#this isn't me arguing with anyone im just blogging

[sysmedsaresexist]

Hello there!

Im coming from a place of genuine curiosity; I have a genuine interest in Psychology but im still very new to the topic. At the same time I have multiple friends who are Plural, ranging from DID to Endogenic and I have been trying to learn to better understand em but also myself.

I am a bit confused with regards to certain stances or understanding what you are trying to imply, I apologize if this is something you've made obvious in the past.

You've done a 180 from your old Anti-Endo stance yet looking through some posts I feel like a lot of evidence you share would be against Endogenic Plurality no? Mind ya I know your focus is still mainly CDD systems so there wouldn't be much opportunities to share research on that, but im regardless confused at what appears to me like a back and forth on the validity of Endogenic and the stance the Plural community has on including multiple systems under its umbrella... or am I misunderstanding some things? (I do struggle with sarcasm so apologies).

Apologies should this come off as confrontational, im just a bit confused reading through the various posts.

You're not coming off as confrontational! Though I'm not completely sure I understand the question. I'm going to try my best!

The beliefs of the mods on this blog vary. We all have different ideas about how CDDs work and what's possible in and outside of them. This makes us a really great team for tackling some of the more complicated questions where we can showcase a few different opinions.

I think, generally, we're in agreement about a few core things.

CDDs are childhood trauma disorders. That won't change. That's just a fact. This is in the DSM.

In my opinion, CDDs are not plural and should NOT be included under the plural umbrella. I think lumping a traumatized and disordered group of individuals under an umbrella specifically meant for non disordered experiences is a bad idea. TPA, I'm looking at you telling CDD systems they're not allowed to have personhood for benefitting from a medical view.

Some of this shit hurts. Like not just hurts the CDD community, but it's a punch to the gut.

Also, in my opinion, and living comfortably alongside that, plural and CDD experiences overlap for some people, but this isn't universal and shouldn't be treated as such. It does happen, though, and those experiences are valid and should be respected. I don't go into conversations looking to change minds or prove someone is traumagenic, I'm genuinely interested in hearing about people's experiences and trying to reconcile my own beliefs and ideas with new information. Occasionally, this is a mutual exchange of ideas, and minds DO change. Sometimes mine, sometimes theirs. This isn't a case of turning pros to antis or vice versa with gotchas, though. I've shifted my mindset from arguing to simply sharing as much information as I possibly can. Everyone should be armed with all the accessible information. These arguments would be a lot less volatile if we all had access to the same base articles and info.

In my opinion, there's still a lot of rampant misinformation in pro/endo communities. TPA makes me want to tear my hair out.

My belief in this needed separation does nothing to invalidate endogenic systems, and doesn't say they can't exist. The misinformation I'm talking about isn't their existence.

I think I'm actually the only blog to have a post dedicated to links about the Stanford tulpa studies. I could be wrong, but I don't think anyone else compiled them for easy access and linking.

My blog is still focused on CDD research and correcting some of the myths and misinformation, but I don't think this invalidates endogenic plurality in any way.

I do, on occasion, post research into endogenic systems, but that isn't my focus. I would actually say my focus has shifted to interacting with anti endos to introduce them to some of the ideas that helped open my mind.

I am NOT the most pro endo system on this platform, but I am pro endo--

And I am trying to act as that bridge between communities with the best intentions possible. I know, I know, the road to hell is paved with good intentions, but I... ultimately hope that in the end, I help both communities, in my own unique way.

At the very least, I don't want to cause more harm for either community.

My unique way, though, does not discount the existence of plurality, it's just not my focus, and I'm still battling basic misinformation in the process, which can get... messy. At times.

I hope this answers the question, genuinely, feel free to come back to talk more!

[urie]

Ok sorry for drama posting in your inbox but Dallon Weekes is apparently saying he hasn’t been Mormon for 15 years on Bluesky to which I am going ???????? For someone who apparently didn’t care you sure spent a lot of time defending the church and your missionary work on Twitter back in the day; like idk it’s just rubbing me the wrong way. Curious about your thoughts because you’re literally the only blog I trust to have a thoughtful response and not just stan Dallon

anon i am so beyond infuriated at this information its actually insane. i mean you are a saint and a scholar for bringing this to me dont get me wrong... but all i have to say to this is.... ME WHEN I FUCKING LIIIIIIIE

i decided to include those last two tweets even though dallon very cowardly deleted what lexi was responding to: he was arguing that the lds church is not homophobic (just because he himself was not homophobic) in response to people asking him his thoughts on homophobia in mormonism

dallon has been shilling for the mormon church on twitter for the entirety of the 15 years he claims he was not a part of it. he was tirelessly defending the church against 16 yr old queer children online for YEEEEARS

this interview is from 2021!

and this is the post in question on bluesky for anyone wondering:

even this post is incredibly telling and condescending lol

dallon is notorious for not being able to accept accountability and this is no different. in this post he is denouncing the idea that he could be a trump supporter by saying "i havent even been in the church for 15 years" while in the same breath chastising people for stereotyping him as a conservative just because he was mormon

1) i dont believe that he hasnt been in the church for 15 years. he was still talking about how the mormon religion was deeply important to him in interviews as recent as 4 years ago

2) if it IS true and he really hasnt been practicing for 15 years... why on earth was he constantly going out of his way to talk about being mormon and the importance of his faith and defending the church against any and all criticisms?

3) i also dont believe that he has never been conservative?? he has in the past talked about growing up in an ultra conservative household and has made posts about how "bad" he feels for all the bigotry he absorbed as a kid. why even lie about this, truly? it is far more believable to me that he was raised conservative and over time his morals and values won out over conservatism. why lie when the truth is far more believable? it isn't a crime to have been raised conservative. it isn't a crime to have been raised in the church. he can still be progressive now even if it wasn't how he started out, i have no idea why he even feels the need to say this

dallon painting himself as a bastion of progressive ideology who literally feels so bad about how conservative his upbringing was that he LOSES SLEEP OVER IT well into his late 30s......... in juxtaposition with dallon "i have never been conservative and im not even mormon anymore and its wrong to stereotype me" weekes

i can understand the concept of dallon struggling with his faith and its believable to me that he was probably not going to temple regularly for the past 15 years lol but the fact of the matter is he loudly and publicly defended the church and argued with people until he was blue in the face about his mormon faith

and now he is acting like its just "none of our business" whether or not hes mormon

it sure seemed like it was our business when you never shut up about it!!!!

[cutely-inserts-my-opinion]

Everything I've seen is pretty laughable, im gonna be honest

Welcome to the biased (its a lie im supporting everyone there's no bias) tsams/tsbs confession blog! Don't worry, I post everyone's asks (that don't break the rules), but I'll aggressively agree to opinions I agree with, and possibly rant about this along with you if you wish.

You can call me just the mod, or Icarus/I. Either works.

(I would like to note that this is not a roleplay blog! Yes, I do roleplay with my character named Pandora, but it isn't the main focus of the blog. All the roleplay stuff is congregated here: @the-sister-dimension, please go there if you want to send asks to Pandora! This blog is for confessions!)

We of course do have some rules here, PLEASE READ ALL OF THEM and please follow them:

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Please don't argue in the reblogs or comments please. You may politely debate, but please do not fight

DONT HARASS ANYONE! God that should go without saying

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However, you can mention/vague about people for positive reasons! You're allowed to rant about blogs, stories, aus, etc. You like! (Please tell me if you want me to tag the person or not when you mention them!)

This blog is meant to be more positive, but you are allowed to rant about negative things, I get needed to vent frustration out. Just please do it in moderation. Again, this is meant to be a more positively leaning confession blog

You can talk about aus, fics, ships, blogs, art, characters, etc.!! Please, tell me your favorite ships and your headcanons for them! Recommend fics (though you need to say the rating so I can know if it's explicit or not!)!! Tell me about your favorite blogs! I love the positivity

Sigh. Yes, you can be horny on here. Yes, you can cuss. Please dont take it too far though, I dont need to get banned good lord.

You can post Tsams, laes, eaps, and masm confessions on here! And other tsbs confessions ig- I dont know much about the other shows though

I'm allowed to not post any post I'm uncomfortable with or feel breaks the rules.

Enjoy confessing!!!

[urautismdiagnosis-wistie]

Guide/Masterpost and introduction

Figured I should make one of these so here we go, I'm Wisteria but u can just call me Wisty or Wistie! ^v^

btw if I dont follow u back its because this is a side blog and not my main blog, and I dont wanna share my main 👍also just to clarify reblogs are cool but reposts arent

Idc about pronouns just don't call me he/him lol

I joined the octonauts Fandom like right at the start of 2025, and im just into making art and au's for the octonauts but ill occasionally reblog stuff about animal facts or character tropes lol

My main au is going to be tagged "Misty Memories au" for now

Some other tags u can use for my blog include:

Misty memories comic (for the official comic itself)

My art (anything that I've drawn, from mini comics, main comic updates, etc)

Character design (my character design art for the octonauts characters+ ocs that often include lore about the character)

My comic (parts of my main comic for misty memories)

Yap post (any post that I either made or added onto and talked alot, these may have lore for Misty Memories)

Octo headcanons (these are usually silly posts that might contain some art, but 100% has different (usually) lighthearted headcanons about character dynamics, habits, past, and etc)

Wistie responds<3 ( anything that i respond to from my ask box, so if u asked me a question anonymously and haven't seen a response u can check that tag! Also I might just take 1-2 business days to respond cuz I'm a slow processor or might be making art for an ask that just happened to inspire me:> )

Cryptid Kwazii AU (an au ill probably post about later in the future lol there's nothing under that tag)

Octo lore: specifically lore posts

Not my character (art and etc that contains other peoples ocs)

I'll add more tags if needed

Also feel free to send me asks! You can ask me anything about octonauts or my au! U can also request art but I cant promise ill make it, at least not right away anyways lol

I guess DNI and general rules under the tags?

Also if ur the type to hate on minorities or people with mental disorders and disabilities please don't bring that energy to my blog. I will also not tolerate anyone who isn't supportive of Palestine.

I also don't want people arguing over ships or whatever under my posts, if yall have beef please do it someplace else. Please do not involve me in any Fandom drama that may occur I do not need the anxiety or stress.

This blog isn't for drama, hate, political issues, or anything else. This is meant to be a safe space for me (and anyone else who happens to like my art) to enjoy octonauts and maybe the occasional animal fact post.

If there are irl issues that I dont post about its because as mentioned before, this isn't what the blog is for and also because I have anxiety about posting/reblogging about certain topics.

Don't approach me with the intent of a romantic relationship.

I am an adult but I dont feel comfortable with sexual comments towards myself or my artwork. Saying u think a character is hot or wtv is fine but no weird comments.

Do NOT repost my artwork even if you credit me. If anyone sees that happen please let me know.

Some of my art will contain trigger warnings, any artworks that I feel are more likely to be triggering (such as those containing blood) will be put under a tag such as "tw blood". If you see that any of my artwork of posts contain triggering topics I haven't tagged please let me know.

Idk if it'll ever happen but if anyone wants to draw their own art for my au that's fine, just make sure of ur drawing art that is associated with my comic (aka using my character designs or plot points) to give me credit 👍

I dont wanna sound egotistical or assume but like ig I should mention that cuz I've seen other artists talk about it lol

also IN MY AU MANY CHARACTERS ARE ARO OR ACE ASPEC

This includes captain barnacles and kwazii! I ship them as a queer platonic relationship or QPR. So its fine if u tag my posts with their shipname-

But please understand i don't feel comfortable with their relationship being seen in a sexual/highly romantic way, at least not for MY AU.

I dont care about what other people ship but please don't force social norms about romance and etc onto my aro ace depictions specifically, thank you.

My au is very important and personal to me, so purposefully twisting it to something else just because u don't like mental health depictions or aro ace experiences is kinda yuck yk?

If u wanna share ur own thoughts and etc in comments then thats fine, I love that stuff, but I just DONT WANT TO SEE

"LOL hes not even autistic though" or " they are so into eachother just make them kiss already" or ANYTHING of that sort

Okay sorry if this bit sounded aggressive or whatever hrjrhdnsbskdnf I love to hear different interpretations but I just can't stand ablism and etc

[quzen]

Howdy! Welcome to my little corner of the internet ੈ✩‧₊˚ I go by Quinn or Zen ੈ✩‧₊˚ He/They/Xe/Fae/Eel ੈ✩‧₊˚ Nonbinary Poly Lesbian >:3c ੈ✩‧₊˚ 19

Notes!! ੈ✩‧₊˚ I reblog a lot, i apologize in advance ੈ✩‧₊˚ My Ask box is usually always open, feel free to ramble in there or ask me things :D Just be decent and ill answer it ੈ✩‧₊˚ If you want our ocs to interact you are always free to ask! ੈ✩‧₊˚ While currently primarily TWST, I am multifandom ੈ✩‧₊˚ VERY IMPORTANT: I am not capable of donating, but i am capable of reblogging. With that said, id love to direct you to this post, which has links to places far more helpful than me ੈ✩‧₊˚ I play both EN and JP TWST | I'm NOT spoiler free, but i do try my best to tag spoilers ☽｡⋆ EN (Main): YTx6nTFf (Name: Quzen) ☽｡⋆ EN (Jamidia Alt): msXdKb12 (Name: Jamidia) ☽｡⋆ JP: YAHxMS74 (Name: Quzen) ੈ✩‧₊˚ I say hun and dear to everyone, something i picked up from my mom. If it does make you uncomfortable please let me know.

Links, Alt Acc & Hashtags ੈ✩‧₊˚ #quzenocs - Pretty much any of my ocs can be found here, tho its currently mostly TWST ੈ✩‧₊˚ #astrostaros - Currently has nothing but if you are ever curious about personal ocs that's where they'll be found ੈ✩‧₊˚ ALL of my twst ocs have their own tag, far too many to list here so if you need a specific one it can probably be found by searching their name ੈ✩‧₊˚ @midnightcornerstop - My Sideblog (THIS IS AN 18+ BLOG SO ONLY FOLLOW IT IF YOU ARE OKAY THANKS-) ੈ✩‧₊˚ Toyhouse ੈ✩‧₊˚ Strawpage ੈ✩‧₊˚ TWST OC Post (Somewhat outdated currently) ੈ✩‧₊˚ Saiyuu Intro Post ੈ✩‧₊˚ Mozie Intro Post ੈ✩‧₊˚ Everturrim Dorm Members 1 & 2 ੈ✩‧₊˚ The Fankids | Masterlist ੈ✩‧₊˚ A Masterpost for ocs will be made eventually i promise

Hey Listen! ੈ✩‧₊˚ Absolutely DO NOT interact with me if you are homophobic or transphobic, Im very openly queer and pretty much every media i interact with has some level of it too. I will not argue with anyone on this because we both know its a waste of fuckin time right? Its better for the both of us to simply move on or block.

Other Interests + Faves ੈ✩‧₊˚ BSD [Poe ✰ Ranpo ✰ Sigma] ੈ✩‧₊˚ FFXIV [Erenville ✰ Wuk Lamat ✰ Yotsuyu] ੈ✩‧₊˚ Obey Me [ Barbatos ✰ Leviathan ✰ Beel] ੈ✩‧₊˚ R1999 [ Anjo Nala ✰ Zima ✰ Horrorpedia] ੈ✩‧₊˚ KH [Riku ✰ Vanitas ✰ Aqua] ੈ✩‧₊˚ I'd Add more but it'd be so long T uT

More detailed info under cut

☽｡⋆ I play EN and JP TWST, which means i get info for both. I also headcanon a shit ton so if that's not your thing, im probably not the person to follow. ☽｡⋆ When i draw characters, theyll look somewhat different from canon ☽｡⋆ As stated before, this blog ISN'T spoiler free. I do my best to tag things as spoilers for JP but occasionally it slips my mind so. EN related things wont really ever be tagged as spoilers other than Book 7

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☽｡⋆ I do draw OC x Canon, alongside Canon x Canon ☽｡⋆ I share? ig? i dont really know how it works but i dont mind interacting with those that ship with the same character, in fact i think its very cool that we appreciate these characters similarly! ☽｡⋆ I like a lot of ships and have quite a few ocxcanon ships so if you dont like that or are non-sharing, this may not be the place for you dear

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☽｡⋆ Im 19! Which means im an adult. Regardless of that, this blog will not have NSFW past dumb jokes a highschooler would make ☽｡⋆ Things that DO fall under that but not even to be NSFW will be tagged

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☽｡⋆ Tagging me in things is fine, as long as we are moots ☽｡⋆ You are always free to ask me to be moots, unless something really throws me off on your blog, i'll usually say yes ☽｡⋆ With that said, if your account frequently shows heavy gore or spiders, please do not ask me. Nothing against you but i absolutely am terrified of both, thank you for understanding ):D ☽｡⋆ If you do not respect this one request, I will block you so fuckin fast.

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[androcola]

Your engagement has gone down because people can't handle the truth. It's not just that torksmith isn't real, but it's not even believable. Count me among the few who don't want to see art of Peter giving Mike a blow job. And the thing about torksmith is that the ship is literally sex and nothing more most of the time.

Your Mike & Micky headcanons are actually interesting. You've put thought into them and you have an answer for every random question someone asks about them. They even have extended family members and funny/embarrassing moments that make them seem so human and natural! My very favorite one of these is when Janie is little and tells Uncle Nez that the toilet is clogged, so he goes to check it out and there's a whole roll of toilet paper wedged into the hole in the toilet, and when Mike asks why Janie did that, she just shrugs and walks out 😂😂 That seriously had me laughing for hours!

But YEAH my point is that I can't believe your engagement is down when you have the best/most interesting headcanons and backstories BY FAR.

again I really don't wanna argue the logistics of someone's ship. in fandoms there are lots of ships that seem inconceivable or just strange and that's inherent in fandom and there's no escaping it so like I rly don't care where people get their ideas. I'm not gonna yuck on anyone's rpf cuz on here I'd be preaching to the choir and also I just don't care

and while I will admit that my engagement dropped sharply since I made that torksmith sucks post, I'm not correlating it with that cuz honestly this happens all the time and I'm not trying to be Billy Badass outlaw of the Monkee Fandom 😈 or anything like that. interest in my content seems to fluctuate but compared to everything it all is at an all time low and honestly I just chock that up to people outgrowing my type of content

I think my thing is I just tend to get bored quickly of repetitive content and I have a track record of being annoyed by what's most popular and all the torksmith stuff seems pretty overrated to me personally. I tend to censor myself on my blog a lot when it comes to my real feelings about things cuz like the fandom is... well... I don't wanna say Sensitive cuz that makes me sound like a redpilled dick but it's the best I can think of, and also Everyone seems Really against dark topics in content which is strange cuz like that tends to be the life blood of some fandoms , I guess I'm just in the wrong one. or the only time anyone makes their own dark content, surprise surprise, it's usually just more of the Dark Doomed Yaoi Torksmith stuff. yawn

sometimes I do kinda feel like I'm the only one doing something different while everyone's doing all the torksmith stuff but every now and then some random new person will pop in with a unique idea and I'm like "oh cool" but then it all turns out to revolve around torksmith somehow and I'm just like

I think I'm a little mean but honestly it's my blog so idgaf. when torksmith truthers hold 99% of the fandom I'm sure a whiny little 1% won't hurt them. but also so much of the fandom has me blocked and I won't be surprised if more block me cuz this is one block happy place but also no one's obligated to listen to my shit. I'm the ultimate hater and the ultimate whiner and some can handle it and some can't it's whatever

I'm not trying to hype myself as the only unique and real one here but I do wish things were a little more diverse around here. it is kinda sad how a genetic torksmith text post will launch into 200 or sometimes even 300 notes but that's where all the fandom is. but no one shows up for anything different unless it centers torksmith or general shipping and im not a shipper and I don't care for shipping so my content is doubly boring to everyone else

one of my more batshit crazy thoughts that's totally unfounded is a lot of the newer people that enter the fandom seem to be here because the saw torksmith posts cuz the second they start posting it's all torksmith content. that's a very unfair assumption but as long as I'm spilling my stupid bitchy thoughts I'll throw that in too

I feel very out of place if I'm telling the truth. I feel like id probably have better reception on somewhere like AO3 but I'm not a writer/good writer at all and I don't have AO3. I used to but I don't write enough to keep an AO3 and also it's so stressful reaching out to new places cuz then I'd have to put all my lore in place all over again and blaaaaahhh

I'm sure there are many people who hate me and my shit, and honestly they've come forward quite a few times, albeit on anon, but I do get the feeling that people don't find my content exciting/worth it/interesting in any way, mainly cuz it centers a lot on dark content and people here don't seem to like that so they're not obligated to interact with anything they dont like

2020/2021 was a much better time for me I think cuz that fandom was waayy more receptive but the fact is people only really want more torksmith and I can't provide that because I don't want to and it doesn't speak to me at all so they get it from others

atleast this fandom isn't the kind to send death threats over people not liking their shit. they'll just block and im glad that all of the people who have blocked me have never tried starting crazy ass shit with me or anything

if anyone is upset by this i sorry but it's just my honest feelings..but also I have a job so idc

one again I am Not trying to argue the logic of anyones ship. this is fandom. home of the free and land of the rpf idgaf

[shimmershifts]

If you're comfortable sharing, why don't you believe in LOA? Genuine question, because I've been practicing it for over 2 years and haven't had too much success with it minus small manifestations, but I always blamed that on me not being consistent enough or not having the proper assumptions. I also struggle to see the crossover of it with shifting sometimes (for example, "ignoring the 3D" is a popular concept, but since I'm trying to shift, AKA change just about every single thing about my 3D/physical reality instantly and not just manifest an SP or $100 or something, this makes it hard not to react to the 3D). I'd be interested to hear another viewpoint on this topic!

this is a tougher one, as my goal of my blog isn't to disprove or dissuade people from believing in LOA, i simply don't believe in it myself. i mention that often because LOA is so intertwined with the shifting community currently, people will otherwise assume i believe in it.

and im sure it's not your intent with the question, but i don't want to make a post like "here's a list of reasons why the LOA isn't real" or anything similar, because that's very rude, imo. 😭 there's a line between talking about your own beliefs, vs talking down on the beliefs of others. i think shifting communities have enough problems with that. i don't comment on or interact with LOA posts because im not trying to change anyone's mind who believes in it, merely offering a different perspective to those who are seeking one. so i'm not going to argue against anyone else's beliefs, my posts just focus on what my beliefs are.

[florenceisfalling]

just a disclaimer regarding a recent barrage of false accusations with me bc ive decided im tired of not defending myself

my ex has posted a lot of things, these are the ones i can remember (me looking at her blog is bad for the both of us, so im not going to check if i missed anything)

i did not have sex with anybody else

i also did not kiss anybody else, or anything she could have been implying re: any "risk" of illness

i did not get into an argument with her that led to her hospitalization. when speaking to her other partner (the one she called X), she stated that she JUST had a nightmare.

she did not actually attempt, and was not in any physical danger after a small injury; she went to work the next day and didn't get hospitalized until after she talked to an authority about how she worried she MIGHT hurt herself worse. <- not downplaying what actually happened, it was really tough, but she is lying about it

X did not tell her "some" of the truth. they told her everything, and she agreed for months before now.

i did not quote her "asking [me] to stop cheating" as an "unfair request". i quoted her referring to me as the dehumanizing phrase "public property," which was said to me when i was not doing anything romantic or sexual with other people. this was in a song that spoke of her positively, which she openly admitted to misunderstanding once i explained it to her.

i do not owe her money. i offered some to be helpful while we were still aiming for friendship, and i was begging her not to take anything out on X, but she is now calling my loved ones to try to convince them that i have some actual debt to her. X ALSO doesnt owe her money for the trip, because she promised repeatedly while planning process that they would not have to pay her back if they broke up/things went wrong

i did not post anyone in a romantic context other than her. she was told that i did by someone who tried to convince her to cheat on me last year. additionally, when asked to take down the posts, i did, even though they were my friends just doing school stuff

i also did not plan the road trip the way she talks about it. i wanted to visit her as a priority and also visit at least 5 of my friends as a little buddy trip. this didn't actually happen, i just visited her.

once again reiterating: i did not have sex with anybody other than her

i never called her "clocky," she probably assumed this post (and other posts i made about my self-identified "clocky" transfem friends online, who were experiencing harassment post-p.redstrogen situation) was about her somehow. she is not transfem; trying to make transfem bottom surgery experiences or anything else into "experiences [she] had" is disingenuous. she's a femme woman, i validated and argued for her visible and personal femininity; if i failed in some regards, that is my bad. but telling a trans person in a t4t relationship that they need to "get help" because you used to feel jealous about them uplifting tgirls is just transphobic. acting like its a defense of transfems is even worse. and claiming my love for tgirls is solely a sexual, comptop, anti-surgery thing is especially frustrating when she repeatedly failed to accept that i do top and want a phalloplasty.

i never threatened her, nor did i talk about "gathering information on her." all i said was that, in the same way i could tell when her ex was stalking me, i might see if she was block evading me, on a post that she only could have seen if she was block evading me

i didn't publicly air out my side through that song or through vent posts. i haven't taken down any of my vent posts, you can look through them, many of them had nothing to do with her and all of them avoided details.

i also did not orchestrate a fucking drive-by shooting. i never thought i'd have to clarify this . she also presumably doesn't actually believe i did, since she still texts my roommate pictures of squirrels, which isn't "dealing with accomplices to murder schemes" behavior

i did not pressure X into anything, send her messages about how they weren't compatible, convince them of that, or get between them and her. i was the one trying to convince them to go visit her and make the flight, trying to help her out, but they couldn't because they were literally worried sick.

i wasn't even in a real relationship with her when X was supposed to go on that trip; she wanted to split up and even had my number muted but insisted that i still follow "rules" and call her my fiancee until she was ready to let me go

i did not say she "got owned" and my friends did not behave as a public "echochamber"; none of my friends talked with me about it except in private conversations she had no exposure to

i did not treat her like a sexual object. part of the issue with her false accusations about my sex life is that i was so detached from my sexuality from the entirety of spring break until the end of august that i started identifying as ace for a period. during this time, she yelled at me after i was too busy crying to have sex with her. over the summer i started cutting recreationally, but was careful not to do it in a bad mood to avoid habit-forming; during a serious argument she guilt tripped about how i hadn't yet carved her initials into my thigh before i was ready. she unsafely/improperly tried to choke me without discussing it beforehand, admitting that she looked up the right way a while ago but didn't remember. serious mental health struggles for me were reduced to being obstacles for my sexuality. i cannot emphasize enough how objectifying it feels from my end to have a semester of incredibly tough friendship situations boiled down to "oh you must be having sex with other people," followed by constant sexual bids for connection to fix the relationship that often failed to respect notions of enthusiastic consent.

all of the things i did do, are by her own definition, not sex, were equivalent to what she did with her own friends during our relationship, and went completely unaddressed by her anyway, so i am not even going to bother defending myself on those when she'd rather make up new accusations baselessly

in the imaginary world where i did have sex with other people, that does not excuse the cornering me by regularly threatening suicide, the belittling me for not "centering" her on two separate occasions where my friends DID attempt suicide and i was called for help (during one of these situations she vent posted about me not talking to her while i was literally writing statements ordered by campus police), the vivid descriptions to my face of how badly she wanted to physically hurt me and my loved ones, the direct ableism as well as vitriol and unwanted sexual comments towards my alters, the biphobia and transmisogyny rampant in claiming my love for transfems has anything to do with "girlcock," her telling me to my face that me giving her less attention again would be "worse" to her than me dying gruesomely, the sexual harassment she now is doing in the form of posting details and lies about my sex life to her public blogs as revenge, and so on.

lastly, any claims that she has to post publicly to get my attention aren't true. she does still contact me. she unblocked me to send and unsend me messages before.

i'm glad she's trying to live a more fulfilling life now, and i am too; im in therapy, in better communication with family, etc. but things are way out of hand and i cannot keep prioritizing her peace over mine when i am not hers anymore.

this is NOT a callout post, i do not want this to circulate, i do not want anyone to contact her, i want people to have a disclaimer on ME before making assumptions so here it is. anyone i see adding her name to this post, spreading it, sharing it with her, etc is getting blocked immediately. this doesn't even scratch the surface of what went wrong or what happened throughout our relationship, but it at least addresses the immediate accusations. this post is not directed at her, its directed at people who approach me about her, and i have no interest in arguing with her anymore- i want her to be able to move on and be happy, very, very far away from me.

[bangpop91writing]

This prompt is for @dr-lizortecho for my 118 followers celebration here on my writing side blog.

Im sorry it took me so long to fill this. Between the cluster migraine and summer vacation parenting, writing is hard 😆. I hope you enjoy this Max/Flint AU ficlet.

"Hey thanks for helping with this." Max said as he stepped into Flint's small house that was surprisingly dated. It was nothing like Max expected from Flint. He had expected something more edgy or modern. Maybe something more like Alex's place or Rosa's side of her bedroom above the Crashdown. Flint's small house was like something out of the sixties or seventies.

"Yeah well, when ya'lls alien bullshit starts hurting the Rez it becomes my buisness." Flint said with a shrug as he took a seat on his ancient couch. Max hadn't seen Flint since Jesse Manes funeral. Not that Max attended, but he had seen Flint enter the crashdown with Alex for a milkshake before leaving town.

"I was surprised to find out you never left. You hated Roswell." Max cant help but remember the teenage version of Flint. Him and Rosa had been attached at the hip. Flint had been mad at the world with the meanest scowl. Max had hated Flint in high school, they were both writers and Flint had beaten him easily in every class and every competition. Flint just raised an eye brow while accepting the file in Max's hand.

"I did leave." Flint said flatly. "In case you missed it, this isn't Roswell." Max opened his mouth to argue. "And I wasn't gonna leave home without Rosa." Max's mouth snapped shut with Flint's glare. Yeah okay, he probably deserves that for his part in the cover up of Rosa's death. Max stands in the center of Flint's living room not really sure what to say next. Do he just stands there awkwardly looking around the space while Flint reads over the file, courtesy of the Roswell Sheriff's department.

There's pictures of the Manes brothers, a few faded old photos of teenaged Flint and Rosa, there's a few of a woman Max thinks might be Mrs. Manes, and other old photos of people Max doesn't recognize, but he thinks Flint kind of looks like them. There's some artwork on the walls and a few woven tapestries, there is a large book shelf loaded down with books, and one single photo that contains Jesse Manes. Max clears his throat feeling uncomfortable.

"I, um, I'm sorry for your loss." He says stiffly nodding at the old family picture containing the other man's father. Flint doesn't say anything at first, just raises another judgmental eyebrow.

"Are you actually?" Flint says breaking the tense silence while staring Max down, looking at him like he's capable of reading people's minds, or like he's studying Max's soul and the long line of sins written on it. "Or are you saying that because social convention dictates you say it even though my dad was a real son of a bitch."

Max kind of doesn't know what to say to that, because he was only saying it out of politeness. He's not actually sorry Jesse Manes is dead, but he's pretty sure Flint doesn't want to hear that either. Max actually kind of hates the bluntness with which this new grown up adult Flint talks and how it always leaves him feeling tongue tied and off center.

"I- I don't actually know what to say to that." Max says stumbling over his words, shifting his weight as he shoved his hands into the front pocket of his jeans, trying and failing to hide his discomfort. "I don't think you'd appreciate me saying my actual feelings about your dad." Flint rolled his eyes, flipping the file closed, sliding it off to the side. Flint never stops staring him down.

"Should I drop to the ground in shock and tears that you aren't mourning the death of a man who tried to commit genocide against your people?" Flint asks bluntly. Max really wishes anyone else had been able to drive the file of new alien related deaths out to Flint, but if Max made the drop then it's police buisness not stealing police information. The hatred from back in high-school had been mutual if for very different reasons.

"I don't know what you want me to say." Max says in a huff, kicking the toe of his boot against the stuffed wood floor covered in a faded, old, woven rug. There's another beat of uncomfortable silence before Flint releases a heavy sigh, scrubbing a hand over his jaw. Flint slumps forward and Max thinks he has never seen Flint like this.

"Join the club Evan's. Jesse Manes was a lot of things, most of them awful. He was a celebrated war hero but he was also a genocidal maniac willing to risk killing himself and his kids if that's what it took. He was a talented musician, and an abusive asshole. He was a fantastic cook and a raging homophobic dick. He married a proud Diné woman but was an absolute racist. Jesse Manes was our abuser, but he was also the parent who stayed." Max let's Flint rant, he knows how complicated grief and parent child relationships and he can't help but wonder if Flint's ever been allowed to say any of this outlook before.

"Jesse Manes was a monster, but he was still my Dad. And I'm not sure how I'm ever supposed to reconcile those two truths. How I'm supposed to make peace with the fact that the same man who raised me was ready to watch me die in the name of his greater good." Max doesn't really if it's the right thing to do, but he takes a seat in the beat up old recliner across from the couch, and it's surprisingly comfortable. He doesn't know how to comfort Flint, or Alex. He's a cop and not a therapist for a reason. But this he know this.

"I don't know if those kinds of truths can ever be reconciled. I mean, I just found out I'm the clone of an evil alien dictator, but I'm still just a guy from Roswell. If I think about it to hard, I'm going to drive myself crazy. And you will too if you keep trying to reconcile all those truths about who Jesse was." Flint laughs, which surprises him. What's more surprising is how much he likes Flint's laugh when it isn't cutting or sarcastic.

"You and your alien shit, Evans." Flint says, only it's not said in the same harsh tone as earlier. It's fond and full of amusement, said with a matching smile. Max can't help the stupid butterflies he gets in his chest from having that smile directed at him.

[hazbinsponsoredbyvee]

okay so HEAR ME OUT- There are only two viable candidates on who owns Alastor's soul, Lilith and Roo Because like, who else? Zestial? I mean Alastor seems scared of him and he has this green vibe going on but- I don't buy it.

There was a shipping ranking that happened (Im gonna ignore Adam, no one cares about adam) and now, we all know Alastor's a petty motherfucker so wouldn't you think he'd have a sort of a grudge to the person who literally owns his soul

"Lilith goes at the bottom."

hm. placing her at the bottom without ANY explanation. That is totally not suspicious. And you could argue that Lilith is well, Lucifer's ex wife but wouldn't he want to place her a bit higher just to get a spite out of him? (or well try to-) and why would he even care that she's his ex wife? like they don't like each other, at all. they are both Vox's boyfriend and it could've been weird but- c'mon at least but her above Lucifer, it doesn't make sense unless you have a personal grudge against Lilith that isn't her being Luci's ex wife "And I don't know who Roo is, apart from being someone Lucifer is rather cagey about, so I'll put them somewhere among the other ones I don't know - perhaps above that Baxter fellow."

Now I know Alastor wouldn't go into much detail about Roo if she owned his soul but- I think that he wouldn't just brush it off like that. I mean... maybe. But the difference between how he answers about Roo and Lilith does make me believe that if anyone, it would be Lilith.

EKHEM. So in conclusion. Lilith owns Alastor's soul and he isn't sneaky about it WHATSOEVER.

BUT HEY THAT'S JUST A THEORY- A- a hazbin sponsored by vee blog theory? . . . way too long. gotta work on that part!

-sane theorist anon

"You're saying Alastor ranked Lilith and him as the worst ship? Worse than him and Valentino? ... Fuck. That's... I know there's no one Alastor hates more than whoever holds his contract. And if she's ranked that low? ... Fuck."

[faggylilpunk]

Finnaly made a tumbler! Anyway, haiii! :3 i am albert, i am a punk dragon dino!

What to expect:

very leftist ideologies

Politics

16+ posts

A lot of photos of me and cass

Talk of crimes (anything serious will have a tw and be tagged appropriately)

Furry & therian content (tho less common)

Punk diy stuff (i plan to make some tutorials for a lot of the diy stuff I've made<3)

F-slur/T-slur (I am reclaiming them but will have them tagged as #f-slur and #t-slur if they bother you ofc! Not changing my @ tho, it kinda means something to me qwq)

I may post words like slut, whore, and other degrading terms, they will be tagged as said word (ex: #slut) so you can blacklist the tag ^^

I may talk about themes of self harm, violence, abuse, or explicit substances, all of which will also be tagged! (Ex: #selfharm #tw:selfharm) but i will also have a more descriptive trigger warning for heavy subjects like self harm, sa, abuse ect. If you dont wanna fully blacklist the tag ^^

Some of my patches will have things that fall under these^ o will likely not go through the effort of censoring and i might not tagg it unless it's fairly close up so if it really bothers you just block me ^^ no harsh feelings

This isn't a 18+ blog, nsfw pfps will be blocked to keep ppl safe, my cusion follows me

Do not interact if:

Nsfw pfp

Anyone else, feel free to argue and talk shit, i will put nazis, pedos, fascist, zionists, zoos, racists, and who tf else i hate in thier place or just block ya after trying lol

About me:

trans masc/enby person (gender bxy)

therian/otherkin identifying with a dinosaur-esk dragoniod (yes, I'm aware I am human -_-)

I am a plushum, meaning I have romantic and/or sexual attraction, twords plushies. I consider my bunny plush one of my partners bc i love them very much

Furry

Pansexual and arojump (under the aromantic spectrum)

I am diagnosed with autism, adhd, dyslexia and dysgraphia

Self diagnosed and peer reviewed with social anxiety, gender dysphoria (duh), bipolar disorder (not sure which one yet tbh but it's exstreamly obvious to my bipolar partner lol) and potentially dyscalcula but im not fully sure so take with a grain of salt

Mutual/social anarchist, i really wanna be able to set up a free market where I live one day

I am very vulture culture, frequently bring home dead animals to burry for respect and bones

Very left leaning if it isnt obvious enough

I've been called the f-slur & t-slur a few times. Now i call myself that because what ya gonna do if I already call myself those oh so scary words?

Im atheist and dont believe in any form of life after death but like I support yall having freedom of religion, pagens, Christians, Muslims, Satanists, like go for it, I just simply cant understand the idea of a greater purpose

I grew up where slurs were used casually. I have racist redneck family. Thankfully, I grew up to realize wtf is actually wrong with that side of my family ?-? You can break out of shitty thinking, there is no excuse for racism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, ect. Like get a life

I try my best to support, but we can only walk places, and we frequently eat outta dumpsters

More will be added as i think of stuff

[iloveschiaparelli]

My issues with this post:

[Image ID: Tumblr post by @/Correllian with a picture of a blue gradient with white text that says "It's not neurotypical or neurodivergent. It's vanilla or neurospicy." The caption says "Why be plain, when you can be spicy? 'normal' is overrated and boring." The post has 0 notes. /.End ID]

Note: I wrote this post intending for it to be a reblog, but upon viewing the rest of the contents of the profile I decided I did not want to engage with the blog's owner since the "facebook republican" vibe was extremely strong, and I do not want to argue with this person. My goal with the post is to educate, and I do not see that being productive with this person. If that seems like a stupid reason to screenshot instead of reblogging, or rude, let me know and I will repost as a reblog. But for the time being iIwould like to avoid engaging with the blog's owner and simply talk about this specific post.

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I keep seeing this come up in my feed and ive been mostly ignoring it bc it makes me slightly uncomfortable but then i saw it had 0 notes which either means im the only one seeing it or the people seeing it also feel the same way i do (maybe??)

Anyway it's not even a big deal TBH but here's why I don't really like this, I'm not trying to be insulting or anything I just want to be informative and LITERALLY this is not important enough of a problem to warrant the quantity of words I'll be using, but that's just how I am. Sorry.

First of all, the neurodivergent/typical label first came from a journalist who wanted to acknowledge that not every condition is a disorder and that there are natural variations in how peoples' brains work. So, to refer to ADHD and autism as "neurodivergent" rather than "broken" or "disordered", with the goal of putting into perspective that you, as a person, are not broken or that there is "something wrong with you" just because you are autistic or ADHD.

It's popular now, but neurodiversity labels haven't been in widespread use for very long despite being coined in 1998 by Harvey Blume. A lot of the push for neurodiversity labels came from the autistic community and so it's kind of a victory of sorts to be able to use them instead of referring to people as "normal" vs "autistic/ADHD", since categorizing people into "normal" and "other" boxes naturally creates a sense of otherness, both in the minds of people on the neurodivergent side and the neurotypical side.

In addition to confronting this issue, the neurodivergent labels are also just, more accurate? There isn't really even a definition of what "normal" means, and it implies the absence of problems altogether which we know is not true because nearly everyone in the world experiences some kind of mental or physical problem, of varying severities. It could be depression, it could be an allergy, it could be a disability beyond depression.

The word Neurotypical on the other hand is targeted specifically to the brain (Neuro) and rather than using a vague term like normal, uses the term Typical. We as a society generally use the word Typical interchangeably with normal, but specifically usually as a way to describe someone who fits the characteristic of whatever group they are in, or someone's actions that fit the characteristics of their other actions. Essentially, to describe someone or something that is consistent with a "type".

"Sweating and increased heart rate are typical experiences for those engaging in intense physical exercise."

"Sarah is always late to things! She isn't here at the party yet, and it started two hours ago. How typical of her."

Therefore, Neurotypical specifically refers to either people or behaviors that are consistent with the most common set of neurological conditions and behaviors, or with the most common neurotype.

Neurodivergent simply means anyone who deviates from this neurotype, which is why it's a blanket term for autism and ADHD. It could also be expanded to include other neurotypes as well, although I'm not familiar with them all, if there are any.

The first problem I have with this comment about ditching Neurotypical/Neurodivergent for Vanilla/Neurospicy is that people in the autism community are quite divided on whether neurospicy is a further-stigmatizing or infantalizing alteration to neurodivergent. One discussion of why can be found in this tik tok here. (It's like 10 seconds long). Although there is a pretty large group of neurodivergents who are OK with and even enjoy the use of Neurospicy, it seems that there is an equally large group of neurodivergents that are not and do not.

I am included in that second group, but my roommate is in the former. As long as she does not use neurospicy as a term to describe me, I do not mind if she jokes about it for herself! However, this post states in a very matter-of-fact tone typical of facebook posts that not only should vanilla/neurospicy be used, but that neurotypical/neurodivergent should not be used. The text in this image goes out of its way to invalidate existing, widely used labels in favor of ones that many see as stigmatizing or infantalizing. Both of which are huge problems for the ADHD/Autism community, especially the latter group due to developmental delay associated with autism. The societal attitude surrounding this word is similar to the reaction to "Is he acoustic" which for some autistics is a funny joke, but objectively still causes harm because of the way it is weaponized by neurotypicals to make fun of autistic traits and autistics in general by posting the audio or cracking the joke whenever someone does something "weird" or unexplainable. I've even seen acoustic used to describe an object that has stopped working properly (broken = autistic). Neurospicy is, although much less frequently, used in a similar way by neurotypicals to make jokes about autistics in ways that are not always respectful and can be harmful.

The text in the post itself goes even further to say "'normal' is overrated and boring." The word Normal is not used prior to this in the post, but by context it seems to refer to the neurotypicall/neurodivergent labels as "normal" labels and is saying that they are overrated and boring, and that using Neurospicy instead is different and therefore good.

The second problem I have with this post is the use of the word Vanilla. This one is much more of a subjective problem, since different people will gather different things from seeing this word based on what kind of content they regularly interact with. Personally, when I see the word vanilla it usually makes me think of ice cream or Minecraft mods, but in this post it's used right alongside the word "spicy" and normally the only place we see those two words used together in the same context is in the kink/bdsm community. As someone who used to be aspec and still resonates with those experiences, the idea of associating my neurological identity in any way with sexual activity or kink is extremely disturbing. This one is much, much less likely to be intentional, but I wanted to include it simply for complete honesty.

All this together, just causes this post to make me mildly uncomfortable, which is why I've declined to interact with it so far and have scrolled past it mostly. While I don't disparage the use of the words "vanilla/neurospicy" for people to describe themselves if they are comfortable with it, I find the notion of demanding, intentionally or not, that everyone use them and that our chosen labels be taken away from us to be very frustrating and uncomfortable.

I am aware that these effects are likely completely unintended, and once again I am really not trying to make a big deal out of it. My goal is simply to explain why this post has made me somewhat uncomfortable and may do the same to other people.

[ninakaina]

Hey man, wasn’t trying to be patronizing, just wanted to add a little bit of context for my followers (I have like 20 of them) who have not heard of Mishima and who wouldn’t be inclined to go googling. I can see how such a surface-level screenshot might have been grating to someone who’s neck-deep in Japanese politics, and for that I am sorry. About equating beauty, eroticism, and death though, this is a conclusion I reached while researching Nazi aesthetics; I wasn’t trying to derail the conversation, even if I had that ability. You mention wondering if Catholicism counted, and while I don’t know enough about it to say (not a historian), I do notice that many, many fundamentalist Catholics today are proud fascists. I am not married to this hypothesis, but it did come about through my own critical thinking so I’d be interested to know if you have a more detailed beef with it (if you’ve got the time/inclination to argue with me about art theory, just tell me to piss off if not).

i appreciate the apology i just as a member of the "do your own research" camp chose not to include any specific information on that post so that the curious could do actual non-wikipedia research and learn all about the situation and the incurious wouldnt walk away with a wikipedia blurb understanding of the situation - the point of the post wasnt even "heads up, mishima was an ultranationalist" but rather "mishima was completely insignificant to the history and politics of japan, an interesting case study in one crazy guy if you're into that, but do not let anything anyone tells you about him influence your idea of what it is to be japanese" because a lot of people in the west who ARE aware of who and what he was still discuss him as a cultural icon and a representative of Old Japan when that only gives power to his mythology by legitimizing both racism against japanese people and ultranationalism within japanese politics. the many tags where people are going "mishima was an idiot who killed himself moron style", while kind of annoying, are more in line with the message im trying to send here.

as an aside i don't use the term fascism to refer to the politics of mishima or the meiji restoration because i think it erases the salient differences between that ideology and say, nazism, (including that i'd argue japanese ultranationalism doesn't do away with noble class structure or imagine a dictatorship of the bourgeoisie in the way that is distinctive of fascism as opposed to other forms of ultranationalism) and kind of encourages people not to learn about the actual context or mechanics of japanese ultranationalism, so your tags also rubbed me the wrong way for that reason.

in general i think any claim that any type of imagery in art is inherently fascist (that isn't like, an explicit Fascist Agenda) is flawed and weirdly anti-art. eroticism/beauty/death is kind of one of the most classic combinations of themes which you can find throughout history and across the world, just because eroticism and beauty and death are like basically the most intense emotional concepts that can be represented in art. yeah catholic depictions of martyrdom come to mind bc they go crazy but like truly i would challenge you to find any "the death of ___" art from any era that doesnt invoke beauty and eroticism in some way depending on whos looking at it. like i dont know what kind of blogs you follow but all the talk of artistic/erotic cannibalism thats been popular on tumblr is an example of eroticism/beauty/death. idk its just everywhere and your thesis sounds like something that can be selectively/subjectively applied to call art you dont like fascist

[bridge-demon]

3 and 4 for the hc ask board?

for the SOUL EATER ASK BOARD. (p.s. tysm holly for making this it was such a good idea)

3. A romantic headcannon about your favorite SE ship! Ex : Domestic shenanigans or, even what struggles they might have becoming a couple.

so if youve been around on my blog long, its probably p obvious that deathstar / kidstar is my fav SE ship gjsjflsj i just have. so many feelings about it,,,,,, like they are foils for one another. they hold so much respect for each other (kid sees blackstar's drive and determination and feels inspired by his passion, while blackstar recognizes kid being a god and appreciates his powers and abilities) and while i agree to some extent that they would have a "you idiot" "but im your idiot" type of relationship, i dont think kid would be quite as annoyed / irritated with him as some people portray them. there would absolutely be things about blackstar that gets under kid's skin, but it would be a lot more silly or trivial than people believe. and blackstar is a lot more compassionate and thoughtful than people realize i think, too; if he thought he was genuinely upsetting kid (or anyone really) i think he'd chill.

there are times when he goes too far (like while he was arguing with maka when they were trying to resonate souls) but he's more perceptive than ppl give him credit for imo. uhm but as for struggles when becoming a couple, ive seen a lot of different takes on this and i like p much all of them and i think it could go a number of ways, but i really like the idea of blackstar being adamant to make it work and kid having deep reservations (being immortal while blackstar will age, all of kid's responsibilities, feeling that blackstar could and should be with someone else, etc.) but blackstar would be like "kid. you like me, and i like you. isn't that enough?" for domestic cuteness, i love the idea of kid showing off (intentionally or not, be it fighting, training, skateboarding, playing music, or surprising star with a random skill he has from being lord death's son and growing up virtually alone as a demigod) and blackstar hanging slack jawed in awe and going from "i have to kill this guy he's too cool" to "im blushing so hard i have to kiss him right now only the most awesome dude can date the biggest star". they are both enraptured by the other and soulmates and in love and and and i rambled a lot but i could ramble more they make me so normal.

4. Offer a hobby-related headcannon for any character.

y'all already know how feral i am over dtk so this goes out to him, too. i think this boy can also play the piano (something he and soul have bonded over) and he can also waltz and slow dance. his father had him taught at a young age since he’s probably attended galas and such (once yk ppl were allowed to know he existed or w/e). in terms of music, soul can play just abt anything; brass instruments, the clarinet, guitar. i think blackstar would kill on the drums. maka can play the guitar too, i think. tsubaki can play the flute.

[notyouraryang0dd3ss]

I had to listen to not one but TWO swifties about ts's supposed genius. I never dug into Swift's stuff (never been passionate about specific musicians except one and even then I never looked at their dating life or anything like that) so all I knew about her was a couple of old songs, two new-ish songs, and what these swifties said.

AND OH GODS THEY WERE ANNOYING.

One would listen to her nonstop. I actually legit got trkggered by one of the songs and started to dissociate while they sung along (which isn't their fault per se, they wouldn't it'd trigger me) ans forced me to watch ALL OF THEIR FOOTAGE FROM THE ERAS TOUR THEY ATTENDED. I wanted to cry it was soooooo gratinf and tiring to pretend to be happy.

They got thrown a bit away from me so they're not in contact with me, but then I ran INTO SWIFTIE #2 and had to AGAIN pretend to be happy and interested because I didn't want to fucking argue and lose my damn job. Oh gods it was annoying but I always felt bad because "oh she's just another artist and they're raving about her music"

And then this shit album releases and I learned she cheated and dated a fucking racist and is (?) dating a homophobe and she claimed to be raised in an asylum when she was raised rich (which is extremely frustrating because an authority figure threatened to send me to one and I've had friends involuntarily commited, so yeah I'm pissed about that line) and now I'm firmly anti-swift.

Anyways, sorry for venting. -🐑 (if it's available and if I post another ask)

having to pretend to like taylor swift to keep your job…god you are so strong.

youre a better person than me anon 😭 let me just start with that! im not strong enough to pretend to be nice to swifties. I COMMEND YOU!

yeah learning about all the shit she’s done in her past and her current romanticization of mental illness genuinely makes me wonder how anyone likes her, let alone swiftie WORSHIP of her. she is an AWFUL human being. and as someone who also has experience being hospitalized, its traumatic and terrifying and nothing to romanticize. (and im sorry you had to experience and witness that anon 😢)

never apologize for venting! you’re always welcome to vent on this blog. this is a 110% anti swift blog

[thighzp]

I'm genuinely asking so please truly explain to me why people are comfortable jumping to Nick's defense when people just say he should have been at the Emmys but will not say a single fucking thing about the bigotry and racism swarmed on Taylor daily. I know you haven't ever but almost everyone else that is jumping to Nick's defense hasn't so you aren't the only one. I need an explanation on why you refuse to acknowledge and call out the bigotry. Is it you doing it? Your friends? Do you agree with it? Do you not care about it? Do you not give a fuck about Taylor? Why do you people refuse to say absolutely anything at all about it? Just please explain it.

Okay this is the last anon I will be responding to and then I am turning off anons. It's fun sometimes but it gives people too much of an excuse to hide and say really nasty things. So that being said, let me answer your questions and then I will carry on with my day.

"jumping to nick's defense" -> i reblogged one post outlining a variety of reasons why someone decided not to attend an event and suddenly im on trial. i don't know nick galitzine's personal life and he is a grown man who can defend himself (though I still struggle to understand what he needs to defend himself for... the behavior of some of his fans? just fucking be better, people)

"why i refuse to acknowledge & call out the bigotry" -> people continue to say I have never said anything about it, despite many times I have literally said hollywood needs to do better, or engaged in discourse about how fucked it is that poc are having to start their own production companies just to get a crumb of recognition. there is legitimately no way to know what someone has or "has never" spoken about online. you know nothing about me outside of what I choose to reblog on the reblogging website, including the fact that I posted about this on my personal instagram yesterday when the new casting came out. sorry that everyone isn't privy to every personal thought i have. that being said. the bigotry in this industry, and currently rampant in this fandom, is SEVERELY fucked up and DEEPLY upsetting.

is it me doing it? -> no

is it my friends doing it? -> no

do i agree with it? -> no

do i not care about it? -> i fucking care about it a lot, actually

do i not give a fuck about taylor? -> i give a concerning amount of fucks about taylor and think he deserves the WORLD and if you spent more than one milisecond on my blog you would see the praise i am constantly showing this man

why do people refuse to say anything about it? -> because it will inevitably come with a slew of vicious anons who think they know everything about a person from one opinion they read online. i know people tend to have big opinions and big feelings about their faves, but just like be fucking nice to people. i have thick skin and have been able to laugh most of this off because i have better things to do with my life than argue with people online over grown ass men who don't need all of us little minions online jumping to their defeses.

so miss me engaging in any of this ever again, and if anyone still wants to call me a coward WHILE ON ANON, well that's simply why i'm disabling anons as soon as i post this.

have the day you deserve :)