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Just imagine subby Ethan being all stressed with econ and stuff like that and asking soft Dom reader to help. I'd literally melt and die right there and then
this is disgusting if u know me irl no u don’t
Warning: finger sucking, oral (m recieving), mommy kink, smell kink, cum play, sex toys, ball sucking LMFAOO, anal play, exhibitism towards the end, sub! Ethan, dom! Reader
“I’m so sick of this shit!”
Ethan’s voice rings out through your shared apartment as he throws a pencil onto the ground. His econ work sits in front of him, half done, scribble marks laid along the bottom of the page. His head is in his hands, and his bottom lip quivers. You frown at the boy’s frustration, leaning down to put your hand on his back and rub it soothingly.
“What’s wrong, baby?” you ask, and he rubs his eyes harshly, grabbing one of your hands and holding it against his face. It’s a habit, one that he developed since you two had got together, and one he always does when he’s really stressed.
“‘M just… I’m so wrapped up in work..” He sniffles, and you realize he’s crying. “I’m so tired of doing it! But I can’t pass if I don’t finish it.”
“Sweetheart…” You come to wrap your arms around him as he quietly cries into your chest. “It’s gonna be okay. I promise. Why don’t you take a break, hm? We can go watch that show you like, maybe order some takeout. Is that okay?”
He shakes his head.
“I-I need to do this assignment. I can’t finish it tomorrow, I have an exam-“
“You can do it tomorrow. I’ll even help you, if you need it. Right now you need to relax, okay? Please, angel?”
He contemplates for a moment, pretty face covered in tears. But then he nods, and begins to get up out of his seat.
“Yeah. I’ll do it tomorrow.” He wipes his eyes, and you smile, pressing a gentle kiss to his soft lips.
“Good boy.” You praise. You notice that he’s wearing his jeans, and grab his hand. “C’mon, let’s change you into something more comfortable.”
“Okay, momma..”
You beam at the nickname, one you know the boy is the most comfortable calling you. Once he changes into his most soft pajamas, you order takeout and you both watch his favorite show, just like you planned.
But then the poor baby starts getting squirmy. he’s moving around a lot more than usual, his hands trailing along your thighs, adjusting his pretty body. His back presses against your tits, and he can feel your hard nipples poking through the fabric of your tank top. He huffs, knowing that in this position he can’t reach out to feel your tits.
You tilt your head to look down at him, your fingers going up to his hair to settle him.
“Are you okay, sweet boy? Do you need something?”
And at that, he lets out a small whine, turning his body around to kiss you softly on the mouth. It’s slow, but you can feel the need in the action. Your eyes widen at the sudden intrusion of his tongue inside your mouth, gliding against your teeth. You moan, and he turns his body fully around so he can grab you by your jaw and needily push his cock against you.
You chuckle at his eagerness, pulling away to stroke your fingers along his plump lips.
“needy boy,” you coo.
His eyes are glazed over, now; he’s always been the type to get riled up way too easily over the smallest things. He’s such a sensitive boy, so full of want and the need to be touched and fucked. His tongue lolls out to taste your fingers, and he takes two of them into his mouth to suckle gently. You bite your lip, moving your fingers back into his tight throat, and when you teasingly poke the very back of it, he chokes. You smile, watching his eyes become watery from the aggravation. You stroke his neck, fingernails scraping the soft skin over his addam’s apple, and he keens.
“Like having your little throat filled, honey?”
He nods around your fingers, and his eyes roll back in bliss. He loves having things in his slutty little mouth, loves the taste of your skin and the way his throat clenches.
Your hand reaches down to grab his cock, and he moans. He’s hard, incredibly so, and you begin to rub your palm in circles over him. His big thighs shake from the stimulation, and you laugh.
“you’re so perfect, so beautiful. you look good enough to eat, baby.”
Your fingers move out of his throat with a wet pop, and he breathes deeply.
“Thank you.” He says, his voice scratchy.
You smile, and guide his body down onto the bed. He’s on his back, and his tee shirt rides up to expose his torso. You pull down your tank top to expose your tits, and he groans. He tries to reach his hands out to touch them, but you tusk and grab his wrists. He pouts.
“No, no, baby.” You tut. “You don’t get to touch yet.”
“But ‘m so stressed, momma.” He gives you puppy dog eyes, and he makes sure to run his calf along your ankle. “Don’t you wanna make it go away?”
You know he uses guilt tripping to try and get his way in times like this, and honestly, it works every time. He’s just too pretty to say no to, too perfect to you.
“You’re so spoiled, y’know that?” You say.
“I just wanna feel good…”
“I know, sweetheart,” you stroke his soft hair out of his face and he brings his hand up to feel yours. “I’m sorry. I know you’re really upset right now. And I’m gonna give you want you want. Because we take care of each other, right?”
“Mhm…”
You hold his hand as you reach over to the bedside table to pull out a bottle of lube from the first drawer. He giggles, excited that you’ve brought it out. Another thing he likes is when he gets all wet and messy.
He sighs in ecstasy when you reach into his pajama pants to pull his length out. You rest it on top of the waistband, and squirt some lube onto your hand. You then bring his cock into your palm and begin to stroke him. He keens, cock achy as he hears his own wet prick being fucked against your hand.
“T-Thank you, momma. You feel so good.”
“You’re welcome, baby.”
You move your body down so your mouth is near him. You can smell him, musky and oh so delicious, and bring his wet tip into your mouth.
His mouth falls open, and he whimpers.
“Oh, fuck!”
He thrusts his dick against your lips. He tastes so good, as sweet and as yummy as any candy or desert. Your brain gets foggy, feeling entranced by him.
And then you’re suckling one of his balls into your mouth, spit dripping down your chin as taste his sack. He’s shaking, pretty balls aching to be emptied and milked.
And when he’s cumming for the first time, when you’re tongue goes down to his ghost over his taint, he yells, and shoots thick creamy ropes all over his belly.
But you don’t stop. Your hand goes back to his dick and you aggressively stroke him, and he begins to cry.
“Yes! Nnngh.. use me, use me, momma! ”
And when he squirms, trying to crawl away from the delicious friction you’re giving him, you just laugh. It’s cute, the way his body and his brain are at two different standpoints; he needs to get away, needs to calm down, but he just loves the feeling of being overstimulated too much :((
You grab him by his throat, and he gasps. You maneuver his body to be up on his knees, his back pressed against your naked chest.
“You’re going to cum as many times as I want you to tonight. You wanted me to touch you, so that’s exactly what I’m going to do.”
He sobs, and then he’s gasping for air as his cock shoots out another load of white sticky cum onto your hand.
“Oh, that’s it. That’s my fuckin’ boy. Yeah, your cock feels so good, doesn’t it?” You bring your nose into his neck, feeling the sweaty skin there. God, he smells so fucking good. Your eyes almost roll to the back of your head, cunt throbbing and soaked. He’s all yours, yours to play with and use, and the heady scent of him is making you go feral.
Ethan nods eagerly. Regardless of the overstimulation, he’s still all excited and his stomach is twisting with butterflies. You’re so kind, and such a goddess to him. He can’t believe hes so lucky.
“‘W-Wan-“ he exhales shakily, and his head falls forward onto your arm. “‘Wanna cum again, momma. Want you to milk me. Feels so so good…”
You giggle, and he tries to calm his racing heart beat for a second by resting against you. You gently rub his shoulders, press kisses to his lean back. And then he’s bringing himself back down onto the bed and asking for you to use toys on him.
And of course, you do just that; soon, he’s sobbing as you press a dildo into his ass while a vibrator is shoved against the base of his leaking dick. He’s all messy, cock covered in sticky cum and wet lube, and hickeys liter his now completely nude body. His mouth is gagged with your panties and his throat is filled with the taste of you.
He cries when you finally manage to shove the whole silicone dick inside him, hips fucking up into the strong pulse of your pink vibrator.
Your wet pussy is pressed against his thigh as you control him this way, and he sobs as you leak all over his leg. And then, you whip out your phone and begin to record his body being abused and split open. He’s your perfect little doll, and he knows it.
And that’s why he starts to put on a show for the camera, giving into the adulterated bliss of his raging thoughts.
#this is sucky I’m sorry#Ethan landry#ethan landry x reader#ethan landry x fem! reader#ethan landry smut#sub! ethan landry#dom! reader#scream 6#scream
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Hi so I absolutely love your writing so I was thinking it being reader’s birthday and their wearing a blue dress then when Percy sees it he goes feral
take your time no rush also ignore my horrible grammar
the man was too stunned to speak
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“keep your eyes closed.”
percy frowns, though nonetheless he keeps his eyes shut tight, even covering his eyes with his hands for safer matters. “shouldn’t I be the one giving you a surprise? y’know since it’s your birthday ‘n all? I don’t know though, don’t quote me on that.”
“stop complaining. you’ll love it.”
“will I? are you gonna surprise me with lingerie again?”
“what?” your brows furrow. “no. this is better than that.”
“than seeing you half naked? you’re funny.”
you roll your eyes, sliding up the second strap to your dress. you take one look down at yourself, patting down the flow-y skirt portion and removing it of any possible wrinkles. you bite down your bottom lip before looking back at yourself boyfriend who still has his eyes closed.
“kay, you ready?”
“for ten minutes, sweet girl.”
you scowl. you walk to percy’s sit at the edge of the bed, standing between his legs. you put your hands over his, not yet removing them.
“sure?”
he hums. impatiently toying with your fingers. “can I open my eyes now?”
“sure.” you shrug.
eagerly, he opens his eyes and takes both your hands and his off of his face. and shit you were right. percy can’t seem to find the correct words to describe the sight before him.
“do ya like it?”
he doesn’t respond. because what was there to say? firstly, not only were you wearing a sundress— aka total kryptonite to men— it was blue. a blue fucking sundress. he hopes the whimper leaving his lips was only his imagination.
though when the lightest laugh falls from your own he presumes it was not. “I’ll take that as a yes.”
“I- this… fuck. are you trying to kill me?”
you ponder for a moment before shrugging.
“you- I mean- you look great! more than great!” he thinks for a second before continuing, “beautiful— gorgeous!”
“you flatter me.”
you take his remaining silence as an opportunity to settle yourself onto one of his thighs, his hardness feeling prominent. you wrap your arms around his shoulders to stabilize yourself. you take in a short, shaky breath, and your poor panties are already drenched and you haven’t yet done anything.
but slowly, you start to move your hips along him, the friction sending a shiver down your spine.
“percy.”
“continue.”
and you do. his hands rest over the fabric of your dress, running his fingers along it lightly, before slipping them underneath to feel your skin. while his hands explore, in difference to that, his lips find your neck and stay put there.
with his hands on your hips, he’s able to better guide you along him, increasing your pace with your thighs tightening around his as heat pools your core. you fist a handful of his shirt between your palms, tugging it slightly.
you, on your own now, roll your hips more frequently, enjoying the friction you get out of it, the feeling between his jeans and your wet panties having you feral. you’re going to need more than this.
“perce, I- I…” you can’t find the right words. though he reads your mind and understands.
“hey, you started this, not me.”
“shut the fuck up.”
“love to.” he tugs at your dress. “lemme get this off and my mouth is shut.”
that’s an offer you will not pass on.
༯ @stilessflannel I already had this started w thigh riding n you asked for it so I just finished it on here I hope you don’t mind :)
#xoxochb#this was lowkey sucky I’m sorry :(#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo#percy series#percy jackson x reader#percy jackson smut#percy jackson x y/n#percy jackson x you#riordanverse#riordanverse x reader#riordan universe
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I started this post with the intention of asking for fic recs where Bruce gets his kids early, but then I ended up just writing some ficlets
_(:3 」∠)_
I still really just want recs I swear but I wrote these anyway and am incapable of doing more with them so here
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Dick Grayson is 8 years old when he watches his parents die. Bruce is 24 years old when he sees a young boy’s life fall to pieces. He’s far too young to be a single father. But he sees too much of himself in the child, and he knows in his heart that he won’t be able to walk away from him.
He talks to Alfred about his fears of only furthering Dick’s trauma by failing him as a guardian. It takes some time, but Alfred is able to convince Bruce to find a therapist and take some discreet parenting classes. He’s still Batman, and I don’t think he’s capable of Gentle Parenting™ but he does do better. Plus, Dick is young enough to learn to read Bruce before the teenage hormones kick in so they manage to communicate much more effectively with each other.
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Bruce meets Catherine Todd by chance because there was a cool park Dick wanted to stop at. She’s trying to deal with her hungry and fussy 3 year old step son, but she’s young and stressed out and hungry herself and she just doesn’t know what to do. Bruce offers to take them out for lunch. He asks Dick to take Jason to the play area in the corner while they talk.
She breaks down and tells him of her struggles with addiction. She does her best to keep Jason fed, but it’s so hard. Feeding him means she goes hungry most of the time because she can’t quit using. Jason wouldn’t survive if she had to go through withdrawals with him.
He’s not even her kid! Not really. Her husband is just an abusive deadbeat so she doesn’t have a choice. She does love him, but she never wanted kids, and she can’t just let a child die when she can do something.
Bruce fills their fridge and cabinets to the brim (he offers to do much more for them but that’s all she will budge on. She has too much pride to accept outright charity, but she will do what she can to keep her kid safe) and he makes it clear to her that he is willing to take care of Jason for however long is necessary when she decides to take the first step to get clean.
Two months later, Willis gets arrested and Catherine shows up at Wayne Manor and tells Bruce she signed up for inpatient, but she thinks it would be best for Jason and for herself if Bruce would be willing to take permanent custody. She stays in Jason’s life, just not as a mother figure.
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A year or so later, Bruce gifts Alfred with a vacation as an early birthday present. Things have been hectic with the sudden acquisition of two sons, and Alfred has done so much, he deserves a break. Bruce promises he’ll be able to handle two kids on his own.
Turns out, he was mostly right, but only just barely. The kids are fine, the manor not so much. He ends up hiring a few services to help out with general housekeeping. A couple of those workers also happen to be regular hires for the Drakes.
Bruce overhears them talking about how sad it is that those awful people treat their toddler more like a doll than a child. He learns that not only do they leave for long periods at a time while not hiring a proper nanny to watch over their son, just expecting the help to take care of him, but they also lock him away on his own whenever it’s ’not fashionable’ to have a 2 year old around.
Alfred comes back to the manor on August 15th, just in time to celebrate his and Master Jason’s birthdays together. He opens the door and dodged around a very excited 4 year old jumping up and down in the entry hall.
“ALFIE! ALFIE! BOOSE GOT ME A BABY BWOTHER FOR MY BIRFDAY! LOOK! LOOK! HIMS NAME IS TIMMY AND HE’S THE BESTEST!”
Alfred leans over to peak behind the boy, and sees a very quiet, very small child standing behind him.
“Oh, dear.”
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The day Bruce got the call from Talia telling him she was pregnant with his child was one of the best days of Bruce’s life. The day she called to tell him she miscarried was one of the worst.
The only blessing was that he didn’t need to explain it to his kids. Talia was going to move in once she was in her second trimester, and they planned to reveal her pregnancy together.
He got the call two weeks before her flight out. He begged her to come anyway, he loved her, they could still be a family. She refused.
Six and a half months later, he walks into his bedroom to find Talia standing by the window with a squirming bundle in her arms. With equal measures steel and sorrow in her eyes she tells Bruce she is sorry for what she put him through, but it was the only way to keep their son safe. He gathers them both in his arms and holds them tight as she explains.
Her father had planned to raise an heir to be the Demon Head. He would be kept a secret from Batman until the very end. But when Talia gave the final push to birth their son, he came out quiet. She panicked for a moment until her midwife quietly leaned down to listen to the baby’s breathing and then looked up with a soft smile, she bundled up the small thing and handed Talia her baby. Big beautiful green eyes blinked up at her. The midwife leaned closer to Talia and whispered, “Sadly, your son was stillborn. I’m deeply sorry for your loss, but surely The Great Head of the Demon would be willing to allow you some time away from your duties while you recover.” Talia allowed the woman to cover her beautiful cooing baby gently with soft linen and silk and carry him from the room. Later that night she left her home with her son and boarded the first flight to Gotham.
Tears gather on Bruce’s lashes and he tells her everything will be alright because now they can finally be together as a family. Once more, she refuses. She tells him Damian and his boys are far too precious for her to bring the danger of the league of assassins to their door. Bruce closes his eyes in sorrow, but nods his acceptance. He asks her to at least stay the night together. They fall asleep wrapped in each other’s arms with their baby boy safely bundled between them. Talia is gone when he wakes.
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It’s been one week since Talia left and, while still beyond upset, Bruce feels like he’s starting to have a decent handle on things. He is sitting with his boys at the breakfast table, Dick and Jason to his left, Tim to his right, Damian in his arms, and Alfred across from him. They’re finally able to have a relaxing breakfast. No babies crying, no food fights, no arguing, just the sounds of eating and gentle chatter.
He feels a small hand grab his right sleeve and give a gentle tug.
“Boo?” Tim asks, quietly. Bruce feels his heart warm at his son finally feeling like he can speak up without permission.
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“Why isn’t Big Sister sitting with us?”
Alfred is the only person in the room other than Tim to not startle at the sudden appearance of a 5 year old girl standing next to Bruce at the dining table. He simply sighs, stands up, and grabs another place setting for her at the table.
#to this day nobody knows how Cass got there#but Tim says she came with baby so they assume she hitched a ride with Talia somehow#notice how I /very discreetly/ made it so Jason knows Catherine isn’t his birth mom?#Bruce communicates with him when he’s older that if he ever wants to find his bio mom he will help him and they can do it together ❤️#No dead robins for me🧍🏼♂️#Sorry Duke but it’s because I love you that I’m allowing you to stay with your parents 🫶#IM SORRY DICK I WROTE YOUR PART BEFORE I HAD ANY REAL CREATIVITY AND NOW ITS ALL DRIED UP#I LOVE U BB BUT UR STUCK WITH TWO SUCKY PARAGRAPHS ✌️#also? I don’t even ship Brutalia. like I’m almost a hater. but they took me over here ig#if I was writing more of this just know that Clark would show up with Jon at some point#batfam#dcu#fanfiction#ficlet#batman#brutalia#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#cassandra cain#alfred pennyworth#shut up grandpa#dcu ficlet
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hey! how do you go about managing emotions when you see people unsubscribing from your fic? i get that people may not vibe with the fic, which is fine and by all means unsub if it's not what you like/were expecting, but it still stings a bit. idk how to properly wrap my head around it bc i understand the reasons why but it still sucks esp. when you get positive feedback on a chapter but then people are like SIKE nope unsub.
hope this makes sense. i know deep in my heart i write for myself and it makes me happy when others enjoy it too but i didn't expect the up and down in subs to hurt so much.
tips appreciated <3
Ah it’s always so hard; it’s good to remember that it’s not a reflection of yourself- of you as a person or your abilities as a writer. People can unsub for a verity of reasons some incredibly arbitrary and it’s unfortunately not something we can control.
It can really hurt to feel like we’re being judged and our work is being assigned value in that way, and while I don’t have a perfect solution, you can always express some of those emotions by giving them to characters - crank up that angst or hurt/comfort :)
#I’m sorry that’s a sucky situation#i hope this is helpful in some way#<3#ao3#fanfiction#archive of our own#fanfic#ao3 shenanigans ask#writing
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my (highly specific interpretation of) durgetash as moments from peep show, part TWO!!!
part one
#sucky fucky is NOT a long term plan.#sorry it’s out of sync idk how to fix that. also the editing being awkward at times where i cut out the unnecessary stuff#it was getting too long for tumblr to handle#in all honesty i don’t think this one is as good as the first but. i made it. so i’m posting it#gortash#aeryn and gortash#durgetash#enver gortash#bg3#baldurs gate 3#your daily dose of idiocy
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leaving the house for the first time in like three months (✌🏻🤪✌🏻), and probably the last time this year, and trying to insert a little cheer into myself.
i don’t think it’s working, i feel like the grink himself
#it just really doesn’t feel like christmas#like it doesn’t any other year#but something about this year is just..#sucky?#and i’ll probably have dinner on the day and just be like#‘cool that’s a thing’ and then it’ll be over#but 🤷🏻♀️#sorry if that’s depressing imao#i’m just weird with holidays#too much pressure#but whatever#living up to my tag yet again imaoooo#anyways look at my outfit boy#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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how is your cat doing?
she’s doing much better! she’s very talkative like her usual self, eating a lot, and running around. I take her back for a checkup on thursday. she still is trying to hide around some and won’t cuddle with me but I think some of that is attributed to her being mad at me (I’m the one who took her to the vet and giving her meds). thanks for asking!
#when I was at work last night my dad sent me a picture of her on his bed (she won’t rest on my bed rn with me in it) like you little shit#I’m sorry I know I’ve been sucky with you but I can’t help it. I should’ve had my dad be the one to give her meds lol#Ask#anon
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I know I shouldn’t be this easily bothered by such small things but I’m literally on the verge of tears cuz now every single part of my day is fucked up
#I don’t fucking like this !!!! If this is a dream god please let me wake up#Literally everything is getting to me. Why#I’m back in my “maybe there’s nothing wrong with you. Maybe you just need to work harder” delusion. Cuz like#The fucking school counselors or whatever said I don’t have any sort of attention thing#And now I’m switching to a regular algebra 2 course because the honors is too much#Literally everything is falling apart rn and I’m trying to keep my cool at the moment#So if there’s an increase of these kinds of posts I’m sorry. I just really can’t rn#I haven’t been able to this whole week. It just gets less sucky at times#It never really “ends”. I just get better for short periods of time#Vent
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it’s so hard trying not to be upset or bitter about someone else’s success oh my gosh
#like usually I’m very happy about what I’ve done#but looking at someone win constantly when you know they plagiarize other peoples work is just#a sucky fucking feeling#this isn’t about anyone on here btw#it’s someone I went to school with and is just a pretty nasty person overall#why do people like that always win :(#sorry I just got really sad about it#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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Btw if your only nice to people so you can try to convert them to your religion you suck
#girlie I’m not religious and the reason I’m nice to people is cuz I think being kind is the right thing to do and I like the to#make people happy and make their lives less sucky#sorry parrents dragged me to their church and their talking about this
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I hate physics so what I did was that I memorise electrical systems stuff with f1 visuals
What is EMF? it’s just like how pit walls send the driver out for one lap in quali and the work done is the lap time ✨
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to the people who will, undoubtedly, be watching the ahsoka show and suddenly “caring” about the rebels characters now that they’re live-action, without ever having given the animated show a chance. stabbing and biting and maiming and killing 🔪🔪🔪
#‘don’t gatekeep’ ‘i don’t like animation’ ‘it’s a kids show’ blah blah#actually i’m gonna gatekeep them even harder now#sorry not sorry but i’m about to become very overprotective of the rebels characters#and such a hater about the ahs*k* show#(which it’s nothing against that character it’s all about dave filoni being bad at his job)#and it just. sigh#it sucks knowing that people are going to see these versions of the characters first#without ever having watched the animated show#like they don’t even KNOW#filoni is fucking it all up so he can create his wannabe endgame mcu-ified mandoverse sucky movie#anyway#swr
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going to sleep soon ~ let me get some things off my chest here.... my eyes are super itchy again (fell into the trap of snuggling my cat even when i swore i wouldn't do it again)
#cw vent#this is bc i have a math exam tmrw I’M SORRYYY i feel some kind of way about that#this is the first exam where i am near confident i will fail. and its just kinda sucky#my mental maths is really poor and due to the fact i skipped grades (unable to afford Education) i don’t know a lot of things my peers know#my results as they are right now? theyre genuinely ok. not bad. but theres still gaps made by the years of missing out on school#this is one of them#its so embarrassing having my classmate look at me weirdly when i ask her about something that should totally be obvious or#something silly like that. i don’t know. its especially hard for me to be interested in maths because my old maths teacher has#literally fucked me up i’m so intimidated by every math teacher ever and i just hate the feeling of being stupid or whatever#i don’t enjoy being comforted by A+ students bc theyre like cmonn its totally fine!! i relate i got a 39/40 :(#or my friends who make jokes about how stupid i am and its just aghhh#its already been almost a year since ive enrolled in school again but i still feel so out of place#so miserable i could just die#so miserable i think i SHOULD die#and i'm just nervous about getting an absolute 0. failing my first test made me want to literally kill myself#sorry for being dramatic but when you have a sister whos awards and certificates fill your house shelf its kind of like........#aghhhh!!!! maybe i should just accept that i'm good for nothing at all!!!!!!#not that great with numbers or formulas. probably not that great at writing either. nor am i as eloquent as i'd like to be ~#not artistically inclined. science is a bore. not ~ naturally ~ adept with neither languages nor history! psychology! economics! sports!#forgive me for not being able to do anything good at all ... zzz
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Well . At least I won’t have to walk. ?
#positive attitude#Do feel kind of stupid and angry now#and that’s just making me feel like a bitch#But not actually that terrible of a situation all things considered#only gonna be late by like 20 minutes at most right ?#Eugh but today’s been all sorts of sucky ….#But then I did get to draw a bunch#And then I did do a pretty good job on my assignments and had a lot of free time#and tomorrow is the weekend .#Sides we’d have to pay for this anyways so it’s really not a big deal#Okay yeah I’m . I’m more calm now . Still feel kinda like crying physically but emotionally I’m more calm now than before I think .#I just hate being patronized . So so much . And it doesn’t help that it’s happened twice today .#Makes me feel all sorts of bad but . I’ll be fine .#Just hope my bro doesn’t lecture me on this since I’m already really irritable and snapped at some lady who was probably just trying to help#(sorry girl) so um . Praying he’s chill about this ?
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dream if you ever apologize again i may have to commit war crimes
#like you of all people shouldn’t be saying sorry…#like i’m here for the bad stuff too no matter how sucky it gets
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I ain’t gonna smile if I don’t want to. Hey man we all can’t be like you. I wish we were all rose-coloured too. 🙃
#personal#low-key no pressure just hang with me and my weather#as if it’s not sucky enough to be in a mentally cruel state#you have to feel GUILTY about making others uncomfortable around you#well i’m sorry for not being in the mood and you’re not helping#:))))))))))))))))))
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