#this is what all my convos with mars look like btw

[smytherines]

Tumblr won't let me post this from my drafts, but @uhhhitsme this is me responding to what you wrote yesterday!

I think that's right though. This is a long distance relationship. They live an ocean apart, they only get to see each other when their countries deem it necessary to work together. They have to have their entire relationship in secret because it is illegal. And probably treason because they work for two different countries. It is super turbo illegal.

I mean, long distance couples who don't have all those additional issues, who can call or video chat or whatever every day if they choose to, who have support networks there for them to lean on, (who aren't gay spies in the 1950s), most of the time they still don't make it because the distance is just too much to overcome. But Curt and Owen made it work. Even if it was messy and they were both assholes and nothing about it was rational. They made it work.

We don't know how long Curt and Owen were together before the fall, but I'm guessing it was at least a couple of years? They work incredibly well together, they're bantering and giving these goofy lovesick grins to each other (they make me sick)

Even when they bicker it feels like an old married couple. And it has to be that way for the show to make sense. We get less than ten minutes to establish their relationship, and this little section of the show is what gives the staircase scene true dramatic weight. Because there is so much fucking chemistry in that first ten minutes, such a sense of intimacy between them, that when Curt says "the feelings we had" the audience is already there. We don't need to be convinced (especially queer viewers who clocked this shit right away) because yeah of course these two were together.

They were able to keep this thing going off of maybe a couple of days together every few months? Days where they were mostly risking their lives and killing people and getting shot/stabbed/tortured and then hooking up in a hotel room or safe house or whatever.

One thing I think about a lot is if they were able to be that close to each other, function that well together, be so fucking familiar and warm with each other with just those little scraps of time together, I can't even imagine what they'd be like if they actually had time to just be together. Time to learn to be in a relationship. There's a line from Black Box that goes like "a real relationship- the kind of thing with a permanent address," and that's what Curt and Owen never got to have, and its the kind of thing you have to learn, you have to practice.

That's tough though, because I also think Curt's inherent restlessness would make it very difficult for him to settle down into a comfortable quiet life away from everything. I think he's the kind of guy who theoretically wants the comfort and happiness of a happy little domestic situation, wants to be loved and wanted, but it would be torture for him to have to stay in the same place for very long. At least as a younger man. He wants the idea of it. He wants it emotionally, but couldn't handle it practically. What he truly wants is for he and Owen to eternally live out their glory days together as the world's greatest spies- constant adrenaline and pressure and excitement.

This is pure headcanon, but I picture Owen as the kind of guy who has never wanted any of that. Home is where he keeps his shit in between missions. He doesn't want a happy little domestic life, he wants to do the job he's good at until he dies. Until he meets Curt. Then he starts wanting all sorts of things he knows he can never have. He wants to keep Curt safe, wants to know that they'll be able to see each other whenever they want, they'd have control of their own lives instead of being controlled by their agencies. He wants to stop having to work so hard and think so much and constantly constantly plan for the worst.

So it's difficult to say, but in my heart I do think that if they had more time, both in the pre-fall relationship and, y'know, Curt not putting a bullet in Owen's head, I think they could have figured it out. I think if they were able to sustain the feelings they had for so long on so little actual contact, then it would be difficult and painful and even more messy than before, but eventually they could move on to something better.

I think they loved each other enough to try, but after everything they had each been through in their four years apart, after the ways they had hurt each other and broken each other's trust, they just... couldn't see that in the moment. Which is pretty tragic to me.

[smytherines]

I think that's right though. This is a long distance relationship. They live an ocean apart, they only get to see each other when their countries deem it necessary to work together. They have to have their entire relationship in secret because it is illegal. And probably treason because they work for two different countries. It is super turbo illegal.

I mean, long distance couples who don't have all those additional issues, who can call or video chat or whatever every day if they choose to, who have support networks there for them to lean on, (who aren't gay spies in the 1950s) most of the time they still don't make it because the distance is just too much to overcome. But Curt and Owen made it work. Even if it was messy and they were both assholes and nothing about it was rational. They made it work.

I mean we don't know how long Curt and Owen were together before the fall, but I'm guessing it was at least a couple of years? They work incredibly well together, they're bantering and giving these goofy lovesick grins to each other (they make me sick)

Even when they bicker it feels like an old married couple. And it has to be that way for the show to make sense. We get less than ten minutes to establish their relationship, and this little section of the show is what gives the staircase scene true dramatic weight. Because there is so much fucking chemistry in that first ten minutes, such a sense of intimacy between them, that when Curt says "the feelings we had" the audience is already there. We don't need to be convinced (especially queer viewers who clocked this shit right away) because yeah of course these two were together.

They were able to keep this thing going off of maybe a couple of days together every few months? Days where they were mostly risking their lives and killing people and getting shot/stabbed/tortured and then hooking up in a hotel room or safe house or whatever.

One thing I think about a lot is if they were able to be that close to each other, function that well together, be so fucking familiar and warm with each other with just those little scraps of time together, I can't even imagine what they'd be like if they actually had time to just be together. Time to learn to be in a relationship. There's a line from Black Box that goes like "a real relationship- the kind of thing with a permanent address," and that's what Curt and Owen never got to have.

That's tough though, because I also think Curt's inherent restlessness would make it very difficult for him to settle down into a comfortable quiet life away from everything. I think he's the kind of guy who wants the comfort and happiness of a happy little domestic situation, but it would be torture for him to have to stay in it for very long. At least as a younger man. He wants the idea of it. He wants it theoretically, emotionally, but couldn't handle it practically. What he really wants is for he and Owen to eternally live out their glory days together as the world's greatest spies- constant adrenaline and pressure and excitement.

This is pure headcanon, but I picture Owen as the kind of guy who has never wanted any of that. Home is where he keeps his shit in between missions. He doesn't want a happy little domestic life, he wants to do the job he's good at until he dies. Until he meets Curt. Then he starts wanting all sorts of things he knows he can never have. He wants to keep Curt safe, wants to know that they'll be able to see each other whenever they want, they'd have control of their own lives instead of being controlled by their agencies. He wants to stop having to work so hard and think so much and constantly constantly plan for the worst.

So it's difficult to say, but in my heart I do think that if they had more time, both in the pre-fall relationship and, y'know, Curt not putting a bullet in Owen's head, I think they could have figured it out. I think if they were able to sustain this thing they have for so long on so little actual contact, then it would be difficult and painful and even more messy than before, but eventually they could move on to something better.

I think they loved each other enough to try, but after everything they had each been through in their four years apart, after the ways they had hurt each other and broken each other's trust, they just... couldn't see that at the time. Which is pretty tragic to me.

I'm just curious. I think you could portray it either way, because we really don't get much content for them pre-fall. It's pretty easy to make a case for both sides based on both of their behaviours post-fall. So what do you guys think? :3

[the-bird-and-the-flute]

ToT - chapter 10 - just some comments

warning: some topics here may trigger you, so read it at your own discretion

My 120k deck was enough to clear chapter 10 and I just can't believe it hahahah hell yeah! 🥳 

my comments do not follow any order btw ahahaha. Sorry for that! When I get too excited sometimes that happens XD

Now I know why people were saying that tot's main story is getting darker. And I agree. But I love that. The angst!! And it's so hard to trust people now. Even the boys. I don't mind taking home shady marius tho 🤭🤭🤭 Give me! He is mineeeee

I just feel this huge distance right now between the boys and rosa. And it seems that this will just get worse in future chapters. I wonder if one of our boys will become a traitor. If they aren't already.

Vyn saved Rosa's life and that was so cool. I loved their acting in the sauna ahahah. I was very tense reading that especially cuz I hate saunas lol.

Artem's acting is also getting better. He should be happy he got Rosa as his prize lol. Congratulations Artem. You should thank Vyn for that 🤣🤣

Idk if it's just me but I'm so mad at jerome hahaha. I mean, we don't know exactly what he is plotting, but I just can't stand him acting all friendly/cute when he talks to rosa. It looks as if he is mocking us!

Maybe he does care about the patients, but I just can't believe anything he says at this point. I hope NXX investigates him in the next chapter 😤😤

Also, what is Vyn's family connection to that facility jerome worked at? I forgot the name of the place, but according to Marius, Vyn's family has some sort of partnership with this facility who may be involved in shady business.

And talking about Vyn, his uncle is hot. But apparently he is a douche >.<. He 'trapped' vyn in his house? Did I get that right? What for? So many questions...

And who is the guy who was threatening Felicia's husband and his family? As you can see I already forgot the name of her husband 🙃Come on! I'm so curious!!! It may be the same guy who tried to kill Rosa, but it doesn't make sense that he exposed his identity to Rosa. Yeah, he probably thought she was going to die there, but still... A pretty dumb move if he did that.

Another moment I reallyyyyyyyyyy liked was the car chase. Artem is such a good driver btw. Boy got some skills, I must say it xD. It was very brave of him to put his life at risk to protect MC from the crash.

And I have to mention Marius and Vincent's convo. They are so stupid hahahaha. When they were talking about that dude who assaulted Mar, what was his name again? lol, vincent asked marius why he didn't send the info himself to Rosa and Marius asked him who was the boss, I laughed so hard. Marius is so dramatic sometimes 🤣🤣🤣 And he was so ready to seek revenge (and so was I) but the guy killed himself. I still don't understand why he assaulted marius. What he was trying to achieve there? Someone pushed him to do that? Does he have some connection with Gerard? And where is gerard btw? I hope he is okay...

[arcadia345]

Astrology observations

💕Not a real astrologer just my observations💕

TW:SA & 🔞

Mars in the 1st/8th/5th sex Appeal is *chefs kiss*

Whatever house your chart ruler is in tells what people first notice about you

2nd- neck and chin, your voice

6th your body in general could be  eye-catching

10th- teeth and hair,nose

12th- how closed off you are, they can’t put their finger on you just like Neptune 1st

Moon in the 2nd house natives live hiding there personal items 🤫 just incase

The Gemini 4ths I know have a big close knit family

Capricorn moons mature early than others all Capricorn placements do but her there’s emotional maturity that comes earlier because they have to mother/ fend for themselves

My cancer mars friend says he lovvee to hug bigger women (he’s like 5’2 btw he says it feels like hugging a mama bear😂)

Someone on Twitter said Capricorn men have the best stamina and I can CONFIRM it 😣 I knew a guy that could go over a hour before climaxing and he had a Capricorn & Virgo stellium

Kids love cancer moon men (Adam Sandler,John Cena)

The Pisces Venus men I’ve known have had drinking problems (Neptune rules liquids)

Having a scorpio moon/8th house moon or moon-Pluto aspects could indicate having a mother that is a SA survivor

As a cancer I’m tired of hearing about how we’re so nurturing and family oriented )which we are most of the time but we’re literally represented by the moon, and we’ve only seen one side of the moon😭 there’s a whole other dark side no one has seen. Cancer in the chart shows your double life/ things you keep secret about about yourself ( maybe I’ll make a post about it?)

They say we won’t see the fall of celebs till Pisces Pluto generation. But since gen z is ruled by Jupiter Pluto ( Jupiter is traditional ruler of Pisces) we’re getting a taste of it right now, our belief systems/ things that gave us comfort are crumbling right before our eyes

I think Mercury in our chart can tell us how we act when we’re 🍃 I have a Mercury Mars conjunction in the 7th and I get so loud when I’m high😭 I’m sorry in advance if I start having a whole convo with a random person

Neptune in the angle houses and 6th are so oblivious to what’s going on around them I swear

Barbz is such a good example of how delusional fans can be when you have a Sagittarius 11th house ( nicki also has a 11th house stellium and scorpio 10th house) some of her fans actually have some common sense and hold her accountable for her mistakes but the other half are so delusional they’ll cut off their left leg if she asked them to😹

Theory🤨 your birthmark placement could tell you about the themes of your past life/this life also

Mine is in my inner thigh so Sagittarius and Scorpio themes I definitely resonate. I tell someone a piece of information that I think they should know then dip on them while they think about what I said, and it stays in the back of their head for the rest of their life lol

My brother has his on his shoulder on his back so Gemini and Leo

My other brother has his on his pelvis so Virgo and cancer

Ewww my mom just told me hers is green on her butt💀so Libra. She knows a little about her past life and she says she was royalty and came from a snobby family but she was always self conscious because she seen everyone around her lives in poverty which didn’t seem fair

Lmk if I should make a post about it

Venus shows you where your beauty lies and and what other people get jealous of (aspects can alter this)

Gemini/3rd house- beautiful hands and arms

cancer/4th house- your home or your nice chest/breast,

Libra/7th house-the people you hang with could be beautiful, your sexy booty or fashion sense

Saturn 6th house natals and their snatched waist even if they’re short they know how to make their bodies look longer (Ariana Grande, Lady Gaga)

Capricorn moons or cap degrees on the moon are usually the eldest siblings

That’s all for now guys hope you enjoyed💓 I do readings and exchanges also :p

[kmp78]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 oh and you wanna know why she thinks I'm "a coward and a vile human being and only spread lies and hate about Mars and JL"?

It's because she cannot handle VK.

It's because she thinks JL would never f*ck someone like VK because he only has eyes for people like her.

Aka... well, look for yourself. One of her IGs is 👉 CHAOSTRINITYX 👈

Also known here on tumblr as 👉 THEREALHARRY-BLOG 👈

Btw I used to be friendly with this hysterical tweenager.

We used to chat privately.

I used to listen to her crying about how distraught and heartbroken she was EVERY TIME slender young Vally showed up with JL. Just a total mess... 😭😭😭

And it wasn't just Vally btw. Oh no, it was EVERYONE.

This was her reaction to when Lola J. trolled from her latest Mars show:

"IDK MAYBE I'M JUST JEALOUS"

Maybe. Maaaaaybe! 🤔

Oh and I think I mentioned some time ago that last spring this chick graduated from HIGH SCHOOL and kept on yammering about how she was actually trying to invite JL to her graduation party. 😂

Well, that was a bust (SHOCKER, RIGHT?!) but luckily she did attend a M&G with her graduation cap. 🙄

And speaking of...

Gee, why don´t you just draw him a picture of a giraffe and ask him to put it on his fridge! Or better yet, ask him “IF THE ECHELON WAS AN ANIMAL, WHAT ANIMAL WOULD IT BE?” because  it´s always good to have backups for THE MOST USELESS WASTE OF A M&G QUESTION EVER.

Oh and when Lena P. was grinding in the Moscow VIP section...

Okay... I´ll tell him to call you when he comes over for pizza and canasta tonight.

And this convo got awkward FAST...

Oh and did I mention she´s DEEEEEEEEPLY in denial about a certain Ms. Kauf?

“She´s clearly a friend”

Mmmmmmmmmm and then some.

Her immaturity and hysteria (seriously shouldn´t an 18 yo be a bit more... adult by now...?) isn´t limited to just JL! Oh noooo! 

Exhibit A (Talking about the 2018 Met Gala):

“I LITERALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW PHOTOS”

Well, that´s... not pathetic at all. I also always burst into tears of oooh and aah whenever I see Jennifer Aniston wearing a ballgown on the red carpet.

And her thoughts on Holsey?

Eh.... okay.... 

And then a convo regarding Michael´s kiddo:

Good guess, hun. 

And as if the hysteria was not yet WILD enough...

Ya. 

Let´s all keep our fingers and toesies crossed for that one.

Maybe she can make it happen when she gets hired as JL´s next assistant!

Oh yeah, she was, yes once again, HYSTERICAL on her IG when The Hive posted that ad for a new errand girl. She ranted and raved how people should not apply as a joke because “I´M ACTUALLY SERIOUS ABOUT GETTING THAT JOB!”

Yes, I´m sure they will be hiring an 18 yo girl who just graduated from high school and who has ZERO work experience and ZERO credentials and who oozes all kinds of fluids around JL and has a total meltdown the second one of his pretty little modelitas shows up.

Anyhoo, our little “friendship” came to a screeching halt some months ago when I DAAAAAARED to comment on someone´s IG post that the JL kept flying out of Toronto in 2015 and hooking up with VK in NYC.

That comment was the tiny straw that broke the SFG´s back, so to speak... (Yep that´s another one of her accts)

The best thing in all this is that even while she “HATED ME SOOOOOO MUCH” because of my slandering, cowardly ways of living life, SHE STILL FOLLOWED MY BLOG.

Funny that.