#this j feels like it would make more sense high yk

[jesper-faheyyy]

idk if any of y’all are watching generation loss rn but this is too much to handle sober

[nomaishuttle]

frankie if yr curious

[rustys-side-coach]

Rating ALL of the Rusties from the UK Tours that I’ve heard.

yes you heard that right.

I love the UK Tours so it was only natural that I do this lmao, and my phone broke to shit so I’m not able to do certain things until I get a new one, BUT I listened to most of the, yesterday! So imma go on a yap sesh lmao

JAMES GILLAN - 2004-2005

first Impression: he’s literally RUSTY. the man, the myth, the legend, he plays Rusty here the best of all the rusties I’ve heard, but he shouts way too much in the bootlegs I’ve heard.

like girl…..you’re okay….Pearl’s still here..you could try later..my god.. like I think he might be the more aggressive of the Rusties..but his voice is AMAZING, i could listen to him sing all day everyday and not get bored.

I could tell he loved playing rusty, his crazy was full of energy and he sang THE FUCK out of Starlight Express and the Starlight Sequence, but no improv when certain things happen so that’s a bummer lmao

but yeah my rating is definitely a 100/100. He played Rusty exactly how I think he should be played, and I’m really sad I don’t have that 2005 video bootleg of him….maybe one day..

Philippe Reynolds - 2005

first impression: he’s…okay…

so this Rusty is more mature of all of them methinks, and you can definitely tell when he tries to sing the solo in coda freight…he could not hit that high note and I’m almost died..

but his Crazy is energetic and really fun! Most of them are, but I could definitely tell he was having fun, even though he wasn’t able to sing the way other Rusties could, but he still killed it. And I thank the bootlegger for sitting so close, you could hear him loud and clear and I kept giggling when he got closer lmao

his Starlight Express kinda blew me away, while again, not able to hit those high notes he was so passionate about it that I just kept repeating the song for like idk 10 minutes?? But he played it straight and had that emotion that others don’t really have, so he gets like 5 points for that.

my rating is…90/100, first his first time playing rusty (I’m thinking it is) he did really well! Would love to get another bootleg to see if he grew into it, but I don’t think one exists lmao

no photo of him as Rusty, so here’s him as Nintendo lol (it’s the only photo of him at all actually,,)

Oliver Thornton - 2006

First impression: SpongeBob me boy.

this Rusty sounds really congested, really SpongeBob like lmao. But he still kills it as Rusty! His woo woo sounds like a pubescent child but also really comforting? He’s just so silly,, his Rusty is also very chuckly and bubbly i kick my feet when I hear him lol

like before crazy, he giggles and chuckles to all hell, and I love him for that, it’s so stupid but I would kiss him on the mouth and watch him giggle like a school girl if that makes sense idk,,

in Starlight Express, he’s got a bit of crazy vibrato going on, but he has some emotion in there so yeah idc he’s one of my faves and I will not take criticism, he can hit those high notes well and he kills it during everything he’s in,,,but.

But. He missed his cue for Crazy one time.

I held my head in my hands and wanted to melt into the couch..how do you do that???

ANYWAY. I loved him. He gets a 99/100. I’m still not over the missed cue for crazy…shivers

Cameron Neilson - 2007

first impression: go back to playing cb little bro/j

his first time playing Rusty, I could tell he wasn’t feeling it. He was a bit stiff and stale during his singing, but he tried.

I do have more bootlegs of him, and he does way better in those ones. He plays Rusty with some excitement and playful energy in there sometimes, he’s able to hit those high notes (sometimes) and his woo woo is just beautiful to listen to.

His Crazy is a bit like eh to listen to, he doesn’t do that well, but yk he’s trying and his voice is a bit more higher than how he played CB but he still sounds southern lmao, his steam was the most southern ever and I loved it 😭😭

yeah so he did well, but hmm he gets a…89/100. Go back to playing CB and I think he does better lol. Again, no photo of him as Rusty, so here’s him as CB!

Kris Manuel - 2007-2008

first impressions: oh…..oh no…baby no…

was he an emergency cover??? Because he was STRUGGLING when he was first introduced..he played Rurhgold and Electra in both UK Tours, so it’s a given that uh…..yeah uh….

his Rusty sounds really nervous sometimes…like I can tell he tried to play Rusty, he has the voice that I think he tried to act as Oliver? But it does sound kinda good lmao

anyway, he missed his cue before crazy HOW DO YOU DO THAT??? but uhhhh his voice does good, he tries to be good in singing, in one bootleg he does really well, in the other,…not so much. I feel bad lmao why did he play Rusty??

my rating? Mmmm 80/100. Not that good but he tried. I feel bad,, no photo of him as Rusty, so here’s him as Dustin!

Adam Ellis - 2008

First impression: SpongeBob 2: electric boogaloo

hello SpongeBob. It’s nice to hear you again/j but really omg, why does he sound so nasally and high pitched? Idk why but it makes me laugh when I hear him, it’s so silly to me and idk it’s makes him more endearing..

his starlight express and starlight sequence gets me going, it’s very good and I’d listen to it all day everyday in time with James lol. But I think he does pretty well, he plays Rusty how you think he would.

energetic and silly, I’d wanna get another bootleg with him, but I guess watching the 2 videos of him does me good…

ratingggg 90/100. I love him. He’s so silllyyyy

HIM WITH THE MULLETTTT

Jamie Golding - 2009 NZ Tour

First impression: okay buddy..

well, he played Rusty! I mean, he does pretty good, I loved some of his improv, but he just…plays Rusty like..idk how to explain it but he’s not really into it. He plays it straight, he sounds likes he pretty bored but I guess he’s trying to get back into it?

yes, he sang his heart out in both songs, his crazy though, not that crazy. Also when the songs ended basically no one clapped??? Like I think barley anyone was there so I…I think I almost cried lmao.

also I don’t like the way he pronounces Starlight. I have the same problem with Oliver’s ‘poppa’ but it’s not that bad aside from me going 🤨 every time he said it. But yeah I guess he’s did good. Idk I wasn’t feeling it with him.

my rating……….80/100. Wished he did better..

Kristofer Harding - 2007-2013

first impression: HELLLOOOOO KRISTOFER RUSTTYYYYY 😍😍😍😍

my man. My favorite Rusty of all time.

he does the most improv of all the rusties here, and I love everything he says and does (I can hear it lmao) he plays him like a little guy so energetic and positive,,

Ik that he’s British but I don’t care, he keeps making karate noises and grunts during crazy, and he does so much improv in that one song it made me fall in love when I first heard him. He’s so dorky and plays Rusty like a PERSON with a personality. Not saying the others don’t lol

I love him always and his silly woo woo and his stupid little catchphrase ‘yeah’ every time he’s confident I’m going to blow him up with my mind i love him alwaysssssss

my rating for my all time pookiebear 100/100 I DONT CARREEEEE NO ONE TALK TO ME GET OUT THE WAYYYYYY

Stuart Armfield - 2013

first impression: yeah he’s good!!!

he plays Rusty with this emotion of determination and confidence. You can tell how passionate he is when he sings starlight express and how happy he is during the starlight sequence.

he acted serious and almost hesitant during laughing stock, he plays the seriousness of the show very well. I have no gripes with him. Just wish he was a bit more sillier, but I can’t change the way he played him, so hehe.

rating 90/100. I wasn’t able to listen to all of him before my phone broke, so I rated him from my memory of yesterday. Alsoooo no photo of him as Rusty 😒😒😒 so here’s him as CB!!

[lillyspeakz]

Okayyy I'm finally back

My favourite songs are definately Amazon standing lamp, i resonate too much with it. It really felt like there was no hope. The line "my girls the world she fucks my life" reminded me of how I feel, bc i really loved that person so much I would literally do anything for them to the point I'll forget what my life was all about bc i care too much about them, yet i don't give a damn about how my charecter was breaking bit by bit, through constant arguments day and night it was exhausting. "Hit me now before this gets too cute" is another line bc, with my partner it would either be extremely love bombing or extream torment to the point I'm being shamed for doing something not their way. "But your right there's so much shit inside my mind I must confess a second time, alot of friends have left my life", this bc they kept telling that the reason I get mad, or the way I don't act the way I do, is bc i" was not in my senses', a lot of friend s did leave my life bc i stopped interacting with them cuz according to them they were toxic...or whatever

Around the pomegranate is my top favourite bc i kinda felt the same way after it all ended. And the part where the extra music hits and Wilbur is screaming just makes me realise how much fucked up is "fucks up" really meant.

I also loved (and kinda hated) I don't think it will ever end.

The reason I love it is cuz this is how I talk to myself alot of the time, and the voices in the back of my brain always feel like they are making fun of me (yk just like how Wilbur is saying i get silly and the high pitch voices are kinda making fun of him). Yk when your partner constantly hates you/shames you/ makes you feel like your the bad guy, makes you think that you yourself are the bad guy, you start to believe it and in doing that you creat more self hatred towards yourself, that you don't even deserve. At the end of the song Wilbur quotes down, it just means that no one wanted to listen to what he has going on. And in personal experience the same thing happened to me. My problems my mental health never matters, it's always about them them them. When I feel down, they would take an example of themselves and be like yea but then i got better so, your not alone. Which ig is sweet but, it never really gives a solution to what i must do, nor does it give me a shoulder to cry on like they promised

The reason why I hate the song as well is bc OF FICKING BO BURNHAM!/j

Bo Burnham 2 songs "ATL" and " it'll stop any day now" this song is literally the baby blog these two other songs. Which i Actually thing is funny, and i don't really hate it that much as u expect. And ofcourse, Wilbur is a huge fan of bo Burnham I'm sure we all remember right?

Imm sending another ask after ending this one

^^^

Posting these so I can answer later, I’m can’t really speak

[ritzcrackee]

april tbr post yayy

rereads are marked by a ☆, new reads are marked by a ♡, and new acquisitions are bolded

physical tbr: 20

what moves the dead - t. kingfisher ♡

an education in malice - s. t. gibson ♡

juilet takes a breath - gabby rivera ♡

stories of people and civilization, greek ancient origins - lindsay powell, j. k. jackson ♡

rebel girls - elizabeth keenan ♡

the silent stars go by - dan abbet ♡

touched by an angel - johnathan morris ♡

dracula - bram stoker ♡

dune - frank herbert ♡

dune messiah - frank herbert ♡

frankenstein - mary shelley ♡

sense and sensibility - jane austen ♡

hippie - barry miles ♡

evernight - claudia gray ☆

stargazer - claudia gray ♡

the handmaids tale - margaret atwood ☆

the testaments - margaret atwood ♡

aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the

universe - benjamin alire sáenz ☆

would-be witch - kimberly frost ☆

the ballad of songbirds and snakes - suzanne collins ☆

digital tbr: 2

pandora's jar: women in the greek myths - natalie haynes ♡

wild is the witch - rachel griffin ♡

read: 7

a million kisses in your lifetime - monica murphy - dnf

i got like 80 pages in and then just,,, could not continue. no shade if u liked this book it was just solidly, solidly not my thing.

my monster valentine - various authors - 3/5

debated putting this on here for obvious reasons but i neeeeed to be accurate i guess. i only read about half of the stories in this collection and they were pretty hit or miss. it was free though so yk. vibes.

high spirits - camille gomera-tavarez - 2.5/5

this book was pretty alright! i don't have much to say about it (hence the middling rating) but i would reccomend it if you're looking for a fast read :D

the coldest touch - isabel sterling - 4/5

THIS WAS SO CUUUUTTTTTEEEEE!!! i liked the way the author portrayed the genuine hell that being stuck at 17 would be. please get me out of here i want a fully developed frontal lobe. AW and all of the characters were super likable. truly so adorable i was squealing the whole time.

im knocking a point off for the romance being a littttllllleeeee rushed and the character descriptions feeling off (it felt odd that both pov characters categorized every single person into a specific race? i think its good practice to make a characters race clear, but idk if that applies to a random teacher with no dialogue). to be so real though i loved this book enough that it didn't bother me too much.

beastly & bookish - catrina bell - 5/5

did i finish this book in one sitting? yes. did i stay up until 1am doing that? ...mind your business. honestly, im maybeee being a little bit generous giving this 5 stars but !! i really liked it!!! rom was soo mecore. i'm excited to read the rest of the books in this collection (even though they're all christmasy), and i can't wait for my physical copy to get here!!

holly's unjolly christmas - lark green - 2/5

this book was truly just fine. like, the definition of pretty alright. the tropes weren't my thing and the romance felt wildly rushed, but the writing style was easy to read and there were some funny bits. i also felt like the demon characters fell pretty flat? idk felt mid overall. (tbh the highlights of this book were when rom and noelle showed up. my babiesssss)

holidays ablaze - lucy limon - 3/5

v cute 👍 i love samite he's so autistic 💗

last months goal: finish dune

hmm ok. so i did not finish dune. i don't know why i thought i could. whatever possessed me to believe i could finish an 800 page sci-fi book in one month was truly of the devil herself. what the fuck. that was a blatant temptation towards hubris and I FELL FOR IT. anyways i hit 300 pages. everyone clap.

this months goal: finish a re-read

i have a lot of books i'd like to re-read but!!! i just never get around to it!!!! there r always newer shinier books that grab my attention!! i'd also like to carve away a more sizable chunk of my physical tbr this month because i have officially run out of space on my bookshelf TwT. everything is so so crammed in there, i truly cannot afford any more physical books. public library here i come!!

[jjtheresidentbaby]

general peter parker cg hcs pls 🤲🤲🤲 he feels like such a big bro character yk !!

- rossi anon who will now and forever be known as 💌 anon for simplicity sake

Peter Parker Caregiver headcanons

💌 anon you are so right he is such a big bro character!!

Ik you said general and these are meant to be general but I really like this gif

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He’d totally take you to his lab (or wherever he’s working) while he makes things for his suit

Letting you sit beside him and spin around on a stool as he works

Teasing you every now and again or asking you to hand him things

And to get home he simply carry’s you on his back as he swings around

Sometimes he jokes that you’re like a permanent backpack because you always want to tag along with him

If something breaks out while you’re with him he’ll be sure to keep you safe

Probably propping you up on a roof or trying to handle things from far away

ie. You get to watch your big bro fight as you try not to giggle because the bad guys are losing so bad

He finds it adorable

I think he’d also teach you some safety measures of your own, not a full suit since you’re just a lil guy, but a few gadgets he’s made

All low grade things that would never hurt you if you slipped up while using them

But they sure are affective against anyone trying to mess with you

And chances are Peters spidey senses tell him somethings wrong before it even happens so it’s a rare occurrence that you have to use them

He’d be such a fun Cg to be around, making you laugh all the time (purposefully or not)

Sometimes he’ll crawl up onto the ceiling while you guys play hide & seek

He has to stop doing that when you catch on and just go around the house staring up to find him

But he’s a master at playing catch!!!

He has to make sure he doesn’t throw things too hard but he never misses a catch

If you can’t sleep he’ll start swinging you around really smoothly, kinda like how babies fall asleep in a car

Or he’ll take you both to a high up rooftop so you can lay down and look at the stars

He’s a night owl himself so staying up late doesn’t bother him

Like all big bros do, he makes some killer comfort food (ie. ramen, mac & cheese, pb&j’s)

Y’know all the typical teenage boy foods to make

But he prefers swinging you to a fast food joint nearby or a pizza shop, either way your fed and happy

Sometimes he tries to get you to eat healthy and while you eat the food, Peter stops more for himself than anything

[wolfgangie]

sigma, fyodor & dazai

Ngl i always felt like theres much more connection between dazai & sigma, also how sigma was born and who he really is? So yay were gonna talk about it today lalala, Oh yeah and im also gonna be calling out on fyodors bullshit /j

At exactly 20th December 2020, 22.10pm me and my dearest friend was talking about what/who sigma really is? While in that conversation i took it upon my self to reread the specific panel where fyodor talked to dazai about sigma. And at that specific time.. it hit me. I asked my friend

‘has dazai & sigma ever met before?’

Who is sigma?

here comes the tricky question

Who is he? Well its stated that sigma was born from the book 3 years ago.

Which made him have no past what so ever, he has no family no friends no home and because of that fyodor offered him all of that in exchange of him joining the decay of angels. Now there are some theories about who sigma is and my personal favorite theory

Is that sigma was based on the author who made the book ‘the decay of angels’ it will make a lot more sense if he did actually. Cause its unlikely that something made in bsd that was based out of real life authors… not be from the authors? 😟 + it really adds up the story on why fyodor views him very very high.

Well for starters sigma was born 3 years from that book, but theres also a theory where sigma was actually a real person that got their memory wiped. This would make much much more sense considering on how dazai actually knows.. him?

Dazai & sigma

This is really ironic but i found a few gaps in fyodors story that i might want to call him out on this one. I asked my friend has dazai & sigma met before in which she responded ‘i dont think so’.

So why did dazai chose sigma?

In this specific panel dazai chose sigma to participate along with him in the death game nikolai prepared.

Its obviously very very extremely weird that dazai would chose sigma out of a situation like this that revolves him and maybe the entire ADA on its own.

Now this is where i thought, what if dazai and sigma has met before..? It will make sense cause from this dazai would know sigma enough to trust him in the prison game. It is also stated that fyodor and dazai has met before right? Theres also a possibility that they have met before.

It will make total sense if they have, that would explain much more as well i mean it was really weird when dazai just randomly chose sigma.. right?

(Dazai that little shit is probably just pretending to not know who sigma is smh😕😕 /hj)

Fyodors story

Now this is very very very off & short. Honestly i thought about this cause in the beginning fyodor said that sigma is born from the book right? But he also stated later on that sigma has amnesia??

What amnesia tho?😭 sigma remembers his whole 3 years of life right? So wouldnt that mean he technically doesnt have amnesia? If he did that would support the theory that sigma is a real person who got his memory wiped.

Smh fyodor get ur story straight 😕

Conclusion

Okay my conclusion is… drum roll pleasee Basically sigma is probably a real person before and got his memory wiped and probably has met dazai before + fyodor is telling lies. I might be totally wrong in this tho, i seriously thought about this for a few minutes and started to rant about it to my friend. But honestly, i do believe in the theory that sigma is infact a real person and wether or not him and dazai has met before it will remain a mystery.

(heads up i might be completely wrong and this is just more like a ramble but i mean… YK feel free to ask 😭😭 But anyways yay have a great life <3 i found a lot of gaps in this one so im not 100% confident as well but 😭 i hope you get the idea of what im trying to go for)

theres also gonna be another part in this ! Which ill put here

[uno-writing]

I was reading ur headcanons on uno's sexualities and when I got to isen I wondered how he'd found out he was gay 😅 like that realization moment 💕

Sure! <3🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋🥨🥬🍦🍧🧊🐇🍩🥖📦🌻🥀

*I think he’d be in super denial that he tricks himself into taking the very obvious signs and turning them around

*It probably started when he found himself thinking a lot about the kid in his math class

*He just kind of assumed that it was bc the kid was smart and he’d be helpful for when Isen struggled (definitely not bc he thought the kid had pretty eyes or anything)

*Then he gets teased by his middle school friends for accidentally checking out some actor on a movie

*But he plays it off about how he’s just so in touch/comfy with his sexuality that he can check out other men and call them hot

*And then his last year of middle school he gets his first girlfriend

*He acts like he’s super hyped about it bc his friends cheered so much for him when they found out

*But he honestly thinks it doesn’t feel right

*He dates the chick for a little while, just waiting for the pieces to click together and for it to make sense

*After about a month and a half (you can tell he was really forcing it since a middle school relationship lasted longer than 2 weeks /j) the girl kisses him

*It’s his first kiss and he just feels so very underwhelmed

*He doesn’t know what’s wrong with him bc he’s seen how happy people are in media after their first kiss

*So he thinks it’s bc he doesn’t like the girl (which is true in part. he liked her more platonically than romantically)

*Right after the kiss he accidentally blurts out that they should break up and then he panics and rushes away, just leaving the girl upset

*There were loads more little moments throughout high school that would be obvious signs to anyone else

*He genuinely questioned his sexuality sometime during his sophomore year, maybe bc of Blyke

*Like Blyke’s starting to grow out of his baby face and his voice is getting deeper and Isen’s just like “am i attracted to this???”

*Isen strikes me as the type of guy to have a little crush on his bestie but it goes away super quick just bc he confuses the large amount of platonic feelings as a crush

*But he kind of reasons that he’s not gay just bc he finds girls pretty and cute (in like an admiring way, not a romantic way but the sweet dumbass doesn’t know how to differentiate) *Remi is probably the first to start thinking he might be gay

*She doesn’t really ask him bc she doesn’t wanna pressure him, but she does make it known that she’s supportive and stuff

*I think he probably starts seriously questioning it when he’s talking about how much he likes girls and stuff and Blyke just very bluntly goes ‘yk if you’re gay, that’s fine.’

*And Isen’s so confused bc he was literally just talking about how much he likes girls, like why does that make Blyke think he’s gay?? *Isen stays up all night and he’s rethinking everything he said in the conversation to try and figure out why Blyke said that

*Starts to look up an ‘are you gay?’ quiz but then stops mid type and goes back to thinking

*By the end of the night he takes several (he’ll never admit it tho)

*He still doesn’t know why Blyke said that so around 4 in the morning he goes to Blyke’s dorm and wakes him up and asks him wth he was talking about

*Blyke’s obviously half asleep and he’s so confused and he tries to see if Isen will wait a few hours

*But no. Isen’s insistent bc its been driving him insane

*And Blyke just says it’s how Isen described his attraction. Blyke says it’s hard to explain, just the way that Isen said some things made his gaydar go off

*Now Isen’s even more confused and he’s sleep deprived since he’s been awake all night

*Probably takes a few more ‘are you gay’ quizzes

*Shows up like 2 hours late to school

*Blyke ends up apologizing bc he didn’t know that statement would send him into this much of a spiral

*As soon as Blyke apologizes, it just clicks in Isen’s head

*And everything that he’s experienced since middle school makes so much more sense

*But he also feels sick to his stomach bc his first thought is that he’s gotta tell Blyke and Remi

*Even though they’ve expressed their never ending support of the LGBTQ+

*He’s just so panicky

*All this is happening within seconds after Blyke apologized and Blyke’s like ‘oh god i made it worse’ *So Isen avoids them for a day or two until they confront him and ask what’s wrong with him

*He tells them that he’s gay and they’re just like ‘ok?? we already knew lol’

*Then he feels super dumb

*Makes sure to delete all of the ‘are you gay?’ quizzes from his search history

[kyber-crystal]

fluff alphabet || poe dameron

a/n: for @jangohshit​!! sorry this was so late—i thought it was queued already but oh welp ,.,.,., thank u for being literally one of the best mutuals anyone could ever ask for <3 also leia is peak mom material in this friendly warning :) angst to fluff thrown in, as well

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

we all know he’s the most affectionate person ever despite his seemingly intimidating persona—he loves giving you forehead kisses, back hugs, and picking you up and spinning you around when he gets the chance. 

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

the friendship started because leia had introduced you to him. you ended up clicking right away and spent nearly every waking moment you had together to the point that the entire black squadron would joke about how you and poe shared one functional braincell (i mean, they weren’t entirely wrong). he’s very overprotective—one time you tripped and fell off a ladder while helping rey fix something and he was freaking out about it more than you were. and you were completely fine, asides from a few scratches. again, the squadron loves teasing him about his ‘mama bear’ persona that he develops when he’s around you

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

YES. poe absolutely loves cuddling. he’ll take any chance he gets to hug you—whether that’s hugging you from behind during meetings, running into your arms when reuniting after a mission, or wrapping his arms around you as you relaxed with him and the others by the campfire several nights. you rarely ever slept alone, it was always you sleeping together in yours or his room, and jessika or finn would have to run in and wake you up several times in a row because you got too comfortable and nearly overslept. in short, you and him are attached at the hip

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

it was a mutual agreement between you two that you’d settle down and get married once the war was finally over. you hadn’t had many opportunities to actually sit and talk about it so the conversation was often brought up late at night when nobody else was awake.

poe isn’t the greatest ever at being tidy, but he isn’t bad at cleaning up stuff when he needs to—and any messiness is made up for with his beyond amazing cooking skills. he’s constantly pressured week after week to cook for everyone because the first time he’d made something it was love at first taste. now he’s dubbed the ultimate pilot and sous chef of the resistance

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

if you had to break it off with each other, it would be because of the war. getting into a relationship while trying to fight for your lives could put you into a compromising position and poe hated knowing that he could lose you at any point. this ultimately led to a huge argument—coincidentally, right before you left for an eight week-long mission. there were many tears involved.

you wouldn’t get together right after you claimed victory, but instead, took time building your relationship back up again before finally doing so. there were no real hard feelings involved—it was just a matter of reconstruction :3

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

once poe is committed to something, he’s committed—he’s in it for the long run. of course, he wants to make sure you’re comfortable first before anything else—and in terms of marriage, he’ll probably wait about a year or two. nothing too fancy. 

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

even though poe knows that you’re one hell of a fighter and can take practically anything that’s thrown at you, he’s very very gentle with you—same goes emotionally. he knows you’ve also been through a lot and makes sure to constantly remind you that you’re not alone and that if you ever needed someone to turn to, he’d always be here. 

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

alright, this man NEVER misses an opportunity to hug you. hugs from behind, picking you up and spinning you around until both of you got dizzy, surprising you and then hugging you, holding you in his arms to help you fall asleep after a nightmare, you name it. you joke around about how you don’t need therapy when you have his arms within reach :)

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

he says it first. you recalled it being after you returned from a quick little recon with a few other pilots and ran straight into his arms (as always, because mans loves getting hugs from you yk). 

“I love you.”

“I know,” you responded.

“I taught her that!” -han, shouting as he approached. “You really didn’t think to say hi to me first?”

“Dad.”

poe only laughs and kisses you again.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

ooooof so when poe’s jealous, he doesn’t like to show it but you can tell when he is. it’ll be little death stares from across the room or tightening his arm around your waist, even if it’s another squadron member jokingly flirting with you

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

poe’s kisses are either very gentle or very passionate—it depends. he likes kissing you on the lips but he loves forehead kisses the most. it gives him a sense of protection over you and he loves knowing you’re his special person :3

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

the kids absolutely LOVE him. you always get this warm & fuzzy feeling inside whenever you see him interacting with the younger ones on base; sometimes he’ll catch you staring and just winks at you in response (this little shit KNOWS how he makes you feel and loves it)

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

it’s pretty relaxed most of the time (that is, if it’s the weekend or you’re on break) and poe likes to stay in and cuddle for a little bit before you actually get out of bed. if not, both of you are up at the crack of dawn LOL. you often start off the day with a relaxing morning walk around the base before settling down to eat :)

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

on nights that neither of you can fall asleep, you’ll go outside and stargaze. it’s a very soothing habit you’ve learned to develop and 9/10 times it has one of you (it’s usually you) nearly knocked out cold after just an hour or two. (poe also sees this as an excuse to carry you back inside in his arms)

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

poe’s naturally a very open person but there are some things he prefers to keep to himself. but once he fully trusts you he tells you everything—though this takes maybe a couple months or so. 

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

both of you are aware he’s the more impatient of the pair, although when it comes to you he doesn’t mind waiting. when putting that aside, his patience runs a little bit more thin.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

alright mans knows you like the back of his hand. literally. like. the back. of your hand. everyone on base knows it, too—he remembers the smallest of things about you that even you don’t remember sometimes. this was the biggest giveaway for him that told everyone he was most certainly in love with you. you can guess who hosted your surprise birthday that one night after exegol : ‘)

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

your first kiss—not just because it was a first, but because of how it happened. it started pouring heavily as soon as you returned from a mission and everyone ended staying outside and having a giant water fight. while high on adrenaline, you jumped straight into his arms and before either of you had the chance to think, his lips were on yours and you were kissing underneath the stormy sky. everyone stopped what they were doing halfway and noticed, lowkey it looked like some scene from the notebook (arguably more romantic)

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

even though the two of you claim to share one braincell, poe is very very protective over you no matter how much you protest and claim you were capable of taking care of yourself. usually he’s the one who’s more freaked out about any injuries you get. other than you understood that you had to look out for each other and stick by each other no matter the cost—a promise you two intended to keep for as long as you possibly could.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

a lot. he’s very, very extra. very. han pokes fun at him sometimes for it but he too, was initially like that with leia so he can’t really argue—so instead, whenever poe’s in need of help with planning stuff he’s off to the rescue : ‘) fam rlly went from “no, you are NOT dating my daughter” to “why haven’t you guys gotten married yet?” one time for your birthday, with the help of your parents and the entire black squadron, he put on an entire air show for you complete with firework displays, and needless to say you were head over heels that night. 

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

he doesn’t sleep. poe has a very fucked up sleep schedule and often counts on you to remind him to get some rest—you found him working on his x wing one night and he told you he hadn’t slept in the past thirty-six hours—after which you scolded him and dragged him to bed. he ended up dozing off until noon 0_0

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

he’s not very concerned. though when he notices you staring or whenever you compliment him about his looks it does boost his ego :)

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

oh definitely. so much to the point that it has also become a joke among fellow rebels, even your parents (leia often tells you that she’s worried he won’t function properly unless you’re around and tbh she isn’t wrong lol). you’re his soulmate and other half whom he wouldn’t trade for the world

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

poe has the best taste in music. straight up. nobody argues nor complains when he’s in charge of music for the day, they’re always satisfied with whatever tunes he’s playing throughout the base and it puts everyone into a good mood

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

lack of respect. being inconsiderate. coldhearted. you’re thankfully none of these and for that very reason he’d chosen you—you’re everything he could ever ask for in a person

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)

poe doesn’t snore, but he has a SOLID iron grip when fast asleep. “best friends always sleep in each other’s beds!” he’d claim as he crawled in next to you many nights and fell asleep hugging you very tightly. everyone knew it was again, an excuse to get closer to you. but you didn’t mind : ‘)

[ajokeformur-ray]

How about an Arthur Fleck/Joker and Reader HC plssss ♥️ Something to do with bonding and pillow talk, and I think it’s what Arthur needs bc baby boi deserves so much love 🥰 Fluffy and can also be sexy 💕

Romance isn’t coming easily to me today, so I had to put myself in that mood, so I wrote this while watching a compilation of grooms seeing their brides at the altar, people calling their crushes and confessing, break up texts etc… just anything which would make my heart squeeze.

Warning for NSFW themes, nothing explicit.

2 AM.

Life is turbulent, chaotic, scary, fearful, wild and out of control and you are not here for it.

Arthur has picked up on your tensions, so emotionally intelligent is he, and he is unable to sleep, his knees shaking even under the duvet which is settled atop your bodies to protect you from the natural chill of the apartment.

You lay side by side, your hands tucked between your bodies and your fingers interlocked as you face each other. 

Your foreheads are touching, Arthur’s green eyes fixed solely on your face.

Your legs are interlocked, every part of your naked bodies pressed tightly together as you both come down from your highs, which have left you feeling like, though you are aware of the issues in your lives, the pain and the stress isn’t able to touch you.

The only thing which exists in this moment is you and Arthur, every part of your bodies aligned so perfectly that you can feel each other’s heartbeats against your own.

“Are you okay?” Did I - did I hurt you, Y/N?”

You shake your head. “No, honey. You were so good - “ You shiver at the ghost of Arthur’s fingers which you can feel all over your body, the sensation of teeth and tongue and lips in places you never thought those things should go… 

Arthur is all you can feel, all you can taste and touch and smell, hear, see… 

He has completely overwhelmed your every sense as the world fades out of existence and time grinds to a halt.

There’s only you and Arthur, nothing to do and nothing to lose as you soak in this time together.

“You’re always so good to me, darling. I love you so much.”

Arthur hums and pulls one of his hands out of yours so that he can cup your cheek in his hand as he tips his head to kiss your forehead, his lips lingering against your skin.

“I love you too, Y/N. You’re the best thing about this city, about me.”

You shuffle even closer to Arthur so that you can tuck your head into the crook of his neck, slinging an arm around his slender waist and easing your knee up towards his crotch so that you can lay even closer to him.

Your eyes drift closed and you press a chaste kiss to the column of Arthur’s neck, your tongue darting out to tease him.

Arthur shudders, tips his body into your lips, and as your hands creep down, down, do the two of you get re-acquainted with your bodies for the second time that night.

There is no need to say anything more, for you have reached the point where words run dry.

Instead do you give into all that you’re thinking and feeling, and what happens is nothing less than heaven on earth.

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[hayaosmiyazaki]

Hey, I won’t be able to see ffh till its online, but am super curious and not afraid of being spoiled, would u maybe do a spoilery review under a cut to treat us people who are too curious to wait 😂

here u gooo i don’t know if you wanted like a full plot description cause this isn’t really what that is (also my memory is not capable enough for that) but i hope this is good 

i thought ffh was fantastic. i’d give it a 9/10 cause i have a few reservations, but otherwise it exceeded all my expectations. 

pros: the tone of the movie was really different & its scale was a LOT bigger than homecoming (& like the majority of other mcu movies honestly. the cgi and action were pretty mindblowing at times). the situation is so much more serious & consequential for the mcu than you would expect for spiderman movie, but i guess given that he’s supposed to become one of the new faces of the mcu it makes sense. i was on the edge of my seat the entire time, and i usually don’t get affected by action sequences at all. but this was different because mysterio’s illusions get really complex and surprisingly long. when he fights peter one on one it kinda feels like something out of dr strange; it’s surreal and i was honestly so scared for peter skdjfhksd and i literally never get concerned for the hero in these types of movies. also, if you’re a tony stan, it feeds. like tony’s face was fucking everywhere. everytime they landed in a new city his face was there. at the charity thing reporters bring up tony and peter starts breathing hard and has to leave, and that’s when he sees the big mural of tony. & later there’s the heart to heart with happy on the plane, and you get to see happy’s soft side. this scene also comes after mysterio brings up an illusion of tony’s grave and says something along the lines of why couldn’t you save him and tony’s suit is there and turns into a half suit half dead body?? which i thought was a bit too much like that’s something that would definitely scar a 16 year old kid that just had to deal with his death… i’m surprised peter didn’t have a bigger breakdown honestly.  when he goes into the plane lab to make his new suit, happy stares and smiles at him because he looks just like tony and plays back in black and it’s just. really cute. i need to stop talking about tony now so here’s everything else: all of the interactions between his classmates & teacher were hilarious and i honestly still think hoco & ffh have the most realistic depictions of high schoolers in movies.  also peter goes through a lot in this… you can see how hard he’s trying to balance being spiderman and just wanting to be able to be a kid and have fun, and tom holland does a great job portraying it. peter does some really big hero stuff in this. and him pining after mj is adorable; when they get together i love that mj doesn’t have to change anything about herself, peter just likes her for who she is. they have good chemistry.   i’m probably forgettign so much stuff but last thing i’ll say is the scenery is also beautiful. i mean europe is beautiful so yk 

cons: so it turns out nick & maria are talos & his wife the entire time? and nick has like taken over at skrull hq or something, and sent them to be him and maria. i don’t really get the decision behind that… and nick is out of character the entire time, which duh cause he’s a skrull, but i don’t know it felt off. also i’m still ?? as to why mysterio (as well as his ENTIRE crew of henchmen) have to be unhappy ex stark employees like kdhfksdh but it’s really not as big a deal as people were making it out to be. also peter trusts mysterio a whole lot before he figures out he’s the bad guy and even gives him the glasses that tony gave him bc he doesn’t feel suited for the position. which leads to such a mess. and this isn’t a real con it’s just peter goes through so much emotional pain all the time and it hurts :’( and here’s the really big stuff: in the post credits mysterio records a video before he dies painting peter as the villain, and outs him as peter parker to the public. this isn’t necessarily a con con i’m just still confused as to how i feel about it and it’s gonna make peter’s life so much harder i jdskdjfhdj. and fucking J JONAH JAMESON IS THE ONE REVEALING ALL OF THIS. and finally a lot of just like… weird stuff happens which isn’t necessarily bad but i got really thrown off by it. mysterio straight up throws peter into a moving train and it’s at the end of a really dark scene and you see his bloody fingers trying to save himself and it was just so much like,, not bad it’s just really offputting to see. and then peter wakes up in a jail in scandinavia? and then everything with tony’s grave is,, so much,, like i said weird stuff happens. maybe it just really freaked me out bc i saw it on an imax screen and everything was bigger and more dramatic lmao  

but anyway, you’ll enjoy it and it’s a great movie!! even though it’s weird 

[jordandesta]

3 / 27 / 19 ━ your character’s mood for the day. 

01. pure water by mustard, migos. “give me the beat, i ride it like a jetski, so many bad bitches they harassin' me, they like me 'cause i rap and be with the athletes.”

02. fall threw by rich the kid, young thug, gunna. “pull off in that lambo quick, hundred racks and a tec in this bitch, quarter mil' on my necklaces, tell your bitch to stop texting me, i've been living so reckless.”

03. splashin by rich the kid. “i flip the money, got my check up, i'm flexing up, but i'm no wrestler, blue cheese pockets got the extras, i stack the money up like tetris, how I got two-fifty from my neck up? how I made it from the hood to a bent truck?”

04. pure cocaine by lil baby. “when your wrist like this, you don't check the forecast, every day it's gon' rain, made a brick through a brick, i ain't whip up shit, this pure cocaine, yeah.”

05. west coast by g eazy, blueface, allblack, yg. “you can't imagine the way that this cash feelin', don't know what's harder, the first or the last million, my last album took care of my grand children, you try to win, cracked you head on the glass ceiling.”

06. middle child by j. cole. “i just poured somethin' in my cup, i've been wantin' somethin' I can feel, promise I am never lettin' up, money in your palm don't make you real.”

07. legacy by off set, travis scott, 21 savage. “i can't hold nothing back, i won't hold you up, i can't fit all my pain in this styro' cup, always talk to myself 'cause it's only us, always deep in my mind, don't know who to trust.”

08. envy me by calboy. “i was fighting some demons, in the field, bitch, i'm deep in, i was raised in the deep end, i know ****** be sinking.”

3 / 28 / 19 ━ songs that remind your character of their children/child.

for jasmine isabelle desta;

01. violent crimes by kanye west. “father forgive me, i'm scared of the karma, 'cause now i see women as somethin' to nurture, not somethin' to conquer, i hope she like nicki, i'll make her a monster, not havin' menages, i'm just being silly.”

02. when i’m gone by eminem. “have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for not the expression, no, literally give an arm for, when they know they're your heart, and you know you are their armor, and you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her.”

03. may i have this dance by francis and the light, chance the rapper. “you've got your, your mother's eyes, you've got your, your grandmother's ring, you've got your daddy's discernment, giirl, you did your thing, oh, give me one more, one, two, one, two, always on beat.”

04. right by you by john legend. “and even when it all becomes too much, when you're growing old and feeling out of touch, listen to this song and just take care, and know that i will be there...yeah, i promise i will, little girl, i'm cryin'.”

for legend magesty desta;

05. i love you so much by dj khaled, chance the rapper. “whatever you want to do, i will support you forever, one thing i can promise you, i love you forever, you're my son, i love you so much, i love you, son, you're my biggest blessing, mommy, daddy, we love you, we love you forever, son, you're the greatest that ever did it.”

06. only one by kanye west.  “hello my only one, remember who you are, you got the world 'cause you got love in your hands, and you're still my chosen one, so can you understand? one day you'll understand, so hear me out, i won't go, no goodbyes, just hello.”

07. new day by jay z. “sins of a father make yo' life ten times harder, i just wanna take ya to a barber, bondin' on charters, all the shit that i never did, teach ya good values, so you cherish it, took me twenty six years to find my path, my only job is cuttin' the time in half.”

08. mockingbird by eminem. “i know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now, but hey, what daddy always tell you? straighten up little soldier, stiffen up that upper lip, what you crying about? you got me.”

3 / 29 / 19 ━ a playlist for your lover or ex lover.

01. worth it by yk osiris. “time is precious, baby girl, let's not let it go by, i just really wanna know, do you love me? don't lie, i know you felt alone, 'cause i been on the road, but i been doin' shows, i swear i ain't doin' you wrong”

02. swervin’ by a boogie wit da hoodie, 6ix9ine. “how you look so perfect on your worst days? double c your purses, you deserve it, ****** in your dm, they be thirsty, and in person, but you're curvin’, curvy little body, love your surface, i’m all on your body, make you nervous”

03. caramel by lloyd. “caramel, drippin' in my bed, yeah you know, what's going through my head, i'm thinking 'bout, getting with you tonight, i'm thinking 'bout, wifing you up for life”

04. kevin’s heart by j. cole. “she my number one, i don't need nothing on the side, said that i was done for good and don't want no more lies, but my phone be blowing up, temptations on my line, i stare at the screen a while before i press decline”

05. more/diamond ring by benny blanco, ty dolla $ign, 6lack. “you know your future brighter than a diamond ring, god damn, i put you on different things, god damn, you gon' make me break the bank, god damn...you're all I ever need, god damn, you mean so much to me”

06. ivy by frank ocean. “in the halls of your hotel, arm around my shoulder so i could tell, how much i meant to meant it sincere back then, we had time to kill back then, you ain't a kid no more, we'll never be those kids again”

07. mrs. variety by leon thoma, tayla parx. “mrs. variety, feels like i'm dating someone different every single week, it's like you know just how to play to every part of me, it's like you know just how to cater to my every need, mrs. variety”

08. cinderella by mac miller, ty dolla $ign. “you in my dreams that's why i sleep all the time, just to hear you say i love you, just to touch you, just to leave you behind, i told you, you don't have to worry, you'll be fine, this the type of thing i heard it happen all the time, yeah, I just wanna see you fly, because your fragrance got me faded, you be keepin' me high”

3 / 30 / 19 ━  songs that hit your character in the feels

01. power trip by j. cole, miguel. “got me up all night, all i'm singing is love songs, she got me up all night, constant drinking and love songs, she got me up all night, down and out with these love songs, she got me up all night, drown it out with these love songs, she got me up all night.”

02. practice by drake. “i can tell that money's got you working, got your body so wet, now we're finally here in person, i taste pain and regret, in your sweat, you've been waiting for me, i can tell that you been practicing.”

03. angel by the weeknd. “cause all I see are wings, i can see your wings, but i know what i am and the life i live, yeah, the life i live, and even though i sin, maybe we are born to live, but i know time will tell if we're meant for this, yeah, if we're meant for this.”

04. don’t by bryson tiller. “get in the ride, left hand is steering the other is gripping your thigh light up a spliff and get high, shawty you deserve what you been missing, looking at you i’m thinking he must be tripping, play this song for him tell him just listen.”

05. best mistake by layla russo, big sean. “hold up, i know love could be a beach with no shore, i done count to ten, lost my temper, and went back to four, i know sometimes it's hard to realize i'm the man that you need, i had a dream we branched out started a family tree.”

06. own it by drake. “next time we fuck, i don't want to fuck, i want to make love, next time we talk, i don't want to just talk, i want to trust, next time I stand tall I want to be standing for you.”

07. thinkin bout you by frank ocean. “yes, of course i remember, how could I forget? how you feel? and though you were my first time, a new feel, it won't ever get old, not in my soul, not in my spirit, keep it alive.”

08. come and see me by partynextdoor, drake. “i'll admit i'm sorry when i feel i'm truly sorry, things change, people change, feelings change too, never thought the circumstances woulda changed you.”

3 / 31 / 19 ━  a playlist for your character’s best friend. ( squad )

01. ni**as in paris by jay z, kanye west.

02. look at me now by chris brown, lil wayne, busta rhymes. 

03. rack city by tyga. 

04. swimming pools (drank) by kendrick lamar. 

05. gold digger by kanye west, jamie foxx. 

06. v.3005 by childish gambino.

07. the motto by drake, lil wayne.

08. bedrock by young money, lloyd.

4 / 01 / 19 ━ road trip playlist

01. hey jude by the beatles.

02. mr. jones by counting crows.

03. wonderwall by oasis.

04. hurricane by bob dylan.

05. mr. brightside by the killers. 

06. scar tissue by the red hot chili peppers.

07. all star by smashmouth.

08. stacy’s mom by fountains of wayne.

4 / 02 / 19 ━ three songs that make your character cry… every. single. time.

01. acid rain by chance the rapper. “my big homie died young; just turned older than him, i seen it happen, i seen it happen, i see it always, he still be screaming, i see his demons in empty hallways, i trip to make the fall shorter.”

02. perkys calling by future. “Iineed better thoughts, i need better vibes, focus on the top and let my ***** slide, i need more advice and ain't got no time, hustlin' do it right, feel like i waited a life time.”

03. u by kendrick lamar. “you shoulda filled that black revolver blast a long time ago, and if those mirrors could talk it would say "you gotta go", and if i told your secrets, the world'll know money can't stop a suicidal weakness.”

4 / 03 / 19 ━ free day, we just wanna see you be creative. ( throwbacks )

01. ambitonz az a ridah by 2pac. 

02. gin and juice by snoop dog, daz dillinger  

03. all falls down by kanye west, syleena johnston.

04. mrs. officer by lil wayne, bobby v, kidd kidd.

05. i’m n luv (wit a stripper) by t-pain, mike jones.

06. ms. jackson by outkast.

07. smack that by akon, eminem.

08. laffy taffy by d4l.