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moneygoblin04 · 4 months ago

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I think I'm having some kind of anxiety attack?

#it feels like my entire life is actively collapsing in on itself despite how literally nothing is happening #i just wanted to sleep and now im plagued with potential future scenarios #worlds where all of my insecurities are realities #im hoping typing this out will help get together my senses so i can actually sleep tonight #which ive been trying to do on and off for 6 hours now #okay im starting to calm down a bit #this is working better than expected #my head is running empty #i wonder if this is what the weird feelings ive had all week has been building up to #of course when im feeling secure about my connection with someone (hi and sorry you have to see me like this) my mind finds a way to punish #me #i hit the character limit for a tag lol #im tired now #time for sleep #personal

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dvrtrblhr · 2 months ago

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this started as the study of a picture i took of the greenery near the place i usually park my car. then i added petra, then i finished it for her birthday.

#fire emblem #fire emblem: three houses #fe3h #petra macneary #fe16 #my art #in the end i gave up and used the foliage brush from procreate to help me out #it worked out better than expected #2000

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aitadjcrazytimes · 11 months ago

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#lmao #for anyone who's curious the process went:#send ask to aita official #blog blows up #someone realizes its a chexer fic #i follow them bc they seem cool #i join their rvb server #their encouragement pushes me to finish the Actual Fic i was working on #i expand the fic to be more of a whole au after it comes out much better than expected #the next fic in the au that i work on has to do with a character's brain injury #this leads me to do research into brain injuries #''......huh. this sounds. a lot like the neurological symptoms that my doctors have been saying is just part of my anxiety disorder''#think on that for a while #go to the ER for unrelated reasons #remember my theory #bring it up to the doctor #Doctor Immediate Concern #doctors orders a ct scan #''eeyup! that there's some atrophying and a chiari malformation! y'ever had a head injury''#(i had had several)#''well! shit! time to refer you to neurosurgery :) see if we cant do somethin about all that memory loss and severe pain and shit''#and now we are here #it also lead me to research osddid systems for the first fic #and now my therapist is having me tested for osdd because i did not know that those symptoms were not a thing everyone experiences #so like. thanks for helping me meet friends who could encourage me to engage with the things i like + learn more about myself #^ ^ <3 #im actually not gonna say ''ok last update fr this time'' bc idfk maybe something WOULD be funny to post on here

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clowningaroundmars · 6 months ago

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aaaaand done!

hobieposes 4 u <3

some ppl seemed to like the sketch i posted and then deleted so here u go ↓

#mine #spiderverse #hobie brown #spider punk #yippee i finished!#idk if it lives up to expectations exactly but meh fuck it #also i wanted to finish this by may day but. welp #better late than never i guess? 😅#also if u recognize some poses yes. i did swipe some from miles and miles42's concept art as well #and the symbols used are anarchist symbols: chaos symbol. iww symbol. antifascist symbol.#ye!! ♡#i had fun doodling these but then ofc inking and coloring had to be STRESSFUL af bc duh 🙄#dont work with oil paint pens if you know whats good for you #but im glad i finally found a good use for my patterned card stock and 1 million receipts i had lyin around #thank u hobie brown 🫶#hobie helps me clear the clutter of paper i have stacked on my desk lmfao

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mangysah · 10 months ago

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ONE

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #kageyama shigeo #mp100 fanart #birb does draw #did a lot of experimenting and i think it turned out better than i expected..#inspired by works of laithraihan and k.dot4561 ^^

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bibi-likes-to-draw · 4 months ago

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Did a big art style study (feat. Delta Dawn)!

The styles from top left to bottom right: My style, @spooky-pop, @brrypiiix, and @trollzzzzz

Reblogs greatly appreciated!

Speedpaint under the cut!

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tutubola · 3 months ago

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falling slowly eyes that know me and i can’t go back

#tutu art #im not 100% about this but my therapist said i need to post everything LOL #i love making these chaotic compositions it’s so fun :)#also the like paper collage effect worked so much better than i expected??#the fire effect too!! crazy mix of watercolours acrylics and poscas #must stop drawing the same two people #fullmetal alchemist

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disposal-blueeee · 1 month ago

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VARGASTOBER - day 1 : memories

#vargastober #vargastober2024 #HELLLO #HELLO HELLO IM EUPHORIC . GOD #it ended up looking even better than i expected !!!!! hhhell yeah !!!!!!!!#i'm like LOOK GUYS ( pointing at the screen ( I MADE THIS #i had to work on this one yesterday actually #i won't be home today . so i had to make sure i could actually get this one posted on time #it's currently 3:40AM . this will be posted idk at 1PM #i need to write a whole entry of the process but i didn't take any screenshots of it . great #i banged this one like in 5 hours . LIMITED TIME #NO TIME TO TAKE SCREENSHOTS OR WRITE NOTES #anyway don't want to talk too much here . I ENJOYED WORKING ON THIS ONE #vargas #scriabin vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin #zarla s #sunny's art #I HAVE A BUNCH OF EDGAR / JAKE DOODLES AND I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO POST THEM RIGHT NOW #two posts in a day is that too much #i'll save them for later . maybe i can make more in the meantime

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tepidti · 6 months ago

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okay but why am i liking this so much

#it's turning out way better than expected. what the hell i should use my sketches as lineart more...#art #my art #wip #work in progress #saw #peter strahm

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canisalbus · 6 months ago

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Ok the new piece is so beautiful, so breathtaking. Definitely add it to your list for 'might make as a print'

Thank you, glad you liked it!

I actually struggled with that piece more than usual. The lineart is from last year, I just wasn't sure if I was happy with it and didn't dare to touch it in months.

#but I think it turned out alright #the sun and the stars worked better than I expected #my favorite detail is how Vasco has slid his hand under Machete's fascia #I dunno #hands and the conveying of emotions through touch #answered #anonymous

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vynnyal · 5 months ago

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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂

#rain world #comic #rw chasing wind #sunlit Trail #Hunter #Art #Chasing wind spoilers #I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks #ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles #before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah #Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files #Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want #As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3 #Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in #Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy #But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt #I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me #to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time #Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!

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cchanticleer · 4 months ago

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been too long since i did a comic

#i'm in my ffvii era #i played original and then dirge and now i'm working through crisis core and remake #and ever crisis is there #i won't be able to play rebirth until it comes out on steam rip #i made the questionable decision of emulating vii on my modded 3ds and it ran better than you would expect but also kept deleting my saves #cait sith #final fantasy vii #tifa lockhart #ffvii

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stackslip · 6 months ago

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i think a lot about how the roman thermae and bathing culture is presented as a sign of how Civilized and Advanced the romans were but one of the essential parts of the thermae was the caldarium, essentially a sauna, which was heated up through the floor.... under which slaves constantly had to toil to feed the fire while suffocating in the heat and steam that would rise through the floor to make free romans and the slaves' masters get a nice sweat, free to move on to the cold baths in the next room whenever they wanted.

#'roman citizenship was given to every free man in the empire' sure! but not only was that very late #but a very considerable portion of the population of the empire at any given point was a slave. most slaves lived horrific lives.#i mean i want to be clear rome wasn't like EXCEPTIONALLY brutal or bad to slaves compared to its neighbours #by which i mean that it was just as callous as most ancient mediterranean civilizations when it came to the treatment of slaves #and the scale of roman's brutality towards slaves matches the scale of its size and timeframe.#athenians were a much smaller population of the ancient world but slaves in the silver mines of laureion had a life expectancy of five year #that's still thousands upon thousands of people who suffered horrific deaths and lived the rest of their lives in miserable conditions #all to make the city rich #anyhow i don't think rome is like a particularly evil empire in the sense that all empires are evil #people love to imagine themselves ancient roman aristocrats but you would not have been one. you would be lucky to be a /domestic/ slave.#who still had shit lives tbc but exponentially better than working on the latifundiae #eli talks

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icarianarts · 11 months ago

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This is my final for one of my graphic design interactive media class...LMAO I would have liked to do more but I was going over the time limit. One of these days maybe I'll be able to expand upon this + improve the black sabbath scene + etc.

#me art #devilman #ryo asuka #akira fudo #ryokira #we were given less than two weeks to work on this... on top of a bunch of other projects expected to be completed #a lot of my peers I saw were doing simply just lyric videos and having fun with like transformations in adobe after effects #which in retrospect is probably a better idea than what I did which is. as you can see. hand drawing every panel for like 2 minutes worth #of content. I hope I will be able to have energy to pull through and finish this term.... after everything I've been having to deal with #I really hope this will not be my last graphic design class :')

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tectonicatomic · 3 months ago

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