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Gonna be pissed as hell if Tim throws out a plotline to replace it with a three episode arc about LA on fire (what will Brad do when his house burns down?), which makes me a hypocrite and a half because here's some ripped-from-the-headlines bullshit.
Tommy's duffle lands on the bottom stair with a thump.
He glances around the space like he's seeing it for the first time - or maybe like he's just taking in the gravity of the situation. There's a quirk of his lip, an ironic shake of his head, and Buck can't quite stop himself from imagining the thought running through his mind. Despite his intentions, he'd landed here anyway.
They're both bone tired. Exhaustion seeping into their marrow, the kind of tired Buck hasn't felt like this since Texas, maybe. He wants a shower and about 48 hours of sleep.
"I'll take the couch," Tommy says, voice raspy, eyes refusing to draw towards Buck.
And the thing is.
The thing is Tommy definitely had other places to go. Other friends who would have put him up as long as he needed, people he trusted, people who cared about him. But it was Buck he'd found as things wound down, the both of them covered in soot and ash, Tommy dropping to sit beside him on the curb as they waited for relief teams to finish up at the command tent.
They'd stared at the burnt out husk of Tommy's home just long enough for the tiredness to really settle in.
"You're not taking the couch," Buck says, and flips the light switch in the downstairs bathroom. Tommy's shower gel is still under the sink, his fancy curl conditioner down to the last few dollops because he'd spent enough nights here to go through most of a bottle. They've already showered at their respective stations, but Buck knows from experience how much Tommy hates the Harbor showers ("You'd think a fire station would have better water pressure, but I'm telling you, Evan, it's about as strong as an eighty-year-old's dribbling piss.") and Buck knows he still feels like he's caked in days of grime.
"Evan," Tommy starts, and Buck can't read into that, refuses despite the way it knocks around in his chest.
"You need the rest just as much as I do," Buck argues, and Tommy's shoulders just... slump. He sighs. Nods his head. Shifts on his feet and accidentally catches Buck's eye.
The contact holds just long enough for Buck to see the tears swimming in Tommy's eyes, and he can't imagine -
It strikes Buck for maybe the first time how dumb he'd been to ask Tommy to move in here. Tommy had a life, a home, a place he'd spent a decade making his own.
He'd made a joke once about a firefighter living so close to the hills, the first time he'd had Buck over, that ironic lilt to his voice while he talked about replacing all the east facing windows the first time he experienced the Santa Ana's after moving in, and Buck had spent a good ten minutes watching the light fade from his backyard, dusk casting the hydrangea bushes in a rose-gold hue.
"If I hug you are you gonna make a break for it?" Buck asks, regretting the spiteful tone when Tommy curls further in on himself, but he ducks his head even as he's shaking it, and Buck doesn't fight the urge any longer, three long strides before Tommy's curling fists around Buck's waist and pressing his nose into the skin of Buck's neck.
("It's just stuff," he'd said, knee knocking against Buck's where they huddled together on the curb across the street, Tommy uncharacteristically fidgety as they both stared straight ahead.
"Come stay with me," Buck had responded, and felt Tommy tense so quickly he'd sort of expected him to bolt to his feet and leave.
Instead, the stillness eased out of Tommy's body all at once on an exhale, and he'd nodded out of the corner of Buck's eye. "Okay."
He hadn't quite been able to stop himself from reaching out to squeeze Tommy's knee. "Okay.")
Tommy's never been one to take more than his fair share. He breaks the hug before Buck can really get into it, sniffs once like Buck didn't notice the wetness against his neck, shifts backwards and sideways. He stops halfway through the doorframe when he catches sight of the canvas bag on the counter.
Buck just hopes Maddie actually bought the specific list Buck had sent her three hours ago. Tommy's particular about his stuff, and he'd pressed the point with his sister despite the eyebrow raise he could see in every text back she sent him. He can see Tommy doing the math - only so many people with a key to the loft, only so many people who weren't there in Tommy's neighborhood for a stretch of exhausting hours that hadn't amounted to much other than saving that purple house down on the end of the street that Tommy was always bemoaning for having a better garden than him.
"Tell Maddie thank you," Tommy says, still with that rasp to his voice that under any other circumstance would have Buck vibrating in place. When he digs through it, Buck catalogues his findings - that weird organic toothpaste Tommy swore by, the cheap electric toothbrush he refused to switch out for the better one Buck had a subscription to; a pack of briefs and socks in Tommy's preferred brand.
It's not the first time Buck has wished there wasn't a canyon between them, but he strikes the urge to quip, to smile, to reach out and try to comfort him.
His phone buzzes in his pocket and he digs it free, glances at the readout and immediately feels the ire rise in his throat again. It's from Eddie, a private response to the group message he'd sent out letting everyone know Tommy had a place to stay.
Is that a good idea?
And Buck gets the point. Understands that Eddie has his best interests in mind, but he's not here, hasn't been here, hadn't been there when they rolled down the street to find three houses already fighting the blaze.
Buck can't hold in the annoyed snort, and when he glances up it's to find Tommy's eyes on him.
"I'm gonna go shower," Buck tells him, and manages three whole steps before Tommy's hand curls around his wrist.
He doesn't seem to have the words to ask, but Buck reaches back to strip his shirt over his head anyway and shuffles them both towards the shower.
It's the least sexy thing they've ever done together, if he's being honest. Buck hasn't felt this tired in years, hasn't felt this grim in years, barely has the energy to do more than scrub at Tommy's back while he rinses his hair. Perfunctory, is a term for it, except for the way Tommy leans into the press of his fingers when he suds up Tommy's hair, except for the way Buck drops his forehead to Tommy's chest while Tommy aims the showerhead at Buck's back.
This is the kind of stupid shit Buck had meant, all those months ago, even if he'd done an extremely shitty job of expressing it. This is the kind of shit he'd pictured while Josh waxed poetic about some television show and wondered if Buck saw a future with Tommy.
By the time they're rinsed off and toweled dry Buck can barely stand, but as Tommy's footfalls echo just behind his up the stairs Buck has just enough sense left to roll open the drawer he'd never cleared out, toss Tommy a pair of clean briefs and one of his threadbare LAFD shirts.
Tommy stares at the drawer long enough for Buck to pull on his own clothes. He blinks himself out of it only when Buck stubs his toe wrestling the body pillow Tommy always pretended he wasn't going to end up curled around out from under the bed.
The drawer closes with an echoing 'snick'. Tommy tosses his own towel in the hamper and makes quick work of dressing.
His hair is gonna be a nightmare in the morning. They're both gonna be absolute messes. Buck's pretty sure the only food in this place is raw flour and approximately seventy-five chocolate croissants - he's pretty sure he used up the last of his eggs trying to perfect his meringue technique.
There's a stiff moment after they slide into bed where they both just lay on their backs and stare at the ceiling, oozing into Buck's mattress. Tommy shifts first, and Buck's sure it'll be away - no matter how often they fell asleep tangled together Tommy always ended up hugging the edge of the bed, and it's not like -
"Is this okay?" Tommy asks, even as he's shifting a leg over Buck, hands finding purchase in the cotton of Buck's sleep shirt.
It's like he's been dosed, for the way Tommy's body sliding into place next to his steals all the energy he has left in him. He blinks once, twice, manages to get a hand in Tommy's damp curls in response. The rest of it can wait for tomorrow.
"Evan?" He's sinking into it too, Buck can tell - the weight of his arm and leg pressing Buck further into the mattress, the drawl of Buck's name drifting instead of sharp.
Buck hums. Presses lips into whatever skin he can find without opening his eyes - a temple, or a cheekbone maybe. "Go to sleep, Tommy," he manages, but if Tommy responds he doesn't hear it.
#bucktommy#bucktommy fic#tevan fic#me: how can i make this very serious and sad situation about my blorbos?#stay tuned for the follow up where buck is convinced hes taking advantage of an incredibly shitty situation and tommy keeps bracing#for a knockdown drag out fight
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WHEN OUR LIPS WEREN'T READY TO KISS
Pairings: Eddie Munson x Fem! Summary: the times you've talked to Eddie. Warnings: none A/N- guys i'm gonna make this a series because i love these two so much.
THIS IS A PREQUEL PART 2 OF Should have kissed you
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-August 20th, 1985- first day of senior year
your locker was next to Eddie's, so it was kind of hard to avoid him even if you tried, you'd always see him at least once a day.
of course you've heard of him, everyone has heard of Eddie Munson, the super senior, the freak.
so to say you were panicking on the inside as you walked up to your locker, seeing him stading right beside yours, digging into the metal box, numberd 169, is an understatement.
you had swallowed thickly before stepping up to your own locker, putting in the code.
in the corner of your eye, you noticed Eddie looking at you and you wanted to run, he was going to sacrife you, wasn't he? or planning to. oh no, oh God no, you have to run.
you hid behind the door when you heard his slightly cough
you had squeezed your eyes shut before you peeked over your door, finding him looking at you
but when you looked into his eyes, you didn't see a deep pit of fire so hot you felt like you would burn if you got too close.
you didn't see the devil looking back at you
you didn't see anything people described him as, all you saw was a pair of deep brown eyes looking at you softly, a tight smile planted on his lips when he looked down at the floor
you frowned, of no, this was a trap, the devil was disguising himself, he's checking you out to see if you're worthy of sacrifice, run
when he looked back up you looked away, back to digging in your locker, you were scared, to say the least
"that's fine, s'just tryn'a tell ya, you dropped your pen" he bent down picking your pen. feeling the feathery pompom on the end
you looked back at him and stared at your pen. you judged him too quickly, maybe.
"thank you" you mumbled, taking the pen from his hands when he held it out for you
he turned around without another word, shutting his locker and walking off
you might have been a bit rude. but you were just looking out for yourself, right?
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-August 21st, 1985-
it was the next day, and you waited by your locker until the bell, trying to catch Eddie before class.
yesterday was slowly eating you up, you had no reason to be so standoff-ish towards him
he hasn't done anything to you personally, so you have no reason to be scared until he kidnaps you..and kills you.
the bell rang and you watched as he walked into the school. his eyes were dull, yet you didn't see any dark storm following him. he wasn't scary at all.
"Eddie! hi" you called out to him, drawing his attention.
Eddie looked in your direction when he heard your voice. his eyebrows furrowing as he walked to his locker
he looked behind him, but everyone was had gone to class already.
he opened his locker, confused when you stayed there, peeking over the door as he opened it.
"hello?" he spoke wearily, moving his head back to get a better look at you
you looked nervous. of course you were, most people were scared of him. he wouldn't expect you to be any different
pretty girls, ugly hearts, only choosing to follow the rumours. it's a tale as old as time
you looked down, and he had noticed you playing with your fingers when you spoke
"I uh...I wanted to say sorry... for ignoring you..a-and being rude.." you apologised
when you looked up, you saw his eyes blink, but it looked more like a twitch or flinch, in a way.
Eddie had never been apologised to, so to hear those words...it meant...a lot.
"oh" he started, swallowing thickly "thanks"
you smiled sheepishly; you had actually smiled. at him. that never happens.
"so um. you have history? right? Missus Click?" he mumbles
you nodded your head, holding your history book to your chest
he shut his locker and nodded for you to follow him.
you did, not knowing he was in your class as he hadn't showed up yesterday for the last period lesson.
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-September 11th, 1985-
you walked around the school, official papers in your hand, counting the number of signatures you have so far.
you strolled into the cafeteria and looked around the tables, trying to figure out who would sign the paper for you, until your eyes landed on the hellfire table.
surely, right?
you walked over and tapped Eddie's shoulder, ignoring the looks you got
Eddie huffed and got ready for a rut with a peer when he turned around, but he saw you, standing behind him with that smile again.
"hi, Eddie" you swallowed "I was wondering if you'd sign my petition, the school is trying to cancel the play this year but my friends and I-" you started before he cut you off
"-sure" he grabbed the paper and pen, signing messily on the paper, passing it around the table for the rest of the club to sign
that's when you took the time to look at him.
his hair was wild and frizzy, falling just past his shoulders. his shirt wrinkled with the sleeves rolled up. his jackets hung over the back of his chair. thats when you noticed the tattor that adorned his right arm.
there was one just peeking out from his sleeve, one that looked something like a dragon.
there was one on the inside, a puppet skeleton? with horns, was it the devil? you didn't know
but then the bats, the swarm of bats right below his elbow. you stared at that tattoo for a while, why? you don't know
you liked it
they seemed faded. or a bit rough, like he had done them himself, you wouldn't put it past him. he's very crafty, you've noticed.
he grabbed the pen and paper when everyone had signed and handed it back to you "good luck with the..play"
you thanked him before reluctently walking away. frowning to yourself
you can't stare at him.
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-December 28th, 1985-
Christmas Holiday started a week ago and you were walking through the town with some christmas money, planning to spend a few bucks on a cd that one of your favourite artists released.
you walked into the music store, hearing the soft bell above your head as the scent of new vinyls filled your nose
you loved that smell
the sound of softly playing music can be heard from the radio on the front desk, something from Kate Bush's new album.
you smiled. strolling to the back of the store to the genre you were looking for
your hands reached up and found the plactic cases, flicking through them to find the album, looking through the order again and again, sighing when you couldn't find what you were looking for, maybe it sold out quicker than you could get there, or they didn't get it yet.
your frowned, turning back around, your eyes finding the big METAL sign.
you looked around but it was an empty store, the only person was you and the owner, reading a magazine as he sat down at the front desk.
you stepped forward, intrigue taking over you as you peeked at the front albums, finding grusome covers, images of hell or a woman being ripped apart, only wearing a bikini made you frown.
no one dares touch this section, that's why dust covers your finger as you swipe the sign.
only satanists listen to metal. that's why you looked around again, still, finding no one.
if anyone saw you looking at metal music, word would spread, and you would be a social outcast. a freak. that couldn't happen
you raised your hand, feeling a breeze of heat wash through you as you picked up an album.
it was orange, with a man in a tight black bodysuit, his chest in view, showing his hairy nipples and he held a flag, he looked kind of scary as he snarled.
the writing in the corner, a nuetral yellow wrote W.A.S.P
a hand on you shoulder is what brought you out of the trance, making you jump and let out a squeal.
that was it. your social life was done, over.
you turned around frantically, dropping the album at your feet when you saw Eddie in front of you
he threw his hands up
"sorry.. didn'mean to scare ya" he let out a short, surprised chuckle
he had immediately noticed that you were on edge, blinking quickly and he bent down to pick the album up from the ground
"ah. the last command, exactly what I came here for...you alright?" he looked you up and down
you nodded vigorously, blinking up at him.
he licked his lips "the critics don't seem to like this album, scored it a 45. but i know better than to listen to assholes that call themselves critics"
his lips curled into a smile, it almost looked wicked as you let the anxiousness wash away.
but you blinked one more time and focused on the plush of his lips, the way they upturn when he smiles, his dimples full on display.
it almost made you weak, but you quickly snapped out of it.
you noticed the silver pin on his denim jacket, W.A.S.P.
"don't worry.. M'not gonna tell anyone I saw you" he sighed "it'll be our little secret" he winked
you felt your cheeked redden at the action and you look away
you stood there for a second before rushing out the store, leaving him there, confused, but he didn't let himself be surprised
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-February 7th, 1986-
you avoided Eddie like the plague after your run in at the music store. school had been back for a month and you timed out when you'd go to your locker every day
hiding behind the wall to see if Eddie was there, if he was, you'd wait until he left, or if he wasn't, you'd quickly get your things and rush to class before he was there.
Eddie obviously noticed this, he told himself he didn't care that much, because mostly, he didn't care, he understands, he just thought you were a little different.
he walked the halls, metal lunch box in his hand as he came back from the cafeteria. he opened his locker and stuffed the box in when he heard a bunch of girls giggling, coming out of the cafeteria, going to the bathroom, probably. but he heard you. your giggle.
he doesn't know when he memorised your laugh. he only cared when he heard his name.
right, they were laughing at him.
he looked back into his locker and reached for his campaign book when he heard the locker beside him open.
"hi" you mumbled
how could you go from making fun of him one minute, to trying to be friendly the next. fuck that
you watched as he slammed his locker shut and walked away
oh.
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-February 15th, 1986-
you were sitting in History, Mrs Click rambing on about something, you wouldn't know, you weren't paying attention.
you were too budy staring at him.
the sun was shining through the windows, casting a glow on his pale skin as he played with his pencil, tapping his foot.
his jaw was clenched, and his eyes were closed as he slumped in his chair
you propped your chin on your hand and just stared, you just weren't aware of it.
you must have been staring a while because when Mrs Click turned around from the board, she immediately caught you
"please pay attention" she scolded your name, hand on her hip with her strict voice
everyone turned to you when you woke up from your trace, finding Eddie looking right back at you with a slight frown.
your eyes widened and you looked away, mumbling a quick sorry before you looked down at your desk
you got to get a hold of yourself, you thought to yourself
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-April 1st, 1986-
You could feel the tension in the air as soon as you spotted Eddie by your lockers. You should have known heâd be here, but it didnât make it any easier. The space between you and him felt heavier, like there was an invisible line drawn that you couldnât crossâno matter how much you tried to avoid it.
You took a deep breath, stalling for a moment in the hall, your heart pounding in your chest. You werenât sure if you were more afraid of him, or what people would say if they saw you talking to him. Maybe both. You had made it this far without looking like an outcast, without drawing any more attention to yourself than necessary. But here he was.
Eddie didnât say anything when you got closer, but you could feel his eyes on you. That gaze. That steady, unblinking gaze that made everything inside you twist. You tried not to react. You couldnât show that you were nervous. You couldnât let him see how much you hated the way you were reacting to him.
The locker door creaked open, and you focused on your books, your fingers fumbling to pull the right one out. You could feel the weight of the silence stretching between you two. It felt suffocating, like you were caught in some moment you couldnât escape from.
You glanced up once, just enough to see Eddie watching you. His expression was unreadable, his dark eyes intense but not hostile. He looked like he was waiting for something, but you didnât know what.
Your throat tightened. There were so many things you wanted to say, so many things you didnât want to say. Apologies. Excuses. But instead, you just let the silence fill the space. You turned your focus back to your locker, shoving your books inside quickly, anything to avoid looking at him for too long.
You felt him shift beside you, like he was about to move, but he paused. You could feel his presence next to you, like a shadow you couldnât shake off. The air between you seemed to hum with unspoken words. You couldnât bring yourself to break the silence, so you kept your head down, trying to make the moment end faster than it had started.
The seconds dragged on, and you were sure your heart was beating loud enough for him to hear. You could practically hear the thoughts swirling in your head, and none of them made you feel better. Why couldnât this be easier? Why couldnât you just ignore everything that made this so complicated?
Finally, Eddie exhaled sharply, his voice quieter than you expected. "You know," he started, his words deliberate, as if he was trying to find the right thing to say. "Not everyoneâs as bad as they say. Not everyoneâs like the rumors make them out to be. I���m not some... demon they talk about. Just a guy, yâknow?"
He stopped there, his eyes still on you. There was a moment of raw honesty in his gaze, something vulnerable that made your chest tighten.
You couldnât bring yourself to respond. You didnât know what to say. His words lingered in your chest like a weight, but you refused to acknowledge them.
"just thought you were a little different, guess not"
He gave a small shrug, almost as if dismissing the conversation, and stepped back slightly. Then, without another word, he turned and walked away.
You stood there for a long moment, staring after him, your hand still resting on your locker. You could still feel the sting of that brief interaction, the confusion it stirred up inside you. Why did it feel like it mattered so much?
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-April 10th 1986-
You stood in front of your locker, fidgeting with your books, heart pounding in your chest. You knew you couldnât keep avoiding him. You had to apologizeâno more hiding. Taking a deep breath, you finally spotted him, walking toward you, looking as relaxed as ever, but you could sense the tension in the air.
You called out, your voice a little shakier than you intended. âEddie!â
He stopped in his tracks, his eyes meeting yours, and you could see the flicker of surprise in them. He didnât say anything, just waited, his posture still tense.
You swallowed, feeling the weight of everything youâd been avoiding. âI... I wanted to apologize,â you blurted out, not knowing where to start. âIâve been avoiding you, and I shouldnât have.â
You looked down, feeling a rush of guilt, but you forced yourself to meet his eyes again.
âI donât think youâre a freak, Eddie.â
He raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching. You werenât sure what he was thinking, but his silence made you anxious.
âI just⌠I care too much about what people think,â you continued, stepping closer to him.
Eddie glanced at you for a long moment, his gaze unreadable. Then he let out a slow sigh and rubbed the back of his neck. âYeah. People⌠they donât exactly paint me in the best light.â
You nodded, your stomach flipping. âI know. But thatâs not⌠I donât want to be like that.â
For a long second, Eddie didnât say anything. He just watched you, his expression softening, the walls around him starting to come down a little. He leaned back against the lockers, folding his arms.
Your chest tightened, and you took another step closer, feeling the weight of the moment. âIâm sorry. I really am. I don't think you were what people say you are.â
He looked at you then, like he was really seeing you for the first time, his eyes softening, the usual hardness gone. âYou donât have to apologize, you know. Itâs just⌠youâre not the first person to avoid me.â His voice was a little gentler now, and you could tell he wasnât angry.
You nodded, the tension in your shoulders easing. âI know. But I donât want to be like them.â
For the first time, Eddieâs lips curled into a small, almost amused smile. âWell, I appreciate that.â
You both stood there in the silence, a little awkward, but it didnât feel as heavy as it had before. You had no idea where things would go from here, but it felt like maybe you could start over. Slowly.
âThanks,â he said after a moment, his voice quieter now, but not without a trace of warmth. âItâs⌠good to hear.â
You gave him a small smile in return, relief flooding through you.
Eddie shrugged, like it didnât matter much to him, but there was something in the way his eyes lingered on you that told you it did. He straightened up, then, looking like he was ready to move on.
becuase he knew what he was. and he knew you did too. he wants to believe you though, he really does, but actions speak louder than words, he's come to find.
With that, he turned to leave, but not without a glance back over his shoulder, his usual smirk making an appearance again. It wasnât like everything had changed in that moment, but maybe youâd both taken a step toward something different. Something real.
You couldnât help but feel a little lighter as you closed your locker, the weight of the tension between you finally starting to lift.
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Deleted xmas byler fic
Not mine!! but i had it downloaded and wanted to post here in case anyone else wanted to read the fluff masterpiece!
a three-step plan to make will byers fall in love
RomeoWrites
Summary:
Itâs Christmas break and Mike Wheeler is having a crisis. Why? Because the Byers are visiting for the first time in almost two years, and sometime since leaving Hawkins, Will has gotten hot. And Mike is dealing with that in a totally platonic way. Or so he insists. OR The party concocts a three-step plan to get Will Byers to fall in love assuming, of course, that he hasnât already.
rating:
General Audiences
Archive Warning:
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Fandom:
Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Relationship:
Will Byers/Mike Wheeler
Characters:
Will Byers
Mike Wheeler
Eleven | Jane Hopper
Lucas Sinclair
Maxine "Max" Mayfield
Dustin Henderson
Additional Tags:
Fluff
Getting Together
Funny
Humor
Fluff and Humor
Sweet
First Kiss
Christmas
Holidays
Christmas Fluff
Language: English Published: 2022-08-09 Words: 13620 Chapters:1/1 Comments: 35 Kudos: 814 Bookmarks: 176 Hits: 5075
Phase Zero: The Pre-Planning
Itâs the last day of school before the Christmas break, and Mike Wheeler is distracted. Like, head empty, no neurons firing, kind of distracted. If it wasnât the last day of term he would definitely be in detention by now, because absolutely no thoughts have passed through his brain in any of his lessons thus far.Â
âDustin,â he whispers halfway into their last math class of the year. âDustin, Iâm in urgent and dire need of assistance.â
âWhat?â Comes the vaguely annoyed response, and Mike rolls his eyes. Itâs the last day of term and Dustin is still insisting on putting up a facade of concentration, despite the fact that literally everyone else in their class is already chattering away, and their teacher does not seem to care one bit.
âAssistance, Dustin. Keep up. I need assistance. Urgently and direly, in fact.â
Dustin fixes him with a look. âYou sound like youâve swallowed a thesaurus.â
âThis is not the time to make fun of my extremely well-appointed grasp of the English language,â he hisses. âIâm having a crisis.â
That piques Dustinâs interest. âA crisis? What kind of crisis?â
And truthfully, Mike is not exactly sure, because said crisis only started this morning. At 6:52 am to be exact, when the Byers arrived at his house to spend their Christmas break back in Hawkins, away from California. The party had gathered at the Wheelerâs, where the Byers would be staying, to greet Will and El, who had jumped out of the car and immediately been smothered by a party group hug. Well, a party group hug without Mike who, upon seeing Will emerge from the backseat of Mrs Byersâ car, had promptly melted into a puddle of goo with very limited brain power. He had only just managed to react somewhat normally when Will pulled him into a tight hug, but when Will wryly complimented his Yoda pajamas, he was pretty sure all he managed to get out was âguh.â
Because the thing is, Will has been Mike's best friend since they were five. And until one and a half years ago, Mike had seen him everyday. And Will was familiar. His short stature and swoopy brown hair were familiar. His hazel eyes and shy smiles. Will was the type of kid who parents would coo over and teachers loved, because for all intents and purposes, he was cute. Adorable, even. Politely charming with his drawings and ink covered hands. But now? After Mike only had one short visit to California, very early on, and not so much as a photograph of Will before today? Willâs familiar features are gone. And instead Mike came to the abrupt realization this morning, that Will is hot. And thatâs not a word that Mike would ever use aloud. But itâs true. Somewhere between before and now, Will has become completely and breathtakingly gorgeous. And Mike is dealing with that fact in a totally normal and platonic way.Â
âWhat kind of crisis?â Dustin asks again.Â
Mike shrugs rather helplessly. âIâm not entirely sure.â
Dustinâs eyes gleam with scientific intrigue. âA guessing game, then. Okay, academic?â
Mike shakes his head.Â
âFamily?â
Still no.Â
âPersonal?â
Uh - somewhat.Â
ââŚsexual?â
And Mikeâs face must look some type of way because Dustin lets out an honest-to-god cackle. âWhat? Youâre having a sexual crisis?â
âNo!â Mike quickly amends, trying to do damage control for his facial expressions. âNot sexual. More like, romantic, I guess?â
Dustin levels him with a look. âA romantic crisis, huh? And what, exactly, has brought this about?â
âUh - well, itâs kind of complicated, really.â Itâs not complicated, Mike is just a coward. âItâs just Iâve noticed someone today who I find, uh - who is- well, someone who is rather, um, nice-looking,â he finishes lamely.Â
âNice-looking?â
âYeah, you know. Handsome.â
âHandsome?â
âAttractive?â Mike tries.
Dustin rolls his eyes. âAre you seriously this repressed? The word is hot, Michael.â
âRight. Yes. That.â Even hearing it aloud sent a little thrill through his stomach as he remembers how good Will looks with his tousled hair and strong jawline.
âHandsome as in male, handsome?â Dustin asks, a polite sort of curiosity in his tone.Â
âThat would be accurate.â
âOh, so this is about Will.â
Mike has to stop himself from shoving his pencil into his eye. âHow did you know that? Was I super obvious?â
âJust a little bit,â Dustin admits. âNot to Will, though, I think youâre safe there.â
At least thatâs a relief. âSo, what should I do? You know, about the crisis?â
âWell, what do you want to do?â And Mike is immediately glad he chose Dustin to confide in, with his level-headedness and logic. He isnât going to blow this whole thing out of proportion. âBecause I think you should just tell him that you think heâs earth-shatteringly and mind-bogglingly hot, and you know, maybe kiss him. I think heâd appreciate that.â
And oh, look at that! Mike now regrets everything. âI am not going to do either of those things, Dustin,â he hisses. âDonât be ridiculous.â
âWhy is that ridiculous?â
âWell, for starters, Iâm not just going to kiss him out of nowhere, thatâs rude. And secondly, we donât know that heâs going to appreciate it? He could completely freak out.â
âHeâs not going to freak out - and everyone appreciates kissing.â
âOkay, that is so not true, and this isnât about kissing. Itâs aboutâŚâ Mike trails off, looking for words and Dustin snaps his fingers at him.Â
âOh. Oh, ho, ho,â he chortles.Â
âOkay, please stop doing that.â
âThis isnât a sexual crisis at all, is it?â
âI already told you that it wasnât-â
âThis is a love crisis.â Dustin strings out the word love like luuurve and thatâs the only thing that horrifies Mike out of evaporating on the spot. Because love is a big word. A huge word, in fact. And also the word that most accurately describes his problem. He is having a love crisis.Â
Of course, he immediately denies this. âActually, you know what? Letâs go back to sexual crisis. I think even that is more comfortable than how you just pronounced love.â
âI canât believe youâre in love. Well, actually, maybe I can.â
âOkay, no one said anything about love.â
âOf course youâre in love. Itâs Will.â
And surprisingly, thatâs probably the first thing Dustinâs said so far that makes sense in Mikeâs brain. He fiddles with his pencil and considers his options. Number one is to deny, deny, deny. But heâs the one who started this whole conversation, so itâs not like Dustin will believe him. Number two: pass it off as just a physical attraction - something that isnât serious. Will is pretty and Mike wants to kiss him, but itâs not love. Just one guy appreciating the good-looks of another guy. But then phrase sexual crisis rings in his head, and he immediately vetoes that option. Which leaves him with one more. Admit what he has known to be true for approximately six years. That he is definitely in love, and maybe, just maybe, heâs finally emotionally prepared to do something about it.
âOkay, maybe just a little bit,â is what ends up coming out of his mouth, and Dustin sits back on his chair, satisfied.
âWell, good. Acceptance is the first step. Scoring yourself a super hot boyfriend is step number two.â
âAnd how exactly do you expect me to do that?â
âItâs simple. At lunch hour, weâll lay this all out for the rest of the party and weâll put our brilliant minds together and come up with a plan.â
He makes it sound so easy, that Mike feels compelled to just let it happen.Â
âOkay.â He steadies himself. âA plan. We can make a plan.â Then: âDo you really think Will is going to want that? Do you think he might like me back?â
Dustin rocks back on his rear chair legs, thoughtfully. âWell, scientifically speaking, you know, considering the evidence, I donât think itâs the most unlikely thing in the world. Iâd put your odds at 70:30.â
Mike rolls his eyes. âGreat. Numbers. Just what I need to help me through this.â
âHey, math is a great way to figure things out. And those are good odds.â
Mike stabs his pencil into his worksheet, mutinously. 70% chance of success. He liked the sound of that. But 30% chance of failure? That, he could have lived without.Â
âIâll think about it,â he says at last. âYou can tell the party at lunch, and Iâll think about it.â
Dustin gives him a final nod and turns his attention back to their assigned work. And Mike tries to do the same, he really does, but by the time the bell rings for lunch hour, all heâs managed to do is doodle a couple of little hearts on his page and one very clumsy drawing of a boy in a wizards hat. He flushes, and scrunches up the paper, tossing it in the bin on the way out.
And maybe he was being somewhat (utterly and entirely) naive, thinking Dustin that would at least try to be a little bit subtle about this whole thing, because as soon as they arrive at their usual cafeteria table, Dustin slams down his lunch tray and with fervor, declares: âMike is having a crisis.â
And if that wasnât already enough to send Mike into a half-panicked state, Dustin then adds with a hushed sort of reverence, as if this was the news of the century: âOf the sexual kind.â
âDustin!â Mike whisper-shouts, trying to suppress his mortification. âThat is not what this is.â
âOh? Did you or did you not use the words earth-shatteringly and mind-bogglingly hot?â
âI did not-â Mikeâs horrified protest is cut off by the audible gasping coming from the rest of their table.
âWhat? Who does Mike think is hot-â
âYou like someone? This is unbelievable-â
Dustin waves away everyone with an airy hand. âThe point is this: Mike has declared himself hopelessly and irrevocably in love-â Mike gives up any attempt to interject and just groans, slapping his hand over his face, â-and it is our job, as his most dear and loyal friends-â (â-only friends,â Max interrupts) â-to help him,â Dustin finishes with a flourish.
âHelp him?â Lucas asks quizzically. âYou really think we can help him? Heâs a hopeless case.â
âHey-â
âItâs true, Mike,â Max says unsympathetically. âYouâre probably the least romantic person I know.â
Mike scowls. âI could be romantic.â Then pauses. âWait, no. I donât want to be romantic - this is a terrible idea.â
Lucas points at him. âThere you have it. He doesnât want to be romantic.â
âYeah, thank god,â adds Max. âThat would be a trainwreck.â
âGee, thanks,â he says sarcastically. And how exactly did Mike end up with such supportive and caring friends?Â
Max mimes a âyouâre welcomeâ while Dustin splutters in disagreement. âWhat? No. You donât even know who this is about yet. How can you give up so easily?â
And that gets Max and Lucas interested again.Â
âWell, tell us then. Who is she?â Lucas asks, and then shoots a glance at Mike. âUh, he?âÂ
Max elbows him. âThey.â
Dustin looks to Mike as if for approval and Mike just waves his hands vaguely. He supposes it wonât be the worst thing in the world if they find out about Will. Maybe it would make them more sympathetic when every Friday evening he ditches any plans because thatâs his and Willâs night to talk as much as they can on the phone until someone kicks them off.Â
âOkay. ItâsâŚâ Dustin pauses for dramatic effect until Mike kicks him under the table. âOw! Okay. Itâs Will.â
âKnew it.â
âCalled it.â
âItâs because of this morning, isnât it?â Lucas accuses. âYou saw him and totally freaked out because heâs all hot now.â
âYeah, your face was so red, I thought you were going to explode.â
âOkay, can you stop being mean?â Mike directs at Max. âThis is a trying time.â Then he looks at Lucas. âAnd can everyone please stop with the h-word?â
âHe has problems with the h-word,â Dustin stage-whispers.Â
And great, now theyâre all laughing at him, and Mike tries to slowly slip under the table, but Max reaches over and grabs him by the collar. âRelax, Wheeler, weâre only joking. I, for one, am actually glad that youâre finally admitting your feelings, and would be honored to join the noble quest to find you requited love.â
âYouâve come to too many of our DnD campaigns,â is all Mike says to that.Â
Max sends him a borderline horrified look. âYou know Iâm joking when I say shit like that, right? You do know that?â
âAlright, calm down,â Lucas interjects. âItâs not like youâre going to lose any cool credits with us.â
âPeople!â Dustin claps his hands together. âWe are getting off-track. This meeting has been called to help Mike, not to bully him.â
âMeeting?â Mike splutters. âThis is lunch.â
Dustin waves him off. âWe need a plan.â
âWell, whatâs our aim? Our hypothesis?â Lucas asks, and wow. Between the basketball and the general athleticism, Mike had forgotten that Lucas was still, like the rest of them, a huge nerd.
âThis is not a science experiment-â
âExperiment!â Max cuts off his protest. âThatâs exactly it. We should run trials. Attempts. We should try to set them up.â
âOh, absolutely not,â Mike says loudly.
âThat,â Dustin points two, twin finger guns at Max, âis an excellent idea.â
âNo, no, no, not excellent-â
âWe could each have a go,â Lucas adds, apparently joining Dustin and Max in being deaf to the sound of Mikeâs voice. âMake it a competition.â
âA competition?â
âYeah, like, each of us can try to get them together, and the best man-â
â-or woman-â
âOr woman, will win.â
âGenius,â Dustin whispers. âPure genius.â
All three of them look around at each other with the sort of reverent air that could only be conjured up by a bunch of far too self-important sixteen-year-olds.Â
Mike attempts to say something rational. Reasonable, so as to convince them all that this is a very, very bad idea. What comes out instead is: âAre you all actually insane?â
As one, they turn to look at him, as if only just remembering that he does, in fact, exist. By the looks on their faces, they donât see anything wrong with their plan. Mike sinks back into his seat with a half-strangled sort of moan. âOh my god. You are. You all are. My three best-â (â-only-â) â-friends are insane.â
âOh, certifiably,â Dustin says agreeably. âBut does that mean this is a bad idea?â
âYes. Yes, it does.â
âOh, come on, Mike. Youâve been hung up on Will since we were in middle school - and donât pretend like you werenât. Is it really the worst thing in the world if you give yourself a chance?â
Mike considers Lucasâ words, and hears the truth in them. Although seeing Will this morning had jolted something to life within himself, he has long been aware of the feelings he harbors, that were subconscious at first, until all of a sudden he turned ten, learnt what romance was, and developed what was probably the strongest childhood crush in the history of childhood crushes. Of course, now itâs a fair bit more than a childhood crush, so really, maybe this is a good idea. He could do with a chance.Â
âAnd if you do end up woefully and pitifully rejected, hey, the Byers live in California now, so itâs not like itâll be that awkward,â Max supplies helpfully.
He shoots her a glare, any confidence he had, immediately evaporating. âRight. Will is going to reject me and this is a horrible plan.â
âOh, lighten up, Wheeler,â Dustin says. âSure, the painful pull of heartbreak may befall you, but is that any worse than the pain of never knowing what could be, if only you would proclaim your frankly sickeningly sweet, but admittedly adorable, love?â
Max punches him in the arm. âDonât talk like that.â
But Dustinâs speech, however falsely pretentious, does stir something within Mike. He feels himself slowly nodding. âYeah. Yeah, okay.â
âSeriously, man? Thatâs what convinced you?â
âIâve told you before, Iâm a poet-â
âOh, shut up, the pair of you.â Max looks at Mike squarely from across the table. âYouâll do it?â
And what the hell? What does he have to lose, really? (His dignity, his pride, his lifelong best friend, his brain supplies helpfully, but he ignores it.)Â
âYeah. Iâll do it. Proclaim my love, or whatever.â
Dustin beams at him. âGreat! Whatâs the worst that could possibly happen?â
Lucas covers Maxâs mouth before she can answer.
âYeah,â Mike says, brain spinning with possibilities. âWhatâs the worst that could happen?â
Phase One: Maxâs Madness
Immediately after school, the plan commences. Sometime during their shared science lab (while Mike sat, miserable and alone, relegated to a separate bench for secrecy purposes), Dustin, Lucas, and Max had put together three strategies to be executed over the next three days, that will supposedly âmake Will fall in love, like he never has beforeâ according to Dustin (âassuming, of course, that heâs not already in love with youâ adds Lucas). Of course, they donât tell Mike what any of these strategies are, but he knows that each of them is responsible for one. He dreads Maxâs the most.Â
They all cycle to the Wheelerâs, and for the first time in his life, Mike wishes the distance between his house and school was longer, because all he wants to do right now is delay, delay, delay. Max catches his eye as heâs mid-deep-breath, trying to stop his heart from beating so fast.Â
âWould you calm down?â Max asks. âYouâre acting like youâre going to have a heart attack when you see him.
âMaybe a heart attack isnât the anatomical reaction heâs worried about-â
âDonât even think about finishing that sentence, Dustin,â Mike warns, ignoring the amused look between him and Lucas and the face of mock-disgust from Max. âIâm calm. Iâm very calm. Never been more calm.â
The group share disbelieving glances.Â
âAlright,â says Max. âJust try to take deep breaths so you donât start stress-sweating. Thatâs not the impression you want to give off.â
âIâm not trying to give off an impression. Will already knows everything about me, itâs not like Iâm suddenly going to show up and heâs going to think I'm an entirely different person.â
âWell, I don't know, man. Your look is kind of edgy now. Maybe Will likes emo boys.â
âIâm not emo,â Mike objects, but secretly feels a little pleased about the assessment of his style. âBesides, he saw me this morning. I donât look any different.â
âYeah, well, this morning you were in Star Wars pajamas, so maybe give edgy a chance.â
Mike flushes a little. âIâll have you know that Will said my pajamas were cool.â
The group shares another disbelieving glance, and man, Mike was getting sick of those.Â
âLooks like California has made Will forget about the friends donât lie rule, huh?â Dustin laughs, and Mike doesnât feel the least bit guilty about shoving him off his bike.Â
They reach the house and Mike feels in a tizzy. He lets Lucas and Max frog-march him to the front door, sure that if he walked by himself, he would never make it.Â
âWhatâs today's strategy, again?â he asks.
âDonât you worry about that,â Dustin answers unhelpfully.Â
âGreat. Just great,â he mutters to himself as he fumbles for his key and opens the door.Â
El greets them as soon as they walk inside. âFinally, youâre home! Weâve been so bored all day, waiting. Willâs still upstairs, but heâll be down in a minute.â
Mikeâs stomach does a disconcerting little flip when he realizes that Will is probably up in his bedroom, where heâll be sleeping for the next two weeks. Mrs Byers and El are in Nancyâs room since she (and Jonathan) are staying at college during the break. Will got stuck with Mikeâs floor, since they didnât have another spare bedroom, and really, Mike is not complaining. Still, he hopes he didnât leave anything embarrassing around when he left this morning.Â
Then he hears Willâs voice as he comes down the stairs and balks. âOkay, abort mission,â he hisses to the group. âAbort. This is a terrible plan.â
El looks at them, confused. âWhat plan?â
Dustin starts to say something, but cuts himself off when Will appears and looks around at their guilty faces. âWhatâs going on?â he asks.
Lucas leaps towards him, trying (and failing) to affect an air of nonchalance. âWilliam!â He wraps his arm around Willâs like theyâre an old married couple from a Jane Austen novel and guides him down the rest of the stairs. âAbsolutely nothing out of the ordinary is going on, donât you worry about that.â
Will looks bemused. âWhy are you talking like that?â
âNo reason, no reason.â
âUm, okay?â Will shifts his eyes around the room until they land on Mike, and then his lips tilt up into a smile. âHey, Mike.â
Mike stares until Max elbows him in the ribs. âOh, uh - hi.â And that is definitely not the usual octave he speaks in.Â
Will gives him a strange look, but presses on. âHow was the last day of school?â
âUm, it wasâŚâ Mike thinks back to their lunch time conversation. âProductive.â
Will gives him another bemused little smile, before starting up a conversation with Lucas and Max. Mike takes a moment to try and jumpstart his brain, since currently itâs only able to focus on the fact that Will is wearing a tight, long-sleeve, black shirt and Mike doesnât think heâs ever seen him in that color before.
âWhy are you acting weird?â El asks him suspiciously, and Mike jumps a little.
âIâm not,â he says defensively, âIâm acting very normal.â
El raises her eyebrows, but doesnât push any further. He distracts himself by dumping his backpack and shoes in the hall, and shrugging off his coat, until he hears another voice.
âWill, sweetie?â Mrs Byers calls from upstairs. âWill you help me set up this bed for a moment?â
Will rolls his eyes, but starts to climb back up the stairs. âBe back in a minute.â
As soon as he disappears, Max starts whispering to El very rapidly and Mike squints at them. âWoah, woah, woah. Youâre not telling her the plan, are you?â
The look on Elâs face tells him everything he needs to know. âOh my god.â He throws a hand over his face in embarrassment. âJust tell the whole world, wonât you? Maybe Will while you're at it? Save us all some time.â
âMaybe thatâs a good idea,â says El. âI donât think you need a plan, just tell Will how you feel. And be honest.â
Max scoffs. âYou want Mike to express his feelings? With words? Be serious, El. You saw him just then, he was a stuttering mess.â
Mike doesnât even try to argue because itâs an entirely accurate statement.Â
El still hesitates. âBut, itâs not like a trick?â
âNo!â Dustin says. âItâs not a trick at all. Weâre just helping them along. Creating romantic scenarios.â
âRomantic scenarios,â El says slowly. âLike from movies.â
âExactly,â says Lucas. âLike, Maxâs plan is today, and mine is tomorrow. And I just know that mine is going to work perfectly.â
âWhat is it?â Mike tries. He gets no response.Â
âAnd you think these will work?â El asks.Â
She received three identical nods in reply. She considers them all for a moment, before finally saying: âOkay. But only because I want to see Will happy.â Then she looks at Mike. âAnd you too, I suppose.â
âGee, thanks,â Mike grumbles. âAlways good to be a second thought.â
El shoots him a bright grin and loops her arm into Maxâs, dragging her down the basement stairs. âSo, tell me about your planâŚâ
With the girls gone, Mike looks around at Lucas and Dustin, feeling more than a little mortified. âWas it really that bad? Am I a stuttering mess like Max said?â
Lucas claps him on the shoulder sympathetically. âWell, letâs put it this way. Will still seemed plenty happy to see you, so weâll count it as a win.â
Mike forces himself to take his hundredth deep breath of the day. âOkay, Mike,â he mutters to himself. âYou can do this. You can talk like a normal person to Will - in fact, you literally did that last night on the phone. This isnât any different.â He ignores the way Lucas and Dustin are looking at him like heâs completely lost the plot. âYou just need to be calm, and remember that Will likes you. Youâre his best friend. Heâs happy to see you, and you just need to act normal.â
He exhales one more time and looks up. âOkay, actually that really made me feel better.â
Dustin just looks at him. âOkay, buddy.â
But, truly, Mike has mastered the art of self-pep-talks because when Will reappears, Mike bounds up to him, even managing to sling a casual arm around his shoulder, and steers him into the kitchen. âGo to the basement,â he calls to the others. âWeâll bring snacks.â
As they head into the kitchen, Mike canât help but feel ridiculously happy. Itâs been a long time since heâs seen Will in his house, and familiarity makes his heart swell.
âI like your new haircut,â Will says as he pulls some sodas out of the fridge. âItâs veryâŚÂ you.â
Mike feels absurdly pleased. âThanks,â he says, turning around to grab a bag of chips so Will doesnât see him flush. Will just hums in response, and when Mike turns back, Will reaches a hand up and tugs gently on one of his curls, letting it spring back up after. Mike swallows hard.
âIt looks really good,â Will murmurs, his hand just barely brushing Mikeâs cheek as he brings it back down. Mike accidentally pops the chip bag and both of them jump.
âSorry!â His voice is an octave higher than usual, so he tries again. âSorry. Held it a bit too tight.â
He turns around again swiftly and hunts for a bowl, trying to stop his heart from pounding. He pours the chips out, grabs a couple of chocolate bars from the cupboard, and turns around once more. Will is leaning nonchalantly on the counter.
âReady to go?â Mike says, holding up his haul. Will shoots him a smile and grabs the sodas.
âOnwards, paladin,â he says with a dorky grin. âTo the basement.â
Mike huffs out a laugh, feeling the knot of nerves in his chest loosen a little. Itâs just Will, he reminds himself. âAfter you, cleric.â
They head down the stairs and almost make it into the basement, when Mike pauses, hearing a noise from behind the laundry door. âHear that?â He nudges Willâs leg with his foot, hands holding their snacks.
Will tucks the soda pack under one arm and opens the laundry door. Chaos unfolds before Mikeâs eyes. Lucas and Dustin are arguing in a corner, Max is sitting cross-legged on top of the dryer, and El is crouched on the floor next to a huge puddle of soapy water. In the middle of it all lies a bundle of wet, shiny material in distinctive tones of red and navy that Mike recognises.
âAre those our sleeping bags?â Mike is somewhat incredulous at the soapy, sopping mess of fabric that is spread before him. âWhat the hell happened here?â
El stands back up, holding one of the sleeping bags. âWet,â she says, helpfully.Â
âWe can see that, El.â Willâs tone is sort of resignedly amused, like he had expected nothing more from the group of four in front of them. âI think what Mike means is how did this happen?â
El shrugs, clearly the appointed speaker of the group, probably because they know Mike wonât get mad at her. âWashing machine.â
Mike sighs in exasperation and shares a helpless glance with Will. âAny chance these will dry before bedtime?â
âI mean, unless your dryer has super-machine capabilitiesâŚâ
Even a dumb half-joke like that has Mike laughing, and he sees the look Max gives him like, damn, youâve got it bad. Â
Dustin grins around at them all, like this was exactly what was supposed to happen this evening, and Mike slowly starts to suspect that maybe, it actually is. And then Max confirms that suspicion by saying, âGuess youâll both just have to sleep in Mikeâs bed tonight, huh?âÂ
âYeah, since the sleeping bags are unusable, and all,â adds Lucas.Â
âWet,â says El again.Â
And Mike is a second away from throttling them all, because maybe before he could have gotten away with letting Will take his bed, and just spent the night on the basement couch, but now that theyâve said it aloud, it would be weird for him to say âno, we canât share a bed, Will, because actually I have extremely un-heterosexual feelings for you and I will probably end up holding your hand or doing something equally stupid.â
Will nudges his side. âGuess we will.â
And between that and the frankly demonic grins the rest of his friends are sporting right now, Mike knows he is absolutely, one hundred percent, completely doomed. Of course, this is Maxâs plan. He should have seen that one coming.Â
Once Mikeâs finished mopping the laundry (because he doesnât even want to think about his momâs face if he left it like that), they finally settle in the basement to watch a Christmas film. It passes far too quickly, and Mike feels like he barely has time to appreciate how Will sits next to him, legs tucked under himself, ankles and socked feet draped over Mikeâs lap. Before he knows it, his mom is calling them all upstairs for dinner. And in what feels like an instant, the rest of the party has left, El has flounced upstairs to her room, and the parents are sipping mulled wine in the living room and talking about adult things. Itâs only 9 oâclock, but he and Will wander up the stairs and set about getting ready for bed.Â
Mike dawdles in the bathroom after brushing his teeth, trying to put off the inevitable. He even takes the extra time to floss while giving himself another mental pep-talk, and by the time heâs pushing open his bedroom door, he feels almost confident.Â
âHey,â he says, trying to sound casual. Will is sitting on his desk chair, absent-mindedly flipping through a comic book.
âHi,â he says back, gesturing to the bed. âWant to go to sleep? I know itâs kind of early, but our flight was at, like, 2am this morning, and I feel like Iâm about to collapse from exhaustion.âÂ
Mike grins at him. âWell, we canât have that can we?â He switches off his bedroom light and makes his way to his bedside, turning on his lamp. Before he can think too much about it, he slides under the covers, carefully positioning himself so none of his body crosses the halfway mark of the bed. Will doesnât seem to have any such qualms because when he joins him, he curls up right next to Mike, nudging their ankles together, and turning to face him on the pillow.
âWe havenât done this in a while,â he says in a whisper.
âNot since we were maybe ten,â Mike agrees.
âRemember when you used to have a bunk bed? And I always would start in the top bunk, but if I ever left to go to the bathroom or something, I would never be able to climb back up the ladder in the dark, so I would just sleep with you instead.â
Mike laughs at the memory. âYeah, you were way too short to even be climbing that ladder in the first place. The steps were weirdly far apart.â
Will nods in agreement and then says with a hint of teasing: âWell, Iâm not that short now, am I? Iâm almost as tall as you.â
âAlmost,â Mike whispers back. âBut not quite.â
Will hums in response and then yawns. âOkay, I really am tired now.â Then he hesitates. âUm, leave the lamp on?â
Mike nods quickly. âOf course.â
Will sends him a sleepy smile, and tugs the duvet over his shoulders. âThanks,â he whispers. Mike watches as his eyes slowly flutter shut and his breathing evens out, and wow, Will was not joking when he said he was tired, because it took him all of about thirty seconds to fall asleep.Â
Mike does not experience the same luxury. He lies awake for what feels like hours, feeling hyper aware of every place Will is touching him, and really, Will couldnât possibly have laid down any closer, could he? Mikeâs almost falling off the edge of the bed, and he longingly eyes the large, empty space on the other side of Will. Of course, he doesnât mind being close like this (quite the opposite, in fact), but the point remains; he is about two inches away from crashing painfully to the floor.Â
Carefully, he eases his arm free where Will is holding it, and tries to somehow maneuver his body over the top of Willâs and make it to the other side. Of course, his plan fails abysmally when Will rolls over and accidentally dislodges Mikeâs arm, sending him toppling down onto him. Will lets out a sound of muffled confusion, and Mike scrambles off as fast as he can.
âSorry,â he whispers. âItâs just me - I was kind of falling off the edge, so I tried to move.â
Will blinks his eyes open blearily and squints at him. âAnd you climbed on top of me? Instead of getting out of bed and walking to the other side.â
Right. That would have been the obvious solution. âI didnât think of that.â
Will lets his eyes fall shut again. âSorry for squishing you,â he mumbles. âIâll lie further away.â
âNo, itâs fine!â Mike says a little too loudly in his haste to let Will know that he really doesnât mind. âItâs fine, I donât mind. Letâs just lie a little bit more in the middle of the bed, yeah?â
âYeah, okay,â Will says, and rolls back over towards Mike again, tucking his head under Mikeâs chin. âGoodnight.â
Mike awkwardly wraps an arm around Willâs shoulders and wriggles around until heâs fairly comfortable, with Willâs head resting on his chest and his hair tickling his nose. He feels somewhat surprised that Will is being so affectionate, although they had been fairly tactile with each other before he moved away, so really, why would now be any different? But something about it being in bed makes it feel a million times more intimate and Mikeâs stupid heart skips a beat.Â
He admits to himself that, annoyingly, Maxâs plan seems to have worked incredibly well. Heâs definitely not going to tell her that, but still. Thereâs a vague sense of gratitude floating around his body as he finally drifts off to sleep. Phase one is over, and they have two more to go.
Phase Two: Lucasâ Stratagem
After Maxâs plan yesterday went off without a hitch, Lucas apparently decides to let Mike in on his own plan a little bit, and pulls him aside when the party arrives after breakfast.
âOkay, today is phase two,â he whispers. âItâs a two-pronged approach. A stratagem, if you will.â
âA stratagem?â Mike whispers back. âWhat are we meant to be out-strategizing?â
âYour romantic incompetence,â answers Lucas. And ouch. Mike secretly thinks that Will didnât seem to mind his romantic incompetence last night, but he says nothing. âAll you have to do today,â Lucas continues, âis be your usual hopeless self. Itâs the perfect plan because it capitalizes on who you and Will are as people. Youâre clumsy at the best of times, and Will is generally coordinated. The two prongs. Itâll be great.â
Mike quite honestly has no idea what Lucas is talking about, but the promise that his clumsiness is going to come in useful isnât one that he particularly likes. Itâs not his fault that his limbs are far too long for his own good. Â
He starts to understand when Lucas turns to the party, at large, and announces: âIce skating.âÂ
Mike fights back a groan. He sucks at ice skating. âDo we have to? I mean, itâs freezing out.â
âYouâre just scared because you have terrible balance,â Max argues.
El jostles his shoulder and says, âLike bambi on ice.â
Will turns to look at him with wide, pleading eyes. âCome on, Mike. Itâll be fun. El and I skate all the time back in California, and the lake is so pretty this time of year.â
And when Will is looking at him like that, how could Mike possibly say anything but yes? âFine. But if I fall on my ass, Iâm holding all of you responsible.â He points a threatening finger around the room as Max rolls her eyes.Â
Will beams at him, and then ducks a little closer. âDonât worry,â he says in an undertone as the party starts pulling on coats and hats. âIf youâre really that bad, Iâll hold your hand.â
Okay, so maybe ice skating is, in fact, a terrific idea. He hates and loves the fact that Lucas most definitely saw this coming. He convinces his mom and Mrs Byers, who are drinking wine in the kitchen, to let them borrow a car, and after a warning to drive carefully, the party is off.Â
Loverâs Lake (and no, the irony of the name does not escape Mikeâs notice), is always frozen over at this time of year, and itâs a long-held Hawkins tradition for it to be set up as an ice rink. Fairy lights have been strung over tree branches at the shore, and a stall is set up renting ice skates for a few dollars an hour. He pushes Willâs hand aside when he tries to pay, figuring that he should at least try to put a bit of effort into making this date-like. Itâs definitely worth it when Will leans close to his ear to whisper a thank you that makes his neck tingle.Â
The party kick off their shoes and pull on their skates, and make their way (some with more difficulty than others) onto the ice. Will immediately speeds off, hand in hand with El and the two start a lap around the outskirt of the fenced-off portion of the lake that forms the rink. All bundled up in their winter coats and hats, they look closer to twins than siblings, and the sight makes Mike feel warm.
âSo much for holding your hand, huh?â Lucasâ voice sounds in his ear.
Mike whirls around unsteadily on his skates. âYou heard that?â
Lucas gives him a knowing smirk. âThis is my plan, Wheeler. Itâs my job to hear things.â
âOkay, calm down, youâre not a superspy.â
And then Lucas actually winks. âMaybe I am.â
Mike narrows his eyes, suspicious. âWhat do you know that youâre not telling me?â
Lucas just shrugs, and starts skating away towards Max.
âLucas!â Mike shouts after him. âIf youâre not going to tell me, at least help me skate!â
Dustin sidles up to him after Mikeâs spent a few seconds hopelessly spinning on the spot. âLooks like itâs just you and me now, huh?â
Mike canât help the longing glance he throws in Willâs direction. âRight. You and me.â
Unhelpfully, Dustin is almost as bad at skating as he is, and together they attempt to unsuccessfully propel themselves towards the center of the lake. (âYouâre terrible at this-â âOh, like youâre any better-â âStop leaning on me!â âI have to lean on you, youâre shorter than me-â)
Eventually the Wonder Twins make their way towards them, probably out of pity. They stop right in front of Dustin and Mike, and Will looks frustratingly elegant on his skates.Â
Mike glares at him. âHow the hell are you so good at this?â
Will simply grins, and reaches forward to take Mikeâs hand, and Mikeâs annoyance immediately evaporates. âCome on, Iâll teach you.â
El and Dustin seem to get the hint, and they start to skate away together, leaving Will and Mike standing on their own, right in the middle of the rink. In Mikeâs mind he can picture that if they were looking at the lake from above, he and Will would be standing somewhere in the top-right-hand-corner of the heart that itâs shaped into.Â
âYour hands are freezing,â Will remarks, starting to tug Mike along. âCome on, move your feet a little. No - donât lift them up! Just glide.â
âEasy for you to say,â Mike mutters, although heâs no longer irritated. âTell me again how long it takes to learn this?â
âDonât worry, youâll get the hang of it. El and I go skating pretty much every weekend. Thereâs not much else to do in Lenora Hills.â
He says Lenora Hills with a little eye roll that makes Mike pause. âI thought you were enjoying California?â
Will makes a face. âWell, yeah, I mean school is good - less bullies and all, and definitely less creepy supernatural stuff, but still.â He squeezes Mikeâs hand. âIt doesnât have you.â
And that feels like an opening, if there ever was one. Mike squeezes his hand back. âIâve really missed you. I know I say it on our calls all the time, but itâs true. Hawkins isnât the same without you.â
Willâs face is flushed, and Mike hopes that it's from his words and not just from the cold. As they slowly shuffle along Mike has to fight the urge to do something ridiculous, like kiss Will. He settles for snatching the red beanie off Willâs head with his spare hand instead, and jams it on his own head.
âHey,â Will protests. âGet your own hat.â
âThis is my hat,â Mike informs him dryly. âYou stole it from my wardrobe this morning.â
He expects Will to shoot another remark back at him, but instead he brings them to a stop, and slowly fixes how the hat is sitting on Mikeâs head, tugging out a few pieces of hair that were caught. âWell, if youâre going to steal it back, at least wear it properly,â he says quietly.Â
Mikeâs face feels much warmer than the hat could ever make him, and Will can definitely tell because he starts grinning. âFeeling warm?â he asks innocently.
Mike just punches his arm before grabbing his hand again. âCome on, letâs skate. I think Iâm getting the hang of it now.â
He was not, in fact, getting the hang of it. But after a while (and more than a few stumbles that had Will catching him before he could topple onto the ice), heâs finally able to glide forward with some semblance of coordination. Both he and Will conveniently ignore the fact that they probably donât need to hold hands anymore, and start making their way over to where the others have gathered near the shore.
âWell, donât you two look adorable,â Lucas teases. Mike grabs a handful of snow from the bank and shoves it in Lucasâ face. The movement makes him tilt forward a little, and Will grabs him around the waist to steady him.
Lucas now looks positively gleeful. âShut up,â Mike mutters. Then, because he wants a distraction: âThereâs hot chocolate being sold on the other bank. Shall we?â
El quickly agrees, clapping her mittened hands together, and as one, they all set off. Mike may or may not purposefully stumble at the start so that Will holds his hand again. Max shoots him a look, but hey, it works, so Mike is not complaining. The others start up a light conversation that Mike lets fade into the background as he sneaks glances at Will out of the corner of his eye. Halfway across the lake, it starts snowing, and little snowflakes hang off Willâs eyelashes and hair. Against the wintery white background and the distant fairlights that glow in the trees, he looks ethereal. Of course, then he shoots an evil grin at Mike and shouts: âRace you!â, and Mikeâs moment of inner awe is promptly ruined.
Groaning to himself, he attempts to follow the rest of the party as they speed across the lake, whooping and shouting. Heâs vaguely impressed with himself when he makes it to the other shore in one piece, only a minute behind the others, and also ahead of Dustin. Will grins at him and presses a styrofoam cup of hot chocolate into his hands.
âGood job,â he says, steam from his own cup floating in front of his face. âYou didnât fall over.â
Mike takes a sip of chocolate and immediately regrets it as he burns his tongue. âYeah, well, youâre a good teacher.â He sticks his tongue out and attempts to catch snowflakes to soothe the burn, and Will laughs at him. They make their way over to a quiet spot on the shore, a little ways away from the hot chocolate stand, and sit down on a tree root. Mike watches his friends as El attempts to teach them all to skate backwards.
Will presses his leg against Mikeâs and asks: âHaving a good time?â
âYeah,â he replies, honestly. âYeah, I really am.â
The smile that Will gives him is brilliant. âIâm glad.â
âI have a good time whenever Iâm with you,â Mike blurts out, unable to stop himself. He promptly buries his head in his hot chocolate cup and blows so the steam rises, hiding his face from view.
Will is quiet for a moment before he speaks again. âThatâs how I feel about you, too,â he says, voice soft. âYou always make everything better.â
Mike feels as if someone has dumped his hot chocolate on his head, with the way his whole body is suddenly warm. Feeling daring, he wraps his arm around Will, and Will responds by tucking his head onto Mikeâs shoulder. And for a moment, it feels like the whole world grinds to a stop. Mike can no longer hear the laughter of his friends, all he can feel is the gentle tickle of Willâs hair against his neck, and the sweet taste of chocolate in his mouth. He wonders if Will also tastes of chocolate.Â
Gently, he squeezes Willâs shoulder and says, âI wish you were here all the time. I know Californiaâs been good for you and El, but still. I just wish you could stay for a little bit longer.â
Will rests his hand on Mikeâs leg and exhales slowly. âI wish I could stay, too.â
Thereâs something in his tone that Mike doesnât quite know how to place. Almost like heâs hiding something. But the moment is a little too perfect for him to press further, so he just accepts Willâs words with a smile thatâs a little bit sad. At least, when theyâre back in separate states, he can rest easy in the knowledge that Will misses him too.
Phase Three: The Dustin Conspiracy
The next morning commences day three: phase three. Mike has to admit that everything has gone surprisingly well so far, and when Dustin announces that itâs time for: âChristmas baking,â Mike is expecting today to go great. They stick on some Christmas music, pull a gingerbread recipe from a magazine, and get to work.
Of course, between the six of them, things rapidly devolve into chaos, as Lucas attempts to crack eggs, El tries to whip butter, and Dustin sits on the counter and calls instructions (âNo, Lucas, donât put the shell in-â âIâm not trying to put the shell in-â âMax thatâs flour not sugar!â âAnd who died and made you head chef, Dustin?â).
Mike shoots Will a smile as they hunt around for the cookie cutters. âOur friends are so peaceful, arenât they?â
âOh, of course,â Will replies with a smirk. âSo sweet and quiet.â
âTender and mild,â Mike remarks as Silent Night plays over the speakers. They look at each other once more before bursting into a fit of laughter.
âOh! Here.â Will pulls out a metal tin while Mike wipes tears from his eyes. âWe havenât used these since we were about six-years-old.â
âI remember that,â Mike says fondly. âWe totally almost burnt down the kitchen.â
Will opens the tin and pulls out a reindeer cutter. âYeah, we left them in the oven for too long and you cried like a baby.â
Mike rolls his eyes. âOkay, did you miss the part where we were six-years-old?â
Will grins at him. âBut you were so sweet though. You forced yourself to eat a whole cookie because you were so worried that I would be upset if you didnât like them.â
Mike busies himself with unpacking the tin, feeling a little embarrassed. âI didnât want you to be disappointed.â
âWow, thatâs weirdly nice of you, Mike,â Max says jokingly. âWhere was that attitude when I came along?â
Mike flushes at her words, not realizing the rest of the room was listening in. Itâs not often that he or Will share stories from before the party, when it was just the two of them, but he knows that Dustin and Lucas are always keenly interested. Sure enough, Lucas chimes in,
âTell us more stories, Will.â
âYeah, tell us baby Mike stories!â Elâs face is bright with intrigue. âI want to hear.â
âOh, sure,â Mike grumbles. âWhat, is it Embarrass Mike Day today?â
âOh, come on,â Will pouts, and for a moment Mike does feel like a child again, as if heâs got six-year-old Will staring back at him. âJust one?â
Mike rolls his eyes and relents with a waved hand. âYeah, yeah, whatever.â
He sets about stirring the ingredients together, because someone has to (what even is nutmeg?), while Will starts telling a story. Thankfully, itâs only about the one time that Will accompanied the Wheelerâs on vacation, and nothing too embarrassing.
As he fumbles his way through the recipe, he relaxes a little. Heâs missed Willâs storytelling voice - it reminds him of the rare occasions when he would agree to be Dungeon Master. He can tell by the reactions of his friends, that they too are a little entranced. Itâs not often that Will lets himself go like this, and really gets into something, but it certainly is a sight to behold. With the gingerbread dough done, Mike leans an elbow on the counter and rests his gaze back on Will. They lock eyes for a moment, and Will gives him a brilliant smile that makes his stomach flip. By the time the story ends, Mike has rolled out the dough and used the cookie cutters to make (slightly messy) reindeers and gingerbread men.Â
âSo, I guess youâve always been this stupidly earnest,â says Max. Mike considers the assessment. Itâs something that Will has actually said to him before, albeit in a much nicer way. That one of his favorite things about Mike is how he acts with so much sincerity and conviction no matter the situation.Â
âGuess so,â he replies, shooting a sideways glance at Will, who is still smiling at him. âLetâs get these in the oven.â He gestures to the tray. âAnd, letâs not forget to take them out, this time.â
Will laughs and grabs the tray off the bench. âWe canât have you crying again, can we?â
They smile at each other for a second, reminiscing.Â
Of course, the moment is ruined when Dustin opens up the tin of cinnamon and tips it onto Willâs head.
âDustin!â Will splutters, as powder rains down all over his hair and his sweater. âWhat was that for?â
âOops,â Dustin says innocently. âSlipped.â
Mike waves his hand in front of his face and coughs slightly as cinnamon powder works its way into his lungs. He shoots a glare at Dustin, taking Willâs arm and walking him to the sink.
âDonât open your eyes,â he warns. âItâs like, all over your face.â
He wets a paper towel and goes to hand it to Will, but he catches Dustin miming something out of the corner of his eye. A very over the top charade of him pretending to wipe something of Elâs face, who is giggling in the corner. Mike rolls his eyes but gets the picture.
âOkay, hold still,â he says to Will, before gently wiping the towel over his eyelids. Feeling a little self-conscious under four sets of eyes he sends them all a glare over his shoulder.
âWould you lot do something useful? Like wipe up the mess? Or put the biscuits in the oven?â
They spring into action with sheepish grins, grabbing more paper towels to wipe cinnamon off the floor and benches, and Lucas shoves the baking tray into the oven.
âAm I good yet?â Will asks him. Mike wipes his face a few more times.
âThink so.â Willâs hazel eyes blink open and he sends Mike a grateful smile, before shaking his hair out like a dog. Mike laughs and grabs him by the arm to steady him when he gets a little dizzy.
Will blows his fringe out of his face and holds his arms out as if presenting himself for inspection. âBetter?â
Mike looks at him consideringly. âI think you need a new jumper.â
Will makes a face and goes to pull his ruined jumper off.
âJust chuck it in the laundry,â Mike says. âIâll grab you a new one.â
He runs up the stairs and into his room, spotting Willâs suitcase on the floor next to the bed. He pauses for a moment, considering, before turning to his own wardrobe and pulling out a forest green sweater that Nancy got him last Christmas, that has on it a little dinosaur wearing a Santa hat. He grins to himself. Perfect.
When he comes back downstairs, Will is apparently in the bathroom. Mike rounds on Dustin immediately. âWhat was up with that?â
Dustin gives him a knowing look. âIt was the perfect plan, thatâs whatâs up. Close physical contact plus helping someone in a time of need? Thatâs a recipe for love if Iâve ever heard it.â Then, he points down at the sweater in Mikeâs hands. âAnd that is definitely your jumper, you wore it last Christmas. Sharing clothes is romantic trope number one.â
Mike squints at him. âYou sound like a conspiracy theorist. Or like youâve read too many romance novels.â
Dustin just shrugs benignly and Will re-enters the kitchen, hair dripping.
âDude, what did you do?â Lucas asks.
Will grimaced. âStuck my head under the tap. I thought it would be a good way to get rid of the cinnamon.â
âYeah, sorry about that,â says Dustin.Â
Will sends him a look. âSure you are.â
Mike hands him the jumper, and Will doesnât say anything about the fact that itâs not his.Â
âWell.â Dustin claps his hands, looking pleased. âLetâs check on those cookies, shall we?â
Later on, when the party has left and Mike and Will are curled up in bed (yes, Mike didnât feel the need to remind Will that the sleeping bags were now dry, and no, Will didnât feel the need to ask), Will brings up the jumper thing. Heâs still got it on, as the weather is just cold enough to wear sweaters to bed.Â
âSo, this isnât mine,â he says, tweaking the neckline.Â
Mike scrambles for an excuse. âUh, I couldnât find your suitcase?â
Will looks at him disbelievingly. Â
âI mean, I couldnât find a jumper inside your suitcase?â
Will smiles. âItâs okay, Mike. I like this jumper.â
âOh. Right.â Mike canât stop himself from adding: âIt looks good on you.â
Will says nothing, just ducks his head a little so it sits below Mikeâs face. Mike suspects that heâs hiding a blush, which makes him ridiculously happy. And yep, sure enough, when Will pulls back his cheeks are slightly flushed.Â
âYour hair still smells like cinnamon,â Mike whispers.
Will grins and promptly shoves his head under Mikeâs nose again. Mike pushes him gently away and sneezes. âGod,â he says, eyes watering. âDustin really did a number on you.â
Will shrugs, running his hand through his hair so it sits back off his forehead. âI like cinnamon.â
âYouâre going to make my sheets smell,â Mike complains, although he really doesnât mind.
âYeah, and everytime you go to sleep, youâll have good memories. Thatâs how olfaction works, right? Youâll smell a good smell and have nice dreams.â
Mike laughs. âOkay, nerd. When did you swallow a biology textbook? Iâll be sure to sniff my pillows real hard after youâre gone so I dream of you.â
Will smiles back, and Mikeâs only half-joking, because the scent lingers in his nose and heâs sure that from now on cinnamon is only ever going to remind him of Will.Â
They settle down into the bed, and even after just two nights, Mike doesnât hesitate to draw Will closer when he curls his body around Mikeâs.Â
âChristmas Eve tomorrow,â he whispers. âYou excited?"
He feels Will nod against his chest. âYeah. I kind of like Christmas Eve better than Christmas Day. Just the anticipation of it all.â His words are blurry with sleep, so Mike just hums in response.Â
Will whispers a goodnight, and Mike just about whispers one back before he too drifts off, the scent of cinnamon in his nose. And you know what? That night he does have good dreams.Â
Phase Four (Suprise Edition): Elâs Wisdom Saves The Day
Mike, Will, and El spend Christmas Eve morning babysitting Holly, and really, Mike doesnât think heâs ever seen a more adorable sight than Will teaching his little sister how to draw. They lounge about the living room floor, eating candy canes with the radio on, and Mike spends most of the morning with a dopey smile on his face, which El definitely teased him about, but heâs far too gone on the whole situation to really care. Of course, when she drags him into the kitchen under the pretense of getting snacks, he starts to care a little more.
âWhat are you doing?â Blunt and straight to the point, as she always is.
âWhat do you mean?â Mike tries to dodge the question. âWeâre babysitting Holly.â
El sends him a pointed look that Mike just knows sheâs picked up from Max. âIÂ mean, what are you doing with Will?â
âOh, that.â Mike struggles for an answer. âI donât really know.â Truthfully, there have been half a dozen times over the past few days where Mike thought that Will was going to say something to him. He had been hoping that something would be Will confessing his feelings because after all, Will had always been the brave one.
âThe plans,â El prompts. âHave they been working?â
Mike fills up a glass with juice for her, and then for himself, just to give his hands something to do. âI think so,â he says slowly. âI mean we keep having all these moments.â
âMoments?â
âYeah, like, when we were ice skating, or even last night when we watched that movie, he put his head on my shoulder.â
El sips her juice. âYou want to know what I think?â
âAlways.â
âI think plans are stupid. And weâre not stupid.â
âWell,â Mike says, thinking of the party. âWeâre probably a little stupid.â
El giggles. âNo, I mean that you donât need a plan. Willâs my brother, and I know he is brave, but he will never tell you how he feels without you bringing it up first.â
âWell, maybe if I drop enough hints-â
âHints?â El makes a face of disgust. âNo hints. I hate hints. I wish people would just say how they feel, all the time. It would make everything so much easier.â
And Mike has to agree. âSo, you think I should just confess? Just say it?â
âYes.â
âOkay. Okay, but what if he doesnât like me back?â Although a lot of his doubt had been washed away this week, Mike canât help the little bit that remains.
Elâs tone is gentle when she speaks. âMike, none of that matters. Will loves you and he is always going to be your best friend. Even if he doesnât feel the same, he wonât be angry. He would never be angry with you. You should just tell him.â
And thatâs probably the most reassuring thing Mike has ever heard in his life.
âGod, when did you get so wise?â He nudges El with his elbow.
El grins. âIâve always been wise.â And for a moment, she seems so different to that little girl Mike had once hid in his basement.
âCaliforniaâs been really good for you, huh?â
El nods. âYes, it really has.â Then she pauses. âBut I would still come back to Hawkins, if I could.â
âReally? Even after everything bad thatâs happened here?â
âHawkins is my home,â she says simply. âThe first place I ever had a family. You, Max, Lucas, Dustin.â She floats her juice out of her glass and sends the bubble of liquid floating up towards the ceiling. âAnd now Will is my family, too. And I had brothers and sisters before, but they werenât the same. Will and Jonathan and Joyce. Theyâre my family.â The juice falls back into the glass with a splash. âMe and Will have talked a lot. Helped each other. We understand each other. And I think we could do it - move back here.â
âYeah?â Mike feels a little emotional. Not just about El and how free sheâs become, but about the possibility that the Byers could once again call Hawkins their home.
âYes. Weâve come a long way, Mike.â
He nods. âYeah. Me too.â
They share a smile, and despite all their teasing and their hijinks, Mike feels truly grateful to have such great friends.
Then the doorbell rings and he hears Max shout, âWheeler, open up. Weâre freezing out here,â and the moment is effectively ruined.Â
He sends an exasperated glance at El. âCanât get one moment of peace around here.âÂ
The doorbell rings again, and El grins and runs into the hallway. âWho needs peace when you have friends?â she calls over her shoulder.
Mike supposes thatâs true. The parents arrive back home a few minutes after the party, so heâs able to give Holly back to them, and join the others in the basement. Mrs Byers pokes her head in after a few moments and pulls El and Will away for âfamily stuffâ, whatever that means. And with Will gone, so is Mikeâs safety shield and the interrogation starts immediately.
âSo, whatâs been happening-â
âThe ice skating was totally romantic. You guys looked like you were on an actual date-â
âI know that the sleeping bags are still in the laundry, Wheeler, so donât even deny that my plan worked-â
âOkay, everyone shut up,â he says loudly. He tries to summarize. âNothing has happened, ice skating was fun, donât even talk to me about sleeping bags, and no, Dustin, cinnamon in the face is absolutely not romantic.â
âHey, letâs not forget that there wouldnât even be a plan, if not for me. Cinnamon or no cinnamon, I deserve credit.â
Mike makes a face. âLetâs not get ahead of ourselves. Nothingâs even happened yet.â
âBut youâve shared a bed, right?â Max asks, leaning forward. âAnd Will is definitely not wearing his own jumper.â
âYou held hands, basically all day at the ice skating rink. That has to mean something-â
âOkay, okay,â Mike holds his hands up, somewhat regretting even getting himself into this situation. âIf something does happen - and thatâs an if, Iâll let you know. Now, can we lay off the questioning? I feel like Iâm in one of my momâs rom-coms.â
âThe fact that you even know what a rom-com is tells me everything I need to know,â says Max.
Mike flips her off.
âMike!â Willâs voice travels down to the basement. âCome up here for a second?â
Lucas grins. âBetter go see what he wants, huh?â
âYeah, have fun up there, loverboy-â
âNo, Dustin, absolutely not.â
Mike scurries up the stairs, feeling a little relieved to escape the questioning (and Dustinâs horrifying nicknames). He passes El on the way up. âAny idea whatâs up?â
Her eyes gleam. âGood news, I think.â
That bodes surprisingly well, so Mike runs up the rest of the stairs, taking them too at a time. In the front hallway, Will is waiting for him.
âWhatâs up?â
Will doesnât say anything, just grabs Mikeâs arm and pulls him outside onto the back porch.Â
âOkay,â Mike laughs, as he follows. âWhatâs going on?â
Will pulls the back door shut, and turns to Mike. Heâs beaming, eyes alight, and Mike suddenly thinks that this is it. His efforts over the past few days havenât gone unnoticed. And Willâs about to tell him that he feels the same. That he likes him. Will opens his mouth to speak, and Mikeâs heart just about jumps out of his chest.
âWeâre moving back to Hawkins!â Will bursts out, looking giddy with happiness.
AndâŚthatâs not what Mike expected. His heart dampens a bit in disappointment, before he actually processes the words that Will said, and it speeds right back up again. âWhat?â
âYeah! We decided just then. Well, officially decided - weâve been talking about it for months and I wanted to tell you so bad, but I didnât want to get your hopes up just in case - but weâre doing it. Weâre moving back.âÂ
The excitement in Willâs voice is palpable and Mike canât help the reflexive smile that slides onto his face.
âThis holiday, it was sort of like a trial run,â Will continues, a little less breathless than before. âTo see if we could do it - you know, to see if me and El were okay. Make sure we don't feel anything, anymore.â
Mike nodded slowly, still feeling a little speechless.
âAnd we didnât. So, weâre doing it. Just in time for senior year, too.â
And suddenly, Mike feels as if all his worries have evaporated. It was a quiet whisper of fear that he hadnât expressed to any of his friends, when they first came up with the plan. That maybe, just maybe, if all of this worked, and Will did love him back, he would only end up going back to California and they wouldnât even get to be together. Not properly. But now? The very thing he had wished for, ever since the Byersâ first moved away, was coming true.Â
Willâs still looking at him, eyes bright and hopeful, face plastered with a smile that makes Mikeâs heart jolt. Distantly, he hears his friends' voices in his head. Dustinâs bold, âwhatâs the worst that could possibly happen?â Lucasâ dry, âassuming, of course, that heâs not already in love with you.â Maxâs - well, Maxâs voice is less of a voice and more of a very pointed look. And lastly, Elâs gentle and understanding, âyou should just tell him.â
âMike.â Willâs voice is a little hesitant. âEverything okay?â
And Mike means to say something reassuring and celebratory, he really does. He means to tell Will how excited he is that heâll finally be coming home. Instead, his mouth moves without any input from his brain.
âI love you,â he blurts. No bells and whistles, no ribbons or wrapping. Just that, plain and simple. I love you.Â
He looks up at Will, trying to gauge his reaction. Good or bad, he just needs to know what he thinks. Willâs face however, is schooled into a polite sort of confusion.
âUh, I love you, too?âÂ
And it hits Mike, that Will, in all his unwillingness to make any assumptions, doesnât quite grasp his meaning.
âNo, thatâs not what I mean,â Mike manages, heart pounding. âI mean - of course, I love you, but I really mean that I love love you. Like Iâm in love with you.â
And now Willâs face shows his feelings, eyebrows raised slightly in shock, mouth parted, eyes wide in a mix of confusion that moves to understanding that moves to something akin to affection.
âRomantically.â Mike feels the need to clarify. âI mean in a romantic sense.â
âOh,â Will says softly. And then they both just stare at each other for a moment, and Mike feels like if Will doesnât say something right now then he will actually explode.
Will takes a little step closer, and Mike hones in on his mouth, telling himself itâs only because if Will speaks, his non-existent powers of lipreading will allow him to understand quicker, just what he is saying. But Willâs mouth doesnât start forming a sentence. Instead, it just moves closer, and closer, and closer, until heâs hovering just an inch away from Mikeâs lips. Suddenly, Mike tears his eyes away from Willâs mouth (which looks soft and pink and oh, so kissable) and up to meet his gaze.Â
âHi,â he whispers, and Willâs eyes crinkle in amusement.
âHey.â Will shifts closer still, bracketing Mike against the porch railing with his arms.
âThis isâŚcozy.â Mike mentally slaps himself for the awkwardness of that comment, but Will is huffing out a laugh that he can feel brush against his lips, and all rational thoughts disappear from his brain.
âMike?â Will breathes, voice barely more than a whisper. Mike doesnât think heâs managed a reply, but Will continues on anyway. âI love you, too.â
Then Will tilts his head forward, just a little bit more, and kisses him. And any semblance of sanity that Mike has left in his brain immediately melts into a puddle and seeps out of his body and between the porch floorboards. Willâs kiss is somehow exactly what Mike expected. Itâs just Will. Soft and sweet, but also sure of itself, with a hand reaching up to gently hold Mikeâs jaw. He tastes of peppermint, like the candy canes they were just eating, and his lips are warm. He eases Mike back against the railing, and Mike lets him, sure that if Willâs other hand wasnât holding his waist, he would currently be collapsed on the floor.Â
When Will pulls back, Mike feels in a daze. He vaguely registers that Will is saying something to him, and pulls enough power back into his brain to ask: âWhat? Sorry, what did you say?â
Will gives him a knowing little grin, like he is well-aware of the effect he is having. âI asked if this is why youâve been acting so weird? Not just you, but everyone.â
âOh,â Mike says, cheeks flushing. âMaybe a little bit. We were kind of trying to make you fall in love with me - we had a whole plan and everything. Three steps.â
âThree whole steps?â Will teases. âWell, too bad the whole thing was unnecessary, because Iâve been in love with you for years.â
Mike pretends that he doesnât hear the amazed little giggle that exits his own voice box. âLucas said something like that. That the plan assumed that you werenât already in love with me.â
âAh, yeah, he kind of already knew,â Will admits sheepishly.
âWhat ? He knew?â
âWell, falling in love at eleven-years-old is a big deal! I had to tell someone, and itâs not like I could talk to you, so Lucas seemed like a good option.â
Mike shakes his head in disbelief. âI canât believe he knew this whole time.â
âYeah, weâve had a lot of phone calls about it,â Will says. And then Mike pauses, as he realizes something.
âEleven-years-old? You fell in love with me when you were eleven-years-old?â
Will flushes. âUm, yeah. Itâs been a long time, I know, but-â
âI was ten,â Mike cuts him off, and Will blinks up at him. âI was ten when I fell in love with you.â
âOh,â Will breathes. Then his face breaks out into a grin and he pokes Mike in the ribs. âSo, you totally fell first. I am never going to let you live that down.â
And then he darts forward once more to place a quick kiss on Mikeâs lips. When he goes to pull back, Mike grabs onto the front of his sweater - no, Mikeâs sweater, that Will is still wearing - and holds him in place. He feels Will smile against his lips for a moment, before he obliges and kisses Mike again.Â
Mike lets his brain go fuzzy and focuses on the smooth, warm movements of Willâs mouth. He lets himself get swept away on the wave thatâs crashing through his body, making his stomach feel pleasantly warm, and his skin tingle. Where Will learnt to kiss like this, Mike has no idea, but he isnât complaining. When Will pulls back, Mike has to physically stop himself from chasing his lips again, and Will huffs out a little laugh.
He feels as if a million thoughts should be racing through his brain right now - he should be trying to process the wave of happy emotion he is currently feeling, but instead when he opens his mouth, all he manages to say is: âKiss me again?â
And yep, he supposes that just about sums up the only coherent thing in his head right now. Luckily, Will obliges, and tilts his chin up to capture Mikeâs lips in another kiss. And wow, itâs just as head-swimmingly good as the last two, and Mike knows he is never going to get sick of this feeling. Will retreats though, after only a brief moment and bumps his forehead gently against Mikeâs.
âWe should probably head back inside. The others will be wondering where we are.â
Mikeâs about to protest, but then he thinks about everyone coming looking and finding them kissing on the porch, and makes a face. He doesnât think he could stand the smug looks.
âYeah,â he agrees, tangling Willâs hand in his own. âLetâs head back inside.â
He lets Will pull him towards the basement, and they pause on the stairs. Will holds up their joined hands. âShould we just tell them now? Get it over with?â
Mikeâs about to agree, when another thought occurs to him. He looks at Will with a conspiring grin. âOr, we could make our own plan.â
Understanding blooms on Willâs face and he grins wickedly (and damn, if mischievous is not a good look on him). After a few minutes of planning, they push open the basement door, hands still joined. The chattering of their friends grinds to a halt, and Mike can see four sets of eyes look at his and Willâs hands, and then look frantically at each other.
âWe have news,â Will says brightly, pulling Mike down onto the couch, so close heâs almost sitting in his lap. The others glance at each other once more, before jumping into a flurry of motion. Dustin drops the VHS tapes he was holding, Lucas and Max hurry over from where they were chatting by the window, and El releases her hold on the Millenium Falcon toy she was hovering, letting it drop to the ground with a crash. All four scramble over furniture items to come sit, stand, and kneel in front of the couch, and Mike feels vaguely like heâs a kindergarten teacher about to read a storybook. He nudges Willâs arm and asks: âReady?â
Will nods and looks across at them all, pausing for a long moment to let the tension build. âOkay. Our news isâŚâ
He stalls for an unbearably long time, so Mike pinches his side, wanting him to just spit it out so they can get their friends' reactions.
âOkay, okay. Weâre moving back to Hawkins!â
âWhat?â
âThatâs your news?â
âBut what about-â El catches on quickly, and shuts Dustin up with an elbow to the side.
âYes! Thatâs the big news,â she says, standing up and shoving herself onto the armrest of the couch next to Will. She slings her arm around his shoulder. âWeâre moving back! For senior year.â She glances down at everyoneâs shocked faces. âWell, arenât you all pleased?â
Immediately, the rest of the party scramble out their happy responses. Max jumps up and squeals, wrapping El into a hug as Lucas and Dustin do the same to Will. Due to their proximity, Mike gets an elbow or two in the ribs and he shoves both of them off.Â
âOkay, okay,â he laughs. He slides his hand onto Willâs leg and grins internally at the way Dustinâs eyes boggle. âGlad youâre all so pleased.â
Will leans forward and rests his chin on a hand, face breaking into a cheeky smile. âYou all seemed so shocked. I mean, what other news were you possibly expecting?â Then he slides his hand into Mikeâs where itâs resting in his lap, with a big exaggerated movement that draws everyoneâs attention.
Lucas stares at Will, as if attempting to telepathically communicate. Will just stares at Mike who, in turn, stares at Dustin, who stares at El, who stares (and probably succeeds in telepathically communicating) at Max, who stares back at Lucas.Â
Max is the first one to break the silence. âYouâre fucking with us, arenât you?â
And thatâs enough to send Mike into a fit of laughter.
At once, four voices break into excited chatter.Â
âI told you, Mike. Didnât I say that this was a good idea-âÂ
âI know that my plan worked best. Ice skating is the perfect date-â
âOh, come on, Lucas, you seriously think yours was the best? The sleeping bags are literally still in the laundry-â
âOkay, okay, okay,â Will laughs. âEveryone calm down.â
âSo,â says El. âAre you dating now?â
Mike glances sideways at Will, feeling a little embarrassed by all the attention. And by the fact that they hadnât actually taken the time to decide on that answer. But Will smoothes away his worries with a quick nod of his head.
âYeah, but you donât have to make a big deal of it.â
âAre you kidding? This is a huge deal-â
âYou so owe us, Mike. This whole plan was a huge success-â
Mike sees Willâs confusion and leans over to give him a brief overview of the whole plan thing. âItâs kind of embarrassing, really,â he mutters at the end.
Will sends him a bright smile. âNah. Itâs kind of sweet.â
Max mimes vomiting at them, so Mike throws a pillow at her.
âSo, Will, enlighten us. Did our plans work?â
Will contemplates. âWell, Lucasâ definitely. Maxâs was a nice addition. Dustin - your plan was just chaos and Iâm still finding cinnamon in my hair.â
âHey-â Dustin tries to object, but Mike cuts him off.
âElâs plan worked the best.â
The others look around at each other in disbelief. âWhat? El didnât even have a plan, she helped with mine,â says Max.
El smiles from her perch next to Will. âMy plan was the best plan, because it wasnât a plan.â
âShe basically told me just suck it up and get it over with,â Mike explains. âReally, someone should have said something sooner.â
âWe tried-â
âYou wouldnât hear a word of it-â
âOh, so now youâre capable of talking to Will like a normal person-â
Will ducks his head down to stage-whisper in Mikeâs ear. âTheyâre just so supportive, arenât they?â
âTruly, we have incredible friends.â
Will laughs and wraps an arm around El. âWell, I definitely have an incredible sister.â
And honestly, the whole moment is so incredibly saccharine that if Mike was surrounded by any other group of people, he would have found the entire thing obnoxious. But he supposes that they are a bunch of sixteen-year-olds at the end of the day, and this has been a long time coming, so he sits back and lets the conversation wash over him.
After the chaos dies down a bit, Dustin brings back their attention to what is really, the most important question.
âWait, so, you werenât joking before right? With the whole distraction bit? You really are moving back to Hawkins?â
Will and El exchange glances. âYeah, we are,â Will says. âThe lab and the Upside Down - itâs all gone now. And itâs been long enough that El wonât be in danger, and long enough that living here doesnât feel like a nightmare, anymore. So, yeah. Weâre moving back.â
Willâs words bring the tone down just a notch, and Mike finds himself feeling silently grateful as the high-strung energy seeps out of the room.Â
Max gives a firm nod and turns to El. âItâs going to be okay. In fact, itâs going to be great. And nothingâs happened for almost two years. Youâll be safe.â
âI know we will,â El says. âIâm sure of it.â
They all settle a little as the news sinks in. Lucas pulls El into a celebratory hug, and Dustin beams around at them all.Â
âThe party,â he proclaims with grandeur. âWe were once apart, but now: together once more.â
Everyone collectively rolls their eyes (âDustin, stop being pretentious-â âYou seriously have got to start talking normally-â âYouâre so overdramatic-â).
But the message sinks in nonetheless. The party is back, and theyâre back for good. Mike grins to himself and nudges Will in the side.Â
âWorthwhile trip, right?â he whispers. âAnd itâs not even Christmas Day yet.â
âLike I said,â Will whispers back. âChristmas Eve is always so much better.â
And heâs right. Between the overlapping chatter of his friends, the faint sound of Christmas music and wine glasses clinking from upstairs, the way Will is sitting next to him, their ankles tangled together, Hawkins has never felt more like home.Â
#ao3#fanfic#fic upload#byler endgame#will byers#byler fanfic#fic reupload#stranger things 5#stranger things fanfic
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Could you do platonic! Tomura Shigaraki x child! reader where he discovers a young girl (a bit younger than Eri) who has the power of Collector (she permanently gains and becomes immune to any Quirk she comes into contact with, for example when she came into contact with Shigaraki's Decay, she now also has Decay and it won't work on her)?
Hey there! I really loved this idea ngl had something fun writing it! I hope you like it^^
A New Chance
Characters:
⢠Tomura Shigaraki A cold and volatile villain with a destructive Quirk and a deep hatred for heroes. Beneath his violent exterior lies a man scarred by a traumatic past. His unexpected connection with Lila forces him to confront feelings of responsibility and protectiveness he didnât think he was capable of.
⢠Lila (OC) A five-year-old orphan with a tragic past. She is sweet, curious, and emotionally fragile but possesses an unexplained resilience that draws Tomura in. Lilaâs innocence and trust challenge the hardened villainâs worldview, creating a bond that neither expected.
⢠League of Villains (Dabi, Toga, Spinner, and others) A chaotic and dangerous group of criminals who reluctantly accommodate Lila. Their interactions with her range from amused fascination (Toga) to wary indifference (Dabi), adding tension to her new life among them.
Trigger Warnings:
⢠Child endangerment: Portrayal of a young child in precarious situations with dangerous individuals (L.O.V.).
⢠Death and grief: Discussion of the loss of Lilaâs parents and her processing of the trauma. (And a bit of Shigaraki's Trauma ig)
⢠Violence and destruction: Depictions of the aftermath of violent battles and the dangerous nature of Tomuraâs Quirk.
⢠Emotional vulnerability: Exploration of trauma, loneliness, and the fragile connection between Lila and Tomura.
⢠Morally ambiguous relationships: The dynamic between a villain and a child raises questions of ethics and safety.
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Tomura Shigaraki hated detours. He hated wasted time, especially after the disaster that today had been. The heroes had interfered with their plans again, and his irritation bubbled under the surface as he trudged through the ruins of a crumbled neighborhood. The cold night air bit at his skin, making him pull his hoodie tighter over his head.
It wasnât the first time heâd walked through the wreckage left behind by so-called heroes, and he doubted it would be the last. Still, something about this place felt⌠different.
He stopped abruptly when a soft sound caught his attentionâa hiccup, maybe, or a sniffle. His crimson eyes narrowed as he scanned the rubble.
Nestled between two large pieces of collapsed concrete was a small figure. A child.
The girl couldnât have been more than five years old. Her tiny frame was engulfed in an oversized, torn sweater that hung limply off her shoulders. Her face was smudged with dirt, and her big, tear-filled eyes peeked out from beneath a curtain of messy hair. She clutched a stuffed rabbit to her chest, its fur matted and one ear missing.
Tomura frowned, his fingers twitching at his sides. âWhat are you doing here, kid?â he asked, his voice harsher than he intended.
The girl flinched, her grip on the rabbit tightening. âHiding,â she mumbled, her voice trembling.
âHiding from what?â
She sniffled and pointed at the collapsed building behind her. âThe bad people⌠and the fire.â
Tomura followed her gaze, his sharp eyes taking in the charred remains of what was once a home. The building had collapsed completely, leaving nothing but rubble and ash. He didnât need to ask what had happenedâheroes had probably been too late, as they so often were.
âWhat happened?â he asked, crouching down to her level despite himself.
She hesitated, her small hands gripping the rabbit tightly. âMama and Papa⌠they didnât get out,â she whispered, her voice cracking. âThe big man said the heroes would save us, but⌠they didnât.â
Her words cut deeper than Tomura expected. He stared at her, trying to ignore the strange, uncomfortable feeling creeping into his chest.
âWhatâs your name?â he asked after a moment.
âLila,â she said softly. âWho are you?â
âTomura Shigaraki.â
Her little brow furrowed in confusion. âAre you a hero?â
The question made him bark out a bitter laugh. âNot even close.â
She tilted her head, studying him carefully. âBut⌠youâre not yelling at me. And youâre not leaving.â
Tomura stared at her, unsure how to respond. He should leave. She wasnât his problem. And yet⌠he couldnât bring himself to turn away.
âDo you have a Quirk?â he asked, changing the subject.
Lila blinked, confused. âI dunno. Mama said I didnât have one yet.â
His frown deepened. Something about her was⌠off. He couldnât quite put his finger on it.
âCome on,â he said abruptly, standing up.
âWhere?â she asked, her voice small and hesitant.
âWith me,â he said. âUnless you want to stay here and wait for the bad people to find you.â
Her eyes widened, and for a moment, she looked like she might cry again. But instead, she scrambled to her feet, clutching her rabbit tightly. âOkay,â she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
She reached for his hand, her tiny fingers curling around his. Tomura stiffened, his instinct to pull away overridden by the realization that his Decay hadnât activated. He glanced down at her, his mind racing.
When they arrived at the Leagueâs hideout, Lila was practically glued to Tomuraâs side. Her small hand refused to let go of his, and she trailed after him like a shadow, her wide eyes darting around nervously.
âWhat the hell, Shigaraki?â Dabi drawled, raising an eyebrow as he leaned against the wall. âDidnât know we were running a daycare now.â
âSheâs staying,â Tomura said curtly, not bothering to explain.
Togaâs eyes lit up as she bounded over to Lila with a wide grin. âOh my gosh, sheâs adorable!â she squealed. âCan I keep her?â
âNo,â Tomura snapped, pulling Lila closer.
The girl buried her face in his leg, clutching his pant leg tightly.
Spinner frowned. âAnd why exactly are we babysitting?â
Tomura shot him a glare. âBecause I said so.â
Lila peeked out from behind Tomura, her voice muffled as she whispered, âIs this your house?â
Toga giggled. âSomething like that, sweetie.â
âDo you have food?â Lila asked, her stomach growling audibly.
Tomura sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSpinner, get her something to eat.â
Over the next few days, Lila clung to Tomura like a lifeline. She followed him everywhere, her small hand always reaching for his whenever he moved. If he sat down, she was immediately in his lap, her rabbit nestled between them.
At first, it annoyed him. He wasnât used to having someone so close all the time. But gradually, he found himself⌠tolerating her.
âWhy do you scratch your neck all the time?â she asked one day, looking up at him with curious eyes.
Tomura froze mid-scratch, glaring at her. âNone of your business.â
She tilted her head, unfazed by his sharp tone. âDoes it hurt?â
He blinked, caught off guard. âNo,â he muttered.
âGood,â she said simply, leaning her head against his arm.
One evening, as she sat in his lap drawing on a scrap of paper, Lila looked up at him with a serious expression.
âWhy didnât the heroes save Mama and Papa?â she asked softly.
Tomuraâs chest tightened. He didnât have an answerâat least, not one she would understand.
âTheyâre not as good as they want you to think,â he said finally.
She nodded, as if that made perfect sense. âI donât like them,â she said. âTheyâre liars.â
For the first time in years, Tomura felt a strange, unfamiliar warmth in his chest.
âDonât worry, kid,â he said, his voice low but firm. âThey won't be there for long, i'll make sure of that.â
Lila smiled, reaching up to pat his face with her tiny hand. "Thank you. Youâre a bit scary, but youâre not bad.â
Tomura stared at her, the weight of her words settling over him. She didnât know it yet, but she was far more dangerous than he could ever be. And he would make sure no one took advantage of that.
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the fact that I have three separate sketches of the calamity trio and I only ever finish the Marcy sketches
#Marcy wu#amphibia marcy#marcy fanart#disney amphibia#amphibia fanart#amphibia#artwork#my art#art#frog show#this is the first time I draw fire in years#I hate how the hands look#marcy monday
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Um I like Dungeon Meshi. Btw
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#<- ew#i drew something#IT'S BEEN LIKE 6 MONTHS. HI#did you guys know i've been obsessed with dunmeshi for 8 years and never drawn fanart of it before. what's wrong with me#when i first got into it there were less than 20 chapters. look at us now#something about it being everywhere now instilled a fire in me after all this time... I WANNA DRAW RAUUUGHGHHH#i am really hoping to get in the habit of posting regularly again may marcille give me strength
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)
wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?
new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.
obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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here comes a very special girl!!
#fe engage#fire emblem engage#hortensia fire emblem#kiki draws#fire emblem#first art of the year decided to experiment. havent done lineless in#a long ass time . i am insecure in it#but we are learning !
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New Nintendo Direct was announced, Equip your clown noses and expect nothing so we can't be let down.
#meme art#fire emblem#fire emblem genealogy of the holy war#sigurd fire emblem#seliph fire emblem#nintendo direct#doodle#drawing seliph for the first time in years reminds me how my main OC (Ito) design was very inspired by him#mainly the hair#or maybe i unconciously drew him similiar cuz thats what my brain defaults to
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First batch of Artfight attacks done!! Off to a good start so far so Iâm hoping to keep up this pace as we go further in :) ! In order these attacks are for Lightsky (on Artfight) , @/drippywing , (my character <3) - @/qualsly - @/boilompiz , and @/cinnamon-flame !!!
Im Panddion on Artfight if anyone wants to check out my profile <3 !!
#notably these first few were also on folks I fallow here & freinds & mutuals !!! as well as a revenge for an attack <3!!#if youre wondering how the hell I got these all done so quickly - I spent 24hrs in airports & planes the other day and had Too much time.#tideart#artfight#also if anyones wondering yeah I lied in my card (ON ACCIDENT !!) im definitely doing freindly fire this year lmao#just havin fun & drawing characters I like :)
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REVENGE for @autumnalfallingleaves over on art fight ! I think that AJ would think Madison is just SO cool. She has a dragon, she skateboards, she plays the drums, she's a witch AND she pisses off the local police force??? Sign her up. Annoying little sister who won't leave you and your best friend alone when you're hanging out. The definition of "Mum said I could come too!" except she's trying so hard to be chill and cool about it.
#yeah. AJ is like 3 years younger than these two i think#I HOPE ITS OKAY I DREW THEM TOGETHER#I'd been meaning to for a lil bit and finally was able to :)#ur char designs are so cool#and doing a backgrounf for the first time in ages was fun even tho its very simple#art fight#art fight 2024#team stardust#friendly fire#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#digital art#fanart#doodle#drawing#my art#art#hilda netflix#frankie folke#madison tuckerman#aj folke#aj hilda#hilda aj#hilda art#oc art#my oc#my ocs#smudge#others ocs
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getting dressed
#jrwi chip#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#just roll with it show#councilblr#jrwiblr#first time drawing chip outside of those minis i did last year#also first time in a while ive attempted painting fire#was ... not super awesome but ohwell#alt in id#art taggg
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PORTGAS D. ACE!! đĽ
The boy!! Had an hard time with the pose and I probably fucked up the tattoo cause my stupid ass decided to draw without reference but gosh was it fun to draw(you can tell the part that truly made me suffer was drawing a background, I really don't like it as much as the drawing but eh)! Thank you @deadnamedblog for the proposition (and also thanks for the condolences, I feel a bit better about my failure but I really did cry with how hard it was to clean it all up)!
#first time drawing ace digitally#let's goooo#but believe me i drew him on paper so many fucking times lmao#storytime!#i have this friend with who i travel a lot and he somehow always have paper and a 4 colors pen with him#and everytime we're bored he asks me to doodle him a character so he can color it#over the years i've mastered drawing zoro for him in the fastest time possible#the feeling of achievement as an artist i receive when i see how careful he is when he colors#we've been doing that since middle school btw#shout out to that history teacher who would let us do our stuff as long as we showed to him what we did at the end of every classes#one piece#one piece fanart#my art đď¸#portgas d ace#ace one piece#ace op#fire fist ace#fanart digital#fanart
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Merry belated @nagamas , @ainzee !! I was your backup santa; perhaps this can be an (also belated) Valentines drawing ^_^
#nagamas#fire emblem awakening#frederick fire emblem#sumia fire emblem#ive been in this fandom for years and i still dont know how the character tags work đ#anyway. this was my first time doing a drawing this big with a dip pen & my first time drawing with this nib at all!!#its absolutely amazing and iirc a hand me down from my aunt i cant believe ive had it in my arsenal this whole time :O
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man the struggle of going back into my old art and trying to see if i've improved or not
#i've definitely gotten better at digital art but a lot of the traditional stuff in these old notebooks is pretty up to par#most of my stuff from when i was like fifteen would still pretty much be considered up to my standards except a couple stylistic difference#fun fact gravity falls was the first fandom i drew human people for#got jumpscared by tumblr sexyman my little pony alicorn bill cipher that is hands down the best thing i drew at that time#and then i didn't touch gravity falls for another eight years#hello me#omg i made a guardian falls oc#also i find it funny that the first couple pages in this notebook are writing like i tried to use these notebooks to write#and then immediately filled this + seven more notebooks with exclusively art and never creatively wrote for fun again except those two time#lmaooo i tried to draw dipper and mabel as cats and wings of fire dragons and gave up halfway through#there's some monster falls au art in there i don't think i ever drew for transcendence au#every fandom i touched i made a steven universe crossover out of#eggsistential speaks
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what the hell, sure
(white bg ver under cut I think it looks better)
I don't plan to make the elders into this but vega probably if I had the motivation
#postknight 2#pk2 leif#pk2 zefira#pk2 evelynne#pk2 engel#pk2 sella#pk2 cecelia#kiswoodles#<- ignore the 30 hours I spent on this#that LIs love stickers but with the main 4 of regalle and the nightingales because im hastag sick of tyhjem/pos#your honor I LOVE them so much regalle sagacia greater heights update you'll always be famous#kiswa on her quivtol cocaine again#posting this here just to ramble some things such as ;#I recolored this many times and sella's one take the longest because I changed her first pose but I'm glad it's still look fire#drawing them solely similar to the ref is PAINFUL no more 100x hair volume and fluffiness. taking all that kiswafication for this.#for once kiswa drew cecelia after.. (checks calendar) ...2 years of greater heights hyperfixation#I can ramble abt the posing choice of several characters btw#...i didn't accidentally make zefira n engel ones and leif n evelynne ones kinda match right? right? right? right? ri
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