#this isnt me i swear

[poetic-shit]

Close Parasite

"We'll sit together and cry

when the day is done,

slowly opening up to each other.

Why don't our minds be one?

I want to go through your mind,

your memories, your every thought.

I want you so much,

your everything, all that you've got.

Let me be your inspiration,

think of me in your dreams.

Let me be your unhealthy obsession,

immortalize my every scream.

Take my hand in yours,

let me creep under your skin.

Don't back away, don't be afraid;

won't you let me in?"

-I promise I don't think like this. The wind just threw an idea at me and I caught it, fumbled and dropped it on paper. It turned out poetic enough, but a little strange and creepy. But isn't that just poetry?

[tagerrkix]

WHERE IS HE D:

(sorry for deleting and posting this again 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️ one tiny insignificant thing was bothering me and when I edited it it wouldn't show on reblogs and that kinda made me go 😠😠😠)

[dominolemon]

So awhile back I drew Sun Wukong as Zorro so I just had to go back and add Elena…..

[monicaeidolith]

it's been 8 years and she's still down bad for her neighbor (who wouldn't)

and so there she is: Step 3 Athena! 🌙✨

Step 1 & Step 2 here

(Infos about Athena in every steps except 4 below if you're interested)

(watch out it's long.)

Step 1 -

At 10, Athena is a very curious girl, somewhat nosey and a bit clumsy (main reason why she often has bandages). She likes puzzles, creepy stuff and drawing (but nothing that serious about that hobby yet). While she isn't very shy, she's still uneasy around people she doesn't know and moving to a new town isn't helping. She has trouble accepting changes, and this whole situation is a way too big change.

Athena is very close to her mom during step 1. Unfortunately for her, she doesn't really look like her that much and she's kind of bothered by that, especially because the person she obviously looks like, her "dad", isn't there. Not having a dad isn't really a huge problem for her, but Athena fears a little bit people's opinion on that subject: "Is it weird that I don't have a dad...?".

She's feeling sad and scared about moving out, as she has to get used to a completely different world (in her eyes). "At least I have my mom", she thinks. But if moving in Golden Grove was scary at first, meeting Qiu and Tamarack was a huge help for Athena to feel included.

She thinks Qiu, aka "Autumn", is funny but also a huge show-off, haha. She LOVES to tease Qiu. But Athena's also genuinely worried about Qiu sometimes, because that kid is a huge people-pleaser.

When it comes to Tamarack, man... Athena totally puts this girl on a pedestal. She thinks Tamarack is amazing and pretty. And should Tamarack say anything positive about Athena, you can be certain the latter will go crazy internally. At 10, Athena doesn't realize she actually has a huge crush on Tamarack yet, though.

Step 2 -

At 14, Athena became a sort of troublemaker, she barely cares about rules. She's not mean but she grew to be more blunt and direct than she was as a 10-year-old, this and her current appearance make her seem unapproachable. However she kept her soft side, a side that she ironically doesn't even keep that much hidden but that you still have to deserve. If at 10 she would often have bandages because of her clumsiness, at 14, it's mostly because she's reckless. Some things that remained are her love for puzzles, creepy stuff and drawing, in fact, she started to get interested in visual arts.

In fact, the tough side of her personality grew when her first group friends with Qiu and Tamarack slowly fell apart. She couldn't do anything to prevent that from happening, so she felt like she had to toughen up. But to be honest, she's becoming tired of being the sole link between them, she's barely trying to now. Maybe Qiu and Tamarack won't become friends again. She has to accept it... but maybe Athena still has troubles accepting changes, no matter how old she is, after all.

Despite all that, Athena still treats both of them nicely. She still teases Qiu whenever she can (watch out Athena, the teasing could backfire on you). Her worries about them are still present too, but for different reasons than in step 1. Even 4 years later, Athena still retrieve Qiu's lost papers because they would NOT do it themselves. No matter what, Autumn remains her dear friend and the feeling is mutual.

Tamarack, aka "Tam", is her best friend! ... and the girl she has a crush on, Athena realized it now. Athena doesn't know if Tam feels the same way or not, though. Athena still thinks Tamarack is the most amazing and most talented person out there, she wishes Tam could see it too. She's highly worried about Tamarack potentially leaving Golden Grove at any moment but she tries to hide it from Tamarack. "Tam probably has enough of people walking on eggshells with her", she thinks. Athena dislikes Tamarack's parents for not only never being there for their daughter but also for making her situation so uncertain, only for their own interests (in her eyes).

Another feeling started to grow: jealousy. Athena will feel jealous of anyone who seems a bit too close to Tamarack. Does she think she's no match for Tamarack? Yes. Does that stop her from being jealous? No. She knows she has no right to be, Tamarack is a wonderful girl, it's impossible not to like her, but she can't help it.

Athena grew to be even more bothered by her lack of resemblance with her mother. Some times before turning 14, she started to dye her hair cranberry, just like her mom's hair color (let's say Opal didn't really like to see that her daughter started dyeing her hair at her young age, reaction Athena didn't appreciate, all she wanted was to look like her mom, what's the problem?). Ironically, while Athena wishes so hard to look like her mom, her relationship with her became somewhat strained. As if resembling a completely unknown guy wasn't enough. Living his best life nowhere to be found, uh? Resentment is the word here. Never towards her mom, even if their relationship is not that good at this point, but towards this guy who gave her his physical traits she never wanted and started to despise.

At least she became used to live in Golden Grove.

Step 3 -

At 18, Athena is not the rough troublemaker that she was at 14 anymore. Now she's more like a silly prankster, seemingly always up to something more stupid than before, although she remains reckless and blunt (but less on purpose and more out of habit). Of course, her interest in visual arts remained intact. Her liking for creepy stuff turned into a huge love for horror and its aesthetic.

Her relationship with her mom is getting better than it was 4 years ago. Athena grew out of the resentment she had for her "dad" during step 2 and learned to accept she may not look that much like her mom, but that it doesn't cancel the fact she's Opal's daughter no matter how she looks. Plus "some bits of [Opal] did end up in [her]" after all, right?

Athena's relationship with Autumn is what you could describe as "siblings by hearts", Athena does consider them as the sibling she never had.

Athena and Tamarack are still officially "besties for life", but little do they know that they both ended up falling in love with each other, plain and simple.

Her jealousy and resentment did tone down, but when she thinks back to her 14-year-old self, she feels bad, so bad. For being jealous of Tamarack's friends, for being resentful of a random donor and basically making many things about herself. "Man, I was such a prick. And for what?".

If when she was 14, Athena felt like she was no match for Tamarack because she put Tam on a pedestal, at 18, she now thinks she's simply not good enough as a person for Tamarack. She kind of "accepted" that if Tamarack only wants to be friends, then it's fine, she cannot force Tam to love her back. It's silly to think someone like her could be extra-special in Tam's heart anyway (girl if you knew.), it's nice enough to be her best friend.

Between step 2 and 3, Athena managed to put a label on herself: she's lesbian.

[hella1975]

noah kahan really said growing up in a small, bitter hometown is about the rage and the hatred that's been sung about many times before but it's also about love and devotion and the 'all three of us were drowning and we didn't know how to save each other but there was an understanding that we were all drowning together' of it all and knowing people so intimately yet not being able to help anyone and he's morally grey at best in a lot of his songs and objectively the bad guy in others and that's just how it is and it's about substance abuse and normalised crime and teen suicide and country roads and failed exams and leaving and being left and love and hate and love and hate and love and

[mikichko]

more kyle thoughts from this piece

mdni, dubcon, unedited

some sort of maintenance issue that has you leaving your apartment and kyle offers up his place for you to crash at. of course you dont want to be a bother but somehow kyle convinces you that it’d be to his benefit (boy would it) if you stayed with him. peace of mind for him yknow?

and thats how you end up walking out of the kitchen and into the living room only to spot a very naked kyle out of the corner of your eye. bathroom door cracked open in a way that you’re only able to see in from this angle.

you see the intricate details of the muscle on his back, the sculpted curve of his ass, how it feeds into those toned thighs. he shifts again and you see how he’s drying himself, taking the towel and fisting himself with it. only drying himself of course. but you cant help and lick your lips at how his cock hits his abdomen after he’s done. little droplets jumping from him before he continues his drying ritual.

you snap yourself out of it and scurry along back onto the couch. trying not to think too hard about the fucking weapon he’s carrying right between his legs. how he’d probably have to prep you more than anyone else to take him. how you’d probably feel him all the way in your throat when he finally nestled himself into you, balls flush against you.

you chastise yourself for thinking of your absolute sweetheart of a neighbor like this. he’a so kind and here you are being a creep in his apartment.

meanwhile gaz is teasing and tugging at his head, unable to grip himself or he’ll make a mess of himself. and he certainly wont be able to keep quiet about it. not with the way his cock was throbbing at just the feeling of your eyes on him. he’s half convinced he’ll spill himself into you the moment you wrap your lips around him.

he can picture it so clearly. sitting on his couch, gasping at the sight of him walking towards you. the only sounds filling the room is the slap of his pretty cock against himself. too distracted you wont even ask what he’s doing, frozen staring at him. it helps that your mouth will probably be open, so he can smear himself across your lips before thrusting in.

hearing the sound of you gagging, your brain finally coming back on. except instead of pushing him away your hands curl into his hips, a slight tug so you can take him deeper. you hollow out your cheeks, drawing a hiss out of him, as you work your pretty mouth on him. god he can practically hear the way it’d sound as he fucks your mouth. can almost smell the way you’d be dripping on his couch.

but he has to control himself. play his cards right so when he gets you under him you wont run away afterwards. lure you in just right so you’ll only think of pressing yourself into him and ask for more.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

world's most annoying man is not allowed outside due to his inability to shut up

[dancinghannigram]

booker, the bravest raccoon of them all !! im fairly certain this wasn't how the scene was described but it was what i imagined and i had to draw them !

[leroibobo]

really do not think people understand the extent to which palestinian sites/landmarks (especially muslim ones) were destroyed, beginning in 1948 until now, even in cities. the oldest extant mosque in jaffa (al-bahr mosque) was built in 1675, even though islam came there in the 7th century

[ninjasmudge]

feeds your narilamb yuri juice

dude i have great news about my regular narilamb

[sabh0]

Hello tumblr folks sab tried to learn how to draw cats (failed) to share her cat skk design headcanons witj yall

(under the cut muah)

PM Catzai:

-burnt black, short and rough fur (seems like it's dirty and unhealthy...?)

-wrinkled whiskers

-very skinny

ADA Catzai: (god i need to redraw that one he looks atrocious)

-lighter, brown fur (sun bleached, tho there are still some dark parts)

-fluffier, longer fur (is bro a bit healthier??), tho it constantly looks disheveled from jumping into riversband stuff (stupid wet cat)

-long legzz

-not as skinny as PM version

-no more wrinkled whiskers

'15' Catchuu:

-ginger cat yeah

-very fluffy but disheveled

-short legs, tho has unnaturally big paws (have yall seen baby lynx stompers) (something similar)

-big ears just because (smh they make him look bigger)

-has that sheep wristband

'22' Catchuu: (this one also will need a redesign ig bc currently bro looks like a fox trying to be a cat)

-didn't grow much oofie

-got a bit fluffier, tho now his fur is kept brushed and tidy

-fur started turning black in some parts (seems like it's getting darker each year for some reason)

-has a collar

[aerequets]

having files with 200+ layers is unhinged behavior, btw. you should see a professional or something

(i cannot stress how much i’m joking rn but it IS a lil weird)

DONT MOST PPL DO THAT??? LIKE DOESNT

doesn't it get annoying having to make all those new canvases?!

This needs to be settled diplomatically

[yonpote]

no cuz like dnp being lil gay kinksters makes me so elated in terms of like. theyre no longer sanitizing themselves and more specifically they are deliberately not sanitizing their queerness and the ways they choose to embrace being horny and kinky as part of their queerness.

[cookiesnpaste]

Venture overwatch but make it that one Luffy onepiece screenshot, ya know, normal

[wu-does-art]

so many times in fics ive seen people describe mike giving will awestruck eyes while he's just laughing about something, and i think thats really neat!

[tangledinink]

unemployment has been going great why do you ask

warrior cats x rottmnt