so slightly, you knew the boys didn’t notice at least. 
“I apologise, (Y/n).” The way your name sounded in Zemo’s mouth made your stomach flip. 
“It’s fine.” You said before pushing past Bucky and Sam. You hated it when they played protective big brothers and you didn’t even need saving... You think...
(PART 2)
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kuroosweakness · 4 years ago
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kiss kiss | sakusa kiyoomi <3 
this is the my favorite sakusa mini fic i’ve written yet :)) and my longest work! over 2000 words! 
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“i don’t think i’ll ever understand the concept of kissing,” sakusa mumbles to komori as he leans down to tie his shoes. his shoes are already tied, but he needs to do something to hide his face for a couple of seconds. naturally, his curls fall to the sides of his face, just as he expected. 
komori quickly whirls around with a :) and a :0 face combined. “what was that??” he teases and crouches down to see his cousin’s hidden face. 
“i was just sayin’“ sakusa shrugs off. “it’s just people touching lips and sharing saliva. it’s disgusting. why people do it? i’ll never understand.” after dusting off his hands, sakusa gets up from the bench and stands up, having forgotten his tall height and head bumping right into a light. 
sakusa grimaces and rubs his head, trying his best to pretend it didn’t hurt at all. “stupid light,” he grumbles as he walks away. komori watches on, trying his best not to laugh while making a mental note to watch out for the low lights. 
~~~
“komori.” 
“hiya!” komori looks up at his cousin while continuing to stretch out his legs. 
“...have you ever kissed anyone?”
“...like, full on make-out?” komori quietly asks as he makes kissy hands to demonstrate. sakusa immediately frowns and crouches down. 
“stop making those weird gestures,” sakusa quietly scolds. “it’s embarrassing...” 
“what’s there to be embarrassed about?” komori softly chuckles while nervously scratching the back of his head. “why do you ask?” 
sakusa’s eyes divert away. “...just curious to know.” 
“well....” komori taps his chin in thought. “there’s this one friend i’ve kissed before. but it wasn’t anything too serious...”
sakusa looks at the ground below him, wondering if he should sit his whole butt down or keep crouching. he decides to keep asian-squating. “so how’d you initiate the kiss? like what did you do?” 
“...i think we’re supposed to be practicing receives right now,” komori sheepishly says while pointing at their teammates all practicing. the bump sounds and shoe creaks suddenly becomes audible to sakusa. 
“oh.” and with that, sakusa gets up and walks toward the pile of volleyballs. 
~~~
“remember the question i asked you last week?” sakusa breathes through his mask as he and komori jogs down the streets. he’s overly dressed for a jogger, especially in spring. everyone’s surprised he can move so freely in such a heavy jacket. 
“...what..... question?” komori asks, glancing at his cousin before looking back at the road in front of them. 
“you know what question.” 
“...i dont?” komori pants as he slows down his jogging pace. 
“the question....that....made you...do weird hand....gestures” 
“ohhhh the kissing question?” 
sakusa nods and moves to the side to avoid the kids walking toward them. 
“i’ve already told you....i’ve only kissed one person before. say, why’re you curious in my love life?” komori teasingly elbows sakusa as they come to a walking pace. 
sakusa annoyingly elbows him back. “is it so bad i want to know?” 
“it’s just not like you,” komori chuckles. at the sight of a bakery in front of them, his eyes immediately lightens up. “we should go there!!” 
sakusa’s eyes meet where komori’s pointing, then meets komori’s face, wondering if his cousin will share answers if he agrees. “okay. but back to my question about initiating the kiss.” 
“well, you’ll have to find someone you want to kiss first,” komori laughs. “and i don’t think you’ve found that person, judging from the way you always judge couples and bad breath.” 
“don’t be so quick to assume things,” sakusa grumbles under his mask. 
“anywaysss, you kinda have to know that the other person wants to kiss you too, ya’know?” 
“i don’t know,” sakusa dryly says, stating out the obvious. 
“yeah, tell me something i didn’t know,” komori replies and opens the bakery front door. waves of freshly baked bread fill their noses. komori dramatically inhales and exhales. sakusa lowers his mask. a little “ding” rings as the door opens and closes. 
“it’s so warm in here!” komori happily exclaims. “you sure you’re not gonna became toast yourself with that jacket on?” 
sakusa rolls his eyes. 
“back to the kissing topic,” komori starts. “consent is really important! you have to make sure they want to kiss you. and to know, just before kissing, you have to ask.” 
“lower your voice,” blushy-faced sakusa mumbles. “there’s people looking at us weirdly.” 
“not at me weirdly,” komori remarks. “just at you!” 
“i don’t know why i talk to you sometimes.” 
“i’ll pretend i didn’t hear that!” komori happily bounces over to the counter and tells the pretty cashier his order.  “kiyoomi, you want anything?” 
“no, not really.” 
“okay!” komori excitedly accepts his paper bag full of baked goods and eagerly munches into a chocolate croissant. “i was thinking that maybe we can stop and eat for a while” 
komori eating = less judgmental komori. who is he kidding, sakusa knows he himself is the most judgmental person he knows. “okay” 
as sakusa pulls out a seat facing away from the door, a little “ding” rings through the bakery. 
“oh look!” komori munches. “it’s y/n! hi y/n!”
sakusa’s stomach drops. his hands have never felt so clammy and cold before. maybe if he stays completely still, then you won’t notice him. 
“hi y/n!” komori calls again. 
“we’re going home. stop- stop stop stop we’re going home. i need to go home,” sakusa hastily mutters under his breath and gets up so fast, suddenly wishing his mask can cover his whole face. since you’re standing at the doorway, he waits until you walk inside to walk out. 
komori quickly gathers his stuff and says a quick apology to you. “sorry about him! well, we’ll catch ya later!” 
confused, yet unfazed, you give him a little smile and waves back. 
~~~
“so how was it?” 
“...not good,” sakusa’s face and curls fall into his hands. he groans and falls back on the his bed. “anyways, i need to study-” 
“no no no, i need to know!” komori insists. “most people’s first kiss isn’t that great so...you’re not the only one.” 
“how am i even supposed to see them again,” sakusa groans again and squirms around on the bedsheets. “it was so bad. so bad. so so bad. so so sooooo bad-” 
“do you have thoughts about kissing them again??” 
“yes,” he mumbles and swiftly grabs the nearest pillow and hugs it to his chest,  hiding his face in the process. “all the damn time.” 
“then it didn’t go as bad as i thought!” komori exclaims. 
~~~
“so you’re not gonna tell me how it went?” 
“why’re you so nosy???” sakusa scrunches up his nose. 
“you were the one who asked about my first kiss first,” komori defends, pulling back in playful offense. 
“like i said, it wasn’t good.” 
“how was it not good?” 
“the kissing tutorial videos didn’t work.” 
“....you watched kissing tutorials????!!” 
“komori motoya, if you don’t be quiet i swear-” 
“did they at least want to kiss you?” 
“...i don’t even know if we’re...together. this is so embarrassing. i was too impatient. i shouldn’t have. i rushed things. they didn’t even tell me they like me. what if they just went along with it and didn’t actually want-”
“i think you’re overthinking too much...” 
“can we just walk to school in silence?” 
“after you tell me first! i can give advice!” 
“i nearly missed their lips. and i froze up when we actually made contact. i was stiff. i couldn’t move. plus my mask shifted upward and completely interrupted us, which i’m kinda thankful for.”
komori stifles a laugh. “so...what’re you gonna do for your second one?” 
~~~
“i saw them with his stupid, ugly guy who if you put his teeth next to a beaver’s, no one would be able to tell the difference.” 
“....we all know you’re not the nicest person, but isn’t that a little mean..and a bit of an exaggeration?” komori chuckles and shifts his foot inside his volleyball shoes. 
“they have poor, poor taste in men.” 
“well...they did kiss you once...” 
“i don’t know anymore,” sakusa sighs. “i need to just focus on volleyball.” 
~~~
“i hate it here. absolutely hate. it. here.” with a grumble he tosses his clothes on his backpack and pads across the gym to get his water bottle. 
komori side-eyes his cousin. whether or not to ask what he’s talking about, even though he knows exactly what–no, who–he’s talking about. 
“is this volleyball related?” komori asks when sakusa walks back. 
... 
“you’ve never given up anything you’ve set your heart on,” komori kindly reminds him. “so why’re you giving up now?” 
“because all the things i’ve done, i was in completely control of” sakusa swings his backpack over his shoulder. “i can’t control other people’s feelings....nor do i want to.” 
“did something bad happen?” komori dashes to catch with his cousin, and the tea. 
“guess who i saw them with again? beaver guy.” 
“i heard they’re just classmates though,” komori gently reminds sakusa, hoping it’ll somewhat clear his senses. he jogs toward a mini puddle and jumps right into it. sakusa grimaces at the water splashes. 
“it doesn’t matter. i don’t care about them anymore. they can have beaver guy so they want. i’m one of the best volleyball players in the country, and i’m ...somewhat good looking, and i’m tall...their loss.” 
komori searches for more puddles. 
“is it because of my personality?” sakusa quietly says. when he sees his cousins jumping into more puddles, he rolls his eyes. “komori, i’m being serious here” 
“when are you not?” komori calls back. he jogs back to sakusa and says, “what makes you think it’s your personality?” 
“well....let’s not talk about it.” 
“...” komori glares at him. 
“well....they’re all smiles around other people and like :/ around me. and y’know, my cleanliness. not that i would change for anyone, but i’m just sayin’” 
“if they really liked you then, you wouldn’t want you to change. although, you can be nicer sometimes....just a little” komori cheekily says. 
“...you’re right,” sakusa sighs. 
~~~
“update: beaver guy’s no longer in their life. he tried to make a move on them and they didn’t like it so they cut him out of their life.” 
“wait whaaat? it’s been days since you last talked about y/n. what-” 
“can you not say their name so loud???” 
“so beaver guy pulled a move on them?” 
“yes. and they cut him off because he took advantage of their niceness.” 
“...” 
“so technically what happened to beaver guy also happened to me.” 
komori shakes his head. “y/n hasn’t cut you out of their life....they still talk to you sometimes! and even asked if you wanted to walk home, which you-” 
he points an accusing finger at sakusa. “which you said no to >:(” 
“don’t point, it’s rude.” sakusa looks away. 
“what’d you say no???” 
“i didn’t want to appear desperate.” 
~~~
“so...how long are you gonna stare at the ceiling? we’re supposed to be doing measurements right now.” 
“oh sorry,” sakusa slightly bows down and quietly adds, “i walked them home yesterday.” 
komori loudly gasps, which he apologizes for when everyone turns to look at him. “whaaat,” he whispers. “what happened?” 
“i walked them home and then walked myself home, that’s what happened.” 
“you’ve gotta be kidding me. give the details!”
“there’s nothing too important that happened. other than my confession.” 
._. “and you’re saying nothing important happened??” 
“turns out they like...me...too” sakusa stutters. his ears are bright red. “i feel like i’m gonna throw up.” sakusa’s hands presses against his stomach.
“the good kinda throw up?” 
“there’s no such thing as a ‘good throw up’“ sakusa barks back. 
~~~
“y/n looked really happy and cheerful today and so do you...which i thought i’d never see...” 
normally, sakusa would jab his cousin if he heard that, but today, he chooses to ignore it. 
“so what’s going on??” 
“nothing much. just some kissing,” sakusa says. his whole face is glowing. 
“remember when you said kissing was gross?” 
“i don’t know what you’re talking about,” sakusa brushes off. “and you better not tell y/n i think they’re gross when i clearly don’t >:(” 
~~~ 
“hand-holding huhhhh?” 
“their hands were cold, that’s why.” 
“why am i so invested in your relationship,” komori softly chuckles to himself. “y’all are cute.” 
“it does feel nice to have someone to talk to about these things,” sakusa quietly says. komori pulls back in surprise. 
“well, i’ll always be here for ya! but don’t you dare try rubbing your relationship in my face.” 
“i’d never. i know what it’s like to be single.” 
“???? that’s the most non-sympathetic thing i’ve ever heard! obviously, everyone knows what it feels like to be single” komori rolls his eyes. 
~~~
“people are saying y/n’s dating me for my money.” 
“ignore them >:(” 
“people keep saying that y/n probably get no action and that i don’t even touch them.” 
“like i said, ignore those stupid people” 
“i wish it can be that easy,” sakusa sighs. 
~~~
“i’ve lost track of how many times i’ve kissed them.” 
komori jokingly pulls back in disgust. “no one keeps track, dummy.” 
“i’d say about 43 times” 
~~~
and now sakusa kisses you like he’s a starved man who hasn’t eaten in days 😐 basically, engulfing you. long, passionate kisses that gets your heart pounding every time. 
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and that’s it for now :)) tell me what you think! <3
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