#this isnt the end of the fic nor is it spoilers

[mockingbirdshymn]

non-spoiler sneakpeak of fic??? in my tumblr blog??? more likely than you think

heres a sneakpeak of the fic im working on (aka the very long nerriston oneshot). woah

its the first draft so its garbage but my beta said it looks good enough (i just have to change some descriptions)

have the current tags too (may change before fic release, estimated to release maybe sometime in the future):

[sleepysnk]

hii :) can i request an angst fic with bertholdt x fem reader? where the reader is hiding out with reiner, bertl, and zeke before the battle (the reader isnt a shifter, but she knew about them being shifter and is seen as a traitor too). the reader and bert express their concerns, particularly of loosing eachother. the fight happens and at the end we see bert being eaten and we're CRUSHED. thanks :D

ugh Bertholdt angst 😔 rip him. he deserved better :/, thank you for requesting this! i hope you enjoy love! :)

Bertholdt x Fem!Reader: Lose You

Warnings: Angst, spoilers to season 3

(Y/N) sat around the fire with Zeke, Reiner, and Bertholdt.

The crackling of the fire made her zone out, the moonlight shined over the horizon as morning was soon to be upon them. Today was the day that the scouts would be coming to Wall Maria. The three had decided to take the opportunity to slaughter the scouts. It was perfect.

(Y/N) wasn't against the scouts, nor was she against Bertholdt or Reiner. She knew they were titan shifters, and she didn't hate them. After all, she was dating Bertholdt and when Reiner and him revealed themselves that day, she didn't want to go back with the scouts. Which surprised Reiner and Bertholdt, but they didn't want to risk bringing her back.

Zeke felt that they should have taken her back home first, but she wanted to fight with them. She was considered a traitor for going back, she was responsible as well for many people dying that day.

"So... this might be the most important mission of our lives, are you ready?" Zeke asked and looked around.

(Y/N) nodded. "I'm ready" she replied and crossed her arms.

"Me too, I have confidence" Bertholdt replied and looked at his girlfriend.

Reiner looked at the two of them. "I hope you don't let your relationship get in the way of all this. You both need to be focused and ready, no bullshit" he said.

She sighed. "We won't let it get in the way" she said and looked at Bertholdt.

He looked down. "We're just concerned how this will end, who will make it back alive?" he asked.

Zeke ran a hand through his hair. "Couldn't say.. if all goes well then we'll all get out of here alive, and our mission is complete. If not, we'll deal with it when it comes. Just remember the plan" he said and looked at the two.

"Try to have hope (Y/N), I know you two will make it back. No matter what" Reiner said and looked at her.

Bertholdt put his hand onto hers. "You're going to make it back home with us, I promise you" he said and smiled a bit.

She felt a blush spread across her cheeks. "Yeah.. we will" she replied and gripped his hand tightly.

Zeke noticed the cart titan approaching. "Zeke... they're approaching" it said and looked up at him.

He stood up. "The scouts are here, let's go" he said and began to gather his things.

The three all stood up and Reiner kicked over the fire that they had made. Zeke left them pretty quickly, he was to wait outside the wall, and if Reiner was found, he was to transform.

"Hey Bertholdt, (Y/N), we're gonna get out of this okay? All we need to do is get rid of the scouts and our mission is over" Reiner said and began to walk off.

The two followed. "Y-Yeah, we're gonna do this" (Y/N) said and smiled.

The three all stopped and looked at one another. "Good luck... I'll see you all on the other side" Reiner said.

They both nodded. "See you then" Bertholdt said and shot off with (Y/N).

If only she knew what was coming for her when the scouts had arrived. Chaos soon rained over as Reiner was discovered inside the wall, and Zeke had transformed. (Y/N) and Bertholdt were in the barrels, but they both had to go over the wall, due to Reiner giving the signal.

Seeing her comrades made her very emotional, hearing them call her a traitor, a selfish piece of shit, and even a monster made her feel shitty. She wasn't a monster.. she was far from it.

When she saw Bertholdt transform, she knew this was almost over, or so she thought...

Eren had taken him down and all she could do is watch as the colossal titan fell to the ground. The scouts had taken down Reiner too, it all happened so fast.

She had gotten taken as well, and she was now tied up with Reiner. He looked so messed up, his limbs were missing, and she had no idea where the hell Bertholdt was.

"Come on (Y/N)! Answer the damn question!" Jean said and looked at her.

She felt weak, her stomach was queasy, and her whole body felt cold. (Y/N) was so anxious about Bertholdt... if the scouts had obtained him, someone could get their hands on him, meaning his power would be taken by Paradis. That's what Marley didn't need right now.

That's when the cart titan and Zeke appeared grabbing both Reiner and (Y/N).

"Shit! They're getting away!" Mikasa yelled and looked at Hanji.

She sighed. "Don't go after them! Find Eren and Levi" Hanji said and looked at Jean.

(Y/N) watched as she passed Bertholdt's body. She didn't want to go without him. "Wait! Stop!" she yelled and looked at them.

Zeke coughed. "(Y/N)! For Christ's sake! We can't go back... if we do they'll kill him, or they'll kill us... I'm sorry, but Bertholdt is done" he said and looked at her.

She felt tears escape her eyes as she began to go further away from the wall. "N-No... we were supposed to go back together" she said and looked down at the ground below her.

Bertholdt opened his eyes to see a titan next to him. Where the hell was he? Where was Reiner and (Y/N)?!

He felt the titan lifting him up. "No! No!" he yelled as he tried to squirm out of the grip.

"Reiner! (Y/N)!" Bertholdt screamed as his head was crushed by the titans mouth.

It wasn't supposed to be this way. (Y/N) felt tears escape her eyes once again. She lost him.. and he lost her.

[catboy-prussia]

I honestly think a lot of fans these days shit on Hetalia, both canon content and the fandom for clout.

I'm in no way trying to excuse problematic content but a lot of the stuff in hetalia that we look back on and say yikes was a more a product of it's time and ignorance than actual malice and racism. Like hetalia was not unique in being problematic as fuck. Hell most of the problematic shit that happened was over five years ago. Your receipts are expired fam.

Furthermore I think most people who do this either don't consider or don't care that people will use their words to justify harassing other fans. Cause that's part of what happened in August.

Now I'm not saying you cant critique the old fandom but be conscious about what you say because this is tumblr and your words can be weaponized.

Not just that but, what are you doing other than beating a dead horse? Other then doling out headcanons like some self satisfied monarch giving their starving peasants shiny pennies, what are you doing to make this community better?

Cause, y'all sure ain't trying to kick out the Nazis considering I found A FUCKING NAZI NEST IN NOVEMBER.

Nor are you doing much to fight racism in the fandom considering the absolute bullshit I've had to deal with in this fandom including but not limited to

•having white people act like I was gonna *steal their representation" cause I made a post asking when y'all were gonna stop yelling about Eastern Europe and give Latin America a shot

•The vitriol I got when I pointed out tbe word greaser originated as a slur and maybe you can use a different word to call your 50s bad boy aph America. Like one that isn't rooted in a racist imperialist war.

• Y'all acting like I'm looking too deep into shit when I point out fanon 2p America is kinda problematic and plays on racist stereotypes.

• Somebody legit telling me prejudice in America doesn't exist anymore.

I'm not asking people in Europe to be experts on American race relations or vice versa, but y'all act like the new fandom is so much better than the old fandom, like y'all are so woke and unproblematic now when you write your "unpopular opinion" (spoiler, your opinion isnt unpopular given how many people raided servers, harassed and suicide baited people in August) on how much hetalia has wrong with it but you're not better than anyone. The fandom still has problems and you're not doing anything about it.

There's even still ship wars except now its about what's problematic and what isn't. I'm sorry but if you think reading 50 usuk fics is gonna make someone think incest is ok, the fics aren't the problem. Unlike mainstream media fanfiction doesn't have the power to normalize things in society. If you don't like a ship fine, block, blacklist, move on. Stop moralizing the drawings. That's all they are at the end of the day they're fucking drawings, them being related or not is inconsequential.

It's so easy for you all to shit on the old stuff, to pull respectability politics shit like "oh I'm one of the good fans" when you're comparing yourself to the old fandom. To shit on people who dont even go here anymore. You're not special for shitting on a bunch of ignorant 14 year olds and their bad behavior jfc.

You're here to enjoy content like everyone else, and you probably don't care too much about things outside your immediate sphere of influence and stuff you like, and that's honestly fine. And acknowledging that the old fandom and content was problematic is a good thing too. We should learn from the mistakes of the old fandom.

But I'm tired of people acting like they're so much better and like the new fandom is so much better. If you're gonna preach about problems (real problems not shipping bullshit) then do something about it besides complaining. Network with fans, support smaller creators, educate others and help make this fandom unwelcoming to neo nazis.

[kirbyfanclub]

i have a lot of thoughts but in SHORT before i ramble: i LOVED wayward son. the reviews on this site are valid, of course. but i believe they are somewhat misleading to the objective contents of the book, or at least, how i interpreted them. going to put this under a read more because it got long, but what can i say! i’m passionate about this story and i dont want people to get too discouraged without hearing a few different sides.

vague content spoilers!!: the book is not about their love story, nor is it about a fun friendly road trip. it may have been advertised as that, i dont really know. but it isnt. it’s an exploration of vampirism in this world, and magic outside of london. it’s focus is worldbuilding and i LOVE that. worldbuilding rocks. and i think this did a really great job with it. im excited to hear more about this world.

now, on the relationship, which seems to be the biggest point of contenion. i’d like to start by saying i’m doing my best to be objective here. i am a lesbian and the original carry on was PIVOTAL in my journey of self-acceptance. so im not going to bs about whether or not this book lived up to the representation it could offer. there is no abusive relationship. a lack of communication (which is, truly, the only present issue in their relationship itself) between young, inexperienced people does not equal emotional abuse. baz and simon both CLEARLY love each other deeply, this is constantly reestablished. its just delicate. they’re new to relationships, they’re young, they're HURT. they were pitted against each other their whole lives. they aren’t going to slip immediately into domestic bliss. no relationship will, trauma and magic be damned. there is miscommunication, but more so due to unwillingness to face the possible worst outcome and the fact that their relationship is not the forefront of this story. theyre together, and they are in love, but this isn't a fluff piece, it's a life piece. its not just about theyre love, its about their life after disaster. in a less objective view: i honestly prefer this. what i find healing about carry on and wayward son isn’t a perpetually happy same-sex relationship, it’s a relationship complex and human enough that i could imagine it for myself. i love seeing how, despite simon’s depression and insecurity, they still manage to find comfort in each other. thats real. thats what i think love is. it’s getting through hard things together, not never having hard things. 

its completely, COMPLETELY valid and respectable to want a happy-go-lucky, picture book romance featuring a same-sex couple. i want to emphasize that. we need those stories too. absolutely. but that wasn't what carry on had to offer in the first place, and i think it’s a little unfair to expect it of its sequel.

on a slightly different note: while the book wasn’t focused only on their relationship, it DID have a huge focus on the friendship between all four main characters. i thought penny and baz’s friendship was DELIGHTFUL, and easily one of my favorite parts of the book. he loves her a lot, and that is not something i was expecting! but its absolutely not unwelcome. i really love how penny and agatha also grew to appreciate each other so much more.

on the topic of agatha: agatha was possibly the star of this book, alongside baz. she was suffocated with simon. without him, she grew exponentially. she’s witty and funny and smart in an endearingly relatable cynical way (a lot like baz, now that i think of it.). i loved seeing her shine in this book. i’m glad she was allowed to.

about the actual road trip: they there are many moments of road tripping fun! they do some sightseeing, there is a PRECIOUS scene where they go to a renaissance faire. it doesnt end very well, but they have a good time while it lasts. it wasn't primarily about the road trip, but that's what 50 chapter fluff fics are for, not so much actual fantasy novels. i also saw some complaints that rowell wrote america too racist and rude, but. as an american. that is what america is like unfortunately jkshfsjd

anyways. the plot itself got a little rushed here and there, but thats just writing. not even pace will work, and not every author will be able to make a satisfying payoff for every reader. personally i didnt mind too much about it being rushed because i’m a character and lore driven reader, and those were both abundant but fully understandable for it to be a let down!

 as i see it? carry on was simon’s denial and anger, his confusion about life and the battle against trauma. wayward son is his bargaining and depression, working through said trauma, even if its ineffective. whatever this third book is? that will be his acceptance, and if rowell knows how to complete a good story (which she does) his self-actualization.

TDLR: i really liked wayward son, and you don’t have to! not at all! but please don't claim it to be what it isn’t. its a book about (magical) life after trauma, featuring realistically complex gay characters in a fresh and unstable, but dedicated, relationship. it isn't ruining an otp, it's developing them into real people. it’s a bit sad, but sadness is needed to appreciate happiness. thanks for reading <3 here's to the sequel to the sequel!

[firemama]

I have 2 questions about SlaveTale! 1 What did Sans end up asking Reader's sister when he and Papyrus spent the day with her? 2 Why were Sans and Papyrus nervous around Reader's boss?

Howdy, thanks for reading!

both questions are un-answered in the story thus-far on purpose! See below, but dont expect too many spoilers to the stories’ secrets!

item 1, the question Sans asked Abigail, is not revealed to “you” the reader, because it was a question he elected to ask someone other than you. Since “you” the reader do not know sans has this mystery knowledge, nor know that he asked someone else a question at all, the question and its answer have been omitted from his perspective. (it WILL come back around later, because it was an important question, it just hasnt yet!)

item 2 is more of a joke then a plot point, although it too will have some minor effect on the plot. It’s not quite a spoiler to share, so i shall:

Chapter 49 leads with the authors note “Koyol Bessmertnyy is nothing as he seems” as a hint to his invisible oddity. There are perfectly normal reasons to find him strange with just a normal human’s perspective:

1. He is unusually tall at an approximate of 7 feet. while his height isnt specified exactly in the story because the reader character is relatively disinterested in people’s oddities and never focuses on his height, they do note he is horrifically tall.

2. in addition to tall, he has multiple unusual appearance factors. Such as being off puttingly thin and lanky. The reader character doesn't acknowledge this much- but then again, they too are... unhealthily on the scrawny side given they’re diet and habits. He also has strange all-black eyes (sclera tattoos), speaks in a monotone, and does not make facial expressions. in short, he’s a bit off putting, in appearance alone. 

3. these things are not inherently in human. However, Humans in this story are the cruel creatures, so it doesnt matter. Sans and Papyrus have been brought to someplace unfamiliar for the sole purpose of meeting an extremely large human who’s “deviant” traits are unsettling. Humans, as they’ve both learned, are to be feared- even normal ones, and this guy visually is not normal.

4. he has very strange habits. One of the most obvious is his intensive studying and note keeping- he has 3 notebooks now, each with one of the skeleton brothers or the readers name on it, and has taken excessive notes while in conversation with them. that in itself is unsettling, but behavior in humans can vary widely, and that too is not inherently inhuman, nor are his other small... behavior quirks. Like having immense amounts of pre-research and background checks done. Or extreme interest in them as Monsters. unsettling, but... human.

5. He is, of course, not what he seems. Sans and Papyrus dont know what is actually up with this stranger. But they can tell something isnt right for reasons the reader cannot, and therefore not acknowledge. The reality is that Koyol possesses Magic, which both brothers can tell upon laying eyes on him. Is he a Mage? is he a Monster? is he something else? they aren't sure. 

number 5 hasnt come up in the plot, and im not sure if it will. It’s meant to be just... one of those passing strangenesses. You dont know about everything and everyone around you. you dont know you’re bosses’ secrets in real life. All you really know is that your monster roommates find him unsettling, and you’ve never thought to ask about it, because hes unsettling to you too- as a strange boss, not something... else. Maybe its a story we’ll figure out, maybe its not. who knows. 

Koyol Bessmertnyy is actually a long-had OC of mine, who famously crops up now and again in a lot of my works. If you want to know a bit about him, i have a blog dedicated to him (mostly its aesthetics, ngl, but i plan to start putting more things on his blog some day.) found at @wasnevergod and Koyol is also the star focus of one of my own completely original works The Man They Called Universe, which is found exclusively on my Patreon and his actual character is a lot more... complicated and deep than the version you find in the fic or in my smaller works. The easiest description is that he’s a Mutant who travels different worlds and inserts himself into different universes to study “the main characters” the worlds need, the various cultures, and the different laws and rules of physics and reality that each universe possesses while accumulating several bodies in the process. thats the “easy” description, haha.

Koyol is my baby and he’s been around maybe... 15 to 16 years? and that's most of my life, you know. he’s been around since elementry school for me! and im finally putting all those intricisies into a story, so follow my patreon if your interested in him and his weirdness.

The version of him in SlateTale is very similar to the one bellow, although not exact.

[redandpointy]

On feedback and the power of positive reinforcement for fic writers

long babbling post under the cut

So about a year ago I was finishing that Red Crane opus. It was a “What If” Jaina got some damned therapy, right? I liked it. It was building up to an ultimately awesome scene I wanted to see (which is still far in the future) but it also was cathartic. I’d seen some shit. She’d seen some shit. I wanted to have a version of the story where she was treated okay. I also knew that Legion was coming and that people were gonna die. People were gonna be Sir. nor Appearing. And other such things. So this was also a way for me to have my happy AU story I could always fall back on if I didn’t like what was in game. it was immensely selfish and I loved it. I gave myself the challenge of posting once a week. Maybe once every 10 days if I needed to slide.

And a few people started to read it. And that was HUGE. because holy shit there are people who like the thing that I like. There are people who like the stuff I made! That first comment was IMMENSE for me.

But summer slump happened. Or maybe I got bogged down in my own head. Or both. And then because the spoilers for legion were more and more confirmed I wanted something fluffy. So I wrote Hold This. And wow I was not expecting people to respond to that so strongly. So that made me feel good but it also made me look at the story I, admittedly, love more and be sad because it was  lot more niche.

So then I get this random happy ping on Tumblr. From this tumblr newbie who really liked that story and liked the other one she found and even if it wasn’t her ship, she liked it. And we got talking and it was super amazing and I ate that engagement up like candy. And I wrote more. And eventually i started to inflict fic stuff on @jthorsten but I kept going. And because I kept going I ended up finding more people who liked my little rare pair or who liked my black dragon fic or who liked the wrathion fic.

SO okay why am I babbling about this and what does it have to do with the title of this post.

Well without that encouragement *right* when I got it, I was about ready to stop writing again. I was gonna finish out the thing I was working on and then move on to other things.

Instead I got a random ping and a lot of continued encouragement and support and babbling and stuff. I felt like “okay well maybe this is good. And maybe I am not shit. And maybe my ideas are valid.”

This validation came at a time when I was NOT getting it. I was still discovering just how badly fucked over I was emotionally and mentally from The Evil Ex. I was not getting that sort of support at work. I was in fact getting a lack of trust from my management and I certainly wasn’t being paid as well as my coworkers (I have recently discovered) but I knew a lot and I did a lot and I was one of their senior people. it helped keep me going and helped me see that “no, this is some grade A bullshit I am dealing with and my feelings of frustration are valid because look, I am not total shit in this other area of my life”

So in December, I am off for the holidays (After getting MUCH side eye for taking a long vacation even though I had a TON of time) and I planned on writing the whole time. But I saw a job position open at a company I have always wanted to work for. And I thought “you know what? Maybe I can. Maybe I am good enough for them.” Before, I had thought maybe I couldn’t go there and have that on my resume. I was most often thinking “I cannot.” I am always telling myself “I cannot”. I still do and I struggle with it. But the encouragement I’ve been getting made me thinking that maybe I could. It became a real question of  “Maybe I should take a chance here”

I know that without the amazing and positive experience i have had in the last year in my personal work, I would not have had the courage to make the move I did.

I’m now at a better place with WAY better prospects and opportunities.

And it started with some kind and enthusiastic comments that took almost zero time to make.

So thank you, lovely supportive people who comment and keep commenting. You never know how powerful that might be in a person’s life.

(also this TOTALLY applies to professional life too. if your people do something good TELL THEM. because a lot of the time all anyone hears id “this shit is fucked”. and you dont have to praise for every little thing, but hearing zero praise isnt going to do you any favors)

[missjackil]

One Year.... One year ago this month, I was introduced to these AMAZING gentlemen, and life has never been the same! I don’t recall the exact day it happened, but I do know it was March, 2016, 

This is how it started... It was a very cold, snowy winter here in NJ last year, so my life long friend Dawn, my daughter Sarah, and I started binge watching different series on Netflix. Dawn first suggested this show Supernatural, which I had only heard of in passing a few times over the years, but she had watched since the beginning. She said I would love it, the brothers  are hot, they hunt monsters and demons, delve a lot into Religion, which is a big interest of mine, I even have a degree in Theology, and am legally ordained. I checked the title on Netflix and saw it had 10 seasons available, and I said  “Nah, that’s a pretty big commitment, I dont think I could stay interested in a show that long” then Dawn informed me, that it was still on the air and in season 11. Not my cup of tea, so I declined. She next suggested Nurse Jackie, which was really good, but so easy to burn through. I got the next pick and picked House MD which had been mine, and my daughter Sarah’s favorite series to date.  This was a longer series than Nurse Jackie, 8 seasons instead of 7, and hour long episodes, as opposed to half hour. This took almost 2 months to get through. While watching this series again, I would keep commenting how much I loved the bromance between House and Wilson, to wish Dawn would always reply “The you will LOVE Sam and Dean!!” So since she had next pick, I agreed to give Supernatural a try.  And this is what happened... *CRASH BOOM BANG  <heavy flop>* “Wooooaaah easy tiger” “Dean?” Yeah, these boys are freakin adorable, and Im gonna love this bromance. I thought Dean was hot, and Sam was cute. Too young for me to think he was hot (me being 49 at the time) but I felt like the monsters and a lot of the horror was pretty lame, and sometimes even cheesy, though I did enjoy the chemistry the boys had with each other, and found Sam’s psychic visions to be an interesting element, I didn’t think I would stay interested for very long.  For a while, we were only watching 2-3 episodes at a time, a couple times a week when Dawn would come over. Near the end of S1 I told her I didn’t think I wanted to continue. She asked me to PLEASE give it to the end of season 2 and if I still didnt like it, we could find something else. As promised, I did become more interested in S2. The humor was funnier, the acting got better, and the bromance was hotter, and the emotional moments were even more heart breaking. The first episode that left a really big impression on me was Born Under a Bad Sign. Until then, I knew Sam had psychic powers, and his father was worried he would turn dark, and left it on Dean’s shoulders to save him or kill him (good idea John, what the hell) and this episode was probably showing Sam go bad. I didnt want that, I liked the boys and I wanted to like both of them and not have to start thinking of Sam as evil, but he was soooooo creepy in that episode! I was so afraid he was going to rape Jo, fortunately he didn’t, but that “My daddy shot your daddy in the heeeaad” thing gave me the willies! I was so uncomfortable with this “Dark Sam” I thought maybe I couldnt continue. Dawn didnt want me to stop just yet, but didnt want to give me spoilers, she told me “Don’t worry, Sam and Dean are the GOOD guys and Sam is a REALLY good guy” so I continued. When it was discovered that Sam was possessed, I found that very interesting, I didn’t think the boys would ever succumb to the evil things, just kick their asses all the time, though I assumed theyd have their own asses kicked sometimes, I never thought the show would allow the heroes to really suffer.... boy was I wrong huh??  I recall my first noticing that Sam was hot and built like a truck, in Heart, and it was also the first time I really cried. I remember telling Dawn, I will watch it when she comes over but Im watching it on my own too, because now Im much more interested, but I also said “it’s kind of a bummer knowing the boys wont die, that will take away from the suspense and emotional moments when it’s feared they might die, and I remember her giving me this look... she said “trust me, you know nothing”. She was right ... All Hell Breaks Loose 1 & 2 had me sobbing! When Sam dies in Dean’s arms and Dean sobs into his neck, I dont think Ive ever seen such intense, realistic  grief on a TV show. And then Dean goes and sells his soul for Sam!! This turned what I thought was a “My brother is my best friend” love into a “Id willingly spend eternity in fire and torment, to have one more year with my brother” love. That was a big turning point for me. I new Id watch it till the end and couldnt wait for those long days off when I could just binge all day long.  Then Season 4 happened... I dont know when exactly it happened, or which episode it was, but somewhere early in S4, I discovered the most amazing thing. I woke up one day and realized I am madly in love with Sam Winchester! And to top it off, I was hopelessly addicted and obsessed with SPN! I wont give a rundown of how each season hit me, but its been a crazy, emotional, tragically painful, beautful roller coaster that I have no intentions to ever get off of. By the time I got to S9 and started seeing the episodes dwindle away, I didnt want to finish too fast, yet I wanted to keep binging, so thats when I decided to start rewatching. ration out the newer episodes so I dont finish too fast, and binge the ones Ive already seen, and Ive done that continiously since then, and that was in May. By the end of June, I had watched everything on Netflix and purchased all of S11 On Demand and just kept finishing and starting over, rinse, repeat.  What I have learned... I mean no disrespect to Dean, I love him... but, if he ever says “As long as Im around, nothing bad is ever gonna happen to you” ... just RUN!! He said this to Sam in S1 and things just unraveled fast for poor Sam. I dont think there are many bad things LEFT that haven't happened to Sam, and we still have at least 2 more seasons to go!!!  To me, Sam is the most beautiful, kind, selfless, brave character ever. Yet, he can be a little selfish on occasion, but if you needed any of the duct tape and safety pins that hold him together, he wouldnt think twice about giivng them to you. He is scared fairly often, but it’s never stopped him from facing any big bad monster life could hand him.Season 10 was definitely not his most attractive season (that hair?? WHAT??) and if you piss him off, he can viciously sting with his words at the very least, or be brutally lethal with his hands when need be. He is a full on nerd, but not the least bit pretentious about it. He doesnt think he is better than anyone, and maybe even not as good as most. He is brilliant, but wont ever make you feel stupid. He is the sweetest, kindest gentleman you’ll ever meet, but 100% badass as well. But most of all. he loves Dean with everything in his life. He will never leave him (again) for anyone. If he ever finds a significant other, they will have to accept him and Dean as One person. Package deal and thats it.  To me, Dean is a rock. He rarely ever changes, This isn’t a bad thing. This compliments Sam, who is ever changing. Dean doesn’t live inside his head. He expresses his feelings more physically than with words, though he isnt one to mince words if you need to hear it. He’s emotional, not afraid to cry, but maybe afraid of who he allows to see it. He’s not perfect, he has made a lot of poor choices for himself and for Sam as well, but never with any ill intent (other than when influenced by a Supernatural force) He is a sweetheart, who unfortunately carries too much baggage. In Regarding Dean I feel like I met the REAL Dean that is lost under decades of pain, lossm and never ending violence. He can piss me off big time, but I forgive him because Sam does, and the most important thing in his world is Sam. There is nothing he wouldnt do, nor lines he wouldnt cross for Sam, and I believe he would give Sam anything in his power if Sam would simply ask.  What I think of the side characters  Cas, Crowley, Rowena, Bobby, etc.. all good characters who bring a lot of interest to the show, but none are strong enough characters to have their own storylines apart from Sam and Dean. Their side stories arent very interesting. I would watch a show that was only Sam and Dean (which is what I prefer) but I wouldnt watch a show that was only Cas or Crowley or whomever. They should support Sam and Dean and thats it, in my opinion.

What I have learned about the Fandom... Supernatural is the Holy Reaches of Heaven to them and they are Religions. Separate groups of individuals, expressing their love for the show and the characters in different ways. Some SPN religions are open and accepting, and some are vicious and hateful. Everyone gets different things from different parts of the series, but some of these religions, think their thoughts are the best and only True Canon even when sometimes, their thoughts are not canon at all. There are some fun, silly, kind loving fans in the SPN Family, and I have met a few, but Ive also seen some unnecessarily hatefull, mean spirited individuals who I cant consider family. SPN belongs to me, and it belongs to you. Take from it what you take from it... blog your blogs, go meta crazy, ship your ships, and write the shit out of fan fic... but please dont belittle and berate those who think differently. It is a ficitonal show, no one is going to go to Hell or be arrested for their views on it. If you don’t like it, dont watch it, but let those who do still love it, like myself, enjoy it while they can. Don’t go trying to hurt our feelings with “It should end!!” because someday it will, we know this, but we want it to live on for as long as J2 are happy to do it, and even then, it’s gonna hurt like the death of a loved one to see it go, so try to be more considerate okay? If you stayed to read ALL of this, You are precious to me :) and thank you!

[mikeellee]

I feel.hesitant on reply about MHA now bc my ideas seem to be so off with the current fandom's ideas. But I can't resist...compare naruto and MHA gives me strenght.

First off, I remember that Sasuke wanted to united everyone against him. I suppose, and I may be wrong here, Sasuke would still let shinobi exist but...the idea I had is he wanted it to end.

But if people are uniting to hate one person...it means they will fight the common enemy. It isnt a good plan, per se, but it is better than spams "will of fire is great"

Now for Dabi...Canon dabi dont care for anyone. Nor LoV nor shiggy. I know, I see many hc, arts and fics where Dabi loves LoV and we got a found family.

(Spoiler we dont have a found family in this manga)

Dabi wants to see his father suffer. He wants his attention...just that. There's nothing really deep here amd frankly, I'm bored with all Tododrama.

Shiggy. Shiggy wants to destroy all. Just that. He doesnt have a plan to rebuild anything. He doesnt have a speech about "this is for all the outcasts" he wants destruction.

He and LoV wage a war that killed many innocent people. And no one feel remorse.

Shiggy was groomed to be a villain sure but he still did horroble things without showing remorse or hesitation.

Sasuke killed. Yes, but only those who attacked him. Give me a panel of Sasuke going "huh I want to murder some poeple just bc"

Shiggy is not that deep.

MHA is not deep. If you don't believe me...ask yourself this: what is the message of MHA? What MHA is about?

And if you say "duh is about shiggy and how he is saved"

Ok...look all the things he did(again no remorse or hesitation) look hiw he became a meat puppet and how Izu is on a corner wanting to save him, a fact no other hero is aware.

Now think of this angle. What do we know about shiggy?

"Duh, we saw his backstory"

We saw one bad day. Not the rest. But even if we were to talk the scene serious and "it was like that until the bad day" then ask this one last thing.

How shiggy would.destroy the society (he always mentioned this. Hell he tried to murder Asuy when he invaded UA...still sympathetic?) If MLA didnt exist? What was his plans?

We get nothing.

MHA is not deep and can't be compared to Naruto.

Shigaraki's and Dabi's goal to destroy the society that left them is just like Sasuke's goal to destroy konoha then the Shinobi system, yet Sasuke's is greater cause he wanted to make a new world or get justice from a government that didn't just let him down but deliberately targeted his clan. Izuku tries to understand Shigaraki and Shouto sees himself in Dabi, but all naruto and sakura wanted was for Sasuke to go back to konoha which killed his clan, and live as the 12 y/o Sasuke they know

Okay so, anon, give me five seconds so I can get into the right state of mind to appreciate your comparison of Naruto and Bnha.

Aaaaaaand, done. Okay.

I think you're simplifying things a bit too much.

I understand where you're comparison come from, because I recognize some common arguments you're using from both fandoms, but I have to disagree with part of it because if you erase the details, then you risk misinterpreting everything, okay?

Let's go part by part so I can show you what I mean exactly with all of this.

First, you're right about Tomura, Dabi and Sasuke all wanting to erase a corrupt system.

I think Naruto has a more complex political component, but bnha has a better treatment of its. It is probably because bnha is a more limited story, with a clear focus and a smaller place and a more concise timeline. Horikoshi focus on Japan and doesn't mess that much with the past or the future, also the entire manga is shorter. Naruto has a bigger worldbuilding, both a strong and weak point, but that's another story.

However, Dabi, Tomura and Sasuke all have different reasons to bring down the current system and have different visions of the future.

It's been a while since I read Naruto, but if I remember correctly Sasuke wanted a new shinobi world. It is, he wanted to make a world were shinobi still existed, right?

Dabi doesn't want that. He wants to erase all heroes because in his opinion, there's not a single heroe who is not corrupted. He doesn't believe in heroes anymore, at all. He doesn't want a new hero society. Unlike Sasuke, he doesn't have a clear idea of the future he wants (Sasuke's idea is not the clearest either but at least is more specific than Dabi's idea).

Tomura is a different case entirely. His issue is not only with a certain class (shinobis or heroes), but with the WHOLE system. He never pretended to have a future planned, because he didn't want to stablish a new order exactly. Instead, his intention was to show society how hypocrite they were, solving violence with violence but only punishing others for the exact same crime they were committing. He wanted to erase the current system and let the survivors create a new world as they liked it.

I don't think Sasuke is exactly greater. Sasuke, Dabi, Tomura... They all had a conception of justice and were acting based on it. None of them became who they are put of nowhere. They had many influences working on them, people from their family, people with a lot of power, etc.

At least in their own mangas, they are all important figures.

Again, I think bnha has a better treatment than Naruto when it come to all their characters.

The writing for Sakura is out right a crime, which means that you can compare her to anyone else and she's gonna lose the fight. A real pity. She had the potential of being a very interesting character.

On the other hand, the differences between how Naruto and Sasuke see Konoha is the heart of the manga, in some sense. They are both wrong, because one of them see the good side and the other the bad side, when in fact Konoha is way more complicated.

Shouto and Deku both grew to understand and connect with Tomura and Dabi. It's not rare that Naruto grows to understand more everything that Sasuke has to deal with alonh with the manga.

And to say Naruto doesn't connect or understand Sasuke... Well, I can't agree. If we follow the manga, then we must acknowledge that Naruto and Sasuke has maybe the deepest bond in the whole manga, with goes more with the idea of them sharing a same heart in two bodies and all of that.

This is my opinion on what you said and my point of view, of course. It's just how I see it.

[duckduckngoose]

Ok im going to add on to this more (Spoilers under cut, no prior knowledge of the game is required and a reminder that this is an dsmp au, not a real person fic.) (Tw for: death, bittersweet ending, mayor character death) 

Tommy wakes up in the afterlife, surrounded by reapers 

They explain to him whats happening with the fact that hes now a reaper and isnt powerful enough to pass on (yet).

After they leave Tommy immediatly goes to search for Tubbo, and he hears from a ghost that he was seen in a cave, as a ghost

Ghosts are bassicly to powerful to pass on and are stuck in the same ‘realm’ as Tommy. 

Neither ghosts nor Reapers can be brought back to life, unless they posses a soul. Wich is usually destroyed upon coming to the ‘realm’ the clingy duo is in 

Reapers ‘destroy’ ghosts to let them pass on

Tommy goes to the cave Tubbo was spotted

After finding Tubbo, Tubbo tells him he had a soul upon arriving. But it was stolen by another ghost

They both go to retrieve it, Tubbo hiding from other people yet staying close to Tommy

They meet Glatt 

After retrieving Tubbos soul from a ghost it gets stolen by Glatt, who immediatly runs away to try and revive himself

Tommy and Tubbo both chase him down

Meanwhile, Tommy has become powerful enough to pass on

Tommy and Tubbo fight Glatt and win, thus retrieving Tubbos soul

Tubbo takes back his soul, making him able to come back through life after going through a special gate

Tommy ends up walking with him, going to the final afterlife instead of coming back alive like Tubbo

Tubbo wakes up in the dsmp, 

He learns that Punz and the others where to late and that Tommy was killed by Dream while protecting Tubbo

Tubbo was almost killed by dream, but barely survived when he was knocked out and the others came

Tubbo does remember what happend with Tommy, but never tells anyone

[end of story]

Ok think ab this; Grimm’s hollow au with Tommy and Tubbo where both of them died in the disc finale, with either Tommy as Lavender and Tubbo as Timmy or switched.