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I've been watching the sun and moon show lately. Holy SHIT this is some JUICY DRAMA
#this is the rare kind of drama i like#ive gotten to the episode where sun and moon found out about lunar#ive been binging this all day.....#it feels like those weird minecraft roleplay videos i used to watch when i was younger but actually really good#ive never gone anywhere close to interacting with the fnaf fandom but this is kind of its own thing at this point lol#screaming into the void#tsams live reaction
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Man, it's cool and all if you see a metaphor for marginalisation in the monstrous, and if you want the power fantasy of 'what if you could just eat anybody who threatened you/pissed you off'. Me too.
However, as soon as you start saying 'no, these monsters are a 1:1 on Specific Marginalised Group, and you have to treat them in the fiction like they are directly representative of real human members of the marginalised group', BUT you also, in the fiction, make them hurt/kill/eat humans? And then try to shame me, your audience, for noticing or engaging with the bit where they kill people, because you made them directly representative of a real-world marginalised group? You have lost me, and also, I think, the plot.
#hear yourself. for the love of whatever you cherish.#'but they only kill bigots so ACTUALLY they're the GOOD GUYS -' your metaphor of monstrosity is entirely premised on the question of#'what if what you went around righteously killing; believing your actions to be justified;#were actually people and it was not in fact righteous or justified to just kill them'#'what if the world isn't neatly split into 'good guys' and 'bad guys'#who gets to decide who or what is 'bad'? because that's the original problem of monstrosity-as-metaphor-for-marginalisation#(if as a creator you say 'oh my intention with this was X' cool!#if instead you go with something like. well.#'well in this setting monsters are so rare it doesn't matter that they kill people and you'd have to be a homicidal sadistic psychopath >#< to hunt them; but sure I guess if you want to play a Bad Person' well I might have#but if you're going to explicitly judge me for wanting to engage with the moral question of 'how justified is this and who would do it#versus how justified are these monsters if they do have to harm or kill people to continue to exist'#then maybe I just don't want to play your game at all)#anyway I'm sick to death of poor uwu cozy vampires who are SO marginalised so I'm not Allowed to care about all the people they murder#it being fucked up is what's fun about it! do all the other shit but let me take the murders seriously!#and inb4 someone accuses me of being a bigot for saying 'actually I don't think you get a free pass to kill and eat people if you're gay'#remember when the CW's famously reactionary and conservative Supernatural tried to just gloss over the part where every time its heroes >#< killed a demon with a magic knife it also killed the person the demon was possessing#and say 'oh no it's fine we don't care about those killings; they don't matter; don't bother caring about them either'#but they were doing it to glorify exactly the kind of people that these 'monster as metaphor' stories are trying to cast as expendable?#I have other examples that are like. real dramas. but That Paranormal Show is the one that's in the same niche that I'm talking about here#it feels more insidious when it comes through a fantasy show where there are monsters involved#so you can say 'no it's not real so it doesn't matter'#but then ALL of it is equally not real. and vampires are not actually an oppressed group. because they don't exist.#you can say 'these vampires are a metaphor for an oppressed group so this fiction matters in real life'#or you can say 'don't care about the murders because they weren't actually real'#but you can't say both and then get mad at ME for treating the murders as seriously as the vampires#let me engage with your premise and don't waste my fucking time#or just set your fluff in the Sesame Street universe where vampires drink cherry Kool-Aid and help kids learn to count
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I love the QSMP. Not only has it introduced me to many amazing international creators, it's also introduced me to the French and Brazilian community, who are so sweet, funny, and chaotic in their own unique ways. I love seeing fans sharing their culture and learning from one another, and I myself have learned a lot this past year. I think it's incredible how QSMP brings so many different people together – all of us united in our love and passion for this project and its goals.
But passion can often evoke strong emotions, and these strong emotions aren't always positive.
The past few months, I have seen multiple waves of hate, bad-faith generalizations of communities, and racist remarks directed at fellow fans – especially those who are part of the French / Brazilian community. This kind of behavior is inexcusable, and is in direct conflict with the mission of QSMP, which is to break language barriers and unite communities.
We are a global community with a variety of people from different backgrounds. Miscommunications may occasionally occur because of cultural differences and/or language barriers, but we should use these moments as opportunities to learn and engage with other people rather than assuming the worst about them and starting fights.
Although certain issues can be resolved with communication, sometimes it’s better to block and move on. Avoid spreading negativity or hate, and save yourself the headache of interacting with people who are just looking for someone to argue with.
No matter what community we're a part of or what languages we speak, we're all here to have fun. Please remember to be kind to each other. We have more in common than we have in conflict.
#QSMP#mod talk#Additionally: we should avoid stereotyping entire communities for reasons I hope are obvious.#I think everything will work out in the end#I don't typically see this kind of stuff on here but I figured I'd post this anyways since I'm posting it to Twitter too#It's understandable that emotions are high because of everything that's happened to the QSMP community the past few months#but it's very sad to see fans attacking each other#everyone's a bit on edge it seems. I rarely use my personal Twitter but I opened it today and saw some close mutuals snapping at people#then after stepping away and calming down coming back to a conversation and apologizing#it's sad to see everyone in this state#So... comments from the peanut gallery I suppose. I do hope this helps someone though#I don't usually post things like this because frankly-#I don't think every single drama / controversy / whatever necessitates a public statement from every single member of the fandom#but I've been thinking a lot about this#Anyhoo. Hopefully I can start sharing clips again tomorrow. I've been moving the past week and life was hellish#hopefully things ease up a bit now
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What are your thoughts on K as some kind of multimedia series thing? I've been seeing other series that do that with them having anime, games, books, etc. that are all supposed to be this one big project that you'd need to know entirely to see the whole story. Unlike K though which got popular when the anime released, I barely hear anything much about other series that sorta did the same as it did.
I think K’s a bit different from a lot of other multimedia project style anime, in that it seems like nowadays ‘multimedia project’ is just code for ‘there’s a gacha game’ XD Seriously though I do feel like a lot of series do that now, an anime comes out but it’s just secondary to the mobile game and the real focus of the project is please please spend your money to buy pngs of our large cast who will each be allowed to have one (1) defining personality trait each. Sometimes the show might get some drama CDs or there will be an idol element so they can sell CDs and concerts but it definitely feels like you don’t see light novels as much (unless it’s for an already popular series to capitalize on something pre-existing) or even really manga that are specifically intended to fit into the series timeline and aren’t just random ‘day in the life’ or ‘retelling of the gacha game’s story’ ones.
I think K is also interesting as a multimedia project in that the anime seems to be the ‘primary,’ more or less, or at least the thing that it’s expected people can generally watch with minimal knowledge of the other materials and still enjoy. Like I think it’s expected that viewers will at the very least watch season one of K first and that will get them interested enough to seek out the side materials, the side materials supplement the anime storyline but never supersede it. Compare that to something like, for example, Hypnosis Mic, where the main storyline is more in the songs and drama CDs and the anime was intended to promote those, but the HypMic anime itself can easily be skipped (season one at least, I never watched further than that) without affecting the main storyline of the actual series. Or something like the recent Delico’s Nursery anime, which gives a taste of the story but doesn’t really stand alone well without any knowledge of the stage plays it’s part of. By contrast while you could theoretically skip the K anime and just read the side materials you would be missing the main thrust of the storyline, the side materials build up the world around the anime but ultimately they remain in service to the anime rather than the other way around.
I actually personally prefer this way too, while I do wish the side materials would get referenced more in the series proper I’ve found K far easier to follow than pretty much any other multimedia project I’ve tried to get into because the anime had actual stakes and important story happening and I didn’t feel like I would be totally lost if I missed, say, posts from the one person posting translations of a drama CD on Twitter or something like that. I also like that while K did have a mobile game at least it was brief and had fun moments with the existing cast, rather than falling into the trap of needing to constantly add more characters and everyone’s personalities getting flatter the more the cast ballooned. I think it both helps and hurts a little that K was created by light novel writers, on the one hand I think the anime is a bit uneven because Gora as a whole aren’t used to working within the confines of an anime but on the other the novels and short stories really give these characters a chance to shine that I don’t think they would have gotten if the anime was just there to promote a mobile game or a concert.
#k project#Talking K#I feel like it's rare for multimedia stuff to have the anime as the 'primary'#like usually the main thing is a mobile game or sometimes drama CDs or stage plays#and the anime is just promo for that#but K the anime is the main storyline and everything else fleshes that out#which I like tbh bc it's easier to follow if you're not Japanese#also shoutout to Secrets of the Slate for helping to keep all the translations easy to find#I've fallen off a lot of multimedia stuff bc it was too bothersome to find all the translations#like one person on twitter is translating enjoy going through their entire profile trying to find those#hot take more people should use Tumblr for that kind of stuff it's better for long text translations
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tbh i can sympathize with the “can’t we have feminine heroines for once? 😩” crowd, despite the fact that nearly all of these women are feminine, and the swaggering masculine heroine who abandons all feminine pursuits for her short hair and coarse language and sturdy boots (sorry i forgot my train of thought thinking about her). like she’s a myth. the media industry is not saturated with movies and tv shows and books about these heroines. most women shown in media are quietly feminine. it’s never really thought about, it’s never a plot point. it’s just assumed that’s what the average woman styled neutrally looks like and we move on.
but the most controversial brand of our Feminine Heroines are the ones who walk a weird line. i mean, you would never catch them dead doing their makeup (it’s always perfectly applied), or their hair (always carefully styled), or shopping for any of the fifty pairs of stilettos we see her run in throughout the movie (it’s not hard to run in heels but it is uniquely dangerous girl your ankles please). in fact, we may even run into another female character who we can admit does these things, and our heroine (who also clearly does these things) scoffs at her insipid frivolity right along with the men.
our heroine is clearly feminine, but she’s gotta be “one of the boys”. she’s like the “cool girl”, who jams chili dogs down her throat and magically stays a size 2, or has no hobbies which are traditionally considered feminine, but really that’s because she has none of her own hobbies at all, and of course she has no female friends, boys are less drama. she’s feminine, but somehow we’ve entered into an agreement with her that no one will acknowledge it (at least until she has a scene where she has to dress up sexy, at which time she picks at her odd, feminine outfit like it’s foreign to her, though we’re not sure why it would be)
so women who are fully aware of their own femininity (because unlike our heroine, the rest of us do not have the magic eyeliner and magic hair curlers which apply themselves, and so it would be hard to be unaware) feel understandably a bit insulted by this, and not at all represented, and conclude that the problem is that we are scared to allow our heroines to be feminine, and point to these characters, who are, of course, not masculine at all.
#like i think a lot of women hear “we don’t have feminine heroines!” and reply with “don’t be stupid they’re all feminine” and end it there#sorry but when large numbers of people are expressing a sentiment which seems blatantly false there’s probably some reasoning behind it#historical fiction/dramas are kind of a separate thing imo because lazy writers#choose not to look into what resistance looked like for women at the time#because women resisted! women rebelled! but they weren’t going to quote circa 2022 gender politics to do it#it’s the “well behaved women rarely make history” idea#the two options for women in history are not “girlboss feminist princess” and “not worth talking about”
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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why do you follow artsy bug back on tiktok I thought you didnt support problematic and disgusting pppl
Did you check my following on tiktok and then came back here to specifically ask me about this ? That's kinda weird /lh
I saw that Bug made a return with new boundaries, and clear indications that they've learned from their mistakes and is trying to to better
So I followed again to see the developpement
But also, it seems you didn't follow what has been going on and the new infos on that specific situation
For one, it has been proven J and Bug merely enabled K's behavior, and most of the instances were situational and due mostly from a lack of boundary from what I've seen
There was no ill intent whatsoever and things were taken too far out of personal bias against all the creators involved (including K)
So as far as I know
J and B didn't groom, they made a mistake which was to enable a 17yo who approached them with nsfw (it was mostly Java btw, Bug was barely in those vocals to begin with)
Mind you, all the parties involved were like, 17, 18 and 19, which is still in the middle zone of teen and adult and as such, they'll make immature mistakes (you don't received the world's wisdom upon reaching 18 yk)
It's hypocritical to hold them to an impossible standard and try to keep the water muddy about what really happened by reducing them to "unredeemable disgusting problematic people"
And what really happened, again, was two immature young adults with a minor in their friend circle, being approached by said minor with nsfw, and failing to keep their boundaries clear
And they got called out. And made the right moves. Which was to apologize, cut contact with the minor, and improve themselves so the mistake won't happen again.
I'll still hold both Bug and Java accountable for their mistakes, I still don't follow Java and only refollowed Bug on tiktok to see their evolution, because Bug took visible actions to change and second chances are a thing, you know ? If Bug does something problematic again, I'll unfollow and probably block.
If musicboxtune has been allowed a second chance from people after being called out for trying to talk nsfw on call while actual children were present, being a shitty person, stealing ideas and forcing people to nsfw rp with them, why can't Bug be given a second chance after a bad joke and accidentally enabling someone they thought would turn 18 a month or two later ?
Bug showed improvements, I want to see if they'll keep those improvements.
Now typing this all out, I realise it's the first time I voice all my thoughts on the matter publicly
From day 1, from the first doc by Exposer, I felt something was off. The screenshots are weirdly cropped and there was only claims about the vocals. And as the situation unfold, it became abundantly clear that what actually happened wasn't important
It all felt like a weird power play, trying to ruin someone's reputation to rise by stepping on the crumbles
As soon as someone would get called out, I'd see 3-4 replies about people saying they'd take the ocs/AUs or advertising their own version of a concept
Right of the top of my head I can think of 5-6 people who stole either Java's or Bug's OCs
Not just AUs, OCs.
Do yall even realise that after all of this, Java and Bug have leverage to sue a whole bunch of people for cyberharassement, defamation and plagiat ? Yall realise ocs fall under original content and thus copyright, don't you ?
The enabling of nsfw, with the proofs that are out now, would mostly rule in their favor imo, because K is shown lying about their age a few times, deflecting blame and even said themselves that they were enabled, not groomed
Speaking of K, don't get me wrong, I'm worried about them. From day 1 it was clear there was someone else influencing them, which wasn't J and B. There had to be someone that brought up the "grooming" idea and K went along with it. There had to be other people K showed the nsfw too, other adults who likely also enabled, possibly intentionally contrary to J and B
Hell, just last week, there was a whole drama on twitter during which it was found out that an ADULT 'friend' of K IMPERSONATED them and made a NSFW ACCOUNT to "GET CLOSER TO K"
Like, fr protect this kiddo ?? After everything that happened how the fuck did people not notice this kinda behavior around K right away ??
And this person wasn't Java, nor Bug.
Now that I'm at it rambling, doesn't it feel so easy to blame Java and Bug ? They were and probably still are popular artists, it's easy to talk about fame and power dynamic (even if on the internet it doesn't actually mean much especially on a scale like this case bfr)
Everyone scrambled to try to claim Java and Bug's ocs right after they got called out. People have been waiting for this. Java had already been in a drama the year before at this point and there was still clear resentment leftover from then.
I'm not saying it was all planned out, it feels absurd to believe this was all a conspiracy to get rid of some popular artists
What I am saying tho, is that it was easy to blame the two popular artists who already had resentment about them, and then muddy the water to hide the involvement of many in the situation
How come we never held accountable the other adults present in that same server who were also on call with Java and K ? They could've also said something to stop the enabling
How come we don't know who K sent nsfw to, aside from J ? How come aren't all of the people who followed that nsfw account held accountable either ?
I disgress sorry
I hope that gave some food for thoughts for you anon tho
As a last note, thank you for asking me about this /gen
Although a dm would've been preferable, I supposed you prefer your anonymity which is fine ig
If I follow someone really problematic, I prefer to be told and shown proof, and I'll unfollow (or block)
I got nothing to hide, hence why I'm not trynna sugarcoat my thoughts on the whole thing
I made my own choice on this matter with the various doc that have been made available
If you want to stop supporting me and my work, that's your choice
Have a good day/morning/afternoon/evening/night
#i feel like making an other disclaimer that i don't condone what Bug did#i don't support problematic people#but i can give second chances if I see actual changes#there needs to be a serious talk about the way people in this fandom treat this kind of drama tho#the way people stay on their first opinion and don't try to understand what happened is crazy to me#like people were told J and B were problematic groomers and they all took it to face value#we also need to have a talk about the trend of stealing ocs#i hope i won't get cancelled for all of this#i'm not a popular artists and nowhere near influencial enough on all those matters but still#if my words can encourage some of yall to read up all the docs available i beg of you#read up both sides before believing the first claims#ariki is rambling again#i talk too much#don't cancel me#i'm really just stating my thoughts and I believe i'm pretty rational here#anyway#sorry for the drama on yalls feed#i rarely mention such things
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I'm gonna be a little quiet on here until after I start playing Dragon Age. I don't want to be spoiled and the urge to click on posts that have DA tags blacklisted is mounting. And just like with Inquisition, I want to go in totally blind.
#[static]#I can't wait to see what my friends and mutuals think. it's always so much fun to watch folks play new games together#I've seen a few reviews. but I ultimately want to decide for myself#I've already seen people bickering about really inane stuff just to have something to be negative about#and while there are incredibly valid criticisms of EA among other things ... the stuff I'm seeing -#- is typical fandom stuff that I don't want to touch with a 10 foot pole#it's kind of funny how much people can rattle on about a game that isn't out just because they want something new to complain about#and people are 100% allowed to have their opinions and feelings on if they thought a game was good or not but the stuff im talking about is#- like being mad at folks getting invested in characters or talking about how bad they know it's going to be even though they havent played#i think i just hate when people talk with such conviction about how other people should enjoy things that it pisses me off real bad#i saw a take on my for you page about how it's wrong of people to be writing fics about things that havent happened yet#because what if they're wrong and then theyve wasted their time and are gonna be ruinously upset. instant block lol#i thankfully dont see any of this on my dash ... usually just in the dragon age tags or on the for you page which I rarely frequent#just let people enjoy something without getting wound up about it not being the right way. it's just drama for drama's sake#but also feel free to hate it and hate it loudly! so long as you understand it's also ok for others to have a different opinion#it's just the super-online 'everyone is wrong but me' takes that leave me reeling
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so do the rest of you guys just simplify your dreams when explaining them to people or do I just remember a significantly weirder degree of depth than the average bear
#thinking about shit like this every morning when i wake up after like#spending the past however many hours in part of a high stakes cop drama that takes place in the pokemon world#but my pokemon is actually an elder scrolls character pretending to be a weird rare pokemon because it's easier than passing as human#and the fair we are trying to get through is down a dirt road alley that's also a depressingly empty polynesian farmers market#and we gotta go fast because my irl friend who's with us really wants to have a mantine draped over his shoulders like when he was a kid#but then we find out that the mantine encounter was at the aquarium next to the fair and not the fair itself and he just misremembered#so he's all sad while we're riding go karts and dirtbikes because he doesn't get to play with the mantines#but anyway we were here for the cop drama bit because some teenage girl got assaulted and we need to beat up the perp's pokemon#(perp himself has already been bagged)#and now I'm realizing that I don't know what fake pokemon moves to tell my fake “pokemon” to use#(he's a daedric prince it's not like he'd listen to me anyway he's about to obliterate the fuck outta this sunflora no matter what I say)#which leads me to wondering why I can't think of a decent steel-type pokemon move similar to slash#(“metal claw only works if you have claws” I think to myself wondering why there isn't some kind of sword move like ffs honedge exists)#anyway he's already finished the fight so it doesn't matter we can go home back through the depressing farmers market#home is aboard a KotoR-esque spaceship of course which is good because it means I get “back at camp” dialog with my daedra friend#but he's gone now shit fuck where did he go is he killing people without me this is bad I leave and start walking through crowded streets#people are trying to sell me shit but I ignore them#I'm accosted by a guy dressed like an old-west outlaw who says that he's with the vigil of stendarr and he's here hunting daedra#I tell him to fuck off because honestly I'm no longer invested in this dream's narrative arc#(I'm trying to envision a different scenario that is more appealing to my current tastes but lucid dreaming was a lie and I can't hack it)#then I wake up#next night I dream about being an omnipotent dragon god with a marsupial pouch full of my adopted babies (JJK characters)
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love that she didn't miss a beat and immediately went along with the roleplaying - she saw the opportunity to get away and spite her ex at the same time and she took it
#serendipity's embrace#vinformation#also loved the uncle ready to fight for her - it's rare to see such a friendship btw men and women especially with an age difference#this drama isn't inventing anything new but she kind of has a crafty quality to her that i really like
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it is a pretty messed up thought of zarina asking one of her male friends who know how much she wants a family about having a kid together. and making it very clear that it's like a business transaction because she doesn't want to make it emotional and doesn't want another person to think they're going to need to do more. it's just... desperate. it's showing her giving up on ever finding someone who will love her but also shows how she doesn't trust others and how it seems to be the only way for her to actually reach out for her wish. and this 'you don't need to worry about being a father/parental figure, I'll be taking care of everything. money, hospital, care, everything.'
and it's... it can come off rather cold but then you look more into what she's saying and it is... truly desperate because she wouldn't have asked if things were not completely decided or gone awry for her to even arrive to that conclusion. it's her giving up on a life where she might find love like victor did with margarita or her mother with her father. it sound like such a business deal, so impersonal like 'no strings attached'. and she would even say that there is no need to take care of her either because she'll be fine by herself and she will rationally and completely honestly explain why she asked, why asking the person she asked, and why not anyone else or why even speak of it. and it's... terrible, in a sense.
it's seeing despair and the denial of it, the crashing of one dream yet reaching out for the pieces of it so it won't completely die out. it's picking up embers and starting a new light/fire of hope. but it's desperate, it's sad, and it's... unusual. it's the longing that no one would get, but it's also understanding of just how strong zarina's wish for her own family is and how she is longing/yearning for it. and how... alone she is. and if she's asked or told that a child isn't going to 'fix' anything, zarina knows. she isn't asking because she just had an idea or a thought. it probably took her months, if not years, to come to that conclusion and be prepared for almost anything. she knows taking care of a child is hard, but she is willing to do just that.
annnnnd that's the last thought about such type of a scenario/dynamic. won't be talking about this anymore today until asked. it can be used as a potential plotting scenario etc if anyone would be interested. I want more thinking about zarina's thought process and the reason behind her going that far. because it underlines certain parts of zarina that not many people will ever see or witness or know, even herself.
#❄ ― OUT OF CHARACTER. ╱ fun time’s passing by like river’s flow.#ask to tag //#sorry these thoughts are very very very rare but yes.#it could be a solid plot between two characters#sounds like a soap opera in a sense with a lot of potential drama but zar's not here for drama#she has a clear plan and she'll be a great mother but it's... it's just. i have no words#it's... pitiful. in a sense. for zarina to ask this. and be so sure in her explanations#and before anyone says anything: this is specifically about giving birth. going through the experience as a mother.#zarina can and is willing to adopt a child as well. i'm only speaking about this specific content if she does ask#it's a sensitive kind of topic so i want to be clear on that.
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“It was much better to imagine men in some smokey room somewhere, made mad and cynical by privilege and power, plotting over brandy. You had to cling to this sort of image, because if you didn't then you might have to face the fact that bad things happened because ordinary people, the kind who brushed the dog and told the children bed time stories, were capable of then going out and doing horrible things to other ordinary people. It was so much easier to blame it on Them. It was bleakly depressing to think that They were Us. If it was Them, then nothing was anyone's fault. If it was Us, then what did that make Me? After all, I'm one of Us. I must be. I've certainly never thought of myself as one of Them. No one ever thinks of themselves as one of Them. We're always one of Us. It's Them that do the bad things.”
― Terry Pratchett, Jingo
i wish ppl on this website, and within leftist circles in general, were a little less gung ho about making jokes or statements like "billionaires arent people" "nazis arent people" "police arent people"
there is no level of evil where a human stops being a human. if you decide to kill them for their crimes, then you are killing a human. and sometimes that is justified! oil execs and war profiteers have destroyed countless lives in service of their own sick greed, and given the chance to enact that same violence on them, id probably pop their heads like a pimple.
but it is important that we do not shy away from the reality of that choice. it is a human life that is being ended. a person with interiority, feelings, family.
if we stop considering any group as people, even a group defined by their own evil actions, then we are drawing a line to divide society into persons and non-persons, and stating that those non-persons do not deserve to live.
i hope i dont need to explain why that is a dangerous position to take.
these people and all of their evil, their greed, their hatred, are just as much a part of humanity as art, culture, language, food. they are a part of us that has grown malignant and cancerous, and like a cancer, they must be excised for the sake of the whole--but they are still a part of us, made of the same stuff as us, down to their cores.
evil humans are still humans.
#evergreen quote tbh. gnu pterry.#nobody on earth has ever truly considered themselves Evil for their actions#the worst people in history believed themselves justified in their actions#even if eventually those justifications were simply that the people who were getting hurt weren't really people#so it didn't count#and it's a comforting thought that you would NEVER be able to do such horrible things#not even in the most imagined dire circumstances#you'd NEVER fall prey to cult thinking or a charismatic leader or woo woo science#but realistically? you could. we all could. we're all capable of it. you have to be aware of that or it makes you more vulnerable to it#if you want something it's all too easy to start convincing yourself there's perfectly good reasons why you deserve it#if you're desperate it's all too easy to start justifying anything that offers you some kind of hope#plus justifications like that rarely if ever START at the most extreme. they start small.#and with each successive action justified it becomes easier to justify worse to yourself#and harder to justify going back - because the human brain HATES to admit it's wrong at the best of times#Evil is not a personality trait. Evil is actions you take - and the worst evil always convinces you it's Good.#anyway i'm mad about that teacher's reaction because as a teacher you should be GLEEFUL about a student doing that#what a fantastic opportunity to discuss this exact thing#and - given a drama context - how to make a believable villain character and get into their head#i mean i might check in privately with the student first about why they'd chosen to do that#just to be y'know sure#but other than that and once assured that there wasn't actually a budding neonazi in the class WHAT A GIFT
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Completely blanking on a long shift while all your whiter coworkers make money is... not great for self esteem
#club work.... I ...have too much personality.. and ethnicity for this....#“tbh what does hurt is also seeing the rare female clients ignore me for fully white girls”#at least this type of club doesn't make you pay to be there or have male stadd like strip clubs...but I don't like posting#“any other SWs wanna chat? I'm kind of isolated being...actually fully lesbian in thjs industry”#I value having a no gossip no nonsense no inane drama reputation so I prefer not to vent to coworkers
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so many dramas, so little time.
blossom (dropped after main couple got together because it got boring after that. first half was really good), the story of pearl girl (dropped even though i love zhao lusi, the plot was going nowhere), the blossoming love (watched up to like episode five and i like it so far. looks like it’s been added on viki so i’m going to pause until a few more episodes are out), moonlight mystique (anything bai lu. looks interesting, i’m adding to my watch list), flourished peony (awww the go go squid couple are back together. adding to my watch list). tried guardians of the dafeng but sorry i couldn’t handle the sitcom style of the show, also dropped love game in eastern fantasy (i really wanted to like this one for esther yu but it just didn’t land for me) and kill me love me (in the previews, it was sold as this deranged ML and an angsty enemies to lovers dynamic but it didn’t live up to that hype for me). attempted rise of ning because of ZWY from lost you forever but the villain was the most compelling character to me but she wanted to choose her “brother”…. ok. i haven’t watched fangs of fortune but all the gifs makes me want to
#cdrama#starting to become a serial dropper#i have a hard time finishing dramas sometimes because i will go and watch something new#and convince myself that i will go back and finish but i rarely do lol#many of these were mostly dropped because they they started off strong then got boring and repetitive in the end#which is why it’s probably ironic that NIF is my favorite cdrama of all time a drama many people find boring lol#its kind of like succession for me#people sitting around in boring places and plotting but the writing acting and pacing is so well done and the characters are compelling#it’s definitely a slow burn the payoff makes it worth it#honestly my bar for cdramas is so high after NIF and a handful of others#which is why there’s only a few a year that is able to catch my attention to the end
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on the one hand, i really like working on the script for this video essay. on the other hand, it feels like im just being super negative and and a hater towards the entire toh fandom because they like making their dolls kiss
#im not trying to intentionally bash ships? but I also very rarely care about ships so#im worried this is just gonna come off as “ughhhh I hate fandom because theyre' always shipping stuff and I hate shipping”#which like. thats a little true but I actually do wanna talk about things yk#like why is this ship popular? why is this ship loved/hated by the fandom?#i dont know#like i spent 3 pages tearing into goldric for being boring and only existing bc people love snarky teen mlm#which is like. its true but also feels unecessarily harsh lmao#i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwww#i need more people to bounce ideas off of maybe#bc i am not super involved in the shipping side of fandoms#ive chatted w/ some people but mmmmmmm#idk. im definetly gonna ask if anyone wants to beta read my script but only once I actually. finish it#currently im like. maybe 3/8 of the way through it#lilac post#idk. feel free to talk 2 e about it in the replies of this post or smthn bc I loveeeee this topic#it's also like. The issue of. I feel like I'm making a big deal out of nothing#like someone's gonna come in here and he like “why are you being such a hater we're all just playing around and having fun leave us alone”#I'm not trying to bash any ships!!!#im just trying to be like okay here's what the ship#it's difficult to say what I'm doing#because it's partially A. Documenting of toh fandom and shipping culture#and B. Social commentary about that culture#which is kind of like. A weird balancing act#and it comes back to how much of what I'm complaining about actually matters?#At what point does it turn from thoughtful commentary to me bitching about the general fandom as a whole?#It's kind of difficult to explain what I'm even doing which is mmmmmm#Like does this actually matter?#then again. People make videos about stupid internet drama all the time and that definitely doesn't matter so#maybe I can be self indulgent and a bit of a hater#sigh
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#jung eun chae#Your Honor KDrama#Your Honor#ENA promotional event#all celebrities are beautiful#and stunning beyond words#but there are few who looks like a *rich man’s wife* or that *from money* look than JEC#not saying that is something to aspire to or anything#just a fangirl observation about a stereotypical image#her vibes is ELEGANCE#and I don’t think many celebs have that *natural* vibes#I have loved many an actresses but even amongst that number only a few have given me this kind of charisma/*vibes*#but some actresses do developed that charisma as they age#so nurturing is essential too#but some actresses have more of them to start with#*HER ELEGANCE*#*HER GORGEOUSNESS*#as a fangirl am obviously biased but that is my opinion as a long time drama - celeb - watcher#very subtle kind of quality which is not easily definable#and her stylist and makeup artist are amazing ✨🫡👏🏽#and she truly has luminous skin OMG 🫣#she has superior skin genetics#some people have all the luck#that rare actress whose make up is not easily evidenced by the difference in tones between face and neck areas#every time I watch a show and noticed that specific detail JEC popped up in my mind
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